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PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!
To know one-self is to seek knowledge of “What am I?” This single action cannot be compromised with anything and it must be understood well so as to live a stress-free life in any realm of existence. It is better to light a candle than cursing the darkness.
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The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) Human, Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives 1.3 Personal Transformation Development of the Real Intuition 2.1 The Real Intuition Expanding Your Real Intuition 2.3 Quest for Reality Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body 3.2 Systems of the Human Body Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction 4.2 Aura 4.3 The True Colours of Auras 4.4 Auric Sight 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception 4.6 Chakras 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair 4.8 Influences of Auras 4.7 The Energy Field Thought Forms 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) 5.2 DNA Representations 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra 5.5 Thought and Consciousness 5.6 Awareness Sexual Relationship 6.1 Know Yourself 6.2 The True Relationship Intentions and Destiny 7.1 Intentions and Destiny 7.2 Dreams and their Recalls 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams
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7.4 Shamanic Healing 7.5 Work 7.6 Oddity of Life 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go! 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future 7.9 The Basic Survival Need 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The Laws of the Universe 8.1 The Laws of the Universe 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire 8.4 Ultimate Truth about Yourself 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief 8.6 The Role of the Ego 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach Karma 9.1 Finding Karma 9.2 Clearing Karma 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity Concept of the Prime Mover 10.1 Prime Mover The Unity 11.1 Theory of Relativity 11.2 The Void and the Origin 11.3 The Path 11.4. The Fire Within 11.5 The Collapse of the Fire Within 11.6 Awakening of the Fire Within 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun 11.8 Witchcraft 11.9 Cultism 11.10 A Force in Thought Form 11.11 Congregational Prayer and Rituals 11.12 Sex Psychology 11.13 Tradition/Religion 11.14 Affirmation/Ohun 11.15 Meditations 11.16 Phrases
this is not a religious book or a bundle of doctrinal. You Too Can Easily Create The Life You Want . if you have ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams.Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. Shatter The Beliefs That Are Limiting My Life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM I Can Expand My Comfort Zone. the answer is at hand. And instantly Boost My Self-Esteem Forever. but an inspirational book of Knowledge that cuts across all levels. However. 13:07 4 . In 30-Minutes A Day.
This need has been evident in all cultures. we need to see in all others . It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of that we can aspire to the highest potential of being human.even our enemies . and then expanding this self5 . Spirituality is a transpersonal quality.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF There is the need to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. feelings and actions. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. towards knowing the Most High. It is the maturity of intuition. expressed by all religions. towards discovering the truth of All That Is.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM realisation by communicating with others. however misguided it might have become. we can recognize their essential goodwill. It’lub l’ilima walao bi Sin. literarily means: Seek knowledge even if you will travel afar. Aljanna or the Kingdom of Heaven. Seek and ye shall be given. 6 . Through understanding others better. and further enhancing the quality of communication with everincreasing empathy and understanding. But first we need to know ourselves better. This is very important and it must be comprehend well if we must live a stress-free life in this world and beyond. To know oneself is to seek knowledge of ‘What am I?’ What I am physically and spiritually. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. is the other revelation in the Bible guiding us to look around for knowledge so as to be wise and not to seek for material things of the world. retaining integrity whatever the response. The Prophet confirmed. Read! Is the first word revealed in the Qur’an. so as to reach Nivena.
because is the last 13 baktuns when the Sun’s larger cycle is complete. Your attention may be called back to a section you have read.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth does not require a dogma. religion or cult as people think or made to believe. Keep up with your own copy of this book of knowledge. but not really digested well enough to comprehend the so-called present chapter. This book has been written in such away that the more you repeat reading the better your understanding of the hidden meanings of the truth. The years 1999-2012 are notable years. You will attain to a full awakening as you touch the last chapter. 7 . belief.
during the period of compiling this book of knowledge – Nothingness of SelfEstéém: Peter Shephered. Lorenz Attractor. The Glorious Qur‘an. who were appropriately quoted directly/indirectly to maintain correct and firsthand information. Andrew and Bonnie Schneider. Jeri Nobel.com/meditations/minor. Roger Elliott. Phylameana Lila Desy. Marcus Aelius Aurelius Antoninus. Larry A Johson. Lisa Diane. Kingsley Bye. Book of the Dead. Stephanie Manston. Esther Andrew. Pradeep Gusain. Colleen-Joy Page. Brent Belchamber. Paul David. Angel Shadow. Vicky Thompson. http://www. Jill Ammon-Wexier.kundaliniTeacher. Kahlil Gibran. Nicholas Roerich. Susan Weed. Ching Hai. The Holy Bible. Simma Lieberman. Abigal Natenshon. Claudette Rowley. Will Edwards. Charlie Badenhop. Niccholas Dixon. Rahindramah Tugore. Emmanuel Segui. Wallace Huey. Anodea Judith. Gabriella Kortsch. Christa Muths. Tim Ong.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) The following entities are my Source Codes – Gilfro-Raool. Ken Ward. Claudette Rowley. Jeff Staniforth. Doris Jeeanette. Karim Hajee. Anton Cheraner. Jasper Ehiers. Mick Quinn. Owen Waters. Tom J 8 . Brian C Netherton. Rab McBride. Sam Sidiki.org/spirit. Ayat Hurst. Gertrud Hirschi. Michael Sherner.html. Dharmbir Rai Sharon. Albert Schweitzer. Carl Munson. Lois Jean Lany. Ashraf Salmawy. Drunvalo. http://www. Sabrina Mesko. William Blake. David Deford.avillon.htm. Jenny Mailos. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren. Master Subramuniya. Charlie Badenhop. Ivan Fraser. Wolgang Goethe. Davide De Angelis.
Eledumare – The Most-High – bestowed on me distinct inspirations at this important period.. Master Choa. Tuesday L Rampa. Buddah. All Amashida-kind.…. Paul Hughes-Barkow. I seal the process of Heart. Attracting loyalty and freedom. I unify with all in order to love. The Prophet (SAW). Brenda Hoffman. Mary Ann Bailey. Through them. With magnetic tone of purpose. Geshe Kelsang Gyatso. Frank Homan.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Chalko. which falls within the last 13 Baktuns. of the complete larger cycle of the Sun. G Kumar. Psychic Elzona. 9 . Peace and blessings to all. I am guided by my own endowed powers doubled. Peter Knowl. The Christ.
If you must procrastinate. you are putting your dreams off maybe for a few years or maybe forever.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human. you might realize that you are either moving toward or away from your dreams at all times and as often as possible. It is important to take some action each and every day. In reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” you: Stop Being Ruled By Your Past. you miss out on life. The ideal thing is to live your dreams now before it is too late. Erase Past History Identify Your Own Path to Success Eliminate The Fears That Drain Your Power Effortlessly Embrace Your Strengths. Anytime You Need Are Breaking Out of Your Rut! Finding The Strengths To Do Something Different Immediately Replace Your Limiting Beliefs With Empowering Beliefs Learn Quickly How To Enhance Your Intimate Relationships Understand And Practice How Successful People Handle Mistakes Differently Than Others Insure Your Children Grow Up With A Healthy Sense Of Power Are Learning To Trust And Respect Your Decisions 10 . And when you delay your dreams. no matter how big or small in pursuit of our dreams. Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind As you think about your dreams and what is important to you about moving towards your ideal lifestyle.
Taking Control Of Your Life And Watch Your Dreams Come True. like so many before you have done. Eliminating Debt and Creating Financial Stability. You Have Incredible Powers That Can Change Your Life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Approach Others With A Benevolent Spirit Feel That You Can Make A Difference Are Having High Expectations For Success. Enjoying Inner Peace Succeeding In Business. Meeting The Perfect Partner With A Loving Relationship. you must focus your attention on what you really desire inside your heart. Creating Fulfilling Relationships Regardless Of Your Past. Boosting Your Creativity To A Higher Paying Job. If you want to make your dreams reality. So Use It! One of the traits of people who are confident in their use of power and who really go for it is that they immediately take action. Get a picture of what you want. Increasing Self Esteem And Self Confidence Stopping Worrying And Start Enjoying Your New Life. Enjoying Better Health Than Ever Before And Allowing Your Body To Naturally Heal Itself. Being More Confident In Social Situations As You Meet New Friends. When your objectives are unfold then you will be complete and enjoy a free living life by: Eliminating Stress From Your Life And Replace It With Confidence. 11 . Make it vivid and focused and as real as possible. because it ought to know how to make your dream come alive.
Giving Yourself A Pay Raise As Wish. which starts in the mind. And if you're saying. Taking Charge Of Your Life And Watch Obstacles Melting Away In Your Path. Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind. You will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield astounding results.but never really fulfilling your dreams Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease starts in the mind. Harness the power of your mind and you will fulfill your purpose of this life You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of. no way. That means 10% of our mind is causing 75% of all sickness -. perhaps that has worked for others but it can't work for me.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Eliminating Negative Feelings Towards Family And Friends And Replacing Them With True Love. 12 . But in order to get the most out of life you must first understand how your incredible creating powers work. Imagine what would happen if we used our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live healthier. or incorporate positive thinking. is the number one cause of all fatigue and illness. Securing A Promotion Regardless Of Seniority. You were born with these powers. The rest is never used properly. Instead you go through life like an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the best . Getting A Better Job Under Conditions That You Want OR Become Your Own Boss.and we don't even know how to use that 10% properly. Researchers have also proven that stress. but you have never learned how to master them correctly. more productive lives. Researchers have also proven that people who have a healthy and positive attitude.
pastors. they know how to use the power of their mind. plan things ahead. You were taught how to walk. they get their mind to work against themselves. 13 . Why? It is because. house. Know Thyself. cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life. sister or colleague as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM live better lives. Unfortunately most people never get their mind working for them. And know from now that the priests. you have been taught all kinds of things. for money. on whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what? They only want you to continue following them so that you become dependent on them. The answer is not far-fetched: Human. Rather. relax and enjoy your reading of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”. gurus. the mualims. then be sincere with yourself and ask. say their prayers. Besides. become more disciplined. how to write and so on. manage their time better. If this is happening to you. Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your subconscious mind. The fact is that throughout your life. Instead. how to read. are not interested in helping you. But no one ever taught you how to use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind. one or two affirmations. work with a daily planner and a goal minder. you'll learn a number of proven techniques that will generate astounding results. No. Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their goals. Perhaps by visiting and praying fervently to a Deity. Have you ever asked the question within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same good results like your immediate brother. who want you to follow such routines. whereby creating things they don't want. they think that is all that it takes.
Nine (9) times out of ten (10) is all we become. You will accomplish goals you never dreamed possible. We have five senses taking in information all the time and we react through chemical exchanges happening in our body and have thoughts and feelings. the brain is the central computer in charge of it all. there are some of us who have not had such an easy time of life and/or been vulnerable to other influences that have caused us to stop in our tracks. There is nothing wrong with that. including our emotional responses and thoughts. Nature's cycles take care of it all within the Unity. 1. See the pattern.all within certain parameters . There are continual external expressions and we react to them like puppets. so to say. We are born to live in a variety of different ways . opinions and woes. while eliminating stress and enjoying greater fulfillment in every aspect of your life.2.until the day we exit this realm of existence.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The “Nothingness of Self-Esteem’ teaches you the way of life and how to develop yourself and it follows the old adage that says: "Give a man a fish and you can feed him for a day.e. They have not been able to settle for those things that make people accept their lot. i. co-dependent relationships. substance addictions and 14 . all from this same system that we call man. The senses allow us to communicate with the outside world. Teach him to fish and you feed him for life!" You'll discover the most powerful techniques to quieten your mind and develop your instincts or intuition. That may be sooner or later. However. Empowering Our Own Lives The brain is the computer for the body. yes it is true. We are a body.
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philosophical ideas and belief systems. Some of us have stopped and asked: Eh, what is going on here? How come things are the way they are? What or who am I really? What is this place that we live in? I am here accidentally or is there some kind of purpose? Many people have looked further and spent time with others who have gained some knowledge through spending their whole lives, looking for answers to these questions. For most of us, we say: What's the point in that, we can never really know? But for others of us, we have asked and asked questions and those questions have become the most important focus of our lives. We have not wanted to stay 'scraping the bottom,' behaving and believing we are important and valuable somehow, whilst knowing that we do not really know a single thing. These people become more than just puppets here, more than just physical beings dependent on their environment, and have experienced that there are realities beyond the physical realm. That we are not just ordinary bodies of very complicated machines. Through questing and constantly challenging reality - we find new horizons. We take too much blame and we all suffer the same way, it's just that some of us can manage better than others. The more sincere we are, the harder it can be among the pool of dishonest individuals - because we can only just acting a part. It is impossible to go out of the Unity. Don't take others responses to you as an accurate gauge of who you are and what you are about - through your own selfquesting you will find a different and reliable measure. The people around you will carry on in their relatively unconscious and irresponsible manners if you have decided to opt out - it doesn't mean you have to be the same if you stay within. All you need is to try and see that they are not intending to be
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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be, other than what they are being. Don't take it personally. There are millions and billions of people here and there mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and harmony to this world. Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked because not everyone is going to change and be themselves, as they are so caught up in surviving their lives. Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages being given and received. You don't just have effect on the people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were 500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact? This is what is going on. There are people waking up and realising that as long as we all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself! When you go out to experiment with influencing others positively do it consciously. By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the same as doing it. We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives. Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent
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constraints, we interact with our environment in a positive and encouraging manner and we start to recreate our lives. Begin with yourself first and all else will follow.
Take a look at your life and take inventory of the places you find yourself asking: Why do I always end up with this or that who always do this or that to me? Could it be my romantic partners, jobs, bosses, friends, cars, appliances, or even landlords? Just where is it that you find yourself in the same situation over and over again, through what seems to be no fault of your own? Once you have a completed list written down in a paper, pick one repetitive event to start with and allow for the possibility that you have helped to make this event reoccur by a belief you subconsciously hold. This may seem difficult at first, but it will be part of the wallpaper of life, invisible to one is also necessary for you to let go of the payoffs your belief in your own self-righteousness afforded you - this was probably the most difficult part of the whole transformation process and it will also be the most worthwhile. There may be other things you need to let go of, too - for instance your stubbornness must let go. On a separate sheet of paper, you may write down the thoughts and beliefs you could be holding that might consistently produce an outcome such as the one you are repetitively experiencing. Keep this piece of paper in a safe place so you can come back to it often and add new ideas. Once you have a belief that feels like it could be the most appropriate or the one that feels right, write a definition that fits with the dualistic viewpoint, where an opposite outside of you must occur in order for the event to happen.
loving.) This new viewpoint will give you a glimpse of how powerful you really are and how. circumstances. more abundant definition. As you do that. so you too can enjoy your righteousness without a need to have or make anyone else wrong. someone else has to be wrong and your more abundant definition of the so-called "righteousness " is that everyone embodies Cosmic righteousness. make sure you note that your transformation is going to benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine. the world around you transforms. self-limiting. that your limiting dualistic definition of "righteousness " was for you to be right.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Once you have that definition in place. your life will get easier and easier. and things have entered my life in ways that I could not have ever imagined but also never been able to engineer. or a word say: "righteousness". So you may choose to enjoy your righteousness independent of what others are thinking or doing. (This has been one of the greatest benefits of a unique transformation – for instance people. The next step is to take your new and more abundant definition and apply it to past experiences. For example. and empowering directions. when you channel your power away from negative. As part of this list. Be wise and act wisely! A final note on your transformation. Your transformation is going to 18 . When you change. notice how good it feels to be free of the fearful and limiting emotions of being the helpless victim and how powerful it feels to be co-creating with loving partners. and self-defeating directions and into positive. Then write down all the ways this new definition is going to positively change your present and your future. write another definition for your goal. Write down how each event plays out now that the action is being directed by the new. belief. that doesn't depend on an opposite or anything outside of you to experience its outcome.
represents a work of consciousness and is therefore in its nature synthetic. they may just be passersbys in the street. Without the lack of identity it would not be possible to attain self-awareness and the world would consist only of the being-in-itself . In fact. To say in a traditional way that man is an animal endowed with reason blurs. Even the principle of identity (A=A as in 2=/=1). Some of these effects you will see. while you will never know about others. Accept and enjoy the peace in your heart that comes with this trust. It is important that you trust that your transformation will have positive effects that you will be unaware of. but that it constitutes the world and that order itself is the Unity. This constitution is rendered possible by virtue of the nothingness of consciousness which in the form of a lack-of-identity provides the condition for the possibility of self-deception (bad faith). for Sartre. But without the synthetic ability of consciousness that world would be non-existent. Many of these people you will not even notice. the main point: that human consciousness is not just a part of the universal order of being. your transformation is going to provide the opportunity for others to experience their own transformation. which traditionally figures as an analytic (logical) principle. Human consciousness has been defined in terms of nothingness in order to emphasize the rift between the mode of things and the mode of human existence. 19 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM positively affect the people in your life. so you will know nothing of their transformation.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Development of the Real Intuition 2.so start listening to it and you will never go astray. to notice just how many different perspectives or internal voices going 20 . Paying attention to our inner world requires that we press the pause button on the endless mental processing that consumes most of us. It allows us to focus to emotions. Intuition. is a gentler source of information that often defies logic. as opposed to logic. flashes of inexplicable clarity defying conventional understanding. challenges reason and is strongly connected to feelings in the body rather than in the mind or head. feelings and our body and with this we have taken the first crucial step to accessing our intuitive self.moments of an insight.it may be interesting. Our tummy knows far more than we give it credit for . it has been known to change lives.1 The Real Intuition Most people will tell you that intuitive moments have occurred in their lives . reasoning and rationale. This is the gateway to our ‘inner world’ or intuition. if not scary. So. despite its nebulous nature. Yes intuition is real and yes it is fallible and yet. When trying to solve a problem or simply when thinking about anything . instead of waiting for your intuitive insights to arrive randomly and with scarcity why not develop this skill yourself? Can you imagine what having a more fully developed and reliable intuition would do for you? Most of us live in our heads and pay little or no attention to the feelings that we so aptly called ‘gut feelings’.
grief. Every choice is an act of power. stress. this is not schizophrenia. Many profound eureka or aha moments can happen in the shower. or while taking a relaxing walk . clearer source of internal thought. softer inner teacher. inner exploration. Open our horizons and then use our intuition to choose paths and actions that feel the most truly aligned with our inner 'fear-free self'. old baggage and inner turmoil lies in wait to pounce the moment we shut our eyes. What most people do not realise is that. mualim. it will give you high-speed access to your guru. we will find our intuition and inner guidance system. and even not choosing is a choice.why? Because when our body is finally relaxed and calm. So train your body to relax. Once we have gone through all the aforementioned actions. But the truth is that most of us don't want to be quiet. our intuition can kick in. Behind the doors of any likely emotional purging. Now we must use it to actively increase our awareness of choices – to seek out new ways of seeing and new ways of being. because we know that all sorts of nasty emotions. because power is the result of responsibility and choice. It is important to sorting out the difference between your internal voices of fear from other calmer. is your inner well of intuition just waiting to be used. You and I are accountable for our choices. priest who actually has something valuable to say. Although it is not necessary to fully peel the onion to access your intuition. And we 21 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on inside . While fear. relax or keep still for any significant length of time. despair. wise internal guru. The tyrants on the internal committee may prevent us from hearing the softer. they literally drown out the gentle. anger and their friends on the internal committee are hogging our internal bandwidth with their load and pushy behaviour.and no. (for anything other than sleep). fear literally interferes with true intuition.
Real Intuition is everyone's birthright.you still get thoughts of last nights dinner. The Life You Want – This is so and Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. your inner compass is waiting for you! Yes. If you've ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. Give yourself the gift of time and space dedicated to getting to know you better . Dream! Dream!! Dream!!! Any veteran of the inner world will tell. the answer is at hand. amala or eba . You Can Expand Your Comfort Zone.and excavate the magic that lies within. So use discernment.2 Expanding Your Real Intuition Don't be surprised to discover that your intuition was there all along. that sometimes when you close your eyes and go inside. to-do lists and other garbage invading your inner sanctum. peeled the onion. 2. and Instantly Boost Your SelfEsteem Forever. even after doing fancy meditation postures and tricks . Shatter the Beliefs that are Limiting Your Life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM shouldn't be afraid to dream a bigger dream for yourself. 22 .you may be surprised to find many easily accessible nuggets of insight and wisdom waiting to enrich your life with support and guidance. After you have started paying attention. because sometimes it is just macaroni! Be patient with yourself and go back a few steps and try again. but that it was buried under morass of fear and was simply malnourished and unable to germinate to a full grown reality. fired and hired on the inner committee. taken back your power and sifted through the macaroni. cleared up the inter-fear-ance.
They never make their dreams come true.nasty bosses. electric bill companies. because in just a moment. but there's a simple. and automatically creates the life you really want. Keep cool and read on. They never discover the secret to incredible power that is hidden within them. easy to use proven formula which unlocks everything your heart desires. On the other hand. 2. But until now. They are fearless in their drive and will take immediate. Their lives are an endless series of what-if questions they ask themselves. No matter what your dream is. harnessing this power is just a dream or fantasy. success has never been so easy. They live forever at the whims of others . people who lack this ability still have the same yearnings and desires as everyone else yet they stay stuck and unfulfilled. The single most important key to living your dreams is utilizing your personal power. I know it sounds incredible.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Did you know that there is a single ingredient that separates people who are successful in life from people who are not? That component is how you harness your personal power. People who use their power will take their dreams and make them come true. Many people feel powerless in their lives. For most folks. and bring its benefits into your life at the speed of lightning.3 Quest for Reality You should understand just how close you are to your dreams right now. massive. repeated action and will never give up until they can live their dreams. 23 . I am going to reveal what I discovered through 21 years of research that allows you to harness your inner power and immediately attract everything you desire. now you can be on the way to achieving your dreams in just minutes. But. water rate board or others trying to hold them back.
Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you know yourself. choose your values. and you become unstoppable and indistructible. You'll be able to handle every obstacle along the way. Your true living body is the secret to show you the way to activate it. You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can climb and how you are being held back. When you use your power. you have a more confident feeling inside. And you'll be able to move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72 hours. you would be able to distinguish between the super achievers and The an average person. Unless your personal power throttle is set on high. When using your power. your life is entirely new. 24 . When you are freed from the prison of your fears. you become successful in your lives. or react to life is shaped by who and what we think we are. The way you set your goals. it affects every aspect of your existence.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you make it reality when you master this skill.
columns. a physical body (called simply a body or even an object) is a collection of masses. slabs. beams. Figure 3.1 Human Physical Body In physics.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Physical Body 3.1 Human body parts 25 . taken to be one. roof etc). a building can be considered an object but the building also consists of many particles or elements (foundations. For example.
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Specifically, a physical body is an object which can be described by the theories of classical mechanics, or quantum mechanics, and experimented upon with physical instruments. This includes the determination of a position, and in some cases the orientation in space, as well as means to change these, by exerting forces. For instance, the force of gravity will accelerate a body if it is not supported, thus causing a change of its position by falling freely. However, it should be noted that it is not necessary for there to be forces present for an object position to change - only the rate of change of the object's position, that is, its velocity, will change under the influence of forces.
Figure 3.2 Female and male human anatomy (Source: www.3dscience.com)
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A human's (animal's or vegetable's) physical body is made up of organs and tissues and is a part of the total living being which in the human being may also include a psychological or spiritual component. However, whether or not a human being includes a spiritual component is entirely up to philosophical and theological debate. In Figures 3.1 and 3.2, human physical body and their parts are shown. It is therefore necessary to known the positions of human body parts as the knowledge is essential for the spiritual development. Human, know thyself!
Systems of the Human Body
In a human body system the followings are defined as: Circulatory system: pumping blood throughout the body Digestive system: processing food with mouth, stomach and intestines Endocrine system: communicating within the body using hormones Immune system: defending against disease-causing agents Integumentary system: skin, hair and nails Lymphatic system: structures involved in the transfer of lymph between tissues and the blood stream Muscular system: moving the body Nervous system: collecting, transferring and processing information with brain and nerves Reproductive system: the sex organs Respiratory system: the organs used for breathing, the lungs Skeletal system: structural support and protection through bones Urinary system: the kidneys and associated structures involved in the production and excretion of urine
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Certain professions, especially medicine and physiotherapy, require the study of human anatomy (See Figure 3.2) in depth. Textbooks usually split the body into the following regional groups: Head and Neck: includes everything above the thoracic inlet. Upper limb: includes the hand, forearm, arm, shoulder, axilla, pectoral region and scapular region. Thorax: contains the region of the chest from the thoracic inlet to the thoracic diaphragm. Abdomen: everything from the thoracic diaphragm to the pelvic brim or to the pelvic inlet. The back: about the spine and its components, the intervertebral disks and bodies Pelvis and Perineum: the pelvis consists of everything from the pelvic inlet to the pelvic diaphragm. The perineum is the region between the genital area and the anus. Lower limb: the lower limb is usually everything below the inguinal ligament, including the thigh, the hip joint, the leg, and the foot.
