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INTRODUCTION
Latest research has found that the effects of trauma on the human psyche and even on the actual physical development of the brain itself are debilitating, pervasive and permanent, unless the traumatised person receives healing. This workshop is presented to assist you in understanding the effects of trauma thereby helping you to identify the symptoms of trauma and especially those of fracturing which is a relatively new discovery of the dysfunctional reactions arising largely out of the deprivation and abuse caused by the increasing dysfunction found in modern families. This workshop guide is focussed on helping people identify why they have the problems they do have. It may be distributed freely since everyone who could benefit from it has problems implementing change in their lives (otherwise they would already have changed and would not need this teaching) and without the benefit of personal ministry could do themselves more harm than good. Please note that this is NOT a self-help guide and if you see you identify with these descriptions you need to see someone who understands what you are experiencing and who hears from Holy Spirit and who can minister to you in the Power of Jesus Christ. I have yet to meet anyone who can minister to Fractured people who was not Fractured themselves and who have come to healing through the Redemptive Power of God and the Love of the Body of Jesus Christ.
2Co 1:3 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, 2Co 1:4 who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.
The Advanced SOZO and SHABAR of Bethel Church in Redding, California is about the closest I have seen to effective help for Fracturing. Bethel has Training Schools in many Countries. so more and more Christian Counsellors and Ministry Team members are being trained to minister in the Spirit to Fractured people!! Please give me feedback on your views of this workshop: Chris: Chris@LoveInspires.co.za
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TRAUMA
A. Trauma definition A person has been exposed to a traumatic event in which both of the following were present: The person experienced, witnessed or was confronted with an event or events that involved actual or threatened death or serious injury, or a threat to the physical integrity of self or others. The persons response involved intense fear, helplessness or horror.
B. Intrusive symptoms The traumatic event is persistently re-experienced in one or more of the following ways: Recurrent and intrusive distressing recollections of the event; including images, thoughts or perceptions. Recurring dreams of the event. Reacting or feeling as if the traumatic event were recurring (includes a feeling of reliving the experience, illusions, hallucinations and dissociative flashback experiences including those occurring when awake or intoxicated). Intense psychological distress at exposure to internal or external cues that symbolise or resemble an aspect of the traumatic event.
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E. Duration of the disturbance is more than one month. (Symptoms B,C, D). F. The disturbance causes clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational or other important areas of functioning. Acute if the symptoms are of less than 3 months duration. Chronic if the symptoms are of more than 3 months duration. Page 4 of 59
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NON-ACCEPTANCE
When a child does not CONSISTENTLY receive the meeting of their needs, they experience confusion and trauma and will display all the effects of rejection. If Mom is depressed for instance and every few days feels she cant cope with baby so ignores her cries for a few hours and the next day feels better and so cares for baby well again this inconsistency wounds the babys trust and feeling of acceptance, resulting in the effects of rejection as the child grows up. Love and acceptance are NOT the same thing a child may be loved but is told that they are not performing as expected or is compared to siblings and told they dont measure up - this message will wound them deeply. Remember that the issue here is not the level of wrong treatment it is the
consistency thereof, a low level of not meeting needs and non-acceptance causes a feeling of lack of belongingness due to the inconsistency which impacts deeply causing confusion, doubt and feelings of insecurity.
ABUSE
When a person is used by others to absorb their anger, frustration, lust or any other negative emotion. (Physically, emotionally, verbally or mentally) Dictionary: Mistreatment, cruelty, ill-treatment, violence, maltreatment, neglect, exploitation, misuse, insults, swearing, shout, name-calling, foul language, invective, ill-treat, mistreat, molest, be violent towards, advantage of. batter, hurt, harm, injure, take
DEPRIVATION
When a person, especially a child, is physically, emotionally or mentally neglected or deprived of the gentle, loving care they rightfully deserve. Dictionary: Lack, deficiency, scarcity, denial, withdrawal, removal, dispossession, deficit. Page 7 of 59
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Abandonment and deprivation deal a young childs heart one of the deepest wounds imaginable; you will most likely come to believe that you are unworthy to receive love and affection. Abuse rewires a childs mind; you think you are defective and inferior to other children. There is mounting evidence that abuse affects the physical development of the brain causing permanent changes in the brain itself and particularly in the way it works, or does not work.
