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PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!
To know one-self is to seek knowledge of “What am I?” This single action cannot be compromised with anything and it must be understood well so as to live a stress-free life in any realm of existence. It is better to light a candle than cursing the darkness.
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The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) Human, Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives 1.3 Personal Transformation Development of the Real Intuition 2.1 The Real Intuition Expanding Your Real Intuition 2.3 Quest for Reality Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body 3.2 Systems of the Human Body Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction 4.2 Aura 4.3 The True Colours of Auras 4.4 Auric Sight 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception 4.6 Chakras 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair 4.8 Influences of Auras 4.7 The Energy Field Thought Forms 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) 5.2 DNA Representations 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra 5.5 Thought and Consciousness 5.6 Awareness Sexual Relationship 6.1 Know Yourself 6.2 The True Relationship Intentions and Destiny 7.1 Intentions and Destiny 7.2 Dreams and their Recalls 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams
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7.4 Shamanic Healing 7.5 Work 7.6 Oddity of Life 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go! 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future 7.9 The Basic Survival Need 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The Laws of the Universe 8.1 The Laws of the Universe 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire 8.4 Ultimate Truth about Yourself 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief 8.6 The Role of the Ego 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach Karma 9.1 Finding Karma 9.2 Clearing Karma 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity Concept of the Prime Mover 10.1 Prime Mover The Unity 11.1 Theory of Relativity 11.2 The Void and the Origin 11.3 The Path 11.4. The Fire Within 11.5 The Collapse of the Fire Within 11.6 Awakening of the Fire Within 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun 11.8 Witchcraft 11.9 Cultism 11.10 A Force in Thought Form 11.11 Congregational Prayer and Rituals 11.12 Sex Psychology 11.13 Tradition/Religion 11.14 Affirmation/Ohun 11.15 Meditations 11.16 Phrases
Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. 13:07 4 . if you have ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. but an inspirational book of Knowledge that cuts across all levels. However. In 30-Minutes A Day. You Too Can Easily Create The Life You Want . Shatter The Beliefs That Are Limiting My Life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM I Can Expand My Comfort Zone. And instantly Boost My Self-Esteem Forever. the answer is at hand. this is not a religious book or a bundle of doctrinal.
and then expanding this self5 . The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. It is the maturity of intuition. expressed by all religions. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF There is the need to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of that we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. This need has been evident in all cultures. feelings and actions. we need to see in all others . facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. towards knowing the Most High.even our enemies .
however misguided it might have become.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM realisation by communicating with others. so as to reach Nivena. To know oneself is to seek knowledge of ‘What am I?’ What I am physically and spiritually. Through understanding others better. we can recognize their essential goodwill. The Prophet confirmed. 6 . This is very important and it must be comprehend well if we must live a stress-free life in this world and beyond. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. and further enhancing the quality of communication with everincreasing empathy and understanding. Aljanna or the Kingdom of Heaven. is the other revelation in the Bible guiding us to look around for knowledge so as to be wise and not to seek for material things of the world. It’lub l’ilima walao bi Sin. literarily means: Seek knowledge even if you will travel afar. Seek and ye shall be given. But first we need to know ourselves better. Read! Is the first word revealed in the Qur’an. retaining integrity whatever the response.
This book has been written in such away that the more you repeat reading the better your understanding of the hidden meanings of the truth. religion or cult as people think or made to believe. The years 1999-2012 are notable years.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth does not require a dogma. because is the last 13 baktuns when the Sun’s larger cycle is complete. belief. You will attain to a full awakening as you touch the last chapter. but not really digested well enough to comprehend the so-called present chapter. Keep up with your own copy of this book of knowledge. Your attention may be called back to a section you have read. 7 .
Larry A Johson. Gabriella Kortsch. Jasper Ehiers. The Glorious Qur‘an. Drunvalo. Brian C Netherton. Michael Sherner. Andrew and Bonnie Schneider.com/meditations/minor. Tom J 8 . Anodea Judith. Claudette Rowley. Paul David. Abigal Natenshon. Ken Ward. Roger Elliott.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) The following entities are my Source Codes – Gilfro-Raool. Phylameana Lila Desy. Anton Cheraner. Ching Hai. Albert Schweitzer. David Deford.avillon. who were appropriately quoted directly/indirectly to maintain correct and firsthand information. Wallace Huey. Jill Ammon-Wexier. Charlie Badenhop. Pradeep Gusain. Gertrud Hirschi. Tim Ong. Book of the Dead. Charlie Badenhop. Lisa Diane. Marcus Aelius Aurelius Antoninus. Jenny Mailos. Master Subramuniya. Esther Andrew. Mick Quinn. Karim Hajee. Lois Jean Lany. Claudette Rowley. Jeff Staniforth. Simma Lieberman. http://www. Brent Belchamber. Carl Munson. Kingsley Bye. Kahlil Gibran. Doris Jeeanette. Vicky Thompson. Jeri Nobel. Stephanie Manston. Nicholas Roerich. Angel Shadow. Owen Waters. http://www. Rab McBride. Sabrina Mesko. Sam Sidiki.html. during the period of compiling this book of knowledge – Nothingness of SelfEstéém: Peter Shephered. The Holy Bible. Niccholas Dixon. Emmanuel Segui. Rahindramah Tugore. Davide De Angelis. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren. Colleen-Joy Page. Ashraf Salmawy.org/spirit. Ayat Hurst. Wolgang Goethe. William Blake. Christa Muths. Dharmbir Rai Sharon.kundaliniTeacher.htm. Ivan Fraser. Lorenz Attractor. Susan Weed. Will Edwards.
of the complete larger cycle of the Sun. The Prophet (SAW). Master Choa. Psychic Elzona. Brenda Hoffman. The Christ. Paul Hughes-Barkow. Peace and blessings to all. I am guided by my own endowed powers doubled. I unify with all in order to love. Peter Knowl. Through them. With magnetic tone of purpose. 9 ..…. which falls within the last 13 Baktuns. Mary Ann Bailey. Eledumare – The Most-High – bestowed on me distinct inspirations at this important period. All Amashida-kind. Tuesday L Rampa. Buddah. Attracting loyalty and freedom. G Kumar. I seal the process of Heart.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Chalko. Geshe Kelsang Gyatso. Frank Homan.
In reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” you: Stop Being Ruled By Your Past. And when you delay your dreams. If you must procrastinate. Anytime You Need Are Breaking Out of Your Rut! Finding The Strengths To Do Something Different Immediately Replace Your Limiting Beliefs With Empowering Beliefs Learn Quickly How To Enhance Your Intimate Relationships Understand And Practice How Successful People Handle Mistakes Differently Than Others Insure Your Children Grow Up With A Healthy Sense Of Power Are Learning To Trust And Respect Your Decisions 10 . no matter how big or small in pursuit of our dreams. Know Thyself 1. The ideal thing is to live your dreams now before it is too late. you miss out on life. Erase Past History Identify Your Own Path to Success Eliminate The Fears That Drain Your Power Effortlessly Embrace Your Strengths. It is important to take some action each and every day. you might realize that you are either moving toward or away from your dreams at all times and as often as possible. you are putting your dreams off maybe for a few years or maybe forever.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human.1 Subconscious Mind As you think about your dreams and what is important to you about moving towards your ideal lifestyle.
Creating Fulfilling Relationships Regardless Of Your Past. Get a picture of what you want. Enjoying Inner Peace Succeeding In Business.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Approach Others With A Benevolent Spirit Feel That You Can Make A Difference Are Having High Expectations For Success. Meeting The Perfect Partner With A Loving Relationship. because it ought to know how to make your dream come alive. Enjoying Better Health Than Ever Before And Allowing Your Body To Naturally Heal Itself. Increasing Self Esteem And Self Confidence Stopping Worrying And Start Enjoying Your New Life. Boosting Your Creativity To A Higher Paying Job. you must focus your attention on what you really desire inside your heart. 11 . When your objectives are unfold then you will be complete and enjoy a free living life by: Eliminating Stress From Your Life And Replace It With Confidence. If you want to make your dreams reality. Eliminating Debt and Creating Financial Stability. Taking Control Of Your Life And Watch Your Dreams Come True. Being More Confident In Social Situations As You Meet New Friends. You Have Incredible Powers That Can Change Your Life. So Use It! One of the traits of people who are confident in their use of power and who really go for it is that they immediately take action. like so many before you have done. Make it vivid and focused and as real as possible.
The rest is never used properly. no way. Giving Yourself A Pay Raise As Wish. but you have never learned how to master them correctly. is the number one cause of all fatigue and illness. which starts in the mind. perhaps that has worked for others but it can't work for me.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Eliminating Negative Feelings Towards Family And Friends And Replacing Them With True Love. Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind. Researchers have also proven that stress. or incorporate positive thinking. Getting A Better Job Under Conditions That You Want OR Become Your Own Boss. Imagine what would happen if we used our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live healthier. You will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield astounding results. Securing A Promotion Regardless Of Seniority. 12 . That means 10% of our mind is causing 75% of all sickness -. You were born with these powers. Harness the power of your mind and you will fulfill your purpose of this life You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of. And if you're saying. Instead you go through life like an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the best . more productive lives. But in order to get the most out of life you must first understand how your incredible creating powers work.and we don't even know how to use that 10% properly.but never really fulfilling your dreams Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease starts in the mind. Researchers have also proven that people who have a healthy and positive attitude. Taking Charge Of Your Life And Watch Obstacles Melting Away In Your Path.
Perhaps by visiting and praying fervently to a Deity. gurus. they think that is all that it takes. 13 . Why? It is because. Have you ever asked the question within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same good results like your immediate brother. one or two affirmations. you have been taught all kinds of things. work with a daily planner and a goal minder. on whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what? They only want you to continue following them so that you become dependent on them. how to read. how to write and so on. manage their time better. say their prayers. The fact is that throughout your life. Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your subconscious mind. Unfortunately most people never get their mind working for them. for money. No. house. You were taught how to walk. then be sincere with yourself and ask. The answer is not far-fetched: Human. become more disciplined. who want you to follow such routines. cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life. they know how to use the power of their mind. they get their mind to work against themselves. Rather. whereby creating things they don't want. And know from now that the priests. relax and enjoy your reading of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”. are not interested in helping you. plan things ahead.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM live better lives. sister or colleague as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t. Know Thyself. the mualims. pastors. you'll learn a number of proven techniques that will generate astounding results. But no one ever taught you how to use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind. Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their goals. If this is happening to you. Instead. Besides.
We have five senses taking in information all the time and we react through chemical exchanges happening in our body and have thoughts and feelings. Teach him to fish and you feed him for life!" You'll discover the most powerful techniques to quieten your mind and develop your instincts or intuition.all within certain parameters . opinions and woes. co-dependent relationships. See the pattern. We are a body. substance addictions and 14 . The senses allow us to communicate with the outside world. Empowering Our Own Lives The brain is the computer for the body. the brain is the central computer in charge of it all. all from this same system that we call man. However. i. including our emotional responses and thoughts. Nature's cycles take care of it all within the Unity. That may be sooner or later. Nine (9) times out of ten (10) is all we become. There is nothing wrong with that.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The “Nothingness of Self-Esteem’ teaches you the way of life and how to develop yourself and it follows the old adage that says: "Give a man a fish and you can feed him for a day. There are continual external expressions and we react to them like puppets.until the day we exit this realm of existence. so to say.2. while eliminating stress and enjoying greater fulfillment in every aspect of your life.e. yes it is true. 1. there are some of us who have not had such an easy time of life and/or been vulnerable to other influences that have caused us to stop in our tracks. We are born to live in a variety of different ways . You will accomplish goals you never dreamed possible. They have not been able to settle for those things that make people accept their lot.
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philosophical ideas and belief systems. Some of us have stopped and asked: Eh, what is going on here? How come things are the way they are? What or who am I really? What is this place that we live in? I am here accidentally or is there some kind of purpose? Many people have looked further and spent time with others who have gained some knowledge through spending their whole lives, looking for answers to these questions. For most of us, we say: What's the point in that, we can never really know? But for others of us, we have asked and asked questions and those questions have become the most important focus of our lives. We have not wanted to stay 'scraping the bottom,' behaving and believing we are important and valuable somehow, whilst knowing that we do not really know a single thing. These people become more than just puppets here, more than just physical beings dependent on their environment, and have experienced that there are realities beyond the physical realm. That we are not just ordinary bodies of very complicated machines. Through questing and constantly challenging reality - we find new horizons. We take too much blame and we all suffer the same way, it's just that some of us can manage better than others. The more sincere we are, the harder it can be among the pool of dishonest individuals - because we can only just acting a part. It is impossible to go out of the Unity. Don't take others responses to you as an accurate gauge of who you are and what you are about - through your own selfquesting you will find a different and reliable measure. The people around you will carry on in their relatively unconscious and irresponsible manners if you have decided to opt out - it doesn't mean you have to be the same if you stay within. All you need is to try and see that they are not intending to be
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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be, other than what they are being. Don't take it personally. There are millions and billions of people here and there mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and harmony to this world. Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked because not everyone is going to change and be themselves, as they are so caught up in surviving their lives. Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages being given and received. You don't just have effect on the people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were 500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact? This is what is going on. There are people waking up and realising that as long as we all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself! When you go out to experiment with influencing others positively do it consciously. By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the same as doing it. We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives. Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent
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constraints, we interact with our environment in a positive and encouraging manner and we start to recreate our lives. Begin with yourself first and all else will follow.
Take a look at your life and take inventory of the places you find yourself asking: Why do I always end up with this or that who always do this or that to me? Could it be my romantic partners, jobs, bosses, friends, cars, appliances, or even landlords? Just where is it that you find yourself in the same situation over and over again, through what seems to be no fault of your own? Once you have a completed list written down in a paper, pick one repetitive event to start with and allow for the possibility that you have helped to make this event reoccur by a belief you subconsciously hold. This may seem difficult at first, but it will be part of the wallpaper of life, invisible to one is also necessary for you to let go of the payoffs your belief in your own self-righteousness afforded you - this was probably the most difficult part of the whole transformation process and it will also be the most worthwhile. There may be other things you need to let go of, too - for instance your stubbornness must let go. On a separate sheet of paper, you may write down the thoughts and beliefs you could be holding that might consistently produce an outcome such as the one you are repetitively experiencing. Keep this piece of paper in a safe place so you can come back to it often and add new ideas. Once you have a belief that feels like it could be the most appropriate or the one that feels right, write a definition that fits with the dualistic viewpoint, where an opposite outside of you must occur in order for the event to happen.
loving. As part of this list. make sure you note that your transformation is going to benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Once you have that definition in place. As you do that. The next step is to take your new and more abundant definition and apply it to past experiences. or a word say: "righteousness". and empowering directions. So you may choose to enjoy your righteousness independent of what others are thinking or doing. write another definition for your goal. When you change. circumstances. that your limiting dualistic definition of "righteousness " was for you to be right. belief. Write down how each event plays out now that the action is being directed by the new. self-limiting. and things have entered my life in ways that I could not have ever imagined but also never been able to engineer. For example. Be wise and act wisely! A final note on your transformation. Your transformation is going to 18 . Then write down all the ways this new definition is going to positively change your present and your future. notice how good it feels to be free of the fearful and limiting emotions of being the helpless victim and how powerful it feels to be co-creating with loving partners. when you channel your power away from negative. so you too can enjoy your righteousness without a need to have or make anyone else wrong. your life will get easier and easier.) This new viewpoint will give you a glimpse of how powerful you really are and how. someone else has to be wrong and your more abundant definition of the so-called "righteousness " is that everyone embodies Cosmic righteousness. that doesn't depend on an opposite or anything outside of you to experience its outcome. (This has been one of the greatest benefits of a unique transformation – for instance people. more abundant definition. the world around you transforms. and self-defeating directions and into positive.
but that it constitutes the world and that order itself is the Unity. they may just be passersbys in the street. so you will know nothing of their transformation. Without the lack of identity it would not be possible to attain self-awareness and the world would consist only of the being-in-itself . In fact. Even the principle of identity (A=A as in 2=/=1). To say in a traditional way that man is an animal endowed with reason blurs. which traditionally figures as an analytic (logical) principle. Many of these people you will not even notice. represents a work of consciousness and is therefore in its nature synthetic. the main point: that human consciousness is not just a part of the universal order of being. It is important that you trust that your transformation will have positive effects that you will be unaware of. while you will never know about others. for Sartre. Human consciousness has been defined in terms of nothingness in order to emphasize the rift between the mode of things and the mode of human existence. Accept and enjoy the peace in your heart that comes with this trust. Some of these effects you will see.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM positively affect the people in your life. But without the synthetic ability of consciousness that world would be non-existent. your transformation is going to provide the opportunity for others to experience their own transformation. This constitution is rendered possible by virtue of the nothingness of consciousness which in the form of a lack-of-identity provides the condition for the possibility of self-deception (bad faith). 19 .
Yes intuition is real and yes it is fallible and yet.moments of an insight. reasoning and rationale.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Development of the Real Intuition 2. flashes of inexplicable clarity defying conventional understanding. if not scary. despite its nebulous nature. It allows us to focus to emotions. So. Paying attention to our inner world requires that we press the pause button on the endless mental processing that consumes most of us. Our tummy knows far more than we give it credit for . instead of waiting for your intuitive insights to arrive randomly and with scarcity why not develop this skill yourself? Can you imagine what having a more fully developed and reliable intuition would do for you? Most of us live in our heads and pay little or no attention to the feelings that we so aptly called ‘gut feelings’. When trying to solve a problem or simply when thinking about anything . it has been known to change lives.it may be interesting. as opposed to logic.so start listening to it and you will never go astray. challenges reason and is strongly connected to feelings in the body rather than in the mind or head. is a gentler source of information that often defies logic. feelings and our body and with this we have taken the first crucial step to accessing our intuitive self. to notice just how many different perspectives or internal voices going 20 .1 The Real Intuition Most people will tell you that intuitive moments have occurred in their lives . Intuition. This is the gateway to our ‘inner world’ or intuition.
Open our horizons and then use our intuition to choose paths and actions that feel the most truly aligned with our inner 'fear-free self'. despair. our intuition can kick in. softer inner teacher. So train your body to relax. we will find our intuition and inner guidance system. because power is the result of responsibility and choice. While fear. priest who actually has something valuable to say. But the truth is that most of us don't want to be quiet. mualim. wise internal guru.and no. Now we must use it to actively increase our awareness of choices – to seek out new ways of seeing and new ways of being. anger and their friends on the internal committee are hogging our internal bandwidth with their load and pushy behaviour. old baggage and inner turmoil lies in wait to pounce the moment we shut our eyes. Behind the doors of any likely emotional purging. it will give you high-speed access to your guru. because we know that all sorts of nasty emotions. relax or keep still for any significant length of time. stress. this is not schizophrenia. Every choice is an act of power. Once we have gone through all the aforementioned actions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on inside . You and I are accountable for our choices. inner exploration. and even not choosing is a choice. (for anything other than sleep). The tyrants on the internal committee may prevent us from hearing the softer. grief. fear literally interferes with true intuition. What most people do not realise is that. Although it is not necessary to fully peel the onion to access your intuition. they literally drown out the gentle.why? Because when our body is finally relaxed and calm. Many profound eureka or aha moments can happen in the shower. It is important to sorting out the difference between your internal voices of fear from other calmer. And we 21 . clearer source of internal thought. is your inner well of intuition just waiting to be used. or while taking a relaxing walk .
amala or eba . So use discernment. After you have started paying attention.and excavate the magic that lies within. Give yourself the gift of time and space dedicated to getting to know you better . that sometimes when you close your eyes and go inside. to-do lists and other garbage invading your inner sanctum. 22 . You Can Expand Your Comfort Zone. the answer is at hand. and Instantly Boost Your SelfEsteem Forever. but that it was buried under morass of fear and was simply malnourished and unable to germinate to a full grown reality. 2.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM shouldn't be afraid to dream a bigger dream for yourself. because sometimes it is just macaroni! Be patient with yourself and go back a few steps and try again. The Life You Want – This is so and Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. Real Intuition is everyone's birthright. Shatter the Beliefs that are Limiting Your Life. taken back your power and sifted through the macaroni.you may be surprised to find many easily accessible nuggets of insight and wisdom waiting to enrich your life with support and guidance. fired and hired on the inner committee. even after doing fancy meditation postures and tricks .2 Expanding Your Real Intuition Don't be surprised to discover that your intuition was there all along. cleared up the inter-fear-ance. your inner compass is waiting for you! Yes. Dream! Dream!! Dream!!! Any veteran of the inner world will tell.you still get thoughts of last nights dinner. peeled the onion. If you've ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams.
now you can be on the way to achieving your dreams in just minutes. and automatically creates the life you really want.3 Quest for Reality You should understand just how close you are to your dreams right now. 23 . Many people feel powerless in their lives. On the other hand. They are fearless in their drive and will take immediate. No matter what your dream is. 2. water rate board or others trying to hold them back. easy to use proven formula which unlocks everything your heart desires. But. repeated action and will never give up until they can live their dreams.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Did you know that there is a single ingredient that separates people who are successful in life from people who are not? That component is how you harness your personal power. success has never been so easy. They live forever at the whims of others . and bring its benefits into your life at the speed of lightning. They never make their dreams come true. But until now. because in just a moment. People who use their power will take their dreams and make them come true. harnessing this power is just a dream or fantasy. I am going to reveal what I discovered through 21 years of research that allows you to harness your inner power and immediately attract everything you desire. massive. The single most important key to living your dreams is utilizing your personal power. Keep cool and read on. electric bill companies.nasty bosses. They never discover the secret to incredible power that is hidden within them. Their lives are an endless series of what-if questions they ask themselves. but there's a simple. people who lack this ability still have the same yearnings and desires as everyone else yet they stay stuck and unfulfilled. For most folks. I know it sounds incredible.
or react to life is shaped by who and what we think we are. 24 . you become successful in your lives. The way you set your goals. Your true living body is the secret to show you the way to activate it. you have a more confident feeling inside. You'll be able to handle every obstacle along the way. it affects every aspect of your existence. and you become unstoppable and indistructible. When you are freed from the prison of your fears.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you make it reality when you master this skill. When using your power. choose your values. Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you know yourself. you would be able to distinguish between the super achievers and The an average person. You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can climb and how you are being held back. And you'll be able to move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72 hours. your life is entirely new. Unless your personal power throttle is set on high. When you use your power.
slabs. columns. roof etc). beams. a building can be considered an object but the building also consists of many particles or elements (foundations. taken to be one.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Physical Body 3. For example. a physical body (called simply a body or even an object) is a collection of masses.1 Human Physical Body In physics.1 Human body parts 25 . Figure 3.
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Specifically, a physical body is an object which can be described by the theories of classical mechanics, or quantum mechanics, and experimented upon with physical instruments. This includes the determination of a position, and in some cases the orientation in space, as well as means to change these, by exerting forces. For instance, the force of gravity will accelerate a body if it is not supported, thus causing a change of its position by falling freely. However, it should be noted that it is not necessary for there to be forces present for an object position to change - only the rate of change of the object's position, that is, its velocity, will change under the influence of forces.
Figure 3.2 Female and male human anatomy (Source: www.3dscience.com)
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A human's (animal's or vegetable's) physical body is made up of organs and tissues and is a part of the total living being which in the human being may also include a psychological or spiritual component. However, whether or not a human being includes a spiritual component is entirely up to philosophical and theological debate. In Figures 3.1 and 3.2, human physical body and their parts are shown. It is therefore necessary to known the positions of human body parts as the knowledge is essential for the spiritual development. Human, know thyself!
Systems of the Human Body
In a human body system the followings are defined as: Circulatory system: pumping blood throughout the body Digestive system: processing food with mouth, stomach and intestines Endocrine system: communicating within the body using hormones Immune system: defending against disease-causing agents Integumentary system: skin, hair and nails Lymphatic system: structures involved in the transfer of lymph between tissues and the blood stream Muscular system: moving the body Nervous system: collecting, transferring and processing information with brain and nerves Reproductive system: the sex organs Respiratory system: the organs used for breathing, the lungs Skeletal system: structural support and protection through bones Urinary system: the kidneys and associated structures involved in the production and excretion of urine
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Certain professions, especially medicine and physiotherapy, require the study of human anatomy (See Figure 3.2) in depth. Textbooks usually split the body into the following regional groups: Head and Neck: includes everything above the thoracic inlet. Upper limb: includes the hand, forearm, arm, shoulder, axilla, pectoral region and scapular region. Thorax: contains the region of the chest from the thoracic inlet to the thoracic diaphragm. Abdomen: everything from the thoracic diaphragm to the pelvic brim or to the pelvic inlet. The back: about the spine and its components, the intervertebral disks and bodies Pelvis and Perineum: the pelvis consists of everything from the pelvic inlet to the pelvic diaphragm. The perineum is the region between the genital area and the anus. Lower limb: the lower limb is usually everything below the inguinal ligament, including the thigh, the hip joint, the leg, and the foot.