Human, know thyself! It is not only the medical or physiotherapy profession that requires in-depth knowledge in human anatomy, but every spiritually inclined individual. This is because in any spiritual unfoldment, imagination is important to activate the results during and after meditation. It is equally necessary to invoke and bring to focus any part of the body that need healing or development. The human subtle body is going to be discussed in the following chapter.
the more fixed (stabled or simpler structure) the aura around the object is. The energy of plants. Although it differs from the aura of humans and animals. If you have no pet. where there are lots of trees in the thick jungle.g. etc. but there are similarities on a basic level. That is why they say if you are stressed "hug a tree!". look at your cat or dog for an indication. in a full consciousness you will realize that by passing a tree your aura becomes flooded and charged with green. it has an energy field. animals put green and pink energy in our energy fields because they are loyal and love unconditionally and this energy finds its way to influence your energy. Pets often have certain aura colours that are characteristic of their primary caregivers. The lower the vibration. If it vibrates. (In parts of Africa.1 Introduction Everything has an aura. etc. About the therapeutic effect of animals on people. trees.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Subtle Body 4. Plants including flowers. watch your own behaviour towards others. This explains why animals understand their owner's language when you are able to see the telepathic energy being received and sent between owner and animal. Animals have less complex but more intense coloration than humans. crystals. Wild animals have more expansive auras than their domestic counterparts. the dominant colouration. If you want to know what your aura looks like. Surely this is true. the inhabitants 29 . books. plants. particularly trees can influence our own energy. animals. planets. have an energy field.. grass. It is normally iridescent/radiant. e.
At the same time a car symbolically represents our ego vehicle. so it is safe as long as the tree in which a life is insured is not cut off. it automatically raises your energy levels. which allows you to see the physical or etheric double. reflect colours around it.) The green energy emanating from the tree when hugged. The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place accumulating more of the same energy. but the light energy tends to flow. Because of the high amount of oxygen at the sea. Cars. And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the waters. ask yourself when recently your ego got punctured?! Think. The next time your car gets a flat tyre. when looking at. With auric sight these are perceived as light and dark spots.you will see that there is much more going around the moon than you have ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night and watch! Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight. one needs to take a look at the ocean. so a part of our energy resonates around the goods we feel attached to. ask and you must receive. Most trees live 100 to 200 years. Certain areas. emotional layer and 30 . It could be realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to our earthly goods. If you try to look at the aura of a full moon . Lower vibrations can be altered by placing crystals in these spaces or corners. immediately neutralizes lower unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and others or his environment. There is a natural energy which flows through a house. To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like. spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on to the negative energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM insure their life as well as their children inside trees. A car can have a unique aura received often from its owner.
it is usual for parents or some adults to feel their children are going nuts. because if taught and developed well it would raise the world to a greater height than now. Archangels are a symbol of large hands forming an arch. ogbanje or all sorts of names. They give 31 . This is the belief and a typical scenario. While naturally. To some clairvoyants. When they don't like the color of the aura above the head. The names signify that such children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or Source Codes so to say. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults of what they ‘see’ or feel. or if this color is much different from their parent's aura. For the rest you need clairvoyant or spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher dimensions. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings. so they never lose this natural ability. abiku. Hence they are obliged to go back to them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras naturally. just like my wife’s. Infants frequently look above a person in front of them. no matter how much smiling the person does. who are usually completely enslaved by the materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following superficial examples. Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy. some people’s aura. Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere. In this area of the world (Yorubas. it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting into a blockage. The truth is that children should learn to see and read auras in our primary schools. they cry. attracts most children Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of adults.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the lower mental layers. Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it.
the vibration of your field is immediately raised and expanded and to the clairvoyant eye it looks brighter and more radiant. Chakras Zone Figure 4.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM these symbolic images so that one knows what energy beings he is working with. The true living body comprises of physical and subtle body.2 Aura An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the body. Angelic energy feels warm. kind and peaceful . loving. To some.1 Human body aura 32 . violets and roses. Whenever an angel or malaeka or iwin being enters your aura. Angels leaves a place smelling like lavender. They can also make their presence known by smell or touch. Most people find it overwhelming as this love and warmth cannot be compared to any we find on earth. 4.so to say.
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It is a multi dimensional energy field that contains all that was and is. It extends to become part of the cosmic universe. An aura is composed of all the colors of the spectrum. Combinations differ with individuals and are constantly shifting. The colors are representative of mental and emotional states. The human aura is a multi-dimensional energy field, which consists of closely knit electromagnetic particles of varying densities suspended around the body in several layers known as auric bodies. The aura manifests the sum and sustains our existence as an endless life force in the universe. It is an extension of our higher self and a manifestation of the cosmic nature of our being. It is the antennae of consciousness, a treasure and throve of knowledge. Imagine an advanced energy and information system that contains a true chronicle of your past- present-and future. By referring to it you can expand your awareness and discover exciting new dimensions to your existence. It is also a system that can give you new insight, growth and power into your life. Einstein said: ‘Color is light, light is energy and energy is the whole universe’. Think of the aura as a colorful light system around any object which functions, not only in a 3rd dimension but in a 4th or even 5th dimension which is timeless and therefore it is only energy that interacts with everything as well as the universe. It is alive and an ever changing energy system and non-static. It is forever communicating, interacting, responding and confirming with every impulse, in and around it. It is an energy system, which contains all of which you are and were as a body, mind and soul being. It is forever present and forever evolving as you grow and expand and experience life in all its forms. It can never dissolve since energy cannot be destroyed. It can only be altered. Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every
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part of an atom, every electron, every elementary particle, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the aura as an electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the aura vibration. The most important property of the aura seems to be the fact that it contains information about the object. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants and so on) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals, water etc) is essentially fixed. Above facts have been observed by scientists in Russia, who have been using Kalian Effect to study auras for the last 52 years. The aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light. The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (deoxyribonucleic acid or DNA, structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (ultra-violet or UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists in Aura research are suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave aura. The high frequency (UV) part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.
The True Colours of Auras
It is very difficult to describe the energy and colours of the 4th and 5th dimension in a 3 dimensional way. Due to the Kirlian
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photography a lot of people have the impression that that is what an aura is all about and that is what the colours look like. This could not be any further from the truth. This is merely 1 dimension attained from biofeedback and the colours are reproduced to represent what the camera accesses. This camera only picks up the type of energy you currently manifest at body level. Aura can be divided in to 4 bodies; the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. All these bodies have a higher dimension to them that function in the 4th and 5th dimension except the spiritual body. Spirit is 5 dimensional and there are even higher vibrations than that. All of these bodies differ from each other. The colour aspect of the aura functions within the emotional body. We truly have colourful emotions and that is why we have expressions in language using colour to describe emotions, e.g.:
red with anger. If one is mad the emotional aura is flooded with red. green with envy. A slummy shade of green is in the aura. having the blues. Too much blue in the emotional layer is telling you that this person is currently feeling melancholic.
Your soul's colours look completely different than the emotional colours. It looks like nothing on the earth plane. The closest description is that this aura has the same haziness a misty day about it, but then with a tint of green, blue, red, like the colours of the rainbow, sometimes more than 1 colour or even 4 colours together with the sun shining from behind to give it the radiance of the soul. The general hue, which people talk about, is still not a true colour. It is true for the personality you are on earth. This is
People with the same general hue normally get along with those of complementary colours like reds and greens. reds will push greens to be more active while greens will calm down the energy of the reds. 36 . This part of our eyes needs a lot of exercise if you have never used it before. They are used for night vision and to detect movement. conditioning and karmic issues stored within the 3rd eye. So what you truly are on earth is a sum total of all these bodies. These keep one another on their toes. rods and cones. They are used to see colours and objects in our everyday environment. Other ways of perceiving the aura is through the 3rd eye. focused vision. We each have approximately 18 million rods and 3 million cones in our eyes. fear and also because we use our left brain function more than the intuitive right brain as we grow up. There are two main types of light receptors in the human eye.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at whichever level it is functioning currently. Cones are concentrated in the middle of our eyes. The so called Rods are concentrated in the outer portion of our eyes. 4. This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st house in astrology. For instance. Rods are receptive to shorter wavelengths of lights (those in the ultraviolet spectrum). projected outwards. You can raise your level of vibration through regular meditation. yellows and purples. Cones are receptive to light in our normal visible spectrum.4 Auric Sight Auric sight is a function of the eye that has been neglected or shut down by conditioning. In order to do that you need to let go of limiting beliefs. So what does my aura look like? It depends on which auric body you are looking at. oranges and blues. So we use our peripheral vision to see the aura.
i. Then there is the deeper feeling of what the emotion is doing to the person's other energies. Alpha level functions within the super conscious and when you can maintain that level you are automatically open to perceive the energy of the aura. Normally we receive and read the energy with our left hand and give energy out with the right hand. Here too. There is the immediate emotion a person experiences. Remember you use your eyes and your intuitive mind to perceive! The secret to seeing auras is patience. for instance you can experience the emotion of raging anger and that may make feel vulnerable when you see one in a person right in front of you. by feeling the energy another person is giving off or radiating. remembering there are always more than one (1) level to feeling. In order to understand the totality of the energy and what the energy of the aura wants to communicate. practicing an hour a day. The moment you tense up or stress. it is important to develop other senses like hearing. Seeing is believing. Our hands are a kinesthetic sensor to feel energy. smelling and touch. Human. but feeling is the truth. You get frustrated or confused. Seeing auras is a different way of looking. The aura is gazed upon not look at. To enter that state of mind you need to relax and experience it as game of fun. You have heard people refer to a friend: I can feel he is in a bad mood. Most of us are clairsentience beings.e. The aura is accessible not only through sight. 37 . So it is.5 Multi-Sensory Perception This is using all of your senses to experience the energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM teaching yourself to access the alpha brain waves. know thyself! 4. you go back to a lower vibration and then it is very difficult to access the energy.
What is so unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher levels of awareness. It is a profound system that integrates body. through which vital energy must pass in order to nourish and maintain physical.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM We can also feel the energy of a place and animals. ajna or CAVICAL Throat (5th) or DORSAL Heart (4th). There is a whole spectrum of sound outside our normal range of hearing abilities within the spiritual dimensions that is accessible through our inner hearing system. Each chakra has 3 layers of energy. And this is the least developed skill in most people. Positions of chakras 38 . 4. amahata Solar Plexus (3rd) Sacral (2nd) Root (1st) Figure 4. People like mediums can communicate with other dimensional beings. are energy points in our aura. Note this! Crown (7th) or MEDULAR 3rd Eye (6th). emotional. they see as silver/gold in the aura).6 Chakras Chakras. Because of noise or what we did not want to hear we have blocked our hearing abilities. Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels spinning. as represented in Figure 4. mental and spiritual well being. mind and soul. Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth.2. There is no sense in only seeing if you cannot hear or see what the energy wants to tell you. responsibilities and consciousness.2. Chakras enable us to gather process and release energy.
Yes Chakras get ‘rusted’ or ‘corroded’ just like an abandoned steel. This is the energy which can become congested in the comings and goings of everyday life. Water-air combination corrodes steel. infancy and early childhood. which are locked into the energetic. However. express and release our feelings.e. So. These blockages reflect our capacity to experience. these deep layers of energy are more likely to open and blossom when the top layers are free from congestion. i. The blockages in this field of energy come about through unexpressed emotions. The middle layer relates to deeply personal emotional issues. It is my wish that everyone will have at least once the opportunity to experience this. code would be a violation of the person's life process. The deep inner layer is related to the soul path. These may require a deeper therapeutic approach to work through the disturbances. To disturb the patterns. especially when we forget our spiritual nature and ignore our true purpose in life. so also will negative thought do to your Chakras. Unresolved issues will stand in the way of our development and growth which work through our mental processes as well as energetic processes. which focus around our birthing. Chakras can easily be blocked if they are not well activated and used rightly. be cautious! When the chakra is blocked at this level the mind needs to be engaged and committed to reprogramming negative thoughts about the past. No one can know the deep unfolding of the soul's destiny. The chakras spin at such a high vibration that it is not possible to see it with auric sight alone but with an opened 3rd eye.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The top layer relates to transpersonal energy. if activated and abused by negative thoughts. Not only can one must use the steel but must be oiled properly and adequately too. When you do you will understand why the Yogis describe chakras as lotus with 39 .
a star for the 3rd eye and a skull cap for the crown chakra. Over the years some discrepancies have been noticed between how different people "define" each chakra. hence. upside down triangle for the throat chakra. (Matter is merely slowed down or crystallized energy. a crescent moon for the sacral chakra. we can awaken our conscious minds to our true spiritual natures. It is a universal energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spinning petals. The base chakra extends down and the crown chakra extends up. but the differences have only been minor. Through chakra meditation and learning and experience with the energetic nature of the universe. Balancing and Charging the Chakras While the word "chakra" has Hindu (Sanskrit) roots. (particularly the second and third chakras). the chakras can be perceived in their symbolic representation. and all people inhabiting physical bodies on this earth have them. a circle for the solar plexus. Certainly the colors and locations of the chakras are generally consistent. while the chakras in between have vortexes both to the front of the body and to the back. which is a red square for the root chakra. our bodies are energy!) The chakras and other smaller energy vortexes (such as acupuncture points) are openings and channels for universal energy to flow into and out of the aura. The following is a general summary of understanding the physical locations and elements associated with each chakra. 40 . a heart shape for the heart chakra. These energy vortexes are the channels through which spiritual energy flows through to manifest in the physical plane. the energy involved is not partial to any particular religion or belief.
then our chakra system is balanced. which is the "color of love. It is the chakra that governs our physical existence. and is violet fading to white further away from the body. The fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green. The seventh chakra is at the crown of the head. It governs communication and personal magnetism. open. When a chakra becomes blocked. then our physical and emotional health can be affected. It is like our umbilical cord to The Absolute. and is associated with the color orange. This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision. or muddied with residual energy. The sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purple/blue)." It is also the link between emotion and thought. The second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love. The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow). This chakra governs creativity and emotion. religion fanatism) with our current physical selves. When all the chakras are "whirling". The fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine. our bodies and our health. and also the color rose. damaged. particularly psychic vision." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves (half education. Often this 41 . It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection. It is associated with the will or desire. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas. bright and clean.
The more open. your heart chakra is likely to become tight and closed and block emotional energy. Or perhaps you're cerebrally focused on finding answers to deep questions about "reality" (as I was for many years). it can be used to ground oneself. Anybody at any required time one feels empty. chances are your root (red) chakra is going to become sluggish. and continued growth on all levels. looks unending for a beginner but. Use the power of imagination to locate each necessary parts of your body. is very effective. safe and powerful. This probably has its roots in our ancestors' religious aversion to the "flesh" and their focus on the rewards of "heaven. use it wisely. The effects of our habits. The following exercise. health. First know yourself. clear and balanced the chakras. You are endowed with it. beliefs. the more energy can flow through your system. darkened and dull. This energy is essential for vitality. Lie. If you "close off" your emotions because they're painful or overwhelming. If you are extremely centered in your intellect. for instance) and don't exercise. fears and desires can be found in our chakras. but a disproportionately small heart chakra or root chakra. you may have a bulging and bright brow chakra." The goal is a strong. 42 . if you eat poorly (a lot of processed food. clear. stand or sit in a relaxed and comfortable position. balanced energy system. feelings.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM occurs habitually as the result of negative or incomplete belief systems. In this country (Nigeria) and other Nations of the world we tend to value the upper chakras over the lower chakras. Your body is the only authentic temple you have and not somebody else or any place. For example. as you would for any meditation. thoughts.
Follow the breath as it flows toward your nostrils. in this time.. Breathe in. take a moment to ground yourself here in this moment..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM (Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple you possess. follow your breath. in. is all-in-all.) Your spine remains straight and your head aligned with your body. All the same. all is infinite mind and infinite manifestations. in this place. The body should already be relaxed and the mind tranquil when beginning this meditation. my…and my…is the image of my.. and out..and out. Another said: A-U-M.. and out. of your weight.and …therefore I am not material but… ” You may wish to fill in the gap by your usual name of your belief: God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMashida. in this body. Just relax into this quiet moment... truth or intelligent nor subject of matter. God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMasishida.. while another recites the mantra: “There is no life.in (six or seven counts as wished but stick to one) and out (six or seven counts. as it enters your nose.. In. as it fills your lungs and then as it is expelled. Spirit/ Inner Force/. so use it wisely. Take some deep breaths.. Feel where your body meets the (chair/bed/floor). 43 . It is preferable to learn about energy and the methods of balancing. of the heaviness of your limbs.. but stick to one). for my... cleansing and charging the chakras and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation... Somebody told me he likes to recite: “Allah-Akbar-Laahu-Akbar” for 10 minutes to relax.. Eyes are closed.. Now that you are relaxed and feeling very much at peace. The following is just one way of performing this balancing.. Become aware of your body from head to toe.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now focus on the area at the base of the spine. and when the chakra is clean. Allow those hands to repair any imperfections. Now turn your focus up to your abdomen. your physical health and vitality. feel its strength and power. See red swirls of energy flowing to your root chakra. your chakra grows large and deep red and strong. 44 . Mentally envision the chakra and note any symbolic symptoms of disease. You are surrounded by infinite root energy. imagine your hands (or those of a guide) working on the chakra. study the appearance of this chakra. This is the root chakra. clean away the dirt and throw it into an imaginary pail with a lid. Now turn your attention back to the root chakra. Allow the energy to fill your chakra until it is so vital that it extends several feet out from your body. In your mind you can see your root chakra. dirty. mentally take the pail and hurl it into the sun. to the area of the "womb" or spleen/lower navel (if man). Watch it as it travels through space and then bursts into a zillion bits of energy upon solar contact. Its energy is red. As the energy swirls in. note its color and vitality. In your mind. If you feel your chakra is dusty. or otherwise less than a perfectly brilliant red whirling vortex. Allow the sun to recycle this energy back into the universe. If it is dirty. Imagine the room glowing red with this energy. It is clean and red. and it governs your physical body. the area between your legs. You can feel this as a tingling as the energy fills your root chakra. a brilliant red swirling vortex of physical energy. torn.
Watch as your orange chakra grows and whirls. discarding any imperfections or impurities in the pail. and send the pail to the sun to recycle the energy. that which governs will and ambition. charging it with vitality. send me yellow energy. with clear-thought. up through the orange chakra.' Feel 45 . to the solar plexus. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the chakra. Now return your attention to the yellow chakra. that which controls clear thinking and creativity. It is now clean and whole. Call out to the universe for orange creative energy and feel the space around you begin to glow orange. Allow the invisible hands to cleanse the chakra and heal it. Focus on the orange chakra again. to work for that which I value and desire.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is the orange chakra. 'Universe. Note its color. This is the heart of the yellow chakra. It is now clean and a bright yellow. until it extends out from your body for several feet. Turn from the red chakra. or perhaps too driven? Examine your will through this chakra. its vitality. with creativity. Send the “pail” to the sun for recycling. With a tingle you feel the energy begin to swirl into your chakra. energy to achieve my goals. just as the red root chakra is still whirling and strong. Have you been lazy of late. will energy. Note its color and appearance. and a bright orange. Take a moment to observe the chakra. Take a few moments to examine this chakra. Discard any imperfections in the pail. to repair or heal it. that of will.
Are there bindings holding in pain? Or is the chakra tight and hard with anger? Release any tensions. release any pain or anger. with compassion for our shared experiences and journey. It is clean and a beautiful green color. In your mind you can see your red/root chakra glowing. your orange/womb chakra pulsing brilliantly. Fill my heart with love energy. extending several feet out from your body.” Must you use any familiar phrase for yourself. to life itself. to all beings. and with a tingle feel the energy swirl into your solar plexus. Turn your attention to the middle of your chest. They are still yours if you choose to hold them. Examine this chakra. so be it. imperfections or impurities to the pail. but for now. that I may in turn give love to others. vitality. Send them to the sun for recycling. Note its color. It whirls strongly and evenly. Now focus back on the heart chakra. Feel the green energy whirling into your heart. This chakra governs your feelings. and your yellow/solar plexus chakra glowing strongly. 46 . your emotional connections to others and to the universe. to the heart chakra. whirling. Say: “Universe/God/Allah/Most-High. Reflect a moment on how you've been feeling emotionally lately. Watch the chakra grow and glow and spin with this new energy.) send me green energy for my heart! Open my heart to the world. You may feel an instant wave of emotion.. the green chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the yellow energy surrounding your body. any impurities. Gently allow those invisible hands to cleanse and purify the chakra.
your chakras are cleansed and charged and huge with energy. Feel the air fill with blue universal energy. swirl in and around and fill your third eye chakra with deep. 47 . Examine the chakra. Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. Feel your throat open with this swirling. vital indigo energy. drawing others to you. Perhaps you've been feeling shy and afraid to extend your energy in communication. Feel it charge the air. Perhaps you haven't been honoring your own beliefs and speaking out when you should. It is a beautiful deep indigo. Focus on the middle of your forehead. the third eye. This chakra is indigo and governs psychic vision and intuition. noting the color and any imperfections. or not listening well. Allow the hands to heal and cleanse the chakra and when finished. to heal any imperfections and recycle them in the sun. send the impurities to the sun for recycling. Now look at the chakra. center of the blue chakra which governs communication and personal magnetism. strong blue energy. Allow the hands to cleanse the chakra. Or perhaps you've been talking over others. Perhaps it is locked up due to fear. This energy charges your aura with magnetism.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM From the red chakra through the orange chakra through the yellow chakra through the green chakra. Perhaps it no longer spins out of neglect/stagnation. Focus on the throat. clean and whirling. Examine the chakra for imperfections. Feel the throat open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra. There is psychic energy available to you beyond measure.
etc. Your chakras are huge. It is brilliantly violet. the orange/womb chakra. to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. See the crown chakra grow enormous. glowing white around the outside.. a loving embrace of your whole self. Mentally reach out to that which you consider your "Source" to "The Absolute" or “The Universe”. to the blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. to the green/heart chakra. to the deep 48 . open and brilliant. to the blue/throat chakra. bright. Feel the response. and recycle the discarded energy in the sun. examine the chakra and allow any healing needed. and fully charged. In my experience this chakra generally needs much less work than the others. From the red/root chakra. and the white energy surround your body. Now focus your attention at the crown of your head. All your chakras are now clean. to the green/heart chakra. the energy flowing back to you. Note the red/root chakra. and note any mental visions as this occurs. whirling. big! Move your attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. strong.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Feel the third eye open.. Now examine the chakra. This chakra is like an umbilical cord to "home. charged and in balance." Reflect on your spirituality of late. to the orange/womb chakra. to cleanse. Allow the hands to heal. fading to white further away. This chakra is violet near the body. Now is a good time to ask for increased psychic power. of your soul. Feel the violet energy flowing in. Ask for the peace and joy of a strong crown chakra connection. This chakra governs your connection to the Universe/God/Goddess/The Creator.
You are completely refreshed. and evens our body’s natural electro-magnetic field. and peaceful. Your energy is balanced.like the Earth. there’s an electromagnetic energy surge/shift now underway. Electromagnetism is the stuff that when the Sun emits more electromagnetic radiation. Consequently. Sun. increasing incidents of unexplained phenomena.7 An Electromagnetic Affair Most noticeable human shifting includes the alarmingly frequent occurring nervous system disorders. There’s a whole lot of shifting going on as in Figure 4. full of energy and vitality. and extra-sensory development. calm. almost as if there’s something in the air. a heightened intensity of emotions is being felt and people are embracing “know thyself” and “above all else be true to thyself” philosophy. Me and everything else that exist within. your chakras are spinning and whirling. Try it! Alternative to this is your regular alsolaat.3. Strangely. Evidently. 49 . You. See the white energy that extends up and out from the crown chakra enveloping your whole body in an egg of white energy. You are full of vitality. within the Universe. you may not want to get involved with any other meditation again. ironbased inner core. After few months of practice. and its frequency rate are altered. 4. This energy alteration affects all creatures. if one energetic member shifts. pelvic movement or your group dancing and clapping of hands.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM purple/third eye to the violet/crown. the Earth’s geomagnetic field. all the others are likely to follow .
