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jesus christ numerology


© may 2007
sheree denise rainbolt

2117 2118 2119


intended only to illuminate....

knowledge
fear is not an option.
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the nature of psychological compulsion is such that those who act under
constraint remain under the impression that they are acting on their own initiative.
the victim of mind-manipulation does not know that he is a victim. to him the walls
of his prison are invisible, and he believes himself to be free. that he is not free is
apparent only to other people. his servitude is strictly objective.

brave new world revisited, aldous huxley, 1958

in the end....be still and know that i am god.

this sharing is not perfect. it has not been edited or


assembled the way i would wish, if i had more time,
energy and money. :-) you will find it to be disjointed,
and maybe redundant in places. you may even find a
couple of addition errors i overlooked. it' s the best i have
right now. time is of the essence.

about me
i am a loving mother, long term wife, writer, teacher, and an intuitive. following in
the footsteps of my father, i am a rock solid patriot (lean democratic, but open to
something new). i am not a scientist, by the world's definition, or a doctor. nothing
written here is meant to be taken as absolute fact! i could be all wrong. that's the
risk i am willing to take.

beginning in the year 2000, i learned and absorbed some fresh new ideas about
the interior and exterior material and non material of this fascinating human
existence, i began to work with some new and productive ideology to manage my
life. what i have learned about the power of the human mind and the love and
example of jesus christ is amazing. i grew up a mormon, then investigated nearly
every church on earth, looking for jesus, god, billy bob and anyone else that
would rush in and help my life make sense. it would take until i was 41 years old.
when i turned 41, it was as if someone turned the light on. the answers are
within. really? well, why didn't someone tell me that sooner! well....um....uh.....just
because.

at 41 years old, i began to slowly release old paradigm thinking and was brought
some fresh air. i do mean fresh air. as in, *nothing i had ever been exposed to in
my whole life*. i discovered that my parents and my society didn't get it right for
me. i became lost in their dream. it's lucky there was any air left to breathe. god
bless them, but how wonderful it feels to have my own mind. i am churchless and
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free. not that churches aren't good. some are very good and help all kinds of
people in the name of love. my statement has far deeper meaning, if you will take
the time. this isn't really about churches, as buildings. i believe in the power of
community.

most people in churches are there to participate in something good, and give
back in ways that bring satisfaction to their lives. but, there are things to consider,
and i hope you will. i pick what resonates from a variety of thought systems, and
discard the rest for another time and space, if ever. i am an eclectic mix of
christian, buddhist, hindu, islam, unitarian, methodist, and much more. there is
true and false everywhere. for the most part, i am a simple and opening mind.

at one point, thanks to the angels, i came across a miracle divining tool called a
pendulum. this remarkable tool put me in direct contact with the angels. don't roll
your eyes yet, its still early. through my conversations with higher light
intelligence, i was able to learn more about how things work, and more. i never
used this tool for the lottery, or to find out if my son was growing pot in his closet.
i can't tell you how many times i was tempted. i then learned numerology.
everything i have learned has brought me to right here, right now. i can't say
enough for the benefits that come from an open mind, but it is very hard to find
the key if you aren't looking.

what is somewhat troubling to me, as a spiritual dowser, is how often people like
me are teamed with the occult of evil intentions. it is quite sad, for most people
who say such things do not know anything about dowsing. dowsing is for soccer
moms, cashiers, truck drivers, and executives. it's for everyone. it's normal stuff.
but, you were taught that it isn't normal. that was not true, but i will explain to you
why you were taught this nonsense. if they knew how many of our most brilliant
scientists have used a pendulum there would be complete shock. as well, all the
doctors, nurses and other practitioners who use pendulums for healing
information. if they really wanted to educate themselves about how any tool can
be used for good or evil, they would take advantage of all my free audios,
classes, ebooks, charts, etc.. here is the link to that free information. listen in,
and find out who i am.

http://www.esnips.com/web/freependulumclasses/

if you have any trouble accessing this folder, please try signing in as a user of
esnips. if that doesn't work, email me at: slivermoon22@aol.com . this info is all
free, and i encourage you to share it freely with others. i am not interested in
making any money off this info. it was such a huge gift in my life, from jesus, that
i must share it freely.

i am not a satanist, nor a witch (whatever that really means). there's good
witches and bad witches. satan stands behind me, at neutral, for darkness has
no power over the fearless. these are all just words, morphing to and fro,
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depending on what is using them. i would highly encourage those who write that
dowsers, astrologists and numerologists are satanists, cease doing so, for it will
only serve to move us further apart.
educate yourself please. every tool, every organization, every church, every
leader, every every thing can be used for christ, or for lucifer. you get to pick. but,
i know thousands of dowsers who work in the name of jesus (for real), and the
light.

to label them/me satanistic simply makes our journey together far harder, and we
have so much to do to save our kids from what is coming. what is the bible, but a
divination tool? in truth. churches everywhere use all kinds of physical tools for
ritual. i am not a ritualist. i don't do rituals. but, if rituals help you be the light, then
great.

i'm a wife and mom. i do four loads of laundry a day, cook healthy meals, pay
bills, and shower. i am just like you. not weird and not crazy, and i'm not a fool.
not anymore. i have educated myself. i have learned how to use divination
tools....the same ones lucifer uses, to determine who lucifer is, and what this
energy is doing.

at times, my inner journey, which has slowly unfolded since the year 2000, has
brought me enormous joy, inner peace, spiritual growth, and freedom. but,
recently, due to the events of 911, and the deeply troubling facts that i have been
exposed to since then, i am moving in new directions, where rainbows and
waterfalls are rarely a hot topic. in fact, few dare to tread through these muddy
waters. i see it all as merging now. the light and the dark. for the purpose of
knowing the truth.

once you know the truth, the truth will set you free. not in the way you might
expect. truth is costly, in human terms. but, without truth there cannot be true
freedom. only more of the same; like a mad movie loop.

this is one of the hardest things i have ever done. to choose to look, with faith,
upon the dark side and decide i would not be afraid of death. therefore, the truth
at all cost. i have noticed that few are willing and able to step up. if i am sad for
anything, it is for this. it's not the darkness that scares me. it's the fear of the
darkness that scares me. that is something i have to work through, between
emails.

i am an ardent follower of the teachings of jesus christ. the physical body we


label jesus christ is much less important than what this entity is in truth. the holy
spirit, or divine essence made manifest. or something close to that. my spirituality
cannot be contained, because i now realize there is so much i still don't know or
understand. i see truth and illusion in all. the good, the bad, the ugly - whatever.
fred alan wolfe says this: the observer does not disturb, but merely accepts
what is. that is my definition of god. the creator of perfect love, which allows all
to be, by the very nature of what love is, which is unconditional. sort of
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contradicts this written piece and all the research that comes from it, but i also
believe that ignorance is not bliss, and peace does not come from illusion.

this writing is about the number 2117. i come to share this number with you
because, for most of us, we are the last to know. welcome to the party. i
happened across this number by adding: 10 + 21 + 2086 vertically. this is the
date of the second coming. a second near earth pass of an asteroid called
hathor 2340, according to nasa. at least, that's what the site said in february. it
makes a first pass on 10/21/2069 as well, but there will indeed be a second
coming. with it is good news and bad news. such is life.

why spend so much time and energy on an asteroid? this isn't just any asteroid.
this is the end times asteroid. revelations was right. i use to make fun of
revelations. the right person found out. everything is numbers. more about hathor
at the end of this document.

lucifer wrote revelations.

i'm not at all sure what made me add the digits of the date. call it a intuitive
nudge. i came across the asteroid while i was actually studying the egyptian
goddess known as hathor. i began that quest while seeking for internet info on
the great pyramid, which incidentally = 234 (gp). 117 h. (as in 2117)

i think i might have done a search like this: hathor + great pyramid + comet. if i
am truthful and not afraid of your rolling eyes, i will say i was guided. i have no
idea what made me add the word comet. up popped hathor 2340. once at the
nasa site, i saw the asteroid listing. i chalked it up as coincidental for a little while.
then, something made me add the digits. i added both passes. the second one
felt a little *hot* to me. this is a term i use to describe something that stands out
in such a way that i can feel a nudge to investigate further. i wrote down the
answer:2117. i then went in search of all things hathor, all things asteroid, and
three months later, here i am with a first draft.

it was clear immediately that i would want to find anything interesting that was
related to the numbers 2117. this took many hours a day, every day, for many
weeks. this sharing is a tiny snippet of the work i have done.

i had hundreds of pages of scribbling from all my searches. i had an english


alphabet to keep things simple, and excellent spiritual guidance to assist me. as
well, i had the help of some good humans who taught me some critical things
about numbers.

god, numerologically, spells 8. i don't do 8 anymore. the fallen 8 represents


eternity. imagine forever midnight. forever indeed. as in toraforver.

god as 8 is an illusion. a hoax.


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8 is the sum of 17. everything in the physical universe is 17. 17 represents


lucifer in man.

you recall jesus saying...satan get behind thee. he knew that thoughts have
placement value. they do indeed.

if you are a numerologist, using the english alphabet, please erase god = 8.
the numbers 7 and 8 work in close partnership. many people use traditional
numerology to name jesus. but, the 7 of traditional numerology is not light filled.
you will see why. jesus is not 7. jesus the light is not a number at all.

lucifer called himself god at the very millisecond the physical universe was
created. that's right, lucifer created the first illusionary thought. it blew things
way out of proportion. it would be downhill from there, give or take a few easter
brunches.

what was the thought that exploded absolute perfection into "i'll take it from here!"
we are living the answer in slow motion. so slow in fact that it looks like
..........t.............i...........m............e.

time = 47/11/2. for your files.

i began this journey when i first began to look for in depth info on the great
pyramid. i spent several weeks on a crusade of sorts. then, i burned out and went
away from it. while i was gone, i stumbled syncronistically through the well
hidden and protected maze of factory farming. someone left a link to a video on
you tube, and curious me went on over and had a peek.

i was nothing short of horrified to learn what people and business is doing to our
animals so we can eat one more hamburger or chicken fingers meal. it's
outrageous. once i learned, i became a voice to help put an end to the millions of
animals who are needlessly tortured so we can eat meat. so, the activation point
for my newly minted online activism began with the issue of factory farming and
especially cows. no, i didn't think to connect hathor, the cow goddess, to this
other seemingly unrelated factory farm issue. the timing was actually stunning, as
you will learn as you read along. but, i will see this: when you witness, with your
own eyes, what business and people are allowed to do to animals, it is only a
matter of time before humans are treated the same way.

jesus said: what you do to the least of me, you do unto me.
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i set up several online blogs in one day and began to share information with
people. (update: i have had a few cheeseburgers in times of weakness, but i
am trying).

after the intense raw emotion, i found some center, and proceeded to mass blog
everything i found related to factory farming. my goal: spread the news. i wanted
it to stop. there are many organizations working to make it stop, and i will leave
their links at the end of this document. unfortunately, some of the blogs didn't like
me sharing the info and the pictures i posted of the truth of what is going on, so
my blogs suddenly were *locked down*. i spent hours trying to fix it, and sent
many emails for help. i received no help, and some of my blogs are gone.

