Enlightenment Through Motherhood
By Astra Niedra
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"I enjoyed this immensely... Definitely a fun and entertaining book while sharing a bit of spiritual goodness as well." Katie
"This book put into words just what, and how, I was feeling about my own spiritual journey. Women and men have such different experiences and this book beautifully articulates them." Amanda
Motherhood is misunderstood. Since time immemorial we've believed that when women become mothers they are taking time out from real work and serious personal growth, especially spiritual development. But we've had it all wrong.
While heavily pregnant with her third child, personal growth writer Astra Niedra attempts a holiday in the tropical paradise of Australia's Far North with her husband and two young daughters in tow.
During this ‘holiday’ she discovers that the skills and abilities that mothers are required to use each day as part of their job are the same as the practices prescribed for enlightenment seekers.
“Her simple spellbinding stories, her keen intellect, and her unfailing humour make this book a pleasure to read. Here is a new way of thinking of spirituality, of valuing our humanity while living a spirit-infused life, and a fascinating (and novel) path to enlightenment! It's a consciousness changer and I loved it." Dr Sidra Stone
"A great read for all mothers, I loved this book!" Ann Shepich
This book will inspire you, entertain you and lift your spirits, all the while grounding you in the unshakeable truth that there is far more to being a mother and raising children than conventional wisdom would have us believe.
Astra Niedra
Astra Niedra is a facilitator and teacher of Voice Dialogue and the Psychology of Selves, a unique approach to personal growth that involves working with the parts, or inner selves, of the psyche.Voice Dialogue leads to greater awareness, understanding and compassion (for oneself and others), inner balance and wholeness, and ultimately more conscious choice in how we express ourselves and lead our lives.Through her website and books Astra shares how to use the life-transforming ideas from Voice Dialogue in day-to-day living.You'll find help with relationships of all types, decision-making, stress-relief, balancing competing needs, perfectionism and inner criticism, creative expression, parenting, and more.The founders of Voice Dialogue, Drs Hal and Sidra Stone, highly recommend Astra's work, and the late Shakti Gawain considered Voice Dialogue one of the most powerful tools she had ever discovered.
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Enlightenment Through Motherhood - Astra Niedra
"Enlightenment Through Motherhood is absolutely brilliant! This book is just what the world needs now as our planet continues to move towards political and ecological disaster while the patriarchal systems that still dominate our thinking continue to devalue everything traditionally - and biologically - female.
"In a most perfect balance of yin and yang, of logic and feeling, of humour and gravity, Astra Niedra reclaims for all human beings – not just women – a precious element of that which is truly sacred in life.
Her simple, spellbinding stories, her keen intellect, and her unfailing humour make this book a pleasure to read. Here is a new way of thinking of spirituality, of valuing our humanity while living a spirit-infused life, and a fascinating (and novel) path to enlightenment! It’s a consciousness changer and I loved it.
– Sidra Stone PhD, author of Embracing Our Selves and The Shadow King
I enjoyed this immensely. I recently had my 4th child and was able to laugh and sympathise often with the author. She is very down to earth and makes many parallels I am unsure I’d have considered before reading this book. Definitely a fun and entertaining book while sharing a bit of spiritual goodness as well.
– Katie
... familiar, delightfully written and inspiring.
– Susan Ross, midwife, birth educator and author of Birth Right
Thanks for the great read. As a mum of a 4-year-old boy and 2-year-old girl, and 71/2 months pregnant with the third, it’s just what I needed to read.
– Kasia
Enlightenment Through Motherhood
Astra Niedra
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Copyright 2011 Astra Niedra
First published 2008
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For my daughters, Ella, Ruby and Zoe
Chapter 1: My First Realisation
My first suspicion that motherhood could lead to enlightenment, that state of divine illumination described in spiritual traditions where a person has achieved perfect and peaceful stillness in the eternal present, their personal identity merged seamlessly with a greater and expanded self, arose while I was stuck on a deckchair, trapped under the weight of my massive pregnant belly.
I had snuck out of the luxury apartment (now a kids playground) we had rented for a holiday, for some time out. My young daughters, Ella and Ruby, had momentarily become entranced by the giant Wiggles on the gigantic television screen inside, so I grabbed this rare opportunity for rest and escaped.
The deckchair had looked inviting. It promised the relaxing experience I had imagined when I planned this trip, so in keeping with the spirit of my fantasy holiday, I attempted to recline gracefully on it in the way women do in advertisements for holiday resorts. But because I was eight months pregnant and the chair was so low I couldn’t reach it for support, I plonked onto it with a thud.