3 The shift It is what makes you wonder which energetic member is affecting “Ra” the Sun? Without a doubt. meaning a whole lot of shifting is most likely yet to come .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. The ancient Mayan’s were wizards of time and numerology. 50 . Currently. amongst other Geophysics and Astrophysics intelligences.. displays an intense and rather abnormal fiery and explosive behavior. observe the Sun with watchful and astonished eyes as our Solar System leader “the Sun”.electromagnetism. our modern technology. we are in a spectacular and peculiar time of great change. affecting Earth and Everyone. exposing the basic mechanics of creation -. Listed below are a few helpful suggestions for preparing your body-mind-spirit for energy surges and shifts.. since 1999 to date. A time when old wisdom merges with modern knowledge. the larger cycle of the Sun. In the meantime. Their calendar reveals an important time (1999 – 2012) when the last 13 baktuns (Mayan years). we are in the half-way point of this Sun cycle. is complete.
The following is an easy exercise: Stand up-right and spin your body in a left (counter clockwise) direction for a few 51 . allowing your bio-energy to flow more freely and efficiently. Support and enhance your body’s equilibrium During an event of electromagnetic shifting. Hold a position that creates your body to shake or vibrate. you are connecting to Earth by creating an energy current circuitry that improves your bio-energy system.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A very noticeable year is the year 2007 (20:07 in the Qur’an). in which the difference between 7 and 20 is 13. We need to stimulate and strengthen our sensory systems in order to improve our adaptability to vibration energy surges/shifts. nausea. By doing this you are activating synergistic nerve conduction. preparing the body for easier adjustment in energy surges and shifts. Electromagnetic Shift Tips Associate with the vibration of the earth’s core energy By walking barefoot. Stretch your body and feel the internal vibrations Try this by standing up right with your feet on the floor. physical symptoms are known to occur. yet it is not the last circle of the Sun. thus. These may include vertigo. changes in energy level or changes in auditory and other sensory functioning. and anxiety. tingling of moving energy throughout body. Rearrange different positions to enhance vibration in certain areas of the body. Now lean over and touch the floor with both hands grounded. sitting or lying on the Earth’s natural floor.
(natural form: sodium. especially optimal nerve transmission. Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by thinking wisely! 4. are likely to throw off your body's balance mechanism. Use natural salts and baking soda Use natural salts and baking soda in your bath for detoxifying the body. Eat well. calcium. Drink and eat electrolytes Everything in our body. grounding and stabilizing your energy field. operates with electrolytes. perhaps the most important helpful factor to state is to inculcate: Get Awareness Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or another. etc. 52 . drugs and then electronic equipment. Mental and emotional cleaning is recommended on a regular basis. Negative thought patterns about yourself attract negative people and incidences in your life. thus drawing toxins from the pores and balancing excessive positive charge.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spins and then pause a moment. potassium. Repeat the spin in the opposite direction (clockwise). This practice of sensory recalibration is most helpful for the auditorial (sense of balance) region. sonic energy waves.8 Influences of Auras Negative influences are negative thoughts. Salt and soda creates a negative ionic atmosphere. noise.) In the midst of new changes and shifting taking place. Changes in air pressure.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Continued loud noises disturb the balance of the layers and therefore lower your vibration level. It is advisable that if you spent a long time in these unnatural energies to balance it out by spending time in nature to restore your energy. Remember that all disease has a mental and emotional cause and which if addressed will also clear up the disease. Figure 4. If it is not a life threatening illness. Restore the balance of your aura with the gentle music and or other nature sounds. go along other routes like homeopaths and alternative medicines. It creates tension within the fields or weakens your energy that makes it receptive for disease. creating a phantom effect that boomerangs back on your psyche! Electronic equipment and power lines have a different magnetic energy field that runs in the opposite direction of your natural energy force. Alcohol suppresses the emotions.3 The shift 53 . Over long periods of time the electric energy wants to change your natural flow while your own energy wants to correlate it again. Drugs and cigarettes and other medicine taken over a long period of time create a grayish layer in the vital energy and prevent the natural ability we have to heal ourselves from functioning at an optimum level.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Your energy field can also be strengthened by the use of the transformation meditations. On the other hand. If you decide not to try. except our limited understanding of Nature. What we think we know on Earth now is just a tiny drop in the Ocean of Knowledge. Long time ago. meditation.4. and decent behaviour. Long. There is nothing ‘paranormal’ in the Universe. no longer will you need to rely on believing someone.4 The true aura Many great people in the past complained that: we have eyes and we do not see. Rampa and other saintly persons were covered and often seen with golden halos around their heads. Christ. natural sunlight. wearing bright colours. 54 . healthy eating. You will know that you ‘know’ because you ‘know’. when you see something for yourself. long time ago. Mohammed. Advanced spiritual people such as Buddha. you will never see the aura. Nature gave us all we need to see auras. because some artists could actually see auras just as shown in Figure 4. If you probe further in the “Nothingness of self esteem” you will discover what they meant. All is required is the knowledge on how to use your senses together with your conscious effort. And you can use your knowledge to learn more and help others. Positive influences are natural sounds. Figure 4. people admired things they could not explain and called them “miracles”. people were able to see auras.
Such a person should have a clearly defined yellow-golden halo around the head. you may be almost sure.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Anyone can see auras to some degree. you effectively see a lie every time. especially around and above the head have very special meanings. my approach is to show everyone what their eyes are capable of. aura is our spiritual signature. 55 . regardless how impressive. it manifests clearly. good looking or well dressed he/she seems to appear. If he/she does not have it. that such person has unclear intentions. you are much better on your own.they are deaf. Colors and intensity of the aura. dump and stupid. No one can lie in front of you undetected. If they do not agree with what this person is saying. you can be sure that such person is good and spiritually advanced.) When nearly everyone (including children) sees a similar thing. Just relax and you will surely observe your own aura flying off your head. spiritual teacher. educated. wa-hun la yah-kiluun . (but Sumu bukumu. Stand in front of a full length mirror. muallim or a guru. Also. When you see a person with a bright. even if he/she is modest and not aware of it. master. I consider this a part of our Nature and I say that it deserves our attention. It is especially important to check the aura of any religious leader. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. eloquent. When you see a person with a gray or dark aura. they do not make any sense. Rather than create an aura of mystery around my newly acquired skill. watch your forehead (at the boundary of your hair-cut. umuyu. We cannot fake the aura. It shows our True Nature and intentions for everyone to see. With a little patience. even if you are bald). clean aura. Let’s see.
religion and political leaders have only two things in mind: money and power to control people. spiritual development and our awareness of Nature. if you focus your life on follow-follow-type rituals and the flock of other people. Everyone has an Aura. Where is the danger? When the time comes to really use the information stored in your consciousness from this lifetime. In such case it is necessary to re-learn everything from the beginning.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Joining a sect or a religion that is led by incompetent people without good auras is very dangerous for your consciousness. they will watch what they think. Such attitude suppresses your True Nature. By consciously controlling your aura you can actually heal yourself. jealousy and other similar emotions – I beg of you leave this material thing alone. cultivating fear. there may be almost nothing useful there. Yes. and your aura seems to become suppressed too. Refer to the section ‘nothingness theory’ in this book. However. This seems to be a direct consequence of their lifelong materialistic attitude negating and suppressing the development of consciousness. Imagine changes on the Mother Earth if many people can see auras of their leaders and start choosing them on the basis of their auras. And you can see it in their aura for yourself. By reading aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. But most people on Earth have very weak and dull Auras. healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness. at least develop your inner power first and you will be better for it. When people realize that their Aura is on display and many people are able to see it. envy. Most sect. And 56 . Some people’s aura if perceived can make one very sad indeed for dull colour it bears.
In the process they will become better and wiser. at the end of the Pleistocene. 4. Literarily. Surely. This continental-sized land was indeed larger than Asia Minor and Libya (North Africa) put together. In ancient Egyptian (18th dynasty) means Rotating fields of light Mer). Another sizable piece of land in the Indus Delta. It is seen to have been about two or three times larger than continental-sized India. Since the fall of Atlantis. generated by the Love of the Universe. we have forgotten how to activate this living field. at that occasion. The conclusion is that Atlantis. also disappeared likewise.9 The Energy Field MerKaBa is a term translated as 'chariot' in Hebrew.) 57 . spirit(Ka) and soul(Ba). (The huge chunk of land. including the Americas. The MerKaba is the energy field that exists around every living thing throughout the Universe. he or she is in a place of complete protection. No other regions of the world display a similar event.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM they will try to see and improve their own Aura. the entire world will become much better if all people can see and read Auras. if Plato was in fact speaking truthfully. being able to recognize intentions of other people. When MerKaBa is activated around a person's body. the site of the second Atlantis. could only have been located in that region of the world. MerKaBa is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love.5. Back in the times of Atlantis. exactly as Plato affirms. See Figure 4. to the south of Southeast Asia. of continental dimensions. became sunken when sea level rose. everyone’s MerKaBa was activated.
Spherical 58 . which brings Life Force Energy directly into the body in the same manner before the fall of Atlantis that the dolphins and whales breathe. Therefore the MerKaBa teaching is based on Sacred Geometry.5 Ancient world during ice-age The activation meditation has recently been released back to humanity because we are ready for it again and it plays a vital part in the vibrational changes that we and the Mother Earth are going through. They serve to balance all chakras. already knows that the ascention is possible. The meditation also incorporates deep (pranic) breathing techniques. deals with logic and linear time. The right brain. but over time we have forgotten how. or the feeling aspect of the brain. and remains skeptical to the possibilities of ascention. The left brain on the other hand. The MerKaBa Meditations facilitate deep spiritual growth and activation. thus appeasing the left brain's doubtful nature.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. We used to breathe in this manner. and lead one into whole-brain synchronization.
As it amplifies the energy of the heart. The MerKaBa also functions as a multi-dimensional force field which when activated through love will protect you from any darkness trying to invade your system. The term 'ascentions' is one that has been widely used in a variety of contexts. However. thoughts (and fears) manifest more readily when inside an activated MerKaBa.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM breathing activates all the chakras (energy centers) in the body and has them function as one. emotional. which then demands a sense of responsibility to maintain clear thoughts and actions at all times. etc) 59 . this particular meditation is a means to showing us how that state feels and provides an experimental understanding of how to realign our energy fields and holds the higher vibration of Love in it throughout our daily activities. the use of it only in context to the MerKaBa is as follows: To raise the energy level of physical body (mental. Therefore. It is a powerful meditation for this very reason and should be done only with the highest intentions for remaining in a love-centered focus. For the human body. Note that the energy that protects you will avenge you. this 'activation' would be seen as a subtle energy field that expands out around the body in a disc-like shape approximately 20 m in diameter. The MerKaBa literally is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. Therefore. one finds the higher energies are what is referred to as the 5th dimension space. MerKaBa as a 'tool for ascention' means that the MerKaBa meditation provides the means for learning to work with our energy fields and to realign ourselves with Source by creating a sacred space of Love and Joy around us.
While many believe that the concept of ascention implies physically departing from the Earth. This is living and operating through your heart’s consciousness mind not through your negative ego mind. To strengthen one’s connection to his soul and monad (single cell organism). you first must understand about what your thoughts are. your intention must be pure and positive. We can then more fully enjoy this Earth experience! In order to be in control of your manifest experiences. in the Golden Age which we are entering it is more like anchoring heaven on Earth and heart’s consciousness. This changes the perception of ordinary events in our lives and makes them more magical. MerKaBa or spherical breathing brings about a complete and final bliss which comes from within and not from without. Once we bring to shift our forces of awareness up from the solar plexus/ gut level to the heart center. we begin to add love to all the emotions we take in from our environment and send out to others. To attain a oticeable shift to the focus of conscious awareness for awareness of other levels of reality. Use any taught method hat is convenient for you. you should know that before you start to use a version of MerKaBa meditation. and how you can make them manifest into what you desire to see in your reality. 60 . colourful and alive.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM To have ability to tune-in to higher frequencies and access information or detect subtle energies. how they create. Ground yourself properly.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 1. breath-out and draw down the light energy from the cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the root chakra. whichever is convenient for you. Now from top down. after the fifth time in 3 above. from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth up to the cosmos breathing in. repeat 5 times. The light flows out your crown chakra and disappearing into the cosmos. bring the light and place it in your solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only). lighting up your chakras. 61 . 2. As the light reaches the cosmos. 3. outside your body to the cosmos. Sit cross-legged or stand erect. Sit for as long as you wish before any daily activities commences. Breath-in by drawing light energy from the inner core of the mother Earth and allow the energy to flow up. breathing out and bringing the light down by your left side. Move up the light as in 2 above Repeat Nos 2 and 3 five (5) times 4. 7. through your right side. Now. to your feet and down to the Earth core again. 5. outside your body. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. circulate up the light. 6. to the inner core of the mother Earth. Repeat this process 5 times. Now breathing out.
62 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own worst enemy as you are your best friend.
the DNA sequence is copied into a complementary ribonucleic acid (RNA) sequence in a process called transcription. Alternatively. For example.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thought Forms 5. when a cell uses the information in a gene. grow and reproduce. Usually. a cell may simply copy its genetic information in a process called DNA replication. Figure 5.1 The structure of part of a DNA double helix 63 .1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) DNA contains the genetic information that allows living things to function. this RNA copy is then used to make a matching protein sequence in a process called translation. This information is held in the sequence of pieces of DNA called genes. Genetic information in genes is transmitted through complementary base pairing.
These include oxidizing agents. For example. oxidants such as free radicals or hydrogen peroxide produce multiple forms of 64 .1 and two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases are shown in Figure 5. Cytosine Phosphate dioxyribose backbone 3rd end 5th end Figure 5. by many different sorts of mutagens. as shown in Figure 5. The structure of part of a DNA double helix is shown in Figure 5.3. The type of DNA damage produced depends on the type of mutagen. On the other hand. books and literatures here we focus on the interactions that happen in these processes between DNA and other molecules.2. UV light mostly damages DNA by producing thymine dimers. alkylating agents and also high-energy electromagnetic radiation such as ultraviolet light and x-rays.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The details of these functions are covered in other articles.2 The two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases DNA can be damaged. which are cross-links between adjacent pyrimidine bases in a DNA strand.
as well as chromosomal translocations. thoughts are real things. in an adduct to DNA 5. as they can produce point mutations.2 DNA Representations Thought is define as scalar wave configurations of multidimensional vibrating patterns of bi-polar electromagnetic energy radiation. Of these oxidative lesions. insertions and deletions from the DNA sequence. particularly of guanosine.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM damage. It has been estimated that in each human cell. Figure 5.3 Benzopyrene. And one’s mind is an energy force that continually generates these patterns of scalar waves through the process of thought. about 500 bases suffer oxidative damage per day. the most damaging are double-strand breaks. Knowing this. which form specific patterns of scalar frequency within the personal manifestation template In other words. it 65 . including base modifications. as well as double-strand breaks. the major mutagen in tobacco smoke.
And this is what thought manifestation is about. If you do not have the frequency receivers in your DNA. These people seem to work in a very low frequency and dealing with them requires patience to drive points home. They do not understand because they are in a self-imposed frequency fence first of all. Osanyin) with its modulation. called apparthi. because you are able to bring in more dimensional levels of consciousness into your body via these frequency receivers. It's like trying to explain to your great grandmother how the astronauts landed on the moon. GSM. Reality is actually just a hologram that is created right through your DNA template. The frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist so you won't see the reality fields formed by those types of frequencies. the more expanded your hologram will become. So it doesn't matter how many ways we try to explain to them. which happens during DNA activation then. like a fabulous wealth. There is no way to see something if you don't have the receivers for that frequency (Video. and they don't have the apparthi turned on to even receive the frequency of information that the self-Esteem is driving at. The more strands of DNA are active within you. turned on and active.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM is not difficult then to understand how appropriately directed thought can directly influence one's manifest experience and reality. How thought gets transduced into externalization and holographic projection. She just doesn't have the receptors to receive this information turned on. and will not be able to comprehend it. they will never "get" it. ‘see’ but do not comprehend even when things are very loud and clear. 66 . which you are trying to see in your hologram. will not be manifest in your experience. your body will not be able to hold a certain frequency that. This is exactly what happens to many individuals they ‘hear’. TV.
It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems are not used to perceiving so they block it out. Since we don't have the frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency. If the frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing their job to receive frequency. By the way science is blessed by the facts of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space. Science tends to look at thought as one of those unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena". we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms and density levels and civilizations. Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of frequency. So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other planets. If we had all of our sense receptors turned on. then the frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist. Even thought can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there 67 . Everything would be direct cognition and known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves as Source.the huge amounts of black distances between planets. But thought is just as physical as your physical body. But we don't see it all . Your body and the planet's body are just thought forms.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes. so that their senses can’t be detected by the current 3D technologies. we literally won't see it in our reality. Space between objects is a vibrational frequency. we would not see the hologram.we see deep space . complete DNA activation. then it doesn't exist. so as to understand the cosmos.
of not only the brains of the scientists trying to see it. They are using lenses that bend light which means it's creating sound 68 . the auric clearing and karmic sessions must be embarked upon often . They will be in some types of chemical molecular structure in your body and DNA.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thoughts also wear chemical toga.how you are going to use the physics in your body and in your mind to control your thoughts and direct your holographic reality. and subatomic particles. the ones that are disharmonic are the ones that cause chemical disease in the body. In fact. but also out of the range of the time distortion that you get by looking through a microscope. remember. think negative and receive negative. Think positive and receive positive. A lot of what is happening when one is looking through electron microscopes at parts of atoms. Your thoughts are running through your blood and through your organ systems. When scientists look through microscopes and telescopes.Every thought that you created has a chemical reality in the body.because of the inactive apparthi (frequency receivers in the DNA). It is as simple as that. They are in your body doing things. They exist in your body in form of chemical. they are seeing a holographic projection. In order to prevent these discordant thought forms from manifesting as physical disease. particles. So a big part of learning manifestation is learning mental body control . Things flash on and off so quickly (as now proven by our quantum physicists) that we can't see it with the senses because the senses have a certain mathematical calibration that gives them a range of vibration that they can perceive but a large part is blocked out . because there is a time-thing going on within. What is happening is the things flash on and off from the source and then back to polarity so fast that they are beyond the perception. All depend on you.
we will get a much more accurate assessment of what the particles look like and how they actually behave. And the parts that wouldn't transmute would become dust. which are thought forms. and dust to dust" so you say.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM waves. In fact. They didn't have a problem with disposing of things like we do. In fact. they didn't die and then bury the body. when we begin to turn on our own micro-vision. But the thing is. There are all sorts of things that we could do when human consciousness was functioning within its hologram the way it was designed if the DNA was operating properly and fully activated. They ascended when they were tired of being here.so it allows them to see certain levels of the microscopic kingdom and macroscopic kingdom that normally our sense facilities would not project out. Because thought is the director of 69 . they didn't even die. we do have these sense facilities. because originally. and it wasn't because they were primitive cultures at all. they didn't bury bodies.thought. If we can see these things through mechanical instrumentations. It would all be controlled by the most powerful source or force in the universe . The very ancient civilizations that lived thousands of years ago didn't have a lot of the so called stuff as we do now. This is the fact as it was so I am. that were created out of the belief that we need an instrument to do this because we did not have the innate ability to see these things ourselves. We don't need microscopes to see our microscopic particles. They transmuted it with frequency. which is part of the natural senses that start to come with 4th strand DNA activation. When certain things happened to the DNA when they did die. which means it is changing interrelationships between templates . "Ashes to ashes.
this means you can embody 6 dimensional levels of consciousness (your soul's frequency). so that means whatever I command to do will happen". manifestation happens much faster and more consistently. if you have 6 strands of DNA active. But. 70 . That is what we are teaching you now. it's hit or miss trying to manifest from 3rd dimensional consciousness. does it? It's because your consciousness is still stationed in the 3rd dimension. So we're actually going back in time to reclaim the knowledge and the power and the understanding that was once ours when the DNA was functioning properly. The new age teachers teach you to say. so yield! It also a fact that thought manifestation from a 3-D level alone (3rd strand activation which most people are now in) is a hit or miss situation. then you will create a thought field that does indeed jump out from you and in about 3 days time. When the frequencies in the planetary grids are running properly and the DNA inside your body is working properly. you have to be able to embody more dimensions of frequency which happens as you activate your DNA. But again. It doesn't really work very well.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM frequency and everything is formed by frequency. "I am He. thought manifestation is instantaneous. If you happen to create an alignment between you and your higher levels of self and you happen to create an alignment between your particles and their angular rotation of particle spin. so therefore you are closer to fully embodying Source's energies and thus when you use your thoughts to direct this energy. This is the power you have to look forward to eventually and not the usual amen without a concrete base prayer. In order to be more like Source or God. start to become manifest. and Source is still beyond the 15th dimension. Watch out of negative thought that has become major part in your life.
much as a computer stores data within its memory. desired reality pictures to project into your world of manifest events. you are literally reprogramming the frequency patterns of your cellular content and the operational holographic program that will manifest into physical reality through the DNA. Knowing this. you may then realize that when you are shifting your consciousness and using the imagination to program desired thought-forms into the past. present.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM DNA is the literal vessel through which the illusionary experience of physical. or future. into forms recognizable to human perception. and future events. Your external reality field is the screen upon which the thought-forms that are stored within your cellular memory program will be displayed. much as a computer’s circuitry allows the electronic data stored in memory to be projected onto the screen. In the practice of conscious evolution. you must edit the cellular memory files (clear and transmute the lower pulsating particles from the body and auric field – do an auric clearing). and the DNA operates as the electromagnetic circuitry through which that memory comes into physical manifestation. as a multidimensional electromagnetic program. which some of 71 . living them in imagination “as if they are happening now” within the desired time period) and expand the DNA circuitry (have your DNA Activations) in order to allow new. external reality is manufactured. The DNA serves as the literal conduit through which that holographic program will project data from cellular memory into physical manifestation. To gain creative control over your manifest events. thought-form program through which your external reality will manifest is literally stored. The holographic. upgrade the holographic thought-form program (create new visualizations of desired past. within the subatomic particle structure of your cells. present.
You will encounter those reality pictures in manifest form once those DNA strands come into activation when you have your sessions. By removing 72 . when you create “future memory” visualizations. you must first learn demanifestation skills. through which they would otherwise project into physical manifestation. It takes practice to develop skill in conscious manifestation and you must become familiar with the “feel” of your own inner focus of consciousness in the present. this cellular clearing and DNA transmutation is exactly what is taking place. You can literally shift things in your present manifest experience by reprogramming the past memory impulses stored in your DNA – add new past memories and new events will manifest in the present. you are stopping those lower thought-form patterns from activating into your DNA. When you release crystallized thought-forms composed of slow-pulsating particles from your present cellular structure in the Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions. in order to direct your power of manifestation. when you realize that your present focus of attention can alter and direct events in both past and future. And this is facilitated when you have an auric clearing. is the first step in gaining mastery over the contents of your external reality field. Create new future memories now. For those of you who have not had your DNA activated. Your moment of power is always in the present. Learning how to remove undesirable morphogenetic thought-form patterns from your active holographic program.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you are already doing with my sessions. Prior to learning manifestation skills. which is stored within the cells and made operational through your DNA. and within the present. you are putting specific manifestation instructions into the morphogenetic field of the DNA strands you have not yet assembled. and you can direct the path of your evolution from your present moment in time.
