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The Human Line
The Human Line
The Human Line
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The Human Line

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- Bass is co-author of million-seller Courage to Heal - Bass considered a pioneer in field of healing from child sexual abuse - Bass has a devoted following - The Human Line confronts many of the profound moral dilemmas of our time—all grounded in human-scale concerns - Bass is popular workshop leader and creative writing teacher - Bass poems have appeared in many national publications including The Atlantic Monthly, Ms., DoubleTake - Who can resist lines like: “A brain / firing one hundred billion neurons / is still bashing its own skull with big rocks.”
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Release dateDec 25, 2012
ISBN9781619320000
The Human Line
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Ellen Bass

A pioneer in the field of healing from child sexual abuse, Ellen Bass currently teaches in the MFA program at Pacific University in Oregon. Her poetry books include Mules of Love and The Human Line.

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    The Human Line - Ellen Bass

    ONE

    Sleeping in My Mother’s Bed

    Though she left by ambulance

    my mother’s bed is smooth, the sink dry.

    It’s like a depression in rock,

    the mortar where women ground

    their grain, now scoured clean.

    I brush my teeth with her toothbrush,

    pull her nightgown over my head,

    bring my miniature Jack Daniel’s

    to the freezer, but there’s no ice.

    All the little squares lined up

    empty. So I drink it neat.

    Every night at ten when she locked up

    the store, she’d slip on a gown like this,

    then pour a highball and relax

    with a handful of pretzels or nuts.

    I lie in her bed

    like a fork on a folded napkin,

    perfectly still and alone.

    Here I am, I think, as close

    to my mother as I’ll ever get.

    The imprint of her body lingers

    as if she’d just gotten up to pee.

    I am she, sleeping or not sleeping, the thread

    of my life unwinding, only a few loops

    still curled around the spool.

    When my mother dies, there’ll be nothing

    between me and mortality. The hip

    that bothers me slightly now

    will whine like a wire in high wind

    and be replaced, like hers—all those years

    she shut the door of the walk-in icebox

    with a swing of that good bone.

    And I’ll be awake in a bed like this.

    The clock with oversize numbers ticking,

    the phone with its alarm, the wheelchair

    and commode surrounding me like sentries.

    On my bureau, these very same photos

    will sit propped up, smiling—one section

    for the dead, one for the living—

    more and more crossing over.

    The low ache of the day

    diffused through my body like salt—

    but far from sleep,

    as though sleep were across the ocean

    and I were just setting out

    adrift on my primitive raft.

    Twilight from the Window of My Mother’s Hospital Room

    Light falling, the sky a wash

    of color, I look up

    from my book that fearlessly

    explains the vast empty

    spaces: if an atom

    were the size of a cathedral

    the nucleus might be a sleeping bee.

    We are nearly noncorporeal, flesh

    penetrable as flame.

    The view from the window is not beautiful—

    a red-brick police station,

    a few bony trees, a parking garage

    that grows darker, the people

    illuminated striding to their cars.

    Snow drifts in cones of icy light

    while on CNN the same fires flare,

    over and over the same distant rubble.

    When my mother’s shirred eyelids close

    I ease the volume down.

    In sleep her hand flutters

    as though wind swept through

    the still room and her palm

    weighed no more than a snowflake.

    The stomach tube pumps

    bile into a clear bucket,

    the monitor beeps its frequent warnings,

    and even dozing my mother

    thumbs her morphine pump.

    Still, I like this time of day, tea-colored,

    night steeping into the sky.

    When she wakes I rearrange pillows

    under her knees, tuck her worn sweater

    over her chest where she likes it.

    Then I sit and watch the earth

    slowly roll away from the light.

    On the Air

    The oldies station plays the songs

    it

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