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  • 1.1 Subconscious Mind
  • 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives
  • 1.3 Personal Transformation
  • 2.1 The Real Intuition
  • 2.2 Expanding Your Real Intuition
  • 2.3 Quest for Reality
  • 3.1 Human Physical Body
  • 3.2 Systems of the Human Body
  • 4.1 Introduction
  • 4.2 Aura
  • 4.3 The True Colours of Auras
  • 4.4 Auric Sight
  • 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception
  • 4.6 Chakras
  • 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair
  • 4.8 Influences of Auras
  • 4.9 The Energy Field
  • 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA)
  • 5.2 DNA Representations
  • 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma
  • 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra
  • 5.5 Thought and Consciousness
  • 5.6 Awareness
  • 6.1 Know Yourself
  • 6.2 The True Relationship
  • 7.1 Intentions and Destiny
  • 7.2 Dreams and Their Recalls
  • 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams
  • 7.4 Shamanic Healing
  • 7.5 Work
  • 7.6 Oddity of Life
  • 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go!
  • 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future
  • 7.9 The Basic Survival Need
  • 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth
  • 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better
  • 8.1 The Laws of the Universe
  • 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without
  • 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire
  • 8.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself
  • 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief
  • 8.6 The Role of the Ego
  • 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges
  • 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach
  • 9.1 Finding Karma
  • 9.2 Clearing Karma
  • 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity
  • 10. Prime Mover
  • 11.1 Theory of Relativity
  • 11.2 The Void and the Origin
  • 11.3 The Path
  • 11.4 The Fire Within
  • 11.5 Collapse of the Fire Within
  • 11.6 Awakening the Fire Within
  • 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun
  • 11.8 Witchcraft
  • 11.9 Cultism
  • 11.10 A Force in Thought Form
  • 11.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals
  • 11.12 Sex Psychology
  • 11.13 Tradition / Religion
  • 11.14 Affirmation / Ohun
  • 11.15 Meditations
  • 11.16 Phrases

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NOTHINGNESS OF SELF ESTÉÉM
PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!

To know one-self is to seek knowledge of “What am I?” This single action cannot be compromised with anything and it must be understood well so as to live a stress-free life in any realm of existence. It is better to light a candle than cursing the darkness.

A A Adedeji
ILORIN, NIGERIA
[2009]

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Contents
The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) Human, Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives 1.3 Personal Transformation Development of the Real Intuition 2.1 The Real Intuition Expanding Your Real Intuition 2.3 Quest for Reality Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body 3.2 Systems of the Human Body Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction 4.2 Aura 4.3 The True Colours of Auras 4.4 Auric Sight 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception 4.6 Chakras 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair 4.8 Influences of Auras 4.7 The Energy Field Thought Forms 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) 5.2 DNA Representations 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra 5.5 Thought and Consciousness 5.6 Awareness Sexual Relationship 6.1 Know Yourself 6.2 The True Relationship Intentions and Destiny 7.1 Intentions and Destiny 7.2 Dreams and their Recalls 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams

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7.4 Shamanic Healing 7.5 Work 7.6 Oddity of Life 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go! 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future 7.9 The Basic Survival Need 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The Laws of the Universe 8.1 The Laws of the Universe 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire 8.4 Ultimate Truth about Yourself 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief 8.6 The Role of the Ego 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach Karma 9.1 Finding Karma 9.2 Clearing Karma 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity Concept of the Prime Mover 10.1 Prime Mover The Unity 11.1 Theory of Relativity 11.2 The Void and the Origin 11.3 The Path 11.4. The Fire Within 11.5 The Collapse of the Fire Within 11.6 Awakening of the Fire Within 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun 11.8 Witchcraft 11.9 Cultism 11.10 A Force in Thought Form 11.11 Congregational Prayer and Rituals 11.12 Sex Psychology 11.13 Tradition/Religion 11.14 Affirmation/Ohun 11.15 Meditations 11.16 Phrases

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the answer is at hand.Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. And instantly Boost My Self-Esteem Forever. 13:07 4 . but an inspirational book of Knowledge that cuts across all levels. You Too Can Easily Create The Life You Want . Shatter The Beliefs That Are Limiting My Life. However.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM I Can Expand My Comfort Zone. if you have ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. this is not a religious book or a bundle of doctrinal. In 30-Minutes A Day.

it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth.even our enemies . towards knowing the Most High. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. expressed by all religions. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. we need to see in all others . Spirituality is a transpersonal quality.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. and then expanding this self5 . The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. This need has been evident in all cultures. feelings and actions. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of that we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. towards discovering the truth of All That Is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF There is the need to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. It is the maturity of intuition.

It’lub l’ilima walao bi Sin. 6 . This is very important and it must be comprehend well if we must live a stress-free life in this world and beyond. we can recognize their essential goodwill. however misguided it might have become. literarily means: Seek knowledge even if you will travel afar. The Prophet confirmed. and further enhancing the quality of communication with everincreasing empathy and understanding. Seek and ye shall be given. Aljanna or the Kingdom of Heaven. so as to reach Nivena. Read! Is the first word revealed in the Qur’an. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. But first we need to know ourselves better. retaining integrity whatever the response. Through understanding others better.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM realisation by communicating with others. is the other revelation in the Bible guiding us to look around for knowledge so as to be wise and not to seek for material things of the world. To know oneself is to seek knowledge of ‘What am I?’ What I am physically and spiritually.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth does not require a dogma. You will attain to a full awakening as you touch the last chapter. Your attention may be called back to a section you have read. Keep up with your own copy of this book of knowledge. belief. religion or cult as people think or made to believe. The years 1999-2012 are notable years. This book has been written in such away that the more you repeat reading the better your understanding of the hidden meanings of the truth. 7 . because is the last 13 baktuns when the Sun’s larger cycle is complete. but not really digested well enough to comprehend the so-called present chapter.

Ching Hai. Rab McBride. Gabriella Kortsch. during the period of compiling this book of knowledge – Nothingness of SelfEstéém: Peter Shephered. Andrew and Bonnie Schneider. Phylameana Lila Desy. Larry A Johson. Roger Elliott. Jill Ammon-Wexier. Anodea Judith. Wolgang Goethe.com/meditations/minor. Mick Quinn. Tim Ong. Dharmbir Rai Sharon. Kahlil Gibran. Sabrina Mesko. Wallace Huey. The Holy Bible. http://www. Book of the Dead. Karim Hajee. Emmanuel Segui. Brent Belchamber. Esther Andrew. Jenny Mailos. Ivan Fraser. Albert Schweitzer. Brian C Netherton. Jeff Staniforth. The Glorious Qur‘an. Carl Munson. Niccholas Dixon. William Blake. Pradeep Gusain. Ashraf Salmawy. Nicholas Roerich. Claudette Rowley. Stephanie Manston. who were appropriately quoted directly/indirectly to maintain correct and firsthand information. Paul David. Charlie Badenhop. Angel Shadow. Claudette Rowley. David Deford. Davide De Angelis. Gertrud Hirschi. Christa Muths. http://www. Drunvalo. Abigal Natenshon. Sam Sidiki. Jasper Ehiers. Vicky Thompson. Anton Cheraner. Colleen-Joy Page. Rahindramah Tugore.kundaliniTeacher. Master Subramuniya. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren.avillon.html. Jeri Nobel. Charlie Badenhop.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) The following entities are my Source Codes – Gilfro-Raool. Lorenz Attractor. Susan Weed. Kingsley Bye. Marcus Aelius Aurelius Antoninus. Doris Jeeanette. Owen Waters. Ayat Hurst. Simma Lieberman.htm. Michael Sherner.org/spirit. Ken Ward. Tom J 8 . Lisa Diane. Lois Jean Lany. Will Edwards.

I am guided by my own endowed powers doubled. The Prophet (SAW). I unify with all in order to love. Paul Hughes-Barkow. With magnetic tone of purpose. G Kumar. Peace and blessings to all.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Chalko. Master Choa. Geshe Kelsang Gyatso. Frank Homan. Through them. Buddah. Psychic Elzona. 9 . which falls within the last 13 Baktuns. The Christ. of the complete larger cycle of the Sun. Mary Ann Bailey. Tuesday L Rampa. All Amashida-kind. I seal the process of Heart.. Brenda Hoffman. Eledumare – The Most-High – bestowed on me distinct inspirations at this important period. Peter Knowl. Attracting loyalty and freedom.….

1 Subconscious Mind As you think about your dreams and what is important to you about moving towards your ideal lifestyle. you might realize that you are either moving toward or away from your dreams at all times and as often as possible. Anytime You Need Are Breaking Out of Your Rut! Finding The Strengths To Do Something Different Immediately Replace Your Limiting Beliefs With Empowering Beliefs Learn Quickly How To Enhance Your Intimate Relationships Understand And Practice How Successful People Handle Mistakes Differently Than Others Insure Your Children Grow Up With A Healthy Sense Of Power Are Learning To Trust And Respect Your Decisions 10 . The ideal thing is to live your dreams now before it is too late. And when you delay your dreams.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human. no matter how big or small in pursuit of our dreams. you miss out on life. If you must procrastinate. In reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” you:           Stop Being Ruled By Your Past. Erase Past History Identify Your Own Path to Success Eliminate The Fears That Drain Your Power Effortlessly Embrace Your Strengths. Know Thyself 1. It is important to take some action each and every day. you are putting your dreams off maybe for a few years or maybe forever.

like so many before you have done. Creating Fulfilling Relationships Regardless Of Your Past. If you want to make your dreams reality. When your objectives are unfold then you will be complete and enjoy a free living life by:            Eliminating Stress From Your Life And Replace It With Confidence. Make it vivid and focused and as real as possible. Meeting The Perfect Partner With A Loving Relationship. You Have Incredible Powers That Can Change Your Life. Eliminating Debt and Creating Financial Stability. Increasing Self Esteem And Self Confidence Stopping Worrying And Start Enjoying Your New Life. Boosting Your Creativity To A Higher Paying Job. Taking Control Of Your Life And Watch Your Dreams Come True. Being More Confident In Social Situations As You Meet New Friends. because it ought to know how to make your dream come alive. So Use It! One of the traits of people who are confident in their use of power and who really go for it is that they immediately take action. 11 . Get a picture of what you want. you must focus your attention on what you really desire inside your heart.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    Approach Others With A Benevolent Spirit Feel That You Can Make A Difference Are Having High Expectations For Success. Enjoying Better Health Than Ever Before And Allowing Your Body To Naturally Heal Itself. Enjoying Inner Peace Succeeding In Business.

Instead you go through life like an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the best . Researchers have also proven that stress. 12 . Giving Yourself A Pay Raise As Wish. is the number one cause of all fatigue and illness. but you have never learned how to master them correctly. Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM      Eliminating Negative Feelings Towards Family And Friends And Replacing Them With True Love. Getting A Better Job Under Conditions That You Want OR Become Your Own Boss. You were born with these powers. Imagine what would happen if we used our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live healthier. no way. Researchers have also proven that people who have a healthy and positive attitude. The rest is never used properly. perhaps that has worked for others but it can't work for me.but never really fulfilling your dreams Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease starts in the mind. You will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield astounding results. which starts in the mind. Securing A Promotion Regardless Of Seniority.and we don't even know how to use that 10% properly. more productive lives. Taking Charge Of Your Life And Watch Obstacles Melting Away In Your Path. But in order to get the most out of life you must first understand how your incredible creating powers work. Harness the power of your mind and you will fulfill your purpose of this life You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of. That means 10% of our mind is causing 75% of all sickness -. or incorporate positive thinking. And if you're saying.

say their prayers. the mualims. one or two affirmations. you'll learn a number of proven techniques that will generate astounding results. Why? It is because. plan things ahead. sister or colleague as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t. house. Know Thyself. you have been taught all kinds of things. pastors. Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your subconscious mind. You were taught how to walk. become more disciplined. Perhaps by visiting and praying fervently to a Deity. The answer is not far-fetched: Human. If this is happening to you. they know how to use the power of their mind. how to write and so on. for money. work with a daily planner and a goal minder. Besides. Have you ever asked the question within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same good results like your immediate brother. relax and enjoy your reading of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”. Unfortunately most people never get their mind working for them. Instead. Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their goals. who want you to follow such routines. they think that is all that it takes. 13 . then be sincere with yourself and ask. And know from now that the priests. are not interested in helping you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM live better lives. whereby creating things they don't want. Rather. cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life. No. The fact is that throughout your life. gurus. manage their time better. they get their mind to work against themselves. But no one ever taught you how to use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind. on whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what? They only want you to continue following them so that you become dependent on them. how to read.

co-dependent relationships. You will accomplish goals you never dreamed possible. Nine (9) times out of ten (10) is all we become.all within certain parameters . They have not been able to settle for those things that make people accept their lot. We have five senses taking in information all the time and we react through chemical exchanges happening in our body and have thoughts and feelings. We are born to live in a variety of different ways . Nature's cycles take care of it all within the Unity.e.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The “Nothingness of Self-Esteem’ teaches you the way of life and how to develop yourself and it follows the old adage that says: "Give a man a fish and you can feed him for a day. all from this same system that we call man.2. The senses allow us to communicate with the outside world. There is nothing wrong with that. We are a body. substance addictions and 14 . while eliminating stress and enjoying greater fulfillment in every aspect of your life. there are some of us who have not had such an easy time of life and/or been vulnerable to other influences that have caused us to stop in our tracks. There are continual external expressions and we react to them like puppets.until the day we exit this realm of existence. Teach him to fish and you feed him for life!" You'll discover the most powerful techniques to quieten your mind and develop your instincts or intuition. That may be sooner or later. including our emotional responses and thoughts. However. Empowering Our Own Lives The brain is the computer for the body. the brain is the central computer in charge of it all. 1. opinions and woes. See the pattern. i. so to say. yes it is true.

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philosophical ideas and belief systems. Some of us have stopped and asked: Eh, what is going on here? How come things are the way they are? What or who am I really? What is this place that we live in? I am here accidentally or is there some kind of purpose? Many people have looked further and spent time with others who have gained some knowledge through spending their whole lives, looking for answers to these questions. For most of us, we say: What's the point in that, we can never really know? But for others of us, we have asked and asked questions and those questions have become the most important focus of our lives. We have not wanted to stay 'scraping the bottom,' behaving and believing we are important and valuable somehow, whilst knowing that we do not really know a single thing. These people become more than just puppets here, more than just physical beings dependent on their environment, and have experienced that there are realities beyond the physical realm. That we are not just ordinary bodies of very complicated machines. Through questing and constantly challenging reality - we find new horizons. We take too much blame and we all suffer the same way, it's just that some of us can manage better than others. The more sincere we are, the harder it can be among the pool of dishonest individuals - because we can only just acting a part. It is impossible to go out of the Unity. Don't take others responses to you as an accurate gauge of who you are and what you are about - through your own selfquesting you will find a different and reliable measure. The people around you will carry on in their relatively unconscious and irresponsible manners if you have decided to opt out - it doesn't mean you have to be the same if you stay within. All you need is to try and see that they are not intending to be

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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be, other than what they are being. Don't take it personally. There are millions and billions of people here and there mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and harmony to this world. Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked because not everyone is going to change and be themselves, as they are so caught up in surviving their lives. Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages being given and received. You don't just have effect on the people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were 500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact? This is what is going on. There are people waking up and realising that as long as we all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself! When you go out to experiment with influencing others positively do it consciously. By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the same as doing it. We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives. Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent

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constraints, we interact with our environment in a positive and encouraging manner and we start to recreate our lives. Begin with yourself first and all else will follow.

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Personal Transformation

Take a look at your life and take inventory of the places you find yourself asking: Why do I always end up with this or that who always do this or that to me? Could it be my romantic partners, jobs, bosses, friends, cars, appliances, or even landlords? Just where is it that you find yourself in the same situation over and over again, through what seems to be no fault of your own? Once you have a completed list written down in a paper, pick one repetitive event to start with and allow for the possibility that you have helped to make this event reoccur by a belief you subconsciously hold. This may seem difficult at first, but it will be part of the wallpaper of life, invisible to one is also necessary for you to let go of the payoffs your belief in your own self-righteousness afforded you - this was probably the most difficult part of the whole transformation process and it will also be the most worthwhile. There may be other things you need to let go of, too - for instance your stubbornness must let go. On a separate sheet of paper, you may write down the thoughts and beliefs you could be holding that might consistently produce an outcome such as the one you are repetitively experiencing. Keep this piece of paper in a safe place so you can come back to it often and add new ideas. Once you have a belief that feels like it could be the most appropriate or the one that feels right, write a definition that fits with the dualistic viewpoint, where an opposite outside of you must occur in order for the event to happen.

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Your transformation is going to 18 . make sure you note that your transformation is going to benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine. that your limiting dualistic definition of "righteousness " was for you to be right. and things have entered my life in ways that I could not have ever imagined but also never been able to engineer.) This new viewpoint will give you a glimpse of how powerful you really are and how. So you may choose to enjoy your righteousness independent of what others are thinking or doing. and self-defeating directions and into positive. so you too can enjoy your righteousness without a need to have or make anyone else wrong.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Once you have that definition in place. write another definition for your goal. your life will get easier and easier. loving. that doesn't depend on an opposite or anything outside of you to experience its outcome. more abundant definition. belief. The next step is to take your new and more abundant definition and apply it to past experiences. As you do that. when you channel your power away from negative. Be wise and act wisely! A final note on your transformation. someone else has to be wrong and your more abundant definition of the so-called "righteousness " is that everyone embodies Cosmic righteousness. the world around you transforms. notice how good it feels to be free of the fearful and limiting emotions of being the helpless victim and how powerful it feels to be co-creating with loving partners. Then write down all the ways this new definition is going to positively change your present and your future. self-limiting. Write down how each event plays out now that the action is being directed by the new. When you change. As part of this list. For example. or a word say: "righteousness". circumstances. and empowering directions. (This has been one of the greatest benefits of a unique transformation – for instance people.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM positively affect the people in your life. for Sartre. Accept and enjoy the peace in your heart that comes with this trust. But without the synthetic ability of consciousness that world would be non-existent. Human consciousness has been defined in terms of nothingness in order to emphasize the rift between the mode of things and the mode of human existence. Some of these effects you will see. In fact. while you will never know about others. Even the principle of identity (A=A as in 2=/=1). they may just be passersbys in the street. but that it constitutes the world and that order itself is the Unity. Without the lack of identity it would not be possible to attain self-awareness and the world would consist only of the being-in-itself . which traditionally figures as an analytic (logical) principle. This constitution is rendered possible by virtue of the nothingness of consciousness which in the form of a lack-of-identity provides the condition for the possibility of self-deception (bad faith). your transformation is going to provide the opportunity for others to experience their own transformation. It is important that you trust that your transformation will have positive effects that you will be unaware of. 19 . represents a work of consciousness and is therefore in its nature synthetic. so you will know nothing of their transformation. Many of these people you will not even notice. the main point: that human consciousness is not just a part of the universal order of being. To say in a traditional way that man is an animal endowed with reason blurs.

challenges reason and is strongly connected to feelings in the body rather than in the mind or head.moments of an insight. Our tummy knows far more than we give it credit for .it may be interesting. When trying to solve a problem or simply when thinking about anything . flashes of inexplicable clarity defying conventional understanding.so start listening to it and you will never go astray. it has been known to change lives. to notice just how many different perspectives or internal voices going 20 . reasoning and rationale. Paying attention to our inner world requires that we press the pause button on the endless mental processing that consumes most of us. This is the gateway to our ‘inner world’ or intuition.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Development of the Real Intuition 2. as opposed to logic.1 The Real Intuition Most people will tell you that intuitive moments have occurred in their lives . Yes intuition is real and yes it is fallible and yet. is a gentler source of information that often defies logic. feelings and our body and with this we have taken the first crucial step to accessing our intuitive self. Intuition. despite its nebulous nature. It allows us to focus to emotions. So. instead of waiting for your intuitive insights to arrive randomly and with scarcity why not develop this skill yourself? Can you imagine what having a more fully developed and reliable intuition would do for you? Most of us live in our heads and pay little or no attention to the feelings that we so aptly called ‘gut feelings’. if not scary.

mualim. they literally drown out the gentle. inner exploration.and no. While fear. and even not choosing is a choice. because we know that all sorts of nasty emotions. fear literally interferes with true intuition. grief. anger and their friends on the internal committee are hogging our internal bandwidth with their load and pushy behaviour. And we 21 . because power is the result of responsibility and choice. we will find our intuition and inner guidance system. So train your body to relax. clearer source of internal thought. priest who actually has something valuable to say.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on inside . But the truth is that most of us don't want to be quiet. softer inner teacher. Behind the doors of any likely emotional purging. The tyrants on the internal committee may prevent us from hearing the softer. despair. (for anything other than sleep). Open our horizons and then use our intuition to choose paths and actions that feel the most truly aligned with our inner 'fear-free self'. Although it is not necessary to fully peel the onion to access your intuition. Every choice is an act of power. our intuition can kick in. What most people do not realise is that. relax or keep still for any significant length of time. You and I are accountable for our choices. this is not schizophrenia.why? Because when our body is finally relaxed and calm. Many profound eureka or aha moments can happen in the shower. it will give you high-speed access to your guru. wise internal guru. It is important to sorting out the difference between your internal voices of fear from other calmer. or while taking a relaxing walk . Once we have gone through all the aforementioned actions. old baggage and inner turmoil lies in wait to pounce the moment we shut our eyes. is your inner well of intuition just waiting to be used. stress. Now we must use it to actively increase our awareness of choices – to seek out new ways of seeing and new ways of being.

you may be surprised to find many easily accessible nuggets of insight and wisdom waiting to enrich your life with support and guidance. taken back your power and sifted through the macaroni. because sometimes it is just macaroni! Be patient with yourself and go back a few steps and try again. 2. amala or eba . Shatter the Beliefs that are Limiting Your Life. and Instantly Boost Your SelfEsteem Forever. even after doing fancy meditation postures and tricks . Real Intuition is everyone's birthright. but that it was buried under morass of fear and was simply malnourished and unable to germinate to a full grown reality. After you have started paying attention.2 Expanding Your Real Intuition Don't be surprised to discover that your intuition was there all along. 22 . that sometimes when you close your eyes and go inside. your inner compass is waiting for you! Yes.and excavate the magic that lies within. Dream! Dream!! Dream!!! Any veteran of the inner world will tell. So use discernment. The Life You Want – This is so and Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. You Can Expand Your Comfort Zone. peeled the onion. to-do lists and other garbage invading your inner sanctum.you still get thoughts of last nights dinner. Give yourself the gift of time and space dedicated to getting to know you better . fired and hired on the inner committee.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM shouldn't be afraid to dream a bigger dream for yourself. If you've ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. the answer is at hand. cleared up the inter-fear-ance.

nasty bosses. On the other hand. easy to use proven formula which unlocks everything your heart desires. Many people feel powerless in their lives. success has never been so easy. Their lives are an endless series of what-if questions they ask themselves. but there's a simple. No matter what your dream is. They never make their dreams come true. people who lack this ability still have the same yearnings and desires as everyone else yet they stay stuck and unfulfilled. I know it sounds incredible. I am going to reveal what I discovered through 21 years of research that allows you to harness your inner power and immediately attract everything you desire. and bring its benefits into your life at the speed of lightning. But. 23 . People who use their power will take their dreams and make them come true. massive. electric bill companies. They are fearless in their drive and will take immediate. now you can be on the way to achieving your dreams in just minutes. The single most important key to living your dreams is utilizing your personal power. For most folks. repeated action and will never give up until they can live their dreams.3 Quest for Reality You should understand just how close you are to your dreams right now. They live forever at the whims of others . harnessing this power is just a dream or fantasy. and automatically creates the life you really want. water rate board or others trying to hold them back. They never discover the secret to incredible power that is hidden within them. Keep cool and read on. But until now.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Did you know that there is a single ingredient that separates people who are successful in life from people who are not? That component is how you harness your personal power. because in just a moment. 2.

You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can climb and how you are being held back. When using your power. When you use your power. choose your values. you would be able to distinguish between the super achievers and The an average person. you have a more confident feeling inside. Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you know yourself. you become successful in your lives. 24 . it affects every aspect of your existence. or react to life is shaped by who and what we think we are. Your true living body is the secret to show you the way to activate it. and you become unstoppable and indistructible. Unless your personal power throttle is set on high. your life is entirely new. The way you set your goals. You'll be able to handle every obstacle along the way.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you make it reality when you master this skill. And you'll be able to move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72 hours. When you are freed from the prison of your fears.

