Escolar Documentos
Profissional Documentos
Cultura Documentos
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
S27
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddi
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddii
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddiii
S27
N28
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product
of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events,
locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Copyright 2015 by Jennifer E. Smith Inc.
All rights reserved. In accordance with the U.S. Copyright Act of 1976, the scanning,
uploading, and electronic sharing of any part of this book without the permission of the
publisher is unlawful piracy and theft of the authors intellectual property. If you would
like to use material from the book (other than for review purposes), prior written
permission must be obtained by contacting the publisher at permissions@hbgusa.com.
Thank you for your support of the authors rights.
Poppy
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27S
RRDC
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddiv
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
S27
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddv
2/13/154:00:05 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddvi
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
When Aidan opens the door, Clare rises onto her tiptoes to
11
kiss him, and for a moment, it feels like any other night.
12
Hi, she says, once shes stepped back again, and he smiles.
13
Hi.
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
The last night, she says, and he tilts his head at her.
21
22
Aidan...
23
24
you cant really blame me, right? Ive still got a little bit of
25
26
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddvii
S27
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
What? he asks.
20
21
tle. That after all this time, we only have twelve hours left. I
22
23
24
25
26
27S
28N
viii
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.inddviii
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
6:24 PM
09
10
In the car, Aidan pauses before turning the key in the igni
11
tion, and for a brief second, Clare lets herself imagine that
12
13
14
15
16
17
what to do.
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
S27
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd1
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
as her.
22
23
Aidan, she says quietly, and this time, his eyes find
hers. This is happening. Tomorrow. No matter what.
24
I know, he admits.
25
26
Right, but
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd2
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
02
break up....
03
04
05
06
07
08
Okay, he says.
09
Their first stop isnt far away, and they drive in silence,
10
11
window: the bridge over the ravine, the road lined with
12
13
each one of them as they whip past, because by the time she
14
15
16
17
about that scares her. So one by one, she tries to pin them
18
19
20
21
say. Not just the people: Aidan, of course; and her best
22
23
plus the handful of their other friends who are still around.
24
But there was also the town itself. All the landmarks
25
26
S27
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd3
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
She couldnt possibly take off without one more trip to the
02
beach, one final party, one last drive past the high school.
03
And so she made a list. But it didnt take long for her to
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
to Aidan, too.
13
14
she presses the button on the car door, closing her window.
15
16
his own window, and she nods. But its more than that.
17
Its the same icy dread that fills her each time she starts
18
19
20
21
22
The truth is, shes still waiting for her heart to get on
23
board with the decision her head has made. But shes run
24
25
26
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd4
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
and the school sits hushed and empty. Though she spent
02
03
ing the feel of the place when its full of students, everyone
04
spilling out the wooden doors and onto the front lawn. Its
05
only been two months, but somehow, all that seems like a
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
refresher course.
15
16
17
18
19
20
just for this second, hes not the person she knows best in
21
the world, but the new kid again, the one whod shown up
22
on the very first day of junior year, all red hair and freckles
23
24
25
26
as she studies him for a few long seconds. Did I ever tell
S27
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd5
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
02
Pre-calc?
03
04
05
to be more punctual.
06
07
08
09
bell, at first because hed get lost, and later because hed
10
11
12
13
14
Yeah? he says.
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
Its not fair, she says. I hate that you get to be the
23
good guy here. Its not like I want to break up with you. It
24
25
26
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd6
2/11/156:07:28 PM
Yes.
01
02
being so practical?
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
sand times b
eforehave kissed, even, in this very parking
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
Clare shakes her head, not sure how to explain that this
26
is the whole point of the night. To fit two whole years into
S27
one final evening; to dump all the pieces out of the box and
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd7
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
02
that they can see the whole thing spread out before them.
03
04
05
06
has to be a way in. Its the first place we saw each other....
07
08
09
Of course I do.
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
able: brown hair and brown eyes, average height and ordi
20
nary looks. Mostly, she just blends in, which has always
21
been fine with her: You could do a lot worse in high school.
