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NOTHINGNESS OF SELF ESTÉÉM
PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!

To know one-self is to seek knowledge of “What am I?” This single action cannot be compromised with anything and it must be understood well so as to live a stress-free life in any realm of existence. It is better to light a candle than cursing the darkness.

A A Adedeji
ILORIN, NIGERIA
[2009]

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Contents
The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) Human, Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives 1.3 Personal Transformation Development of the Real Intuition 2.1 The Real Intuition Expanding Your Real Intuition 2.3 Quest for Reality Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body 3.2 Systems of the Human Body Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction 4.2 Aura 4.3 The True Colours of Auras 4.4 Auric Sight 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception 4.6 Chakras 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair 4.8 Influences of Auras 4.7 The Energy Field Thought Forms 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) 5.2 DNA Representations 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra 5.5 Thought and Consciousness 5.6 Awareness Sexual Relationship 6.1 Know Yourself 6.2 The True Relationship Intentions and Destiny 7.1 Intentions and Destiny 7.2 Dreams and their Recalls 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams

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7.4 Shamanic Healing 7.5 Work 7.6 Oddity of Life 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go! 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future 7.9 The Basic Survival Need 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The Laws of the Universe 8.1 The Laws of the Universe 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire 8.4 Ultimate Truth about Yourself 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief 8.6 The Role of the Ego 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach Karma 9.1 Finding Karma 9.2 Clearing Karma 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity Concept of the Prime Mover 10.1 Prime Mover The Unity 11.1 Theory of Relativity 11.2 The Void and the Origin 11.3 The Path 11.4. The Fire Within 11.5 The Collapse of the Fire Within 11.6 Awakening of the Fire Within 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun 11.8 Witchcraft 11.9 Cultism 11.10 A Force in Thought Form 11.11 Congregational Prayer and Rituals 11.12 Sex Psychology 11.13 Tradition/Religion 11.14 Affirmation/Ohun 11.15 Meditations 11.16 Phrases

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13:07 4 . However. if you have ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. this is not a religious book or a bundle of doctrinal. the answer is at hand.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM I Can Expand My Comfort Zone. In 30-Minutes A Day. And instantly Boost My Self-Esteem Forever.Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. but an inspirational book of Knowledge that cuts across all levels. Shatter The Beliefs That Are Limiting My Life. You Too Can Easily Create The Life You Want .

even our enemies . it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. and then expanding this self5 .the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. towards knowing the Most High. we need to see in all others . towards discovering the truth of All That Is. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. feelings and actions. expressed by all religions. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of that we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. This need has been evident in all cultures. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF There is the need to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. It is the maturity of intuition.

and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. Seek and ye shall be given. But first we need to know ourselves better. 6 . The Prophet confirmed. so as to reach Nivena. is the other revelation in the Bible guiding us to look around for knowledge so as to be wise and not to seek for material things of the world. This is very important and it must be comprehend well if we must live a stress-free life in this world and beyond. retaining integrity whatever the response. It’lub l’ilima walao bi Sin. Read! Is the first word revealed in the Qur’an. literarily means: Seek knowledge even if you will travel afar. we can recognize their essential goodwill. Through understanding others better. however misguided it might have become.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM realisation by communicating with others. and further enhancing the quality of communication with everincreasing empathy and understanding. Aljanna or the Kingdom of Heaven. To know oneself is to seek knowledge of ‘What am I?’ What I am physically and spiritually.

because is the last 13 baktuns when the Sun’s larger cycle is complete. Keep up with your own copy of this book of knowledge. You will attain to a full awakening as you touch the last chapter. but not really digested well enough to comprehend the so-called present chapter. Your attention may be called back to a section you have read.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth does not require a dogma. belief. The years 1999-2012 are notable years. 7 . religion or cult as people think or made to believe. This book has been written in such away that the more you repeat reading the better your understanding of the hidden meanings of the truth.

Claudette Rowley. Will Edwards. The Glorious Qur‘an. Tim Ong. Paul David. Simma Lieberman. Brian C Netherton. Albert Schweitzer. Ching Hai. Ayat Hurst.html. Lisa Diane. who were appropriately quoted directly/indirectly to maintain correct and firsthand information. Jeff Staniforth. Niccholas Dixon. Sabrina Mesko.org/spirit. Davide De Angelis. Susan Weed. Claudette Rowley. Lois Jean Lany.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) The following entities are my Source Codes – Gilfro-Raool. Andrew and Bonnie Schneider. Jill Ammon-Wexier. Michael Sherner. The Holy Bible. Vicky Thompson. http://www. David Deford. Mick Quinn. Ken Ward. Tom J 8 . Stephanie Manston. Gabriella Kortsch. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren. Gertrud Hirschi. Emmanuel Segui. Larry A Johson. Jenny Mailos. Doris Jeeanette. Christa Muths. Wallace Huey. Brent Belchamber. http://www. Jasper Ehiers.kundaliniTeacher. Colleen-Joy Page. Marcus Aelius Aurelius Antoninus. Book of the Dead. Charlie Badenhop. Carl Munson. during the period of compiling this book of knowledge – Nothingness of SelfEstéém: Peter Shephered. Master Subramuniya. Ashraf Salmawy. Jeri Nobel. Roger Elliott. Drunvalo. Angel Shadow. Sam Sidiki. Lorenz Attractor. Karim Hajee. Kahlil Gibran. Phylameana Lila Desy. Charlie Badenhop. Kingsley Bye. Rahindramah Tugore. Wolgang Goethe. Anton Cheraner. Esther Andrew. Pradeep Gusain. Anodea Judith. William Blake. Abigal Natenshon.avillon. Rab McBride.htm. Dharmbir Rai Sharon. Nicholas Roerich. Ivan Fraser. Owen Waters.com/meditations/minor.

I unify with all in order to love. The Prophet (SAW). Brenda Hoffman. Attracting loyalty and freedom. I am guided by my own endowed powers doubled.. Peace and blessings to all. of the complete larger cycle of the Sun. Buddah. All Amashida-kind. Tuesday L Rampa. The Christ. Geshe Kelsang Gyatso. Paul Hughes-Barkow. With magnetic tone of purpose. which falls within the last 13 Baktuns. Master Choa. Mary Ann Bailey. 9 . Through them. Eledumare – The Most-High – bestowed on me distinct inspirations at this important period. Frank Homan. Psychic Elzona.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Chalko. G Kumar. I seal the process of Heart.…. Peter Knowl.

If you must procrastinate. In reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” you:           Stop Being Ruled By Your Past. Know Thyself 1. you are putting your dreams off maybe for a few years or maybe forever. The ideal thing is to live your dreams now before it is too late. you might realize that you are either moving toward or away from your dreams at all times and as often as possible. And when you delay your dreams. you miss out on life. no matter how big or small in pursuit of our dreams. Anytime You Need Are Breaking Out of Your Rut! Finding The Strengths To Do Something Different Immediately Replace Your Limiting Beliefs With Empowering Beliefs Learn Quickly How To Enhance Your Intimate Relationships Understand And Practice How Successful People Handle Mistakes Differently Than Others Insure Your Children Grow Up With A Healthy Sense Of Power Are Learning To Trust And Respect Your Decisions 10 . It is important to take some action each and every day.1 Subconscious Mind As you think about your dreams and what is important to you about moving towards your ideal lifestyle.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human. Erase Past History Identify Your Own Path to Success Eliminate The Fears That Drain Your Power Effortlessly Embrace Your Strengths.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    Approach Others With A Benevolent Spirit Feel That You Can Make A Difference Are Having High Expectations For Success. Increasing Self Esteem And Self Confidence Stopping Worrying And Start Enjoying Your New Life. When your objectives are unfold then you will be complete and enjoy a free living life by:            Eliminating Stress From Your Life And Replace It With Confidence. Being More Confident In Social Situations As You Meet New Friends. like so many before you have done. Taking Control Of Your Life And Watch Your Dreams Come True. because it ought to know how to make your dream come alive. Meeting The Perfect Partner With A Loving Relationship. you must focus your attention on what you really desire inside your heart. Eliminating Debt and Creating Financial Stability. So Use It! One of the traits of people who are confident in their use of power and who really go for it is that they immediately take action. 11 . Boosting Your Creativity To A Higher Paying Job. Enjoying Inner Peace Succeeding In Business. Creating Fulfilling Relationships Regardless Of Your Past. You Have Incredible Powers That Can Change Your Life. Enjoying Better Health Than Ever Before And Allowing Your Body To Naturally Heal Itself. If you want to make your dreams reality. Get a picture of what you want. Make it vivid and focused and as real as possible.

Securing A Promotion Regardless Of Seniority. but you have never learned how to master them correctly.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM      Eliminating Negative Feelings Towards Family And Friends And Replacing Them With True Love. Taking Charge Of Your Life And Watch Obstacles Melting Away In Your Path. or incorporate positive thinking. The rest is never used properly. which starts in the mind. perhaps that has worked for others but it can't work for me. Getting A Better Job Under Conditions That You Want OR Become Your Own Boss. Harness the power of your mind and you will fulfill your purpose of this life You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of. Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind.but never really fulfilling your dreams Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease starts in the mind. 12 .and we don't even know how to use that 10% properly. But in order to get the most out of life you must first understand how your incredible creating powers work. is the number one cause of all fatigue and illness. Instead you go through life like an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the best . You will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield astounding results. more productive lives. Researchers have also proven that stress. Giving Yourself A Pay Raise As Wish. Imagine what would happen if we used our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live healthier. Researchers have also proven that people who have a healthy and positive attitude. You were born with these powers. no way. And if you're saying. That means 10% of our mind is causing 75% of all sickness -.

Unfortunately most people never get their mind working for them. then be sincere with yourself and ask. they think that is all that it takes. become more disciplined. for money. Why? It is because. Rather. how to read. you have been taught all kinds of things. The answer is not far-fetched: Human. Besides. say their prayers. cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM live better lives. sister or colleague as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t. are not interested in helping you. Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their goals. If this is happening to you. one or two affirmations. you'll learn a number of proven techniques that will generate astounding results. pastors. who want you to follow such routines. relax and enjoy your reading of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”. Have you ever asked the question within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same good results like your immediate brother. 13 . how to write and so on. work with a daily planner and a goal minder. manage their time better. Perhaps by visiting and praying fervently to a Deity. Know Thyself. they know how to use the power of their mind. house. Instead. You were taught how to walk. And know from now that the priests. Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your subconscious mind. But no one ever taught you how to use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind. whereby creating things they don't want. on whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what? They only want you to continue following them so that you become dependent on them. No. The fact is that throughout your life. gurus. plan things ahead. they get their mind to work against themselves. the mualims.

2. See the pattern.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The “Nothingness of Self-Esteem’ teaches you the way of life and how to develop yourself and it follows the old adage that says: "Give a man a fish and you can feed him for a day. There is nothing wrong with that. That may be sooner or later. The senses allow us to communicate with the outside world. We are born to live in a variety of different ways . Empowering Our Own Lives The brain is the computer for the body. co-dependent relationships. Nature's cycles take care of it all within the Unity.all within certain parameters . You will accomplish goals you never dreamed possible. there are some of us who have not had such an easy time of life and/or been vulnerable to other influences that have caused us to stop in our tracks. We have five senses taking in information all the time and we react through chemical exchanges happening in our body and have thoughts and feelings. while eliminating stress and enjoying greater fulfillment in every aspect of your life. Teach him to fish and you feed him for life!" You'll discover the most powerful techniques to quieten your mind and develop your instincts or intuition. However. substance addictions and 14 . i. We are a body. opinions and woes.until the day we exit this realm of existence. There are continual external expressions and we react to them like puppets. They have not been able to settle for those things that make people accept their lot.e. 1. Nine (9) times out of ten (10) is all we become. including our emotional responses and thoughts. so to say. yes it is true. the brain is the central computer in charge of it all. all from this same system that we call man.

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philosophical ideas and belief systems. Some of us have stopped and asked: Eh, what is going on here? How come things are the way they are? What or who am I really? What is this place that we live in? I am here accidentally or is there some kind of purpose? Many people have looked further and spent time with others who have gained some knowledge through spending their whole lives, looking for answers to these questions. For most of us, we say: What's the point in that, we can never really know? But for others of us, we have asked and asked questions and those questions have become the most important focus of our lives. We have not wanted to stay 'scraping the bottom,' behaving and believing we are important and valuable somehow, whilst knowing that we do not really know a single thing. These people become more than just puppets here, more than just physical beings dependent on their environment, and have experienced that there are realities beyond the physical realm. That we are not just ordinary bodies of very complicated machines. Through questing and constantly challenging reality - we find new horizons. We take too much blame and we all suffer the same way, it's just that some of us can manage better than others. The more sincere we are, the harder it can be among the pool of dishonest individuals - because we can only just acting a part. It is impossible to go out of the Unity. Don't take others responses to you as an accurate gauge of who you are and what you are about - through your own selfquesting you will find a different and reliable measure. The people around you will carry on in their relatively unconscious and irresponsible manners if you have decided to opt out - it doesn't mean you have to be the same if you stay within. All you need is to try and see that they are not intending to be

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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be, other than what they are being. Don't take it personally. There are millions and billions of people here and there mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and harmony to this world. Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked because not everyone is going to change and be themselves, as they are so caught up in surviving their lives. Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages being given and received. You don't just have effect on the people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were 500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact? This is what is going on. There are people waking up and realising that as long as we all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself! When you go out to experiment with influencing others positively do it consciously. By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the same as doing it. We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives. Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent

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constraints, we interact with our environment in a positive and encouraging manner and we start to recreate our lives. Begin with yourself first and all else will follow.

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Personal Transformation

Take a look at your life and take inventory of the places you find yourself asking: Why do I always end up with this or that who always do this or that to me? Could it be my romantic partners, jobs, bosses, friends, cars, appliances, or even landlords? Just where is it that you find yourself in the same situation over and over again, through what seems to be no fault of your own? Once you have a completed list written down in a paper, pick one repetitive event to start with and allow for the possibility that you have helped to make this event reoccur by a belief you subconsciously hold. This may seem difficult at first, but it will be part of the wallpaper of life, invisible to one is also necessary for you to let go of the payoffs your belief in your own self-righteousness afforded you - this was probably the most difficult part of the whole transformation process and it will also be the most worthwhile. There may be other things you need to let go of, too - for instance your stubbornness must let go. On a separate sheet of paper, you may write down the thoughts and beliefs you could be holding that might consistently produce an outcome such as the one you are repetitively experiencing. Keep this piece of paper in a safe place so you can come back to it often and add new ideas. Once you have a belief that feels like it could be the most appropriate or the one that feels right, write a definition that fits with the dualistic viewpoint, where an opposite outside of you must occur in order for the event to happen.

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write another definition for your goal. circumstances. belief. Your transformation is going to 18 . When you change. notice how good it feels to be free of the fearful and limiting emotions of being the helpless victim and how powerful it feels to be co-creating with loving partners. self-limiting. that your limiting dualistic definition of "righteousness " was for you to be right. someone else has to be wrong and your more abundant definition of the so-called "righteousness " is that everyone embodies Cosmic righteousness. (This has been one of the greatest benefits of a unique transformation – for instance people. and self-defeating directions and into positive. or a word say: "righteousness".) This new viewpoint will give you a glimpse of how powerful you really are and how. your life will get easier and easier. the world around you transforms. and empowering directions. and things have entered my life in ways that I could not have ever imagined but also never been able to engineer. that doesn't depend on an opposite or anything outside of you to experience its outcome. As part of this list. The next step is to take your new and more abundant definition and apply it to past experiences. As you do that. make sure you note that your transformation is going to benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Once you have that definition in place. more abundant definition. when you channel your power away from negative. So you may choose to enjoy your righteousness independent of what others are thinking or doing. loving. so you too can enjoy your righteousness without a need to have or make anyone else wrong. Then write down all the ways this new definition is going to positively change your present and your future. Be wise and act wisely! A final note on your transformation. For example. Write down how each event plays out now that the action is being directed by the new.

while you will never know about others. but that it constitutes the world and that order itself is the Unity. which traditionally figures as an analytic (logical) principle. Human consciousness has been defined in terms of nothingness in order to emphasize the rift between the mode of things and the mode of human existence. Even the principle of identity (A=A as in 2=/=1). they may just be passersbys in the street. But without the synthetic ability of consciousness that world would be non-existent. your transformation is going to provide the opportunity for others to experience their own transformation. for Sartre. so you will know nothing of their transformation. To say in a traditional way that man is an animal endowed with reason blurs. Accept and enjoy the peace in your heart that comes with this trust. Some of these effects you will see. 19 . the main point: that human consciousness is not just a part of the universal order of being. It is important that you trust that your transformation will have positive effects that you will be unaware of. In fact.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM positively affect the people in your life. Many of these people you will not even notice. Without the lack of identity it would not be possible to attain self-awareness and the world would consist only of the being-in-itself . This constitution is rendered possible by virtue of the nothingness of consciousness which in the form of a lack-of-identity provides the condition for the possibility of self-deception (bad faith). represents a work of consciousness and is therefore in its nature synthetic.

When trying to solve a problem or simply when thinking about anything . is a gentler source of information that often defies logic.it may be interesting. This is the gateway to our ‘inner world’ or intuition. Paying attention to our inner world requires that we press the pause button on the endless mental processing that consumes most of us. Yes intuition is real and yes it is fallible and yet. So. Intuition. to notice just how many different perspectives or internal voices going 20 . It allows us to focus to emotions. it has been known to change lives. instead of waiting for your intuitive insights to arrive randomly and with scarcity why not develop this skill yourself? Can you imagine what having a more fully developed and reliable intuition would do for you? Most of us live in our heads and pay little or no attention to the feelings that we so aptly called ‘gut feelings’.moments of an insight. feelings and our body and with this we have taken the first crucial step to accessing our intuitive self. flashes of inexplicable clarity defying conventional understanding. despite its nebulous nature.so start listening to it and you will never go astray.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Development of the Real Intuition 2. as opposed to logic.1 The Real Intuition Most people will tell you that intuitive moments have occurred in their lives . if not scary. challenges reason and is strongly connected to feelings in the body rather than in the mind or head. reasoning and rationale. Our tummy knows far more than we give it credit for .

priest who actually has something valuable to say. despair. anger and their friends on the internal committee are hogging our internal bandwidth with their load and pushy behaviour. this is not schizophrenia. grief. Once we have gone through all the aforementioned actions. Many profound eureka or aha moments can happen in the shower. they literally drown out the gentle. because power is the result of responsibility and choice. is your inner well of intuition just waiting to be used. You and I are accountable for our choices. Behind the doors of any likely emotional purging. fear literally interferes with true intuition. But the truth is that most of us don't want to be quiet. and even not choosing is a choice.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on inside . we will find our intuition and inner guidance system. Although it is not necessary to fully peel the onion to access your intuition. (for anything other than sleep). What most people do not realise is that. inner exploration. It is important to sorting out the difference between your internal voices of fear from other calmer. stress. softer inner teacher.and no. because we know that all sorts of nasty emotions. And we 21 . or while taking a relaxing walk . wise internal guru. mualim. So train your body to relax. our intuition can kick in. Every choice is an act of power. old baggage and inner turmoil lies in wait to pounce the moment we shut our eyes. While fear. Open our horizons and then use our intuition to choose paths and actions that feel the most truly aligned with our inner 'fear-free self'. Now we must use it to actively increase our awareness of choices – to seek out new ways of seeing and new ways of being. relax or keep still for any significant length of time.why? Because when our body is finally relaxed and calm. it will give you high-speed access to your guru. clearer source of internal thought. The tyrants on the internal committee may prevent us from hearing the softer.

you still get thoughts of last nights dinner. amala or eba . and Instantly Boost Your SelfEsteem Forever. You Can Expand Your Comfort Zone. but that it was buried under morass of fear and was simply malnourished and unable to germinate to a full grown reality. Real Intuition is everyone's birthright. Dream! Dream!! Dream!!! Any veteran of the inner world will tell. that sometimes when you close your eyes and go inside.and excavate the magic that lies within. The Life You Want – This is so and Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. 22 . cleared up the inter-fear-ance. Give yourself the gift of time and space dedicated to getting to know you better .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM shouldn't be afraid to dream a bigger dream for yourself. If you've ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. fired and hired on the inner committee. to-do lists and other garbage invading your inner sanctum. your inner compass is waiting for you! Yes. So use discernment. because sometimes it is just macaroni! Be patient with yourself and go back a few steps and try again. Shatter the Beliefs that are Limiting Your Life.2 Expanding Your Real Intuition Don't be surprised to discover that your intuition was there all along. peeled the onion.you may be surprised to find many easily accessible nuggets of insight and wisdom waiting to enrich your life with support and guidance. the answer is at hand. After you have started paying attention. even after doing fancy meditation postures and tricks . taken back your power and sifted through the macaroni. 2.

electric bill companies. The single most important key to living your dreams is utilizing your personal power.3 Quest for Reality You should understand just how close you are to your dreams right now. They never make their dreams come true. and automatically creates the life you really want. People who use their power will take their dreams and make them come true. water rate board or others trying to hold them back. Keep cool and read on. easy to use proven formula which unlocks everything your heart desires. I know it sounds incredible. but there's a simple. success has never been so easy. But until now. and bring its benefits into your life at the speed of lightning. They never discover the secret to incredible power that is hidden within them. massive. They are fearless in their drive and will take immediate. Many people feel powerless in their lives. But. On the other hand. people who lack this ability still have the same yearnings and desires as everyone else yet they stay stuck and unfulfilled. They live forever at the whims of others . No matter what your dream is. harnessing this power is just a dream or fantasy. Their lives are an endless series of what-if questions they ask themselves.nasty bosses. 2. because in just a moment. For most folks.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Did you know that there is a single ingredient that separates people who are successful in life from people who are not? That component is how you harness your personal power. 23 . repeated action and will never give up until they can live their dreams. now you can be on the way to achieving your dreams in just minutes. I am going to reveal what I discovered through 21 years of research that allows you to harness your inner power and immediately attract everything you desire.

your life is entirely new.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you make it reality when you master this skill. When using your power. When you are freed from the prison of your fears. You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can climb and how you are being held back. choose your values. you would be able to distinguish between the super achievers and The an average person. and you become unstoppable and indistructible. Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you know yourself. The way you set your goals. you become successful in your lives. Your true living body is the secret to show you the way to activate it. you have a more confident feeling inside. it affects every aspect of your existence. 24 . And you'll be able to move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72 hours. Unless your personal power throttle is set on high. You'll be able to handle every obstacle along the way. When you use your power. or react to life is shaped by who and what we think we are.

Figure 3. taken to be one. a physical body (called simply a body or even an object) is a collection of masses. beams.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Physical Body 3. roof etc). slabs. For example.1 Human Physical Body In physics. a building can be considered an object but the building also consists of many particles or elements (foundations.1 Human body parts 25 . columns.

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Specifically, a physical body is an object which can be described by the theories of classical mechanics, or quantum mechanics, and experimented upon with physical instruments. This includes the determination of a position, and in some cases the orientation in space, as well as means to change these, by exerting forces. For instance, the force of gravity will accelerate a body if it is not supported, thus causing a change of its position by falling freely. However, it should be noted that it is not necessary for there to be forces present for an object position to change - only the rate of change of the object's position, that is, its velocity, will change under the influence of forces.

Figure 3.2 Female and male human anatomy (Source: www.3dscience.com)

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A human's (animal's or vegetable's) physical body is made up of organs and tissues and is a part of the total living being which in the human being may also include a psychological or spiritual component. However, whether or not a human being includes a spiritual component is entirely up to philosophical and theological debate. In Figures 3.1 and 3.2, human physical body and their parts are shown. It is therefore necessary to known the positions of human body parts as the knowledge is essential for the spiritual development. Human, know thyself!