while moving through this frequency for a few weeks, i began to take a special
interest in the plight of cows, especially downed cows. i was so distraught that i
didn't sleep for a week. i was so angry at myself for directly supporting this
industry. you won't find this information on your nightly news. the beef industry
seems to have chased oprah out of the loop, so why would anyone else take that
risk on? more on this later. again, did not connect any dots at this early stage.
just assumed i was on to something else for awhile. yes, i felt a little like a rubber
band.

one of the hard things to grasp is how little people seem to care. i had
people ask me to stop sending them pictures and stories about abused animals. i
naturally expected people would be as horrified as i and help me do something
about it. it was beyond shocking to see how few really got with it. that brought up
a whole bunch of other questions. more on that later. but, we have certainly
become complacent. dangerously so.

the cost of our denial (fear) to our ailing democracy is so monumental, it pales in
comparison to anything that has ever occurred before, in the history of this
planet, save the great flood. how can that be true? wait and see my friend.
let's leave this aspect for now, and go over here.....

the evidence of the truth is everywhere, but few will look upon it, for to do so
would beg for our attention, and that is something we are short on. attention
would demand questions, then reasoning. reasoning would require a calling up of
everything we believe in. we would recognize immediately that what we have
been sold all these many centuries, is a lie. we have been punk't as they say. no
one is quite ready to go there. it may very well take a police state of gigantic
proportion to wake people. by then, it is far too late. we, the baby boomers of this
country, and beyond, failed miserably to correct the sins of our so called
*fathers*. the bloodlines are in triangular lock boxes, where the light of day will
never shine except for a *chosen* few. but, these chosen have been chosen by
the darkness, not the light.
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our children and our grandchildren will not have accurate history to look
upon, because it will be removed from seeing eyes. the internet will become
the domain of the military, and blogs speaking truth to power will become extinct
and a joke at some white house water cooler.

people on the front lines of the truth movement are constantly ridiculed. their very
lives are at risk. the public has no clue the service they have done to date, to
wake people up from this devastating slumber. all the while, the powers that be
laugh at them/us. there is no fear to dance and drum, and be in a drunken stupor,
or lie, or cheat or steal, or admit your press conference is actually
scripted......because the government (slash) business owns the internet and the
media. this is not something that can be changed at this late date. but, there are
alternatives. for now. while we slept, they worked. its the age old story of the
grasshopper and ant. we drank beer and watched football, while they
methodically planned a takeover. this is what happens.

fortunately, there are some amazing heroes in this world who are full blast -
telling it like it is, and i am eternally grateful to them for waking me up. i will speak
of them in this writing. the first few brave souls are: steven m. greer, m.d.william
cooper (shot and killed in 2001), david icke, michael moore, rosie o'donnell, lou
dobbs, randi rhoades, bill moyers, jack murtha, keith olberman, bev harris of
black box voting, the aclu, moveon.org, john stewart, cindy sheehan, and a
dozen or so bloggers on the net, risking their own lives each and every day. i
have watched and listened long enough to know that of all the americans i have
known, i would like to align with these extraordinary patriots. it's damn hard to
speak truth to power. they have done it; even when you and i have sat on our
hands and contributed nothing.

they will always be remembered as the pioneers in the truth movement.


there are many others. others whose names you wouldn't recognize. people who
walk with a sign, who send emails, who call their congressional reps and speak
truth to power, who write letters and wear tee-shirts, and march and pray and
burn the candles of hope. not to mention all the soldiers who fight in a war in the
name of a god that doesn't have their best interest at heart. for those who know
the truth, but for the sake of their named duty, they move along...a blessing for
each and every one of these people. i am entitled to my beliefs. for now, i am free
to share them.

these people are the ones who impacted me first. i will leave you with numerous
valuable links at the end of this document. please take the time to educate
yourself by going to their sites and reading. they offer tons of information freely, in
the name of truth and freedom. your financial support of their work is absolutely
critical.
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for the few media broadcasters who are given a tiny slot to ask questions, and
stand up for the rest of us, be sure to tune in and listen. keith olberman, randi
rhoades, bill moyers, and lou dobbs has done more to bring light to the darkness
than i can possibly measure. you can bet they are pressured, day in and day out.
there are very few "keeping them honest." the media cover ups are killing us
quitely. in some ways, they are the worse enemy, for they were entrusted, and
they have been brainwashing the american people for far too long, with our
permission.

i hold much of the media of this country, and beyond, responsible for crimes on
humanity. you have been manipulated and lied to, not just by network owners,
but by journalists who placed their own personal well being above that of our
children. there are no words to describe how deeply evil this is. but, let's breathe
through it and pretend our anger will go away quickly.

you will want to be selective about the news you are watching. turn to the
internet if you want to be informed. yes, be discerning, but don't rely on tv
news to inform you. big business pays their salaries. it is my opinion that big
business, in many ways, is joined at the root of this tree of death. i don't mean
that in a bad way.

the information to follow is important enough to share publicly, right now, even
though i have not edited entirely, and am still working on a book. it won't wait. it
may not be perfectly understandable, but this is the best i have on short notice. it
will take two or three read throughs to grasp this urgent message. people who
write these kinds of things have a tendency to go away. so, i want to put this in
your hands right away. ya never know. i don't mean that to scare anyone, but its
time to wake up. we are already way late.

whether or not things can change i don't know. maybe its all the attack and
defense that keeps us alive in hell. maybe, when one side surrenders totally, and
knows that all is well, in truth, there will be peace. evil cannot breathe where
there is no air. eventually death becomes no fun. when there is no one who
fears death, death becomes irrelevant. when death becomes irrelevant, the
desire for power loses its appeal. for those seeking to control do so only to keep
from being the controlled.

at the very least, change would certainly be dependent on what you do today,
and for the days leading up to the year 2012, the end of the mayan calendar, and
the date of the mother of all venus transits. beyond the date of 2012, your life
could look so different, it might be unrecognizable. there is a plan in place to
position the *right person* in the office of the united states presidency and vice
presidency.
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its not an election; its prophecy, written far in advance of right now, and the
numbers are aligned. numbers can be interpreted, but when so many of the
same numbers and combinations of numbers keep appearing, you can either
shut it down and turn on american idol, or you can take it seriously.

everything you have ever been taught about god, the bible, jesus an lucifer and
more is up for question in new ways. no, this isn't the davinci code, or anything
like it. these are simple ideas, from a simple woman, and the numbers align. i am
a numerologist of sorts, and a spiritual dowser. i am also a reiki master. i have
been hard at work these last several months, looking at the numbers from a
vertical and horizontal perspective.

some call the work i do the "work of the devil". i just giggle for the silliness.that
doesn't deter me. i am supported by higher love. anything is the work of the
darkness, when in the hands of darkness.

long ago, i partnered with jesus christ for the work i do. my work is in the right
hands. i would like to dive deeper into this idea before moving on.
go read:

divination and magic.... (the myth)


http://www.usccb.org/catechism/text/pt3sect2chpt1.htm (reference)
see how they do not want you to know of their power at the highest levels.

this offering is not in any way meant to offend catholics. my entire extended
family, on the other side, are catholics. these are good and loving people. in fact,
my mother in law is the walking, living jesus. she is a devout catholic.

this sharing is meant to expose the truth, as i see it, so it can be seen for what it
is, released, forgiven, and given to the true god called all. a formless essence (in
my opinion) that accepts and allows all things as free will, the natural result of
divine love ( or the real definition of what love is). it serves no one to be angry or
vengeful. i don't see the enemy as any human being. i don't see enemies. what i
see is a lost consciousness, directed by non-physical energy (mostly). but, it is
far worse to let illusion stand as truth. i will add my name to all those who have
gone before me to expose what i view as darkness bent on destroying this world
and everything in it.

my sister has been a professional astrologer her entire adult life. she is also a
brilliant writer and has had an amazing journey through life. recently, she decided
to go back to the mormon church, for reasons unlcear to me. she packed all her
books, her papers, her soul, and put it in a four square box that says, this is evil,
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do not touch. i am so sad for this.

but, i respect her decision. unfortunately, i could really use her mind help now as i
begin to uncover so much on the numbers front. especially venus transits and
stuff like that. i could really use her help, but she will have no part of it anymore
for the church tells her it is magic. they tell her it is the work of the devil. it is
indeed !!! if you use it for evil. like everything else, bring love into the picture, and
evil finds no sanctuary. partner with jesus and holy divination is a miracle. try
telling that to your local church pastor. some of these same people support
president/cheney and an iraq war.

it has become clear to me that lucifer made the laws of most all religions in
existence today. this is easy to prove. read the old testament, then look at the
gaping holes in the new testament. guilt will impact memory every single time. it
is my feeling that there are only a select few who know this secret. however, if
there are more, i would not be surprised.

the reason the entity known as lucifer doesn't want people to


learn about divination, is because within divination lies the
answers to what has happened here, and what is to come.
lucifer's tools are the very thing he demands you do not use.
everything that is happening now on this planet, has happened before and will
happen again, only in different costumes, and hairdo's. it's a mad movie loop of
archetypal agreement that can be busted if people are willing to think. one only
need to study the age of julius caesar, the kings of egypt, the kings of jerusalem,
the kings of england, and now the kings of the usa and the globe. it's the same
script in a different age. the same motives, the same ideas, the same cravings
and the same agenda's. only this time, there is technology to play with, and
highly motivated non human partners to assist them.

divination is the miracle of jesus christ. he didn't need a pendulum, or oracle


cards, or runes, or the tarot, or astrology and numerology, but he knew we would
need them....and we do. truth lies in the stars, the sun, the moon, the planets,
and far more. the wise men found jesus by folllowing the north star. except
these wise men, were not of the light. they came, bearing gifts and great interest
and very possibly more than that. we just don’t know do we. all i know, is what i
know from this system of numerology, and they had forewarning, these forces of
darkness.

the ancient greeks were astrologers. this physical universe is the domain of
lucifer, not god. everything you see with your body's eyes is a creation of lucifer
at it's root. the good that happens here is because of the life of jesus and his
cleansing flood of love. and because of good people who believe in
authentic love. everything lucifer built up until the death of jesus was washed
clean in one instant when jesus remembered why he came. he came to forgive.
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in his forgiveness, lucifer was found without reason and purpose.

those who believed in the message, would benefit from his visit.

everything was washed clean. every name change, every monument and
covenant, every lie, blood sacrifice and murder was forgiven. this is the power of
love. the birth, the life and death of jesus christ saved us beyond the unthinkable.
you simply have no idea. but, even jesus knew what was coming down the pike.
he knew what would take place and yet he did nothing to stop it. what he did do
is voice it. and, this, alone, will be my mission. i will be another voice. you will
decide what to do with all the information, but consider first what jesus did with it.
no attack - no defense. i am trying. i ask for help daily. it is important to get the
information out however, and there will be some who are hurt by it. that is not my
responsibility. i bless it all, and still voice it.

why did jesus tell his followers what would be happening? why not just keep it to
himself? because the truth will set you free. by illuminating what was to come,
and taking it in with centered knowing, without fear, you withdraw the power
from the seed of it. until it is seen and acknowledged without fear and
loathing, it lives and breathes and creates. this is precisely why denial is
not the answer.

there is good in the world, and you know this. you create your own good as well.
but, there is a force here, a part of the whole mind, even as it is not real, and it is
implicating you.

i don't want to get into all that now. all i will say is that your ability to create to joy
will become more and more limited in the future, if things don't change
dramatically.

at one point, thanks to the angels, i came across a miracle divining tool called a
pendulum. this remarkable tool put me in direct contact with the angels. don't roll
your eyes yet, its still early. through my conversations with higher light
intelligence, i was able to learn more about how things work, and more. i never
used this tool for the lottery, or to find out if my son was growing pot in his closet.
i can't tell you how many times i was tempted. i then learned numerology.
everything i have learned has brought me to right here, right now. i can't say
enough for the benefits that come from an open mind, but it is very hard to find
the key if you aren't looking.

remember 2117.

i found this number after many many hours of in depth research, using traditional
numerology. it was in fact, numerology that showed me who the god of
abraham is. of course, abraham and sarah were unaware, and most remain
unaware, but not all. this evil crime thrust upon abram and sarai is what brought
us to right now.
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"you shall love your god (lucifer)


with all your heart, and with all your
soul, and with all your mind"
the lucifer covenant that has ruled the world.