Abused people believe that something is deeply wrong with them, not because they are sinners, but because they are defective. They become
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conflict with their world they are prone to believe they are always at fault. This makes them even more vulnerable to more shame and prone to the hidden agendas of others. Ultimately, if they remain in this state, genuine love is set and kept at arms length. Love and fear cannot co-exist. Where one exists, the other is banished. The single most damaging aspect of trauma is its damaging effect on the intrinsic value and self-worth each human being deserves, was given by God and was born with. This breaking down of self-worth and value causes neglected and abused children Page 11 of 59
You have little joy, no hope of having joy and are content to have no joy.
The lack of personality and identity development causes some other serious problems: Styles of behaviour causes you to become a social chameleon you learn how to display acceptable behaviour in every situation, although you feel uncomfortable doing this you have no other option you dont know who you are never mind how to relate to others in a carefree, honest manner. You usually hate the fact that you behave how others want you to but dont have the skills to behave differently. Styles of behaviour cause you to become highly stressed so many rules and laws as to how to behave AND they change with each situation!
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When a child (from conception up to the age where a child can function independently (18)) is denied acceptance of the validity of their emotions, feelings, and their need for love and acceptance by their parents, which is every childs God-given birthright - a chain of events is released, which will affect the child throughout their life and go on to affect their own children: Page 14 of 59
emotions and the child cannot speak about them, even to those close to them and they enter the whole cycle of described here with withdrawal from and drifting away from God, BUT this is NOT a conscious decision and the child will continue having a superficial belief in God but inside the self their soul cries continually it is not true.. that God loves me, etc. The stress of living a double life in the spiritual realm is very traumatic and causes extreme underlying stress but symptoms of stress will be suppressed since the inner vow to be OK, take care of myself, not depend on anyone take effect and so DENIAL of the problem keeps them from facing what they fear most and know they cannot cope with. 7. The soul, filled with rage and hate becomes fertile ground for spirits of hatred, murder, self-murder, unforgiveness and revenge, which pour in. 8. The self of the child is opened to a death-wish and hope in the future is lost. 9. Since the trauma of the rejection of their right to life is so unbearable, the child experiences a split with reality, and the trauma is blocked or repressed experiences from and their consciousness. remain a Throughout mystery, a life, black childhood hole of
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idealised parent in order to maintain the illusion. 11. The self-hatred and self-pity in the child causes the child to accept responsibility for the parents behaviour against the child, and they would rather accept and justify abusive treatment than break the illusion of being loved and cared for. 12. Despite the illusion, being alone and the empty feeling of abject loneliness dominates the childs life. Fracturing from reality, daydreams, and living in a fantasy world becomes a daily reality and life passes these children by. In severe cases the child experiences their life as an observer and they feel like they are watching themselves interact with others from a distance. 13. The intense, burning desire for love and comfort, drives the child to excesses in anything that will fulfil their need for comfort and acceptance performance orientation, eating disorders, abusive sexual gratification (self and others), substance abuse and total submission to anyone will give them any attention. 14. This pattern is repeated right throughout the child's life until adulthood where the person practices all sorts of avoidance behaviours (alcoholic, workaholic, drug abuse) - anything that will help them to avoid facing the aching loneliness in their soul. 15. Post-traumatic stress and serious personality disorders are common results or symptoms of the intense trauma experienced over a long period by the child. 16. The rage manifests in hatred and wishes of revenge with thoughts and plans of murder and worse on anyone who crosses them, including parents.
FRACTURING
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This block represents your life, consisting of spirit, soul and body You wander freely and happily around in your sphere of reference
You experience your first trauma and not knowing the pain you feel, you hide it as deep as you can and around it to contain it. You lock the door with many locks and you then throw the keys away so that this pain that is so unbearable out. Fear of letting the Page 18 of 59
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Subsequent traumas get the same treatment and all seems well, except the space you have to move around in is becoming less and less and you are starting to feel caged-in and cramped for space. Fear of letting the pain out keeps you far from the doors of your pains prison.
