Analysis Of Sorry For Loving You

A Novel By

Abhishek Agrawal

Abhishek Aggrawal was born as gold in the steel city Bhilai, Chattishgarh.
Right from his birth he always dreams enormous and always wanted to
achieve something very different in his life. He was born in a Marwari family
where his father Mr. Ashok Agrawal was a businessman and mother Mrs.
Anita Agrawal was a housewife.
He pursued his schooling from Rajkumar College, Raipur. He did his high
schooling from Krishna Public School Bhilai. His inside author bloomed out
while accruing his B.com at St. Thomas College Bhilai. He pursued his Masters
in commerce while writing his 3rd master piece in Bhilai. For higher education
he left his hometown Bhilai and moved to the city of dream Mumbai, where he
is pursuing his Master of Arts in English Literature from Mithibai College,
Mumbai.
He started his career in writing on 2010 with his debut novel "Sorry... For
Loving You", which was released in June 2011 under the brand name of
Mahaveer Publishers New Delhi, which continues to top the bestseller list
across the country with a National Bestseller Tag. He has tried to sketch the
problems faced by the youths in finding their right partner and love of life and
how they deviate to wrong paths leaving all their family included their parents
behind.
In 2013 his Second Novel, ForGetting The Unforgettable, is released by The
Oscar Nominated Director of Barfi, Mr. Anuraag Basu. This Novel is a dedication
for all those who have lost their near and dear ones in Mumbai Bomb Blast. He
wants that his messages should reach to the every end of the earth so he

translated his Debut Novel in various languages so that everyone can read it
and hence the outcome is his book Sorry For Loving You is translated in
Hindi as Ek Chahat Adhuri Si and was released on 5th Feb. 2014 in a grand
function held at Mithibai college which was inaugurated by Dr. D B Gadkari
Principal Mithibai college & Dr. Suresh Wakchaure Vice Principal Mithibai
College, Mumbai.
At present he is working on an epic and according to him his outcome will be a
master piece. This book will be for all the age groups and it will be an
innovation in an Indian Literature.
His likes include bike driving, writing, photography, painting, singing,
hangouts with friends. His passion is to become a well recognized famed
persona. He hates dishonesty & also the people who cheat him. He has
immense faith on Lord Sai & his Parents. His strength includes his family &
friends & his weakness is LOVE.
As being in the age of his 20 years he was honored by the Jewel of Agrawal
Samaj, for giving his extraordinary performance in the field of writing. His
debut Novel was also submitted in the Commonwealth Writers List, in London
on 2012. His book occupied a space in the shelf of Asias Largest Poem
Library, Vagarth Bharat Bhawan, Bhopal (M.P.) In October 2012 he was
nominated for Navlekhan Award by Madhya Pradesh Sahitya Academy. In
February 2013 he was honored by Yuva Rachnakaar Samman by Akhil
Bharatiya Sahitya Parishad. On 5th Feb 2014 he was honored as The Asset Of
Mithibai College Mumbai. In September 2014 he was listed among the top 10
influential people of Chattisgarh.
On July 2013 he became the Associate member of Film Writers Association,
Mumbai to dedicate his work towards Bollywood .He had its own Production
house named " Movie Miles Production " to complete his vision of becoming a
Film Director.
He had also written Articles for the weekly newspaper Mahakhabar and many
other Newspapers and National Magazines. He writes his columns under the
name of "Hello Youth".

When he first picked up the pen to write some of his experiences and day-today incidents that motivated him then, it was indeed a little tough but with the
time, his skills improved to extent. He writes what is on his mind and play
with his characters in his novel. He writes sometimes non-stop for 12 to 14
hours without even taking any break. According to him if you want to achieve
something you have sacrifice something from life and He has sacrificed his
nights sleep to concentrate on his novels even sometimes day and night are
same for him. He always dreams enormous & had the zeal of concurring the
entire era with his words. In the near future he wants to share some more
stories through his upcoming novels.
Now his only motive is to make movies on his Novels and want to be one of
the best script writers and Direct the Movies on the same in Bollywood. He
wishes to give some messages to the society through his Novels and also to
serve the society and the Nation through his activities. He says, I will feel
more proud if was not only called the Author, but with the title, An Indian
Author.