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In a human body system the followings are defined as: Circulatory system: pumping blood throughout the body Digestive system: processing food with mouth, stomach and intestines Endocrine system: communicating within the body using hormones Immune system: defending against disease-causing agents Integumentary system: skin, hair and nails Lymphatic system: structures involved in the transfer of lymph between tissues and the blood stream Muscular system: moving the body Nervous system: collecting, transferring and processing information with brain and nerves Reproductive system: the sex organs Respiratory system: the organs used for breathing, the lungs Skeletal system: structural support and protection through bones Urinary system: the kidneys and associated structures involved in the production and excretion of urine

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Certain professions, especially medicine and physiotherapy, require the study of human anatomy (See Figure 3.2) in depth. Textbooks usually split the body into the following regional groups:  Head and Neck: includes everything above the thoracic inlet.  Upper limb: includes the hand, forearm, arm, shoulder, axilla, pectoral region and scapular region.  Thorax: contains the region of the chest from the thoracic inlet to the thoracic diaphragm.  Abdomen: everything from the thoracic diaphragm to the pelvic brim or to the pelvic inlet.  The back: about the spine and its components, the intervertebral disks and bodies  Pelvis and Perineum: the pelvis consists of everything from the pelvic inlet to the pelvic diaphragm. The perineum is the region between the genital area and the anus.  Lower limb: the lower limb is usually everything below the inguinal ligament, including the thigh, the hip joint, the leg, and the foot.

Human, know thyself! It is not only the medical or physiotherapy profession that requires in-depth knowledge in human anatomy, but every spiritually inclined individual. This is because in any spiritual unfoldment, imagination is important to activate the results during and after meditation. It is equally necessary to invoke and bring to focus any part of the body that need healing or development. The human subtle body is going to be discussed in the following chapter.

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animals put green and pink energy in our energy fields because they are loyal and love unconditionally and this energy finds its way to influence your energy. (In parts of Africa. If you have no pet. Plants including flowers. grass. crystals. watch your own behaviour towards others. Wild animals have more expansive auras than their domestic counterparts. If it vibrates. have an energy field. e. trees. etc. the more fixed (stabled or simpler structure) the aura around the object is.. where there are lots of trees in the thick jungle. look at your cat or dog for an indication. etc. About the therapeutic effect of animals on people. plants. it has an energy field. Although it differs from the aura of humans and animals. in a full consciousness you will realize that by passing a tree your aura becomes flooded and charged with green. This explains why animals understand their owner's language when you are able to see the telepathic energy being received and sent between owner and animal. Surely this is true. animals. Pets often have certain aura colours that are characteristic of their primary caregivers. but there are similarities on a basic level.g. The energy of plants. Animals have less complex but more intense coloration than humans. the dominant colouration. That is why they say if you are stressed "hug a tree!". It is normally iridescent/radiant. the inhabitants 29 . The lower the vibration. If you want to know what your aura looks like.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Subtle Body 4. books. planets. particularly trees can influence our own energy.1 Introduction Everything has an aura.

The next time your car gets a flat tyre. To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like. A car can have a unique aura received often from its owner. Cars.) The green energy emanating from the tree when hugged. Most trees live 100 to 200 years. reflect colours around it. With auric sight these are perceived as light and dark spots. but the light energy tends to flow. Because of the high amount of oxygen at the sea. emotional layer and 30 . Certain areas. Lower vibrations can be altered by placing crystals in these spaces or corners. ask and you must receive. At the same time a car symbolically represents our ego vehicle. And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the waters. immediately neutralizes lower unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and others or his environment. It could be realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to our earthly goods. spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on to the negative energy. so a part of our energy resonates around the goods we feel attached to. which allows you to see the physical or etheric double.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM insure their life as well as their children inside trees. when looking at. If you try to look at the aura of a full moon . The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place accumulating more of the same energy. one needs to take a look at the ocean. There is a natural energy which flows through a house. it automatically raises your energy levels. so it is safe as long as the tree in which a life is insured is not cut off.you will see that there is much more going around the moon than you have ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night and watch! Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight. ask yourself when recently your ego got punctured?! Think.

Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras naturally. it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting into a blockage. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults of what they ‘see’ or feel. just like my wife’s. attracts most children Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of adults. because if taught and developed well it would raise the world to a greater height than now. ogbanje or all sorts of names. so they never lose this natural ability. The truth is that children should learn to see and read auras in our primary schools. They give 31 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the lower mental layers. who are usually completely enslaved by the materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following superficial examples. abiku. For the rest you need clairvoyant or spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher dimensions. they cry. Archangels are a symbol of large hands forming an arch. Hence they are obliged to go back to them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. Infants frequently look above a person in front of them. Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it. Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy. When they don't like the color of the aura above the head. The names signify that such children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or Source Codes so to say. In this area of the world (Yorubas. no matter how much smiling the person does. This is the belief and a typical scenario. To some clairvoyants. Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings. While naturally. it is usual for parents or some adults to feel their children are going nuts. some people’s aura. or if this color is much different from their parent's aura.

To some. loving. Angelic energy feels warm.2 Aura An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the body. 4.1 Human body aura 32 . kind and peaceful . Whenever an angel or malaeka or iwin being enters your aura.so to say. Chakras Zone Figure 4.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM these symbolic images so that one knows what energy beings he is working with. The true living body comprises of physical and subtle body. Most people find it overwhelming as this love and warmth cannot be compared to any we find on earth. violets and roses. Angels leaves a place smelling like lavender. the vibration of your field is immediately raised and expanded and to the clairvoyant eye it looks brighter and more radiant. They can also make their presence known by smell or touch.

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It is a multi dimensional energy field that contains all that was and is. It extends to become part of the cosmic universe. An aura is composed of all the colors of the spectrum. Combinations differ with individuals and are constantly shifting. The colors are representative of mental and emotional states. The human aura is a multi-dimensional energy field, which consists of closely knit electromagnetic particles of varying densities suspended around the body in several layers known as auric bodies. The aura manifests the sum and sustains our existence as an endless life force in the universe. It is an extension of our higher self and a manifestation of the cosmic nature of our being. It is the antennae of consciousness, a treasure and throve of knowledge. Imagine an advanced energy and information system that contains a true chronicle of your past- present-and future. By referring to it you can expand your awareness and discover exciting new dimensions to your existence. It is also a system that can give you new insight, growth and power into your life. Einstein said: ‘Color is light, light is energy and energy is the whole universe’. Think of the aura as a colorful light system around any object which functions, not only in a 3rd dimension but in a 4th or even 5th dimension which is timeless and therefore it is only energy that interacts with everything as well as the universe. It is alive and an ever changing energy system and non-static. It is forever communicating, interacting, responding and confirming with every impulse, in and around it. It is an energy system, which contains all of which you are and were as a body, mind and soul being. It is forever present and forever evolving as you grow and expand and experience life in all its forms. It can never dissolve since energy cannot be destroyed. It can only be altered. Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every

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part of an atom, every electron, every elementary particle, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the aura as an electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the aura vibration. The most important property of the aura seems to be the fact that it contains information about the object. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants and so on) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals, water etc) is essentially fixed. Above facts have been observed by scientists in Russia, who have been using Kalian Effect to study auras for the last 52 years. The aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light. The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (deoxyribonucleic acid or DNA, structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (ultra-violet or UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists in Aura research are suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave aura. The high frequency (UV) part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.

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photography a lot of people have the impression that that is what an aura is all about and that is what the colours look like. This could not be any further from the truth. This is merely 1 dimension attained from biofeedback and the colours are reproduced to represent what the camera accesses. This camera only picks up the type of energy you currently manifest at body level. Aura can be divided in to 4 bodies; the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. All these bodies have a higher dimension to them that function in the 4th and 5th dimension except the spiritual body. Spirit is 5 dimensional and there are even higher vibrations than that. All of these bodies differ from each other. The colour aspect of the aura functions within the emotional body. We truly have colourful emotions and that is why we have expressions in language using colour to describe emotions, e.g.:
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red with anger. If one is mad the emotional aura is flooded with red. green with envy. A slummy shade of green is in the aura. having the blues. Too much blue in the emotional layer is telling you that this person is currently feeling melancholic.

Your soul's colours look completely different than the emotional colours. It looks like nothing on the earth plane. The closest description is that this aura has the same haziness a misty day about it, but then with a tint of green, blue, red, like the colours of the rainbow, sometimes more than 1 colour or even 4 colours together with the sun shining from behind to give it the radiance of the soul. The general hue, which people talk about, is still not a true colour. It is true for the personality you are on earth. This is

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We each have approximately 18 million rods and 3 million cones in our eyes. The so called Rods are concentrated in the outer portion of our eyes. So what you truly are on earth is a sum total of all these bodies. Other ways of perceiving the aura is through the 3rd eye. For instance. Rods are receptive to shorter wavelengths of lights (those in the ultraviolet spectrum). This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st house in astrology. These keep one another on their toes. You can raise your level of vibration through regular meditation. People with the same general hue normally get along with those of complementary colours like reds and greens. There are two main types of light receptors in the human eye. So we use our peripheral vision to see the aura. focused vision. So what does my aura look like? It depends on which auric body you are looking at. 36 . conditioning and karmic issues stored within the 3rd eye. rods and cones. oranges and blues. fear and also because we use our left brain function more than the intuitive right brain as we grow up. reds will push greens to be more active while greens will calm down the energy of the reds. projected outwards. 4. yellows and purples.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at whichever level it is functioning currently. They are used for night vision and to detect movement. Cones are concentrated in the middle of our eyes. In order to do that you need to let go of limiting beliefs.4 Auric Sight Auric sight is a function of the eye that has been neglected or shut down by conditioning. This part of our eyes needs a lot of exercise if you have never used it before. They are used to see colours and objects in our everyday environment. Cones are receptive to light in our normal visible spectrum.

You get frustrated or confused. for instance you can experience the emotion of raging anger and that may make feel vulnerable when you see one in a person right in front of you. remembering there are always more than one (1) level to feeling. 37 .5 Multi-Sensory Perception This is using all of your senses to experience the energy. i. practicing an hour a day. it is important to develop other senses like hearing. Remember you use your eyes and your intuitive mind to perceive! The secret to seeing auras is patience. The aura is gazed upon not look at. you go back to a lower vibration and then it is very difficult to access the energy. Alpha level functions within the super conscious and when you can maintain that level you are automatically open to perceive the energy of the aura. The aura is accessible not only through sight. To enter that state of mind you need to relax and experience it as game of fun. by feeling the energy another person is giving off or radiating. know thyself! 4. Most of us are clairsentience beings. So it is.e. Seeing is believing. smelling and touch. Human. You have heard people refer to a friend: I can feel he is in a bad mood. There is the immediate emotion a person experiences. In order to understand the totality of the energy and what the energy of the aura wants to communicate. Our hands are a kinesthetic sensor to feel energy. Seeing auras is a different way of looking. Then there is the deeper feeling of what the emotion is doing to the person's other energies. but feeling is the truth. The moment you tense up or stress. Normally we receive and read the energy with our left hand and give energy out with the right hand. Here too.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM teaching yourself to access the alpha brain waves.

2. People like mediums can communicate with other dimensional beings. amahata Solar Plexus (3rd) Sacral (2nd) Root (1st) Figure 4. as represented in Figure 4. What is so unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher levels of awareness.6 Chakras Chakras. And this is the least developed skill in most people. emotional. Because of noise or what we did not want to hear we have blocked our hearing abilities. Chakras enable us to gather process and release energy. There is a whole spectrum of sound outside our normal range of hearing abilities within the spiritual dimensions that is accessible through our inner hearing system. Positions of chakras 38 . Note this! Crown (7th) or MEDULAR 3rd Eye (6th). It is a profound system that integrates body. through which vital energy must pass in order to nourish and maintain physical. Each chakra has 3 layers of energy. 4. mind and soul. responsibilities and consciousness. ajna or CAVICAL Throat (5th) or DORSAL Heart (4th). Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels spinning. mental and spiritual well being. they see as silver/gold in the aura).2. Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM We can also feel the energy of a place and animals. are energy points in our aura. There is no sense in only seeing if you cannot hear or see what the energy wants to tell you.

Water-air combination corrodes steel. When you do you will understand why the Yogis describe chakras as lotus with 39 . The middle layer relates to deeply personal emotional issues. The blockages in this field of energy come about through unexpressed emotions. To disturb the patterns. which focus around our birthing. The chakras spin at such a high vibration that it is not possible to see it with auric sight alone but with an opened 3rd eye. these deep layers of energy are more likely to open and blossom when the top layers are free from congestion. code would be a violation of the person's life process. infancy and early childhood. especially when we forget our spiritual nature and ignore our true purpose in life. It is my wish that everyone will have at least once the opportunity to experience this. So. be cautious! When the chakra is blocked at this level the mind needs to be engaged and committed to reprogramming negative thoughts about the past. which are locked into the energetic.e. i.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The top layer relates to transpersonal energy. Chakras can easily be blocked if they are not well activated and used rightly. However. Not only can one must use the steel but must be oiled properly and adequately too. These may require a deeper therapeutic approach to work through the disturbances. express and release our feelings. The deep inner layer is related to the soul path. if activated and abused by negative thoughts. These blockages reflect our capacity to experience. This is the energy which can become congested in the comings and goings of everyday life. Yes Chakras get ‘rusted’ or ‘corroded’ just like an abandoned steel. No one can know the deep unfolding of the soul's destiny. so also will negative thought do to your Chakras. Unresolved issues will stand in the way of our development and growth which work through our mental processes as well as energetic processes.

but the differences have only been minor. (particularly the second and third chakras). The following is a general summary of understanding the physical locations and elements associated with each chakra. while the chakras in between have vortexes both to the front of the body and to the back. These energy vortexes are the channels through which spiritual energy flows through to manifest in the physical plane. a heart shape for the heart chakra. upside down triangle for the throat chakra. Certainly the colors and locations of the chakras are generally consistent. our bodies are energy!) The chakras and other smaller energy vortexes (such as acupuncture points) are openings and channels for universal energy to flow into and out of the aura. Balancing and Charging the Chakras While the word "chakra" has Hindu (Sanskrit) roots. hence. which is a red square for the root chakra. the chakras can be perceived in their symbolic representation. 40 . a circle for the solar plexus. a star for the 3rd eye and a skull cap for the crown chakra. Over the years some discrepancies have been noticed between how different people "define" each chakra. Through chakra meditation and learning and experience with the energetic nature of the universe. and all people inhabiting physical bodies on this earth have them. (Matter is merely slowed down or crystallized energy. a crescent moon for the sacral chakra. we can awaken our conscious minds to our true spiritual natures. the energy involved is not partial to any particular religion or belief. The base chakra extends down and the crown chakra extends up.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spinning petals. It is a universal energy.

 The fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue. which is the "color of love. This chakra governs creativity and emotion. or muddied with residual energy.  The seventh chakra is at the crown of the head. and is associated with the color orange. then our chakra system is balanced. and is violet fading to white further away from the body. and also the color rose. particularly psychic vision. When all the chakras are "whirling".  The sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purple/blue). It is the chakra that governs our physical existence. When a chakra becomes blocked." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves (half education.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. open. It is like our umbilical cord to The Absolute." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas. our bodies and our health. Often this 41 . damaged. This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision. It is associated with the will or desire. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine.  The second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen.  The fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green. then our physical and emotional health can be affected. religion fanatism) with our current physical selves. It governs communication and personal magnetism.  The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow). It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection." It is also the link between emotion and thought. bright and clean.

Anybody at any required time one feels empty. Lie. This probably has its roots in our ancestors' religious aversion to the "flesh" and their focus on the rewards of "heaven. it can be used to ground oneself. feelings. The effects of our habits. the more energy can flow through your system. First know yourself. The following exercise." The goal is a strong. If you "close off" your emotions because they're painful or overwhelming. and continued growth on all levels. for instance) and don't exercise. clear and balanced the chakras. as you would for any meditation. You are endowed with it. looks unending for a beginner but. 42 . beliefs. In this country (Nigeria) and other Nations of the world we tend to value the upper chakras over the lower chakras.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM occurs habitually as the result of negative or incomplete belief systems. safe and powerful. balanced energy system. chances are your root (red) chakra is going to become sluggish. If you are extremely centered in your intellect. Your body is the only authentic temple you have and not somebody else or any place. you may have a bulging and bright brow chakra. but a disproportionately small heart chakra or root chakra. Or perhaps you're cerebrally focused on finding answers to deep questions about "reality" (as I was for many years). thoughts. The more open. This energy is essential for vitality. your heart chakra is likely to become tight and closed and block emotional energy. use it wisely. Use the power of imagination to locate each necessary parts of your body. is very effective. darkened and dull. health. clear. if you eat poorly (a lot of processed food. fears and desires can be found in our chakras. For example. stand or sit in a relaxed and comfortable position.

follow your breath. Just relax into this quiet moment.. Breathe in. Feel where your body meets the (chair/bed/floor). in this place. truth or intelligent nor subject of matter. Spirit/ Inner Force/. in. Eyes are closed. Now that you are relaxed and feeling very much at peace. All the same.. while another recites the mantra: “There is no life. all is infinite mind and infinite manifestations..... It is preferable to learn about energy and the methods of balancing. take a moment to ground yourself here in this moment..in (six or seven counts as wished but stick to one) and out (six or seven counts. God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMasishida. The following is just one way of performing this balancing. is all-in-all.. my…and my…is the image of my... so use it wisely. in this body.. but stick to one).. Take some deep breaths. as it enters your nose. The body should already be relaxed and the mind tranquil when beginning this meditation. Another said: A-U-M. 43 . and out. cleansing and charging the chakras and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation. as it fills your lungs and then as it is expelled.and …therefore I am not material but… ” You may wish to fill in the gap by your usual name of your belief: God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMashida. of your weight.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM (Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple you possess.. for my. In.... Follow the breath as it flows toward your nostrils. and out.) Your spine remains straight and your head aligned with your body. Become aware of your body from head to toe. Somebody told me he likes to recite: “Allah-Akbar-Laahu-Akbar” for 10 minutes to relax.. in this time.and out.. of the heaviness of your limbs.

study the appearance of this chakra. As the energy swirls in. your chakra grows large and deep red and strong. Its energy is red. Allow those hands to repair any imperfections. and when the chakra is clean. Allow the energy to fill your chakra until it is so vital that it extends several feet out from your body. a brilliant red swirling vortex of physical energy. If you feel your chakra is dusty. See red swirls of energy flowing to your root chakra. clean away the dirt and throw it into an imaginary pail with a lid. 44 . Watch it as it travels through space and then bursts into a zillion bits of energy upon solar contact. You are surrounded by infinite root energy. You can feel this as a tingling as the energy fills your root chakra. and it governs your physical body. torn.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now focus on the area at the base of the spine. This is the root chakra. Now turn your attention back to the root chakra. your physical health and vitality. In your mind you can see your root chakra. the area between your legs. feel its strength and power. Now turn your focus up to your abdomen. It is clean and red. Allow the sun to recycle this energy back into the universe. note its color and vitality. to the area of the "womb" or spleen/lower navel (if man). Mentally envision the chakra and note any symbolic symptoms of disease. In your mind. If it is dirty. Imagine the room glowing red with this energy. mentally take the pail and hurl it into the sun. imagine your hands (or those of a guide) working on the chakra. or otherwise less than a perfectly brilliant red whirling vortex. dirty.

to repair or heal it. until it extends out from your body for several feet. and a bright orange. that which controls clear thinking and creativity. and send the pail to the sun to recycle the energy. that of will. Now return your attention to the yellow chakra. with creativity. just as the red root chakra is still whirling and strong. Watch as your orange chakra grows and whirls. Allow the invisible hands to cleanse the chakra and heal it. discarding any imperfections or impurities in the pail.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is the orange chakra. its vitality. Focus on the orange chakra again. Have you been lazy of late. energy to achieve my goals. that which governs will and ambition. to the solar plexus. Turn from the red chakra.' Feel 45 . Note its color and appearance. Take a few moments to examine this chakra. will energy. Take a moment to observe the chakra. to work for that which I value and desire. It is now clean and a bright yellow. Call out to the universe for orange creative energy and feel the space around you begin to glow orange. Note its color. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the chakra. or perhaps too driven? Examine your will through this chakra. 'Universe. send me yellow energy. up through the orange chakra. Discard any imperfections in the pail. With a tingle you feel the energy begin to swirl into your chakra. with clear-thought. It is now clean and whole. This is the heart of the yellow chakra. Send the “pail” to the sun for recycling. charging it with vitality.

) send me green energy for my heart! Open my heart to the world. Turn your attention to the middle of your chest. Gently allow those invisible hands to cleanse and purify the chakra. This chakra governs your feelings. the green chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the yellow energy surrounding your body. Watch the chakra grow and glow and spin with this new energy. that I may in turn give love to others. It is clean and a beautiful green color. Say: “Universe/God/Allah/Most-High. Fill my heart with love energy. Note its color. any impurities. to all beings. Feel the green energy whirling into your heart. your emotional connections to others and to the universe. vitality. Are there bindings holding in pain? Or is the chakra tight and hard with anger? Release any tensions. Send them to the sun for recycling. but for now. imperfections or impurities to the pail. your orange/womb chakra pulsing brilliantly. so be it. release any pain or anger. 46 . They are still yours if you choose to hold them. with compassion for our shared experiences and journey. It whirls strongly and evenly. whirling. to the heart chakra. and with a tingle feel the energy swirl into your solar plexus.” Must you use any familiar phrase for yourself. Reflect a moment on how you've been feeling emotionally lately. Examine this chakra. Now focus back on the heart chakra. You may feel an instant wave of emotion. and your yellow/solar plexus chakra glowing strongly.. extending several feet out from your body. In your mind you can see your red/root chakra glowing. to life itself.

Feel your throat open with this swirling. center of the blue chakra which governs communication and personal magnetism. Feel the throat open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra. Examine the chakra for imperfections. swirl in and around and fill your third eye chakra with deep. Perhaps you've been feeling shy and afraid to extend your energy in communication. Perhaps it no longer spins out of neglect/stagnation. 47 . your chakras are cleansed and charged and huge with energy. It is a beautiful deep indigo.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM From the red chakra through the orange chakra through the yellow chakra through the green chakra. noting the color and any imperfections. or not listening well. drawing others to you. to heal any imperfections and recycle them in the sun. Feel the air fill with blue universal energy. Allow the hands to cleanse the chakra. Perhaps it is locked up due to fear. This energy charges your aura with magnetism. Now look at the chakra. Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. Or perhaps you've been talking over others. Allow the hands to heal and cleanse the chakra and when finished. Perhaps you haven't been honoring your own beliefs and speaking out when you should. strong blue energy. Feel it charge the air. the third eye. clean and whirling. vital indigo energy. There is psychic energy available to you beyond measure. Focus on the throat. This chakra is indigo and governs psychic vision and intuition. Examine the chakra. send the impurities to the sun for recycling. Focus on the middle of your forehead.

This chakra is violet near the body. open and brilliant. This chakra is like an umbilical cord to "home. the orange/womb chakra. See the crown chakra grow enormous. It is brilliantly violet.. and the white energy surround your body. bright. of your soul. Mentally reach out to that which you consider your "Source" to "The Absolute" or “The Universe”. to the blue/throat chakra. etc. to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. strong. whirling. to cleanse. Ask for the peace and joy of a strong crown chakra connection. Allow the hands to heal. a loving embrace of your whole self. to the orange/womb chakra. Feel the violet energy flowing in." Reflect on your spirituality of late. and recycle the discarded energy in the sun. From the red/root chakra. Now is a good time to ask for increased psychic power. examine the chakra and allow any healing needed. Now focus your attention at the crown of your head. fading to white further away. In my experience this chakra generally needs much less work than the others. to the blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. to the green/heart chakra. charged and in balance. big! Move your attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. This chakra governs your connection to the Universe/God/Goddess/The Creator. glowing white around the outside. and fully charged. to the green/heart chakra. Feel the response.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Feel the third eye open. to the deep 48 . the energy flowing back to you.. Your chakras are huge. Now examine the chakra. All your chakras are now clean. and note any mental visions as this occurs. Note the red/root chakra.

calm. You are completely refreshed. your chakras are spinning and whirling. increasing incidents of unexplained phenomena. This energy alteration affects all creatures. Evidently. full of energy and vitality. You are full of vitality. 4.like the Earth. 49 . There’s a whole lot of shifting going on as in Figure 4. and its frequency rate are altered. Try it! Alternative to this is your regular alsolaat. Strangely. Consequently. and peaceful. See the white energy that extends up and out from the crown chakra enveloping your whole body in an egg of white energy. if one energetic member shifts. and extra-sensory development. and evens our body’s natural electro-magnetic field. You. a heightened intensity of emotions is being felt and people are embracing “know thyself” and “above all else be true to thyself” philosophy. there’s an electromagnetic energy surge/shift now underway. Sun.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM purple/third eye to the violet/crown. the Earth’s geomagnetic field. pelvic movement or your group dancing and clapping of hands. Me and everything else that exist within.3. you may not want to get involved with any other meditation again. Your energy is balanced. within the Universe. all the others are likely to follow . After few months of practice.7 An Electromagnetic Affair Most noticeable human shifting includes the alarmingly frequent occurring nervous system disorders. Electromagnetism is the stuff that when the Sun emits more electromagnetic radiation. almost as if there’s something in the air. ironbased inner core.

electromagnetism. observe the Sun with watchful and astonished eyes as our Solar System leader “the Sun”. A time when old wisdom merges with modern knowledge. displays an intense and rather abnormal fiery and explosive behavior. the larger cycle of the Sun. affecting Earth and Everyone. we are in the half-way point of this Sun cycle. amongst other Geophysics and Astrophysics intelligences. 50 ..3 The shift It is what makes you wonder which energetic member is affecting “Ra” the Sun? Without a doubt. exposing the basic mechanics of creation -. our modern technology. is complete. Listed below are a few helpful suggestions for preparing your body-mind-spirit for energy surges and shifts. since 1999 to date.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. meaning a whole lot of shifting is most likely yet to come . In the meantime. Currently.. Their calendar reveals an important time (1999 – 2012) when the last 13 baktuns (Mayan years). The ancient Mayan’s were wizards of time and numerology. we are in a spectacular and peculiar time of great change.

