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A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM
NOTHINGNESS
OF SELF ESTÉÉM
PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!
A A Adedeji 1
ILORIN, NIGERIA
[2009]
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM
Contents
The need for a higher truth:
KNOW YOURSELF
Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém
(ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS)
Human, Know Thyself
1.1 Subconscious Mind
1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives
1.3 Personal Transformation
Development of the Real Intuition
2.1 The Real Intuition
Expanding Your Real Intuition
2.3 Quest for Reality
Human Physical Body
3.1 Human Physical Body
3.2 Systems of the Human Body
Human Subtle Body
4.1 Introduction
4.2 Aura
4.3 The True Colours of Auras
4.4 Auric Sight
4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception
4.6 Chakras
4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair
4.8 Influences of Auras
4.7 The Energy Field
Thought Forms
5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of
Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA)
5.2 DNA Representations
5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma
5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra
5.5 Thought and Consciousness
5.6 Awareness
Sexual Relationship
6.1 Know Yourself
6.2 The True Relationship
Intentions and Destiny
7.1 Intentions and Destiny
7.2 Dreams and their Recalls
7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams
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But in order to get the most out of life you must first
understand how your incredible creating powers work. You
will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield
astounding results.
And if you're saying, perhaps that has worked for others but
it can't work for me, no way. Harness the power of your mind
and you will fulfill your purpose of this life
You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of.
You were born with these powers, but you have never learned
how to master them correctly. Instead you go through life like
an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the
best - but never really fulfilling your dreams
Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all
sickness and disease starts in the mind. Researchers have also
proven that stress, which starts in the mind, is the number one
cause of all fatigue and illness.
Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind.
The rest is never used properly. That means 10% of our mind is
causing 75% of all sickness -- and we don't even know how to
use that 10% properly. Imagine what would happen if we used
our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live
healthier, more productive lives.
Researchers have also proven that people who have a
healthy and positive attitude, or incorporate positive thinking,
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live better lives. Why? It is because; they know how to use the
power of their mind. Unfortunately most people never get
their mind working for them. Instead, they get their mind to
work against themselves, whereby creating things they don't
want. If this is happening to you, relax and enjoy your reading
of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”.
Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to
develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your
subconscious mind. Rather, you'll learn a number of proven
techniques that will generate astounding results.
The fact is that throughout your life, you have been taught
all kinds of things. You were taught how to walk, how to read,
how to write and so on. But no one ever taught you how to
use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind.
Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their
life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their
goals, plan things ahead, manage their time better, say their
prayers, one or two affirmations, become more disciplined,
work with a daily planner and a goal minder. Perhaps by
visiting and praying fervently to a Deity, for money, house,
cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life, they think
that is all that it takes. Have you ever asked the question
within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same
good results like your immediate brother, sister or colleague
as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have
you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t, then be
sincere with yourself and ask. The answer is not far-fetched:
Human, Know Thyself. And know from now that the priests,
the mualims, gurus, pastors, who want you to follow such
routines, are not interested in helping you. No. Besides, on
whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what?
They only want you to continue following them so that you
become dependent on them.
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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be,
other than what they are being. Don't take it personally.
There are millions and billions of people here and there -
mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of
hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where
they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop
acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if
there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take
these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their
good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and
harmony to this world.
Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked
because not everyone is going to change and be themselves,
as they are so caught up in surviving their lives.
Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for
the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages
being given and received. You don't just have effect on the
people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were
500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people
do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario
and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact?
This is what is going on.
There are people waking up and realising that as long as we
all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before
we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For
me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a
hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself!
When you go out to experiment with influencing others
positively do it consciously.
By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the
same as doing it.
We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives.
Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent
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you make it reality when you master this skill. You'll be able to
handle every obstacle along the way. And you'll be able to
move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72
hours.
You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can
climb and how you are being held back. When you are freed
from the prison of your fears, your life is entirely new. Unless
your personal power throttle is set on high, it affects every
aspect of your existence. The way you set your goals, choose
your values, or react to life is shaped by who and what we
think we are.
When you use your power, you have a more confident
feeling inside, you become successful in your lives, and you
become unstoppable and indistructible. When using your
power, you would be able to distinguish between the super
achievers and The an average person.
Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you
know yourself. Your true living body is the secret to show you
the way to activate it.
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insure their life as well as their children inside trees. Most trees
live 100 to 200 years, so it is safe as long as the tree in which a
life is insured is not cut off.) The green energy emanating
from the tree when hugged, immediately neutralizes lower
unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person
and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and
others or his environment.
Cars, when looking at, reflect colours around it. A car can
have a unique aura received often from its owner. It could be
realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to
our earthly goods, so a part of our energy resonates around
the goods we feel attached to. At the same time a car
symbolically represents our ego vehicle. The next time your
car gets a flat tyre, ask yourself when recently your ego got
punctured?! Think, ask and you must receive.
There is a natural energy which flows through a house.
Certain areas, spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on
to the negative energy. With auric sight these are perceived as
light and dark spots. The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place
accumulating more of the same energy, but the light energy
tends to flow. Lower vibrations can be altered by placing
crystals in these spaces or corners.
To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like, one needs
to take a look at the ocean. Because of the high amount of
oxygen at the sea, it automatically raises your energy levels.
And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the
waters.
If you try to look at the aura of a full moon - you will see that
there is much more going around the moon than you have
ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night
and watch!
Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight, which allows
you to see the physical or etheric double, emotional layer and
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the lower mental layers. For the rest you need clairvoyant or
spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained
through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your
vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher
dimensions.
Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras
naturally. Infants frequently look above a person in front of
them. When they don't like the color of the aura above the
head, or if this color is much different from their parent's aura,
they cry, no matter how much smiling the person does. While
naturally, some people’s aura, just like my wife’s, attracts most
children
Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of
adults, who are usually completely enslaved by the
materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following
superficial examples. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults
of what they ‘see’ or feel, it is usual for parents or some adults
to feel their children are going nuts. In this area of the world
(Yorubas, Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere, abiku,
ogbanje or all sorts of names. The names signify that such
children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or
Source Codes so to say. Hence they are obliged to go back to
them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. This is the
belief and a typical scenario. The truth is that children should
learn to see and read auras in our primary schools, so they
never lose this natural ability, because if taught and developed
well it would raise the world to a greater height than now.
Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it.
Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy.
To some clairvoyants, it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting
into a blockage. Archangels are a symbol of large hands
forming an arch. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a
symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings. They give
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4.2 Aura
An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding
humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the
body.
Chakras
Zone
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the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at
whichever level it is functioning currently, projected outwards.
This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st
house in astrology. People with the same general hue
normally get along with those of complementary colours like
reds and greens, oranges and blues, yellows and purples.
These keep one another on their toes. For instance, reds will
push greens to be more active while greens will calm down
the energy of the reds. So what you truly are on earth is a sum
total of all these bodies. So what does my aura look like? It
depends on which auric body you are looking at.
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4.6 Chakras
Chakras, as represented in Figure 4.2, are energy points in our
aura. Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels
spinning, through which vital energy must pass in order to
nourish and maintain physical, emotional, mental and spiritual
well being. It is a profound system that integrates body, mind
and soul. Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming
down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth. Chakras
enable us to gather process and release energy. What is so
unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of
energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher
levels of awareness, responsibilities and consciousness. Each
chakra has 3 layers of energy. Note this!
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When all the chakras are "whirling", open, bright and clean,
then our chakra system is balanced. When a chakra becomes
blocked, damaged, or muddied with residual energy, then our
physical and emotional health can be affected. Often this
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(Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple
you possess, so use it wisely.) Your spine remains straight and your
head aligned with your body. It is preferable to learn about energy
and the methods of balancing, cleansing and charging the chakras
and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation. The
following is just one way of performing this balancing.
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Now focus on the area at the base of the spine, the area
between your legs.
This is the root chakra. Its energy is red, and it governs your
physical body, your physical health and vitality.
In your mind, study the appearance of this chakra; note
its color and vitality. Mentally envision the chakra and
note any symbolic symptoms of disease.
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This is the orange chakra, that which controls clear thinking and
creativity.
Take a moment to observe the chakra. Note its color, its
vitality. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be
done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the
chakra, to repair or heal it. Discard any imperfections in
the pail, and send the pail to the sun to recycle the
energy.