Figure 3. roof etc). slabs. For example. a building can be considered an object but the building also consists of many particles or elements (foundations.1 Human Physical Body In physics.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Physical Body 3.1 Human body parts 25 . columns. taken to be one. beams. a physical body (called simply a body or even an object) is a collection of masses.

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Specifically, a physical body is an object which can be described by the theories of classical mechanics, or quantum mechanics, and experimented upon with physical instruments. This includes the determination of a position, and in some cases the orientation in space, as well as means to change these, by exerting forces. For instance, the force of gravity will accelerate a body if it is not supported, thus causing a change of its position by falling freely. However, it should be noted that it is not necessary for there to be forces present for an object position to change - only the rate of change of the object's position, that is, its velocity, will change under the influence of forces.

Figure 3.2 Female and male human anatomy (Source: www.3dscience.com)

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A human's (animal's or vegetable's) physical body is made up of organs and tissues and is a part of the total living being which in the human being may also include a psychological or spiritual component. However, whether or not a human being includes a spiritual component is entirely up to philosophical and theological debate. In Figures 3.1 and 3.2, human physical body and their parts are shown. It is therefore necessary to known the positions of human body parts as the knowledge is essential for the spiritual development. Human, know thyself!

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In a human body system the followings are defined as: Circulatory system: pumping blood throughout the body Digestive system: processing food with mouth, stomach and intestines Endocrine system: communicating within the body using hormones Immune system: defending against disease-causing agents Integumentary system: skin, hair and nails Lymphatic system: structures involved in the transfer of lymph between tissues and the blood stream Muscular system: moving the body Nervous system: collecting, transferring and processing information with brain and nerves Reproductive system: the sex organs Respiratory system: the organs used for breathing, the lungs Skeletal system: structural support and protection through bones Urinary system: the kidneys and associated structures involved in the production and excretion of urine

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Certain professions, especially medicine and physiotherapy, require the study of human anatomy (See Figure 3.2) in depth. Textbooks usually split the body into the following regional groups:  Head and Neck: includes everything above the thoracic inlet.  Upper limb: includes the hand, forearm, arm, shoulder, axilla, pectoral region and scapular region.  Thorax: contains the region of the chest from the thoracic inlet to the thoracic diaphragm.  Abdomen: everything from the thoracic diaphragm to the pelvic brim or to the pelvic inlet.  The back: about the spine and its components, the intervertebral disks and bodies  Pelvis and Perineum: the pelvis consists of everything from the pelvic inlet to the pelvic diaphragm. The perineum is the region between the genital area and the anus.  Lower limb: the lower limb is usually everything below the inguinal ligament, including the thigh, the hip joint, the leg, and the foot.

Human, know thyself! It is not only the medical or physiotherapy profession that requires in-depth knowledge in human anatomy, but every spiritually inclined individual. This is because in any spiritual unfoldment, imagination is important to activate the results during and after meditation. It is equally necessary to invoke and bring to focus any part of the body that need healing or development. The human subtle body is going to be discussed in the following chapter.

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If you want to know what your aura looks like. the more fixed (stabled or simpler structure) the aura around the object is. Wild animals have more expansive auras than their domestic counterparts. etc. have an energy field. If you have no pet. where there are lots of trees in the thick jungle. e. Plants including flowers. watch your own behaviour towards others. animals. the inhabitants 29 . etc. It is normally iridescent/radiant. planets. crystals. the dominant colouration. animals put green and pink energy in our energy fields because they are loyal and love unconditionally and this energy finds its way to influence your energy. particularly trees can influence our own energy. Although it differs from the aura of humans and animals. grass. it has an energy field. look at your cat or dog for an indication. Pets often have certain aura colours that are characteristic of their primary caregivers..g. (In parts of Africa. That is why they say if you are stressed "hug a tree!".1 Introduction Everything has an aura. plants. Surely this is true. trees. The lower the vibration. but there are similarities on a basic level. The energy of plants.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Subtle Body 4. If it vibrates. This explains why animals understand their owner's language when you are able to see the telepathic energy being received and sent between owner and animal. in a full consciousness you will realize that by passing a tree your aura becomes flooded and charged with green. About the therapeutic effect of animals on people. books. Animals have less complex but more intense coloration than humans.

you will see that there is much more going around the moon than you have ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night and watch! Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight. immediately neutralizes lower unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and others or his environment. emotional layer and 30 . ask and you must receive.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM insure their life as well as their children inside trees. so a part of our energy resonates around the goods we feel attached to. The next time your car gets a flat tyre. It could be realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to our earthly goods. To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like. With auric sight these are perceived as light and dark spots. There is a natural energy which flows through a house. reflect colours around it. ask yourself when recently your ego got punctured?! Think. The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place accumulating more of the same energy. At the same time a car symbolically represents our ego vehicle. Because of the high amount of oxygen at the sea. it automatically raises your energy levels. And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the waters. but the light energy tends to flow. A car can have a unique aura received often from its owner. Cars. Most trees live 100 to 200 years.) The green energy emanating from the tree when hugged. Certain areas. which allows you to see the physical or etheric double. one needs to take a look at the ocean. Lower vibrations can be altered by placing crystals in these spaces or corners. spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on to the negative energy. If you try to look at the aura of a full moon . when looking at. so it is safe as long as the tree in which a life is insured is not cut off.

it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting into a blockage. they cry. For the rest you need clairvoyant or spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher dimensions. Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy. ogbanje or all sorts of names. To some clairvoyants. While naturally. it is usual for parents or some adults to feel their children are going nuts. Infants frequently look above a person in front of them. In this area of the world (Yorubas. This is the belief and a typical scenario.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the lower mental layers. no matter how much smiling the person does. Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it. Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere. so they never lose this natural ability. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults of what they ‘see’ or feel. The truth is that children should learn to see and read auras in our primary schools. When they don't like the color of the aura above the head. They give 31 . Archangels are a symbol of large hands forming an arch. because if taught and developed well it would raise the world to a greater height than now. Hence they are obliged to go back to them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. just like my wife’s. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings. or if this color is much different from their parent's aura. abiku. who are usually completely enslaved by the materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following superficial examples. attracts most children Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of adults. The names signify that such children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or Source Codes so to say. Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras naturally. some people’s aura.

They can also make their presence known by smell or touch. Angelic energy feels warm. loving.2 Aura An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the body. The true living body comprises of physical and subtle body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM these symbolic images so that one knows what energy beings he is working with. Angels leaves a place smelling like lavender.1 Human body aura 32 . Whenever an angel or malaeka or iwin being enters your aura. kind and peaceful .so to say. Chakras Zone Figure 4. Most people find it overwhelming as this love and warmth cannot be compared to any we find on earth. 4. the vibration of your field is immediately raised and expanded and to the clairvoyant eye it looks brighter and more radiant. violets and roses. To some.

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It is a multi dimensional energy field that contains all that was and is. It extends to become part of the cosmic universe. An aura is composed of all the colors of the spectrum. Combinations differ with individuals and are constantly shifting. The colors are representative of mental and emotional states. The human aura is a multi-dimensional energy field, which consists of closely knit electromagnetic particles of varying densities suspended around the body in several layers known as auric bodies. The aura manifests the sum and sustains our existence as an endless life force in the universe. It is an extension of our higher self and a manifestation of the cosmic nature of our being. It is the antennae of consciousness, a treasure and throve of knowledge. Imagine an advanced energy and information system that contains a true chronicle of your past- present-and future. By referring to it you can expand your awareness and discover exciting new dimensions to your existence. It is also a system that can give you new insight, growth and power into your life. Einstein said: ‘Color is light, light is energy and energy is the whole universe’. Think of the aura as a colorful light system around any object which functions, not only in a 3rd dimension but in a 4th or even 5th dimension which is timeless and therefore it is only energy that interacts with everything as well as the universe. It is alive and an ever changing energy system and non-static. It is forever communicating, interacting, responding and confirming with every impulse, in and around it. It is an energy system, which contains all of which you are and were as a body, mind and soul being. It is forever present and forever evolving as you grow and expand and experience life in all its forms. It can never dissolve since energy cannot be destroyed. It can only be altered. Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every

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part of an atom, every electron, every elementary particle, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the aura as an electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the aura vibration. The most important property of the aura seems to be the fact that it contains information about the object. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants and so on) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals, water etc) is essentially fixed. Above facts have been observed by scientists in Russia, who have been using Kalian Effect to study auras for the last 52 years. The aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light. The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (deoxyribonucleic acid or DNA, structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (ultra-violet or UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists in Aura research are suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave aura. The high frequency (UV) part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.

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photography a lot of people have the impression that that is what an aura is all about and that is what the colours look like. This could not be any further from the truth. This is merely 1 dimension attained from biofeedback and the colours are reproduced to represent what the camera accesses. This camera only picks up the type of energy you currently manifest at body level. Aura can be divided in to 4 bodies; the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. All these bodies have a higher dimension to them that function in the 4th and 5th dimension except the spiritual body. Spirit is 5 dimensional and there are even higher vibrations than that. All of these bodies differ from each other. The colour aspect of the aura functions within the emotional body. We truly have colourful emotions and that is why we have expressions in language using colour to describe emotions, e.g.:
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red with anger. If one is mad the emotional aura is flooded with red. green with envy. A slummy shade of green is in the aura. having the blues. Too much blue in the emotional layer is telling you that this person is currently feeling melancholic.

Your soul's colours look completely different than the emotional colours. It looks like nothing on the earth plane. The closest description is that this aura has the same haziness a misty day about it, but then with a tint of green, blue, red, like the colours of the rainbow, sometimes more than 1 colour or even 4 colours together with the sun shining from behind to give it the radiance of the soul. The general hue, which people talk about, is still not a true colour. It is true for the personality you are on earth. This is

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focused vision. oranges and blues. Other ways of perceiving the aura is through the 3rd eye. For instance. They are used for night vision and to detect movement. There are two main types of light receptors in the human eye. They are used to see colours and objects in our everyday environment. So we use our peripheral vision to see the aura. fear and also because we use our left brain function more than the intuitive right brain as we grow up. In order to do that you need to let go of limiting beliefs. Cones are concentrated in the middle of our eyes. Rods are receptive to shorter wavelengths of lights (those in the ultraviolet spectrum). This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st house in astrology.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at whichever level it is functioning currently. 36 . projected outwards. So what you truly are on earth is a sum total of all these bodies. These keep one another on their toes. This part of our eyes needs a lot of exercise if you have never used it before. rods and cones. conditioning and karmic issues stored within the 3rd eye.4 Auric Sight Auric sight is a function of the eye that has been neglected or shut down by conditioning. We each have approximately 18 million rods and 3 million cones in our eyes. Cones are receptive to light in our normal visible spectrum. The so called Rods are concentrated in the outer portion of our eyes. You can raise your level of vibration through regular meditation. People with the same general hue normally get along with those of complementary colours like reds and greens. 4. reds will push greens to be more active while greens will calm down the energy of the reds. So what does my aura look like? It depends on which auric body you are looking at. yellows and purples.

by feeling the energy another person is giving off or radiating. To enter that state of mind you need to relax and experience it as game of fun. Human. remembering there are always more than one (1) level to feeling. Here too. Our hands are a kinesthetic sensor to feel energy. There is the immediate emotion a person experiences. You have heard people refer to a friend: I can feel he is in a bad mood. Normally we receive and read the energy with our left hand and give energy out with the right hand. Seeing is believing. You get frustrated or confused. smelling and touch. The aura is gazed upon not look at. it is important to develop other senses like hearing.5 Multi-Sensory Perception This is using all of your senses to experience the energy. In order to understand the totality of the energy and what the energy of the aura wants to communicate. So it is. 37 . practicing an hour a day. Then there is the deeper feeling of what the emotion is doing to the person's other energies. Most of us are clairsentience beings. i. Seeing auras is a different way of looking. but feeling is the truth. Alpha level functions within the super conscious and when you can maintain that level you are automatically open to perceive the energy of the aura. Remember you use your eyes and your intuitive mind to perceive! The secret to seeing auras is patience. The aura is accessible not only through sight. you go back to a lower vibration and then it is very difficult to access the energy. The moment you tense up or stress. know thyself! 4. for instance you can experience the emotion of raging anger and that may make feel vulnerable when you see one in a person right in front of you.e.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM teaching yourself to access the alpha brain waves.

through which vital energy must pass in order to nourish and maintain physical. Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM We can also feel the energy of a place and animals. as represented in Figure 4. There is no sense in only seeing if you cannot hear or see what the energy wants to tell you. mind and soul. Positions of chakras 38 . There is a whole spectrum of sound outside our normal range of hearing abilities within the spiritual dimensions that is accessible through our inner hearing system. Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels spinning. People like mediums can communicate with other dimensional beings.6 Chakras Chakras.2. Each chakra has 3 layers of energy. Chakras enable us to gather process and release energy. they see as silver/gold in the aura). And this is the least developed skill in most people. mental and spiritual well being. ajna or CAVICAL Throat (5th) or DORSAL Heart (4th). Note this! Crown (7th) or MEDULAR 3rd Eye (6th). emotional. are energy points in our aura. It is a profound system that integrates body. responsibilities and consciousness. amahata Solar Plexus (3rd) Sacral (2nd) Root (1st) Figure 4. Because of noise or what we did not want to hear we have blocked our hearing abilities. What is so unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher levels of awareness. 4.2.

Water-air combination corrodes steel. code would be a violation of the person's life process. these deep layers of energy are more likely to open and blossom when the top layers are free from congestion. infancy and early childhood. if activated and abused by negative thoughts.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The top layer relates to transpersonal energy. The middle layer relates to deeply personal emotional issues. No one can know the deep unfolding of the soul's destiny. These may require a deeper therapeutic approach to work through the disturbances. so also will negative thought do to your Chakras. express and release our feelings. Chakras can easily be blocked if they are not well activated and used rightly. When you do you will understand why the Yogis describe chakras as lotus with 39 . This is the energy which can become congested in the comings and goings of everyday life. Yes Chakras get ‘rusted’ or ‘corroded’ just like an abandoned steel. which focus around our birthing. It is my wish that everyone will have at least once the opportunity to experience this. So.e. However. especially when we forget our spiritual nature and ignore our true purpose in life. The deep inner layer is related to the soul path. be cautious! When the chakra is blocked at this level the mind needs to be engaged and committed to reprogramming negative thoughts about the past. The blockages in this field of energy come about through unexpressed emotions. The chakras spin at such a high vibration that it is not possible to see it with auric sight alone but with an opened 3rd eye. i. which are locked into the energetic. Unresolved issues will stand in the way of our development and growth which work through our mental processes as well as energetic processes. These blockages reflect our capacity to experience. Not only can one must use the steel but must be oiled properly and adequately too. To disturb the patterns.

hence. and all people inhabiting physical bodies on this earth have them. Over the years some discrepancies have been noticed between how different people "define" each chakra. The following is a general summary of understanding the physical locations and elements associated with each chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spinning petals. upside down triangle for the throat chakra. a heart shape for the heart chakra. These energy vortexes are the channels through which spiritual energy flows through to manifest in the physical plane. (Matter is merely slowed down or crystallized energy. which is a red square for the root chakra. 40 . (particularly the second and third chakras). Balancing and Charging the Chakras While the word "chakra" has Hindu (Sanskrit) roots. the energy involved is not partial to any particular religion or belief. the chakras can be perceived in their symbolic representation. but the differences have only been minor. our bodies are energy!) The chakras and other smaller energy vortexes (such as acupuncture points) are openings and channels for universal energy to flow into and out of the aura. It is a universal energy. while the chakras in between have vortexes both to the front of the body and to the back. a crescent moon for the sacral chakra. a circle for the solar plexus. a star for the 3rd eye and a skull cap for the crown chakra. The base chakra extends down and the crown chakra extends up. Through chakra meditation and learning and experience with the energetic nature of the universe. Certainly the colors and locations of the chakras are generally consistent. we can awaken our conscious minds to our true spiritual natures.

bright and clean. It governs communication and personal magnetism.  The second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen. When a chakra becomes blocked.  The sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purple/blue). religion fanatism) with our current physical selves.  The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow). which is the "color of love. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine. It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection. When all the chakras are "whirling". It is like our umbilical cord to The Absolute. or muddied with residual energy.  The fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green.  The seventh chakra is at the crown of the head. and is associated with the color orange. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love. and also the color rose. then our physical and emotional health can be affected. Often this 41 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. open. particularly psychic vision. This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision. and is violet fading to white further away from the body.  The fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves (half education." It is also the link between emotion and thought. our bodies and our health. then our chakra system is balanced. damaged. It is the chakra that governs our physical existence. It is associated with the will or desire. This chakra governs creativity and emotion.

42 . it can be used to ground oneself. chances are your root (red) chakra is going to become sluggish. The more open. the more energy can flow through your system. fears and desires can be found in our chakras. If you are extremely centered in your intellect. Lie. feelings. You are endowed with it. as you would for any meditation. darkened and dull. beliefs. First know yourself. clear." The goal is a strong. safe and powerful. If you "close off" your emotions because they're painful or overwhelming. balanced energy system. use it wisely. In this country (Nigeria) and other Nations of the world we tend to value the upper chakras over the lower chakras. thoughts. but a disproportionately small heart chakra or root chakra. Anybody at any required time one feels empty. if you eat poorly (a lot of processed food. health. for instance) and don't exercise. Use the power of imagination to locate each necessary parts of your body. This energy is essential for vitality. and continued growth on all levels. your heart chakra is likely to become tight and closed and block emotional energy. clear and balanced the chakras. Or perhaps you're cerebrally focused on finding answers to deep questions about "reality" (as I was for many years). you may have a bulging and bright brow chakra. looks unending for a beginner but.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM occurs habitually as the result of negative or incomplete belief systems. is very effective. Your body is the only authentic temple you have and not somebody else or any place. For example. The effects of our habits. This probably has its roots in our ancestors' religious aversion to the "flesh" and their focus on the rewards of "heaven. stand or sit in a relaxed and comfortable position. The following exercise.

so use it wisely.. Somebody told me he likes to recite: “Allah-Akbar-Laahu-Akbar” for 10 minutes to relax. Spirit/ Inner Force/. in this time... cleansing and charging the chakras and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation. Follow the breath as it flows toward your nostrils.. as it fills your lungs and then as it is expelled... as it enters your nose. in. God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMasishida. and out.and out. In. Another said: A-U-M. truth or intelligent nor subject of matter.. take a moment to ground yourself here in this moment. follow your breath. of your weight... All the same. Breathe in.. The body should already be relaxed and the mind tranquil when beginning this meditation.in (six or seven counts as wished but stick to one) and out (six or seven counts. is all-in-all. Now that you are relaxed and feeling very much at peace. but stick to one)... while another recites the mantra: “There is no life. Eyes are closed.. in this body. Take some deep breaths.. of the heaviness of your limbs. all is infinite mind and infinite manifestations. It is preferable to learn about energy and the methods of balancing. The following is just one way of performing this balancing. my…and my…is the image of my.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM (Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple you possess.. for my. 43 ...and …therefore I am not material but… ” You may wish to fill in the gap by your usual name of your belief: God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMashida. Feel where your body meets the (chair/bed/floor). Become aware of your body from head to toe.) Your spine remains straight and your head aligned with your body. and out. in this place. Just relax into this quiet moment..

and when the chakra is clean. Its energy is red. As the energy swirls in. Watch it as it travels through space and then bursts into a zillion bits of energy upon solar contact. In your mind you can see your root chakra. study the appearance of this chakra. Now turn your attention back to the root chakra. your chakra grows large and deep red and strong. Now turn your focus up to your abdomen. the area between your legs. and it governs your physical body. If you feel your chakra is dusty. imagine your hands (or those of a guide) working on the chakra. Imagine the room glowing red with this energy. Allow the sun to recycle this energy back into the universe. You are surrounded by infinite root energy. In your mind. If it is dirty. It is clean and red. See red swirls of energy flowing to your root chakra. torn. mentally take the pail and hurl it into the sun. Allow those hands to repair any imperfections. feel its strength and power. 44 . clean away the dirt and throw it into an imaginary pail with a lid. to the area of the "womb" or spleen/lower navel (if man). Allow the energy to fill your chakra until it is so vital that it extends several feet out from your body. Mentally envision the chakra and note any symbolic symptoms of disease. You can feel this as a tingling as the energy fills your root chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now focus on the area at the base of the spine. note its color and vitality. This is the root chakra. your physical health and vitality. dirty. or otherwise less than a perfectly brilliant red whirling vortex. a brilliant red swirling vortex of physical energy.

charging it with vitality. Now return your attention to the yellow chakra. discarding any imperfections or impurities in the pail. Send the “pail” to the sun for recycling.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is the orange chakra. Take a moment to observe the chakra. until it extends out from your body for several feet. with clear-thought.' Feel 45 . that which governs will and ambition. Watch as your orange chakra grows and whirls. and send the pail to the sun to recycle the energy. with creativity. 'Universe. Note its color and appearance. Call out to the universe for orange creative energy and feel the space around you begin to glow orange. energy to achieve my goals. its vitality. to work for that which I value and desire. Turn from the red chakra. Note its color. Allow the invisible hands to cleanse the chakra and heal it. send me yellow energy. Focus on the orange chakra again. With a tingle you feel the energy begin to swirl into your chakra. Take a few moments to examine this chakra. This is the heart of the yellow chakra. that of will. just as the red root chakra is still whirling and strong. that which controls clear thinking and creativity. to repair or heal it. Have you been lazy of late. up through the orange chakra. Discard any imperfections in the pail. It is now clean and a bright yellow. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the chakra. or perhaps too driven? Examine your will through this chakra. to the solar plexus. and a bright orange. will energy. It is now clean and whole.

to all beings. You may feel an instant wave of emotion. Say: “Universe/God/Allah/Most-High. This chakra governs your feelings. 46 . Feel the green energy whirling into your heart. but for now. any impurities. your orange/womb chakra pulsing brilliantly.. vitality. Reflect a moment on how you've been feeling emotionally lately.” Must you use any familiar phrase for yourself. that I may in turn give love to others. extending several feet out from your body. Note its color. Examine this chakra. In your mind you can see your red/root chakra glowing. Turn your attention to the middle of your chest. to life itself. and your yellow/solar plexus chakra glowing strongly. It is clean and a beautiful green color. your emotional connections to others and to the universe. release any pain or anger. Now focus back on the heart chakra. the green chakra. They are still yours if you choose to hold them. imperfections or impurities to the pail.) send me green energy for my heart! Open my heart to the world. and with a tingle feel the energy swirl into your solar plexus. whirling. Watch the chakra grow and glow and spin with this new energy. so be it. Are there bindings holding in pain? Or is the chakra tight and hard with anger? Release any tensions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the yellow energy surrounding your body. It whirls strongly and evenly. Fill my heart with love energy. Send them to the sun for recycling. Gently allow those invisible hands to cleanse and purify the chakra. to the heart chakra. with compassion for our shared experiences and journey.