Support and enhance your body’s equilibrium During an event of electromagnetic shifting. tingling of moving energy throughout body. Rearrange different positions to enhance vibration in certain areas of the body. These may include vertigo. The following is an easy exercise: Stand up-right and spin your body in a left (counter clockwise) direction for a few 51 . By doing this you are activating synergistic nerve conduction. changes in energy level or changes in auditory and other sensory functioning. yet it is not the last circle of the Sun. Now lean over and touch the floor with both hands grounded.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A very noticeable year is the year 2007 (20:07 in the Qur’an). and anxiety. Hold a position that creates your body to shake or vibrate. nausea. allowing your bio-energy to flow more freely and efficiently. you are connecting to Earth by creating an energy current circuitry that improves your bio-energy system. Stretch your body and feel the internal vibrations Try this by standing up right with your feet on the floor. in which the difference between 7 and 20 is 13. Electromagnetic Shift Tips Associate with the vibration of the earth’s core energy By walking barefoot. We need to stimulate and strengthen our sensory systems in order to improve our adaptability to vibration energy surges/shifts. physical symptoms are known to occur. sitting or lying on the Earth’s natural floor. thus. preparing the body for easier adjustment in energy surges and shifts.

Repeat the spin in the opposite direction (clockwise). calcium. drugs and then electronic equipment. Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by thinking wisely! 4. (natural form: sodium. Use natural salts and baking soda Use natural salts and baking soda in your bath for detoxifying the body. Negative thought patterns about yourself attract negative people and incidences in your life.8 Influences of Auras Negative influences are negative thoughts. perhaps the most important helpful factor to state is to inculcate: Get Awareness Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or another. Drink and eat electrolytes Everything in our body. sonic energy waves. thus drawing toxins from the pores and balancing excessive positive charge.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spins and then pause a moment. especially optimal nerve transmission. potassium. are likely to throw off your body's balance mechanism. Mental and emotional cleaning is recommended on a regular basis.) In the midst of new changes and shifting taking place. Eat well. operates with electrolytes. Salt and soda creates a negative ionic atmosphere. etc. This practice of sensory recalibration is most helpful for the auditorial (sense of balance) region. grounding and stabilizing your energy field. noise. Changes in air pressure. 52 .

If it is not a life threatening illness. Alcohol suppresses the emotions. Restore the balance of your aura with the gentle music and or other nature sounds.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Continued loud noises disturb the balance of the layers and therefore lower your vibration level. Drugs and cigarettes and other medicine taken over a long period of time create a grayish layer in the vital energy and prevent the natural ability we have to heal ourselves from functioning at an optimum level.3 The shift 53 . go along other routes like homeopaths and alternative medicines. creating a phantom effect that boomerangs back on your psyche! Electronic equipment and power lines have a different magnetic energy field that runs in the opposite direction of your natural energy force. Remember that all disease has a mental and emotional cause and which if addressed will also clear up the disease. It creates tension within the fields or weakens your energy that makes it receptive for disease. Figure 4. Over long periods of time the electric energy wants to change your natural flow while your own energy wants to correlate it again. It is advisable that if you spent a long time in these unnatural energies to balance it out by spending time in nature to restore your energy.

And you can use your knowledge to learn more and help others. people admired things they could not explain and called them “miracles”. You will know that you ‘know’ because you ‘know’. people were able to see auras. because some artists could actually see auras just as shown in Figure 4. If you decide not to try. healthy eating.4 The true aura Many great people in the past complained that: we have eyes and we do not see. wearing bright colours. There is nothing ‘paranormal’ in the Universe. If you probe further in the “Nothingness of self esteem” you will discover what they meant. and decent behaviour. 54 . meditation. you will never see the aura. except our limited understanding of Nature. Long time ago. Nature gave us all we need to see auras. long time ago. when you see something for yourself. All is required is the knowledge on how to use your senses together with your conscious effort. Long. Mohammed. Figure 4. Advanced spiritual people such as Buddha. What we think we know on Earth now is just a tiny drop in the Ocean of Knowledge.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Your energy field can also be strengthened by the use of the transformation meditations. no longer will you need to rely on believing someone. On the other hand. Rampa and other saintly persons were covered and often seen with golden halos around their heads.4. Christ. Positive influences are natural sounds. natural sunlight.

Let’s see. I consider this a part of our Nature and I say that it deserves our attention. you can be sure that such person is good and spiritually advanced. that such person has unclear intentions. you may be almost sure. Also. educated. With a little patience. If they do not agree with what this person is saying. Such a person should have a clearly defined yellow-golden halo around the head. We cannot fake the aura. It is especially important to check the aura of any religious leader. especially around and above the head have very special meanings. spiritual teacher.they are deaf. When you see a person with a gray or dark aura.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Anyone can see auras to some degree. watch your forehead (at the boundary of your hair-cut. master. If he/she does not have it. you effectively see a lie every time. aura is our spiritual signature. eloquent. Stand in front of a full length mirror. It shows our True Nature and intentions for everyone to see. Rather than create an aura of mystery around my newly acquired skill. you are much better on your own. they do not make any sense. Just relax and you will surely observe your own aura flying off your head. regardless how impressive. No one can lie in front of you undetected. Colors and intensity of the aura. dump and stupid. even if he/she is modest and not aware of it. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. it manifests clearly. my approach is to show everyone what their eyes are capable of. umuyu.) When nearly everyone (including children) sees a similar thing. clean aura. 55 . muallim or a guru. wa-hun la yah-kiluun . good looking or well dressed he/she seems to appear. (but Sumu bukumu. even if you are bald). When you see a person with a bright.

This seems to be a direct consequence of their lifelong materialistic attitude negating and suppressing the development of consciousness. Refer to the section ‘nothingness theory’ in this book. But most people on Earth have very weak and dull Auras. they will watch what they think. And 56 . By reading aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. and your aura seems to become suppressed too. jealousy and other similar emotions – I beg of you leave this material thing alone. Most sect. Where is the danger? When the time comes to really use the information stored in your consciousness from this lifetime. However. Yes. When people realize that their Aura is on display and many people are able to see it. And you can see it in their aura for yourself. cultivating fear. Imagine changes on the Mother Earth if many people can see auras of their leaders and start choosing them on the basis of their auras. Everyone has an Aura. there may be almost nothing useful there. if you focus your life on follow-follow-type rituals and the flock of other people. envy. spiritual development and our awareness of Nature. Such attitude suppresses your True Nature. In such case it is necessary to re-learn everything from the beginning. religion and political leaders have only two things in mind: money and power to control people. healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness. By consciously controlling your aura you can actually heal yourself.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Joining a sect or a religion that is led by incompetent people without good auras is very dangerous for your consciousness. at least develop your inner power first and you will be better for it. Some people’s aura if perceived can make one very sad indeed for dull colour it bears.

Since the fall of Atlantis.5. if Plato was in fact speaking truthfully. The MerKaba is the energy field that exists around every living thing throughout the Universe. MerKaBa is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. The conclusion is that Atlantis. we have forgotten how to activate this living field. at the end of the Pleistocene. It is seen to have been about two or three times larger than continental-sized India. No other regions of the world display a similar event. exactly as Plato affirms.9 The Energy Field MerKaBa is a term translated as 'chariot' in Hebrew. at that occasion. also disappeared likewise. This continental-sized land was indeed larger than Asia Minor and Libya (North Africa) put together. the entire world will become much better if all people can see and read Auras.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM they will try to see and improve their own Aura. spirit(Ka) and soul(Ba). Surely. could only have been located in that region of the world. being able to recognize intentions of other people. he or she is in a place of complete protection. (The huge chunk of land. In ancient Egyptian (18th dynasty) means Rotating fields of light Mer). of continental dimensions. including the Americas. 4. When MerKaBa is activated around a person's body. became sunken when sea level rose. to the south of Southeast Asia. the site of the second Atlantis. See Figure 4.) 57 . everyone’s MerKaBa was activated. Back in the times of Atlantis. generated by the Love of the Universe. In the process they will become better and wiser. Another sizable piece of land in the Indus Delta. Literarily.

already knows that the ascention is possible. and lead one into whole-brain synchronization. The MerKaBa Meditations facilitate deep spiritual growth and activation. Therefore the MerKaBa teaching is based on Sacred Geometry. Spherical 58 . The right brain. or the feeling aspect of the brain. and remains skeptical to the possibilities of ascention. deals with logic and linear time.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. The left brain on the other hand. We used to breathe in this manner. but over time we have forgotten how. thus appeasing the left brain's doubtful nature.5 Ancient world during ice-age The activation meditation has recently been released back to humanity because we are ready for it again and it plays a vital part in the vibrational changes that we and the Mother Earth are going through. The meditation also incorporates deep (pranic) breathing techniques. which brings Life Force Energy directly into the body in the same manner before the fall of Atlantis that the dolphins and whales breathe. They serve to balance all chakras.

this 'activation' would be seen as a subtle energy field that expands out around the body in a disc-like shape approximately 20 m in diameter. emotional. The term 'ascentions' is one that has been widely used in a variety of contexts. As it amplifies the energy of the heart. thoughts (and fears) manifest more readily when inside an activated MerKaBa. etc) 59 . one finds the higher energies are what is referred to as the 5th dimension space. which then demands a sense of responsibility to maintain clear thoughts and actions at all times. this particular meditation is a means to showing us how that state feels and provides an experimental understanding of how to realign our energy fields and holds the higher vibration of Love in it throughout our daily activities. MerKaBa as a 'tool for ascention' means that the MerKaBa meditation provides the means for learning to work with our energy fields and to realign ourselves with Source by creating a sacred space of Love and Joy around us. Note that the energy that protects you will avenge you. Therefore. the use of it only in context to the MerKaBa is as follows:  To raise the energy level of physical body (mental. The MerKaBa literally is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM breathing activates all the chakras (energy centers) in the body and has them function as one. Therefore. For the human body. It is a powerful meditation for this very reason and should be done only with the highest intentions for remaining in a love-centered focus. However. The MerKaBa also functions as a multi-dimensional force field which when activated through love will protect you from any darkness trying to invade your system.

This is living and operating through your heart’s consciousness mind not through your negative ego mind. you should know that before you start to use a version of MerKaBa meditation. and how you can make them manifest into what you desire to see in your reality. MerKaBa or spherical breathing brings about a complete and final bliss which comes from within and not from without. This changes the perception of ordinary events in our lives and makes them more magical. how they create.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    To have ability to tune-in to higher frequencies and access information or detect subtle energies. Ground yourself properly. We can then more fully enjoy this Earth experience! In order to be in control of your manifest experiences. we begin to add love to all the emotions we take in from our environment and send out to others. Once we bring to shift our forces of awareness up from the solar plexus/ gut level to the heart center. Use any taught method hat is convenient for you. colourful and alive. To strengthen one’s connection to his soul and monad (single cell organism). To attain a oticeable shift to the focus of conscious awareness for awareness of other levels of reality. in the Golden Age which we are entering it is more like anchoring heaven on Earth and heart’s consciousness. 60 . your intention must be pure and positive. you first must understand about what your thoughts are. While many believe that the concept of ascention implies physically departing from the Earth.

bring the light and place it in your solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only). As the light reaches the cosmos. Now. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. repeat 5 times. after the fifth time in 3 above. breathing out and bringing the light down by your left side.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 1. Move up the light as in 2 above Repeat Nos 2 and 3 five (5) times 4. circulate up the light. Repeat this process 5 times. to your feet and down to the Earth core again. 5. 3. lighting up your chakras. from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth up to the cosmos breathing in. Now breathing out. The light flows out your crown chakra and disappearing into the cosmos. 6. Sit cross-legged or stand erect. through your right side. whichever is convenient for you. 2. outside your body to the cosmos. to the inner core of the mother Earth. Sit for as long as you wish before any daily activities commences. Now from top down. Breath-in by drawing light energy from the inner core of the mother Earth and allow the energy to flow up. breath-out and draw down the light energy from the cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the root chakra. outside your body. 61 . 7.

62 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own worst enemy as you are your best friend.

Alternatively. this RNA copy is then used to make a matching protein sequence in a process called translation.1 The structure of part of a DNA double helix 63 . Genetic information in genes is transmitted through complementary base pairing.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) DNA contains the genetic information that allows living things to function. Usually. the DNA sequence is copied into a complementary ribonucleic acid (RNA) sequence in a process called transcription. when a cell uses the information in a gene.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thought Forms 5. a cell may simply copy its genetic information in a process called DNA replication. This information is held in the sequence of pieces of DNA called genes. Figure 5. For example. grow and reproduce.

2 The two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases DNA can be damaged. alkylating agents and also high-energy electromagnetic radiation such as ultraviolet light and x-rays. books and literatures here we focus on the interactions that happen in these processes between DNA and other molecules. On the other hand. These include oxidizing agents.2. by many different sorts of mutagens.1 and two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases are shown in Figure 5. as shown in Figure 5. The structure of part of a DNA double helix is shown in Figure 5. Cytosine Phosphate dioxyribose backbone 3rd end 5th end Figure 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The details of these functions are covered in other articles. UV light mostly damages DNA by producing thymine dimers. For example. which are cross-links between adjacent pyrimidine bases in a DNA strand.3. The type of DNA damage produced depends on the type of mutagen. oxidants such as free radicals or hydrogen peroxide produce multiple forms of 64 .

It has been estimated that in each human cell. in an adduct to DNA 5.2 DNA Representations Thought is define as scalar wave configurations of multidimensional vibrating patterns of bi-polar electromagnetic energy radiation. insertions and deletions from the DNA sequence. the most damaging are double-strand breaks. And one’s mind is an energy force that continually generates these patterns of scalar waves through the process of thought. particularly of guanosine. Knowing this. the major mutagen in tobacco smoke. which form specific patterns of scalar frequency within the personal manifestation template In other words. thoughts are real things.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM damage. including base modifications. as well as double-strand breaks. about 500 bases suffer oxidative damage per day.3 Benzopyrene. as well as chromosomal translocations. Of these oxidative lesions. as they can produce point mutations. Figure 5. it 65 .

which you are trying to see in your hologram. And this is what thought manifestation is about. The frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist so you won't see the reality fields formed by those types of frequencies. She just doesn't have the receptors to receive this information turned on. called apparthi. There is no way to see something if you don't have the receivers for that frequency (Video. It's like trying to explain to your great grandmother how the astronauts landed on the moon. like a fabulous wealth. turned on and active. These people seem to work in a very low frequency and dealing with them requires patience to drive points home. the more expanded your hologram will become. because you are able to bring in more dimensional levels of consciousness into your body via these frequency receivers. GSM. This is exactly what happens to many individuals they ‘hear’. your body will not be able to hold a certain frequency that. If you do not have the frequency receivers in your DNA. will not be manifest in your experience. which happens during DNA activation then. So it doesn't matter how many ways we try to explain to them. TV. Reality is actually just a hologram that is created right through your DNA template. They do not understand because they are in a self-imposed frequency fence first of all. How thought gets transduced into externalization and holographic projection. ‘see’ but do not comprehend even when things are very loud and clear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM is not difficult then to understand how appropriately directed thought can directly influence one's manifest experience and reality. and will not be able to comprehend it. The more strands of DNA are active within you. Osanyin) with its modulation. and they don't have the apparthi turned on to even receive the frequency of information that the self-Esteem is driving at. they will never "get" it. 66 .

Space between objects is a vibrational frequency. By the way science is blessed by the facts of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space.we see deep space . Your body and the planet's body are just thought forms. Even thought can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there 67 .the huge amounts of black distances between planets. Since we don't have the frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency. It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space. then it doesn't exist. Everything would be direct cognition and known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves as Source. So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other planets. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems are not used to perceiving so they block it out. we would not see the hologram. so as to understand the cosmos. But we don't see it all . we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms and density levels and civilizations. If we had all of our sense receptors turned on. Science tends to look at thought as one of those unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena". so that their senses can’t be detected by the current 3D technologies. then the frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist. If the frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing their job to receive frequency. complete DNA activation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes. But thought is just as physical as your physical body. we literally won't see it in our reality. Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of frequency.

In fact. In order to prevent these discordant thought forms from manifesting as physical disease. A lot of what is happening when one is looking through electron microscopes at parts of atoms. remember. the auric clearing and karmic sessions must be embarked upon often . So a big part of learning manifestation is learning mental body control . They will be in some types of chemical molecular structure in your body and DNA. Your thoughts are running through your blood and through your organ systems. and subatomic particles. particles. What is happening is the things flash on and off from the source and then back to polarity so fast that they are beyond the perception. of not only the brains of the scientists trying to see it. When scientists look through microscopes and telescopes. They are in your body doing things. think negative and receive negative. Things flash on and off so quickly (as now proven by our quantum physicists) that we can't see it with the senses because the senses have a certain mathematical calibration that gives them a range of vibration that they can perceive but a large part is blocked out . the ones that are disharmonic are the ones that cause chemical disease in the body. they are seeing a holographic projection.because of the inactive apparthi (frequency receivers in the DNA). but also out of the range of the time distortion that you get by looking through a microscope.Every thought that you created has a chemical reality in the body. They are using lenses that bend light which means it's creating sound 68 . because there is a time-thing going on within. All depend on you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thoughts also wear chemical toga. It is as simple as that.how you are going to use the physics in your body and in your mind to control your thoughts and direct your holographic reality. They exist in your body in form of chemical. Think positive and receive positive.

If we can see these things through mechanical instrumentations. There are all sorts of things that we could do when human consciousness was functioning within its hologram the way it was designed if the DNA was operating properly and fully activated. that were created out of the belief that we need an instrument to do this because we did not have the innate ability to see these things ourselves. because originally. "Ashes to ashes. They transmuted it with frequency. we do have these sense facilities. We don't need microscopes to see our microscopic particles. when we begin to turn on our own micro-vision. And the parts that wouldn't transmute would become dust. They didn't have a problem with disposing of things like we do. which is part of the natural senses that start to come with 4th strand DNA activation. In fact. It would all be controlled by the most powerful source or force in the universe . they didn't bury bodies.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM waves. which are thought forms. But the thing is. This is the fact as it was so I am. they didn't even die. and it wasn't because they were primitive cultures at all.so it allows them to see certain levels of the microscopic kingdom and macroscopic kingdom that normally our sense facilities would not project out. In fact. Because thought is the director of 69 . They ascended when they were tired of being here. we will get a much more accurate assessment of what the particles look like and how they actually behave.thought. which means it is changing interrelationships between templates . and dust to dust" so you say. they didn't die and then bury the body. The very ancient civilizations that lived thousands of years ago didn't have a lot of the so called stuff as we do now. When certain things happened to the DNA when they did die.

70 . If you happen to create an alignment between you and your higher levels of self and you happen to create an alignment between your particles and their angular rotation of particle spin. if you have 6 strands of DNA active. manifestation happens much faster and more consistently. "I am He. start to become manifest. This is the power you have to look forward to eventually and not the usual amen without a concrete base prayer. then you will create a thought field that does indeed jump out from you and in about 3 days time. it's hit or miss trying to manifest from 3rd dimensional consciousness. so yield! It also a fact that thought manifestation from a 3-D level alone (3rd strand activation which most people are now in) is a hit or miss situation. thought manifestation is instantaneous. When the frequencies in the planetary grids are running properly and the DNA inside your body is working properly.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM frequency and everything is formed by frequency. It doesn't really work very well. The new age teachers teach you to say. and Source is still beyond the 15th dimension. so therefore you are closer to fully embodying Source's energies and thus when you use your thoughts to direct this energy. you have to be able to embody more dimensions of frequency which happens as you activate your DNA. So we're actually going back in time to reclaim the knowledge and the power and the understanding that was once ours when the DNA was functioning properly. But again. In order to be more like Source or God. this means you can embody 6 dimensional levels of consciousness (your soul's frequency). But. does it? It's because your consciousness is still stationed in the 3rd dimension. Watch out of negative thought that has become major part in your life. That is what we are teaching you now. so that means whatever I command to do will happen".

thought-form program through which your external reality will manifest is literally stored. The holographic. living them in imagination “as if they are happening now” within the desired time period) and expand the DNA circuitry (have your DNA Activations) in order to allow new. into forms recognizable to human perception. Your external reality field is the screen upon which the thought-forms that are stored within your cellular memory program will be displayed. you are literally reprogramming the frequency patterns of your cellular content and the operational holographic program that will manifest into physical reality through the DNA. external reality is manufactured. desired reality pictures to project into your world of manifest events. Knowing this. upgrade the holographic thought-form program (create new visualizations of desired past. much as a computer’s circuitry allows the electronic data stored in memory to be projected onto the screen. you must edit the cellular memory files (clear and transmute the lower pulsating particles from the body and auric field – do an auric clearing). much as a computer stores data within its memory. present. as a multidimensional electromagnetic program. and future events. you may then realize that when you are shifting your consciousness and using the imagination to program desired thought-forms into the past. within the subatomic particle structure of your cells. present. or future. and the DNA operates as the electromagnetic circuitry through which that memory comes into physical manifestation. To gain creative control over your manifest events. which some of 71 . In the practice of conscious evolution. The DNA serves as the literal conduit through which that holographic program will project data from cellular memory into physical manifestation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM DNA is the literal vessel through which the illusionary experience of physical.

when you create “future memory” visualizations. through which they would otherwise project into physical manifestation. and within the present. You can literally shift things in your present manifest experience by reprogramming the past memory impulses stored in your DNA – add new past memories and new events will manifest in the present. you must first learn demanifestation skills. It takes practice to develop skill in conscious manifestation and you must become familiar with the “feel” of your own inner focus of consciousness in the present.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you are already doing with my sessions. Learning how to remove undesirable morphogenetic thought-form patterns from your active holographic program. in order to direct your power of manifestation. this cellular clearing and DNA transmutation is exactly what is taking place. When you release crystallized thought-forms composed of slow-pulsating particles from your present cellular structure in the Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions. Prior to learning manifestation skills. when you realize that your present focus of attention can alter and direct events in both past and future. For those of you who have not had your DNA activated. you are putting specific manifestation instructions into the morphogenetic field of the DNA strands you have not yet assembled. And this is facilitated when you have an auric clearing. Your moment of power is always in the present. you are stopping those lower thought-form patterns from activating into your DNA. By removing 72 . which is stored within the cells and made operational through your DNA. is the first step in gaining mastery over the contents of your external reality field. Create new future memories now. You will encounter those reality pictures in manifest form once those DNA strands come into activation when you have your sessions. and you can direct the path of your evolution from your present moment in time.