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Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. Feel
the air fill with blue universal energy. Feel the throat
open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra. This
energy charges your aura with magnetism, drawing
others to you. Feel your throat open with this swirling,
strong blue energy.
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Feel the third eye open, and note any mental visions as
this occurs. Now is a good time to ask for increased
psychic power. Note the red/root chakra, the
orange/womb chakra, bright, strong, big! Move your
attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra, to the
green/heart chakra, open and brilliant, to the
blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. Your
chakras are huge, whirling, and fully charged.
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Get Awareness
Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent
energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or
another. Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by
thinking wisely!
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they will try to see and improve their own Aura. In the process
they will become better and wiser, being able to recognize
intentions of other people. Surely, the entire world will
become much better if all people can see and read Auras.
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3. Now, breath-out and draw down the light energy from the
cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the
root chakra, to your feet and down to the Earth core
again. Move up the light as in 2 above
5. from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in
front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth
up to the cosmos breathing in. repeat 5 times.
6. Now from top down, bring the light and place it in your
solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only).
7. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. Sit for as
long as you wish before any daily activities commences.
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Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own
worst enemy as you are your best friend.
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Thought Forms
5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of
Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA)
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Cytosine
Phosphate
dioxyribose
backbone
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Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes,
then it doesn't exist. By the way science is blessed by the facts
of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space, so as
to understand the cosmos.
It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space,
we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with
life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms
and density levels and civilizations. But we don't see it all - we
see deep space - the huge amounts of black distances
between planets. Space between objects is a vibrational
frequency. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems
are not used to perceiving so they block it out. If the
frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing
their job to receive frequency, then the frequency will be
blocked out as if it doesn't exist. Since we don't have the
frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency, we
literally won't see it in our reality. If we had all of our sense
receptors turned on, complete DNA activation, we would not
see the hologram. Everything would be direct cognition and
known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves
as Source.
So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our
Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason
why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other
planets. Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of
frequency, so that their senses can’t be detected by the
current 3D technologies.
Science tends to look at thought as one of those
unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena". But
thought is just as physical as your physical body. Your body
and the planet's body are just thought forms. Even thought
can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there
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Now you are moving again, farther and farther into a field of
clouds. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique
shapes and colors of the clouds. Watch how they form and
reform, turning gently and constantly on themselves in an
endless dance. You look ahead and see the clouds are denser
as if they are "hiding" something. The closer you draw, the
clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent
the gracefully pull away. Now they have pulled back
altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz
Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure
color that it radiates. Feel the warmth of the pink. Allow that
warmth to wash over you. As it covers you from head to toe
feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz. Let it seep
into your every pore, every fiber of your being. Receive the
love that is being given to you freely. The color pink is as deep
as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel
yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through
the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. You
notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you.
You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet
melody, one note after another as the breeze goes through
the arches to create this melody. Another breeze stirs again
and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep
within your being. It is part of you, it is you. You feel it in your
heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. It
pulses through you with great strength in all directions at
once. You are recharged and renewed.
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5.6 Awareness
While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of
mind/body systems, Consciousness is the experiencing or
awareness of the holistic result. These processes only become
meaningful when experienced. The definition of
consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self. It
also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the
physical or material.
Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human
consciousness.
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Sexual Relationship
6.1 Know Yourself
As with anything in life, the more we come to know who we
are, the more we know who or what fits us. Sometimes you
can have a great lover, but he or she may be unsuitable for you
emotionally, or lack other qualities you need and desire. Or,
someone can be unattractive to us physically, but have many
other qualities we appreciate. There will be people who do not
interest us, and others who can offer us sexual experiences
that bring us to new understandings. One thing I do know is
that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are
people on this planet. Everyone is different and will have a
different chemical reaction with us. However, I would not
advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we
like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing
to do.
Knowing ourselves takes time - it's a lifelong journey. In life,
by choosing one road, one person, or relationship, it means
that we have to let go of taking some other road. We can't
take them all. Life just can't work that way. So we have to
make choices. Hopefully the choices we make come from a
place of clarity. Often, the only way to get to that clarity is by
going through life and learning about ourselves as we go. As
we make choices, and are willing to see ourselves clearly, we
grow. There will be confusion. The most important thing is to
come to know the deepest parts of yourself - to find out what
is your real truth and who you really are - and what brings you
true happiness.