(cloaked in the illusion of religion in many cases)


just because it quacks like a duck, does not mean it's a duck.

we have been hoaxed. in ways you really can't even imagine...yet. when you
hear what i have to say, you will likely shut it down immediately. i understand. i
did the same not so long ago. once you stop being ignorant, the facts become
crystal and there is no way to ignore what has happened, is happening now, and
will happen sooner and later.

there is so much to tell you, and i don't have time to write the entire book today,
but this info is critical, especially if you are feeling a shift in our country, in our
world, in our governments, and especially if you are seeing 11:11on digital clocks.

but, this offering is really for everyone willing to climb out of the box that is getting
smaller and smaller each day. if prayer were the only answer, then why are we in
such a mess, as there are more people praying than ever before in the history of
prayer? prayer is powerful indeed, when you are praying from knowledge, to the
true creator of your being.

do what you want, but please consider praying in jesus' name. you will need
to come to understand the power of a name, as evidenced with my findings. if
you are praying to only a *god*, lucifer is only to happy to pick up the line. it isn't
personal. i don't make this suggestion in the name of religion or christianity. i am
a follower of jesus, but not a christian. i make it because it will help you. there is
so much we don't know about the life and times of jesus.

i believe that soon after jesus died, the crusaders came to take possession of the
bloodline; jesus’ body. i imagine they stole the body from the tomb. the stone was
rolled away. they had the advance knowledge of who jesus was. what did the
crusaders know that was never illuminated in the bible?

just questioning. in the end, it would not truly require offspring of jesus to
maintain the cleanse. the cleanse has always been with us. but, we have
chosen to align with lucifer. it was our choice then, and is our choice now. the
miracle is as bright today as it ever was.
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while i was raised a mormon, i left the church when i left home. i align most
closely with a course in miracles. the course is attractive to christians who are
looking for more information. for me, it was the farthest edge i could cling to in
2000 and still not die from shock. it is a wonderful, eye opening text that i am now
learning is a a true miracle of these times. you can pick up a copy at most
libraries. having said that, i have learned a great deal from others, all over the
world. there are no boundaries except that which humans draw. get open to a
larger universe, before its too late. the religion you're in will, if they are what
they say they are, be waiting for you when you come back, if you come back. but,
now is a great time to jump and fly.

11:11
a very important side note:
there are now literally tens of thousands of humans on planet earth who are
seeing 11:11 on their digital clocks. they are looking at the clock and seeing 11:11
at such a rate that it has caused them to search the internet and libraries looking
for possible answers. there is some helpful information available to help people
understand that these 11:11 sightings are meaningful. this odd phenomenon
began in the 1980's, but there were some who did see these numbers even
before then. fact is, there are many online groups and forums, filled with like
minded people, all discussing what 11:11 means. for those of you who have
never experienced this vibe, don't worry. your mission will unfold when you are
ready to pay attention to it. missions are funny things. everyone has one.

they are personally unique, of course, but community is in the mix as well. when
you are ready, the community will appear. in fact, just reading this article here
and now might activate this energy signature in your own consciousness. remain
open. there is more going on here than you know.

the entire physical and etheric earth plane is, in my view, 11/2. there's that. the
numbers will show you why i believe this. i may not have time to lay it all out here
an now....we'll see. but if not, stay tuned.

the 11:11 activation point is ancient, and has likely reactivated at several points
throughout history. the meaning is multi-dimensional. additionally, continued
sightings of 11:11 will have unique meaning at certain points along your personal
journey. it's a giant buzz of past, present and future, configured handily by the
fallen eight (8). i will soon share with you what i learned recently about one of the
major meanings of 11:11. it is important for people to know that they are not
losing their minds.
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it is my feeling that lucifer is adam. the one. but, of course, the bible would say
differently. adam is the first fallen eight (8).

people seeing 11:11 do have a unique calling. they likely know this already, they
just don't know how to define it. again, a gem is multi-faceted, and so it is with
11:11. a strong desire, or need to solidify meaning will not serve you. ask to be
guided and you will be, but understand that the greatest mysteries of 11:11 tend
to drip, drip, drip into your personal awareness, as other events in your life have
aligned properly. there is a plan in place. since no one has your spreadsheet of
divine timing, no one can answer the biggest questions of all. be patient.

a book i am currently working on, yet unnamed, stems from my work on the 11:11
phenomenon, which began in early 2005, mostly. it was on the date of november,
11, 2005 (11-11-11) that i opened a online discussion list for others who
resonated with 11:11. on the eve of 11-11-11, we gathered together, via
conference call, and engaged in sacred group prayer. it was a very powerful
event that lasted roughly two hours. during the evening of that night, i
experienced intense energy and dreams. i wrote about it in my journal and
shared it the next day with the list members. several other list members also
experienced noteworthy events on that evening, and since then. seems that the
11-11-11 gateway was very powerful and even more meaningful, but it would be
two and half years, before i could come to learn so much more, and have some
answers that must be shared with the public at large, despite the risk i take in
alienating family, friends, and neighbors.

one of the most important lessons i had to learn in doing this work was to let go
of the need to be loved, accepted and validated. it was not easy. my middle
name was: oh, please love me! the lesson beamed in only a year ago. i knew it
was coming. i knew there was something in the air. when the spiritual textbook
arrived, along with the worksheets, i knew i couldn't turn back, no matter my fear.
i had to call everything in my soul up for new processing. that was entirely
unpleasant. i had to look behind the sofas and under the beds of my life. i was
asked to lift up dirty laundry and sweep behind the hutch. after i got everything up
for some air, i was asked to decide what i would keep, what i would give back to
it's rightful owner, what i would discard, and what i would place on my to do list.
long story short; this was the mother of all house cleanings. out with the dust and
the mold of my ailing spirit, but in came new awareness and stunning clarity. after
the clarity comes the courage. the courage i didn't yet have. i understood the
message and it's importance. its just that my dna wasn't cooperating.

finally, after much procrastination and enormous resistance to change, and fear
to eat a woman whole, i was forced to make the decisions about my self, i had
thus far refused to make. the time had come, and i was swept up in a wave of
intentional purpose i could not ignore any longer. it was at that time, i had to
release 80% of my life. that's the part that was not really serving me any longer.
imagine the horror. it came down to the release of old ideas and concepts,
friends, foods, tv news, and more.i call it the "clearing of the stadium." it can be a
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lonely endeavor for awhile. it is indeed the 40 days and 40 nights required of us
all. the good news is that once you clear the stadium, you have the field of all
potential to review, without the screaming crowds, on both sides, to impress you -
imprint you, convince you, debate you, and distract you. this was the single most
important thing that took place in my spiritual journey, that brought the kind of
non-physical help i had wanted for so long.

an emptier physical space helps make room for light. some people took it very
personal. our friendship ended. others stepped back and watched with faith in
me.

there were several events worldwide, hosted by different groups on november 11,
2005. that day was said to be the 11-11-11 gateway; a so called *portal opening*
to another layer of consciousness, perhaps yet untapped. of course, there was
no real way of knowing what it all meant, and what would unfold in the minds of
all those participating, but the effects of that evening, have brought me through a
remarkable maze of information, knowledge, vision and intense instruction; the
likes of which i have never experienced in my life.

my findings stretch way beyond 11:11, backward and forward, and touch upon
several significant numbers in between. my book will bring new meaning to the
words: read between the lines. not everything i write in my book should be taken
for gold. i work mostly intuitively. there is always room for embellishment and
error. i offer that caveat for your good senses. my intuitive guidance has led me
to numbers that closely align, and other numbers that exactly align. these
findings are hard to ignore. when taken as a whole, my findings, based on my
own intuitive research has offered what i believe to be a compelling script for the
movie we are in.

the online discussion list would continue for about two years. there's that number
two again. in april of 2007, the group went tight and private. no lurkers allowed.
we were on to something, and the energy needed to be up close and very
personal. since we went private, globs of insights arrived. see what i mean?

i just picked up a wonderful book at my local library called, descartes', secret


notebook, by amir aczel (2005). i sat down, this morning in fact, to begin reading,
and the book fell open to chapter 9, on page 101. :-) i love how this stuff works.
down the page, it says this:

on november 11, 1572, tycho brahe first observed a * new star* in the night sky,
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a supernova, the most dramatic in the history of astronomy since the chinese
discovered the supernova that created the crab nebula in a.d 1054. five years
later in 1577, astronomers at the observatory of kassel observed on the night of
11/10 and 11/11, the first appearance of the comet of that year. the observations
of this comet made brahe abandon the theory of solid celestial orbs. this was the
ancient ptolemaic system, named after the second century mathematician and
astronomer, ptolemy of alexandria,in which the earth is the center of the solar
system, and the sun, moon, and planets rotate in concentric spheres around the
earth. the comet and it's orbit, made it necessary for brahe to modify the ancient
ptolemaic theory of fixed celestial orbs, supported by the church, because it
agreed with scripture. his discovery of the highly elliptic orbit of the comet, which
was not aligned with those of the planets, was the beginning of the collapse of
the geocentric theory of the universe. the rosicrucians kept this knowledge
secret, in part because of the implications of their scientific findings on theories
that church held sacred. "

it is my personal belief that this date of 11/11 is directly tied to the 11:11
people like me are seeing on digital clocks. it is time for the truth to come
out. remember asteroid hathor 2340. odd that the discovery above involved
a comet.

as well, the first world in the history of the world war ended in the 11th hour of the
11th day in the 11th month. there is plenty more 11-11 where that came from, and
some of it is very interesting. it begs the question: is this world and it's puppeteer
a program? are dark decisions made based on the sun, moon, stars, planets,
and even dark matter? are dark decisions being made according to dates and
names? if i have to come with an answer right now, i would say they have a great
deal to do with decision making, if not everything to do with it, at the highest
levels.

