Hello Jim,

I plan on mailing you material on schizo affective disorder and also Narcotics
Anonymous
Literature. I spoke to Jon about Sarah too. My last letter disregard as Rev. Sheldon
Explained to me the Amero or chip of the beast conspiracies are common hype in
America.
I am dealing with the start of bed bugs again in my place. It’s a problem around
here now.
Since I caused you difficulty in the past allow me to do some research for you.I’ll
send
another email with attachments for schizo affective disorder. When you understand
it
you begin to understand schizophrenia or bi-polar too. Every one of these disorders
start
with a masicistic or narcissistic tendency with evolving mechanisms of defense (by
Frued definition).
Although if ignored disorder does not evolve out of failed disorders as OCD or PTSD,
a head injury
Or lack of oxygen during child birth can be basis for difficulty. In your forehead is the
frontal lobe
Responsible for cognitive thought and within the brain at the base of the medulla in
its front is a
group of glands such as the hypothalamus. How these glands and the frontal lobe
relate is unclear,
except hypothalamus is active especially during puberty whereby it is responsible
for emotional
and/or sexual arousal. It’s hyper activity leads to mania or under activity
depression. The classic
whiplash can in the theory cause it in a healthy person, but since lawsuits distract
issues responsibility
or cause is generally ignored in psychiatric circles.
Spiritually all I can say is Daniel 4 where Nebbachanazar recovers insight and
praises God,
Dueteronomy 28 where God states you did not praise me in prosperity (or basic
narcicism)
And Collosians 2 regarding the fleshly mind and false humility are common
factors.I’ll email
And mail you what I can. I can tell you these people are not doing this dilibartely.
Your thoughts
In some cases as in F25 description will not tolerate comfort and your thoughts
without effort
seek to invalidate any hope out of habit as if the persons addicted to the state of
despair.
It is as the mind has turned against you with or without effort. Buddhism’s principle
of
disconnection helps, tobacco help senaptic response however without it one
becomes
agitated or catatonic where alcohol helps emotional processing until anxiety
disorders occur.
Most of us have held back too many secrets or felt a need to unite our family at an
early age.
Aside form from two documents on the disorder and NA metrail later by mail I will
send you
My Secrets and the Fall of House Matters. Personal pieces I wrote to deal with my
past and you
will see familiar patterns perhaps you can use for maybe a mentally ill Christian
workshop some
day. I do this so others may benefit form your ministry, your burdens lessened and
people may
actually be able to bless the ability to be alive and hence praise God.This is all I can
do for now.
This messanger will not let me send attachments so I’ll do that through
hotmail.God bless.

William F. Matters Jr.