While stuck there, making the most of this time to myself, I sensed something creeping up my spine, causing a slightly unpleasant tingling sensation. I tried to obliterate it by shuffling against the back of the chair but the sensation kept rising. Up and up it crept, until it reached the top of my head, where I felt it would overcome me somehow (was I having a kundalini awakening?). But once there I could reach it and realised it was only an itch. I scratched it away... aaahhh… peace.
That itch revealed to me just how immensely present I was on that deckchair, unable to sit forward and scratch my own back, with no choice but to surrender to a state of seemingly endless nowness, completely merged with the chair supporting my existence. It was just as so many enlightened people had described their experiences.
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In this spiritual world there are no time divisions such as the past, present or future; for they have contracted themselves into a single moment of the present where life quivers in its true sense…
DT Suzuki
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As I lay there, relieved, with life quivering in my belly, in response, I presume, to the sudden drop onto the chair, I meditated on the idea that simply because I was heavily pregnant I might have achieved an advanced spiritual state.
It occurred to me how such a revelation might inspire more women to procreate, thereby simultaneously solving the Western world’s zero population growth crisis in an instant yet, paradoxically – we all know the spiritual world is full of paradoxes – exacerbating overpopulation as a whole.
Then, suddenly, I was propelled off the deckchair by an incredible force: the screaming and yelling from my daughters inside. The Wiggles had lost their power and now Ruby and Ella were both pulling one strap each of a halter-neck top, fighting for its ownership.
Put it down!
I joined in the yelling, There are two tops!
There’s only one pink one – and it’s mine!
shouted Ruby.
Yours is the white one,
replied Ella.
Yours is white, I don’t like white, this one’s mine!
And then both girls toppled backwards onto the floor, in opposite directions, as the top split in two.
You can have it.
"You can have it."
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My daughters were three and five. I had hoped they were old enough to keep themselves entertained in their new environment, allowing me some respite from the relentless job of mothering. But it hadn’t turned out quite like I had imagined.
I had suggested to my husband, who I’ll call Mars for this story, paying homage to the Roman god of fertility (my husband is half Italian), that we take a family holiday so we could have time to relax and rest before our third baby arrived and the complexity of our lives would triple. His version of our conversation (which I dispute) is that I insisted I needed the trip and then broke down sobbing when he suggested we wait until after the new baby was toilet trained, maybe even until after the kids had left home, if rest was what I wanted.
But I was determined, and I needed, even if it was a false hope, some time out. Mars reluctantly agreed to the holiday when he eventually realised I wasn’t able to let go of the idea of it, and that we had to go through it if I was to hold onto my sanity.
The fantasy of Port Douglas, a popular Australian holiday destination, where American ex-presidents, movie stars and other celebrities come to play, seduced me as I frantically researched possibilities. It sounded the opposite environment I was familiar with at home, where my life revolved around endless cycles of washing, cooking, cleaning and playing kids’ games, and so was perfect for my pre-baby escape.
As it turned out, the climate was ideal for my body, which was most comfortable barefoot and in a sarong. And the luxury conveniences at my disposal helped too. I was especially impressed with the largely unspoilt and breath-taking scenery. But my fantasies of lying by the pool, engrossed in a novel, sleeping in till past 6.00am, and eating out each night ended in tatters.
I had imagined Ruby and Ella happily playing in the pool and at the beach but hadn’t included myself in those mental pictures. The reality was that both Mars and I ended up spending more time in the water than out, often with one child wrapped around me like a boa constrictor and the other, the one who couldn’t swim, continually escaping our grasp to splash about on her own. And when I was out of the water, I toiled beside the girls in the sand, building grand castles and digging moats, looking, I imagine, like a labouring sandstone Buddha.
So there I was, on that so-called holiday (we need another word in our language to describe an ‘extended overnight excursion with children’), attempting to console my kids about their halter-less halter-top and bruised bottoms, when I found myself comparing the experiences motherhood had led me to have to the experiences described by the world’s most advanced spiritual beings as higher states of consciousness.
Before my transformation into a mother, spirituality and consciousness growth were among my greatest passions. I read widely on the various paths to enlightenment and studied philosophy as part of my quest. I meditated when there was such a thing as silence in my household. I had even met some highly regarded spiritual teachers from whom I had hoped for a short cut to, or at least a taste of, transcendental ecstasy.
The longer I considered what I had learnt, I couldn’t help but notice that mothers are required, simply by our role, to practice what the gurus preach.
For a start, one of the main consequences of becoming enlightened is to gain the ability to feel unconditional love. Every spiritual teacher I’ve heard of claims that being unconditionally loving has become part of their ‘natural state’ since their enlightenment. Well it has certainly become