Jaeden walked toward the bathroom and was in the middle of taking a pull from his beer when

he pushed the door open. He saw Rylee leaning against the back of the tub with a come-hither look in her eyes and he literally choked on his beer. He dropped his clothes onto the floor and barely missed setting them on fire from one of the candles. He couldnt speak a single word. He just stared at herfrozen by the beautiful image of her sitting like an angel in a pile of bubbles. Oh god, if she moved an inch and her breasts were exposed, forget waiting for tonight to seduce her. Rylee crooked her finger and seductively asked, Why dont you get undressed and take a bath with me? Uh, I dont think thats a good idea right now. Rylee was amused to see that the tables had turned and he was the one who was hesitating. She reached up and pulled the elastic band from her hair and shook her head which allowed the chestnut curls to fall softly around her shoulders. Come, join me and Ill soothe those tired muscles that you used while splitting all of the firewood. Ry, what kind of mind games are you playin? She stood up and watched him close his eyes but not before he slid his gaze over her wet naked body covered only with bubbles. J, open your eyes and look at me. He licked his lips but kept his eyes closed. He softly begged, Baby, please sit down and cover up with the bubbles. I cant take any more temptation from you right now. Rylee softly insisted, Jaeden, why cant you see that Im ready to give myself to you? His eyes popped open and then gazed intensely at her. The expression on her face and in her eyes showed him that she was serious. Time for gameplaying was over and it was time for the reward he had waited for. The ball was finally in his court so what was he waiting for?

Our Unsung Heroes Whether youre a veteran firefighter or a Probie, you run into the fiery flames You rescue lives while your family and friends say prayers for your safety You see the devastation of fires, car accidents and domestic abuse You see things that give you nightmares that play over and over in your heads But you never let those devastating moments stand in your way Your pager goes off or the tones sound and you feel that adrenaline rush You charge fearlessly into places that even angels fear to tread Their angel wings wrap around you to bring you out to safety and your family They guide you out of the dense smoke while holding a victim in your arms You pray to save the lives that hang by a thread of life-threatening situations Personal feelings are pushed to the side as you breathe life into a lifeless body You never give up until you feel that faint pulse beating beneath your fingertips And give a silent prayer of thanks as the victims eyes flutter open You see the joy on the faces of parents whose baby you just delivered Youve seen the heartbreak of losing a life but knowing that you did your best You know youll do it again and again each time that call is dispatched You refuse to be called a hero because its your job and you love it But to those whose lives you have touched, you are a hero Thank you for giving so much of your time to others and for saving lives. To all firefighters..you are our unsung heroes Pamela R. Williams

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This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the authors imagination or used fictiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales is coincidental.

Acknowledgments Thank you to my family and to those of you who have believed in me from the beginning. This book shouldve been written before A Smolderin Love but I found that once I was finished with Rylee and Jaedens story that I wasnt finished with them after all. Their beginning needed to be told which resulted in this book being written. I have found a passion for writing which I wouldnt have discovered without my best friend, CJ, who is my unofficial sister. Thanks CJ cuz you are my TS. Id just like to say that when you have found your dream in life, never ever let go of it. Again I thank all firefighters for loving their job in fighting fires, saving lives and for their endless dedication. Youre still heroes.

Authors Bio I love to create adventurous, passionate and loving characters that I fall in love with, making them extended family. I also have a passion for NASCAR, pirates, vampires and firefighters our unsung heroes. I found that I love writing adventures after entering a writing contest for NANOWRIMO, the National Novel Writers Month, which entails writing a fifty thousand word novel in thirty days during the month of November. I live in a small town in North Carolina. I have two daughters and two beautiful granddaughters, Megan Rylee and Britany who gives us the gift of love. My two faithful dogs, Reno and TJ, who keep me company late at night while I pound away on the keyboard.

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Chapter 1 Halloween 2004 Rylee Thomas dreaded Halloween night since there were always pranksters pulling jokes in the deadliest thing a teenager could be in.a fast-moving car. She didnt have a clue that this night would change her life when she met the guy whod capture her heart forever. Rylee was five-foot-three with chestnut brown hair and blonde highlights. Her sapphire blue eyes were the color of the Caribbean Sea. Her slender figure was nicely endowed with firm breasts and trim hips that captured more than one guys eyes. She was filled with compassion and a love for saving lives and was hired for a Life Flight crew a year after graduating from a four-year college with a Bachelorof-Science degree. She never knew when a call would come which meant that she couldnt be far from home at any given time. It took hard work and sacrifice being a nurse and even more to be on a helicopter crew. Exactly at 8:45 p.m. her pager was activated with a call. Rylee and her partner jogged toward the helipad to help save someones life. Once they were inside, the pilot informed them of the accident that involved teenaged kids whod been playing a game of chicken before the two cars hit head-on. Rylee sighed as she slid her helmet on before she strapped herself in. When would kids ever learn that cars were not toys and could take their lives faster than they could blink their eyes? She glanced toward her partner, Darren Phillips, and saw the same look mirrored in his eyes as they shook their heads. Ten minutes later, they were hovering over the accident scene. It looked grisly in the flashing red lights of the fire trucks parked in the middle of the road. Tragedy had occurred since two blue tarps partially covered sections of the crushed cars below. The pilot gently set
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the chopper down onto the grassy meadow beside of the road. The firefighters on scene were scurrying around with their hoses to contain the fire as gasoline leaked from the worst crumpled car. The grass had been set ablaze which made matters worse while the paramedics were assessing the patients. Darren glanced at Rylee but she was in firm control of her emotions. She usually kept a level head when working accidents scenes, even at the worst of times. He never knew when an accident scene would change things and hed be dealing with a hysterical co-worker. It was times like this that Rylee was glad her younger brother, Zane, was no longer a teen. He was studying abroad at a prestigious university in London, England. She still worried that anything could happen and she wouldnt be available to help him. Darren slid open the door of the chopper and climbed out before holding out his hand to help Rylee get down. Their patient was critical and needed immediate transport to University Hospital in Charlotte to their burn unit so he grabbed their gear bags to be prepared for anything that the paramedics didnt have on hand. Rylee always had to regain her balance after the chopper landed. She glanced at Darren and gave him the thumbs-up before they ducked their heads and jogged toward the accident scene. The paramedics on scene were from Fire Station Three in Mooresville, North Carolina since they were the closest available fire station. Rylee liked working with them because there were usually little else for Life Flight crews to do except get the basic on their patients condition. Tonight was total chaos! Six people had been crammed into each car. Rylee shook her head at their stupidity. True, they were kids but theyd been taught the rules in drivers education classes. As she drew closer,
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their inconsolable agony and anguished cries were heard. Their lives would never be the same again since two friends had been killed. Rylee headed toward a paramedic with chocolate brown wavy hair. He was dressed in turnout gear which hid his muscular physique. A few seconds were all that remained before Rylee Grace Thomas met the man of her dreams, Lieutenant Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie. Jaeden was quite a hunk at six-foot-one with a tightly-muscled body. His wavy hair curled on the ends, which exasperated him to no end. Any woman, who was lucky enough to get close to him, found it irresistible to run her fingers through the thick curls. He was the perfect image that a female would picture in her mind of a yummy muscular firefighter and most definitely one shed want to give her mouth-to-mouth! His sapphire blue eyes darkened with passion if he was in a loving mood with the right woman. Those sparkling eyes could be filled with mischief but would turn the angry blue of thunderstorm clouds if his temper was provoked, which was rare. Jaeden made you want to be his friend for life. He and Ryan Lee Jackson had been the best of friends since theyd met on the first day of preschool when they were three-years old. Theyd instantly become best friends when theyd discovered two red plastic firefighter helmets in the toy bin. They declared that theyd grow up to become firefighters and boasted that theyd put out more fires than anyone else had ever done! Their friendship had lasted through elementary years and high school, then down the road to the Fire Academy. There were days that theyd been lucky theyd survive the academy, thanks to Ryans endless love of practical jokes. If there was a joke that could be thought of, Ryan was the man to go to.
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Ryan looked so much like Jaeden that, at first glance, most people assumed that they were twins or brothers. Ryan was also six-foot-one with chocolate brown hair and a muscular body-build. His blue eyes were a shade lighter than Jaedens. He possessed a charming personality and winning smile. Ryan had a lot of friends but Jaeden was the only one that he truly trusted. There were times that he envied him and tonight would begin a spark of jealousy that would consume both men and the one girl who changed their worlds..Rylee Thomas. Jaeden was aware of the Life Flight choppers arrival as it set down in the meadow next to the accident scene. He was busy taking care of his patient who was only sixteen-years old, too young to die, but Jaeden refused to let him die. Hed talked to the ER doctor and had received permission to give the patient twenty-five milligrams of Morphine to help ease his pain until he was assessed in the ER. Cmon, kid, hang in there, Jaeden murmured as he gently placed his fingers over the teens left wrist to take his pulse. He concentrated on counting the heartbeats when out of the corner of his eye; he caught a glimpse of a pair of white tennis shoes. The size of the shoes was the first indication that the person was female. But it became even more evident as he slowly slid his eyes up her legs and his eyes took in the petite, slender shape of her body. Jaeden tried to remain focused on counting the heartbeats underneath his fingertips but he was quickly distracted when his eyes met the amused eyes of the Life Flight nurse standing beside of him. He felt warmth fill his face as he realized that shed caught him staring at her like a lovesick schoolboy. A smile slowly formed on his lips before he licked them and his smile quickly became a full-fledged sheepish grin.
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He murmured, Sorry for starin but, things considered, youre a nice distraction for a brief moment. He nodded his head toward the accident scene and the chaos around them. When the gorgeous paramedic/firefighter raised his head and their eyes met, Rylee longed to taste his kisses, especially after he licked his lips. She was stunned beyond belief. Omigod, he has the most gorgeous blue eyes! She gently scolded herself, Youll have time later to find out his name! Focus on the patient, Rylee! Jaeden softly smiled when he noticed the interest in her eyes. He made a mental note to find out her name later but, right now, the patient was their priority. He began to count the teens pulse again since hed lost count when shed distracted him. His mind briefly wandered again as he glanced at her. Soft tendrils of her long chestnut hair fell from the edge of her helmet. Looking into her blue eyes was like falling into a swimming pool on a hot summer day. Hed bet her pink rosebud lips would taste as sweet as strawberries. Dammit, Jaeden, focus on the patients heartbeat so you dont look like a bumbling fool who cant do his job! What is wrong with you? Plenty of time later to find out her name but, man, she was gorgeous! Jaeden glanced at Rylee and murmured, His pulse rate is rapid and thready. His blood pressure is 110/80. His pulse rate indicated that he was in shock so shed add blankets to keep him warm once they were inside of the chopper. It was roughly a fifteen-minute flight to Charlotte and hopefully the teen wasnt suffering from any internal injuries. Hed be quickly assessed in the ER once they arrived. Her job was to keep him alive until they landed at the hospital and released him over to their care. The teen mumbled as he tried to sit up on the backboard, Allison.
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Jaeden gently placed his hand against the teens shoulder before bending his head down, Whos Allison? The teen mumbled, Girlfriend. Jaeden prayed that she hadnt been sitting in the front-passenger seat; if so, she was a casualty. He hesitated before asking, Where was she sittin in the car? The boy barely mumbled, Backseat behind me. Jaeden breathed a sigh of relief since the girl had survived the accident. Shes alive but shes hurt. Shes bein assessed in one of the rescue units. His words calmed the teen until he saw one of his hands which had been burned in the accident. The boy let out an ungodly scream of horror and Rylee jumped backwards and almost fell into a shallow ditch behind her. Their eyes met again as Jaeden quickly grabbed her arm to steady her. They held their breath until their attention was grabbed by her partner, Darren Phillips. Darren yelled over the agonizing screams of their patient, Rylee, lets get him loaded onto the chopper. We can administer more drugs to knock him out if we need to. Jaeden was thankful for the interruption as he once again became a professional paramedic. I administered twenty-five milligrams of Morphine ten minutes ago but you can give him more once you get him on the chopper. Rylee murmured, Too bad we cant give ourselves a tranquilizer. Jaeden nodded in sympathy, Poor kid will have a long recovery road ahead of him. Darren replied barely above a murmur, Well, hes alive unlike his friend in the front-passenger seat. Poor kid never had a chance.
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Jaeden shook his head at the senseless loss of the two young lives. He gathered up the patient info sheet where hed scribbled details and handed it to Rylee. His intentions were to release the patient over to her but the teenager grabbed his turnout coat. The boy begged, Please dont leave me! Jaeden bent his head and spoke calmly, I cant go on the chopper but Ill stay until they get you loaded. This pretty nurse will keep you company on the flight. Ill stop by the hospital tomorrow to check on you, okay? He tried to gently pry the teens fingers from his sleeve but quickly found out the kid had more strength than anyone in his condition should possess. Even though the teens hands were burned and blistered, he refused to let go of Jaedens sleeve. Rather than cause him further pain, Jaeden allowed him to hang on to him as Rylee and Darren carried the backboard to the helicopter. Jaeden reassured the teen that he was in good hands. He stepped back and waited for the pretty nurse to climb onboard. He noticed that she quickly pulled a pad of paper from her pocket and scribbled on it. He held his breath as she stepped toward him and stuck the paper in his turnout coat pocket. Rylee shyly looked up before flashing him a radiant smile and softly murmured, Call me sometime; by the way, my name is Rylee. Jaeden couldnt think of a single word to say before she climbed inside and closed the door. He backed away as the choppers engine revved up for takeoff. When it rose into the night sky he stood for another minute, ignoring his partner, Ryan Jackson, who was yelling at him. The chopper took off with a gorgeous angel onboard named Rylee. Jaeden felt a hand jerk his arm and he looked around to see the amused look on Ryans face.
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Damn, J-Man, you can drool over her, later, but weve gotta transport our patient, now! Get in the rescue unit or youre gonna be left behind. Jaeden playfully whacked Ryan on the back before they jogged toward their rescue unit. David Johnson and Drew Carter, from their sister station, Station One, had arrived on the scene to assist them. They were watching over the teenaged boys girlfriend, Allison, while Ryan had gone to grab Jaeden. Jaeden sighed as he got inside to assess her condition. Even though Ryan was an excellent paramedic, something was tugging at his gut that he needed to be in the back with her instead of driving to the hospital. Ryan noticed the expression on Jaedens face and took matters into his own hands. J-Man, you ride in the back and Ill drive! Jaeden looked up at him and nodded his thanks. They knew one another so well and it was what made them such a good team. The main thing was providing the appropriate care to their patients and if one felt that he could do it better, he took over. No questions were asked and squabbles were avoided. As he drove, Ryans mind was occupied with thoughts of Jaeden and the pretty nurse. They seemed interested in one another but everyone knew that Jaeden MacKenzie had a passion for only one thing.firefighting. If Jaeden wasnt interested in her, then hed call her himself. The girl was gorgeous, even wearing a set of scrubs! Hed noticed the way her pants had hugged her trim figure and her top had fit snugly across her nicely endowed breasts. But Jaeden had every intention of calling Rylee. He made sure that the scrap of paper was tucked safely inside of his turnout coat pocket. He was on duty for the next few hours and hed have the next day off to call her.
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He began to make his patient as comfortable as possible and he adjusted the IV line to allow the flow of the saline solution to run faster. Next, he gently placed his fingers against the girls wrist to take her pulse which was fast but it was better than her boyfriends. Allison licked her lips with the tip of her tongue and whispered, Hows my boyfriend, Brent? HIPPA laws wouldnt allow him to give out patient information but he could tell her that her boyfriend was alive. Hes alive and has been air-lifted to University Hospital in Charlotte. Theyll probably let you visit him tomorrow. Your injuries shouldnt be serious enough to keep you hospitalized. Allison closed her eyes briefly before opening them again. She hesitated before asking a question that had been hammering inside of her head, I guess Gabe didnt make it, did he? Jaeden avoided answering her, Where do you have the most pain? Allison replied, My head hurts on the left side and my left wrist hurts. Jaeden nodded and began to put a splint on her arm. You probably have a concussion and its possible that your wrist is broken. Theyll x-ray it when you get to the ER. On a pain scale of zero to ten and ten bein the worst, what would you say that your head pain is? Allison thought for a moment and answered, Maybe an eight. Jaeden made a note of it on the patient info sheet. Her blood pressure needed to be rechecked so he gently wrapped the cuff around her right arm and placed the stethoscope against her arm so he could listen. He was satisfied that her blood pressure was in a safe range. He pulled out a tiny flashlight and gave her instructions to follow the light without moving her head
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while he assessed her reaction. He quickly made a notation before calling the hospital to apprise them of their arrival time and the patients status. Allison thought he was hot for an older dude. She placed her fingers on top of his hand which drew his attention. Thank you for taking care of me. Jaeden gave her a quick smile, Youre welcome. Im just sorry that things turned out the way that it has for you and your friends on Halloween. Not exactly the kind of trick-or-treatin that you were anticipatin. Allison bit her Brent not to play Thompson! Everyone doesnt care if he dies lip before she blurted out, I told chicken with that dumb Mark knows that he smokes weed and since he has a lousy home life!

Jaeden knew that Mark had also been a casualty but he wasnt telling her. Shed learn the truth soon enough and he hoped that itd teach the survivors a valuable lesson on how lucky that theyd been tonight. He didnt realize until later how lucky hed been to be called to that particular accident and to have a certain Life Flight nurse literally land at his feet. After theyd released Allison to the ER staff, he and Ryan went back to Station Three. It was close to midnight so hopefully there wouldnt be more accident scenes. Theyd barely had time to make a sandwich and gulp it down before a call was dispatched. B-Shift was off again but it was to a house fire. On the ride, Ryan teased Jaeden unmercifully about Rylee which only made him think about her and convinced him to give her a call the next day. Rylees thoughts were centered on her patient until they reached the hospital in Charlotte. The kids agonizing screams had been unbearable and theyd called for permission to give him enough Morphine to knock him out. It had finally worked five minutes before they arrived at the hospital.
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After releasing him to the Burn Unit, Rylee settled down in her seat on the chopper and strapped herself in. Then she allowed her thoughts to wander back to the gorgeous firefighter shed met earlier. Lord, he must think shed acted her phone number onto a piece of paper his turnout coat. Shed never been that was hot and she wanted to get to Hopefully, he didnt have a girlfriend or even found out what his name was! brazen by writing and stuffing it into bold before but he know him better. a wife! She hadnt

Rylee deeply sighed as she stared out of the window while the pilot flew to the Life Flight headquarters at the hospital in Mooresville. She heard a chuckle from her partner and turned her head to look at him. She scowled after noticing the grin on his face, Whats so funny? His name is Jaeden MacKenzie. Rylee frowned, Who are you talking about? The firefighter youve been droolin over. Rylee rolled her eyes, I have not been drooling over anyone, thank you! Thats a crock if Ive ever heard one! You shouldve seen the two of you.just starin at one another like lovesick teenagers, Darren howled with laughter as he teased his partner. Personally, he hoped that Rylee would find someone whod treat her right since the last one had been a jerk. Rylee stuck her tongue out but knew he only teased her because he cared about her. Too bad he had a wife but then again she didnt want to date someone she worked with. Now, a yummy firefighter like Jaeden MacKenzie; that was entirely different! Shed welcome any time spent with him even if it was only five minutes at a time. She bit her lip before asking, Does he have a girlfriend?
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Darren shook his head, Nope, but if youre interested, I can put in a good word for you. His passion is firefightin so you dont have to worry about competin with anything except for a fire truck and a fire hose. A firefighter needs someone who understands the pressure of savin lives so I think youd make a great couple! Rylee smiled softly, Well, well see if he calls me. And if he doesnt? Darren raised an eyebrow. She giggled, I know where Station Three is located. Darren patted her on the leg, Thats my girl! Go get him, sweetie! Rylee decided to give Jaeden a couple of days. If he hadnt called, shed come up with a good excuse for stopping by the station. When she finally fell asleep, her dreams were filled of being held within Jaedens strong arms. As visions filled Jaedens head with Rylees angelic smile, he moaned her name in his sleep. Ryan tossed his pillow at him and threatened to choke him if he didnt shut up moaning about Rylee and let him get some sleep! He smothered his laughter as he realized that Jaeden had finally been bitten by the love bug.

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Chapter 2 Jaeden spent his day off mulling over the idea of calling Rylee but every time he reached for the phone, he chickened out. The girl was gorgeous and probably had a boyfriend so hed be wasting his time and making a fool out of himself by calling her. On Tuesday he headed back to the fire station for his twenty-four hour shift. The second he walked into the living area, Ryan started nagging him about Rylee. Hey, dude, did you call her? Jaeden opened the refrigerator door and dug around inside for a bottle of orange juice. He shook his head as he twisted off the cap and guzzled half of the Florida treat before verbally replying, Nahhh. She probably has a boyfriend so whats the use in callin? Ryan rolled his eyes and pulled out his cell phone. Gimme her phone number so I can call her. Youre obviously not man enough to ask her out. Jaeden scowled at his best friend. And make her one of your statistics? Dont think so, dude! Ryan raised an eyebrow as he slapped his cell phone into the palm of his hand. Statistics? What the hell does that mean? Dude, you go through women like Sherman went through Atlanta durin the Civil War. Full-blast, take all prisoners until youve had your fill of em and then pfffft with survivors! Jaeden flopped down into the chair and leaned back to tuck his shirt into his pants. Bobby Hudgins wandered into the kitchen and playfully smacked Jaeden on the back of the head, Boy, didnt your mama teach you not to play with yourself at the kitchen table? Jaeden jumped to his feet and started to unzip his uniform pants. Boy? Ill prove that I aint a boy!
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Ryan howled with laughter, J-Man! Put that thing away since you dont know how to use it! Jaeden muttered, Both of you can kiss off! He tucked his shirt neatly into his pants before zipping them back up. Bobby teased, You wouldnt like how I French kiss. He puckered his lips and made kissy sounds toward Jaeden. Jaeden made a face and backed away from him. Keep those nasty germs to yourself, dude! Nothin personal but I like females! Ryan muttered, Im beginnin to wonder since you wont call that hot babe from two nights ago. Bobby looked from one to the other and concentrated on Jaeden. Is he talkin about that pretty little Life Flight nurse at the accident on Halloween? Before Jaeden could reply Ryan exclaimed, The hot babe gave him her phone number before she left on the chopper but J-Man hasnt called her yet. He emphasized yet hoping to kick-start Jaeden into calling the girl. Cryin shame if Jaeden wasnt gonna call her cuz he wouldve jumped the moment hed opened his eyes yesterday if shed crammed her phone number into his turnout coat. Jaeden grabbed his bottle of orange juice and chugged the remaining liquid down his throat. He tossed the empty container into the recycling bin before he stalked from the kitchen. He looked around the living area that was allotted for a TV, pool table and couches for some downtime in between calls. Much to his chagrin, there were too many of his brothers around to have a private conversation. Hed have to walk outside or to go to the room he shared with Ryan. It was chilly outside since it was early November but he needed to be alert in case a call came through
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dispatch. If he was already downstairs, it would be easier to jump into his turnout gear. Before Ryan walked into the room, Jaeden wrapped his legs around the firemans pole and slid down. Once his feet touched the concrete floor downstairs, he headed outside and leaned against the front of the red brick structure. He shivered until he got used to the chilly temperature. He sucked in a deep breath and let it out slowly as he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket. Jaeden had already programmed her number into his phone. He found it on his menu before he chickened out again. He broke out in a sweat at the thought of having to call her again if she was gone to work. Hed never been so jittery about calling a girl before so what was so special about this one? The phone awakened Rylee and she knocked the alarm clock off of her nightstand as she fumbled for the phone. She groaned when she saw that it was 7 a.m. but managed to grab the phone before it fell onto the floor. She mumbled, Hello? Jaeden was lost in his thoughts about Rylee and almost missed hearing her soft sweet voice as she answered. He gulped, Umm, may I speak to Rylee? Rylees eyes popped open at the sound of the seductive Southern accent on the other end of the phone. Oh lord, he sounded like the firefighter from two nights ago! What was his name, again? Jaeden something. Oh, wake up and speak to the man, Rylee, before he hangs up! This is Rylee. Jaeden softly laughed, It sounds like I woke you up so I can call back later if you want me to. For gods sake, shut up babbling, Jaeden! Shell think that youre incapable of even putting two sentences together that make sense!
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Well, it might help if I knew who I was talking to. Jaeden smacked the palm of his hand against his forehead. Real smart, J-Man, for not introducing yourself! He softly laughed, I guess Im not totally awake either so let me start over. Good mornin, Rylee. This is Jaeden MacKenzie. We met the other night at the accident on White Horse Road. Rylee knew exactly who he was but it was better to keep him guessing. He didnt need to know that shed thought about him nonstop since Halloween night. Umm, Im not sure if I remember you. It was really chaotic that night so youll have to refresh my memory. She rolled onto her stomach and twirled a lock of her hair between her fingers while she waited to hear his seductive voice again. Oh lord, hed already ignited a fire within her that wouldnt be put out very easily. Then it hit her that he had to be interested in her since he had called her! Oh, snap! Im the firefighter and paramedic who helped you with the kid in the accident. You stuffed your phone number into my turnout coat pocket. Jaeden held his breath and prayed that it wasnt a fluke that shed done it. Please god let her really be interested in him and he wasnt making an idiot out of himself. Rylee decided to let him off of the hook since he was obviously nervous. She softly replied, I remember you so good morning, Jaeden MacKenzie. Jaedens head fell back and he winced at the contact against the brick building but, thank god, she remembered him! If you want to go back to sleep, I can call you later. Noooo. I need to get up since Im on call today anyway. I cant very well be sitting around in my jammies if my pager goes off.
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He closed his eyes as a vision of her sitting in her jammies ran through his mind and it suddenly took his breath away. This girl wouldnt wear flannel pjs to bed and she might not wear anything to bed! Her soft voice broke through his trance, Jaeden, are you still there? Sorry but I was distracted for a minute. He was distracted alright! Distracted by visions of her petite body being underneath him in his bed! She asked, Are you working today? Jaeden quickly replied, Uh huh. Im on for twentyfour hours. Hopefully, we wont have any calls like Halloween night with kids playin chicken. Rylee softly answered, I wonder how some of those kids are doing. Jaeden replied, I went to University Hospital to check on our patient, Brent Jacobs, yesterday, while I had the day off. He has third-degree burns on his hands and arms. Luckily, the fire was put out before more damage was done. He was trying to get his buddy out of the car when it caught on fire. Hell spend a few days in the Burn Unit before theyll release him. Rylee breathed a sigh of relief. Well, at least hes alive. I feel so sorry for the families of the two kids who died. I do, too. From what Brents girlfriend said on the way to the ER, the kid drivin the other car had been smokin weed. I dont know why kids think its okay to do drugs and drive drunk. Hell, Rylee, its not just kids who do it. Im sure that youve been to accident scenes where adults are just as guilty. It makes me wonder sometimes why Im in this profession. He rubbed his forehead in frustration.
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Rylee quickly agreed, I can understand that but Ive wanted to be a nurse ever since I was in kindergarten. Jaeden laughed, Ive wanted to be a firefighter since preschool. Rylee boldly asked, How old are you? I just turned twenty-four on October 24. Ooooo, you were almost a Halloween baby! Happy late birthday! Jaeden laughed, Is it politically correct for me to ask how old you are? Im twenty-three and my birthday is July 15 in case youre interested. Jaeden thought to himself, Babe, you just dont know how interested I really am! It brought to his mind the reason he had called. Umm, Rylee, I was callin to ask you out for supper and to see a movie Friday night. Its my night off. That is, if you dont have a boyfriend or a husband or anything. Oh, brilliant way to ask her out, Jaeden! Rylee softly laughed, Id love to go out with you. Jaeden wasnt sure he heard her correctly, You would? Yes, or I wouldnt have accepted. Jaeden laughed, I guess not! And by the way, Im not married and I dont have a boyfriend. If I had either of those acquired items, I wouldnt have given you my phone number. And unlike a lot of females, I only date one guy at a time. Since her answer stunned him for a second, he simply replied, Oh. She asked teasingly, Is that a problem or do you like to share the girls that you date?
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Jaeden burst out laughing, I dont care for threesomes! Oh, dude! That was a stupid remark to make! Rylee suddenly giggled and he felt a rush of relief wash over him. She softly asked, So, what time do I need to be ready on Friday? I dunno.maybe 6:30 so well have plenty of time to eat before the movie starts. Would you like to have my address so youll know where to pick me up? That would be a good idea, wouldnt it? I guess the Life Flight chopper couldnt drop you down here at the fire station. After Rylee gave him her address, they chatted for a few more minutes before Jaeden decided he should make an appearance back inside of the fire station. He shoved his phone into his pocket and turned around to find his best friend smirking at him. Jaeden scowled, What are you lookin at? Proud of you, dude, that you got the nerve to call her. So, where you gonna take her to eat and what movie are you gonna go see? Jaeden rolled his eyes at Ryans inquisitiveness. I dunno what movie until I look online to see whats playin at the local theaters. I havent thought far enough ahead to know which restaurant, either. He knew that he didnt want to take her to a pizza place or just any little hole-in-the-wall restaurant. Ryan made a few suggestions on choices of restaurants which were a cut above a casual place but not too fancy. Charlies Place was a steak and seafood place on Lake Norman that was popular with any age group. Jaeden had been to Charlies Place and it seemed like a great choice so that was one worry off of his mind.
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Now, what kind of movie would Rylee like? She seemed to be a fun-loving girl who would like a comedy but he could tell that she had a soft romantic side. He sat down in front of the computer and pulled up the listings and chose a romantic-comedy. Now, if he could make it through the next three days until seeing her again. It wasnt that he wanted anyone to be hurt in an accident that would require Life Flight but it was a sure-fire way of getting to see her again. Rylee lay on her bed and thought about Jaeden MacKenzie. She was more than intrigued by him but part of her heart was telling her to think twice before getting involved too fast while her head was telling her to grab him before it was too late. She had just started carefully putting her heart back together after a bad break-up three months ago with a guy shed been dating for eleven months. Her former boyfriend, Sam King, had always been a fun kind of guy to hang out with since high school days. Shed thought that their friendship had evolved into something more but, unfortunately, he didnt feel the same. Sam had kept pushing her to go to bed with him when she wanted to wait to give herself to the right guy that she was going to marry. The night he accused her of being a tease, she realized that Sam King thought he was the king of passion and she was supposed to give up her virginity to him no matter the cost to her morals. An argument between them resulted in a bitter break-up and an even firmer desire to find the right guy without giving up the one thing that was precious to her.her self-worth. But what if Jaeden was the same as Sam? Good lord, the man was even more gorgeous in looks than Sam. From what she could tell, Jaeden had a sculptured body to be loved by a womans lips and soft caresses. Would he still be interested in her once he found out that he wasnt
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going to be lucky enough to jump into her bed on the first date or even the second, third or fourth date? It might take a thousand dates before she was ready to go that far with him. Would he understand how important it was for her to wait until she was ready? It certainly wasnt a topic of conversation that could be brought up on the first night. She groaned as she imagined how that would go.I like everything about you, Jaeden MacKenzie, and by the way, you can forget it if you think that youre jumping into my bed! She thought about how it would feel to nestle in the bed next to his hard muscular body and feeling his warm lips against her bare skin. It gave her shivers to think about it but scared the living daylights out of her at the same time. Oh, good grief, Rylee! He hasnt even taken you out on a date and here you are fantasizing about how it would feel to be in bed with him when youre scared for him to even touch you! She glanced at the clock and it was almost 8 a.m. She had to head to the shower and then go to the grocery store. She wondered if she could nonchalantly drive by the fire station in hopes of seeing Jaeden. But what if he noticed as she drove past? She sounded like a high school kid and this was not normal behavior for her at all! On her way to the grocery store, she drove past the fire station in hopes of seeing Jaeden outside but to her disappointment, he was gone on a call. They didnt see one another until he knocked on her door three days later.