The electrical wavelengths and magnetic currents of a healthy body. In advanced multi-dimensional physics. Quantum Mechanics adherents and Einsteinian physicists agree that the basic substance of our universe is comprised of electro-magnetic energies. can be used to heal injuries and disease in oneself and others. is able to focus a flow of high frequency energy to heal injuries and disease at the sub-atomic cellular level. All life is comprised of different electrical wavelengths of Light and magnetic currents of Love at the sub-atomic.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM slower-pulsating particles from your body systems. of natural stem cell replacement therapy. A spiritual energy healer is able to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies down to the sub-atomic cellular level. like their ancestors. High frequency spiritual energy heals people at the cellular level by replacing damaged cells with new stem cells. String Theorists. combines high frequency electro-magnetic energy with an individual’s DNA to naturally create new stem cells. or quantum level. give free spiritual energy healing treatments to others. which contain the electromagnetic imprint for more harmoniously ordered events. The 21st century descendants of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. known as Enlightenment. An individual in the “Super-Energized” state of high frequency electro-magnetic energies. These ancient healing treatments use naturally causing high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal people of health problems. you make room for the addition of new morphogenetic thought-form patterns composed of faster pulsating particles. This 73 . Today. This process. the people use an ancient natural healing technique which enables us to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal ourselves and others. when “SuperEnergized”.
or a Light Body. you get to experience. And that everything that happens to them in this life is karmic debt from what they’ve done in past lives. Who we really are. A more complete definition is decisions. naturally and normally. We visit our permanent Light Body at night when our temporary physical body. Our Light Body. is a body of Light. (which we use to experience 3rd dimensional earthly activities). 5. however. Naturally occurring high frequency electro-magnetic energy is used by a healthy human physical body to create and replace the cells which a human body loses each day. comes from the electro-magnetic energy fields of our Light Body. truths. goes asleep and we dream. you shall reap”. is that part of us which some religions refer to as one’s Holy Spirit. This is totally ridiculous because if those were the cases. you would be so far in debt that you wouldn’t have a reprieve for a million years! An entity would never get anywhere evolutionarily speaking if that was true.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM process enables one’s body to heal itself. which surrounds our physical body. 74 . most of the high frequency energy which our body needs for constant cellular replacements. A simple definition of karma is: whatever you think. The high frequency electro-magnetic energies used by our body to create new stem cells comes a little from the food that we eat and some from the air which we breathe. A healthy body naturally replaces billions of cells on a daily basis. Karma has frequently been misdefined by the poor ignorant in the New Age movement as “whatever you sow.3 How to Become Immune to Karma This issue of the DNA Perfection focuses on something you’ve all heard about called ‘karma’. or “what comes around goes around”.
to change any thought pattern from your personal past. to give you the manifest illusion you presently perceive. Your past thoughts and deeds will show themselves in your present reality. to recreate undesirable events and redesign more desirable outcomes. in your present moment. and replicate themselves in the present and future. Like thought and action attract and remanifest like thought and action. alignments. until the slower-pulsating particles of those thought patterns are raised in speed and released from the frequency patterns of which the body is composed. unresolved emotions and attitudes. present. This is frequently referred to as your karmic imprint. The slow way to release slower-pulsating thought patterns and their manifest 75 . or future.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM concepts. or future. In other words. present. vows. held consciously and unconsciously that creates. Every thought you think combines with like thoughts of past and future selves. which are composed of more dense and slower pulsating particles. influence or magnetize events and experience in current reality. and in doing so you will change the contours of your present reality. but you have the absolute power to change them. for you will train your consciousness to move backward and forward in time. contracts. You have the power. These thought patterns of past selves will remain in the body. whether they are coming from the past. the reason the world is the way it is today is because it was thought into being by a bunch of stupid people. You can become “karma immune” once you learn to master this power. oaths. manifest within the cellular structure of the body. by using your present focus of attention to create new thoughts and redesign those that are undesirable. or karmic debt. Thought patterns from your past selves.
body. This is the usual path of “walking through your karma”. all the life on the planet will naturally begin to assemble new strands. Thought patterns from the past and future become part of the particle make-up of your consciousness. The fast way to change your karmic imprint is to catch those slower-pulsating thought patterns before they move into manifestation. As the earth increases in frequency. But currently on earth. present. or walking through the cumulative thought patterns of your past. and future selves. until you learn to find and release them while they are still within the cellular memory imprint of your body. DNA and external reality field. and that solution expands backward and forward in time to create some degree of resolution of the pattern in the past and future.5 strands assembled. They become stored in the DNA as minute crystallizations of energy. The whole process of spiritual evolution on earth is about activating the complete 12 strand DNA blueprint. the average person only has 3. you are rapidly shifting and elevating the frequency patterns of which your body and consciousness are composed. or as conditions of disease in the body. which inhibit the natural process of DNA strand assembly and activation. bioenergetic field. When you participate in accelerated DNA evolution via DNA activation. Complete 12 strand DNA activation will not happen for most people until at least 2017 unless you are currently doing the 76 . The crystallized thought patterns stored in your DNA and cellular imprint will continue to manifest within your body and before your eyes. And this is precisely the purpose of the Karmic Session.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM discomforts from your life is to wait until the events manifest in external reality. Then you take action in the present to create a personal solution.
Feel the breath draw life into the body and the spirit. Feel the freedom and relaxation as you move away from your body. then the lower energy centers lose sensitivity and function. A discord or imbalance in the heart chakra will adversely affect all the other centers. As we begin this meditation. Continue to breathe this way. A clearing of the heart chakra will improve the interaction of all the other centers. As you sink deeper into this relaxation. feel yourself moving gently away from your body. Breathe in this earth energy with each breath. So far what is important is not to allow your DNA to damage beyond repair. Feel it pulsing through your veins and surrounding you altogether. take some peaceful breaths of cleansing and renewal. If more concentration is given to the lower chakras then the upper energy centers will become cloudy and not function properly as well. Let the earth energy surround you and flow into you. slowly and begin to relax even more.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra The heart stands at the center of all energies and unifies our being as a whole. If more concentration is given to the upper chakras. 5. It is the point around which all the energies turn.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM accelerated DNA activations. Know that the body itself will be refreshed and renewed and will be perfectly safe until you return. Breathe deeper and feel the breath draw not just from the air around you but also from the earth below. 77 . feeling the awakening that is beginning to happen. Breathe with every pore of your body. Proper balance is the key. It is important to maintain a balance to all the energy centers so a healthy level of awareness is manifested in our everyday lives. Allow the life giving energies to pour into you and renew both your body and spirit.
the clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent the gracefully pull away. Let it seep into your every pore. You notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you.5 Thought and Consciousness The essence of thinking is that it unifies disparate behaviour. You feel it in your heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. The color pink is as deep as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. Receive the love that is being given to you freely. farther and farther into a field of clouds. Allow that warmth to wash over you. As it covers you from head to toe feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz. every fiber of your being.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now you are moving again. so human thought approaches equilibrium by summing up 78 . turning gently and constantly on themselves in an endless dance. 5. You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet melody. It is part of you. It pulses through you with great strength in all directions at once. The closer you draw. it is you. You look ahead and see the clouds are denser as if they are "hiding" something. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique shapes and colors of the clouds. Watch how they form and reform. Another breeze stirs again and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep within your being. one note after another as the breeze goes through the arches to create this melody. Feel the warmth of the pink. Any move towards uniformity is a move towards equilibrium. Now they have pulled back altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure color that it radiates. You are recharged and renewed.
5. 79 . Thinking modules organize and process information and actuate behaviour.6 Awareness While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of mind/body systems. Thinking is the mechanical system that processes logic. attraction to equilibrium. and organizes behavior. Organized behaviour in natural systems. This is the ultimate form of unifying summation because the self is the sum of everything that occurs within and around the body it represents. Hundreds of brain/mind modules work together in a social network to achieve this unifying process. Nothingness Theory distills the essence of these rules by noting that a single motivator. These processes only become meaningful when experienced. conceptually unifying them. is sufficient to generate the patterns of behaviour common to the universe and all of its constituent systems. The definition of consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM complex patterns of behaviour. The Interpreter of the brain’s left hemisphere module assigns meaning and reasons to those thoughts and actions in the context of an unfolding story with itself as hero/protagonist. information. but it does not generate these things. It also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the physical or material. and the logic and information underlying it result from the rules of existence. Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human consciousness. Consciousness is the experiencing or awareness of the holistic result. The self is the conceptual equilibrium to which the trillions of mind/body systems of an individual human are attracted.
One thing I do know is that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are people on this planet. 80 . So we have to make choices. In life. and are willing to see ourselves clearly. There will be confusion. by choosing one road. one person. we grow. Or. someone can be unattractive to us physically. or relationship. but he or she may be unsuitable for you emotionally.to find out what is your real truth and who you really are . the only way to get to that clarity is by going through life and learning about ourselves as we go. Everyone is different and will have a different chemical reaction with us. However. We can't take them all. Life just can't work that way.and what brings you true happiness. I would not advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing to do.1 Know Yourself As with anything in life.it's a lifelong journey. or lack other qualities you need and desire. but have many other qualities we appreciate. it means that we have to let go of taking some other road. the more we know who or what fits us. the more we come to know who we are. Knowing ourselves takes time . Often. Hopefully the choices we make come from a place of clarity. There will be people who do not interest us. As we make choices. and others who can offer us sexual experiences that bring us to new understandings. The most important thing is to come to know the deepest parts of yourself .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sexual Relationship 6. Sometimes you can have a great lover.
and allow an intimate connection to occur. It will show us who we are.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM There will never be the perfect road. and what we will be dealing with. or drawn to someone or something are strong ones and can teach you a lot about yourself. a place where you feel insecure about yourself. But we can go deep on the road we do choose. what the situation is really about. both our good stuff. If we are to become involved sexually.2 The True Relationship Of course. it is wise to know more about who we are getting involved with. they represent something in yourself that you love and value. we will learn to separate who we really are from what our reactions and issues are. Then we jump in. The reaction of either feeling repulsed by someone or something. often to end up stuck in the mud. Any experience you have will teach you something if you ask: What am I to learn about myself through this experience? And then you will begin to gather information and gain input 81 . and a true partnership relationship has deep complexities to it . and the stuff we don't like much about ourselves. and you will have learned something very important about yourself. There are many levels of connections.people are complex beings with all sorts of layers to them. If you feel good about someone. sexually or otherwise. it is a sure bet that they represent something inside of you. If you feel repulsed about someone or something. Find out what that is. we don't have to sleep with someone whom we are drawn to simply because we feel that there is some degree of connection going on. People who repulse us represent some wound in us. 6. We often mistake a spark of interest or a sense that we have things in common for an immediate sexual connection or relationship. head first. or wounded in some way. And if we become wise.
and times when you gain new understandings from them. omojaiyejaiye. and many issues will come up for you when you do. and even later on there will be more rewarding sexual experiences with your partner. Being a "Player" is seen as being cool.what the connection is really all about. We can have many experiences. as well as more difficult cycles of time that may also last for a while. It may be a spectacular experience to begin with. we gain a lot.periods of great connectedness that can last for quite a while. relationship. This is the worst sort of ego gratification. and many relationships. And even within a deeply committed relationship. or person can be a scary thing. Deep relationships often have long cycles to them . if we are willing to understand what is trying to transform. But it is always good to take your time and seek the answer to the question of whether or not a relationship should turn sexual by looking deeply at what is really going on . or it may not. People who love one another can certainly learn to please each other sexually. and what needs to be seen and understood so that growth may occur. sexually.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on what road to take. There are many people who advocate a swinger lifestyle these days. Making a commitment to a certain path. deeply rooted growth and change takes time. I think we can and do learn what fits us by being willing to face ourselves and to learn about ourselves by diving deep in a relationship through commitment. No one choice or person will ever give us everything. you will have times when a person repulses you. or it may not. True.a commitment to your own growth. A relationship may turn sexual. It makes life a lot less confusing and can save a lot of possible distress and turmoil. and as we cycle through these periods. and it 82 . It is really making a commitment to facing yourself . It is good to have enough experience in life to know what fits you.
and relationships or interactions with others certainly isn't about scoring. Being mature means you know yourself well enough to know what you can handle and where you're at. can bleed. that then it's over 83 . in oneself and one's partner. Everyone has feelings. People aren't trophies to be captured. A relationship. A relationship is about loving another and caring for the happiness of the other as much as for one's self. discipline.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM must be seen as being very distorted and harmful. and devotion to flourish. and there are these same issues in a relationship. I don't think being a swinger and allowing a lot of sexual activity in one's life is the same thing as being cool or mature. making good choices. if some or all of these issues are out of balance. honor. It will come up again and again until it is faced and resolved. Having ethics and honor in a relationship involves loyalty. requires sound ethics. This means that we make choices which are moral. That is real maturity. like getting a high score on a video game. Often. or missing in a relationship. To use another being for sexual purposes and to think that nothing goes on with that. or big game to be bagged. and honest. many people choose to go looking outside of the relationship for someone else instead of healing what one has. This allows the relationship to grow to be a healthy entity. insight. Going elsewhere does not solve the problem. Being mature means that you don't seek to harm others. A relationship will always mirror for each person. fair. and be damaged and badly wounded. The only truth it is. Heal within and not without. There are issues of honor and ethics in life which we must live by to truly feel good about ourselves. and integrity: the strength of will to do what one says one will do. choices which benefit ourselves and our partner in the best way. or dysfunctional. whatever issues and patterns they have in their lives that are good. and strength of will. or reflect. wisdom. as far as I am concerned.
to be vulnerable and giving in a fully open and loving way. there is a deep exchange of life force energy. Even with people we love. It is the ultimate physical manifestation of love and connectedness. we must choose wisely who we will allow to enter into our energetic space and whose space we are willing to connect to. and confusing for a long time. However. of trusting another. is all about. Your energy is then mixed up and connected to that other person's in a way that can be detrimental. When one has a sexual connection with another. or ours. A deep connection does occur. and to use it lightly seems to me to be missing out on what the journey of life is all about. there are actually psychic cords that connect you to that other person. It is the human equivalent of surrendering to another. life. part of our energy is lost to us. is. when one has sex with another. It is the capacity to share oneself completely with another. as far as I am concerned. that there is no connection. Be warned! Even after having sex with someone we love. It is an incredibly powerful force. We must bring our energy always back to ourselves. it is important to disconnect from being attached to their energy. by having either our energy mixed up with theirs or theirs with us. unclear. and then continue 84 . These cords allow an energy exchange to continue long after the act of sex itself is over. Giving ourselves pleasure is a wonderful and important thing to do. Therefore. it is important not to confuse their space. Sexuality is the joining of two beings for the purpose of creating life and pleasure.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM and nothing of importance has occurred. that it is meaningless. a profound misunderstanding of what sex. as we hopefully can allow ourselves on the spiritual level to surrender to trusting the Love of God . as we all must keep our own energy in our own space. Otherwise. and how we treat others.
often we seek pleasure in a way that does cause harm. To think something external will fulfill what we are all really looking for. and one can't sustain oneself on it. thinking it's the real thing. However. but not by being "outside" of ourselves in someone else's space. safe.using people sexually and treating it in a cavalier manner. too much chocolate undermines health after a while as too much iyan (pounded yam) can cause uncomfortably and malaria complicity. We can enjoy external pleasures. I tell you. if we have developed these other qualities of honor. ethics. but 85 . it can become an addiction because it is seeking something you need from a place where you won't be able to get it. especially if your energy is entwined with many people. The journey of life is to learn from our experiences . It is ok to seek pleasure in a way that does not cause harm to self or others. but ultimately that is not fulfilling. And that's what a swinger lifestyle is all about . and can even be extremely detrimental. thinking somehow that will bring peace and safety. and that means you are chasing an illusion. and worthwhile. If we are in balance with our masculine and feminine energies within. feeling loved. It's a set up for disaster. I believe. strength of will. Because sex is such an intimate act. which is Love. ultimately. It doesn't. and devotion. doesn't get it. there always is the chance that people who connect seemingly in a casual way can become deeply connected. and therefore hurt if sex is treated in a cavalier manner. I think we feel balanced and do not need to be looking for something "without" to make us feel better or satisfied or more alive. That's the same thing as needing to eat chocolate as soon as one feels tense or unhappy.to learn to honor life and to do no harm. It's a temporary fix. If one continues to seek fulfillment that way.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to love. Sex can be a fleeting pleasure on the "playing around" level.
or fear. It's up to each of us. Going out to have sexual adventures may be fun. Finding our way to reconnect with that. we don't need anything external to make us feel better. in whatever way is right for one. Whereas we may have sex once a day. When we realize that maintaining a state of love and clarity within ourselves is true power and safety. We always have the choice. and the now is always the Self. to choose either love. Taking it one day at a time. When we touch the Self of being in the 86 . It is by no means the whole answer. every moment. we can transform the patterns that cause distress. We are always in the present or now. if our connection to who we are is based on what is real. Then there is the opportunity for deep growth to occur. moment by moment. we will turn to things outside of ourselves to try to feel safe or worthwhile. or once a week. but you always come down from it – feeling guilty or regret. our knowledge of our Higher-Self. both for the individuals involved. which heals and serves us. It is our inner power. Any dysfunctional pattern found in a relationship can be healed if people have the willingness to face it. one moment at a time. and not anything external. personality. A great sex may make you feel good for a little while. and for the relationship itself. is the key. to get the support we need to change. So. and full of that power which transcends time. and drama in each and every moment. We have the choice. Then we no longer operate out of the pain or rage or fear we were caught in.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM we don't "need" them to feel good about ourselves and our lives. or once a month. for a while. When we face these issues in ourselves and heal them. is the answer also. God-Self. we are always safe. but it is only a temporary fix. Until we become safe within ourselves. of who we truly are. we still need to relate in a fulfilling and clear way for all the rest of the time we are together with the other person.
honesty and clarity. 87 . Read about Sex Psychology (11. we surely will find that fulfillment we are seeking. and in every other moment of our lives.12). in relationship.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. when we accept what is without fear. when we meet whatever shows up in the moment with love and trust.
hence. if not impossible. your values and the way in which they are arranged can't support or manifest your best intentions. but may find that within a few days or weeks that enthusiasm (root: God within) to change has almost completely dissipated.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Intentions and Destiny 7. the purest objectives can be misdirected by ego. Your intention to awaken to authentic joy. however. Values that are selected and organized 88 . although our intentions are good. however. they cannot guide your intention to be free. your decisionmaking structures–your values–must be capable of influencing and guiding a pure intention to awaken. Values are core psychological structures by which all major decisions are made and. they greatly influence your world. Intention is classically defined as the aim or anticipated outcome of an action. as such. and we end up essentially back at the beginning where we started. When our values and the way in which we use them are the domain of ego. Why is this so? How can we make great choices and sustain permanent change? The core of the issue is that. Often we declare a desire to change with great gusto and conviction. will be completely ineffective without a supportive decision-making process.1 Intentions and Destiny Conditioned values are sufficient for a successful material life. Though you mean well. lasting transformation is difficult. the way in which we use our values to direct those intentions is subject to both individual and collective conditioning. To sustain the conditions for awakening to authentic joy.
also known as freedom.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM by the ego are sufficient for a successful material life. When the primary value of this single hierarchy supports and guides your intention to awaken to authentic joy that will be the outcome. What the ego calls "a balanced life" is often one of mediocrity and compromise when viewed from an awakened perspective. because ego-values and awakened intentions are drawn to parallel outcomes. To stabilize the conditions for your pure intentions and to yield changes that your benefits. Liberation from the effects of hand-me-down values is the outcome when those values are rearranged into one conscious group. you may realize that your values are arranged by the ego to suit its ends. Conditioned values cannot direct pure intentions. and you also have an intention to awaken to authentic joy–it will be impossible for you to manifest the latter without first being clear that your values are capable of directing that intention. but completely inadequate to support an awakening to authentic joy. This sustains the conditions for awakening by reclaiming your awareness that would ordinarily be lost in ongoing attempts to resolve the outcomes of ego-based choices. For example. By looking at your current life situations you can uncover proof of what you value and of what is important to you–you can determine what your current values and intentions are by simply looking at the tangible evidence for them in your life. Many who consider themselves genuine seekers on the path spend significantly more time engaged in activities that support the ego than they do in support of their awakening to authentic joy. you must reclaim consciousness that will otherwise be consumed in a continuous struggle with ego-based outcomes. 89 . The most humble of wishes would be to awaken to an authentic joy. if your values are focused on a productive career path.
An awakened person's life is centered on a clear but on an single hierarchy of values. over and above all other values on a single hierarchy. love. however. Eventually. The primary value you select for this single hierarchy always represents your interest in awakening to authentic joy marginally more important than other interests in your life. You will discover that awakening to authentic joy is not dependent on options or outcomes. 90 . and you will approach change. etc. Her primary value however. or potential. security. This will supports all other necessary aspects of living because your subsequent values can include money. and when asked. one could instantly identify a primary value and may. learning. and the evolution of your own consciousness with unbending confidence. one can align the outcome with that intention by placing a primary value. fulfillment. By making all major life decisions according to a primary value. such as freedom.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These consequences always appear in the form of good or bad karma. such as freedom. but on how consistently your intentions to live such a life are directed by a conscious primary value. and significant choices made in the day-to-day life will give consistent and tangible proof of this arrangement. this becomes clear that you are "choice-less". Making a decision based on an awakened choice on such a conscious primary principle will produce an awakened effect. will be consistent with awakening to authentic joy. To create the conditions for awakening to an authentic joy. family. has some difficulty determining what the second and third values are. as these will vary from one major decision to the next. the intended outcome will be realized regardless of the circumstances surrounding the decision. creativity. transformation.
on the other hand.related to career. The ego does this in a futile attempt to manipulate reality. hobbies. It is also important to understand that not only does each group have its own divergent agenda. For example: A working mother would have different groups of values for decisions about her job than she would for decisions about the welfare of her children. each group will also have its own presiding primary value. but. home. Conditioning. friends. you often change your mind. or seek the opinions of others. etc. or unwilling to follow through on the choices you made because you realize they were not the best ones you could have made.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM because you now know that your intention to awaken to joy is always going to be your outcome. You regularly put off some big decisions vacillate between your options. at the time of deciding. family. is different from ‘not-Doing’ (This is expressed in another part of this book). Then. Not knowing what to do. segregates values into distinct and concurrent groups . This arrangement ensures that the ego remains in firm control of your life experience. Yes? At other times you are unable. having made a decision. and it is a clear manifestation that the ego is entrenched in values. Frequently you will shop around for opinions until you hear one that you think is the right one. 91 . The struggle you experience with major life decisions and their subsequent outcomes is the result of the conflict between all of these groups of ego-guiding principles. we experience great anguish and confusion in times of making important choices. An awakened person can make major life decisions in a matter of seconds with no worries or regrets and without fear that a decision may need to be revised. Because most of us are not aware of the existence of these multiple groups of values.
the ego easily orchestrates your actions-and your fate-as you try in vain to weigh all the options.of-body’ travel. it is now lost. Whatever the original intention may have been. The point of this internal struggle is to deplete your energy so that the ego can continue to manipulate you with the short-term solutions and quick fixes. it can be referred to as ‘out. it will become apparent how the first big decision you ever made independently of your parents was based on the existence of multiple groups of values. or look to the past for patterns or to the future with tarot cards. It has often been called the astral light because this energy can be seen glowing with radiance in the air. and the outcome is conditioned. lasting changes never seem to stick. In this way. You may also realize that you have essentially been doing this ever since. and a product of the ego. The continued existence of these multiple groups of values precludes you from discovering and expressing your full potential by following through on any wholesome resolutions you may have.2 Dreams and Their Recalls The stuff that dreams are made of is the etheric energy. Also. consider all the alternatives. the result of a conditioned intention. And as a result of this. 7. The ego controls your decision-making process by offering you the most important conditioned values from these multiple and conflicting groups. As you awaken to authentic joy. Your future looks just like your past. and then it lets you dig it out. 92 . filled with conditioned outcomes you have to overcome.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stressing over choices is a reflection of conditioning as it drains your attention with compelling and conflicting alternatives.
then projecting your consciousness to that location. These vivid dreams are therefore easily recalled when you awaken in your physical body. which you inhabit at night during your out-of-body travels. This means that the conscious. even people or animals as long as your consciousness maintains enough attention to animate them. scenery. The deepest levels of sleep typically occur in the first two or three hours of the night. Lucid dreaming occurs when you become aware. rooms. This thought-powered form of travel has been traditionally called astral projection. Thought forms can be furniture. emotional issues are often worked through and resolved in the dream state. these quickly-created thought forms will dissipate back into etheric energy over a period of hours or days – depending on its well fixed into the pelvic chakra. A thought form is a projection of etheric energy into the seemingly solid form of etheric matter. it's just that the physical mind's recollection of the dream is more vivid. In the lighter states of sleep. in your physical consciousness that you are dreaming. The key to 93 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In your spirit body. from the physical mind's point of view. your subconscious mind can create thought forms as quickly and easily as possible. When you move on to other scenes or awakened state. It actually isn't more vivid than other dreams are. physical mind has become engaged in the dream state. The spirit realms are their home and you locate them simply by focusing upon their personality. A lucid dream is then recalled. During deep sleep your spirit body can travel to higher states of consciousness. sometimes merging with your soul family as a nighttime reunion of likeminds. as being more vivid than a regular dream. You are also able to meet the spirits of friends and family who have passed on from physical life.