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You are now really feeling the effects of burying your hurts and need to be more careful not to go near the doors of your pains prison. Your space is very cramped and your life tends to become a one dimensional pattern eat, work, sleep ~ eat, work, sleep ~ etc. There is not much space for meaningful relationships, but that is OK since they usually
cause hurt in any case. until the doors of your pain start popping open under the pressure of being contained so long. Rev 3:20 Look, I'm standing at the door and knocking. If anyone listens to my voice and opens the door, I'll come in and we'll eat together. Jesus knocks not only at the door of your heart seeking entry into your life but also at the door to each of your hurts, seeking to come in and heal you. You need to overcome your fear of being hurt and open the door so that He can enter into your pain and heal you of all your hurts. This is not an easy path but it is the only one to healing and wholeness.
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Joy is the glue Mom uses to connect the centers! She does this by seemingly ordinary means: affection, comfort, and what neurologist Allen Schore calls attuned
interactions (Mom senses what her child needs, and responds appropriately). Little does she know, she is literally constructing her childs brain through a process so complex that brains like Schores are only now catching on (Mom, we always knew you were a genius!).
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If Mom consistently returns the toddler to joy, between twelve and eighteen months his brains joyful identity region will begin to grow a control network. His brains joy center, located just above his right eye, will send signals to the emotional centers scattered around a circular ring of joy at the base of his brain. Each time Mom returns the toddler to joy, she activates his joy center, which sends more joy to the ring. Thus, she teaches his brain to tolerate more and more joy. [Schore, p. 91]
PICTORIAL REPRESENTATION
0 18 months 18 30 months 30 Months to 7 years
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Sad
Angry
Frustrated
Fearful The emotional centres are separate and emotions are strongly felt The ring of joy joins the emotional centres The ring of joy grows stronger integrating the emotional centres
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Fractured adult
The ring of joy develops fully and complete emotional integration is completed
Only a weak bond is present between the emotional centres and the separateness of the emotional centres persists and it negatively affects the emotional, social and spiritual life of the sufferer.
On the other hand, if the toddler is neglected or abused, and there is no one to return him from pain to joy, his brains emotional regions will remain separate. Unless he finds healing, even as an adult he will continue to be overwhelmed by the intense undiffused blast of every emotion (conversation with James Friesen). According to Friesen, et al., all kinds of problems can result, including anxiety, depression, attention deficit disorder and eating disorder, and (perhaps) personality disorders. [Friesen, et al., p. 26]
More particularly, Schore relates that if Mom does not return the toddler to joy after shaming him, an enduring negative picture of what relationships are like will be imprinted on his brain (we call that a bitter root expectation!). This will lead to depression, which is at the core of various psychopathologies. [Schore, p.248] Schore specifically mentions persons with borderline and narcissistic disorders, describing them as having too many shame images of others imprinted on their brains (again, bitter root expectation), and too few images of persons who soothe. This creates a structural defect in the brain, which is permanent by age two-and-a-half. [Schore, pp. 239,240] By the same age, shame can also damage a childs brains
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Furthermore, Schore has found that abuse or neglect literally destroys synapses, or connections, between brain cells [Schore, p. 413] He says that if Mom doesnt bond, baby will withdraw, causing the wrong part of his brain to predominate for the rest of his life (dont panic! It can heal!). [Schore, p. 385]
Schore asserts that a counselor can do what Mom and Dad should have done. His loving interventions can imprint upon ones brain images of care and comfort that can help him deal with stressful feelings [Schore, p. 473]. If this is true of traditional therapies, how much truer of inner healing! For, as Schore tells us, a small childs brain compares current situations with past memories of how Mom (and, I would presume, Dad) have treated him (especially through images, particularly of his parents face) [Schore, p. 195] Hence, as I said before, the beginning of bitter root expectations! What better way do deal with this than inner healing?