In advanced multi-dimensional physics. known as Enlightenment. The 21st century descendants of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. you make room for the addition of new morphogenetic thought-form patterns composed of faster pulsating particles. when “SuperEnergized”. An individual in the “Super-Energized” state of high frequency electro-magnetic energies. or quantum level. A spiritual energy healer is able to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies down to the sub-atomic cellular level. the people use an ancient natural healing technique which enables us to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal ourselves and others. like their ancestors. give free spiritual energy healing treatments to others. combines high frequency electro-magnetic energy with an individual’s DNA to naturally create new stem cells. which contain the electromagnetic imprint for more harmoniously ordered events. These ancient healing treatments use naturally causing high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal people of health problems. Today. is able to focus a flow of high frequency energy to heal injuries and disease at the sub-atomic cellular level. of natural stem cell replacement therapy. The electrical wavelengths and magnetic currents of a healthy body. can be used to heal injuries and disease in oneself and others. This 73 . All life is comprised of different electrical wavelengths of Light and magnetic currents of Love at the sub-atomic.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM slower-pulsating particles from your body systems. Quantum Mechanics adherents and Einsteinian physicists agree that the basic substance of our universe is comprised of electro-magnetic energies. This process. High frequency spiritual energy heals people at the cellular level by replacing damaged cells with new stem cells. String Theorists.

or “what comes around goes around”. however. A simple definition of karma is: whatever you think. We visit our permanent Light Body at night when our temporary physical body. 74 . This is totally ridiculous because if those were the cases. comes from the electro-magnetic energy fields of our Light Body.3 How to Become Immune to Karma This issue of the DNA Perfection focuses on something you’ve all heard about called ‘karma’. 5. (which we use to experience 3rd dimensional earthly activities). or a Light Body. Naturally occurring high frequency electro-magnetic energy is used by a healthy human physical body to create and replace the cells which a human body loses each day. you would be so far in debt that you wouldn’t have a reprieve for a million years! An entity would never get anywhere evolutionarily speaking if that was true. Who we really are. which surrounds our physical body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM process enables one’s body to heal itself. is a body of Light. goes asleep and we dream. naturally and normally. truths. Karma has frequently been misdefined by the poor ignorant in the New Age movement as “whatever you sow. most of the high frequency energy which our body needs for constant cellular replacements. The high frequency electro-magnetic energies used by our body to create new stem cells comes a little from the food that we eat and some from the air which we breathe. is that part of us which some religions refer to as one’s Holy Spirit. A healthy body naturally replaces billions of cells on a daily basis. And that everything that happens to them in this life is karmic debt from what they’ve done in past lives. you get to experience. Our Light Body. you shall reap”. A more complete definition is decisions.

Every thought you think combines with like thoughts of past and future selves. and in doing so you will change the contours of your present reality. but you have the absolute power to change them. In other words. whether they are coming from the past. You have the power. for you will train your consciousness to move backward and forward in time. These thought patterns of past selves will remain in the body. in your present moment. Your past thoughts and deeds will show themselves in your present reality. present. Like thought and action attract and remanifest like thought and action. alignments. the reason the world is the way it is today is because it was thought into being by a bunch of stupid people. until the slower-pulsating particles of those thought patterns are raised in speed and released from the frequency patterns of which the body is composed. which are composed of more dense and slower pulsating particles. manifest within the cellular structure of the body. contracts. held consciously and unconsciously that creates. oaths. or karmic debt. Thought patterns from your past selves. unresolved emotions and attitudes. or future. vows. You can become “karma immune” once you learn to master this power. and replicate themselves in the present and future. to give you the manifest illusion you presently perceive. or future. to change any thought pattern from your personal past. The slow way to release slower-pulsating thought patterns and their manifest 75 . by using your present focus of attention to create new thoughts and redesign those that are undesirable. present. This is frequently referred to as your karmic imprint.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM concepts. influence or magnetize events and experience in current reality. to recreate undesirable events and redesign more desirable outcomes.

or as conditions of disease in the body. Thought patterns from the past and future become part of the particle make-up of your consciousness. and future selves. bioenergetic field. The whole process of spiritual evolution on earth is about activating the complete 12 strand DNA blueprint. The fast way to change your karmic imprint is to catch those slower-pulsating thought patterns before they move into manifestation. DNA and external reality field. The crystallized thought patterns stored in your DNA and cellular imprint will continue to manifest within your body and before your eyes. They become stored in the DNA as minute crystallizations of energy. until you learn to find and release them while they are still within the cellular memory imprint of your body. the average person only has 3. body. Then you take action in the present to create a personal solution. and that solution expands backward and forward in time to create some degree of resolution of the pattern in the past and future. or walking through the cumulative thought patterns of your past. present. When you participate in accelerated DNA evolution via DNA activation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM discomforts from your life is to wait until the events manifest in external reality. which inhibit the natural process of DNA strand assembly and activation. Complete 12 strand DNA activation will not happen for most people until at least 2017 unless you are currently doing the 76 . And this is precisely the purpose of the Karmic Session. all the life on the planet will naturally begin to assemble new strands.5 strands assembled. As the earth increases in frequency. This is the usual path of “walking through your karma”. you are rapidly shifting and elevating the frequency patterns of which your body and consciousness are composed. But currently on earth.

As you sink deeper into this relaxation. Breathe in this earth energy with each breath. A discord or imbalance in the heart chakra will adversely affect all the other centers. Breathe deeper and feel the breath draw not just from the air around you but also from the earth below. Allow the life giving energies to pour into you and renew both your body and spirit. Know that the body itself will be refreshed and renewed and will be perfectly safe until you return. Feel it pulsing through your veins and surrounding you altogether. Proper balance is the key. then the lower energy centers lose sensitivity and function. feeling the awakening that is beginning to happen. take some peaceful breaths of cleansing and renewal. Feel the freedom and relaxation as you move away from your body. If more concentration is given to the lower chakras then the upper energy centers will become cloudy and not function properly as well. slowly and begin to relax even more. So far what is important is not to allow your DNA to damage beyond repair. feel yourself moving gently away from your body. Feel the breath draw life into the body and the spirit.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM accelerated DNA activations. As we begin this meditation. 77 . It is important to maintain a balance to all the energy centers so a healthy level of awareness is manifested in our everyday lives. Let the earth energy surround you and flow into you. Continue to breathe this way. It is the point around which all the energies turn.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra The heart stands at the center of all energies and unifies our being as a whole. 5. Breathe with every pore of your body. If more concentration is given to the upper chakras. A clearing of the heart chakra will improve the interaction of all the other centers.

You look ahead and see the clouds are denser as if they are "hiding" something. The closer you draw.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now you are moving again. farther and farther into a field of clouds. Let it seep into your every pore. Another breeze stirs again and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep within your being. the clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent the gracefully pull away. It is part of you. Any move towards uniformity is a move towards equilibrium. The color pink is as deep as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. You notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you. Watch how they form and reform. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique shapes and colors of the clouds. Now they have pulled back altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure color that it radiates. It pulses through you with great strength in all directions at once. You are recharged and renewed. it is you.5 Thought and Consciousness The essence of thinking is that it unifies disparate behaviour. 5. You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet melody. turning gently and constantly on themselves in an endless dance. Feel the warmth of the pink. Receive the love that is being given to you freely. so human thought approaches equilibrium by summing up 78 . You feel it in your heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. one note after another as the breeze goes through the arches to create this melody. Allow that warmth to wash over you. As it covers you from head to toe feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz. every fiber of your being.

is sufficient to generate the patterns of behaviour common to the universe and all of its constituent systems. It also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the physical or material. but it does not generate these things. Thinking is the mechanical system that processes logic. Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human consciousness. 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM complex patterns of behaviour. and the logic and information underlying it result from the rules of existence. The definition of consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self. information. These processes only become meaningful when experienced. 79 . and organizes behavior. Consciousness is the experiencing or awareness of the holistic result.6 Awareness While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of mind/body systems. The Interpreter of the brain’s left hemisphere module assigns meaning and reasons to those thoughts and actions in the context of an unfolding story with itself as hero/protagonist. conceptually unifying them. Hundreds of brain/mind modules work together in a social network to achieve this unifying process. This is the ultimate form of unifying summation because the self is the sum of everything that occurs within and around the body it represents. attraction to equilibrium. Organized behaviour in natural systems. The self is the conceptual equilibrium to which the trillions of mind/body systems of an individual human are attracted. Thinking modules organize and process information and actuate behaviour. Nothingness Theory distills the essence of these rules by noting that a single motivator.

We can't take them all. one person. but have many other qualities we appreciate. The most important thing is to come to know the deepest parts of yourself . In life. or lack other qualities you need and desire. someone can be unattractive to us physically. the more we come to know who we are. the more we know who or what fits us.1 Know Yourself As with anything in life. the only way to get to that clarity is by going through life and learning about ourselves as we go.it's a lifelong journey. Life just can't work that way. we grow. Sometimes you can have a great lover. As we make choices. it means that we have to let go of taking some other road. There will be confusion. Or. but he or she may be unsuitable for you emotionally. One thing I do know is that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are people on this planet.and what brings you true happiness. Knowing ourselves takes time . There will be people who do not interest us.to find out what is your real truth and who you really are . and others who can offer us sexual experiences that bring us to new understandings. Hopefully the choices we make come from a place of clarity. However. Often. and are willing to see ourselves clearly.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sexual Relationship 6. by choosing one road. Everyone is different and will have a different chemical reaction with us. I would not advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing to do. 80 . or relationship. So we have to make choices.

or drawn to someone or something are strong ones and can teach you a lot about yourself. and you will have learned something very important about yourself. It will show us who we are. Any experience you have will teach you something if you ask: What am I to learn about myself through this experience? And then you will begin to gather information and gain input 81 .people are complex beings with all sorts of layers to them.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM There will never be the perfect road. and allow an intimate connection to occur. and the stuff we don't like much about ourselves. And if we become wise. and a true partnership relationship has deep complexities to it . what the situation is really about. it is a sure bet that they represent something inside of you. head first. 6. If you feel repulsed about someone or something. it is wise to know more about who we are getting involved with. a place where you feel insecure about yourself. The reaction of either feeling repulsed by someone or something. We often mistake a spark of interest or a sense that we have things in common for an immediate sexual connection or relationship. There are many levels of connections. sexually or otherwise. Find out what that is. and what we will be dealing with. they represent something in yourself that you love and value. we will learn to separate who we really are from what our reactions and issues are. or wounded in some way. But we can go deep on the road we do choose. both our good stuff. often to end up stuck in the mud. we don't have to sleep with someone whom we are drawn to simply because we feel that there is some degree of connection going on.2 The True Relationship Of course. If you feel good about someone. Then we jump in. If we are to become involved sexually. People who repulse us represent some wound in us.

we gain a lot.what the connection is really all about. True. We can have many experiences. No one choice or person will ever give us everything. and even later on there will be more rewarding sexual experiences with your partner. if we are willing to understand what is trying to transform. and many issues will come up for you when you do. and many relationships. deeply rooted growth and change takes time. as well as more difficult cycles of time that may also last for a while.periods of great connectedness that can last for quite a while. It is really making a commitment to facing yourself . relationship. sexually. Being a "Player" is seen as being cool. A relationship may turn sexual. This is the worst sort of ego gratification. It is good to have enough experience in life to know what fits you. It may be a spectacular experience to begin with. and what needs to be seen and understood so that growth may occur. or it may not. But it is always good to take your time and seek the answer to the question of whether or not a relationship should turn sexual by looking deeply at what is really going on .a commitment to your own growth. or it may not. you will have times when a person repulses you. omojaiyejaiye. People who love one another can certainly learn to please each other sexually. Making a commitment to a certain path.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on what road to take. Deep relationships often have long cycles to them . It makes life a lot less confusing and can save a lot of possible distress and turmoil. and as we cycle through these periods. and times when you gain new understandings from them. I think we can and do learn what fits us by being willing to face ourselves and to learn about ourselves by diving deep in a relationship through commitment. There are many people who advocate a swinger lifestyle these days. and it 82 . And even within a deeply committed relationship. or person can be a scary thing.

that then it's over 83 . fair. or dysfunctional. wisdom. Being mature means that you don't seek to harm others. Going elsewhere does not solve the problem. A relationship. insight. This allows the relationship to grow to be a healthy entity. or reflect. and integrity: the strength of will to do what one says one will do. Having ethics and honor in a relationship involves loyalty. and honest. and strength of will. Often. or big game to be bagged. whatever issues and patterns they have in their lives that are good. and devotion to flourish. honor. can bleed. making good choices. like getting a high score on a video game. choices which benefit ourselves and our partner in the best way. A relationship will always mirror for each person. Being mature means you know yourself well enough to know what you can handle and where you're at. requires sound ethics. and there are these same issues in a relationship. if some or all of these issues are out of balance.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM must be seen as being very distorted and harmful. or missing in a relationship. discipline. This means that we make choices which are moral. Heal within and not without. That is real maturity. The only truth it is. It will come up again and again until it is faced and resolved. as far as I am concerned. and be damaged and badly wounded. many people choose to go looking outside of the relationship for someone else instead of healing what one has. People aren't trophies to be captured. Everyone has feelings. and relationships or interactions with others certainly isn't about scoring. To use another being for sexual purposes and to think that nothing goes on with that. A relationship is about loving another and caring for the happiness of the other as much as for one's self. in oneself and one's partner. I don't think being a swinger and allowing a lot of sexual activity in one's life is the same thing as being cool or mature. There are issues of honor and ethics in life which we must live by to truly feel good about ourselves.

Be warned! Even after having sex with someone we love. and how we treat others. there is a deep exchange of life force energy. life. by having either our energy mixed up with theirs or theirs with us. Your energy is then mixed up and connected to that other person's in a way that can be detrimental. is all about. Otherwise. there are actually psychic cords that connect you to that other person. It is the capacity to share oneself completely with another. that there is no connection. is. A deep connection does occur. Giving ourselves pleasure is a wonderful and important thing to do. and to use it lightly seems to me to be missing out on what the journey of life is all about. we must choose wisely who we will allow to enter into our energetic space and whose space we are willing to connect to. When one has a sexual connection with another. Therefore. We must bring our energy always back to ourselves. as far as I am concerned. Even with people we love. of trusting another. However. when one has sex with another.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM and nothing of importance has occurred. or ours.to be vulnerable and giving in a fully open and loving way. These cords allow an energy exchange to continue long after the act of sex itself is over. as we all must keep our own energy in our own space. part of our energy is lost to us. a profound misunderstanding of what sex. It is the human equivalent of surrendering to another. and then continue 84 . and confusing for a long time. It is the ultimate physical manifestation of love and connectedness. that it is meaningless. as we hopefully can allow ourselves on the spiritual level to surrender to trusting the Love of God . unclear. It is an incredibly powerful force. it is important not to confuse their space. it is important to disconnect from being attached to their energy. Sexuality is the joining of two beings for the purpose of creating life and pleasure.

safe. Because sex is such an intimate act. but not by being "outside" of ourselves in someone else's space. especially if your energy is entwined with many people. and therefore hurt if sex is treated in a cavalier manner. if we have developed these other qualities of honor. It's a set up for disaster. it can become an addiction because it is seeking something you need from a place where you won't be able to get it. And that's what a swinger lifestyle is all about . and devotion. there always is the chance that people who connect seemingly in a casual way can become deeply connected. feeling loved. I think we feel balanced and do not need to be looking for something "without" to make us feel better or satisfied or more alive. ethics. ultimately. and that means you are chasing an illusion.using people sexually and treating it in a cavalier manner. strength of will. If we are in balance with our masculine and feminine energies within. doesn't get it. and can even be extremely detrimental. Sex can be a fleeting pleasure on the "playing around" level. and one can't sustain oneself on it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to love. It's a temporary fix. but ultimately that is not fulfilling.to learn to honor life and to do no harm. If one continues to seek fulfillment that way. We can enjoy external pleasures. I tell you. I believe. It is ok to seek pleasure in a way that does not cause harm to self or others. and worthwhile. thinking somehow that will bring peace and safety. To think something external will fulfill what we are all really looking for. thinking it's the real thing. often we seek pleasure in a way that does cause harm. However. That's the same thing as needing to eat chocolate as soon as one feels tense or unhappy. It doesn't. which is Love. too much chocolate undermines health after a while as too much iyan (pounded yam) can cause uncomfortably and malaria complicity. but 85 . The journey of life is to learn from our experiences .

for a while. but it is only a temporary fix. and drama in each and every moment. but you always come down from it – feeling guilty or regret. Going out to have sexual adventures may be fun. if our connection to who we are is based on what is real. and for the relationship itself. When we touch the Self of being in the 86 . we are always safe. When we realize that maintaining a state of love and clarity within ourselves is true power and safety. we will turn to things outside of ourselves to try to feel safe or worthwhile. So. we still need to relate in a fulfilling and clear way for all the rest of the time we are together with the other person. is the key. and the now is always the Self. Then we no longer operate out of the pain or rage or fear we were caught in. of who we truly are. Finding our way to reconnect with that. It is by no means the whole answer. and not anything external. Taking it one day at a time. to choose either love. to get the support we need to change. our knowledge of our Higher-Self. or once a week. both for the individuals involved. When we face these issues in ourselves and heal them. moment by moment. Until we become safe within ourselves.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM we don't "need" them to feel good about ourselves and our lives. or fear. and full of that power which transcends time. Whereas we may have sex once a day. in whatever way is right for one. We have the choice. every moment. is the answer also. one moment at a time. personality. which heals and serves us. God-Self. or once a month. It's up to each of us. It is our inner power. we don't need anything external to make us feel better. Then there is the opportunity for deep growth to occur. Any dysfunctional pattern found in a relationship can be healed if people have the willingness to face it. We are always in the present or now. We always have the choice. A great sex may make you feel good for a little while. we can transform the patterns that cause distress.

87 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. we surely will find that fulfillment we are seeking. in relationship. Read about Sex Psychology (11. when we accept what is without fear. honesty and clarity.12). when we meet whatever shows up in the moment with love and trust. and in every other moment of our lives.

and we end up essentially back at the beginning where we started. will be completely ineffective without a supportive decision-making process. When our values and the way in which we use them are the domain of ego. however. Intention is classically defined as the aim or anticipated outcome of an action. Why is this so? How can we make great choices and sustain permanent change? The core of the issue is that. Though you mean well. they cannot guide your intention to be free. Your intention to awaken to authentic joy. however. Values are core psychological structures by which all major decisions are made and. your values and the way in which they are arranged can't support or manifest your best intentions. but may find that within a few days or weeks that enthusiasm (root: God within) to change has almost completely dissipated. hence. To sustain the conditions for awakening to authentic joy. the way in which we use our values to direct those intentions is subject to both individual and collective conditioning.1 Intentions and Destiny Conditioned values are sufficient for a successful material life. they greatly influence your world. although our intentions are good. if not impossible. lasting transformation is difficult. the purest objectives can be misdirected by ego. your decisionmaking structures–your values–must be capable of influencing and guiding a pure intention to awaken.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Intentions and Destiny 7. as such. Often we declare a desire to change with great gusto and conviction. Values that are selected and organized 88 .

By looking at your current life situations you can uncover proof of what you value and of what is important to you–you can determine what your current values and intentions are by simply looking at the tangible evidence for them in your life. The most humble of wishes would be to awaken to an authentic joy. Many who consider themselves genuine seekers on the path spend significantly more time engaged in activities that support the ego than they do in support of their awakening to authentic joy. When the primary value of this single hierarchy supports and guides your intention to awaken to authentic joy that will be the outcome. you must reclaim consciousness that will otherwise be consumed in a continuous struggle with ego-based outcomes. 89 . Conditioned values cannot direct pure intentions. if your values are focused on a productive career path. because ego-values and awakened intentions are drawn to parallel outcomes. you may realize that your values are arranged by the ego to suit its ends. What the ego calls "a balanced life" is often one of mediocrity and compromise when viewed from an awakened perspective. This sustains the conditions for awakening by reclaiming your awareness that would ordinarily be lost in ongoing attempts to resolve the outcomes of ego-based choices. Liberation from the effects of hand-me-down values is the outcome when those values are rearranged into one conscious group. For example. also known as freedom. but completely inadequate to support an awakening to authentic joy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM by the ego are sufficient for a successful material life. and you also have an intention to awaken to authentic joy–it will be impossible for you to manifest the latter without first being clear that your values are capable of directing that intention. To stabilize the conditions for your pure intentions and to yield changes that your benefits.

and the evolution of your own consciousness with unbending confidence. An awakened person's life is centered on a clear but on an single hierarchy of values.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These consequences always appear in the form of good or bad karma. By making all major life decisions according to a primary value. 90 . will be consistent with awakening to authentic joy. Eventually. Making a decision based on an awakened choice on such a conscious primary principle will produce an awakened effect. This will supports all other necessary aspects of living because your subsequent values can include money. creativity. family. however. over and above all other values on a single hierarchy. the intended outcome will be realized regardless of the circumstances surrounding the decision. You will discover that awakening to authentic joy is not dependent on options or outcomes. such as freedom. love. fulfillment. such as freedom. one could instantly identify a primary value and may. this becomes clear that you are "choice-less". etc. The primary value you select for this single hierarchy always represents your interest in awakening to authentic joy marginally more important than other interests in your life. learning. and significant choices made in the day-to-day life will give consistent and tangible proof of this arrangement. security. Her primary value however. To create the conditions for awakening to an authentic joy. one can align the outcome with that intention by placing a primary value. has some difficulty determining what the second and third values are. transformation. and you will approach change. or potential. but on how consistently your intentions to live such a life are directed by a conscious primary value. as these will vary from one major decision to the next. and when asked.

each group will also have its own presiding primary value. we experience great anguish and confusion in times of making important choices.related to career. 91 . Frequently you will shop around for opinions until you hear one that you think is the right one. or seek the opinions of others. The ego does this in a futile attempt to manipulate reality. An awakened person can make major life decisions in a matter of seconds with no worries or regrets and without fear that a decision may need to be revised. Conditioning. Because most of us are not aware of the existence of these multiple groups of values. you often change your mind. The struggle you experience with major life decisions and their subsequent outcomes is the result of the conflict between all of these groups of ego-guiding principles. hobbies.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM because you now know that your intention to awaken to joy is always going to be your outcome. It is also important to understand that not only does each group have its own divergent agenda. on the other hand. at the time of deciding. family. or unwilling to follow through on the choices you made because you realize they were not the best ones you could have made. but. and it is a clear manifestation that the ego is entrenched in values. For example: A working mother would have different groups of values for decisions about her job than she would for decisions about the welfare of her children. Not knowing what to do. having made a decision. is different from ‘not-Doing’ (This is expressed in another part of this book). home. segregates values into distinct and concurrent groups . This arrangement ensures that the ego remains in firm control of your life experience. Yes? At other times you are unable. etc. Then. friends. You regularly put off some big decisions vacillate between your options.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stressing over choices is a reflection of conditioning as it drains your attention with compelling and conflicting alternatives. You may also realize that you have essentially been doing this ever since. 7. the result of a conditioned intention. or look to the past for patterns or to the future with tarot cards. Also. Your future looks just like your past. and a product of the ego. the ego easily orchestrates your actions-and your fate-as you try in vain to weigh all the options.2 Dreams and Their Recalls The stuff that dreams are made of is the etheric energy. The ego controls your decision-making process by offering you the most important conditioned values from these multiple and conflicting groups. As you awaken to authentic joy. filled with conditioned outcomes you have to overcome.of-body’ travel. 92 . it will become apparent how the first big decision you ever made independently of your parents was based on the existence of multiple groups of values. The continued existence of these multiple groups of values precludes you from discovering and expressing your full potential by following through on any wholesome resolutions you may have. It has often been called the astral light because this energy can be seen glowing with radiance in the air. it is now lost. Whatever the original intention may have been. and the outcome is conditioned. consider all the alternatives. and then it lets you dig it out. In this way. lasting changes never seem to stick. And as a result of this. The point of this internal struggle is to deplete your energy so that the ego can continue to manipulate you with the short-term solutions and quick fixes. it can be referred to as ‘out.