Or perhaps you've been talking over others. Examine the chakra for imperfections. Allow the hands to heal and cleanse the chakra and when finished. drawing others to you. your chakras are cleansed and charged and huge with energy. to heal any imperfections and recycle them in the sun. clean and whirling. Focus on the throat. Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. Feel the air fill with blue universal energy. or not listening well. swirl in and around and fill your third eye chakra with deep. noting the color and any imperfections. Feel it charge the air. Examine the chakra. send the impurities to the sun for recycling. Allow the hands to cleanse the chakra. There is psychic energy available to you beyond measure. It is a beautiful deep indigo. Perhaps you've been feeling shy and afraid to extend your energy in communication. Perhaps it no longer spins out of neglect/stagnation. 47 . center of the blue chakra which governs communication and personal magnetism. the third eye. Feel the throat open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM From the red chakra through the orange chakra through the yellow chakra through the green chakra. Now look at the chakra. strong blue energy. Feel your throat open with this swirling. This energy charges your aura with magnetism. Perhaps you haven't been honoring your own beliefs and speaking out when you should. Focus on the middle of your forehead. vital indigo energy. Perhaps it is locked up due to fear. This chakra is indigo and governs psychic vision and intuition.

big! Move your attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. fading to white further away. whirling. to the green/heart chakra. and fully charged. and note any mental visions as this occurs.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Feel the third eye open.. charged and in balance. examine the chakra and allow any healing needed. and recycle the discarded energy in the sun. etc. Now examine the chakra. the energy flowing back to you. to the deep 48 . From the red/root chakra. to the orange/womb chakra. This chakra governs your connection to the Universe/God/Goddess/The Creator. glowing white around the outside. Feel the violet energy flowing in. In my experience this chakra generally needs much less work than the others. bright. This chakra is like an umbilical cord to "home. the orange/womb chakra. to the green/heart chakra. to the blue/throat chakra. See the crown chakra grow enormous. All your chakras are now clean. strong. This chakra is violet near the body. Feel the response. of your soul.. Your chakras are huge. Allow the hands to heal. to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. Mentally reach out to that which you consider your "Source" to "The Absolute" or “The Universe”. and the white energy surround your body. a loving embrace of your whole self. to cleanse." Reflect on your spirituality of late. It is brilliantly violet. Note the red/root chakra. to the blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. Now is a good time to ask for increased psychic power. Now focus your attention at the crown of your head. open and brilliant. Ask for the peace and joy of a strong crown chakra connection.

and its frequency rate are altered. See the white energy that extends up and out from the crown chakra enveloping your whole body in an egg of white energy. within the Universe. Sun. There’s a whole lot of shifting going on as in Figure 4. Evidently. You are completely refreshed. You. all the others are likely to follow . there’s an electromagnetic energy surge/shift now underway. Your energy is balanced. Try it! Alternative to this is your regular alsolaat. You are full of vitality. almost as if there’s something in the air. pelvic movement or your group dancing and clapping of hands.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM purple/third eye to the violet/crown. a heightened intensity of emotions is being felt and people are embracing “know thyself” and “above all else be true to thyself” philosophy. if one energetic member shifts. and extra-sensory development. Me and everything else that exist within. you may not want to get involved with any other meditation again. calm. your chakras are spinning and whirling. ironbased inner core. and peaceful. Strangely. the Earth’s geomagnetic field. increasing incidents of unexplained phenomena. After few months of practice. and evens our body’s natural electro-magnetic field. Electromagnetism is the stuff that when the Sun emits more electromagnetic radiation. 4. This energy alteration affects all creatures. full of energy and vitality.3. 49 .like the Earth. Consequently.7 An Electromagnetic Affair Most noticeable human shifting includes the alarmingly frequent occurring nervous system disorders.

the larger cycle of the Sun. exposing the basic mechanics of creation -. our modern technology. we are in the half-way point of this Sun cycle.. A time when old wisdom merges with modern knowledge. 50 . In the meantime. is complete.electromagnetism. Listed below are a few helpful suggestions for preparing your body-mind-spirit for energy surges and shifts.3 The shift It is what makes you wonder which energetic member is affecting “Ra” the Sun? Without a doubt.. since 1999 to date. amongst other Geophysics and Astrophysics intelligences. displays an intense and rather abnormal fiery and explosive behavior. we are in a spectacular and peculiar time of great change.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. Currently. affecting Earth and Everyone. Their calendar reveals an important time (1999 – 2012) when the last 13 baktuns (Mayan years). The ancient Mayan’s were wizards of time and numerology. observe the Sun with watchful and astonished eyes as our Solar System leader “the Sun”. meaning a whole lot of shifting is most likely yet to come .

in which the difference between 7 and 20 is 13. changes in energy level or changes in auditory and other sensory functioning. Rearrange different positions to enhance vibration in certain areas of the body. and anxiety. By doing this you are activating synergistic nerve conduction. tingling of moving energy throughout body. nausea. sitting or lying on the Earth’s natural floor. allowing your bio-energy to flow more freely and efficiently. Stretch your body and feel the internal vibrations Try this by standing up right with your feet on the floor. The following is an easy exercise: Stand up-right and spin your body in a left (counter clockwise) direction for a few 51 . Hold a position that creates your body to shake or vibrate. physical symptoms are known to occur. We need to stimulate and strengthen our sensory systems in order to improve our adaptability to vibration energy surges/shifts. Electromagnetic Shift Tips Associate with the vibration of the earth’s core energy By walking barefoot. preparing the body for easier adjustment in energy surges and shifts.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A very noticeable year is the year 2007 (20:07 in the Qur’an). Now lean over and touch the floor with both hands grounded. These may include vertigo. Support and enhance your body’s equilibrium During an event of electromagnetic shifting. thus. yet it is not the last circle of the Sun. you are connecting to Earth by creating an energy current circuitry that improves your bio-energy system.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spins and then pause a moment.) In the midst of new changes and shifting taking place. 52 . Mental and emotional cleaning is recommended on a regular basis. Salt and soda creates a negative ionic atmosphere. etc. Drink and eat electrolytes Everything in our body. drugs and then electronic equipment. potassium.8 Influences of Auras Negative influences are negative thoughts. perhaps the most important helpful factor to state is to inculcate: Get Awareness Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or another. Eat well. Use natural salts and baking soda Use natural salts and baking soda in your bath for detoxifying the body. (natural form: sodium. thus drawing toxins from the pores and balancing excessive positive charge. grounding and stabilizing your energy field. Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by thinking wisely! 4. calcium. Negative thought patterns about yourself attract negative people and incidences in your life. Repeat the spin in the opposite direction (clockwise). Changes in air pressure. are likely to throw off your body's balance mechanism. This practice of sensory recalibration is most helpful for the auditorial (sense of balance) region. operates with electrolytes. sonic energy waves. especially optimal nerve transmission. noise.

Restore the balance of your aura with the gentle music and or other nature sounds. If it is not a life threatening illness. It is advisable that if you spent a long time in these unnatural energies to balance it out by spending time in nature to restore your energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Continued loud noises disturb the balance of the layers and therefore lower your vibration level. go along other routes like homeopaths and alternative medicines. Over long periods of time the electric energy wants to change your natural flow while your own energy wants to correlate it again. Alcohol suppresses the emotions. It creates tension within the fields or weakens your energy that makes it receptive for disease. Figure 4. creating a phantom effect that boomerangs back on your psyche! Electronic equipment and power lines have a different magnetic energy field that runs in the opposite direction of your natural energy force.3 The shift 53 . Remember that all disease has a mental and emotional cause and which if addressed will also clear up the disease. Drugs and cigarettes and other medicine taken over a long period of time create a grayish layer in the vital energy and prevent the natural ability we have to heal ourselves from functioning at an optimum level.

when you see something for yourself. wearing bright colours. natural sunlight. people admired things they could not explain and called them “miracles”. Nature gave us all we need to see auras.4 The true aura Many great people in the past complained that: we have eyes and we do not see. except our limited understanding of Nature. because some artists could actually see auras just as shown in Figure 4. long time ago.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Your energy field can also be strengthened by the use of the transformation meditations. There is nothing ‘paranormal’ in the Universe. meditation. If you decide not to try. All is required is the knowledge on how to use your senses together with your conscious effort. no longer will you need to rely on believing someone. Advanced spiritual people such as Buddha. you will never see the aura. Mohammed. Figure 4. and decent behaviour. On the other hand. healthy eating.4. 54 . Christ. Positive influences are natural sounds. And you can use your knowledge to learn more and help others. people were able to see auras. Rampa and other saintly persons were covered and often seen with golden halos around their heads. Long. If you probe further in the “Nothingness of self esteem” you will discover what they meant. What we think we know on Earth now is just a tiny drop in the Ocean of Knowledge. You will know that you ‘know’ because you ‘know’. Long time ago.

Rather than create an aura of mystery around my newly acquired skill. eloquent. dump and stupid.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Anyone can see auras to some degree. It shows our True Nature and intentions for everyone to see. Also. When you see a person with a gray or dark aura. clean aura. spiritual teacher. my approach is to show everyone what their eyes are capable of. good looking or well dressed he/she seems to appear. aura is our spiritual signature. especially around and above the head have very special meanings. you may be almost sure. Let’s see. they do not make any sense. With a little patience.they are deaf. regardless how impressive. No one can lie in front of you undetected. you are much better on your own. master. even if you are bald). it manifests clearly. Colors and intensity of the aura. Stand in front of a full length mirror. educated. umuyu. you effectively see a lie every time. muallim or a guru. I consider this a part of our Nature and I say that it deserves our attention. 55 . We cannot fake the aura. you can be sure that such person is good and spiritually advanced. even if he/she is modest and not aware of it.) When nearly everyone (including children) sees a similar thing. It is especially important to check the aura of any religious leader. Such a person should have a clearly defined yellow-golden halo around the head. If he/she does not have it. that such person has unclear intentions. When you see a person with a bright. If they do not agree with what this person is saying. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. watch your forehead (at the boundary of your hair-cut. wa-hun la yah-kiluun . (but Sumu bukumu. Just relax and you will surely observe your own aura flying off your head.

healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness. When people realize that their Aura is on display and many people are able to see it. Yes. envy. Such attitude suppresses your True Nature. By reading aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. But most people on Earth have very weak and dull Auras. Refer to the section ‘nothingness theory’ in this book. Most sect. spiritual development and our awareness of Nature. if you focus your life on follow-follow-type rituals and the flock of other people. Where is the danger? When the time comes to really use the information stored in your consciousness from this lifetime. religion and political leaders have only two things in mind: money and power to control people. at least develop your inner power first and you will be better for it. And 56 . Some people’s aura if perceived can make one very sad indeed for dull colour it bears.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Joining a sect or a religion that is led by incompetent people without good auras is very dangerous for your consciousness. they will watch what they think. cultivating fear. Everyone has an Aura. Imagine changes on the Mother Earth if many people can see auras of their leaders and start choosing them on the basis of their auras. In such case it is necessary to re-learn everything from the beginning. jealousy and other similar emotions – I beg of you leave this material thing alone. there may be almost nothing useful there. and your aura seems to become suppressed too. And you can see it in their aura for yourself. However. By consciously controlling your aura you can actually heal yourself. This seems to be a direct consequence of their lifelong materialistic attitude negating and suppressing the development of consciousness.

generated by the Love of the Universe. Surely. The conclusion is that Atlantis. of continental dimensions. The MerKaba is the energy field that exists around every living thing throughout the Universe. See Figure 4.9 The Energy Field MerKaBa is a term translated as 'chariot' in Hebrew. everyone’s MerKaBa was activated. In ancient Egyptian (18th dynasty) means Rotating fields of light Mer). we have forgotten how to activate this living field. could only have been located in that region of the world. including the Americas.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM they will try to see and improve their own Aura. Since the fall of Atlantis. he or she is in a place of complete protection.) 57 . also disappeared likewise. Back in the times of Atlantis. Literarily. When MerKaBa is activated around a person's body. spirit(Ka) and soul(Ba). became sunken when sea level rose. the entire world will become much better if all people can see and read Auras. In the process they will become better and wiser. No other regions of the world display a similar event. (The huge chunk of land. the site of the second Atlantis. exactly as Plato affirms. It is seen to have been about two or three times larger than continental-sized India. to the south of Southeast Asia. Another sizable piece of land in the Indus Delta.5. at the end of the Pleistocene. 4. MerKaBa is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. if Plato was in fact speaking truthfully. being able to recognize intentions of other people. This continental-sized land was indeed larger than Asia Minor and Libya (North Africa) put together. at that occasion.

already knows that the ascention is possible. but over time we have forgotten how. The meditation also incorporates deep (pranic) breathing techniques. and remains skeptical to the possibilities of ascention. The MerKaBa Meditations facilitate deep spiritual growth and activation. We used to breathe in this manner. The right brain. The left brain on the other hand.5 Ancient world during ice-age The activation meditation has recently been released back to humanity because we are ready for it again and it plays a vital part in the vibrational changes that we and the Mother Earth are going through. Spherical 58 . thus appeasing the left brain's doubtful nature. which brings Life Force Energy directly into the body in the same manner before the fall of Atlantis that the dolphins and whales breathe. Therefore the MerKaBa teaching is based on Sacred Geometry. They serve to balance all chakras.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. and lead one into whole-brain synchronization. deals with logic and linear time. or the feeling aspect of the brain.

one finds the higher energies are what is referred to as the 5th dimension space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM breathing activates all the chakras (energy centers) in the body and has them function as one. However. It is a powerful meditation for this very reason and should be done only with the highest intentions for remaining in a love-centered focus. thoughts (and fears) manifest more readily when inside an activated MerKaBa. For the human body. etc) 59 . The MerKaBa literally is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. Note that the energy that protects you will avenge you. emotional. The term 'ascentions' is one that has been widely used in a variety of contexts. Therefore. MerKaBa as a 'tool for ascention' means that the MerKaBa meditation provides the means for learning to work with our energy fields and to realign ourselves with Source by creating a sacred space of Love and Joy around us. this 'activation' would be seen as a subtle energy field that expands out around the body in a disc-like shape approximately 20 m in diameter. this particular meditation is a means to showing us how that state feels and provides an experimental understanding of how to realign our energy fields and holds the higher vibration of Love in it throughout our daily activities. Therefore. the use of it only in context to the MerKaBa is as follows:  To raise the energy level of physical body (mental. As it amplifies the energy of the heart. The MerKaBa also functions as a multi-dimensional force field which when activated through love will protect you from any darkness trying to invade your system. which then demands a sense of responsibility to maintain clear thoughts and actions at all times.

While many believe that the concept of ascention implies physically departing from the Earth. Use any taught method hat is convenient for you. This is living and operating through your heart’s consciousness mind not through your negative ego mind. you should know that before you start to use a version of MerKaBa meditation. how they create. To attain a oticeable shift to the focus of conscious awareness for awareness of other levels of reality. Once we bring to shift our forces of awareness up from the solar plexus/ gut level to the heart center. in the Golden Age which we are entering it is more like anchoring heaven on Earth and heart’s consciousness. and how you can make them manifest into what you desire to see in your reality. 60 . MerKaBa or spherical breathing brings about a complete and final bliss which comes from within and not from without. Ground yourself properly. We can then more fully enjoy this Earth experience! In order to be in control of your manifest experiences. you first must understand about what your thoughts are. we begin to add love to all the emotions we take in from our environment and send out to others. This changes the perception of ordinary events in our lives and makes them more magical.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    To have ability to tune-in to higher frequencies and access information or detect subtle energies. your intention must be pure and positive. colourful and alive. To strengthen one’s connection to his soul and monad (single cell organism).

2. Breath-in by drawing light energy from the inner core of the mother Earth and allow the energy to flow up. after the fifth time in 3 above. The light flows out your crown chakra and disappearing into the cosmos. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. 61 . lighting up your chakras. 3. Sit cross-legged or stand erect. to the inner core of the mother Earth. through your right side. bring the light and place it in your solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only). 5. 6. As the light reaches the cosmos. 7. circulate up the light. repeat 5 times. Now breathing out. Sit for as long as you wish before any daily activities commences. breathing out and bringing the light down by your left side. to your feet and down to the Earth core again. from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth up to the cosmos breathing in. breath-out and draw down the light energy from the cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the root chakra. Repeat this process 5 times. Now from top down. Move up the light as in 2 above Repeat Nos 2 and 3 five (5) times 4. Now. whichever is convenient for you. outside your body. outside your body to the cosmos.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 1.

62 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own worst enemy as you are your best friend.

the DNA sequence is copied into a complementary ribonucleic acid (RNA) sequence in a process called transcription. Genetic information in genes is transmitted through complementary base pairing.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) DNA contains the genetic information that allows living things to function. this RNA copy is then used to make a matching protein sequence in a process called translation. Alternatively. grow and reproduce. Figure 5. a cell may simply copy its genetic information in a process called DNA replication. when a cell uses the information in a gene. For example. Usually.1 The structure of part of a DNA double helix 63 . This information is held in the sequence of pieces of DNA called genes.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thought Forms 5.

Cytosine Phosphate dioxyribose backbone 3rd end 5th end Figure 5. On the other hand. For example. oxidants such as free radicals or hydrogen peroxide produce multiple forms of 64 . books and literatures here we focus on the interactions that happen in these processes between DNA and other molecules. as shown in Figure 5.1 and two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases are shown in Figure 5.2 The two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases DNA can be damaged.2.3. These include oxidizing agents. by many different sorts of mutagens. The type of DNA damage produced depends on the type of mutagen. alkylating agents and also high-energy electromagnetic radiation such as ultraviolet light and x-rays. UV light mostly damages DNA by producing thymine dimers.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The details of these functions are covered in other articles. which are cross-links between adjacent pyrimidine bases in a DNA strand. The structure of part of a DNA double helix is shown in Figure 5.

in an adduct to DNA 5.3 Benzopyrene.2 DNA Representations Thought is define as scalar wave configurations of multidimensional vibrating patterns of bi-polar electromagnetic energy radiation. And one’s mind is an energy force that continually generates these patterns of scalar waves through the process of thought. Of these oxidative lesions. particularly of guanosine. thoughts are real things. Figure 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM damage. Knowing this. about 500 bases suffer oxidative damage per day. insertions and deletions from the DNA sequence. the most damaging are double-strand breaks. as they can produce point mutations. which form specific patterns of scalar frequency within the personal manifestation template In other words. it 65 . as well as double-strand breaks. as well as chromosomal translocations. It has been estimated that in each human cell. the major mutagen in tobacco smoke. including base modifications.

And this is what thought manifestation is about. This is exactly what happens to many individuals they ‘hear’. ‘see’ but do not comprehend even when things are very loud and clear. So it doesn't matter how many ways we try to explain to them. They do not understand because they are in a self-imposed frequency fence first of all.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM is not difficult then to understand how appropriately directed thought can directly influence one's manifest experience and reality. 66 . These people seem to work in a very low frequency and dealing with them requires patience to drive points home. How thought gets transduced into externalization and holographic projection. The more strands of DNA are active within you. There is no way to see something if you don't have the receivers for that frequency (Video. GSM. It's like trying to explain to your great grandmother how the astronauts landed on the moon. will not be manifest in your experience. If you do not have the frequency receivers in your DNA. The frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist so you won't see the reality fields formed by those types of frequencies. they will never "get" it. and they don't have the apparthi turned on to even receive the frequency of information that the self-Esteem is driving at. She just doesn't have the receptors to receive this information turned on. and will not be able to comprehend it. Osanyin) with its modulation. because you are able to bring in more dimensional levels of consciousness into your body via these frequency receivers. called apparthi. TV. your body will not be able to hold a certain frequency that. which happens during DNA activation then. turned on and active. the more expanded your hologram will become. which you are trying to see in your hologram. Reality is actually just a hologram that is created right through your DNA template. like a fabulous wealth.

Even thought can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there 67 . Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of frequency. If the frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing their job to receive frequency. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems are not used to perceiving so they block it out. then it doesn't exist. we literally won't see it in our reality. Space between objects is a vibrational frequency.we see deep space . we would not see the hologram. Your body and the planet's body are just thought forms. so that their senses can’t be detected by the current 3D technologies. then the frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist. we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms and density levels and civilizations. But thought is just as physical as your physical body. Science tends to look at thought as one of those unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena". so as to understand the cosmos. It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes.the huge amounts of black distances between planets. But we don't see it all . Since we don't have the frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency. complete DNA activation. If we had all of our sense receptors turned on. By the way science is blessed by the facts of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space. Everything would be direct cognition and known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves as Source. So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other planets.

They exist in your body in form of chemical.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thoughts also wear chemical toga. Your thoughts are running through your blood and through your organ systems. think negative and receive negative. They are in your body doing things. but also out of the range of the time distortion that you get by looking through a microscope. When scientists look through microscopes and telescopes. What is happening is the things flash on and off from the source and then back to polarity so fast that they are beyond the perception. They are using lenses that bend light which means it's creating sound 68 . Think positive and receive positive. because there is a time-thing going on within. particles. So a big part of learning manifestation is learning mental body control . remember. All depend on you. It is as simple as that.how you are going to use the physics in your body and in your mind to control your thoughts and direct your holographic reality. A lot of what is happening when one is looking through electron microscopes at parts of atoms. of not only the brains of the scientists trying to see it.because of the inactive apparthi (frequency receivers in the DNA).Every thought that you created has a chemical reality in the body. they are seeing a holographic projection. They will be in some types of chemical molecular structure in your body and DNA. In fact. and subatomic particles. the auric clearing and karmic sessions must be embarked upon often . Things flash on and off so quickly (as now proven by our quantum physicists) that we can't see it with the senses because the senses have a certain mathematical calibration that gives them a range of vibration that they can perceive but a large part is blocked out . the ones that are disharmonic are the ones that cause chemical disease in the body. In order to prevent these discordant thought forms from manifesting as physical disease.

When certain things happened to the DNA when they did die.so it allows them to see certain levels of the microscopic kingdom and macroscopic kingdom that normally our sense facilities would not project out. They ascended when they were tired of being here. There are all sorts of things that we could do when human consciousness was functioning within its hologram the way it was designed if the DNA was operating properly and fully activated. we do have these sense facilities.thought. In fact. which is part of the natural senses that start to come with 4th strand DNA activation. We don't need microscopes to see our microscopic particles. and dust to dust" so you say. In fact. They didn't have a problem with disposing of things like we do. If we can see these things through mechanical instrumentations. they didn't bury bodies. we will get a much more accurate assessment of what the particles look like and how they actually behave. "Ashes to ashes. They transmuted it with frequency. that were created out of the belief that we need an instrument to do this because we did not have the innate ability to see these things ourselves.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM waves. And the parts that wouldn't transmute would become dust. which are thought forms. they didn't even die. when we begin to turn on our own micro-vision. The very ancient civilizations that lived thousands of years ago didn't have a lot of the so called stuff as we do now. Because thought is the director of 69 . This is the fact as it was so I am. and it wasn't because they were primitive cultures at all. It would all be controlled by the most powerful source or force in the universe . they didn't die and then bury the body. But the thing is. which means it is changing interrelationships between templates . because originally.

does it? It's because your consciousness is still stationed in the 3rd dimension. this means you can embody 6 dimensional levels of consciousness (your soul's frequency). you have to be able to embody more dimensions of frequency which happens as you activate your DNA. But. It doesn't really work very well. In order to be more like Source or God.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM frequency and everything is formed by frequency. 70 . But again. thought manifestation is instantaneous. so that means whatever I command to do will happen". This is the power you have to look forward to eventually and not the usual amen without a concrete base prayer. then you will create a thought field that does indeed jump out from you and in about 3 days time. and Source is still beyond the 15th dimension. so yield! It also a fact that thought manifestation from a 3-D level alone (3rd strand activation which most people are now in) is a hit or miss situation. That is what we are teaching you now. it's hit or miss trying to manifest from 3rd dimensional consciousness. Watch out of negative thought that has become major part in your life. The new age teachers teach you to say. if you have 6 strands of DNA active. manifestation happens much faster and more consistently. "I am He. so therefore you are closer to fully embodying Source's energies and thus when you use your thoughts to direct this energy. When the frequencies in the planetary grids are running properly and the DNA inside your body is working properly. So we're actually going back in time to reclaim the knowledge and the power and the understanding that was once ours when the DNA was functioning properly. start to become manifest. If you happen to create an alignment between you and your higher levels of self and you happen to create an alignment between your particles and their angular rotation of particle spin.

present. thought-form program through which your external reality will manifest is literally stored. The holographic. The DNA serves as the literal conduit through which that holographic program will project data from cellular memory into physical manifestation. which some of 71 . external reality is manufactured. In the practice of conscious evolution. within the subatomic particle structure of your cells. you may then realize that when you are shifting your consciousness and using the imagination to program desired thought-forms into the past. you are literally reprogramming the frequency patterns of your cellular content and the operational holographic program that will manifest into physical reality through the DNA. or future. much as a computer stores data within its memory. To gain creative control over your manifest events. desired reality pictures to project into your world of manifest events. present. as a multidimensional electromagnetic program. and future events. Your external reality field is the screen upon which the thought-forms that are stored within your cellular memory program will be displayed. Knowing this. upgrade the holographic thought-form program (create new visualizations of desired past. you must edit the cellular memory files (clear and transmute the lower pulsating particles from the body and auric field – do an auric clearing).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM DNA is the literal vessel through which the illusionary experience of physical. much as a computer’s circuitry allows the electronic data stored in memory to be projected onto the screen. living them in imagination “as if they are happening now” within the desired time period) and expand the DNA circuitry (have your DNA Activations) in order to allow new. into forms recognizable to human perception. and the DNA operates as the electromagnetic circuitry through which that memory comes into physical manifestation.