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Chapter 3 When Rylee opened the door Jaeden was at a loss for words. Her hair was pulled back into a barrette and he longed to twist each soft curl around his fingers. She was wearing a sapphire blue sweater with a pair of black pants that fit her like a glove. She had on black suede calf-length boots. His heart skipped a beat when he gazed into Rylees eyes. Hed have to handle her with the utmost care and treat her like a lady or he might as well stay home. He slid his hands into his pockets to keep them from wandering over her soft, luscious body. He softly smiled, Hey, Rylee! Rylee felt that same spontaneous attraction thatd been evident between them a few nights ago. He was even more gorgeous than shed remembered and the fact that he was hers for the night made her tremble from head to toe. Her blue eyes sparkled as she gave him a glance-over and she approved of his appearance. Jaedens navy blue button-down shirt emphasized his broad shoulders and muscular chest. His jeans fit tightly around his legs and butt like hed been poured into them. He was wearing a pair of boots that laced up. Oh lord, she was in over her head before she even left with him. Please, god, dont let her screw things up. Let him like her as much as she liked him. Jaeden could tell from her expression that she was as nervous as he was so he took matters into his own hands. Ready to go? I thought that wed go eat and then go to see a romantic-comedy thats been given good reviews. He was giving her the option to let him know if she didnt like that type of movie. She smiled, I love romantic-comedies. Would you like to come inside while I grab a jacket? She turned toward the inside of her apartment.
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Sure! Jaeden stepped inside and glanced around at her tidy living room. Purple must be one of her favorite colors since it was the color of the throw pillows on her black couch and the candles and knickknacks were in shades of purple and red. He stashed away that piece of information and hoped that thered be plenty of opportunity to need it. Since hed been raised as a proper Southern gentleman, Jaeden automatically took her dark purple jacket and held it as she slid her arms into the sleeves. He waited while she picked up her purse before they stepped into the hallway and asked, You do have your keys to get back inside? Rylee held up a set of keys and jangled them before laughing. Well, I have my own personal firefighter if I lock myself out. Oh lord, Rylee, that was a really dumb to say since hes not yours yet! There was a pause for a brief moment before Jaeden laughed. Well, I cant break in without the proper tools so youd still have to call 911. Rylee gave him a tiny pout that melted him into a puddle, Geez that means I couldnt see you in action, huh? Jaeden shrugged, Well, I can kick the door in but Im better at personal rescues like givin mouth-tomouth. Rylee softly murmured, Ill just bet you are. She didnt see the look of desire on Jaedens face as he looked down at her. He was already in for the fight of his life and their date had barely begun. He pulled her door shut before they walked down the hallway to the elevator. They chitchatted inside of the elevator until it gave a sudden lurch as they passed the third floor. Rylee
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grabbed Jaedens arm and gasped, How are you at rescuing people from elevators? Jaeden looked at her with a twinkle in his eyes and laughed, I dunno. I havent done it before but are you plannin to push the stop button to jam this thing? Rylee blurted out before thinking, As much as Id like to be stuck with you, I dont want it to be inside of an elevator. When she realized what shed said, she felt her cheeks redden like a sunset. She immediately covered her face with her hands and prayed for the floor to swallow her whole. Oh lord, she wasnt sure she wanted to know what he was thinking! She murmured, Im so embarrassed. Jaeden shrugged, Why? Its obvious that you like me as much as I like you. He put his arm around her and gave her a quick gentle hug to reassure her that things were cool. She softly replied, I know weve talked on the phone every day since we met but this is the first time that weve been together. I shouldnt be blurting out how I feel about you. Jaeden tilted her head back so shed have to look at him. He murmured, You talk too much but just let me say that I have a feelin that were gonna be more than casual friends. He wanted to kiss her but would she think he was moving too fast even though it was obvious thats what she wanted from him, too? They were saved as the elevator doors slid open at the lobby floor. Jaeden placed his hand against the door to keep it open as they stepped out. He silently cursed the great timing of being interrupted. Another second and he wouldve had a taste of her sweet succulent lips. He placed his hand on the small of her back as he guided her outside toward his red Chevy pickup truck. It bore a Mooresville Fire Department license tag along with
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red lights in the shiny chrome grill on the front. He opened the passenger door after unlocking it and helped her climb inside before he walked around to the driver side. Once they were safely buckled up, he turned the ignition on and the radio began to play classic rock. He glanced at her and softly mentioned, If you dont like classic rock, I can change it to something else. Rylee exclaimed, I love it! My brother, Zane, had a classic rock band before he went to college in England. Jaeden raised an eyebrow at that tidbit of news. Why did he choose to go to school in England? What was wrong with the USA? Rylee adjusted her seat belt to fit more comfortably. He was offered an all-expense paid music scholarship that was too good to pass up. I miss him even though he aggravates the living daylights out of me. Did you grow up here in Mooresville? Rylee tossed her hair behind her shoulders and leaned sideways as she looked at him. No. Im from Kenly, a small town in the middle of North Carolina. I went to a four-year college for nursing but decided to move to this area because the pay is better. When I applied for jobs, there was an opening at the hospital at Lake Norman for an ICU nurse. An opening came up for Life Flight so I applied and they hired me six months ago. What about you? I was born and raised in Mooresville and I wouldnt live anywhere else in North Carolina. I love my job since theres plenty of excitement, especially durin racin season. Race fans are notorious for their love of the sport! My cousin, Zack Thomas, wants to be a professional racecar driver if he can find a sponsor. Does he live in Kenly, too?
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She nodded, The racetrack is late-model racing on Saturday nights. Jaeden nodded his head, I pull an extra shift doin EMS on the weekends at the track in Concord when Im not workin. Never hurts to make a few extra bucks. Rylee softly laughed, Well, youre just dedicated, arent you? My mama wanted me to be a doctor but thats too much blood and gore. Ill just stick to fightin the mighty fiery beasts of structure fires and goin on EMS calls and car accidents. Rylee looked at him like he was loco. How do you deal with all of it? Some accident scenes have given me nightmares. Jaeden shrugged, I try not to dwell on it but if its a really bad call, we discuss it when we get back to the station. Counselin is offered but I prefer to deal with it on my own. Rylee murmured, Last Sunday night was horrible. I kept hearing those kids screaming and it was hard to get to sleep afterwards. Jaeden reached over and took her hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze. Yeah, it was bad and not just because it was Halloween night. I hate to see anyone die senselessly like that but especially kids. They were lost in their own thoughts for a moment before Jaeden broke the silence. I wasnt sure what kind of restaurant to choose but I thought that Charlies Place on Lake Norman would be okay. They have a good selection with seafood and steak. Rylee agreed, I love eating there! Jaeden breathed a sigh of relief that hed at least made a good choice of restaurants. And if he picked the wrong movie, well, there were others being shown at the theater. It was a short drive to the restaurant and he did the gentlemanly thing by opening her door and escorting
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her inside. He didnt know that he was racking up brownie points in a hurry but all he had to do was just look at her and smile to make her melt at his feet. They were seated at a table overlooking the lake and their server took their drink order for sweet tea since he was driving and Rylee liked wine but not on the first date. It took concentration to study the menu when their minds were on ripping one anothers clothes off. Frankly, it scared both of them with the intensity of their feelings. Jaeden ordered steaks cooked medium-well and stuffed potatoes with a salad. They continued to make small talk until their salads were brought with the rest of their meal. After they ate, Jaeden asked if shed like some dessert. Rylee declined even though she loved the restaurants famous homemade cheesecake, especially when it was drizzled with chocolate sauce. She smothered a laugh at the thought of how scrumptious Jaeden would taste drizzled in chocolate sauce! Oh lord, she had to be careful of her thoughts around him. He raised an eyebrow and a slow smile crossed his lips. He knew exactly what shed thought but Rylee didnt realize that hed had the same thought about drizzling her with chocolate sauce. Hed been fighting the urge to whisk her out of the restaurant away from everyone. Jaeden paid for their meal and they walked handin-hand to his truck. After they got inside, it took a moment before he got up the courage to ask, Rylee, would you mind if I kissed you? Her first thought was, Would I mind? before she gazed at him and whispered, I thought youd never ask. Jaeden softly laughed as he cupped his hand behind her head and drew her closer. He lightly brushed her lips and their kiss quickly grew more intense. He pulled away before it grew into an out-of-control raging inferno. He murmured against her lips, Oh god, Im in trouble.
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Did I do something wrong? Rylee looked worriedly at him. No. You havent done anything wrong except for rockin my world. He caressed her cheek with his fingertips. Rylee, I really like you a lot. I mean, I want to see you again and we havent made it through the rest of our date. Maybe its a good idea that were not going back home. Unless you think bein in a dark theater is too much of a temptation. He raked his fingers through his chocolate brown curly hair and muttered, Ive probably just made a complete idiot out of myself since I really dont know how you feel about me. As he stared out of the window, Rylee bit her bottom lip and debated about being truthful with him. Jaeden, after the movie is over, we need to talk. I really like you but Ive just gotten over a breakup with a guy who hurt me. Jaeden jerked his head around and stared at this girl whod already claimed his heart. An intense rage filled him at the thought of someone hurting her and he clenched his fingers into a fist. Tell me who he is. Ill kick his ass. Fortunately, he moved back to Kenly after we broke up. We were high school friends and it evolved into something else after I graduated from college and moved here. I thought he wanted to be more than friends and, like a fool, I thought hed keep his promise about behaving like a gentleman. Jaeden mulled over what shed said and the more he thought about it the angrier he got. He wanted more from you than what you wanted to give? Rylee nodded her head, Yes, but Id rather not discuss it right now. Lets enjoy the rest of our date and go to the movie. We can talk later.
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He took her fingers in his hand and kissed the tips. Youve got yourself a deal, babe. Rylee knew that he was a compassionate guy from the way that hed handled their patient on Halloween night. Instinctively, she felt that she could trust him but shed also thought the same about Sam King. The movie was as good as the critics had proclaimed that itd be. Afterwards, Jaeden drove back to her apartment and it was time to have the talk that shed mentioned. He sat down in the corner of the couch which left her room to decide where she wanted to sit. He wasnt forcing her to be closer to him than what she wanted. She had to feel that she could completely trust him from the start or a relationship would never work. To give things a cozy feeling, Rylee lit some candles before she sat down. She noticed that Jaeden was sitting in the corner of the couch which left her plenty of room next to him. He was sending signals that the ball was in her court to do as she wished. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly as she sank down onto the overstuffed cushions. She leaned back and wasnt sure what to do with her hands since she was nervous. As she reached over to pick up a throw pillow Jaeden laid his hand on top of hers. The candlelight shone softly against her face and she was so beautiful that he longed to gather her into his arms and kiss her until neither could breathe. But he wasnt crossing any lines; she had to willingly come to him when the time was right. He spoke softly, Rylee, you dont have to worry. Im not gonna try anything. Until you want things to go further between us, I promise to be a perfect gentleman. Rylee licked her lips with the tip of her tongue which drove him insane. She softly replied, I want someone to teach me what it feels like to be loved. Ive
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been hurt which makes me wary of giving my heart to someone else again. He softly smiled, I can understand that. Rylee raised her head, Can you? Jaeden nodded his head and waited for her to continue. She looked at him without a hint of a smile on her face. Can you understand what it feels like to think that someone loves you and then you find out that they only wanted to get into your bed? He nodded again as she paused, I knew Sam for eight years and seven of those, we were best buddies. We hung out together while I was in high school and college. Then, those fun times turned more serious and he promised to wait for me to decide when it was right for us to take things further. Rylee hugged the purple throw pillow tightly against her as the pain of Sams taunting words stabbed her in the heart. One night, he decided he was tired of waiting. Jaeden felt rage building inside and he prayed that she wasnt going to say that the guy tried to hurt her or he was going to totally lose it. Hed put someone in ICU if they hurt her. Hed known her for less than a week but she was special and not the type of girl to go all gaga over him just because he was a firefighter. He held his breath while he waited for her to continue. Rylee hid her face against the pillow as she said, He called me a tease and said that I deserved whatever I got from the next guy that I kept dangling on a string for a year. Jaeden muttered a few intelligible choice words that werent fit to be said in front of a female but he was angry. He brushed his hair back from his forehead with his hands and leaned forward to rest his elbows on his knees. He cupped his forehead into the palm of his hand and blew out the breath hed drawn in before he raised his head to look at her. Oh god, she looked so sweet and
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innocent. How could anyone rip her to shreds for wanting to remain as pure as the day she was born? He softly replied, Ry, its your right to remain a virgin until you meet the right guy. Im makin a vow that Ill never push you into makin that choice. Rylee heard his vow but she focused on the nickname that hed given to her. You just called me, Ry. Uh, I did? Jaeden looked perplexed and wondered why she chose to focus on that instead of the vow hed made. Yes, and I her lips against nickname for me. except for you. Do like it. She leaned over and brushed his. It can be your own personal No one else is allowed to call me Ry you have any nicknames?

His heart softened as he saw the tiny bit of happiness shining in her eyes since hed been the one to put it there. My buddies call me, J-Man or JT. Why, JT? Well, my name is Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie. My best friend, Ryan, nicknamed me J-Man cuz he couldnt say Jaeden when we were little. Well, I like calling you, Jaeden. Whatever makes you happy. Their eyes locked and it seemed as if they wanted to say more but didnt want to tempt fate. Jaeden boldly reached out and caressed her cheek with his fingertips before they leaned toward one another and their lips met. Oh, sweet heaven above, he wanted more than just a kiss but hed made that vow to respect her. He intended to keep it if it killed him; and, right now, it felt like it would as he tried to focus on anything except for the erection in his jeans.
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Rylee entwined her fingers in his thick curly hair as his mouth devoured hers. Oh lord, his kisses were sweeter than they had the right to be. He was a walking temptation to forget the vow that shed made but she refused to give up her virginity until she knew it was to the one man she wanted to marry. Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie could be that man if things worked to his advantage. Only time would tell if hed be lucky to completely win over Rylee Grace Thomas. He had to wait no matter how long it took. He reluctantly pulled away and sighed as he noticed the time. He softly murmured, I dont want to leave but its almost midnight and Im on call tomorrow for forty-eight hours instead of the usual twenty-four. One of my buddies needs Sunday off so we traded out my Sunday off and Ill work doubles. Ill have Monday and Tuesday off. Rylee was disappointed that she wouldnt get to see him for the next forty-eight hours. Well, you can call me if you have time. Jaeden stood and gently pulled her to her feet. Sweet thang, Ill always make time to call when I cant be with you. He traced her lips with his fingertips. You can come by and see me. I just might take you up on that suggestion. Oh, please do. Ill be bored outta my mind in between calls and youd be such a beautiful distraction. Rylee giggled and he frowned at her. Now, whats funny about that? Rylee giggled again and barely managed to say, Its pretty much what you said the night that we met. Jaeden softly snickered, Well, you were a beautiful distraction! Their eyes met again and this time, Jaeden bent his head and pulled her against him. He locked his lips against hers in a heated kiss filled with a passion that
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promised of future things to come. It rocked both of them as he slowly pulled his lips away from hers. He cleared his throat and softly replied, Id like to take you out on Monday night if youre not busy. Rylee was beyond words and could only nod her head. She touched her lips with her fingertips and stared at him with a dazed look. She longed for another kiss and he saw the desire in her eyes that was also reflecting in his. He had to leave before he broke the vow that hed made and completely ruin what they were so carefully building. He slowly backed toward the door and spoke one last time. Ry, I had a great time tonight and I have a feelin that Im gonna be lyin awake thinkin about you for a long time. That makes two of us, Rylee softly replied as he opened the door and left her with sweet dreams to keep her company for the rest of the night.

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Chapter 4 When the tones sounded at three a.m. Ryan was jarred awake and sat up on the side of the bunk. He slapped Jaeden on the back and yelled, Wake up J-Man! We gotta roll, dude! Jaeden was dreaming of Rylee and loudly groaned as he sat up and shook his head. He wanted to fall back onto the mattress and forget about being a firefighter. This was their third call since ten p.m. and frankly, he was exhausted beyond belief. It hadnt helped much to be kept awake by thoughts of Rylee. He scrubbed his face with his hands as they headed toward the firemans pole and slid down one man at a time to get into their turnout gear. The dispatcher was calling out the call to them over the PA system and all he heard was something about a structure fire. Damn, another fire! Jaeden grabbed his turnout gear and pulled his bunker pants over his legs. His feet slid into his boots as he pulled on the straps to hold up his pants. He shrugged on the coat and slid his arms through the sleeves before he grabbed his black helmet. He did a quick check to be sure that his flashlight and PASS device were attached to his coat. No firefighter went into a burning structure without a PASS device since it set off a piercing wail if he was injured or unconscious in dense smoke. He climbed into Engine One and settled next to Ryan who looked at him with a smirk on his face. He muttered, Whats wrong with you? Ryan chuckled, Funny, I was gonna ask you the same thing. Dude, you look like shit. Well, excuse me, but I havent had much sleep tonight. Ryan shook his head, Sleepin Beauty, you wanted to be a firefighter so get your mind off of sweet thing and get some sleep when we get back.
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Jaeden flipped him off and stared out of the window as the fire engine raced down the street toward the fiery disaster that awaited them. He wondered if Rylee was asleep or on an emergency call. Trey Edwards laughed, Is that your IQ or how many times youve slept with her? Jaeden reached over and snatched him in his grip faster than Trey could blink his eyes. Lemme tell ya something, TE, my girlfriend is a lady and I expect all of you to give her some respect. You got a problem with it; well settle it when we get back to the station! You got me? Trey held up his hands in defense, I was jokin! No need to get all hostile! I didnt know that you had a girlfriend! Jaeden let go of him and muttered, Sorry. Trey warily eyed him before he dared to say another word, No problem, Lieutenant, but, like RJ said, maybe you need to get some sleep. Maybe RJ needs to keep his big mouth shut! Jaeden was a lieutenant but he didnt pull rank over his brothers unless it was a life-threatening situation. He gave his best friend a warning glare before turning his head to stare outside again. Ryan and Trey looked at one another and shrugged. Neither had seen Jaeden react this way before but they werent about to provoke his temper for the rest of the night. Hopefully, they could knock down this fire and go back to the station for some much-needed sleep. Theyd had an over-abundance of structure fires during this shift and it was wearing on their nerves. Smoke was pouring from the house and it was apparent that it wasnt going to be a quick job. Jaeden sighed wearily before his feet even touched the ground but it was his chosen profession so he had to suck it up.
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An older woman ran outside from the rear of the house and shouted that her elderly husband was confined to bed. Jaeden dropped the fire hose and jogged toward the rear of the house with Ryan on his heels. Luckily, the blazing inferno was still at the front of the house but dense smoke was snaking its way toward the rear. When they entered the bedroom, they saw an elderly man was hooked up to oxygen which increased the urgency to get him to safety. Jaeden radioed to the battalion chief, JT to Battalion Chief! Battalion Chief Johnstone quickly replied, Go ahead, JT! Request EMS for patient! Hes on oxygen but medical info is unknown! Ten-four, JT! We have EMS standing by! Ryan and Jaedens eyes met and they nodded before Jaeden replied, Sir, we need to get you out of here as quickly as possible. Ryan heard snapping and crackling sounds that were steadily growing closer to them, Uh, JT, we dont have much time. Okay, lets do it. Jaeden quickly replied. He and Ryan grasped the sheet underneath the man and yanked it free from the mattress. On a count of three, they gently picked him up. The man covered his mouth and nose to block out some of the smoke. When they stepped into the hallway, Jaeden saw a wall of flames headed toward them. The expression on his face told Ryan that they didnt have much time to escape. He could feel the intense heat on the back of his turnout coat as sweat rolled down his face into his eyes. He blinked back the droplets but he didnt have a free hand to wipe his face. It took all of his strength to hold tightly to the makeshift gurney.
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They stepped out into the crisp night air and barely made it past the bedroom windows when the glass exploded from where theyd been standing. Intense heat and flames licked from the windows as the outside air fueled the flames higher in the night sky. Brad Carter immediately took charge of the elderly mans care. He saw the weary look in Jaedens eyes and gave him a pat on the shoulder for doing a great job. He jumped inside the rescue unit to get the man hooked up to oxygen before assessing him. Jaeden and Ryan were sent to Rehab to be assessed. Jaeden flopped wearily onto a chair to have his blood pressure taken. He wouldnt care if he was told to stay put until the fire was extinguished. His vital signs were fine and he could return to the fire after he drank Gatorade. Ryan studied his best friends face and made a mental note to keep his eyes on him. He was worried since Jaeden had been distracted ever since hed met Rylee which wasnt like him. He averted his gaze before he was caught staring at him and received another tonguelashing. Jaeden was like a brother to him since Ryan was an only child. He shook his head as he thought about Jaedens younger brother, Jamie MacKenzie. Jamie was wild and teetering on the edge of being an adult but still not wanting to grow up. Jaeden scowled as he saw Ryan shake his head since he was sure it was meant for him. He muttered, What have I done now? Ryan looked at him in surprise and laughed, I was thinkin about your brother and wonderin when hes ever gonna grow up. Jaeden snorted, James Michael wont grow up until hes forced to. He took a gulp of cold orange Gatorade. And who knows when that will happen.
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Is he still datin Chief Hendersons daughter, Stephanie? Hot and heavy. They cant get enough of one another and its sickenin to be around them. Ryan muttered, Sounds like someone else for the past few days. What the hell does that mean? Jaeden slammed his bottle of Gatorade onto the table in front of him. Nothin except youre obsessed with Rylee and youve forgotten about the rest of us. Jaeden suddenly grinned, You sound like a jealous female. Ryan flipped him off before they grinned at one another and slapped high-fives. We make an awesome team, JT, cuz that was one helluva rescue gettin that dude outta there just in time. They dont come much better than us! Jaeden boasted. Battalion Chief Johnstone scowled, Get your prima donna asses back on the front line and show the rest of em how to put out this fire. The young firefighters stood up and chugged the remaining Gatorade before tossing the empty bottles toward the recycle bin. They shrugged on their turnout coats and took a deep breath while surveying the scene. It took over two hours to completely extinguish the fire and to be sure that no hotspots re-ignited. All Jaeden wanted to do was fall into bed and sleep uninterrupted while dreaming about Rylee. He wearily laid his head against the window and closed his eyes for a second. As he nodded off, he heard his name mentioned. Shawn Phillips quietly asked, Wassup with JT? Hes one of the quickest dudes on B-Shift but hes draggin ass tonight.
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Ryan softly snickered, Its nothin. Hes just been bitten by the love bug. Jaeden didnt feel like arguing about why they thought his personal life was their business. He pretended to be asleep until they reached the fire station when he stretched and gave a yawn or two. He was quiet as he took off his turnout gear and stood in front of his locker contemplating falling into bed or taking a shower but he smelled like smoke. Ryan slapped him on the back, Want me to scrub your back, gorgeous? Jaeden laughed, Ill scrub yours if youll scrub mine! Trey shook his head and snickered, Aint yall mighty sweet? Jaeden grabbed Ryan in a bear hug and kissed him on the cheek. RJ is my sweet thang! Ryan gave him a playful shove away and scowled, Damn, JT, I told you that was our secret! Well, sugar britches, I decided it was time to enlighten everyone! Trey backed away and held his hands up. Okay, if yall say so! Jaeden and Ryan howled with laughter and made kissy faces at one another as they headed upstairs to take a shower. Afterwards, they fell onto their bunks and Ryan hesitated for a moment before speaking his mind, JT, you know youre a brother to me and if this pisses you off, youll get over it. Jaeden stuffed the pillow underneath his head and waited to hear what Ryan had to say. He watched him fidget with the edge of the blanket which was unusual for him. Dude, you can say anything so go ahead and spit it out.
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Ryan looked at him with a serious expression. JMan, weve known each other since we were little kids. You havent let anyone or anything come between you and that undyin passion you have for firefightin. Just be careful and keep your mind where it belongs when were on calls. I dont know how I could walk back into this fire station without you. Jaeden replied, First, lemme say this.I understand how you feel cuz I dont want to walk back in here without you, either. Its a hazard of our profession that could happen. Its hard not to think about Rylee when I want to spend every second with her. Doesnt mean that were not gonna remain friends but, if things work out, Im gonna be spendin a lot more time with her. Ryan mumbled, Huh. I dunno whats she done but youve got it bad. Jaeden yawned and closed his eyes before murmuring, You should taste her kisses. He popped his eyes opened and scowled, But on second thought, stay the hell away from her. Go to sleep, J-Man! Youre delusional if you think Im gonna steal her away from you. I have enough woman problems without addin to it. Jaeden was already softly snoring before Ryan turned off the light. His dreams were filled with Rylee as he softly moaned in his sleep as he wrapped his arms around her and drew her against him. Ryan sighed and put the pillow over his head to drown out Jadens mumblings. Lord, help him if he managed to survive the nights while they were on duty together. He might as well stay for an additional shift to make sure that Jaeden was still alive on Monday morning. Hed only worry himself sick if he wasnt around to keep his eyes out for him. They had a few hours of uninterrupted sleep before A-Shift came on for their regular shift. Trey and Brad let
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them know how hectic their night had been so theyd leave Jaeden and Ryan alone until a call was dispatched. Around 10 a.m., Ryan glanced at the clock on the nightstand. Jaeden was still asleep so he quietly got dressed before leaving the room. He mumbled a few good mornings before making it to the kitchen to look for something to eat. He was starving since he had missed breakfast at 7 a.m. Cody Brickford was lounging against the counter and smirked, Good mornin, sleepyhead. About time you got up. Ryan opened the cabinet and grabbed a box of cereal and a bowl before he replied, We had a rough night with four calls within five hours. Cody answered, Yeah, thats what we heard from BC and TE, plus the notations in the logbook. Ryan poured some cereal into the bowl and stared at it before dumping it back into the box. He grabbed an egg carton and expertly broke four eggs neatly into a bowl and frothily whisked them. Cody exclaimed, Youre gonna eat four eggs? Ryan shook his head, Nope! Two are for J-Man who will be stumblin in here in about five minutes. He poured the eggs into the frying pan and set it on the stove top before popping four slices of bread into the toaster. Dude, youll make somebody a good wife one day! Cody laughed. Jaeden stumbled into the kitchen, He just needs that frilly apron to complete the scene. Ryan scowled, scrambled eggs? You wanna cook your own

Nahhh. But, thanks, cupcake, for cookin some for me, Jaeden playfully slapped Ryan on the butt and laughed at the expression on Codys face.
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Am I missin something here? Cody hesitantly asked. Nope! Weve been best friends forever. Jaeden walked past them to get to the refrigerator. You want some orange juice, RJ? Ill split one with ya. Sure! Ryan finished scrambling the eggs and put them on a plate. He grabbed the toast and slapped them next to the eggs. They had barely begun to eat when the tones went off for another structure fire. Jaeden shoveled the eggs into his mouth along with a swig of orange juice before he grabbed a slice of toast. They slid down the firemans pole and were in their turnout gear in less than two minutes. A half of slice of toast was hanging from their mouths as they climbed into Engine One. Jaeden realized that he hadnt talked to Rylee on Saturday and his mind was still occupied with thoughts of her as they arrived on the fire scene. The upper floors of the three-story apartment building were engulfed in flames. It would require a door-to-door search to make sure everyone was out. Brady Holloman and Neal Thompson went inside first and Jaeden followed with Ryan on his heels. The first three apartments were empty but at the fourth apartment, there were terrified cries of small children inside. When the door was kicked in by Brady and Neal, they saw the children were trapped across the room where the bedrooms were located. Brady turned to motion for the team behind them to begin to douse the fire with their hoses. Jaeden ran across the room without a second thought to his own safety. He jumped across the couch and dodged a piece of ceiling tile as it fell in front of him. As the flames erupted around them, he quickly grabbed the two youngest children, tucked them tightly against his chest and turned to run across the living room. The dense smoke was blinding him and he could barely see
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his way toward the exit. His survival skills were the only thing propelling him forward and knowing that he had to get them to safety. Cody was startled for a second when Jaeden shoved the two kids into his arms before he turned to go back for the other two. Ryan grabbed Jaedens arm and signaled for that he would rescue the kids and give him time to catch his breath. It suddenly hit Jaeden about the childrens parents and he made a split-second decision to search for them. He didnt have much time left before the flames would consume everything in his path but he wasnt leaving until he was sure that no one was left inside. He dashed toward the bedrooms and pushed past a stunned Ryan who had clearly told him to get out. Ryan grabbed the two remaining kids and carefully made his way to the doorway. He passed the kids off to another firefighter and turned to go back to find Jaeden when Cody grabbed his arm. Cody shouted, I cant let you go back into that inferno! Ryan stubbornly yanked his arm free and shouted back, Im not leavin my partner to die so back the hell off! Cody reached out to grab him but missed as Ryan darted backwards out of his reach. Shit! Those two were plain crazier than bats outta hell! He prayed that they made it out alive or hed never hear the end of it from BShift and Battalion Chief Johnstone. God forbid, Chief John Daniels would crucify him! He shouted orders for his team to pull out except for the team spraying a steady stream of water onto the inferno. Less than a minute later, his prayers were answered as Ryan and Jaeden suddenly emerged like demons straight from hell. Jaeden had a young woman
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cradled in his arms. As Cody stepped back, he saw the determined look in Jaedens eyes that said he wouldve died in the blaze rather than leave those four young children without their mother. After Jaeden carried the young woman to the rescue unit to be assessed, things became a bit hostile between him and Ryan. He took his helmet and SCBA mask off to wipe his face when Ryan jerked him around and got in his face. Ryan angrily shouted, If you have a damned death wish, why dont you just go ahead and call your mama to tell her goodbye? Tell her that youre so freakin stupid thinkin about some chick that you put your life and mine on the line in there! Shed read you the riot act and then maybe youd listen! Jaedens eyes flared with intense blue sparks. Get the hell outta my face, Ryan Lee! Hell, no! Ryan grabbed Jaedens turnout coat and yanked him close so they were standing toe-to-toe. I have no desire to go to your funeral so the best thing for you to do is go park your ass in Engine One and stay there! You pullin rank on me? Jaeden raised an eyebrow. Damned straight! Were both lieutenants but Im assumin command over your sorry ass so shut up or so help me, Ill deck you right here! Ryan clenched his fingers into a tight fist. Every muscle in his face showed his fury and the strength that it was taking to keep from following through on it. Jaeden smirked, Well settle this, later. He walked away to sit on the side of the fire engine and watched the crew fight the blaze. Ryan was right because hed acted recklessly but hed had the gut feeling that the mother was inside and he couldnt make the kids orphans. After they got back to the station, Jaeden and Ryan were called to the fire chiefs office to give their version of
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the events. Cody had filed an incidence report citing that Jaeden had failed to follow a direct order. It was noted that Jaeden had saved the young mothers life by going back inside. Even though he was an excellent firefighter and they desperately needed him on B-Shift, Chief Daniels decided that Jaeden needed to learn a valuable lesson on how not to endanger his own life or those of his brothers. He was given three days unpaid suspension on top of the two days that he had off so hed be home for five straight days to think things over. He was ordered not to show his face at the station or any fire scenes until his suspension was over. If he behaved, the offense would be wiped from his file but if he messed up again, hed be placed on unpaid suspension for six weeks. Ryan was reprimanded for acting unprofessional by allowing his temper to override his better judgment in dealing with Jaeden in front of the general public. They were sent home but Ryan would return to work on Tuesday. They went to their lockers to gather their belongings. Ryan wanted to apologize to Jaeden for yelling at him but he was afraid to open his mouth. Jaeden took matters into his own hands and held his hand out to him. Instead of shaking hands, Ryan locked him into a bear hug and they were laughing before they got to their vehicles.