The spirit realms are their home and you locate them simply by focusing upon their personality. it's just that the physical mind's recollection of the dream is more vivid. your subconscious mind can create thought forms as quickly and easily as possible. scenery. It actually isn't more vivid than other dreams are. You are also able to meet the spirits of friends and family who have passed on from physical life. In the lighter states of sleep. physical mind has become engaged in the dream state. When you move on to other scenes or awakened state. A thought form is a projection of etheric energy into the seemingly solid form of etheric matter. which you inhabit at night during your out-of-body travels. A lucid dream is then recalled. then projecting your consciousness to that location. emotional issues are often worked through and resolved in the dream state. as being more vivid than a regular dream. This thought-powered form of travel has been traditionally called astral projection. The deepest levels of sleep typically occur in the first two or three hours of the night. These vivid dreams are therefore easily recalled when you awaken in your physical body. During deep sleep your spirit body can travel to higher states of consciousness. these quickly-created thought forms will dissipate back into etheric energy over a period of hours or days – depending on its well fixed into the pelvic chakra. rooms. Thought forms can be furniture. The key to 93 . even people or animals as long as your consciousness maintains enough attention to animate them.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In your spirit body. from the physical mind's point of view. sometimes merging with your soul family as a nighttime reunion of likeminds. in your physical consciousness that you are dreaming. This means that the conscious. Lucid dreaming occurs when you become aware.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM understanding dreams is that they are composed of symbols. you will bring the lessons of your dreams closer into your daily waking awareness. your spirit body soars through other realms within your complete range of consciousness.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams Everyone dreams and those dreams range from happy. 7. While your physical body sleeps and recharges for another day of waking consciousness. If it's important to take responsibility for our actions in our awake life. The night is a time for your spirit to travel to other realms of consciousness and for self-healing to occur. rather than actual people. write your dreams down in as much detail as you can. storybook romances to our utmost fears and anxieties. For example. each night before bed. You can develop dream recall by keeping a dream diary beside your bed. You can gain great insights into the events of your physical life when you tell yourself. When you focus on the emotion that the dream evoked. that you will remember what you learned while you were out of your body and cruising the other realms of consciousness. then we also have to accept responsibility for our dreams. they are a playing-out of the fear issue that the dream represents and an opportunity to examine such a fear. our actions/reactions are the vehicle our emotions use to convey a message. when frightening things happen in a dream. so it's important we listen 94 . then you can unravel how the symbols in the dream played out the emotional tension that you were working through. for they represent our inner thoughts and programming. places and objects. Instead. they are not literally happening. In our dreams. before you do anything else at all. When you awaken each morning. With practice.

We live in the world we create for ourselves. Do some shadow work and figure it out. another may find stressful and harmful. These symbols are not the same for everyone. Your mind is simply trying to process the information and your emotions play a vital role in resolving the conflict. our dream time is our wake up call. because we're too busy to stop and listen. Coming to terms with the emotional attachment will bring healing. it's. Emotional resolution dreams reflect a past or present situation that you hold an emotional attachment to. 95 . for they are raw expressions of your inner being and this is where you'll find your answers. unexpressed or unresolved emotions. Remember that and your dreams will start to make more sense. Allow yourself to feel the emotions coming through. But in the dream state. Ironically. Instead of blaming some outside force. If you start to see your night terrors for what they are. Once you resolve the issue (emotional attachment) the nightmares will stop. If there's one phrase to remember in dream work. Your dream represents symbols that will best express your emotional attachment to a situation. You have to ask yourself what emotion you personally attach to each symbol. so this holds true for our dream world as well. your emotions drive the message. Dreams are personal information sent by the subconscious mind. What one person views as relaxing and comforting. because that's where the key is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to them. We can either roll over or hit snooze or wake up to the message(s) coming through. The symbol is merely a tool you've been given to work with. we are open to receive insight we usually miss during the day. The most difficult dreams to deal with are what we consider nightmares. they can be seen in a new light. take responsibility and heal the parts of yourself that are demanding attention.

This is another way to release and heal situations you are currently holding on to. With dream work. By paying attention to the message trying to come through. Emotional resolution dreams are a personal. you will be able to quickly work through any unresolved issues and take another step forward in life. Look to the emotion you carry toward that person. your mind will process and relive during dream time. In dreams. Think of it as a time where you can work with your Guides one on one. Raw emotional release and healing will be the result. they give us an opportunity to playout our unresolved issues in an environment we are comfortable with. three times towards your left side and the dream will never manifest. even if other individuals are involved in the dream sequence. it's all about emotional responses. Since these are so closely related to the 3rd dimension. Treat locations the same way. Dreams that come to you for emotional resolution take place in the 4th & 5th dimensions. without your ego. Use that to your advantage. it could make that environment suddenly uncomfortable. the message stems from your issues. So be it! Individuals that come into your dreams are sometimes aspects of yourself trying to get your attention. for your eyes only moment in time. 96 . What you don't resolve during your awake hours. What is the emotional reaction to the location of your dream? This could also reflect a certain time period in your life. But with our emotions coming along for the ride. Look at these things for clues.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Any time you have a nightmare spit. trying to work out your issues. lightly. Every aspect of your dream is you.

Inherent with the Shamanic worldview is the understanding of each person's own unique and autonomous path to reach their own purpose and truth. meditations and rituals not only to keep the connection between our soul and All-That-Is open but to develop and grow. dances. This recognition of the individual's right and responsibility of ones own awakening and fulfillment is but one of the very specific elements of Shamanism which establishes it as a viable means of meeting today's desire of an honest and authentic approach to self realization and ones integration in society. which is expressed through ceremony as a way of maintaining a union with creation. It always aims to 97 . Cosmos and Humanity. cosmos and spirit.4 Shamanic Healing Shamanism. Placing the flowers on the graves of our past ancestors or paintings upon cave walls to totem animal's knowledge. Shamanism worldwide gives us a compendium of ceremonies. Shamanism as a whole is humanity's spiritual inheritance and contribution to the collective unconscious of our species and therefore it provides a firm and proven system of knowledge regarding the relationship between Nature.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. one of the oldest and most enduring spiritual practice. is an evidence of the relationship with Spirit from the very origins of the human race. approaches to spirit. all this is a reflection of our own desire for personal and conscious union with the All-That-Is and of our spiritual quest as being an innate human drive. Being free of dogma and doctrine and organised spiritual institutions. the nature. songs. shamanism enable and supports us to find and walk upon our own destiny. Shamanic healing is a multiple connection between ourselves.

a disconnection between ones inner and outer worlds. great moment of now. It is the aim of the shaman to help a person to connect to this inner integration. that may be linked to traumatic events in our life. Extraction The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were out to harm us or found their way into our body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM integrate our whole being within our universe. tools. a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being. Methods. Many diseases and an feeling of being unwell are due to an separated connection between the soul of the individuals and it’s spiritual home. Soul retrieval When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong feeling of a loss of soul. Shamanism does not dwell on past events: there is only a vast. ever-moving. present and future. Divination Learning to look into the past. where there is no separate past. 98 . medicines and symbology will vary from culture to culture but all forms of shamanism intend to connect people to their own spiritual path. Most cultures use the following shamanic techniques: Animal power in us Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives struggle. present or future. awesome. Through Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and consciousness and united with our own being.

But. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is an urge. then the answer is that nothing but the sweat sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’.one has become a stranger unto the seasons and out of life's procession. 7.5 Work We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. assigned to you when that dream was born. if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your head. which marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite. And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life. When we work. You have been told in one time or the other that life is darkness. and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary. and to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret. Drumming Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system. and all knowledges are vain-save when there is 99 . Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as find clarity and an inner strength in our path. Who among us would like to be a reed. If one is idle – doing nothing . and all urges are darkness-save when there is knowledge. when all else sings together in unison? When you work you fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream. dumb and silent.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Healing journey To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway. we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music.

And if you sing like angels. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange. 7. And only when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner self. It is only proper to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart. so that your beloved are to wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your beloved to dwell in that house. and all work is void-save when there is love.6 Oddity of Life Let us start our search for happiness from the very beginning of the universe. Note that work is love made visible. However. many 100 . your grudge prepares a poison in the juice. Meaning. It is also to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy. oga o’ta owo alaaru yio pe’. even if all the conditions for the creation of the universe were right at the beginning. others and the Unity. if you don’t work for your value you miss out the love. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste. you muffle man's ears with ordinary noise. For if you bake bread with indifference. The most plausible and widely accepted theory of the creation of the universe is the 'Big Bang' theory of creation. According to this. So work to love and love to work. And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota. it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM work. you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's hunger. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit. the universe is created from an explosion in the super condensed material and consequent expansion of material. even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. and love not the singing. so all within the Unity will be standing about you and watching.

Still within that range of forces. ultimately collapsing. If the creation of the sustained universe was a miracle. Had our sun been 30% larger it would have been burnt out in four billion years. If the atom was not neutral electrically. The four fundamental forces in the nature. in decreasing order of intensity. Both the mass and the volume of a proton are incomparably larger than those of an electron. contracting. is distancing itself from each other. It is known that our universe is expanding like a round dotted balloon. A little slower and the cosmos would have collapsed back. Because of this fact atoms are electrically neutral. each atom would repel the other and the entire universe would explode. Electromagnetic force.. If the density of the universe were a little more. a little faster and the cosmic material would have long ago completely dispersed. Each dot. Weak nuclear force. then the universe would be expanding far rapidly than now and no stars and no galaxies would ever have formed. and Gravitational force. these two particles have equal (though opposite) electrical charges. Had it been 101 . due to the force of attraction of atomic particles. the universe would not be expanding but. there would have been no universe – perhaps.. if the rate of expansion of the newly created universe had differed even very minutely from what it were actually. the evolution of life on it was also the same. If the initial density were a little bit less. which is being blown out. Now. are Strong nuclear force. the end of the Unity. but strangely enough. too short a time for intelligent life to evolve. representing a star or a galaxy on it. the individual and the comparative magnitudes of the forces are delicately balanced otherwise the universe would not have existed.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM factors had to be right for the consequent formation of the universe.

had the sun not been a source of steady energy for billions of years. and viscosity. are frozen at surface underneath water is not). This is also the only radiation under which photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see. We are extremely lucky to have a universe. Radiations which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow band. high surface tension. high thermal conductivity while that of ice and snow is low.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties would have followed. had the solar system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too close to the middle. and even more so to have a universe full of life. Since life is so improbable. advanced form of life would have been impossible. When one considers the universe as a whole. Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below 4° C. impossible oddity of creation and life. high thermal capacity. To be born as a human being is the happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody! 102 . Earth may be the only planet on which there is life. coming across a range of temperatures as narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest stars to absolute zero (-273° C). Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average temperatures fall within those limits. highest latent heat. The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but. Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum. Similarly. had planet Jupiter been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of steroids. had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees. had the orbit of earth around sun been a bit narrower or wider. etc. it expands (so that even if ponds etc.

Right? But there are some things about rush hour traffic that you can personally change.7 Stress: Control. Change or Let Go! Have you ever tried to exercise control over others until they gets stressed out? Have you ever tried to control things or events over which you had no control until may be you get tired and stressed out. dreaming. you have to change your attitude about the situation. Which particular seed ripens at death depends upon the state of mind in which we die. and waking closely resembles the process of death. This is similar to the way in which nightmares are triggered off by our being in an agitated state of mind just before falling asleep.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The seeds that ripen when we die are very important because they determine what kind of rebirth we shall take. like people interrupting you all the time but you can control. Of course. these changes are not always possible. and rebirth. There are different types of stressful situations. 7. More direct and indirect proofs are discussed in the later chapters. intermediate state. like rush hour traffic. are usually beyond your control. Other stresses. The analogy of falling asleep is not accidental. this will stimulate a non‐virtuous seed and we shall take an unfortunate rebirth. which may help may be you taking a different route. say. You can listen to music or educational 103 . for the process of sleeping. but if we die with an unpeaceful mind. in a state of anger. this will stimulate a virtuous seed and we shall take a fortunate rebirth. in order to lessen the stress. You can let the interrupters know you are busy and don't have time to talk. If we die with a peaceful mind. In that case. or traveling at a different time.

no matter how much you yell and gesture at other drivers to speed up. let go of the traffic. "Can I control it. places and things when we simply cannot. that we feel like our whole life is out of control and we'll never catch up.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM tapes or books-on-tape. change. People tend to blame other people. We are the ones who end up with the stress and resulting headaches! The people we try to control go home. That's why it is so easy to build up resentments against other people in situations or jobs when we don't think we have much control. or simply ignore us. We become so overwhelmed. you are powerless over everything on the road. change and 104 . change. or your time of travel. and you can control your stress! You can learn to manage a great deal of your stress by asking looking at each stressor and asking yourself. barely giving us a thought. Rush hour traffic won't seem as frustrating because you'll be doing something to help keep your mind off the traffic and other drivers. it impedes productivity and healthy teamwork. If you are stressed out because of others. A stressful commute can ruin your whole day. On the job. In order to let go of commute stress. You must accept that you cannot control the traffic. Control your attitude. with the exception of your car and your attitude. Once you understand the "control. don't let it! Accept that. you have to accept the situation. if you are unable to change your route. can I change it. or do I need to learn to let it go?" The "control. So much of our stress comes from trying to control other people. We spend too much time worrying about things over which we have no control that we have no energy left to control the things we can. or let go" concept is an important key to stress management. or let go" concept and start putting it into practice you will be able to deal much better with stressful situations. it's important to go through the steps of control.

chances are you will continue working or being around the "stressful people. We have to use our thoughts to control our emotions and our actions." or simply has a different style. what can you do? Can you change it? If so. I have experienced this myself. Unless you are ready to leave your job. Identify which stresses you can control. even when it is for our ultimate good. Take charge. how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it. Its possible to change yourself-talk about the situation. Unfortunately. and future." Ask yourself if the other person is actually a "stress carrier. present. we are propelled into the unknown. Letting go is a process. Pick something in your life that stresses you out. take appropriate action.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM letting go. It takes time. Can you control it? If so. and doesn't always happen at once just because we will it. what can you do in order to let go? You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can view it as scary because you don't know what the future holds. family. transformation is possible. take control or let it go. So. much of what we "know" no longer serves us. Present and Future Yes. Change is one of the most difficult things for people to experience. Do you need to let it go? If so. and learn to let go of the things you can't.8 Your Past. Remind yourself that there are people and events you cannot control. You have lots of opportunities to transform your past. we are reluctant to let go of the 105 . The choice is yours! 7. or the planet earth. All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. Change scares us because whenever things change.

So if we want to be transformed . So in order to experience a personal transformation we need to change our beliefs. but very difficult. where the stars magically time travel into the past. and then return to their present where they watch their lives and the lives of those around them happily change right in front of their very eyes. to alter our biological and experiential composition. specifically the beliefs that created the portions of our lives that we would like to have transformed. Therefore. changing our beliefs can seem scarier than changing things that are external to us. relationships.to change the form of our lives and bodies. Unfortunately. we must be willing to experience fear for a short while. our present. to have a "re-do" with a clean slate. state. or disposition. then. composition. To allow transformation to happen. 106 . The definition of "transform" is to make over to a radically different form. And that changing one's past history has already happened? This type of transformation was only possible in movies. in order to experience the transformation of our past. heroically changing the course of a pivotal event earlier in their lives. and to change our natural predisposition to life for the better . we have to be able to "be" with change and the fear that may accompany it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM familiar. and our future. I was always told and I believed it at the time that transforming my present and my future were possible. career. The clues to how we can enjoy all that are found in the definition of "transformation"–a fundamental alteration in one's system of beliefs. and money. a repetitive patterns in health. And it is often the familiar we want to change. By definition. to be transformed means we have to change.we need to experience a personal transformation.

i. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. Through understanding others better. There is one further need as a self-actualization is the need for a higher truth. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self.e. Maslow expresses the basic survival needs as the first priority.even our enemies . feelings and actions. and then expanding this self-realisation by communicating with others. to find and fully express one's true self.10 The Need for a Higher Truth This is the need required to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. This need has been evident in all cultures. expressed by all religions. and further enhancing the quality of communication with ever-increasing empathy and understanding. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of. It is the maturity of intuition. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. towards knowing God. control and self-esteem needs and the need for self-actualization.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7.9 The Basic Survival Need In the hierarchy of human needs. we need to see in all others .the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. 7. we can 107 . retaining integrity whatever the response. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. and the needs is concerned with man's highest potential when other needs have been met –such as needs for love and affection. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. which we can aspire to the highest potential of being human.

108 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM recognize their essential goodwill. This denial of feelings and true wishes or desires occurs because of fear that acting on them or communicating them will bring scorn or ridicule . And then put this self-realisation into action in your life. however misguided it might have become. will upset the apple cart. Move on to the next one when you have uncovered an awareness that you were previously suppressing.in short. to help his clients uncover and communicate their true feelings that previously were suppressed. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The psychologist Nathaniel Brandon developed a technique called Sentence Completion. Try completing the following sentences. But to continue suppressing what one truly wants is to die inside. 7. to lose integrity. with as much honesty and frankness as you can muster.

the perception you have of an event. I AND YOU MUST BE HIM TOO. you will be able to interpret and ‘create’ things from a higher vibration state. OR THING. THE ALL-IN-ALL. ONE EITHER IS GIVING LOVE. 8. OR ASKING FOR LOVE. EVERY PERSON. In other words. but how you choose to view it. how you choose to see something. Whatever perceptions you may have. you will say to yourself: I am creating that dog barking at me. BUT YOU. EVERYTHING IS THE MOST-HIGH. One will usually interpret an event by seeing it through whatever issues or beliefs he already have going on inside of him. PLACE. is not necessarily what is happening. IT IS NEVER ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON. THE ALL-THERE-IS.2 Our Reality Within and Without When we attach a value and a meaning to some event. and then living by those perceptions. OR THING IS A MIRROR AND HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A GIFT FOR YOU.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Laws of the Universe 8. THEREFORE. PLACE. What in me is making that dog bark at me? Then 109 . That dog is a mirror of something going on inside of me. AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. and a dog begins barking at you. Here is an example from one of my Source Codes: you are walking down the street. we are creating a perception. he will likely interpret what someone says as sounding angry.1 The Laws of the Universe      TO CREATE 100% OF A REALITY WHICH NO ONE CAN CREATE BUT YOU. may determine the reality you will have. If you clear yourself of internal issues. If you choose to live by the Laws which state that you create your own reality. If one is angry enough. it is our choice how to interpret what happened. In other words.

then you would perceive the situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. the dog was a mirror of what you were feeling. Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out what you are feeling fearful or angry about. In that way. then you will go through life hating yourself. You will continue to create situations where you feel bad about yourself. or anger. and there is no opportunity to heal. in all likelihood. and relationships and life will probably become a fearful thing for you. some energy of fear or anger that it felt from you. The dog reacted to something fearful. Why did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked. 110 . you do not take responsibility and accept that whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event. and heal it. What a mean. If. You may feel constantly ashamed and guilty. You will. thinking you are evil. maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about something. where you think you have done something wrong.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear. If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the way that you are a bad person and responsible for other people's emotions. It scared me half to death. You felt fearful or angry when the dog barked. in your outer world. for making them feel bad about you. perhaps without knowing it. stupid dog a bulah-bulah . and that alerted you to the fact that you had to be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the outside. a mirror. however. And then nothing gets looked at internally. get clear. create your life where things always seem to go wrong.

in reality. guilt or self hatred. are made conscious . what you want to believe . thinking it is someone else's fault. How can they. When you know that you are responsible only for what you believe and what you feel. Other's responses to you are. to create their life a certain way. as well. that feelings and beliefs about reality can only come from within. in victim consciousness. things don't change.or. and that someone else has the power over their life. 111 . Then you have the opportunity to believe and create your life in any way you choose . if they never accept that they are the ones responsible for creating life that way in the first place? You can't change something if you don't think you created it to begin with . instead of themselves. And your life will also change when any false perceptions you have about yourself. you have become a victim. As soon as you give up 100% responsibility for creating your own reality. and you no longer blame anyone else for your life. You no longer believe it if others tried to blame you. there is no longer shame or blame. and when you know that others are responsible only for what they feel and believe. Victims remain stuck. not unconsciously.and you change them. You choose consciously. all of this will change as your perception and understanding of how the universe works becomes clearer such as the understanding that no one can create the reality of another.in a good way that works for you.you perceive yourself and life and others in a way that is positive and allows life to work harmoniously for you. If you remain a victim.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM And. from what each person chooses to believe. because victims never heal. That is being the creator of your life. as soon as you give up the responsible role. as soon as you think someone is doing something to you. if you don't believe that you even have the power to create or change anything.

where do I still think that I am not ok? I identify the judgment I am making against myself. It isn't because of what someone else did. as it should. What is the mirror to me? Has instantly removed the judgment. all of us are really asking for love. Note that if there is no charge. It is above forgiveness. I ask: What in me been created that is in my reality? In reality. They are simply being a mirror of my own issue. All is perfect.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM only a reflection of your own energy and a reflection of whatever energy you are putting out. If we look at it all as perfect. You create what you believe in. I then ask: What part of me do I still not love. we immediately move into the energy of Love. not the victim. it's not Truth. If it's complicated. which is what we all truly want. Acceptance is the higher vibration. The situation just reflected what was already there in you. Know that if you feel anger or any other unpleasant or uncomfortable emotion. there is only acceptance. and therefore I judge it? Then I look at the other person and think: I don't need to judge them. you must carry that energy within you. Acceptance says all is happening perfectly. if we look at it from being the Creator. and Peace. Then you have the opportunity to see what the mirror is for you. because forgiveness implies that something has been done wrong. Whatever is happening enables us to grow. The higher vibration is to see whatever happens as a mirror of oneself in the ‘now’ or presently: You may ask yourself this question: Am I still doing that? Where do I still hold that judgment about myself . In other words. if you have a perception that someone is a hurtful person. or have inside of you. Then there is no judgment. you must have a belief that you will be hurt. Trust. to see what you carry within yourself so that you can heal. They then just play the role for you that you are expecting. grow. and 112 .

That is what our emotions do. or Energy. we must generate positive emotions from clear thoughts and perceptions. put into motion. and what kind of emotion it creates. seeing your reflection in another or in a situation is a positive and useful thing. First we have our thought. Look at it this way: E-motion. or perception. Use your five (5) senses to ask if something doesn't feel right or comfortable in the way you are responding or feeling.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM change . to create in a positive way. in other words. or manifestation. They move energy and bring things into motion. In a thought triggers emotion you can see what kind of thoughts you are thinking. But it is the emotional energy. Get a new perspective. the fuel that allows something to get created.therefore. See how you feel. The word emotion is a fascinating word. The force behind what we feel is what allows us to create. Lower vibration expectation judgment rejection/blame sorrow/apologizing Higher vibration Responding from compassion observing acceptance seeing the mirror 113 . change the thoughts you are thinking. "I felt so strongly about that that I had to rush out and do it". If you don't like the emotion you are feeling. Therefore. Healing comes from taking responsibility – the 3rd law.

Check out what your fear is about. and that keep you from manifesting what you want. If you treat yourself with love. you will reinforce the lower vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault. In reality. 8.. it will fall into one or more of these categories. that create the difficulty you are in. another's flaws.. You need to find out what your true desire is. There is only growth and love. This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs are that keep you in fear.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire To find out and work with your fear. etc. That's what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief.. comes from feeling guilt and shame. and you will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized." There are 3 universal fears: (1) abandonment (2) not feeling worthy or good enough (3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender Any time there is a fear. what keeps you in it. who you think did what to you. you have the chance to 114 .say or write the negative expression of it: all that you think is going on. you will be able to see that when you face an issue in yourself. there is no shame or guilt. first state what you fear .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Fear is only a mask of our true desire. You will continue to create the same kind of situations. ALL BELIEFS THAT CAUSE YOU FEAR ARE ERRONEOUS. what bothers you. you will keep yourself in judgment. or masked desire. that make you see your own issues in others and judge them for it. and state that desire 100% positively: "I choose to have or create. until you get out of the program and have a new perception.

of what we experience. Re-adjusting an Old Belief Own the fear or pattern. For example: "I am powerful" or "I am a loving. Use all positive words.5 1. 5. 6. In order to get away from the shame. wonderful human being." or "I am able to love myself. You judge something or someone. 3. and you hide it all away so you're not aware the issue is really even there. And that is the perfection of the journey. Then put your highest truth in the form of an "I am" statement. Then you become fearful that you will be punished. See how you react to a given situation . or deal with it in some way. You feel guilty. 8. 4. ever more loving. You feel guilty about doing that and the loop goes on. expressing what you choose to create. of seeing ourselves in the mirror. that it's yours. This is called projection. you blame others. You feel guilty about doing that. until the negative program is neutralized.look at what you are afraid of. 8." Continue to say your positive I am statement throughout the day and for as long as you need to. Ask: "What keeps me believing in that fear? What will happen if I let go of it? What is the pay off for keeping it? What do I get to do or not do if I keep the fear?" 115 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM become even clearer. including yourself. 2. say or write your preferred truth. You put it out on someone or something else. You feel shame. as 100% positive.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself Next. 7. Here is the cycle of an erroneous core belief loop: 1.

or change it. Your intention must be followed by willingness. You must have a new belief. Now. 5. decide what you want to change it to. Decide if you want to keep the program. Fears can be survival tools. Ask Spirit or your Higher-Self. exactly. and we tend to want to hold onto them through our anger or other emotional reactions because it's the only way of life we've known. Be specific. If you choose to believe in a new reality. step by step. What would you feel? Let that feeling flow into every cell of your body. or a new thought form. What could be better than that? Fears have supported us. This is the energy that sucks ways of behaving out of fear:  Being aloof. And that which creates joy. a choice for a new perception.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 2. observe why. but will keep you locked in a lower vibration that doesn't help your life." You can even state how you will do it. If you decide to keep it. you eliminate fear. If you decide to change it. plus emotion creates the transformation into new ways of being and brings about the new pattern you are choosing. Put out your intention . growth and freedom. "E-Motion" means deep feeling and it is the energy that puts things into motion. without judgment. 3. Say: "I intend to do …. 4. for guidance or help to achieve the new intention. 116 . State your new reality in the form of "I am" 6. Decide if this pattern serves you anymore. most importantly allow yourself to feel very clearly and strongly what it would feel like to operate out of and have that new belief in your life. Intention.what you intend to create.