Human, know thyself! It is not only the medical or physiotherapy profession that requires in-depth knowledge in human anatomy, but every spiritually inclined individual. This is because in any spiritual unfoldment, imagination is important to activate the results during and after meditation. It is equally necessary to invoke and bring to focus any part of the body that need healing or development. The human subtle body is going to be discussed in the following chapter.
If you want to know what your aura looks like. It is normally iridescent/radiant. (In parts of Africa. That is why they say if you are stressed "hug a tree!".. Wild animals have more expansive auras than their domestic counterparts. The lower the vibration. particularly trees can influence our own energy. it has an energy field. planets. trees. Surely this is true. the dominant colouration. If you have no pet. books. have an energy field. where there are lots of trees in the thick jungle. plants.1 Introduction Everything has an aura. but there are similarities on a basic level. Plants including flowers. Although it differs from the aura of humans and animals. the inhabitants 29 . Pets often have certain aura colours that are characteristic of their primary caregivers. About the therapeutic effect of animals on people. The energy of plants. in a full consciousness you will realize that by passing a tree your aura becomes flooded and charged with green. look at your cat or dog for an indication. This explains why animals understand their owner's language when you are able to see the telepathic energy being received and sent between owner and animal. animals put green and pink energy in our energy fields because they are loyal and love unconditionally and this energy finds its way to influence your energy. watch your own behaviour towards others. grass. animals. e. etc.g. Animals have less complex but more intense coloration than humans.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Subtle Body 4. If it vibrates. the more fixed (stabled or simpler structure) the aura around the object is. crystals. etc.
so it is safe as long as the tree in which a life is insured is not cut off.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM insure their life as well as their children inside trees. ask and you must receive. At the same time a car symbolically represents our ego vehicle. And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the waters. Certain areas. but the light energy tends to flow. it automatically raises your energy levels.you will see that there is much more going around the moon than you have ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night and watch! Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight. It could be realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to our earthly goods. ask yourself when recently your ego got punctured?! Think. so a part of our energy resonates around the goods we feel attached to. when looking at. A car can have a unique aura received often from its owner. There is a natural energy which flows through a house. The next time your car gets a flat tyre. The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place accumulating more of the same energy. which allows you to see the physical or etheric double. reflect colours around it. Most trees live 100 to 200 years.) The green energy emanating from the tree when hugged. Because of the high amount of oxygen at the sea. immediately neutralizes lower unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and others or his environment. spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on to the negative energy. If you try to look at the aura of a full moon . Lower vibrations can be altered by placing crystals in these spaces or corners. emotional layer and 30 . With auric sight these are perceived as light and dark spots. Cars. To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like. one needs to take a look at the ocean.
no matter how much smiling the person does. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults of what they ‘see’ or feel. While naturally. ogbanje or all sorts of names. who are usually completely enslaved by the materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following superficial examples.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the lower mental layers. it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting into a blockage. or if this color is much different from their parent's aura. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings. so they never lose this natural ability. They give 31 . Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it. In this area of the world (Yorubas. because if taught and developed well it would raise the world to a greater height than now. Infants frequently look above a person in front of them. abiku. attracts most children Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of adults. The names signify that such children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or Source Codes so to say. To some clairvoyants. Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy. When they don't like the color of the aura above the head. some people’s aura. just like my wife’s. it is usual for parents or some adults to feel their children are going nuts. This is the belief and a typical scenario. Archangels are a symbol of large hands forming an arch. Hence they are obliged to go back to them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere. For the rest you need clairvoyant or spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher dimensions. The truth is that children should learn to see and read auras in our primary schools. Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras naturally. they cry.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM these symbolic images so that one knows what energy beings he is working with. loving. They can also make their presence known by smell or touch. Angels leaves a place smelling like lavender. The true living body comprises of physical and subtle body. Chakras Zone Figure 4. violets and roses. Whenever an angel or malaeka or iwin being enters your aura. Most people find it overwhelming as this love and warmth cannot be compared to any we find on earth. kind and peaceful .so to say.1 Human body aura 32 .2 Aura An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the body. Angelic energy feels warm. the vibration of your field is immediately raised and expanded and to the clairvoyant eye it looks brighter and more radiant. To some. 4.
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It is a multi dimensional energy field that contains all that was and is. It extends to become part of the cosmic universe. An aura is composed of all the colors of the spectrum. Combinations differ with individuals and are constantly shifting. The colors are representative of mental and emotional states. The human aura is a multi-dimensional energy field, which consists of closely knit electromagnetic particles of varying densities suspended around the body in several layers known as auric bodies. The aura manifests the sum and sustains our existence as an endless life force in the universe. It is an extension of our higher self and a manifestation of the cosmic nature of our being. It is the antennae of consciousness, a treasure and throve of knowledge. Imagine an advanced energy and information system that contains a true chronicle of your past- present-and future. By referring to it you can expand your awareness and discover exciting new dimensions to your existence. It is also a system that can give you new insight, growth and power into your life. Einstein said: ‘Color is light, light is energy and energy is the whole universe’. Think of the aura as a colorful light system around any object which functions, not only in a 3rd dimension but in a 4th or even 5th dimension which is timeless and therefore it is only energy that interacts with everything as well as the universe. It is alive and an ever changing energy system and non-static. It is forever communicating, interacting, responding and confirming with every impulse, in and around it. It is an energy system, which contains all of which you are and were as a body, mind and soul being. It is forever present and forever evolving as you grow and expand and experience life in all its forms. It can never dissolve since energy cannot be destroyed. It can only be altered. Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every
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part of an atom, every electron, every elementary particle, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the aura as an electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the aura vibration. The most important property of the aura seems to be the fact that it contains information about the object. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants and so on) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals, water etc) is essentially fixed. Above facts have been observed by scientists in Russia, who have been using Kalian Effect to study auras for the last 52 years. The aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light. The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (deoxyribonucleic acid or DNA, structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (ultra-violet or UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists in Aura research are suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave aura. The high frequency (UV) part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.
The True Colours of Auras
It is very difficult to describe the energy and colours of the 4th and 5th dimension in a 3 dimensional way. Due to the Kirlian
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photography a lot of people have the impression that that is what an aura is all about and that is what the colours look like. This could not be any further from the truth. This is merely 1 dimension attained from biofeedback and the colours are reproduced to represent what the camera accesses. This camera only picks up the type of energy you currently manifest at body level. Aura can be divided in to 4 bodies; the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. All these bodies have a higher dimension to them that function in the 4th and 5th dimension except the spiritual body. Spirit is 5 dimensional and there are even higher vibrations than that. All of these bodies differ from each other. The colour aspect of the aura functions within the emotional body. We truly have colourful emotions and that is why we have expressions in language using colour to describe emotions, e.g.:
red with anger. If one is mad the emotional aura is flooded with red. green with envy. A slummy shade of green is in the aura. having the blues. Too much blue in the emotional layer is telling you that this person is currently feeling melancholic.
Your soul's colours look completely different than the emotional colours. It looks like nothing on the earth plane. The closest description is that this aura has the same haziness a misty day about it, but then with a tint of green, blue, red, like the colours of the rainbow, sometimes more than 1 colour or even 4 colours together with the sun shining from behind to give it the radiance of the soul. The general hue, which people talk about, is still not a true colour. It is true for the personality you are on earth. This is
People with the same general hue normally get along with those of complementary colours like reds and greens. They are used for night vision and to detect movement.4 Auric Sight Auric sight is a function of the eye that has been neglected or shut down by conditioning. You can raise your level of vibration through regular meditation. oranges and blues. Other ways of perceiving the aura is through the 3rd eye. yellows and purples. So what does my aura look like? It depends on which auric body you are looking at. In order to do that you need to let go of limiting beliefs. This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st house in astrology. reds will push greens to be more active while greens will calm down the energy of the reds. The so called Rods are concentrated in the outer portion of our eyes. conditioning and karmic issues stored within the 3rd eye.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at whichever level it is functioning currently. So we use our peripheral vision to see the aura. These keep one another on their toes. projected outwards. For instance. rods and cones. They are used to see colours and objects in our everyday environment. focused vision. fear and also because we use our left brain function more than the intuitive right brain as we grow up. Rods are receptive to shorter wavelengths of lights (those in the ultraviolet spectrum). Cones are receptive to light in our normal visible spectrum. Cones are concentrated in the middle of our eyes. This part of our eyes needs a lot of exercise if you have never used it before. 36 . 4. So what you truly are on earth is a sum total of all these bodies. There are two main types of light receptors in the human eye. We each have approximately 18 million rods and 3 million cones in our eyes.
practicing an hour a day. So it is. Then there is the deeper feeling of what the emotion is doing to the person's other energies. You get frustrated or confused.e. smelling and touch. Seeing auras is a different way of looking.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM teaching yourself to access the alpha brain waves. You have heard people refer to a friend: I can feel he is in a bad mood. it is important to develop other senses like hearing. Seeing is believing. for instance you can experience the emotion of raging anger and that may make feel vulnerable when you see one in a person right in front of you. by feeling the energy another person is giving off or radiating. Human. but feeling is the truth. To enter that state of mind you need to relax and experience it as game of fun. There is the immediate emotion a person experiences. Normally we receive and read the energy with our left hand and give energy out with the right hand. remembering there are always more than one (1) level to feeling. Here too. know thyself! 4. The moment you tense up or stress. In order to understand the totality of the energy and what the energy of the aura wants to communicate. 37 . Alpha level functions within the super conscious and when you can maintain that level you are automatically open to perceive the energy of the aura. Most of us are clairsentience beings. Our hands are a kinesthetic sensor to feel energy. i. The aura is accessible not only through sight. Remember you use your eyes and your intuitive mind to perceive! The secret to seeing auras is patience. The aura is gazed upon not look at. you go back to a lower vibration and then it is very difficult to access the energy.5 Multi-Sensory Perception This is using all of your senses to experience the energy.
through which vital energy must pass in order to nourish and maintain physical. ajna or CAVICAL Throat (5th) or DORSAL Heart (4th). they see as silver/gold in the aura). People like mediums can communicate with other dimensional beings. Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels spinning.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM We can also feel the energy of a place and animals. Because of noise or what we did not want to hear we have blocked our hearing abilities. responsibilities and consciousness. There is no sense in only seeing if you cannot hear or see what the energy wants to tell you. are energy points in our aura. 4. Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth. amahata Solar Plexus (3rd) Sacral (2nd) Root (1st) Figure 4. Note this! Crown (7th) or MEDULAR 3rd Eye (6th).2. There is a whole spectrum of sound outside our normal range of hearing abilities within the spiritual dimensions that is accessible through our inner hearing system. Positions of chakras 38 . as represented in Figure 4. It is a profound system that integrates body. mental and spiritual well being. mind and soul. What is so unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher levels of awareness.2. emotional. Chakras enable us to gather process and release energy. And this is the least developed skill in most people. Each chakra has 3 layers of energy.6 Chakras Chakras.
Water-air combination corrodes steel. i. these deep layers of energy are more likely to open and blossom when the top layers are free from congestion. The middle layer relates to deeply personal emotional issues. be cautious! When the chakra is blocked at this level the mind needs to be engaged and committed to reprogramming negative thoughts about the past. This is the energy which can become congested in the comings and goings of everyday life. which focus around our birthing. It is my wish that everyone will have at least once the opportunity to experience this. The blockages in this field of energy come about through unexpressed emotions. express and release our feelings. To disturb the patterns. code would be a violation of the person's life process. Unresolved issues will stand in the way of our development and growth which work through our mental processes as well as energetic processes. No one can know the deep unfolding of the soul's destiny.e.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The top layer relates to transpersonal energy. if activated and abused by negative thoughts. which are locked into the energetic. So. These blockages reflect our capacity to experience. Not only can one must use the steel but must be oiled properly and adequately too. When you do you will understand why the Yogis describe chakras as lotus with 39 . infancy and early childhood. However. especially when we forget our spiritual nature and ignore our true purpose in life. Chakras can easily be blocked if they are not well activated and used rightly. so also will negative thought do to your Chakras. Yes Chakras get ‘rusted’ or ‘corroded’ just like an abandoned steel. The chakras spin at such a high vibration that it is not possible to see it with auric sight alone but with an opened 3rd eye. These may require a deeper therapeutic approach to work through the disturbances. The deep inner layer is related to the soul path.
the chakras can be perceived in their symbolic representation. Over the years some discrepancies have been noticed between how different people "define" each chakra. hence.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spinning petals. Through chakra meditation and learning and experience with the energetic nature of the universe. These energy vortexes are the channels through which spiritual energy flows through to manifest in the physical plane. we can awaken our conscious minds to our true spiritual natures. and all people inhabiting physical bodies on this earth have them. but the differences have only been minor. which is a red square for the root chakra. Certainly the colors and locations of the chakras are generally consistent. 40 . (Matter is merely slowed down or crystallized energy. (particularly the second and third chakras). the energy involved is not partial to any particular religion or belief. upside down triangle for the throat chakra. our bodies are energy!) The chakras and other smaller energy vortexes (such as acupuncture points) are openings and channels for universal energy to flow into and out of the aura. It is a universal energy. a circle for the solar plexus. The base chakra extends down and the crown chakra extends up. The following is a general summary of understanding the physical locations and elements associated with each chakra. a crescent moon for the sacral chakra. a heart shape for the heart chakra. a star for the 3rd eye and a skull cap for the crown chakra. while the chakras in between have vortexes both to the front of the body and to the back. Balancing and Charging the Chakras While the word "chakra" has Hindu (Sanskrit) roots.
" It is also the link between emotion and thought. Often this 41 ." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love. The fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue. our bodies and our health. and is associated with the color orange.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. particularly psychic vision. The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow). damaged. This chakra governs creativity and emotion. or muddied with residual energy. religion fanatism) with our current physical selves. It governs communication and personal magnetism. then our physical and emotional health can be affected. This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision. and also the color rose. The seventh chakra is at the crown of the head. It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection. It is like our umbilical cord to The Absolute. then our chakra system is balanced. The second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen. It is the chakra that governs our physical existence. open. The fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green. and is violet fading to white further away from the body. which is the "color of love. It is associated with the will or desire. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas. When a chakra becomes blocked. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves (half education. When all the chakras are "whirling". The sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purple/blue). bright and clean.
In this country (Nigeria) and other Nations of the world we tend to value the upper chakras over the lower chakras. but a disproportionately small heart chakra or root chakra." The goal is a strong. This energy is essential for vitality. Use the power of imagination to locate each necessary parts of your body. safe and powerful.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM occurs habitually as the result of negative or incomplete belief systems. stand or sit in a relaxed and comfortable position. if you eat poorly (a lot of processed food. Or perhaps you're cerebrally focused on finding answers to deep questions about "reality" (as I was for many years). Lie. and continued growth on all levels. clear. is very effective. your heart chakra is likely to become tight and closed and block emotional energy. as you would for any meditation. health. Anybody at any required time one feels empty. feelings. The more open. balanced energy system. clear and balanced the chakras. for instance) and don't exercise. The following exercise. The effects of our habits. For example. This probably has its roots in our ancestors' religious aversion to the "flesh" and their focus on the rewards of "heaven. use it wisely. Your body is the only authentic temple you have and not somebody else or any place. looks unending for a beginner but. 42 . You are endowed with it. beliefs. you may have a bulging and bright brow chakra. First know yourself. chances are your root (red) chakra is going to become sluggish. If you are extremely centered in your intellect. fears and desires can be found in our chakras. it can be used to ground oneself. the more energy can flow through your system. If you "close off" your emotions because they're painful or overwhelming. darkened and dull. thoughts.
. It is preferable to learn about energy and the methods of balancing. All the same. truth or intelligent nor subject of matter.. Become aware of your body from head to toe.. my…and my…is the image of my. so use it wisely. Feel where your body meets the (chair/bed/floor).. Another said: A-U-M. 43 .. Now that you are relaxed and feeling very much at peace.. while another recites the mantra: “There is no life. of the heaviness of your limbs. God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMasishida..) Your spine remains straight and your head aligned with your body. Breathe in. Eyes are closed... and out. is all-in-all. of your weight.in (six or seven counts as wished but stick to one) and out (six or seven counts.... all is infinite mind and infinite manifestations. follow your breath.and out. in. and out. The body should already be relaxed and the mind tranquil when beginning this meditation. Somebody told me he likes to recite: “Allah-Akbar-Laahu-Akbar” for 10 minutes to relax.. as it enters your nose. take a moment to ground yourself here in this moment. The following is just one way of performing this balancing.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM (Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple you possess. Take some deep breaths. Follow the breath as it flows toward your nostrils. as it fills your lungs and then as it is expelled. for my. in this time. Just relax into this quiet moment. but stick to one).... Spirit/ Inner Force/..and …therefore I am not material but… ” You may wish to fill in the gap by your usual name of your belief: God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMashida.. cleansing and charging the chakras and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation. In. in this place. in this body.
Now turn your focus up to your abdomen. As the energy swirls in. and it governs your physical body. In your mind you can see your root chakra. a brilliant red swirling vortex of physical energy. Allow those hands to repair any imperfections. torn. You can feel this as a tingling as the energy fills your root chakra. study the appearance of this chakra. See red swirls of energy flowing to your root chakra. Its energy is red. You are surrounded by infinite root energy. your physical health and vitality. or otherwise less than a perfectly brilliant red whirling vortex. Watch it as it travels through space and then bursts into a zillion bits of energy upon solar contact. If it is dirty. This is the root chakra. imagine your hands (or those of a guide) working on the chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now focus on the area at the base of the spine. to the area of the "womb" or spleen/lower navel (if man). and when the chakra is clean. Allow the sun to recycle this energy back into the universe. Allow the energy to fill your chakra until it is so vital that it extends several feet out from your body. If you feel your chakra is dusty. It is clean and red. clean away the dirt and throw it into an imaginary pail with a lid. mentally take the pail and hurl it into the sun. dirty. the area between your legs. Now turn your attention back to the root chakra. Mentally envision the chakra and note any symbolic symptoms of disease. your chakra grows large and deep red and strong. note its color and vitality. 44 . In your mind. Imagine the room glowing red with this energy. feel its strength and power.
This is the heart of the yellow chakra. with creativity. to repair or heal it. until it extends out from your body for several feet. charging it with vitality. discarding any imperfections or impurities in the pail. Call out to the universe for orange creative energy and feel the space around you begin to glow orange. Take a moment to observe the chakra. 'Universe. to work for that which I value and desire. and a bright orange. and send the pail to the sun to recycle the energy. Have you been lazy of late. Send the “pail” to the sun for recycling. Allow the invisible hands to cleanse the chakra and heal it. Turn from the red chakra. that which controls clear thinking and creativity. Take a few moments to examine this chakra. Note its color. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the chakra. will energy. Now return your attention to the yellow chakra. to the solar plexus. Focus on the orange chakra again. with clear-thought. Discard any imperfections in the pail. up through the orange chakra. that which governs will and ambition. send me yellow energy. energy to achieve my goals. Note its color and appearance.' Feel 45 . It is now clean and a bright yellow. Watch as your orange chakra grows and whirls. its vitality. or perhaps too driven? Examine your will through this chakra. With a tingle you feel the energy begin to swirl into your chakra. just as the red root chakra is still whirling and strong.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is the orange chakra. It is now clean and whole. that of will.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the yellow energy surrounding your body. Fill my heart with love energy. Now focus back on the heart chakra. your orange/womb chakra pulsing brilliantly. Turn your attention to the middle of your chest. It is clean and a beautiful green color. Note its color.) send me green energy for my heart! Open my heart to the world. extending several feet out from your body. to all beings. This chakra governs your feelings. and your yellow/solar plexus chakra glowing strongly.. with compassion for our shared experiences and journey. You may feel an instant wave of emotion. that I may in turn give love to others. so be it. Feel the green energy whirling into your heart. It whirls strongly and evenly. the green chakra. In your mind you can see your red/root chakra glowing. They are still yours if you choose to hold them. imperfections or impurities to the pail. your emotional connections to others and to the universe. Say: “Universe/God/Allah/Most-High. Are there bindings holding in pain? Or is the chakra tight and hard with anger? Release any tensions. vitality. release any pain or anger. Reflect a moment on how you've been feeling emotionally lately. Send them to the sun for recycling. to the heart chakra. 46 . but for now. and with a tingle feel the energy swirl into your solar plexus. Examine this chakra. Gently allow those invisible hands to cleanse and purify the chakra. whirling. to life itself. any impurities. Watch the chakra grow and glow and spin with this new energy.” Must you use any familiar phrase for yourself.
noting the color and any imperfections. Allow the hands to heal and cleanse the chakra and when finished. swirl in and around and fill your third eye chakra with deep. Now look at the chakra. drawing others to you. center of the blue chakra which governs communication and personal magnetism. 47 . There is psychic energy available to you beyond measure. This chakra is indigo and governs psychic vision and intuition. Allow the hands to cleanse the chakra. the third eye. Focus on the middle of your forehead. Feel the air fill with blue universal energy. or not listening well. Feel the throat open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra. Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. It is a beautiful deep indigo. Or perhaps you've been talking over others. vital indigo energy. This energy charges your aura with magnetism. Feel your throat open with this swirling. send the impurities to the sun for recycling. your chakras are cleansed and charged and huge with energy. Feel it charge the air. strong blue energy. clean and whirling. Perhaps you haven't been honoring your own beliefs and speaking out when you should. Examine the chakra for imperfections. to heal any imperfections and recycle them in the sun. Perhaps it no longer spins out of neglect/stagnation. Perhaps it is locked up due to fear. Focus on the throat.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM From the red chakra through the orange chakra through the yellow chakra through the green chakra. Perhaps you've been feeling shy and afraid to extend your energy in communication. Examine the chakra.
to the green/heart chakra. to the deep 48 . Feel the response. Now is a good time to ask for increased psychic power. to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. and fully charged. to cleanse. and the white energy surround your body.. big! Move your attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. All your chakras are now clean. Feel the violet energy flowing in. glowing white around the outside. the orange/womb chakra. Your chakras are huge. This chakra governs your connection to the Universe/God/Goddess/The Creator. and recycle the discarded energy in the sun. to the orange/womb chakra. charged and in balance. Allow the hands to heal. This chakra is violet near the body. Ask for the peace and joy of a strong crown chakra connection. and note any mental visions as this occurs. Mentally reach out to that which you consider your "Source" to "The Absolute" or “The Universe”. of your soul.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Feel the third eye open. to the blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. open and brilliant. to the blue/throat chakra. whirling. It is brilliantly violet. fading to white further away. Note the red/root chakra. In my experience this chakra generally needs much less work than the others. See the crown chakra grow enormous. examine the chakra and allow any healing needed. to the green/heart chakra. This chakra is like an umbilical cord to "home. strong. etc.." Reflect on your spirituality of late. a loving embrace of your whole self. Now examine the chakra. From the red/root chakra. bright. the energy flowing back to you. Now focus your attention at the crown of your head.
increasing incidents of unexplained phenomena. You are full of vitality. and its frequency rate are altered. full of energy and vitality. Strangely. Sun. 4. Me and everything else that exist within. There’s a whole lot of shifting going on as in Figure 4.like the Earth. if one energetic member shifts. the Earth’s geomagnetic field. you may not want to get involved with any other meditation again. After few months of practice. Evidently. all the others are likely to follow . almost as if there’s something in the air. Your energy is balanced. pelvic movement or your group dancing and clapping of hands. You. and peaceful. your chakras are spinning and whirling. See the white energy that extends up and out from the crown chakra enveloping your whole body in an egg of white energy. and evens our body’s natural electro-magnetic field. ironbased inner core. there’s an electromagnetic energy surge/shift now underway. You are completely refreshed.3. Consequently. Try it! Alternative to this is your regular alsolaat. 49 . Electromagnetism is the stuff that when the Sun emits more electromagnetic radiation. within the Universe. a heightened intensity of emotions is being felt and people are embracing “know thyself” and “above all else be true to thyself” philosophy. and extra-sensory development. calm. This energy alteration affects all creatures.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM purple/third eye to the violet/crown.7 An Electromagnetic Affair Most noticeable human shifting includes the alarmingly frequent occurring nervous system disorders.