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Chapter 5 Jaeden was in a funk about being suspended as he drove to Rylees apartment. Much to his relief, her car was in her designated parking slot. He wearily trudged up to her apartment and raised his hand to knock when the door was yanked open. He didnt know who was more surprised when they saw one another. He grinned until he noticed that she had on scrubs and the smile slowly faded from his lips. Damn, she must be working todayjust his luck! Could this day get any worse? Rylee was delighted to see her favorite firefighter even if he was a little bedraggled with his sweaty curls lying against his forehead and his face was covered in soot. He was obviously exhausted from fighting a fire and she longed to drag him inside but she couldnt! She remembered that she was supposed to be on the way to an emergency call. Jaeden gave her a lopsided smile, I guess this means we cant eat lunch together. Jaeden sweetie, Im the relief for a co-worker who called in with the flu. She gave him a small pout. Its only for six hours, though. He leaned over and kissed her on the forehead. Give me a call when you get home. Since youre workin Ill cook supper tonight. Rylee looked at him in surprise, You know how to cook? Baby, all firefighters know how to cook. We like to be where things are hot; the kitchen, bedroom and fires but not necessarily in that order. He gave her a wicked grin before stepping aside allowing her to walk past. Ill take you up on the offer if youre serious. Ry, I never make offers unless Im serious. He admired the way her scrubs fit as he walked behind her to the elevator.
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Arent you supposed to be on duty for forty-eight hours? She pulled her hair up into a ponytail and secured it with an elastic band. Jaeden mumbled, Ive been suspended three days for insubordination. Rylee laughed until she saw the serious expression on his face. Honey, what did you do? He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. To make a long story short, we saved four kids in an apartment earlier. I had a gut feelin that their mama was still inside. I disobeyed a direct order to leave and went to find her. Was she still inside? Rylee held her breath and waited for his answer. Yeah, and she was alive. They stepped into the elevator and he pushed the button for the lobby floor. Rylee placed her hand on his arm and he was expecting to see a look condemning him for failure to obey orders. She surprised him as she stood on her tiptoes and gave him a soft lingering kiss for a few seconds. Rylee murmured against his lips, Youre a hero. Jaeden shook his head, Im not a hero, babe. Its my job and I love it but I put Ryans life in jeopardy when he went back to find me. We couldve died if the ceilin had given way. Isnt that what firefighters do? You put your lives on the line each call to save a life. He softly smiled and caressed her cheek, How did I get so lucky to meet you? He bent his head and brushed his lips against hers. Ive missed you. She whispered, Ive missed you, too. The elevators bell dinged and they jumped apart as the doors slid open and an elderly couple got inside.
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Jaeden took Rylees hand in his and gave it a gentle squeeze before interlacing their fingers. When the woman glanced at him from head to toe, Jaeden softly laughed, Im a firefighter and havent had time to take a shower since I wanted to come see my girlfriend. The woman smiled at her husband which said she understood exactly how Jaeden felt. Rylee looked up at Jaeden and mouthed the word girlfriend but he winked at her and softly smiled. He walked Rylee to her car and opened the door for her. He leaned on the door frame and softly asked, You dont have to give me an answer yet but will you be my girlfriend? She studied his face and what she saw melted her into a puddle. Ill let you know, tonight. He nodded his head and replied, You want me to pick you up? Then well go back to my place for supper at 6 p.m.? Ill call you and you can give me directions so supper wont burn. And you wont have to take off your frilly apron! Rylee teased. Jaeden laughed, Very funny, babe! He bent his head and softly kissed her. Be sure to buckle up and drive safely. He shoved his hands in his jeans pocket and walked toward his truck. He paused as he placed his hand on the door handle and thought how it felt as if Rylee had taken a piece of his heart when she left. After Jaeden stopped by the grocery store and picked up items to make teriyaki chicken, green bean casserole and wild rice, he put up the groceries. He poured the teriyaki sauce over the chicken so it could marinate while he took a shower and set the alarm clock to awaken him at 4 p.m. and grabbed some sleep.
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When Rylee knocked on his townhouse door at 6 p.m., he met her at the door wearing a chefs apron that covered his polo shirt and jeans. She burst into laughter when she saw his attire. Well, I did mention an apron earlier. Sweet thang, this will have to do cuz I dont do ruffles. A slow smile slid across Jaedens face as he pulled her inside before closing the door. Ummm, youre way too masculine for ruffles and lace. Rylee slid her gaze up and down his six-foot-one muscular body. Like what you see, babe? He cupped her face in his hands and murmured, I sure hope so since I most definitely like what I see. He lowered his head and claimed her lips. It was supposed to be a quick welcoming kiss but grew into a longer passionate one. Rylee softly moaned as he gently pushed her against the back of the door. Oh lord, he was such a good kisser and could make her forget the rest of the world existed. Their kiss was interrupted by pounding on the door behind Rylee. She winced as the sound reverberated inside of her head and she moved aside. Jaeden yanked the door open to see Ryan standing there with a grin on his face. He gave Ryan a snarling scowl in return. J-Man! Im glad youre home so we can watch the football game on TV tonight! At first, Ryan ignored the snarl and scowl on Jaedens face until he saw Rylee; then he understood the reason for it. Jaeden leaned against the open door and watched Ryan give Rylee the once-over. He dared him to flirt with her just once; then all hell was going to break loose. He took his eyes off of Ryan for a second and glanced at Rylee. He was amused to see that she wasnt impressed by his best friend.
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Hallelujah! There was finally one female on the planet who didnt think Ryan Lee Jackson was a gift from Heaven. He loved Ryan like a brother but he got fed up with the way that he treated females like trinkets to be used and discarded. Jaeden would treat Rylee like a princess if she gave him a chance! It didnt take long for Ryan to turn his charm onto her. You must be the gorgeous lady whos enchanted JT to the point where he cant think straight. Jaeden rolled his eyes and wanted to strangle him! If he wanted Rylee to know how she affected him, hed tell her himself! Theres a thing called a phone which you shouldve used before comin over here. Ryan shrugged, Youre always home so why should I bother callin? He looked at Rylee again and slowly smiled, It seems that JT has forgotten his manners; Im his best friend, Ryan Jackson. I presume that youre Rylee? Nice to meet you, Ryan, and, yes, Im Rylee Thomas. Ryan took her hand and kissed the back of it before she stepped toward Jaeden. He noticed that Jaedens eyes changed in a flash and there storm clouds were raging inside. He knew that hed better back off in a hurry so he headed toward the kitchen. Something seems good. Whatcha cookin, J-Man? stay. Teriyaki chicken and, no, youre not invited to Rylee softly hissed, Jaeden, be nice. Jaeden murmured, Hell stay forever and I want to be alone with you. Ryan got the hint but decided to tease his best friend. Its okay! I know when Im not wanted. Just like a poor homeless puppy left in the gutter somewhere. He shrugged, I only wanted a beer and to discuss what
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happened earlier today so there wouldnt be any hard feelins between us. Jaeden sighed and slammed the door before leading Rylee toward the kitchen. One beer and thats it. He asked Rylee, You want a beer too, babe? She shook her head, I dont like beer. Ryan exclaimed, You dont like beer? It only tastes good if Im being kissed after the guy has had a swallow of it but otherwise, no, thanks. JT! Ryan laughed, Tuck that away for future reference,

Jaeden opened the refrigerator and got out two cold beers. He handed one to Ryan and looked at Rylee, I have Pepsi, Mt. Dew, Gatorade or water, if youd like to have either of those. Rylee softly replied, I need some caffeine so Mt. Dew will be fine. Ryan snickered and muttered, Yep, you can always dew her up. Jaeden reached across the bar and smacked him behind the head, No smart-assed remarks like that about my girlfriend. He felt a tug on his shirt sleeve and looked down at Rylee. The answer to your question is yes. For a second he didnt understand what she was talking about. Then it suddenly hit him about asking her to be his girlfriend. Hell, yeah! He pulled her against him and lowered his head before giving her a kiss that was guaranteed to melt an iceberg in the middle of the Arctic Circle. Ryan watched in amusement and a tug of envy pulled at him. Rylee Thomas was a gorgeous woman. Hed love to get her in his bed anytime that Jaeden got tired of
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her. But for the moment, she belonged to his best friend and he wasnt a backstabber..yet. Jaeden grabbed the oven mitts and checked the green bean casserole. It needed ten more minutes so he was going to get the teriyaki chicken on the grill. Ive gotta get the chicken before it burns. Ryan watched him walk toward the French doors leading to the deck before he turned his attention back to Rylee. He took a pull of his beer and got straight to the point, So..how serious are you about Jaeden? Rylee raised her eyebrow as she leaned against the counter. She allowed a tiny smile to form on her lips before she spoke her mind, And why are you asking? Because you care about him or do you have another reason? Ryan gave her a long stare before replying, Maybe Id like to know if youre serious enough to date only him or if youd go out with me, also. Rylee softly laughed and glanced away before looking back at Ryan. There wasnt a hint of a smile on her lips. Lets lay the cards on the table, okay? I like Jaeden a lot and hes asked me to be his girlfriend which means making a commitment to date only him. I dont cheat, lie or backstab my boyfriends, especially with their supposedly best friends. So if youre truly his best friend, dont hit on me again. Got it? Yes, maam, Ryan tilted his bottle of beer toward her in a salute. That said all that I needed to know. Jaedens a lucky man to have you so handle him with care. He finished the beer and set it down on the counter. Yall need some time alone so tell him that Ill talk to him tomorrow. Dont leave on my account, Rylee mumbled. Sweetheart, youre all that Jaeden has talked about for the last week. Hed rather be with you than me. Enjoy every second that you have with him cuz any
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structure fire can take him away from you. Ryan gave her a tiny salute and headed toward the front door to let himself out. Rylee walked over to the couch separating the dining area from the living room. She sank down onto the overstuffed cushions and was lost in thought and didnt hear when Jaeden walked back inside. When he vaulted across the back of the couch and landed next to her, she squealed, You scared me! Hey, sweet thang! Wassup? Jaeden grinned at her. Wheres Ryan? He said that hed talk to you tomorrow. Rylee stared intensely at him as if she wanted to memorize each feature of his face. Okay, what did he say about me? Rylee gave him a coy look before softly replying, He, ummm, mentioned that Im all that youve talked about for the last few days. Jaeden shrugged, No use in denyin it. I think about you before I go to sleep, when I wake up, and every minute in between. So, yeah, that pretty much covers each day since weve met. She bit her bottom lip before snorting softly, While were bein honest, I have to say that youre all that Ive thought about, too. You can ask my partner, Darren, since I drive him insane by talking continuously about you. So, what are we gonna do about it, Ry? Jaeden fell against the cushions and pulled her back with him. He slid his arm behind her before lowering his head and giving her a passionate kiss. Rylee panicked as the kiss deepened and she pushed him away from her.

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Jaeden looked at her in confusion, Okay, what did I do wrong? That kiss was a little too intense. Well, excuse me if I kissed you a bit too passionate but youve agreed to be my girlfriend. Youre givin me mixed signals, baby. My emotions are playing war games inside of me. Jaeden leaned forward to look at her. And what are they sayin to you? now. I dont think its a good idea to tell you that right

Jaeden lowered his head to mere inches from her lips. Sweetheart, whatever you want to tell me isnt gonna change a thing. I made a vow not to push things, remember? I beg to differ on that one. Rylee sat up and scooted away from him to cool things off before it got out of hand. He hung his head down and counted to ten in order to get his urges under control. He wanted her so bad but hed made a vow not to touch her until she was ready. He stood up and mumbled, I need to get the green bean casserole out of the oven. Rylee saw that he was fighting to stay in control and it made her feel guilty. She tugged on his shirt sleeve which stopped him in his tracks. She softly whispered, Jaeden, Im sorry. Its hard trying to hold back my feelings for you. You think its hard for you? Try bein me but, baby, you dont have to worry your pretty little head about it. I made a vow that I intend to keep. Rylee pleaded, Please dont be angry with me! Jaeden sighed, Ry, Im not mad at you. Its just been a lousy day.
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Do you want me to leave? He pulled her gently to her feet and kissed her softly on the forehead. No, maam. I just need a couple of minutes to get supper ready so we can eat. Everythings cool, babe. Can I help with anything? Nope! Everythings ready. You just need to sit down and chill for a few minutes since you worked today. He walked into the kitchen and fixed their plates with the teriyaki chicken, wild rice and green bean casserole. Then he took the plates to the table and placed them on the placemats before he lit two candles on the table. Rylee walked over and he pulled her chair out for her before he sat across from her. Jaeden asked how her day had been and listened attentively as she described the accident scene that shed gone on after lunch. Another call had been dispatched to transport a critically ill patient from the hospital in Charlotte to Duke Medical Center in Durham, North Carolina which took an hour one-way. After they were finished eating, Rylee insisted on helping him clean the kitchen and loading the dishwasher. They watched the football game which had begun a few minutes earlier. She was nestled against Jaedens shoulder and thought about how comfortable he made her feel. It was like they had known one another longer than a week. During a commercial break, Jaeden got up to grab a beer and a soft drink for Rylee. When he returned, he handed her a single red rose. She looked up at him in surprise. Whats this for? I wanted to give you something to remember that we met a week ago and girls always like flowers.
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Rylee softly smiled as she buried her nose in the soft petals and smelled the sweet fragrance. She glanced at Jaeden and whispered, Thank you. Youre welcome, babe. He sat down next to her and slid his arm around her shoulder. He set his beer down on the end table and turned toward her. It seems like weve known one another a lot longer than a week. Rylee held her breath as he lowered his head and nudged her lips apart with the tip of his tongue. She felt his hand slide underneath her sweater. She was fine until he started snaking his fingers slowly up toward her breast. The night with Sam flashed through her head and she began to fight like a tiger. She beat her fists against Jaedens shoulders in the effort to push him away. He finally got the message and pulled his lips away. She slapped him hard across the face and started to scream before he placed his hand against her lips. Rylee, what the hell? He stared in confusion until he saw the terror in her eyes. It slapped him in the face harder than her hand had done. He closed his eyes for a brief second before he opened them and spoke softly. Rylee, Im not gonna hurt you. If I take my hand away, you wont scream, will you? She shook her head. Her chest heaved up and down and she gasped for breath after he removed his hand. You promised you wouldnt try anything! Jaeden realized that he had to calm her down. Ry, listen to me for a second. Im sorry for touchin you. Ill go sit on the love-seat if itll make you feel better. He started to get up but she grabbed him and burst into tears. She wailed, Im sorry! He pulled her into his arms and crooned softly, Shhhh, baby, its okay. Things just got outta hand but I swear it wont happen again. Just give me another chance.
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Its just that.. Rylee began to wail again and gasped for breath. Jaeden had dealt with hysterical patients before but it was different with Rylee. He cupped her face in his hands and saw the panic in her eyes so he murmured softly, Rylee baby, everythings cool so take some slow deep breaths. He softly smiled to encourage her, Cmon, baby; calm down. Im not gonna hurt you. She looked at him as tears streamed down her face which tore his heart in two. You dont understand. Well, explain it to me. He waited patiently for her to say something. Rylee, talk to me, sweetheart; whatever it is, well work through it. She barely spoke above a whisper, Sam wouldnt stop when I told him no and if I hadnt kicked him, he wouldve raped me. Jaeden swore worse than a drunken sailor and was livid at the thought of someone hurting her. He wanted to beat the crap out of the guy! When he saw that she was sitting there like a ragdoll, all of the anger seeped out of him. He softly caressed her cheeks with his fingers. Baby, why didnt you tell me about this sooner? Its not exactly something that I could bring up on our first date! Maybe not but it sure explains why youre wary about gettin involved with me. He snorted, I sure blew that trust a couple of minutes ago. If youd known about the incident with Sam, you wouldnt have done anything so stop blaming yourself. When she looked at him, he saw the pain reflected in her eyes. So, thats when he broke up with you and walked out? She whispered, Bingo.
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him!

Sonvabitch! Im gonna kick his ass when I find Well, lets hope that day never happens.

Hed better hope for his own safety that we dont come face-to-face. Rylee gave him a pleading look. Can we finish watching the football game and forget about Sam King? Hes not worth being discussed. Youve got it, sweet thang. Jaeden made a vow to take care of Sam King if they ever came face-to-face. That day was coming sooner than he thought.

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Chapter 6 During Jaedens days of suspension, Rylee spent as much time as possible with him when she wasnt working on Life Flight calls or in ICU. He studied for EMT classes online since he needed to stay updated on new techniques. Jaeden was a workhorse when it came to firefighting or EMS calls. He was bored out of his mind with so much time off. After he returned to work, things were tense for the first hour. No one was quite sure what his mood would be since hed never been suspended in his three-year career. Things eased considerably after he began to tease his brothers for treating him like he had PMS. For the next ten days, calls poured in and kept them busy. Before anyone realized it, Thanksgiving was only four days away and since he wasnt scheduled to work, Jaeden planned to spend the holiday with Rylee. Nick Andrews answered the phone when it rang, Fire Station Number Three, Nick Andrews, how may I help you? Rylee asked, May I speak to Jaeden MacKenzie, please? you! Hold on a sec. Nick yelled, JT, its some chick for

There were several catcalls and kissy sounds as Jaeden walked toward Nick. He was holding a pool stick in his hand and threatened to use it as a lethal weapon if they didnt shut up! Before he could grab the phone, he heard Nick asking, Hey, is this the famous Rylee? Rylee giggled, It depends on what Im famous for. Nick hooted with laughter, Well, lets just say that JT hasnt kissed and told us anything but you can fill me in on your love life.
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Rylee was speechless for a second as she gathered her thoughts. Well, Nicholas, what happens between us will remain private. Nick swallowed hard since she had made him feel five-years old by calling him, Nicholas. Yes, maam. He looked up to see the scowling face of JT MacKenzie and he slunk away after handing him the phone. Jaeden leaned against the doorframe and gave his brothers a thunderous scowl that rivaled the fury of a hurricane. They immediately found something to amuse themselves. He put the phone to his ear and murmured, Hey, babe, sorry about Nicks asinine remarks. Rylee softly laughed, You should hear some of the questions that Ive been asked about you. Darren insists that weve slept together a dozen times. As far as Jaeden was concerned there wouldnt be anything wrong with that idea but he kept his thoughts to himself. He twirled the pool stick in his fingers as if he was a martial arts instructor but was actually giving fair warning for everyone to steer clear of him. So, wassup, sweet thang? His brothers glanced at one another and more than one eyebrow was raised when he called Rylee sweet thang. Jaeden had it bad for Rylee Thomas and they couldnt wait to see this chick for themselves. From Ryans description of her, she was one hot mama but, then again, RJ thought every female was hot! Rylee hesitated for a moment while gathering the courage to ask Jaeden the one thing she had called for. Zane isnt coming home for Thanksgiving because of a dumb project hes working on. I dont want my parents to be alone on Thanksgiving so Im going home to see them. Would you like to go with me? Jaeden thought about his parents but his brother, Jamie, would be home to celebrate the holiday with them. It seemed really important to Rylee to be there for her parents which showed him the sweet, compassionate and
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loving woman that she was. Shed make an excellent wife and mama one day. Whoa! Where had the idea of marriage and kids come from? When he didnt respond, she asked again, Jaeden, are you still there? Hearing her voice again jarred him from his thoughts and he responded, Huh? before he softly laughed, Sorry, babe, I was lost in my thoughts for a second. You want me to go to your parents for Thanksgiving? Wrong choice of words to utter in a room full of firefighters! They were hanging on to every word and the catcalls were on the rampage again! They totally ignored the thunderous glare he was giving each of them. JT had climbed the next important rung on the ladder of a relationship..getting to meet the parents! If he passed their inspection, the rest was a piece of cake! Jaeden turned his back and murmured into the phone, Sorry for the hoopla in the background. Buncha morons! Ryan sauntered past and snorted, Idiot! Were just thrilled that youve got a girlfriend and a gorgeous one, too! Jaeden whacked him on the butt with the end of the pool stick and rolled his eyes when Ryan looked over his shoulder at him. To answer your question, yeah, Ill go to your parents. Ryan let out a whoop, Dudes, hes gonna go! Rylee burst into laughter, You dont have any privacy, do you? That depends but anything thats really personal with us will remain that way, regardless of what they think around here. Are we gonna leave early Thanksgivin mornin?
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Rylee laughed, Its a four-hour drive so well leave Wednesday night. Uh, where am I supposed to sleep? More than one suggestion was yelled across the room. Trey shouted out, You can sneak into her room once her parents are asleep! Shawn suggested, JT, you can always slip a sleepin pill into their drink at supper. Theyll be out like a light by bedtime and then you wont have to worry about bein caught in her bed! Bobby Hudgins stared at Shawn in disbelief, Is that the voice of experience speakin? Shawn shrugged, I plead the Fifth Amendment but lets just say that I didnt get caught. Dude! Bobby smacked him on the head with a piece of rolled-up newspaper. Thats just wrong to drug a girls parents! I didnt say that Im the one who did it! Shawn protested. Jaeden was trying to hold back his laughter at their antics but a laugh escaped anyway. Im sorry; Ry, but these guys are idiots today. Did you ever answer my question? Noooo! Rylee laughed, But you can sleep in Zanes room since he wont be home. Thatll work! Hed much rather share her bed but, hello, he couldnt make it past first base with her so sleeping in her bed in her parents house was totally out of the question! Well, I have to get back to work since break time is over, Rylee sighed. He murmured overwhelmin in ICU.
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Right now, the patients are quiet but that can change in the blink of an eye. She softly murmured, I miss you. Miss you too, babe. He longed to tell her how he really felt even though it was too early for those thoughts; somehow they had found their way into his heart. He was madly in love with her and in over his head. He had to tread carefully so he wouldnt scare her and end up breaking both of their hearts into a million pieces. He ended the call and turned around to find grins on everyones faces. He held the pool stick in one hand and held his other hand out in front out of him. Poolanyone? Cmondudes, Ill kick your asses on the table even blindfolded! There was a scramble for the nearest pool stick to see who was going to be the first to take down the reigning pool champion. Ryan stood with a smirk on his face, Suckers! You know hes gonna win cuz hes won the last ten games since he came back a week ago. Jaeden raised an eyebrow, Does that mean youre not up for the challenge, RJ? Ryan laughed, Ill wait for em to wear you down and then Ill kick your ass for the last game. Youre on, dude! Jaeden held his hand out to seal the deal for the last game to be between the two of them. In ICU, Rylee turned around to see the amused looks on her coworkers faces. She leaned against the counter and crossed her arms, What? April Leighton shook her head and softly laughed, Girl, you have it bad for the guy and yall have barely been together for three weeks.

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Rylee played dumb, I dont have a clue what youre talking about! Were just going to my parents house for Thanksgiving dinner and thats it. Denise Wilkins hid a smile, Uh huh and just where is he going to sleep? Rylee placed her hands on her hips and glared at her two friends. Well, its not gonna be in my bed! April and Denise exchanged looks before giggling like twelve-year-olds. April dared to say, Rylee, Jaeden MacKenzie is a hunk so theres no sense in trying to deny the feelings that you have for him. Rylee raised an eyebrow, I didnt know that you knew Jaeden. His brother, Jamie, is my cousin Stephanies boyfriend. But quit changing the subject! Just jump on the guy! Maybe I will when the time is right. Rylee grabbed a chart and walked away to check on her patient. She left Denise and April shaking their heads and wondering when she was going to trust Jaeden enough to let him love her the way that she deserved. Back at the fire station and five games later, Jaeden remained undefeated and it was finally down to Jaeden and Ryan to see who would win. He broke the triangular shape of balls and sent the cue ball flying down the feltcovered table. The balls scattered in every direction and several fell into the side pockets on the table. Jaeden coolly picked up the chalk and swiped it across the end of his stick while he surveyed the table. He claimed the striped balls since there were less of them remaining. Much to Ryans dismay, he didnt even get a chance to give him a run for his money. Jaeden didnt miss a single shot before he sent the eight ball twirling into the corner pocket for the win. Ryan muttered a few choice words as he stared at his best friend. It seemed that the world was Jaedens to
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claim at the moment. Hed won sixteen straight games of pool; he had the looks and personality which made him the envy of many guys; plus, he had a gorgeous girlfriend. Yep, it seemed that Jaeden MacKenzie was living a charmed life. Envy began to churn inside of Ryan and he wasnt sure that he liked it. The tones resounded throughout the station sending them scrambling toward the stairs and they hurriedly donned their turnout gear. The call was a multiple-car pileup with an infant involved. Jaeden thought of a tiny child being injured as he jumped into the rescue unit with Ryan. He glanced toward Ryan and saw jealousy in his eyes which surprised him. What the hell had he done to deserve that reaction from his best friend? There wasnt time for Jaeden to think about it while he listened to the dispatchers voice describing the accident scene. A car had run a red light and t-boned the driver side of an SUV with a young mother and infant inside, pushing it into another car waiting at the intersection. When they arrived on the scene, the front passenger door wasnt damaged by the impact so Jaeden yanked it open before climbing into the front seat. The young mother moaned as he set his gear bag on the floor. Jaeden reached over to pull the key from the ignition. He said calmly, Maam, Im a paramedic and Ill be assessin you. You could have neck or spinal injuries so please dont move your head. He pulled on a pair of latex gloves. Are you in pain anywhere? She moaned, My head, neck and stomach hurts. It hurts to breathe. They couldnt get her out until the roof was cut from the vehicle. Since the driver door was blocked by the
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other car, Ryan climbed into the back seat and held her head while Jaeden placed a C-collar around her neck. Jaeden noticed the team of Bobby and Brad standing at the front of the Trailblazer where Brad was disconnecting the battery. Bobby was holding the hydraulic cutter and Jaeden knew that they would be ready to cut the posts on the truck in about two minutes. Maam, theyll be cuttin the roof off to get you out so its gonna be a little noisy. The young mother tried to move her head to look at Jaeden, My baby Maam, please dont move your head. The baby seems to be fine even though shes screamin her head off. My partner can check on her while I get you stabilized. She whispered, Thank you. Youre welcome. Jaeden placed his fingers against her wrist to take her pulse. He noticed that Ryan was checking the baby for injuries but didnt take her out of the car-seat. Ryan asked, JT, should I leave the baby in the carseat or take her out? Jaeden glanced at him, Unbuckle the car-seat and leave the baby in there. Is there a blanket to wrap around her? I dont see one! Jaeden thought for a second before replying, Grab a small blanket from the rescue unit. Fold it twice so it wont smother her. Then tuck it loosely over the car-seat. He glanced around the area outside of the truck. I wish Rylee was here so the baby isnt left alone. Before Jaeden suggested that he take care of it, Ryan protested, I dont know anything about babies! The babys mother begged, Cant Amy stay in here with me, please?
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Jaeden shook his head, Maam, we have to cut the roof off and its too risky. He looked around at Ryan, Trade places with me. You take care of the mom and Ill look after baby until we contact someone to get her. Ryan backed out of the truck and muttered to himself about Jaeden being so damned bossy. Theyd made lieutenants at the same time so he didnt have any seniority over him. He kept his mouth shut and traded places with him before pulling on a pair of latex gloves. Ryan took over where Jaeden left off with his assessment. Jaeden climbed into the back seat and unbuckled the car-seat before he took it out. He quietly told the mother, Maam, Im goin to find a blanket in the rescue unit to keep your baby warm and then Ill come back so you can see that shes okay. Ill take care of her until someone comes to get her. She weakly replied, Thank you so much. As Jaeden started walking past Bobby and Brad, Bobby noticed the car-seat in Jaedens hand and laughed, So, youre the designated babysitter? Jaeden shrugged, RJ couldnt handle it. This ones definitely jail bait. Bobby and Brad howled with laughter and Ryan yelled from the inside of the truck, I heard that, JT! Brad pulled Jaeden to the side, How bad is the mom? Not sure. I didnt have time to do much except take her pulse. But from what I could see at first glance, Im gonna make the call for Life Flight. Brad mumbled, Damn. I sure hope she makes it cuz of the baby. Jaeden thought about Halloween night. It doesnt matter what age the victim is, BC, or if their family needs them. Life is just the way it is.
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Brad shook his head, You had too much time on your hands when you were suspended. Jaeden slapped his hand against Brads shoulder. You can begin the extrication but lemme grab a blanket to wrap the baby in so the mom can see that shes okay. Sure thing, JT. Brad couldnt believe the change in Jaeden since he had met Rylee. Before, hed been fun and games except for firefighting. Now, it seemed like he was more serious about everything, whether it was firefighting or personal. Jaeden opened the back door to the rescue unit and stepped inside. He grabbed a blanket, folded it in half and then carefully unbuckled the straps holding the infant inside of the seat. He laid her down on the blanket and expertly wrapped her snugly inside of it. He cuddled the baby tightly against him in the crook of his arm as if he was carrying a football. When he stepped out into the frigid air, he noticed an amused look in Treys eyes but the dude didnt say a word. Trey had a backboard in his hands and was on the way toward the Trailblazer. Jaeden glanced around to see that the entire BShift was watching him. He stopped walking and spun around, What? I cant hold a baby in my arms? Suddenly, everyone got busy as Battalion Chief Johnstone stepped around Engine One and scowled at them. He spotted Jaeden holding the baby and a smile slid across his face. He walked toward him and quietly said, Youll make a great dad one day, JT, unlike these buffoons workin for me. Im in no hurry for fatherhood, sir. Humph! Well, make sure you keep your pants on and dont act like your partner. By the way, I called for Life Flight so your girlfriend will be arrivin any moment. He slapped Jaeden on the shoulder before walking off leaving him with his mouth hanging open.
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Well, hellfire and damnation! Even Johnstone wanted to rag on him about Rylee. Jaeden softly snorted. Rylee was gonna see him holding a baby and, god forbid, if that gave her ideas about their future plans but then again.. He heard the sound of the Life Flight helicopter arriving on scene. As Rylee and Darren hopped out, she immediately saw Jaeden holding a small object in his arms which appeared to be a baby! She jogged over to him while Darren went to get information on the patient to see what care shed require en route to the hospital since her condition was critical. It melted Rylees heart when she saw the compassion and tenderness on Jaedens face. She felt her heart swell with a feeling that came close to love and instantly saw the man that he truly was. Whoa! Love? No way! It was too soon to love him but there it was sneaking up on her like a thief in the night! How had he managed to steal her heart when they had known one another less than a month? Awwww, shes precious, Jaeden! Rylee smiled up at him after sneaking a peek at the baby. Do you know how the mom is? Dont have a clue. Ryan is takin care of her. I told her that Id take the baby to her so shed know that shes okay. She doesnt need any more stress added to her condition. Ryan and Trey carefully lifted the mother from the truck and placed her onto a backboard. Ryan held her head while Trey placed a strap across her forehead and chin to hold the head-blocks firmly in place. Jaeden walked over and spoke quietly, Hey, guys, lemme slide in for a second so the mom can see her baby. Then, Ill get outta the way.
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Ryan scowled, Cant you wait until were finished? Shell ready for transport in two more minutes. Jaeden insisted, Its imperative that she knows her baby is okay. Time was of the essence to provide medical care but her emotional state of mind would come into play, also. She needed to see that her baby was okay. Rylee spoke up, As the Life Flight nurse in charge of this patient, Im giving him the authority to show the baby to her mother. Ryan muttered under his breath, We havent released her to you, yet, so shes not your patient. Jaeden softly hissed, RJ. Ryan saw the glare in Jaedens eyes and knew that hed better shut up or all hell would break loose between them later. He muttered, Let him through. When Brad stepped back, he glanced briefly at Jaeden and offered his support by giving a wink. He felt the same way that Jaeden did; the mom deserved to know that her baby was okay and Ryan needed to get off of his high horses. Trey and Ryan carefully picked up the backboard and Jaeden stepped around Trey so the mom could see her infant daughter. Maam, heres your daughter and as you can see, shes fine. The mother was in tremendous pain but she managed a weak smile, Thank you for taking care of Amy. Johnstone walked over and quietly said, Maam, I called your husband and hell be here to get the baby. Hell meet you at the hospital. Rylee stepped closer and began asking several questions about her patients pain level and where she hurt the most. Jaeden stood back and observed how compassionate she was and the care that she was giving.
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Three days later, they made the four-hour trip to Kenly to meet Rylees parents. Jaeden was nervous since first impressions made the difference if he was accepted or not. But he shouldnt have worried since he charmed Carolyn and won over Spence Thomas from the start. The only problem that he encountered was falling asleep. Rylee was a few feet away from him since her room was directly across the hallway. She was also having the same problem falling asleep. She could envision his firm muscular body lying naked in bed. It would be so tempting to sneak into her brothers room if she dared but that little voice inside of her head kept telling her that it wasnt time yet.. They shared a delicious Thanksgiving meal with her parents and Jaeden kept them amused with the antics of his brother firefighters. He already had their unspoken approval if their relationship progressed to a marriage proposal. Rylee and Jaeden left her parents house late Thanksgiving afternoon since he was on duty on Friday. It was a firefighters life that Rylee would get used to as their feelings became more intense. They knew it coming but neither was sure if they were ready to say. I love you.

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Chapter 7 In early December, Rylee stopped by the station to invite Jaeden to her apartment for breakfast. Shed been working the night before and B-Shift was leaving as she walked inside to find Jaeden. Several of them to lingered as they observed a different side of their lieutenant.one who was passionate about the girl whod won his heart. Rylee slid her arms around Jaedens waist. Good morning, Lieutenant. Im in dire need of a rescue. Jaeden spun around to see his sweet Rylees smile. He scooped her up into his arms and planted a kiss on her sweet delectable lips.right in front of A and BShifts. Dead silence took over as they stared in disbelief and then the catcalls and hoots resounded inside of the building. Ryan leaned against his locker and shook his head. He was still envious that Rylee was Jaedens girlfriend. He was also having serious problems with his own feelings about her since she was his best friends girlfriend. As the catcalls became a bit raunchy in nature, Jaeden became aware of everyone around them. He pulled his lips away from Rylees and scowled, No need to be nasty in front of a lady, guys. Awwww, were just teasin, JT, Bobby whined. Go home to your wife and maybe youll get lucky, Jaeden teased. Sounds like Bobby might not be the only one wholl get lucky this mornin, Ryan laughed. Dont you have a hot female to keep you warm? Jaeden scowled before he burst into laughter. Were goin to Rylees only for breakfast. Yeah, sure! Breakfast in bed, Nick shouted. Well be hearin a three-alarm call for Rylees address in about thirty minutes! Cody Brickford laughed as he danced away from Jaeden and Rylee.
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Well, at least hell have the hose already there to put the fire out! Ryan howled with laughter. Rylee shook her finger at him, You are in so much trouble, Ryan Lee Jackson! Ryan scooped her up into his arms and placed a kiss on her cheek. Awww, you know that we all love you, Rylee! You keep JT grounded now that hes finally got his head together about you. Damn, she was so soft and it felt so right to hold her in his arms. Jaeden was one helluva lucky man but if he ever lost her for any reason, hed ask her out in a flash. Oh, he does? Well, it sounds like you know more about our relationship than I do. Ryan grinned, You mean he hasnt mentioned the L-word yet? Damn, I guess I let the cat outta the bag cuz he sure tells us how much he loves you! Rylees eyes were as big as saucers as she looked away from Ryan and met Jaedens intense gaze. He loved her? Shed sensed that hed felt that way for a couple of weeks but to hear it confirmed by his best friend was something entirely different! The room was as silent as a tomb with everyone holding their breath to see what was going to happen. Jaeden was either going to kill Ryan for blabbing the truth or hed admit that he loved Rylee. Jaeden stared intently at Rylee and saw the panic in her eyes. He wasnt sure if it was from not loving him or if it was from hearing that he loved her. He softly murmured, Ry, well discuss this when we get to your apartment. Rylee shook her head and whispered, Is it true? You love me? Jaeden softly sighed and a smile slid across his lips, Yes.
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Tears filled her eyes and she buried her face against his chest. Oh, thank god. I thought I was going to go insane if you didnt hurry up and say it. Jaeden was stunned for a second; then he bent down to be eye-level with her. Thats not exactly what I was expectin to hear. Oh. Rylee flashed him a radiant smile as she wiped the tears from her eyes. I love you, too, Lieutenant MacKenzie. The whoops and yells were so loud that no one except Rylee heard him reply, I love you, babe before he claimed her lips in a long passionate kiss. It qualified as the three-alarm fire that Cody had predicted. Amid good-natured catcalls, Jaeden followed Rylee out of the fire station while he admired the way her scrub pants snugly fit her. He couldnt wait to get her alone in her apartment to steal a few kisses. It was exactly what he did before he made the French toast while Rylee cooked scrambled eggs and bacon. He freshly squeezed orange juice without the help of a juicer which amazed her by the strength he possessed in his hands that could be so gentle. While they ate, they discussed how things had gone during their shift. After breakfast was over, Jaeden stretched out onto the couch and pulled her down on top of him. He wrapped his arms around her and intended to hold her only for a few minutes but fell asleep, instead. Rylee listened to the comforting sound of his heart beating. He made her feel so safe and secure whenever he was around. She thought back to one year ago and how shed been involved with Sam King. The difference in the two men was so unreal. Sam was cocky and so sure of himself that it was sickening now that she thought about it. Hed been out for one thing and one thing only.just to conquer her and claim her virginity as a trophy to be added to his list.
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Jaeden had vowed to wait for her and with that one exception a month earlier, he hadnt tried anything. She wanted to trust him but she was scared. She sighed softly and closed her eyes for just a moment. He was so warm and she was tired so it didnt take long to fall asleep in his arms. Rylee was awakened by the sound of someone knocking on the door. She stumbled to the door and pushed her hair back from her face before she opened it. To her surprise, Sam King was leaning against the doorframe with a half-smile on his face. Rylee scowled, What do you want? Sam softly laughed, Now, Rylee honey, is that any way to greet me? Youre lucky that I havent slapped you after the way that you acted when you left five months ago. So, what do you want? Arent you gonna ask me inside? Your mama raised you with more manners than to make me stand in the hallway. Rylee retorted, Shed also tell me that snakes need to have their heads chopped off with a hoe! Sam threw his head back and laughed, Thats my Rylee! You havent changed a bit! Ive changed a lot more than you think! Sams eyes narrowed. Whats that supposed to mean? Jaeden stepped behind Rylee and placed his hands on her shoulders, It means that she aint sittin around cryin over your sorry ass anymore. Sams face flushed redder than a sunset. Just who the hell are you?