As neurologists are finding, the brain doesnt just grow out of these patterns. Unless healing intervenes, it keeps on assessing life as it always has. A little boys father repeatedly looms over his crib and screams, Shut up! Dad stomps out and slams the door, leaving him to cry alone. Mom relaxes in a distant kitchen, sipping her coffee, absorbed in As the World Turns, oblivious to his cries. Forty-six years later, the emotion centers on that little ones underdeveloped ring of joy still cannot handle the slightest hint of rejection. His wife is normally good about walking on eggshells. But lately, her own stresses wear at her. She conflicts with her employer; their teenage daughter wont cooperate; she catches cold. She is tired. One morning, he nervously awaits her customary cheerful greeting. Instead, she sputters cross words about crumbs his toast left on the counter. His nobody loves me look descends upon his face like a dark gray curtain. He goes off to work pouting. On his way down the freeway, he is lying in that crib again, crying, alone.
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God has graciously provided a way to do this surgery, no matter how long ago the damage occurred. For while most parts of the central nervous system eventually reach the end of their growth potential, the ring of joy and the joy center remain able to grow and change throughout life! And theres an extra blessing here for our children. For our joy center is granted added propensity to grow and change at the exact time we become parents, and again when we become grandparents (conversation with James Wilder). God built into our very genetic code the propensity to delight in our children, just when we and they most need it. And when our joy center is strengthened, it is better able to stimulate our ring of joy. This enables us to deal with our roots of bitterness just in time to keep us from passing on our dysfunction to our kids and grandkids!
God has also wired us to be able to experience ever-increasing joy by the following means: as a child grows, nearly every nerve in the central nervous system becomes coated with a protective gelatinous substance called myelin. This protects the nerves from damage, but also somewhat limits their ability to continue growing and changing. There is only one spot in the entire central nervous system that never fully myelinizes: the joy center! It is the one part of the brain that remains as it was when you were in the womb.
This means that no matter what happens, your capacity to feel joy (and thus, to receive the healing that joy brings), is always able to grow, no matter how old you are! (Conversation with James Wilder) That might explain why the oldest person I ever counseled felt so helped by my efforts. Seeing this 83-year-old great-grandmother when she first showed up at my door, you might have thought her a bit ditzy. I must Page 24 of 59
SYMPTOMS OF FRACTURING
Since each person is unique and each person processes things differently the symptoms vary in intensity from mild to severe as well as in which configuration they are present. The trauma questionnaire highlights many of the symptoms. Identifying fracturing is difficult since much of the functioning of fractured people appears normal to the casual observer. Dissociative behaviour feels normal for the fractured person since this protective behaviour usually develops before cognitive reasoning and is all they have ever known, and they have nothing to compare it with which can show it to be different to normal behaviour. The major block to identifying fracturing is that fractured people internalise their communication and so do not communicate enough for anyone to notice a problem. It is usually the frustrated and anguished cry of your marriage partner that you never talk to me!! that acts as the clearest clue to fracturing. Perhaps the easiest way to identify dissociative behaviours is to read the story of other fractured people. (Paul Coughlin tells his on Pg 4.) Here is another My parents married young, they had to. They emigrated to get away from the shame of the unwanted pregnancy and started building a new life for themselves. This young, lonely couple were just getting used to their firstborn 5 month old son when I was conceived. This was not an accident, it was a disaster. They had just started a restaurant and it took up all their time. My father had a day job and then worked at night in the restaurant. Mom worked day and night in the restaurant and was too scared to tell him she was pregnant so she stopped eating and wore wide, tight belts Page 25 of 59
1. I had the most disturbing week and week-end. I felt the most severe sadness which
actually manifested itself in a physical pain in my heart. I didn't have a clue why. But I did spend as much time possible with God. And with the help of Holy Spirit and also allowing me to reflect back to each situation which left me helpless, frustrated and scared I realized with a bang that my main problem is "rejection". I know that you and everybody else knew this, but for the first time in my life I can actually describe the feeling of rejection and that it actually does rule my life. I am amazed. I have prayed
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PURPOSE
Any resolution or decision you make is simply a promise to yourself, which isn't worth anything unless you have formed the habit of making it and keeping it. And you won't form the habit of making it and keeping it unless right at the start you link it with a definite purpose that can be accomplished by keeping it. In other words, any resolution or decision you make today has to be made again tomorrow, and the next day, and the next, and the next, and so on. And it not only has to be made each day, but it has to be kept
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By now you will have listened to a lot of Arthurs teachings which I use extensively for healing of negative emotions, re-affirming your worth and value as well as for displacing the lies in you with the truth. Baby blessings are the starting point and building-block of the real you that will be discovered in this process. Here is Arthurs explanation of the next step.