. the larger cycle of the Sun. we are in the half-way point of this Sun cycle. The ancient Mayan’s were wizards of time and numerology..3 The shift It is what makes you wonder which energetic member is affecting “Ra” the Sun? Without a doubt. Listed below are a few helpful suggestions for preparing your body-mind-spirit for energy surges and shifts. 50 . since 1999 to date. Currently. observe the Sun with watchful and astonished eyes as our Solar System leader “the Sun”. our modern technology. meaning a whole lot of shifting is most likely yet to come .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. affecting Earth and Everyone. amongst other Geophysics and Astrophysics intelligences.electromagnetism. is complete. exposing the basic mechanics of creation -. displays an intense and rather abnormal fiery and explosive behavior. In the meantime. Their calendar reveals an important time (1999 – 2012) when the last 13 baktuns (Mayan years). we are in a spectacular and peculiar time of great change. A time when old wisdom merges with modern knowledge.
Hold a position that creates your body to shake or vibrate. nausea. sitting or lying on the Earth’s natural floor. Now lean over and touch the floor with both hands grounded. By doing this you are activating synergistic nerve conduction.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A very noticeable year is the year 2007 (20:07 in the Qur’an). Stretch your body and feel the internal vibrations Try this by standing up right with your feet on the floor. thus. Electromagnetic Shift Tips Associate with the vibration of the earth’s core energy By walking barefoot. The following is an easy exercise: Stand up-right and spin your body in a left (counter clockwise) direction for a few 51 . physical symptoms are known to occur. preparing the body for easier adjustment in energy surges and shifts. These may include vertigo. tingling of moving energy throughout body. Rearrange different positions to enhance vibration in certain areas of the body. and anxiety. Support and enhance your body’s equilibrium During an event of electromagnetic shifting. We need to stimulate and strengthen our sensory systems in order to improve our adaptability to vibration energy surges/shifts. allowing your bio-energy to flow more freely and efficiently. in which the difference between 7 and 20 is 13. yet it is not the last circle of the Sun. changes in energy level or changes in auditory and other sensory functioning. you are connecting to Earth by creating an energy current circuitry that improves your bio-energy system.
operates with electrolytes. Drink and eat electrolytes Everything in our body. calcium. sonic energy waves. drugs and then electronic equipment. Negative thought patterns about yourself attract negative people and incidences in your life. grounding and stabilizing your energy field. potassium.8 Influences of Auras Negative influences are negative thoughts. Salt and soda creates a negative ionic atmosphere. Use natural salts and baking soda Use natural salts and baking soda in your bath for detoxifying the body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spins and then pause a moment. are likely to throw off your body's balance mechanism. thus drawing toxins from the pores and balancing excessive positive charge. etc. This practice of sensory recalibration is most helpful for the auditorial (sense of balance) region. 52 . Changes in air pressure. perhaps the most important helpful factor to state is to inculcate: Get Awareness Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or another. Mental and emotional cleaning is recommended on a regular basis. noise. Repeat the spin in the opposite direction (clockwise). Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by thinking wisely! 4. Eat well. especially optimal nerve transmission.) In the midst of new changes and shifting taking place. (natural form: sodium.
go along other routes like homeopaths and alternative medicines. It is advisable that if you spent a long time in these unnatural energies to balance it out by spending time in nature to restore your energy.3 The shift 53 . Figure 4. It creates tension within the fields or weakens your energy that makes it receptive for disease. Over long periods of time the electric energy wants to change your natural flow while your own energy wants to correlate it again. creating a phantom effect that boomerangs back on your psyche! Electronic equipment and power lines have a different magnetic energy field that runs in the opposite direction of your natural energy force. If it is not a life threatening illness. Drugs and cigarettes and other medicine taken over a long period of time create a grayish layer in the vital energy and prevent the natural ability we have to heal ourselves from functioning at an optimum level. Alcohol suppresses the emotions. Restore the balance of your aura with the gentle music and or other nature sounds.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Continued loud noises disturb the balance of the layers and therefore lower your vibration level. Remember that all disease has a mental and emotional cause and which if addressed will also clear up the disease.
when you see something for yourself. people were able to see auras. What we think we know on Earth now is just a tiny drop in the Ocean of Knowledge.4. people admired things they could not explain and called them “miracles”. 54 . meditation. There is nothing ‘paranormal’ in the Universe. If you decide not to try.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Your energy field can also be strengthened by the use of the transformation meditations. Christ. natural sunlight. except our limited understanding of Nature. And you can use your knowledge to learn more and help others. because some artists could actually see auras just as shown in Figure 4. wearing bright colours. you will never see the aura. Mohammed. Rampa and other saintly persons were covered and often seen with golden halos around their heads. healthy eating. and decent behaviour. Long. Advanced spiritual people such as Buddha. Nature gave us all we need to see auras. Positive influences are natural sounds.4 The true aura Many great people in the past complained that: we have eyes and we do not see. You will know that you ‘know’ because you ‘know’. All is required is the knowledge on how to use your senses together with your conscious effort. Figure 4. On the other hand. no longer will you need to rely on believing someone. Long time ago. If you probe further in the “Nothingness of self esteem” you will discover what they meant. long time ago.
I consider this a part of our Nature and I say that it deserves our attention. wa-hun la yah-kiluun . When you see a person with a bright. Colors and intensity of the aura.they are deaf. you can be sure that such person is good and spiritually advanced. my approach is to show everyone what their eyes are capable of. even if you are bald). eloquent.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Anyone can see auras to some degree. We cannot fake the aura. muallim or a guru.) When nearly everyone (including children) sees a similar thing. With a little patience. they do not make any sense. If they do not agree with what this person is saying. Rather than create an aura of mystery around my newly acquired skill. When you see a person with a gray or dark aura. dump and stupid. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. aura is our spiritual signature. Let’s see. umuyu. you are much better on your own. It is especially important to check the aura of any religious leader. that such person has unclear intentions. regardless how impressive. watch your forehead (at the boundary of your hair-cut. it manifests clearly. It shows our True Nature and intentions for everyone to see. (but Sumu bukumu. If he/she does not have it. you effectively see a lie every time. good looking or well dressed he/she seems to appear. spiritual teacher. Also. Just relax and you will surely observe your own aura flying off your head. you may be almost sure. educated. Such a person should have a clearly defined yellow-golden halo around the head. even if he/she is modest and not aware of it. No one can lie in front of you undetected. Stand in front of a full length mirror. especially around and above the head have very special meanings. clean aura. 55 . master.
envy. Yes. there may be almost nothing useful there. if you focus your life on follow-follow-type rituals and the flock of other people. And you can see it in their aura for yourself. And 56 . Refer to the section ‘nothingness theory’ in this book. By reading aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. However. But most people on Earth have very weak and dull Auras. In such case it is necessary to re-learn everything from the beginning. healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness. and your aura seems to become suppressed too. they will watch what they think. Most sect. This seems to be a direct consequence of their lifelong materialistic attitude negating and suppressing the development of consciousness. cultivating fear. Where is the danger? When the time comes to really use the information stored in your consciousness from this lifetime. When people realize that their Aura is on display and many people are able to see it. Everyone has an Aura. By consciously controlling your aura you can actually heal yourself. spiritual development and our awareness of Nature.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Joining a sect or a religion that is led by incompetent people without good auras is very dangerous for your consciousness. Imagine changes on the Mother Earth if many people can see auras of their leaders and start choosing them on the basis of their auras. at least develop your inner power first and you will be better for it. religion and political leaders have only two things in mind: money and power to control people. Such attitude suppresses your True Nature. jealousy and other similar emotions – I beg of you leave this material thing alone. Some people’s aura if perceived can make one very sad indeed for dull colour it bears.
at the end of the Pleistocene. The MerKaba is the energy field that exists around every living thing throughout the Universe. we have forgotten how to activate this living field.5. he or she is in a place of complete protection. No other regions of the world display a similar event. Literarily. (The huge chunk of land. This continental-sized land was indeed larger than Asia Minor and Libya (North Africa) put together. Since the fall of Atlantis. became sunken when sea level rose. could only have been located in that region of the world.) 57 . In ancient Egyptian (18th dynasty) means Rotating fields of light Mer). When MerKaBa is activated around a person's body. See Figure 4. the entire world will become much better if all people can see and read Auras. MerKaBa is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love.9 The Energy Field MerKaBa is a term translated as 'chariot' in Hebrew. Surely. In the process they will become better and wiser. exactly as Plato affirms. of continental dimensions. being able to recognize intentions of other people. Back in the times of Atlantis. Another sizable piece of land in the Indus Delta. at that occasion. generated by the Love of the Universe. spirit(Ka) and soul(Ba). 4. including the Americas. if Plato was in fact speaking truthfully. to the south of Southeast Asia. everyone’s MerKaBa was activated. the site of the second Atlantis.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM they will try to see and improve their own Aura. The conclusion is that Atlantis. It is seen to have been about two or three times larger than continental-sized India. also disappeared likewise.
We used to breathe in this manner. They serve to balance all chakras.5 Ancient world during ice-age The activation meditation has recently been released back to humanity because we are ready for it again and it plays a vital part in the vibrational changes that we and the Mother Earth are going through. already knows that the ascention is possible. and remains skeptical to the possibilities of ascention. The MerKaBa Meditations facilitate deep spiritual growth and activation. The right brain. Spherical 58 . and lead one into whole-brain synchronization. but over time we have forgotten how.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. thus appeasing the left brain's doubtful nature. which brings Life Force Energy directly into the body in the same manner before the fall of Atlantis that the dolphins and whales breathe. The left brain on the other hand. The meditation also incorporates deep (pranic) breathing techniques. Therefore the MerKaBa teaching is based on Sacred Geometry. deals with logic and linear time. or the feeling aspect of the brain.
one finds the higher energies are what is referred to as the 5th dimension space. this particular meditation is a means to showing us how that state feels and provides an experimental understanding of how to realign our energy fields and holds the higher vibration of Love in it throughout our daily activities. Therefore. emotional. MerKaBa as a 'tool for ascention' means that the MerKaBa meditation provides the means for learning to work with our energy fields and to realign ourselves with Source by creating a sacred space of Love and Joy around us. etc) 59 . The MerKaBa literally is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. It is a powerful meditation for this very reason and should be done only with the highest intentions for remaining in a love-centered focus. As it amplifies the energy of the heart.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM breathing activates all the chakras (energy centers) in the body and has them function as one. this 'activation' would be seen as a subtle energy field that expands out around the body in a disc-like shape approximately 20 m in diameter. the use of it only in context to the MerKaBa is as follows: To raise the energy level of physical body (mental. which then demands a sense of responsibility to maintain clear thoughts and actions at all times. Therefore. For the human body. thoughts (and fears) manifest more readily when inside an activated MerKaBa. The MerKaBa also functions as a multi-dimensional force field which when activated through love will protect you from any darkness trying to invade your system. The term 'ascentions' is one that has been widely used in a variety of contexts. Note that the energy that protects you will avenge you. However.
To strengthen one’s connection to his soul and monad (single cell organism). we begin to add love to all the emotions we take in from our environment and send out to others. We can then more fully enjoy this Earth experience! In order to be in control of your manifest experiences. Ground yourself properly.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM To have ability to tune-in to higher frequencies and access information or detect subtle energies. you first must understand about what your thoughts are. While many believe that the concept of ascention implies physically departing from the Earth. To attain a oticeable shift to the focus of conscious awareness for awareness of other levels of reality. This changes the perception of ordinary events in our lives and makes them more magical. Once we bring to shift our forces of awareness up from the solar plexus/ gut level to the heart center. This is living and operating through your heart’s consciousness mind not through your negative ego mind. and how you can make them manifest into what you desire to see in your reality. colourful and alive. MerKaBa or spherical breathing brings about a complete and final bliss which comes from within and not from without. 60 . you should know that before you start to use a version of MerKaBa meditation. how they create. your intention must be pure and positive. Use any taught method hat is convenient for you. in the Golden Age which we are entering it is more like anchoring heaven on Earth and heart’s consciousness.
from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth up to the cosmos breathing in. 2. Move up the light as in 2 above Repeat Nos 2 and 3 five (5) times 4. circulate up the light. The light flows out your crown chakra and disappearing into the cosmos. 6. Now. Now breathing out. Sit cross-legged or stand erect. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. whichever is convenient for you. to your feet and down to the Earth core again. through your right side. 3. Sit for as long as you wish before any daily activities commences. Now from top down. outside your body. to the inner core of the mother Earth. Breath-in by drawing light energy from the inner core of the mother Earth and allow the energy to flow up. Repeat this process 5 times. after the fifth time in 3 above. outside your body to the cosmos. repeat 5 times. breath-out and draw down the light energy from the cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the root chakra. 7. breathing out and bringing the light down by your left side. bring the light and place it in your solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only). As the light reaches the cosmos. 61 . 5. lighting up your chakras.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 1.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own worst enemy as you are your best friend. 62 .
Genetic information in genes is transmitted through complementary base pairing. For example.1 The structure of part of a DNA double helix 63 . a cell may simply copy its genetic information in a process called DNA replication. Usually. when a cell uses the information in a gene.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thought Forms 5. Alternatively. this RNA copy is then used to make a matching protein sequence in a process called translation. the DNA sequence is copied into a complementary ribonucleic acid (RNA) sequence in a process called transcription. This information is held in the sequence of pieces of DNA called genes.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) DNA contains the genetic information that allows living things to function. Figure 5. grow and reproduce.
1 and two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases are shown in Figure 5. On the other hand. oxidants such as free radicals or hydrogen peroxide produce multiple forms of 64 . These include oxidizing agents.3. For example. UV light mostly damages DNA by producing thymine dimers. The structure of part of a DNA double helix is shown in Figure 5. books and literatures here we focus on the interactions that happen in these processes between DNA and other molecules. which are cross-links between adjacent pyrimidine bases in a DNA strand.2. by many different sorts of mutagens. alkylating agents and also high-energy electromagnetic radiation such as ultraviolet light and x-rays.2 The two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases DNA can be damaged. as shown in Figure 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The details of these functions are covered in other articles. Cytosine Phosphate dioxyribose backbone 3rd end 5th end Figure 5. The type of DNA damage produced depends on the type of mutagen.
Of these oxidative lesions. particularly of guanosine.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM damage. including base modifications. in an adduct to DNA 5. about 500 bases suffer oxidative damage per day. as well as double-strand breaks. It has been estimated that in each human cell.2 DNA Representations Thought is define as scalar wave configurations of multidimensional vibrating patterns of bi-polar electromagnetic energy radiation. as well as chromosomal translocations. the major mutagen in tobacco smoke. the most damaging are double-strand breaks.3 Benzopyrene. as they can produce point mutations. which form specific patterns of scalar frequency within the personal manifestation template In other words. it 65 . Figure 5. And one’s mind is an energy force that continually generates these patterns of scalar waves through the process of thought. insertions and deletions from the DNA sequence. Knowing this. thoughts are real things.
If you do not have the frequency receivers in your DNA. which you are trying to see in your hologram. 66 . Osanyin) with its modulation. They do not understand because they are in a self-imposed frequency fence first of all. like a fabulous wealth. your body will not be able to hold a certain frequency that. turned on and active. The more strands of DNA are active within you. This is exactly what happens to many individuals they ‘hear’. the more expanded your hologram will become. and they don't have the apparthi turned on to even receive the frequency of information that the self-Esteem is driving at. TV. and will not be able to comprehend it. She just doesn't have the receptors to receive this information turned on. The frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist so you won't see the reality fields formed by those types of frequencies. will not be manifest in your experience. How thought gets transduced into externalization and holographic projection. GSM. they will never "get" it. There is no way to see something if you don't have the receivers for that frequency (Video. which happens during DNA activation then. Reality is actually just a hologram that is created right through your DNA template. And this is what thought manifestation is about. ‘see’ but do not comprehend even when things are very loud and clear. It's like trying to explain to your great grandmother how the astronauts landed on the moon. So it doesn't matter how many ways we try to explain to them. because you are able to bring in more dimensional levels of consciousness into your body via these frequency receivers. called apparthi. These people seem to work in a very low frequency and dealing with them requires patience to drive points home.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM is not difficult then to understand how appropriately directed thought can directly influence one's manifest experience and reality.
complete DNA activation. But we don't see it all . If the frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing their job to receive frequency. then it doesn't exist. So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other planets. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems are not used to perceiving so they block it out. Everything would be direct cognition and known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves as Source. Space between objects is a vibrational frequency. Even thought can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there 67 . we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms and density levels and civilizations. so as to understand the cosmos. then the frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist. we would not see the hologram. Since we don't have the frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency.the huge amounts of black distances between planets.we see deep space . By the way science is blessed by the facts of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space. If we had all of our sense receptors turned on. But thought is just as physical as your physical body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes. so that their senses can’t be detected by the current 3D technologies. we literally won't see it in our reality. Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of frequency. Your body and the planet's body are just thought forms. Science tends to look at thought as one of those unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena". It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space.
the ones that are disharmonic are the ones that cause chemical disease in the body. In order to prevent these discordant thought forms from manifesting as physical disease. they are seeing a holographic projection. Your thoughts are running through your blood and through your organ systems.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thoughts also wear chemical toga. of not only the brains of the scientists trying to see it. and subatomic particles. What is happening is the things flash on and off from the source and then back to polarity so fast that they are beyond the perception. They are in your body doing things. the auric clearing and karmic sessions must be embarked upon often .because of the inactive apparthi (frequency receivers in the DNA). They exist in your body in form of chemical.how you are going to use the physics in your body and in your mind to control your thoughts and direct your holographic reality. but also out of the range of the time distortion that you get by looking through a microscope. Think positive and receive positive. because there is a time-thing going on within. So a big part of learning manifestation is learning mental body control . In fact. It is as simple as that. Things flash on and off so quickly (as now proven by our quantum physicists) that we can't see it with the senses because the senses have a certain mathematical calibration that gives them a range of vibration that they can perceive but a large part is blocked out .Every thought that you created has a chemical reality in the body. A lot of what is happening when one is looking through electron microscopes at parts of atoms. They are using lenses that bend light which means it's creating sound 68 . When scientists look through microscopes and telescopes. particles. remember. They will be in some types of chemical molecular structure in your body and DNA. think negative and receive negative. All depend on you.
so it allows them to see certain levels of the microscopic kingdom and macroscopic kingdom that normally our sense facilities would not project out.thought. and dust to dust" so you say. which means it is changing interrelationships between templates . they didn't die and then bury the body. and it wasn't because they were primitive cultures at all.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM waves. we do have these sense facilities. The very ancient civilizations that lived thousands of years ago didn't have a lot of the so called stuff as we do now. we will get a much more accurate assessment of what the particles look like and how they actually behave. because originally. they didn't bury bodies. They transmuted it with frequency. This is the fact as it was so I am. which is part of the natural senses that start to come with 4th strand DNA activation. that were created out of the belief that we need an instrument to do this because we did not have the innate ability to see these things ourselves. And the parts that wouldn't transmute would become dust. But the thing is. Because thought is the director of 69 . They ascended when they were tired of being here. There are all sorts of things that we could do when human consciousness was functioning within its hologram the way it was designed if the DNA was operating properly and fully activated. they didn't even die. When certain things happened to the DNA when they did die. They didn't have a problem with disposing of things like we do. which are thought forms. when we begin to turn on our own micro-vision. If we can see these things through mechanical instrumentations. We don't need microscopes to see our microscopic particles. It would all be controlled by the most powerful source or force in the universe . "Ashes to ashes. In fact. In fact.
When the frequencies in the planetary grids are running properly and the DNA inside your body is working properly. you have to be able to embody more dimensions of frequency which happens as you activate your DNA. That is what we are teaching you now. This is the power you have to look forward to eventually and not the usual amen without a concrete base prayer. and Source is still beyond the 15th dimension. does it? It's because your consciousness is still stationed in the 3rd dimension. then you will create a thought field that does indeed jump out from you and in about 3 days time. But again. so that means whatever I command to do will happen". Watch out of negative thought that has become major part in your life. start to become manifest. so therefore you are closer to fully embodying Source's energies and thus when you use your thoughts to direct this energy. In order to be more like Source or God. 70 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM frequency and everything is formed by frequency. So we're actually going back in time to reclaim the knowledge and the power and the understanding that was once ours when the DNA was functioning properly. this means you can embody 6 dimensional levels of consciousness (your soul's frequency). "I am He. It doesn't really work very well. But. thought manifestation is instantaneous. it's hit or miss trying to manifest from 3rd dimensional consciousness. The new age teachers teach you to say. manifestation happens much faster and more consistently. so yield! It also a fact that thought manifestation from a 3-D level alone (3rd strand activation which most people are now in) is a hit or miss situation. If you happen to create an alignment between you and your higher levels of self and you happen to create an alignment between your particles and their angular rotation of particle spin. if you have 6 strands of DNA active.
The DNA serves as the literal conduit through which that holographic program will project data from cellular memory into physical manifestation. Knowing this. or future. much as a computer stores data within its memory. Your external reality field is the screen upon which the thought-forms that are stored within your cellular memory program will be displayed.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM DNA is the literal vessel through which the illusionary experience of physical. within the subatomic particle structure of your cells. as a multidimensional electromagnetic program. and future events. present. which some of 71 . thought-form program through which your external reality will manifest is literally stored. you must edit the cellular memory files (clear and transmute the lower pulsating particles from the body and auric field – do an auric clearing). upgrade the holographic thought-form program (create new visualizations of desired past. To gain creative control over your manifest events. present. The holographic. much as a computer’s circuitry allows the electronic data stored in memory to be projected onto the screen. living them in imagination “as if they are happening now” within the desired time period) and expand the DNA circuitry (have your DNA Activations) in order to allow new. you are literally reprogramming the frequency patterns of your cellular content and the operational holographic program that will manifest into physical reality through the DNA. and the DNA operates as the electromagnetic circuitry through which that memory comes into physical manifestation. desired reality pictures to project into your world of manifest events. you may then realize that when you are shifting your consciousness and using the imagination to program desired thought-forms into the past. into forms recognizable to human perception. In the practice of conscious evolution. external reality is manufactured.