in order to direct your power of manifestation. It takes practice to develop skill in conscious manifestation and you must become familiar with the “feel” of your own inner focus of consciousness in the present. and you can direct the path of your evolution from your present moment in time. through which they would otherwise project into physical manifestation. you are stopping those lower thought-form patterns from activating into your DNA. And this is facilitated when you have an auric clearing.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you are already doing with my sessions. is the first step in gaining mastery over the contents of your external reality field. Learning how to remove undesirable morphogenetic thought-form patterns from your active holographic program. this cellular clearing and DNA transmutation is exactly what is taking place. you are putting specific manifestation instructions into the morphogenetic field of the DNA strands you have not yet assembled. when you realize that your present focus of attention can alter and direct events in both past and future. when you create “future memory” visualizations. Prior to learning manifestation skills. By removing 72 . which is stored within the cells and made operational through your DNA. Your moment of power is always in the present. Create new future memories now. For those of you who have not had your DNA activated. you must first learn demanifestation skills. You can literally shift things in your present manifest experience by reprogramming the past memory impulses stored in your DNA – add new past memories and new events will manifest in the present. You will encounter those reality pictures in manifest form once those DNA strands come into activation when you have your sessions. When you release crystallized thought-forms composed of slow-pulsating particles from your present cellular structure in the Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions. and within the present.

of natural stem cell replacement therapy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM slower-pulsating particles from your body systems. known as Enlightenment. In advanced multi-dimensional physics. combines high frequency electro-magnetic energy with an individual’s DNA to naturally create new stem cells. This process. which contain the electromagnetic imprint for more harmoniously ordered events. The 21st century descendants of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. An individual in the “Super-Energized” state of high frequency electro-magnetic energies. This 73 . A spiritual energy healer is able to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies down to the sub-atomic cellular level. give free spiritual energy healing treatments to others. All life is comprised of different electrical wavelengths of Light and magnetic currents of Love at the sub-atomic. The electrical wavelengths and magnetic currents of a healthy body. can be used to heal injuries and disease in oneself and others. Quantum Mechanics adherents and Einsteinian physicists agree that the basic substance of our universe is comprised of electro-magnetic energies. String Theorists. or quantum level. These ancient healing treatments use naturally causing high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal people of health problems. the people use an ancient natural healing technique which enables us to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal ourselves and others. is able to focus a flow of high frequency energy to heal injuries and disease at the sub-atomic cellular level. you make room for the addition of new morphogenetic thought-form patterns composed of faster pulsating particles. Today. when “SuperEnergized”. like their ancestors. High frequency spiritual energy heals people at the cellular level by replacing damaged cells with new stem cells.

is that part of us which some religions refer to as one’s Holy Spirit.3 How to Become Immune to Karma This issue of the DNA Perfection focuses on something you’ve all heard about called ‘karma’. you would be so far in debt that you wouldn’t have a reprieve for a million years! An entity would never get anywhere evolutionarily speaking if that was true. most of the high frequency energy which our body needs for constant cellular replacements. We visit our permanent Light Body at night when our temporary physical body. is a body of Light. This is totally ridiculous because if those were the cases. you get to experience. you shall reap”. A more complete definition is decisions. truths. or a Light Body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM process enables one’s body to heal itself. And that everything that happens to them in this life is karmic debt from what they’ve done in past lives. naturally and normally. goes asleep and we dream. which surrounds our physical body. A healthy body naturally replaces billions of cells on a daily basis. Who we really are. or “what comes around goes around”. A simple definition of karma is: whatever you think. Our Light Body. The high frequency electro-magnetic energies used by our body to create new stem cells comes a little from the food that we eat and some from the air which we breathe. (which we use to experience 3rd dimensional earthly activities). however. Naturally occurring high frequency electro-magnetic energy is used by a healthy human physical body to create and replace the cells which a human body loses each day. comes from the electro-magnetic energy fields of our Light Body. 74 . 5. Karma has frequently been misdefined by the poor ignorant in the New Age movement as “whatever you sow.

or future. vows. for you will train your consciousness to move backward and forward in time. Like thought and action attract and remanifest like thought and action. and replicate themselves in the present and future. in your present moment. contracts. present. This is frequently referred to as your karmic imprint. Your past thoughts and deeds will show themselves in your present reality. to recreate undesirable events and redesign more desirable outcomes. The slow way to release slower-pulsating thought patterns and their manifest 75 . the reason the world is the way it is today is because it was thought into being by a bunch of stupid people. oaths. present. and in doing so you will change the contours of your present reality. by using your present focus of attention to create new thoughts and redesign those that are undesirable. to give you the manifest illusion you presently perceive. which are composed of more dense and slower pulsating particles. alignments. Thought patterns from your past selves. but you have the absolute power to change them. These thought patterns of past selves will remain in the body. held consciously and unconsciously that creates. unresolved emotions and attitudes. Every thought you think combines with like thoughts of past and future selves. whether they are coming from the past. until the slower-pulsating particles of those thought patterns are raised in speed and released from the frequency patterns of which the body is composed. In other words. You have the power. to change any thought pattern from your personal past. influence or magnetize events and experience in current reality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM concepts. or karmic debt. or future. manifest within the cellular structure of the body. You can become “karma immune” once you learn to master this power.

5 strands assembled. As the earth increases in frequency. And this is precisely the purpose of the Karmic Session. DNA and external reality field. or walking through the cumulative thought patterns of your past. Thought patterns from the past and future become part of the particle make-up of your consciousness. bioenergetic field. all the life on the planet will naturally begin to assemble new strands. and future selves. But currently on earth. until you learn to find and release them while they are still within the cellular memory imprint of your body. The whole process of spiritual evolution on earth is about activating the complete 12 strand DNA blueprint. you are rapidly shifting and elevating the frequency patterns of which your body and consciousness are composed. This is the usual path of “walking through your karma”. The crystallized thought patterns stored in your DNA and cellular imprint will continue to manifest within your body and before your eyes. They become stored in the DNA as minute crystallizations of energy. When you participate in accelerated DNA evolution via DNA activation. Complete 12 strand DNA activation will not happen for most people until at least 2017 unless you are currently doing the 76 . the average person only has 3. or as conditions of disease in the body. body. The fast way to change your karmic imprint is to catch those slower-pulsating thought patterns before they move into manifestation. and that solution expands backward and forward in time to create some degree of resolution of the pattern in the past and future.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM discomforts from your life is to wait until the events manifest in external reality. present. which inhibit the natural process of DNA strand assembly and activation. Then you take action in the present to create a personal solution.

If more concentration is given to the lower chakras then the upper energy centers will become cloudy and not function properly as well. then the lower energy centers lose sensitivity and function. A clearing of the heart chakra will improve the interaction of all the other centers. Continue to breathe this way. feeling the awakening that is beginning to happen. slowly and begin to relax even more. take some peaceful breaths of cleansing and renewal. Know that the body itself will be refreshed and renewed and will be perfectly safe until you return. It is important to maintain a balance to all the energy centers so a healthy level of awareness is manifested in our everyday lives. 77 . Feel the freedom and relaxation as you move away from your body. Breathe with every pore of your body. Breathe deeper and feel the breath draw not just from the air around you but also from the earth below. Let the earth energy surround you and flow into you. As you sink deeper into this relaxation. Feel the breath draw life into the body and the spirit.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra The heart stands at the center of all energies and unifies our being as a whole. It is the point around which all the energies turn.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM accelerated DNA activations. Feel it pulsing through your veins and surrounding you altogether. 5. Proper balance is the key. If more concentration is given to the upper chakras. Breathe in this earth energy with each breath. As we begin this meditation. Allow the life giving energies to pour into you and renew both your body and spirit. So far what is important is not to allow your DNA to damage beyond repair. A discord or imbalance in the heart chakra will adversely affect all the other centers. feel yourself moving gently away from your body.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now you are moving again. the clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent the gracefully pull away. You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet melody. As it covers you from head to toe feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz. You look ahead and see the clouds are denser as if they are "hiding" something. every fiber of your being. You are recharged and renewed. Receive the love that is being given to you freely. so human thought approaches equilibrium by summing up 78 . The color pink is as deep as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. one note after another as the breeze goes through the arches to create this melody. Any move towards uniformity is a move towards equilibrium. Let it seep into your every pore. It is part of you. farther and farther into a field of clouds. Another breeze stirs again and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep within your being. it is you.5 Thought and Consciousness The essence of thinking is that it unifies disparate behaviour. It pulses through you with great strength in all directions at once. Allow that warmth to wash over you. The closer you draw. You feel it in your heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. 5. Now they have pulled back altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure color that it radiates. Watch how they form and reform. Feel the warmth of the pink. You notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you. turning gently and constantly on themselves in an endless dance. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique shapes and colors of the clouds.

Thinking is the mechanical system that processes logic. and the logic and information underlying it result from the rules of existence. The Interpreter of the brain’s left hemisphere module assigns meaning and reasons to those thoughts and actions in the context of an unfolding story with itself as hero/protagonist. These processes only become meaningful when experienced. Nothingness Theory distills the essence of these rules by noting that a single motivator. 5.6 Awareness While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of mind/body systems. Organized behaviour in natural systems. Hundreds of brain/mind modules work together in a social network to achieve this unifying process. Thinking modules organize and process information and actuate behaviour. The definition of consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self. It also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the physical or material. This is the ultimate form of unifying summation because the self is the sum of everything that occurs within and around the body it represents. but it does not generate these things. conceptually unifying them. and organizes behavior. The self is the conceptual equilibrium to which the trillions of mind/body systems of an individual human are attracted. attraction to equilibrium. is sufficient to generate the patterns of behaviour common to the universe and all of its constituent systems. Consciousness is the experiencing or awareness of the holistic result. 79 . Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human consciousness. information.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM complex patterns of behaviour.

We can't take them all. and are willing to see ourselves clearly. we grow. Knowing ourselves takes time . Or. or relationship. In life. As we make choices. one person. Life just can't work that way. someone can be unattractive to us physically. Hopefully the choices we make come from a place of clarity. but he or she may be unsuitable for you emotionally. Everyone is different and will have a different chemical reaction with us. by choosing one road. The most important thing is to come to know the deepest parts of yourself .it's a lifelong journey. but have many other qualities we appreciate. or lack other qualities you need and desire. the more we come to know who we are. 80 . However.to find out what is your real truth and who you really are . the only way to get to that clarity is by going through life and learning about ourselves as we go. Often. and others who can offer us sexual experiences that bring us to new understandings. There will be people who do not interest us. the more we know who or what fits us. So we have to make choices. it means that we have to let go of taking some other road. There will be confusion.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sexual Relationship 6. Sometimes you can have a great lover.1 Know Yourself As with anything in life. I would not advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing to do.and what brings you true happiness. One thing I do know is that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are people on this planet.

head first. Any experience you have will teach you something if you ask: What am I to learn about myself through this experience? And then you will begin to gather information and gain input 81 . sexually or otherwise. often to end up stuck in the mud. and what we will be dealing with. a place where you feel insecure about yourself. It will show us who we are. If we are to become involved sexually. or drawn to someone or something are strong ones and can teach you a lot about yourself.people are complex beings with all sorts of layers to them. We often mistake a spark of interest or a sense that we have things in common for an immediate sexual connection or relationship. 6. The reaction of either feeling repulsed by someone or something. or wounded in some way. If you feel good about someone. There are many levels of connections. And if we become wise. But we can go deep on the road we do choose. Then we jump in. and allow an intimate connection to occur. and a true partnership relationship has deep complexities to it . Find out what that is. People who repulse us represent some wound in us.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM There will never be the perfect road. what the situation is really about. and you will have learned something very important about yourself.2 The True Relationship Of course. If you feel repulsed about someone or something. we will learn to separate who we really are from what our reactions and issues are. it is a sure bet that they represent something inside of you. and the stuff we don't like much about ourselves. we don't have to sleep with someone whom we are drawn to simply because we feel that there is some degree of connection going on. it is wise to know more about who we are getting involved with. they represent something in yourself that you love and value. both our good stuff.

and many issues will come up for you when you do. if we are willing to understand what is trying to transform. It is really making a commitment to facing yourself . relationship. No one choice or person will ever give us everything. Making a commitment to a certain path. and as we cycle through these periods. and times when you gain new understandings from them.a commitment to your own growth. or person can be a scary thing. But it is always good to take your time and seek the answer to the question of whether or not a relationship should turn sexual by looking deeply at what is really going on . People who love one another can certainly learn to please each other sexually. omojaiyejaiye. or it may not. deeply rooted growth and change takes time.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on what road to take. we gain a lot. Deep relationships often have long cycles to them . And even within a deeply committed relationship. We can have many experiences. and it 82 . and many relationships.what the connection is really all about. and what needs to be seen and understood so that growth may occur. and even later on there will be more rewarding sexual experiences with your partner. This is the worst sort of ego gratification.periods of great connectedness that can last for quite a while. It makes life a lot less confusing and can save a lot of possible distress and turmoil. Being a "Player" is seen as being cool. or it may not. as well as more difficult cycles of time that may also last for a while. sexually. It is good to have enough experience in life to know what fits you. A relationship may turn sexual. you will have times when a person repulses you. There are many people who advocate a swinger lifestyle these days. I think we can and do learn what fits us by being willing to face ourselves and to learn about ourselves by diving deep in a relationship through commitment. True. It may be a spectacular experience to begin with.

To use another being for sexual purposes and to think that nothing goes on with that. A relationship. or big game to be bagged. that then it's over 83 . and relationships or interactions with others certainly isn't about scoring. It will come up again and again until it is faced and resolved. fair. The only truth it is. wisdom. choices which benefit ourselves and our partner in the best way. or dysfunctional. That is real maturity. like getting a high score on a video game. whatever issues and patterns they have in their lives that are good. making good choices. People aren't trophies to be captured. Heal within and not without. in oneself and one's partner. honor. or reflect. and strength of will. This means that we make choices which are moral. can bleed. and be damaged and badly wounded. Often. Being mature means you know yourself well enough to know what you can handle and where you're at. requires sound ethics. and integrity: the strength of will to do what one says one will do.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM must be seen as being very distorted and harmful. if some or all of these issues are out of balance. and devotion to flourish. Being mature means that you don't seek to harm others. There are issues of honor and ethics in life which we must live by to truly feel good about ourselves. as far as I am concerned. This allows the relationship to grow to be a healthy entity. and there are these same issues in a relationship. Having ethics and honor in a relationship involves loyalty. many people choose to go looking outside of the relationship for someone else instead of healing what one has. and honest. Going elsewhere does not solve the problem. discipline. insight. or missing in a relationship. A relationship is about loving another and caring for the happiness of the other as much as for one's self. I don't think being a swinger and allowing a lot of sexual activity in one's life is the same thing as being cool or mature. Everyone has feelings. A relationship will always mirror for each person.

Your energy is then mixed up and connected to that other person's in a way that can be detrimental. It is the human equivalent of surrendering to another. there are actually psychic cords that connect you to that other person. it is important not to confuse their space. Even with people we love. or ours. of trusting another. Giving ourselves pleasure is a wonderful and important thing to do. that there is no connection. However. part of our energy is lost to us. there is a deep exchange of life force energy. as we all must keep our own energy in our own space. and to use it lightly seems to me to be missing out on what the journey of life is all about. It is the ultimate physical manifestation of love and connectedness. is. Be warned! Even after having sex with someone we love.to be vulnerable and giving in a fully open and loving way. that it is meaningless. it is important to disconnect from being attached to their energy. unclear. a profound misunderstanding of what sex. we must choose wisely who we will allow to enter into our energetic space and whose space we are willing to connect to. Therefore. and confusing for a long time. It is an incredibly powerful force. life. as we hopefully can allow ourselves on the spiritual level to surrender to trusting the Love of God .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM and nothing of importance has occurred. It is the capacity to share oneself completely with another. and how we treat others. is all about. These cords allow an energy exchange to continue long after the act of sex itself is over. Sexuality is the joining of two beings for the purpose of creating life and pleasure. A deep connection does occur. when one has sex with another. as far as I am concerned. Otherwise. We must bring our energy always back to ourselves. by having either our energy mixed up with theirs or theirs with us. When one has a sexual connection with another. and then continue 84 .

strength of will. it can become an addiction because it is seeking something you need from a place where you won't be able to get it. and one can't sustain oneself on it.using people sexually and treating it in a cavalier manner. especially if your energy is entwined with many people.to learn to honor life and to do no harm. and therefore hurt if sex is treated in a cavalier manner.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to love. doesn't get it. However. That's the same thing as needing to eat chocolate as soon as one feels tense or unhappy. I believe. there always is the chance that people who connect seemingly in a casual way can become deeply connected. but not by being "outside" of ourselves in someone else's space. safe. feeling loved. and that means you are chasing an illusion. which is Love. if we have developed these other qualities of honor. thinking it's the real thing. and devotion. too much chocolate undermines health after a while as too much iyan (pounded yam) can cause uncomfortably and malaria complicity. We can enjoy external pleasures. but 85 . I tell you. It doesn't. It's a set up for disaster. And that's what a swinger lifestyle is all about . To think something external will fulfill what we are all really looking for. Because sex is such an intimate act. The journey of life is to learn from our experiences . ethics. and worthwhile. Sex can be a fleeting pleasure on the "playing around" level. If we are in balance with our masculine and feminine energies within. and can even be extremely detrimental. ultimately. often we seek pleasure in a way that does cause harm. It is ok to seek pleasure in a way that does not cause harm to self or others. but ultimately that is not fulfilling. I think we feel balanced and do not need to be looking for something "without" to make us feel better or satisfied or more alive. thinking somehow that will bring peace and safety. It's a temporary fix. If one continues to seek fulfillment that way.

but you always come down from it – feeling guilty or regret.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM we don't "need" them to feel good about ourselves and our lives. Taking it one day at a time. Going out to have sexual adventures may be fun. one moment at a time. Until we become safe within ourselves. personality. God-Self. Any dysfunctional pattern found in a relationship can be healed if people have the willingness to face it. When we touch the Self of being in the 86 . It's up to each of us. we don't need anything external to make us feel better. in whatever way is right for one. we will turn to things outside of ourselves to try to feel safe or worthwhile. is the answer also. for a while. both for the individuals involved. or fear. We are always in the present or now. to get the support we need to change. we can transform the patterns that cause distress. and not anything external. When we face these issues in ourselves and heal them. every moment. Then there is the opportunity for deep growth to occur. Finding our way to reconnect with that. of who we truly are. or once a month. moment by moment. and for the relationship itself. Then we no longer operate out of the pain or rage or fear we were caught in. So. to choose either love. which heals and serves us. and drama in each and every moment. if our connection to who we are is based on what is real. When we realize that maintaining a state of love and clarity within ourselves is true power and safety. Whereas we may have sex once a day. and the now is always the Self. It is our inner power. We always have the choice. but it is only a temporary fix. our knowledge of our Higher-Self. We have the choice. It is by no means the whole answer. we still need to relate in a fulfilling and clear way for all the rest of the time we are together with the other person. is the key. A great sex may make you feel good for a little while. or once a week. and full of that power which transcends time. we are always safe.

honesty and clarity. when we meet whatever shows up in the moment with love and trust.12). and in every other moment of our lives. when we accept what is without fear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. in relationship. 87 . Read about Sex Psychology (11. we surely will find that fulfillment we are seeking.

Values that are selected and organized 88 . they greatly influence your world. however. Often we declare a desire to change with great gusto and conviction. lasting transformation is difficult. they cannot guide your intention to be free. When our values and the way in which we use them are the domain of ego. but may find that within a few days or weeks that enthusiasm (root: God within) to change has almost completely dissipated. Intention is classically defined as the aim or anticipated outcome of an action. hence. To sustain the conditions for awakening to authentic joy. if not impossible. however. Your intention to awaken to authentic joy. the way in which we use our values to direct those intentions is subject to both individual and collective conditioning. although our intentions are good. the purest objectives can be misdirected by ego. as such. will be completely ineffective without a supportive decision-making process. your decisionmaking structures–your values–must be capable of influencing and guiding a pure intention to awaken.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Intentions and Destiny 7. your values and the way in which they are arranged can't support or manifest your best intentions. Though you mean well.1 Intentions and Destiny Conditioned values are sufficient for a successful material life. and we end up essentially back at the beginning where we started. Values are core psychological structures by which all major decisions are made and. Why is this so? How can we make great choices and sustain permanent change? The core of the issue is that.

because ego-values and awakened intentions are drawn to parallel outcomes. To stabilize the conditions for your pure intentions and to yield changes that your benefits. By looking at your current life situations you can uncover proof of what you value and of what is important to you–you can determine what your current values and intentions are by simply looking at the tangible evidence for them in your life. you may realize that your values are arranged by the ego to suit its ends. Many who consider themselves genuine seekers on the path spend significantly more time engaged in activities that support the ego than they do in support of their awakening to authentic joy. also known as freedom. you must reclaim consciousness that will otherwise be consumed in a continuous struggle with ego-based outcomes. Conditioned values cannot direct pure intentions. if your values are focused on a productive career path.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM by the ego are sufficient for a successful material life. For example. 89 . When the primary value of this single hierarchy supports and guides your intention to awaken to authentic joy that will be the outcome. and you also have an intention to awaken to authentic joy–it will be impossible for you to manifest the latter without first being clear that your values are capable of directing that intention. The most humble of wishes would be to awaken to an authentic joy. What the ego calls "a balanced life" is often one of mediocrity and compromise when viewed from an awakened perspective. Liberation from the effects of hand-me-down values is the outcome when those values are rearranged into one conscious group. This sustains the conditions for awakening by reclaiming your awareness that would ordinarily be lost in ongoing attempts to resolve the outcomes of ego-based choices. but completely inadequate to support an awakening to authentic joy.

the intended outcome will be realized regardless of the circumstances surrounding the decision. 90 . and when asked. family. or potential. learning. one can align the outcome with that intention by placing a primary value. security. By making all major life decisions according to a primary value. as these will vary from one major decision to the next. creativity. Eventually. love. will be consistent with awakening to authentic joy. fulfillment. The primary value you select for this single hierarchy always represents your interest in awakening to authentic joy marginally more important than other interests in your life. but on how consistently your intentions to live such a life are directed by a conscious primary value. one could instantly identify a primary value and may. An awakened person's life is centered on a clear but on an single hierarchy of values. This will supports all other necessary aspects of living because your subsequent values can include money. such as freedom. etc. You will discover that awakening to authentic joy is not dependent on options or outcomes. transformation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These consequences always appear in the form of good or bad karma. however. and you will approach change. and the evolution of your own consciousness with unbending confidence. To create the conditions for awakening to an authentic joy. over and above all other values on a single hierarchy. and significant choices made in the day-to-day life will give consistent and tangible proof of this arrangement. such as freedom. has some difficulty determining what the second and third values are. this becomes clear that you are "choice-less". Making a decision based on an awakened choice on such a conscious primary principle will produce an awakened effect. Her primary value however.

Conditioning. home. etc. You regularly put off some big decisions vacillate between your options. This arrangement ensures that the ego remains in firm control of your life experience. family. Frequently you will shop around for opinions until you hear one that you think is the right one. Because most of us are not aware of the existence of these multiple groups of values. An awakened person can make major life decisions in a matter of seconds with no worries or regrets and without fear that a decision may need to be revised. or unwilling to follow through on the choices you made because you realize they were not the best ones you could have made. you often change your mind. The struggle you experience with major life decisions and their subsequent outcomes is the result of the conflict between all of these groups of ego-guiding principles. friends. on the other hand. each group will also have its own presiding primary value.related to career. The ego does this in a futile attempt to manipulate reality. Yes? At other times you are unable. For example: A working mother would have different groups of values for decisions about her job than she would for decisions about the welfare of her children.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM because you now know that your intention to awaken to joy is always going to be your outcome. 91 . having made a decision. segregates values into distinct and concurrent groups . Then. hobbies. at the time of deciding. or seek the opinions of others. but. Not knowing what to do. we experience great anguish and confusion in times of making important choices. It is also important to understand that not only does each group have its own divergent agenda. is different from ‘not-Doing’ (This is expressed in another part of this book). and it is a clear manifestation that the ego is entrenched in values.

the result of a conditioned intention. The point of this internal struggle is to deplete your energy so that the ego can continue to manipulate you with the short-term solutions and quick fixes. filled with conditioned outcomes you have to overcome. or look to the past for patterns or to the future with tarot cards. the ego easily orchestrates your actions-and your fate-as you try in vain to weigh all the options. 7. Whatever the original intention may have been. and then it lets you dig it out. and a product of the ego. It has often been called the astral light because this energy can be seen glowing with radiance in the air. In this way. You may also realize that you have essentially been doing this ever since. consider all the alternatives.of-body’ travel. Your future looks just like your past. The ego controls your decision-making process by offering you the most important conditioned values from these multiple and conflicting groups. Also.2 Dreams and Their Recalls The stuff that dreams are made of is the etheric energy. it will become apparent how the first big decision you ever made independently of your parents was based on the existence of multiple groups of values. lasting changes never seem to stick. it can be referred to as ‘out. The continued existence of these multiple groups of values precludes you from discovering and expressing your full potential by following through on any wholesome resolutions you may have. As you awaken to authentic joy. it is now lost. And as a result of this.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stressing over choices is a reflection of conditioning as it drains your attention with compelling and conflicting alternatives. 92 . and the outcome is conditioned.