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Im her new boyfriend whos gonna kick your ass if you dont leave, now. Jaeden nudged Rylee aside and took a menacing step toward Sam. Sam looked at Rylee, Is what he said the truth? Rylee nodded her head and he hatefully spat, Well, I guess youre sleepin with him since its obvious that I woke you up! Thats none of your business. Rylee edged around in front of Jaeden and leaned against his chest. Sammy, leave before theres trouble. It was obvious with the way that Jaeden and Rylee touched one another that their relationship was more than a casual one. Sam had lost her to someone new and he was angry that hed waited too long to come back to make amends. Jaeden almost felt sorry for him until he remembered that hed tried to rape her when shed said no. An intense rage filled him as he gently moved Rylee aside as he took two steps toward Sam. Jaeden shoved him against the opposite wall and raised his fist to slug him. A smirk slid across Sams face. He wanted Jaeden to hit him so hed have a reason to whine about how hed been man-handled when hed come to make amends. Jaeden stepped back but warned him, If you come near her again, Ill put your ass in ICU. Sam smirked when he noticed the fire station logo on Jaedens t-shirt. Whats the matter? Cant you do anything more manly than put out a fire? Jaeden stepped toward him again but Rylee jumped between them and grabbed his shirt in her fists. She urged, JT, dont let him provoke you into hitting him. Rylee had never called him, JT, before which quickly got his attention. He glanced down to see a pleading look in her eyes. Every fiber in his body was resisting the urge to obey her wishes when he wanted to
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slam Sam into oblivion. But which was going to winhis anger or her wishes? Jaeden softly hissed, Rylee Grace, please move out of my way. Hes not worth it, JT. Gonna let a girl tell you what to do, fire boy? Sam taunted. Fury flew through Jaedens veins as if an accelerant had been poured through his veins with an IV and a lit match. He gently moved Rylee aside and pinned Sam against the wall with one hand. He shoved his hand underneath Sams nose and softly hissed, Just one motion from my hand shatters your nose, sending bone fragments straight into your brain. Youll be dead before you blink so dont push me, boy, or youll wish that you hadnt. A woman poked her head from her apartment and asked, Rylee honey, do you want me to call the police? Jaeden answered for her, No, maam. This piece of trash is leavin the premises, arentcha? He arched an eyebrow at Sam and waited for an answer. Sam wisely nodded his head since Jaeden still had him in a death grip. Jaeden moved his hand from underneath his nose and lightly patted him on the cheek but hed gotten his message across. Good boy. Leave town and forget that you ever heard of Rylee Thomas. Sam slowly backed away before turning tail and running toward the elevator. Jaeden grinned until he turned around and saw the furious glare on Rylees face. Oh shit, she was pissed off and for some reason he was the target! Jaeden softly sighed, Okay, what have I done? Rylee hissed, Do you even have to ask?
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Yeah, I do since youre glarin at me like Im Jack the Ripper! Get in here so the neighbors will quit gawking at us, Rylee muttered under her breath. She glanced across the hallway and gave a quick smile to her neighbor, Mrs. Watkins, everythings fine. It was just an ex-boyfriend who shouldnt have shown up. Jaeden walked inside of her apartment like a child being scolded by his mama. He leaned against the wall and waited for her to begin screeching at him which didnt take her long to do. Rylee walked inside and quietly closed the door which hid the rage that was smoldering inside of her. She was furious with Sam for showing up but was angrier at Jaeden. She stepped in front of him and yanked on his shirt. Lemme tell you something, Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! He looked down at this tiny spitfire filled with so much anger that it wouldve been funny if it wasnt directed at him. Oh hell, she was pissed since she yelled his entire name! First of all, Im capable of taking care of myself since Ive done it for the last six years! I can speak for myself so I dont need for you to open your mouth when someone asked me a question! Uh, what question are you referrin to? Rylee slapped his arm as hard as she could. Dont be so dense! Mrs. Watkins asked me if I wanted the police called but you jumped in and told her no! For cryin out loud, Rylee! Youre pissed at me for doin something that stupid? You even admit you were stupid for doing it! Well, I dunno if I said I was stupid but if it makes you feel better He fended off the next round of slaps that she delivered, which only felt like mosquito bites but
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he wasnt dumb enough to tell her. If it made her feel better to think she was hurting him, hed pacify her. Im perfectly capable of dealing with Sam! I didnt need your help! Jaeden snapped, Like you dealt with him the night he tried to rape you? Rylees mouth fell open and he knew hed screwed up royally as a hurt look filled her eyes. Shit! He reached out to pull her into his arms but she backed away from him. Dont touch me! Tears filled her eyes. Youve talked a pretty game to get close to me. What was next, Jaeden? Getting into my bed, too? Its not that way with us, Rylee. Jaeden stepped toward her and tried to remain calm even though he was on the verge of losing her if he didnt handle things delicately. Im not good enough for you or you dont want to wait around for me? Jaeden stopped dead in his tracks and stared in confusion. What the hell was she talking about? Rylee, I love you. Of course I want you but I made a vow to respect you. Bullshit! You want the same thing that Sammy wanted but youre just playing the game entirely different! You want me.here I am! Take me! Rylee shouted as she yanked her shirt over her head and flung it at him. Jaeden caught her shirt as it hit him squarely in the chest. Her breasts were heaving while she took deep breaths. The look in her eyes was like a wild animal thatd been backed into a corner with no way out. If he dared to make one move toward her, shed probably scream bloody murder.

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He licked his lips and spoke in a soft calm voice, Ry, I told you that Ill wait as long as it takes. Im not gonna let things go any further so please put your shirt back on. He held it out and when she made no move to take it, he softly sighed. He stepped toward her to push her shirt over her head. The next sound he heard was a whimper before she began to cry. Rylee sobbed, Get out of here and leave me alone. Jaeden felt his heart sink, Rylee baby, Im not leavin with things the way that they are. If you dont leave, Ill call the police. Her words stunned him. Youd do that to me after Ive told you that I love you and vowed not to touch you? Hell, Rylee, I defended your honor to the guy who tried to rape you! I couldve handled him but you had to play the bully and threatened to beat him up! And Id do it again to keep you safe! Jaeden clenched his fist. He saw that she wasnt backing down and watched as she picked up the phone. Ive asked you to leave. This is your last warning or Im calling the police. Rylee held the phone in her hand and waited for him to leave. Fine! Dont be freakin surprised if I dont come back! He stalked toward the door and slammed it on his way out. Dammit, hed never understand females as long as he lived! Why the hell had he set himself up? Especially to have his heart trampled upon by one who held his heart in her hands only to break it into a million pieces. Hed tried to keep her safe but if she couldnt appreciate it, then the hell with her and all females! Sam had wrecked her life, not once, but twice. She was angry with Jaeden for acting like the white knight and charging in to rescue the damsel in distress. She
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wasnt a helpless female incapable of taking care of herself or so she thought. Tears welled up in her eyes since her heart longed for Jaeden to come back and beg her to let him stay. She fervently prayed to hear his footsteps returning but there was only silence outside of her door. Time would tell if hed come back or if shed lost him when she let him walk out of her life. Rylee spent a sleepless night as she stared at the phone willing it to ring but it remained silent. When the sun rose she pulled on a sweat suit and listlessly brushed her hair. She was working third shift at the hospital but she couldve cared less about her job at the moment. She had one thing on her mind and that was making amends with Jaeden. Rylee wasnt waiting for the elevator and hurriedly made her way to the stairs. She bounded down the steps before scurrying across the lobby floor. A blast of cold air greeted her and she groaned when she saw the icy windshield on her car. She shivered and slid inside to turn on the defroster. She found the ice scraper and her fingers were frozen in less than a minute since she had forgotten her gloves. She let out a muttered curse when her finger hit the end of the wiper blade and scraped the skin off. Blasted winter had to make its appearance this morning of all days! She finally cleaned the windshield and backed out to head toward the fire station. It seemed as if everything was working against her since every stoplight in Mooresville was on red. Even her favorite radio station refused to play what she wanted to hear. The bays were empty when she pulled into the station parking lot. Tears of frustration stung her eyes as she stared at Jaedens red Chevy pickup sitting across the parking lot. Well, shed leave him a note in his locker
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and maybe he would read it. She dug inside of her purse for a pen and found a tiny notepad that would take the entire thing just to say that she was sorry. Rylee was busy scribbling away and didnt notice when the fire trucks returned to the station. The beeping sounds caught her attention as the rescue unit and trucks backed into the bays. She looked up and saw Jaeden, garbed in his full turnout gear, staring at her. Neither moved as their eyes locked on one another. They were frozen .barely able to breathe.waiting for someone to make the first move. Who would give in first.Rylee or Jaeden? Jaeden thought, She looks so beautiful with her hair tousled like she hadnt slept a wink all night long. Well, that made two of them! Hed counted every single line in the ceiling tiles since hed been awake all night long. He leaned against the second bay doorway with his helmet dangling from his fingertips. His face was covered in soot since theyd just returned from a mutual-aid call with Station Two. Hed been on duty barely fifteen minutes when the call had come through. When they got to the scene the fire was extinguished but he went inside the gutted building to make sure that there were no victims. He was already bone-tired and it was only 8:45 a.m. Rylee stared at Jaeden and had her hand on the door handle just waiting for him to make the first move. Why wasnt he coming over? Was he still that angry at her? Oh god, shed really screwed things up! This was freakin insane and she wasnt sitting here another minute! Her notes fluttered to the concrete as she opened the car door. The minute her feet hit the concrete parking lot, she ran toward him. She prayed, Oh god, please dont let him walk away! Jaeden dropped his helmet onto the concrete before he took off across the parking lot. He grabbed her just as
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her feet slipped out from underneath her and scooped her up into his arms. He didnt give her a chance to say a word as he claimed her lips with his own. It didnt matter that his face was covered in soot or that his turnout gear was filthy and smudged her sweat suit. It didnt matter that the entire B-Shift was staring at them with grins on their faces except for one. Ryan walked away in disgust and ripped his turnout coat off and slung it where it landed in a heap next to Engine One. If not for having his name on the back of it, he wouldve left it lying there. He snatched it up and stalked off in a huff. Freakin Jaeden MacKenzie! Brad observed his tirade of jealousy. Trouble was brewing on the horizon and he made a note to talk to JT so hed be on his toes. Jaeden pulled his lips away from Rylees and softly murmured, Ry, please forgive me for actin like an idiot. I had no right to take charge of things. Rylee placed her fingers against his lips and softly smiled at him. All that I want to hear is that you forgive me and that you still love me. He looked at her in surprise, Of course I love you. Why wouldnt I? She looked away and murmured, I acted like a witch when you were only trying to protect me. Jaeden softly laughed, Well, you are a lil spitfire when youre mad but you had every right to be. He let her slowly slide down his body before her feet touched the ground. Be careful cuz its slick out here this mornin. As Rylee pushed her hair back from her face, he saw her scraped fingers. He frowned, Whatd you do to your fingers? He pulled her hand closer to inspect the injury. Cmonweve gotta clean it and put some antiseptic spray on it and then a band-aid. Its just a little boo-boo! Rylee protested.
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Even the smallest boo-boo can get infected, Rylee. Youre a nurse and you know that better than I do. Dont argue with me or Ill put you over my shoulder and take you inside. She exclaimed, You wouldnt dare! Jaeden raised an eyebrow, Oh, I wouldnt? He scooped her up and gently tossed her over his shoulder in a firemans carry and walked into the bay with her loudly protesting. He grinned at his buddies before putting her down on the bench next to the lockers. He stepped over to the rescue unit and opened one of the side doors and pulled out a first-aid kit. He grabbed a bottle of antiseptic wash, some antibacterial cream and a band-aid. Much to the amusement of everyone standing around, Rylee hid her hand behind her back. She tried to get up but Jaeden was faster than lightning as he gently shoved her back down. He scowled, Geez, Ry, Ive had young car accident victims whove acted more mature. It doesnt need anything, Jaeden, its just a scrape! Jaeden bent down and softly hissed, Youre workin, tonight, and that means you have a chance of gettin a torn glove. You could contract HIV which Ill be damned if thatll happen if I can help it. Now, sit there and grit your teeth cuz this is gonna burn like hell! He twisted the lid off of the bottle of antiseptic wash and held her hand tightly in his grasp. He poured the wash over her finger, even when she yelped; until he was satisfied the injury was clean. Rylee stuck out her bottom lip in a pretty pout and complained, Youre mean as hell! Now, now, now, no need to be nasty, Jaeden snickered. When you have a boo-boo, Ill make sure that I torture you.
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Shawn hooted with laughter, Shes gonna drag out the whips and chains to torture you, JT! Jaeden shook his head, Not that kind of torture, you moron. Rylee softly murmured, And how do you know? Jaeden was in the middle of uncapping the antibiotic cream and dropped it onto the floor. Damn, Ry, see what you made me do? I didnt make you do anything, JT, but I know what Id like to do to you. Rylee mussed his hair when he bent down to pick up the tube of cream. Bobby shouted, You can use one of the rooms upstairs for some extracurricular activity! Trey snickered, Or you can climb into the rescue unit and hope we dont get a call. Jaeden shook his head, Youre a buncha perverts. All you think about is sex. He looked around the bay. Speakin of perverts, wheres RJ? Brad stepped closer and mumbled, He went upstairs in a huff before yall came inside. I need to talk to you cuz I think theres a jealousy problem. Jaeden laughed it off, Nahhh, not RJ. Why would he be jealous of me? Brad didnt say a word but glanced toward Rylee. He wasnt going to discuss it in front of her. He patted Jaedens shoulder before walking over to his locker to take his turnout gear off. Jaeden shrugged it off and put a dab of antibiotic cream on Rylees finger before wrapping a band-aid around it. He placed his lips against the band-aid like his mama used to do when he was little. Ryan stood in the shadows watching their sickening display of affection. He had to find a way to deal with his jealousy before it took a toll on his friendship with Jaeden
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and caused a problem with the rest of his brothers. One of Chief Danielss rules was any jealousy was dealt with outside of the fire station and not brought into the family. He slunk away to sulk and think about things. Jaeden was a dumb as a rock about the fact that he lusted after Rylee but she had half of the guys in love with her. He felt the same hunger that was showing in Jaedens eyes whenever she was around him. Theyd been dispatched to the mutual-aid call before breakfast so Greg quickly headed to the kitchen to begin cooking. The rest of the guys wandered off to take showers which left Rylee and Jaeden alone downstairs. You wanna have breakfast with us? Jaeden asked hopefully. I cant intrude on the inner-sanctuary of the brotherhood. He tossed the antiseptic wash and cream into the first-aid kit before snapping it shut. The guys like you and theyve accepted you as part of the family so theres no reason why you cant eat with us. Well, if you insist. Jaeden replaced the kit into the side of the rescue unit and slammed it shut. He stripped down to a t-shirt and a pair of jogging pants before hanging up his turnout gear. He put his arm around Rylees shoulder and they walked toward the stairway. Neither noticed Ryan hiding in the shadows watching every move that they made. An hour later, Rylee left and Jaeden walked her to the car and kissed her. He hated the nights that they couldnt be together which made the ones like last night a waste. He vowed to control his urge to be overprotective of her.

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Chapter 8 Around midnight, Rylee and one other ICU nurse, Susan Deans, went to grab a quick bite in the cafeteria. They got into the elevator with two other nurses from the fourth floor and were busy chatting about the upcoming Christmas holidays. The elevator suddenly gave a lurch and came to a halt. Rylee laughed, Okay, Susan, you can press the button to get this thing going again! Youve scored a point for the master prank tonight! Susan looked at Rylee and exclaimed, I havent touched anything! Rylee looked at the other two nurses and they shook their heads. She began to panic, If you didnt touch anything, then we have a problem! Susan placed her hand on Rylees arm. Calm down, Rylee. Well press the emergency button and security should hear us! She stepped over to the control panel and pressed the yellow button marked emergency call button. A minute later, a voice was heard over the speaker, Weve called the Fire Department so remain calm and dont move around too much. Rylee softly moaned, Oh lord, I dont like being cooped up in here. Susan noticed her pale face and made her sit on the floor. Rylee honey, put your head between your knees if you start feeling faint. I just want to get out of here. Rylee sat down on the floor. Theyve called the fire department and who knows maybe your hunky firefighter will be the one to rescue us. Is he working tonight? Rylee raised her head, Yes, unless hes on a call.
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Well, just think about him and itll take your mind off of being cooped up. Susan sat down next to her and began to talk about Christmas again to occupy Rylees thoughts. Within fifteen minutes, they heard noises on the other side of the elevator door. Rylee immediately recognized Jaedens voice and she crawled to the elevator door and yelled, Jaeden, get me outta here! For a second there was silence before she heard him reply back, Rylee? Is everyone okay in there? Yes, but get us outta here before this thing falls! Calm down, sweet thang. Well get you out. There are two things that I need for you to do, okay? Press the first floor lobby button. Im not touching anything! Rylee, listen to me. The elevator is stuck between the floors but we have to make sure that we follow the correct steps to get you out safely. Now, press the button for me. Rylee pressed the first floor button and held her breath while praying that the elevator didnt move. What do I do now? Nothin except make sure that the inside door is fully closed by pressin the close door button. Stay calm and dont move around while were checkin things on each floor. A firefighter was sent to each floor to push the door closed for the second elevator where Rylee and the nurses were trapped inside. A maintenance worker located the elevator control room to secure breaker power for a minimum of thirty seconds before it was reset. When that failed to work, it was time to try a different way to extricate the nurses from the elevator. The elevator door was opened from a floor above and it was determined that it was stuck between the floors. Ryan would have to rappel down and open the
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hatch on the elevator and drop down inside. The doors would be unlocked with a key and the nurses could climb out with the help of a folding ladder handed down to Ryan. It was a simple method of rescue as long as the cables holding the elevator werent frayed or snapped but Jaeden wasnt about to tell that to anyone inside, especially Rylee. Ry, were sendin Ryan down so hell open the hatch and drop down inside. Well unlock the doors with a key and Ill pass the ladder down so he can help each of you out. Why arent you coming instead of Ryan? Hes better at rappellin than I am! How many of you are there? Four! Okay, each of you get into a corner and cover your heads. Ryans on the way down. Just stay calm and well have you out in a jiffy! Two minutes later, they felt Ryans bodyweight as he gently eased down on top of the elevator car. He carefully opened the hatch and hung his legs over the edge before lowering himself slowly to the floor. He grinned at the four nurses. Well, Ive always wanted females sittin at my feet but this goes to the extreme! Rylee wanted to hug him even for joking around when their lives were still in danger. Can we please get outta here? Sure thing, Rylee! He stepped over to the door and softly pounded on it with his fist. JT, were ready to go in here! He unhooked the safety line attaching him to the rope hed used to rappel down from the floor above. The next thing that they heard was the sound of a key being inserted into the door and the doors were slowly
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forced apart. Jaedens gorgeous face appeared over the edge of the floor just above their heads. Hello, ladies! Jaeden greeted them and then burst into laughter as he saw Rylee looking up at him. It shouldnt surprise me one bit to find you in a jammed elevator, especially after our first date. It isnt funny, Jaeden MacKenzie! Rylee scowled at him before bursting into tears. Get me outta here! Calm down, sweet thang, Jaeden replied in a calm, soothing voice. Ill have you outta there in a minute. Susan looked up into the most gorgeous face that shed ever seen on a man. Holy crap! It was no wonder that Rylee couldnt concentrate on anything since shed met him! The man should be a male model with a face like that instead of being a firefighter! She quietly spoke up, Ummm, Rylee isnt handling this very well so it might be a good idea to get her out first. Yes, maam. Ill be right back with a ladder and then Ryan can help each of you climb out. Ill help you once you crawl out onto the floor. Jaeden was back within a minute with a folding ladder that he carefully passed down to Ryan. He watched as Ryan placed his hand on Rylees arm and behind her back to help her up the ladder. She crawled out onto the floor and he pulled her to her feet. Rylee clung to Jaeden like a cat climbing a tree and he could feel her trembling. He heard her take gulping breaths of air while trying to fight a panic attack. He motioned for Bobby to come over to take his place while he assessed her condition. He smoothed back her hair and bent his head to assess her. He didnt like what he saw since her face was pale and she felt cool and clammy to his touch. Ry, lets go sit down away from all of the commotion. I need to
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keep a close eye on your vitals for a few minutes and to control your breathin. For once, she didnt try to argue with him which told him that she was in trouble. He slid his arm around her waist to keep a steady grip on her. Its okay, babe. Bein stuck inside of an elevator can be a little traumatic. He helped her over to a bench and motioned for Brad to bring the gear bag. Brad hurried toward them with a worried look on his face. He didnt like the pale look on Rylees face either. He, Trey, Jaeden and Ryan were the paramedics on call for B-Shift. They knew the signs of trouble in a patient and Rylee was in the midst of a full-blown panic attack! He quickly grabbed a paper bag and handed it to Jaeden who placed it over her mouth. Jaeden softly ordered, Breathe. He asked a few quick medical history questions, Ry, do you have a history of asthma or panic attacks? She shook her head no and he breathed a sigh of relief to know that it was hopefully an isolated incident from being trapped inside the elevator. He slipped his fingers over the inside of her wrist and began to count her pulse. He observed the color of her face was beginning to get pinker as her breathing slowed but he still needed to finish his assessment of her condition. He pulled out a blood pressure cuff and slid it around her arm before pumping it up and putting the stethoscope into his ears to listen. He was satisfied that her blood pressure was in a safe range of 110/80. He softly smiled at her and asked, Feelin better? She nodded but made no attempt to remove the paper bag. She stared into his eyes and saw the love and concern for her along with the compassion that hed tried to show her the night before when Sam had shown up. God, she was a total idiot for thinking he was only trying to control her life and take advantage of her.
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It was like he had read her mind when he leaned over and whispered softly, Ry, Ill wait for you as long as it takes. I love you and its time you realize that I wont ever do anything to hurt you. She nodded again and took the paper bag away as he pulled her forward to rest her head against his shoulder. He softly kissed her on the temple and it was a kiss so carefully placed that only Brad noticed it. Susan was the charge nurse for ICU and she sent Rylee home with orders to go to bed and stay there for the rest of the night. They had four patients in the unit and two other nurses were working besides her and Rylee. Jaeden murmured to Susan that he wasnt letting her drive home alone and one of his buddies could pick him up from her apartment. Jaeden tucked her into bed with strict orders not to budge for anything except to go to the bathroom or to get something to drink. Hed call later and if she didnt answer, hed be back to check on her even if it meant that he had to make a forcible entry with a halligan bar. Needless to say, she quickly gave him a key and answered the phone when he called two hours later. She never heard him enter the apartment the next morning until the tantalizing smell of bacon woke her. She walked into the kitchen wearing an oversized t-shirt and rocked him to the core. It almost undid the vow that hed made to keep his hands to himself. They ate breakfast together before Jaeden left to go home to take a shower and grab some uninterrupted sleep but he would be back later to eat supper.

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Chapter 9 Later that day, the smells of homemade spaghetti sauce filled the kitchen as Rylee chopped veggies for a salad. She wasnt sure if Jaeden liked garlic so shed wait before sprinkling some on the loaf of French bread. She wasnt worried about the menu but more about her plans for later since she planned to seduce Jaeden. Theyd been seeing one another exclusively since their first date and the time had come for things to become more intimate. She was scared of her feelings since shed fallen in love with him so fast. She softly snorted as she thought about the night before. Lord, she couldve kissed Jaeden forever for rescuing her from the elevator. Shed been expecting him to tease her for overreacting but hed been so worried about her panic attack. Love had been written across his face as if shed taken a permanent marker and put it there herself. She paused in the middle of chopping a tomato as the thoughts raced through her head of a future with Jaeden. She saw herself cuddled next to him on the couch on cold winter nights. The image was still locked in her mind of the accident scene right before Thanksgiving with him holding the infant in his arms. She knew exactly how hed look holding their own child. Hed make a great husband and daddy. The sound of a key unlocking her front door sent her into a tizzy since she had spaghetti sauce spilled on her shirt; her hair was a mess and she hadnt taken a shower! She glanced at the clock and saw that Jaeden was early. Her favorite firefighter sauntered into the kitchen with a grin on his face. Ummm, something smells delicious! Jaeden gave her the once-over, every glorious inch of her petite slender figure. He bent his head and nuzzled his lips against the
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side of her neck below her ear and murmured, But you look even delicious! Rylee giggled and danced out of his reach, You need to get your eyes checked because Im a mess right now! Hmmm, maybe, but you look good enough to eat. He winked and gave her a wicked grin as he leaned against the counter. He noticed the box of spaghetti lying on the countertop. So, spaghetti is on the menu tonight? Rylee slid on an oven mitt and lifted the lid from the pot. She carefully stirred it and spooned up a tiny taste. Care to be my guinea pig? Babe, Ill gladly sample anything that you offer. Rylee softly murmured, Be careful, Jaeden, words have a way of coming back home to you. Jaeden gazed at her, long and sensual, before wrapping his lips around the end of the spoon to sample the sauce. His taste buds exploded with delight at the exquisite herbs and spices shed used to create the glorious concoction. He placed his hand over his heart and licked his lips. Ry, dont tell my mama but thats absolutely the best spaghetti sauce Ive ever tasted in my life. You really like it? Yes, maam. You should cook it for the guys at the station one night. She vigorously shook her head. Ill pass on that one! Jaeden sneaked a sliced carrot from the salad bowl and frowned while crunching it. Baby, theyre just ordinary guys like me. She gave him a long look, Theres nothing ordinary about you.
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Thats your opinion. He shrugged as he reached for a piece of lettuce and Rylee lightly smacked his hand. Owww! Whyd you do that? Im hungry! He shook his hand. You can wait for thirty minutes. Jaeden grumbled, I could starve to death in thirty minutes. Rylee softly patted him on the cheek. Youre a firefighter and used to interrupted meals, eating them cold or not eating at all. Youll survive while I get all prettied up for you. Nothin wrong with the way you look. His eyes slid over her face and then he slowly grinned, Except for this. He lowered his head and licked off a smudge of sauce from her chin before moving his mouth up to claim her lips. Oh god, it was killing him to keep his hands from wandering. He felt an erection building in his jeans and he gently pushed her away. He licked his lips as he looked down into her beautiful blue eyes. Ry, I need a few minutes to get under control or were gonna be in some serious trouble. Why dont you go take a bath and Ill fix the noodles? Rylee slid her eyes down his muscular body and noticed the bulge in his jeans. Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie was very well-endowed. Omigod, how was he supposed to fit inside of her? She backed away and prayed that her thoughts werent evident on her face. Ill be back in a few minutes. Take your time, sweet thang. I have everything under control. Jaeden filled a pot with water and turned the control on to high. He picked up the knife to slice the bread. How do you want me to slice this bread?

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Umm, however you want. Rylee glanced at the loaf of bread but it only reminded her of what was hiding inside of his jeans. Jaeden knew exactly what her thoughts were since hed noticed where shed glanced a few seconds before. He watched as she left the room and knew that she wanted him just as bad as he wanted her but what were they going to do about it? Rylee leaned against the bathroom door; the only barricade between her virginity and the man that she loved. It felt so right for him walk into her apartment, wrap her in his embrace and to feel his lips on hers. She softly groaned, Oh god, Rylee, youre hopelessly in love with the man! After her bath, she put on burgundy velvet pants with a matching top that molded to her curves. She added a touch of makeup and sprayed on some magnoliascented body spray. She pulled her hair back and left a few tendrils of curls on each side to tease him. Jaeden was in the midst of opening a bottle of wine when she stepped into the kitchen. His hand paused as he turned the corkscrewhe couldnt breathe for a minute as his eyes slid over her. She looked like a Victoria Secret model; and then, he caught a whiff of the magnolia-scented body spray she was wearing. He closed his eyes and prayed for the strength to remain a gentleman since he was definitely not feeling like one at the moment. He almost jumped out of his skin when Rylee put her hand on his arm. He whispered, Rylee baby, its not a good idea to touch me right now. He opened his eyes and licked his lips, I think we should eat before things get out of control. Rylee slowly backed away and grabbed a colander to drain the noodles. Her hand shook as she picked up the pot and she felt his hand cover hers.
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He offered, Lemme do that so you dont burn yourself. You can put the salad into some bowls while I dish up the noodles and sauce. Okay. Rylee didnt trust herself to say more. Being so close to him was more of a temptation that ever to forget supper and go straight to dessert! She put the salad into the bowls and shook up the Ranch dressing while Jaeden put the noodles and sauce on their plates. They started walking toward the table and bumped into one another. Rylee softly laughed while Jaeden grinned and said, Oops, my bad! Jaeden raised an eyebrow as he surveyed the table. It was set with silverware and candles with flowers. He saw how much care shed taken to complete a romantic scene so something was up with his angel, tonight! He hoped for a second that it meant that she was ready to take things one step further. It was a matter of making love to the girl that he loved, not just having sex, and that was a huge difference as far as he was concerned. Jaeden managed to get the bottle of wine open while Rylee lit the candles. He pulled her chair out before pouring the chilled white wine into the crystal wine glasses. He sat down, picked his up and tilted it toward her, To the beautiful girl who captured my heart. Rylee felt her cheeks flush as his sweet words flowed over her. She lightly tapped her glass against his and murmured, Thank you for loving me. Jaeden leaned over and brushed his lips across hers before murmuring, I should be thankin you for lovin me. Rylee softly giggled, Loving you is easy. He playfully scowled, And why is that funny? Instead of answering, Rylee picked up a slice of bread and laughingly stuck it into his mouth. I thought you were starving!
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Jaeden bit off a piece of bread and chewed it while replying, I am and I cant wait to eat this spaghetti! He picked up his fork and cut through the noodles making them bite-sized. They talked about the upcoming holidays and Rylee told him that Zane was coming home for a visit. It had been a year since hed been home and she couldnt wait to see him. Hed emailed to say that he was moving to the Charlotte area after he graduated from the university in the spring. He wanted to stay with her for three days while he applied for jobs with radio stations and to find somewhere to live. Jaeden frowned. Well, that throws cold water on things since we wont have any privacy. Rylee laughed, Jaeden, Zane wont be around much. The music scene consumes every waking, breathing moment of his life and from his email, it sounds like he hasnt changed. He has one thing on his mind and thats becoming a rock n roll singer. Hmmm, a rock singer and a Life Flight nurse in the same family. Well, what does your brother want to be when he grows up? Jaeden snorted, James Michael doesnt know what grow up means. Life is one big party to him right now and his girlfriend doesnt help matters much. Stephanies parents divorced when she was fifteen and she lives with Chief Henderson. Hes given her everything shes wanted for the last four years. So if Jamie cant get what he wants, he whines to Stephie, who in turn, whines to her dad. How old are they? Nineteen. Its time to grow up and be responsible. Im afraid that somethings gonna happen thatll change their lives forever.
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Jaedens cell phone rang and he groaned before he even looked to see that it was Ryan. Wassup, dude? Ryan answered, Hey J-Man, theres a new bar that just opened in Moville called Brewin Time. Meet me for a few beers! Ill pick up the tab. Sorry, RJ, but I have plans with Rylee for the night. Ryan pleaded, You can bring her and stay for a little while! Jaeden sighed, Ryan, I thought you understood that Im gonna be with Rylee when shes not workin. What the hell I understand is that youve put a female before our friendship! Just dont come cryin to me when she breaks your freakin heart! Ryan slammed the phone shut before stalking toward the front door of the Brewin Time tavern. Rylee saw the pain reflecting in Jaedens eyes as he laid his cell phone on the table. She gently laid her hand on top of his and spoke quietly, Jaeden, its okay if you want to hang out with Ryan. You can come back later. Nope, we have a date for tonight and thats the way its gonna be. Well, well clean the kitchen in a hurry and go hang out with him. I dont mind sharing my time with you as long as were together. Jaeden looked at her in surprise, Youd give up a quiet night to go hang out in a tavern? Its more than likely gonna be packed since its new! Im game if you are and I dont want to come between your friendship. Rylee stood up and tugged on his hand, Cmon, Jaeden, well go for a couple of hours and then come back here for a little while. Okay but only if you promise me one thing. And what would that happen to be?
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You come home with me and no one else. Youve got yourself a deal, Mr. Firefighter. She stood on her tiptoes and gave him a kiss. They quickly loaded the dishwasher. While Rylee freshened up her makeup, Jaeden called Brewin Time to find out where it was located. He helped her put on her jacket wishing, instead, that he was undressing her. When they got to the tavern, Jaeden groaned since the parking lot was filled with cars. He snagged the last empty space and then walked around the truck to help Rylee down. He asked one last time, Sure you dont want to go home? Its gonna be loud and rowdy inside instead of nice, quiet and cozy like your apartment. Rylee stuck her tongue out which amused him. He quickly stole a kiss and his hands slid down to cup her butt. He silently groaned as her soft warm body melted against him. Dammit, why did Ryan call and interrupt their plans? He led her inside to find his best friend. The place was packed with overheated, loud-mouthed people who got on Jaedens nerves in less than thirty-seconds. He held tightly to Rylees hand as he elbowed his way through the crowd. Shed probably get trampled underneath someones feet if he let go of her since she barely reached his shoulder. Jaeden cursed Ryan again under his breath and wondered if he was still there when he finally spotted him across the room with a pool stick in one hand and a longnecked bottle of beer in the other. Greatthe idiot had a big red X in his block as far as he was concerned because Ryan probably didnt have a designated driver since hed called to ask Jaeden to meet him there. When Jaeden and Rylee stopped in front of Ryan, he sneered at them. Well, well, well. I see that youve managed to drag yourselves out of your cozy nest to come slummin with the rest of us.
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Jaeden rolled his eyes, Quit actin like an ass, RJ. Wouldnt act like an ass if youd left her at home, Ryan muttered just loud enough for Rylee to hear him. Rylee jabbed her finger in his chest. I dont know what Ive done to make you hate me. You should be happy that Jaeden has someone who loves him; instead, youre acting like a jealous girlfriend. It makes me wonder if youre in love with him! Ryan stared in disbelief before bursting into laughter. Well, lemme assure you that I am not gay and even if I was, Jaeden aint; so you dont have to worry about me stealin him away from you. Rylee gave him a curt nod before glancing at the pool stick in his hand. You any good with that thing or are you using it for a prop? Ryan shrugged, Depends on if youre challengin me to a game. You might regret issuing that dare, Rylee said with a smug smile as she brushed past him to get a pool stick. Jaeden crossed his arms and planted his feet firmly on the floor. This should be intriguin. A minute later, Rylee walked back and stopped beside of the pool table. She gave Jaeden a wink before swiping the blue cube of chalk across the end of her stick. She looked at Ryan, You want to break or shall I? Ryan smirked, Ill give you the honors so lets see if you can sink any balls into the pockets. Rylee bent over the end of the table and gave the cue ball a whack with her pool stick. The balls scattered across the table and she sank every single solid ball including the eight ball before she spun around to gloat at him. Ryans mouth dropped open since shed done the same thing to him that Jaeden had a month earlier.
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Ryan muttered a few choice words underneath his breath before breaking into a chuckling laugh that shook his shoulders. He raised his head and asked one simple question, Did Jaeden teach you how to shoot pool? Rylee laughed, My cousins, Zack and Shane, taught me. So, I gather that Jaeden is good at shooting pool, too? Ryan hooted with laughter and slapped Jaeden on the shoulder, Hes been undefeated for the last three months at the station. Maybe yall need to have a match. Rylee looked at Jaeden and raised an eyebrow, Well, JT, are you up for a challenge? Jaeden murmured, The challenge that I had in mind has nothin to do with shootin pool but if you wanna take me on, Im game. He found a pool stick that was to his liking and chalked it up. He stood back to give Rylee the chance to break since shed won the previous game. Whether it was because Jaeden made her nervous or the fact that she wanted to see how good he was, she didnt break as hard as she had against Ryan. A few balls fell into the pockets so she chose solids and made the first two shots. She missed the third which gave Jaeden the chance to show off his skills. He quickly sank four balls in a row and missed the next one. Rylee sank her remaining solid balls and issued a challenge for the best of three games. Jaeden accepted immediately and won the second game which tied things. In the third game, it came down to the final round with one ball apiece and the eight ball. Jaeden lined everything up perfectly and sank in his last ball and then the eight ball. Rylee was a gracious loser but made him promise that theyd have a rematch. Jaeden agreed and then declared that it was time to go back to her apartment.