in early january, a bit before things ignited, i was playing around with a dowsing
chart i had just made. i never believed much in the goddess thing. but, someone
asked me to make a chart for them, so i did. i sat down with it in a moment of
boredom when my binder fell open to that specific chart. i thought, "oh what the
heck, let's just see." the pendulum went to hathor. i had no idea who hathor was.
it was an odd name. i put it down and did some laundry.

i began my in depth numbers journey on february 7, 2007 (2/7/2007 = 9 ). the


activation point for this new turn came from a wonderful rebook called, the secret
of nine, by gary val tenuta. gary calls himself a crypto-numerologist. his work is
not only stunning, but funny. once i began reading, i couldn't put it down, and that
is where it all started. suddenly 11:11 appeared to me as the first step along this
pathway, and the road ahead was lit with amazing experience, and all the other
numbers of the multi verse. i have only just begun, but the information i have thus
far pieced together is far to important to keep secret, while waiting the final
chapter. therefore, i am going to call it a work in progress. gary's path and mine
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are somewhat different, and it is intentional. it will take a village of like minded
souls to put the puzzle together. maybe you are holding some pieces too?

this 11:11 can be traced to the very beginning of time and space itself. light=11.
but, as above, so below, and every single living thing is made with high light and
low light. i call this the 11/2. more on that in the book. every number and
combination of numbers is multi dimensional and alive with old covenant and
infinite potential for new covenant. that is key. numbers are the art and science of
time, space, minerals, plants, animals, man, woman, and child. the alchemy of
creation.

that's a whole lotta math. but, let me say this: you don't need to be a rocket
scientist to glean insights from numbers. you just need to tap into the higher light
realms, where big knowledge lives. being good at math isn't a requirement. i
flunked decimals. i still can't do fractions. but, my skill is not of this world. my skill
is my willingness to be an instrument of light, and to communicate that light to
others. no more is needed. just clear the stadium and breathe. the angles will find
you, light you and help you. believe it.

two weeks before taking on gary's ebook, i was receiving some strong intuitive
messages about the great pyramid. i posted on a couple of dowsing forums
asking if anyone knew anything about the great pyramid being a communication
center, as that is the hunch i was getting. i was given a couple of links to explore.
there was some validation, but not exactly what i was looking for. i had the feeling
that without the great pyramid there could be no communication between the
physical and the non-physical. now, i know that sounds wack. but, that is what i
was getting. i wasn't at all sure what this meant. does that mean angelic
communication, or et communication, or both? i read pages and pages of
information looking for leads. it wasn't until i picked up gary's ebook that i began
to see the pathway open up. gary talks quite a bit about the great pyramid. he
was kind enough to send me some links that taught me just how truly amazing
these structures are. gary was a blessing of huge magnitude. then, in one early
posting, he mentioned hathor. you can imagine how this settled in. it was
probably the very first clue that i decided to follow, and it's a good thing i did.
today, it is because of that darned pendy chart, and hathor, that i am able to write
this article.

i never really resonated, consciously, with the whole egyptian thing. i could barely
grasp american history. i was busy daydreaming of a career on broadway. i'll be
honest; i couldn't place a push pin for egypt on a map, to save my life. like that
funny commercial, "you have no idea where china is, do ya bob?" egypt was just
a snapshot in my mind of elizabeth taylor and richard burton. loved her eyeliner.
so, the search for all things pyramid was strangely surreal.

as it turns out, it's all about the great pyramid, egypt and all things closely related.
more in the book. that is where my numbers journey took off like a swift wind
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through eden, the ark, hathor,the middle kingdom (aka 11th dynasty), through a
few venus transits, to 2012, by way of politics, religion, philosophy. science,
biology, dna, the freemasons, las vegas (my home town) and area 51...well out
into 2069 and 2117/ 2118, by way of nasa, and the asteroid known as hathor
2340. all along the way, the bible scriptures come along to help confirm, in some
cases, and to confuse in others. at the tail end of this particular chapter is the fact
that god does not spell 8. the god of the old testament is lucifer. the covenant
lucifer made with abraham and sarah, (previously abram and sarai) under the
name of *god*, has created what we have come to know as the human
experiment. that's a lot to swallow isn't it. i say it here because it's the hoax of
the ages and i may be dead tomorrow.

tons of research in a nutshell: a name !

this is where you need to pay close attention.

lucifer seeded abram's wife sarai, by first changing her name to sarah. run the
numbers vetical and horizontal yourself. look closely at the unreduced
offerings.

a name is everything. after the mother of all covenants with abraham, newly
named for lucifer's ancient and continued desire to be god, he gained a son
named isaac. isaac would be the prince of nations, but not under the true divine
god. isaac became the seed abram and sarai could not have intended. it was not
a sin, nor a crime. it was only a mistake, and one that any one of us would have
made in those times.

abraham and sarah saw the miracles and the attention created by this unseen
power and couldn't imagine anything but a god; and rightly so. remember, this is
a long time ago. there was little doubt, especially due to the preceeding history.
but, we know now, from looking at all these laws, covenants, rules and
regulations, that something is definitely up. a loving creator is life, not death.

so, abraham, the king of nations, and sarah were amusingly happy to be having
a son at 100 years old. this must be god. how else could such a thing happen.
they did not know lucifer was their god. (forgive them father, for they know not
what they do.)

people don't imagine that lucifer could have possessed the power to bring a great
flood and bring a devastating plague to an entire nation. but, he does, he did, and
he will. lucifer has no less power than god, in this plane of existence. the only
difference is that one is a shadow creation, and one is real creation. 3d is the
shadow creation. it's like...nice try, but no cigar.

you see how things got a little twisted. two beautiful souls, lit with love and faith,
sucked into a black hole of a dark power vibration.
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lucifer was all too willing to kill to make room for his special nation. no one knew
any better. there was very little frame of reference. remember please; lucifer was
on a second round takeover with abraham. the great flood was in fact the
result of lucifer's madness for a world he didn't yet understand or control.
he would learn as he goes along.

the tree of knowledge is just that. the mother of all archives. from beginning to
end. the beginning did not begin with genesis. this part of the story could be
quite disturbing to sleeping minds, so i will save it for later.

know that isaac was the only patriarch whose name was never changed.
isaac, known that as both sk and sc.

as good fortune would have it, jesus christ, the manifestation of light, came to
show us the truth. he comes in the form of a jewish male, for obvious reasons.
the crime against all of humanity originated with abram and sarai who were jews.
jesus was not jewish. he is the embodiment of all. lucifer is the 8 alright. the
fallen 8. infinity indeed.

all is the true essence of god, as we like to define it. if you insist on defining god.
god is the high and the low and everything in between. lucifer spells 11. jesus
spells 11. isis spells 11. three elevens rule planet earth and beyond. that = 33.
that is a magical number. the number 11 expresses high and low, like everything
else. but, if you want to be a light that elevates the darkness, you have to get with
it, energetically, without fear, bust it, love it, forgive it, and know that all is well.

these two numbers that have haunted me for months. 2117 and 2118. they have
amused me, confused me, irritated me and illuminated me. abram was 99 years
old in 2118 when the so called *god* came and bribed him to be abraham and
birth isaac in 2117. in 2117 abraham would be 100 years old and sarah was
91. add them together and you get 191. this number of 191 is very very
interesting. the word abraham comes to 44. add 100 and 44 and it = 144. this
is a very important number. the word hundred is the same numerical read as
lucifer h and v.

side note: i recently discovered some interesting sync with disney's superman
(44). the man of steel. i thought this odd, after a recent review of a you tube video
showing george bush sr. slapping terri hatcher on the bottom in a la parking lot.
coincidence? isolated, maybe so, but taken in the whole, i think you have to at
least file it, if you would like to remain open. i am just reporting what i find. that
might be interesting to look at more closely. the poster for the superman returns
movie is quite interesting.

julius caesar was born in 100 bc and was killed in 44 bc. again, you have the
100 and the 44 > 144. just like abraham. thes connections cannot be ignored if
you are serious about these things.
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his grand-nephew, gaius octavius, duly took the name "gaius julius caesar" upon
his posthumous adoption in 44 bc, and the name became fused with the imperial
dignity; in this sense it is preserved in the german and russian words kaiser and
tsar (sometimes referred to as czar), both of which refer to an emperor. compare
the slavic word for "king", kral from the name of charles the great.

also, soon after ceaser's death, at the games, there was a comet
in the bright of day. it is called, the daylight comet. in 44 bc.

when i talk about sync in the numbers, this is one of them. abraham and julius
caesar were connected through destiny and numbers. this is precisely why the
power on this planet doesn't want people to know numerology and astrology and
dowsing. they don't want you to know. both these two figures have remarkable
histories. i suggest reading up on both men, the bloodlines and the major events
in their lives.

a snippet from gary val tenuta's website:


the process i use is based on the straight alpha-numeric system of a=1, b=2,
c=3, and so on throughout the alphabet, ending with z=26. in conventional
numerology, multi-digit numbers are reduced to a single digit by a process called
cross adding. so, for letters with double digit values such as p=16 (p is the 16th
letter in the alphabet), the number is reduced or distilled to its single digit value.
in the case of p=16, for example, the single digit would be 7 (1+6=7), therefore
p=7 in its reduced form. (speaking of p=16, here is a good example of the self
referencing kind of synchronicity which i find intriguing: pi is the 16th letter of the
greek alphabet. p=16 and i= 9. by reducing the 16 to 7 and then adding it to the 9
we get 7+9=16, which brings us right back to the very place number of pi in the
greek alphabet!) reducing the numbers, however, is an option. i would
suggest that the multi-digit numbers and their respective reduced values can
each reveal different levels of meaning within the same context. in other words,
the number 144 (an important gematrian number), for example, refers to the
concept of "light". that's one level of meaning. on the other hand, the reduced
value of 9 (1+4+4) might mean something different.