The spirit realms are their home and you locate them simply by focusing upon their personality. from the physical mind's point of view. these quickly-created thought forms will dissipate back into etheric energy over a period of hours or days – depending on its well fixed into the pelvic chakra. which you inhabit at night during your out-of-body travels. Lucid dreaming occurs when you become aware. This thought-powered form of travel has been traditionally called astral projection. A thought form is a projection of etheric energy into the seemingly solid form of etheric matter. rooms. in your physical consciousness that you are dreaming. A lucid dream is then recalled. The deepest levels of sleep typically occur in the first two or three hours of the night. The key to 93 . During deep sleep your spirit body can travel to higher states of consciousness. even people or animals as long as your consciousness maintains enough attention to animate them. When you move on to other scenes or awakened state. scenery. It actually isn't more vivid than other dreams are. You are also able to meet the spirits of friends and family who have passed on from physical life. These vivid dreams are therefore easily recalled when you awaken in your physical body. This means that the conscious. as being more vivid than a regular dream. In the lighter states of sleep. physical mind has become engaged in the dream state.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In your spirit body. it's just that the physical mind's recollection of the dream is more vivid. then projecting your consciousness to that location. your subconscious mind can create thought forms as quickly and easily as possible. Thought forms can be furniture. sometimes merging with your soul family as a nighttime reunion of likeminds. emotional issues are often worked through and resolved in the dream state.

you will bring the lessons of your dreams closer into your daily waking awareness. Instead. before you do anything else at all. places and objects. they are a playing-out of the fear issue that the dream represents and an opportunity to examine such a fear. For example. With practice. when frightening things happen in a dream. While your physical body sleeps and recharges for another day of waking consciousness. for they represent our inner thoughts and programming. write your dreams down in as much detail as you can. When you focus on the emotion that the dream evoked. each night before bed. When you awaken each morning. they are not literally happening. then you can unravel how the symbols in the dream played out the emotional tension that you were working through. that you will remember what you learned while you were out of your body and cruising the other realms of consciousness. so it's important we listen 94 . then we also have to accept responsibility for our dreams. The night is a time for your spirit to travel to other realms of consciousness and for self-healing to occur. your spirit body soars through other realms within your complete range of consciousness.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams Everyone dreams and those dreams range from happy. storybook romances to our utmost fears and anxieties. 7. our actions/reactions are the vehicle our emotions use to convey a message.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM understanding dreams is that they are composed of symbols. You can gain great insights into the events of your physical life when you tell yourself. If it's important to take responsibility for our actions in our awake life. In our dreams. rather than actual people. You can develop dream recall by keeping a dream diary beside your bed.

But in the dream state. The symbol is merely a tool you've been given to work with. Do some shadow work and figure it out. Remember that and your dreams will start to make more sense. These symbols are not the same for everyone. The most difficult dreams to deal with are what we consider nightmares. for they are raw expressions of your inner being and this is where you'll find your answers. We live in the world we create for ourselves. Ironically. Dreams are personal information sent by the subconscious mind. another may find stressful and harmful. our dream time is our wake up call. If there's one phrase to remember in dream work. because that's where the key is. Allow yourself to feel the emotions coming through. You have to ask yourself what emotion you personally attach to each symbol. Your dream represents symbols that will best express your emotional attachment to a situation. 95 . We can either roll over or hit snooze or wake up to the message(s) coming through. Instead of blaming some outside force. your emotions drive the message. Coming to terms with the emotional attachment will bring healing. unexpressed or unresolved emotions. Once you resolve the issue (emotional attachment) the nightmares will stop. because we're too busy to stop and listen. Your mind is simply trying to process the information and your emotions play a vital role in resolving the conflict. we are open to receive insight we usually miss during the day. take responsibility and heal the parts of yourself that are demanding attention. they can be seen in a new light. it's. so this holds true for our dream world as well.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to them. Emotional resolution dreams reflect a past or present situation that you hold an emotional attachment to. If you start to see your night terrors for what they are. What one person views as relaxing and comforting.

So be it! Individuals that come into your dreams are sometimes aspects of yourself trying to get your attention. But with our emotions coming along for the ride. Emotional resolution dreams are a personal. even if other individuals are involved in the dream sequence. Dreams that come to you for emotional resolution take place in the 4th & 5th dimensions. trying to work out your issues. you will be able to quickly work through any unresolved issues and take another step forward in life. Look to the emotion you carry toward that person. 96 . three times towards your left side and the dream will never manifest. Use that to your advantage. In dreams. This is another way to release and heal situations you are currently holding on to. it's all about emotional responses.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Any time you have a nightmare spit. With dream work. your mind will process and relive during dream time. without your ego. lightly. the message stems from your issues. it could make that environment suddenly uncomfortable. Raw emotional release and healing will be the result. What you don't resolve during your awake hours. Think of it as a time where you can work with your Guides one on one. Every aspect of your dream is you. they give us an opportunity to playout our unresolved issues in an environment we are comfortable with. Treat locations the same way. By paying attention to the message trying to come through. Since these are so closely related to the 3rd dimension. Look at these things for clues. for your eyes only moment in time. What is the emotional reaction to the location of your dream? This could also reflect a certain time period in your life.

shamanism enable and supports us to find and walk upon our own destiny. meditations and rituals not only to keep the connection between our soul and All-That-Is open but to develop and grow. Cosmos and Humanity. This recognition of the individual's right and responsibility of ones own awakening and fulfillment is but one of the very specific elements of Shamanism which establishes it as a viable means of meeting today's desire of an honest and authentic approach to self realization and ones integration in society. all this is a reflection of our own desire for personal and conscious union with the All-That-Is and of our spiritual quest as being an innate human drive. Inherent with the Shamanic worldview is the understanding of each person's own unique and autonomous path to reach their own purpose and truth. is an evidence of the relationship with Spirit from the very origins of the human race.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. dances. songs. It always aims to 97 . Shamanism worldwide gives us a compendium of ceremonies. Placing the flowers on the graves of our past ancestors or paintings upon cave walls to totem animal's knowledge. Shamanic healing is a multiple connection between ourselves. Shamanism as a whole is humanity's spiritual inheritance and contribution to the collective unconscious of our species and therefore it provides a firm and proven system of knowledge regarding the relationship between Nature. cosmos and spirit. one of the oldest and most enduring spiritual practice. which is expressed through ceremony as a way of maintaining a union with creation. approaches to spirit. the nature. Being free of dogma and doctrine and organised spiritual institutions.4 Shamanic Healing Shamanism.

It is the aim of the shaman to help a person to connect to this inner integration. Shamanism does not dwell on past events: there is only a vast. Extraction The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were out to harm us or found their way into our body. that may be linked to traumatic events in our life. Many diseases and an feeling of being unwell are due to an separated connection between the soul of the individuals and it’s spiritual home. medicines and symbology will vary from culture to culture but all forms of shamanism intend to connect people to their own spiritual path. Divination Learning to look into the past. present or future. 98 . Through Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and consciousness and united with our own being. tools. where there is no separate past. awesome. a disconnection between ones inner and outer worlds. great moment of now. a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being. Soul retrieval When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong feeling of a loss of soul.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM integrate our whole being within our universe. ever-moving. present and future. Methods. Most cultures use the following shamanic techniques: Animal power in us Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives struggle.

When we work. and to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret. dumb and silent. and all knowledges are vain-save when there is 99 . Drumming Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system. when all else sings together in unison? When you work you fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream. and all urges are darkness-save when there is knowledge. But. and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary. You have been told in one time or the other that life is darkness. assigned to you when that dream was born. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is an urge.5 Work We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music. then the answer is that nothing but the sweat sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’. Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as find clarity and an inner strength in our path. 7. If one is idle – doing nothing . which marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Healing journey To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway.one has become a stranger unto the seasons and out of life's procession. if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your head. Who among us would like to be a reed. And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life.

many 100 .6 Oddity of Life Let us start our search for happiness from the very beginning of the universe. and all work is void-save when there is love. even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. your grudge prepares a poison in the juice. And if you sing like angels. the universe is created from an explosion in the super condensed material and consequent expansion of material. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM work. The most plausible and widely accepted theory of the creation of the universe is the 'Big Bang' theory of creation. so all within the Unity will be standing about you and watching. 7. you muffle man's ears with ordinary noise. It is also to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy. you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's hunger. Meaning. According to this. However. oga o’ta owo alaaru yio pe’. And only when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner self. so that your beloved are to wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your beloved to dwell in that house. it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy. if you don’t work for your value you miss out the love. others and the Unity. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit. Note that work is love made visible. And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota. So work to love and love to work. It is only proper to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart. For if you bake bread with indifference. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste. and love not the singing. even if all the conditions for the creation of the universe were right at the beginning.

if the rate of expansion of the newly created universe had differed even very minutely from what it were actually. If the density of the universe were a little more. contracting.. Both the mass and the volume of a proton are incomparably larger than those of an electron. the end of the Unity. Had it been 101 . each atom would repel the other and the entire universe would explode.. are Strong nuclear force.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM factors had to be right for the consequent formation of the universe. there would have been no universe – perhaps. the universe would not be expanding but. It is known that our universe is expanding like a round dotted balloon. due to the force of attraction of atomic particles. the individual and the comparative magnitudes of the forces are delicately balanced otherwise the universe would not have existed. which is being blown out. representing a star or a galaxy on it. Electromagnetic force. Still within that range of forces. Had our sun been 30% larger it would have been burnt out in four billion years. the evolution of life on it was also the same. a little faster and the cosmic material would have long ago completely dispersed. Weak nuclear force. too short a time for intelligent life to evolve. is distancing itself from each other. but strangely enough. then the universe would be expanding far rapidly than now and no stars and no galaxies would ever have formed. ultimately collapsing. The four fundamental forces in the nature. Because of this fact atoms are electrically neutral. If the atom was not neutral electrically. and Gravitational force. If the creation of the sustained universe was a miracle. these two particles have equal (though opposite) electrical charges. in decreasing order of intensity. A little slower and the cosmos would have collapsed back. If the initial density were a little bit less. Each dot. Now.

Similarly. high thermal conductivity while that of ice and snow is low. are frozen at surface underneath water is not). coming across a range of temperatures as narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest stars to absolute zero (-273° C). had planet Jupiter been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of steroids. Since life is so improbable. highest latent heat. it expands (so that even if ponds etc. When one considers the universe as a whole. had the orbit of earth around sun been a bit narrower or wider. had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees. Earth may be the only planet on which there is life. and even more so to have a universe full of life. We are extremely lucky to have a universe. Radiations which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow band. Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum. To be born as a human being is the happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody! 102 . This is also the only radiation under which photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see. high surface tension. had the sun not been a source of steady energy for billions of years. high thermal capacity. etc.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties would have followed. Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below 4° C. had the solar system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too close to the middle. and viscosity. impossible oddity of creation and life. Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average temperatures fall within those limits. advanced form of life would have been impossible. The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but.

in order to lessen the stress. Other stresses. dreaming. which may help may be you taking a different route. and rebirth. like rush hour traffic. in a state of anger. Which particular seed ripens at death depends upon the state of mind in which we die. and waking closely resembles the process of death. If we die with a peaceful mind. You can listen to music or educational 103 . intermediate state. Change or Let Go! Have you ever tried to exercise control over others until they gets stressed out? Have you ever tried to control things or events over which you had no control until may be you get tired and stressed out.7 Stress: Control. but if we die with an unpeaceful mind. In that case. This is similar to the way in which nightmares are triggered off by our being in an agitated state of mind just before falling asleep. this will stimulate a non‐virtuous seed and we shall take an unfortunate rebirth. you have to change your attitude about the situation. like people interrupting you all the time but you can control. There are different types of stressful situations. say. More direct and indirect proofs are discussed in the later chapters. this will stimulate a virtuous seed and we shall take a fortunate rebirth. Right? But there are some things about rush hour traffic that you can personally change. Of course. these changes are not always possible. 7.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The seeds that ripen when we die are very important because they determine what kind of rebirth we shall take. are usually beyond your control. The analogy of falling asleep is not accidental. for the process of sleeping. You can let the interrupters know you are busy and don't have time to talk. or traveling at a different time.

change. or your time of travel. You must accept that you cannot control the traffic. If you are stressed out because of others. you have to accept the situation. or simply ignore us. barely giving us a thought. Once you understand the "control. don't let it! Accept that. change and 104 . let go of the traffic. On the job. and you can control your stress! You can learn to manage a great deal of your stress by asking looking at each stressor and asking yourself. you are powerless over everything on the road. We are the ones who end up with the stress and resulting headaches! The people we try to control go home.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM tapes or books-on-tape. We become so overwhelmed. So much of our stress comes from trying to control other people. People tend to blame other people. no matter how much you yell and gesture at other drivers to speed up. that we feel like our whole life is out of control and we'll never catch up. A stressful commute can ruin your whole day. places and things when we simply cannot. it impedes productivity and healthy teamwork. or do I need to learn to let it go?" The "control. "Can I control it. with the exception of your car and your attitude. or let go" concept is an important key to stress management. Control your attitude. it's important to go through the steps of control. Rush hour traffic won't seem as frustrating because you'll be doing something to help keep your mind off the traffic and other drivers. change. if you are unable to change your route. or let go" concept and start putting it into practice you will be able to deal much better with stressful situations. That's why it is so easy to build up resentments against other people in situations or jobs when we don't think we have much control. can I change it. In order to let go of commute stress. We spend too much time worrying about things over which we have no control that we have no energy left to control the things we can.

The choice is yours! 7. Change scares us because whenever things change. Unless you are ready to leave your job. or the planet earth. and future. what can you do in order to let go? You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can view it as scary because you don't know what the future holds. It takes time. Unfortunately. transformation is possible. and learn to let go of the things you can't. You have lots of opportunities to transform your past. So. Take charge." Ask yourself if the other person is actually a "stress carrier. Letting go is a process. All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. chances are you will continue working or being around the "stressful people. Do you need to let it go? If so. family. take appropriate action. even when it is for our ultimate good. much of what we "know" no longer serves us. present. how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it.8 Your Past. Remind yourself that there are people and events you cannot control. take control or let it go.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM letting go. Present and Future Yes. We have to use our thoughts to control our emotions and our actions. Pick something in your life that stresses you out. I have experienced this myself. Can you control it? If so. Its possible to change yourself-talk about the situation." or simply has a different style. and doesn't always happen at once just because we will it. Identify which stresses you can control. we are reluctant to let go of the 105 . Change is one of the most difficult things for people to experience. we are propelled into the unknown. what can you do? Can you change it? If so.

relationships. a repetitive patterns in health. And that changing one's past history has already happened? This type of transformation was only possible in movies. Unfortunately. By definition. I was always told and I believed it at the time that transforming my present and my future were possible. we have to be able to "be" with change and the fear that may accompany it. So in order to experience a personal transformation we need to change our beliefs. but very difficult. to alter our biological and experiential composition. and money. and then return to their present where they watch their lives and the lives of those around them happily change right in front of their very eyes. The clues to how we can enjoy all that are found in the definition of "transformation"–a fundamental alteration in one's system of beliefs. changing our beliefs can seem scarier than changing things that are external to us.we need to experience a personal transformation. career. to be transformed means we have to change.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM familiar. 106 .to change the form of our lives and bodies. The definition of "transform" is to make over to a radically different form. in order to experience the transformation of our past. Therefore. and our future. we must be willing to experience fear for a short while. state. So if we want to be transformed . composition. to have a "re-do" with a clean slate. heroically changing the course of a pivotal event earlier in their lives. To allow transformation to happen. and to change our natural predisposition to life for the better . then. or disposition. our present. where the stars magically time travel into the past. And it is often the familiar we want to change. specifically the beliefs that created the portions of our lives that we would like to have transformed.

and the needs is concerned with man's highest potential when other needs have been met –such as needs for love and affection. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. Maslow expresses the basic survival needs as the first priority. There is one further need as a self-actualization is the need for a higher truth.9 The Basic Survival Need In the hierarchy of human needs. i. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. This need has been evident in all cultures. and further enhancing the quality of communication with ever-increasing empathy and understanding. It is the maturity of intuition. 7. to find and fully express one's true self. control and self-esteem needs and the need for self-actualization. which we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. we can 107 . towards knowing God.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self.e. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. expressed by all religions. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of.10 The Need for a Higher Truth This is the need required to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. feelings and actions.even our enemies . we need to see in all others . Through understanding others better. and then expanding this self-realisation by communicating with others.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. retaining integrity whatever the response.

however misguided it might have become.in short.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM recognize their essential goodwill. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. Move on to the next one when you have uncovered an awareness that you were previously suppressing. But to continue suppressing what one truly wants is to die inside. This denial of feelings and true wishes or desires occurs because of fear that acting on them or communicating them will bring scorn or ridicule . will upset the apple cart.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The psychologist Nathaniel Brandon developed a technique called Sentence Completion. to lose integrity. to help his clients uncover and communicate their true feelings that previously were suppressed. Try completing the following sentences. with as much honesty and frankness as you can muster. 7. 108 . And then put this self-realisation into action in your life.

THE ALL-IN-ALL. the perception you have of an event. OR THING. THE ALL-THERE-IS. it is our choice how to interpret what happened. 8. EVERYTHING IS THE MOST-HIGH. EVERY PERSON. may determine the reality you will have. OR THING IS A MIRROR AND HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A GIFT FOR YOU.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Laws of the Universe 8. ONE EITHER IS GIVING LOVE. In other words. IT IS NEVER ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON. If you clear yourself of internal issues.2 Our Reality Within and Without When we attach a value and a meaning to some event. PLACE. One will usually interpret an event by seeing it through whatever issues or beliefs he already have going on inside of him. and a dog begins barking at you. What in me is making that dog bark at me? Then 109 . you will be able to interpret and ‘create’ things from a higher vibration state. PLACE. THEREFORE. he will likely interpret what someone says as sounding angry. I AND YOU MUST BE HIM TOO. BUT YOU. Here is an example from one of my Source Codes: you are walking down the street. and then living by those perceptions. In other words. If one is angry enough. is not necessarily what is happening. That dog is a mirror of something going on inside of me. how you choose to see something. AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. Whatever perceptions you may have. we are creating a perception. but how you choose to view it. If you choose to live by the Laws which state that you create your own reality. OR ASKING FOR LOVE. you will say to yourself: I am creating that dog barking at me.1 The Laws of the Universe      TO CREATE 100% OF A REALITY WHICH NO ONE CAN CREATE BUT YOU.

and heal it. however. and that alerted you to the fact that you had to be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the outside. thinking you are evil. It scared me half to death. then you will go through life hating yourself. get clear. in your outer world. maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about something. If. perhaps without knowing it. or anger. then you would perceive the situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. You will. and relationships and life will probably become a fearful thing for you. And then nothing gets looked at internally. You will continue to create situations where you feel bad about yourself. you do not take responsibility and accept that whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event. the dog was a mirror of what you were feeling. stupid dog a bulah-bulah . You may feel constantly ashamed and guilty. for making them feel bad about you. and there is no opportunity to heal.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear. The dog reacted to something fearful. What a mean. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the way that you are a bad person and responsible for other people's emotions. in all likelihood. Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out what you are feeling fearful or angry about. You felt fearful or angry when the dog barked. 110 . and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked. where you think you have done something wrong. Why did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. some energy of fear or anger that it felt from you. create your life where things always seem to go wrong. a mirror. In that way.

If you remain a victim. that feelings and beliefs about reality can only come from within. How can they. instead of themselves. That is being the creator of your life. to create their life a certain way. as well. And your life will also change when any false perceptions you have about yourself. things don't change. Then you have the opportunity to believe and create your life in any way you choose . 111 . because victims never heal. if they never accept that they are the ones responsible for creating life that way in the first place? You can't change something if you don't think you created it to begin with . not unconsciously. Victims remain stuck.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM And. as soon as you think someone is doing something to you. Other's responses to you are.you perceive yourself and life and others in a way that is positive and allows life to work harmoniously for you. You choose consciously. what you want to believe . from what each person chooses to believe. thinking it is someone else's fault. When you know that you are responsible only for what you believe and what you feel.or. and when you know that others are responsible only for what they feel and believe. are made conscious . and you no longer blame anyone else for your life. all of this will change as your perception and understanding of how the universe works becomes clearer such as the understanding that no one can create the reality of another. You no longer believe it if others tried to blame you. as soon as you give up the responsible role.and you change them. in reality. there is no longer shame or blame. guilt or self hatred.in a good way that works for you. if you don't believe that you even have the power to create or change anything. in victim consciousness. and that someone else has the power over their life. As soon as you give up 100% responsibility for creating your own reality. you have become a victim.

The situation just reflected what was already there in you. If we look at it all as perfect. If it's complicated. and 112 . you must carry that energy within you. if we look at it from being the Creator. because forgiveness implies that something has been done wrong. it's not Truth. They are simply being a mirror of my own issue. It is above forgiveness. Note that if there is no charge. The higher vibration is to see whatever happens as a mirror of oneself in the ‘now’ or presently: You may ask yourself this question: Am I still doing that? Where do I still hold that judgment about myself . It isn't because of what someone else did. we immediately move into the energy of Love. not the victim. which is what we all truly want. Know that if you feel anger or any other unpleasant or uncomfortable emotion. Then there is no judgment. to see what you carry within yourself so that you can heal. They then just play the role for you that you are expecting. as it should. grow. Acceptance says all is happening perfectly. or have inside of you.where do I still think that I am not ok? I identify the judgment I am making against myself. Trust. all of us are really asking for love. I ask: What in me been created that is in my reality? In reality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM only a reflection of your own energy and a reflection of whatever energy you are putting out. All is perfect. You create what you believe in. I then ask: What part of me do I still not love. you must have a belief that you will be hurt. Whatever is happening enables us to grow. What is the mirror to me? Has instantly removed the judgment. and therefore I judge it? Then I look at the other person and think: I don't need to judge them. Then you have the opportunity to see what the mirror is for you. In other words. Acceptance is the higher vibration. and Peace. there is only acceptance. if you have a perception that someone is a hurtful person.

and what kind of emotion it creates. In a thought triggers emotion you can see what kind of thoughts you are thinking. But it is the emotional energy. First we have our thought. to create in a positive way. The force behind what we feel is what allows us to create. They move energy and bring things into motion. Look at it this way: E-motion. The word emotion is a fascinating word. Healing comes from taking responsibility – the 3rd law. "I felt so strongly about that that I had to rush out and do it". Therefore. Use your five (5) senses to ask if something doesn't feel right or comfortable in the way you are responding or feeling. in other words. put into motion. Lower vibration expectation judgment rejection/blame sorrow/apologizing Higher vibration Responding from compassion observing acceptance seeing the mirror 113 . we must generate positive emotions from clear thoughts and perceptions. or Energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM change . or perception. or manifestation. seeing your reflection in another or in a situation is a positive and useful thing. the fuel that allows something to get created.therefore. If you don't like the emotion you are feeling. That is what our emotions do. change the thoughts you are thinking. Get a new perspective. See how you feel.

you will keep yourself in judgment. 8. comes from feeling guilt and shame. There is only growth and love. that make you see your own issues in others and judge them for it.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire To find out and work with your fear. In reality. another's flaws.say or write the negative expression of it: all that you think is going on. etc." There are 3 universal fears: (1) abandonment (2) not feeling worthy or good enough (3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender Any time there is a fear. what bothers you. That's what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. that create the difficulty you are in. or masked desire. ALL BELIEFS THAT CAUSE YOU FEAR ARE ERRONEOUS. This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs are that keep you in fear. and state that desire 100% positively: "I choose to have or create. If you treat yourself with love. what keeps you in it. Check out what your fear is about.. you will reinforce the lower vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault. there is no shame or guilt.. and you will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized. You will continue to create the same kind of situations. it will fall into one or more of these categories. and that keep you from manifesting what you want. You need to find out what your true desire is. you have the chance to 114 . you will be able to see that when you face an issue in yourself. who you think did what to you. first state what you fear .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Fear is only a mask of our true desire.. The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief. until you get out of the program and have a new perception.