Summary
Sorry For Loving You is a story of the protagonist Aditya who loves Chahat
without any limitation and confinement. He is mad in her love and cant imagine
a second without her. But, she keeps on playing between him and the other guy
Vineet simultaneously. Adithya comes to know about his and he has several
fights with Chahat over the guy. But, still after few days he finds that she is still in
touch with vineet. And this keeps happening ageing and again in their
relationship. Aditya Starts feeling sorry for loving the girl he had loved.
It was 20th November, clock was striking 11:45 pm and suddenly Aditya got a call
from an unknown number on the midst of the conversion to his lady love, Chahat.
He picked up the call and gat to know it was his friend Ankit. His friend said Aadi
that Chahat was playing with him and was in relation with some other guy called
Vineet. Aadi confirmed this from her but she lied and took some sleeping pills
and slept.
Somehow in dilemma and answer (regarding the matter) the entire one month
passed. It was the midst of December; she was hanging out with Vineet and
decided to do night stay which broke Aadis heart into pieces.
It was 19th of December Since, Aadi was missing her badly. Hence, he went to her
college just to have a book of her, but there he saw Chahat coming holding the
hands of Vineet and was left stunned. He left that place and was waiting of her
outside her hostel. As soon as she arrived, he vigorously made her set on his bike
and asked her that why are you doing this to me? I will die without you.
After all this mess up Aadi tried to run away from his hometown but was caught
by his uncle in a train and was forcefully pulled out. He was asked to spend a few
days with them so as to refresh his mood. He thought all this was happening to
him because of the curse of Kriti a girl who loved Aaditya madly and he never
accepted her and said he love to another girl.

He asked Chahat several times the reason behind it but Chahat made him
believes that she was loyal, pure and want ever betray her.
Thing were getting better now. On 26th December, she called him up and asked
for a hangout in any restaurant. Next day, they went to a zoo. On the New Year
eve, Aadi entered the girls hostel by taking so many risks just to wish her.
It was 9th Jan, their 3rd year of love anniversary. This was the day when they
came in relation. It was a very special day for both of them. So, to make it
memorable, Aadi took Chahat to a beautiful place outside the city. There they
made love and expressed their emotions. Aadi gave tow bags full of wonderful
gifts to her which included 2 meter long love letter too.
Days passed, they were spending some of the very memorable days together. But
a few days later she started behaving rudely. On 26th Jan, she was in conference
with Aadi, Vineer and Chitra in call and in front of all Chahat kissed Vineet and
asked Aadi to moVe out of her life. But Aadi loved her madly and had managed to
bring her back into his life yet again.
It was the month of Feb now, and the valentine week was about to start. Aadi had
a special gift for her for each day i.e. rose day, teddy day, promise day, Chocolate
day, Hug day, Kiss day and finally Valentine days. On 15th Feb, they went to a
voyage to a religious place an spent an entire day together. It was a dream comes
true for them.
A few days later, Aadis parents were not at home so he called Chahat there. They
were having a blast there but suddenly his grandfather arrived. To get prevented
from being caught they jumped over the boundary wall.
Thing were all firmly in their life.
On 4th March was here birthday. To give here surprise, he went to her college
with a cape but couldn't find here there. Later he came to know that she has gone
for a movie with vineet. He got extremely frustrated and called her up in the
evening. She in tensions fainted and was hospitalized. After being discharged she
was taken back to her home for a month.

She had moved too far from him. She was more interested in Vineet now. So
they couldn't continue their relationship.
Situation came where Chahat is again normal to Aadi. The biggest mistake is Aadi
again trust her and continue the relation with here. It feels like Aadi is not a
human for Chahat but a Machine whom she can control according to here needs.
As her health is not good. She goes to her hometown where her parents can take
care of here. Relation of Aadi Chahat is going smoothly but again a drastic or
sudden change is Chahat behavior towards Aadi.
On 7th Aadis exam were going to start. The day exam was there he was
desperately waiting for her call but unfortunately there was no call. Actually she
never contract after this. As Aadi was too disturb he decided to go Shirdi with his
friends so, that he can get some peace at Lord Sai temple. While this journey his
friends tried many times to change his mood. They told you need to forget her
and you have to move on.
After returning from Shridi very next day Aadi went to her college and waited for
her to see her and to ask whats wrong again. But she ignored him and he saw her
enjoying the fast food outside with her friends. Aadi couldn't accept this all and
he returns back to him home. He was so frustrated. He was hospitalized for 3
days Chahat came to know and she called her but Aadi just listen to her and
disconnects the call. After getting discharge Aadi went to she her near college
and he was strange as again Chahat cheated her. But as his love was true and
he doesn't want Chahat to suffers so, he called her mom and informed to look
over Chahat.
Aadi is in deep sleep almost in semi coma mind and he recalls and good
memories with here. However , he thinks to move and he say to dad that the
dont want to stay here. He planned to go Indore a relatively small city but the
largest in M.P. as Indore is poised to become the next big business and
corporate hubs of India. He joined a good company and due to the efforts and
motive to reach the goal he soon got promotion. He is shifted to head-office in
Mumbai where he is working as Asst. Sup. Mr. Aditya Bajaj.