3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams Everyone dreams and those dreams range from happy. You can develop dream recall by keeping a dream diary beside your bed.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM understanding dreams is that they are composed of symbols. Instead. then you can unravel how the symbols in the dream played out the emotional tension that you were working through. While your physical body sleeps and recharges for another day of waking consciousness. then we also have to accept responsibility for our dreams. When you awaken each morning. you will bring the lessons of your dreams closer into your daily waking awareness. your spirit body soars through other realms within your complete range of consciousness. before you do anything else at all. 7. For example. so it's important we listen 94 . The night is a time for your spirit to travel to other realms of consciousness and for self-healing to occur. write your dreams down in as much detail as you can. With practice. each night before bed. storybook romances to our utmost fears and anxieties. for they represent our inner thoughts and programming. rather than actual people. when frightening things happen in a dream. our actions/reactions are the vehicle our emotions use to convey a message. If it's important to take responsibility for our actions in our awake life. When you focus on the emotion that the dream evoked. they are a playing-out of the fear issue that the dream represents and an opportunity to examine such a fear. that you will remember what you learned while you were out of your body and cruising the other realms of consciousness. You can gain great insights into the events of your physical life when you tell yourself. places and objects. In our dreams. they are not literally happening.
Your dream represents symbols that will best express your emotional attachment to a situation. they can be seen in a new light. Allow yourself to feel the emotions coming through. Remember that and your dreams will start to make more sense. it's. What one person views as relaxing and comforting. You have to ask yourself what emotion you personally attach to each symbol. 95 . Once you resolve the issue (emotional attachment) the nightmares will stop. Emotional resolution dreams reflect a past or present situation that you hold an emotional attachment to. Dreams are personal information sent by the subconscious mind. We can either roll over or hit snooze or wake up to the message(s) coming through. The most difficult dreams to deal with are what we consider nightmares. But in the dream state. Your mind is simply trying to process the information and your emotions play a vital role in resolving the conflict. If there's one phrase to remember in dream work. for they are raw expressions of your inner being and this is where you'll find your answers. Do some shadow work and figure it out. so this holds true for our dream world as well. If you start to see your night terrors for what they are. another may find stressful and harmful. Instead of blaming some outside force. take responsibility and heal the parts of yourself that are demanding attention. These symbols are not the same for everyone. The symbol is merely a tool you've been given to work with. Ironically. our dream time is our wake up call.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to them. your emotions drive the message. Coming to terms with the emotional attachment will bring healing. we are open to receive insight we usually miss during the day. because that's where the key is. because we're too busy to stop and listen. unexpressed or unresolved emotions. We live in the world we create for ourselves.
Dreams that come to you for emotional resolution take place in the 4th & 5th dimensions. Think of it as a time where you can work with your Guides one on one. they give us an opportunity to playout our unresolved issues in an environment we are comfortable with. But with our emotions coming along for the ride. Since these are so closely related to the 3rd dimension. lightly. Raw emotional release and healing will be the result. Every aspect of your dream is you. Emotional resolution dreams are a personal. 96 . By paying attention to the message trying to come through. three times towards your left side and the dream will never manifest. This is another way to release and heal situations you are currently holding on to. So be it! Individuals that come into your dreams are sometimes aspects of yourself trying to get your attention. What is the emotional reaction to the location of your dream? This could also reflect a certain time period in your life. for your eyes only moment in time. Treat locations the same way. Look at these things for clues. What you don't resolve during your awake hours. your mind will process and relive during dream time. even if other individuals are involved in the dream sequence. the message stems from your issues. trying to work out your issues. Look to the emotion you carry toward that person.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Any time you have a nightmare spit. it's all about emotional responses. With dream work. In dreams. without your ego. you will be able to quickly work through any unresolved issues and take another step forward in life. it could make that environment suddenly uncomfortable. Use that to your advantage.
Being free of dogma and doctrine and organised spiritual institutions. is an evidence of the relationship with Spirit from the very origins of the human race. meditations and rituals not only to keep the connection between our soul and All-That-Is open but to develop and grow. Shamanism worldwide gives us a compendium of ceremonies. dances. which is expressed through ceremony as a way of maintaining a union with creation. Inherent with the Shamanic worldview is the understanding of each person's own unique and autonomous path to reach their own purpose and truth. Cosmos and Humanity. the nature. Shamanism as a whole is humanity's spiritual inheritance and contribution to the collective unconscious of our species and therefore it provides a firm and proven system of knowledge regarding the relationship between Nature. This recognition of the individual's right and responsibility of ones own awakening and fulfillment is but one of the very specific elements of Shamanism which establishes it as a viable means of meeting today's desire of an honest and authentic approach to self realization and ones integration in society.4 Shamanic Healing Shamanism. songs. shamanism enable and supports us to find and walk upon our own destiny. all this is a reflection of our own desire for personal and conscious union with the All-That-Is and of our spiritual quest as being an innate human drive. one of the oldest and most enduring spiritual practice.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. Placing the flowers on the graves of our past ancestors or paintings upon cave walls to totem animal's knowledge. cosmos and spirit. It always aims to 97 . approaches to spirit. Shamanic healing is a multiple connection between ourselves.
present and future. Extraction The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were out to harm us or found their way into our body. a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being. medicines and symbology will vary from culture to culture but all forms of shamanism intend to connect people to their own spiritual path. a disconnection between ones inner and outer worlds. Soul retrieval When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong feeling of a loss of soul. tools. ever-moving. Most cultures use the following shamanic techniques: Animal power in us Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives struggle. Methods. great moment of now. Through Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and consciousness and united with our own being. where there is no separate past. present or future. awesome. It is the aim of the shaman to help a person to connect to this inner integration. Many diseases and an feeling of being unwell are due to an separated connection between the soul of the individuals and it’s spiritual home. 98 . that may be linked to traumatic events in our life. Divination Learning to look into the past. Shamanism does not dwell on past events: there is only a vast.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM integrate our whole being within our universe.
which marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite. and to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret. Drumming Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system. 7.5 Work We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. dumb and silent. If one is idle – doing nothing . When we work. assigned to you when that dream was born. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is an urge. and all knowledges are vain-save when there is 99 . and all urges are darkness-save when there is knowledge. Who among us would like to be a reed. And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life. when all else sings together in unison? When you work you fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Healing journey To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway. we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music. then the answer is that nothing but the sweat sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’. Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as find clarity and an inner strength in our path. if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your head. and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary. But.one has become a stranger unto the seasons and out of life's procession. You have been told in one time or the other that life is darkness.
your grudge prepares a poison in the juice. you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's hunger. According to this. you muffle man's ears with ordinary noise. if you don’t work for your value you miss out the love. it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy. others and the Unity. Meaning.6 Oddity of Life Let us start our search for happiness from the very beginning of the universe. The most plausible and widely accepted theory of the creation of the universe is the 'Big Bang' theory of creation. It is also to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange. It is only proper to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart. Note that work is love made visible. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste. oga o’ta owo alaaru yio pe’. the universe is created from an explosion in the super condensed material and consequent expansion of material. So work to love and love to work. even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. and love not the singing. And only when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner self. so that your beloved are to wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your beloved to dwell in that house. And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM work. For if you bake bread with indifference. even if all the conditions for the creation of the universe were right at the beginning. and all work is void-save when there is love. 7. many 100 . And if you sing like angels. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit. so all within the Unity will be standing about you and watching. However.
Still within that range of forces. A little slower and the cosmos would have collapsed back. If the density of the universe were a little more. is distancing itself from each other. a little faster and the cosmic material would have long ago completely dispersed. contracting. due to the force of attraction of atomic particles. If the atom was not neutral electrically. the end of the Unity. each atom would repel the other and the entire universe would explode.. Both the mass and the volume of a proton are incomparably larger than those of an electron. too short a time for intelligent life to evolve. these two particles have equal (though opposite) electrical charges. If the initial density were a little bit less. Weak nuclear force.. Had it been 101 . are Strong nuclear force. Each dot.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM factors had to be right for the consequent formation of the universe. the universe would not be expanding but. the individual and the comparative magnitudes of the forces are delicately balanced otherwise the universe would not have existed. If the creation of the sustained universe was a miracle. there would have been no universe – perhaps. The four fundamental forces in the nature. Because of this fact atoms are electrically neutral. ultimately collapsing. and Gravitational force. then the universe would be expanding far rapidly than now and no stars and no galaxies would ever have formed. Had our sun been 30% larger it would have been burnt out in four billion years. representing a star or a galaxy on it. in decreasing order of intensity. Now. Electromagnetic force. if the rate of expansion of the newly created universe had differed even very minutely from what it were actually. the evolution of life on it was also the same. but strangely enough. It is known that our universe is expanding like a round dotted balloon. which is being blown out.
The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but. had the orbit of earth around sun been a bit narrower or wider. are frozen at surface underneath water is not). high thermal capacity. To be born as a human being is the happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody! 102 . it expands (so that even if ponds etc. impossible oddity of creation and life. Radiations which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow band. had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees. Similarly. Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below 4° C. Earth may be the only planet on which there is life. advanced form of life would have been impossible.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties would have followed. etc. high surface tension. had planet Jupiter been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of steroids. had the solar system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too close to the middle. Since life is so improbable. highest latent heat. We are extremely lucky to have a universe. Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum. Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average temperatures fall within those limits. had the sun not been a source of steady energy for billions of years. coming across a range of temperatures as narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest stars to absolute zero (-273° C). and viscosity. high thermal conductivity while that of ice and snow is low. and even more so to have a universe full of life. This is also the only radiation under which photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see. When one considers the universe as a whole.
The analogy of falling asleep is not accidental. More direct and indirect proofs are discussed in the later chapters. Of course. Other stresses. intermediate state. which may help may be you taking a different route. 7. you have to change your attitude about the situation. in a state of anger. dreaming. like rush hour traffic. If we die with a peaceful mind. You can listen to music or educational 103 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The seeds that ripen when we die are very important because they determine what kind of rebirth we shall take. this will stimulate a non‐virtuous seed and we shall take an unfortunate rebirth. There are different types of stressful situations. say. and rebirth. In that case. and waking closely resembles the process of death. in order to lessen the stress. Change or Let Go! Have you ever tried to exercise control over others until they gets stressed out? Have you ever tried to control things or events over which you had no control until may be you get tired and stressed out. Right? But there are some things about rush hour traffic that you can personally change. like people interrupting you all the time but you can control. are usually beyond your control. You can let the interrupters know you are busy and don't have time to talk. but if we die with an unpeaceful mind. This is similar to the way in which nightmares are triggered off by our being in an agitated state of mind just before falling asleep. for the process of sleeping. this will stimulate a virtuous seed and we shall take a fortunate rebirth. Which particular seed ripens at death depends upon the state of mind in which we die.7 Stress: Control. or traveling at a different time. these changes are not always possible.
So much of our stress comes from trying to control other people. On the job. We become so overwhelmed. and you can control your stress! You can learn to manage a great deal of your stress by asking looking at each stressor and asking yourself. Once you understand the "control. it's important to go through the steps of control. or simply ignore us. You must accept that you cannot control the traffic. or your time of travel. with the exception of your car and your attitude. or let go" concept and start putting it into practice you will be able to deal much better with stressful situations. can I change it. That's why it is so easy to build up resentments against other people in situations or jobs when we don't think we have much control. change and 104 . you are powerless over everything on the road. it impedes productivity and healthy teamwork. change. We spend too much time worrying about things over which we have no control that we have no energy left to control the things we can.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM tapes or books-on-tape. no matter how much you yell and gesture at other drivers to speed up. In order to let go of commute stress. or do I need to learn to let it go?" The "control. Rush hour traffic won't seem as frustrating because you'll be doing something to help keep your mind off the traffic and other drivers. If you are stressed out because of others. barely giving us a thought. We are the ones who end up with the stress and resulting headaches! The people we try to control go home. People tend to blame other people. or let go" concept is an important key to stress management. if you are unable to change your route. that we feel like our whole life is out of control and we'll never catch up. places and things when we simply cannot. A stressful commute can ruin your whole day. change. Control your attitude. let go of the traffic. you have to accept the situation. don't let it! Accept that. "Can I control it.
and learn to let go of the things you can't. we are reluctant to let go of the 105 ." Ask yourself if the other person is actually a "stress carrier. we are propelled into the unknown. Pick something in your life that stresses you out." or simply has a different style. Change scares us because whenever things change. We have to use our thoughts to control our emotions and our actions. and future. Change is one of the most difficult things for people to experience. All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. You have lots of opportunities to transform your past.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM letting go. how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it.8 Your Past. what can you do? Can you change it? If so. Letting go is a process. Do you need to let it go? If so. It takes time. much of what we "know" no longer serves us. Take charge. chances are you will continue working or being around the "stressful people. even when it is for our ultimate good. Can you control it? If so. I have experienced this myself. take appropriate action. family. Remind yourself that there are people and events you cannot control. or the planet earth. Unfortunately. Unless you are ready to leave your job. So. Present and Future Yes. Identify which stresses you can control. what can you do in order to let go? You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can view it as scary because you don't know what the future holds. transformation is possible. and doesn't always happen at once just because we will it. Its possible to change yourself-talk about the situation. present. take control or let it go. The choice is yours! 7.
and then return to their present where they watch their lives and the lives of those around them happily change right in front of their very eyes.to change the form of our lives and bodies. And that changing one's past history has already happened? This type of transformation was only possible in movies. To allow transformation to happen. a repetitive patterns in health. And it is often the familiar we want to change. to alter our biological and experiential composition. heroically changing the course of a pivotal event earlier in their lives. or disposition. specifically the beliefs that created the portions of our lives that we would like to have transformed. where the stars magically time travel into the past. we have to be able to "be" with change and the fear that may accompany it. state. Unfortunately. changing our beliefs can seem scarier than changing things that are external to us. and to change our natural predisposition to life for the better . career.we need to experience a personal transformation. but very difficult. 106 . So if we want to be transformed . and money. to be transformed means we have to change. our present. So in order to experience a personal transformation we need to change our beliefs. and our future. in order to experience the transformation of our past.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM familiar. The clues to how we can enjoy all that are found in the definition of "transformation"–a fundamental alteration in one's system of beliefs. to have a "re-do" with a clean slate. we must be willing to experience fear for a short while. then. By definition. composition. Therefore. The definition of "transform" is to make over to a radically different form. relationships. I was always told and I believed it at the time that transforming my present and my future were possible.
i. and then expanding this self-realisation by communicating with others. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. to find and fully express one's true self. It is the maturity of intuition. retaining integrity whatever the response. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. and further enhancing the quality of communication with ever-increasing empathy and understanding. control and self-esteem needs and the need for self-actualization. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. This need has been evident in all cultures. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. Through understanding others better. and the needs is concerned with man's highest potential when other needs have been met –such as needs for love and affection. There is one further need as a self-actualization is the need for a higher truth. we can 107 .even our enemies . Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. Maslow expresses the basic survival needs as the first priority. feelings and actions. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. 7. which we can aspire to the highest potential of being human.10 The Need for a Higher Truth This is the need required to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. expressed by all religions.e.9 The Basic Survival Need In the hierarchy of human needs. towards knowing God.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. we need to see in all others .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7.
Move on to the next one when you have uncovered an awareness that you were previously suppressing. Try completing the following sentences. with as much honesty and frankness as you can muster.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM recognize their essential goodwill. 108 .in short. But to continue suppressing what one truly wants is to die inside.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The psychologist Nathaniel Brandon developed a technique called Sentence Completion. will upset the apple cart. to lose integrity. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. to help his clients uncover and communicate their true feelings that previously were suppressed. however misguided it might have become. And then put this self-realisation into action in your life. This denial of feelings and true wishes or desires occurs because of fear that acting on them or communicating them will bring scorn or ridicule . 7.
AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. EVERYTHING IS THE MOST-HIGH. EVERY PERSON. OR THING IS A MIRROR AND HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A GIFT FOR YOU. If one is angry enough. I AND YOU MUST BE HIM TOO. IT IS NEVER ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON. That dog is a mirror of something going on inside of me. may determine the reality you will have. Whatever perceptions you may have. you will be able to interpret and ‘create’ things from a higher vibration state. BUT YOU. 8. PLACE. and a dog begins barking at you. but how you choose to view it. One will usually interpret an event by seeing it through whatever issues or beliefs he already have going on inside of him. how you choose to see something. What in me is making that dog bark at me? Then 109 . and then living by those perceptions. In other words. In other words. If you clear yourself of internal issues. it is our choice how to interpret what happened. the perception you have of an event.1 The Laws of the Universe TO CREATE 100% OF A REALITY WHICH NO ONE CAN CREATE BUT YOU. If you choose to live by the Laws which state that you create your own reality. THEREFORE. ONE EITHER IS GIVING LOVE. you will say to yourself: I am creating that dog barking at me. we are creating a perception.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Laws of the Universe 8. he will likely interpret what someone says as sounding angry. is not necessarily what is happening. THE ALL-IN-ALL.2 Our Reality Within and Without When we attach a value and a meaning to some event. THE ALL-THERE-IS. Here is an example from one of my Source Codes: you are walking down the street. PLACE. OR THING. OR ASKING FOR LOVE.
and there is no opportunity to heal. And then nothing gets looked at internally. maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about something. for making them feel bad about you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear. and heal it. then you would perceive the situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. stupid dog a bulah-bulah . some energy of fear or anger that it felt from you. in your outer world. You will continue to create situations where you feel bad about yourself. get clear. If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the way that you are a bad person and responsible for other people's emotions. then you will go through life hating yourself. and that alerted you to the fact that you had to be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the outside. you do not take responsibility and accept that whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event. The dog reacted to something fearful. Why did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked. the dog was a mirror of what you were feeling. in all likelihood. In that way. and relationships and life will probably become a fearful thing for you. where you think you have done something wrong. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. create your life where things always seem to go wrong. What a mean. It scared me half to death. however. You may feel constantly ashamed and guilty. You will. a mirror. or anger. You felt fearful or angry when the dog barked. Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out what you are feeling fearful or angry about. If. thinking you are evil. perhaps without knowing it. 110 .
are made conscious .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM And. to create their life a certain way. from what each person chooses to believe. That is being the creator of your life. as well. and that someone else has the power over their life. in victim consciousness. things don't change. You choose consciously. as soon as you think someone is doing something to you. you have become a victim. all of this will change as your perception and understanding of how the universe works becomes clearer such as the understanding that no one can create the reality of another. thinking it is someone else's fault. guilt or self hatred. as soon as you give up the responsible role. You no longer believe it if others tried to blame you. and when you know that others are responsible only for what they feel and believe. As soon as you give up 100% responsibility for creating your own reality. 111 .you perceive yourself and life and others in a way that is positive and allows life to work harmoniously for you. in reality.in a good way that works for you. If you remain a victim. Then you have the opportunity to believe and create your life in any way you choose . what you want to believe . if you don't believe that you even have the power to create or change anything. When you know that you are responsible only for what you believe and what you feel. not unconsciously. Other's responses to you are. because victims never heal. and you no longer blame anyone else for your life.or. that feelings and beliefs about reality can only come from within. instead of themselves. Victims remain stuck. there is no longer shame or blame.and you change them. How can they. if they never accept that they are the ones responsible for creating life that way in the first place? You can't change something if you don't think you created it to begin with . And your life will also change when any false perceptions you have about yourself.
Trust. They then just play the role for you that you are expecting. and 112 . Then you have the opportunity to see what the mirror is for you. If we look at it all as perfect. I ask: What in me been created that is in my reality? In reality. to see what you carry within yourself so that you can heal. In other words. we immediately move into the energy of Love.where do I still think that I am not ok? I identify the judgment I am making against myself. if you have a perception that someone is a hurtful person. You create what you believe in.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM only a reflection of your own energy and a reflection of whatever energy you are putting out. you must have a belief that you will be hurt. you must carry that energy within you. there is only acceptance. if we look at it from being the Creator. it's not Truth. It is above forgiveness. and Peace. which is what we all truly want. I then ask: What part of me do I still not love. and therefore I judge it? Then I look at the other person and think: I don't need to judge them. or have inside of you. Then there is no judgment. not the victim. because forgiveness implies that something has been done wrong. The situation just reflected what was already there in you. It isn't because of what someone else did. The higher vibration is to see whatever happens as a mirror of oneself in the ‘now’ or presently: You may ask yourself this question: Am I still doing that? Where do I still hold that judgment about myself . Acceptance is the higher vibration. Acceptance says all is happening perfectly. They are simply being a mirror of my own issue. If it's complicated. Know that if you feel anger or any other unpleasant or uncomfortable emotion. all of us are really asking for love. Note that if there is no charge. Whatever is happening enables us to grow. grow. What is the mirror to me? Has instantly removed the judgment. as it should. All is perfect.
Lower vibration expectation judgment rejection/blame sorrow/apologizing Higher vibration Responding from compassion observing acceptance seeing the mirror 113 . But it is the emotional energy.therefore. to create in a positive way. we must generate positive emotions from clear thoughts and perceptions. Healing comes from taking responsibility – the 3rd law. Look at it this way: E-motion. and what kind of emotion it creates. The force behind what we feel is what allows us to create. or manifestation. in other words. If you don't like the emotion you are feeling. In a thought triggers emotion you can see what kind of thoughts you are thinking. or perception. put into motion. First we have our thought. See how you feel. change the thoughts you are thinking. "I felt so strongly about that that I had to rush out and do it". the fuel that allows something to get created. That is what our emotions do. seeing your reflection in another or in a situation is a positive and useful thing. Get a new perspective.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM change . Therefore. Use your five (5) senses to ask if something doesn't feel right or comfortable in the way you are responding or feeling. or Energy. The word emotion is a fascinating word. They move energy and bring things into motion.
3 Your Fear or Masked Desire To find out and work with your fear. you will be able to see that when you face an issue in yourself. what bothers you. it will fall into one or more of these categories.. etc.. Check out what your fear is about. first state what you fear . what keeps you in it.. that make you see your own issues in others and judge them for it. until you get out of the program and have a new perception.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Fear is only a mask of our true desire.say or write the negative expression of it: all that you think is going on. or masked desire. you will reinforce the lower vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault. That's what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. You need to find out what your true desire is. that create the difficulty you are in. another's flaws. who you think did what to you. If you treat yourself with love. You will continue to create the same kind of situations. there is no shame or guilt. and state that desire 100% positively: "I choose to have or create. you have the chance to 114 . and you will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized. There is only growth and love. The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief. In reality. comes from feeling guilt and shame. 8. and that keep you from manifesting what you want." There are 3 universal fears: (1) abandonment (2) not feeling worthy or good enough (3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender Any time there is a fear. you will keep yourself in judgment. This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs are that keep you in fear. ALL BELIEFS THAT CAUSE YOU FEAR ARE ERRONEOUS.
that it's yours. You feel shame.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself Next. including yourself.5 1. Ask: "What keeps me believing in that fear? What will happen if I let go of it? What is the pay off for keeping it? What do I get to do or not do if I keep the fear?" 115 . Here is the cycle of an erroneous core belief loop: 1. Then you become fearful that you will be punished. You judge something or someone. you blame others. In order to get away from the shame. And that is the perfection of the journey. as 100% positive.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM become even clearer. or deal with it in some way. say or write your preferred truth. See how you react to a given situation . 6. and you hide it all away so you're not aware the issue is really even there. 8. Re-adjusting an Old Belief Own the fear or pattern." or "I am able to love myself. ever more loving. 2. 5. You feel guilty. 7. of what we experience." Continue to say your positive I am statement throughout the day and for as long as you need to. For example: "I am powerful" or "I am a loving. You feel guilty about doing that and the loop goes on.look at what you are afraid of. You put it out on someone or something else. Use all positive words. 4. expressing what you choose to create. of seeing ourselves in the mirror. 3. wonderful human being. until the negative program is neutralized. Then put your highest truth in the form of an "I am" statement. This is called projection. You feel guilty about doing that. 8.