Learning how to remove undesirable morphogenetic thought-form patterns from your active holographic program. this cellular clearing and DNA transmutation is exactly what is taking place. And this is facilitated when you have an auric clearing. in order to direct your power of manifestation. It takes practice to develop skill in conscious manifestation and you must become familiar with the “feel” of your own inner focus of consciousness in the present. Your moment of power is always in the present. You will encounter those reality pictures in manifest form once those DNA strands come into activation when you have your sessions. By removing 72 . You can literally shift things in your present manifest experience by reprogramming the past memory impulses stored in your DNA – add new past memories and new events will manifest in the present. Prior to learning manifestation skills. you must first learn demanifestation skills. Create new future memories now. which is stored within the cells and made operational through your DNA. when you create “future memory” visualizations. you are stopping those lower thought-form patterns from activating into your DNA. is the first step in gaining mastery over the contents of your external reality field. and you can direct the path of your evolution from your present moment in time. through which they would otherwise project into physical manifestation. and within the present. you are putting specific manifestation instructions into the morphogenetic field of the DNA strands you have not yet assembled.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you are already doing with my sessions. For those of you who have not had your DNA activated. when you realize that your present focus of attention can alter and direct events in both past and future. When you release crystallized thought-forms composed of slow-pulsating particles from your present cellular structure in the Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions.
the people use an ancient natural healing technique which enables us to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal ourselves and others. when “SuperEnergized”. The 21st century descendants of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. combines high frequency electro-magnetic energy with an individual’s DNA to naturally create new stem cells. Quantum Mechanics adherents and Einsteinian physicists agree that the basic substance of our universe is comprised of electro-magnetic energies. can be used to heal injuries and disease in oneself and others. The electrical wavelengths and magnetic currents of a healthy body. A spiritual energy healer is able to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies down to the sub-atomic cellular level. Today. These ancient healing treatments use naturally causing high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal people of health problems.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM slower-pulsating particles from your body systems. In advanced multi-dimensional physics. give free spiritual energy healing treatments to others. of natural stem cell replacement therapy. like their ancestors. String Theorists. An individual in the “Super-Energized” state of high frequency electro-magnetic energies. or quantum level. you make room for the addition of new morphogenetic thought-form patterns composed of faster pulsating particles. which contain the electromagnetic imprint for more harmoniously ordered events. All life is comprised of different electrical wavelengths of Light and magnetic currents of Love at the sub-atomic. is able to focus a flow of high frequency energy to heal injuries and disease at the sub-atomic cellular level. known as Enlightenment. High frequency spiritual energy heals people at the cellular level by replacing damaged cells with new stem cells. This process. This 73 .
you get to experience. which surrounds our physical body. most of the high frequency energy which our body needs for constant cellular replacements. comes from the electro-magnetic energy fields of our Light Body. Karma has frequently been misdefined by the poor ignorant in the New Age movement as “whatever you sow. This is totally ridiculous because if those were the cases. you would be so far in debt that you wouldn’t have a reprieve for a million years! An entity would never get anywhere evolutionarily speaking if that was true. A healthy body naturally replaces billions of cells on a daily basis. however. is a body of Light. The high frequency electro-magnetic energies used by our body to create new stem cells comes a little from the food that we eat and some from the air which we breathe. is that part of us which some religions refer to as one’s Holy Spirit. truths. naturally and normally. Who we really are.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM process enables one’s body to heal itself. A simple definition of karma is: whatever you think. you shall reap”. Our Light Body. 5. or a Light Body. (which we use to experience 3rd dimensional earthly activities). We visit our permanent Light Body at night when our temporary physical body. goes asleep and we dream. A more complete definition is decisions. And that everything that happens to them in this life is karmic debt from what they’ve done in past lives. or “what comes around goes around”. Naturally occurring high frequency electro-magnetic energy is used by a healthy human physical body to create and replace the cells which a human body loses each day. 74 .3 How to Become Immune to Karma This issue of the DNA Perfection focuses on something you’ve all heard about called ‘karma’.
Like thought and action attract and remanifest like thought and action. influence or magnetize events and experience in current reality. whether they are coming from the past. manifest within the cellular structure of the body. present. by using your present focus of attention to create new thoughts and redesign those that are undesirable. and in doing so you will change the contours of your present reality. to change any thought pattern from your personal past. until the slower-pulsating particles of those thought patterns are raised in speed and released from the frequency patterns of which the body is composed. but you have the absolute power to change them. In other words. The slow way to release slower-pulsating thought patterns and their manifest 75 . Thought patterns from your past selves. This is frequently referred to as your karmic imprint. contracts. These thought patterns of past selves will remain in the body. You have the power. to recreate undesirable events and redesign more desirable outcomes. or karmic debt.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM concepts. Your past thoughts and deeds will show themselves in your present reality. vows. You can become “karma immune” once you learn to master this power. present. in your present moment. and replicate themselves in the present and future. the reason the world is the way it is today is because it was thought into being by a bunch of stupid people. Every thought you think combines with like thoughts of past and future selves. held consciously and unconsciously that creates. or future. to give you the manifest illusion you presently perceive. alignments. for you will train your consciousness to move backward and forward in time. or future. which are composed of more dense and slower pulsating particles. unresolved emotions and attitudes. oaths.
the average person only has 3. Thought patterns from the past and future become part of the particle make-up of your consciousness. This is the usual path of “walking through your karma”. present. or walking through the cumulative thought patterns of your past. you are rapidly shifting and elevating the frequency patterns of which your body and consciousness are composed. And this is precisely the purpose of the Karmic Session. But currently on earth.5 strands assembled. DNA and external reality field. or as conditions of disease in the body. As the earth increases in frequency. body. which inhibit the natural process of DNA strand assembly and activation. The whole process of spiritual evolution on earth is about activating the complete 12 strand DNA blueprint. all the life on the planet will naturally begin to assemble new strands. Then you take action in the present to create a personal solution. When you participate in accelerated DNA evolution via DNA activation. until you learn to find and release them while they are still within the cellular memory imprint of your body. and that solution expands backward and forward in time to create some degree of resolution of the pattern in the past and future. The fast way to change your karmic imprint is to catch those slower-pulsating thought patterns before they move into manifestation. and future selves. bioenergetic field. The crystallized thought patterns stored in your DNA and cellular imprint will continue to manifest within your body and before your eyes. Complete 12 strand DNA activation will not happen for most people until at least 2017 unless you are currently doing the 76 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM discomforts from your life is to wait until the events manifest in external reality. They become stored in the DNA as minute crystallizations of energy.
5. Breathe deeper and feel the breath draw not just from the air around you but also from the earth below. A clearing of the heart chakra will improve the interaction of all the other centers. If more concentration is given to the lower chakras then the upper energy centers will become cloudy and not function properly as well. It is the point around which all the energies turn. As you sink deeper into this relaxation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM accelerated DNA activations. Let the earth energy surround you and flow into you. Know that the body itself will be refreshed and renewed and will be perfectly safe until you return. slowly and begin to relax even more. Continue to breathe this way. If more concentration is given to the upper chakras. As we begin this meditation. Feel it pulsing through your veins and surrounding you altogether. feeling the awakening that is beginning to happen. A discord or imbalance in the heart chakra will adversely affect all the other centers. Allow the life giving energies to pour into you and renew both your body and spirit. So far what is important is not to allow your DNA to damage beyond repair. Breathe with every pore of your body. Feel the freedom and relaxation as you move away from your body. Feel the breath draw life into the body and the spirit. 77 . then the lower energy centers lose sensitivity and function. take some peaceful breaths of cleansing and renewal.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra The heart stands at the center of all energies and unifies our being as a whole. It is important to maintain a balance to all the energy centers so a healthy level of awareness is manifested in our everyday lives. Proper balance is the key. feel yourself moving gently away from your body. Breathe in this earth energy with each breath.
Feel the warmth of the pink. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique shapes and colors of the clouds. the clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent the gracefully pull away. It pulses through you with great strength in all directions at once. one note after another as the breeze goes through the arches to create this melody. It is part of you. every fiber of your being.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now you are moving again. Any move towards uniformity is a move towards equilibrium. You feel it in your heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. Allow that warmth to wash over you. it is you. farther and farther into a field of clouds. You look ahead and see the clouds are denser as if they are "hiding" something. Watch how they form and reform. The color pink is as deep as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. You are recharged and renewed. The closer you draw. As it covers you from head to toe feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz. turning gently and constantly on themselves in an endless dance. Let it seep into your every pore. Now they have pulled back altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure color that it radiates. Receive the love that is being given to you freely. You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet melody. You notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you.5 Thought and Consciousness The essence of thinking is that it unifies disparate behaviour. 5. so human thought approaches equilibrium by summing up 78 . Another breeze stirs again and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep within your being.
conceptually unifying them. attraction to equilibrium. The Interpreter of the brain’s left hemisphere module assigns meaning and reasons to those thoughts and actions in the context of an unfolding story with itself as hero/protagonist.6 Awareness While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of mind/body systems. Nothingness Theory distills the essence of these rules by noting that a single motivator. It also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the physical or material. This is the ultimate form of unifying summation because the self is the sum of everything that occurs within and around the body it represents. Thinking is the mechanical system that processes logic. The self is the conceptual equilibrium to which the trillions of mind/body systems of an individual human are attracted. 79 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM complex patterns of behaviour. The definition of consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self. information. and organizes behavior. Organized behaviour in natural systems. is sufficient to generate the patterns of behaviour common to the universe and all of its constituent systems. These processes only become meaningful when experienced. Thinking modules organize and process information and actuate behaviour. and the logic and information underlying it result from the rules of existence. 5. Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human consciousness. but it does not generate these things. Consciousness is the experiencing or awareness of the holistic result. Hundreds of brain/mind modules work together in a social network to achieve this unifying process.
Life just can't work that way. I would not advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing to do. by choosing one road. it means that we have to let go of taking some other road. The most important thing is to come to know the deepest parts of yourself .1 Know Yourself As with anything in life. or lack other qualities you need and desire.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sexual Relationship 6. Hopefully the choices we make come from a place of clarity. or relationship. One thing I do know is that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are people on this planet. someone can be unattractive to us physically. Sometimes you can have a great lover. but he or she may be unsuitable for you emotionally. and are willing to see ourselves clearly. In life. There will be confusion.and what brings you true happiness. There will be people who do not interest us. However. the only way to get to that clarity is by going through life and learning about ourselves as we go. we grow. We can't take them all. Often. 80 . Or. So we have to make choices.to find out what is your real truth and who you really are . and others who can offer us sexual experiences that bring us to new understandings. As we make choices. one person. the more we come to know who we are.it's a lifelong journey. Everyone is different and will have a different chemical reaction with us. the more we know who or what fits us. but have many other qualities we appreciate. Knowing ourselves takes time .
a place where you feel insecure about yourself. they represent something in yourself that you love and value. it is a sure bet that they represent something inside of you. If we are to become involved sexually. We often mistake a spark of interest or a sense that we have things in common for an immediate sexual connection or relationship. what the situation is really about.people are complex beings with all sorts of layers to them. we will learn to separate who we really are from what our reactions and issues are.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM There will never be the perfect road. often to end up stuck in the mud. and a true partnership relationship has deep complexities to it . Any experience you have will teach you something if you ask: What am I to learn about myself through this experience? And then you will begin to gather information and gain input 81 . Then we jump in. It will show us who we are. Find out what that is. it is wise to know more about who we are getting involved with. And if we become wise. or drawn to someone or something are strong ones and can teach you a lot about yourself. 6. and the stuff we don't like much about ourselves. and what we will be dealing with. People who repulse us represent some wound in us. If you feel good about someone. sexually or otherwise. There are many levels of connections. head first. and allow an intimate connection to occur. If you feel repulsed about someone or something. But we can go deep on the road we do choose. or wounded in some way. and you will have learned something very important about yourself. both our good stuff.2 The True Relationship Of course. The reaction of either feeling repulsed by someone or something. we don't have to sleep with someone whom we are drawn to simply because we feel that there is some degree of connection going on.
we gain a lot. Deep relationships often have long cycles to them . People who love one another can certainly learn to please each other sexually. and many issues will come up for you when you do. relationship. and what needs to be seen and understood so that growth may occur.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on what road to take. or person can be a scary thing.periods of great connectedness that can last for quite a while. It makes life a lot less confusing and can save a lot of possible distress and turmoil. But it is always good to take your time and seek the answer to the question of whether or not a relationship should turn sexual by looking deeply at what is really going on . It may be a spectacular experience to begin with. deeply rooted growth and change takes time. And even within a deeply committed relationship. No one choice or person will ever give us everything. sexually.what the connection is really all about. if we are willing to understand what is trying to transform. and it 82 . I think we can and do learn what fits us by being willing to face ourselves and to learn about ourselves by diving deep in a relationship through commitment. or it may not. It is good to have enough experience in life to know what fits you. you will have times when a person repulses you. We can have many experiences. omojaiyejaiye. This is the worst sort of ego gratification. Making a commitment to a certain path. and times when you gain new understandings from them. and even later on there will be more rewarding sexual experiences with your partner. Being a "Player" is seen as being cool. and as we cycle through these periods. A relationship may turn sexual. It is really making a commitment to facing yourself . and many relationships. or it may not. as well as more difficult cycles of time that may also last for a while. True.a commitment to your own growth. There are many people who advocate a swinger lifestyle these days.
Often. fair. This means that we make choices which are moral. that then it's over 83 . and honest. There are issues of honor and ethics in life which we must live by to truly feel good about ourselves. if some or all of these issues are out of balance. or dysfunctional. That is real maturity. or reflect. can bleed. insight. or missing in a relationship. many people choose to go looking outside of the relationship for someone else instead of healing what one has. A relationship is about loving another and caring for the happiness of the other as much as for one's self. like getting a high score on a video game. Heal within and not without. This allows the relationship to grow to be a healthy entity. and be damaged and badly wounded. honor.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM must be seen as being very distorted and harmful. requires sound ethics. Being mature means you know yourself well enough to know what you can handle and where you're at. wisdom. whatever issues and patterns they have in their lives that are good. making good choices. It will come up again and again until it is faced and resolved. or big game to be bagged. discipline. A relationship. and relationships or interactions with others certainly isn't about scoring. and devotion to flourish. I don't think being a swinger and allowing a lot of sexual activity in one's life is the same thing as being cool or mature. To use another being for sexual purposes and to think that nothing goes on with that. in oneself and one's partner. Everyone has feelings. and integrity: the strength of will to do what one says one will do. People aren't trophies to be captured. Going elsewhere does not solve the problem. as far as I am concerned. Having ethics and honor in a relationship involves loyalty. choices which benefit ourselves and our partner in the best way. Being mature means that you don't seek to harm others. The only truth it is. and there are these same issues in a relationship. and strength of will. A relationship will always mirror for each person.
life. part of our energy is lost to us. It is the capacity to share oneself completely with another. as we all must keep our own energy in our own space. Even with people we love. it is important to disconnect from being attached to their energy. it is important not to confuse their space. It is an incredibly powerful force. that it is meaningless. It is the ultimate physical manifestation of love and connectedness. there is a deep exchange of life force energy. of trusting another. there are actually psychic cords that connect you to that other person. that there is no connection. A deep connection does occur. Otherwise. or ours. These cords allow an energy exchange to continue long after the act of sex itself is over. as we hopefully can allow ourselves on the spiritual level to surrender to trusting the Love of God . Giving ourselves pleasure is a wonderful and important thing to do. we must choose wisely who we will allow to enter into our energetic space and whose space we are willing to connect to. Be warned! Even after having sex with someone we love.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM and nothing of importance has occurred. It is the human equivalent of surrendering to another. When one has a sexual connection with another. and how we treat others. when one has sex with another. Sexuality is the joining of two beings for the purpose of creating life and pleasure.to be vulnerable and giving in a fully open and loving way. and to use it lightly seems to me to be missing out on what the journey of life is all about. We must bring our energy always back to ourselves. as far as I am concerned. and confusing for a long time. is. Therefore. Your energy is then mixed up and connected to that other person's in a way that can be detrimental. unclear. by having either our energy mixed up with theirs or theirs with us. and then continue 84 . However. is all about. a profound misunderstanding of what sex.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to love. and devotion. It is ok to seek pleasure in a way that does not cause harm to self or others. We can enjoy external pleasures. ethics. but not by being "outside" of ourselves in someone else's space. strength of will. It's a temporary fix. However. And that's what a swinger lifestyle is all about . That's the same thing as needing to eat chocolate as soon as one feels tense or unhappy. and therefore hurt if sex is treated in a cavalier manner. If one continues to seek fulfillment that way. thinking somehow that will bring peace and safety. doesn't get it. and that means you are chasing an illusion. It's a set up for disaster. I believe. if we have developed these other qualities of honor. but 85 . If we are in balance with our masculine and feminine energies within. thinking it's the real thing. ultimately.using people sexually and treating it in a cavalier manner. Because sex is such an intimate act. it can become an addiction because it is seeking something you need from a place where you won't be able to get it. I think we feel balanced and do not need to be looking for something "without" to make us feel better or satisfied or more alive. and worthwhile.to learn to honor life and to do no harm. often we seek pleasure in a way that does cause harm. It doesn't. too much chocolate undermines health after a while as too much iyan (pounded yam) can cause uncomfortably and malaria complicity. Sex can be a fleeting pleasure on the "playing around" level. and can even be extremely detrimental. The journey of life is to learn from our experiences . there always is the chance that people who connect seemingly in a casual way can become deeply connected. but ultimately that is not fulfilling. safe. I tell you. To think something external will fulfill what we are all really looking for. especially if your energy is entwined with many people. and one can't sustain oneself on it. which is Love. feeling loved.
Going out to have sexual adventures may be fun. Finding our way to reconnect with that. So. our knowledge of our Higher-Self. and not anything external. It is our inner power. Until we become safe within ourselves. is the answer also. Then there is the opportunity for deep growth to occur. to get the support we need to change. we don't need anything external to make us feel better. every moment. and the now is always the Self. or once a week. When we realize that maintaining a state of love and clarity within ourselves is true power and safety. personality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM we don't "need" them to feel good about ourselves and our lives. We always have the choice. God-Self. we will turn to things outside of ourselves to try to feel safe or worthwhile. and full of that power which transcends time. A great sex may make you feel good for a little while. When we face these issues in ourselves and heal them. We have the choice. and for the relationship itself. which heals and serves us. both for the individuals involved. to choose either love. Whereas we may have sex once a day. but it is only a temporary fix. or fear. but you always come down from it – feeling guilty or regret. we still need to relate in a fulfilling and clear way for all the rest of the time we are together with the other person. or once a month. and drama in each and every moment. Then we no longer operate out of the pain or rage or fear we were caught in. It's up to each of us. one moment at a time. for a while. is the key. of who we truly are. if our connection to who we are is based on what is real. we can transform the patterns that cause distress. It is by no means the whole answer. Any dysfunctional pattern found in a relationship can be healed if people have the willingness to face it. moment by moment. Taking it one day at a time. When we touch the Self of being in the 86 . We are always in the present or now. in whatever way is right for one. we are always safe.
and in every other moment of our lives.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. when we meet whatever shows up in the moment with love and trust. Read about Sex Psychology (11. honesty and clarity. 87 . we surely will find that fulfillment we are seeking.12). when we accept what is without fear. in relationship.
Values that are selected and organized 88 . When our values and the way in which we use them are the domain of ego. Intention is classically defined as the aim or anticipated outcome of an action. your values and the way in which they are arranged can't support or manifest your best intentions. they greatly influence your world. although our intentions are good. will be completely ineffective without a supportive decision-making process. but may find that within a few days or weeks that enthusiasm (root: God within) to change has almost completely dissipated. however.1 Intentions and Destiny Conditioned values are sufficient for a successful material life. however. Why is this so? How can we make great choices and sustain permanent change? The core of the issue is that. if not impossible. Your intention to awaken to authentic joy. the way in which we use our values to direct those intentions is subject to both individual and collective conditioning. they cannot guide your intention to be free. hence. lasting transformation is difficult. Values are core psychological structures by which all major decisions are made and. and we end up essentially back at the beginning where we started. as such. To sustain the conditions for awakening to authentic joy. your decisionmaking structures–your values–must be capable of influencing and guiding a pure intention to awaken. the purest objectives can be misdirected by ego. Often we declare a desire to change with great gusto and conviction. Though you mean well.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Intentions and Destiny 7.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM by the ego are sufficient for a successful material life. you must reclaim consciousness that will otherwise be consumed in a continuous struggle with ego-based outcomes. and you also have an intention to awaken to authentic joy–it will be impossible for you to manifest the latter without first being clear that your values are capable of directing that intention. also known as freedom. Many who consider themselves genuine seekers on the path spend significantly more time engaged in activities that support the ego than they do in support of their awakening to authentic joy. if your values are focused on a productive career path. This sustains the conditions for awakening by reclaiming your awareness that would ordinarily be lost in ongoing attempts to resolve the outcomes of ego-based choices. When the primary value of this single hierarchy supports and guides your intention to awaken to authentic joy that will be the outcome. The most humble of wishes would be to awaken to an authentic joy. To stabilize the conditions for your pure intentions and to yield changes that your benefits. What the ego calls "a balanced life" is often one of mediocrity and compromise when viewed from an awakened perspective. 89 . By looking at your current life situations you can uncover proof of what you value and of what is important to you–you can determine what your current values and intentions are by simply looking at the tangible evidence for them in your life. For example. Conditioned values cannot direct pure intentions. you may realize that your values are arranged by the ego to suit its ends. because ego-values and awakened intentions are drawn to parallel outcomes. Liberation from the effects of hand-me-down values is the outcome when those values are rearranged into one conscious group. but completely inadequate to support an awakening to authentic joy.
and when asked. security. The primary value you select for this single hierarchy always represents your interest in awakening to authentic joy marginally more important than other interests in your life. etc. An awakened person's life is centered on a clear but on an single hierarchy of values. Her primary value however. You will discover that awakening to authentic joy is not dependent on options or outcomes. however. as these will vary from one major decision to the next. has some difficulty determining what the second and third values are. one could instantly identify a primary value and may. over and above all other values on a single hierarchy. creativity. such as freedom. 90 . To create the conditions for awakening to an authentic joy. family. this becomes clear that you are "choice-less". and the evolution of your own consciousness with unbending confidence. will be consistent with awakening to authentic joy. but on how consistently your intentions to live such a life are directed by a conscious primary value. Making a decision based on an awakened choice on such a conscious primary principle will produce an awakened effect. Eventually. This will supports all other necessary aspects of living because your subsequent values can include money. such as freedom.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These consequences always appear in the form of good or bad karma. fulfillment. one can align the outcome with that intention by placing a primary value. transformation. By making all major life decisions according to a primary value. and significant choices made in the day-to-day life will give consistent and tangible proof of this arrangement. or potential. learning. love. and you will approach change. the intended outcome will be realized regardless of the circumstances surrounding the decision.
having made a decision. is different from ‘not-Doing’ (This is expressed in another part of this book). For example: A working mother would have different groups of values for decisions about her job than she would for decisions about the welfare of her children. An awakened person can make major life decisions in a matter of seconds with no worries or regrets and without fear that a decision may need to be revised. home. This arrangement ensures that the ego remains in firm control of your life experience. family.related to career.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM because you now know that your intention to awaken to joy is always going to be your outcome. we experience great anguish and confusion in times of making important choices. Yes? At other times you are unable. and it is a clear manifestation that the ego is entrenched in values. on the other hand. or seek the opinions of others. etc. Conditioning. Not knowing what to do. Frequently you will shop around for opinions until you hear one that you think is the right one. or unwilling to follow through on the choices you made because you realize they were not the best ones you could have made. at the time of deciding. but. You regularly put off some big decisions vacillate between your options. each group will also have its own presiding primary value. Because most of us are not aware of the existence of these multiple groups of values. segregates values into distinct and concurrent groups . 91 . Then. The struggle you experience with major life decisions and their subsequent outcomes is the result of the conflict between all of these groups of ego-guiding principles. The ego does this in a futile attempt to manipulate reality. hobbies. you often change your mind. It is also important to understand that not only does each group have its own divergent agenda. friends.
You may also realize that you have essentially been doing this ever since. lasting changes never seem to stick. The point of this internal struggle is to deplete your energy so that the ego can continue to manipulate you with the short-term solutions and quick fixes. and a product of the ego. the ego easily orchestrates your actions-and your fate-as you try in vain to weigh all the options. it will become apparent how the first big decision you ever made independently of your parents was based on the existence of multiple groups of values. It has often been called the astral light because this energy can be seen glowing with radiance in the air. As you awaken to authentic joy. the result of a conditioned intention. consider all the alternatives. or look to the past for patterns or to the future with tarot cards. Your future looks just like your past. 92 .2 Dreams and Their Recalls The stuff that dreams are made of is the etheric energy. Also. And as a result of this. The continued existence of these multiple groups of values precludes you from discovering and expressing your full potential by following through on any wholesome resolutions you may have. it is now lost. The ego controls your decision-making process by offering you the most important conditioned values from these multiple and conflicting groups. it can be referred to as ‘out.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stressing over choices is a reflection of conditioning as it drains your attention with compelling and conflicting alternatives. filled with conditioned outcomes you have to overcome. 7.of-body’ travel. In this way. Whatever the original intention may have been. and then it lets you dig it out. and the outcome is conditioned.
in your physical consciousness that you are dreaming. During deep sleep your spirit body can travel to higher states of consciousness. Lucid dreaming occurs when you become aware. which you inhabit at night during your out-of-body travels. Thought forms can be furniture. from the physical mind's point of view. When you move on to other scenes or awakened state. it's just that the physical mind's recollection of the dream is more vivid. sometimes merging with your soul family as a nighttime reunion of likeminds. This thought-powered form of travel has been traditionally called astral projection. The key to 93 . these quickly-created thought forms will dissipate back into etheric energy over a period of hours or days – depending on its well fixed into the pelvic chakra. emotional issues are often worked through and resolved in the dream state. In the lighter states of sleep. A thought form is a projection of etheric energy into the seemingly solid form of etheric matter. This means that the conscious. even people or animals as long as your consciousness maintains enough attention to animate them. then projecting your consciousness to that location. scenery. You are also able to meet the spirits of friends and family who have passed on from physical life. as being more vivid than a regular dream. your subconscious mind can create thought forms as quickly and easily as possible. These vivid dreams are therefore easily recalled when you awaken in your physical body. A lucid dream is then recalled. It actually isn't more vivid than other dreams are. rooms. The spirit realms are their home and you locate them simply by focusing upon their personality. physical mind has become engaged in the dream state.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In your spirit body. The deepest levels of sleep typically occur in the first two or three hours of the night.
rather than actual people. With practice. your spirit body soars through other realms within your complete range of consciousness. then we also have to accept responsibility for our dreams. they are not literally happening. they are a playing-out of the fear issue that the dream represents and an opportunity to examine such a fear. you will bring the lessons of your dreams closer into your daily waking awareness.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM understanding dreams is that they are composed of symbols. You can gain great insights into the events of your physical life when you tell yourself. for they represent our inner thoughts and programming. In our dreams. When you focus on the emotion that the dream evoked. 7. When you awaken each morning. that you will remember what you learned while you were out of your body and cruising the other realms of consciousness. then you can unravel how the symbols in the dream played out the emotional tension that you were working through. write your dreams down in as much detail as you can. each night before bed. The night is a time for your spirit to travel to other realms of consciousness and for self-healing to occur. For example. storybook romances to our utmost fears and anxieties. Instead.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams Everyone dreams and those dreams range from happy. If it's important to take responsibility for our actions in our awake life. our actions/reactions are the vehicle our emotions use to convey a message. While your physical body sleeps and recharges for another day of waking consciousness. when frightening things happen in a dream. places and objects. so it's important we listen 94 . You can develop dream recall by keeping a dream diary beside your bed. before you do anything else at all.
