Darkness. So pure not a single ray of light can find its way to me.

How long have I soaked in

this darkness? Eternity? Though at times I think just a moment.

I feel nothing. As though there were nothing and I am floating in it.

I have preserved my sanity, have I not? Or did I lose it somewhere along the way? And yet in
this darkness, and its fantasies, one thing is still clear in my mind: That alone like lightning
splitting through the darkness, she appears so vividly in my mind.

Over and over again it swells and sinks like the waves of a tsunami. Hatred. Friendship.
Jealousy. Indignation. Emptiness. Love. Sorrow... They all come together in a single great
storm. Driving a stake through my being, holding my consciousness together. The one who cast
me into this darkness - she is now my anchor.

What matters is that this life was once mine. When did I fall under your control? I see you now,
radiating so brilliantly it blinds me