Ask Spirit or your Higher-Self. you eliminate fear. If you decide to keep it. observe why. If you choose to believe in a new reality. What could be better than that? Fears have supported us. plus emotion creates the transformation into new ways of being and brings about the new pattern you are choosing.what you intend to create. or a new thought form. And that which creates joy. This is the energy that sucks ways of behaving out of fear: Being aloof." You can even state how you will do it. step by step. Your intention must be followed by willingness. Be specific. without judgment. 116 . State your new reality in the form of "I am" 6. exactly. or change it. most importantly allow yourself to feel very clearly and strongly what it would feel like to operate out of and have that new belief in your life. Fears can be survival tools. What would you feel? Let that feeling flow into every cell of your body. growth and freedom. "E-Motion" means deep feeling and it is the energy that puts things into motion. and we tend to want to hold onto them through our anger or other emotional reactions because it's the only way of life we've known. Decide if you want to keep the program. for guidance or help to achieve the new intention. Decide if this pattern serves you anymore. Intention. You must have a new belief. If you decide to change it. Now. 3. decide what you want to change it to. but will keep you locked in a lower vibration that doesn't help your life. a choice for a new perception. Say: "I intend to do …. 4.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 2. 5. Put out your intention .
There is no war happening. What are you resisting? Identify what you are getting by holding onto the pain. you are judging." If you find yourself worried or fearful about what other people think.?! etc. you are into blaming. unless you create one by your perception. If you are in fear. because: 117 . instead. and you are fearing a loss of power. Move instead to acceptance. the mirror of that really is: you are in judgment of yourself.. you are trying to be in control.. If you are in resistance to something. you are in resistance to something. Being someone who creates confusion for others (gets them off center). Being an intimidator (energy makes others feel afraid of you by backing people down). If you are in pain. Ask: What is the gift of the mirror for me here? If you are asking why. you are caught between realities and aren't sure what to believe. If you are the creator. you are actually holding a belief that you are inadequate to deal with something. Change the perception that there was any damage done in a given situation.. It is all perfect. What was the reason? If you are in pain. If you are in doubt..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Being an interrogator (Who did this?. Being a "poor me. Go to your heart. A fear of judgment is actually a desire for unconditional love. then you created that situation for some reason.).?! Didn't you realize that.. Why did you. It is a false belief that you will lose control or power.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM If you identify with God. That then creates a reality that will mirror that higher vibration state. The ego controls emotions. One Energy Source . Listen to the Higher Self. It is impossible to do so. The Higher Truth is larger than.neither side of which is the real truth. The ego was designed to deal with polarity . What you can create is responding from Peace and living from higher vibration states. And everything else is God. too. bigger than. the spiritual eye. 118 . which we learn from . But. what lessons they have set up to learn for themselves. anyway. while you remain at peace. The ego's true purpose is to offer us choice by comparison. The Most-High. It is the point in the middle.that all is One.and that perception comes with seeing from a single eye.6 The Role of the Ego It is the ego which allows us to be in this reality where there is duality. either side of polarity. Using these laws will help you to allow others to express themselves. We need it for our wide range of emotions. It helps us decide what we want to experience and learn in this lifetime. Everything is already perfect. Self sabotage is the ego in its lower vibration. that is power enough. if you know that you are God. the neutral point where there is no attachment. That is why we see this reality with 2 eyes. Honor where someone is in their development.in this way we learn to work with energy and use it appropriately. It's already working out perfectly. And that is all there is. we must understand the Higher Truth . 8. the zero point. and there is no need for you to try to control anything.
what he is really saying without realizing it is that he's sick and tired of suffering from his own lack of understanding.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach When you hear someone say. Life becomes instantly better. The understanding of this spiritual principle allows us to disconnect ourselves from our impatience. makes this truly self-liberating discovery: those places that he once mistook as being impassible barriers to his happiness become as bridges to the same. then use your power of choice to create the reality that you prefer. impatience with our level of understanding is the very level of understanding we are impatient with. "I'm sick and tired of it all". From now on you must spin your straw into gold. And the more we inwardly grow. who persists with his wish to find and fulfill the promise of himself. but only if he learns to welcome them as part of his journey. learning flowers. For one thing. This is why even the attempt to disconnect ourselves from our present life-level already belongs to a higher level of understanding. the easier our whole life flows. For instance. it comes from us. This new and higher idea of disconnecting ourselves from whatever we think has us blocked leads to true self-liberation because we have never been trapped by anything outside of our own lack of understanding. the frustration fades and in its place.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Accept WHAT IS as Perfection.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges Only the person who never gives up in life. This all becomes clear once we understand that unhappiness does not come at us. 119 . 8. So be it! 8.
freedom to take another and yet another step into the great unknown where eventually.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This new. Persistence is everything in your personal work. Believe me. you win a little more freedom. the freer your days will flow and the higher your life will go. then every situation in life presents you with an opportunity to win in a new way. 120 . intelligent action we are calling "self-disconnect" works for you by gradually breaking down the painful circle-ofself that is repeatedly formed by asking the problem for the solution. because doubt and fear form the perimeter of all self-limiting barriers. Barriers begin to crumble and disappear. In the truest meaning of the words. You must persist in spite of all forces that seem to be against your wish to break through to a New You. fear turns into fearlessness because you have disconnected yourself from yourself. With any true innergrowth. the hardest step is always the one you have never taken before. because you have stopped creating them. there are no real obstacles to keep you from making it all the way to a Brand New World. You must persist even if it is only with your wish to be persistent. When self-discovery becomes more important than winning. with persistence. The more you work at this special kind of letting go. Every time you step past yourself. the greater the possibility for walking beyond yourself. The greater the doubt you will step across. Risk only comes into account in the self-limited view of seeing life as a win/lose scenario. Remember this. you are getting out of your own way! Practice selfdisconnect as often as you can.
It is by the emotional content of karma that we usually discover it. or you can just let your unconscious show you what it thinks is most important first. but after you have locked it in. you may become 121 .1 Finding Karma You can work through your karma the slow way. Your body will only show your karma that is ready to be cleared. do the grounding as usual. bring it into consciousness. every day there is a conversation going on between your mind and your body. Your thoughts can trigger it. It is daily hygiene. This is not a process you can do once and call it done. which brings another thought. or you can go looking for it. and your body provides an emotion. start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is not. we mean a sensation in your body. by living it. A muscle may twitch. but you can also access it visually.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Karma 9. You can be very methodical and start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through your body. It is like peeling the onion – do remember this. and a feeling. and by the next day the next layer shows up to be cleared. Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining memory. Then. and surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged. You have a thought. and observe it happening. Clear it all one day. Notice what bugs you. Surrender those places. not just the brain. just like brushing your teeth. All day. You can detach from both. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding eight times a day for at least two weeks. and another emotion. Day to day events will also trigger karma. By feeling.
your environment. by pumping my belly several times during a breathing exercise. and surrender it. You can then visualize and clear the 122 . and so you can watch the mind and body chatting away to each other. successfully. Yes it is a simple thing to do if you decided to do it. I do this every night. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body. (Know that you will clear. or a knot in your stomach. and simply surrender the tension points the body shows you. You might trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and through the foot into the earth. you might feel a tightness around the bottom of your ribs like say you cannot take a deep full breath. Take for example. You are an infinite spirit. or a tingling in you head.) If you are clearing karma from someone you know by remote. you may go on to clear the karma of the group ego mind of your city. back in the heel. You will observe the sensation with detachment. By doing this I release any thing that gave me tension during the day. your ancestors. or an ache in my back. You are not only your mind. those karmas that have the same auras with yours at the time of your action. It is therefore preferable to do it visually. where it is feeding on the energy meridians. if you are dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra issues. Feel the tension. or your body. Even after you clear your personal karma. you will tend to feel it in your body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM aware of a place of tension inside of you. as a mild physical discomfort that draws your attention to what areas need clearing. up the back of the leg following it's own path to the shoulders and around one side of the head. your country. But must feel fancy to do it. you will follow the connections it makes through the body. and back down the front to the knot. Those tension points are your karma.
That aspect of surrender is very important if you have faith. out your feet. Give it up to Cosmic Reality. do the magic. and also shows that you believe it is handled. surrender. will detach your attention from it. so you need to let go by distracting yourself so Cosmic Reality can take it. and you are not going to worry about it anymore. I seek nothingness or void. but sometimes. so it can be used to break up and remove the blockages of karma. submission and gratitude. Feel it flowing out your head. (Usually. Do clear your karma! It is so simple. I'm sure everyone has had the experience of a spell having unexpected negative side effects? Counter-clockwise spin dissipates energy. Clockwise dancing and vortexes are most often used in Wicca. while somebody else prefers the opposite. You go left to end up at the left. Your attention to something is an attachment to it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM whole circuit and everything attached to the knot to be removed as well. So be it! 9. I RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIII all night. God/Spirit/Cosmic Reality will take care of it. so I use counter-clockwise vortexes 100% of the time. and sometimes burning up in the heart chakra or simply disappearing and to be absorbed by the Unity.) 123 . Practice! Practice!! Practice!!! You may also use counter-clockwise tornados. Worry shows lack of faith. or use the name of whatever Deity or Power you prefer. Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards.2 Clearing Karma Faith method Faith. That action can result in the manifestation of Karma.
One of the most dramatic cases of this is that one may grew 8 cm taller in a single night. there must be recognition of stuff (or the so called ‘gift” you wish to give out). After the pause of breath.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sometimes a release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a desire to stretch. and it will change. curled protectively around his belly. which It has. Thanking Spirit for accepting the gift. is like showing faith that you believe and expect that It will and that. Thank you is showing trust that nails the request into the Now. completely differently. Everything in life. The reason you offer it as a ‘gift’. apply gratitude. What is to be released might be. She will give it a tune-up and hand it back. All of its silver linings will be showing. First. as all of the crap that held one in a slouched posture. Even If you don't like something. will fall away. is also an attachment. surely comes back better if it is still needed. and your negative opinion of wanting it gone. this feeling of doubt. if it is still present. including life itself is a gift of Spirit. getting a grasp on what is to be released. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain. What is given to Cosmic Reality. is that Cosmic Reality doesn't judge it. this annoyance with so and so. this funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling. It good to know that gratitude itself can be enough to remove a blockage. gift is what it is. or giving away something you need. Don't worry about giving up too much. and relax when the memory is cleared. Some people don't like this idea of giving karmic crap to Cosmic Reality as a gift. This is real. seals the deal. gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave away used to be and you will discover you see it. whether we judge it as gift or garbage from our limited perspective. like “So be it” or “Amen” or “Ashe”. this pain in my body. somehow through visualization or feeling. 124 .
Thank you very much. it will come up again and again. please take this. The point of power is in the 125 . wherever it exists. Find and surrender those bits too. It is a gift for You. some issues may have connections and reflections all through you. The event is gone as if it never existed .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Give up karma.it no longer exists. “Cosmic Reality. in top down fashion from point of origin. your environment. all other events that came after disappear right into the now. Thank you very much. Like. Alternate phrases: “Cosmic Reality. please take this. and even in other people. perhaps when you were a child someone put a spider down your shirt.” (breathe sigh of release) This is time travel to change the past. that is related. get back insight and compassion. For example. When the first event is cleared. the universe is being created and uncreated in every moment. and everything connected to it. as Cosmic Reality gives you an opportunity to make a choice to release it. This phrase asks Cosmic Reality to go back to before the first event occurred. Cosmic Reality will know what to take. After a speck of karma is first created. and clear the whole pattern from the beginning. Likely. and ever since then you have had a phobia about spiders. All Yours. and every time you see a spider it gets worse. so instead it got bigger from your resistance. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left. It is a gift for You.” (breathe a sigh of release) This clears what you can see and what you cannot see. you did not know to release it. because your indication of this ‘gift’ didn't cover everything. your past lives. All Yours. Time and space are illusions.
and everything connected to it. all the way back into the past. through your feet. I release any attachments. used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light. so it is important to fill the ‘void’ with light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of ‘empty’ and seeking new attachments to fill the void. Thank you very much. All Yours. hand them over now! “Cosmic Reality. Nature abhors a vacuum.) Additional universal phrases of surrender: Cosmic Reality (God/Allah…) Will be Done. Cosmic Reality has it handled. “Cosmic Reality. It is a gift for You. It will be as Cosmic Reality Wills. Even though I walk in the valley of death I will fear no evil. It is in the hands of Fate. Thank you very much..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. please take this.” (breathe a sigh of release) You must clear everything and everything connected with it. then also surrender the hole where it used to be like bugs bunny cartoon. for I am. and using this phrase you can change the past using the power of surrender in the now. in top down fashion from point of origin..” (Breathe in light. Surrender the karmic stuff. portable holes. 126 . It is the Will of God/Allah. please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I surrendered to You.
These etheric cords are a normal connection between friends and lovers. love. This usually happens on an unconscious level for most people. Guardian angels (personal Malaeka) will act on your requests – so you think. They are the ‘super strings’ that are holding the universe together.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 9. because the cords of love between people are stronger than attachments to things. it defines aka cords very elegantly. When you grow an awareness of these threads. professional psychics and other folks who are doing energy work. gravity. For most people. these threads of attraction are usually are only readily visible when they represent the union in relationships.3 Aka Cords: The Unity The ‘Aka cords’ is a term from Huna mysticism. Everything you see. creates a thread of energy between you and it. and while this is a good thing in the short term. they are how we exchange empathy. they are the underlying nature of how relationships connect people. and information. everything you touch. Most cords are flimsy and fade quickly. attraction. in the long term it can be hard on the healer and become a crutch. However. So be aware! 127 . or negative addiction for the patient. Everything is connected to every other thing: relationship. one can do the ritual. As aka cords show up in the etheric. it becomes more important to keep the tools in order and cut cord attachments that no longer serve. and they can also become negative attachments and vampiric siphons. Like the apron-strings between mother and child. Even without intuition. love etc. knowing about the cords is not very important because the unconscious mind takes care of them. For healers. it becomes very easy to manage these cords with the power of imagination. Sometimes a patient will continue to draw energy from a healer after the session is finished.
but those who are determined. You may get an impression of being in the center of a big spider web or perhaps a cocoon with many threads coming from different chakras and radiating out from you in all directions. Get grounded and draw in as much light as you can hold. and get to ride out of duality. and it comes from me. will sometimes show up in your life again. or just 128 . or simply connect new cords as often as they are cut. This method is nice and simple. or sense it. by sending out a last blast of unconditional love and make the fire to manifest whatever the person on the other end needs. You may feel it. so that you don't cut cords which represent win/win relationships that serve your highest good. There is only fear to fear. So. or see it. Always determine to cut them out. I give up my fears to Him. With your imagination. In the ritual you first ask to be shown the beneficial cords. and send love. It is best to be clear in your intention. I ask that the highest good be done.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is why it is necessary to occasionally do a ritual to cut any aka cords that are not in one’s highest good. into that space where all things begin. one of my Source Codes said: I simply trust in the judgment of my Higher-Self or AllThat-Is. as I am not yet free of creative fears. There are several ways to disconnect cords. and cut them out of the race. Usually I may not ask who is cut. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people who are in service to your Highest Good. first. Then ask to be shown ones that do not serve. as said earlier. You may possibly get a sense of being surrounded by a crowd of people. and only those cords. gratitude and blessings down these cords – Use power of imagination. especially with the earth's fiery crystal core. anyways.
and let the vision go. What is important is your intention.. Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and supported. this means that the recipient's higher self or unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best. and they 129 . so that the cord is gone. breathe more light into yourself. to tell you they were thinking of you warmly. Let your intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the form in which the love manifests on the other end. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people or things that feed on your energy but do not serve your highest good. These are the cords that benefit you. it doesn't matter. This time. Release a generous blast of the light you have drawn into yourself down the cord. Be sure to offer thanks to Goddess for Her abundance that allows you to be generous. so you do not need to clear them.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM imagine it there. Thank these people for being in your life and gratefully send light and love down the cords to them. You do not need to know what it manifests as. as a farewell gift of unconditional love for them that will show up on their end as whatever it is they think they need from you. You may find that some of these people will unconsciously feel the cord being disconnected. to replace what you gave away. once again fill yourself with as much light as you can hold.. Most of these are people who want something that they think you can give them. imagine that it burns up the cord like a lit fuse. Nice bonus! Then. Do not be surprised if some old friends contact you in the days following. As the light goes down the cord. Then. and conclude the ritual. Essentially.
you are not going to get any junk from them. and again ask to see the cords that connect you to those who do not serve your highest good.No. There will be fewer cords than before. but reverse the flow and take back only your own energy that they stole from you. sip slowly so they will not be abruptly and unnecessarily deflated. Give love to those who support you as before. they will detach them from you on their own. pull in their cords and stop preying on you. Others. the bottomless pits will not be satisfied with your gift and will promptly a reattach to you. They will give up. repeat the exercise. In this technique.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM might contact you in the days following and complain that you feel distant. but you cannot control what 130 . but only to take back your own stolen energy from them. If you are dealing with this kind of persistent bottomless pit vampire. Imagine you are sucking on the cords like a drinking straw. you leave the cords as they are. You would not want them to pass out while driving – would you? or anything of that nature . When these vampires realize (probably unconsciously) that there is no free lunch and they are no longer getting fed/rewarded through the cords. They may go off and feed on someone else. Take your time at it. Twenty four to seventy hours later. like a leech dropping off. instead of sending them more energy. ideally there will be none. or how much of what kind of energy you send. Be clear in your intention not to feed on their energy. there is another method you can use according to my Source Code. The cords that have been reattached will be those of the persistent bottomless pit vampires who reconnect the cords no matter how many times you cut them. Since you are just taking your own energy back.
I'm not suggesting you do this... leave them attached. spiritual world. on my end and plug them into the sender's higher self. When I get impatient with it. and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give up and detach. Learn. or the Earth source. as They think best.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM someone else does. though. The traditional ritual is good practice for learning about how relationships work. I ask my guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me. Then if there are still any negative cords that have been reconnected in spite of your generosity. 131 . You can only control your own energy or you tax your daily Karma unduelly. as they are formed. in the etheric. To do this. You are learning. astral. I put it on autopilot.
The above conclusion belongs to simple-minded and lazyminded individuals. which change from one time. animals or non-living things is not solely coming to mind now. because of a sole reliance on spiritual perceptions. race to another. All motions result from being moved by some other objects. i. then the latter must necessarily be moved by something else. How? 132 . What comes to mind is how the spiral galaxy. that if an object itself is moving and it is necessarily being moved by some other object. another body moved any moved body. Even the Pious. then the motion of a body is the result of its being moved by some other body. Prime Mover If we apply the idea of causality to the study of motion of objects.. In the so-called cosmological proof: that in the worlds. since there was nobody there in the origin.e. The question of evolution or creation of Man. some objects are in motion. This notion needs to be examined logically and brought to its finality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Concept of the Prime Mover 10. era. a system beyond the Milky Way Galaxy (a rotating disk containing about 1011 stars including our Sun) came about. Therefore one can definitely arrive at a prime mover that is not moved by anything. that the above argument cannot be repeated indefinitely. Saints and Prophets waver in a pool of open and logical challenges. tribe.
and gave you ears and eyes . He made him complete and breathed into him of His spirit. And for the created man to function properly. perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. (The Bible) Obviously this has taken us. Let there be light and there was light. vividly. it is that you give thanks. It was believed that God had made the command. . The following few observations and analyses are to be noted without any bias reference. and at the time of the creation of Man. So there are no eyewitness reports. animals and other earthly things. These would be brought forward in the discussion. 133 . back to the period of the creation of man. and it points to the mystical relation between human and Divine Nature. These instruments give them vast scope within which to exercise their imaginations only. . animal and other matters in this Earth. What happened before this statement was pronounced could not be ascertained. It is only obvious and quite clear that the Earth was in a total darkness before this command was initiated. Cosmogonists can reach their conclusions only on the basis of the subtle observations that are barely within reach of modern instruments. (Bible) The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime Mover. There are two models for the creation of the Universe: Big Bang and Continuous Creation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Nobody was around at the origin. some features were incorporated during the ‘time’ of creation. (Qur’an) This is saying that the spirit of God is breathed into every man created.
AD) This simply means that stars are being formed by the contraction (mover) of gas clouds. (Qur’an) This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of the Universe. a Chinese scholar in the 3rd Century. Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any thing regarding human creation. Note that Qi = breath. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they could create as wished. So there had been an existence somewhere else. They have lesser gods who carry off their request. to the Supreme Being. (African Tradition) This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated from another world or space to found or husband the earth. And that the universe was in existence before the so-called Aur-Amashida.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. turning about following the flow. through sacrifice or rituals. jing hua floats aloft. There was no indication of the period of and what brought about this action. who were the descendants of the primordial ancestors. Qi representing the context of God’s breath in this respect. (Wu Li Lun. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear. it is called the Heavenly River. so to say. This is confirmed through most of their words and doings. hua = essence and Heavenly River is the Milky Way. Qi develops and rises. The above statement supports the two above references mentioned from the holy Qur’an. The next question is when and where? 134 . They referred to their Ancestors and not a particular Deity.
In this action. it is easy to trace mitochondria DNA back through the generations without having to worry about the mixing of genes from mother and father that goes on in the rest of the DNA. but in its mitochondria. the amount of matter in the Universe would double as a result of the slow drizzle of creation. creation is continuing all the time and so very slowly for any known sensitive instrument can measure. One consequence of their origin is that they carry their own genes. And since (in people. And in the course of some billions of years. When the highly condensed hydrogen matter exploded from its own core (see Chapter 9) pressure and created showers 135 . Wilson’s work relied on a type of DNA found not in the cell nucleus. Allan Wilson at the University of California. are the descendants of bacteria that took up residence in eukaryotic cells about 18 billion years ago.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM According to a superior account.000 years ago. has shown by genetics and after studying the pattern of DNA (DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID) in people now alive and produced a human family tree showing that the species emerged in Africa about 200. in a proper study of mankind.000 years ago and first left the continent to begin its world wide spread 100. According to the Continous Creation (CC). These structures. which convert sugar and oxygen into carbon dioxide. Scientists have two general models for the existence of Universe: Continous Creation and Big Bang (Scientific Statement). the galaxies would have moved apart to the point where the amount of space between them had increased or even doubled. at least) individual receive all their mitochondria from their mothers. water and the energy that runs the cell.
What could be certain is the existence of Matter. The fifth energy was formed in order to eternalize the initial outburst. From the above examinations and analyses. Visible Matter has the same 136 .000 years ago (since whatever vision. just in a recent time of less than. Electromagnetism. the energy required in this creation is zero equivalent energy of light balanced with the negative energy of gravitational field. but formed within the fifth energy product of the Big Bang. who just came to this Realm of Existence. could have been released and registered between 10 to 20 billion years ago. So. the four energy laws came into play: Gravity. be it spiritual or scientific) so as to claim who is or was the Prime Mover. The word ‘join’ could mean that the total elements of the Universe were originally in a single space. So is the word: The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. in the presence of light space. Behind the Matter is the Mind at work. hanging about There have been other minor explosions. but broken apart due to a bang or expand continuously in space. 200. Strong nuclear and Weak nuclear are acting together (Unity) in the space-less compact at the equivalent or even beyond the speed of light. such as one produced our Milky Ways.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of still expanding galaxies. The first ever Big Bang (of stored energy in vacuum or void) explosion. miraculous occurrence that might have happen to man must fall within the light of the formation of the Milky Ways. A stupid question asked by feeble-minded individuals. it is absolutely unreasonable for any human being. The fission and fusions of atoms forming bombs. The time of the bang obviously would be so negligible. Man-made explosive matters are ones that quickly come to mind. The lesson here is that both light and spirit evolved at the same time since the occurrence of the first Big Bang.