If you are in resistance to something. you are into blaming. Change the perception that there was any damage done in a given situation. you are judging. It is all perfect. the mirror of that really is: you are in judgment of yourself. then you created that situation for some reason.. you are caught between realities and aren't sure what to believe. If you are in fear. instead.).. you are actually holding a belief that you are inadequate to deal with something. A fear of judgment is actually a desire for unconditional love." If you find yourself worried or fearful about what other people think.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM     Being an interrogator (Who did this?. If you are the creator.?! Didn't you realize that. There is no war happening.?! etc.... Ask: What is the gift of the mirror for me here? If you are asking why. Go to your heart. Being an intimidator (energy makes others feel afraid of you by backing people down). What are you resisting? Identify what you are getting by holding onto the pain. Why did you. If you are in doubt. Being a "poor me. Being someone who creates confusion for others (gets them off center). It is a false belief that you will lose control or power. because: 117 . and you are fearing a loss of power. you are trying to be in control. Move instead to acceptance. unless you create one by your perception. What was the reason? If you are in pain. If you are in pain. you are in resistance to something.

What you can create is responding from Peace and living from higher vibration states. It's already working out perfectly. if you know that you are God.neither side of which is the real truth. The Most-High. But. And that is all there is. The ego controls emotions. The ego was designed to deal with polarity . The Higher Truth is larger than.and that perception comes with seeing from a single eye. Everything is already perfect. It is impossible to do so. We need it for our wide range of emotions. and there is no need for you to try to control anything. That then creates a reality that will mirror that higher vibration state. It is the point in the middle. we must understand the Higher Truth . Listen to the Higher Self. the neutral point where there is no attachment. the zero point. which we learn from . either side of polarity. the spiritual eye. Self sabotage is the ego in its lower vibration. It helps us decide what we want to experience and learn in this lifetime. 8.in this way we learn to work with energy and use it appropriately. Using these laws will help you to allow others to express themselves.that all is One. while you remain at peace. And everything else is God. anyway. 118 . that is power enough. too.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM If you identify with God. bigger than. The ego's true purpose is to offer us choice by comparison. One Energy Source . That is why we see this reality with 2 eyes. what lessons they have set up to learn for themselves. Honor where someone is in their development.6 The Role of the Ego It is the ego which allows us to be in this reality where there is duality.

For one thing. This is why even the attempt to disconnect ourselves from our present life-level already belongs to a higher level of understanding. the frustration fades and in its place.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Accept WHAT IS as Perfection. For instance. then use your power of choice to create the reality that you prefer.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach When you hear someone say. Life becomes instantly better. This all becomes clear once we understand that unhappiness does not come at us.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges Only the person who never gives up in life. it comes from us. what he is really saying without realizing it is that he's sick and tired of suffering from his own lack of understanding. the easier our whole life flows. And the more we inwardly grow. but only if he learns to welcome them as part of his journey. learning flowers. The understanding of this spiritual principle allows us to disconnect ourselves from our impatience. "I'm sick and tired of it all". makes this truly self-liberating discovery: those places that he once mistook as being impassible barriers to his happiness become as bridges to the same. impatience with our level of understanding is the very level of understanding we are impatient with. 119 . From now on you must spin your straw into gold. who persists with his wish to find and fulfill the promise of himself. 8. This new and higher idea of disconnecting ourselves from whatever we think has us blocked leads to true self-liberation because we have never been trapped by anything outside of our own lack of understanding. So be it! 8.

Remember this. because you have stopped creating them. The more you work at this special kind of letting go. When self-discovery becomes more important than winning. then every situation in life presents you with an opportunity to win in a new way. the hardest step is always the one you have never taken before. Every time you step past yourself. Risk only comes into account in the self-limited view of seeing life as a win/lose scenario. with persistence. fear turns into fearlessness because you have disconnected yourself from yourself. the freer your days will flow and the higher your life will go. You must persist in spite of all forces that seem to be against your wish to break through to a New You. there are no real obstacles to keep you from making it all the way to a Brand New World. because doubt and fear form the perimeter of all self-limiting barriers. freedom to take another and yet another step into the great unknown where eventually. You must persist even if it is only with your wish to be persistent. The greater the doubt you will step across. you are getting out of your own way! Practice selfdisconnect as often as you can. In the truest meaning of the words. 120 . Persistence is everything in your personal work. With any true innergrowth. the greater the possibility for walking beyond yourself. Barriers begin to crumble and disappear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This new. intelligent action we are calling "self-disconnect" works for you by gradually breaking down the painful circle-ofself that is repeatedly formed by asking the problem for the solution. you win a little more freedom. Believe me.

and observe it happening. and surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged. you may become 121 . but you can also access it visually. but after you have locked it in. start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is not. or you can just let your unconscious show you what it thinks is most important first. just like brushing your teeth. By feeling. You can detach from both. and a feeling. This is not a process you can do once and call it done. Notice what bugs you. Surrender those places. we mean a sensation in your body. A muscle may twitch.1 Finding Karma You can work through your karma the slow way. by living it. every day there is a conversation going on between your mind and your body. not just the brain. Your thoughts can trigger it. and by the next day the next layer shows up to be cleared. or you can go looking for it. and another emotion. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding eight times a day for at least two weeks. It is daily hygiene. Your body will only show your karma that is ready to be cleared. Day to day events will also trigger karma. It is like peeling the onion – do remember this. Clear it all one day. Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining memory. bring it into consciousness. do the grounding as usual.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Karma 9. You can be very methodical and start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through your body. It is by the emotional content of karma that we usually discover it. All day. and your body provides an emotion. which brings another thought. You have a thought. Then.

if you are dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra issues. It is therefore preferable to do it visually. You are an infinite spirit. those karmas that have the same auras with yours at the time of your action. as a mild physical discomfort that draws your attention to what areas need clearing. But must feel fancy to do it. successfully. and back down the front to the knot. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body. Feel the tension. you might feel a tightness around the bottom of your ribs like say you cannot take a deep full breath. Take for example. by pumping my belly several times during a breathing exercise. back in the heel. You will observe the sensation with detachment. You might trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and through the foot into the earth. up the back of the leg following it's own path to the shoulders and around one side of the head. or a knot in your stomach. or a tingling in you head. you will follow the connections it makes through the body. where it is feeding on the energy meridians. and so you can watch the mind and body chatting away to each other. You are not only your mind.) If you are clearing karma from someone you know by remote. your country. Those tension points are your karma. and surrender it. I do this every night. or an ache in my back.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM aware of a place of tension inside of you. your environment. (Know that you will clear. and simply surrender the tension points the body shows you. your ancestors. By doing this I release any thing that gave me tension during the day. or your body. Even after you clear your personal karma. Yes it is a simple thing to do if you decided to do it. You can then visualize and clear the 122 . you will tend to feel it in your body. you may go on to clear the karma of the group ego mind of your city.

You go left to end up at the left. Clockwise dancing and vortexes are most often used in Wicca. so I use counter-clockwise vortexes 100% of the time. That aspect of surrender is very important if you have faith. I'm sure everyone has had the experience of a spell having unexpected negative side effects? Counter-clockwise spin dissipates energy. Do clear your karma! It is so simple. out your feet. Your attention to something is an attachment to it. I RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIII all night.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM whole circuit and everything attached to the knot to be removed as well.) 123 . (Usually. so it can be used to break up and remove the blockages of karma. will detach your attention from it. So be it! 9. submission and gratitude. and sometimes burning up in the heart chakra or simply disappearing and to be absorbed by the Unity. Worry shows lack of faith. and also shows that you believe it is handled.2 Clearing Karma Faith method Faith. or use the name of whatever Deity or Power you prefer. Give it up to Cosmic Reality. and you are not going to worry about it anymore. Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards. do the magic. Feel it flowing out your head. God/Spirit/Cosmic Reality will take care of it. I seek nothingness or void. That action can result in the manifestation of Karma. surrender. Practice! Practice!! Practice!!! You may also use counter-clockwise tornados. but sometimes. so you need to let go by distracting yourself so Cosmic Reality can take it. while somebody else prefers the opposite.

including life itself is a gift of Spirit. gift is what it is. and it will change. Thank you is showing trust that nails the request into the Now. this funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling. which It has. will fall away.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sometimes a release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a desire to stretch. seals the deal. this pain in my body. as all of the crap that held one in a slouched posture. After the pause of breath. this feeling of doubt. The reason you offer it as a ‘gift’. She will give it a tune-up and hand it back. there must be recognition of stuff (or the so called ‘gift” you wish to give out). Thanking Spirit for accepting the gift. or giving away something you need. somehow through visualization or feeling. Don't worry about giving up too much. 124 . is like showing faith that you believe and expect that It will and that. First. Even If you don't like something. One of the most dramatic cases of this is that one may grew 8 cm taller in a single night. is also an attachment. Some people don't like this idea of giving karmic crap to Cosmic Reality as a gift. completely differently. What is to be released might be. whether we judge it as gift or garbage from our limited perspective. This is real. All of its silver linings will be showing. if it is still present. apply gratitude. gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave away used to be and you will discover you see it. What is given to Cosmic Reality. and relax when the memory is cleared. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain. Everything in life. this annoyance with so and so. surely comes back better if it is still needed. curled protectively around his belly. like “So be it” or “Amen” or “Ashe”. getting a grasp on what is to be released. It good to know that gratitude itself can be enough to remove a blockage. and your negative opinion of wanting it gone. is that Cosmic Reality doesn't judge it.

and every time you see a spider it gets worse. All Yours. Alternate phrases: “Cosmic Reality. After a speck of karma is first created. please take this. Thank you very much. It is a gift for You. in top down fashion from point of origin. your environment. that is related. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left. This phrase asks Cosmic Reality to go back to before the first event occurred. All Yours. and clear the whole pattern from the beginning. you did not know to release it. all other events that came after disappear right into the now. Find and surrender those bits too. wherever it exists. Cosmic Reality will know what to take.it no longer exists.” (breathe a sigh of release) This clears what you can see and what you cannot see. the universe is being created and uncreated in every moment. It is a gift for You. so instead it got bigger from your resistance.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Give up karma. your past lives. Time and space are illusions. Likely. get back insight and compassion. For example. Thank you very much. The point of power is in the 125 . The event is gone as if it never existed .” (breathe sigh of release) This is time travel to change the past. When the first event is cleared. perhaps when you were a child someone put a spider down your shirt. as Cosmic Reality gives you an opportunity to make a choice to release it. Like. some issues may have connections and reflections all through you. “Cosmic Reality. it will come up again and again. because your indication of this ‘gift’ didn't cover everything. and everything connected to it. and ever since then you have had a phobia about spiders. and even in other people. please take this.

portable holes. It is the Will of God/Allah. for I am.. please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I surrendered to You.” (Breathe in light. All Yours. Cosmic Reality has it handled. It is a gift for You. hand them over now! “Cosmic Reality.. 126 .” (breathe a sigh of release) You must clear everything and everything connected with it. It will be as Cosmic Reality Wills. and using this phrase you can change the past using the power of surrender in the now. Thank you very much. Even though I walk in the valley of death I will fear no evil. Nature abhors a vacuum. in top down fashion from point of origin. through your feet. It is in the hands of Fate. and everything connected to it.) Additional universal phrases of surrender: Cosmic Reality (God/Allah…) Will be Done. please take this. Surrender the karmic stuff. “Cosmic Reality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. I release any attachments. so it is important to fill the ‘void’ with light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of ‘empty’ and seeking new attachments to fill the void. Thank you very much. all the way back into the past. used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light. then also surrender the hole where it used to be like bugs bunny cartoon.

love. Even without intuition. because the cords of love between people are stronger than attachments to things.3 Aka Cords: The Unity The ‘Aka cords’ is a term from Huna mysticism. For healers. So be aware! 127 . Sometimes a patient will continue to draw energy from a healer after the session is finished. Most cords are flimsy and fade quickly. love etc. attraction.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 9. For most people. Everything is connected to every other thing: relationship. They are the ‘super strings’ that are holding the universe together. These etheric cords are a normal connection between friends and lovers. However. professional psychics and other folks who are doing energy work. and while this is a good thing in the short term. and information. everything you touch. As aka cords show up in the etheric. Like the apron-strings between mother and child. they are the underlying nature of how relationships connect people. it becomes more important to keep the tools in order and cut cord attachments that no longer serve. it becomes very easy to manage these cords with the power of imagination. knowing about the cords is not very important because the unconscious mind takes care of them. one can do the ritual. or negative addiction for the patient. creates a thread of energy between you and it. This usually happens on an unconscious level for most people. these threads of attraction are usually are only readily visible when they represent the union in relationships. Everything you see. Guardian angels (personal Malaeka) will act on your requests – so you think. When you grow an awareness of these threads. they are how we exchange empathy. and they can also become negative attachments and vampiric siphons. in the long term it can be hard on the healer and become a crutch. gravity. it defines aka cords very elegantly.

Then ask to be shown ones that do not serve. Always determine to cut them out. I give up my fears to Him. This method is nice and simple.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is why it is necessary to occasionally do a ritual to cut any aka cords that are not in one’s highest good. I ask that the highest good be done. and send love. as I am not yet free of creative fears. or just 128 . as said earlier. Usually I may not ask who is cut. but those who are determined. and cut them out of the race. In the ritual you first ask to be shown the beneficial cords. or sense it. Get grounded and draw in as much light as you can hold. especially with the earth's fiery crystal core. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people who are in service to your Highest Good. You may possibly get a sense of being surrounded by a crowd of people. by sending out a last blast of unconditional love and make the fire to manifest whatever the person on the other end needs. So. so that you don't cut cords which represent win/win relationships that serve your highest good. You may get an impression of being in the center of a big spider web or perhaps a cocoon with many threads coming from different chakras and radiating out from you in all directions. and get to ride out of duality. It is best to be clear in your intention. first. gratitude and blessings down these cords – Use power of imagination. will sometimes show up in your life again. You may feel it. anyways. There is only fear to fear. or simply connect new cords as often as they are cut. into that space where all things begin. and only those cords. or see it. one of my Source Codes said: I simply trust in the judgment of my Higher-Self or AllThat-Is. and it comes from me. There are several ways to disconnect cords. With your imagination.

imagine that it burns up the cord like a lit fuse. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people or things that feed on your energy but do not serve your highest good..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM imagine it there. to tell you they were thinking of you warmly. breathe more light into yourself. Be sure to offer thanks to Goddess for Her abundance that allows you to be generous. so that the cord is gone. You do not need to know what it manifests as. to replace what you gave away. These are the cords that benefit you. Then. so you do not need to clear them. and let the vision go. Release a generous blast of the light you have drawn into yourself down the cord. as a farewell gift of unconditional love for them that will show up on their end as whatever it is they think they need from you. What is important is your intention. once again fill yourself with as much light as you can hold. and conclude the ritual.. You may find that some of these people will unconsciously feel the cord being disconnected. Do not be surprised if some old friends contact you in the days following. it doesn't matter. As the light goes down the cord. this means that the recipient's higher self or unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best. Let your intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the form in which the love manifests on the other end. and they 129 . Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and supported. Nice bonus! Then. Most of these are people who want something that they think you can give them. Thank these people for being in your life and gratefully send light and love down the cords to them. Essentially. This time.

Be clear in your intention not to feed on their energy. like a leech dropping off.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM might contact you in the days following and complain that you feel distant. They will give up. When these vampires realize (probably unconsciously) that there is no free lunch and they are no longer getting fed/rewarded through the cords. repeat the exercise. Since you are just taking your own energy back. pull in their cords and stop preying on you. Give love to those who support you as before. If you are dealing with this kind of persistent bottomless pit vampire. you are not going to get any junk from them. you leave the cords as they are. instead of sending them more energy. the bottomless pits will not be satisfied with your gift and will promptly a reattach to you. there is another method you can use according to my Source Code. they will detach them from you on their own. There will be fewer cords than before. Take your time at it. They may go off and feed on someone else. In this technique.No. but you cannot control what 130 . The cords that have been reattached will be those of the persistent bottomless pit vampires who reconnect the cords no matter how many times you cut them. or how much of what kind of energy you send. but only to take back your own stolen energy from them. You would not want them to pass out while driving – would you? or anything of that nature . ideally there will be none. and again ask to see the cords that connect you to those who do not serve your highest good. Twenty four to seventy hours later. but reverse the flow and take back only your own energy that they stole from you. Others. sip slowly so they will not be abruptly and unnecessarily deflated. Imagine you are sucking on the cords like a drinking straw.

I put it on autopilot. Then if there are still any negative cords that have been reconnected in spite of your generosity. 131 . I'm not suggesting you do this. and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give up and detach. as they are formed. or the Earth source. spiritual world. in the etheric. though.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM someone else does. The traditional ritual is good practice for learning about how relationships work. I ask my guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me.. When I get impatient with it. leave them attached. as They think best. astral. on my end and plug them into the sender's higher self. Learn. You are learning.. You can only control your own energy or you tax your daily Karma unduelly. To do this.

some objects are in motion. How? 132 . another body moved any moved body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Concept of the Prime Mover 10. Saints and Prophets waver in a pool of open and logical challenges. race to another. that if an object itself is moving and it is necessarily being moved by some other object. The question of evolution or creation of Man. This notion needs to be examined logically and brought to its finality.. then the motion of a body is the result of its being moved by some other body. because of a sole reliance on spiritual perceptions.e. In the so-called cosmological proof: that in the worlds. tribe. since there was nobody there in the origin. Therefore one can definitely arrive at a prime mover that is not moved by anything. Even the Pious. animals or non-living things is not solely coming to mind now. a system beyond the Milky Way Galaxy (a rotating disk containing about 1011 stars including our Sun) came about. The above conclusion belongs to simple-minded and lazyminded individuals. era. which change from one time. Prime Mover If we apply the idea of causality to the study of motion of objects. then the latter must necessarily be moved by something else. i. that the above argument cannot be repeated indefinitely. All motions result from being moved by some other objects. What comes to mind is how the spiral galaxy.

. He made him complete and breathed into him of His spirit. (Bible) The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime Mover. These instruments give them vast scope within which to exercise their imaginations only. and at the time of the creation of Man. some features were incorporated during the ‘time’ of creation. What happened before this statement was pronounced could not be ascertained. Cosmogonists can reach their conclusions only on the basis of the subtle observations that are barely within reach of modern instruments. and it points to the mystical relation between human and Divine Nature. animals and other earthly things. Let there be light and there was light. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. There are two models for the creation of the Universe: Big Bang and Continuous Creation. It is only obvious and quite clear that the Earth was in a total darkness before this command was initiated. (Qur’an) This is saying that the spirit of God is breathed into every man created. And for the created man to function properly. 133 . The following few observations and analyses are to be noted without any bias reference.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Nobody was around at the origin. animal and other matters in this Earth. back to the period of the creation of man. it is that you give thanks. perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe. These would be brought forward in the discussion. It was believed that God had made the command. vividly. . (The Bible) Obviously this has taken us. So there are no eyewitness reports. and gave you ears and eyes .

who were the descendants of the primordial ancestors. Note that Qi = breath. through sacrifice or rituals. The next question is when and where? 134 . AD) This simply means that stars are being formed by the contraction (mover) of gas clouds. And that the universe was in existence before the so-called Aur-Amashida. hua = essence and Heavenly River is the Milky Way. They referred to their Ancestors and not a particular Deity. jing hua floats aloft.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. a Chinese scholar in the 3rd Century. to the Supreme Being. (Qur’an) This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of the Universe. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they could create as wished. They have lesser gods who carry off their request. So there had been an existence somewhere else. (African Tradition) This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated from another world or space to found or husband the earth. Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any thing regarding human creation. so to say. it is called the Heavenly River. Qi representing the context of God’s breath in this respect. There was no indication of the period of and what brought about this action. Qi develops and rises. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear. (Wu Li Lun. This is confirmed through most of their words and doings. turning about following the flow. The above statement supports the two above references mentioned from the holy Qur’an.

000 years ago and first left the continent to begin its world wide spread 100. but in its mitochondria. the galaxies would have moved apart to the point where the amount of space between them had increased or even doubled. water and the energy that runs the cell. at least) individual receive all their mitochondria from their mothers.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM According to a superior account. According to the Continous Creation (CC). which convert sugar and oxygen into carbon dioxide. in a proper study of mankind. And in the course of some billions of years. When the highly condensed hydrogen matter exploded from its own core (see Chapter 9) pressure and created showers 135 . Allan Wilson at the University of California. are the descendants of bacteria that took up residence in eukaryotic cells about 18 billion years ago. it is easy to trace mitochondria DNA back through the generations without having to worry about the mixing of genes from mother and father that goes on in the rest of the DNA. Scientists have two general models for the existence of Universe: Continous Creation and Big Bang (Scientific Statement). Wilson’s work relied on a type of DNA found not in the cell nucleus. One consequence of their origin is that they carry their own genes. the amount of matter in the Universe would double as a result of the slow drizzle of creation. In this action. has shown by genetics and after studying the pattern of DNA (DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID) in people now alive and produced a human family tree showing that the species emerged in Africa about 200.000 years ago. And since (in people. These structures. creation is continuing all the time and so very slowly for any known sensitive instrument can measure.

The fifth energy was formed in order to eternalize the initial outburst. Man-made explosive matters are ones that quickly come to mind.000 years ago (since whatever vision. The word ‘join’ could mean that the total elements of the Universe were originally in a single space. So. but formed within the fifth energy product of the Big Bang. The first ever Big Bang (of stored energy in vacuum or void) explosion. be it spiritual or scientific) so as to claim who is or was the Prime Mover. it is absolutely unreasonable for any human being. What could be certain is the existence of Matter. Strong nuclear and Weak nuclear are acting together (Unity) in the space-less compact at the equivalent or even beyond the speed of light. From the above examinations and analyses. but broken apart due to a bang or expand continuously in space. the energy required in this creation is zero equivalent energy of light balanced with the negative energy of gravitational field. The lesson here is that both light and spirit evolved at the same time since the occurrence of the first Big Bang. Electromagnetism. just in a recent time of less than. 200. could have been released and registered between 10 to 20 billion years ago. So is the word: The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. The fission and fusions of atoms forming bombs. Behind the Matter is the Mind at work. such as one produced our Milky Ways. miraculous occurrence that might have happen to man must fall within the light of the formation of the Milky Ways. in the presence of light space. hanging about There have been other minor explosions. The time of the bang obviously would be so negligible. A stupid question asked by feeble-minded individuals. Visible Matter has the same 136 . the four energy laws came into play: Gravity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of still expanding galaxies. who just came to this Realm of Existence.