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Once they got home, he drew her into his arms and kissed her slowly before it grew into a lengthier kiss. Rylee led him to her bedroom and tried to hide the fear that was building inside. She prayed that shed make it through the initial steps and then, hopefully, itd be okay. Jaeden knew that she was nervous so he turned his back and allowed her some privacy. When he turned around she was nestled against the pillows. He pulled his shirt over his head and unsnapped his jeans before letting them slide to the floor. As Rylee had judged, he was more than endowed. She wasnt sure how shed accommodate his size but she knew hed be gentle. Jaeden pulled the covers back and got into bed. He didnt immediately reach out for her because he was afraid that hed scare her. She already looked like a frightened rabbit so he patiently waited for her to make the first move. Rylee slowly edged toward him and laid her head against his shoulder. She felt his fingers slide down her arm as he drew her closer. She placed her hand on his chest and he turned toward her to place his left hand atop hers. His hand softly brushed against her breast and she fought back a wave of panic that rushed over her. Rylee, its Jaeden, not Sam, its Jaeden.Jaeden She rolled onto her back with her head against his shoulder. Oh god, she was pathetic! She was twenty-three years old and couldnt get past first base with a guy who loved her! She softly whispered, Jaeden, please kiss me. Jaeden leaned over and kept both of his hands on each side of her head. He hesitated before he lowered his head and softly kissed her. Her kisses were so sweet and she was completely naked underneath him but he couldnt touch her until she gave her consent. Rylee entwined her fingers in his wavy hair to hold his head in her hands. It threw him off balance and he
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landed on top of her. For a minute they were stunned as they stared into one anothers eyes and then all hell broke loose. Rylee pummeled his shoulders with her fists and shrieked loud enough to wake the dead in a hundred-mile radius. Jaeden quickly sat up and pulled her into a sitting position. She started gasping for breath and he moved back so she wouldnt see him as a threat. He crooned softly and told her that she had nothing to fear from him. He realized the terror shed gone through with Sam and vowed again that he wouldnt touch her until she was positively ready. He softly assured her, Rylee, Im not mad at you. Well wait and try again when youre ready. Even though he meant every word, she knew he was frustrated and couldnt understand why she didnt trust him. She didnt know why she couldnt let go and trust him either. Tears filled her eyes as he began to get dressed. How do I know that once you leave, youll come back? Jaeden turned around to look at her, Ry, I love you and Ill wait for you no matter how long it takes. She whispered, Not many guys are willing to wait. I told you from the start that Im not like the other guys that youve known. He leaned down on the bed with one hand and caressed her cheek with the other. Im not goin anywhere, sweet thang. Please dont leave me tonight. Ry, I cant He saw the pleading look in her eyes. Oh, hell, Ill stay but were gonna have to build the Berlin Wall to keep us apart. And please put on some sweats. Jaeden pulled his shirt on and slept in his boxers since jeans were entirely too uncomfortable. Rylee slept in sweats like hed requested. Neither could fall asleep for a long time since they were too aware of each other.
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Three weeks later, on Christmas Day, Jaeden gave Rylee a gold bracelet and she gave him a gold necklace. She never took her bracelet off and wild horses couldnt make him take off the necklace shed given to him either. Zane approved of Jaeden during his three-day visit. Much to Rylees disappointment, he was too busy conducting interviews for a Disc Jockey job to hang out with them. His job at WLDS 108.3 in Charlotte would begin in late May. His professional name became Zane Cameron. He reunited with his cousin, Seth Thomas, and formed a classic-rock band which became Midnight Whispers.

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Chapter 10 May 2005 The months flew by as Rylee and Jaeden continued to see one another. In May, they planned a four-day camping trip to Nantahala in the Great Smoky Mts. of North Carolina. Jaeden planned for them to go fishing and whitewater rafting along the Nantahala River Gorge. When Ryan found out about the trip, he tagged along with his own tent. Rylee had never roughed it like Jaeden and Ryan always did so it was going to be an experience for her. She sat on a rock while watching the guys put up the tents after they found a quiet spot in one of the camp grounds. She wasnt sure that she was going to like sleeping where wild animals could sneak up on them at night. Jaeden sneaked up behind her and grabbed her while she was daydreaming. Rylee let out a bloodcurdling screech that mustve scared away the bears in a five-hundred-mile radius. She slapped at his arm and threatened, Jaeden MacKenzie, there will be payback for that one! Jaeden grinned and softly murmured, Ummm, I like paybacks, baby. Rylee giggled, Ill bet that you do! She pulled his head down for a quick kiss. Ryan looked over and grinned, Hey, no makin out until the tents are done! Jaeden flipped him off while Rylee laughed, Partypooper! Well, now that depends on if you want to sleep in a tent or under the stars! Ryan shook his head as he fit two tent poles together before sliding it into the side of his tent. Uh, you have a point since there are bears and other wild animals roaming around here, Rylee replied as she looked warily around the area. She was still spooked
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about sleeping outside with only a piece of canvas separating her from harm. Ryan laughed, Only wild animal that you have to worry about is JT! Rylee giggled as Jaeden glowered at his best friend and grumbled, RJ, just put the tent up! Ryan raised an eyebrow as he stared at them. He envied Jaeden since he hadnt been lucky enough to find someone like Rylee but then again, he hadnt really been interested in settling down. He shook his head as the thought ran through his mind about how hed love to hold Rylee in his arms and make her cry out his name in the heat of passion. But she belonged to his best friend and hed never backstab Jaeden to steal her away or would he? Jaeden murmured softly in Rylees ear, Id love nothin more than to sneak off in the bushes and steal a few kisses but Ive gotta fix our tent. Rylee asked, What can I do to help? If you want to find some small branches to pile up for a camp fire later, thatll help a lot. He walked toward Ryan to begin putting up their tent. Rylee began picking up small branches around the area. She reached for one that was lying next to some bushes. A small furry animal came charging out at her and she dropped her load of branches. She shrieked and ran toward Jaeden as if Jack the Ripper was chasing her. When she glanced back to see if the animal was chasing her, she ran into Jaeden which made her scream again. Jaeden steadied her on her feet, Whoa, babe! Calm down! Rylee gasped for breath and pointed behind her, Theres a wild animal chasing me!

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Jaeden looked behind her and burst into laughter, which earned him a scowl from her. He kissed her on the forehead and murmured, Sorry, Ry, but that wild, vicious animal is just a cute little raccoon. Ryan burst into laughter and collapsed onto the ground. He couldnt speak for a minute but finally sat up and shook his head, Yep, there are killer raccoons out here. Rylee glared at them and hissed, Both of you know what you can kiss! Jaeden snickered, Mark the spot, babe, and Ill gladly do it. Rylee stamped her foot, You can sleep by yourself, tonight! Jaeden raised an eyebrow and teasingly asked, And just where are you gonna sleep, sweet thang? Locked up inside of your truck! She turned away from him in a huff and was intending to head toward his truck until the same raccoon ran across the path in front of her. She screamed and jumped backwards straight into Jaedens arms which set him and Ryan off into another round of laughter. Rylee looked around to find a stick big enough to defend herself and shouted angrily, Blasted raccoon! Jaeden tried to stop laughing but every time he glanced at Ryan, he grinned back at him. Rylee glared at them before spying a large branch and snatched it up. She marched back toward Jaeden and poked him with it more than once. Oww! Damn, Ry! Its a good thing you didnt live in the days of pirates! Youd be deadly with a sword in your hand! Jaeden backed away from her. Hah! Theres pirate blood in my family history! She tossed her long, chestnut curly hair over her shoulder as she planted her feet firmly on the ground.
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She held the branch in front of her daring them to tease her again. And just whos this dastardly pirate? Ryan snickered. Rylee gloated, Edward Teach. She waited to see if they would connect the dots to who he really was. Jaeden looked at Ryan, who raised an eyebrow, and then he licked his lips before replying, Uh, Ry, wasnt he, Blackbeard? Rylee waved the tree branch around like a sword and smiled sweetly, The one and only. Ryan exclaimed, No way! Youre really related to Blackbeard? Rylee nodded, My ancestors were his second cousins. Jaeden kept his eye on her as he stepped toward the tent so he could finish setting it up. I think the raccoon is probably in another county by now if you want to finish gatherin some branches. Rylee tucked the large branch under her arm so it would be handy. She walked to the pile that shed dropped and bent down to pick them up. As she glanced toward Ryan and Jaeden, the expression on Ryans face stopped her dead in her tracks. He looked at her like a hungry wolf on the prowl. If he dared to make a pass at her, shed tell Jaeden in the blink of an eye. She piled the branches close to the tents and then made some sandwiches for a quick lunch. Afterwards, she changed to hiking boots when the guys decided itd be a good time for a short hike to enjoy the fresh air. They headed off through the wooded area with Ryan in the lead, Rylee in the middle and Jaeden behind her. They teased her again about the killer raccoon and she threatened bodily harm if they scared her. The sight of
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seeing her firm butt encased in a pair of tight-fitting jeans was almost beyond Jaedens endurance. He avoided the temptation of finding some bushes to enjoy nature in a much different way. Ryan stopped on the trail ahead of them and they softly walked up behind him. A family of deer was grazing in a meadow next to a gurgling brook. Jaeden took the opportunity to pull Rylee against his chest and he slid his hand underneath the edge of her t-shirt. He caressed her soft skin with his fingertips as he bent his head to kiss her on top of her head. When the doe and her fawn caught their scent, they bounded away to safety through the woods. Ryan turned to comment and saw the sweet romantic scene behind him. He felt envy stab him in the gut before he softly laughed, Nothin like seein how much love there is in the world around you whether its with animals or people. Jaeden caught a faint glimmer of jealousy in Ryans eyes. When you find the right girl, shell sweep you off of your feet the same way Rylee did to me. Ryan stared at him for a moment before they resumed their hike. Before long, Rylee was getting tired since she wasnt quite as fit as the two hunky firefighters so they turned back. When they returned to their campsite, Jaeden secured things to protect them for the night. They built a site for a campfire using a ring of small rocks so it wouldnt cause a forest fire. Jaeden had brought some steaks to cook on the grill for the first night. They had grilled corn-on-the-cob and a salad. After they finished eating, Ryan built a campfire to keep away any animals. Rylee toasted marshmallows over the fire while the guys shared a few beers. Before long it was time to climb into their tents and go to sleep. They were getting up early the next morning to go whitewater rafting at Nantahala.
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Jaeden let Rylee go inside of the tent first to change into an oversized t-shirt before he went in to strip down to a pair of boxers and a t-shirt. Even though it was May, the night air was a bit cool so they would snuggle underneath a sleeping bag for two. Hed blown up a queen-sized air mattress for them so Rylee would be more comfortable. He pulled her against him but kept his hands away from her breasts. He softly kissed her on the nape of her neck and murmured, I love you, Ry. She took his arm and tugged it up so his hand was cupping her breast and whispered, I love you, too. Jaeden softly groaned. He wanted to do more than just cup her breast but he didnt move one fingertip. She didnt realize what she was doing to him but one of these days, hed make love to her. It just had to be when she was ready. He loved her too much to push things and ruin the trust that hed built. To keep temptation away, he interlaced their fingers together before laying his hand atop her breast again. He heard her softly sigh and knew that hed made the right move. It was frustrating to hold her and not be able to do more but hed made a vow that he intended to keep. And he sure wasnt making love to her with Ryan lying in a tent next to theirs where he could hear every sound that they made. It was quite a while before he fell asleep. His dreams were filled of Rylee and making sweet love to her in every way possible. The next morning, they were awakened bright and early by the tantalizing smell of bacon. Jaeden yawned and stretched his muscular body. He sucked in his breath when Rylee rolled over and laid her leg across his hips. Oh lord, what a way to start the morning out! He had an erection taller than the Smoky Mountain Range. There was no way he could crawl out of the tent with Ryan standing outside! The longer he lay there, the worse
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it was going to be so he slowly eased her leg off and pushed the sleeping bag aside. The chilly air made Rylee shiver and groan as she cracked her eyes open. Oh, it cant be morning yet! Jaeden grinned at her before bending his head to give her a quick kiss. Rise and shine, sweet thang, the days awastin. Rylee pulled the sleeping bag over her face and mumbled, Give me five more minutes, please. Youve got it, babe. Ill rouse you again after I go visit the bushes. Rylee sat straight up with a horrified look on her face, Omigod! Theres no bathroom out here! Jaeden laughed, Sure there is, darlin. Youve got your choice of any spot that youd like to use! Ryans voice was heard next, As long as you watch out for the killer raccoons! Rylees glare met Jaedens amused expression before she shouted, If that blasted raccoon shows its little furry face again, Im gonna kill it! Jaeden unzipped the tent and crawled out to meet the amused grin of his best friend. Look out, Ryan Lee; our pirate queen is on the loose with that deadly branch! They burst into laughter until Rylee popped her head out of the tent to glare at them. Yall are in so much trouble that its not funny! From now on, you can wash the dishes after we eat and pack our lunches when we go on the rafting trip and hikes! Jaeden turned around and looked at her before he raised an eyebrow. And what, may I ask, are you gonna be doin? Well, mateys, Im going to be supervising since Im the resident pirate queen! She zipped up the tent before she fell back onto the air mattress and pulled the sleeping
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bag over her for five more minutes of sleep. Men! Humph! Both of em could go straight to the devil! Jaeden and Ryan looked at one another and shrugged their shoulders before Ryan finished cooking the bacon. Jaeden wandered off into the bushes to take care of business. Well, at least the confrontation with Rylee had saved him the embarrassment of crawling out of the tent with an erection! That had been killed the second Ryan mentioned that stupid raccoon. He snickered as he walked back toward his best friend. Ryan met his eyes with an amused expression and softly asked, Kinda hard gettin out of the tent, huh? He glanced down at Jaedens boxers as he spoke so there was no way his meaning could be missed. Jaeden grinned like a twelve-year-old. What can I say? The girl is gorgeous even wakin up as grumpy as a grizzly bear. He sneaked a piece of bacon and crunched it in a hurry before licking his fingers. But Ill take her any way that I can have her. Cant say that I blame you, Ryan replied as he picked up the last piece of bacon from the skillet. Ill have the eggs ready in a couple of minutes if you want to go wake your princess again. Thanks for cookin breakfast. Jaeden patted him on the back as he made his way toward the tent. Least that I can do since I invited myself. Ryan laughed as he watched Jaeden unzip the tent and crawl inside again. Man, what hed give to sleep next to Rylee. Jealousy was rearing its ugly head already and the day had barely begun. He stuffed it inside before it became apparent and hed never be allowed to hang out with them again. Hed bide his time and maybe things would end with them and then hed have his chance. Jaeden eased down next to Rylee. He leaned his head on the palm of his hand and watched her sleeping
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like an angel. He wanted to marry her sometime in the near future and make a dozen kids with her. He reached over and softly brushed back a stray curl from her cheek and ran his fingers over the silky strand. She was so beautiful and he could barely keep his hand from wandering lower to cup her breast again. Shed probably slap him if he tried it. Rylee whispered, Im sorry I yelled at you. Its alright, babe. Weve given you a hard time about that raccoon. Im just glad that you didnt poke me with the branch again. Rylee opened her eyes to see the amused look in his eyes. Jaeden, how would you protect me if a wild animal wandered into our campsite? He softly replied, Ry, theres a huntin rifle and a crossbow in my truck so, hopefully, Id have time to get one of em. Her eyes got as big as saucers, You know how to use a crossbow? Yeah, Ryan and I know how to hunt with one and with rifles. Our dads used to take us on huntin trips to the mountains when we were younger. Rylee began to giggle which made him frown. Okay, whats so funny? I just had an image of you dressed like Robin Hood, complete with tights and a crossbow in your hands. Ha, ha, ha. Well, lemme tell ya one thing, you wont catch me dead or alive in tights. Ryan shouted, Awww, J-Man, youve gotta confess that you have an adorable Robin Hood outfit hangin in the closet at your mamas. Kiss off, Ryan Lee!

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Ill leave that up to Rylee! And by the way, breakfast is ready so come eat unless you want me to invite the raccoon! They burst into laughter before things got quiet inside of the tent as Jaeden lowered his head and kissed Rylee. He grabbed a clean t-shirt and a pair of shorts and got dressed, then left to give her some privacy. A few minutes later, Rylee emerged dressed in a purple tank top, jean shorts and sneakers with her hair twisted up into a ponytail. Shed brushed on a hint of blush and lavender eye shadow to enhance her sapphire blue eyes. They ate breakfast and the guys did the dishes while she supervised. They drove to Nantahala for their whitewater rafting trip. Jaeden made sure that her life jacket fit snugly around her. He checked that all of her safety equipment was on correctly so she wouldnt get hurt if she fell out of the raft. Ryan sat in front of her and Jaeden was behind her so if she got into trouble one of them would be close enough to help rescue her. Rylee had never been done anything as exhilarating as whitewater rafting except for flying in a helicopter. She enjoyed every second of the trip down the Nantahala River and exclaimed over the beauty of the scenery as they rushed down the rapids. They came close to capsizing once as their raft brushed against a boulder but their guide corrected the problem and they were off once again. She never realized that Jaeden had grabbed the back of her life jacket until she felt it loosen. Then, she knew that hed never let anything happen to her if he could help it. Afterwards, Rylee was tired but she wanted to shop for a souvenir of their trip to remember the weekend. Jaeden bought a picture of them suited up for the rafting trip while Ryan sneaked off and returned a few minutes later to give her a stuffed raccoon. She couldnt help but burst into laughter when he handed it to her. Jaeden felt a tiny stab of jealousy flare up to see the moment shared
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between them but it quickly died. Rylee was his girlfriend and he trusted Ryan and there was no way his best friend would steal her from him. When they returned to their campsite to enjoy the afternoon Ryan and Jaeden caught some rainbow trout. Rylee was too squeamish about catching a poor fish with a hook so she chose to watch them. They caught several fish which Ryan cleaned and Jaeden cooked for their supper. After supper, Jaeden and Rylee were sharing a lounge chair. It wasnt long before she nodded off to sleep in his arms but he didnt have the heart to disturb her. He and Ryan sat around the campfire and talked for another hour. Ryan picked Rylee up in his arms so Jaeden could stand up. Once again, Ryan envied his best friend as he cradled her against him for those treasured three minutes. Jaeden crawled into the tent before taking Rylee and placing her gently onto the air mattress. He said goodnight and zipped up the tent before he turned his attention back to her. He gently eased her shorts off without waking her and the sight of her slender body clad in a t-shirt and a pair of black bikini panties began an erection that he had to ignore. He slid his hand underneath her t-shirt to unhook her bra and contemplated pulling it off or leaving it on. He decided to go for it and gently eased the straps off and held his breath as she moaned before she licked her lips and softly sighed. Jaeden stripped down to his boxers and pulled her against him. This time, he slid his hand underneath her t-shirt and cupped her bare breast in his hand. His thumb softly and slowly caressed her baby soft skin but there was no way he was going any further. When they awoke the next morning, they went on another hike but this time they were going rock climbing. Rylee wasnt crazy about the idea but Jaeden assured her that she was safe since Ryan was an expert at rappelling
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and shed be hooked into his safety line. Jaeden would be below her to help if she slipped. Things were fine until she was almost to the top of the cliff where Ryan was waiting to help her. Her foot slipped as she scrambled for a foothold and she cried out in pain as her knee scraped the side of the cliff. Ryan hauled her up while Jaeden supported her weight below. Once she was seated on the ground, tears poured down her face. Jaeden scrambled over the top and the instant that he saw her knee, a look of concern crossed his face. Thankfully, they had a first-aid kit and were trained to handle any emergency. Ryan pulled the kit from his backpack while Jaeden gently took her leg in his hands to assess her injury. He wasnt sure if her knee was cut or just scraped. His main worry was that it was covered with dirt. It was going require being washed out several times with antiseptic wash to get out every piece of debris and kill any bacteria. Ryan handed him the antiseptic wash and Jaeden spoke softly, Ry, this is gonna hurt like hell but Ive gotta clean your knee. Just grit your teeth and Ill be as quick as I can. He didnt waste time as he uncapped the bottle. Ryan knelt behind her and wrapped his arms around her to hold her steady. Jaeden held her leg while he slowly poured antiseptic wash over her knee. He felt bad but he wasnt gonna allow her to end up in the hospital with a deadly infection. Rylee let out a deafening screech and tried to scoot away. It felt like it was a lifetime before Jaeden was finally finished but itd been less than five minutes. He applied some antibiotic cream and placed a thick pad of gauze before wrapping more gauze around her knee and securing it with tape. Ryan and Jaeden conferred on how to get her back to their campsite. They decided that Ryan would rappel down and get Jaedens truck at their camp. They could
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carry her to the truck when he got back. While he was gone, they decided to go home since it was a short drive. Theyd planned to go to the Biltmore House in Asheville the next day but those plans were changed since she was hurt. When they returned home, Jaeden wouldnt let her out of his sight for two days until her knee was better.

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Chapter 11 June A month later Jaeden was no closer to getting into Rylees bed than hed been on the first day. He was totally in love with her and wanted to show her how sweet making love could be between them. Not many guys would still be patiently waiting after eight months but he had the patience of a saint. When Ryan walked into the kitchen at the fire station he saw Jaeden with his head laid on the top of the table. He looked as morose as Ryan had ever seen him. He slapped his best friend on the back and sat down next to him. Wassup, J-Man? Jaeden raised his head and sighed, I know that youve never had this problem but how the hell can I keep on patiently waitin on Rylee? Still havent made it past first base, huh? Ryan asked sympathetically. Shit. I havent left home plate much less made it to first base. Jaeden let his head fall back on top of his forearms. Shes drivin me nuts. Man, its like bein a vampire who has to resist biting the woman he loves or it changes his game plans. Ryan laughed which earned him a black scowl. Sorry, dude. Its the comparison you made between a vampire and waitin for Rylee. Well, I dont see anything humorous about it. Jaeden banged his head lightly against the table. Dude, shell come around eventually. It aint worth bangin your head and scramblin your brain. Jaeden stared at him in disbelief, Excuse me but arent you the sex expert around here; the one who has to nail every chick in sight? Ryan sheepishly grinned, Well, that was before I met a hot chick named Candace last night at Brewin
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Time. We have plans for tomorrow night and I have a feelin shes different. Maybe shell make me decide to settle down. Jaeden continued to stare at him in disbelief and slowly shook his head. I cant believe that youd settle down to one chick. Do I need to check your vital signs? You mustve contracted a weird virus thats affected your brain. Ryan scowled, I thought youd be deliriously happy that Id be followin in your footsteps and not be a player anymore. Jaeden snorted, No offense, RJ, but Ill believe it when I see it happen. Kiss off, JT. Ryan flipped him off. Ill leave that for your new girlfriend to do. Trey walked in to grab a soft drink. Which girlfriend would that be, number one-million-and-one for the year? Ha, ha, ha. Yall are a real comedy team, Ryan muttered. Awww, RJ, were just messin with ya. Youve ragged on me more times than I can count about Rylee. Jaeden playfully punched him on the arm. Trey leaned against the counter and opened his soft drink. So, how is the love of your life, JT? Gorgeous as ever when I left her last night at midnight. Trey snickered, Still not stayin all night? Jaeden snapped, Not that its any of your blasted business but hell, no, Im not. Im keepin my vow to remain a gentleman unlike some of you perverts around here, he muttered under his breath as he stalked from the room.

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Trey stared after him before asking Ryan, Whats his problem? It seems that everythings hunky dory between him and Rylee until it comes to the bedroom and then nada. Trey almost choked and spewed the soft drink from his mouth, J-Man? Our resident hunky firefighter is havin problems in the bedroom? It aint JT but more like Rylee holdin back the goods. Trey thought for a minute, Damn, theyve been goin out for eight months and he hasnt gotten into her bed yet? Brad wandered in and scowled at them before speaking his mind. Ya know, RJ, for somebody whos supposed to be JTs best friend, youve sure got a big mouth blabbin about his private life with Rylee. Ryan stood up and walked over to Brad, Who asked for your opinion? Nobody but Im makin it my business. Im sure that JT would appreciate knowin that youve been lustin over his girlfriend from day one. Ryan threw his head back and laughed like a hyena. BC, Ive known JT since we were three-years-old. Hell take my word over yours any day. He sneered at Brad before walking confidently from the room. Trey looked at Brad and asked, What the hell did you mean that RJs been lustin after Rylee? Hes had a thing for her ever since JT met her. Trey was stunned, Oh, shit. Brad snorted, Yeah, exactly. I dont know why JT hasnt noticed or maybe he has and doesnt want to face it.

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Dude, it can cause a helluva problem if he finds out. You gonna tell him? Trey tossed his empty drink bottle into the recycle bin. Brad shrugged, Ive hinted around about it but JT just blew me off. I have a feelin its gonna get nasty one day unless something changes. Trey shrugged, JT said that RJ has a new girlfriend. Brad combed his fingers through his hair, Well, lets hope that he does and she takes his mind off of Rylee. Ryan wandered outside and found Jaeden scrubbing the rescue unit with a long-handled brush. He picked up the water hose and began to spray the soap off before making the decision to tell Jaeden what hed said to Trey. Before BC comes out to tattle on me, I was runnin my mouth to Trey about you and Rylee. Jaeden stopped in mid-scrub before dropping the brush onto the concrete. He placed his hands on his hips and furiously scowled at his best friend. You want to explain why you stabbed me in the back with a knife? Ryan sighed, It wasnt like that, Jaeden. He hesitated before spouting, Trey was askin a million questions about what was up with your attitude. My mouth flew open and the words tumbled out. Im sorry, bro. Whatd you tell him? Jaeden pursed his lips while he waited for Ryans answer but grew impatient when he didnt hear a reply. What the hell did you say, Ryan? Ryan hung his head down and mumbled, I said that you and Rylee hadnt had sex yet because she wouldnt let you. Jaeden stepped closer and shoved him back two or three steps. Number one, I wont be havin sex with Rylee.Ill be makin love to her. Theres a difference and
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if you werent tryin to be a freakin pimp, you mightve learned the difference by now. Secondly, if I tell you something in confidence, its supposed to stay that way! You open your freakin mouth again and youll wish you hadnt! You got me? Ryan backed away and replied, I came to confess and to apologize. Damn, Jaeden, youre the brother that Ive never had. Brothers dont stab one another in the back, Ryan Lee! Jaeden snatched up the brush and began to vigorously scrub the rescue unit again. Stay the hell away from me for the rest of the shift unless we have a call. Ryan hung his head down as he walked dejectedly toward the bays. He had brought this down on himself but, damn, couldnt Jaeden forgive him? He walked back to him and blurted out, I dont blame you if you never speak to me again but Im really sorry. Please forgive me, J-Man. Ryans nickname for him had stuck throughout the years and carried over into the fire station. And to hear Ryan beg for his forgiveness, completely undid Jaedens anger. Oh, hell, Ryan Lee, Jaeden drew in a deep breath and slowly let it out before tilting his head back. He lowered his head and stared into his best friends eyes. Dont stab me in the back again or our friendship is over, understand? As Ryan clasped his hand around Jaedens, they slapped one another on the back. Jaeden didnt see the smug triumphant look on Ryans face, expressing that he was dumb as a rock. Neither of them noticed Brad standing in the shadows and witnessing the entire incident. He slowly shook his head and knew that anything he tried to say
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about Ryan would just be blown off. The sad thing was that Ryan had him so snowed and someone was going to get hurt sooner or later. Brad had the sick feeling that it was going to be Jaeden; a man who had a heart of gold and would help anyone without being asked. Brad trusted Jaeden but Ryan Lee Jackson was a different story. He was a snake in the grass to be watched very carefully. Brad didnt like the way that he conned people into thinking he was the greatest thing since microwave popcorn had been invented. If you had something that he wanted, he didnt give a damn how he hurt you to get it, even if you were his best friend. Ryan grabbed the water hose again and commenced to spraying Jaeden instead of hosing down the rescue unit. Jaeden grabbed the bucket of soapy water and tossed it onto Ryan. They burst into laughter as they looped their arms over each others shoulders. Rylee drove up and got out of the car laughing at the sight of them. Boys will be boys! Ryan looked at Jaeden and grinned, Shall we? Rylee caught the mischievous look in their eyes but it was too late to run. The instant Jaeden grabbed her and wrapped his arms around her; Ryan aimed the water hose their way and thoroughly drenched them. She shrieked with laughter as she fell against Jaedens chest. The cold water felt refreshing in the heat of the mid-day sun. The guys on B-Shift wandered outside to enjoy the summer day or to pick up some lunch but they were not prepared for the sight that awaited them. The cold water had soaked Rylees clothes and every inch of her body was clearly defined. Trey slammed on brakes and his mouth fell open, Holy shit. Ryan gawked at Rylee as it became clear that she was braless when her baby pink t-shirt clung to her well124