After a long and great success he is back to his hometown to

celebrate Diwali with him family. H returns to Mumbai and open his own
company named as ABC. Everything is going according to his thoughts of
achievements. Chahat got an appointment letter from his company where both
are not aware that they will be meeting here. There was a conference where she
saw Aadi and left the hall and went to her room and started crying. Next day she
again attend the conference were Aadi is talking about the progress of his
company and he gives opportunity to his employees to ask question. Here Chahat
got an opportunity to speak she say Sir, Aadi recognize here voice and turns and
say yes say what you want to. She started telling about the past how one girl and
boy were in true relationship for more then 2 years but suddenly a girl Cheated a
boy and moved on with some other boy. White listening to this one of the
employee ask why are you telling us ?
She replied the boy who loved is none other than Aditya Bajaj and the unlucky
girl in me. She say the way I betrayed Aadi same way I was betrayed by a boy
called Vineet. Now I have released my mistake and how hurting is this feeling. I
want you to for give me for my mistake.
Aadi listen everything quitly. Now he says my wish is complete today as you have
realized you mistake and the way I waited for you its you chance to wait for me.
He explain the full form of the company name ABC i.e. Aditya Bajaj and Chahat.
Finally his wish is complete and he is happy and sad. Happy that Chahat realized
her mistakes and sad for Chahat was alone and now also she will be alone.

CHARACTERS OF THE NOVEL

Aditya Bajaj

Aadi is the protagonist of this Novel. Who love Chahat immensely and she betray
him badly. He is kind loving boy. He always valued all the relation in his life. He
was very loyal. Best part after achieving all what he thought he was still down to
earth person. He has a great personality.
Chahat

Chahat also loved Aadi. But she betrayed him because of some other boy. She is
very selfish. She always used Aadi for her comfort zone. She never valued any of
the relation. She played game with her own life which she was unaware. Finally
to say, that she was totally opposite of Aadis nature.
Vineet

He portrayed his love with Chahat which was not actually true. They were in
relationship. He just used her for his enjoyment.
Ankit

A very good person and best friend of Aadi. He was loyal in his friendship with
Aadi. Till the end he supported Aadi in all the ups and downs of his life.

TYPES
Romantic :The novel is all about love between Aditya and Chahat. The immense love of
Aditya towards Chahat. Somewhere Chahat also love him madly. Thats the
reason their relationship. But she couldn't control herself getting attracted to
Vineet. Great love is spread between Aditya and Chahat. It seems they are made
for each other. There are many romantic scenes like celebrating (Feb the Month
of Love) or Valentine week, giving different surprises to each other. Chahat has
also proved her love for Aditya by hurting herself. The way the romance is done
between the two of them by care, love, hug, kiss and the lips are chilled by them.
The way gift are given of different occasions like birthday, valentine
and anniversary etc. Many time waiting for your love to call you or waiting at the
given place of particular time. The pleasure of peace we get by romance is only
when we are deep in love with a person and this we can see between Aditya and
Chahat love for each other.

PICARESQUE
It is picaresque novel because many times the characters are traveling to
different places. Chahat travel to her hometown to meet here parents. She was
pursuing here education at Raipur. Chahat was with Vineet at a place near the
border of Chhattisgarh. In frustration and loneliness Aadi decides to go away
from all and to line alone for sometime and he catch a train and suddenly get
down at Chahats native place and he was roaming for hours near her house. He
came back and next day thought to leave the place but unfortunately his uncle
caught him in train. Aadi finally takes a decision to move on but doesn't wanted
to stay anymore in Bhilai and so, he convinced his parents for Indore, as it
is praised to become the next big business and corporate hub of India. He had
reached Indore and got job and had achieve great success in his office. Ad day
come were he get promotion and opportunity to come Mumbai a head office.

There he was the Asst. Sup. Mr. Aditya Bajaj. In diwali he return to Bhilai and
again come back to Mumbai.

SOCIOLOGICAL
The novel is about a love life of Aditya and Chahat which is common
in today's generation (Youth life). The novel connect us to society where there
are many Aditya and Chahat in different corners of world. It tries to give a
message that joy and sorrow, happy and sad, love and hate, together and
loneliness all are parts of everyones life. A person has to face all the situation as
its part of life. All the things take place in life teaches us lesson. Life never stop if
someone go away from life. There are many other reason to live our life i.e. Our
family, friends, success and in future a better life partner. The drastic situation
which ruined Aditya life and the way he became normal is due to the family and
support and most important his on positive attitude that he can have a successful
life. He proves that by achieving great heights in Job and starts with a new
business and get success in it. There are many who love us and who want to stay
or line with us happily, so we have to line for them who actually care for us.