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exactitude of proportion and precise method granted by the Invisible Mind. What we should bear in mind is that there is and was no such thing as injustice in the Universe. What it means here is that if we have granted the above stated premises concerning the composition of Mind and Matter, there can be no such thing as injustice. Yet seemingly unjust things are done every day and seemingly go unpunished, because the punishments are always administered. So the so-called ‘scientific ghosts’ come in i.e. vengeance is mine. The sinner who imagines his sins are undiscovered is a compound fool who deceives himself. For instance, a murderer (direct or indirect) who has secretly torn the life of his shrieking victim in some unfrequented spot, and has succeeded in hiding his crime from what we call ‘justice’ cannot escape the Spiritual Law of vengeance within the Unity. Murdered creature often returns to the Realm of Existence in human form to dodge his murderer down. No known man has ever escaped the psychic law of equity any more than we can escape the material law of gravitation. So, it unbelievable therefore to attribute the spiritual law of vengeance on the Most High or the so-called prime Mover. Not much of a Deity or a prime Mover but what you are or represent. If there is any race with superior historical pride over others, it is the Africans. Their existence was closer to the period of the so-called ‘creation’; hence they have full authority talking about the Prime-or-Nonprime Mover. As more scientific researches are proceeding, Africans are likely to be proved right. So be it! One of the oldest questions to be asked about the universe was "How did it begin?" That question always puzzled mankind. The answer to such question depended on the faith and civilisation current to the scientist.

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In the early days of the Greek philosophers the universe was the making of gods and goddesses, but how they actually performed the act of creation was not to be inquired into, for such matters were considered divine and, thus, laid outside man's comprehension. The Greek plan incorporated a marvellous scientific picture of the universe, for whilst they described the motions of the planets with mathematical precision, they believed them to be, like the stars, made of some celestial material that never decayed. In ancient China, the whole universe, everything on earth and in the sky, was considered part of a giant organism. However, they envisaged a universe that was many millions of years old and, in this respect, they were close to today's view. Western civilisation has grown up under the influence of Greek ideas and also that of Chinese teachings, which insist on a single God who is creator and sustainer of the universe; a God, who is also the single God according to the Muslim faith. The Bible does not contain any scientific information of note about the universe, but it reminds us of that: In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Galileo used to be fond of saying that the Bible teaches the way to go to heaven, not the way heavens go. The Church, in its constant attempts to keep the masses under its control, permitted no speculation into these divine matters. The misfortune of Copernicus, as a result of his statement, that it was the sun and not the earth to be the centre of the spherical universe, is well known. Even after the beginning of the modern scientific period, when Newton had worked out the motions of planets in great detail and also invented the idea of universal gravitation, people still considered the creation of the universe to be a divine act, which lies above speculation.

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With the vast amount of information collected by observation of deep space in the last sixty years, as well as the development of relativity and quantum theory, scientists are at last in a position to work out how the universe began. Today, speculation and scientific research into cosmology lies outside the realm of religion, to the extent that some scientists today do not consider the creation of the universe to be a divine act altogether. However, these scientists are forgetting that when they trace the origin of the universe to its origin, or to that moment that sparked the beginning... they too concede that science becomes unable to function, for at that initial moment all the laws of physics seem to break down. The failure of some scientists to contribute this initial moment of creation to a divine force stems from the fact that they think of this initial moment as the moment when all the laws of physics break down, rather than being the moment when all the laws of physics came to be. The creation of the universe is a subject that is given great attention in the Qur’an. The huge and varied amount of information contained in the Qur’an about almost every stage and aspect of the creation continues to astound scientists today because of its very accurate agreement with 20th century knowledge. How can a book written in the 7th century contain such a rich amount of scientific information that was to be attained 14 centuries later? Much of this information was discovered only in the last fifty years! Neutral and unbiased observers do consider this to be valid evidence that such a book could never have been the product of any human being for the simple reason that, at the time, no human possessed such knowledge. All the evidence available today suggests an explosive origin to the universe that brought both space and time into

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This view has been confirmed by the later discovery of the background microwave radiation. Matter and space were joined as one and then were separated in the explosion. It must be stated here that. was written openly by one of my Source Codes. The eventual formation of galaxies resulted as a condensation. The Big Bang itself resulted from an extremely dense singularity. (It is very important to know that science does not discriminate when it comes to disseminating of facts and nothing but facts.) "Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were joined together and we ripped them apart?" The subsequent history of the Big Bang saw the Americans George Gamow. The creation of the universe is one of matter. The theory of the Big Bank which has successfully taken over the place of the 'Steady state' theory was worked out in the 1920's by two scientists quite independently of each other. of hot gases which was mainly hydrogen. but may also have 140 . which could also be found in all other scriptures. It is the facts the Nothingness of Self-Esteem cares about. under gravitational pull. are not known to be direct to any scientific statements. Ralph Alpher and Robert Horman indicate that the whole event took place at a very high temperature. This is what is referred to as the ‘Big Bang’. because they open up some basic facts that no one can push aside.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM existence. the Russian meteorologist Alexksandr Friedmann and the Belgian mathematician Georges Lemaitre. This is described in the Qur’an. These facts. space and time that are intimately linked together. until proved otherwise. most of the italics to follow are written from the Qur’an without any emphases or reference [any individuals who want to know more must read more].

The speed. if you were to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth altogether. It is the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape the gravity of a planet or star. which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. but smoke." Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas. Gravity was the brilliant divine invention. life would not have evolved on earth. If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky. This is what is known as the escape velocity. The universe in its very early stages was. But. it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored in the throw but. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its own. which also applies to earth and. the gravity of the earth will overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. 141 . still in the form of hot gases which is mentioned in the Qur’an in the following verse: "Then He took hold of the sky when it was smoke. No planet would ever revolve around its mother star. eventually. the gas has gradually condensed into individual starts. Once these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern their motion. mass and distance of two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an orbit. otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in straight lines dispersing into space. thus. thus.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM contained helium and a few other light elements as well. and with the formation of galaxies. because the whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun. working as an equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise orbits for all heavenly bodies. Over the ages.

" ‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only. As a result.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM When an artificial satellite is placed in orbit around the earth. all travelling in orbits. 142 . continue throughout the life of the star. The endless intricate orbits and mathematical precision in the universe leave one in a gasp in awe.) These very accurate balances are mentioned in the following two following verses: "The sun and the moon follow courses precisely computed" and "And the sky He raised and set the balance" The orbits of the heavenly bodies are mentioned in the verse: "And the sun and the moon. to say at least seven million degrees Kelvin (K). These reactions. When the material in the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently. and all other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules. its speed is reduced which reduces its kinetic energy and with some directional adjustments its kinetic energy can be equated with the earth'' gravity. which are similar to those which take place in an hydrogen bomb. (All the planets that circulate around stars also revolve round the centre of gravity of their own galaxies. All these adjustments must be very precisely executed at a precise distance and speed otherwise a correct orbit cannot be obtained. nuclear reactions begin. The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start to shrink under their own gravitational pull. their central regions become denser and hot. while the satellite is shooting out of the earth's gravitational field. what happens is that at a required distance.

and a moon giving light. even no fire touches it. but only reflect light.whose oil is well lit." "It is He who made the sun to lighten up and the moon that is lightened." The verse mentions a star..as in a burning wood. planets do not emit any light of their own.'nuclear reactions'. What actually takes place inside a star is that hydrogen is converted to helium with the emission of huge energy. the Big Bang theory. These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types of radiation into space. But. it's oil (i. This is precisely what the Qur’an speaks of with the words: "…as if it were a brilliant star……. a very important discovery was made. together with the detection of the red shift in the spectrum of far away galaxies. The visible section of those waves which are found between the ultraviolet and the infra-red is the sunlight. The verse is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star." In 1965. This differentiation between natural light and reflected light is mentioned with the words: "Blessed is He who made constellations in the sky and placed there in a lamp.e. gave birth to yet a new concept and that was the universe is expanding- 143 . fuel).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These reactions are distinctly different from ordinary combustion . On the other hand. and that was the background radiation which supported the Big Bang theory. and a reaction which is not combustion (fire) . from x-rays and gamma rays in the short waves all the way to the longer radio waves.

Mercury. When applied to light waves it was found that if the source of light is approaching its light would be shifted towards the blue end of the spectrum. it will expand to become a red giant. This conclusion is literally mentioned in the Qur’an: "and the heavens we created with might and we are expanding it” Note that the word "expanding" is used in the present tense and not in the past which again is in agreement with the fact that the expansion of the universe is a continuous process. At the time of the Qur’an (7th century). The nearest planet. In the same vein. That contribution of the red shift analysis meant that the universe is indeed expanding. a light received from distant galaxies have a red shift which indicate how much they were flying away from us. would be 144 . and as was mentioned before. was mentioned in the Qur’an. These atomic reactions would take place inside a star for a finite time and then the star would eventually run out of energy when it has used up all its resources. This phenomenon was also explained at the beginning of this section. a star like our sun will undergo a series of drastic changes. Doppler Effect applies to any waves and not only that of sound. No one was really aware of the nature of the reactions that took place inside stars for that was to be 20th century atomic theory territory but that. while as light from a receding source would be shifted towards the red end of the spectrum. First. it was still believed that all the stars in the sky including our sun were eternal and are made of a material that never fades or decays. When that stage is reached.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM this was briefly explained previously at the beginning of this chapter.

the ocean will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse. Qur’an describes the end of time as follows: "When the sun is rounded" "When the stars have collapsed" "When the oceans boil over in a swell" It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed'. signalling the end of life on earth. that is. is the precise term used by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life. To do so. the term "collapse". of each star is also referred to accordingly: "He has ordained the sun and the moon. In other words. Here. astronomers once again rely on red shift to calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and 145 . or specific life span. as used in the Qur’an. Also. Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin of the universe.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate. the star would start to collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf. the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words: "when stars lose their lustre" The finite life." in its opening verse. because the boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse. it still remained necessary to calculate its age. each one runs for an appointed time.

are at distances of up to 14 billion light years (a light year being the distance travelled by light in one year).000 for man = 18. but as it was 14 billion years ago.25 billion! The importance of these analyses. is to put your mind at rest and to direct your attention to your inner-self to answer the question: “What am I?” and not to brother with “Who is the Prime Mover?” but that you are within the Unity.000 km/sec." If for God. Then 50.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM quasars." The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is'. The modern accepted figure for the age of the universe is a little bit more than 18 billion (thousand million) years. we are actually looking back far into the past.000 years ago) after the angels ascend. 146 . which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50. These distances give us indications to the age of the universe.000 years of God’s = 365. How many days a space ship takes to reach the moon? 2) "…a day relative to your God is equivalent to a thousand years of your count. 1 day = 1000 years for man. perhaps brought about by the ‘Big Bang’. When we look into depth of space. as brought up by one of my Source codes. The age of the universe is also found in the Qur’an? 1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day. The most distant quasars.000 x 50.000 years for man. the measure of which was fifty thousand years. which have velocities of some 240. When we look at that distant quasar. we are not seeing it as it is now. and 1 year for God is 1000 x 365 = 365. (80% the speed of light).

against gravity) of its ‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil. Man controls other attractions. Man can accelerate motion (vertical. Life Force or what have you. the Most High. in this Realm of our Existence. The name this thing is called does not matter. No exception. And any attempt to wake it up by force will 147 . There is no power among men that goes beyond men.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Unity 11. driven by the energy generating within men and moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding is the maximum. Since c2 = c x c. Negative to positive and vice versa. This inner self is known as Kundalini. The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole creation. a multiple of itself shows that one thing (body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things around it (him). that energy (E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or E = mc2. the primordial Ancestors. The power. to and from lesser animals and non-living things. or the so-called ‘serpent’ remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot reach his set goals. but not above evil and good). Spinal-thread. Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her own kundalini. The speed of this motion will depend on the magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of the body.1 Theory of Relativity There is Unity. It is only when it is dormant. Serpent of Eden. one origin. Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity. but what it is and how it works.

2 The Void and the Origin The Sun. We are not separate individuals but part of a colossal spiritual network linking all atoms and all other things that exist in this world. As this last condition holds. And at zero mass (m) such as in light. the energy (E) is zero. The more distant object corresponds to earlier times and the nearer ones to later times. In general more distant objects have greater apparent magnitudes. there is no time in cosmos. matter is concentrated in 148 . the energy (E) becomes larger and indirectly proportional to time. where the energy is large. space-time relationship is 1. In the view of the above explanation. galaxies and clusters of galaxies are all isolated systems in space. First. it could be seen that at the absolute unity. We shall learn more of its structure and its application to obtain our goals. while velocity is directly deduced from a shift. s s ( is the space difference). it is a real phenomenon that distance always approaches zero. indicates that the distance approaches zero (or s0). so that the speed is equal to a distance. Even the speed of light is finite. Then in a simple mathematical expression. while the negative energy of gravitation played a part. let’s examine if the universal energy depends on time. covered by a body in motion. The existence. In cosmos.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM result to catastrophe. Simple. This results to the time (t) becoming smaller. The relationship between distance and velocity is neither in strict proportionality nor a straight line. that is. Assume that speed is a distance (s) covered in a specific time (t). 11. divided by time (or c = s/t) the Energy E = m (s2/t2). All these are held together in the spiritual force field – The Unity. the Milky Way.

The Egyptian god. Hindus equate the void. the spiritual force field. one cant really have them doing it all for nothing. In contrast. the distribution of matter is net-like and the empty space is now isolated in holes or voids. This was the idea of heavenly bodies having circular shapes. water (moist and cold). The characteristic features of super-clusters is brought about as in nebular theory: that as long as the original gas cloud has a certain amount of angular momentum. After all. It has no image visible to the naked eye. The African origin of belief and spirituality describes it as Nameless. as it is being done in the world of Man now. The void is the Original Self. One state evolves to 149 . while Zoroastrians called it the Unlimited Source.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the central region. in unison. air (heat and moist) and earth (moist and dry). then no matter what its original shape. or darkness with consciousness or EnSof in Jewish religion. Thoth (Hemes Trismegastus) said that every existing thing is composed of the four elements: fire (dry and heat). in which everything must participate. if one is going to have a whole battery of spirits and demons running the Universe. From this principle. rather. There is some purpose to the Universe. the spaces between the heavenly bodies are dark and void. super-clusters are not clearly demarcated. surrounded by empty space. the body formed after the collapse must have a symmetrical shape indicating rotation. Purpose for the Existence In giving some security belief. The purpose of existence is the Unity. Isaac Asimov gave good accounts of the reasons for creation. like light. It is the command and active principle of the creation. It is porous and permeates every atom including Man.

NASA said the ozone layer expanded to three times the size of Australia. leading countless spirits (other gods?) under banner of Light and Good. God must and will win. In science however the so-called Security Belief is assumed to be false. Ahura-Mazda or Mara. Science does not merely ignore the possibility of a cosmic war. in particular is the ultraviolet-B radiation that can cause skin cancer and can burn marine life. Some of these notions crept into other beliefs and we have the war of God versus the Devil. so also this transformation (development) occurred in human and other things. there is no question as to who will win. In this view however. This effect of changes in things in the Universe can be felt in the ozone layer. the purpose of existence is the flow within the Unity. They imagined the whole of existence to be engaged in a cosmic war. the ozone hole reduced drastically. encountering an equally powerful army under Ahriman fighting for Darkness and Evil.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM another state – cold is gradually turns to heat and heat to vapour (air). The force was almost evenly matched and individual men could feel that with them lay the balance of power. If they strove to be good they were outstanding to the ‘right’ in the most colossal conflict ever imagine. In 2000. The Zoroastrians of Persia worked out a delightfully complex scheme of the Universe. But due to the extreme warm condition in 2003. Therefore. Destiny Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions working within the limited circle of the Realm of our 150 . Ozone is the protective layer in the atmosphere that shields the Earth from the sun’s rays. This is an indication of gradual change in all things. when it has tried and still trying to workout the origins and the ultimate fate of the Universe.

Ceramic production 151 . Clay + Water Product air-dried to harden Hardened product fired Air-dried to cool Final product Time 0 12 days + 30 minutes + 23. an actual state of consciousness in its own right. The breathing exercise becomes an entity in itself. Figure 9.30 hours = 13 days Figure 9. will not deny your right to use your body and mind in the ways that seem right to you.1. Clay and water (human body) have been moulded to form a green paste or mortar. It is also true that karmic (past creation) destiny vibrates on Man. It is also a renunciatory technique to achieve a predetermined trancelike state – an isness. also within the Unity Existence of Man The creation of man can be likened to playing with clay to produce a product (ceramics. The echoes of destiny vibrate on all human beings within the Realm of Existence after the so-called creation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Existence. Body breathing becomes the embodiment of the breath.1 expresses the making of a ceramic object. But remember that Power isolates those who hold too much of it. etc). The Nature who wears the whole of our universe as though it were one head upon a necklace. in Zen word.

The firing takes little time. says the scripture). In cosmic creation. the angel kept it secret for fear that the name would give Jacob power over the angel. It is the time of firing that the paste becomes a whole and it occurred within a short period. you are directly wishing your child well. ‘I-wake-into-a-wealth’. Africans know this source of power and they use it fully and appropriately in naming their children. The suffering and smiling syndrome. by the name ‘Oloriburuku’ (One with bad luck) you are indirectly creating a realm of sub-existence for your child and a direct new existence for your self. and that was when the firewithin is formed. When you will wake-up your child. in the scripture. This period is so small that it may be impossible to note not even in this Realm of Existence. Be and it becomes or k’un fayakuun says the scriptures. just hu it by the word of mouth. Cooling is also rapid. In other words when a man calls you ‘stone’ he makes you a stone for an instant. And when Jacob. this is the time of Hu (In the beginning was the word and the God was the word. in the early morning. so it shouldn’t 152 . Even the so-called spirits guide their names. Then you wonder why you are in a perpetual state of poverty and in that your supposed happymood. Remember that the power of the name is almost limitless. resulting in a few times. asked the angel he’d wrestled for his name. You are indirectly wishing yourself well.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The paste is then left to dry by natural air for a period of 12 days before it is fired in a kiln or sort of that. When you wish for something to occur. Remember that a man’s voice should be his own to command. In a spiritual realm. When you call ‘Mojisola!’ in Yoruba means literally. while the fired product is left again to cool off naturally. This is the same in Ya’Adua (a child that deserves prayer).

and the close your eyes. try to recollect the image of your chosen object or figure. which is not normally visible to naked. unobstructed eyes. An impure awareness may unbalance Man’s mind and body. The combination of the two words: “human” resulted to the existence of Man. the Book of Creation. all other things. our substance and our spirit. were in existence.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM carry another man’s message hidden within its sound. 153 .3 The Path In the beginning was the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’. No hu. Can you guess what happen? Now let us get back to our discussion before the above experiment. 11. But must we ponder well on this matter. represents the unsounded hu. Man came to be by the command hu. Do your focusing at least for 20 seconds. Be warned! We create with our thoughts. which could be a figure or whatever. the knowledge of mysteries of the cosmos will reveal to you that you too can create life. Man is out of the Existence. Any form of disconnection of mind from body is negative. aside Man. Our thoughts cannot be pure unless we wake up the ‘fuel’ or the fire within. Following a simple experiment by focusing your attention on an object. in the combination of the two words hu-man. And without pure awareness. To hu is to create (Emet) or give life to at least until the appointed time of the so-called de-creation (met or mut). In the beginning. And immediately your eyes are closed. According to Sefer Yezirah. The air or wind. a simple object for that matter. there is a gap in human consciousness and that is the so-called awareness. no Man.

So. allowing for further action to take place. and which is called the Heavenly River (the Milky Way). A-U-M. There are other beings. a flow of air flows into your mouth. what is making you opening your mouth to pronounce the word ‘A”? This is the energy within that also comprises the same word ‘A’ for A-hu-man or simply AUM. But if we remember Wuli Lun. jins and aliens or UFOs. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear) then we know that other things might have existed before the Realm of this existence. Any closed action must be opened.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The word hu or u is also related to a sort of ‘open-and-close’ affairs. Note that open-andclose of the word AUM without the conjunction ‘U’ is impossible. while the pronouncement of ‘M’ closes the mouth and the gap between ‘A’ and ‘M’ is ‘U’. 154 . yes? There is this question. AUM is a word of power. Note that the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’ has been attributed to Man. that jing hua (essence) floats aloft. As you open with ‘A’. Man is intelligent homo-sapiens in this world that can control his fire within to achieve anything in this world as wished. And if you opened an action. regarding the creation (Qi develops and rises. it is obvious that such action is closed to be relevant and complete. the so-called awareness. the one understands the principle of creation. Aside Man all other things came into existence by the same action. turning about (and) following the flow. If one can perceive this. the mouth is opened when ‘A’ is pronounced. The gap between open-and-close affairs is the so-called awareness. In The syllable. But our limited experience has assured us that man is the only intelligent beings in the Universe.

knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. the results is that the host (man) becomes insane. The seat of kundalini is a form of cup. the ‘fire’ may die-out. It takes a serious disciplined.2 Seat of the fire within A light tap or a little stir or movement of the ‘fire’ will certainly destabilize the top cup-like structural member to a point of collapse. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this unstable structure. as shown in Figure 9. This point-to-point of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. 155 . Note that the cone point sits on vertex of another cone. The word position indicates that kundalini cannot be seen physically. This is because the fire may go wild and consume the host.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. ‘fire’ or simply kundalini sits at the base position of the spinal cord of man.4 The Fire Within The Fire Within. And hence the ‘fire’ is put out. It takes a serious disciplined. but can be felt in a conscious or alpha state. Kundalini (Fire within) Figure 9. with a point downward.2 is like an inverted triangular figure or cone object. If the top portion of the structure fell off.

something interesting is up there. or more so like a stick of match that is not excited or rubbed with a frictional object. mantra or religion’s activities will certainly kindle the fire. he guessed and perhaps the top of the pillar is where he will find what he’s looking for. due to so many factors to be discussed in the subsequent sections. the como’t make I pass syndrome. backward individuals. Hence the idea of daily prayers. Ah. But how and which? We shall answer these questions as we proceed. Pimpe. litany. In the Hope for the Flower.5 Collapse of the Fire Within The top as the lovely cradle of success is a stupid idea designed only for stupid. remains unused. When the ‘fire’ is not excited or kindled the so-called fuel. The house of the ‘fire’ must be protected jealously so as not to fall or destroy. shoving him aside – Bo o’lo ya fun mi. These sets of caterpillars seemed to be desperately trying to craw and wriggle over one another to reach the top of the pillar and Pimpe got exited. “Oh. 11. but by man himself. it must be awfully good because everybody is 156 . wriggling caterpillars that seemed to rise forever into the clouds high above. who found his normal routine dull and meaningless.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM It is very interesting to know that the structure will not just fall off by itself. But a little thinking or even hunger will kindle the dormant fire. Let’s get the story. narrated by Trina Paulus and retold by Denis Whitely: There was this ‘caterpillar’. “What’s up over there?” Pimpe asked as one caterpillar rushed past him. Pimpe among other caterpillars during their crawling spree came upon a towering column or pillar of squirming. sure.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM rushing to get up there”. stepping and been stepped upon. Whao! He could hear the screams of falling bodies who have been displaced by the ones next in line. the world is full of thousands of giants. Soon. Bimpe who was also wriggling. Pimpe stopped wriggling and looked around. the boredom engulfed Pimpe. Sometime along the line. when he heard someone saying: ‘There is nothing up here after all!”. he realizes that he can’t get to the absolute unless he gets rid of those who are above him. With ruthless discipline. All around him as far as he could see. so they got down the column and live together happily. As he got near the very summit of the wriggling pinnacle. Pimpe started fighting his way down the pillar. saying that it was a mistake pulling out of the race to reach the top. at this time crawled off and discovered the secret of how to become a butterfly. He is a caterpillar and nothing can change 157 . And decided to get out of the caterpillar race. Holy Heaven! He couldn’t believe his eyes. he saw a very beautiful and colourful butterfly circling the pillar. The two friends fell in love with each other. tall pillars with countless caterpillars trying to reach the top. Bimpe. So Pimpe plunged into the wriggling mass of bodies to begin fighting his way up there. As he started to climb down the pillar. Pimpe met a friend. One of the crawlers sneered at Pimpe and told him how foolish and stupid he is to think if he came down he will become butterfly. he looked closely and verily. it was Bimpe. he tried to tell others that there is really nothing up there. As he wriggled downward. Pimpe kept stepping on others to reach the top. so they parted and Pimpe went back to the wriggling up the column (pillar) trying his luck to reach the top. he talked to Bimpe. Bimpe didn’t agree with him. Ah! He has only a few wiggles to the top.