Here is the cycle of an erroneous core belief loop: 1. including yourself. You feel guilty. 6. Use all positive words. You feel shame.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself Next. You judge something or someone. Re-adjusting an Old Belief Own the fear or pattern. or deal with it in some way. You feel guilty about doing that and the loop goes on.5 1. that it's yours. 2." or "I am able to love myself.look at what you are afraid of. until the negative program is neutralized." Continue to say your positive I am statement throughout the day and for as long as you need to. 3. You put it out on someone or something else. You feel guilty about doing that. 5. For example: "I am powerful" or "I am a loving. as 100% positive. 4. 8. 7. And that is the perfection of the journey. expressing what you choose to create. you blame others. wonderful human being. See how you react to a given situation . 8. of what we experience. In order to get away from the shame. Then you become fearful that you will be punished. ever more loving. Then put your highest truth in the form of an "I am" statement. of seeing ourselves in the mirror. and you hide it all away so you're not aware the issue is really even there. say or write your preferred truth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM become even clearer. Ask: "What keeps me believing in that fear? What will happen if I let go of it? What is the pay off for keeping it? What do I get to do or not do if I keep the fear?" 115 . This is called projection.

Put out your intention . growth and freedom. Now. or change it.what you intend to create. 4. Be specific. Say: "I intend to do …. observe why. 116 . or a new thought form. What could be better than that? Fears have supported us. You must have a new belief. exactly. What would you feel? Let that feeling flow into every cell of your body. without judgment. If you choose to believe in a new reality. step by step. If you decide to change it." You can even state how you will do it. most importantly allow yourself to feel very clearly and strongly what it would feel like to operate out of and have that new belief in your life. and we tend to want to hold onto them through our anger or other emotional reactions because it's the only way of life we've known. This is the energy that sucks ways of behaving out of fear:  Being aloof. decide what you want to change it to. State your new reality in the form of "I am" 6. If you decide to keep it. And that which creates joy. for guidance or help to achieve the new intention.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 2. Decide if you want to keep the program. "E-Motion" means deep feeling and it is the energy that puts things into motion. a choice for a new perception. but will keep you locked in a lower vibration that doesn't help your life. 5. plus emotion creates the transformation into new ways of being and brings about the new pattern you are choosing. Decide if this pattern serves you anymore. Fears can be survival tools. Your intention must be followed by willingness. Ask Spirit or your Higher-Self. you eliminate fear. 3. Intention.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM     Being an interrogator (Who did this?. you are actually holding a belief that you are inadequate to deal with something. If you are in doubt. Being an intimidator (energy makes others feel afraid of you by backing people down).?! Didn't you realize that. A fear of judgment is actually a desire for unconditional love. Move instead to acceptance. Go to your heart. the mirror of that really is: you are in judgment of yourself. It is a false belief that you will lose control or power. If you are the creator.." If you find yourself worried or fearful about what other people think. you are trying to be in control. because: 117 . Ask: What is the gift of the mirror for me here? If you are asking why. you are judging.. then you created that situation for some reason. If you are in pain. Change the perception that there was any damage done in a given situation. you are into blaming. unless you create one by your perception. There is no war happening.. and you are fearing a loss of power. It is all perfect. What are you resisting? Identify what you are getting by holding onto the pain. instead. you are caught between realities and aren't sure what to believe. Being a "poor me. If you are in fear. Why did you. What was the reason? If you are in pain..). you are in resistance to something. If you are in resistance to something. Being someone who creates confusion for others (gets them off center)..?! etc.

6 The Role of the Ego It is the ego which allows us to be in this reality where there is duality. we must understand the Higher Truth . the spiritual eye. the zero point.that all is One. too. The ego's true purpose is to offer us choice by comparison. Everything is already perfect. and there is no need for you to try to control anything. It is the point in the middle. 118 . 8. The ego controls emotions. the neutral point where there is no attachment. And everything else is God. We need it for our wide range of emotions. That is why we see this reality with 2 eyes. The Most-High. And that is all there is. Using these laws will help you to allow others to express themselves. It helps us decide what we want to experience and learn in this lifetime. It is impossible to do so. The ego was designed to deal with polarity . One Energy Source .in this way we learn to work with energy and use it appropriately. anyway. what lessons they have set up to learn for themselves. Self sabotage is the ego in its lower vibration.neither side of which is the real truth. Listen to the Higher Self. if you know that you are God. Honor where someone is in their development. which we learn from . while you remain at peace. bigger than. But.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM If you identify with God. What you can create is responding from Peace and living from higher vibration states.and that perception comes with seeing from a single eye. That then creates a reality that will mirror that higher vibration state. It's already working out perfectly. that is power enough. The Higher Truth is larger than. either side of polarity.

learning flowers. Life becomes instantly better. the frustration fades and in its place. 8. For one thing. So be it! 8. For instance. what he is really saying without realizing it is that he's sick and tired of suffering from his own lack of understanding. it comes from us. This new and higher idea of disconnecting ourselves from whatever we think has us blocked leads to true self-liberation because we have never been trapped by anything outside of our own lack of understanding. then use your power of choice to create the reality that you prefer. The understanding of this spiritual principle allows us to disconnect ourselves from our impatience. "I'm sick and tired of it all". This all becomes clear once we understand that unhappiness does not come at us. 119 .7 Turning Barriers into Bridges Only the person who never gives up in life.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach When you hear someone say. makes this truly self-liberating discovery: those places that he once mistook as being impassible barriers to his happiness become as bridges to the same. the easier our whole life flows. but only if he learns to welcome them as part of his journey. This is why even the attempt to disconnect ourselves from our present life-level already belongs to a higher level of understanding. who persists with his wish to find and fulfill the promise of himself.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Accept WHAT IS as Perfection. And the more we inwardly grow. From now on you must spin your straw into gold. impatience with our level of understanding is the very level of understanding we are impatient with.

then every situation in life presents you with an opportunity to win in a new way. The greater the doubt you will step across. With any true innergrowth. you are getting out of your own way! Practice selfdisconnect as often as you can. you win a little more freedom. The more you work at this special kind of letting go. the freer your days will flow and the higher your life will go.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This new. You must persist even if it is only with your wish to be persistent. Persistence is everything in your personal work. fear turns into fearlessness because you have disconnected yourself from yourself. 120 . Remember this. the hardest step is always the one you have never taken before. Believe me. In the truest meaning of the words. intelligent action we are calling "self-disconnect" works for you by gradually breaking down the painful circle-ofself that is repeatedly formed by asking the problem for the solution. there are no real obstacles to keep you from making it all the way to a Brand New World. Every time you step past yourself. Risk only comes into account in the self-limited view of seeing life as a win/lose scenario. because you have stopped creating them. When self-discovery becomes more important than winning. freedom to take another and yet another step into the great unknown where eventually. because doubt and fear form the perimeter of all self-limiting barriers. You must persist in spite of all forces that seem to be against your wish to break through to a New You. with persistence. the greater the possibility for walking beyond yourself. Barriers begin to crumble and disappear.

It is daily hygiene. and another emotion. we mean a sensation in your body. You can detach from both. start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is not. and by the next day the next layer shows up to be cleared. You can be very methodical and start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through your body. not just the brain. This is not a process you can do once and call it done. bring it into consciousness. All day. Your thoughts can trigger it. Day to day events will also trigger karma. and observe it happening. which brings another thought. Clear it all one day.1 Finding Karma You can work through your karma the slow way. or you can go looking for it. Notice what bugs you. but after you have locked it in. Surrender those places. and surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Karma 9. do the grounding as usual. A muscle may twitch. and your body provides an emotion. by living it. but you can also access it visually. You have a thought. and a feeling. By feeling. It is by the emotional content of karma that we usually discover it. Then. or you can just let your unconscious show you what it thinks is most important first. just like brushing your teeth. you may become 121 . Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining memory. every day there is a conversation going on between your mind and your body. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding eight times a day for at least two weeks. Your body will only show your karma that is ready to be cleared. It is like peeling the onion – do remember this.

and surrender it. up the back of the leg following it's own path to the shoulders and around one side of the head. You are not only your mind. your ancestors.) If you are clearing karma from someone you know by remote. your country. Even after you clear your personal karma. as a mild physical discomfort that draws your attention to what areas need clearing. or an ache in my back. back in the heel. or your body. or a tingling in you head. You will observe the sensation with detachment. You are an infinite spirit. you will tend to feel it in your body. Feel the tension. you will follow the connections it makes through the body. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body. successfully. You can then visualize and clear the 122 . and back down the front to the knot. where it is feeding on the energy meridians. By doing this I release any thing that gave me tension during the day. and simply surrender the tension points the body shows you. you might feel a tightness around the bottom of your ribs like say you cannot take a deep full breath. Yes it is a simple thing to do if you decided to do it. It is therefore preferable to do it visually. (Know that you will clear. Those tension points are your karma. by pumping my belly several times during a breathing exercise. I do this every night. your environment. or a knot in your stomach. and so you can watch the mind and body chatting away to each other. those karmas that have the same auras with yours at the time of your action. if you are dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra issues. Take for example. you may go on to clear the karma of the group ego mind of your city. But must feel fancy to do it. You might trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and through the foot into the earth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM aware of a place of tension inside of you.

out your feet.2 Clearing Karma Faith method Faith. so you need to let go by distracting yourself so Cosmic Reality can take it. and also shows that you believe it is handled. God/Spirit/Cosmic Reality will take care of it. Worry shows lack of faith. So be it! 9. I RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIII all night. so it can be used to break up and remove the blockages of karma. and you are not going to worry about it anymore. and sometimes burning up in the heart chakra or simply disappearing and to be absorbed by the Unity. but sometimes. That aspect of surrender is very important if you have faith. That action can result in the manifestation of Karma. will detach your attention from it. Feel it flowing out your head.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM whole circuit and everything attached to the knot to be removed as well. do the magic. You go left to end up at the left. (Usually. Give it up to Cosmic Reality. surrender.) 123 . Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards. Practice! Practice!! Practice!!! You may also use counter-clockwise tornados. or use the name of whatever Deity or Power you prefer. I'm sure everyone has had the experience of a spell having unexpected negative side effects? Counter-clockwise spin dissipates energy. while somebody else prefers the opposite. I seek nothingness or void. so I use counter-clockwise vortexes 100% of the time. Do clear your karma! It is so simple. Clockwise dancing and vortexes are most often used in Wicca. Your attention to something is an attachment to it. submission and gratitude.

surely comes back better if it is still needed. whether we judge it as gift or garbage from our limited perspective. there must be recognition of stuff (or the so called ‘gift” you wish to give out). gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave away used to be and you will discover you see it. 124 . This is real. will fall away. Even If you don't like something. this funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling. Thank you is showing trust that nails the request into the Now. if it is still present. The reason you offer it as a ‘gift’. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain. gift is what it is. like “So be it” or “Amen” or “Ashe”. It good to know that gratitude itself can be enough to remove a blockage. curled protectively around his belly. After the pause of breath. and relax when the memory is cleared. somehow through visualization or feeling. All of its silver linings will be showing. One of the most dramatic cases of this is that one may grew 8 cm taller in a single night. is that Cosmic Reality doesn't judge it. and it will change. as all of the crap that held one in a slouched posture. completely differently. getting a grasp on what is to be released. this feeling of doubt. and your negative opinion of wanting it gone. apply gratitude. She will give it a tune-up and hand it back.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sometimes a release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a desire to stretch. this annoyance with so and so. is also an attachment. including life itself is a gift of Spirit. Everything in life. First. Don't worry about giving up too much. is like showing faith that you believe and expect that It will and that. which It has. seals the deal. this pain in my body. Some people don't like this idea of giving karmic crap to Cosmic Reality as a gift. Thanking Spirit for accepting the gift. What is given to Cosmic Reality. or giving away something you need. What is to be released might be.

Find and surrender those bits too. Alternate phrases: “Cosmic Reality. All Yours. The event is gone as if it never existed . This phrase asks Cosmic Reality to go back to before the first event occurred. some issues may have connections and reflections all through you. your past lives. and every time you see a spider it gets worse. For example. so instead it got bigger from your resistance. get back insight and compassion. because your indication of this ‘gift’ didn't cover everything. wherever it exists.” (breathe a sigh of release) This clears what you can see and what you cannot see. and ever since then you have had a phobia about spiders. Cosmic Reality will know what to take. all other events that came after disappear right into the now. Thank you very much. you did not know to release it.” (breathe sigh of release) This is time travel to change the past. The point of power is in the 125 . All Yours. Likely. and even in other people. “Cosmic Reality. it will come up again and again. perhaps when you were a child someone put a spider down your shirt. Thank you very much. as Cosmic Reality gives you an opportunity to make a choice to release it. in top down fashion from point of origin. When the first event is cleared. Time and space are illusions. the universe is being created and uncreated in every moment. Like. your environment. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left. and everything connected to it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Give up karma. please take this. and clear the whole pattern from the beginning. that is related. please take this. It is a gift for You. After a speck of karma is first created.it no longer exists. It is a gift for You.

All Yours. “Cosmic Reality. It is a gift for You.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. I release any attachments. for I am. used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light. Surrender the karmic stuff. It will be as Cosmic Reality Wills. please take this. 126 .. It is the Will of God/Allah.” (Breathe in light. all the way back into the past. Nature abhors a vacuum.. please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I surrendered to You. so it is important to fill the ‘void’ with light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of ‘empty’ and seeking new attachments to fill the void. hand them over now! “Cosmic Reality. Thank you very much. in top down fashion from point of origin.” (breathe a sigh of release) You must clear everything and everything connected with it. It is in the hands of Fate. and using this phrase you can change the past using the power of surrender in the now. then also surrender the hole where it used to be like bugs bunny cartoon. portable holes. Even though I walk in the valley of death I will fear no evil. through your feet. Cosmic Reality has it handled.) Additional universal phrases of surrender: Cosmic Reality (God/Allah…) Will be Done. Thank you very much. and everything connected to it.

creates a thread of energy between you and it. in the long term it can be hard on the healer and become a crutch. However. it defines aka cords very elegantly. Sometimes a patient will continue to draw energy from a healer after the session is finished. For healers.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 9. attraction. For most people. because the cords of love between people are stronger than attachments to things. love. it becomes very easy to manage these cords with the power of imagination. As aka cords show up in the etheric. they are the underlying nature of how relationships connect people.3 Aka Cords: The Unity The ‘Aka cords’ is a term from Huna mysticism. gravity. Everything you see. everything you touch. This usually happens on an unconscious level for most people. one can do the ritual. it becomes more important to keep the tools in order and cut cord attachments that no longer serve. and information. When you grow an awareness of these threads. these threads of attraction are usually are only readily visible when they represent the union in relationships. or negative addiction for the patient. and they can also become negative attachments and vampiric siphons. Like the apron-strings between mother and child. These etheric cords are a normal connection between friends and lovers. professional psychics and other folks who are doing energy work. Most cords are flimsy and fade quickly. Guardian angels (personal Malaeka) will act on your requests – so you think. They are the ‘super strings’ that are holding the universe together. Everything is connected to every other thing: relationship. knowing about the cords is not very important because the unconscious mind takes care of them. they are how we exchange empathy. Even without intuition. So be aware! 127 . and while this is a good thing in the short term. love etc.

and it comes from me. It is best to be clear in your intention. one of my Source Codes said: I simply trust in the judgment of my Higher-Self or AllThat-Is. and get to ride out of duality. I give up my fears to Him. You may possibly get a sense of being surrounded by a crowd of people. With your imagination. or see it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is why it is necessary to occasionally do a ritual to cut any aka cords that are not in one’s highest good. This method is nice and simple. or just 128 . and send love. or simply connect new cords as often as they are cut. and only those cords. gratitude and blessings down these cords – Use power of imagination. I ask that the highest good be done. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people who are in service to your Highest Good. will sometimes show up in your life again. anyways. or sense it. as I am not yet free of creative fears. Get grounded and draw in as much light as you can hold. You may get an impression of being in the center of a big spider web or perhaps a cocoon with many threads coming from different chakras and radiating out from you in all directions. There is only fear to fear. Usually I may not ask who is cut. and cut them out of the race. You may feel it. but those who are determined. There are several ways to disconnect cords. especially with the earth's fiery crystal core. into that space where all things begin. Always determine to cut them out. so that you don't cut cords which represent win/win relationships that serve your highest good. first. as said earlier. by sending out a last blast of unconditional love and make the fire to manifest whatever the person on the other end needs. Then ask to be shown ones that do not serve. In the ritual you first ask to be shown the beneficial cords. So.

this means that the recipient's higher self or unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best. Do not be surprised if some old friends contact you in the days following.. once again fill yourself with as much light as you can hold. Most of these are people who want something that they think you can give them. Let your intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the form in which the love manifests on the other end. so that the cord is gone. imagine that it burns up the cord like a lit fuse. Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and supported. As the light goes down the cord. Nice bonus! Then. Essentially. and conclude the ritual. so you do not need to clear them.. Release a generous blast of the light you have drawn into yourself down the cord. You do not need to know what it manifests as. You may find that some of these people will unconsciously feel the cord being disconnected. to replace what you gave away. What is important is your intention. Thank these people for being in your life and gratefully send light and love down the cords to them.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM imagine it there. it doesn't matter. and they 129 . to tell you they were thinking of you warmly. breathe more light into yourself. Be sure to offer thanks to Goddess for Her abundance that allows you to be generous. and let the vision go. as a farewell gift of unconditional love for them that will show up on their end as whatever it is they think they need from you. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people or things that feed on your energy but do not serve your highest good. Then. This time. These are the cords that benefit you.

If you are dealing with this kind of persistent bottomless pit vampire. Give love to those who support you as before. they will detach them from you on their own. In this technique. but only to take back your own stolen energy from them. Take your time at it. The cords that have been reattached will be those of the persistent bottomless pit vampires who reconnect the cords no matter how many times you cut them. there is another method you can use according to my Source Code. repeat the exercise. like a leech dropping off. There will be fewer cords than before. you leave the cords as they are. They will give up. and again ask to see the cords that connect you to those who do not serve your highest good. ideally there will be none. you are not going to get any junk from them.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM might contact you in the days following and complain that you feel distant. the bottomless pits will not be satisfied with your gift and will promptly a reattach to you.No. When these vampires realize (probably unconsciously) that there is no free lunch and they are no longer getting fed/rewarded through the cords. or how much of what kind of energy you send. Twenty four to seventy hours later. instead of sending them more energy. but reverse the flow and take back only your own energy that they stole from you. pull in their cords and stop preying on you. sip slowly so they will not be abruptly and unnecessarily deflated. Imagine you are sucking on the cords like a drinking straw. Be clear in your intention not to feed on their energy. They may go off and feed on someone else. Since you are just taking your own energy back. Others. but you cannot control what 130 . You would not want them to pass out while driving – would you? or anything of that nature .

I put it on autopilot. The traditional ritual is good practice for learning about how relationships work. You can only control your own energy or you tax your daily Karma unduelly. leave them attached.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM someone else does. and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give up and detach. You are learning. I ask my guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me. 131 .. as They think best. When I get impatient with it. or the Earth source. astral. To do this. I'm not suggesting you do this.. Then if there are still any negative cords that have been reconnected in spite of your generosity. as they are formed. Learn. on my end and plug them into the sender's higher self. though. in the etheric. spiritual world.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Concept of the Prime Mover 10. some objects are in motion. Even the Pious. This notion needs to be examined logically and brought to its finality. then the motion of a body is the result of its being moved by some other body. that if an object itself is moving and it is necessarily being moved by some other object. The question of evolution or creation of Man. another body moved any moved body. Therefore one can definitely arrive at a prime mover that is not moved by anything. In the so-called cosmological proof: that in the worlds. Prime Mover If we apply the idea of causality to the study of motion of objects. which change from one time. i. All motions result from being moved by some other objects. then the latter must necessarily be moved by something else. because of a sole reliance on spiritual perceptions. that the above argument cannot be repeated indefinitely. tribe. How? 132 . since there was nobody there in the origin. Saints and Prophets waver in a pool of open and logical challenges. race to another. era. What comes to mind is how the spiral galaxy..e. animals or non-living things is not solely coming to mind now. a system beyond the Milky Way Galaxy (a rotating disk containing about 1011 stars including our Sun) came about. The above conclusion belongs to simple-minded and lazyminded individuals.

133 . So there are no eyewitness reports. perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe. vividly. and at the time of the creation of Man. There are two models for the creation of the Universe: Big Bang and Continuous Creation. animal and other matters in this Earth. These instruments give them vast scope within which to exercise their imaginations only. back to the period of the creation of man. . . It was believed that God had made the command. some features were incorporated during the ‘time’ of creation. He made him complete and breathed into him of His spirit. (The Bible) Obviously this has taken us. Let there be light and there was light. Cosmogonists can reach their conclusions only on the basis of the subtle observations that are barely within reach of modern instruments. and it points to the mystical relation between human and Divine Nature. These would be brought forward in the discussion. And for the created man to function properly.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Nobody was around at the origin. The following few observations and analyses are to be noted without any bias reference. (Qur’an) This is saying that the spirit of God is breathed into every man created. What happened before this statement was pronounced could not be ascertained. (Bible) The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime Mover. It is only obvious and quite clear that the Earth was in a total darkness before this command was initiated. animals and other earthly things. and gave you ears and eyes . it is that you give thanks. In the beginning was the word and God was the word.

This is confirmed through most of their words and doings. hua = essence and Heavenly River is the Milky Way. (Wu Li Lun. so to say. to the Supreme Being. Qi develops and rises. a Chinese scholar in the 3rd Century.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. So there had been an existence somewhere else. through sacrifice or rituals. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear. They referred to their Ancestors and not a particular Deity. AD) This simply means that stars are being formed by the contraction (mover) of gas clouds. (African Tradition) This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated from another world or space to found or husband the earth. Note that Qi = breath. it is called the Heavenly River. The next question is when and where? 134 . Qi representing the context of God’s breath in this respect. (Qur’an) This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of the Universe. who were the descendants of the primordial ancestors. There was no indication of the period of and what brought about this action. turning about following the flow. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they could create as wished. Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any thing regarding human creation. jing hua floats aloft. And that the universe was in existence before the so-called Aur-Amashida. They have lesser gods who carry off their request. The above statement supports the two above references mentioned from the holy Qur’an.

at least) individual receive all their mitochondria from their mothers. These structures. the amount of matter in the Universe would double as a result of the slow drizzle of creation. which convert sugar and oxygen into carbon dioxide. creation is continuing all the time and so very slowly for any known sensitive instrument can measure. One consequence of their origin is that they carry their own genes. in a proper study of mankind. And since (in people. Scientists have two general models for the existence of Universe: Continous Creation and Big Bang (Scientific Statement). are the descendants of bacteria that took up residence in eukaryotic cells about 18 billion years ago. Allan Wilson at the University of California. it is easy to trace mitochondria DNA back through the generations without having to worry about the mixing of genes from mother and father that goes on in the rest of the DNA. has shown by genetics and after studying the pattern of DNA (DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID) in people now alive and produced a human family tree showing that the species emerged in Africa about 200. the galaxies would have moved apart to the point where the amount of space between them had increased or even doubled. When the highly condensed hydrogen matter exploded from its own core (see Chapter 9) pressure and created showers 135 . According to the Continous Creation (CC). And in the course of some billions of years.000 years ago and first left the continent to begin its world wide spread 100. water and the energy that runs the cell. Wilson’s work relied on a type of DNA found not in the cell nucleus.000 years ago. In this action. but in its mitochondria.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM According to a superior account.

could have been released and registered between 10 to 20 billion years ago. 200. miraculous occurrence that might have happen to man must fall within the light of the formation of the Milky Ways. the energy required in this creation is zero equivalent energy of light balanced with the negative energy of gravitational field. who just came to this Realm of Existence. The first ever Big Bang (of stored energy in vacuum or void) explosion.000 years ago (since whatever vision. just in a recent time of less than. What could be certain is the existence of Matter. So. be it spiritual or scientific) so as to claim who is or was the Prime Mover. but broken apart due to a bang or expand continuously in space. The lesson here is that both light and spirit evolved at the same time since the occurrence of the first Big Bang. Behind the Matter is the Mind at work. The fission and fusions of atoms forming bombs. The word ‘join’ could mean that the total elements of the Universe were originally in a single space. Strong nuclear and Weak nuclear are acting together (Unity) in the space-less compact at the equivalent or even beyond the speed of light. the four energy laws came into play: Gravity. in the presence of light space. but formed within the fifth energy product of the Big Bang. hanging about There have been other minor explosions. So is the word: The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. From the above examinations and analyses. Visible Matter has the same 136 . such as one produced our Milky Ways. The fifth energy was formed in order to eternalize the initial outburst. Man-made explosive matters are ones that quickly come to mind. A stupid question asked by feeble-minded individuals. it is absolutely unreasonable for any human being. Electromagnetism. The time of the bang obviously would be so negligible.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of still expanding galaxies.