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MISBELIEF BREAKERS
1. You are not a slave in bondage to other people. You are an agent of Gods redemptive power (as opposed to a selfish force) that serves other people as you choose. A healthy life is a selective life. You have the greatest gift God gave humanity FREE CHOICE. 2. Be honest about what you believe and desire, state them clearly without apology. It is important that you do not approach your needs and desires from a position of anger. (When you internalise unfettered anger, you often leave opportunities for other people to have partial ownership of your mind. 3. We are created in Gods image so Genesis 1:27 tells us, and we believe it. We are loved by God so John 3:16 tells us, and we believe it. There are no distinctions to be made among us so Galatians 3:28 tells us, and we believe it. We are priests,
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s. If knowing the answers to all lifes questions is absolutely necessary to you, then forget the journey. You will never make it, for this is a journey of unknowables and most of all, things unfair. Madame Jeanne Guyon.
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descriptive term for this is the adult child. You may have wondered where the crippling feelings of hurt, anger, fear, humiliation, sadness, shame, guilt, shyness, being different, confusion, unworthiness, isolation, distrust, anxiety, insecurity, low selfesteem and depression come from. If you are guilt-prone, anxious, approval seeking, over-responsible, unable to trust others and have trouble handling feelings then you never learn important skills which should have equipped you for the complex interpersonal relationships most people deal with easily.
CONTROL
The effects of loss of control in an adult childs early years was so devastatingly unpredictable and chaotic that they try to control everything around them in an effort to prevent things from going wrong and any small crisis where they start losing control sends them either into a panic, anger, fracturing or into abandonment of all control and loss of any interest in the situation. Anger is the expression of the helplessness and hopelessness felt when control is lost.
ANGER
Anger is a natural reaction to loss of control - when a normal level of control is lost anger allows us to realise there is a problem that needs to be addressed before the effects become negative. When control is the issue because there is an expectation of
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C = Consequent emotion Piet is furious, he says Ill teach them a lesson D = deeds E = End of the story Deeds done in anger can be inappropriate words or blows Piet apologises since he found he put his tools elsewhere. He feels bad and attempts unsuccessfully to control his deeds (D) Discuss - Where does Piets problem lie? A-E Piet has failed to recognise step B B = Beliefs Piet believes his kids dont care or are messing him around
Piets beliefs turn a molehill into a mountain with a mountain-sized reaction. So now the scenario looks very different: A = Antecedent event B = Beliefs his values C = Consequent emotion Piet is concerned, he says Ill talk to them and guide them D = deeds E = End of the story Deeds done in love can be appropriate words or discipline Piet quickly discovers he was mistaken no damage done. Piet finds his tools missing Piet chooses to believe his kids need to be taught to respect
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DEPRESSION
Depression is one of the most common results of uncontrolled anger.
Depression Is Pervasive
When a person suffers from depression, it can affect every part of his or her life, including ones physical body, ones behaviour, thought processes, mood, ability to relate to others, and general lifestyle.
Symptoms of Depression
People who are depressed can have a combination of symptoms from the following list: Feelings of hopelessness, even when there is reason to be hopeful Fatigue or low energy Much less interest or pleasure in most regular activities Low self-esteem Feeling worthless Excessive or inappropriate guilt Lessened ability to think or concentrate Indecisiveness Thinking distorted thoughts; having an unrealistic view of life Page 46 of 59
When a person is suffering from depression, these symptoms cause significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning. This means that the persons family and social relationships, as well as work life, are impaired.
Physical Causes
Many physicians believe that depression results from a chemical imbalance in the brain. They often prescribe antidepressant medication, and many people find relief as a result. However, there is no reliable test to identify such a chemical imbalance. It is unknown whether life experiences cause mood changes, which create changes in brain
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medication.
A physician may recommend medication when four conditions exist: 1. The patients depression is severe. 2. The patient has suffered at least two previous depressive episodes. 3. There is a family history of depression. 4. The patient asks for medication only and refuses Psychotherapy.
