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The old woman was peering over the stone dyke wall and into my g
Cancer. I couldn t actually say the word out loud. Watching her deteriorate and
suffer had nearly destroyed me. Cancer, the ultimate parasite. It chooses a ho
st then sets to work on it. It s not infectious. It s not contagious. It s not a th
reat to anyone else. It exists to live off, then kill off its host. And in kil
ling its host it kills itself.
And I had moved on. A few months later, despite protests and concern from famil
y and friends I d sold up and moved here to this small, white washed village in th
e province of Seville. A few mornings later the old lady entered the garden and
approached me as I sat reading at the wooden trestle table. I beckoned her to s
it down. She chose the bench seat opposite me and, once she d made herself comfor
table, retrieved a jar of marmalade and a loaf of uncut bread from her basket an
d laid them on the table.
Mermelada!
she exclaimed, excitedly. I smiled and went to the kitchen, returning w
ith a bread knife, two plates and two mugs of coffee.
Caf con leche!
I exclaimed, pleased with my pronunciation. The old lady cut two th
ick slices off the loaf then removed the paper lid which had been held onto the
jar with an elastic band. Finally, she smeared the thick orange marmalade onto
the two slices of bread and passed one to me. We ate in comfortable silence. Su
ddenly the memory of companionship caused a lump to form in my throat. I looked
down as a wave of grief overcame me. The old lady s rough, calloused hands moved
across the table to cover my own. Her face had an expression of understanding an
d compassion. She didn t speak but nodded slowly which somehow soothed me as she r
ubbed her course fingers across the back of my hands. Salty tears slipped down
my face and I nodded slowly in silent acknowledgement.
It wasn t until she d left and I was clearing the table that I noticed the paper lid
that had covered the marmalade jar. I picked it up and smiled. On it the old
lady had written
For Mike.
I lay awake a long time that night thinking about Ruth. Smiling through tears a
s I remembered our countless little private jokes. Then I slept and dreamt deepl
y and vividly. We were at home in the evening and it was peaceful. I was watchin
g her reading a book. I was thinking God, I really love you when she suddenly l
ooked up and caught my gaze. Slow, knowing smiles broke across our faces. Ruth
had a repertoire of smiles and this was the vulnerable, lop-sided one that alwa
ys made me feel so protective of her.
I d kept a long, pink ribbon, its colour a recognised symbol of defiance against t
he cancerous invader. After breakfast the next day I retrieved it from a yet to
be unpacked trolley bag and went out to the garden. Under a brilliant blue white
sky I followed the path s meandering journey down to the orange grove. There wer
e six trees; four almost identical in size and shape were huddled together and o
ff to one side a larger tree with a smaller one in its shadow. This stunted tre
e s main bough had grown out in an unusual angle in order to receive sunlight from
under the larger tree s canopy and had a, kind of, lop-sided look about it. I ti
ed the ribbon tightly round the trunk of this little fighter then slowly retrace
d my steps to the cottage.
Time heals all and today the hurt began to fade.
End
BIO: I was born in Berwick Upon Tweed, a small town on the border between Englan
d and Scotland in 1960. I attended Berwick Grammar School then joined the Royal
Navy as a Marine Engineering Mechanic. I left in 1983 after serving five years
and moved to London where I found work as a doorman, art gallery guide and cons
truction worker. In 1986 I became a firefighter. This was to become my profess
ion for the next 27 years and I finally retired as a Senior Fire Officer in Edin
burgh, Scotland 2013.
I enjoy cycling, tennis, playing the guitar and foreign travel. I also love wri
ting and after a creative writing course began to submit stories and have had one
published. I am now 25,000 words into a murder mystery novel set in my home tow
n.