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Animal power in us
Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the
power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives
struggle.
Soul retrieval
When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong
feeling of a loss of soul, that may be linked to traumatic events
in our life, a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul
and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being.
Extraction
The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were
out to harm us or found their way into our body. Through
Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and
concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and
consciousness and united with our own being.
Divination
Learning to look into the past, present and future.
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Healing journey
To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power
within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway.
Drumming
Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming
relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system.
Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as
find clarity and an inner strength in our path.
7.5 Work
We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the
universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. If
one is idle – doing nothing - one has become a stranger unto
the seasons and out of life's procession, which marches in
majesty and proud submission towards the infinite. When we
work, we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of
the hours turns to music.
Who among us would like to be a reed, dumb and silent,
when all else sings together in unison? When you work you
fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream, assigned to you when
that dream was born. And in keeping yourself with labour you
are in truth loving life, and to love life through labour is to be
intimate with life's inmost secret. But, if you in your pain call
birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written
upon your head, then the answer is that nothing but the sweat
sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is
written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’.
You have been told in one time or the other that life is
darkness, and in your weariness you echo what was said by
the weary. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is
an urge, and all urges are darkness-save when there is
knowledge, and all knowledges are vain-save when there is
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work, and all work is void-save when there is love. And only
when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner
self, others and the Unity.
And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota, oga o’ta
owo alaaru yio pe’. Meaning, if you don’t work for your value
you miss out the love. It is only proper to weave the cloth with
threads drawn from your heart, so that your beloved are to
wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your
beloved to dwell in that house. It is also to sow seeds with
tenderness and reap the harvest with joy, even as if your
beloved were to eat the fruit. It is to charge all things you
fashion with a breath of your own spirit, so all within the Unity
will be standing about you and watching.
Note that work is love made visible. And if you cannot work
with love but only with distaste, it is better that you should
leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take
alms of those who work with joy. For if you bake bread with
indifference, you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's
hunger. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange, your
grudge prepares a poison in the juice. And if you sing like
angels, and love not the singing, you muffle man's ears with
ordinary noise. So work to love and love to work.
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smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties
would have followed. Similarly, had the sun not been a source
of steady energy for billions of years, had the orbit of earth
around sun been a bit narrower or wider, had planet Jupiter
been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of
steroids, had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize
the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees, had the solar
system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too
close to the middle, advanced form of life would have been
impossible.
Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits
of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average
temperatures fall within those limits. When one considers the
universe as a whole, coming across a range of temperatures as
narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in
the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest
stars to absolute zero (-273° C).
Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a
single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum. Radiations
which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow
band. This is also the only radiation under which
photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see.
Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below
4° C, it expands (so that even if ponds etc. are frozen at
surface underneath water is not), highest latent heat, high
thermal capacity, high thermal conductivity while that of ice
and snow is low, high surface tension, and viscosity, etc.
The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but,
impossible oddity of creation and life. We are extremely lucky
to have a universe, and even more so to have a universe full of
life. Since life is so improbable, Earth may be the only planet
on which there is life. To be born as a human being is the
happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody!
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letting go. Unless you are ready to leave your job, family, or
the planet earth, chances are you will continue working or
being around the "stressful people." Ask yourself if the other
person is actually a "stress carrier," or simply has a different
style.
Letting go is a process. It takes time, and doesn't always
happen at once just because we will it. We have to use our
thoughts to control our emotions and our actions. Remind
yourself that there are people and events you cannot control.
All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. Its
possible to change yourself-talk about the situation. Identify
which stresses you can control, take appropriate action, and
learn to let go of the things you can't.
Pick something in your life that stresses you out. Can you
control it? If so, what can you do? Can you change it? If so,
how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it. Do
you need to let it go? If so, what can you do in order to let go?
You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can
view it as scary because you don't know what the future
holds. Take charge; take control or let it go. The choice is
yours!
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you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear,
or anger, maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the
moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about
something, and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked.
The dog reacted to something fearful, some energy of fear or
anger that it felt from you. In that way, the dog was a mirror
of what you were feeling. You felt fearful or angry when the
dog barked, and that alerted you to the fact that you had to
be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the
outside.
Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out
what you are feeling fearful or angry about, get clear, and heal
it. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if
you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. If,
however, you do not take responsibility and accept that
whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event, a
mirror, in your outer world, then you would perceive the
situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. Why
did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have
trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. What a
mean, stupid dog a bulah-bulah . It scared me half to death.
And then nothing gets looked at internally, and there is no
opportunity to heal.
If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the
way that you are a bad person and responsible for other
people's emotions, for making them feel bad about you, then
you will go through life hating yourself, thinking you are evil,
perhaps without knowing it. You may feel constantly ashamed
and guilty. You will continue to create situations where you
feel bad about yourself, where you think you have done
something wrong. You will, in all likelihood, create your life
where things always seem to go wrong, and relationships and
life will probably become a fearful thing for you.
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Lower vibration
expectation
judgment
rejection/blame
sorrow/apologizing
Higher vibration
Responding from compassion
observing
acceptance
seeing the mirror
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Fear is only a mask of our true desire. You need to find out
what your true desire is, and state that desire 100% positively:
"I choose to have or create...." There are 3 universal fears:
(1) abandonment
(2) not feeling worthy or good enough
(3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender
Any time there is a fear, it will fall into one or more of these
categories. Check out what your fear is about.
You will continue to create the same kind of situations, you
will keep yourself in judgment, you will reinforce the lower
vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault, and you
will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized, until
you get out of the program and have a new perception.
To find out and work with your fear, or masked desire, first
state what you fear - say or write the negative expression of it:
all that you think is going on, what bothers you, who you think
did what to you, another's flaws, etc.
This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs
are that keep you in fear, that create the difficulty you are in,
that make you see your own issues in others and judge them
for it, and that keep you from manifesting what you want.
The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief, what
keeps you in it, comes from feeling guilt and shame. That's
what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. In
reality, there is no shame or guilt. There is only growth and
love. If you treat yourself with love, you will be able to see that
when you face an issue in yourself, you have the chance to
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Being aloof.
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Karma
9.1 Finding Karma
You can work through your karma the slow way, by living it, or
you can go looking for it. It is by the emotional content of
karma that we usually discover it, but you can also access it
visually. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding
eight times a day for at least two weeks.
Then, do the grounding as usual, but after you have locked
it in, start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is
not. Surrender those places. You can be very methodical and
start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through
your body, or you can just let your unconscious show you what
it thinks is most important first.
Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining
memory, not just the brain.
This is not a process you can do once and call it done. It is
daily hygiene, just like brushing your teeth. Your body will only
show your karma that is ready to be cleared. Clear it all one
day, and by the next day the next layer shows up to be
cleared. It is like peeling the onion – do remember this. Day to
day events will also trigger karma, bring it into consciousness.
Your thoughts can trigger it. Notice what bugs you, and
surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged.
All day, every day there is a conversation going on between
your mind and your body. You can detach from both, and
observe it happening. You have a thought, and your body
provides an emotion, which brings another thought, and
another emotion, and a feeling. By feeling, we mean a
sensation in your body. A muscle may twitch; you may become
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Alternate phrases:
“Cosmic Reality, please take this, and everything connected to
it, wherever it exists. It is a gift for You. All Yours. Thank you
very much.” (breathe a sigh of release)
This clears what you can see and what you cannot see, that
is related. Like, some issues may have connections and
reflections all through you, your environment, your past lives,
and even in other people. Cosmic Reality will know what to
take.
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now, and using this phrase you can change the past using the
power of surrender in the now.
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These are the cords that benefit you, so you do not need
to clear them. Thank these people for being in your life
and gratefully send light and love down the cords to
them. Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and
supported, and let the vision go. Do not be surprised if
some old friends contact you in the days following, to tell
you they were thinking of you warmly. Nice bonus!
Then, once again fill yourself with as much light as you can
hold. This time, ask to be shown all of the cords that
connect you to people or things that feed on your energy
but do not serve your highest good. Most of these are
people who want something that they think you can give
them. Release a generous blast of the light you have
drawn into yourself down the cord, as a farewell gift of
unconditional love for them that will show up on their end
as whatever it is they think they need from you. Let your
intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the
form in which the love manifests on the other end.