We live in the world we create for ourselves. 95 . Coming to terms with the emotional attachment will bring healing. You have to ask yourself what emotion you personally attach to each symbol. they can be seen in a new light. because that's where the key is. Once you resolve the issue (emotional attachment) the nightmares will stop. because we're too busy to stop and listen. take responsibility and heal the parts of yourself that are demanding attention. Your mind is simply trying to process the information and your emotions play a vital role in resolving the conflict. The symbol is merely a tool you've been given to work with. unexpressed or unresolved emotions. Emotional resolution dreams reflect a past or present situation that you hold an emotional attachment to. Dreams are personal information sent by the subconscious mind. it's. we are open to receive insight we usually miss during the day. Instead of blaming some outside force. But in the dream state. What one person views as relaxing and comforting. so this holds true for our dream world as well. The most difficult dreams to deal with are what we consider nightmares. another may find stressful and harmful. Your dream represents symbols that will best express your emotional attachment to a situation. If you start to see your night terrors for what they are. Ironically. Allow yourself to feel the emotions coming through. Remember that and your dreams will start to make more sense. These symbols are not the same for everyone. If there's one phrase to remember in dream work. We can either roll over or hit snooze or wake up to the message(s) coming through.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to them. your emotions drive the message. Do some shadow work and figure it out. for they are raw expressions of your inner being and this is where you'll find your answers. our dream time is our wake up call.
you will be able to quickly work through any unresolved issues and take another step forward in life. Look to the emotion you carry toward that person. Treat locations the same way. they give us an opportunity to playout our unresolved issues in an environment we are comfortable with. What is the emotional reaction to the location of your dream? This could also reflect a certain time period in your life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Any time you have a nightmare spit. 96 . By paying attention to the message trying to come through. even if other individuals are involved in the dream sequence. This is another way to release and heal situations you are currently holding on to. Dreams that come to you for emotional resolution take place in the 4th & 5th dimensions. three times towards your left side and the dream will never manifest. Think of it as a time where you can work with your Guides one on one. In dreams. without your ego. for your eyes only moment in time. Every aspect of your dream is you. Emotional resolution dreams are a personal. it could make that environment suddenly uncomfortable. your mind will process and relive during dream time. With dream work. Since these are so closely related to the 3rd dimension. it's all about emotional responses. the message stems from your issues. Look at these things for clues. trying to work out your issues. Raw emotional release and healing will be the result. lightly. So be it! Individuals that come into your dreams are sometimes aspects of yourself trying to get your attention. But with our emotions coming along for the ride. Use that to your advantage. What you don't resolve during your awake hours.
Cosmos and Humanity. Placing the flowers on the graves of our past ancestors or paintings upon cave walls to totem animal's knowledge.4 Shamanic Healing Shamanism. the nature.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. It always aims to 97 . Inherent with the Shamanic worldview is the understanding of each person's own unique and autonomous path to reach their own purpose and truth. approaches to spirit. Shamanic healing is a multiple connection between ourselves. cosmos and spirit. Shamanism as a whole is humanity's spiritual inheritance and contribution to the collective unconscious of our species and therefore it provides a firm and proven system of knowledge regarding the relationship between Nature. Shamanism worldwide gives us a compendium of ceremonies. dances. songs. is an evidence of the relationship with Spirit from the very origins of the human race. shamanism enable and supports us to find and walk upon our own destiny. This recognition of the individual's right and responsibility of ones own awakening and fulfillment is but one of the very specific elements of Shamanism which establishes it as a viable means of meeting today's desire of an honest and authentic approach to self realization and ones integration in society. one of the oldest and most enduring spiritual practice. Being free of dogma and doctrine and organised spiritual institutions. meditations and rituals not only to keep the connection between our soul and All-That-Is open but to develop and grow. which is expressed through ceremony as a way of maintaining a union with creation. all this is a reflection of our own desire for personal and conscious union with the All-That-Is and of our spiritual quest as being an innate human drive.
tools. medicines and symbology will vary from culture to culture but all forms of shamanism intend to connect people to their own spiritual path. a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being. Many diseases and an feeling of being unwell are due to an separated connection between the soul of the individuals and it’s spiritual home. awesome. great moment of now. where there is no separate past. Shamanism does not dwell on past events: there is only a vast. present or future. that may be linked to traumatic events in our life. ever-moving.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM integrate our whole being within our universe. 98 . present and future. Extraction The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were out to harm us or found their way into our body. Through Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and consciousness and united with our own being. Soul retrieval When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong feeling of a loss of soul. It is the aim of the shaman to help a person to connect to this inner integration. Most cultures use the following shamanic techniques: Animal power in us Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives struggle. Divination Learning to look into the past. Methods. a disconnection between ones inner and outer worlds.
which marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite.5 Work We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as find clarity and an inner strength in our path. But. Drumming Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system. Who among us would like to be a reed. then the answer is that nothing but the sweat sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’. And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life. When we work. 7. and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary. and to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret. we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music.one has become a stranger unto the seasons and out of life's procession. dumb and silent. and all knowledges are vain-save when there is 99 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Healing journey To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway. assigned to you when that dream was born. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is an urge. You have been told in one time or the other that life is darkness. when all else sings together in unison? When you work you fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream. If one is idle – doing nothing . and all urges are darkness-save when there is knowledge. if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your head.
So work to love and love to work. And if you sing like angels. so all within the Unity will be standing about you and watching. And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota. even if all the conditions for the creation of the universe were right at the beginning. even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste. And only when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner self. you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's hunger.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM work. According to this. However. It is also to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy. if you don’t work for your value you miss out the love. For if you bake bread with indifference. others and the Unity. and love not the singing. oga o’ta owo alaaru yio pe’. Note that work is love made visible. the universe is created from an explosion in the super condensed material and consequent expansion of material. 7. It is only proper to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart. The most plausible and widely accepted theory of the creation of the universe is the 'Big Bang' theory of creation. Meaning. your grudge prepares a poison in the juice. you muffle man's ears with ordinary noise. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange.6 Oddity of Life Let us start our search for happiness from the very beginning of the universe. it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit. so that your beloved are to wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your beloved to dwell in that house. many 100 . and all work is void-save when there is love.
the individual and the comparative magnitudes of the forces are delicately balanced otherwise the universe would not have existed. If the initial density were a little bit less. Had it been 101 . Now. too short a time for intelligent life to evolve.. if the rate of expansion of the newly created universe had differed even very minutely from what it were actually. Electromagnetic force. then the universe would be expanding far rapidly than now and no stars and no galaxies would ever have formed. Weak nuclear force. due to the force of attraction of atomic particles. ultimately collapsing.. If the atom was not neutral electrically. there would have been no universe – perhaps. It is known that our universe is expanding like a round dotted balloon. in decreasing order of intensity. contracting. Each dot. Still within that range of forces. which is being blown out. but strangely enough. A little slower and the cosmos would have collapsed back. is distancing itself from each other. Both the mass and the volume of a proton are incomparably larger than those of an electron. these two particles have equal (though opposite) electrical charges. Because of this fact atoms are electrically neutral. are Strong nuclear force. Had our sun been 30% larger it would have been burnt out in four billion years. and Gravitational force. the evolution of life on it was also the same. The four fundamental forces in the nature. each atom would repel the other and the entire universe would explode. If the creation of the sustained universe was a miracle. If the density of the universe were a little more. the universe would not be expanding but. a little faster and the cosmic material would have long ago completely dispersed. representing a star or a galaxy on it. the end of the Unity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM factors had to be right for the consequent formation of the universe.
Since life is so improbable. etc. Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average temperatures fall within those limits. This is also the only radiation under which photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see. Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties would have followed. high thermal capacity. impossible oddity of creation and life. it expands (so that even if ponds etc. had planet Jupiter been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of steroids. highest latent heat. advanced form of life would have been impossible. Earth may be the only planet on which there is life. high thermal conductivity while that of ice and snow is low. Radiations which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow band. We are extremely lucky to have a universe. are frozen at surface underneath water is not). high surface tension. coming across a range of temperatures as narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest stars to absolute zero (-273° C). had the orbit of earth around sun been a bit narrower or wider. Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below 4° C. and even more so to have a universe full of life. had the sun not been a source of steady energy for billions of years. and viscosity. The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but. had the solar system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too close to the middle. When one considers the universe as a whole. had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees. To be born as a human being is the happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody! 102 . Similarly.
like rush hour traffic. There are different types of stressful situations. these changes are not always possible. Other stresses. say. this will stimulate a virtuous seed and we shall take a fortunate rebirth. in a state of anger. like people interrupting you all the time but you can control.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The seeds that ripen when we die are very important because they determine what kind of rebirth we shall take. and rebirth. in order to lessen the stress.7 Stress: Control. You can listen to music or educational 103 . 7. Right? But there are some things about rush hour traffic that you can personally change. More direct and indirect proofs are discussed in the later chapters. Change or Let Go! Have you ever tried to exercise control over others until they gets stressed out? Have you ever tried to control things or events over which you had no control until may be you get tired and stressed out. You can let the interrupters know you are busy and don't have time to talk. which may help may be you taking a different route. Of course. If we die with a peaceful mind. but if we die with an unpeaceful mind. you have to change your attitude about the situation. or traveling at a different time. and waking closely resembles the process of death. this will stimulate a non‐virtuous seed and we shall take an unfortunate rebirth. The analogy of falling asleep is not accidental. intermediate state. for the process of sleeping. are usually beyond your control. In that case. Which particular seed ripens at death depends upon the state of mind in which we die. This is similar to the way in which nightmares are triggered off by our being in an agitated state of mind just before falling asleep. dreaming.
let go of the traffic. barely giving us a thought. if you are unable to change your route. People tend to blame other people. or simply ignore us. If you are stressed out because of others. it's important to go through the steps of control. You must accept that you cannot control the traffic. We spend too much time worrying about things over which we have no control that we have no energy left to control the things we can. Control your attitude. change and 104 . On the job. no matter how much you yell and gesture at other drivers to speed up. We become so overwhelmed. change. "Can I control it. can I change it. We are the ones who end up with the stress and resulting headaches! The people we try to control go home. Once you understand the "control. with the exception of your car and your attitude. or your time of travel. it impedes productivity and healthy teamwork. That's why it is so easy to build up resentments against other people in situations or jobs when we don't think we have much control. and you can control your stress! You can learn to manage a great deal of your stress by asking looking at each stressor and asking yourself. change. or do I need to learn to let it go?" The "control. places and things when we simply cannot. you are powerless over everything on the road. or let go" concept is an important key to stress management. In order to let go of commute stress. don't let it! Accept that. or let go" concept and start putting it into practice you will be able to deal much better with stressful situations. that we feel like our whole life is out of control and we'll never catch up. Rush hour traffic won't seem as frustrating because you'll be doing something to help keep your mind off the traffic and other drivers. So much of our stress comes from trying to control other people. you have to accept the situation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM tapes or books-on-tape. A stressful commute can ruin your whole day.
and doesn't always happen at once just because we will it. Its possible to change yourself-talk about the situation. or the planet earth. what can you do in order to let go? You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can view it as scary because you don't know what the future holds.8 Your Past. Change scares us because whenever things change. how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it. even when it is for our ultimate good. Unfortunately. The choice is yours! 7. It takes time. So. Remind yourself that there are people and events you cannot control. and learn to let go of the things you can't. Change is one of the most difficult things for people to experience." Ask yourself if the other person is actually a "stress carrier. Unless you are ready to leave your job. what can you do? Can you change it? If so. present. I have experienced this myself. transformation is possible. You have lots of opportunities to transform your past. chances are you will continue working or being around the "stressful people. we are propelled into the unknown. Can you control it? If so. Letting go is a process. Take charge. and future. Do you need to let it go? If so. take appropriate action. take control or let it go. We have to use our thoughts to control our emotions and our actions. Identify which stresses you can control.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM letting go." or simply has a different style. we are reluctant to let go of the 105 . family. much of what we "know" no longer serves us. Present and Future Yes. All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. Pick something in your life that stresses you out.
So in order to experience a personal transformation we need to change our beliefs. And that changing one's past history has already happened? This type of transformation was only possible in movies. then. The definition of "transform" is to make over to a radically different form. we must be willing to experience fear for a short while. and money. heroically changing the course of a pivotal event earlier in their lives. a repetitive patterns in health. to have a "re-do" with a clean slate. Unfortunately. The clues to how we can enjoy all that are found in the definition of "transformation"–a fundamental alteration in one's system of beliefs. state. And it is often the familiar we want to change. to alter our biological and experiential composition.to change the form of our lives and bodies. to be transformed means we have to change. or disposition.we need to experience a personal transformation. composition.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM familiar. Therefore. changing our beliefs can seem scarier than changing things that are external to us. and then return to their present where they watch their lives and the lives of those around them happily change right in front of their very eyes. So if we want to be transformed . specifically the beliefs that created the portions of our lives that we would like to have transformed. By definition. in order to experience the transformation of our past. career. and our future. our present. I was always told and I believed it at the time that transforming my present and my future were possible. To allow transformation to happen. relationships. 106 . where the stars magically time travel into the past. we have to be able to "be" with change and the fear that may accompany it. but very difficult. and to change our natural predisposition to life for the better .
retaining integrity whatever the response. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. Through understanding others better. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. to find and fully express one's true self. and then expanding this self-realisation by communicating with others. we need to see in all others . i. and further enhancing the quality of communication with ever-increasing empathy and understanding. Maslow expresses the basic survival needs as the first priority. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. There is one further need as a self-actualization is the need for a higher truth. and the needs is concerned with man's highest potential when other needs have been met –such as needs for love and affection. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. we can 107 .the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. control and self-esteem needs and the need for self-actualization. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. towards knowing God. 7.9 The Basic Survival Need In the hierarchy of human needs. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment.10 The Need for a Higher Truth This is the need required to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. which we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of.e.even our enemies . it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. This need has been evident in all cultures. expressed by all religions. feelings and actions. It is the maturity of intuition.
will upset the apple cart. Move on to the next one when you have uncovered an awareness that you were previously suppressing. to lose integrity.in short. This denial of feelings and true wishes or desires occurs because of fear that acting on them or communicating them will bring scorn or ridicule . and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM recognize their essential goodwill. with as much honesty and frankness as you can muster. But to continue suppressing what one truly wants is to die inside. 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The psychologist Nathaniel Brandon developed a technique called Sentence Completion. however misguided it might have become. Try completing the following sentences. 108 . to help his clients uncover and communicate their true feelings that previously were suppressed. And then put this self-realisation into action in your life.
THE ALL-THERE-IS. THE ALL-IN-ALL. EVERY PERSON. OR THING. I AND YOU MUST BE HIM TOO. and then living by those perceptions. it is our choice how to interpret what happened. Whatever perceptions you may have. THEREFORE. If you choose to live by the Laws which state that you create your own reality. That dog is a mirror of something going on inside of me. we are creating a perception. Here is an example from one of my Source Codes: you are walking down the street.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Laws of the Universe 8. In other words. ONE EITHER IS GIVING LOVE. BUT YOU. EVERYTHING IS THE MOST-HIGH. If you clear yourself of internal issues. PLACE. may determine the reality you will have. In other words.2 Our Reality Within and Without When we attach a value and a meaning to some event. the perception you have of an event. and a dog begins barking at you. If one is angry enough. IT IS NEVER ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON. 8. but how you choose to view it. OR ASKING FOR LOVE. One will usually interpret an event by seeing it through whatever issues or beliefs he already have going on inside of him. you will say to yourself: I am creating that dog barking at me. PLACE.1 The Laws of the Universe TO CREATE 100% OF A REALITY WHICH NO ONE CAN CREATE BUT YOU. What in me is making that dog bark at me? Then 109 . OR THING IS A MIRROR AND HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A GIFT FOR YOU. AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. you will be able to interpret and ‘create’ things from a higher vibration state. how you choose to see something. is not necessarily what is happening. he will likely interpret what someone says as sounding angry.
and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear. in your outer world. It scared me half to death. You may feel constantly ashamed and guilty. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. some energy of fear or anger that it felt from you. perhaps without knowing it. What a mean. The dog reacted to something fearful. for making them feel bad about you. and relationships and life will probably become a fearful thing for you. then you will go through life hating yourself. If. And then nothing gets looked at internally. or anger. a mirror. then you would perceive the situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. and that alerted you to the fact that you had to be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the outside. You will. stupid dog a bulah-bulah . 110 . in all likelihood. where you think you have done something wrong. get clear. however. maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about something. create your life where things always seem to go wrong. Why did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. and there is no opportunity to heal. If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the way that you are a bad person and responsible for other people's emotions. the dog was a mirror of what you were feeling. In that way. You felt fearful or angry when the dog barked. You will continue to create situations where you feel bad about yourself. you do not take responsibility and accept that whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event. Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out what you are feeling fearful or angry about. and heal it. thinking you are evil.
as soon as you think someone is doing something to you. if they never accept that they are the ones responsible for creating life that way in the first place? You can't change something if you don't think you created it to begin with . Other's responses to you are. not unconsciously. to create their life a certain way. because victims never heal. things don't change. you have become a victim.you perceive yourself and life and others in a way that is positive and allows life to work harmoniously for you. in victim consciousness. As soon as you give up 100% responsibility for creating your own reality. 111 .and you change them. Victims remain stuck.or. there is no longer shame or blame. and when you know that others are responsible only for what they feel and believe. as well. instead of themselves. from what each person chooses to believe. Then you have the opportunity to believe and create your life in any way you choose . If you remain a victim. that feelings and beliefs about reality can only come from within. You no longer believe it if others tried to blame you. all of this will change as your perception and understanding of how the universe works becomes clearer such as the understanding that no one can create the reality of another.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM And. if you don't believe that you even have the power to create or change anything. are made conscious . guilt or self hatred. You choose consciously. thinking it is someone else's fault. what you want to believe . in reality. That is being the creator of your life. How can they. and you no longer blame anyone else for your life.in a good way that works for you. and that someone else has the power over their life. And your life will also change when any false perceptions you have about yourself. When you know that you are responsible only for what you believe and what you feel. as soon as you give up the responsible role.
They are simply being a mirror of my own issue. or have inside of you. we immediately move into the energy of Love. Acceptance says all is happening perfectly. and therefore I judge it? Then I look at the other person and think: I don't need to judge them. and 112 . They then just play the role for you that you are expecting. because forgiveness implies that something has been done wrong. Then there is no judgment. The situation just reflected what was already there in you. to see what you carry within yourself so that you can heal. The higher vibration is to see whatever happens as a mirror of oneself in the ‘now’ or presently: You may ask yourself this question: Am I still doing that? Where do I still hold that judgment about myself . as it should.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM only a reflection of your own energy and a reflection of whatever energy you are putting out. if we look at it from being the Creator. I ask: What in me been created that is in my reality? In reality. and Peace. grow. Trust. there is only acceptance.where do I still think that I am not ok? I identify the judgment I am making against myself. It is above forgiveness. which is what we all truly want. I then ask: What part of me do I still not love. you must have a belief that you will be hurt. Note that if there is no charge. Know that if you feel anger or any other unpleasant or uncomfortable emotion. In other words. it's not Truth. All is perfect. Whatever is happening enables us to grow. all of us are really asking for love. You create what you believe in. not the victim. Then you have the opportunity to see what the mirror is for you. If it's complicated. It isn't because of what someone else did. If we look at it all as perfect. you must carry that energy within you. Acceptance is the higher vibration. What is the mirror to me? Has instantly removed the judgment. if you have a perception that someone is a hurtful person.
See how you feel. The word emotion is a fascinating word. Healing comes from taking responsibility – the 3rd law. put into motion. If you don't like the emotion you are feeling. Look at it this way: E-motion. The force behind what we feel is what allows us to create. Lower vibration expectation judgment rejection/blame sorrow/apologizing Higher vibration Responding from compassion observing acceptance seeing the mirror 113 . change the thoughts you are thinking. They move energy and bring things into motion. First we have our thought.therefore. and what kind of emotion it creates. the fuel that allows something to get created.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM change . Therefore. Use your five (5) senses to ask if something doesn't feel right or comfortable in the way you are responding or feeling. "I felt so strongly about that that I had to rush out and do it". or Energy. or perception. seeing your reflection in another or in a situation is a positive and useful thing. In a thought triggers emotion you can see what kind of thoughts you are thinking. or manifestation. That is what our emotions do. in other words. But it is the emotional energy. we must generate positive emotions from clear thoughts and perceptions. Get a new perspective. to create in a positive way.
what keeps you in it. you have the chance to 114 . and that keep you from manifesting what you want.. etc. Check out what your fear is about. This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs are that keep you in fear. it will fall into one or more of these categories.. until you get out of the program and have a new perception. ALL BELIEFS THAT CAUSE YOU FEAR ARE ERRONEOUS. You will continue to create the same kind of situations. There is only growth and love. The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief. or masked desire. If you treat yourself with love.say or write the negative expression of it: all that you think is going on. who you think did what to you. That's what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. what bothers you.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire To find out and work with your fear. You need to find out what your true desire is. you will keep yourself in judgment. first state what you fear . there is no shame or guilt." There are 3 universal fears: (1) abandonment (2) not feeling worthy or good enough (3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender Any time there is a fear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Fear is only a mask of our true desire. that create the difficulty you are in. and you will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized. you will reinforce the lower vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault.. another's flaws. 8. you will be able to see that when you face an issue in yourself. comes from feeling guilt and shame. In reality. and state that desire 100% positively: "I choose to have or create. that make you see your own issues in others and judge them for it.
until the negative program is neutralized. Here is the cycle of an erroneous core belief loop: 1. you blame others. In order to get away from the shame. wonderful human being.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM become even clearer. And that is the perfection of the journey. 5. or deal with it in some way. For example: "I am powerful" or "I am a loving. You feel guilty about doing that. Then you become fearful that you will be punished. 2. Ask: "What keeps me believing in that fear? What will happen if I let go of it? What is the pay off for keeping it? What do I get to do or not do if I keep the fear?" 115 . You judge something or someone. You put it out on someone or something else. say or write your preferred truth. Use all positive words. You feel shame. 8. ever more loving. and you hide it all away so you're not aware the issue is really even there.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself Next. expressing what you choose to create. 8. 7. 3. Re-adjusting an Old Belief Own the fear or pattern. See how you react to a given situation ." Continue to say your positive I am statement throughout the day and for as long as you need to. that it's yours." or "I am able to love myself. This is called projection. Then put your highest truth in the form of an "I am" statement. including yourself.look at what you are afraid of. of seeing ourselves in the mirror. You feel guilty about doing that and the loop goes on. of what we experience. 6. 4. as 100% positive.5 1. You feel guilty.
observe why. If you decide to change it. 3. but will keep you locked in a lower vibration that doesn't help your life. or a new thought form. You must have a new belief. Decide if you want to keep the program. Say: "I intend to do …. you eliminate fear. plus emotion creates the transformation into new ways of being and brings about the new pattern you are choosing. Your intention must be followed by willingness. decide what you want to change it to. Intention. step by step. Ask Spirit or your Higher-Self. most importantly allow yourself to feel very clearly and strongly what it would feel like to operate out of and have that new belief in your life. Decide if this pattern serves you anymore. 116 . and we tend to want to hold onto them through our anger or other emotional reactions because it's the only way of life we've known. 4. without judgment. or change it. Fears can be survival tools. a choice for a new perception. for guidance or help to achieve the new intention.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 2. This is the energy that sucks ways of behaving out of fear: Being aloof. If you choose to believe in a new reality. growth and freedom. Now. If you decide to keep it. What could be better than that? Fears have supported us. Put out your intention . "E-Motion" means deep feeling and it is the energy that puts things into motion. 5." You can even state how you will do it. Be specific. And that which creates joy. What would you feel? Let that feeling flow into every cell of your body.what you intend to create. State your new reality in the form of "I am" 6. exactly.