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from: http://www.uic.edu/las/clas/comet/millennium.html

until quite recently, comets were usually read as signs announcing the advent of
war, the onset of pestilence or floods, but most especially the death of rulers.
hence the famous lines of shakespeare, uttered by julius caesar's wife on the
fateful morning of his murder: "when beggars die there are no comets seen.
the heavens themselves blaze forth the death of princes." so well
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established was the sinister connection between comets and the death of rulers
that even when no comet appeared, one was invariably invented by chroniclers.
there was thought that a new age was about to dawn in 44 bc.

my hathor 2340 theory is blooming more petals. better take a picture.


speaking of olympic games, wasn't mitt romney in charge of the games in salt
lake? coincidence?

recall the willard mitt romney connection. he is 60 years this year (2007). he
announced his intention to run for president on a six day. his birthday and full
name = 6. now, that does not mean that this energy of 666 around his current
vibe is of the dark. i am not here to say that at all. you just can't take things and
make them meaningful by themselves. you have to look at a whole bunch of
things together, such as the bees issue, which is outlined in this sharing.

i happen to *sense* a strong connection between industry, major transition,


mormonism and romney. you want to look at the history of the lds church. mitt's
history, bloodline, etc.. what is confusing to me, and was confusing to me
growing up, was the fact that the lds church is called the church of jesus christ of
latter day saints, yet, they appear to believe the book of mormon is also the word
of god. the focus is on the angel moroni and joseph smith as prophet. they do
seem to believe that jesus is the son of god. but, which jesus? as someone
raised in the mormon church, i come with a unique perspective on these things. i
do remember being told, over and over, that this is the true church, and everyone
else would be left behind in the end times. this never set well with me, even as
an eight year old. i had many good times in the mormon church as a young girl.
there are many fine people in the church. but, i have deep questions about the
plan, the agenda and, most importantly, the political ramifications of electing a
mormon, with a deep mormon lineage, to the highest office in the world. i will
leave it at that.

moving along....
i learned a new way of adding numbers thanks to gary. i learned more deeply
that numbers are multi dimensional and hold meaning at different points along
the way. i learned that light can also equal dark, and that numbers can hide from
you, if you are not thorough. i learned that you better double check your work
before posting in front of others. :ugh:

from there, i decided to try adding all of my numbers as single digits, for the
most part. i don't always keep 11 and 22 as double numbers, unless i can feel
something nudging me to do so. i always leave 11 and 22 for single words, and
full names or birthdays. i do a lot of work with phrases; especially biblical
phrases.

i also work numbers on such things as comics, video games, and other popular
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culture that fuels our youth consciousness in big ways.

if you google 2117 ad you will be as amazed as i was to find so many video
games, books, and a few movies, to include disney's movie, the green lantern,
where the number 2117 appear. for instance: "the year is 2117 ad." that was
remarkable to me.why that year? there are too many of these items to be simply
coincidence. search the phrase itself and see what you get, if it is still indexed.
not long ago, i ran a search like this: deibold + mormon. i found some very
interesting pages that confirmed my nudges. those pages are not indexed any
longer. i wasn't smart enough to save the searches. same thing when i was
looking at the number 144. the pages that were on the net 3 months ago, don't
seem to be there any longer. i have learned my lesson. my online file cabinet is
about to burst. i now print everything out as soon as it interests me. it's costing
me a fortune in ink. i am hear to tell you that there is a connection between the
mormon church and deibold. i saw several of those connections with my own
eyes. what troubles me is that the info i read seems to have vanished.

early on, i began to sense a cross symbol of the universe, inside a circle. both
symbols, or geometric forms, are expressing as darkness at specific points in
time and space, where numbers are relevant. but, there is light in all things.
sometimes, it wishes to remain hidden, like the light of human consciousness. so,
the cross can represent death, or rebirth. the circle can mean a host of things. for
now, it feels to me like the physical boundary of our physical existence and the
supports that hold that circle in place is the cross. or, i should say our collective
perceptions of the cross, based on the illusion of death and separation.

i like the adding of numbers, both h and v, and may even bring in 360 degrees if i
am feeling a tug to do so. i have discovered amazing sync by doing so on more
than one occasion.

i have a sense that if the number is vibing as 11 or 22, it will show itself from
the adding of the single digits. additionally, i like to add the numbers vertically,
using columns to accomodate double and triple numbers. i have found that it is
quite rare to find the vertical (v) numbers and the horizontal (h) numbers match. i
have found that the numbers do sometimes invert on the v and the h. in other
words, the v answer might be 93/12/3. but, the h answer is 39/12/3. i believe
there is huge significance in this, but i don't know what it is. some might argue
its only the way it is being added, but i think there is more meaning in this
occurence.
early on, i began to sense a cross symbol of the universe, inside a circle.
therefore, i like the adding of numbers, both h and v, and may even bring in 360
degrees if i am feeling a tug to do so. i have discovered amazing sync by doing
so on more than one occasion.

2117
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the time has come.

we'll talk about why pluto was delisted another day. but, know this: there is a
venus transit in 2117 ad. in fact it is the very next transit after the one in 2012.
remember that the 11th dynasty (middle kingdom) begins in 2117 bc (some
say 2118 bc). the mix-up is due to a host of deliberate tracks laid out for the sake
of confusion between 7 and 8.

thankfully, for a reason i cannot explain, this god=8 infection would not take hold
on the rest of the alphabet and thusly, the universe. it is my belief that there is a
higher power at work, over the head of lucifer. i will call it intelligence. but, that is
far as i can go. why doesn't that power save mankind. it already did. there is no
time in truth. i won't be dealing with that topic right now. but, i would encourage
you to read up on the theory of the holographic universe. it would also pay to see
the pbs presentation of brian greene's, the elegant universe. time is a grand
illusion. there is much for you to learn.

this is the same year isaac (sc) is born,: 2117. isaac was spelled sc as the
hebrew language was written with no vowels. therefore, isaac, prince of nations,
would have been called just sc, or sk. i am going with sc due to the fact sc=22,
and is representative of the master builder. interestingly, my own initials are sk.

from : www.gnmagazine.org - linguistic links


(reference to numbers are mine)

very soon after the exile of the 10 tribes, the term sacae (letters for isaac with
latin plural ending ae) identified the new settlers in the black sea region of
scythia. the assyrians spoke of the emergence of the ishkuzaand the persian-
medians of the saka, both derivations of the name isaac. the greek historian
herodotus (484-420 bc) wrote that the persians called scythians "sacae" (29/11).
later, the greek writer ptolemy (ad 2nd century) referred to the sacae as saxones
(97/16/7) btw: sax (44). can you name bill clinton's favorite musical instrument?
british historian sharon turner tells gnmagazine.org this: the saxons [who
migrated to the british isles] were a scythian tribe; and of the various
scythian nations.

the behistun rock, a mural carved in stone near present day bisitun, iran,
provides linguistic clues to the understanding of several ancient languages. the
rock relief dates from the reign of darius i of persia (ca. 522-486 b.c.). its
depiction of conquered foreign kings paying homage was inscribed in the old
persian, elamite (susian) and babylonian languages. one sees skuka, king of the
temporarily subjugated asiatic branch of scythians, pictured as the last one in
line. the behistun rock describes him as the king of the scythians, saka or
cimmerians (pronounced "gimiri" in babylonian).
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sheree's note on gimiri: g begins the word gimiri. this word is very interesting to
me. the letter g begins the word. god / i ? gi - then miri. mirror.
i the mirror image of god? just sharing what pops into my head. its an intuitive
flash and could be nothing more than menopausal symptoms.

when this entity who called himself god, made contact and contract with abram in
2118, it was for the future of planet earth and it's people. this so called god,
changed abram's name to abraham to set the program in motion. sarai's name
was changed to accommodate the birth of lucifer's son as well. yes, lucifer was
hard at work well before abram, but he was displeased that the people no longer
paid him his due. they no longer followed his rules, so he found an
11 entity on planet earth called noah. he took this entity and made him his.
did you know that there is no mention of noah's wife's name in the bible? how
could this be left out? more on that later. but, suffice it to say that it is at least
very odd that the matriarch of the ark of all time, was not named. as a
woman, a wife, and a mother, i find this to be exceptionally curious. i have done
some research and some asking, and what i have found is shocking. i will save
that for a bit later, as it will take some time to outline for you.

an interesting connection to 2118:

the knights templar: an introduction to the order


http://www.questmagazine.com

snippet:

the knights templar were the largest and most powerful of the medieval christian
crusading orders. they were originally known as the poor knights of christ and the
temple of solomon. they later changed their name to knights templar.

the templar order was founded by nine knights in 1118 a.d. who created an
order of 'warrior monks.' the templars were begun in the aftermath of the first
crusade of 1096 a.d. to help the new kingdom of jerusalem defend itself against
its hostile muslim neighbors and to ensure the safety of the large numbers of
european pilgrims who journeyed to jerusalem. the medieval templar order was
officially ended in 1314 a.d. with the burning at the stake of the last official grand
master.
this connects the knights templar to 2118. knights templar (the new name)
were formed in 1118 by 9 knights. one thousand years later, to the year, god
would speak to abraham and make a covenant with him making him king of
nations, and giving him a son, isaac, to be prince of nations. considering who the
knights templar were / are....and thee most important false covenant ever made
in the history of man, this is actually quite stunning to me.

remember that the confusion between 2117 and 2118 has been a hot topic since
the beginning of my divining journey. due to the confusion between 7 (all) and 8
(god) partly. the hathor 2340 asteroid near earth passes are planned for oct 21
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according to nasa . but, interestingly, the asteroid was discovered on the day of
22nd in october. why was it moved up one day. the difference in the one day is
(again) 2117 when you add 10/21/2086 vertically. but, if you were to use the 22nd
instead, you would get 2118. why move it up a day?

**********************************
from:
[katherine train is a psychophonetics counsellor with a practice in cape town, south africa. she
employs methods of deep counselling, expression of experience through gesture, and the sounds
of human speech to heal and integrate the many aspects of the human being towards more
conscious living. for more information visit http://www.psychophonetics.com.]

according to philosopher and seer rudolf steiner, the human "i" is not the only
master in the astral and etheric bodies of the human being. other astral and
elemental beings inhabit these bodies. depending on the nature of the deeds of
man, so are corresponding elemental beings given a room at the inn. there is
only one aspect of the human body that can increasingly belong to man
alone and that is his blood. if, however, he is not perpetually careful to
strengthen his i inwardly through a strong and vigorous will, he loses control of
his i and other beings can fasten onto his blood. the blood becomes a stronger
expression of the i as the i finds its centre and inner strength.
in basel, switzerland, in october 1911 in his lecture on the etherization of the
blood, steiner described the human faculties of the following in relation to their
effect on the blood: thinking or intellectual activity; feeling (sympathy and
antipathy); and moral impulses or the will to do good or evil. the activities of
thinking and moral impulse have a tendency to polarize, resulting in thinking
devoid of moral integrity and will activities that are not thought through. steiner
stated that distorted moral deeds will assert their influence on the blood in a
negative way.

abraham made the covenant with the false god in 2118. isaac was born as
prince of nations in 2117. just something to ponder.

there are lots of questions about the knights templar and their true religion. some
claim these men were muslims in disguise. they claimed to want to protect the
bloodline of jesus and the people wishing to journey to jerusalem, but they were
the very first monks who killed in the name of christ. this had never been done
before, and i think is monumental in our history, and more so when you consider
the date of 1118.

as well, there is other information available that makes a case for some of the
knights templar escaping their deaths and surviving to carry on their mission.
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and now: common sense


would a loving god bring a great flood and kill every living thing? or would
that be lucifer? would a loving god strike people down and demand the sacrifice
of animals for affirmation of loyalty? or would that be lucifer? would a loving god
bring a asteroid to destroy the earth? or, would that be lucifer.

remember 2117.

