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*Vikki slaps Val over a piece of bacon (1969) *Vikki refuses to share pork spareribs (1989)with Lorraine although

she had paid for them when Lorraine had visited her (she also told me that Vikki offered her to her husband for sex because he'd bever had sex with a White female). Lorraine told me that she was embarrassed when kids at school would discover (I guess she was trying to hide it) that Larry (her Brown skinned oldest brother sh e claims is a genius) was her brother because she thought she was passing for Wh ite and the White kids would find out. She bragged that when her Mother would drive them to Florida for visits she woul d be the one they would send into the stores to buy supplies for them because th ey thought she could pass for White in the so-called racist South. She was so brainwashed because the entire family would drone on and on about her Whiteness (pale skin). I guess they valued it and she did too until she realized she was not able to "m arry" a White man (*2 stories about her persuit for a White husband). She must have really valued this idea to have been so disappointed. Like Carrie she and Vikki (as well as their cohorts) are/were so disapponted in thefct tha they would never be able to marry a White man that they seek to control all relationships between men and women. How deceptive she is to even consider going through life as someone else all whi le her immediate family as well as relatives accepted her as she was for who she was. No, I suppose when this occurrs to abnormal, ungrateful people they simply disre gard those who do embrace them for themselves to court the acceptance of those w ho don't. I recall when I lived with her , shrtly after my Mother had abandoned me and ran off with her dark Black boyfriend (*another grueling story of her physically ab using him). She told me she could paas for White if she covered her hair. I told her to do it if she wanted to. I knew she was delusioal and also new there's no sense in trying to reason with a person who is desperately into fantasy mode. It's an ongoing thing with her and her hating her hair. She would try and get me to renounce my being half White by reminding me that ou r cousin Cheryl had long hair, too. I never met her and have the idea that her parents love her too much to allow he r to be subhjected to their jealousy. I would remind her that she may have gotten the genes from her Mother or the Nat ive American blood from her Father. This reasonable explanation only exasperated her because she was attempting to t ry and get me to believe that my hair was a direct result of my Mother's side of the gene pool and not my White biological Father. They seem to be under the impression that if I were to have relationships with W hite people then I would somehow manage to disregard my Mother's side and exclud e them from my life enrirely. I never felt odd or weird anout being different from my Mother and half sisters. I desired to be away from the forever because of the physical and mental abuse a s well as the theft and mismanagement of my earnigs. They think theybcan keep blaming my dislike and distrust of them on some racial hang up that they have and not me. Val had made a comment to me about me still being her sister just because she co uldn't handle me saying anything aboiut my biological Father. They can discuss anything and everything with me, but I can't say anything about this half of myself. They are obsessed with trying to hide what everyone knew and knows, but because the retarded Black bitches are upset, I'm supposed to play like I am just like t hem. It bugs them to think that anyone, especially a White person would or could pref

er me above them because that was the rule and the entire world is supposed to p lay along with those profane beasts. Those Black whores actualy look for people to treat us the same so they can conv ince to treat me worse. Or they convince people to mistreat me based on their Slander. I figured their slander only appeled to those lowlives who were jealous and that they were kindred spirits. Proving, that it is a shred state of mind or mindset that people have I common t hat draws them together and not race. It doesn't matter to them that the sons they had force me to breed needed to have a Mother who accepted herself and them for who and wh at they are. I was not going to allow my sons to believe lies about their Thalassemia Minor, light skin, eyes coming from a Black gene pool. This is how absurd they are and truly deranged. I can have no meaningful established relationship with people who think I can sp lit myself iin half just to accommodate them and put them at ease when they are really just mentally ill and no one loves them enough to be honest about that fa ct instead of The Invaison if the Body Snatchers the shrill alaem chimeras otherworldly influence slep ******* the love of aa good woman Tom Morris JoAnn Massa and the nice young fat guy she rejsected just because he was fat and not because he was a coward getting her beat up by Black bitches who are jea lous of the attention he gives her and not wanting anymore physical brutlity because she was getting the snot beat out of her at home by her two older half sisters(Carlos) or cruel, old married w ith 5 kids , a rapist, Vikki and Daddy Dearest's leftover sex partner, not prote cting or providing (Louie) *beggars can't be choosers *no home to write to * ugly girlfriends giving me looks of pity Heroin addicts like Ernistine laughing at me because he treats me so shabbily * Val telling me he tried to have sex with her and I know she has HIV/Aids and I believe he would have sex with her and may have been with her before he be gan raping me beause she pointed out a Black female she knew that ws with him an d she was no prize, thus proving to me that he has no taste and that he could ne ver appreciate me It figures he's an "Anchor Baby" becasue he is so incredibly ignorant No taste No style No class No pain is greater than their self loathing and they are oblivious to anyone els es feelings or need unless they are a part of their pity party loving self absor bed Zeros These apes prove that God is real and his word is the absolute truth. It would be hard to believe that these types of creatures existed least of all b een written about so extensively in The Holy Bible. I Thank God for his word because it always confirms what I already know and beli eve to be true.

*Amy Emerson, Danbury Ct 1978 Monkey see monkey do scenario A dark Black male eating her in the back seat of another Gang Stalker's car. Spoiled people that they mistakenly thought I would follow even though they had loved ones to support themif and when they did stupid things and made stupid cho ices. Like slumming and whoring around out of town like Amy Emerson, I think she is Je wish and I suupose I was supposed to want to behave like her. I guess her whoring was supposed to appeal to me even though I had no supposrt s ystem and couldn't afford to ake dumb choices. *Pat (Hartford 1979) from Alabama- her being set up to steal from the Bank she w orked for/ her Jamaican boyfriend and the problems she had by having anal sex wi th him. *The woman in the YMCA who said I was too young to have done anything wrong when I was being held to breed and trying to escape and the system refused to help m e because they are corrupt and involved with the Beast system. *Travellers red umbrella ticket to return to NYC. *Charlie Romas a dark Black married trick of my Mothers and how Vikki pushed me up to tell her that i though they should be married if they want to kiss eachoth er when i didn't even know what marriage was. How Vikki would push Valli and I up to do and say things that Vikki wantd to say ,but not get into trouble for because she knew our Mother was stupid or just afr aid f her. Isaiah 3 the cursed people's children ruling over them.

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