22
But that meant that before Aidan, no boy had ever really
23
24
That first day, hed sat down at the desk right behind
25
26
the room, and when it was her turn with one of them,
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd8
2/11/156:07:28 PM
01
02
noticed her, after theyd both realized that this was the
03
04
again and again. Because thats how she felt when she was
05
with h
imlike shed been a rock her whole life, ordinary
06
and dull, and it wasnt until she met him that something
07
cracked open inside her, and just like that, she began to
08
shine.
09
10
11
12
13
14
right.
15
16
tant to her, and shes not sure she could tell him even if she
17
tried. Its just that the clock is ticking down fast toward
18
19
20
21
22
tions and campus maps and messages from her new room
23
24
25
26
S27
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd9
2/11/156:07:28 PM
N28
01
02
03
dining hall during those first few crucial days, when loose
04
05
06
She doesnt know whether shell get along with her room
07
mate, a girl from New York City named Beatrice St. James,
08
who seems to only want to talk about what bands shes been
09
10
11
12
13
14
people, whether girls from the East Coast will dress dif
15
16
17
18
19
vive all this without having Aidan on the other end of the
20
phone.
21
22
Now she steps back from the wooden doors of the school
with a defeated sigh.
23
24
25
is close enough?
26
27S
28N
her anyway as she makes her way along the building, past
10
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd10
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
the staff parking lot and the auditorium and the whole
01
east wing until they loop around to the back. Each time
02
they pass another door, one of them jogs over to try it, but
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
or something.
13
14
dents now, Aidan says with a grin, and they both step
15
16
17
She doesnt answer him; instead, she lifts her gaze to the
18
19
20
21
22
23
ignoring him.
24
25
26
S27
N28
11
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd11
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
Yeah, but
06
07
08
09
10
11
tant to you?
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27S
28N
12
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd12
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
faction at this: the prospect that shes been right all along,
06
and that now, even the universe agrees that the only logi
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
car engine roars to life, and a few birds cry out overhead.
14
Around them, the sky is fading from blue to gray, the edges
15
going blurry, and Clare presses her cheek against the soft
16
17
18
19
20
out again. Looks like this rules out number eight, too.
21
The fall formal, she says with a nod. Our first dance.
22
23
24
25
26
S27
N28
13
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd13
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
I cant wait, she tells him, realizing just how much she
means it.
03
04
05
She links her arm with his, leaning into him as they
06
start to walk back to the car. A breeze picks up, and for
07
08
09
10
11
12
out over the campus and beyond. Clare has no doubt shell
13
find it enchanting once she gets there. But right now, she
14
15
She just wants to live in this one for as long as she possi
16
bly can.
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
Aidan tilts his head at her. You sure this wasnt just an
24
25
26
27S
28N
14
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd14
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
looking rock from the ground at his feet. Its slate gray and
01
02
03
04
palm. She runs her thumb over the smooth surface, think
05
ing back to that first day shed seen him in class, the way
06
his face had lit up when he turned over the rock to find
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
S27
N28
15
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd15
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
26
27S
28N
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd16
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
7:12 PM
09
10
For a while, the two of them stand just outside Slices, peering
11
12
13
14
15
16
Out with the old... Clare says lightly, though she feels
17
18
19
feels like the town should be empty now. But here, it looks
20
21
22
Its just that its no longer their laughter and gossip and
23
24
noise.
Aidan turns to face her, his blue eyes bright. Let me
25
26
S27
N28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd17
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
time you saw me eat four slices of pizza in under ten min
03
04
05
she knows this could go on all night. Not that it was much
06
07
words to me.
08
09
I said you were the most beautiful girl Id ever seen, and
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
teen. Thats the way its been for as long as anyone can
21
22
23
end hangout for the high school crowd. With its cracked
24
25
video games along one wall and the ironclad rule that
26
27S
28N
18
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd18
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
skipped town.
10
11
12
13
14
15
ers chime in with well wishes, too. Cant wait to hear all
16
about it at Thanksgiving.
17
18
hand, and she gives his a little squeeze. She catches sight
19
20
how lost they both look, like theyve walked into a familiar
21
22
But then they recognize a voice over near the register, and
23
24
25
S27
19
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd19
26
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
N28
01
02
03
again. Clare hangs back as the two of them tussle the way
04
they always do, circling each other like boxers until they
05
06
07
08
09
10
Please.