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exactitude of proportion and precise method granted by the Invisible Mind. What we should bear in mind is that there is and was no such thing as injustice in the Universe. What it means here is that if we have granted the above stated premises concerning the composition of Mind and Matter, there can be no such thing as injustice. Yet seemingly unjust things are done every day and seemingly go unpunished, because the punishments are always administered. So the so-called ‘scientific ghosts’ come in i.e. vengeance is mine. The sinner who imagines his sins are undiscovered is a compound fool who deceives himself. For instance, a murderer (direct or indirect) who has secretly torn the life of his shrieking victim in some unfrequented spot, and has succeeded in hiding his crime from what we call ‘justice’ cannot escape the Spiritual Law of vengeance within the Unity. Murdered creature often returns to the Realm of Existence in human form to dodge his murderer down. No known man has ever escaped the psychic law of equity any more than we can escape the material law of gravitation. So, it unbelievable therefore to attribute the spiritual law of vengeance on the Most High or the so-called prime Mover. Not much of a Deity or a prime Mover but what you are or represent. If there is any race with superior historical pride over others, it is the Africans. Their existence was closer to the period of the so-called ‘creation’; hence they have full authority talking about the Prime-or-Nonprime Mover. As more scientific researches are proceeding, Africans are likely to be proved right. So be it! One of the oldest questions to be asked about the universe was "How did it begin?" That question always puzzled mankind. The answer to such question depended on the faith and civilisation current to the scientist.
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In the early days of the Greek philosophers the universe was the making of gods and goddesses, but how they actually performed the act of creation was not to be inquired into, for such matters were considered divine and, thus, laid outside man's comprehension. The Greek plan incorporated a marvellous scientific picture of the universe, for whilst they described the motions of the planets with mathematical precision, they believed them to be, like the stars, made of some celestial material that never decayed. In ancient China, the whole universe, everything on earth and in the sky, was considered part of a giant organism. However, they envisaged a universe that was many millions of years old and, in this respect, they were close to today's view. Western civilisation has grown up under the influence of Greek ideas and also that of Chinese teachings, which insist on a single God who is creator and sustainer of the universe; a God, who is also the single God according to the Muslim faith. The Bible does not contain any scientific information of note about the universe, but it reminds us of that: In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Galileo used to be fond of saying that the Bible teaches the way to go to heaven, not the way heavens go. The Church, in its constant attempts to keep the masses under its control, permitted no speculation into these divine matters. The misfortune of Copernicus, as a result of his statement, that it was the sun and not the earth to be the centre of the spherical universe, is well known. Even after the beginning of the modern scientific period, when Newton had worked out the motions of planets in great detail and also invented the idea of universal gravitation, people still considered the creation of the universe to be a divine act, which lies above speculation.
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With the vast amount of information collected by observation of deep space in the last sixty years, as well as the development of relativity and quantum theory, scientists are at last in a position to work out how the universe began. Today, speculation and scientific research into cosmology lies outside the realm of religion, to the extent that some scientists today do not consider the creation of the universe to be a divine act altogether. However, these scientists are forgetting that when they trace the origin of the universe to its origin, or to that moment that sparked the beginning... they too concede that science becomes unable to function, for at that initial moment all the laws of physics seem to break down. The failure of some scientists to contribute this initial moment of creation to a divine force stems from the fact that they think of this initial moment as the moment when all the laws of physics break down, rather than being the moment when all the laws of physics came to be. The creation of the universe is a subject that is given great attention in the Qur’an. The huge and varied amount of information contained in the Qur’an about almost every stage and aspect of the creation continues to astound scientists today because of its very accurate agreement with 20th century knowledge. How can a book written in the 7th century contain such a rich amount of scientific information that was to be attained 14 centuries later? Much of this information was discovered only in the last fifty years! Neutral and unbiased observers do consider this to be valid evidence that such a book could never have been the product of any human being for the simple reason that, at the time, no human possessed such knowledge. All the evidence available today suggests an explosive origin to the universe that brought both space and time into
the Russian meteorologist Alexksandr Friedmann and the Belgian mathematician Georges Lemaitre. (It is very important to know that science does not discriminate when it comes to disseminating of facts and nothing but facts. most of the italics to follow are written from the Qur’an without any emphases or reference [any individuals who want to know more must read more]. This view has been confirmed by the later discovery of the background microwave radiation. This is what is referred to as the ‘Big Bang’. of hot gases which was mainly hydrogen. under gravitational pull. was written openly by one of my Source Codes.) "Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were joined together and we ripped them apart?" The subsequent history of the Big Bang saw the Americans George Gamow. These facts. The creation of the universe is one of matter.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM existence. This is described in the Qur’an. space and time that are intimately linked together. The eventual formation of galaxies resulted as a condensation. Matter and space were joined as one and then were separated in the explosion. but may also have 140 . Ralph Alpher and Robert Horman indicate that the whole event took place at a very high temperature. until proved otherwise. which could also be found in all other scriptures. The Big Bang itself resulted from an extremely dense singularity. It is the facts the Nothingness of Self-Esteem cares about. It must be stated here that. because they open up some basic facts that no one can push aside. The theory of the Big Bank which has successfully taken over the place of the 'Steady state' theory was worked out in the 1920's by two scientists quite independently of each other. are not known to be direct to any scientific statements.
It is the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape the gravity of a planet or star. The universe in its very early stages was. the gas has gradually condensed into individual starts. This is what is known as the escape velocity. because the whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun. which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. which also applies to earth and. working as an equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise orbits for all heavenly bodies." Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas. the gravity of the earth will overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. Once these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern their motion. if you were to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth altogether. mass and distance of two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an orbit. If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky. 141 . But. thus. life would not have evolved on earth. still in the form of hot gases which is mentioned in the Qur’an in the following verse: "Then He took hold of the sky when it was smoke. eventually. Over the ages. The speed. No planet would ever revolve around its mother star. Gravity was the brilliant divine invention.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM contained helium and a few other light elements as well. otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in straight lines dispersing into space. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its own. thus. it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored in the throw but. and with the formation of galaxies. but smoke.
and all other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules. while the satellite is shooting out of the earth's gravitational field.) These very accurate balances are mentioned in the following two following verses: "The sun and the moon follow courses precisely computed" and "And the sky He raised and set the balance" The orbits of the heavenly bodies are mentioned in the verse: "And the sun and the moon.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM When an artificial satellite is placed in orbit around the earth. 142 . When the material in the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently. The endless intricate orbits and mathematical precision in the universe leave one in a gasp in awe. to say at least seven million degrees Kelvin (K). As a result. All these adjustments must be very precisely executed at a precise distance and speed otherwise a correct orbit cannot be obtained. continue throughout the life of the star. (All the planets that circulate around stars also revolve round the centre of gravity of their own galaxies. their central regions become denser and hot." ‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only. what happens is that at a required distance. which are similar to those which take place in an hydrogen bomb. its speed is reduced which reduces its kinetic energy and with some directional adjustments its kinetic energy can be equated with the earth'' gravity. The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start to shrink under their own gravitational pull. all travelling in orbits. These reactions. nuclear reactions begin.
The verse is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star.as in a burning wood. The visible section of those waves which are found between the ultraviolet and the infra-red is the sunlight. This is precisely what the Qur’an speaks of with the words: "…as if it were a brilliant star……. even no fire touches it.e. These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types of radiation into space.whose oil is well lit. planets do not emit any light of their own. and that was the background radiation which supported the Big Bang theory. and a moon giving light.. but only reflect light. But." The verse mentions a star. On the other hand. the Big Bang theory. What actually takes place inside a star is that hydrogen is converted to helium with the emission of huge energy.'nuclear reactions'. gave birth to yet a new concept and that was the universe is expanding- 143 . it's oil (i.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These reactions are distinctly different from ordinary combustion . This differentiation between natural light and reflected light is mentioned with the words: "Blessed is He who made constellations in the sky and placed there in a lamp." "It is He who made the sun to lighten up and the moon that is lightened." In 1965. fuel). together with the detection of the red shift in the spectrum of far away galaxies. a very important discovery was made. and a reaction which is not combustion (fire) . from x-rays and gamma rays in the short waves all the way to the longer radio waves.
it will expand to become a red giant. When that stage is reached. Mercury. while as light from a receding source would be shifted towards the red end of the spectrum. and as was mentioned before. was mentioned in the Qur’an. At the time of the Qur’an (7th century). Doppler Effect applies to any waves and not only that of sound.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM this was briefly explained previously at the beginning of this chapter. In the same vein. When applied to light waves it was found that if the source of light is approaching its light would be shifted towards the blue end of the spectrum. it was still believed that all the stars in the sky including our sun were eternal and are made of a material that never fades or decays. This conclusion is literally mentioned in the Qur’an: "and the heavens we created with might and we are expanding it” Note that the word "expanding" is used in the present tense and not in the past which again is in agreement with the fact that the expansion of the universe is a continuous process. These atomic reactions would take place inside a star for a finite time and then the star would eventually run out of energy when it has used up all its resources. a star like our sun will undergo a series of drastic changes. would be 144 . No one was really aware of the nature of the reactions that took place inside stars for that was to be 20th century atomic theory territory but that. First. The nearest planet. a light received from distant galaxies have a red shift which indicate how much they were flying away from us. That contribution of the red shift analysis meant that the universe is indeed expanding. This phenomenon was also explained at the beginning of this section.
the ocean will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse. In other words. the term "collapse". or specific life span. because the boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse. as used in the Qur’an.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate. each one runs for an appointed time. Also. that is. astronomers once again rely on red shift to calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and 145 . the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words: "when stars lose their lustre" The finite life. Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin of the universe. the star would start to collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf. To do so. is the precise term used by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life. Qur’an describes the end of time as follows: "When the sun is rounded" "When the stars have collapsed" "When the oceans boil over in a swell" It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed'. signalling the end of life on earth. it still remained necessary to calculate its age. Here. of each star is also referred to accordingly: "He has ordained the sun and the moon." in its opening verse.
but as it was 14 billion years ago. 146 ." The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is'. The most distant quasars. The modern accepted figure for the age of the universe is a little bit more than 18 billion (thousand million) years. which have velocities of some 240. How many days a space ship takes to reach the moon? 2) "…a day relative to your God is equivalent to a thousand years of your count. the measure of which was fifty thousand years. Then 50." If for God.000 years of God’s = 365. These distances give us indications to the age of the universe. The age of the universe is also found in the Qur’an? 1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day. we are actually looking back far into the past.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM quasars. and 1 year for God is 1000 x 365 = 365. are at distances of up to 14 billion light years (a light year being the distance travelled by light in one year). When we look at that distant quasar. is to put your mind at rest and to direct your attention to your inner-self to answer the question: “What am I?” and not to brother with “Who is the Prime Mover?” but that you are within the Unity. as brought up by one of my Source codes. perhaps brought about by the ‘Big Bang’.000 km/sec.000 for man = 18.000 years for man.25 billion! The importance of these analyses. which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50. 1 day = 1000 years for man.000 x 50.000 years ago) after the angels ascend. we are not seeing it as it is now. When we look into depth of space. (80% the speed of light).
Man controls other attractions. that energy (E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or E = mc2. one origin. Spinal-thread. Man can accelerate motion (vertical. but what it is and how it works. And any attempt to wake it up by force will 147 . driven by the energy generating within men and moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding is the maximum. The power. There is no power among men that goes beyond men. The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole creation. a multiple of itself shows that one thing (body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things around it (him). Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her own kundalini. The name this thing is called does not matter. against gravity) of its ‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil. No exception. to and from lesser animals and non-living things. It is only when it is dormant.1 Theory of Relativity There is Unity. Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity. the Most High. Since c2 = c x c. Serpent of Eden. The speed of this motion will depend on the magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of the body. This inner self is known as Kundalini. but not above evil and good). or the so-called ‘serpent’ remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot reach his set goals. Life Force or what have you. in this Realm of our Existence. the primordial Ancestors. Negative to positive and vice versa.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Unity 11.
A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM result to catastrophe. it is a real phenomenon that distance always approaches zero. This results to the time (t) becoming smaller. The existence. In the view of the above explanation. there is no time in cosmos. the energy (E) is zero. As this last condition holds. The relationship between distance and velocity is neither in strict proportionality nor a straight line. And at zero mass (m) such as in light. s s ( is the space difference). that is. indicates that the distance approaches zero (or s0). the Milky Way. galaxies and clusters of galaxies are all isolated systems in space. while velocity is directly deduced from a shift. Then in a simple mathematical expression. Even the speed of light is finite. let’s examine if the universal energy depends on time. In cosmos. covered by a body in motion. divided by time (or c = s/t) the Energy E = m (s2/t2). so that the speed is equal to a distance. it could be seen that at the absolute unity. Assume that speed is a distance (s) covered in a specific time (t). In general more distant objects have greater apparent magnitudes. matter is concentrated in 148 . First. The more distant object corresponds to earlier times and the nearer ones to later times. while the negative energy of gravitation played a part. 11. All these are held together in the spiritual force field – The Unity. We are not separate individuals but part of a colossal spiritual network linking all atoms and all other things that exist in this world. Simple.2 The Void and the Origin The Sun. We shall learn more of its structure and its application to obtain our goals. where the energy is large. the energy (E) becomes larger and indirectly proportional to time. space-time relationship is 1.
After all. like light. Hindus equate the void. The characteristic features of super-clusters is brought about as in nebular theory: that as long as the original gas cloud has a certain amount of angular momentum. as it is being done in the world of Man now. There is some purpose to the Universe. It has no image visible to the naked eye. It is porous and permeates every atom including Man. It is the command and active principle of the creation. the spaces between the heavenly bodies are dark and void. Purpose for the Existence In giving some security belief. while Zoroastrians called it the Unlimited Source. rather. Thoth (Hemes Trismegastus) said that every existing thing is composed of the four elements: fire (dry and heat). The purpose of existence is the Unity. The African origin of belief and spirituality describes it as Nameless. water (moist and cold). This was the idea of heavenly bodies having circular shapes. air (heat and moist) and earth (moist and dry). the spiritual force field. or darkness with consciousness or EnSof in Jewish religion. Isaac Asimov gave good accounts of the reasons for creation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the central region. if one is going to have a whole battery of spirits and demons running the Universe. The Egyptian god. surrounded by empty space. the body formed after the collapse must have a symmetrical shape indicating rotation. The void is the Original Self. one cant really have them doing it all for nothing. the distribution of matter is net-like and the empty space is now isolated in holes or voids. in unison. In contrast. then no matter what its original shape. From this principle. super-clusters are not clearly demarcated. One state evolves to 149 . in which everything must participate.
NASA said the ozone layer expanded to three times the size of Australia. This effect of changes in things in the Universe can be felt in the ozone layer. God must and will win. Ozone is the protective layer in the atmosphere that shields the Earth from the sun’s rays. If they strove to be good they were outstanding to the ‘right’ in the most colossal conflict ever imagine. In 2000. there is no question as to who will win. Science does not merely ignore the possibility of a cosmic war. when it has tried and still trying to workout the origins and the ultimate fate of the Universe. In science however the so-called Security Belief is assumed to be false. Therefore. In this view however.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM another state – cold is gradually turns to heat and heat to vapour (air). the purpose of existence is the flow within the Unity. encountering an equally powerful army under Ahriman fighting for Darkness and Evil. in particular is the ultraviolet-B radiation that can cause skin cancer and can burn marine life. They imagined the whole of existence to be engaged in a cosmic war. This is an indication of gradual change in all things. The Zoroastrians of Persia worked out a delightfully complex scheme of the Universe. so also this transformation (development) occurred in human and other things. But due to the extreme warm condition in 2003. Ahura-Mazda or Mara. Destiny Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions working within the limited circle of the Realm of our 150 . the ozone hole reduced drastically. leading countless spirits (other gods?) under banner of Light and Good. The force was almost evenly matched and individual men could feel that with them lay the balance of power. Some of these notions crept into other beliefs and we have the war of God versus the Devil.
Clay + Water Product air-dried to harden Hardened product fired Air-dried to cool Final product Time 0 12 days + 30 minutes + 23. Body breathing becomes the embodiment of the breath. in Zen word. will not deny your right to use your body and mind in the ways that seem right to you. But remember that Power isolates those who hold too much of it. also within the Unity Existence of Man The creation of man can be likened to playing with clay to produce a product (ceramics. Ceramic production 151 . etc).30 hours = 13 days Figure 9.1 expresses the making of a ceramic object. It is also a renunciatory technique to achieve a predetermined trancelike state – an isness.1. an actual state of consciousness in its own right. The Nature who wears the whole of our universe as though it were one head upon a necklace. The echoes of destiny vibrate on all human beings within the Realm of Existence after the so-called creation. Clay and water (human body) have been moulded to form a green paste or mortar.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Existence. It is also true that karmic (past creation) destiny vibrates on Man. Figure 9. The breathing exercise becomes an entity in itself.
This period is so small that it may be impossible to note not even in this Realm of Existence. resulting in a few times. Remember that the power of the name is almost limitless. Cooling is also rapid. The suffering and smiling syndrome. In a spiritual realm. says the scripture). ‘I-wake-into-a-wealth’. Remember that a man’s voice should be his own to command. And when Jacob. asked the angel he’d wrestled for his name. by the name ‘Oloriburuku’ (One with bad luck) you are indirectly creating a realm of sub-existence for your child and a direct new existence for your self. so it shouldn’t 152 . When you wish for something to occur. The firing takes little time. You are indirectly wishing yourself well. When you will wake-up your child. In other words when a man calls you ‘stone’ he makes you a stone for an instant. this is the time of Hu (In the beginning was the word and the God was the word. you are directly wishing your child well. It is the time of firing that the paste becomes a whole and it occurred within a short period. In cosmic creation. in the early morning. Be and it becomes or k’un fayakuun says the scriptures.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The paste is then left to dry by natural air for a period of 12 days before it is fired in a kiln or sort of that. This is the same in Ya’Adua (a child that deserves prayer). in the scripture. When you call ‘Mojisola!’ in Yoruba means literally. Then you wonder why you are in a perpetual state of poverty and in that your supposed happymood. just hu it by the word of mouth. while the fired product is left again to cool off naturally. the angel kept it secret for fear that the name would give Jacob power over the angel. Africans know this source of power and they use it fully and appropriately in naming their children. and that was when the firewithin is formed. Even the so-called spirits guide their names.
Be warned! We create with our thoughts. there is a gap in human consciousness and that is the so-called awareness.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM carry another man’s message hidden within its sound. To hu is to create (Emet) or give life to at least until the appointed time of the so-called de-creation (met or mut).3 The Path In the beginning was the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’. An impure awareness may unbalance Man’s mind and body. The combination of the two words: “human” resulted to the existence of Man. According to Sefer Yezirah. Man is out of the Existence. our substance and our spirit. a simple object for that matter. And immediately your eyes are closed. Man came to be by the command hu. which is not normally visible to naked. And without pure awareness. in the combination of the two words hu-man. Our thoughts cannot be pure unless we wake up the ‘fuel’ or the fire within. aside Man. try to recollect the image of your chosen object or figure. In the beginning. unobstructed eyes. 153 . which could be a figure or whatever. No hu. Can you guess what happen? Now let us get back to our discussion before the above experiment. the Book of Creation. The air or wind. no Man. all other things. 11. Following a simple experiment by focusing your attention on an object. Do your focusing at least for 20 seconds. Any form of disconnection of mind from body is negative. and the close your eyes. the knowledge of mysteries of the cosmos will reveal to you that you too can create life. But must we ponder well on this matter. represents the unsounded hu. were in existence.
And if you opened an action. A-U-M. Man is intelligent homo-sapiens in this world that can control his fire within to achieve anything in this world as wished. If one can perceive this. So. turning about (and) following the flow. a flow of air flows into your mouth. Note that the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’ has been attributed to Man. allowing for further action to take place. But our limited experience has assured us that man is the only intelligent beings in the Universe. while the pronouncement of ‘M’ closes the mouth and the gap between ‘A’ and ‘M’ is ‘U’. the mouth is opened when ‘A’ is pronounced. that jing hua (essence) floats aloft. Note that open-andclose of the word AUM without the conjunction ‘U’ is impossible. As you open with ‘A’. regarding the creation (Qi develops and rises. In The syllable. what is making you opening your mouth to pronounce the word ‘A”? This is the energy within that also comprises the same word ‘A’ for A-hu-man or simply AUM. Aside Man all other things came into existence by the same action. the one understands the principle of creation. jins and aliens or UFOs. 154 . AUM is a word of power.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The word hu or u is also related to a sort of ‘open-and-close’ affairs. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear) then we know that other things might have existed before the Realm of this existence. The gap between open-and-close affairs is the so-called awareness. yes? There is this question. Any closed action must be opened. But if we remember Wuli Lun. There are other beings. and which is called the Heavenly River (the Milky Way). it is obvious that such action is closed to be relevant and complete. the so-called awareness.
The word position indicates that kundalini cannot be seen physically.4 The Fire Within The Fire Within. 155 . Note that the cone point sits on vertex of another cone. the results is that the host (man) becomes insane. as shown in Figure 9. ‘fire’ or simply kundalini sits at the base position of the spinal cord of man. This is because the fire may go wild and consume the host. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. It takes a serious disciplined.2 Seat of the fire within A light tap or a little stir or movement of the ‘fire’ will certainly destabilize the top cup-like structural member to a point of collapse. with a point downward. It takes a serious disciplined. And hence the ‘fire’ is put out. but can be felt in a conscious or alpha state. This point-to-point of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. the ‘fire’ may die-out. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this unstable structure. The seat of kundalini is a form of cup.2 is like an inverted triangular figure or cone object. Kundalini (Fire within) Figure 9. If the top portion of the structure fell off.