. unless you create one by your perception. instead. you are caught between realities and aren't sure what to believe. Why did you.). If you are in pain. Being someone who creates confusion for others (gets them off center). you are judging. If you are in resistance to something. Ask: What is the gift of the mirror for me here? If you are asking why. you are trying to be in control.?! etc. What are you resisting? Identify what you are getting by holding onto the pain. It is all perfect.?! Didn't you realize that. If you are in fear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Being an interrogator (Who did this?. What was the reason? If you are in pain. Move instead to acceptance.. If you are the creator.. Being a "poor me. because: 117 . you are in resistance to something. If you are in doubt." If you find yourself worried or fearful about what other people think.. Being an intimidator (energy makes others feel afraid of you by backing people down). Go to your heart.. you are actually holding a belief that you are inadequate to deal with something. and you are fearing a loss of power. then you created that situation for some reason. Change the perception that there was any damage done in a given situation. the mirror of that really is: you are in judgment of yourself. There is no war happening. A fear of judgment is actually a desire for unconditional love. you are into blaming. It is a false belief that you will lose control or power.
too. The Higher Truth is larger than. The ego controls emotions. It is the point in the middle. Using these laws will help you to allow others to express themselves.6 The Role of the Ego It is the ego which allows us to be in this reality where there is duality. while you remain at peace. But. what lessons they have set up to learn for themselves.that all is One. It is impossible to do so.neither side of which is the real truth. the zero point. Self sabotage is the ego in its lower vibration. the neutral point where there is no attachment. And that is all there is. That is why we see this reality with 2 eyes. It's already working out perfectly. 118 . 8.in this way we learn to work with energy and use it appropriately. bigger than. if you know that you are God. The ego's true purpose is to offer us choice by comparison. that is power enough. What you can create is responding from Peace and living from higher vibration states. And everything else is God. either side of polarity. We need it for our wide range of emotions.and that perception comes with seeing from a single eye. Honor where someone is in their development. Everything is already perfect. which we learn from . That then creates a reality that will mirror that higher vibration state. Listen to the Higher Self.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM If you identify with God. One Energy Source . the spiritual eye. anyway. we must understand the Higher Truth . The Most-High. It helps us decide what we want to experience and learn in this lifetime. The ego was designed to deal with polarity . and there is no need for you to try to control anything.
This is why even the attempt to disconnect ourselves from our present life-level already belongs to a higher level of understanding. the easier our whole life flows. From now on you must spin your straw into gold. So be it! 8. impatience with our level of understanding is the very level of understanding we are impatient with. Life becomes instantly better. This new and higher idea of disconnecting ourselves from whatever we think has us blocked leads to true self-liberation because we have never been trapped by anything outside of our own lack of understanding. what he is really saying without realizing it is that he's sick and tired of suffering from his own lack of understanding. who persists with his wish to find and fulfill the promise of himself. makes this truly self-liberating discovery: those places that he once mistook as being impassible barriers to his happiness become as bridges to the same. For instance. 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach When you hear someone say. The understanding of this spiritual principle allows us to disconnect ourselves from our impatience. but only if he learns to welcome them as part of his journey. For one thing. "I'm sick and tired of it all". learning flowers. This all becomes clear once we understand that unhappiness does not come at us.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges Only the person who never gives up in life. the frustration fades and in its place. 119 . And the more we inwardly grow. then use your power of choice to create the reality that you prefer. it comes from us.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Accept WHAT IS as Perfection.
You must persist in spite of all forces that seem to be against your wish to break through to a New You.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This new. then every situation in life presents you with an opportunity to win in a new way. freedom to take another and yet another step into the great unknown where eventually. 120 . Barriers begin to crumble and disappear. because doubt and fear form the perimeter of all self-limiting barriers. When self-discovery becomes more important than winning. Believe me. You must persist even if it is only with your wish to be persistent. Remember this. Persistence is everything in your personal work. the freer your days will flow and the higher your life will go. The greater the doubt you will step across. you are getting out of your own way! Practice selfdisconnect as often as you can. the hardest step is always the one you have never taken before. fear turns into fearlessness because you have disconnected yourself from yourself. there are no real obstacles to keep you from making it all the way to a Brand New World. Risk only comes into account in the self-limited view of seeing life as a win/lose scenario. the greater the possibility for walking beyond yourself. Every time you step past yourself. because you have stopped creating them. you win a little more freedom. In the truest meaning of the words. With any true innergrowth. with persistence. The more you work at this special kind of letting go. intelligent action we are calling "self-disconnect" works for you by gradually breaking down the painful circle-ofself that is repeatedly formed by asking the problem for the solution.
Your thoughts can trigger it. not just the brain. or you can just let your unconscious show you what it thinks is most important first. just like brushing your teeth. and surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged. It is daily hygiene. Your body will only show your karma that is ready to be cleared. which brings another thought. It is like peeling the onion – do remember this. do the grounding as usual. Surrender those places. bring it into consciousness. A muscle may twitch. every day there is a conversation going on between your mind and your body. It is by the emotional content of karma that we usually discover it. we mean a sensation in your body. and your body provides an emotion. but you can also access it visually. You can be very methodical and start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through your body. and a feeling. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding eight times a day for at least two weeks.1 Finding Karma You can work through your karma the slow way. Day to day events will also trigger karma. Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining memory. and another emotion. by living it. start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is not. Clear it all one day. you may become 121 . and by the next day the next layer shows up to be cleared. By feeling. but after you have locked it in. Notice what bugs you. You can detach from both.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Karma 9. You have a thought. and observe it happening. All day. This is not a process you can do once and call it done. or you can go looking for it. Then.
or a knot in your stomach. you will follow the connections it makes through the body. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body. as a mild physical discomfort that draws your attention to what areas need clearing.) If you are clearing karma from someone you know by remote. By doing this I release any thing that gave me tension during the day. It is therefore preferable to do it visually. Even after you clear your personal karma. and simply surrender the tension points the body shows you. You are not only your mind. where it is feeding on the energy meridians. Yes it is a simple thing to do if you decided to do it. your country. those karmas that have the same auras with yours at the time of your action. and back down the front to the knot. your ancestors. Take for example. successfully. (Know that you will clear. or a tingling in you head. You are an infinite spirit. back in the heel.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM aware of a place of tension inside of you. Feel the tension. You can then visualize and clear the 122 . you might feel a tightness around the bottom of your ribs like say you cannot take a deep full breath. You will observe the sensation with detachment. by pumping my belly several times during a breathing exercise. you will tend to feel it in your body. But must feel fancy to do it. I do this every night. or your body. up the back of the leg following it's own path to the shoulders and around one side of the head. You might trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and through the foot into the earth. and surrender it. Those tension points are your karma. and so you can watch the mind and body chatting away to each other. or an ache in my back. if you are dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra issues. you may go on to clear the karma of the group ego mind of your city. your environment.
Clockwise dancing and vortexes are most often used in Wicca. so I use counter-clockwise vortexes 100% of the time. You go left to end up at the left. (Usually. surrender.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM whole circuit and everything attached to the knot to be removed as well. Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards. out your feet. God/Spirit/Cosmic Reality will take care of it. and you are not going to worry about it anymore. I'm sure everyone has had the experience of a spell having unexpected negative side effects? Counter-clockwise spin dissipates energy. and also shows that you believe it is handled. Your attention to something is an attachment to it. while somebody else prefers the opposite. So be it! 9. Practice! Practice!! Practice!!! You may also use counter-clockwise tornados. submission and gratitude. will detach your attention from it. Worry shows lack of faith. and sometimes burning up in the heart chakra or simply disappearing and to be absorbed by the Unity.2 Clearing Karma Faith method Faith. so it can be used to break up and remove the blockages of karma. so you need to let go by distracting yourself so Cosmic Reality can take it. I seek nothingness or void.) 123 . or use the name of whatever Deity or Power you prefer. Do clear your karma! It is so simple. Feel it flowing out your head. That action can result in the manifestation of Karma. I RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIII all night. do the magic. Give it up to Cosmic Reality. That aspect of surrender is very important if you have faith. but sometimes.
surely comes back better if it is still needed. somehow through visualization or feeling. All of its silver linings will be showing. this funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling. The reason you offer it as a ‘gift’. Thanking Spirit for accepting the gift. gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave away used to be and you will discover you see it. and it will change. this feeling of doubt. including life itself is a gift of Spirit. Don't worry about giving up too much. One of the most dramatic cases of this is that one may grew 8 cm taller in a single night. apply gratitude. seals the deal. is like showing faith that you believe and expect that It will and that. getting a grasp on what is to be released. is also an attachment. whether we judge it as gift or garbage from our limited perspective. What is to be released might be. which It has. curled protectively around his belly. Thank you is showing trust that nails the request into the Now. After the pause of breath. will fall away. as all of the crap that held one in a slouched posture. completely differently. this annoyance with so and so. gift is what it is. Even If you don't like something. like “So be it” or “Amen” or “Ashe”. She will give it a tune-up and hand it back.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sometimes a release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a desire to stretch. It good to know that gratitude itself can be enough to remove a blockage. 124 . Some people don't like this idea of giving karmic crap to Cosmic Reality as a gift. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain. if it is still present. is that Cosmic Reality doesn't judge it. This is real. Everything in life. First. What is given to Cosmic Reality. there must be recognition of stuff (or the so called ‘gift” you wish to give out). this pain in my body. and your negative opinion of wanting it gone. and relax when the memory is cleared. or giving away something you need.
get back insight and compassion. Like. please take this.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Give up karma.it no longer exists. your past lives. Thank you very much. in top down fashion from point of origin. perhaps when you were a child someone put a spider down your shirt. All Yours. After a speck of karma is first created. Thank you very much. Likely. all other events that came after disappear right into the now. It is a gift for You. and even in other people. so instead it got bigger from your resistance. as Cosmic Reality gives you an opportunity to make a choice to release it. “Cosmic Reality. Cosmic Reality will know what to take. it will come up again and again. For example. that is related. and ever since then you have had a phobia about spiders. and every time you see a spider it gets worse. Alternate phrases: “Cosmic Reality. please take this. the universe is being created and uncreated in every moment. your environment. Time and space are illusions. The point of power is in the 125 . The event is gone as if it never existed . wherever it exists. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left.” (breathe a sigh of release) This clears what you can see and what you cannot see. some issues may have connections and reflections all through you. because your indication of this ‘gift’ didn't cover everything. Find and surrender those bits too. It is a gift for You. and clear the whole pattern from the beginning. This phrase asks Cosmic Reality to go back to before the first event occurred. you did not know to release it. All Yours.” (breathe sigh of release) This is time travel to change the past. When the first event is cleared. and everything connected to it.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. so it is important to fill the ‘void’ with light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of ‘empty’ and seeking new attachments to fill the void. please take this. I release any attachments. It is a gift for You. hand them over now! “Cosmic Reality. then also surrender the hole where it used to be like bugs bunny cartoon. portable holes. and everything connected to it. It will be as Cosmic Reality Wills. used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light. Cosmic Reality has it handled. “Cosmic Reality. Even though I walk in the valley of death I will fear no evil. for I am. It is in the hands of Fate. through your feet. 126 . It is the Will of God/Allah. all the way back into the past. Surrender the karmic stuff.. Thank you very much. Nature abhors a vacuum. Thank you very much.. All Yours.” (Breathe in light. and using this phrase you can change the past using the power of surrender in the now. in top down fashion from point of origin.) Additional universal phrases of surrender: Cosmic Reality (God/Allah…) Will be Done. please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I surrendered to You.” (breathe a sigh of release) You must clear everything and everything connected with it.
one can do the ritual. professional psychics and other folks who are doing energy work. love.3 Aka Cords: The Unity The ‘Aka cords’ is a term from Huna mysticism. creates a thread of energy between you and it. Like the apron-strings between mother and child. knowing about the cords is not very important because the unconscious mind takes care of them. it becomes more important to keep the tools in order and cut cord attachments that no longer serve. Everything you see. they are how we exchange empathy. They are the ‘super strings’ that are holding the universe together. and information. This usually happens on an unconscious level for most people. everything you touch. these threads of attraction are usually are only readily visible when they represent the union in relationships. When you grow an awareness of these threads. For most people. Most cords are flimsy and fade quickly. love etc. or negative addiction for the patient. However. Guardian angels (personal Malaeka) will act on your requests – so you think. Sometimes a patient will continue to draw energy from a healer after the session is finished. it defines aka cords very elegantly. and they can also become negative attachments and vampiric siphons. in the long term it can be hard on the healer and become a crutch. These etheric cords are a normal connection between friends and lovers. For healers. and while this is a good thing in the short term. because the cords of love between people are stronger than attachments to things. Even without intuition. gravity. As aka cords show up in the etheric. Everything is connected to every other thing: relationship. they are the underlying nature of how relationships connect people. So be aware! 127 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 9. it becomes very easy to manage these cords with the power of imagination. attraction.
as I am not yet free of creative fears. In the ritual you first ask to be shown the beneficial cords. or see it. and send love. Then ask to be shown ones that do not serve. Usually I may not ask who is cut. into that space where all things begin. or sense it. but those who are determined. I ask that the highest good be done. You may feel it. so that you don't cut cords which represent win/win relationships that serve your highest good. Get grounded and draw in as much light as you can hold. or just 128 . by sending out a last blast of unconditional love and make the fire to manifest whatever the person on the other end needs. I give up my fears to Him. and it comes from me. anyways. There is only fear to fear. It is best to be clear in your intention.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is why it is necessary to occasionally do a ritual to cut any aka cords that are not in one’s highest good. especially with the earth's fiery crystal core. Always determine to cut them out. and get to ride out of duality. and cut them out of the race. gratitude and blessings down these cords – Use power of imagination. as said earlier. will sometimes show up in your life again. and only those cords. This method is nice and simple. or simply connect new cords as often as they are cut. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people who are in service to your Highest Good. There are several ways to disconnect cords. one of my Source Codes said: I simply trust in the judgment of my Higher-Self or AllThat-Is. You may possibly get a sense of being surrounded by a crowd of people. You may get an impression of being in the center of a big spider web or perhaps a cocoon with many threads coming from different chakras and radiating out from you in all directions. With your imagination. So. first.
Then. Nice bonus! Then. as a farewell gift of unconditional love for them that will show up on their end as whatever it is they think they need from you. These are the cords that benefit you. Be sure to offer thanks to Goddess for Her abundance that allows you to be generous. Release a generous blast of the light you have drawn into yourself down the cord. it doesn't matter. breathe more light into yourself.. You may find that some of these people will unconsciously feel the cord being disconnected. so you do not need to clear them. so that the cord is gone. and conclude the ritual. As the light goes down the cord. this means that the recipient's higher self or unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best. to replace what you gave away. Thank these people for being in your life and gratefully send light and love down the cords to them.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM imagine it there. Let your intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the form in which the love manifests on the other end. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people or things that feed on your energy but do not serve your highest good. and let the vision go. to tell you they were thinking of you warmly. What is important is your intention. Do not be surprised if some old friends contact you in the days following. Essentially. and they 129 . Most of these are people who want something that they think you can give them. You do not need to know what it manifests as. once again fill yourself with as much light as you can hold.. Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and supported. imagine that it burns up the cord like a lit fuse. This time.
instead of sending them more energy. they will detach them from you on their own. Imagine you are sucking on the cords like a drinking straw. repeat the exercise. Take your time at it. Since you are just taking your own energy back. The cords that have been reattached will be those of the persistent bottomless pit vampires who reconnect the cords no matter how many times you cut them. but only to take back your own stolen energy from them. and again ask to see the cords that connect you to those who do not serve your highest good. the bottomless pits will not be satisfied with your gift and will promptly a reattach to you. Be clear in your intention not to feed on their energy. Twenty four to seventy hours later. sip slowly so they will not be abruptly and unnecessarily deflated. You would not want them to pass out while driving – would you? or anything of that nature . If you are dealing with this kind of persistent bottomless pit vampire. you are not going to get any junk from them. but you cannot control what 130 . there is another method you can use according to my Source Code. They may go off and feed on someone else. There will be fewer cords than before. In this technique. Give love to those who support you as before. but reverse the flow and take back only your own energy that they stole from you. They will give up. like a leech dropping off. Others. ideally there will be none. pull in their cords and stop preying on you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM might contact you in the days following and complain that you feel distant. or how much of what kind of energy you send. When these vampires realize (probably unconsciously) that there is no free lunch and they are no longer getting fed/rewarded through the cords.No. you leave the cords as they are.
Then if there are still any negative cords that have been reconnected in spite of your generosity. You are learning. as They think best. spiritual world.. I'm not suggesting you do this. You can only control your own energy or you tax your daily Karma unduelly. on my end and plug them into the sender's higher self. The traditional ritual is good practice for learning about how relationships work. When I get impatient with it. in the etheric. I ask my guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me. and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give up and detach.. though. Learn.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM someone else does. To do this. leave them attached. or the Earth source. 131 . astral. as they are formed. I put it on autopilot.
i.e. The above conclusion belongs to simple-minded and lazyminded individuals. Prime Mover If we apply the idea of causality to the study of motion of objects. animals or non-living things is not solely coming to mind now. a system beyond the Milky Way Galaxy (a rotating disk containing about 1011 stars including our Sun) came about. In the so-called cosmological proof: that in the worlds. then the latter must necessarily be moved by something else. since there was nobody there in the origin. era. Saints and Prophets waver in a pool of open and logical challenges. tribe. Even the Pious. another body moved any moved body. that the above argument cannot be repeated indefinitely. then the motion of a body is the result of its being moved by some other body.. which change from one time. This notion needs to be examined logically and brought to its finality. What comes to mind is how the spiral galaxy. How? 132 . that if an object itself is moving and it is necessarily being moved by some other object. All motions result from being moved by some other objects. Therefore one can definitely arrive at a prime mover that is not moved by anything. some objects are in motion. because of a sole reliance on spiritual perceptions. race to another.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Concept of the Prime Mover 10. The question of evolution or creation of Man.
In the beginning was the word and God was the word. Cosmogonists can reach their conclusions only on the basis of the subtle observations that are barely within reach of modern instruments. There are two models for the creation of the Universe: Big Bang and Continuous Creation. and at the time of the creation of Man. The following few observations and analyses are to be noted without any bias reference. Let there be light and there was light. and it points to the mystical relation between human and Divine Nature. (Bible) The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime Mover. (The Bible) Obviously this has taken us. . It was believed that God had made the command. and gave you ears and eyes . (Qur’an) This is saying that the spirit of God is breathed into every man created.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Nobody was around at the origin. 133 . back to the period of the creation of man. And for the created man to function properly. vividly. He made him complete and breathed into him of His spirit. animal and other matters in this Earth. What happened before this statement was pronounced could not be ascertained. . it is that you give thanks. It is only obvious and quite clear that the Earth was in a total darkness before this command was initiated. These would be brought forward in the discussion. some features were incorporated during the ‘time’ of creation. These instruments give them vast scope within which to exercise their imaginations only. animals and other earthly things. perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe. So there are no eyewitness reports.
The next question is when and where? 134 . turning about following the flow. There was no indication of the period of and what brought about this action.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear. Qi representing the context of God’s breath in this respect. so to say. And that the universe was in existence before the so-called Aur-Amashida. jing hua floats aloft. AD) This simply means that stars are being formed by the contraction (mover) of gas clouds. Qi develops and rises. So there had been an existence somewhere else. hua = essence and Heavenly River is the Milky Way. to the Supreme Being. They referred to their Ancestors and not a particular Deity. (African Tradition) This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated from another world or space to found or husband the earth. it is called the Heavenly River. (Qur’an) This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of the Universe. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they could create as wished. who were the descendants of the primordial ancestors. a Chinese scholar in the 3rd Century. This is confirmed through most of their words and doings. through sacrifice or rituals. Note that Qi = breath. The above statement supports the two above references mentioned from the holy Qur’an. They have lesser gods who carry off their request. Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any thing regarding human creation. (Wu Li Lun.
And since (in people. but in its mitochondria. at least) individual receive all their mitochondria from their mothers. Allan Wilson at the University of California. the amount of matter in the Universe would double as a result of the slow drizzle of creation. According to the Continous Creation (CC). Scientists have two general models for the existence of Universe: Continous Creation and Big Bang (Scientific Statement).000 years ago and first left the continent to begin its world wide spread 100. When the highly condensed hydrogen matter exploded from its own core (see Chapter 9) pressure and created showers 135 . the galaxies would have moved apart to the point where the amount of space between them had increased or even doubled.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM According to a superior account. creation is continuing all the time and so very slowly for any known sensitive instrument can measure. And in the course of some billions of years.000 years ago. in a proper study of mankind. are the descendants of bacteria that took up residence in eukaryotic cells about 18 billion years ago. In this action. has shown by genetics and after studying the pattern of DNA (DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID) in people now alive and produced a human family tree showing that the species emerged in Africa about 200. Wilson’s work relied on a type of DNA found not in the cell nucleus. These structures. water and the energy that runs the cell. which convert sugar and oxygen into carbon dioxide. it is easy to trace mitochondria DNA back through the generations without having to worry about the mixing of genes from mother and father that goes on in the rest of the DNA. One consequence of their origin is that they carry their own genes.
200. What could be certain is the existence of Matter. in the presence of light space. Electromagnetism. such as one produced our Milky Ways. the four energy laws came into play: Gravity. The lesson here is that both light and spirit evolved at the same time since the occurrence of the first Big Bang. just in a recent time of less than. The time of the bang obviously would be so negligible. be it spiritual or scientific) so as to claim who is or was the Prime Mover. From the above examinations and analyses.000 years ago (since whatever vision. hanging about There have been other minor explosions. the energy required in this creation is zero equivalent energy of light balanced with the negative energy of gravitational field. could have been released and registered between 10 to 20 billion years ago. miraculous occurrence that might have happen to man must fall within the light of the formation of the Milky Ways. it is absolutely unreasonable for any human being. but broken apart due to a bang or expand continuously in space. who just came to this Realm of Existence. A stupid question asked by feeble-minded individuals. The fifth energy was formed in order to eternalize the initial outburst. but formed within the fifth energy product of the Big Bang. The first ever Big Bang (of stored energy in vacuum or void) explosion. So is the word: The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. Strong nuclear and Weak nuclear are acting together (Unity) in the space-less compact at the equivalent or even beyond the speed of light. Visible Matter has the same 136 . Man-made explosive matters are ones that quickly come to mind. Behind the Matter is the Mind at work. The fission and fusions of atoms forming bombs. The word ‘join’ could mean that the total elements of the Universe were originally in a single space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of still expanding galaxies. So.