who could never make it to the top and jealous too. Pimpe wavered at first.6 Awakening the Fire Within It takes a lot of energy to drive the wheel that awakens the coiled Serpent of Eden. and who is full of sour tastes. Hence the fire within him would go wild and he will burn out of existence within the Unity. a high current of electricity. The so-called ‘top’ is not the lovely cradle of success that we have been hypnotized to be. sees his prey it will jump at his prey in a sudden rush. because he. by so doing is trying to be outside the Unity. which is released suddenly and passing through the wire. These two cases will show you the 158 . The fire within get weakened in man when he tries to force himself above his capability. There is nothing up there that worth wriggling for. 11. bumped into the sleeping lion. Yog Sothoth – kundalini. Imagine the action of a sleeping hungry lion when a careless gazelle. gliding straight ahead. who have different echoes of destiny different from his. Others simply called him an idiot. Then the fire will eventually die and such a man will be out of existence. the garget becomes useless. by trying to follow others. And unless a lowcurrent electronic garget is fused (braced) or attached to a stabilizer.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM that. who lacked tenacity. He eventually learnt how to spin his cocoon to become butterfly. will blow up the powerhouse buried in the garget. When that happens. but decided to go and find out from his friend how to become butterfly. It is not hard to know that when the lion wakes up. Be on your guide and watch out for the usurpers as those caterpillars may have falling back to the rock of failure.

just for the sake of it. philosophic. It often does. As from today. other forms of developments (scientific. just for others to know you as a big guy. Prayers. their citizens have grown beyond materials in its ordinary context. With lofty words they build their castles in the air. will awaken kundalini and direct you towards your goal according to your inner urge. all born out of thought form coupled with good deeds and love of others of your own race and others in that order.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM idea of how a dormant. unless Man goes on gradually in a spiritual development. They grow in mind-development that lead to technological advancement which everybody can witness.in a society of idiots. monologue. A love of money or surface materials leads man to a dead spiritual development. without foundations. In the developed nations of the world today. You can only grow when you shun surface materials . etc) would be out of the way. pastor. In a way. coiled Serpent of Eden will react to a sudden excitement. just to see yourself as a man to be reckoned with . alfa or what have you. you must break through the wall around the prison of the ego and the damnation of your self importance 159 . It is my saying that: If you hate you halt but love so that you live. not and never by the permission or help of a priest. they paint their pictures in engravings on the walls around them. There are a lot of affirmations and dances that keep you going forever. mantras. This book will introduce you to few affirmations and dances to begin with and you must develop spiritually by yourself according to your inner urges. When would human beings come to understand that they shape their fate and not fate them? They kindle their fire within. This is exactly what most of our race lacked. metaphysics.

to live in a noise-polluted area . we refer to it as Ras. Ras however cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces beyond control? No.all other conditions being equal. and in keeping with its functions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all. What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If individuals could have special power that will enable them to get something for nothing. or accidentprone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or 160 . Ras is an obedient servant. Heaven helps those who help themselves. it filters out the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. So Ras decides what habits man breaks or forms. Ras enable you to get or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise. because Ras has uncanny ability to do only what is really important to you. Once you’ve decided. Ras determines moment by moment which information is going to become part of man. we can imagine a little character sticking in mind. Living there becomes your priority. The straight truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings. Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all incoming stimuli. And without going too much technical about this. but only do what you want. And once your Ras was convinced that you were satisfied with your idea. Note this. it is wish. There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the guardian of your mind. if you would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment and tyrant to your immediate neighbour. everything ranging from sights and sound to smells and touches. for instance. Never tells you what to do. You as man must be sure of what you want. Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome. The scientific term for this 100mm network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular activating system (RAS).

voodoo. ankh. what to do to ignite the fire within. The Ras of such individual will simply yab by saying: Sebi it was what you have programmed me to tune in on. swastika. star-inthe-moon. or when a voodooist. Black. such as cutting eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a purpose. The end is death – physical or spiritual. when witches were believed to have made a contract with the devil. That is the truth. positively. you have directed me to block all positive thoughts that could lead you to success and health. serpent-eatingits-own-tail. Even witches use amulets to boost their wayward powers. So wetin now? So now. sacred heart. cultism – secret or open. holy water. A few ways of awakening the fire within you are briefly explained as follows: 11. cross. ‘holy’ or ‘poor’ water) to awaken the fire within is to make yourself infinitely vulnerable to grater cosmic powers. two-opposite-triangles.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male human psyche in particular. they were being kept. so as to command Ras to carryout our bindings? Your constant habit in the use of raw power (amulets. witchcraft. etc) or objects (all sacred symbols when added to other things. left. wears a cross cut in gold or silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose. other than beauty or aesthetics. ouroboros. white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the Middle Ages. etc.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM “I think it is fate”. 161 . ying-yang. sacred chao.or righthanded pentagrams. The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle.

In African context. The demon grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her victim. So be it! So when you indulge yourself in the use of amulets or the likes. is the act or craft of sucking the fluid of life. in that respect. The so-called demon. The fluid of life. society. such victims become the living-deads. before one uses amulets. government. 162 . individual. individuals) miserable in whatever form is witchcraft. perpetual slaves of the witches. By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life directly or indirectly. for the purpose of protection. So.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM osanyin or GSM). etc) that makes the live of others (race. the host must be on guard to produce enough to eat for the two. you are inviting some external forces that may not be compatible with your spirit. family. when disturbed or made absent in the body. 11. the oldest religion. mafia. the user. Then you end up in an untimely death (physical or spiritual). Any other power (by a sect. is a voodooist. from someone else without any physical touch. secret or open cult in religions. has qualified or made the user as a voodooist. witchcraft. You can as well stay healthy and wealthy without you getting indulged in any of the voodoo symbols and objects if you so wish. Whatever angle you look at it or you try to protest or dodge. kundalini fluid. like any other parasite needs to feed to live.8 Witchcraft Witchcraft. health or wealth. A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. if they were used diabolically. may result to insanity or uncoordinated thoughts. The use of any of these objects. one may not be practicing the oldest religion.

Wherever a victim of a coven may go. They speak and submit to Mungu. other ministries will surely attend to him or her. individuals) who used this method to gain entrance into the affairs of others are now 163 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Here is the example and one of the origins of the slavery. read and read in Daily Sun of February 26 of 2004. they split up into ministries (open) for effective operations. open witchcraft (IMF. cultism. artificial democracy. “… Sing everyday that it is impossible for the rich to enter heaven. At a conference in Belgium in1885. one Nzambi. King Leopold described directly how Congo should be evengelised. is all around. A Witchcraft coven could be a secret or open cult on its own that operates within a particular number (13) of members. narrated by Naiwu Osahon and part of which has been mentioned here for the purpose of our discussion. seeping deeper and deeper into every atoms of our existence. Use the money supposed for the poor to build flourishing business centres…’ The modern slavery. the king said further. One can read. So be cautious! This is a very dangerous way of awakening kundalini. They know that to kill. Those (race. World Bank.” said the king. one Nzakomba and what else I don’t know. Avoid this way like a plague. etc). King Leopold agreed that the tasks before the Reverend Fathers and his compatriots were too enormous and must be done with tactics “Your objective in Congo. Make them pay tax each week at Sunday mass. to sleep with someone else’s wife. And when the number exceeds 13 (secret). this they know already. As if that was not enough. to lie and to insult is bad…Your essential role is to facilitate the task of administrators and industrialists”. Then. “is never to teach niggers how to know God. in one of the common messages sent to proposed colonies.

Must you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM regretting it. secrete. Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on their victims. You find open and secrete cults. but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning. when they are bold enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do. when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty tricks.e. and then you should expect your children to be interested in such.9 Cultism The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system of religious worship i. as a father or the so-called society mother. be conscious. Such ones that are not in the harmony with universe are very much evidence in the presentday cults. Open. No wonder the society is full of rotten youths. 164 . in devotion to a Deity. because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which will surely end at death. So be it! protests. the secret one is the same. They want to try on whatever has made you thick. So. so far as your children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your life. partake in a cultism or fetish practice. Cult is supposed to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly comprehension. direct and indirect 11. Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation can have an unusual effect. And just as the open cult. through confrontations.

Thought became more than just the rambling monologue. If you know how to use it you can create life. we must learn its power to influence us. and by his own thinking it is taking shape by how he sees it and how he sees it depends on how he is inside and from the first moment when he begins to notice the world around him. his Universe). one must first decide what one want to accomplish. There must not at any time be any suspicious of negativeness or of indecision. that which you are accustomed to hearing within your head. possible and a well-understood language and in the most direct manner possible.10 A Force in Thought Form The Thought of Man is a guide to the mysterious knowledge of the inwardness of creation. To create a thought form. and our spirits. Thought is a force that has shaped the Universe – The Unity. Each person creates his own world (sub-Realm of Existence in the cosmos. 165 . At all time we must speak to the Thought Form that we have created in a firm. Then one must call imagination or visualization into play. our substances. Ignorant people play with thoughts in the most careless way and think that they emerge from thoughts unaffected.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. for thoughts belong to the Unity. and be sure that it is for good. positive voice. But they err. We create with our thoughts. One must visualize exactly the results which one wants to achieve. Thought form can be made by anyone at all with a little practice. So be it! Act and awaken your dormant fire within. We must speak in the simplest. Before we can use its power to influence the world around us.

But suddenly in the mists of the ‘reckless’ prayers. Somehow along. about 23 km away from home. the husband is thinking aloud what will become of a family with nothing at home to eat. while Junior was so exited to talk to his friend. Off they went. whom he has not met for quite a long time. In other area. a community leader has just been kidnapped. for not asking him to follow him to a ‘wakening’ ceremony organized by your friend’s brother.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals Parable You wake up in the morning without what to eat and you must go to your ritualistic prayer session. the congregation has started their ritualistic prayers. Junior was only too happy that. Few of them belong to Kilometre23. his whereabouts unknown.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. In Kilometre23. and his friend is seriously considering how disappointed and bad his friend would feel when he found out that he was not been invited to the ‘wakening’ ceremony of his mother who died some 25 years ago. He was ready for Kilometre23. your wife was not happy that her junior brother could not have enough money to take to school. The people have just decided to go into groups’ prayers. an unhappy wife started to think of her brother who. in the couple of hours will come to pester her life for the school fees that is not available. each sect in his own prayer ground. Your friend woke up the same morning having some grudges against you. ngigeed. And when you announced that your family should prepare and eat the little food you have and speed off to the prayer session. 166 . he will meet one of his schoolmates in the prayer ground. The community representatives are just wondering what or who might have kidnapped their leader. so he quickly docked a slice of bread and put it in a plastic bag and shoved it inside his top jacket. calling the usual Spirit they were used to.

Only the material sex life is but a perverted reflection of the original fact. The only problem is that each person will receive. In modern civilization sex life is the focal point for all activities. ending up getting no definite results from their prayers. So it may occur to others. the results of their so-called congregational prayers are death and agony. Therefore sex life is not unreal. If the husband’s imagination was stronger than hers.12 Sex Psychology The original and pure sex psychology is devoid of all mundane inebriety. It can never work and it has not worked in million years. This may cloud-up and confuse his or her thoughts and may eventually send a wrong signal to RAs of the individuals. Truth cannot be impersonal but contains a pure sex life. cheats. but all in a random aura. different thought forms are created. So be it! 11. instead of getting enough money for her brother to school. would be answered. So the sad sister may end up receiving more funds from a friend to support her home for purchasing food item. 167 . The whole existence of the universe moves under the principle of sex life. The vibration at this time would be high. Its reality is even experienced in spiritual or conscious Realm of Existence. each person as aspired for. of diverse or unfocused thoughts.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In all of these. And since the majority of the people are liars. Even if a whole country murmured and cried for hundred years nothing positive is unlikely to happen. according to his or her inner urge some portions of others’ thought forms. And unless the whole congregation focus its attention on a particular goal to be achieved. Your thought form is pure only in a state of silence even if you are alone. the Absolute Truth. it is very difficult that prayers of people. May we all overcome our adversaries.

who have their life force. the impersonalist priests. dance or cry. These individuals use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain. man without information of the actual spiritual form of sex has accepted perverted material sex life as the all in all. Unfortunately. Their own lives become entangled and their prayers not answered. The key to a passionate life is to trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. Man’s life. physicians and the likes have given impetus to the abominable mundane sex life. even when they fast. philosophers. ‘fire’. is filled with the sexuality of the universe. Man’s ego should not be afraid of this. Therefore. are misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their command. gurus. It is the life force. Unfortunately.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Consequently. alfas. Sexual Energy Sexual energy is passion and aliveness. teachers. but against whom? If one may ask. heads. teachers. Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power to create and transform. as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching how well one can use sex life for creation. as mentioned earlier. So why wondering why things are not in right direction with 168 . non-spiritual and people of no conscious minds. leaders of organizations and the likes. The religionists even attributed the awakening of the ‘fire’ or the Serpent of Eden as the cause of the original sin. the creative force of the Universe. the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas. because they have stressed the impersonality of the ultimate truth. have become masters at cutting down their sexual energy. dormant or misdirected towards evil. lesser human beings.

the Fire Within. Remember that Universe is pure sexual energy waiting to be tapped by fuelling the kundalini. any temptation whatsoever. and that one should deny his sexuality in order to be more spiritual. weekly. and when the two of you (unique couple) are constantly in one direction. prejudices or negative beliefs about sex. it is something man must handle carefully. every other thing in your life would fall into place. fears. because you are in harmony with the Universe. you can create and command the world. you can overcome anything. It is far from the truth that sex is the origin of sin. We are all witnesses to the effects of this action. A man who has attained sexual disciplines is one who has risen against and above the lust of the flesh will not succumb to the lure of money so much as to loot the treasury or exhibit some other forms of corrupt tendencies It is erroneous and dangerous belief that spiritual energy and sexual energy are opposite. Not only that such practice is creating a tremendous conflict within themselves and ends up blocking the very cosmic energy they were seeking. you can move mountains. The idea of getting a life partner (wife or husband) is to streamline your sexual energy in one direction. From now on. daily and hourly fasting. in which both spiritual and scientific energy have been released. This is never truth from the first man to this present existence.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM bundles of prayers and yearly. clear out your old ideas. aligning your track of energy in harmony with the Universe. sexual energy is mostly being directed to creation. Sex as said earlier is by divine prescription. In the developed Nations of this world. And once you can overcome the pangs of sex. whereby harmonizing the energy within to the cosmic energy without. In that 169 . monthly. If you can obey that cosmic rule.

Doing make one separate cats from dogs. conjugal love. 170 . Not-doing is so powerful that not until you stop the world only then can you benefit from its power. or been-doing. comedy. conjugal love and paternal affection and only when these are absent that the so-called material sex results in the sensual pleasure which may lead to: anger.)ﻋ‬ And since Nothingness is indestructible. but if you want to learn not-doing. horror and shock. service. And since you have been taught. fraternity. and that action of yours is doing and what I’ve just told you is real and nothing. Not-Doing Carlos Castaneda. you wouldn’t take it as the truth. A normal person tries to affect the forces of doing by changing it into not-doing. by stopping the world you stop doing. in earnest to use your hands to draw energy into your being or ward-off evils. to use hands for physical things not for the unseen crackpots like what I have just told you. So be it! Love exists with the presence of adoration. you must categorize the cats and dogs into one group – animal. If I ask you. since the two of you (husband and wife) are always involved in enlivening or fuelling your kundalini towards a common goal all the time. parenthood. so that the word animal is generalized and made easy. in his ‘Journey to Ixtlan’ has explained in detail the power behind not-doing. of course I am teaching you by not-doing. chivalry. There is no need of crying. friendship. servitorship. your family life becomes stable. fasting or praying for whatever (within the Echoes of Destiny) your minds are set on.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM wise your command becomes the Unity’s or Eagle’s (so to say) command leading to Absolute Nothingness (AIN or ‫ ﻌ‬not ‫.

You are too damn important in your own mind that you feel justified to be annoyed with everything. Ha! Emi ko. Eraze your personal history completely. That is not it. his moods are too real. Not even you. his endeavour is too real. until nothing is any longer for sure or for real. they will also hide from you. You are so damn important that you can afford to leave if things don’t go your way. And unless you master and practice the following actions you are still doing. 171 . What for? is the next question. No one knows who you are or what you do. because you think by so doing you have character. Really? Not I. The question is. Nobody should know your personal history. You are probably indulging yourself in material and perversion sexual life. Your feeling too big to thank the plant is doing and that’s stupid. we must thank it whenever we tamper with it. If a little plant could be generous with us. From now on you must erase your self-importance. If you hide from people. in providing us its curative tendency. The world around us is a mystery and men are no better than anything else. how would you know yourself then? Little by little you create a thick fog around yourself.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Not-doing is very difficult to comprehend until one masters its use and usefulness. you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken for granted. Man must erase himself. Man’s problem is that he is always too real. You are weak and conceited. Erasing personal History There is this secret of life you should not fail to understand and practice daily. I mean it. Erasing Self Importance You take yourself so seriously. is another illusive statement.

and at the same time you want to keep the freshness. is the next statement. You should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. When one does not have personal history. you’ll have to explain everything to everybody compulsorily. nothing that one says can be taken for a lie. we are always on our toes. like you not revealing what you really do. Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the findings. It doesn’t matter what you do. the newness of what you do. The trouble is. And since you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done. No! I can’t keep secret. Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o. Another protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd. so no one will know you with steadfast certainty. In general when nothing is for sure. May I not come to this world like ghost. you lie in order to keep on going. you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. you will say.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM You may begin with the simple thing. why shouldn’t people know me. So. From now on you must show people only what you care to show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it. Scientists are not ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. Not before or during his findings. That’s how he sees it. The so-called lie becomes lie only if you have personal history. Is that not it? Survive! And later you become an object of ridicule. when you are available to people. they often erase personal history in this regard. So be it! 172 . I am a scientist or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for acceptance. How silly! But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you.

11. food. in all ramifications. Tradition follows the common behaviour (marriage. The Truth is that all religions have been traced back to their primitive origins. all religions preach love. No matter where the descendants migrate to they carry their tradition along with 173 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stopping the World In order to stop the world one must imbibe certain attitudes in him. The so-called religious ceremonies are the moderated traditional attitudes of a race attributed to Deity or Grand Master. Tradition is always as old as the people and race. You must stop doing. This is not to damn the religions of the world. They must be discarded and avoided like plague. etc) of a race or community. After all. customs. without which all efforts of the ceremonies and rituals are doomed. rituals.13 Tradition / Religion For those free minds. beliefs are handed down from ancestors to posterity. There is no exception. They have poor awareness. the word tradition refers more to a process. These are the scum of the Unity. practices. The truth must be told and let the evils be damned. In general. habitation etc) and attitude (worship. because they are dangerous to people. with their base in old traditions. The process in which opinions. The aspect of belief is a thing of mind. so they are really dead-alives and very awkward in their attitudes towards anybody who doesn’t believe in what they themselves have no knowledge of. but to strengthen the mind of a highly spiritual man not to waver in his belief. we write this piece and not fanatical minds – Religious fanatics do not understand what they stand for and neither do they know much in what they practice. that see things in an open perspective. burial.

are superior religions for that mater. voodoo. All religions and sects are involved in the use of ohun to achieve one thing or the other (evil or good). A people’s tradition cannot be traced to its origin. such as: juju. while ohun is specific for awakening the Fire Within. Ohun is far superior to prayers. autodidact or originator. rudra or simply ohun (African) could be a specific word or a number of words repeated to stick and 174 . 11. In the above contexts. there was no idea of supplication to any Deity. scientific artifacts (such as GSM). mantras. To whom the command ‘let” was directed is not the subject of discussion here. etc? Sets of “calculated” words are the so-called ohun. But the question is why must it be only words – devoid of other external things. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. Prayers are directed as supplication to an unknown Force or Deity. the idea is the same. Traditions do not change. Every single theistic religion has a particular person (Guru. certain religions may become part of tradition of a race. Teacher. from its original inception and not as an afterthought. where their beliefs and practices aimed at bringing people together. Krishna etc) as the founder. the Realm of Existence. “Whatever you say trice is the truth”. as we know it. Affirmations. This is simple. Any religion that uses fear to bind people to any Deity is an inferior religion.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM them. In many cases. says the Bible. It is necessary to say that some religions unite all human beings together.14 Affirmation / Ohun “Let there be light and there was” was the words to hu the creation of the world. Even in the case of non-theistic religion. Prophet. says the Hadith Nabiyi [the Prophet SAW].

Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important elements of creative visualization. which will sieve out the old unwanted or used ones.  I rise above evil.  I slip into harmony with the Universe.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM store in Ras. belief. a desire to create that which you have chosen to visualize. So be it! There are three elements within you that determine how successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will work for you in any given situation: Desire. A secret must be told here and now. Whatever I say trice is the truth. the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your affirmation to work. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is. Few examples of ohun are given below. Indirect  Just go ahead. Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon simple statements as follow: Direct:  I am getting better and better everyday. that you must be ready to accept your results completely. acceptance. Note that the so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as wished. It is a strong. the more you belief in yourself for what you have chosen. All these three are your intention to create. Let there be light and it was. is a powerful mantra created by the Americans. In praise 175 . Just go ahead. positive statement that something is already so. So it is superior to prayers.  You are not the target. the more certain you will do it.

Meditation comes in many forms. 11. even a baby does that often. Any exercise performed physically. When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to all religions.15 Meditations People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together. Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a Deity. walking becomes meditation. etc. So. you benefit from these cosmic rays. This includes: Yoga.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  Blessing the sun. . making your body and mind work together within a frame of the Unity. invoke often as you banish often. For a well normal person. the moon and the earth Blessing the man who stands on the earth In blessing I walk In blessing before me I walk In blessing behind me I walk In blessing above me I walk In blessing above and about me I walk It is finished in blessing. . . Anybody can make one depending on the wants and intentions. dancing. and when you concentrate on this simple act. They come in different forms depending on the founder. clapping of hands. without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. 176 . singing in chorus.e. if it is done for a purpose. while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits. The above statements are just typical examples of affirmations. . i. al-solaat. depending on a race or tribe and their common beliefs. And they look similar. . Any affirmation picked for use must be repeated often. and when waving in greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic rays.

This is the same way by closing down a running programme in your computer when you have finished the days job.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A good example of enlivenment of the fire within is given below. The so-called light you circulate round 177 . bring down the light from your head pouring down through your outside left side. You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head. Now the light is pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down three times before you close down by a pure positive thinking. points to a simple golden rule that you are your own worst enemy and your own best friend. Now putting imagination into play. your pelvic region. your middle-point region and your feet. given above. Do the circulation by pouring the light down through the outside front and elevating to the head along the back three times repeatedly. Remember to close down properly (positively) for easy opening. Do that repeatedly in the position of your heart. the opening of the computer is made easy for the next programme. Visualise a ball of golden light circulating on the top of your head for few seconds. If you stand erect. reaching your left foot and proceeding to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the top head. Bring down the light to you’re the position of your throat and circulate the light round it. The example of a simple meditation. then read or recite any favourable affirmation preferred or used to. and in this way. Repeat three times.

16 Phrases  To compete is to prepare for failure.  Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything. This way you achieve everything.  If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything. 178 .  All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are now dissolved if you are within.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you body is the cosmic light or an extension of light from the Most High. as you prepare to proof yourself in the den of enemies. which must be used to the benefit of mankind. Be cautious! 11.

but no because. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a surface rather than a line. Once in a while another road crosses yours. you may leave the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills 179 . thirst and desire. whoa. we might be nearly free. But. we are moved by every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the world may convey to us. Every little way the road branches and the branches follow canyons. Neither its path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only the realm-of-existence we know. Yes. Remember that nothing may endure but mutability. it only renders him a more necessary being. at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place. Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as inexorably as a train will follow its rails. The track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut trough hills. You can turn right or left into different futures.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Afterwards Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute. If you happen to take that turn you might find yourself on another planet. a rolling hilly surface at that. with nothing left of you or of your realmof-existence you know but the continuity of your ego. Man feels instinctively that time follows a straight line. If our impulses were confined to hunger. since Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow. must you have the episteme knowledge. you miss the short cut. Yes they do. the past lying behind. Occasionally there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road. the future lying in front. And you are may not be aware that. in another space-time.

even following them backwards. you will truly meditate. perhaps following them for a little way.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of possible time. with the past ahead of you. In the part II of the “Nothingness of Self Esteem”. So be it! 180 . and the future behind you.

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