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exactitude of proportion and precise method granted by the Invisible Mind. What we should bear in mind is that there is and was no such thing as injustice in the Universe. What it means here is that if we have granted the above stated premises concerning the composition of Mind and Matter, there can be no such thing as injustice. Yet seemingly unjust things are done every day and seemingly go unpunished, because the punishments are always administered. So the so-called ‘scientific ghosts’ come in i.e. vengeance is mine. The sinner who imagines his sins are undiscovered is a compound fool who deceives himself. For instance, a murderer (direct or indirect) who has secretly torn the life of his shrieking victim in some unfrequented spot, and has succeeded in hiding his crime from what we call ‘justice’ cannot escape the Spiritual Law of vengeance within the Unity. Murdered creature often returns to the Realm of Existence in human form to dodge his murderer down. No known man has ever escaped the psychic law of equity any more than we can escape the material law of gravitation. So, it unbelievable therefore to attribute the spiritual law of vengeance on the Most High or the so-called prime Mover. Not much of a Deity or a prime Mover but what you are or represent. If there is any race with superior historical pride over others, it is the Africans. Their existence was closer to the period of the so-called ‘creation’; hence they have full authority talking about the Prime-or-Nonprime Mover. As more scientific researches are proceeding, Africans are likely to be proved right. So be it! One of the oldest questions to be asked about the universe was "How did it begin?" That question always puzzled mankind. The answer to such question depended on the faith and civilisation current to the scientist.

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In the early days of the Greek philosophers the universe was the making of gods and goddesses, but how they actually performed the act of creation was not to be inquired into, for such matters were considered divine and, thus, laid outside man's comprehension. The Greek plan incorporated a marvellous scientific picture of the universe, for whilst they described the motions of the planets with mathematical precision, they believed them to be, like the stars, made of some celestial material that never decayed. In ancient China, the whole universe, everything on earth and in the sky, was considered part of a giant organism. However, they envisaged a universe that was many millions of years old and, in this respect, they were close to today's view. Western civilisation has grown up under the influence of Greek ideas and also that of Chinese teachings, which insist on a single God who is creator and sustainer of the universe; a God, who is also the single God according to the Muslim faith. The Bible does not contain any scientific information of note about the universe, but it reminds us of that: In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Galileo used to be fond of saying that the Bible teaches the way to go to heaven, not the way heavens go. The Church, in its constant attempts to keep the masses under its control, permitted no speculation into these divine matters. The misfortune of Copernicus, as a result of his statement, that it was the sun and not the earth to be the centre of the spherical universe, is well known. Even after the beginning of the modern scientific period, when Newton had worked out the motions of planets in great detail and also invented the idea of universal gravitation, people still considered the creation of the universe to be a divine act, which lies above speculation.

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With the vast amount of information collected by observation of deep space in the last sixty years, as well as the development of relativity and quantum theory, scientists are at last in a position to work out how the universe began. Today, speculation and scientific research into cosmology lies outside the realm of religion, to the extent that some scientists today do not consider the creation of the universe to be a divine act altogether. However, these scientists are forgetting that when they trace the origin of the universe to its origin, or to that moment that sparked the beginning... they too concede that science becomes unable to function, for at that initial moment all the laws of physics seem to break down. The failure of some scientists to contribute this initial moment of creation to a divine force stems from the fact that they think of this initial moment as the moment when all the laws of physics break down, rather than being the moment when all the laws of physics came to be. The creation of the universe is a subject that is given great attention in the Qur’an. The huge and varied amount of information contained in the Qur’an about almost every stage and aspect of the creation continues to astound scientists today because of its very accurate agreement with 20th century knowledge. How can a book written in the 7th century contain such a rich amount of scientific information that was to be attained 14 centuries later? Much of this information was discovered only in the last fifty years! Neutral and unbiased observers do consider this to be valid evidence that such a book could never have been the product of any human being for the simple reason that, at the time, no human possessed such knowledge. All the evidence available today suggests an explosive origin to the universe that brought both space and time into

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are not known to be direct to any scientific statements. space and time that are intimately linked together. The Big Bang itself resulted from an extremely dense singularity. Ralph Alpher and Robert Horman indicate that the whole event took place at a very high temperature. (It is very important to know that science does not discriminate when it comes to disseminating of facts and nothing but facts. This is what is referred to as the ‘Big Bang’. which could also be found in all other scriptures. This view has been confirmed by the later discovery of the background microwave radiation. The theory of the Big Bank which has successfully taken over the place of the 'Steady state' theory was worked out in the 1920's by two scientists quite independently of each other. It must be stated here that.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM existence. The creation of the universe is one of matter. This is described in the Qur’an. was written openly by one of my Source Codes. It is the facts the Nothingness of Self-Esteem cares about. These facts. the Russian meteorologist Alexksandr Friedmann and the Belgian mathematician Georges Lemaitre. Matter and space were joined as one and then were separated in the explosion. until proved otherwise. under gravitational pull. because they open up some basic facts that no one can push aside. but may also have 140 . most of the italics to follow are written from the Qur’an without any emphases or reference [any individuals who want to know more must read more].) "Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were joined together and we ripped them apart?" The subsequent history of the Big Bang saw the Americans George Gamow. The eventual formation of galaxies resulted as a condensation. of hot gases which was mainly hydrogen.

" Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas. the gas has gradually condensed into individual starts. The universe in its very early stages was. which also applies to earth and. if you were to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth altogether. But.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM contained helium and a few other light elements as well. the gravity of the earth will overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. No planet would ever revolve around its mother star. which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored in the throw but. otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in straight lines dispersing into space. mass and distance of two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an orbit. and with the formation of galaxies. eventually. working as an equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise orbits for all heavenly bodies. Over the ages. 141 . life would not have evolved on earth. thus. This is what is known as the escape velocity. but smoke. Once these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern their motion. thus. It is the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape the gravity of a planet or star. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its own. The speed. Gravity was the brilliant divine invention. because the whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun. If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky. still in the form of hot gases which is mentioned in the Qur’an in the following verse: "Then He took hold of the sky when it was smoke.

all travelling in orbits. continue throughout the life of the star.) These very accurate balances are mentioned in the following two following verses: "The sun and the moon follow courses precisely computed" and "And the sky He raised and set the balance" The orbits of the heavenly bodies are mentioned in the verse: "And the sun and the moon. which are similar to those which take place in an hydrogen bomb. while the satellite is shooting out of the earth's gravitational field. their central regions become denser and hot. and all other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules. These reactions." ‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only. nuclear reactions begin. The endless intricate orbits and mathematical precision in the universe leave one in a gasp in awe. its speed is reduced which reduces its kinetic energy and with some directional adjustments its kinetic energy can be equated with the earth'' gravity. to say at least seven million degrees Kelvin (K). what happens is that at a required distance.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM When an artificial satellite is placed in orbit around the earth. The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start to shrink under their own gravitational pull. (All the planets that circulate around stars also revolve round the centre of gravity of their own galaxies. When the material in the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently. 142 . As a result. All these adjustments must be very precisely executed at a precise distance and speed otherwise a correct orbit cannot be obtained.

This is precisely what the Qur’an speaks of with the words: "…as if it were a brilliant star……. What actually takes place inside a star is that hydrogen is converted to helium with the emission of huge energy." "It is He who made the sun to lighten up and the moon that is lightened.'nuclear reactions'.whose oil is well lit. This differentiation between natural light and reflected light is mentioned with the words: "Blessed is He who made constellations in the sky and placed there in a lamp.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These reactions are distinctly different from ordinary combustion . planets do not emit any light of their own. and that was the background radiation which supported the Big Bang theory. even no fire touches it. But. gave birth to yet a new concept and that was the universe is expanding- 143 . fuel). together with the detection of the red shift in the spectrum of far away galaxies. but only reflect light. The verse is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star. On the other hand.. and a reaction which is not combustion (fire) .as in a burning wood. a very important discovery was made. These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types of radiation into space.e." In 1965. and a moon giving light. it's oil (i." The verse mentions a star. The visible section of those waves which are found between the ultraviolet and the infra-red is the sunlight. the Big Bang theory. from x-rays and gamma rays in the short waves all the way to the longer radio waves.

At the time of the Qur’an (7th century). while as light from a receding source would be shifted towards the red end of the spectrum. When applied to light waves it was found that if the source of light is approaching its light would be shifted towards the blue end of the spectrum. That contribution of the red shift analysis meant that the universe is indeed expanding. In the same vein. and as was mentioned before. When that stage is reached. These atomic reactions would take place inside a star for a finite time and then the star would eventually run out of energy when it has used up all its resources. it will expand to become a red giant. would be 144 . it was still believed that all the stars in the sky including our sun were eternal and are made of a material that never fades or decays. This conclusion is literally mentioned in the Qur’an: "and the heavens we created with might and we are expanding it” Note that the word "expanding" is used in the present tense and not in the past which again is in agreement with the fact that the expansion of the universe is a continuous process. First. This phenomenon was also explained at the beginning of this section. a light received from distant galaxies have a red shift which indicate how much they were flying away from us. Mercury. was mentioned in the Qur’an. a star like our sun will undergo a series of drastic changes. Doppler Effect applies to any waves and not only that of sound.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM this was briefly explained previously at the beginning of this chapter. No one was really aware of the nature of the reactions that took place inside stars for that was to be 20th century atomic theory territory but that. The nearest planet.

astronomers once again rely on red shift to calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and 145 . each one runs for an appointed time. it still remained necessary to calculate its age. In other words. Here. Also. To do so.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate. because the boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse. Qur’an describes the end of time as follows: "When the sun is rounded" "When the stars have collapsed" "When the oceans boil over in a swell" It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed'. signalling the end of life on earth. Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin of the universe. the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words: "when stars lose their lustre" The finite life. of each star is also referred to accordingly: "He has ordained the sun and the moon. is the precise term used by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life." in its opening verse. the term "collapse". that is. or specific life span. the ocean will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse. as used in the Qur’an. the star would start to collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf.

as brought up by one of my Source codes. How many days a space ship takes to reach the moon? 2) "…a day relative to your God is equivalent to a thousand years of your count. and 1 year for God is 1000 x 365 = 365." The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is'.000 for man = 18. we are not seeing it as it is now.000 years for man. perhaps brought about by the ‘Big Bang’. the measure of which was fifty thousand years." If for God. are at distances of up to 14 billion light years (a light year being the distance travelled by light in one year). which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50. which have velocities of some 240. When we look at that distant quasar.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM quasars. When we look into depth of space. The most distant quasars. 146 . is to put your mind at rest and to direct your attention to your inner-self to answer the question: “What am I?” and not to brother with “Who is the Prime Mover?” but that you are within the Unity. we are actually looking back far into the past. 1 day = 1000 years for man.000 years of God’s = 365.000 x 50. but as it was 14 billion years ago.25 billion! The importance of these analyses. These distances give us indications to the age of the universe.000 years ago) after the angels ascend.000 km/sec. The modern accepted figure for the age of the universe is a little bit more than 18 billion (thousand million) years. Then 50. (80% the speed of light). The age of the universe is also found in the Qur’an? 1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day.

The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole creation. that energy (E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or E = mc2. in this Realm of our Existence. Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her own kundalini. Serpent of Eden. one origin. Man controls other attractions. to and from lesser animals and non-living things. against gravity) of its ‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Unity 11. Since c2 = c x c. The name this thing is called does not matter. or the so-called ‘serpent’ remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot reach his set goals. but what it is and how it works. And any attempt to wake it up by force will 147 . the Most High. Man can accelerate motion (vertical.1 Theory of Relativity There is Unity. The speed of this motion will depend on the magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of the body. Life Force or what have you. There is no power among men that goes beyond men. a multiple of itself shows that one thing (body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things around it (him). This inner self is known as Kundalini. It is only when it is dormant. The power. Negative to positive and vice versa. No exception. Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity. but not above evil and good). Spinal-thread. driven by the energy generating within men and moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding is the maximum. the primordial Ancestors.

that is. while velocity is directly deduced from a shift. galaxies and clusters of galaxies are all isolated systems in space. the energy (E) becomes larger and indirectly proportional to time. The existence. 11. so that the speed is equal to a distance. matter is concentrated in 148 .2 The Void and the Origin The Sun. The relationship between distance and velocity is neither in strict proportionality nor a straight line. s s ( is the space difference). indicates that the distance approaches zero (or s0). As this last condition holds. Simple. We shall learn more of its structure and its application to obtain our goals. the energy (E) is zero.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM result to catastrophe. In general more distant objects have greater apparent magnitudes. space-time relationship is 1. it is a real phenomenon that distance always approaches zero. Assume that speed is a distance (s) covered in a specific time (t). covered by a body in motion. divided by time (or c = s/t) the Energy E = m (s2/t2). where the energy is large. it could be seen that at the absolute unity. This results to the time (t) becoming smaller. In the view of the above explanation. And at zero mass (m) such as in light. let’s examine if the universal energy depends on time. the Milky Way. Then in a simple mathematical expression. We are not separate individuals but part of a colossal spiritual network linking all atoms and all other things that exist in this world. The more distant object corresponds to earlier times and the nearer ones to later times. All these are held together in the spiritual force field – The Unity. First. In cosmos. Even the speed of light is finite. there is no time in cosmos. while the negative energy of gravitation played a part.

super-clusters are not clearly demarcated. Hindus equate the void. The Egyptian god. or darkness with consciousness or EnSof in Jewish religion. the distribution of matter is net-like and the empty space is now isolated in holes or voids. One state evolves to 149 . in unison. if one is going to have a whole battery of spirits and demons running the Universe. surrounded by empty space. like light. There is some purpose to the Universe. It is porous and permeates every atom including Man. air (heat and moist) and earth (moist and dry). the body formed after the collapse must have a symmetrical shape indicating rotation. as it is being done in the world of Man now. This was the idea of heavenly bodies having circular shapes. The purpose of existence is the Unity. one cant really have them doing it all for nothing.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the central region. in which everything must participate. The characteristic features of super-clusters is brought about as in nebular theory: that as long as the original gas cloud has a certain amount of angular momentum. Thoth (Hemes Trismegastus) said that every existing thing is composed of the four elements: fire (dry and heat). then no matter what its original shape. From this principle. It is the command and active principle of the creation. while Zoroastrians called it the Unlimited Source. Purpose for the Existence In giving some security belief. the spaces between the heavenly bodies are dark and void. The African origin of belief and spirituality describes it as Nameless. water (moist and cold). After all. Isaac Asimov gave good accounts of the reasons for creation. rather. In contrast. The void is the Original Self. It has no image visible to the naked eye. the spiritual force field.

Destiny Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions working within the limited circle of the Realm of our 150 . The Zoroastrians of Persia worked out a delightfully complex scheme of the Universe. in particular is the ultraviolet-B radiation that can cause skin cancer and can burn marine life. The force was almost evenly matched and individual men could feel that with them lay the balance of power. If they strove to be good they were outstanding to the ‘right’ in the most colossal conflict ever imagine. Some of these notions crept into other beliefs and we have the war of God versus the Devil. This effect of changes in things in the Universe can be felt in the ozone layer. In science however the so-called Security Belief is assumed to be false. leading countless spirits (other gods?) under banner of Light and Good. They imagined the whole of existence to be engaged in a cosmic war. NASA said the ozone layer expanded to three times the size of Australia. Science does not merely ignore the possibility of a cosmic war. so also this transformation (development) occurred in human and other things. This is an indication of gradual change in all things. when it has tried and still trying to workout the origins and the ultimate fate of the Universe. encountering an equally powerful army under Ahriman fighting for Darkness and Evil. In 2000. Ahura-Mazda or Mara.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM another state – cold is gradually turns to heat and heat to vapour (air). there is no question as to who will win. the purpose of existence is the flow within the Unity. Ozone is the protective layer in the atmosphere that shields the Earth from the sun’s rays. But due to the extreme warm condition in 2003. the ozone hole reduced drastically. Therefore. God must and will win. In this view however.

1. The breathing exercise becomes an entity in itself. It is also true that karmic (past creation) destiny vibrates on Man. Ceramic production 151 . Body breathing becomes the embodiment of the breath. But remember that Power isolates those who hold too much of it. also within the Unity Existence of Man The creation of man can be likened to playing with clay to produce a product (ceramics. The Nature who wears the whole of our universe as though it were one head upon a necklace. will not deny your right to use your body and mind in the ways that seem right to you. The echoes of destiny vibrate on all human beings within the Realm of Existence after the so-called creation.1 expresses the making of a ceramic object.30 hours = 13 days Figure 9. It is also a renunciatory technique to achieve a predetermined trancelike state – an isness. Clay and water (human body) have been moulded to form a green paste or mortar.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Existence. Clay + Water Product air-dried to harden Hardened product fired Air-dried to cool Final product Time 0 12 days + 30 minutes + 23. in Zen word. an actual state of consciousness in its own right. etc). Figure 9.

in the early morning. Even the so-called spirits guide their names. It is the time of firing that the paste becomes a whole and it occurred within a short period. resulting in a few times. When you wish for something to occur. And when Jacob. you are directly wishing your child well. ‘I-wake-into-a-wealth’. You are indirectly wishing yourself well.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The paste is then left to dry by natural air for a period of 12 days before it is fired in a kiln or sort of that. Remember that the power of the name is almost limitless. just hu it by the word of mouth. In cosmic creation. in the scripture. so it shouldn’t 152 . When you call ‘Mojisola!’ in Yoruba means literally. The firing takes little time. Then you wonder why you are in a perpetual state of poverty and in that your supposed happymood. says the scripture). while the fired product is left again to cool off naturally. Be and it becomes or k’un fayakuun says the scriptures. and that was when the firewithin is formed. Remember that a man’s voice should be his own to command. asked the angel he’d wrestled for his name. the angel kept it secret for fear that the name would give Jacob power over the angel. this is the time of Hu (In the beginning was the word and the God was the word. In other words when a man calls you ‘stone’ he makes you a stone for an instant. Cooling is also rapid. Africans know this source of power and they use it fully and appropriately in naming their children. In a spiritual realm. When you will wake-up your child. The suffering and smiling syndrome. by the name ‘Oloriburuku’ (One with bad luck) you are indirectly creating a realm of sub-existence for your child and a direct new existence for your self. This is the same in Ya’Adua (a child that deserves prayer). This period is so small that it may be impossible to note not even in this Realm of Existence.

which is not normally visible to naked. 153 . were in existence. in the combination of the two words hu-man. To hu is to create (Emet) or give life to at least until the appointed time of the so-called de-creation (met or mut). Following a simple experiment by focusing your attention on an object. a simple object for that matter. and the close your eyes. 11. According to Sefer Yezirah. try to recollect the image of your chosen object or figure. represents the unsounded hu. And immediately your eyes are closed. No hu. Be warned! We create with our thoughts. But must we ponder well on this matter. Can you guess what happen? Now let us get back to our discussion before the above experiment. Do your focusing at least for 20 seconds. In the beginning. unobstructed eyes. which could be a figure or whatever. there is a gap in human consciousness and that is the so-called awareness. our substance and our spirit. aside Man. An impure awareness may unbalance Man’s mind and body. all other things. the knowledge of mysteries of the cosmos will reveal to you that you too can create life. The combination of the two words: “human” resulted to the existence of Man.3 The Path In the beginning was the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM carry another man’s message hidden within its sound. Any form of disconnection of mind from body is negative. Man is out of the Existence. Our thoughts cannot be pure unless we wake up the ‘fuel’ or the fire within. And without pure awareness. the Book of Creation. no Man. The air or wind. Man came to be by the command hu.

There are other beings. Note that the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’ has been attributed to Man. the mouth is opened when ‘A’ is pronounced. regarding the creation (Qi develops and rises. yes? There is this question. what is making you opening your mouth to pronounce the word ‘A”? This is the energy within that also comprises the same word ‘A’ for A-hu-man or simply AUM. AUM is a word of power. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear) then we know that other things might have existed before the Realm of this existence. jins and aliens or UFOs. But our limited experience has assured us that man is the only intelligent beings in the Universe. Aside Man all other things came into existence by the same action. In The syllable. But if we remember Wuli Lun. A-U-M. it is obvious that such action is closed to be relevant and complete. The gap between open-and-close affairs is the so-called awareness. Man is intelligent homo-sapiens in this world that can control his fire within to achieve anything in this world as wished. Note that open-andclose of the word AUM without the conjunction ‘U’ is impossible. while the pronouncement of ‘M’ closes the mouth and the gap between ‘A’ and ‘M’ is ‘U’. the so-called awareness. turning about (and) following the flow. Any closed action must be opened. If one can perceive this. the one understands the principle of creation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The word hu or u is also related to a sort of ‘open-and-close’ affairs. So. a flow of air flows into your mouth. And if you opened an action. that jing hua (essence) floats aloft. 154 . allowing for further action to take place. and which is called the Heavenly River (the Milky Way). As you open with ‘A’.

‘fire’ or simply kundalini sits at the base position of the spinal cord of man. It takes a serious disciplined.2 is like an inverted triangular figure or cone object. The word position indicates that kundalini cannot be seen physically. but can be felt in a conscious or alpha state. If the top portion of the structure fell off. This point-to-point of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. 155 . knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. the ‘fire’ may die-out. The seat of kundalini is a form of cup. Kundalini (Fire within) Figure 9. the results is that the host (man) becomes insane. with a point downward.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11.4 The Fire Within The Fire Within. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this unstable structure. as shown in Figure 9. And hence the ‘fire’ is put out. Note that the cone point sits on vertex of another cone. It takes a serious disciplined.2 Seat of the fire within A light tap or a little stir or movement of the ‘fire’ will certainly destabilize the top cup-like structural member to a point of collapse. This is because the fire may go wild and consume the host.

mantra or religion’s activities will certainly kindle the fire. sure.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM It is very interesting to know that the structure will not just fall off by itself. These sets of caterpillars seemed to be desperately trying to craw and wriggle over one another to reach the top of the pillar and Pimpe got exited. due to so many factors to be discussed in the subsequent sections. narrated by Trina Paulus and retold by Denis Whitely: There was this ‘caterpillar’. or more so like a stick of match that is not excited or rubbed with a frictional object. But how and which? We shall answer these questions as we proceed. Let’s get the story. “What’s up over there?” Pimpe asked as one caterpillar rushed past him. he guessed and perhaps the top of the pillar is where he will find what he’s looking for. The house of the ‘fire’ must be protected jealously so as not to fall or destroy. something interesting is up there. backward individuals. Ah.5 Collapse of the Fire Within The top as the lovely cradle of success is a stupid idea designed only for stupid. Hence the idea of daily prayers. wriggling caterpillars that seemed to rise forever into the clouds high above. shoving him aside – Bo o’lo ya fun mi. it must be awfully good because everybody is 156 . litany. When the ‘fire’ is not excited or kindled the so-called fuel. Pimpe. But a little thinking or even hunger will kindle the dormant fire. Pimpe among other caterpillars during their crawling spree came upon a towering column or pillar of squirming. remains unused. 11. In the Hope for the Flower. but by man himself. the como’t make I pass syndrome. who found his normal routine dull and meaningless. “Oh.

tall pillars with countless caterpillars trying to reach the top. So Pimpe plunged into the wriggling mass of bodies to begin fighting his way up there. Whao! He could hear the screams of falling bodies who have been displaced by the ones next in line. With ruthless discipline. As he got near the very summit of the wriggling pinnacle. Bimpe didn’t agree with him. Sometime along the line.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM rushing to get up there”. he saw a very beautiful and colourful butterfly circling the pillar. Bimpe. saying that it was a mistake pulling out of the race to reach the top. when he heard someone saying: ‘There is nothing up here after all!”. Pimpe met a friend. stepping and been stepped upon. he tried to tell others that there is really nothing up there. so they got down the column and live together happily. Soon. And decided to get out of the caterpillar race. he realizes that he can’t get to the absolute unless he gets rid of those who are above him. Pimpe started fighting his way down the pillar. Pimpe kept stepping on others to reach the top. it was Bimpe. Holy Heaven! He couldn’t believe his eyes. the world is full of thousands of giants. All around him as far as he could see. Bimpe who was also wriggling. He is a caterpillar and nothing can change 157 . at this time crawled off and discovered the secret of how to become a butterfly. The two friends fell in love with each other. As he started to climb down the pillar. One of the crawlers sneered at Pimpe and told him how foolish and stupid he is to think if he came down he will become butterfly. he looked closely and verily. so they parted and Pimpe went back to the wriggling up the column (pillar) trying his luck to reach the top. the boredom engulfed Pimpe. he talked to Bimpe. As he wriggled downward. Pimpe stopped wriggling and looked around. Ah! He has only a few wiggles to the top.

by trying to follow others. the garget becomes useless. He eventually learnt how to spin his cocoon to become butterfly. The so-called ‘top’ is not the lovely cradle of success that we have been hypnotized to be. who lacked tenacity. will blow up the powerhouse buried in the garget. Others simply called him an idiot. who could never make it to the top and jealous too.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM that. When that happens. Yog Sothoth – kundalini. Be on your guide and watch out for the usurpers as those caterpillars may have falling back to the rock of failure. These two cases will show you the 158 . 11. because he. There is nothing up there that worth wriggling for. a high current of electricity. It is not hard to know that when the lion wakes up. Hence the fire within him would go wild and he will burn out of existence within the Unity. by so doing is trying to be outside the Unity. Then the fire will eventually die and such a man will be out of existence. and who is full of sour tastes. The fire within get weakened in man when he tries to force himself above his capability.6 Awakening the Fire Within It takes a lot of energy to drive the wheel that awakens the coiled Serpent of Eden. sees his prey it will jump at his prey in a sudden rush. gliding straight ahead. who have different echoes of destiny different from his. bumped into the sleeping lion. Pimpe wavered at first. which is released suddenly and passing through the wire. And unless a lowcurrent electronic garget is fused (braced) or attached to a stabilizer. Imagine the action of a sleeping hungry lion when a careless gazelle. but decided to go and find out from his friend how to become butterfly.