it is the single most important number combo i have come across. within it is the
all of creation. all= 7 and 11/2 = that creation: light and dark both. the reason it is
backwards is because that is how lucifer wants everything. upside down and
backwards, so you will remain disoriented. i found this number after many many
hours of indepth research, using numerology. it was in fact, numerology that
showed me who the god of abraham is. it's not pretty. of course, abraham and
sarah were unaware, and most remain unaware, but not all. this evil crime thrust
upon abram and sarai, then isaac, is what brought us to right now.
here's something interesting:

in 1613, the house of lorraine (part of the prieure de sion) joined with the
house of stuart. after that the prieure de sion began to display more
interest in scotland. scotland was one of the few countries where the
knights templars had thrived when the order was suppressed by the order
of the pope. scotland also had several occult traditions operating. it was a
hotbed of occult activity. scotland and the scottish people have played a
very big role in the new world order conspiracy for centuries. meanwhile,
when the prieure de sion went underground they established their archives
in some secret rooms beneath the chapel of st. catherine, at the castle at
gisors, northern france in the rue de vienne. the archieves were, according
to reports, contained in 30 coffers. secret tunnels connect the chapel with
the local cemetery. the merovingian descendents and the prieure de sion
have guarded the sacred blood line that satan has built up. their members
are secretly scattered in key positions throughout society. many of the
descendents are unaware of their heritage. for instance, within the sinclair
family only certain branches have kept up their generational occult
heritage, and are aware of what is going on. family trees subdivide over the
centuries until the merovingian family tree has become a forest. the houses
of hapsburg-lorraine (whose titles are dukes of lorraine and kings of
jerusalem), plantard, luxembourg, montpezat, montesquiou, among many
others including the freeman family, and hundreds of others.

be wise as serpents revealed for the first time (as far as i know) how all the
heads (presidents) of the lds and rlds have been descendents of the
merovingian dynasty, and they and the masons have both used the
merovingian symbol, the bee.
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read the rest at: http://www.thewatcherfiles.com/bloodlines/freeman.htm

perhaps there are some that believe the kings of jerusalem are the
bloodline of lucifer. i do not know what proof exists to back up their ideas.
but, i have numbers that indicate they are not wrong.

i leave you with this:

the american public, by and large, are eyes wide shut. such a fitting
description when you factor in the untimely death of stanley kubrick, who
made the film of the same name. see the movie and learn what goes on in
this world you are living in. there are many sites to review on this eyes
wide shut movie. here's a blog i found interesting. i draw no conclusions. i
simply offer it for your educational pursuits.

and now, i am just throwing this in at random because i am not organized


enough to be organized. take it or leave it.

from: #hyperlink "http://kentroversypapers.blogspot.com/2006/03/eyes-


wide-shut-occult
symbolism.html"http://kentroversypapers.blogspot.com/2006/03/eyes-wide-
shut-occult-symbolism.html

(a short snippet)

in 1999, an extremely peculiar film was released by legendary film director


stanley kubrick, which would end up the sixteenth and final film he would
direct in his career. in fact, eyes wide shut was kubrick’s first film in twelve
years, since 1987’s full metal jacket, and only his fifth film since 1968, when
the magnificent 2001: a space odyssey was released. kubrick died under
mysterious circumstances only four days after delivering the final print to
warner brothers. the film, eyes wide shut, was filled with the symbolism
that astute researchers have come to recognize as the calling card of the
illuminati, the synarchist group of global rulers, who believe in rule by
birthright, and who rule this planet by the ‘iron fist in a velvet glove’ divide
and conquer methodology.
used in the preceding context, synarchy refers to joint rule by those who
are under the influence and direction of a fascist government, and the
various secret societies to which such politicians belong.
and this:

an interpretation of kubrick's eyes wide shut


adam gorightly

in stanley kubrick's final film, eyes wide shut, are numerous veiled
allusions to the cia's mk-ultra mind control experiments and monarch sex
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slave programming, subjects which readers of the konformist should be


well familiar. according to believed victims of monarch abuse, their ranks
number literally in thousands, and it has been alleged that these very same
victims have been used extensively as sex slaves, drug mules and
assassins. according to varied sources, monarch programming begins
immediately at birth, and is carried out through the lives of its victims, as
they are used by intelligence agencies and secret societies like mere
pawns on a gameboard, until--in many instances--they have outlived their
usefulness, and are terminally "discarded".

http://www.konformist.com/flicks/eyeswideshut.htm

all pretty hard to swallow eh? i am not showing this to you to convince you. use
your own judgement. but, a man is quite dead. people are dead for a host of
reasons. reasons are good things.

(the) great pyramid (234) is the landing pad for hathor 2340. the asteroid is the
missing capstone for the master grid. this asteroid does not drop to earth by
accident. it is intentionally guided here by those who left for better worlds. this
happens on october 21, 2086. that's the bad news. the good news is this: there
cannot be rebirth until there is death. this is the second coming. hathor 2340
brings with her...love. you wil just have to trust me. this gives you plenty of time to
get your hair done.

the last message i got before writing this article, was this: tell them the remedy is
art. we are asked to dance, sing, paint, and create. we have become distracted
and sad. art lifts the spirit and washes our energy clean. trust this please. if you
have artistic talent, your number is up. start sharing. art heals. if you have yet to
read some *so called* fictional writings called wingmakers, you might want to
have a look now. the link is www.wingmakers.com .

please know that your energy may shift in big ways once you awaken to the truth
of our earthly existence. it may bring on enormous sadness and even rage.
obviously, this would be expected. allow your feelings to play out please. you will
get to the other side. and, when you do, you will see the monumental
responsibility you have to share this information with others.
you will know to print this out, and all other things you come across like it, and
you will put it in a binder for your kids, when they are old enough to hear it. to
leave behind this knowledge would be criminal. our children and grandchildren
will suffer greatly from centuries of denial and fear. if you just finished this article,
you are chosen. you're it. may love guide you and i home.
in light,

hathor, goddess of love, music, beauty ......


by caroline seawright
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hathor and seti i

hathor (ht-hr - house of hours)


she was a goddess of many things, among them she was a:
•celestial goddess: the mistress of heaven
•goddess of love, music and beauty: the goddess of love, cheerfulness,
music, and dance,
•goddess of women, firtility, children and childbirth: the mother of mothers, the
celestial nurse,
•goddess of destruction and drunkeness: the vengeful eye of ra, the lady of
drunkeness,
•goddess of the dead: lady of the west
she was also known as the mistress of life, the great wild cow, the golden one,
the mistress of turquoise, lady of dendera (her cult centre was located at
dendera), mistress of qis, lady to the limit (of the universe), lady of punt (perhaps
an area in present day somalia - see hatshepsut's expedition to punt), the
powerful one, the mistress of the desert, lady of the southern sycamore (she was
depicted as handing out water to the deceased from a sycamore tree, hence a
goddess of moisture as well as of the dead, both relating to the sycamore tree),
lady of malachite (eye makeup from sinai was made from green malachite - sinai
was one of hathor's domains)... and many other names, besides.

the reason that she has so many names, one would assume, is because she is
an ancient goddess - she seems to have been mentioned as early as the 2nd
dynasty. she may even been associated with the narmer palette - although the
two human faced bovines may also have been a representation of the king.

it is interesting to note, though, that there is not a personal name of the goddess
mentioned in the list of names - they are all titles.

another interesting thing about hathor is found in one particular egyptian tale -
when the hero of the story was born, the 'seven hathors', disguised as seven
young women, appeared and announced his fate. they seemed to be linked with
not only fortune telling, but to being questioners of the soul on its way to the land
of the west. these goddesses were worshiped in seven cities: thebes, heliopolis,
aphroditopolis, sinai, momemphis, herakleopolis, and keset. they are linked to
the pleiades.
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generally, hathor is pictured as a woman with cow's horns with the sun between
them (eye of ra, golden one), or as a beautiful woman with cow's ears, or a cow
wearing the sun disk between her horns, or even as a lioness or a lion-headed
woman (destruction and drunkeness). she often is seen carrying a sistrum, an
ancient musical instrument (hence a goddess of music). the sycamore was
sacred to her (lady of the southern sycamore). she is said to be the mother of the
pharaoh, and is often depicted in a nurturing role, suckling the pharaoh when he
was a child (hence a goddess of motherhood).

the eye of ra

one of the tales of hathor was how she was originally a goddess of destruction
(hathor-sekhmet), and how she came to be the goddess of happier things:

then ra took on the shape of a man and became the first pharaoh, ruling
over the whole country for thousands and thousands of years, and
giving such harvests that for ever afterwards the egyptians spoke of the
good things "which happened in the time of ra".
but, being in the form of a man, ra grew old. in time men no longer
feared him or obeyed his laws. they laughed at him, saying: "look at ra!
his bones are like silver, his flesh like gold, his hair is the colour of lapis
lazuli!"

ra was angry when he heard this, and he was more angry still at the evil
deeds which men were doing in disobedience to his laws. so he called
together the gods whom he had made - shu and tefnut and geb and nut -
and he also summoned nun. soon the gods gathered about ra in his
secret place, and the goddesses also. but mankind knew nothing of
what was happening, and continued to jeer at ra and to break his
commandments. then ra spoke to nun before the assembled gods:
"eldest of the gods, you who made me; and you gods whom i have
made: look upon mankind who came into being at a glance of my eye.
see how men plot against me; hear what they say of me; tell me what i
should do to them. for i will not destroy mankind until i have heard what
you advise."

then nun said: "my son ra, the god greater than he who made him and
mightier than those whom he has created, turn your mighty eye upon
them and send destruction upon them in the form of your daughter, the
goddess sekhmet."

ra answered: "even now fear is falling upon them and they are fleeing
into the desert and hiding themselves in the mountains in terror at the
sound of my voice."

"send against them the glance of your eye in the form sekhmet!" cried
all the other gods and goddesses, bowing before ra until their foreheads
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touched the ground.

so at the terrible glance from the eye of ra his daughter sekhmet came
into being, the fiercest of all goddesses. like a lion she rushed upon her
prey, and her chief delight was in slaughter, and her pleasure was in
blood. at the bidding of ra she came into upper and lower egypt to slay
those who had scorned and disobeyed him: she killed them among the
mountains which lie on either side of the nile, and down beside the river,
and in the burning deserts. all whom she saw she slew, rejoicing in
slaughter and the taste of blood.

presently ra looked out over the land and saw what sekhmet had done.
then he called to her, saying: "come, my daughter, and tell me how you
have obeyed my commands."

sekhmet answered with the terrible voice of a lioness as she tears her
prey: "by the life which you have given me, i have indeed done
vengeance on mankind, and my heart rejoices."

now for many nights the nile ran red with blood, and sekhmet's feet
were red as she went hither and thither through all the land of egypt
slaying and slaying.

presently ra looked out over the earth once more, and now his heart was
stirred with pity for men, even though they had rebelled against him. but
none could stop the cruel goddess sekhmet, not even ra himself: she
must cease from slaying of her own accord -and ra saw that this could
only come about through cunning.

so he gave his command: "bring before me swift messengers who will


run upon the earth as silently as shadows and with the speed of the
storm winds." when these were brought he said to them: "go as fast as
you can up the nile to where it flows fiercely over the rocks and among
the islands of the first cataract; go to the isle that is called elephantine
and bring from it a great store of the red ochre which is to be found
there."

the messengers sped on their way and returned with the blood-red
ochre to heliopolis, the city of ra where stand the stone obelisks with
points of gold that are like fingers pointing to the sun. it was night when
they came to the city, but all day the women of heliopolis had been
brewing beer as ra bade them.

ra came to where the beer stood waiting in seven thousand jars, and the
gods came with him to see how by his wisdom he would save mankind.