Essentially, this means that the recipient's higher self or
unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best. You do
not need to know what it manifests as.
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someone else does. You can only control your own energy or
you tax your daily Karma unduelly.
Then if there are still any negative cords that have been
reconnected in spite of your generosity, leave them attached,
and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give
up and detach.
When I get impatient with it, I put it on autopilot... I ask my
guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me, on my end
and plug them into the sender's higher self, or the Earth
source, as They think best. To do this, as they are formed. I'm
not suggesting you do this, though. The traditional ritual is
good practice for learning about how relationships work, in
the etheric. astral, spiritual world. Learn. You are learning.
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In the beginning was the word and God was the word. (Bible)
The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime
Mover, perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe, and
at the time of the creation of Man, animals and other earthly
things.
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The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of
creation before they were cloven asunder. (Qur’an)
This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big
Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of
the Universe. There was no indication of the period of and
what brought about this action.
Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any
thing regarding human creation. This is confirmed through most
of their words and doings. They referred to their
Ancestors and not a particular Deity. They have lesser gods who
carry off their request, through sacrifice or rituals, to the
Supreme Being. (African Tradition)
This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated
from another world or space to found or husband the earth,
so to say. So there had been an existence somewhere else.
And that the universe was in existence before the so-called
Aur-Amashida, who were the descendants of the primordial
ancestors. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they
could create as wished. The next question is when and where?
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"Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were
joined together and we ripped them apart?"
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Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas, but smoke,
which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. Once
these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern
their motion. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword
movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its
own, otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in
straight lines dispersing into space. No planet would ever
revolve around its mother star, which also applies to earth
and, thus, life would not have evolved on earth, because the
whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun.
Gravity was the brilliant divine invention, working as an
equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise
orbits for all heavenly bodies. The speed, mass and distance of
two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an
orbit.
If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky,
it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored
in the throw but, eventually, the gravity of the earth will
overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. But, if you were
to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it
would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth
altogether. This is what is known as the escape velocity. It is
the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape
the gravity of a planet or star.
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‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the
reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only, and all
other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules.
The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start
to shrink under their own gravitational pull. As a result, their
central regions become denser and hot. When the material in
the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently, to say at least
seven million degrees Kelvin (K), nuclear reactions begin.
These reactions, which are similar to those which take place in
an hydrogen bomb, continue throughout the life of the star.
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The verse mentions a star, it's oil (i.e. fuel), and a reaction
which is not combustion (fire) - 'nuclear reactions'. The verse
is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star.
These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types
of radiation into space, from x-rays and gamma rays in the
short waves all the way to the longer radio waves. The visible
section of those waves which are found between the ultra-
violet and the infra-red is the sunlight. On the other hand,
planets do not emit any light of their own, but only reflect
light. This differentiation between natural light and reflected
light is mentioned with the words:
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swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this
red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and
oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate, signalling the end
of life on earth. In other words, the star would start to
collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf. Here,
the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words:
The finite life, or specific life span, of each star is also referred
to accordingly:
"He has ordained the sun and the moon, each one runs for an
appointed time."
It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have
collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed', because the
boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the
sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse, that is, the ocean
will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse. Also, the
term "collapse", as used in the Qur’an, is the precise term used
by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life.
Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin
of the universe, it still remained necessary to calculate its age.
To do so, astronomers once again rely on red shift to
calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and
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1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day, the
measure of which was fifty thousand years."
The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is',
which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50,000
years ago) after the angels ascend. How many days a space
ship takes to reach the moon?
If for God, 1 day = 1000 years for man, and 1 year for God is
1000 x 365 = 365,000 years for man. Then 50,000 years of
God’s = 365,000 x 50,000 for man = 18.25 billion!
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The Unity
11.1 Theory of Relativity
There is Unity, one origin, the primordial Ancestors, the Most
High. There is no power among men that goes beyond men.
The power, driven by the energy generating within men and
moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding
is the maximum. Man controls other attractions, to and from
lesser animals and non-living things, in this Realm of our
Existence.
The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole
creation. No exception. Negative to positive and vice versa.
Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity, that energy
(E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or
E = mc2.