THEMES
Love
Both Aditya and Chahat are in deep love with each other. They spend quality of
time in different ways i.e. on call speaking for long time, by meeting each other at
their favorite places, giving surprising etc. Love is the happiness we can give to
our love ones and the sadness which we can share with our love ones. Some
thing was taking place between Aditya and Chahat. But a situation came where
Kriti is a girl who love Aditya madly and as Aadi came to know he clears that he
love Chahat and no one can take her place in his life. On other side Vineet and
Chahat get in touch and time passes they are in a relationship. Where Chahat is in
love with two boys Aadi and Vineet. As it was not possible to love with 2 boys at
a time that means it was not love. She was somewhere fooling herself. Love is all
about sacrifice for our love ones for their happiness but it should be in some
limit where our sacrifice should not convert it in our own pain. This happen with
Aaditya in this novel.
Love is where one manage to face all the difficult faces of ones life and still one
keep on smiling with joy. This relation was between Aditya and Cahat. In all ways
of life they were together like heart and beats.
Love is describe in many ways in this novel i.e. where Ankit and Aadis friendship
Aadi get love from his parents and younger sister. Aadi get great support from
many of his friends.

ATTRACTION
As its common the 1st a person get attracted to another person and later that get
converts into love. So, some we can guess that Aditya & Chahat are attracted to
each other and later they fall in love. They both are in relationship with each

other and were serious about it. But suddenly Chahat come in contact to Vineet
and they both are attracted to each other. A novel tries to say that a person
control her or his feeling if person is already committed to someone.

LOYALTY
Loyalty takes place in many ways I Aditiya. Specially he is loyal to his love one i.e.
Chahat. As time passes their relationship became strong and they completed 2
yrs. It was not only Aadi but Chahat was also loyal to him. Due to some change
which author has not describe in his Novel but of course the sudden changes in
Chahat towards Aadi was surprising. Chahat loyalty was point out as Aadi came
to know that she is in a contact with Vineet which she never mentioned to Aadi.
Aadi came to know because of his friend Ankit. But Aadi never believed and
never told Chahat. As Chahat was not loyal which Aadi started feeling according
to many situation in Novel i.e. She tell Aadi that she want to celebrate her
birthday with friends and she went out with Vineet, many times Aadi has called
her and it shows call waiting , suddenly saw her one bike with Vineet etc. We see
Aadi friend Ankit who is loyal to him. Where he know Aadi will never accept the
truth of Chahat being with other guy or her, being disloyal to Aadi. He say this
truth to Aadi. The only person was loyal was Aditya.

BETRAYAL
In Novel readers came to know how Chahat break the trust of Aadi and later
Vineet do same with Chahat. Chahat betray in her relation with Aadi by having
extra affair with Vineet or by not mentioning about Vineet in her life. This was
not once, twice or thrice but many times Chahat betray Aadi. Where Aadi was in
true Love with Chahat that he never leave her alone in all worse situation created
by Chahat. But then to Chahat never valued Aadis love and loyalty and continue
telling lie in many situations.

A day came when all was over between two of them Aditya finally moved on and
that was indirectly Chahats decision as she want to spend her entire life with
Vineet. As time passes Chahat and Vineet continued their relationship and a time
came where Fineet betray Chahat. Chahat release her mistake of betraying Aadi
at her west but it was too late to realize for Chahat.

Suffering & Still Waiting

A smooth happy relation is going on between Aditya and Chahat. A situation
came where Chahat play a game with Aadi and Vineet play a game with Chahat.
No one came to known about it till they have realized it.
Aadi suffered a lot as her have for Chahat was interne. He have many chances
after being betray by Chahat but she never valued and Aadi has to suffer his life
and so his family suffered because Aadi was not in his sense as Chahat has betray
him. Many time he was Cheated by Chahat and still he always felt that there is a
beam of hope of her to come back and stay forever with him.
On the other hand Chahat suffered as she was herself confused to be with Aditya
or Vineet and she takes a wrong decision to be with Vineet and after a time
passed Vineet cheated Chahat. So she has to suffer a lot. As her decision to leave
Aadi and to be with Vineet. She look this decision against her parents , she
suffered due to this end situation got worst. Now she realized and it was too late
as she want his 1st love Aadi back in her life but as time has changed everything
and so Aadi has moved on by looking to his family who has been with him for
almost 20yrs of his life and have supported him in all his situation. He has shifted
to Indore and working with one of the best company and desperately waiting for
his success and the day came he got promotion to the head office in Mumbai.
Now his next step was to start his business not was waiting for it and finally a
day came and he has setup his business in Mumbai.
Aadi parents who were waiting for his success and him to return from Mumbai
got fulfill . Where Aadi family suffer and waiting for Aadi as they cant see the
pain there child in going through.

Conclusion
Though he was heartbroken he forgave her many times and courageously moved
on with his life. There are times human life has to undergo though ups and down
but one shouldn't lose heart. Since, love should be shared with one and all
and one should always flow as a water springs in all the ups and downs and
reaches its destination i.e. An Ocean. In the same manner a human should reach
his or her goal. However Successful one might become, a person should be free
from ego and not forget the days he had strives to reach his position and always
remember that forgiving is an attribute of the strong