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Prevention of Depression
Depression can often be prevented. It is especially important to take preventive action if you are aware that you have predisposing factors. 1. Identify your risk factors and be aware of where you are vulnerable. Each of us has unique risk factors, such as things we were taught in our families of origin, values we have learned, and the presence of a family history of depression. Anything that has been learned can be unlearned and replaced with something healthier. 2. Learn to manage stress. You can learn to give over to God which will have the effect of calming and relaxing yourself. 3. Learn problem-solving skills. Many people who develop depression never learned problem-solving skills. They need to develop the ability to see problems from many viewpoints and to look for a variety of solutions. 4. Build your life around good things. Learn to recognize what you can control and what you cant. Avoid spending much effort on situations that wont pay off for you. 5. Learn self-acceptance. Instead of rejecting the parts of yourself you dont like, learn to manage them more productively. 6. Become aware of selective perception. Observe how you generate ideas and opinions about people and events. Remember that these are just your views, not necessarily objective facts. 7. Focus on the future, not the past. Depressed people tend to be focused on the past. People who set goals and focus on the future tend to be more positive about life. 8. Develop a sense of purpose. Many depressed people lack a sense of purpose or meaning. This means they have no goals and nothing in the future drawing
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THE Most Difficult Issue To Work On: Abandonment! By: Mark Smith
As a therapist seeking to educate clients concerning a wide variety of issues, it has actually come in quite handy to have firsthand experience with more than my fair share of dysfunctional personality traits. When God gives you lemons I guess its time to make lemonade. Here is another case in point.
Several years ago I came home from work one evening about 10:00 pm and I could not locate my lovely wife. I looked all over the house, I called her cell phone, I looked for a note, all to no avail; I was beginning to get extremely panicky. After about 45 minutes I began to imagine her dead on the side of the road somewhere, the victim of some deranged killer. When I heard the garage door I have to admit to you that I was not relieved as much as furiously angry. I would like to say that as a professional therapist I calmly confronted my wife by making non-reactive I statements concerning exactly how it felt to come home and not be able to find her. Well, it didnt exactly go down that way. In fact, Im sorry to report that Id have to say that I really lost it. It was like atomic bombs were going off in my heart. I knew that I was overreacting, but I couldnt stop myself. It felt to me as if she had deliberately set out to cruelly hurt me. I yelled, criticized, attacked, yelled some more, pouted and generally acted pretty much like a two-year-old having a tantrum. My wife is a runner Page 50 of 59
We deal with this issue A LOT in our counselling office. It is the King Kong gorilla of couple issues. Frankly, although we do have several other articles already written concerning abandonment issues, due to the fact that it is such a HUGE issue for so many couples, I felt like I needed to give the subject some additional exposure. It is not possible to gain too much awareness and insight regarding this subject if you happen to suffer from it. There are so many different faces to abandonment issues and believe me they are all both ugly and potentially quite harmful to relationships; these faces include the victimy and pouty husband who silently sulks around for days because his wife wasnt in the mood for sex when his neediness demanded it, the reactive wife who completely ruins a family get together because her husband was 10 minutes late, the boss who cannot fire an employee who should be fired due to his neurotic inability to let go, the depressed and raging husband who simply cannot forgive his wife for her affair after years of dialogue even though his lack of relationship with her was a major contributing factor in her behavior, the husband whose neediness makes his wife want to throw up, the therapist who clings on to her clients, the wife who weeps uncontrollably all throughout a therapy session due to her husbands distancing, the girlfriend who has a complete meltdown due to her boyfriend hanging out with his buddies for an evening, the parent who cant let go of their adult children, the husband who freaks out when his wife so much as jokes with another man, the wife who verbally abuses her stepchildren because she is profoundly jealous Page 51 of 59
Another absolutely brutal thing about abandonment issues is that as with all marriages, you will only be attracted to someone who basically has the very worst (disguised) qualities of your abandoning parents. It is a self-fulfilling prophecy. At your core you are utterly and completely terrified that your spouse will abandon you, then they eventually do, in some way shape or form because it is their nature to do so; then you spend the rest of the relationship unintentionally but quite obnoxiously chasing them Page 52 of 59
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MISBELIEF EXERCISES
Luk 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. What was lost? 1. UNITY a. In our relationship with God b. In our relationship with each other we move from unity to blaming 2. AUTHORITY a. Adam gave away his authority to rule over the earth and everything in it to satan b. Including his authority over himself - his own mind, will and emotions 3. Jesus came to restore BOTH a. Christ retrieved it and gave it back to his church that means you personally!! 4. What are you doing with the AUTHORITY YOU HAVE TO RULE? a. Walking and talking with God? b. Walking in unity or blaming? c. Giving it away? to satan? d. Walking in dominion in your own life? 5. How do we walk in dominion and authority? - By exercising our greatest gift FREE CHOICE a. Choose how you feel b. Do NOT allow the facts to interfere with the TRUTH 6. Let us look at Israel how the lack of meeting with God leads to sin:
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Exo 24:3 Moses went and told the people all the LORD's commands and all the ordinances, and all the people answered together, "We will do everything that the LORD has said."