They grow in mind-development that lead to technological advancement which everybody can witness. coiled Serpent of Eden will react to a sudden excitement. This book will introduce you to few affirmations and dances to begin with and you must develop spiritually by yourself according to your inner urges. This is exactly what most of our race lacked. all born out of thought form coupled with good deeds and love of others of your own race and others in that order.in a society of idiots. etc) would be out of the way. You can only grow when you shun surface materials . just for others to know you as a big guy. they paint their pictures in engravings on the walls around them. metaphysics. Prayers. pastor. As from today. A love of money or surface materials leads man to a dead spiritual development.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM idea of how a dormant. It is my saying that: If you hate you halt but love so that you live. In a way. will awaken kundalini and direct you towards your goal according to your inner urge. It often does. unless Man goes on gradually in a spiritual development.just for the sake of it. without foundations. philosophic. monologue. When would human beings come to understand that they shape their fate and not fate them? They kindle their fire within. just to see yourself as a man to be reckoned with . With lofty words they build their castles in the air. In the developed nations of the world today. you must break through the wall around the prison of the ego and the damnation of your self importance 159 . their citizens have grown beyond materials in its ordinary context. There are a lot of affirmations and dances that keep you going forever. not and never by the permission or help of a priest. mantras. other forms of developments (scientific. alfa or what have you.

What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If individuals could have special power that will enable them to get something for nothing. Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome. everything ranging from sights and sound to smells and touches. for instance. if you would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment and tyrant to your immediate neighbour. we can imagine a little character sticking in mind. Once you’ve decided. because Ras has uncanny ability to do only what is really important to you. Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all incoming stimuli. And once your Ras was convinced that you were satisfied with your idea. There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the guardian of your mind. to live in a noise-polluted area . Ras is an obedient servant. The straight truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings. And without going too much technical about this. but only do what you want. Never tells you what to do.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all. it is wish.all other conditions being equal. or accidentprone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or 160 . Ras however cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces beyond control? No. You as man must be sure of what you want. we refer to it as Ras. it filters out the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. Living there becomes your priority. Ras determines moment by moment which information is going to become part of man. Ras enable you to get or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise. Note this. So Ras decides what habits man breaks or forms. and in keeping with its functions. The scientific term for this 100mm network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular activating system (RAS). Heaven helps those who help themselves.

cultism – secret or open. so as to command Ras to carryout our bindings? Your constant habit in the use of raw power (amulets. sacred chao. holy water. Even witches use amulets to boost their wayward powers. serpent-eatingits-own-tail. swastika. left. or when a voodooist. star-inthe-moon. wears a cross cut in gold or silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose. etc) or objects (all sacred symbols when added to other things. voodoo. etc. positively. ‘holy’ or ‘poor’ water) to awaken the fire within is to make yourself infinitely vulnerable to grater cosmic powers. other than beauty or aesthetics. when witches were believed to have made a contract with the devil.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM “I think it is fate”.or righthanded pentagrams. such as cutting eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a purpose. white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the Middle Ages. So wetin now? So now. witchcraft. ouroboros. Black. A few ways of awakening the fire within you are briefly explained as follows: 11. ankh.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male human psyche in particular. The Ras of such individual will simply yab by saying: Sebi it was what you have programmed me to tune in on. what to do to ignite the fire within. The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle. they were being kept. sacred heart. The end is death – physical or spiritual. ying-yang. you have directed me to block all positive thoughts that could lead you to success and health. two-opposite-triangles. cross. That is the truth. 161 .

Then you end up in an untimely death (physical or spiritual). from someone else without any physical touch. you are inviting some external forces that may not be compatible with your spirit. is the act or craft of sucking the fluid of life. the host must be on guard to produce enough to eat for the two. if they were used diabolically. one may not be practicing the oldest religion. government. In African context. A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. mafia. The use of any of these objects.8 Witchcraft Witchcraft. So. health or wealth. when disturbed or made absent in the body. perpetual slaves of the witches. individuals) miserable in whatever form is witchcraft. is a voodooist. You can as well stay healthy and wealthy without you getting indulged in any of the voodoo symbols and objects if you so wish. Any other power (by a sect. family. By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life directly or indirectly. etc) that makes the live of others (race. secret or open cult in religions. individual. Whatever angle you look at it or you try to protest or dodge. The fluid of life. has qualified or made the user as a voodooist. such victims become the living-deads. in that respect. So be it! So when you indulge yourself in the use of amulets or the likes. the user.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM osanyin or GSM). kundalini fluid. for the purpose of protection. may result to insanity or uncoordinated thoughts. 11. The demon grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her victim. like any other parasite needs to feed to live. society. the oldest religion. witchcraft. 162 . before one uses amulets. The so-called demon.

individuals) who used this method to gain entrance into the affairs of others are now 163 . the king said further. etc).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Here is the example and one of the origins of the slavery. King Leopold agreed that the tasks before the Reverend Fathers and his compatriots were too enormous and must be done with tactics “Your objective in Congo. one Nzambi. in one of the common messages sent to proposed colonies. open witchcraft (IMF. Use the money supposed for the poor to build flourishing business centres…’ The modern slavery. They speak and submit to Mungu. artificial democracy. “is never to teach niggers how to know God. to lie and to insult is bad…Your essential role is to facilitate the task of administrators and industrialists”. is all around. They know that to kill. King Leopold described directly how Congo should be evengelised.” said the king. So be cautious! This is a very dangerous way of awakening kundalini. seeping deeper and deeper into every atoms of our existence. “… Sing everyday that it is impossible for the rich to enter heaven. Wherever a victim of a coven may go. Make them pay tax each week at Sunday mass. A Witchcraft coven could be a secret or open cult on its own that operates within a particular number (13) of members. read and read in Daily Sun of February 26 of 2004. to sleep with someone else’s wife. As if that was not enough. Then. At a conference in Belgium in1885. this they know already. one Nzakomba and what else I don’t know. World Bank. And when the number exceeds 13 (secret). other ministries will surely attend to him or her. cultism. narrated by Naiwu Osahon and part of which has been mentioned here for the purpose of our discussion. Avoid this way like a plague. Those (race. One can read. they split up into ministries (open) for effective operations.

because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which will surely end at death. No wonder the society is full of rotten youths. So. so far as your children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your life. Such ones that are not in the harmony with universe are very much evidence in the presentday cults. Cult is supposed to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly comprehension. through confrontations. Open. in devotion to a Deity. 164 . They want to try on whatever has made you thick. secrete. Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on their victims. So be it! protests. but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning. Must you.9 Cultism The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system of religious worship i. when they are bold enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do. direct and indirect 11. You find open and secrete cults. Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation can have an unusual effect.e. the secret one is the same. be conscious.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM regretting it. and then you should expect your children to be interested in such. as a father or the so-called society mother. partake in a cultism or fetish practice. And just as the open cult. when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty tricks.

We create with our thoughts. and be sure that it is for good. our substances.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Thought became more than just the rambling monologue. Thought is a force that has shaped the Universe – The Unity. for thoughts belong to the Unity. that which you are accustomed to hearing within your head.10 A Force in Thought Form The Thought of Man is a guide to the mysterious knowledge of the inwardness of creation. We must speak in the simplest. 165 . and by his own thinking it is taking shape by how he sees it and how he sees it depends on how he is inside and from the first moment when he begins to notice the world around him. There must not at any time be any suspicious of negativeness or of indecision. positive voice. Thought form can be made by anyone at all with a little practice. we must learn its power to influence us. At all time we must speak to the Thought Form that we have created in a firm. one must first decide what one want to accomplish. Ignorant people play with thoughts in the most careless way and think that they emerge from thoughts unaffected. To create a thought form. If you know how to use it you can create life. But they err. One must visualize exactly the results which one wants to achieve. possible and a well-understood language and in the most direct manner possible. Each person creates his own world (sub-Realm of Existence in the cosmos. Before we can use its power to influence the world around us. Then one must call imagination or visualization into play. and our spirits. So be it! Act and awaken your dormant fire within. his Universe).

the congregation has started their ritualistic prayers.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals Parable You wake up in the morning without what to eat and you must go to your ritualistic prayer session. And when you announced that your family should prepare and eat the little food you have and speed off to the prayer session. a community leader has just been kidnapped. 166 . about 23 km away from home. the husband is thinking aloud what will become of a family with nothing at home to eat. He was ready for Kilometre23. In Kilometre23. he will meet one of his schoolmates in the prayer ground. an unhappy wife started to think of her brother who. The community representatives are just wondering what or who might have kidnapped their leader. The people have just decided to go into groups’ prayers. Somehow along. Your friend woke up the same morning having some grudges against you. and his friend is seriously considering how disappointed and bad his friend would feel when he found out that he was not been invited to the ‘wakening’ ceremony of his mother who died some 25 years ago. ngigeed. so he quickly docked a slice of bread and put it in a plastic bag and shoved it inside his top jacket. whom he has not met for quite a long time. each sect in his own prayer ground.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Few of them belong to Kilometre23. his whereabouts unknown. But suddenly in the mists of the ‘reckless’ prayers. calling the usual Spirit they were used to. for not asking him to follow him to a ‘wakening’ ceremony organized by your friend’s brother. Off they went. while Junior was so exited to talk to his friend. in the couple of hours will come to pester her life for the school fees that is not available. Junior was only too happy that. In other area. your wife was not happy that her junior brother could not have enough money to take to school.

If the husband’s imagination was stronger than hers. but all in a random aura. 167 . Only the material sex life is but a perverted reflection of the original fact. This may cloud-up and confuse his or her thoughts and may eventually send a wrong signal to RAs of the individuals. it is very difficult that prayers of people. Its reality is even experienced in spiritual or conscious Realm of Existence. each person as aspired for. of diverse or unfocused thoughts. Your thought form is pure only in a state of silence even if you are alone. cheats. So the sad sister may end up receiving more funds from a friend to support her home for purchasing food item. The only problem is that each person will receive. instead of getting enough money for her brother to school.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In all of these. according to his or her inner urge some portions of others’ thought forms. And since the majority of the people are liars. So it may occur to others.12 Sex Psychology The original and pure sex psychology is devoid of all mundane inebriety. The whole existence of the universe moves under the principle of sex life. the results of their so-called congregational prayers are death and agony. In modern civilization sex life is the focal point for all activities. Truth cannot be impersonal but contains a pure sex life. The vibration at this time would be high. would be answered. different thought forms are created. It can never work and it has not worked in million years. Even if a whole country murmured and cried for hundred years nothing positive is unlikely to happen. So be it! 11. May we all overcome our adversaries. And unless the whole congregation focus its attention on a particular goal to be achieved. Therefore sex life is not unreal. the Absolute Truth. ending up getting no definite results from their prayers.

It is the life force. the creative force of the Universe. leaders of organizations and the likes. but against whom? If one may ask. as mentioned earlier. The religionists even attributed the awakening of the ‘fire’ or the Serpent of Eden as the cause of the original sin. even when they fast. Therefore. So why wondering why things are not in right direction with 168 . Sexual Energy Sexual energy is passion and aliveness. who have their life force. teachers. alfas. man without information of the actual spiritual form of sex has accepted perverted material sex life as the all in all. Man’s life. Their own lives become entangled and their prayers not answered. philosophers. non-spiritual and people of no conscious minds. Man’s ego should not be afraid of this. ‘fire’. Unfortunately. as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching how well one can use sex life for creation. are misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their command. lesser human beings. the impersonalist priests. gurus. physicians and the likes have given impetus to the abominable mundane sex life. The key to a passionate life is to trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. is filled with the sexuality of the universe. have become masters at cutting down their sexual energy. Unfortunately.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Consequently. dormant or misdirected towards evil. heads. These individuals use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain. Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power to create and transform. because they have stressed the impersonality of the ultimate truth. teachers. dance or cry. the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas.

clear out your old ideas. in which both spiritual and scientific energy have been released. Not only that such practice is creating a tremendous conflict within themselves and ends up blocking the very cosmic energy they were seeking. whereby harmonizing the energy within to the cosmic energy without. prejudices or negative beliefs about sex. Sex as said earlier is by divine prescription. you can create and command the world. monthly. It is far from the truth that sex is the origin of sin. because you are in harmony with the Universe. fears. We are all witnesses to the effects of this action. every other thing in your life would fall into place. If you can obey that cosmic rule. it is something man must handle carefully.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM bundles of prayers and yearly. Remember that Universe is pure sexual energy waiting to be tapped by fuelling the kundalini. aligning your track of energy in harmony with the Universe. And once you can overcome the pangs of sex. any temptation whatsoever. The idea of getting a life partner (wife or husband) is to streamline your sexual energy in one direction. the Fire Within. A man who has attained sexual disciplines is one who has risen against and above the lust of the flesh will not succumb to the lure of money so much as to loot the treasury or exhibit some other forms of corrupt tendencies It is erroneous and dangerous belief that spiritual energy and sexual energy are opposite. you can overcome anything. In that 169 . and that one should deny his sexuality in order to be more spiritual. daily and hourly fasting. you can move mountains. This is never truth from the first man to this present existence. weekly. sexual energy is mostly being directed to creation. From now on. and when the two of you (unique couple) are constantly in one direction. In the developed Nations of this world.

in earnest to use your hands to draw energy into your being or ward-off evils. A normal person tries to affect the forces of doing by changing it into not-doing. conjugal love and paternal affection and only when these are absent that the so-called material sex results in the sensual pleasure which may lead to: anger. And since you have been taught. to use hands for physical things not for the unseen crackpots like what I have just told you. Not-Doing Carlos Castaneda. 170 . friendship.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM wise your command becomes the Unity’s or Eagle’s (so to say) command leading to Absolute Nothingness (AIN or ‫ ﻌ‬not ‫. or been-doing. Not-doing is so powerful that not until you stop the world only then can you benefit from its power. service. Doing make one separate cats from dogs. So be it! Love exists with the presence of adoration. There is no need of crying. you must categorize the cats and dogs into one group – animal. but if you want to learn not-doing. fraternity. by stopping the world you stop doing. you wouldn’t take it as the truth. in his ‘Journey to Ixtlan’ has explained in detail the power behind not-doing. If I ask you.)ﻋ‬ And since Nothingness is indestructible. of course I am teaching you by not-doing. servitorship. parenthood. horror and shock. your family life becomes stable. so that the word animal is generalized and made easy. fasting or praying for whatever (within the Echoes of Destiny) your minds are set on. chivalry. comedy. conjugal love. since the two of you (husband and wife) are always involved in enlivening or fuelling your kundalini towards a common goal all the time. and that action of yours is doing and what I’ve just told you is real and nothing.

You are weak and conceited. You are probably indulging yourself in material and perversion sexual life. in providing us its curative tendency. Your feeling too big to thank the plant is doing and that’s stupid. his endeavour is too real. If you hide from people.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Not-doing is very difficult to comprehend until one masters its use and usefulness. No one knows who you are or what you do. That is not it. From now on you must erase your self-importance. Eraze your personal history completely. Not even you. they will also hide from you. his moods are too real. Man’s problem is that he is always too real. 171 . we must thank it whenever we tamper with it. you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken for granted. If a little plant could be generous with us. You are so damn important that you can afford to leave if things don’t go your way. until nothing is any longer for sure or for real. Really? Not I. how would you know yourself then? Little by little you create a thick fog around yourself. You are too damn important in your own mind that you feel justified to be annoyed with everything. What for? is the next question. Erasing Self Importance You take yourself so seriously. The question is. Nobody should know your personal history. Erasing personal History There is this secret of life you should not fail to understand and practice daily. is another illusive statement. Man must erase himself. And unless you master and practice the following actions you are still doing. I mean it. Ha! Emi ko. because you think by so doing you have character. The world around us is a mystery and men are no better than anything else.

when you are available to people. Is that not it? Survive! And later you become an object of ridicule. they often erase personal history in this regard. we are always on our toes. And since you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done. the newness of what you do. nothing that one says can be taken for a lie. is the next statement. That’s how he sees it. you lie in order to keep on going. Not before or during his findings. From now on you must show people only what you care to show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it. So. How silly! But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you. so no one will know you with steadfast certainty. Another protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd. I am a scientist or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for acceptance. and at the same time you want to keep the freshness. The trouble is. like you not revealing what you really do. You should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. So be it! 172 . When one does not have personal history. Scientists are not ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. you’ll have to explain everything to everybody compulsorily. Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o. No! I can’t keep secret. why shouldn’t people know me. you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. In general when nothing is for sure. The so-called lie becomes lie only if you have personal history. May I not come to this world like ghost. Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the findings.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM You may begin with the simple thing. It doesn’t matter what you do. you will say.

The truth must be told and let the evils be damned. No matter where the descendants migrate to they carry their tradition along with 173 . The Truth is that all religions have been traced back to their primitive origins. rituals. burial. the word tradition refers more to a process. Tradition is always as old as the people and race. There is no exception.13 Tradition / Religion For those free minds.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stopping the World In order to stop the world one must imbibe certain attitudes in him. we write this piece and not fanatical minds – Religious fanatics do not understand what they stand for and neither do they know much in what they practice. but to strengthen the mind of a highly spiritual man not to waver in his belief. They have poor awareness. Tradition follows the common behaviour (marriage. in all ramifications. etc) of a race or community. habitation etc) and attitude (worship. You must stop doing. The process in which opinions. After all. The so-called religious ceremonies are the moderated traditional attitudes of a race attributed to Deity or Grand Master. food. This is not to damn the religions of the world. all religions preach love. These are the scum of the Unity. practices. customs. 11. that see things in an open perspective. beliefs are handed down from ancestors to posterity. with their base in old traditions. In general. without which all efforts of the ceremonies and rituals are doomed. The aspect of belief is a thing of mind. so they are really dead-alives and very awkward in their attitudes towards anybody who doesn’t believe in what they themselves have no knowledge of. because they are dangerous to people. They must be discarded and avoided like plague.

Traditions do not change. But the question is why must it be only words – devoid of other external things. certain religions may become part of tradition of a race. says the Bible. there was no idea of supplication to any Deity. To whom the command ‘let” was directed is not the subject of discussion here. 11. Ohun is far superior to prayers. Prophet. Krishna etc) as the founder. This is simple. as we know it. such as: juju. Even in the case of non-theistic religion. rudra or simply ohun (African) could be a specific word or a number of words repeated to stick and 174 . the Realm of Existence. Affirmations.14 Affirmation / Ohun “Let there be light and there was” was the words to hu the creation of the world. says the Hadith Nabiyi [the Prophet SAW]. In the above contexts. Prayers are directed as supplication to an unknown Force or Deity. “Whatever you say trice is the truth”. Every single theistic religion has a particular person (Guru. It is necessary to say that some religions unite all human beings together. autodidact or originator.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM them. while ohun is specific for awakening the Fire Within. Any religion that uses fear to bind people to any Deity is an inferior religion. are superior religions for that mater. All religions and sects are involved in the use of ohun to achieve one thing or the other (evil or good). where their beliefs and practices aimed at bringing people together. voodoo. from its original inception and not as an afterthought. the idea is the same. A people’s tradition cannot be traced to its origin. Teacher. In many cases. scientific artifacts (such as GSM). In the beginning was the word and God was the word. mantras. etc? Sets of “calculated” words are the so-called ohun.

Indirect  Just go ahead. positive statement that something is already so. So it is superior to prayers. Just go ahead. It is a strong. Whatever I say trice is the truth. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM store in Ras. Few examples of ohun are given below. All these three are your intention to create.  I rise above evil. A secret must be told here and now. So be it! There are three elements within you that determine how successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will work for you in any given situation: Desire. Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important elements of creative visualization. is a powerful mantra created by the Americans. acceptance. Let there be light and it was. Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon simple statements as follow: Direct:  I am getting better and better everyday. which will sieve out the old unwanted or used ones. the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your affirmation to work. In praise 175 .  You are not the target. Note that the so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as wished. that you must be ready to accept your results completely.  I slip into harmony with the Universe. a desire to create that which you have chosen to visualize. the more you belief in yourself for what you have chosen. belief. the more certain you will do it.

clapping of hands. . . while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits. al-solaat. . and when waving in greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic rays. and when you concentrate on this simple act. even a baby does that often. the moon and the earth Blessing the man who stands on the earth In blessing I walk In blessing before me I walk In blessing behind me I walk In blessing above me I walk In blessing above and about me I walk It is finished in blessing. dancing. 176 . walking becomes meditation. Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a Deity. Anybody can make one depending on the wants and intentions. . singing in chorus. When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to all religions. Any affirmation picked for use must be repeated often. you benefit from these cosmic rays. invoke often as you banish often.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  Blessing the sun. if it is done for a purpose. Any exercise performed physically. Meditation comes in many forms.15 Meditations People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together. without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. And they look similar. etc. 11. This includes: Yoga. For a well normal person. The above statements are just typical examples of affirmations. So. . They come in different forms depending on the founder.e. making your body and mind work together within a frame of the Unity. depending on a race or tribe and their common beliefs. i.

You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head. Now the light is pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down three times before you close down by a pure positive thinking. The example of a simple meditation. The so-called light you circulate round 177 . This is the same way by closing down a running programme in your computer when you have finished the days job. your pelvic region. points to a simple golden rule that you are your own worst enemy and your own best friend. Visualise a ball of golden light circulating on the top of your head for few seconds. the opening of the computer is made easy for the next programme. Remember to close down properly (positively) for easy opening. If you stand erect. bring down the light from your head pouring down through your outside left side. Do the circulation by pouring the light down through the outside front and elevating to the head along the back three times repeatedly. given above. reaching your left foot and proceeding to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the top head. then read or recite any favourable affirmation preferred or used to. Now putting imagination into play. your middle-point region and your feet. Repeat three times. and in this way. Bring down the light to you’re the position of your throat and circulate the light round it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A good example of enlivenment of the fire within is given below. Do that repeatedly in the position of your heart.

This way you achieve everything. as you prepare to proof yourself in the den of enemies.  Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything.  All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are now dissolved if you are within.16 Phrases  To compete is to prepare for failure.  If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything. which must be used to the benefit of mankind.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you body is the cosmic light or an extension of light from the Most High. Be cautious! 11. 178 .

If our impulses were confined to hunger. But.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Afterwards Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute. Neither its path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only the realm-of-existence we know. but no because. whoa. with nothing left of you or of your realmof-existence you know but the continuity of your ego. And you are may not be aware that. we might be nearly free. we are moved by every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the world may convey to us. Yes they do. it only renders him a more necessary being. the future lying in front. Every little way the road branches and the branches follow canyons. a rolling hilly surface at that. Occasionally there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road. you may leave the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills 179 . at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place. The track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut trough hills. must you have the episteme knowledge. Remember that nothing may endure but mutability. thirst and desire. since Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow. Yes. the past lying behind. Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as inexorably as a train will follow its rails. Man feels instinctively that time follows a straight line. If you happen to take that turn you might find yourself on another planet. you miss the short cut. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a surface rather than a line. Once in a while another road crosses yours. You can turn right or left into different futures. in another space-time.

perhaps following them for a little way. So be it! 180 . and the future behind you. In the part II of the “Nothingness of Self Esteem”. even following them backwards.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of possible time. you will truly meditate. with the past ahead of you.

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