"mingle the red ochre of elephantine with the barley-beer," said ra, and
it was done, so that the beer gleamed red in the moonlight like the blood
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of men.

"now take it to the place where sekhmet proposes to slay men when the
sun rises," said ra. and while it was still night the seven thousand jars of
beer were taken and poured out over the fields so that the ground was
covered to the depth of nine inches -- three times the measure of the
palm of a man's hand-with the strong beer, whose other name is "sleep-
maker".

when day came sekhmet the terrible came also, licking her lips at the
thought of the men whom she would slay. she found the place flooded
and no living creature in sight; but she saw the beer which was the
colour of blood, and she thought it was blood indeed -- the blood of
those whom she had slain.

then she laughed with joy, and her laughter was like the roar of a lioness
hungry for the kill. thinking that it was indeed blood, she stooped and
drank. again and yet again she drank, laughing with delight; and the
strength of the beer mounted to her brain, so that she could no longer
slay.

at last she came reeling back to where ra was waiting; that day she had
not killed even a single man.

then ra said: "you come in peace, sweet one." and her name was
changed to hathor, and her nature was changed also to the sweetness
of love and the strength of desire. and henceforth hathor laid low men
and women only with the great power of love. but for ever after her
priestesses drank in her honour of the beer of heliopolis coloured with
the red ochre of elephantine when they celebrated her festival each new
year.

note that in the above tale, the goddess called 'eye of ra' was hathor who
became 'sekhmet', then 'hathor'. but afterwards, sekhmet and hathor were
two separate deities, both having claim to the title 'eye of ra'!

caroline seawright is a full time worker, part time traveler, anime and
manga lover and html programmer! she writes many articles on or about
egypt.

for additional articles and information on egypt, see her web site.

a recent posting from my blog:


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do you wonder what happened to the bees?

i work with numerology and sacred geometry. i am a follower of christ, and use
these tools always in his name. i have now thousands of pages of numbers to
show that lucifer has our government leaders by the short hairs. this has been in
the making for ions.

i have been writing about the bees thing on my blogs.

what kind of frequency of thought took place / is taking place that put the bees in
such peril. indeed, the beehive is ancient in it's symbology for industry. read that
again. i found some information ( posted below) that may offer some answers,
depending on your leanings.

willard mitt romney is a mormon running for president. one of only two in history
that have run, and the only one who runs with any chance of seriously
participating in the election process. coincidence? mitt romney is 60 this year (6).
his announcement to run for president of the united states came on a 6 day. his
birthday and full name = 6. just coincidence? i'll let you decide.

not saying that mitt romney is lucifer. i am just showing you the numbers. this is
what i mean by sync in the numbers. all by themselves, numbers might not teach
a sleeping and fearful mind. but, added together with what is actually happening
around you, one can reason that there is "something there".

is there something sinister being done to the bees, or is there such a energetic
wave of thought that would cause these creatures to die? is there a message in it
all? and, remember back to different points in time, with plagues and locust, and
more. were these really brought by a loving god? no. were they brought by
lucifer? yes. in my view, yes they were. i'm no rocket scientist, so i have to rely on
common sense to guide me.

is there something happening right now on planet earth that would resemble the
plagues and insect devastations of old? killing off the bees, kills off food (within 4
years- according to albert einstein) . that would add up to just a few months
before 2012.

but, don't worry. the government has been hard at work, a long time, on
genetically engineered foods.

if you can afford them. and if you can discern which genetic foods are made for
the poor, and which are made for the wealty. it's all about the money folks. and
power.
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again, i ask you.....do you wonder why george bush is so cavalier these days. not
a care in the world?

i'm not sure he recognizes we are really watching. some of us find it curious. if
you are asking me, it's because there are truly no worries for him. why is that?
wouldn't common sense tell you there is plenty to be worried for, if you are him, if
you are a republican politician? but, no. there is clearly no worries. he did an
interview a couple of days ago, at the white house, that aired a bit on pbs. he
was so slouched back in the chair, i thought he would slip right out of it. the body
language tells the truth.

just questions people. questions are good. unless you hate the answers. why
should you care about these questions, when there are books like the secret to
focus on ???

what are we leaving our sons and daughters and our grandchildren? the secret? i
don't wanna be mean, but the book, the secret will not save them from lucifer,
and what is unfolding on this planet. the more material wealth one builds, the
more lucifer energy one absorbs. that is the truth. the secret is a tool of lucifer -
cloaked in the robes of god. believe what you want. the true god doesn't know
money. good or bad. its a trillion vibes away from reality, at least.

lastly, the number of years between 2001 (when 911 happened) and 2012 is 11.

and now this:

the beehive is an emblem of industry and recommends the practice of that virtue.
joseph smith, founder of the mormon church, adopted the beehive as the church
and community symbol and brigham young added it to his personal seal. in utah,
brigham young erected a large home surmounted by a gilded beehive.

this came to be known as the beehive house, it being the home of, at one, 13 (4)
of his wives. it might even have resembled one. several of the temples display
the beehive prominently on both their interiors and exteriors. it is the sole heraldic
device on the shield of the state seal and flag as well as the seals of the
university of utah and brigham young university. three beehives are the sole
adornments of the tabernacle podium and the immense beehive atop the old
hotel utah overlooks the valley. the word beehive and deseret are used in the
area business so extensively that the native-born scarcely notes them. even the
sidewalks are adorned with a tile pattern of the honeycomb. on the temple itself
you will see inscribed several symbolic items, along with the beehive you will find
the sun, moon, stars (shaped like the o.e.s. star), the all-seeing-eye and the
clasped hands. across the street on the relief building is prominently display a
sheaf of wheat.
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http://www.freemason.org/cfo/may_june_2001/mormon.htm

disclaimer: i know a lot of fine mormons. i was born and raised mormon, so i do
have a frame of educated reference. this is not meant to be a blanket statement.
as in all things, there are good and not so good expressions within groups of
energy. my entire family is mormon. they won't discuss these things with me.

my daughter just had it in her mind to add the word bee 2 + 5+5 = 12/3

as i have said before, every single number and combo's have light and dark
expressions, depending on the consciousness at play.

12/3 has shown itself to me over and over again as dark energy. i have seen two
exceptions. as i have also said before, light will consciously enter a low light
number expression, in order to light it with love and forgiveness. it happens. but,
with this 12/3 expression, it appears to be rare. more than any other number- 12
when reduced to three, shows me lucifer influence.

however, the reverse of the number to 21/3 has shown me light filled
expressions.

bee = 12/3 (missouri comes to 123.)

the bee is a high light vibe, being used by darkness to impact our global food
supply.

this happened while we were sleeping, and unable to look more deeply at things
that would scare us into denial.

you can sit on this if you want. or, you can pick someone to send it to. you might
even be interested in helping the rest of us bring light to the darkness. blog.
spread the word. ask questions. stay centered. pray. ask for blessings for all
living things.
lastly:

each day, when you awaken, use jesus' words: satan get behind thee. this immediately
brings the all to it's natural state. trust it.

update to this document:

http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/emagazine/022.doc
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this is very important.

notice the number is 022.

about half way through the doc - about page 3, you will see a paragraph dedicated to the word
ney.
i have been very curious about the word ney for months now, as you know. as
well as the five sons/suns.

5 x 23 (w) = 115

please read what the word ney means in ancient hebrew from the link
above.

now consider this:

the president and ceo of boeing is mcnerney. that is his last name.

dick cheney vice pres during 911


mitt romney gov of ma soon after 911 (took over for interim gov)
james mcnerney president of boeing

you will recall that it was boston airport where everything began.
romney was living in ma at the time and campaigning there.

there was also bob ney, rep. of ohio who resigned


due to ties with jack abramoff. posting on that further below.

from:
http://www.boston.com/news/politics/2008/specials/romney/articles/part3_side?m
ode=pf

at boston consulting group, romney was part of what several of his colleagues
affectionately called "the mormon mafia," a coterie of smart, talented, hard-
working mormon men who eventually rose to leadership positions at the firm.
today, many of the company's founding principles are considered basic business
concepts. but in the mid-1970s, the firm was at the cutting-edge of consulting."for
me and everybody there, including mitt, it was a very formative time, and
probably more powerful than business school or law school," said per lofberg, a
former consultant at the company who is now chief executive of a venture capital
firm. "you were now applying some of the things you learned in business school,
but you were also learning things business school did not teach."
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it is my feeling that bob ney - and abramoff may have had something to do with
the stolen election in ohio, of which i was personally interested in.
from wikipedia:
robert william "bob" ney (born july 5, 1954) is an american politician from the
u.s. state of ohio. a republican, ney represented ohio's 18th congressional district
in the u.s. house of representatives from 1995 until november 3, 2006, when he
resigned. ney's resignation followed his october 13, 2006 guilty plea to charges
of conspiracy and making false statements in relation to the jack abramoff indian
lobbying scandal.
ney's best known congressional work was on the election reform efforts founded
in the wake of the confused 2000 voting in florida.
before his own guilty plea, ney was identified in the guilty pleas of jack abramoff,
former tom delay deputy chief of staff tony rudy, former delay press secretary
michael scanlon and former ney chief of staff neil volz for receiving lavish gifts in
exchange for political favors.
on september 15, 2006, the justice department filed ney's guilty pleas to a
charge of conspiracy to defraud the united states and to a charge of falsifying
financial disclosure forms.

wiliam jefferson clinton


george herbert walker bush

the five sons (like romney's five sons)

dick cheney
w. bush
w. mitt romney
w. mcnerney
w. bob ney

ney \ney\, n. [as. net; akin to d. net, os. net, netti, ohg. nezzi, g. netz, icel. & dan.
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net, sw. n["a]t, goth. nati; of uncertain origin.]