“Oh. wriggling caterpillars that seemed to rise forever into the clouds high above. the como’t make I pass syndrome. Let’s get the story. due to so many factors to be discussed in the subsequent sections. narrated by Trina Paulus and retold by Denis Whitely: There was this ‘caterpillar’. shoving him aside – Bo o’lo ya fun mi. Pimpe among other caterpillars during their crawling spree came upon a towering column or pillar of squirming. But how and which? We shall answer these questions as we proceed. or more so like a stick of match that is not excited or rubbed with a frictional object. who found his normal routine dull and meaningless. When the ‘fire’ is not excited or kindled the so-called fuel. he guessed and perhaps the top of the pillar is where he will find what he’s looking for. litany. 11.5 Collapse of the Fire Within The top as the lovely cradle of success is a stupid idea designed only for stupid. “What’s up over there?” Pimpe asked as one caterpillar rushed past him.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM It is very interesting to know that the structure will not just fall off by itself. Pimpe. it must be awfully good because everybody is 156 . backward individuals. The house of the ‘fire’ must be protected jealously so as not to fall or destroy. Hence the idea of daily prayers. But a little thinking or even hunger will kindle the dormant fire. sure. Ah. These sets of caterpillars seemed to be desperately trying to craw and wriggle over one another to reach the top of the pillar and Pimpe got exited. something interesting is up there. mantra or religion’s activities will certainly kindle the fire. but by man himself. In the Hope for the Flower. remains unused.
the world is full of thousands of giants. saying that it was a mistake pulling out of the race to reach the top. so they parted and Pimpe went back to the wriggling up the column (pillar) trying his luck to reach the top. Sometime along the line. Bimpe who was also wriggling. stepping and been stepped upon. at this time crawled off and discovered the secret of how to become a butterfly. Ah! He has only a few wiggles to the top. All around him as far as he could see. he looked closely and verily. it was Bimpe. tall pillars with countless caterpillars trying to reach the top. Pimpe stopped wriggling and looked around. As he started to climb down the pillar. so they got down the column and live together happily. Bimpe didn’t agree with him.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM rushing to get up there”. He is a caterpillar and nothing can change 157 . Pimpe started fighting his way down the pillar. With ruthless discipline. the boredom engulfed Pimpe. One of the crawlers sneered at Pimpe and told him how foolish and stupid he is to think if he came down he will become butterfly. he talked to Bimpe. And decided to get out of the caterpillar race. when he heard someone saying: ‘There is nothing up here after all!”. As he got near the very summit of the wriggling pinnacle. he tried to tell others that there is really nothing up there. he saw a very beautiful and colourful butterfly circling the pillar. Holy Heaven! He couldn’t believe his eyes. Whao! He could hear the screams of falling bodies who have been displaced by the ones next in line. Soon. The two friends fell in love with each other. Pimpe kept stepping on others to reach the top. As he wriggled downward. Bimpe. Pimpe met a friend. he realizes that he can’t get to the absolute unless he gets rid of those who are above him. So Pimpe plunged into the wriggling mass of bodies to begin fighting his way up there.
gliding straight ahead. a high current of electricity. Yog Sothoth – kundalini. but decided to go and find out from his friend how to become butterfly. Imagine the action of a sleeping hungry lion when a careless gazelle.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM that. who lacked tenacity. by so doing is trying to be outside the Unity. The so-called ‘top’ is not the lovely cradle of success that we have been hypnotized to be. These two cases will show you the 158 . and who is full of sour tastes. He eventually learnt how to spin his cocoon to become butterfly. Then the fire will eventually die and such a man will be out of existence. who have different echoes of destiny different from his. who could never make it to the top and jealous too. There is nothing up there that worth wriggling for. because he. sees his prey it will jump at his prey in a sudden rush. And unless a lowcurrent electronic garget is fused (braced) or attached to a stabilizer. It is not hard to know that when the lion wakes up. will blow up the powerhouse buried in the garget.6 Awakening the Fire Within It takes a lot of energy to drive the wheel that awakens the coiled Serpent of Eden. the garget becomes useless. Hence the fire within him would go wild and he will burn out of existence within the Unity. Others simply called him an idiot. Be on your guide and watch out for the usurpers as those caterpillars may have falling back to the rock of failure. When that happens. Pimpe wavered at first. by trying to follow others. which is released suddenly and passing through the wire. bumped into the sleeping lion. 11. The fire within get weakened in man when he tries to force himself above his capability.
philosophic. just to see yourself as a man to be reckoned with . monologue. not and never by the permission or help of a priest. you must break through the wall around the prison of the ego and the damnation of your self importance 159 . metaphysics. You can only grow when you shun surface materials . without foundations.in a society of idiots. In a way. coiled Serpent of Eden will react to a sudden excitement.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM idea of how a dormant. It often does. other forms of developments (scientific. This is exactly what most of our race lacked.just for the sake of it. A love of money or surface materials leads man to a dead spiritual development. Prayers. When would human beings come to understand that they shape their fate and not fate them? They kindle their fire within. they paint their pictures in engravings on the walls around them. As from today. There are a lot of affirmations and dances that keep you going forever. In the developed nations of the world today. This book will introduce you to few affirmations and dances to begin with and you must develop spiritually by yourself according to your inner urges. their citizens have grown beyond materials in its ordinary context. mantras. pastor. unless Man goes on gradually in a spiritual development. It is my saying that: If you hate you halt but love so that you live. all born out of thought form coupled with good deeds and love of others of your own race and others in that order. will awaken kundalini and direct you towards your goal according to your inner urge. etc) would be out of the way. alfa or what have you. They grow in mind-development that lead to technological advancement which everybody can witness. With lofty words they build their castles in the air. just for others to know you as a big guy.
or accidentprone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or 160 . it is wish. to live in a noise-polluted area . So Ras decides what habits man breaks or forms. because Ras has uncanny ability to do only what is really important to you. and in keeping with its functions. Ras determines moment by moment which information is going to become part of man. Ras is an obedient servant. Note this.all other conditions being equal. it filters out the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. The straight truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings. we can imagine a little character sticking in mind. Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all incoming stimuli. There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the guardian of your mind. The scientific term for this 100mm network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular activating system (RAS). Ras however cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces beyond control? No. Never tells you what to do. but only do what you want. What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If individuals could have special power that will enable them to get something for nothing. You as man must be sure of what you want. Once you’ve decided. Heaven helps those who help themselves. if you would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment and tyrant to your immediate neighbour. And without going too much technical about this. for instance. we refer to it as Ras. And once your Ras was convinced that you were satisfied with your idea. Ras enable you to get or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all. Living there becomes your priority. everything ranging from sights and sound to smells and touches. Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome.
The Ras of such individual will simply yab by saying: Sebi it was what you have programmed me to tune in on. such as cutting eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a purpose. sacred chao. other than beauty or aesthetics. The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle. or when a voodooist. you have directed me to block all positive thoughts that could lead you to success and health. voodoo. left. when witches were believed to have made a contract with the devil. Even witches use amulets to boost their wayward powers. etc. ouroboros. A few ways of awakening the fire within you are briefly explained as follows: 11. ying-yang. So wetin now? So now. so as to command Ras to carryout our bindings? Your constant habit in the use of raw power (amulets. white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the Middle Ages. what to do to ignite the fire within. sacred heart. holy water. Black. swastika. That is the truth. 161 . serpent-eatingits-own-tail. ‘holy’ or ‘poor’ water) to awaken the fire within is to make yourself infinitely vulnerable to grater cosmic powers. cultism – secret or open. two-opposite-triangles. they were being kept. ankh. etc) or objects (all sacred symbols when added to other things. cross. wears a cross cut in gold or silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose. witchcraft. positively.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM “I think it is fate”. The end is death – physical or spiritual.or righthanded pentagrams. star-inthe-moon.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male human psyche in particular.
The use of any of these objects. 162 . You can as well stay healthy and wealthy without you getting indulged in any of the voodoo symbols and objects if you so wish. when disturbed or made absent in the body. before one uses amulets.8 Witchcraft Witchcraft. the host must be on guard to produce enough to eat for the two. health or wealth. So. is the act or craft of sucking the fluid of life. The so-called demon. Then you end up in an untimely death (physical or spiritual). kundalini fluid. you are inviting some external forces that may not be compatible with your spirit.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM osanyin or GSM). individuals) miserable in whatever form is witchcraft. like any other parasite needs to feed to live. etc) that makes the live of others (race. individual. 11. Whatever angle you look at it or you try to protest or dodge. family. is a voodooist. the oldest religion. in that respect. if they were used diabolically. has qualified or made the user as a voodooist. Any other power (by a sect. may result to insanity or uncoordinated thoughts. one may not be practicing the oldest religion. from someone else without any physical touch. mafia. secret or open cult in religions. In African context. So be it! So when you indulge yourself in the use of amulets or the likes. government. the user. The demon grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her victim. witchcraft. A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. society. perpetual slaves of the witches. By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life directly or indirectly. such victims become the living-deads. The fluid of life. for the purpose of protection.
artificial democracy. they split up into ministries (open) for effective operations. So be cautious! This is a very dangerous way of awakening kundalini. They know that to kill. one Nzambi. narrated by Naiwu Osahon and part of which has been mentioned here for the purpose of our discussion. etc). is all around. World Bank.” said the king. One can read. At a conference in Belgium in1885. individuals) who used this method to gain entrance into the affairs of others are now 163 . Avoid this way like a plague. Wherever a victim of a coven may go. A Witchcraft coven could be a secret or open cult on its own that operates within a particular number (13) of members. And when the number exceeds 13 (secret). King Leopold agreed that the tasks before the Reverend Fathers and his compatriots were too enormous and must be done with tactics “Your objective in Congo. Make them pay tax each week at Sunday mass. one Nzakomba and what else I don’t know. They speak and submit to Mungu. the king said further. “… Sing everyday that it is impossible for the rich to enter heaven. Use the money supposed for the poor to build flourishing business centres…’ The modern slavery. Those (race. other ministries will surely attend to him or her. open witchcraft (IMF. read and read in Daily Sun of February 26 of 2004. to lie and to insult is bad…Your essential role is to facilitate the task of administrators and industrialists”. Then. As if that was not enough. “is never to teach niggers how to know God. cultism.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Here is the example and one of the origins of the slavery. King Leopold described directly how Congo should be evengelised. to sleep with someone else’s wife. in one of the common messages sent to proposed colonies. this they know already. seeping deeper and deeper into every atoms of our existence.
be conscious. So be it! protests. Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation can have an unusual effect. They want to try on whatever has made you thick. 164 . but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning. as a father or the so-called society mother. You find open and secrete cults.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM regretting it.9 Cultism The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system of religious worship i. Such ones that are not in the harmony with universe are very much evidence in the presentday cults. because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which will surely end at death. when they are bold enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do. through confrontations. secrete. Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on their victims. Cult is supposed to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly comprehension. so far as your children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your life. Open. in devotion to a Deity. the secret one is the same. Must you. So. and then you should expect your children to be interested in such. when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty tricks.e. And just as the open cult. direct and indirect 11. partake in a cultism or fetish practice. No wonder the society is full of rotten youths.
and be sure that it is for good. one must first decide what one want to accomplish. Ignorant people play with thoughts in the most careless way and think that they emerge from thoughts unaffected. To create a thought form. Before we can use its power to influence the world around us. If you know how to use it you can create life.10 A Force in Thought Form The Thought of Man is a guide to the mysterious knowledge of the inwardness of creation. There must not at any time be any suspicious of negativeness or of indecision. and our spirits. Thought form can be made by anyone at all with a little practice. We must speak in the simplest. we must learn its power to influence us. and by his own thinking it is taking shape by how he sees it and how he sees it depends on how he is inside and from the first moment when he begins to notice the world around him. positive voice. One must visualize exactly the results which one wants to achieve. for thoughts belong to the Unity. But they err. Each person creates his own world (sub-Realm of Existence in the cosmos. our substances. 165 . Thought is a force that has shaped the Universe – The Unity. We create with our thoughts. Then one must call imagination or visualization into play.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. possible and a well-understood language and in the most direct manner possible. his Universe). At all time we must speak to the Thought Form that we have created in a firm. So be it! Act and awaken your dormant fire within. that which you are accustomed to hearing within your head. Thought became more than just the rambling monologue.
the husband is thinking aloud what will become of a family with nothing at home to eat. for not asking him to follow him to a ‘wakening’ ceremony organized by your friend’s brother.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Off they went. And when you announced that your family should prepare and eat the little food you have and speed off to the prayer session. Somehow along. In other area. your wife was not happy that her junior brother could not have enough money to take to school. while Junior was so exited to talk to his friend. But suddenly in the mists of the ‘reckless’ prayers. so he quickly docked a slice of bread and put it in a plastic bag and shoved it inside his top jacket. ngigeed. He was ready for Kilometre23. Junior was only too happy that. 166 . he will meet one of his schoolmates in the prayer ground.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals Parable You wake up in the morning without what to eat and you must go to your ritualistic prayer session. The community representatives are just wondering what or who might have kidnapped their leader. an unhappy wife started to think of her brother who. The people have just decided to go into groups’ prayers. a community leader has just been kidnapped. in the couple of hours will come to pester her life for the school fees that is not available. whom he has not met for quite a long time. Your friend woke up the same morning having some grudges against you. In Kilometre23. about 23 km away from home. each sect in his own prayer ground. the congregation has started their ritualistic prayers. calling the usual Spirit they were used to. Few of them belong to Kilometre23. and his friend is seriously considering how disappointed and bad his friend would feel when he found out that he was not been invited to the ‘wakening’ ceremony of his mother who died some 25 years ago. his whereabouts unknown.
it is very difficult that prayers of people. The whole existence of the universe moves under the principle of sex life. Your thought form is pure only in a state of silence even if you are alone. the results of their so-called congregational prayers are death and agony. instead of getting enough money for her brother to school. would be answered. So the sad sister may end up receiving more funds from a friend to support her home for purchasing food item. It can never work and it has not worked in million years. The only problem is that each person will receive. And unless the whole congregation focus its attention on a particular goal to be achieved.12 Sex Psychology The original and pure sex psychology is devoid of all mundane inebriety. according to his or her inner urge some portions of others’ thought forms. the Absolute Truth. May we all overcome our adversaries. If the husband’s imagination was stronger than hers. This may cloud-up and confuse his or her thoughts and may eventually send a wrong signal to RAs of the individuals. 167 . Truth cannot be impersonal but contains a pure sex life. So be it! 11. Therefore sex life is not unreal.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In all of these. Its reality is even experienced in spiritual or conscious Realm of Existence. Even if a whole country murmured and cried for hundred years nothing positive is unlikely to happen. In modern civilization sex life is the focal point for all activities. cheats. The vibration at this time would be high. each person as aspired for. but all in a random aura. ending up getting no definite results from their prayers. Only the material sex life is but a perverted reflection of the original fact. And since the majority of the people are liars. of diverse or unfocused thoughts. different thought forms are created. So it may occur to others.
So why wondering why things are not in right direction with 168 . These individuals use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain. the creative force of the Universe. leaders of organizations and the likes. gurus. The key to a passionate life is to trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. have become masters at cutting down their sexual energy. man without information of the actual spiritual form of sex has accepted perverted material sex life as the all in all. Sexual Energy Sexual energy is passion and aliveness. as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching how well one can use sex life for creation. Unfortunately. The religionists even attributed the awakening of the ‘fire’ or the Serpent of Eden as the cause of the original sin. philosophers. are misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their command. dormant or misdirected towards evil. Man’s ego should not be afraid of this.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Consequently. even when they fast. but against whom? If one may ask. dance or cry. teachers. lesser human beings. teachers. ‘fire’. because they have stressed the impersonality of the ultimate truth. It is the life force. who have their life force. Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power to create and transform. Their own lives become entangled and their prayers not answered. Man’s life. Therefore. Unfortunately. alfas. non-spiritual and people of no conscious minds. as mentioned earlier. is filled with the sexuality of the universe. physicians and the likes have given impetus to the abominable mundane sex life. the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas. heads. the impersonalist priests.
and that one should deny his sexuality in order to be more spiritual. daily and hourly fasting.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM bundles of prayers and yearly. you can move mountains. In the developed Nations of this world. monthly. From now on. whereby harmonizing the energy within to the cosmic energy without. This is never truth from the first man to this present existence. every other thing in your life would fall into place. Not only that such practice is creating a tremendous conflict within themselves and ends up blocking the very cosmic energy they were seeking. We are all witnesses to the effects of this action. prejudices or negative beliefs about sex. it is something man must handle carefully. you can create and command the world. And once you can overcome the pangs of sex. Remember that Universe is pure sexual energy waiting to be tapped by fuelling the kundalini. aligning your track of energy in harmony with the Universe. sexual energy is mostly being directed to creation. It is far from the truth that sex is the origin of sin. you can overcome anything. and when the two of you (unique couple) are constantly in one direction. If you can obey that cosmic rule. weekly. any temptation whatsoever. clear out your old ideas. Sex as said earlier is by divine prescription. the Fire Within. The idea of getting a life partner (wife or husband) is to streamline your sexual energy in one direction. because you are in harmony with the Universe. A man who has attained sexual disciplines is one who has risen against and above the lust of the flesh will not succumb to the lure of money so much as to loot the treasury or exhibit some other forms of corrupt tendencies It is erroneous and dangerous belief that spiritual energy and sexual energy are opposite. In that 169 . in which both spiritual and scientific energy have been released. fears.
in his ‘Journey to Ixtlan’ has explained in detail the power behind not-doing. to use hands for physical things not for the unseen crackpots like what I have just told you. by stopping the world you stop doing. If I ask you. Not-Doing Carlos Castaneda. And since you have been taught. fraternity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM wise your command becomes the Unity’s or Eagle’s (so to say) command leading to Absolute Nothingness (AIN or ﻌnot . 170 . your family life becomes stable. chivalry. Not-doing is so powerful that not until you stop the world only then can you benefit from its power. conjugal love. friendship. comedy. or been-doing. Doing make one separate cats from dogs. so that the word animal is generalized and made easy. So be it! Love exists with the presence of adoration. you must categorize the cats and dogs into one group – animal. parenthood. A normal person tries to affect the forces of doing by changing it into not-doing. of course I am teaching you by not-doing. service. in earnest to use your hands to draw energy into your being or ward-off evils. conjugal love and paternal affection and only when these are absent that the so-called material sex results in the sensual pleasure which may lead to: anger. since the two of you (husband and wife) are always involved in enlivening or fuelling your kundalini towards a common goal all the time. servitorship. There is no need of crying. fasting or praying for whatever (within the Echoes of Destiny) your minds are set on. and that action of yours is doing and what I’ve just told you is real and nothing. but if you want to learn not-doing. horror and shock. you wouldn’t take it as the truth.)ﻋ And since Nothingness is indestructible.
how would you know yourself then? Little by little you create a thick fog around yourself. What for? is the next question. we must thank it whenever we tamper with it. That is not it. Your feeling too big to thank the plant is doing and that’s stupid. in providing us its curative tendency. Erasing personal History There is this secret of life you should not fail to understand and practice daily. The world around us is a mystery and men are no better than anything else. From now on you must erase your self-importance. Nobody should know your personal history. If a little plant could be generous with us. you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken for granted.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Not-doing is very difficult to comprehend until one masters its use and usefulness. Man’s problem is that he is always too real. If you hide from people. You are probably indulging yourself in material and perversion sexual life. I mean it. his endeavour is too real. You are so damn important that you can afford to leave if things don’t go your way. Ha! Emi ko. until nothing is any longer for sure or for real. Man must erase himself. Eraze your personal history completely. they will also hide from you. The question is. And unless you master and practice the following actions you are still doing. You are too damn important in your own mind that you feel justified to be annoyed with everything. because you think by so doing you have character. his moods are too real. 171 . No one knows who you are or what you do. You are weak and conceited. is another illusive statement. Not even you. Really? Not I. Erasing Self Importance You take yourself so seriously.
when you are available to people. Is that not it? Survive! And later you become an object of ridicule. you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. The trouble is. Another protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd. they often erase personal history in this regard. Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the findings. In general when nothing is for sure. we are always on our toes. why shouldn’t people know me. No! I can’t keep secret. I am a scientist or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for acceptance. Scientists are not ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. the newness of what you do. you’ll have to explain everything to everybody compulsorily. It doesn’t matter what you do. So be it! 172 . That’s how he sees it. nothing that one says can be taken for a lie. Not before or during his findings. May I not come to this world like ghost. you lie in order to keep on going.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM You may begin with the simple thing. Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o. and at the same time you want to keep the freshness. You should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. you will say. From now on you must show people only what you care to show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it. And since you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done. is the next statement. The so-called lie becomes lie only if you have personal history. How silly! But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you. So. like you not revealing what you really do. When one does not have personal history. so no one will know you with steadfast certainty.
Tradition follows the common behaviour (marriage. No matter where the descendants migrate to they carry their tradition along with 173 . There is no exception. the word tradition refers more to a process. The Truth is that all religions have been traced back to their primitive origins. we write this piece and not fanatical minds – Religious fanatics do not understand what they stand for and neither do they know much in what they practice. 11. in all ramifications. rituals. so they are really dead-alives and very awkward in their attitudes towards anybody who doesn’t believe in what they themselves have no knowledge of. They must be discarded and avoided like plague.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stopping the World In order to stop the world one must imbibe certain attitudes in him. The process in which opinions. habitation etc) and attitude (worship. practices. that see things in an open perspective. This is not to damn the religions of the world. beliefs are handed down from ancestors to posterity. burial. After all. Tradition is always as old as the people and race. etc) of a race or community. The so-called religious ceremonies are the moderated traditional attitudes of a race attributed to Deity or Grand Master. without which all efforts of the ceremonies and rituals are doomed. because they are dangerous to people. You must stop doing. They have poor awareness.13 Tradition / Religion For those free minds. food. In general. The aspect of belief is a thing of mind. all religions preach love. with their base in old traditions. These are the scum of the Unity. customs. but to strengthen the mind of a highly spiritual man not to waver in his belief. The truth must be told and let the evils be damned.
from its original inception and not as an afterthought. “Whatever you say trice is the truth”. voodoo.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM them. says the Hadith Nabiyi [the Prophet SAW]. mantras. the Realm of Existence. autodidact or originator. Prophet. Even in the case of non-theistic religion. Ohun is far superior to prayers. Teacher. are superior religions for that mater. Traditions do not change. 11. says the Bible. A people’s tradition cannot be traced to its origin. etc? Sets of “calculated” words are the so-called ohun. It is necessary to say that some religions unite all human beings together. as we know it. Any religion that uses fear to bind people to any Deity is an inferior religion. In the above contexts. scientific artifacts (such as GSM). there was no idea of supplication to any Deity. This is simple.14 Affirmation / Ohun “Let there be light and there was” was the words to hu the creation of the world. certain religions may become part of tradition of a race. Affirmations. where their beliefs and practices aimed at bringing people together. To whom the command ‘let” was directed is not the subject of discussion here. All religions and sects are involved in the use of ohun to achieve one thing or the other (evil or good). rudra or simply ohun (African) could be a specific word or a number of words repeated to stick and 174 . Every single theistic religion has a particular person (Guru. the idea is the same. while ohun is specific for awakening the Fire Within. In many cases. Krishna etc) as the founder. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. Prayers are directed as supplication to an unknown Force or Deity. But the question is why must it be only words – devoid of other external things. such as: juju.
Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important elements of creative visualization. It is a strong. Few examples of ohun are given below. So be it! There are three elements within you that determine how successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will work for you in any given situation: Desire. Indirect Just go ahead. You are not the target. A secret must be told here and now. All these three are your intention to create. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is. is a powerful mantra created by the Americans. Just go ahead. Whatever I say trice is the truth. Let there be light and it was. I slip into harmony with the Universe. belief. a desire to create that which you have chosen to visualize.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM store in Ras. In praise 175 . the more you belief in yourself for what you have chosen. which will sieve out the old unwanted or used ones. So it is superior to prayers. Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon simple statements as follow: Direct: I am getting better and better everyday. the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your affirmation to work. Note that the so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as wished. acceptance. I rise above evil. that you must be ready to accept your results completely. positive statement that something is already so. the more certain you will do it.
When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to all religions. Meditation comes in many forms. clapping of hands. . dancing. 176 . . Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a Deity. depending on a race or tribe and their common beliefs. walking becomes meditation. For a well normal person.e. and when you concentrate on this simple act. . making your body and mind work together within a frame of the Unity. And they look similar.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Blessing the sun.15 Meditations People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together. if it is done for a purpose. without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. singing in chorus. This includes: Yoga. etc. Any affirmation picked for use must be repeated often. i. . while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits. They come in different forms depending on the founder. invoke often as you banish often. Any exercise performed physically. the moon and the earth Blessing the man who stands on the earth In blessing I walk In blessing before me I walk In blessing behind me I walk In blessing above me I walk In blessing above and about me I walk It is finished in blessing. you benefit from these cosmic rays. and when waving in greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic rays. al-solaat. . Anybody can make one depending on the wants and intentions. 11. even a baby does that often. So. The above statements are just typical examples of affirmations.
bring down the light from your head pouring down through your outside left side. Remember to close down properly (positively) for easy opening. You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head. the opening of the computer is made easy for the next programme. and in this way. Bring down the light to you’re the position of your throat and circulate the light round it. then read or recite any favourable affirmation preferred or used to. This is the same way by closing down a running programme in your computer when you have finished the days job. Now putting imagination into play. Visualise a ball of golden light circulating on the top of your head for few seconds. given above. Now the light is pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down three times before you close down by a pure positive thinking. The example of a simple meditation. The so-called light you circulate round 177 . reaching your left foot and proceeding to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the top head. Do that repeatedly in the position of your heart. If you stand erect.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A good example of enlivenment of the fire within is given below. points to a simple golden rule that you are your own worst enemy and your own best friend. Do the circulation by pouring the light down through the outside front and elevating to the head along the back three times repeatedly. Repeat three times. your pelvic region. your middle-point region and your feet.
as you prepare to proof yourself in the den of enemies. Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything.16 Phrases To compete is to prepare for failure. which must be used to the benefit of mankind. If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything. 178 . This way you achieve everything. All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are now dissolved if you are within.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you body is the cosmic light or an extension of light from the Most High. Be cautious! 11.
but no because. The track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut trough hills. And you are may not be aware that. whoa. at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place. Yes they do. the past lying behind. with nothing left of you or of your realmof-existence you know but the continuity of your ego. we are moved by every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the world may convey to us. Every little way the road branches and the branches follow canyons. a rolling hilly surface at that. But. the future lying in front.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Afterwards Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute. it only renders him a more necessary being. thirst and desire. since Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow. Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as inexorably as a train will follow its rails. in another space-time. must you have the episteme knowledge. Once in a while another road crosses yours. you may leave the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills 179 . Yes. Neither its path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only the realm-of-existence we know. Occasionally there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road. You can turn right or left into different futures. If our impulses were confined to hunger. If you happen to take that turn you might find yourself on another planet. Remember that nothing may endure but mutability. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a surface rather than a line. Man feels instinctively that time follows a straight line. we might be nearly free. you miss the short cut.
perhaps following them for a little way. even following them backwards. you will truly meditate. In the part II of the “Nothingness of Self Esteem”. So be it! 180 . and the future behind you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of possible time. with the past ahead of you.
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