11
12
and Scotty reaches over and gives Aidans arm one last
13
14
15
16
without me.
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
And you two are, uh, doing okay? he says, though its
24
clear what hes really asking is this: Have you two decided
25
what to do yet?
26
27S
28N
20
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd20
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
her shirt and all the way up to her earrings, two feathery-
01
looking things that get lost against her jet-black hair. She
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
oregano.
22
The fact that the two of them have never gotten along
23
24
25
26
things that dont really matter, and Aidan and Clare, still
S27
N28
21
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd21
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
25
eventually, right?
26
27S
had flicked her eyes away from the road to meet Stellas,
28N
22
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd22
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
decided she didnt like the sound of her. And once they
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
all those totally dope shows she likes so much while youre
19
20
21
22
23
Rob.
24
25
26
S27
N28
23
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd23
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
factly. The point is, do you really want to spend the next
09
four years feeling guilty because you went out with your
10
11
12
13
14
15
ways look. But maybe thats just because you havent let
16
17
18
19
But all this was early in the summer, when Stella still
20
21
22
even though theyre both still hereat least for one more
23
24
already left.
25
Maybe its that Stella has been trying to give Clare and
26
27S
28N
24
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd24
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
ful goodbye.
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
Shut up, Scotty, they both say at the exact same time,
18
19
20
21
22
Really.
23
24
I d
ouble-pinky promise, she says, holding out her fin
25
gers the way they used to do when they were kids. Clare
26
S27
25
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd25
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
N28
01
on the counter. They turn to see that their slices are ready.
02
Aidan grabs the tray, and they all walk over to an empty
03
04
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
every day.
12
But she shakes her head. Nope, thats just what he is.
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
crust of his pizza while he waits for the cheese to cool, and
21
22
23
24
25
26
27S
For months now, this has been the one thing nobody has
28N
26
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd26
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
Not that they didnt all have their share of rejection this
05
06
07
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
finally did, they could all see how much it hurt. Since then
19
20
21
22
His face is blank now, his ears pink at the tips, and his
23
24
25
26
but now its like the air has gone right out of him.
S27
27
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd27
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
N28
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
08
lation, and still unaware of the fact that the two of them
09
10
kindergarten.
11
12
13
team, but hed met Scotty in art class, where they were
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
Yeah, but hes not right for Stella, Clare had told him.
23
Trust me. Ive known them both a lot longer. Theyre oil
24
and water.
25
26
27S
well. They were both loud and funny, fearless and loyal,
28N
28
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd28
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
ing and Im staying here. Its not like ignoring its gonna
07
change anything.
08
09
Really, Im fine with it, Scotty says, and then his face
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
17
Stella laughs, though Clare can tell its more out of relief
18
19
tently tip the whole night off balance. Scotty gives her a
20
21
And you know what the best part is? he asks, his grin
22
widening. Once you finally hit the road, Ill be free and
23
24
25
26
S27
N28
29
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd29
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
head. This is the last time Im gonna say it. Youre not
02
03
04
ing. For Aidan, its still a sore subject, and any reminder of
05
06
out early to find his best friend kissing his younger sister in
07
08
09
10
once the full story came out l aterhow her date had aban
11
doned her, and Scotty had been nice enough to keep her
12
13
14
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
Which it hasnt.
25
26
27S
28N
30
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd30
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
01
02
03
04
05
06
07
her chest a few times for effect, and Scottys face clouds
08
over again.
09
10
11
real colleges?
12
13
14
self-confidence.
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
secretly enjoying it. This is just what hed been hoping for
22
23
24
25
26
S27
31
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd31
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM
N28
01
course you do, and just like that, theyre off again on an
02
03
04
05
06
07
same pattern. She lets the blur of it all wash over her: the
08
09
10
11
12
13
14
with his.
15
16
17
18
19
20
21
22
23
24
her bag.
25
26
27S
28N
32
HelloGoodbyeAn_HCtext2P.indd32
2/11/15 6:07:28 PM