Since c2 = c x c, a multiple of itself shows that one thing
(body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things
around it (him). The speed of this motion will depend on the
magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of
the body. This inner self is known as Kundalini, Spinal-thread,
Serpent of Eden, Life Force or what have you. The name this
thing is called does not matter, but what it is and how it
works. Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her
own kundalini.
Man can accelerate motion (vertical, against gravity) of its
‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil, but not above evil and
good). It is only when it is dormant, or the so-called ‘serpent’
remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot
reach his set goals. And any attempt to wake it up by force will
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Destiny
Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions
working within the limited circle of the Realm of our
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Clay + Water 0
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Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all, if you
would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment
and tyrant to your immediate neighbour.
There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the
guardian of your mind. The scientific term for this 100mm
network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular
activating system (RAS). And without going too much
technical about this, we can imagine a little character sticking
in mind, and in keeping with its functions, we refer to it as Ras.
Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all
incoming stimuli, everything ranging from sights and sound to
smells and touches. Ras determines moment by moment
which information is going to become part of man. So Ras
decides what habits man breaks or forms. Ras however
cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces
beyond control? No. Ras is an obedient servant. The straight
truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings. You as
man must be sure of what you want, because Ras has uncanny
ability to do only what is really important to you. Note this.
What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of
the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If
individuals could have special power that will enable them to
get something for nothing, it is wish. Heaven helps those who
help themselves.
Once you’ve decided, for instance, to live in a noise-polluted
area - all other conditions being equal, Ras enable you to get
or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise.
Living there becomes your priority. And once your Ras was
convinced that you were satisfied with your idea, it filters out
the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. Never
tells you what to do, but only do what you want.
Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome, or accident-
prone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or
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11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun
The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always
represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male
human psyche in particular.
Black, white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the
Middle Ages, when witches were believed to have made a
contract with the devil. Even witches use amulets to boost
their wayward powers.
The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could
be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle, ankh, cross, star-in-
the-moon, two-opposite-triangles, ying-yang, left- or right-
handed pentagrams, sacred chao, ouroboros, serpent-eating-
its-own-tail, swastika, sacred heart, etc, etc) or objects (all
sacred symbols when added to other things, such as cutting
eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a
purpose; or when a voodooist. wears a cross cut in gold or
silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose, they were
being kept, other than beauty or aesthetics; holy water,
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11.8 Witchcraft
Witchcraft, the oldest religion, is the act or craft of sucking the
fluid of life, kundalini fluid, from someone else without any
physical touch. The fluid of life, when disturbed or made
absent in the body, may result to insanity or uncoordinated
thoughts.
A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. The demon
grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive
purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her
victim. The so-called demon, like any other parasite needs to
feed to live. So, the host must be on guard to produce enough
to eat for the two.
Any other power (by a sect, mafia, society, secret or open
cult in religions, government, individual, etc) that makes the
live of others (race, family, individuals) miserable in whatever
form is witchcraft. By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life
directly or indirectly, such victims become the living-deads,
perpetual slaves of the witches.
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11.9 Cultism
The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system
of religious worship i.e. in devotion to a Deity. Cult is supposed
to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some
ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly
comprehension.
Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation
can have an unusual effect. Such ones that are not in the
harmony with universe are very much evidence in the present-
day cults.
You find open and secrete cults. Open, when they are bold
enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the
economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake
in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do;
secrete, when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty
tricks. And just as the open cult, the secret one is the same,
but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning.
Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on
their victims.
Must you, as a father or the so-called society mother,
partake in a cultism or fetish practice, and then you should
expect your children to be interested in such, so far as your
children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your
life. They want to try on whatever has made you thick. No
wonder the society is full of rotten youths. So, be conscious,
because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which
will surely end at death.
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Sexual Energy
Sexual energy is passion and aliveness. It is the life force, the
creative force of the Universe. The key to a passionate life is to
trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. Man’s life, as
mentioned earlier, is filled with the sexuality of the universe.
Unfortunately, lesser human beings, non-spiritual and people
of no conscious minds, who have their life force, ‘fire’,
dormant or misdirected towards evil, have become masters at
cutting down their sexual energy.
Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power
to create and transform. Man’s ego should not be afraid of
this, as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations
that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching
how well one can use sex life for creation. These individuals
use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain.