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exactitude of proportion and precise method granted by the Invisible Mind. What we should bear in mind is that there is and was no such thing as injustice in the Universe. What it means here is that if we have granted the above stated premises concerning the composition of Mind and Matter, there can be no such thing as injustice. Yet seemingly unjust things are done every day and seemingly go unpunished, because the punishments are always administered. So the so-called ‘scientific ghosts’ come in i.e. vengeance is mine. The sinner who imagines his sins are undiscovered is a compound fool who deceives himself. For instance, a murderer (direct or indirect) who has secretly torn the life of his shrieking victim in some unfrequented spot, and has succeeded in hiding his crime from what we call ‘justice’ cannot escape the Spiritual Law of vengeance within the Unity. Murdered creature often returns to the Realm of Existence in human form to dodge his murderer down. No known man has ever escaped the psychic law of equity any more than we can escape the material law of gravitation. So, it unbelievable therefore to attribute the spiritual law of vengeance on the Most High or the so-called prime Mover. Not much of a Deity or a prime Mover but what you are or represent. If there is any race with superior historical pride over others, it is the Africans. Their existence was closer to the period of the so-called ‘creation’; hence they have full authority talking about the Prime-or-Nonprime Mover. As more scientific researches are proceeding, Africans are likely to be proved right. So be it! One of the oldest questions to be asked about the universe was "How did it begin?" That question always puzzled mankind. The answer to such question depended on the faith and civilisation current to the scientist.
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In the early days of the Greek philosophers the universe was the making of gods and goddesses, but how they actually performed the act of creation was not to be inquired into, for such matters were considered divine and, thus, laid outside man's comprehension. The Greek plan incorporated a marvellous scientific picture of the universe, for whilst they described the motions of the planets with mathematical precision, they believed them to be, like the stars, made of some celestial material that never decayed. In ancient China, the whole universe, everything on earth and in the sky, was considered part of a giant organism. However, they envisaged a universe that was many millions of years old and, in this respect, they were close to today's view. Western civilisation has grown up under the influence of Greek ideas and also that of Chinese teachings, which insist on a single God who is creator and sustainer of the universe; a God, who is also the single God according to the Muslim faith. The Bible does not contain any scientific information of note about the universe, but it reminds us of that: In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Galileo used to be fond of saying that the Bible teaches the way to go to heaven, not the way heavens go. The Church, in its constant attempts to keep the masses under its control, permitted no speculation into these divine matters. The misfortune of Copernicus, as a result of his statement, that it was the sun and not the earth to be the centre of the spherical universe, is well known. Even after the beginning of the modern scientific period, when Newton had worked out the motions of planets in great detail and also invented the idea of universal gravitation, people still considered the creation of the universe to be a divine act, which lies above speculation.
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With the vast amount of information collected by observation of deep space in the last sixty years, as well as the development of relativity and quantum theory, scientists are at last in a position to work out how the universe began. Today, speculation and scientific research into cosmology lies outside the realm of religion, to the extent that some scientists today do not consider the creation of the universe to be a divine act altogether. However, these scientists are forgetting that when they trace the origin of the universe to its origin, or to that moment that sparked the beginning... they too concede that science becomes unable to function, for at that initial moment all the laws of physics seem to break down. The failure of some scientists to contribute this initial moment of creation to a divine force stems from the fact that they think of this initial moment as the moment when all the laws of physics break down, rather than being the moment when all the laws of physics came to be. The creation of the universe is a subject that is given great attention in the Qur’an. The huge and varied amount of information contained in the Qur’an about almost every stage and aspect of the creation continues to astound scientists today because of its very accurate agreement with 20th century knowledge. How can a book written in the 7th century contain such a rich amount of scientific information that was to be attained 14 centuries later? Much of this information was discovered only in the last fifty years! Neutral and unbiased observers do consider this to be valid evidence that such a book could never have been the product of any human being for the simple reason that, at the time, no human possessed such knowledge. All the evidence available today suggests an explosive origin to the universe that brought both space and time into
space and time that are intimately linked together. This view has been confirmed by the later discovery of the background microwave radiation. (It is very important to know that science does not discriminate when it comes to disseminating of facts and nothing but facts. are not known to be direct to any scientific statements. the Russian meteorologist Alexksandr Friedmann and the Belgian mathematician Georges Lemaitre. until proved otherwise. The eventual formation of galaxies resulted as a condensation. It must be stated here that.) "Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were joined together and we ripped them apart?" The subsequent history of the Big Bang saw the Americans George Gamow. Matter and space were joined as one and then were separated in the explosion. The theory of the Big Bank which has successfully taken over the place of the 'Steady state' theory was worked out in the 1920's by two scientists quite independently of each other. The Big Bang itself resulted from an extremely dense singularity. It is the facts the Nothingness of Self-Esteem cares about.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM existence. of hot gases which was mainly hydrogen. This is what is referred to as the ‘Big Bang’. The creation of the universe is one of matter. was written openly by one of my Source Codes. because they open up some basic facts that no one can push aside. which could also be found in all other scriptures. Ralph Alpher and Robert Horman indicate that the whole event took place at a very high temperature. under gravitational pull. most of the italics to follow are written from the Qur’an without any emphases or reference [any individuals who want to know more must read more]. This is described in the Qur’an. but may also have 140 . These facts.
No planet would ever revolve around its mother star." Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas. thus. life would not have evolved on earth. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its own. mass and distance of two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an orbit. which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. working as an equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise orbits for all heavenly bodies. eventually. The speed. Gravity was the brilliant divine invention. which also applies to earth and. 141 . if you were to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth altogether. the gravity of the earth will overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. Once these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern their motion. the gas has gradually condensed into individual starts.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM contained helium and a few other light elements as well. If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky. This is what is known as the escape velocity. because the whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun. otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in straight lines dispersing into space. and with the formation of galaxies. But. thus. It is the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape the gravity of a planet or star. The universe in its very early stages was. it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored in the throw but. Over the ages. still in the form of hot gases which is mentioned in the Qur’an in the following verse: "Then He took hold of the sky when it was smoke. but smoke.
continue throughout the life of the star. while the satellite is shooting out of the earth's gravitational field. (All the planets that circulate around stars also revolve round the centre of gravity of their own galaxies. As a result. nuclear reactions begin. all travelling in orbits. what happens is that at a required distance. to say at least seven million degrees Kelvin (K). 142 . All these adjustments must be very precisely executed at a precise distance and speed otherwise a correct orbit cannot be obtained. its speed is reduced which reduces its kinetic energy and with some directional adjustments its kinetic energy can be equated with the earth'' gravity.) These very accurate balances are mentioned in the following two following verses: "The sun and the moon follow courses precisely computed" and "And the sky He raised and set the balance" The orbits of the heavenly bodies are mentioned in the verse: "And the sun and the moon.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM When an artificial satellite is placed in orbit around the earth. which are similar to those which take place in an hydrogen bomb." ‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only. The endless intricate orbits and mathematical precision in the universe leave one in a gasp in awe. and all other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules. When the material in the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently. their central regions become denser and hot. The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start to shrink under their own gravitational pull. These reactions.
The verse is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star. the Big Bang theory. from x-rays and gamma rays in the short waves all the way to the longer radio waves. On the other hand. a very important discovery was made.'nuclear reactions'. These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types of radiation into space. This differentiation between natural light and reflected light is mentioned with the words: "Blessed is He who made constellations in the sky and placed there in a lamp. but only reflect light." "It is He who made the sun to lighten up and the moon that is lightened. What actually takes place inside a star is that hydrogen is converted to helium with the emission of huge energy.e. This is precisely what the Qur’an speaks of with the words: "…as if it were a brilliant star…….. gave birth to yet a new concept and that was the universe is expanding- 143 ." In 1965. and that was the background radiation which supported the Big Bang theory. The visible section of those waves which are found between the ultraviolet and the infra-red is the sunlight. But. and a reaction which is not combustion (fire) .whose oil is well lit.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These reactions are distinctly different from ordinary combustion . even no fire touches it. planets do not emit any light of their own. and a moon giving light." The verse mentions a star. together with the detection of the red shift in the spectrum of far away galaxies. it's oil (i.as in a burning wood. fuel).
At the time of the Qur’an (7th century).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM this was briefly explained previously at the beginning of this chapter. When that stage is reached. and as was mentioned before. When applied to light waves it was found that if the source of light is approaching its light would be shifted towards the blue end of the spectrum. No one was really aware of the nature of the reactions that took place inside stars for that was to be 20th century atomic theory territory but that. Doppler Effect applies to any waves and not only that of sound. This conclusion is literally mentioned in the Qur’an: "and the heavens we created with might and we are expanding it” Note that the word "expanding" is used in the present tense and not in the past which again is in agreement with the fact that the expansion of the universe is a continuous process. a star like our sun will undergo a series of drastic changes. In the same vein. The nearest planet. Mercury. was mentioned in the Qur’an. That contribution of the red shift analysis meant that the universe is indeed expanding. a light received from distant galaxies have a red shift which indicate how much they were flying away from us. it will expand to become a red giant. First. This phenomenon was also explained at the beginning of this section. would be 144 . These atomic reactions would take place inside a star for a finite time and then the star would eventually run out of energy when it has used up all its resources. while as light from a receding source would be shifted towards the red end of the spectrum. it was still believed that all the stars in the sky including our sun were eternal and are made of a material that never fades or decays.
or specific life span. of each star is also referred to accordingly: "He has ordained the sun and the moon. Qur’an describes the end of time as follows: "When the sun is rounded" "When the stars have collapsed" "When the oceans boil over in a swell" It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed'. the star would start to collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf. To do so. signalling the end of life on earth. the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words: "when stars lose their lustre" The finite life. the ocean will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse. each one runs for an appointed time." in its opening verse. astronomers once again rely on red shift to calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and 145 . because the boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse. In other words. as used in the Qur’an. Here. Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin of the universe. is the precise term used by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life. Also.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate. it still remained necessary to calculate its age. that is. the term "collapse".
When we look at that distant quasar. How many days a space ship takes to reach the moon? 2) "…a day relative to your God is equivalent to a thousand years of your count. as brought up by one of my Source codes. Then 50. which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50. 146 . we are not seeing it as it is now.25 billion! The importance of these analyses. which have velocities of some 240. but as it was 14 billion years ago.000 years for man." The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is'.000 years ago) after the angels ascend. 1 day = 1000 years for man. perhaps brought about by the ‘Big Bang’. The most distant quasars. When we look into depth of space. (80% the speed of light). is to put your mind at rest and to direct your attention to your inner-self to answer the question: “What am I?” and not to brother with “Who is the Prime Mover?” but that you are within the Unity. and 1 year for God is 1000 x 365 = 365. are at distances of up to 14 billion light years (a light year being the distance travelled by light in one year). we are actually looking back far into the past." If for God.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM quasars.000 years of God’s = 365. The modern accepted figure for the age of the universe is a little bit more than 18 billion (thousand million) years.000 for man = 18. These distances give us indications to the age of the universe.000 km/sec.000 x 50. the measure of which was fifty thousand years. The age of the universe is also found in the Qur’an? 1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day.
Life Force or what have you. one origin. No exception. Serpent of Eden. driven by the energy generating within men and moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding is the maximum. that energy (E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or E = mc2. Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her own kundalini. And any attempt to wake it up by force will 147 . or the so-called ‘serpent’ remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot reach his set goals. Man controls other attractions. There is no power among men that goes beyond men. The power. the Most High.1 Theory of Relativity There is Unity. Negative to positive and vice versa. a multiple of itself shows that one thing (body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things around it (him). but not above evil and good). against gravity) of its ‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil. Spinal-thread. in this Realm of our Existence. but what it is and how it works. Man can accelerate motion (vertical. The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole creation. The name this thing is called does not matter. The speed of this motion will depend on the magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of the body. the primordial Ancestors. It is only when it is dormant. to and from lesser animals and non-living things. Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity. Since c2 = c x c.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Unity 11. This inner self is known as Kundalini.
the Milky Way. As this last condition holds. it could be seen that at the absolute unity. the energy (E) is zero. space-time relationship is 1. so that the speed is equal to a distance. galaxies and clusters of galaxies are all isolated systems in space. where the energy is large. Simple. And at zero mass (m) such as in light. All these are held together in the spiritual force field – The Unity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM result to catastrophe. We are not separate individuals but part of a colossal spiritual network linking all atoms and all other things that exist in this world. In general more distant objects have greater apparent magnitudes. Assume that speed is a distance (s) covered in a specific time (t).2 The Void and the Origin The Sun. The existence. while the negative energy of gravitation played a part. that is. 11. Then in a simple mathematical expression. Even the speed of light is finite. indicates that the distance approaches zero (or s0). let’s examine if the universal energy depends on time. there is no time in cosmos. The more distant object corresponds to earlier times and the nearer ones to later times. The relationship between distance and velocity is neither in strict proportionality nor a straight line. We shall learn more of its structure and its application to obtain our goals. it is a real phenomenon that distance always approaches zero. In the view of the above explanation. divided by time (or c = s/t) the Energy E = m (s2/t2). This results to the time (t) becoming smaller. First. while velocity is directly deduced from a shift. In cosmos. s s ( is the space difference). matter is concentrated in 148 . covered by a body in motion. the energy (E) becomes larger and indirectly proportional to time.
The Egyptian god. Hindus equate the void. the spiritual force field. There is some purpose to the Universe. The characteristic features of super-clusters is brought about as in nebular theory: that as long as the original gas cloud has a certain amount of angular momentum. This was the idea of heavenly bodies having circular shapes. or darkness with consciousness or EnSof in Jewish religion. It is porous and permeates every atom including Man. then no matter what its original shape. air (heat and moist) and earth (moist and dry). Isaac Asimov gave good accounts of the reasons for creation. The void is the Original Self. while Zoroastrians called it the Unlimited Source. It has no image visible to the naked eye. the body formed after the collapse must have a symmetrical shape indicating rotation. rather. water (moist and cold). Thoth (Hemes Trismegastus) said that every existing thing is composed of the four elements: fire (dry and heat). in unison. After all. The purpose of existence is the Unity. From this principle. one cant really have them doing it all for nothing. if one is going to have a whole battery of spirits and demons running the Universe. The African origin of belief and spirituality describes it as Nameless. in which everything must participate. Purpose for the Existence In giving some security belief. In contrast. super-clusters are not clearly demarcated.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the central region. One state evolves to 149 . the distribution of matter is net-like and the empty space is now isolated in holes or voids. like light. as it is being done in the world of Man now. It is the command and active principle of the creation. surrounded by empty space. the spaces between the heavenly bodies are dark and void.
the ozone hole reduced drastically. They imagined the whole of existence to be engaged in a cosmic war. leading countless spirits (other gods?) under banner of Light and Good. Some of these notions crept into other beliefs and we have the war of God versus the Devil. The Zoroastrians of Persia worked out a delightfully complex scheme of the Universe. Destiny Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions working within the limited circle of the Realm of our 150 . The force was almost evenly matched and individual men could feel that with them lay the balance of power. when it has tried and still trying to workout the origins and the ultimate fate of the Universe. But due to the extreme warm condition in 2003. the purpose of existence is the flow within the Unity. NASA said the ozone layer expanded to three times the size of Australia. This is an indication of gradual change in all things. In science however the so-called Security Belief is assumed to be false. God must and will win. in particular is the ultraviolet-B radiation that can cause skin cancer and can burn marine life. In this view however. Ahura-Mazda or Mara. Therefore. encountering an equally powerful army under Ahriman fighting for Darkness and Evil. there is no question as to who will win.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM another state – cold is gradually turns to heat and heat to vapour (air). In 2000. If they strove to be good they were outstanding to the ‘right’ in the most colossal conflict ever imagine. Science does not merely ignore the possibility of a cosmic war. This effect of changes in things in the Universe can be felt in the ozone layer. so also this transformation (development) occurred in human and other things. Ozone is the protective layer in the atmosphere that shields the Earth from the sun’s rays.
also within the Unity Existence of Man The creation of man can be likened to playing with clay to produce a product (ceramics. will not deny your right to use your body and mind in the ways that seem right to you. in Zen word.30 hours = 13 days Figure 9. The echoes of destiny vibrate on all human beings within the Realm of Existence after the so-called creation. Clay and water (human body) have been moulded to form a green paste or mortar. It is also true that karmic (past creation) destiny vibrates on Man. The Nature who wears the whole of our universe as though it were one head upon a necklace. But remember that Power isolates those who hold too much of it. Ceramic production 151 .1.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Existence. Clay + Water Product air-dried to harden Hardened product fired Air-dried to cool Final product Time 0 12 days + 30 minutes + 23. Figure 9. Body breathing becomes the embodiment of the breath. The breathing exercise becomes an entity in itself. etc).1 expresses the making of a ceramic object. an actual state of consciousness in its own right. It is also a renunciatory technique to achieve a predetermined trancelike state – an isness.
asked the angel he’d wrestled for his name. You are indirectly wishing yourself well. It is the time of firing that the paste becomes a whole and it occurred within a short period. Cooling is also rapid. When you will wake-up your child. This is the same in Ya’Adua (a child that deserves prayer). In cosmic creation. When you wish for something to occur. This period is so small that it may be impossible to note not even in this Realm of Existence. Even the so-called spirits guide their names. by the name ‘Oloriburuku’ (One with bad luck) you are indirectly creating a realm of sub-existence for your child and a direct new existence for your self. Then you wonder why you are in a perpetual state of poverty and in that your supposed happymood. the angel kept it secret for fear that the name would give Jacob power over the angel. ‘I-wake-into-a-wealth’. while the fired product is left again to cool off naturally. Be and it becomes or k’un fayakuun says the scriptures. In other words when a man calls you ‘stone’ he makes you a stone for an instant. And when Jacob. The suffering and smiling syndrome. The firing takes little time. Africans know this source of power and they use it fully and appropriately in naming their children. says the scripture). and that was when the firewithin is formed. this is the time of Hu (In the beginning was the word and the God was the word.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The paste is then left to dry by natural air for a period of 12 days before it is fired in a kiln or sort of that. you are directly wishing your child well. When you call ‘Mojisola!’ in Yoruba means literally. In a spiritual realm. Remember that the power of the name is almost limitless. just hu it by the word of mouth. Remember that a man’s voice should be his own to command. in the scripture. so it shouldn’t 152 . in the early morning. resulting in a few times.
and the close your eyes. And immediately your eyes are closed. Do your focusing at least for 20 seconds. Man is out of the Existence. Following a simple experiment by focusing your attention on an object. a simple object for that matter. try to recollect the image of your chosen object or figure. The combination of the two words: “human” resulted to the existence of Man. the knowledge of mysteries of the cosmos will reveal to you that you too can create life. Can you guess what happen? Now let us get back to our discussion before the above experiment. 153 . Man came to be by the command hu. Our thoughts cannot be pure unless we wake up the ‘fuel’ or the fire within.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM carry another man’s message hidden within its sound. In the beginning. all other things. 11. Any form of disconnection of mind from body is negative. To hu is to create (Emet) or give life to at least until the appointed time of the so-called de-creation (met or mut). which is not normally visible to naked. represents the unsounded hu. were in existence. And without pure awareness. The air or wind. which could be a figure or whatever. in the combination of the two words hu-man. there is a gap in human consciousness and that is the so-called awareness. the Book of Creation. Be warned! We create with our thoughts. An impure awareness may unbalance Man’s mind and body. unobstructed eyes. no Man. According to Sefer Yezirah. No hu.3 The Path In the beginning was the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’. aside Man. But must we ponder well on this matter. our substance and our spirit.
Man is intelligent homo-sapiens in this world that can control his fire within to achieve anything in this world as wished. Aside Man all other things came into existence by the same action. the one understands the principle of creation. Note that the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’ has been attributed to Man. the so-called awareness. If one can perceive this. As you open with ‘A’. while the pronouncement of ‘M’ closes the mouth and the gap between ‘A’ and ‘M’ is ‘U’. jins and aliens or UFOs. Any closed action must be opened. But our limited experience has assured us that man is the only intelligent beings in the Universe. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear) then we know that other things might have existed before the Realm of this existence. The gap between open-and-close affairs is the so-called awareness. and which is called the Heavenly River (the Milky Way). AUM is a word of power.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The word hu or u is also related to a sort of ‘open-and-close’ affairs. yes? There is this question. And if you opened an action. Note that open-andclose of the word AUM without the conjunction ‘U’ is impossible. a flow of air flows into your mouth. But if we remember Wuli Lun. the mouth is opened when ‘A’ is pronounced. it is obvious that such action is closed to be relevant and complete. In The syllable. A-U-M. what is making you opening your mouth to pronounce the word ‘A”? This is the energy within that also comprises the same word ‘A’ for A-hu-man or simply AUM. 154 . So. that jing hua (essence) floats aloft. turning about (and) following the flow. regarding the creation (Qi develops and rises. allowing for further action to take place. There are other beings.
4 The Fire Within The Fire Within. with a point downward. This point-to-point of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. The word position indicates that kundalini cannot be seen physically.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. ‘fire’ or simply kundalini sits at the base position of the spinal cord of man. 155 . It takes a serious disciplined.2 Seat of the fire within A light tap or a little stir or movement of the ‘fire’ will certainly destabilize the top cup-like structural member to a point of collapse. the ‘fire’ may die-out. the results is that the host (man) becomes insane. This is because the fire may go wild and consume the host. Note that the cone point sits on vertex of another cone. Kundalini (Fire within) Figure 9. as shown in Figure 9. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this unstable structure. but can be felt in a conscious or alpha state. If the top portion of the structure fell off. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. The seat of kundalini is a form of cup.2 is like an inverted triangular figure or cone object. And hence the ‘fire’ is put out. It takes a serious disciplined.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM It is very interesting to know that the structure will not just fall off by itself. something interesting is up there. or more so like a stick of match that is not excited or rubbed with a frictional object. litany. “Oh. it must be awfully good because everybody is 156 . 11. wriggling caterpillars that seemed to rise forever into the clouds high above. Pimpe among other caterpillars during their crawling spree came upon a towering column or pillar of squirming. The house of the ‘fire’ must be protected jealously so as not to fall or destroy. backward individuals.5 Collapse of the Fire Within The top as the lovely cradle of success is a stupid idea designed only for stupid. Pimpe. But a little thinking or even hunger will kindle the dormant fire. When the ‘fire’ is not excited or kindled the so-called fuel. mantra or religion’s activities will certainly kindle the fire. sure. shoving him aside – Bo o’lo ya fun mi. the como’t make I pass syndrome. Ah. but by man himself. Let’s get the story. narrated by Trina Paulus and retold by Denis Whitely: There was this ‘caterpillar’. Hence the idea of daily prayers. But how and which? We shall answer these questions as we proceed. “What’s up over there?” Pimpe asked as one caterpillar rushed past him. These sets of caterpillars seemed to be desperately trying to craw and wriggle over one another to reach the top of the pillar and Pimpe got exited. In the Hope for the Flower. he guessed and perhaps the top of the pillar is where he will find what he’s looking for. due to so many factors to be discussed in the subsequent sections. who found his normal routine dull and meaningless. remains unused.
tall pillars with countless caterpillars trying to reach the top. He is a caterpillar and nothing can change 157 . he realizes that he can’t get to the absolute unless he gets rid of those who are above him. Sometime along the line. And decided to get out of the caterpillar race. Holy Heaven! He couldn’t believe his eyes. Whao! He could hear the screams of falling bodies who have been displaced by the ones next in line. As he got near the very summit of the wriggling pinnacle. Pimpe started fighting his way down the pillar. So Pimpe plunged into the wriggling mass of bodies to begin fighting his way up there. stepping and been stepped upon. Bimpe who was also wriggling. Bimpe didn’t agree with him. at this time crawled off and discovered the secret of how to become a butterfly. Soon. he looked closely and verily. All around him as far as he could see. The two friends fell in love with each other. the boredom engulfed Pimpe. Pimpe stopped wriggling and looked around. he tried to tell others that there is really nothing up there. when he heard someone saying: ‘There is nothing up here after all!”. saying that it was a mistake pulling out of the race to reach the top. With ruthless discipline. he talked to Bimpe. so they got down the column and live together happily. Pimpe kept stepping on others to reach the top. Bimpe. Pimpe met a friend. As he started to climb down the pillar. Ah! He has only a few wiggles to the top. As he wriggled downward.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM rushing to get up there”. the world is full of thousands of giants. One of the crawlers sneered at Pimpe and told him how foolish and stupid he is to think if he came down he will become butterfly. he saw a very beautiful and colourful butterfly circling the pillar. so they parted and Pimpe went back to the wriggling up the column (pillar) trying his luck to reach the top. it was Bimpe.