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endowed breasts. Her white shorts were plastered to her shapely tanned legs as if she had been poured into them. Shawn was staring at her like a twelve-year-old whod been caught looking at his first Playboy magazine. Nick and Bobby were stunned by what their eyes were seeing. Only Brad had the sense to run inside and grab a turnout coat. He jogged outside and thrust it toward Jaeden and tried not to look at Rylee. Hereshe, uh, needs to put this one before we have to call 911 to revive us. Jaeden glanced down at Rylee and softly groaned. He wrapped the turnout coat around her before turning her around. He pressed her wet body against him despite the fact that it was like sticking his hands inside a ring of fire. He raised his head and saw the looks of lust that were briefly reflecting in his brothers eyes. They suddenly headed to their trucks to pick up lunch or got busy with some task that needed to be done. Only Ryan was left standing in the parking lot with them and he quietly suggested, JT, why dont you take Rylee upstairs so she can change into some dry clothes? Im sure that theres a pair of shorts and a t-shirt with the station logo on it somewhere thatll fit her. Jaeden nodded his head in thanks, Good idea. While youre up there, make plans to go to the beach this weekend since youre not workin. It might do you some good to get outta town alone. Jaeden found a t-shirt and pair of shorts that would fit her but there wasnt much he could do about any lingerie for her. All he could offer was a pair of boxers that would swallow her trim hips. While she changed in his room, he went to the bathroom to change into a dry uniform. He leaned against the door before closing his
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eyes and prayed for God to give him the strength to survive until she gave herself to him. When they emerged from the separate rooms, Jaeden saw the tear tracks on her cheeks. He cupped her face in his hands and brushed her lips with his before murmuring, Theres no need for tears, baby. They can drool about you but Ill kick their asses if they dare to do anything more. She hid her face against his chest, Im just embarrassed. Well, baby, Ryan and I didnt give you a fair chance to get away. Rylee pulled back and playfully scowled at him, Thats right! You didnt! Youre a bad boy, Jaeden MacKenzie! You dont know just how bad I can be but Id love to show you. He murmured against her ear. So whaddya say to Ryans suggestion about us escapin to the beach this weekend? Sounds like a good idea to me! I wonder if its too late to get a reservation since its already Tuesday. Thats not a problem because my family has a house in Beaufort that we share. Ill call my parents to see if anyone is going to be there this weekend. Cool. It suddenly hit him that he didnt have a clue why she had stopped by the fire station. Uh, why did you stop by? I was gonna take you out for lunch but my wardrobe is sorely lacking in the fashion world. She shook her finger at him. You are in so much trouble for that little escapade! Hey, I wasnt the one with the water hose in my hand!
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Maybe not but you held me hostage! Rylee fell against him in a fit of giggles. You give a new meaning to the phrase, hot, sexy firefighter. Jaeden rolled his eyes and crossed his arms, Oh, you just want me for my hot, sexy body, huh? Rylee looked up at him. And what if I do? She left him wondering as she walked toward the stairs before she turned back and crooked her finger at him. She flashed him a radiant smile that lit up the room. Well, arent you coming? Im hungry. Jaeden didnt waste time as he followed her down the stairs. They interlocked their fingers as they walked through the empty bay. Ryan was finishing the job that Jaeden had started and his eyes followed them while they walked toward Rylees car. A stab of jealousy hit him again as he pictured the two of them in bed together. He was pissed at himself for being a complete idiot since hed suggested that they go to the beach since it was the perfect place for Jaeden to seduce her. He scrubbed the chrome bumper on the back of the rescue unit harder than necessary but he had to get rid of the jealousy and the vision of seeing that wet t-shirt clinging to her breasts. Rylees partner, Darren, thought hed gag if he heard Jaeden MacKenzies name mentioned once more. He was happy for her but, geez, the dude wasnt everything that she portrayed him to be! He tried to be patient while he listened to her talk about the upcoming weekend. He doubted that Rylee would follow through on making love to Jaeden. Something told him that Jaeden was going to have to take matters into his own hands before that task would ever be accomplished. Jaeden and Rylee left to go to Beaufort, North Carolina as soon as he got off of his twenty-four hour shift on Friday morning. He gave her the keys to his truck and settled back in the seat before closing his eyes to take
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a nap. It was a five-hour drive and he needed some sleep since hed stayed awake thinking about her the night before between the structure fire and paramedic call hed responded to for a heart-attack victim. Rylee woke him when they entered Morehead City so hed be awake by the time they reached Beaufort ten minutes later. Jaeden yawned as he stretched his sixfoot-one frame and then grinned at her. Baby, you shouldve awakened me and I wouldve helped you drive. She smiled at him, I enjoyed the view while you were stretched out. He shook his head, Ill just bet you did. You honestly dont know what that white wifebeater does to your muscular chest and those tanned tightly coiled arms. Jaeden grinned, Well, why stop there with your description? Theres more of me than just my chest and arms. Rylee giggled, Believe me, Ive noticed every inch of you that I could see. Rylee Grace, youre a naughty girl! Jaeden burst into laughter before leaning toward her but the seat belt only allowed him to kiss her on the cheek. I cant wait to get into a bikini and work on my tan. There are things Id rather do with you than work on a tan. Jaeden gave her a wicked grin that melted her into the seat. It was a good thing that the air conditioning was working since the temperature went up a few hundred degrees between them. An hour later, they were settled on a blanket on the beach at Fort Macon where it was more secluded. Jaeden was itching to untie her bikini top especially when she
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handed him the bottle of suntan lotion and asked if hed rub some on her back. He poured some lotion into the palm of his hand before he began to rub it on her back. It evolved into a massage session with both of them wanting more than just the touch of his fingers against her skin. Rylee rolled onto her back and stared into his sapphire blue eyes. She realized that she finally trusted him one-hundred percent but there was one last step which needed to be taken before anything happened between them. She softly caressed his lips with her fingertips and whispered, Jaeden, Ive made a decision about us. He held his breath and prayed to hear the sweet magical words that hed waited for so long. What she said next, shot down any chance that hed had of things going the way he wanted for the weekend. I have to be on birth-control pills before things go further between us so please be patient a little longer. Damnation and hellfire! He felt the air rush out of his lungs as if he was a balloon that shed stuck with a pin. He thought about being persistent and bringing up the other methods of birth-control like condoms since he didnt touch a female without using one. But if he didnt play it right, he could lose her forever and hed waited this long so what was another month or two. He had no other choice so he softly replied, I told you that Id wait until youre ready. Its a vow that Im keeping so well have to wait.

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Chapter 12 October 2005 The summer months had passed in a hurry and it was Halloween night. Jaeden stared at the black velvet box in his hand and opened it for the thousandth time to make sure the sparkling diamond engagement ring was still inside. He planned to ask Rylee to marry him since it was their one-year anniversary of when theyd met. Tonight was the night and he wasnt waiting any longer before he persuaded her to finally allow him to make love to her. He took a deep breath and placed the ring box inside the pocket of his black jacket. He glanced around to make sure that everything was in place with candles and Lonestars song, Amazed to play at the right moment. Logs were stacked inside of the fireplace to light for a romantic setting. A bottle of wine was chilling in the refrigerator to share when they returned. Jaeden had made reservations at Charlies Place for one of the private rooms used for special occasions. They had eaten there on their first date and he wanted to duplicate that night as much as possible with one minor exception. Rylee Grace Thomas would be his completely before tonight was over. He pulled on his jacket and left to pick her up. Rylee knew that Jaeden had planned something special since it was technically their anniversary. As far as they were concerned, their lives together had begun at the accident scene on that Halloween night, even though they hadnt gone out together until November 5. She sprayed on the magnolia-scented body spray that Jaeden loved so much and then fluffed her hair. Her makeup was perfect and her black velvet dress showed off every one of her curves. She made sure the clasp was hooked on the gold bracelet that hed given to her on Christmas. It was her favorite piece of jewelry and she never took it off unless she went on a Life Flight call.
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Even in heels, she was barely the height of his shoulders but he made her feel so safe and warm. Thoughts of Jaeden reminded her that she couldnt postpone things for much longer or she risked losing him. She loved him so much but just those moments of nearly being raped by Sam had scarred her from being intimate with any man. She wanted to feel Jaedens gentle touch on her skin and she closed her eyes to say a little prayer that if things progressed tonight that shed finally be able to give herself to him. Instead of using his key, Jaeden softly knocked three times. When she opened the door, he slowly smiled and held out a single red rose. Hello, Rylee Grace. Im Jaeden MacKenzie, your escort for the night. Its not every day that I open my door to find a gorgeous firefighter waiting on the other side. She took the rose and placed it against the edge of her nose. She breathed in the sweet fragrance, like she had done with the first one hed given to her almost a year ago. Its been exactly one year since I was lucky enough for you to land at my feet when you climbed out of a helicopter. Rylee giggled, Is that a proposal? Jaeden laughed, I wouldnt propose marriage in the hallway where the neighbors could hear it. He caressed her cheek, You look beautiful tonight. You look yummy yourself, Lieutenant MacKenzie. No firefightin references tonight, babe. If I put out any fires, its gonna be me and you but, then again, Id rather start a smolderin fire with you. Well, arent you just poetic? Better to be romantic and poetic than tellin tales filled with ghosts and goblins! He grabbed her and said Boo! which made her squeal with delight.
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Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! He playfully mimicked her, Rylee Grace Thomas! She stuck her tongue out at him; then danced away and grabbed her jacket so they could leave. Her soft velvet dress was molded against her body and made him want to run his hands slowly over every curve. When they stepped outside, Rylee saw that Jaeden had rented a limo. He wasnt rich; just a hardworking firefighter who earned every dollar the hard waywith sweat, tears and sacrifice. Nothing was too good for Rylee and only a limo would do for tonight. He was going to the extreme since this date required an extra special touch that didnt include a pickup truck. Jaeden opened the door for her and winked, A perfect ride for an angel. Rylee made room for him to sit next to her. He immediately kissed her fingertips before reaching over and handing her another single red rose. By the nights end, youll have a rose for each month that youve made me a happy man. He brushed her lips with his as softly as an angels kiss and murmurd, I love you, Ry. She whispered, I love you, too. The limo driver drove them to Charlies Place where they were escorted to a private room filled with lit candles. Rylee found another single red rose beside of her plate. Their salads were brought to them immediately since Jaeden had already ordered for them when he had made their reservations. Rylee figured out that he was duplicating their first date and was expecting a steak. Jaeden surprised her by ordering teriyaki chicken with wild rice and cheesecake drizzled with chocolate sauce. The first meal hed cooked for her was teriyaki chicken so it was a combination of firsts for this special date. He was keeping her guessing at what was coming next.
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After they left Charlies Place, she laughed when the limo driver stopped at Brewin Time, the site of their first game of pool. They had a rematch of the best of three games and this time, she won. Jaeden told her that shed beaten him fair and square but he had a twinkle in his eyes when he said it. Afterwards, he handed her another red rose. Their next stop was at a local theater for a scary movie marathon that was guaranteed to make her cling to him. They left after the first movie since he wanted to go back to his townhouse and propose while it was still Halloween. He added another rose to her bouquet. Jaeden took her jacket and hung it up. He took the five red roses that hed already given to her and led her into the kitchen to put the flowers in a crystal vase. He grabbed the bottle of wine from the refrigerator and interlaced their fingers as they walked into the living room. He set the bottle on the coffee table and lit the candles around the room. Rylee sank down onto the overstuffed cushions and watched as he lit a piece of kindling to ignite the logs. Nothing prepared her for what he did until he pressed the play button for the Lonestar song to play. He took something from his jacket pocket before walking toward her. Jaeden knelt on one knee and looked at her with so much love shining in his eyes that she had no doubt in her mind what he was doing. He spoke softly, I never thought Id find anyone that I could love the way that I love you. You took my breath away the second that our eyes met. Every day Ive given thanks for the gift of your love. One year ago, I met the only girl that I want to be with for the rest of my life. Rylee softly giggled, This sounds like a marriage proposal.
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Jaeden softly smiled at her. Will you marry me, Rylee Grace? As he opened the box to take out her ring, she panicked. Omigod.he wanted to marry her! That meant he wasnt waiting any longer for her to give him her virginity. She wasnt ready for this! Even after all of the hints hed been dropping all night! Jaeden saw the panic in her eyes and felt his heart sink. He softly murmured, Well, this wasnt the reaction that I was hopin to see but, then again, maybe I shouldve expected it. Rylee came to her senses as she heard what hed said. Jaeden, I wasnt expecting a proposal. I mean, we havent even talked about getting married. I know how much you love surprises and I wanted tonight to be one surprise after another. He stood up and snapped the ring box closed. It looks like the surprise is on me, instead. Jaeden turned his back to her and fought to hold the tears at bay that stung his eyes. He was never going to win her heart so why did he keep setting himself up for disappointment time and time again? Rylee wanted to burst into tears after seeing the hurt in his eyes. She loved him so much but she felt a wave of panic wash over her at the thought of making love with him. Was she ever going to be able to enjoy the passion of feeling Jaedens lips and hands on her or would Sam King win over and over again? Oh god, what was she going to do? She stood up and stepped closer to him before placing her hand on his shoulder. She softly said, Jaeden, I need a couple of days to think about it. When he spun around, she saw the tears welled up in his eyes. Whats to think about, Rylee? Huh? You either love me or you dont.
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You know I love you! Do I? Jaeden pointed toward his face. Does my face look like a happy man who knows hes loved or is it one of desperation? Rylee licked her lips and begged, I need a couple of days, please, J. Youve got until we go to the mountains this weekend. There wont be any interruptions so be prepared to give me an answer. Youll have an answer. Make damned sure that whatever you decide that you can commit to it. After this weekend, well either be engaged or its over. I refuse to be a puppet on a string for you any longer. He blew out the candles and walked toward the door. Im takin you home. Theres no reason to finish the night together. Rylee felt her heart lurch as his words stung. Jaeden. He held up his hand, Dont say another word, Ry. I had a beautiful night planned but unfortunately those plans just went up in a puff of smoke. Honestly, he felt like sending her home in a cab but he loved her too much to treat her that way. He did the gentlemanly thing by driving her home and walking her to her front door. He wondered what else he could do to make her understand how much he loved her and that she could trust him. He left a frustrated man instead of a happily engaged one.

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Chapter 13 Jaeden and Rylee left early Friday morning and headed toward Boone, North Carolina for their mountain trip. Things were tense at first since they hadnt seen one another after he took her home on Halloween night. Hed called every day instead of going to see her for two reasons. One reason was that she needed time to think about things like shed requested. The second reason was that he hoped shed see what life would be like without him. He wanted her to miss him and to ache for the touch of his fingers against her skin and the taste of his lips on hers. He wondered if shed spent as many sleepless nights as he had. After hed moped around for four days, Ryan had threatened to lock both of them inside of a room to talk things out if nothing else worked. Despite his jealousy toward Jaeden, he did love him like a brother and cared about him. It was just a crying shame that both of them wanted the same woman and his rotten luck was that Jaeden had met her first. Jaeden reached over to turn on the radio and Dierks Bentleys song, Come A Little Closer began to play over the airwaves. He glanced toward Rylee and saw that she was staring out the window. His heart melted at the sight of her sweet angelic face that had captivated him before hed known her name. It seemed that the DJ on the radio was working things in his favor as Lonestars song, Amazed, followed Dierks Bentleys song. Jaeden was trying to keep his attention on the road but it was hopeless so he pulled onto the side of I-40 and put the truck into park. Rylee looked at him, Why are you stopping beside of a major interstate highway? Jaeden unhooked his seatbelt and turned toward her. Ry, listen to these song lyrics. He took her hand in his and kissed her fingertips. Baby, this has been the
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longest five days of my life and I was gonna wait until we got to the cabin but. She whispered, Yes. Jaeden looked at her in confusion, Yes, what? Tears filled her eyes. Ill marry you. Ive been so miserable and I cant live without you. She unbuckled her seatbelt and threw herself into his arms. Jaeden was stunned for a moment and he whispered, Baby, please tell me that I just heard you say yes. Yes, yes, yes! Ill marry you, Jaeden MacKenzie! With love shining in her eyes, she smothered his face with kisses. Jaeden slowly smiled at her, Well, this aint how I envisioned doin this either but theres no time like the present moment to put this on your finger. He took the ring box out of his jacket pocket and opened it like he had done five nights earlier. He held the engagement ring between his fingers and slid it onto her finger. Rylee stared at the sparkling gem and raised her head to smile at him. Its perfectjust like you! He laughed, Ry, Im far from bein perfect but this qualifies as my most perfect moment. He bent his head and softly kissed her, letting the kiss slowly build into a raging inferno. He wanted her to burn for his touch so it would be a spontaneous combustion of passion when they made love. Rylee softly moaned as he pulled his lips away from hers, Cant we stay right here for the next four days? Jaeden grinned at her, Babe, theres not enough room in this truck to make love to you the way that I want to so thats strike number one. Second, even though I love you more than life itself, I cant survive without food so weve gotta have a kitchen. Third on the list.I dont
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have enough gas for the truck to run all weekend but we could use body heat to stay warm. Rylee giggled, You are bad boy. He winked at her, Before this day is over, youll see just how good I can make you feel with just the touch of my hands. She arched an eyebrow, Just your hands? Jaeden murmured against her lips, No, maam. There are other various parts of my body that will bring you to the height of passion. Rylee ran her fingers through his hair and pulled his head down for a kiss. Jaeden sighed and laid his head against her breast for what was supposed to be a private moment but they were interrupted by a tap on the drivers side window. Jaeden looked up to see a state trooper staring inside of the truck. Oh, shit, looks like were busted. He sat up and pushed the power button that lowered the truck window. The state trooper asked, Is everything okay, young man? He grinned sheepishly, Yes, sir. We had a minor spat a couple of nights ago and well, it couldnt wait until we got to Boone to make up. The trooper looked inside of the truck at Rylee and saw that she was trying not to laugh. Maam, are you okay? She nodded her head and then he asked for Jaedens drivers license and registration to make sure that everything was in order. He also wanted to make sure that Rylee wasnt being kidnapped so he stepped back to his cruiser to run a quick check to see if there were any warrants out for Jaeden. After he was satisfied that everything seemed to be okay, he walked back to the truck. He happened to glance
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toward the back glass where Jaeden had a Maltese Cross decal displayed. He asked, Are you a firefighter? Yes, sir, Im a lieutenant with Mooresville Fire Station Number Three. Good luck and stay safe while fighting those fires. He handed Jaeden his license and registration before walking back to his cruiser. Jaeden snickered, Add that to the list of the reasons why we cant sit in this spot all weekend. Good thing we werent bein more intimate. Rylee giggled, I can just see what excuse we wouldve used. Gee, officer, I was just trying to see if his firemans pole was working correctly. Jaedens mouth dropped open since she had never said anything that crude in his presence before. My innocent angel really is a devil in disguise. She stuck her finger inside of her mouth and then slid it across his lips. Just wait until tonight and well see who calls in that three-alarm fire. Well, baby, Ive got all of the necessary equipment to handle anything that requires puttin out a fire or startin one. He gazed into her beautiful blue eyes and prayed that she wouldnt back out tonight. Rylee was praying for the same thing. She whispered, I love you, J. Thank you for not giving up on me. Jaeden cupped her face in his hands and caressed her cheek with the pad of his thumb. Ry, I told you that Id wait as long as I had to. I promise that its gonna be worth the wait for both of us. He gave her a lingering kiss that lasted for a minute before they buckled their seatbelts again. He checked for traffic before pulling back onto I-40. We need to get goin since the forecast was for light snow around lunch.
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What if we get snowed in? Jaeden tapped his fingers against the steering wheel and stared at her in amusement. Im sure that we can come up with a few ways to stay warm and to amuse ourselves. I was thinking about running out of food. Rylee baby, theres a grocery store in town before we get to the cabin and besides, were not gonna be livin like Daniel Boone. The log cabin belongs to Chief Henderson and Ive stayed there before. Excuse me, JT MacKenzie, but Ive never been to Boone! My thing has always been the beach. Jaeden groaned as he remembered how luscious Rylee had looked in her bikini. They loved the beach and had made more than one trip during the summer but, for the winter, he loved the quiet of the mountains. He glanced at her and saw her gazing at her engagement ring. We can exchange it for a different one if you dont like it. Rylee raised her head and glared at him, Dont you even think of taking my ring back! Its beautiful and I love it! Did you pick it out by yourself? Yes, maam. I sneaked a ring out of your jewelry box a month ago so theyd have it the right size when I gave it to you. Rylee hesitated, Does anyone know that you were proposing? Jaeden shook his head. Ive kept it from everyone. If I had my way about it, I wouldnt share you with anyone but part of my life belongs to the fire station. Tell me now if theres gonna be a problem cuz, Ry, there are times that Im on call even though I might not be up for my shift.

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Rylee took his hand in hers and smiled at him. Well, I can deal with it if you can handle my emergency calls for Life Flight. Jaeden frowned, I dont really like you flyin around in a helicopter. I dont like you running into burning buildings, either, but its what weve chosen to do. We save peoples lives and I actually think our marriage will work better than if one of us didnt have a clue what we go through. Am I making sense? Perfect sense, sweet thang. Alabamas song, Love in the First Degree started playing on the radio and Jaeden laughed, That song sure hits home. Rylee pursed her lips, I can take that one of two ways; either you think loving me is a prison or else you love me an awful lot. I plead guilty to the last one. Youd better! They laughed and settled back into their seats to enjoy the drive to Asheville before getting on the Blue Ridge Parkway to continue to Boone. He asked if shed ever been skiing and when she said no, he promised to take her when they had more time. They stopped at the grocery store on the way to the cabin and stocked up on plenty of groceries after hearing some of the locals predicting that a blizzard was due to hit the next day. Jaeden paid for the groceries and they went out to the truck. Rylee looked at him and exclaimed, A blizzard? Baby, its nothin to worry about. It probably wont snow more than eight inches which is like a blizzard to some people. Jaeden, they were local people who live here! Not the ski bunnies!
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He continued to put the groceries inside the truck before he looked at the sky to see that it was cloudy with snow clouds on the horizon. Chill, sweet thang. Ill keep the bears from eatin ya! Rylee stamped her foot and placed one hand on her hip. Its not funny, Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! Jaeden slammed the truck door and turned toward her, Ill go back in and buy more groceries if itll make you feel better. She glared at him, Dont you understand that we could be snowbound for months! He shrugged, Maybe for three or four days at the most. Ill make sure there are plenty of logs or split some for the fireplace so well stay warm if the power goes out. The stove is gas so well be able to cook and we have plenty of groceries so I really dont see why youre gettin upset. Men! Rylee fumed as she stomped around the back of his truck and got in on the passenger side. Jaeden climbed inside and sat there staring at her. Please explain why youre havin a meltdown. We planned to spend four days together and we just got engaged. Weve got everything that we need to be nice and cozy so whats the problem, babe? Rylee fidgeted with the zipper on her jacket, What if I have a panic attack while were snowed in and cant get out? He calmly replied, Rylee, I carry a gear bag filled with medical supplies everywhere I go in case of emergencies. Unless one of us has a heart attack, theres nothin that I cant handle on my own. If you have a panic attack, Ill get you calmed down and monitor your vitals like I did when you were trapped in the elevator. The worse scenario is if you needed to go to an ER but my truck is four-wheel drive so I have that one covered, too. You think of everything, dont you?
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Im a firefighter, babe, and I try to be prepared for anything. He reached for her hand and caressed the top of it with his thumb. So are we gonna relax and enjoy ourselves or fight the entire time? Lets go to the cabin and Ill make some hot chocolate while you split firewood. Mmmm, the thought of seeing him splitting logs and displaying his muscles set off a fiery path of desire that made her yearn to rip his clothes off. Jaeden shook his head and softly laughed, Uh, uh, uh.those naughty thoughts will have to be put on hold until I get things ready in case we have a blizzard. She stuck her tongue out at him which made him laugh. Would you like some suggestions on what to do with that tongue? I have my own ideas! Rylee giggled as she fell against the passenger door and licked her lips with the tip of her tongue which drove him insane. Jaeden groaned as he backed out of the parking space and spun the tires as he headed toward the cabin. It took all of his concentration to keep his mind off of her. Ten minutes later, he backed the truck inside of the garage and unlocked the door before taking the bags of groceries inside. Rylee gasped at the interior of the log cabin. It was one huge open room downstairs with a large kitchen and dining area. In the great room there were two couches and an assortment of overstuffed chairs positioned in front of a stone fireplace making a cozy scene. Tinted windows covered one wall from the floor to the ceiling. There was a hallway off to the left side and she assumed there were some bedrooms and a bathroom. A flight of wooden stairs led up to a loft with a small sitting area that had to be part of the master bedroom. She shivered as she thought about the bed at the top of the stairs.
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Jaeden set the bags of groceries on the bar separating the kitchen and dining area. He slid his arms around her and murmured softly, Rylee baby, were takin things one tiny step at a time. Theres no rush for us to make love so, relax and lets get things situated. I need to get some firewood split before it begins to snow and you need to call your mama so shell know that we made it here safely. Rylee looked up and saw the love and compassion in his eyes, Thank you for understandin how scared I am right now. He pulled her against him and softly rubbed her back. He quietly replied, Theres no need to be scared. Just let me show you how beautiful makin love can be when youre with someone who loves you. He bent his head and kissed her softly on top of the head before he went to get their luggage and a few things he had brought to set the mood later. A few minutes later, they had finished putting up the groceries and putting clean sheets on the king-sized bed that theyd share. Jaeden pulled on a sweatshirt to go out to split firewood. He wanted to be sure that there was plenty stacked up on the porch and inside for the romantic moments and for power failures. He had tried to be optimistic about the weather forecast so Rylee wouldnt freak out but he had a gut feeling that they were going to be snowbound. Common sense told him that they shouldve turned around and gone back to Mooresville since it was only a three-hour drive but he had waited too long for this trip. Theyd survive since they had plenty of food, plus the standard provision of canned soups that had been left in the cabinets. Jaeden got an axe from the garage and began to split the firewood that was left after the trees had been cleared from the land during the past summer. He worked up a sweat as he split one log after another. He thought
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about how to seduce Rylee later that night. It had to be handled delicately as if she was made of the finest porcelain. The last thing he needed was to scare the hell out of her and send her into a panic attack. Rylee stood at the windows and watched him swing the axe with his strong muscular arms. His aim was perfect as the deadly tool landed squarely in the middle of each log. She thought how it felt to be held within those strong but gentle arms. He was like the air that she breathed in and tonight was going to be the night that she gave herself to him. He had patiently waited for more than a year. It suddenly hit her that this weekend was the anniversary of their first date since they didnt officially start going out until November 5. She noticed the snowflakes as they began to fall from the sky. There was nothing she could do to stop the approaching storm so she might as well get supper cooked. She laughed as she danced toward the kitchen to begin to make the same spaghetti sauce that shed cooked for Jaeden almost a year ago. Hed made a list of firsts that they had done together when he proposed on Halloween weekend so it was her turn to come up with her own list. She quickly got the spaghetti sauce made and let it simmer. Next, on the list was to take a long bubble bath with magnolia-scented bath gel and then to put on a black velvet robe with absolutely nothing underneath. She ran up the stairs, grabbed the bath gel and skidded to a stop when she saw the huge tub that was situated along one wall. Rylee searched for some candles which she found in the kitchen pantry. Then it was back to the bathroom where she carefully constructed a scene of seduction as she set the candles around the room. She turned on the water and added the magnolia-scented bath gel and
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quickly ran to the bedroom to peek outside to see if Jaeden was still splitting wood. She saw him walking toward the house with the axe in his hand and knew he must be finished with the task. She ran back to the bathroom and stripped out of her clothes and kicked them into a pile. She twisted her hair into a knot on top of her head and carefully stepped down into the tub and waited for him to come to find her.. Jaeden wiped the sweat from his face with the hem of his sweatshirt. Then he wiped the axe blade clean and replaced it in the garage. He opened the door leading into the kitchen and the smell of Rylees spaghetti sauce assaulted his nose. His taste buds watered with anticipation of the meal that would be ready later. He noticed how quiet it was and glanced around the huge room for Rylee but didnt see her anywhere. Rylee? Where are you, babe? He waited for a minute and then laughingly called out, A bear didnt sneak in and kidnap you, did it? Well, hells bells, where could she be? He opened the refrigerator and grabbed a cold beer and twisted the cap off before taking a long pull from it. Damn, that was a tasty brew! It might be cold outside and snowing but hed worked up a sweat splitting the logs. He bounded up the stairs to grab some clean clothes before taking a shower in the master bathroom. He was preoccupied by his thoughts and didnt notice that the bathroom door was halfway closed until he turned around to head that way. He saw the soft candlelight reflecting onto the wooden floor and knew that Rylee must be taking a bath. Hed just pop his head in and tell her that he was going to use the shower downstairs. Jaeden walked toward the bathroom and was in the middle of taking a pull from his beer when he pushed the door open. He saw Rylee leaning against the back of the tub with a come-hither look in her eyes and he literally
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choked on his beer. He dropped his clothes onto the floor and barely missed setting them on fire from one of the candles. He couldnt speak a single word. He just stared at herfrozen by the beautiful image of her sitting like an angel in a pile of bubbles. Oh god, if she moved an inch and her breasts were exposed, forget waiting for tonight to seduce her. Rylee crooked her finger and seductively asked, Why dont you get undressed and take a bath with me? Uh, I dont think thats a good idea right now. Rylee was amused to see that the tables had turned and he was the one who was hesitating. She reached up and pulled the elastic band from her hair and shook her head which allowed the chestnut curls to fall softly around her shoulders. Come, join me and Ill soothe those tired muscles that you used while splitting all of the firewood. Ry, what kind of mind games are you playin? She stood up and watched him close his eyes but not before he slid his gaze over her wet naked body covered only with bubbles. J, open your eyes and look at me. He licked his lips but kept his eyes closed. He softly begged, Baby, please sit down and cover up with the bubbles. I cant take any more temptation from you right now. Rylee softly insisted, Jaeden, why cant you see that Im ready to give myself to you? His eyes popped open and then gazed intensely at her. The expression on her face and in her eyes showed him that she was serious. Time for game-playing was over and it was time for the reward he had waited for. The ball was finally in his court so what was he waiting for?
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He took his eyes off of her for a second to see that she had set the mood for seduction; not taking a bath alone. Oh, hell, move your ass, Jaeden, and take her up on the invitation to join her in the tub. He looked at Rylee and softly asked, Are you sure youre ready? Yes, so come to me, J. I want to be loved completely by you. Jaeden set his beer on the counter before he pulled his sweatshirt over his head and let it drop to the floor. He unsnapped his jeans, and then stepped out of them with his boxers following them, also. Rylee watched as he walked toward her like a sleek jungle cat. Lord, he was gorgeous beyond her wildest imagination. His muscles rippled across his chest and his abs were like a washboard. His long legs were muscular and he was already aroused and standing at attention. She licked her lips with the tip of her tongue. As he joined her, she felt a shiver crawl up her spine at the thought of him making love to her but she was ready to become his forever. Jaeden sank down into the hot soothing water and felt some of his muscles begin to relax while others were tighter than a rubber band stretched to the point of breaking. If she touched him, there would be no turning back no matter how much shed protest but everything was falling into place for this seduction to take place. It was a fantasy land with lit candles and Rylee sitting in a tub of bubbles while snow was falling and transforming the outside world into a winter wonderland. Had he missed the little fairy that had waved a magic wand and finally made his dream come true? Rylee began to slowly wash his broad shoulders. Her eyes slid over every inch of his face and saw his eyes fill with the same love that she knew was reflecting within hers. Neither had to say those three little words I love you, for the message to be passed between them.
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It was in every glance; every touch of their fingers; every smile and even their body language screamed it whenever they were within five-hundred feet of one another. They could be across the room from one another and all it took was one look to say, I love you. There had been bets placed at the fire station on how long itd take before Jaeden proposed. Rylee softly murmured, You must be tired from working last night and then splitting that firewood. You can take a nap after were finished with our bath. Jaeden pulled her down into his arms and softly laughed, Now, that I have you naked and in my arms, do you really think that Im gonna take a nap? I was hoping that youd say that. Ill just bet that you were, he murmured before cupping her face within his hands and placing several soft kisses along her jaw line. He claimed her lips in a long passionate kiss. His hands slowly slid down her neck to her shoulders where he left them before he moved them further. Rylee held her breath and waited for him to continue but maybe she needed to encourage him. She traced his lips with her fingertips before allowing them to slide over his cheekbones. She entwined her fingers in his hair and pulled his head toward her before murmuring, I want to feel your hands touching me while you kiss me. He let her pull his head down for a long, sweet, smoldering kiss while he slowly slid his hands down to gently cup her breasts. Oh god, her breasts were so firm and fit perfectly. It was like she was made especially for him to be the only man to touch her baby soft skin. He heard her soft moans as he circled her nipples with the pads of his thumbs. He reluctantly pulled his lips from hers and murmured, Are you okay with this?