Unfortunately, the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas,
teachers, heads, leaders of organizations and the likes, are
misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in
pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their
command. Their own lives become entangled and their
prayers not answered, even when they fast, dance or cry. So
why wondering why things are not in right direction with
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You may begin with the simple thing, like you not revealing
what you really do. It doesn’t matter what you do. Another
protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd, why
shouldn’t people know me, Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o,
May I not come to this world like ghost. That’s how he sees it.
How silly!
But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you,
you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on
you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. You
should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown, so no one
will know you with steadfast certainty. The so-called lie
becomes lie only if you have personal history.
When one does not have personal history, nothing that one
says can be taken for a lie. The trouble is, when you are
available to people, you’ll have to explain everything to
everybody compulsorily, and at the same time you want to
keep the freshness, the newness of what you do. And since
you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done,
you lie in order to keep on going. Is that not it? Survive! And
later you become an object of ridicule.
From now on you must show people only what you care to
show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it.
No! I can’t keep secret, is the next statement. I am a scientist
or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for
acceptance, you will say.
Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he
has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the
findings. Not before or during his findings. Scientists are not
ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. So, they often
erase personal history in this regard.
In general when nothing is for sure, we are always on our
toes. So be it!
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store in Ras, which will sieve out the old unwanted or used
ones. Few examples of ohun are given below. Note that the
so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as
wished.
Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important
elements of creative visualization. It is a strong, positive
statement that something is already so. So it is superior to
prayers. Let there be light and it was. Whatever I say trice is
the truth.
A secret must be told here and now. Just go ahead, is a
powerful mantra created by the Americans. So be it!
There are three elements within you that determine how
successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will
work for you in any given situation: Desire, a desire to create
that which you have chosen to visualize; belief, the more you
belief in yourself for what you have chosen, the more certain
you will do it; acceptance, that you must be ready to accept
your results completely. All these three are your intention to
create. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is,
the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your
affirmation to work.
Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon
simple statements as follow:
Direct:
I am getting better and better everyday.
I slip into harmony with the Universe.
I rise above evil.
Indirect
Just go ahead.
You are not the target.
In praise
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11.15 Meditations
People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together.
Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a
Deity, while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits,
i.e. making your body and mind work together within a frame
of the Unity.
Meditation comes in many forms, depending on a race or tribe
and their common beliefs. Any exercise performed physically,
without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. This
includes: Yoga, al-solaat, dancing, clapping of hands, singing in
chorus, etc. They come in different forms depending on the
founder. And they look similar.
When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to
all religions, even a baby does that often, and when waving in
greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic
rays, and when you concentrate on this simple act, you benefit
from these cosmic rays. For a well normal person, walking
becomes meditation, if it is done for a purpose.
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You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head,
bring down the light from your head pouring down through
your outside left side, reaching your left foot and proceeding
to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the
top head. Repeat three times. Do the circulation by pouring
the light down through the outside front and elevating to the
head along the back three times repeatedly. Now the light is
pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down
three times before you close down by a pure positive
thinking.
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11.16 Phrases
To compete is to prepare for failure, as you prepare to
proof yourself in the den of enemies.
Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything. This way
you achieve everything.
All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are
now dissolved if you are within.
If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything.
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Afterwards
Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent
in the brute; it only renders him a more necessary being.
If our impulses were confined to hunger, thirst and desire,
we might be nearly free, but no because, we are moved by
every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the
world may convey to us.
Remember that nothing may endure but mutability, since
Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow.
Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as
inexorably as a train will follow its rails. Man feels instinctively
that time follows a straight line, the past lying behind, the
future lying in front. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a
surface rather than a line, a rolling hilly surface at that. The
track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut
trough hills. Every little way the road branches and the
branches follow canyons. And you are may not be aware that,
at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place.
Yes they do.
You can turn right or left into different futures. Occasionally
there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a
bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you
don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road, you miss the short
cut. Once in a while another road crosses yours. Neither its
path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only
the realm-of-existence we know. If you happen to take that
turn you might find yourself on another planet, whoa. Yes, in
another space-time, with nothing left of you or of your realm-
of-existence you know but the continuity of your ego.
But, must you have the episteme knowledge; you may leave
the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills
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