by trying to follow others. who could never make it to the top and jealous too. Hence the fire within him would go wild and he will burn out of existence within the Unity. because he. The fire within get weakened in man when he tries to force himself above his capability. There is nothing up there that worth wriggling for. a high current of electricity. sees his prey it will jump at his prey in a sudden rush. gliding straight ahead. It is not hard to know that when the lion wakes up.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM that. Yog Sothoth – kundalini. These two cases will show you the 158 . He eventually learnt how to spin his cocoon to become butterfly. Then the fire will eventually die and such a man will be out of existence. which is released suddenly and passing through the wire. 11. bumped into the sleeping lion. When that happens. Be on your guide and watch out for the usurpers as those caterpillars may have falling back to the rock of failure. The so-called ‘top’ is not the lovely cradle of success that we have been hypnotized to be. by so doing is trying to be outside the Unity.6 Awakening the Fire Within It takes a lot of energy to drive the wheel that awakens the coiled Serpent of Eden. who lacked tenacity. Imagine the action of a sleeping hungry lion when a careless gazelle. And unless a lowcurrent electronic garget is fused (braced) or attached to a stabilizer. Others simply called him an idiot. but decided to go and find out from his friend how to become butterfly. and who is full of sour tastes. will blow up the powerhouse buried in the garget. Pimpe wavered at first. the garget becomes useless. who have different echoes of destiny different from his.
metaphysics. without foundations. In the developed nations of the world today.in a society of idiots. just for others to know you as a big guy. Prayers. This book will introduce you to few affirmations and dances to begin with and you must develop spiritually by yourself according to your inner urges. mantras. When would human beings come to understand that they shape their fate and not fate them? They kindle their fire within.just for the sake of it. alfa or what have you. You can only grow when you shun surface materials . monologue. all born out of thought form coupled with good deeds and love of others of your own race and others in that order. pastor. etc) would be out of the way. their citizens have grown beyond materials in its ordinary context.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM idea of how a dormant. will awaken kundalini and direct you towards your goal according to your inner urge. philosophic. They grow in mind-development that lead to technological advancement which everybody can witness. This is exactly what most of our race lacked. It often does. not and never by the permission or help of a priest. As from today. other forms of developments (scientific. In a way. There are a lot of affirmations and dances that keep you going forever. just to see yourself as a man to be reckoned with . With lofty words they build their castles in the air. unless Man goes on gradually in a spiritual development. coiled Serpent of Eden will react to a sudden excitement. they paint their pictures in engravings on the walls around them. A love of money or surface materials leads man to a dead spiritual development. you must break through the wall around the prison of the ego and the damnation of your self importance 159 . It is my saying that: If you hate you halt but love so that you live.
it filters out the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the guardian of your mind. Ras enable you to get or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise. Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all incoming stimuli. we can imagine a little character sticking in mind. And once your Ras was convinced that you were satisfied with your idea. Living there becomes your priority. And without going too much technical about this. Ras however cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces beyond control? No. but only do what you want. Note this. Heaven helps those who help themselves. to live in a noise-polluted area . The straight truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings. because Ras has uncanny ability to do only what is really important to you. it is wish.all other conditions being equal. Never tells you what to do. everything ranging from sights and sound to smells and touches. Once you’ve decided. Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome. Ras is an obedient servant. So Ras decides what habits man breaks or forms. What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If individuals could have special power that will enable them to get something for nothing. You as man must be sure of what you want. if you would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment and tyrant to your immediate neighbour. for instance. Ras determines moment by moment which information is going to become part of man. and in keeping with its functions. or accidentprone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or 160 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all. The scientific term for this 100mm network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular activating system (RAS). we refer to it as Ras.
ouroboros. Black. serpent-eatingits-own-tail. swastika. wears a cross cut in gold or silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose. positively. such as cutting eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a purpose. other than beauty or aesthetics. so as to command Ras to carryout our bindings? Your constant habit in the use of raw power (amulets. The Ras of such individual will simply yab by saying: Sebi it was what you have programmed me to tune in on. left. white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the Middle Ages. two-opposite-triangles. ankh. what to do to ignite the fire within. That is the truth. sacred chao.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male human psyche in particular. So wetin now? So now. The end is death – physical or spiritual. Even witches use amulets to boost their wayward powers. voodoo. star-inthe-moon. witchcraft. when witches were believed to have made a contract with the devil.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM “I think it is fate”. ‘holy’ or ‘poor’ water) to awaken the fire within is to make yourself infinitely vulnerable to grater cosmic powers. The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle.or righthanded pentagrams. etc) or objects (all sacred symbols when added to other things. 161 . they were being kept. or when a voodooist. holy water. sacred heart. you have directed me to block all positive thoughts that could lead you to success and health. cultism – secret or open. ying-yang. A few ways of awakening the fire within you are briefly explained as follows: 11. etc. cross.
The use of any of these objects. individuals) miserable in whatever form is witchcraft. Any other power (by a sect. 11. for the purpose of protection. family. Whatever angle you look at it or you try to protest or dodge. government. the user. So be it! So when you indulge yourself in the use of amulets or the likes. such victims become the living-deads. secret or open cult in religions. 162 . one may not be practicing the oldest religion. society. individual. The demon grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her victim. if they were used diabolically. A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. So. is the act or craft of sucking the fluid of life. witchcraft. before one uses amulets. may result to insanity or uncoordinated thoughts. etc) that makes the live of others (race. In African context. Then you end up in an untimely death (physical or spiritual). The so-called demon.8 Witchcraft Witchcraft. from someone else without any physical touch. mafia. like any other parasite needs to feed to live. has qualified or made the user as a voodooist. when disturbed or made absent in the body. you are inviting some external forces that may not be compatible with your spirit. The fluid of life. health or wealth. the oldest religion. perpetual slaves of the witches. in that respect. is a voodooist. You can as well stay healthy and wealthy without you getting indulged in any of the voodoo symbols and objects if you so wish.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM osanyin or GSM). By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life directly or indirectly. kundalini fluid. the host must be on guard to produce enough to eat for the two.
is all around. Then. Wherever a victim of a coven may go. artificial democracy. to lie and to insult is bad…Your essential role is to facilitate the task of administrators and industrialists”. one Nzambi. At a conference in Belgium in1885. cultism. this they know already. One can read. other ministries will surely attend to him or her. Those (race. etc). A Witchcraft coven could be a secret or open cult on its own that operates within a particular number (13) of members.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Here is the example and one of the origins of the slavery. As if that was not enough. seeping deeper and deeper into every atoms of our existence. to sleep with someone else’s wife. And when the number exceeds 13 (secret). read and read in Daily Sun of February 26 of 2004. in one of the common messages sent to proposed colonies. narrated by Naiwu Osahon and part of which has been mentioned here for the purpose of our discussion. individuals) who used this method to gain entrance into the affairs of others are now 163 . “… Sing everyday that it is impossible for the rich to enter heaven. King Leopold agreed that the tasks before the Reverend Fathers and his compatriots were too enormous and must be done with tactics “Your objective in Congo. Avoid this way like a plague. open witchcraft (IMF. They speak and submit to Mungu. They know that to kill. they split up into ministries (open) for effective operations. Make them pay tax each week at Sunday mass. Use the money supposed for the poor to build flourishing business centres…’ The modern slavery. King Leopold described directly how Congo should be evengelised. World Bank.” said the king. the king said further. So be cautious! This is a very dangerous way of awakening kundalini. “is never to teach niggers how to know God. one Nzakomba and what else I don’t know.
but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning. 164 .9 Cultism The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system of religious worship i. and then you should expect your children to be interested in such. And just as the open cult. Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation can have an unusual effect.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM regretting it. So. They want to try on whatever has made you thick. in devotion to a Deity. Open. be conscious. direct and indirect 11. through confrontations. secrete. the secret one is the same. Cult is supposed to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly comprehension. partake in a cultism or fetish practice. No wonder the society is full of rotten youths. when they are bold enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do. Must you. when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty tricks. as a father or the so-called society mother. Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on their victims. so far as your children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your life. because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which will surely end at death. You find open and secrete cults.e. So be it! protests. Such ones that are not in the harmony with universe are very much evidence in the presentday cults.
Thought became more than just the rambling monologue. Before we can use its power to influence the world around us. But they err. and by his own thinking it is taking shape by how he sees it and how he sees it depends on how he is inside and from the first moment when he begins to notice the world around him. for thoughts belong to the Unity. So be it! Act and awaken your dormant fire within. At all time we must speak to the Thought Form that we have created in a firm.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. one must first decide what one want to accomplish.10 A Force in Thought Form The Thought of Man is a guide to the mysterious knowledge of the inwardness of creation. his Universe). We create with our thoughts. Thought form can be made by anyone at all with a little practice. Then one must call imagination or visualization into play. Thought is a force that has shaped the Universe – The Unity. we must learn its power to influence us. If you know how to use it you can create life. 165 . Each person creates his own world (sub-Realm of Existence in the cosmos. that which you are accustomed to hearing within your head. One must visualize exactly the results which one wants to achieve. positive voice. Ignorant people play with thoughts in the most careless way and think that they emerge from thoughts unaffected. and be sure that it is for good. possible and a well-understood language and in the most direct manner possible. and our spirits. There must not at any time be any suspicious of negativeness or of indecision. our substances. We must speak in the simplest. To create a thought form.
166 . But suddenly in the mists of the ‘reckless’ prayers. your wife was not happy that her junior brother could not have enough money to take to school. so he quickly docked a slice of bread and put it in a plastic bag and shoved it inside his top jacket. and his friend is seriously considering how disappointed and bad his friend would feel when he found out that he was not been invited to the ‘wakening’ ceremony of his mother who died some 25 years ago. calling the usual Spirit they were used to. about 23 km away from home. The people have just decided to go into groups’ prayers. Junior was only too happy that.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Your friend woke up the same morning having some grudges against you. He was ready for Kilometre23. each sect in his own prayer ground. ngigeed. for not asking him to follow him to a ‘wakening’ ceremony organized by your friend’s brother. Few of them belong to Kilometre23. his whereabouts unknown. he will meet one of his schoolmates in the prayer ground. The community representatives are just wondering what or who might have kidnapped their leader. an unhappy wife started to think of her brother who. In Kilometre23.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals Parable You wake up in the morning without what to eat and you must go to your ritualistic prayer session. the husband is thinking aloud what will become of a family with nothing at home to eat. And when you announced that your family should prepare and eat the little food you have and speed off to the prayer session. Somehow along. Off they went. the congregation has started their ritualistic prayers. while Junior was so exited to talk to his friend. a community leader has just been kidnapped. In other area. in the couple of hours will come to pester her life for the school fees that is not available. whom he has not met for quite a long time.
May we all overcome our adversaries. So the sad sister may end up receiving more funds from a friend to support her home for purchasing food item. Its reality is even experienced in spiritual or conscious Realm of Existence. Truth cannot be impersonal but contains a pure sex life. Therefore sex life is not unreal. And unless the whole congregation focus its attention on a particular goal to be achieved. each person as aspired for. the results of their so-called congregational prayers are death and agony. different thought forms are created. And since the majority of the people are liars. but all in a random aura. Even if a whole country murmured and cried for hundred years nothing positive is unlikely to happen. It can never work and it has not worked in million years. according to his or her inner urge some portions of others’ thought forms. would be answered. If the husband’s imagination was stronger than hers. it is very difficult that prayers of people. cheats. Only the material sex life is but a perverted reflection of the original fact. So be it! 11. The only problem is that each person will receive. The vibration at this time would be high. This may cloud-up and confuse his or her thoughts and may eventually send a wrong signal to RAs of the individuals. ending up getting no definite results from their prayers. the Absolute Truth. The whole existence of the universe moves under the principle of sex life. instead of getting enough money for her brother to school.12 Sex Psychology The original and pure sex psychology is devoid of all mundane inebriety. 167 . Your thought form is pure only in a state of silence even if you are alone.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In all of these. of diverse or unfocused thoughts. So it may occur to others. In modern civilization sex life is the focal point for all activities.
teachers. even when they fast. Unfortunately. Therefore. dance or cry. The religionists even attributed the awakening of the ‘fire’ or the Serpent of Eden as the cause of the original sin. philosophers. Unfortunately. gurus. alfas. ‘fire’. as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching how well one can use sex life for creation. the impersonalist priests. Man’s life. Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power to create and transform. It is the life force. but against whom? If one may ask. leaders of organizations and the likes. who have their life force. The key to a passionate life is to trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. These individuals use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain. is filled with the sexuality of the universe. as mentioned earlier. So why wondering why things are not in right direction with 168 . teachers. Sexual Energy Sexual energy is passion and aliveness. physicians and the likes have given impetus to the abominable mundane sex life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Consequently. dormant or misdirected towards evil. heads. are misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their command. because they have stressed the impersonality of the ultimate truth. the creative force of the Universe. man without information of the actual spiritual form of sex has accepted perverted material sex life as the all in all. non-spiritual and people of no conscious minds. lesser human beings. have become masters at cutting down their sexual energy. Man’s ego should not be afraid of this. the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas. Their own lives become entangled and their prayers not answered.
fears. In that 169 . aligning your track of energy in harmony with the Universe. you can overcome anything. If you can obey that cosmic rule.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM bundles of prayers and yearly. weekly. prejudices or negative beliefs about sex. And once you can overcome the pangs of sex. you can move mountains. you can create and command the world. We are all witnesses to the effects of this action. clear out your old ideas. whereby harmonizing the energy within to the cosmic energy without. This is never truth from the first man to this present existence. any temptation whatsoever. Not only that such practice is creating a tremendous conflict within themselves and ends up blocking the very cosmic energy they were seeking. because you are in harmony with the Universe. sexual energy is mostly being directed to creation. Remember that Universe is pure sexual energy waiting to be tapped by fuelling the kundalini. in which both spiritual and scientific energy have been released. A man who has attained sexual disciplines is one who has risen against and above the lust of the flesh will not succumb to the lure of money so much as to loot the treasury or exhibit some other forms of corrupt tendencies It is erroneous and dangerous belief that spiritual energy and sexual energy are opposite. and when the two of you (unique couple) are constantly in one direction. In the developed Nations of this world. every other thing in your life would fall into place. and that one should deny his sexuality in order to be more spiritual. From now on. It is far from the truth that sex is the origin of sin. monthly. it is something man must handle carefully. Sex as said earlier is by divine prescription. daily and hourly fasting. The idea of getting a life partner (wife or husband) is to streamline your sexual energy in one direction. the Fire Within.
servitorship. conjugal love and paternal affection and only when these are absent that the so-called material sex results in the sensual pleasure which may lead to: anger. Not-Doing Carlos Castaneda. parenthood.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM wise your command becomes the Unity’s or Eagle’s (so to say) command leading to Absolute Nothingness (AIN or ﻌnot . in earnest to use your hands to draw energy into your being or ward-off evils.)ﻋ And since Nothingness is indestructible. horror and shock. since the two of you (husband and wife) are always involved in enlivening or fuelling your kundalini towards a common goal all the time. you wouldn’t take it as the truth. comedy. fasting or praying for whatever (within the Echoes of Destiny) your minds are set on. chivalry. If I ask you. Doing make one separate cats from dogs. And since you have been taught. service. friendship. of course I am teaching you by not-doing. A normal person tries to affect the forces of doing by changing it into not-doing. your family life becomes stable. so that the word animal is generalized and made easy. in his ‘Journey to Ixtlan’ has explained in detail the power behind not-doing. by stopping the world you stop doing. conjugal love. and that action of yours is doing and what I’ve just told you is real and nothing. to use hands for physical things not for the unseen crackpots like what I have just told you. but if you want to learn not-doing. 170 . Not-doing is so powerful that not until you stop the world only then can you benefit from its power. you must categorize the cats and dogs into one group – animal. fraternity. There is no need of crying. So be it! Love exists with the presence of adoration. or been-doing.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Not-doing is very difficult to comprehend until one masters its use and usefulness. Man’s problem is that he is always too real. From now on you must erase your self-importance. Eraze your personal history completely. You are too damn important in your own mind that you feel justified to be annoyed with everything. until nothing is any longer for sure or for real. The world around us is a mystery and men are no better than anything else. how would you know yourself then? Little by little you create a thick fog around yourself. I mean it. Man must erase himself. we must thank it whenever we tamper with it. That is not it. is another illusive statement. his moods are too real. in providing us its curative tendency. Not even you. You are probably indulging yourself in material and perversion sexual life. his endeavour is too real. You are so damn important that you can afford to leave if things don’t go your way. You are weak and conceited. And unless you master and practice the following actions you are still doing. because you think by so doing you have character. No one knows who you are or what you do. they will also hide from you. Erasing Self Importance You take yourself so seriously. Nobody should know your personal history. If a little plant could be generous with us. 171 . Erasing personal History There is this secret of life you should not fail to understand and practice daily. If you hide from people. Your feeling too big to thank the plant is doing and that’s stupid. you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken for granted. Ha! Emi ko. Really? Not I. What for? is the next question. The question is.
Not before or during his findings. When one does not have personal history. No! I can’t keep secret. is the next statement. when you are available to people. we are always on our toes. The so-called lie becomes lie only if you have personal history. Is that not it? Survive! And later you become an object of ridicule. nothing that one says can be taken for a lie. and at the same time you want to keep the freshness. you’ll have to explain everything to everybody compulsorily. How silly! But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you. like you not revealing what you really do. The trouble is. It doesn’t matter what you do. you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. That’s how he sees it. you will say. And since you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done. they often erase personal history in this regard. Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o. So be it! 172 . Scientists are not ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. the newness of what you do. I am a scientist or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for acceptance. Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the findings. you lie in order to keep on going. From now on you must show people only what you care to show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it. so no one will know you with steadfast certainty.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM You may begin with the simple thing. So. You should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. Another protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd. In general when nothing is for sure. May I not come to this world like ghost. why shouldn’t people know me.
that see things in an open perspective. You must stop doing. In general. After all. There is no exception. the word tradition refers more to a process. They have poor awareness. etc) of a race or community. practices. rituals. but to strengthen the mind of a highly spiritual man not to waver in his belief. without which all efforts of the ceremonies and rituals are doomed. No matter where the descendants migrate to they carry their tradition along with 173 . burial. They must be discarded and avoided like plague. Tradition follows the common behaviour (marriage. with their base in old traditions. The aspect of belief is a thing of mind. The truth must be told and let the evils be damned. 11. customs. we write this piece and not fanatical minds – Religious fanatics do not understand what they stand for and neither do they know much in what they practice. These are the scum of the Unity. The Truth is that all religions have been traced back to their primitive origins. beliefs are handed down from ancestors to posterity.13 Tradition / Religion For those free minds. This is not to damn the religions of the world. so they are really dead-alives and very awkward in their attitudes towards anybody who doesn’t believe in what they themselves have no knowledge of. The so-called religious ceremonies are the moderated traditional attitudes of a race attributed to Deity or Grand Master. because they are dangerous to people. Tradition is always as old as the people and race. habitation etc) and attitude (worship. food.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stopping the World In order to stop the world one must imbibe certain attitudes in him. all religions preach love. The process in which opinions. in all ramifications.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM them. Prayers are directed as supplication to an unknown Force or Deity. In the above contexts. Any religion that uses fear to bind people to any Deity is an inferior religion. To whom the command ‘let” was directed is not the subject of discussion here. are superior religions for that mater. Traditions do not change. mantras. says the Bible. This is simple. says the Hadith Nabiyi [the Prophet SAW]. A people’s tradition cannot be traced to its origin. scientific artifacts (such as GSM). Teacher. Even in the case of non-theistic religion. the Realm of Existence. autodidact or originator. But the question is why must it be only words – devoid of other external things. 11. etc? Sets of “calculated” words are the so-called ohun. Krishna etc) as the founder. the idea is the same. Prophet. All religions and sects are involved in the use of ohun to achieve one thing or the other (evil or good). Affirmations. where their beliefs and practices aimed at bringing people together. voodoo. there was no idea of supplication to any Deity.14 Affirmation / Ohun “Let there be light and there was” was the words to hu the creation of the world. “Whatever you say trice is the truth”. from its original inception and not as an afterthought. rudra or simply ohun (African) could be a specific word or a number of words repeated to stick and 174 . In many cases. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. Every single theistic religion has a particular person (Guru. while ohun is specific for awakening the Fire Within. certain religions may become part of tradition of a race. It is necessary to say that some religions unite all human beings together. as we know it. Ohun is far superior to prayers. such as: juju.
the more you belief in yourself for what you have chosen. I slip into harmony with the Universe. acceptance. You are not the target. A secret must be told here and now. In praise 175 . a desire to create that which you have chosen to visualize. So be it! There are three elements within you that determine how successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will work for you in any given situation: Desire. I rise above evil. So it is superior to prayers. Let there be light and it was. is a powerful mantra created by the Americans. belief. Note that the so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as wished. Whatever I say trice is the truth. Just go ahead. the more certain you will do it. Few examples of ohun are given below. Indirect Just go ahead. It is a strong. Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon simple statements as follow: Direct: I am getting better and better everyday. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM store in Ras. Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important elements of creative visualization. which will sieve out the old unwanted or used ones. that you must be ready to accept your results completely. All these three are your intention to create. the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your affirmation to work. positive statement that something is already so.
depending on a race or tribe and their common beliefs. When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to all religions. if it is done for a purpose. Any exercise performed physically. Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a Deity. the moon and the earth Blessing the man who stands on the earth In blessing I walk In blessing before me I walk In blessing behind me I walk In blessing above me I walk In blessing above and about me I walk It is finished in blessing. . Any affirmation picked for use must be repeated often. . Anybody can make one depending on the wants and intentions. The above statements are just typical examples of affirmations. For a well normal person.e. So. and when you concentrate on this simple act. clapping of hands. al-solaat. Meditation comes in many forms.15 Meditations People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together. invoke often as you banish often.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Blessing the sun. making your body and mind work together within a frame of the Unity. while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits. even a baby does that often. This includes: Yoga. walking becomes meditation. and when waving in greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic rays. i. 11. you benefit from these cosmic rays. singing in chorus. dancing. without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. 176 . . And they look similar. etc. . They come in different forms depending on the founder. .
and in this way. Bring down the light to you’re the position of your throat and circulate the light round it. The so-called light you circulate round 177 . points to a simple golden rule that you are your own worst enemy and your own best friend. Now the light is pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down three times before you close down by a pure positive thinking. Remember to close down properly (positively) for easy opening. Visualise a ball of golden light circulating on the top of your head for few seconds. The example of a simple meditation. reaching your left foot and proceeding to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the top head. You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head. Repeat three times. If you stand erect. Do the circulation by pouring the light down through the outside front and elevating to the head along the back three times repeatedly. bring down the light from your head pouring down through your outside left side. then read or recite any favourable affirmation preferred or used to. This is the same way by closing down a running programme in your computer when you have finished the days job.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A good example of enlivenment of the fire within is given below. Now putting imagination into play. given above. your pelvic region. the opening of the computer is made easy for the next programme. Do that repeatedly in the position of your heart. your middle-point region and your feet.
This way you achieve everything. Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything. Be cautious! 11. 178 . All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are now dissolved if you are within.16 Phrases To compete is to prepare for failure. If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything. which must be used to the benefit of mankind. as you prepare to proof yourself in the den of enemies.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you body is the cosmic light or an extension of light from the Most High.
the future lying in front. Remember that nothing may endure but mutability. in another space-time. since Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow. Occasionally there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road. But. must you have the episteme knowledge. we might be nearly free. Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as inexorably as a train will follow its rails. we are moved by every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the world may convey to us. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a surface rather than a line. And you are may not be aware that. Yes they do. If you happen to take that turn you might find yourself on another planet. but no because. Once in a while another road crosses yours. Neither its path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only the realm-of-existence we know. whoa. the past lying behind. you may leave the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills 179 . You can turn right or left into different futures. with nothing left of you or of your realmof-existence you know but the continuity of your ego. at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place. a rolling hilly surface at that. Man feels instinctively that time follows a straight line. Yes.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Afterwards Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute. thirst and desire. The track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut trough hills. it only renders him a more necessary being. If our impulses were confined to hunger. Every little way the road branches and the branches follow canyons. you miss the short cut.
So be it! 180 . with the past ahead of you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of possible time. perhaps following them for a little way. and the future behind you. even following them backwards. you will truly meditate. In the part II of the “Nothingness of Self Esteem”.
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