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Rylee looked up into his blue eyes that had turned darker than sapphires. She whispered, I like the feel of your hands on me so dont stop. I think youll like this a lot better. He placed his hands on her hips and drew her upwards before taking one of her nipples in his mouth. He began to tease it with his tongue and gently suck on it while his other hand continued to caress her right breast. Rylee placed her hands on his shoulders as she tilted her head back. A wave of molten heat washed over her that was indescribable and out of control. She wanted this feeling to continue forever and if she had only known, she wouldve given in to him long before now. Jaeden could feel every ounce of her resistance washing away as surely as if he had doused her with a fire hose. She was his and he was in command of bringing her to ecstasy. He murmured against her soft bare breast, Sweet, sweet Rylee, youre all mine. I love you so much. Make love to me completely, J. He raised his eyes to meet hers and whispered, Are you positively sure? She nodded her head and he slowly smiled, We need to be somewhere different than this tub. I want to be gentle with you and thats not easy to accomplish except in a big soft bed. Jaeden eased her aside and then stood before he stepped out onto the floor and carefully helped her from the tub. He grabbed two towels and gently drying both of them off before walking into the bedroom. He picked up the remote to the CD player and pressed the button to begin playing a CD that he had burned some songs onto. Even though the first song, Come A Little Closer by Dierks Bentley, was about making up, it was also about making love to the one woman in a mans life who he loved. It was a fitting song to make love to Rylee for the first time since theyd almost broken up when she
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wouldnt make love with him until now. He finally had her.gloriously naked in his arms.ready to make love. Jaeden lowered her down to the bed before he joined her. He slid his hand over her breasts one at the time before sliding it down to her stomach. He was expecting her to begin pushing him away; instead, she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling his head down and locking their lips together in a long, hot passionate kiss. She hadnt stopped him as his hand reached her belly button so he slid it down further. When he touched her between her legs, she softly moaned and arched her hips upwards as he continued to explore her soft sweet body. He pulled his lips away and murmured, Open your legs for me, baby. She did as he asked and he began to caress her more intimately before he slid the tip of his finger inside of her. He waited for a few seconds before saying, Ry, you can stop me at any point and well try again later if you want. She whispered, Im okay. Jaeden continued to caress her with gentle strokes of his thumb before sliding his finger further inside. He took it one slow motion at a time and hoped that she wouldnt begin to panic. He breathed a silent sigh of relief when there was no resistance from her. He waited until he heard her moan louder and then he began to move his finger in a slow steady rhythm before he eased between her legs. He reached for the condom hed left on the top of the nightstand. He quickly put it on and asked her for the last time, Ry, are you sure youre ready? She whispered, Im more than sure. He slightly nodded his head and began to caress her with his fingertips again. The same feeling rushed
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over her body as it had before. Jaeden placed his hard erection at her moist intimate opening. He slowly inched his way inside to give her time to get used to him. When he felt the last obstacle to her virginity, he softly whispered, Baby, this is gonna hurt for a few seconds but I swear itll be brief and the only time itll be like this between us. Rylee looked into his eyes and saw only love. She knew that he didnt want to hurt her no matter what but there was no other way to make her his completely. She nodded her head and tightly clung to him as he lowered his head and kissed her at the exact moment that he took her virginity. She wouldve gasped for breath if he hadnt been kissing her. Jaeden lay still inside of her to give her a minute to recover from the pain. He saw the tears that filled her eyes as she bit her lip to keep from letting him know how it mustve hurt. He gently wiped the tears from her eyes with his fingertips and softly said, We can stop if it hurts too much. you. No, I want to experience every second of this with

Jaeden slowly began a slow steady motion that evolved into faster harder thrusts which was bringing them to the final step of ecstasy. He was being gentle so he wouldnt hurt her but the passion flowing between them overtook their bodies. They rushed toward the final thrust causing them to burst into ecstasy at the same moment. Jaeden gasped for breath as he rolled over and pulled Rylee into his arms, Are you okay, baby? Did I hurt you too much? Rylee traced her initials across his chest like she was branding him. J, you just gave me the most beautiful gift.

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He softly laughed, No way, that honor belongs to you. Youve given me the most beautiful gift that any man could ever want. He held her in his arms for a few minutes before taking her by the hand back into the bathroom. He ran another bath and this time, he gently bathed her to soothe the tenderness between her legs. They ended up in one anothers arms for another slower-paced round of making love.

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Chapter 14 Jaeden went downstairs to check on the spaghetti sauce and to give Rylee a little privacy to get dressed. When she walked down the stairs, he knew it had been worth the wait to see the sparkle in her eyes and to know that he had put it there. There was a soft glow about her that hadnt been there an hour before. He wrapped his arms around her and murmured, You look like a woman who has been loved by a man who owns her heart. I never dreamed making love could be so sweet. It is when its with someone that you love. He bent his head and softly kissed her. And I love you. Ahhhh, such sweet words to say but youve already seduced me. Ill seduce you every chance that I get for the next thousand years. He kissed her below her ear. Rylee giggled and tried to break free from his embrace. Where ya goin, sweet thang? You tickled me! Oh? You mean this? Jaeden softly laughed as he held her tightly in his arms and kissed her in the same spot. Rylees squeals of laughter echoed across the room. His hand accidentally slid into the V-neck opening of her robe, where he encountered her bare breast. Hmmm, what do we have here? Rylee looked up at him in amusement, Well, if you dont know the female anatomy, we have a problem. Jaeden rolled his eyes but things took a turn toward seduction as he gently cupped her breast in his hand. His thumb slowly circled her nipple as he held her against him. Lord, I thought it was tough holding onto my self-control before I ever touched her but its going to be even harder, now.
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Rylee gave a soft sigh as she settled back against him and let him have his way with her. He turned her around to face him before he untied her robe. He gazed at the slender body that he had just made love to. How had he gotten so lucky to have her for his future wife? Jaeden placed his hands on her hips and lifted her onto the counter and eased her back so she lay before him. He bent his head and teased her as he took one of her nipples into his warm wet mouth. He trailed his fingers across her skin to cup her other breast in his hand. His touch was gentle as he caressed her even though his fingers were callused from the tasks he performed as a firefighter. Rylee wrapped her fingers around the back of his head and held it firmly against her breast. She softly moaned while he continued to tease the rosebud tip. She raised one leg to wrap around his thigh to pull him closer to her. As his fingers trailed down toward her stomach, she arched her hips upward in anticipation of feeling his fingers against her skin. She wasnt prepared for his next move Jaeden placed a trail of kisses that followed his fingers.moving lower and lower. He licked around the edge of her belly button before using the tip of his tongue to trail along the path to his chosen destination. He nudged her legs apart before interlocking the fingers of his left hand with hers. He raised his head, leaned forward and kissed her with enough heated passion to melt the snow that had begun to pile up outside on the deck. Rylee gasped as he bent his head again and his tongue touched the most intimate part of her. As his fingers worked their magic along with his tongue, he slowly brought her to a height of ecstasy that she never dreamed was possible. She wrapped her legs around him as he delved his tongue inside of her. He was relentless as
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he continued to flick his tongue across her aroused flesh before delving it back inside of her. She softly cried out his name, Jaeden baby He raised his head and whispered, Do you like what Im doin to you? Rylee softly moaned, Jaeden..oh baby.please dont stop. Jaeden spread his hands across her stomach and up to her breasts before cupping them in his hands. He teased her nipples with the pads of his thumbs and murmured, Youre so beautiful. Rylee arched up as he began to place kisses in a downward path. She whimpered, Youre driving me insane by being so slow. He softly laughed, Good things come to those who wait and, baby, Ive waited for one year for every sweet lovin moment with you. So, you can have a little patience until I get back to where I left off. Rylee moaned as he nudged her legs further apart before he began a smoldering assault on her. She tried to arch her hips upwards as his tongue and mouth sweetly ravished her aroused flesh but he was holding her down so she couldnt move. She cried out as he finally gave her the sweet release that she begged for. He placed soft kisses on the inside of each of her thighs before leaning over to give her a long sweet kiss on the lips. Rylee wrapped her legs around his waist and held him against her warm body. She cupped his face in her hands and gazed into his eyes before whispering, I love you so much. His eyes twinkled as he softly replied, Thats a good thing cuz I love you just as much as you love me. Theres nothin that I wouldnt do for you. Youre the reason I get up in the mornins; the reason my heart skips a beat when I see you; the reason I never gave up hope that I would win your heart.
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She whispered, I know I drove you totally insane so thank you for waiting so patiently for me. She traced his lips with her fingertips. Even though you won my heart on the first night that we met, I had to be completely sure of my feelings for you. Ry, I wouldve been insane not to wait. Youre everything a man could want for a wife; sweet, lovin, compassionate and a lil spitfire at times. Rylee rose up on her elbow and pursed her lips, So.Im a spitfire? Jaeden gently pulled her up and cupped her face in his hands. Yes, but I happen to like the little spark. I wouldnt change a thing about you. Sweet-talker, she giggled before leaning forward to give him a quick kiss on the lips. I wouldnt change a thing about you, either. Good. He pulled the edges of her robe together and tied the belt before lifting her with his hands again and standing her down on the floor. I need to get a fire built in the fireplace so itll be warm and cozy in here. After we eat we can watch a chick flick if you want to find one on TV. Rylee exclaimed in astonishment, Guys never like chick flicks! Havent you realized by now that Im not like other guys that you know? Jaeden placed his hands against his low-slung jeans which were hugging his hips. He wouldve scoffed if hed known that Rylee was comparing him in her mind to a male dancer. Oh, I realized that a long time ago, Lieutenant JT MacKenzie. It was very evident the night we met when I saw the compassion in your eyes for the kid injured in the accident. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed him on the lips, I need to finish getting supper ready.
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A few minutes later, they were ready to eat. They fed one another tiny bites of spaghetti while discussing wedding plans. Jaeden wasnt sure he could wait for an eternity to marry her but Rylee insisted on having at least six months to plan a wedding. They decided on June 3 which was seven months away. Outside, the snow continued to pile up but they were warm and cozy wrapped in one anothers arms while snuggling on the couch to watch a movie where they fell asleep. Jaeden awoke around five a.m. to find that the power had gone off and they were snowbound by eighteen inches of snow. They had no choice except to stay until he could dig a path out to the roadway which was four days later. Three weeks later, they spent Thanksgiving with Rylees family. This time Zane was home since he had moved back to the United States in May. Rylee and Jaeden had kept their engagement a secret until they could share it with her parents and brother first. Zane was the first one to spot the diamond on her finger and he snatched her hand up to stare at the sparkling gem. He stared intensely at Jaeden and raised an eyebrow, So does this mean that youre marryin my sister? Jaeden saw the look in Zanes eyes that was daring him to give the correct answer. Well, considerin the fact that Ive waited for an entire year for her, I guess the answer is yes. Zane took a step toward him and gave him a shove, You guess? Wrong answer, dude! Zane, knock it off! Rylee tugged on Zanes arm but he shrugged her off. Rylee Grace, hed better know that hes ready to marry you instead of guessin about it especially since hes obviously slept with you! Zane didnt take his eyes off of Jaeden for an instant as he spat his reply toward his sister.
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Rylee softly hissed, Zane Cameron Thomas, it took me a year to decide that Jaeden is the right guy for me so behave yourself and I mean it. Jaeden allowed a ghost of a smile to slide across his lips as he watched his little spitfire fiance take on her brother who towered over her with his six-foot-one height. Damn, she wasnt a bit scared to challenge him, either. Hed be willing to bet that shed take on King Kong if the fictional ape was real and he tried to kidnap her! Jaeden quietly spoke, Ry, its okay. Hes just bein protective like a brother should be. He needs to keep his mouth shut until he has his facts straight! Rylee jabbed Zane in the chest with her finger, I love you, little brother, but just remember one thing, Jaeden MacKenzie isnt like Sam King. Zanes eyes were the same shade of blue as hers until he got mad and then they turned the color of a thundercloud. She saw his eyes darken with anger and realized too late that she had let the cat out of the bag about Sam. Zane clenched his fist and hissed between his teeth, What did Sam do to you? And dont even try to cover it up, Rylee. Rylee wanted to slap herself for being so stupid by mentioning Sam King. Zane had never trusted him even when she was just friends with the guy. She darted behind Jaeden and prayed that he could somehow defuse the situation before Zane left the house in a raging fit. He would go to Sams parents house and beat the ever-loving snot out of himnot that Sam didnt deserve it but she didnt want her brother in trouble either. Jaeden came to her rescue. Dude, I took care of the twerp and if he dares to show his face around Rylee again, Ill kick his ass. Zane spat, That still doesnt answer my question!
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Think about it and youll have your answer. Dont force your sister to talk about the incident. Jaeden gently pulled Rylee from behind him and wrapped his arms protectively around her. Zane stepped over to them and caressed his sisters cheek. Sissy, did he hurt you? Rylee shook her head and he stared into her eyes to see that she was telling him the truth. He breathed a sigh of relief, I never liked him anyway. Just please tell me that he didnt get what he was after. Jaeden answered for her as he softly murmured, That honor was mine but I didnt lay a hand on her until we went to the mountains three weeks ago. Zane pursed his lips and stared intensely at Jaeden. All Im gonna say is this.dont be stupid enough to ever break her heart or youll answer to me. Carolyn Thomas chose that moment to step into the family room to announce that dinner was ready. The three of them walked into the dining room where Rylee and Jaeden announced their engagement. They were enveloped with hugs and kisses from Carolyn while Jaeden received a handshake and a hearty welcome to the family from Spence. Zane noted the happiness on the faces of his parents and then his eyes met his sisters. He saw the sparkle in her eyes when she looked at Jaeden and knew that they were head-over-heels in love with one another so how could he be anything except happy for them? He sighed and offered a handshake to his future brother-inlaw. A month later, Christmas was spent with Jaedens family. Paige MacKenzie already loved Rylee like the daughter she had longed for after giving birth to two healthy sons. Logan MacKenzie saw the gem that his oldest son had chosen to marry since she understood Jaedens lifestyle. Rylee lived on the edge of adrenaline rushes whenever her pager was activated with emergency
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calls. Jaeden needed someone to comfort him and to be there for him when he couldnt save a life. They would need a strong marriage to withstand those turbulent times. No one counted on the one person who shouldve supported their future plans to get married. Jaedens best friend would sabotage the relationship that Jaeden had worked so carefully to build.one of trust and love; two words that Ryan Lee Jackson didnt have a clue to their meaning. Rylee began to plan her dream wedding after New Years Day when she finally had time to go shopping with her mama. She was using spring colors for the wedding and Jaeden would probably want to wear his dress firefighter uniform. Her mama assured her would look fine so she put it on her list of things to discuss later that night. When she got home from shopping, Jaeden totally distracted her by suggesting that she move in with him the next weekend. She spent more time at his townhouse so it only made sense to save money that they could use for the wedding. Plans were made for Ryan, Brad and Trey to help pack Rylees belongings and move her things the next weekend. Her cousin, Seth, was rooming with Zane until he could find his own apartment so he bought the furniture in her apartment.

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Chapter 15 Everyone showed up the next Saturday morning to begin moving Rylees things. She had packed everything the two previous nights and it was all labeled on the outside of the boxes where it would go in Jaedens townhouse. Rylee was busy directing the guys on how to pack the boxes inside of the small rental truck. She turned around to get a box of books that could be placed on the bottom and tripped over the curb. A pair of strong arms caught her before she fell and she felt a hand cupping her breast. Rylee thought it was Jaeden but much to her surprise, when she looked up, it was Ryans face staring down at her with a hungry look in his eyes. She quickly stepped away and backed into another muscular body. Before she could say anything, Jaeden slid his arms around her waist and softly laughed, Watch out for the curbs, babe. You dont need to break an ankle or a leg. Rylee looked up at Jaeden and he planted a quick kiss on her forehead before letting go of her. She glanced at Ryan but didnt care for the way he was looking at her like he wanted to devour her. A shiver crawled up her spine as he winked before he slid his hands into his jeans pockets and sauntered away toward her apartment. Rylee buried her face in the folds of Jaedens sweatshirt and snuggled against him. He wrapped his arms around her and sensed something was wrong so he softly asked, Whats wrong, babe? She lied to him for the first time as she softly replied, I just need a hug. He shrugged off his uneasy feeling and chalked it up to a chick thing since they were in the midst of moving. Too bad Zane cant be here to help.

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Rylee replied, He works from midnight to five a.m. with his radio show so its hard for him to do anything early. Hell have fun unloading the truck later after yall get the furniture loaded for Seth. Jaeden remarked, Its a good thing that Seth needed some furniture so we wouldnt have to put it in storage. Brad walked past with a box in his hands. Hey, JT, you gonna help us or stand around huggin Rylee all day? Jaeden scowled, Rylees my fiance so that gives me fringe benefits. Rylee giggled as Brad rolled his eyes before he slid the box into the truck. Brad, Im buying lunch for everyone as an incentive for helping. Trey walked out with two boxes in his arms and stopped dead in his tracks. Lunch is all were gettin for doin this? Rylee placed her hands on her hips and arched an eyebrow, Well, what payment do you expect, Trey? Her face suddenly paled when Ryan stepped into view with a smirk visibly showing on his face. Jaeden didnt notice it but Trey and Brad had caught the expression in her eyes. Oh, hell, what had happened to put that panicked look in her eyes? Rylee murmured about checking on something inside of the apartment and took off like a frightened rabbit. Jaeden held his hands up like he didnt have a clue what was wrong with her. He hung back to talk to Ryan for a minute as Brad and Trey walked briskly inside to ask Rylee what was going on. Rylee tried to calm down about the incident with Ryan but hed freaked her out with his actions. She wasnt sure how to handle things but she couldnt tell
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Jaeden or all hell would break loose. There was no way she wanted to be the reason for their friendship to end. Trey and Brad found her leaning against the kitchen counter with her face buried in her hands. Brad placed his hand on her arm which made her squeak with fright since she hadnt heard them come inside. She looked up to see a concerned look in his warm chocolate brown eyes. Brad quietly asked, Rylee, what just happened between you and RJ? She licked her lips, I dont know what youre talking about. Brad sighed, Trey and I saw the panicked look in your eyes when RJ stepped outside a minute ago. Has he tried anything with you? Rylee edged away from him, What makes you think hed do something like that? Trey softly replied, Rylee, Brad and I have seen the way that he looks at you when he thinks no one is noticin. She shook her head as she looked from one concerned face to another. Theres no way that hed try anything. Jaeden is his best friend. Brad saw that she was denying what was staring her in the face. Rylee, hes had a thing for you ever since you and Jaeden met. Rylee placed her hand over her mouth as she thought about how Ryan had cupped her breast in his hand. Her eyes widened and she felt sick when she thought about the hungry look in his eyes. Omigod. Does Jaeden suspect anything? Brad shook his head, I tried to tell him but he blew me off.

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Rylee sank down onto a bar stool and held her head in her hands. A moment later she looked up at them. Jaeden cant find out about this. Jaeden walked into the kitchen and asked, Jaeden cant find out about what? He glanced at the three of them and waited for a reply. Hello? Why arent you givin me an answer? Ryan walked in behind him and observed that Trey, Brad and Rylee were standing in the kitchen together so his curiosity was up. After a moment of staring at his brothers who wouldnt meet his gaze, it told him what he needed to know. They had been talking about him. Brad and Trey were startled when Rylee burst into laughter. They looked at her like shed lost her mind until she said, I was asking them for suggestions on a wedding gift for you but now youve ruined it! Jaeden threw his head back and laughed, Well, one thing that Id love is you in something red and sexy for our weddin night. Ill add that to my list of things to buy! Rylee jumped to her feet and looked around the kitchen. Theres only one box left to take out to the truck and this room is finished except for the bar stools, table and chairs for Seth. Jaeden grabbed the box and headed toward the front door while Rylee looked at Trey and Brad. The three of them drew in a breath and slowly blew it out before Ryans eyes met each of theirs. He gave them a smirk letting them know that he was on to their earlier conversation. Then he walked back into the living room to grab another load of Rylees stuff. Brad quietly murmured to Rylee, Well be keepin tabs on RJ but if he tries anything, let us know immediately.
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Rylee found a piece of paper and a pen to scribble down their cell phone numbers in case she needed to call them. They quickly returned to taking her things out to the rental truck so Jaeden wouldnt become suspicious. They never left Rylee alone for one second with Ryan even when they went to Jaedens townhouse to unload everything. It was one thing to covet material things but to put the moves on another mans fiance crossed the line. Rylee and Jaeden settled into a cozy living arrangement and the countdown began for their wedding. The days flew by and suddenly it was Valentines Day.the day of lovers, filled with a red rose placed on Rylees pillow before she awoke, breakfast cooked and served by Jaeden with promises of more to come later that night. He gave her a gift certificate for an afternoon to be pampered at a local spa. She had a manicure and a relaxing massage but wouldve much rather had received it from Jaeden since he had strong but gentle hands. The mouth-watering smells of steak teriyaki being grilled and the sight of Jaeden tossing a salad, greeted her as she stepped inside of the townhouse. She slowly smiled when she noticed the chefs apron covering his dark blue polo shirt. She stood on her tiptoes and kissed him softly. Wow, youve been busy while Ive been gone. Jaeden slowly smiled at her before nodding toward the dining table and the living room. You havent seen everything yet and theres a little something special upstairs, too. Rylee glanced around to see that he had filled the living room with lit candles, red heart-shaped balloons and a vase of red roses on the coffee table. She softly exclaimed, Jaeden, you are so romantic!

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Only because I love you, he bent his head and kissed her softly. Did you enjoy your afternoon at the spa? It was heavenly but I wish youd been the one to give me the massage. Jaeden scowled, I specifically asked that it be done by a female and not a man! Rylee giggled, Calm down! It was done by a female! Oh. He gave a short embarrassed laugh, Sorry, babe. I just dont like the thought of any guy, besides me, puttin their hands on you. Rylee gulped as she thought about Ryans hand cuppin her breast the day that he had helped her move. Oh god, Jaeden would kill him if he found out about it which is precisely why shed kept it from him. She quickly changed the subject, Something smells yummy! Steak teriyaki and itll be done in ten minutes so why dont you go upstairs and find the rest of your Valentines gift? He gave her a soft pat on the butt before he walked outside to check on the steaks again. Rylee ran upstairs and found he had created a romantic scene by putting red satin sheets on their kingsized black wrought-iron bed and sprinkling rose petals across the sheets. He had placed candles around the room to light later but what attracted her attention was the red velvet dress spread across the end of the bed. She held it up and knew it would fit her perfectly. She went into the bathroom and carefully slid the dress over her head and let it fall in soft folds. The bodice fit snugly across her breasts and was held up by thin spaghetti straps. She found a pair of heels to wear and slid her feet into them before carefully making her way downstairs.
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Jaeden walked back inside with the steak teriyaki as Rylee stepped into the kitchen. He stumbled as he stared at the vision before him. Her hair fell in soft waves over her shoulders and the dress made her look like a soft velvety red rose. He managed to set the platter onto the counter as it slipped from his fingers. He shook his head and mumbled, Ry, I knew the dress would look amazin on you but, geez, I didnt know that it was gonna sizzle! You need to report a three-alarm fire call? No, maam, I can handle this one completely by myself. He pulled her into his arms and lowered his head before kissing her. He reluctantly pulled his lips away and closed his eyes for a brief moment. He sighed, Baby, we need to eat, even though Id rather have dessert first which is. you. An hour later, they got cozy on the couch to exchange gifts. Jaeden made Rylee wait while he opened the gift she had given to him. He was speechless when he saw a gold firefighters Maltese Cross to wear on the gold chain that shed given to him for their first Christmas. When he turned it over into the palm of his hand, he saw the inscription which read, J, the hero of my heart. It was hard to find the right words to say but he finally managed, Ry, I fell in love with you from the moment our eyes met. Youve held my heart in your hands for sixteen months and I cant wait to make you my wife. Her eyes filled with tears when she opened his gift. It seemed that their hearts were truly entwined since he had given her a small ruby heart surrounded by tiny sparkling diamonds. Jaeden carefully hooked the necklace around her neck before taking her upstairs to give her another gift; a night filled with romance and passion. Nothing could possibly shatter their happiness or could it..
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Chapter 16 In late March Jaeden was on duty when the tones sounded at one a.m. for a paramedic call to respond to a cardiac call. He and Ryan were acting paramedics for the shift so they quickly ran toward the firemans pole and slid down it expertly. Once their feet touched the concrete floor, they dashed toward the rescue unit. Ryan jumped in on the passenger side while Jaeden jumped in and hit the remote to raise the doors to the bay. Jaeden put the unit into drive and hit the accelerator. When cardiac calls were called in, it was only a matter of minutes to save a life. Ryan grabbed a clipboard and quickly scribbled down the victims address as Jaeden hit the siren and flashing red lights. They were on scene within five minutes. Jaeden grabbed the gear bag from the side of the unit while Ryan grabbed the defibrillator in case it was needed. They headed toward the front door when it suddenly opened and revealed a woman in her late twenties. She was dressed in black leather which made them look at one another with raised eyebrows. The young woman exclaimed, Oh, thank god, youre here! They stepped inside and the young woman led them down the hallway. Ryan admired the way the leather outfit was molded to her feminine shape. She was also wearing black fishnet hose and thigh-high black leather boots with spiked heels. Jaeden hesitated for a second, Maam, did you call for a possible heart-attack victim? She nodded her head, Its my boyfriend! We were having fun in the bedroom when he began having chest pains and started moaning. Ryan mumbled under his breath, God forbid, I bet he did since shes wearin that outfit.
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Jaeden tossed a glance over his shoulder that he agreed but he couldnt say it aloud. Lord, if Rylee ever wore anything like that, hed be calling 911, too. She led them to the bedroom and Jaeden stopped dead in his tracks. Ryan ran into the back of him and muttered, Thanks for stoppin in the middle of the doorway, JT. The patient was handcuffed to the headboard and Ryan softly murmured, Kinky sex definitely brought on this heart-attack. It wouldve been highly unprofessional if Jaeden had burst into laughter so he had to contain it no matter how hard it was to do. The patient had a smirk on his face just daring them to laugh at him. Jaeden set the gear bag on the bed and looked at the woman, Maam, do you have the keys to the handcuffs? Thats what started this whole ordeal. I accidentally dropped them down the air vent, she replied as she watched Jaeden pull on a pair of latex gloves. Jaeden guessed that the man was around thirtytwo years old, much too young for a heart-attack but considering the situation. He reached up and placed his fingers against the mans wrist which was cuffed to the headboard. His skin was pale and sweaty which couldve been because it was warm inside. Jaeden took the blood pressure cuff from the gear bag and strapped it around the mans upper arm. He pumped it up and put the stethoscope into his ears to listen to his blood pressure. Ryan was documenting the patients condition so Jaeden murmured, His pulse is 124, respiration is 30 and BP is 160/110. He knew the signs of a heart-attack since hed been on too many cardiac calls so he asked, Sir, do you have any chest pain, discomfort or shortness of breath? The man gave his girlfriend a seductive look from her head to her toes. Well, I have minor discomfort in a lot of places.
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The woman was miffed to say the least when Jaeden looked at Ryan and they burst out laughing despite the situation. She snorted, I dont see anything funny! He could be having a heart-attack and all of you, including him, are laughing like hyenas. I should report you to your fire chief. It took a minute for Jaeden to get himself under control. I apologize but that was just a little too funny not to laugh. He got placed a non-rebreather mask over the mans face and set it at twelve liters per minute. The woman placed her hands on her hips before clearing her throat which drew their attention, So, how are you going to get the handcuffs off? Jaeden wanted to make a few suggestions about how they could saw the headboard in two with a sawzall. Ill go get a pair of bolt cutters that should do the trick. When we get to the ER, the nurse can call the police to take a set of keys to get them off. You mean theyll call the police? She slapped her hand against her mouth and then looked down at her outfit. She ran to the closet to grab something to change into. Her boyfriend pulled the mask up and joked, Baby, youll give the doctors a heart-attack if you go in there dressed like that. Jaeden rolled his eyes and gently pushed the mask back over the mans mouth. Sir, keep this on so itll help you breathe better. Ill be right back with a pair of bolt cutters. He murmured to Ryan, Keep an eye on his condition cuz I dont like how he looks. If things go bad, start CPR until I get back. He quickly left the room and went out to find the pair of bolt cutters. Maybe he should buy Rylee an outfit like that but something told him that his heart wouldnt be able to stand it either. He found what he was looking
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for and jogged back inside to cut the handcuffs free from the headboard. Ryan contacted the hospital and they were advised to transport the patient to be assessed. He rode in the back with him while the girlfriend followed in the car to the local hospital. After theyd taken the man to the hospital, they rode back to the fire station. Ryan made a crack about how Jaeden probably wanted to see Rylee dressed like that with whips and chains. It was inappropriate for him to talk about her that way and it pissed Jaeden off. He didnt want to start a fight but it was Rylee that Ryan was yapping about. way. I dont appreciate you talkin about my fiance that

Ryan laughed, How many times have we talked about chicks that weve dated? Its never bothered you before! Have you lost your freakin mind? Jaeden glanced at him with a scowl on his face. Rylee aint some chick I found in a bar. Chill, dude! I just thought shed look hot dressed in a black leather outfit. Yall could have some wild kinky sex! Its none of your damned business what kind of sex we have. He reached over and grabbed Ryans shirt in his hand, Keep your mouth shut about Rylee! Damn, JT! Will you chill? I was just jokin! Geez! Ryan shoved Jaedens hand off of his arm. He flung himself against the passenger door to sulk. Jaeden was left to stew in his anger while Ryan sulked like he was the injured party. It was a silent tenminute ride to the fire station and neither spoke as they got out of the unit. Ryan climbed into the back to put clean sheets on the gurney while Jaeden restocked their supplies. Not one word was spoken as they headed upstairs to go to bed.
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Jaeden brushed past Ryan in the hallway to the room that they shared. Ryan grabbed his arm and Jaeden snarled, Get your hand off me, Ryan Lee. Shit, Jaeden never called him Ryan Lee unless he was really pissed off. Ryan sighed, Jaeden, I didnt mean anything bad about Rylee. Its just a well-known fact around here that shes a gorgeous woman. Jaeden glared at him, Well, I dont see or hear anyone else makin inappropriate remarks about her. Im tryin to apologize if youll shut up long enough to hear me! Damn! Weve been best friends since we were three-years old! Are we gonna let a chick come between us? That chick happens to be my fiance and if I hear one more inappropriate remark from your mouth or anyone else around here, your asses are mine! So youd better pass the word around! Trey opened the door to his room and complained, Cant yall fight tomorrow morning? Im tryin to sleep! Ryan and Jaeden shouted, Shut the hell up, Trey! Trey muttered about how they were acting like kids before he slammed the door. Ryan and Jaeden stood faceto-face and Ryan held his hand out to his best friend, Cmon, JT. You know I hate fightin with you. Jaeden stared at the expression on Ryans face which resembled a child whod been scolded by his mama. Its just different with Rylee and I thought you understood that. Yeah, I do and I was outta line so will ya just accept my apology? Jaeden muttered, What the hell.youll only yap about it until I do. He clasped Ryans hand around the wrist in a handshake. He didnt see the smug look on Ryans face. His best friend was slowly putting another
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screw into the deception of a lifetime while backstabbing Jaeden to steal Rylee. The next phase of Ryans plan was to stage a scene for Candace to catch him with another girl so shed break up with him. Then hed cry on Rylees shoulder about the injustice of never being able to find the right girl. It was the perfect way to get a little closer to her but he had to soothe Jaedens ruffled feathers again. Why dont you and Rylee go out with me and Candace later? We can go to Brewin Time and hang out. Its karaoke night and we can laugh at the drunks who cant sing worth a lick, shoot a few games of pool and just be with our ladies. Jaeden agreed and they headed off to bed to grab some much-needed sleep. They went out for a fun night while Ryan was like a fox in the hen house, observing his unsuspecting victims whose lives he was about to wreck. He didnt feel one speck of guilt for doing it. The next day, Rylee was busy folding laundry in the laundry room when she heard the door open behind her. Since she was expecting it to be Jaeden coming home, she automatically said, Hey, baby! Ryan laughed, Sorry but this isnt the hey baby you were expectin. She felt a chill crawl up her spine when she heard Ryans voice. She dropped Jaedens t-shirt on top of the pile of laundry and spun around to face him. She replied, Hey, Ryan. Jaeden should be home any second. He hoped that she wouldnt freak out since hed walked in uninvited. Sorry if I scared you. I know where the spare key is hidden and well, I thought JT was home and had parked his truck in the garage. She made a mental note to tell Jaeden to move the key so Ryan couldnt walk in uninvited again. She leaned against the dryer and kept her eyes on him. If he made a
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move toward her, shed scream bloody murder! Ill tell Jaeden that you stopped by. Ryan slid his thumbs through his belt loops which gave him a confident cocky appearance. Normally, all that he had to do was snap his fingers and girls dropped at his feet to be with him. Rylee Thomas was proving to be a hard nut to crack but hed have her in his bed before it was said and done. I didnt come to talk to JT. I need to talk to a female and well He slid his eyes slowly down her figure and back up to her face, You most definitely qualify. Rylee held up her left hand and asked, Doesnt this ring on my finger mean anything to you? you. Ryan shrugged, Why should it? I didnt give it to

Youve got some nerve walking in here, especially uninvited, and looking at me like Im the next meal for you to devour. Ryan thought to himself, Oh, Id like to do more than just devour you. He said aloud, Rylee sweetie, Im sorry if it appears that way. He hung his head down and faked a few sobs that shook his shoulders. Rylee was thrown for a loop since Ryan never let anything get him down. She took two steps toward him and laid her hand against his arm. Ryan, whats wrong? She panicked for a second, Oh, god, is it Jaeden? Ryan shook his head and pretended to wipe tears from his eyes. Its Candace. I really cared about her and she broke up with me last night. Rylee stood on her tiptoes to give him a comforting hug. Im sorry, honey. I thought that the two of you were happy together. He put on the act of his life to gain her sympathy as he leaned his arm against the doorway. He rested his
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head on his arms, closed his eyes and faked a few more sobs. Yeah, I did, too but she said that she didnt want to be with me anymore. Even though hed been a little too intimate when shed moved into Jaedens townhouse, she still considered him a friend. She stood next to him and softly rubbed his back and wondered how to comfort him. It had appeared that he and Candace had really liked one another. When Rylee had talked to her the day before, all that Candace had babbled about was Ryan so what had happened to break them up? Ryan, did she say why she didnt want to be with you anymore? I mean, she had to have a reason. Ryan kept his face turned away from her and replied, We were at Brewin Time and I stopped to talk to this chick that I knew. When I went to sit down with Candace, she said that I was scum of the earth and that I wouldnt ever change. Rylee bit back that itd be hard for any girl to trust him with the player reputation that he had but she didnt want to hurt his feelings. He was just a natural-born flirt. Cmon, lets go talk. The laundry can wait for a few more minutes. She didnt see the smirk on Ryans face as he followed her to the living room. He pictured her luscious body in his mind and how hed give her wild, passionate sex thatd drive Jaeden out of her mind forever. He had to have her no matter the cost and if Jaeden got hurt, hed get over it. They sank down onto the overstuffed couch in front of the fireplace. Ryan fell back against the cushions and allowed his arm to fall across his forehead as if to mask his pain. Hed been told before that he could sell ice cream to polar bears and, in his opinion; you did what you had to do to get what you wanted in life. He softly mumbled, I really cared about Candace so much. I dont know if I can ever trust anyone again.
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Youll forget the heartaches that youve ever had when you meet the right girl. Rylee laid her hand on his leg which took a major effort on his part not to pull her down on top of him and ravish her on the spot. Howd you know that Jaeden was the right one? Its hard to explain but from the beginning, I knew that I wanted to be with him for the rest of my life. Ryan sat up on the couch when he heard Jaedens truck in the driveway. He had to time things perfectly or itd be a wasted trip over here. I never thought that hed fall head-over-heels in love with anyone after he got his heart broken in high school but I guess it takes the right one to do it. Weve all had heartbreaks in our lives. Ive sure had my share. Ill bet youve left a trail of broken hearts behind you, too. Ohhh puleeeze! Im nothing to be all gaga over as Jaeden has said about himself but I beg to differ in his case. He looks so yummy in turnout gear and maybe thats what did it the night that we met! Rylee laughed. If I had someone like you, itd be different. Jaeden is a lucky man. Rylee softly laughed, Well, I think that Im lucky to have him. She hugged Ryan, Itll all work out if you just be patient. Jaeden is everything that I want in a husband and I cant wait to marry him. Jaeden wasnt sure that he liked walking in to find his fiance in his best friends arms. He walked over and bent his head to kiss Rylee on the lips before softly replying, Thats good to hear since I cant wait to marry you, either, sweet thang. He looked at Ryan, Wassup, Ryan?