Exo 24:18 Moses went on up the mountain into the cloud. There he stayed for forty days and nights.
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Exo 32:1 When the people saw that Moses had not come down from the mountain but was staying there a long time, they gathered around Aaron and said to him, "We do not know what has happened to this man Moses, who led us out of Egypt; so make us a god to lead us."
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Our thoughts form our beliefs which form our feelings which form our actions which form our habits. Lies in our thoughts form misbeliefs For homework: Make a list of the areas in which you are NOT walking in dominion and authority. Write down the Habit Write down the Actions that form the Habit Write down the Feelings that form the Actions Write down the Beliefs that form the Feelings Write down the Thoughts that form the Beliefs Identify the lies that have been placed into your thoughts and write down the misbeliefs flowing from these lies. (They will often be bitter root judgements, bitter root expectations, word curses spoken to you by authorities or self-hate messages) Now look up scriptures that counteract the lies and write them down. Write down the scripturally correct thoughts and beliefs Make posters or notes of them and place them where you can read them often to establish the truth in your mind these laws will be written on your mind and heart by the Holy Spirit as you speak them Here is an example: Name: Date:. 1. Areas in which I am NOT walking in dominion and authority: a. Physical healing
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3. Actions which make up the habits: a. I complain about my aches and pains to whoever will listen b. I often say I cannot do something because of my sickness c. I accept that medication is the only thing that will help me
4. Feelings which cause me to act in the way I do: a. I feel despondent because I have had pain so long b. God does not want to heal me miraculously c. I feel sorry for myself d. I enjoy getting pity from others
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Misbeliefs which form my feelings: a. Healing may be for some but not for me b. Negative attention is better than no attention
6. Lies in my thoughts that form my misbeliefs: a. God does not really care enough for me to heal me b. Miracles of healing were only for the early church we have doctors now c. Sickness is the cross I must bear
7. Scriptures which counteract the lies: a. ISA 53:5 BUT HE WAS WOUNDED FOR OUR TRANSGRESSIONS, HE WAS BRUISED FOR
OUR INIQUITIES: THE CHASTISEMENT OF OUR PEACE WAS UPON HIM; AND WITH HIS STRIPES WE ARE HEALED.
b. LUK 10:9 AND HEAL THE SICK THAT ARE THEREIN, AND SAY UNTO THEM, THE
KINGDOM OF
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LORD:
b. JAS 5:15 AND THE PRAYER OF FAITH SHALL SAVE THE SICK, AND THE LORD SHALL
RAISE HIM UP; AND IF HE HAVE COMMITTED SINS, THEY SHALL BE FORGIVEN HIM.
c. JAS 5:16 CONFESS YOUR FAULTS ONE TO ANOTHER, AND PRAY ONE FOR ANOTHER,
THAT YE MAY BE HEALED. AVAILETH MUCH.
9. Correct thoughts flowing from the scriptures: a. God has already paid the price of my healing b. Call the elders to pray and anoint me whilst I confess my faults
10. Correct beliefs flowing from the scriptures: a. God has healing for me, I am waiting in faith to see it established
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