So, Anu Mam? Or No Mam !

:P
It doesnt matters. Atleast now!
So Im writing this for you. Though I have written a lot for you before too :D
I still remember when I saw you for the first time when you came to give
HYPERVISION presentation in our class! Chup chap khadi hui thi :P last mei bas apna
naam aur family no. bta kr chli gyi.. aur apna phone no. likhkr chli gyi :P but maine
tab note ni kiya tha no. :P acha kiya ;) badmei apka khud hi call aagya tha.. though
for the interview :D :P ;)
The day we first met in person!
kyunki mko pdhna tha! Thanks for that. But I feel guilty ki mai ache marks score ni
kr paya! maine hi self study ni ki dhng se :( sorry for that :)
That second day wala puppy scene :D
yeah. Im still scared of dogs :P but not that much :)
ab kon hoga haath pakadne vla.. jb koi dog dikhega ? :( :( kon chupaega apne
piche.. though mai uss chupane vaali se bada tha :D :P :(
I still remember when we first met outside the college :P in prem nagar !
you came in shorts! :P xP
Actually,you were looking great! Did I say this before ? :P chdo ! ab kehdiya na :P
but every other guy was staring at you.. like.. u know what I mean! Mann krra tha
kuch ko ek maar vaar du ! ya ghar mei maa bhen ni h? meri frnd ko kya dekh ra h!
saale kutte boldun :D maza aajaata yaar :D :D
mko ye try krna tha :D movies mei hi dekha h na ! ok ok :P lame tha na ye xD :P
koi ni :P
and then I remember the day when we stayed up whole night chatting ! mid sems
aare the.. tabb bhi :D
that was time when I said that I had some feelings for you! At around 3 or 4 am I
said this !
then you told me about yourself alot. What yu suffered and because of who all.
you secrets are safe with me ;)
Then your birthday !
Keep Calm aaj meri jaan da bdday h, remember ? :D
then maine ek collage mei apki pic aur status daala tha .. aur tbhi se hypervision
valo ko bhi pta lg gya!
then thodi prblems aagyi thi.. then bdmei it was fine again!
and I cant forget that Tripling :D :D
jab aap apne interview se aayi thi and apki tbyet khrab thi and maine shivani mam

ko offer ki chlane ko scooty taaki apki medicine le aaye vo :P yu saw vo kitna khush
hogyi thi :D then badmei.. mko piche baithkr thoda darr lgra tha :P :P tbhi toh I held
u tightly. :D
Aur vo chintan bhaiya k bdday vala day :D we both were in blue ! and vo slap :P
sorry for that :P maine pyaar se maara tha :P :) ;) :D
u know.. next day meri ek classmate kehri thi she saw me and said girlfriend hogi
teri tbhi toh dono matching kapde daalkr gye the :P and jb maine kahaa 4 th year ki
h :P tab chup and she gave a weird look with a smile and said ahaan.. kuch toh
sharam krle.. 4th year vaali ? :D :D
That day.. when we walked, and It wasnt short :P atleast for me :D
u know? Mere school se ghr tak bss 800M ka distance h.. thakk jaata tha mai !
but that day we walked more than 5kms. And I wasnt tired !
though we didnt talked much during the walk :P but it was good enough to
remember ! :)
aur vo mcD ka straw vala scene :D yaad h mko :D
and jb uss din hum FRI gye the.. usse pehle aap kehri thi ki apki bus khadi h usmei
baithte hain..
Acha mko ye btao :P bus mei baithkr karte kya ? :D :P
and then vo FRI mei hand in hand walk. ;)

and thanks for coming for my birthday :D thanks for the bookmarks! Ganesh ji! And
chocolate :P achi thi :D

and then uske baad mko kuch bolna tha next time.. toh tb again FRI !
and aap gusse mei lgri thi :P
aur jo FRI mei hua.. vo toh kabhi bhi ni bhul skta :D experience :D jo apko 4 saalo
mei ni hua :D mko 1st year mei hogya vese vaala experience :D
then uss din raat ko toh mko bht bura lggya tha.. bolte bolte !
and vo hawa se kuch chla bhi gya tha.. toh isilie aankho se paani aagya tha! Mai
roya ni tha.. mko bht bura lgra tha lekin ! :P
then at the end
we had that fight.. lets not say anything abt that. But I really felt bad !
and mai 2 din tak yhi sochta ra tha ki what was everything we did then ? !

and and and I wasnt stalking -_- !

and you know? Jbse vo scene hua tha.. everything changed. Mko smajh hi ni aata ki
mai kisi se bolun kya. Kese bolun! Apse baat krte time..flow mei baat hojaati thi!
Now I dont even want to start a conversation with any xyz person!
then bich bich mei mko baat krne ka mann hota tha! But apka toh mann hi ni hua
chat kholne ka bi ! great !
chdo koi ni !
ab apke liye apke boyfriend ki baat zada important h! :( (y)
At the End!
Thanks ALOOOOT for giving me such good memories to remember you by!
and yaar.. ap koi aur dhoond kr hi ni gyi :P
Yes! I really love you anu :) <3 and no one I mean no one will ever replace the place
you got in my heart ! yea yeah I know.. apka boyfrnd h :) but then youre good
enough to make anyone fall in love with you ! :*
and once you asked me ki you dont believe me that I really love you ! toh apke
boyfrnd k samne bi toh keh diya tha maine ki yeah I love her <3 :P tb toh hogya tha
na bharosa :P :P ? ab isse zada aur kya hi krta mai! Ek 4 th year vale ki samne uski
grlfrnd ko esa bolna .. thoda asaan kaam ni tha :P
Take care !
Stay blessed !
dont forget to get me some kinda workshop and internship :P
ILL MISS YOU !
and I LOVE YOU <3 bharosa ho ya na ho :P :P