Nest. Flight. Sky.: On love and loss, one wing at a time
By Beth Kephart
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Beth Kephart
Beth Kephart is the award-winning author of books for both adults and young readers, including Going Over, You Are My Only, Small Damages, and Handling the Truth. She lives in Devon, Pennsylvania.
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Nest. Flight. Sky. - Beth Kephart
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My mother passed away from this world one single wing beat at a time.
It was winter. We had brought her home, to a room built of windows, orchids, and hymns, the rinsed sounds of my brother’s recorder. The hard work of the misdiagnosis was behind her. The ill-timed stroke, the slow withdrawal of language and hope.
We give peace to the dying. We bring them home.
I was walking the dark streets of my own neighborhood when the news came. The deer stood in the shadows between houses. A fox broomed the road with its tail. The moon was—I don’t remember. This story would not be true if I said that I remember the shape and the weight of that moon.
What I do remember is how, in that dark, alone except for the deer and the fox and the stars, I felt a nudge on my left side, just beneath the blade of my shoulder. I felt a nudge and then I heard a disturbance in the cold, black air above, a quick whoosh. I stood very still. Mom? I started to run—down one street and around a corner and up the slight hill to my own house, an old house on a barely lit street. The phone in my kitchen was ringing.
She’s gone, my father said.
I know, I said. I just felt her say goodbye.
* * *
It was the end of December. It was a new year. It was not yet spring. I work in a square room, watch the world (a garden like an archipelago, a museum of flowering trees) through two wide windows. I work early in the day, a bare bulb turned on, and I work alone. But in the months after my mother passed away, much too early, the finches came. They were still wearing their winter coats. They favored the crack of dawn. They held themselves up with the acrobatics of their wings, touched their beaks to my wide windows, and hammered.
As if they were trying to break in, I thought. As if they were trying to break through. As if their hammer and tap were the dits and dahs of a telegraph, a message hurried from sky to here.
Stay awake.
Stay alive.
I am near.
I abandoned my work and watched the finches. I looked beyond them—toward the hibernating garden and the tight-nubbed trees. The birds tapped, I stood, I listened: dits and dahs. The shenanigans went on—weeks—until