1. a fabric of twine, thread, or the like, wrought or woven into meshes, and used
for catching fish, birds, butterflies, etc.
2. anything designed or fitted to entrap or catch; a snare; any device for
catching and holding.
a man that flattereth his neighbor spreadeth a net for his feet. --prov. xxix. 5.
in the church's net there are fishes good or bad. --jer. taylor.
3. anything wrought or woven in meshes; as, a net for the hair; a mosquito net; a
tennis net.
4. (geom.) a figure made up of a large number of straight lines or curves, which
are connected at certain points and related to each other by some specified
law.
source: webster's revised unabridged dictionary (1913)

this is some info on the govenor of ma that resigned very curiously. then, an
interim gov took over and was
present during 911. romney won in 2002.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/paul_cellucci
read about the republican govenor who took office in the infamous 1991, then
curiously resigned just months before 911, to become ambassador. that left in
office, jane swift as an interim gov, who likely wanted to keep her head low during
the dark hours of 911 and it's connection to ma. and boston airport, which is
where it all started. scroll down the page and you will see that w. mitt romney
takes over in the election of 2002. just one term. do you see the w of romney;s
first name willard? in the above wiki piece, you will see it written at the bottom as
w. mitt romney.

then there is the president of boeing: i have seen his name listed as w. james
mcnerney.

from wikipedia:

walter james "jim" mcnerney, jr., is an american businessman. on june 30,


2005 he was named the ceo of the boeing company. prior to that, mcnerney
was the chairman and chief executive of 3m. he had been a member of the
boeing board of directors since 2001. he is also a member of the board of
directors of procter & gamble. mcnerney is a current member of the northwestern
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university board of trustees. mcnerney earned a b.a. degree from yale


university in 1971 and an m.b.a. from harvard university in 1975. during his
tenure at yale, mcnerney excelled in two varsity sports, baseball and hockey.
between yale and harvard, he worked for a year at both british united provident
and g. d. searle & co.. mcnerney is married and has five children.

romney has five sons. i have done a lot of work on the the fifth son, the five
suns.
it may be that mcnerney and romney were at harvard at the same time.
bush came through right after.
go back to the top and click on the link and read what is said on the word
ney, as it directly relates to the word of elohim.

i would like to share this with you also- for some spiritual perspective:

a course in miracles
mi ra play

this is a course in ra's play

i am seeing it now from a whole new perspective.


not making any statements. just sharing :-)

strangers in a strange world


the search for meaning and hope
(volume 8 number 3 september 1997)

gloria wapnick
kenneth wapnick, ph.d.

the title of this article calls our attention to one of the most
important ideas that a course in miracles teaches: this world is not
our home, and therefore in some region of our minds that is
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obviously unknown to us, we do not quite feel as if we belong here.


deep down within us we indeed feel as if we are strangers in a
strange world:

this world you seem to live in is not home to you. and somewhere
in your mind you know that this is true. a memory of home keeps
haunting you, as if there were a place that called you to return,
although you do not recognize the voice, nor what it is the voice
reminds you of. yet still you feel an alien here, from somewhere all
unknown. nothing so definite that you could say with certainty you
are an exile here. just a persistent feeling, sometimes not more than
a tiny throb, at other times hardly remembered, actively dismissed,
but surely to return to mind again (w-pi.182.1).

many people bear witness to the fact of pursuing a search for


meaning in their lives. in fact, in one way or another, we all seek
to find out who or what we truly are, whence we truly come, and
from where this uneasiness of alienation springs. thus, we probe
our feelings, read books, cultivate hobbies, travel to different
places, study various economic, religious, political, and social
systems, and communicate with diverse peoples in order to get
some clue about our existence, and to uncover the origin and
ongoing presence of this uneasy feeling of being an alien in a
world we do not remember choosing:

no one who comes here but must still have hope, some lingering
illusion, or some dream that there is something outside of himself
that will bring happiness and peace to him....and thus he wanders
aimlessly about, in search of something that he cannot find,
believing that he is what he is not.
the lingering illusion will impel him to seek out a thousand idols,
and to seek beyond them for a thousand more (t-29.vii.2:1,5; 3:1).

yet this quest never results in our discovering from where this
abstract feeling of alienation (aliennation) is truly emanating: the
belief we have separated from god, our creator and source. and so
we spend a significant portion of our lives either in searching to
pinpoint the exact nature of this discomfort, or in giving up the
search rather early, trying to mold ourselves to fit into this alien
world and adapt ourselves to its multitudinous pathways. in this
article we should like to discuss the two ways in which we spend
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the time -- the time we call "our life" -- from the viewpoint of the
world (the ego), and from the viewpoint of the course (the holy
spirit).

our life
our = 18 h 56 v 74 hv
life - 23 h 32 v 55 hv

our life = 129 hv


41 h 88 v 129 hv
christ bloodline canaanites/mormonism

here is the vibe on our life

18 cain h
56 isis v
74 lucifer v
23 bush h
32 america h eve v
55 heaven v scorpion h mormon blood h
41 christ h bloodline h alien v jerusalem h pyramid
h yin yang h mi ra v
88 mormon v bloodline v venus transit 2012 v
astronomical units h
129 atlantis hv canaanites hv mormonism v

the holy spirit 82 h 184 v 266 hv


the morning star 82 h 182 v 264 hv

(please google morning star)


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e g o
5 7 15
fives are flanking 71 and 17 reverse (god = 17 and 71
reverse)

a course in miracles helps us to understand that in truth there is no


real search here, only a sorting out and adoption of goals and roles
that are directed towards making our individual existence in the
world more successful, more pleasurable, and less painful.
moreover, the world looks with favor on individuals who adapt
to their culture, class, community, and country. striking out on
one's own and flouting the unwritten rules is not generally
smiled on with approval, and is likely to be dismissed as
eccentric or even sociopathic.

the search for existential meaning is not considered a serious or


appropriate way to spend one's life, unless one is a philosopher.
thus the message reaches each generation in the same way, wherein
the sign of maturity is becoming a good, productive, taxpaying
citizen of one's country. however, if we rebel, because we "march
to a different drummer," all our energies are directed towards
rebellion and setting up an alternative lifestyle and proving what
society and our family expected of us was wrong to begin with. in
this way we end up proving we were right all along about our
separation and alienated state of existence.
but the search for meaning still continues, and inner discomfort is
still our strong experience. it is to escape from that pain that we are
impelled to distract ourselves in the lifestyle we have chosen, so
that this aching feeling will be pushed out of awareness and laser-
beamed out of existence. and here the world offers us all the
distractions we could ever dream of. we can direct ourselves into
any of the many roles it offers, from hermit to family person,
ascetic to licentious indulger of the senses, sinner to holy person,
indolent to workaholic, "nobody" to "somebody," coward to brave
warrior, ignorant dolt to scholar, and from an orientation of
selfishness to one of selfless service, and any or every role in
between. and when we have finally accomplished all of the goals
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and roles that we have set up for ourselves, traditional and non-
traditional alike, the inner ache and emptiness become even more
pronounced. the search for meaning now takes on a new and
desperate impetus.
what is to be done now? what can be done now?
at this point, the ego counsels us, we can begin a new search, or re-
ignite a previously discarded one, hoping against all hope that the
answer will yet be found along one of the many by-ways the world
contains. new interests, new hobbies, new careers, new places to
live or visit, new love relationships, new friendships, and new and
exotic spiritualities -- all are sought in order to extinguish that inner
longing, helping us abandon the search for true meaning. but once
again, that sense of futility returns, along with the deep-seated ache
and yearning that continually haunts us, like a shadow that will
never leave us. yet it seems as if we are driven to pursue a path that
exhausts all the possibilities and probabilities that the world offers:
perhaps you would prefer to try them all, before you really
learn they are but one. the roads this world can offer seem to be
quite large in number, but the time must come when everyone
begins to see how like they are to one another (t-31.iv.3:2-3).

and thus we are finally ready to accept the thought that "there must
be a better way" (t-2.iii.3:6).
when we look at this almost universal situation from the
perspective of a course in miracles, we can begin to discern with
clarity that we have been much mistaken. we have sought in the
wrong places, under the guidance of the wrong teacher, believing
that we can substitute one illusion for another.
in the course we are taught by jesus that this world is not our home,
because it was not created by god, our source, but rather was
made by a thought of attack; i.e., "the world was made as an attack
on god" (w-pii.3.2:1).
furthermore, the theology of a course in miracles is very clear: we
are spirit, a perfect thought of love in a perfect mind, at one with
our source. that is our only heritage as god created us: nowhere
does our source end and we begin as something separate from it
(w-pi.132.12:4); creator and created are one, perfectly united in a
totality of limitless abstraction, beyond all dreams of separation,
differences, individuality, and form of any kind. and so it slowly
dawns on us that adapting to what appears as an opposite to
heaven -- i.e., this world of concrete specifics -- can only be
accomplished in an hallucinatory state wherein what is real is
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denied, and what is illusory is seen as real:


when you made visible what is not true, what is true became
invisible to you (t-12.viii.3:1).

yet as strangers in a strange world, how could we believe anything


else? clearly then, to search for happiness, peace, or fulfillment
here must result in disillusionment, for how could this not come
from pursuing illusions? it takes great courage to look at this
insanity, since we have put so much time and effort into making
this dream real. it takes great determination and faith to examine all
the beliefs and hopes we had invested in this world, and realize that
they were but defenses against the truth of god's love that the holy
spirit holds out for us in our right minds. and it takes the
willingness to admit that we were wrong in having chosen the ego's
thought system of separation and the "gifts" it deceitfully held out
to us in its false promises of finding hope and meaning in this
world.

in this state of humility, we finally call out for help, admitting that
all our ways have not worked, and that our lifetime search for
meaning has not produced any meaningful results. it is at this point
that we are ready for a message of light that can bring the dawning
of the thought that there is no hope for meaning in a dreamworld of
illusions. this thought allows us to direct our search away from the
world at last, and becomes the invitation to the holy spirit, whose
presence in our right minds carries the memory of our true home,
reminding us that we "are at home in god, dreaming of exile" (t-
10.i.2:1). this presence of love reminds us that we are dreaming a
dream -- a nightmare -- the content of which is not true (t-28.ii.7:1).
furthermore, we are informed that there is a correction thought in
our right minds for each misthought that the ego has convinced us
to accept. in fact, we are told that we are not our egos, and
therefore we can withdraw our allegiance from this false self in
any instant and place it in our right minds. in this process we
become aware that there is a part of our minds that freely chooses
whether to listen to the lies of the ego or the truth of the holy spirit.
we call this part of our minds the decision maker.
many insights will occur to us as we proceed in our journey to
awakening: for example, we shall understand that death is not an
ending, but a non-linear continuation of a theme in an ongoing
dream that states that an opposite exists to what god created. we
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can now smile at the ideas that theologians have taught and
enshrined for centuries: that god created death as the end of life, at
which point he takes people back to him, or assigns them to
purgatory, or perhaps even condemns them to hell. we shall begin
to wonder how we ever could have believed in such a god. having
accepted forgiveness for many of the grievances we have held in
our minds, we also come to the realization that a wrathful and
punishing god is a concept we can no longer believe. it is totally
untenable to a mind that forgiveness is now healing:

no compromise in this is possible. there is either a god of


fear or one of love. the world attempts a thousand
compromises, and will attempt a thousand more. not one
can be acceptable to god's teachers, because not one could
be acceptable to god. he did not make death because he did
not make fear. (m-27.4:5-10).

always mindful of asking for help of jesus or the holy spirit, we have finally
found a new meaning and hope in our lives: to become enlightened to the truth.
the focus in our lives becomes asking for help to change our attitudes and
question our values, and to accept forgiveness as our one function and purpose.
for it is this shift from our wrong to our right minds that removes the barriers to
our awareness and recognition of the truth. as the course states:

"enlightenment is but a recognition, not a change at all" (w-pi.188.1:4).


therefore, rather than being distraught at discovering that this world
and body are not our home, we become "happy learners." in glad
acknowledgment of our new teacher, we realize that the meaning of
our lives is to accept the happy dreams of the holy spirit as a
replacement for the nightmare dreams the ego had offered us. as
jesus comforts us, in words that describe our crossing the bridge to
the real world: "and you will think, in glad astonishment, that for
all this you gave up nothing!" (t-16.vi.11:4). we are thus happy to
learn that all our efforts can now be aligned with the purpose of
accepting the atonement for ourselves.

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