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Ryan put on a pitiful act again even though itd be harder to fool Jaeden. Candace broke up with me last night. Jaeden snorted, Thats not surprising! It was just a matter of time before she found out what a dog you are. Rylee hissed, Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! That wasnt nice! What? Its the truth! Hes a player! He walked back into the kitchen to grab a cold beer. Want a cold one, RJ? Dont need to drink and drive, JT. It aint never stopped you before. Jaeden grabbed two cold beers from the refrigerator and walked back into the living room. Rys a softie and Im sure she wouldnt care if you stay and eat supper. If we drink too much, you can sleep on the couch. Ryan took the beer Jaeden offered which had been part of his plan before hed come over. He twisted the cap off and gave a sad sigh like his heart was broken into a million pieces. He stared at the bottle before taking a long pull from it. He savored each tasty swallow since it was bringing him one step closer to claiming Rylee. Nahhh, you barely have enough time alone as it is; plus, I dont want to impose. Ill just have this beer and stop by a drive-thru and grab a burger before goin home. For gods sakes, Ryan Lee! Youre gonna stay and eat supper. Ry doesnt care, do ya, babe? Rylee didnt have much choice except to agree. She wasnt going to drive a wedge in their friendship. I was planning to make homemade pizza so there will be plenty. Jaeden settled onto the floor at Rylees feet and laid his arm on top of her legs and took a long pull of his beer. Man, its good to finally have a whole weekend off with nothin planned. Im dog-tired of runnin calls.
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Rylee mumbled, Well, I pray that I dont have any emergencies since Im on call. Jaeden tilted his head back and scowled, Whatcha mean that youre on call? I thought both of us had this weekend completely free from work. She shrugged, Darrens wife was admitted into the hospital this afternoon since their baby is overdue. Shes scheduled for a C-section in the morning. Jaeden snorted, Well, that sucks. Thats a typical male response! Id like to see you go through nine months of pregnancy and give birth. Jaeden grinned at her, Ill leave that up to you, sweet thang. Rylee mussed his hair up and bent her head down to meet his lips. She softly murmured, I love you, J, and Id love to have all six of your kids. Jaeden yelped, Six? I never said I wanted six kids; maybe two or three! Rylee giggled, But think of the fun wed have making those babies! She squealed with laughter as Jaeden gently pulled her into his lap. You want six kids.well have six. He cupped her face in his hands while being careful not to drop his bottle of beer. Ill do whatever it takes to make you happy, Ry, he murmured and claimed her lips in a passionate kiss which made Ryan sick to look at them. As Rylee molded herself against Jaedens chest, the little green monster clutched Ryans heart. He fought to keep his fingers from forming into claws and ripping her away from golden boy Jaeden. Why should Jaeden be the lucky one to have her? Hell, shell be bored to tears with Jaeden after being married to him for six months so why couldnt he have
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her instead? Hed only be saving her from a divorce by breaking them up in another week or so. Ryan knew something that Jaeden hadnt found out yet since he hadnt read his email. One of their high school buddies, Brandon Evans, was coming back to Mooresville for a visit. Brandon was bringing his fiance, Lindsay, to meet his family and he wanted to reunite with some of his buddies. And if things worked the way that Ryan hoped, hed make sure that Rylee found Jaeden with Brandons fiance when they met at Brewin Time. Shed be convinced that Jaeden had been cheating on her. The sucker that he was, Jaeden wouldnt know what hit him until it was too late. Ryan had to endure the sickening times around Jaeden and Rylee for the next two weeks. Too bad he couldnt put some Rohypnol in their drinks to knock Jaeden out and then hed have Rylee totally at his mercy. He softly snickered as he thought of the look on Jaedens face if he woke up in the morning to find Rylee in bed with his best friend. Thatd guarantee a break up but itd also cause him to lose any chances with Rylee so he had to play the game the way hed planned it. Rylee wiggled out of Jaedens lap even though he tried to talk her into lingering a few minutes longer. It takes a few minutes to make pizza. Well, Chef Rylee, go work your magic. Jaeden lightly patted her butt with his hand and smiled softly as he watched her walk away. Ryan watched Jaeden and really wished that he had never met Rylee Thomas. Shed messed up a lifelong friendship that could end only one waywith one of them as the victor with her as his lady. He knew that Jaeden wouldnt give her up easily so itd be up to Rylee to seal their fate. Would she love Jaeden enough to believe that he wouldnt cheat on her or would she believe the lies that Ryan fed to her?
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Damn females anyway! All they did was wreck a good thing! True, hed set things up for Candace to find him flirting with the girl in Brewin Time last night but he was bored with her anyway. He took a long pull on his beer as he thought about Rylee. Too bad, Jaeden wasnt into sharing her or this whole ordeal wouldve been much simpler. Jaeden noticed that Ryan had suddenly grown quiet. He nudged his best friend, Cheer up, bro! Youre free to go on the prowl again. Ryan threw his head back and let out a rumbling laugh. If Jaeden only knew that he was on the prowl for his girlfriend, he wouldnt be so gung-ho on him being a free man. Not that being in any relationship meant that he had to be faithful; that word wasnt in his vocabulary. He held up his beer bottle in a toast, Heres to wild women; the wilder the better!

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Chapter 17 In April Jaeden and Rylee took a trip to Charleston, South Carolina, since shed always wanted to go to the historic city. She was stressed about getting everything done for their wedding in June and he thought a weekend getaway would do both of them some good. Frankly, he was looking forward to some time away from everyone, too. Ryan had been getting on his last nerve following them around like a lost puppy ever since Candace had broken up with him. Not that Jaeden minded but, geez, he wanted some time alone with Rylee so he hadnt bothered to tell anyone where they were going. They left on Thursday morning after he got home from his shift. They checked into the hotel, and were surprised at the accommodations. Their room was a mini-suite with a king-sized bed, a couch and two chairs, a dining table and mini-fridge. They had their own private balcony overlooking the Charleston Harbor. The hotel was within walking distance of some of the sights that they wanted to see. Since Blackbeard was her ancestor, Jaeden planned to take Rylee on the late-night ghost tour which included pirate history. First on the schedule was a horse-drawn carriage tour for the middle of the afternoon. The surrey-style carriage was pulled by a draft horse. The fringed canopy top shaded the four rows of tourists. The tour consisted of seeing historic Charleston and some of the sights set for the movie Gone With The Wind. Rylee exclaimed, Jaeden, look at those pastelpainted houses! Theyre so beautiful and Id love to live in one of them! Jaeden jokingly remarked, Just think of the fun we could have fillin up those bedrooms. Rylee giggled, You are such a bad boy. Youd probably be just like Rhett Butler.
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Jaeden laughed and quoted Rhetts famous line. An older woman sitting behind them tsked at their behavior. Jaeden turned around to slowly smile at her and piled on his sweet Southern gentleman charm. It was what had endeared him to Rylee from the very start. He softly replied, Maam, Im sorry for my language. My mama would be ashamed of me so please accept my apology. The woman accepted his apology after seeing that he truly meant it and wasnt being a smart-aleck like so many young people were in this day and time. Jaeden turned back and winked at Rylee as she smothered a laugh. He interlaced their fingers together and softly kissed her fingertips which brought a round of soft sighs from the females on the carriage. Jaeden was tired from running more than one call the night before so they went back to their hotel once the tour was over. They relaxed for the rest of the day and ordered supper from room service. They cuddled together in bed and found a movie to watch. They had intentions of taking things further until he fell asleep with his head resting against Rylees shoulder. She didnt have the heart to rouse him until the next morning. They enjoyed breakfast out on their private balcony where they could watch the sailboats on the water. Jaeden had planned a boat cruise to Fort Sumter which departed from Liberty Square and was a short walking distance from their hotel. The cruise was thirty minutes long through the harbor out to Fort Sumter. Their guide told them about the events leading up to the attack on the fort which drew South Carolina into the Civil War. Once they reached the historic fort, they were allowed one hour to tour the museum and browse in the gift shop and then it was back onto the boat. That afternoon, Rylee wanted to work on her tan even though it was still too chilly to take a dip in the outdoor pool. Jaeden wasnt about to argue with seeing
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her gorgeous body in a teeny bikini. The only problem that he had was keeping his hands off of her! But he knew that she was all his and hed remedy the situation once they went back to their room. He wasnt counting on someone hitting on her while he was gone to get them a drink from the bar. Rylee made herself comfortable on the lounge chair and closed her eyes when she heard a familiar male voice next to her chair. Would you mind if I buy you a drink, pretty lady? She raised her head and shielded her eyes from the afternoon sun. The man standing next to her was none other than Ryan Lee Jackson! She gasped, Ryan! What are you doing here? Ryan shrugged, Same as you and J-Man. I needed to get outta town. Rylee laid her head back against the lounge chair and silently groaned. It seemed as if they couldnt go anywhere lately without Ryan showing up. She was lucky to even go to the ladies room alone! This was going to set Jaedens temper off like the Fourth of July fireworks since hed specifically told her that he wanted them to have time alone. Ryan looked around, then sat down before asking, So, wheres Jaeden? She mumbled, He went to the bar to get us a drink. Well, damn! If Id been a minute sooner, I couldve asked him to bring me a beer so I guess Ill have to go get my own. Before he could make a move toward the bar, a shadow crossed over the top of him. Ryan looked up to see the glowering face of his best friend. He started to smile until he saw that Jaeden was pissed off. He felt a moment of smugness to know that hed ruined their plans for an intimate weekend.
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What the hell are you doin here, Ryan Lee? Jaeden snapped. Well, its good to see you, too, J-Man! Too damned bad that I cant return the sentiment! He handed Rylee her Pina Colada. Here ya go, babe. He turned his attention back to Ryan. You havent answered my questionwhat are you doin here? Ryan shrugged, Its a free country. I can go anywhere that I choose and maybe Id like to enjoy some Southern charm. Jaeden barked, Well, go enjoy it somewhere else by yourself. Ryan placed his hand against his chest and acted hurt, That hurts! Jaeden balled his fingers into a tight fist and threatened, I can make something really hurt if you dont leave us the hell alone. Thanks for Southern hospitality, Ryan mumbled. If Id wanted you taggin along, I wouldve invited you to come with us. Did the thought ever cross your freakin mind that wed like to be alone? Rylee softly groaned since she knew where this was headed and it wasnt going to be pretty. She looked at Ryan and politely requested, Ryan, itd be a good idea if you found somewhere else to stay. Jaeden clenched his jaw and hissed between his teeth, Yeah, Ryan Lee, why dont you do as the lady suggested and find somewhere else to stay? Ryan stubbornly stood his ground as he stared at his best friend and saw the anger in his eyes. Well, too freakin bad cuz Im not leavin. I have just as much right to stay here at this hotel as you do. Not when youre interferin with our time alone, Jaeden snarled like a rabid dog.
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They were attracting attention in a hurry from some of the other hotel guests and Rylee was dying of embarrassment. She was ready to just pack up and go home rather than be the cause of a confrontation between the two of them. She softly spoke up, Jaeden, why dont we just leave? It wont take me long to pack our things. Jaeden was twice as stubborn as Ryan and refused to budge an inch. No way, babe, were not leavin a minute sooner than wed planned. Somebody else can choose to forget that he knows us for the rest of the weekend or he can visit the ER in a hurry. Is that a threat? Ryan took a step closer to Jaeden. He was more than ready to set Jaedens temper off. Maybe itd show Rylee just how dangerous her golden boy could be when he was provoked. Rylee saw Jaeden tense up tighter than a rubber band stretched to the breaking point. She set her glass onto the concrete and stood up between the them. She placed her back against Jaedens chest and glared at Ryan. She softly hissed, I dont know what kind of game youre trying to play but I dont appreciate the stress youve just added to my life. Back off now, Ryan, or theres going to be worse trouble than you want. Ryan saw the spark of anger in her eyes and even though he was up for a confrontation with Jaeden any day, he didnt want to make her angry at him. She knew how hed more or less touched her inappropriately the day that shed moved into Jaedens townhouse. All it would take was one word from her about it and then holy hell would break loose. He was capable of defending himself but hed seen Jaedens temper before and knew he wouldnt back down. He swallowed his pride and held his hands up in defeat. Okay, fine! Ill go to another hotel. Why dont you just leave town? Jaeden muttered. Rylee turned around to face Jaeden and cupped his face in her hands. She drew his head down so hed have
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to look at her instead of glowering at Ryan. She softly murmured, J, dont let him provoke you into a fight. I love you, so lets please enjoy the rest of the weekend. Jaeden angrily muttered, We were enjoyin the weekend until he showed up. Im just sick of seein his face every time we turn around. Ryan snorted, Geez, thanks, J-Man! Glad to see how you really feel! Jaeden sighed, RJ, you know that I care about you but, damn, dude! Rylees so stressed about everything for the weddin and we just needed some time alone. Well, why havent you said something? Ryan ran his fingers through his wavy hair. I wouldve stayed home but, geez, I thought it was okay to hang out with yall. Rylee licked her lips and chose her words carefully, Ryan honey, we understand what youre going through but there are times that we want to be alone, too. Youre welcome at our house any time but call and ask instead of just showing up. Jaeden mumbled under his breath, Couldnt have said it better. Rylee softly giggled, You dont have the right feminine touch. Both guys looked at one another and suddenly burst into laughter. Ryan snorted and replied, I can see about gettin pink turnout gear ordered for you to give ya that certain feminine touch! Jaeden scowled, Kiss off, RJ. up. Rylee giggled, I think yall need to kiss and make Jaeden sputtered, I aint kissin him! Ryan held out his hand. How about a handshake, instead?
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Jaeden hesitated for a second before clasping his hand around Ryans wrist. Were goin on a dinner cruise tonight and then you can hang with us for the rest of the weekend. Ryan gave a curt nod of his head in agreement. Youve got it. Were goin on a haunted tour through a cemetery late tonight, Rylee added in excitement as she snuggled against Jaedens chest. Ryan raised an eyebrow and snickered, Tales of ghosts and pirates, huh? Rylee scowled, No scaring me and I mean it! Ryan and Jaeden looked at one another in amusement before Ryan replied, Us? Would we do something like scarin you? Rylee shook her finger at him, Yes, you would! Ryan Lee Jackson and Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie, if either one of you tries it, youre gonna hate it! Hmmm, that sounds like a threat to me! Ryan quickly reached over and snatched Rylee away from Jaedens embrace. He scooped her up in his arms and gave her a quick toss into the pool. Rylee was immersed in the chilled water as she sank down to the bottom of the pool. Jaeden immediately dove in and made his way to the bottom to rescue her. He wrapped one arm around her tiny waist before heading back to the top. The second their heads broke through the top of the water, Rylee began to cough and sputter. Jaeden swam toward the ladder on the side of the pool where Ryan was waiting to help her out of the water. He glared up at his best friend before muttering, Smart move, RJ! She couldve drowned, you idiot! Ryan felt like crap because the last thing that he ever wanted to do was to hurt Rylee, physically or emotionally. He took hold of her arm as she climbed up the ladder and softly replied, Im sorry, Rylee, I wasnt
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thinkin. I just thought that the water wouldve been warm. Its freakin April, you dimwit! Jaeden hissed. If you want to do something useful, go grab a towel to wrap her in! Ryan ran over to her lounge chair and grabbed a towel. As he turned toward them, he saw that Jaeden had scooped Rylee into his arms. The look on his face was enough to scare a grizzly bear. He handed the towel to Jaeden so he could wrap her in it. Ryan watched his best friend tend to her with the most loving care that a man could possess. He hoped that for once, theyd forget that he was even there. He didnt dare move a muscle for fear of bringing down the wrath of Jaedens temper on his head. Jaeden softly asked, You okay, baby? Rylees teeth chattered and she nodded her head as he placed a quick kiss on her forehead. He sat down on the lounge chair next to Rylee and drew her into his arms to provide some extra body heat. The water had chilled him but he could handle it, even though he was used to extreme heat temperatures. Rylee was so much smaller than he was and a lot more delicate. He felt her shiver and he glanced over toward Ryan to chew him out until he saw the look on his face. He knew that he hadnt meant to cause any harm to her. RJ, shell be okay once she gets warmed up. Ryan felt so bad that he could barely form his next words. Im sorry, Jaeden. Id never put her life in jeopardy. I didnt think the water was cold. He hung his head down. Maybe I should just do like yall said and go back home. Rylee glanced up at Jaeden and saw a look of concern in his eyes. She was worried about Ryans emotional state of mind because he hadnt been the same
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since the break up with Candace. He had even ceased to play his practical jokes on everyone. Rylee pulled the towel closer around her and softly replied, Ryan, it just caught me off-guard when I went under the water. Ill be fine in a few more minutes so, please, dont worry about it. He mumbled, Well, if you say so. Jaeden nudged him with his foot. Dude, get a beer to make ya feel better. Were just hangin out at the pool for the afternoon. We have to be at the boat by 6:30 for the supper cruise. Well be back by 10p.m. for the ghost tour. When Ryan got up to get a beer Rylee spent a few minutes assuring Jaeden that she was okay so he wouldnt be so hard on Ryan. She hated to be the source of conflict between them for any reason. They spent a couple of hours by the pool before Rylee murmured that she had to take a shower. She wanted to take some extra time to look pretty for Jaeden. She emerged from the bathroom and her short cream silk dress emphasized her glowing tanned skin from the afternoon at the pool. She wore a pair of lowheeled cream-colored sandals on her feet. Her hair lay in soft curls around her face and over her shoulders, making Jaeden long to run his fingers through the silky tresses. He was dressed in a cream-colored shirt with the sleeves rolled up to three-quarter length and khaki casual pants with soft brown leather shoes. The sun had tanned his muscular chest, handsome face and tightly coiled arms. They made a striking couple when Jaeden pulled her into his arms. He murmured softly, I love you so much, Rylee Grace. He bent his head and gave her a long passion-filled kiss that made her tingle down to her toes. She clung to him to steady herself as she looked up at
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him. He arched an eyebrow as a look of concern crossed his face You okay, sweet thang? Rylee softly replied, Ummm, yeah, its just the way that your kisses affect me. You have the ability to make me swoon when you kiss me. Why, Miss Rylee, Im glad to know that I can make you swoon, he gently teased her as he caressed her cheek with his fingertips. She giggled and gave him a playful shove. You are so full of it! Id rather be full of you, baby. He pulled her back into his arms and held her against him in a tight embrace. We need to go before we end up spendin the entire night in bed. Whats wrong with that? Nothin but I made reservations on the boat cruise. Its supposed to have a choice of succulent supper selections; plus, theres dancin onboard later and I cant pass up an opportunity to hold you in my arms. Are you MacKenzie? romancing me tonight, Lieutenant

Yes, maam, and if we dont get a move on it, were gonna miss the boat. He took her hand in his and they made their way to the elevator. They walked two blocks to the dock where the boat was waiting for the passengers to board. At precisely 6:30, the captain issued the order to pull away from the dock to head out into the Charleston Harbor. Everyone was escorted to the dining room at 7:00. Jaeden and Rylee chose salads, the honey bourbon glazed chicken stuffed with pecan apple cornbread stuffing, rice and freshly-seasoned vegetables. For dessert, they shared a slice of cheesecake drizzled with chocolate and raspberry sauce.
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After supper, they strolled out on the deck to enjoy the scenery. Jaeden leaned against the boat railing and pulled Rylee into his arms. He gazed down at her with a sweet, loving smile hovering on his lips. Rylee looked so beautiful with the ocean breeze blowing her hair. He couldnt figure out how he had gotten so lucky to have her but he wasnt about to tempt fate by asking. A few minutes later, a band set up on the lower deck to play a wide selection of music from the current Top 40 hits to classic rock to hit country songs. There was one song that Jaeden longed to hear more than anything so he left Rylee standing by the railing to make his request. She didnt have to ask which song it was since there was a ghost of a smile on his lips as he made his way toward her. A few minutes later, the opening notes of Dierks Bentleys song, Come A Little Closer was played by the band. The lead singer crooned the lyrics as Jaeden pulled her into his arms and they were lost in their own private world. That song would always belong to the two of them and would remind them of the first time that theyd made love. They danced to several songs before Rylee requested a short break so they could have something to drink. For the moment, neither one thought twice about the one man who was determined to rip their world apart. In the bar at the hotel, Ryan was seething to know that Jaeden was wooing Rylee on that blasted boat cruise! Itd been booked to capacity and there was no way he could wrangle a ticket to be onboard. Even his carefully laid plans had gone awry that afternoon after hed shown up unexpectedly. Hed been hoping that Rylee wouldve seen Jaedens temper which resulted in a verbal confrontation; instead, it seemed to tighten the bond that they had. He hoped that next month when Brandon showed up in Mooresville
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with his fiance that his plan to set Jaeden up as a cheater would finally put the nail in his coffin with Rylee. When the boat cruise was over, Rylee and Jaeden went back to their hotel to hurriedly change clothes into something more appropriate, like sweatshirts, jeans and sneakers. They went downstairs and saw Ryan as he walked out of the bar. It was obvious that hed had more than a few drinks. Ryan slurred, Weeellll if it aint the couple-of-theyear! Jaeden sighed, Ryan Lee, dont act like an ass. Behave or youre gonna stay here cuz youre not gonna ruin the rest of the night for us. Ryan slightly swayed on his feet as he gazed at them before he grinned. Hell, JT, I had to get my courage up to go on a ghost tour. Never know what kinda spooks are lurkin about on the streets in the midnight hour. Rylee nudged Jaeden and gave him a look that said to let things go. The last thing that she wanted was another confrontation between them. Since hed do anything on the earth to make her happy, Jaeden sighed and bit his tongue. He said a silent prayer that Ryan wouldnt cause any trouble. They walked out of the hotel and grabbed a cab to the tour guide site. Shortly before 10:30, the guide told ghost tales while they took a tour of the haunted jail which had housed some of the worst criminals, including pirates. Ryan softly snorted, Well, Miss Pirate Queen, lets hope they dont toss you into a jail cell. Rylee stuck her tongue out at him. Be careful, matey, that I dont make ya walk the plank! Ryan and Jaeden burst into laughter as they remembered how shed threatened them with a tree branch on their camping trip a year ago. Jaeden managed
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to stop laughing long enough to whisper one word to her, Raccoon which set them off in another round of laugher. They headed toward the haunted cemetery and Rylee wasnt sure she was brave enough to go inside. Jaeden convinced her that hed keep her safe. For the first ten minutes, things remained relatively calm until Ryan jumped out from a tombstone and scared the crap out of Rylee. She shrieked which made everyone laugh, especially when she threatened to dig Ryan a grave if he dared another stunt like that one again! When the tour was over, they went back to their hotel and their separate rooms. Jaeden made love to her as he slowly slid his hands over her slender body and gave her every pleasure possible before he entered her. He began a slow steady rhythm but it didnt take long before those slow motions became more heated. With a final thrust, he left both of them more than satisfied and content as he pulled her against him and wrapped her in a warm loving embrace. The next day it suddenly hit him, how had Ryan known how to find them? Jaeden found out later that hed found a confirmation number to their hotel reservations. He couldnt quite place his finger on it but Ryan was up to something and he didnt like it worth a damn.

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Chapter 18 May 2006 Jaeden was drying off after taking a shower when Rylee walked into the bathroom. She leaned against the doorframe to admire his muscular physique which wasnt lacking in any department. He made her mouth water just looking at him and that didnt even begin to cover how the rest of her body reacted to him. They had one month left before their wedding and it seemed like it was going by at a snails pace. June 3 couldnt get here fast enough for her, not that she didnt enjoy all of the fringe benefits of living with him already. She longed for the wedding ring to be placed on her finger and their signatures on the marriage license. Sure you dont want to go with me? Rylee shook her head, You need to spend time with your buddies. Youll have a lot to talk about and you dont need to worry about me being in the way. Jaeden stopped drying his hair with the towel and looked at her with a perplexed expression. Ry, what makes you think youd be in the way? Baby, I love you more than life itself and, in another month, youre gonna be my wife. Cmon and go with me. Rylee softly smiled at him, I might show up later but I have some things to do. What? Laundry or vacuuming? That stuff can wait. He picked up a comb and began to pull it through the curls in his hair. He frowned at his image in the mirror and muttered, Damn curls. I happen to love those curls, Rylee laughed and danced across the tile bathroom floor toward him. As a matter of fact, I love everything about you. Jaeden arched an eyebrow at her, Everything? Rylee caressed his cheek, across his lips with her fingertips, down his chin and straight down his chest to
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his flat stomach. She took him into her hand and stroked him gently. It gave her great pleasure to see him grit his teeth while he tried to stay in control. She softly whispered, Everything. She continued to stroke him and murmured, When are you supposed to meet your friends? Jaeden licked his lips, Depends on what you have in mind. Rylee softly laughed, I just want to make sure that you dont forget about me while youre out having fun. She pulled her t-shirt over her head and let her shorts slide to the floor. Well, lets see what we can do about the situation. He placed his hands on her hips and lifted her up so she could wrap her legs around his waist. He held onto her as she slid down onto him. He sucked in his breath as she surrounded him with the warmth of her body. Rylee began to ride him, slow and steady, as the passion flowed through their veins heating their bodies. She placed her hands on his shoulders and gazed into his sapphire blue eyes. She saw the smoldering love lurking inside which would soon change into a raging inferno. Jaeden wrapped his arm around her so she wouldnt fall. His eyes slid over her body and locked onto her eyes to see the contented look of a woman in love. He slowly smiled as he slid his fingertips down her body between them to caress the one spot that drove her wild. His fingers began to work their magic and he increased the rhythm of his fingertips. Rylee let loose on him like a wild horse that refused to be tamed. Jaeden murmured, You feel so good so keep it comin, baby. Rylee took them on a roller coaster ride. Their quick lovemaking rocked both of them which left them clinging to one another. Afterwards, they took a quick shower together and got dressed. Jaeden kissed her and made her promise that shed go to Brewin Time to meet his high school buddies.
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She planned to stop by after she bought his wedding gift and to shop for the sexy lingerie for their honeymoon. Not that any of it would stay on for long! Jaeden could barely tear himself away from her. He never thought that hed love anyone so much that hed literally ache while being away from her. When he worked twenty-four hour shifts, it was sheer misery and his brothers teased him unmercifully. All except for onethings had changed with Ryan. Hed acted jealous ever since Jaeden had met Rylee. Jaeden chalked it up to the fact that he spent the majority of his time with her instead of Ryan. Once they were married, Ryan would just have to accept it. Jaeden walked into Brewin Time, thirty minutes late, and the teasing immediately began. He sat down at the table filled with five of his closest high school buddies, including Ryan. Brandon Evans, who was the guest-of-honor, reached across the table and slapped palms with Jaeden. J-Man, youre a firefighter! Youre supposed to always be on time and not late! Jaeden laughed, I had my own personal fire call to tend to. Brandon burst into laughter, Ill just bet that you did! So, where is this sweet angel whos captured your heart? Jaeden picked up the pitcher of beer and poured some into a mug. She had something to do, first, but shell be here. He took a swallow of beer and looked at the blonde-haired female sitting next to Brandon. She looked like the typical surfer chick with her goldentanned skin, blue eyes the color of a Carolina morning and long white-blonde curly hair. She looked at Jaeden and flashed a beautiful smile before offering him her hand. Well, it seems that my
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Southern gentleman has forgotten his manners. Im Lindsay Allen, Brandons fiance. Jaeden took her hand and smiled, Nice to meet you, Lindsay. Im Jaeden MacKenzie, one of Brandons closest friends from high school. Hopefully, my fiance, Rylee, will be here soon so youll have some female company to talk to. Lindsay tossed her curly blonde hair behind her shoulders and laughed, I have four older brothers so I think I can handle all five of you. Jaeden grinned, Something tells me that wouldnt be a problem. Ryan leaned back in his chair and observed his best friend interacting with this blonde bombshell. Things were working perfectly the way that he wanted. He smirked about how charming Jaeden could be but Jaeden would need to use all of that charm before this night was over to salvage his relationship with Rylee. Brandon slid his arm around Lindsays shoulder and grinned at Jaeden. So when is the big day that the ol ball and chain gets attached to your ankle? Jaeden arched an eyebrow, Its not a ball and chain in my opinion but our weddin date is June 3. Ryan smirked, Yeah, J-Man and Rylee are attached to one another. Where you see one, the other aint far behind. Lindsay snuggled against Brandons shoulder, And whats wrong with that? When youre in love, you want to spend every minute together. Brandon and I have known each other since our freshman year at San Jose State and we havent spent hardly any time apart. Justin Nichols raised his mug of beer, Heres to California sunshine and the hot chicks like the future Mrs. Brandon Evans. The guys raised their mugs to the toast and drank a few deep swallows. They began to reminisce about high
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school days and were rolling with laughter as one tale after another was told. Jaeden and Ryan were caught up in the storytelling and had forgotten about Rylee for a few minutes. Brandon and Justin, David Johnson and Brett Jacobs decided to challenge one another to a game of pool to see which team was better. Brandon left Lindsay in Jaeden and Ryans care which suited Ryan just fine. He had a birds eye view of when Rylee would walk inside so he could make his escape, leaving Jaeden alone with Lindsay. It would appear that Jaeden was cheating on Rylee and shed break up with him. Perfecto! Ten minutes later, when Ryan saw Rylee walk inside, he made his excuse to go drain the monster. Jaeden nodded his head and leaned toward Lindsay to tell her what hed bought Rylee for a wedding gift. The music was loud in the room so she leaned closer to him, making it appear as if they were locked into an intimate moment. Jaeden spoke louder, I bought Rylee a pair of diamond earrings that remind me of the way that her eyes sparkle when shes happy. Lindsay laughed, Thats guaranteed to get a little extra TLC on your wedding night. Jaeden threw his head back and laughed, Believe me; I get all the TLC that I need since shes a Life Flight nurse. He laid his hand on top of Lindsays and gave it a gentle squeeze. Brandon will be a good husband to you. Rylee looked around to see any familiar faces but she didnt even see Ryan. Then, she spotted Jaeden with another female! Much to her dismay, it appeared that he was cheating on her since things looked rather intimate between them. He had lied to her! She fought back the tears stinging her eyes and turned to walk away. She thought that she heard Jaeden
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calling her name and considered confronting him but she didn't want to be humiliated in front of everyone. As she walked out, her last thought was that he could go straight to hell! Rylee didnt noticed Ryan as he stepped out of the shadows where hed watched the entire episode. He saw the devastated look on her face and knew that Jaeden would have to fight like hell to save their relationship. He was gloating like a cat that ate a canary when he sat down at the table with Lindsay and Jaeden. He patted Jaeden on the shoulder and asked, "J-Man, Rylee hasnt gotten here yet?" Jaeden looked at him, "No. I thought I saw her a minute ago but I guess it wasnt her. She shouldve been here by now." "Ive been checkin out the babes but I haven't seen her walk in." He glanced at the clock on the wall. You've been here for over an hour so maybe she changed her mind." Jaeden pulled his cell phone out to see if he had any missed calls but he didnt have any or messages either. "She would've called if shed changed her mind. Maybe she got delayed for some reason." Ryan picked up his mug of beer and thought to himself, 'Yeah, she's been delayed and, golden boy, she ain't comin' tonight; not after thinkin' that youve cheated on her.' Jaeden stood up, Im goin outside where its not so loud and call her to see whats goin on. Ryan watched as Jaeden walked toward the door and crossed his fingers that Rylee would be mad enough not to answer her cell phone. He needed to keep Jaeden here for at least another hour so shed be even angrier by
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the time he got home. He chitchatted with Lindsay until Brandon and the rest of the guys came back to the table. Five minutes later, Jaeden walked back in and flopped down into his chair. Well, I dunno where Rylee is but shes not answerin her phone. Ryan snickered, J-Man, if shes gone shopping, that says it all. Brandon laughed, You know how girls can be when theyre shoppin. Lindsay stuck her tongue out at Brandon before looking at Jaeden. Rylee will be here so relax and have fun with us. Jaeden had an uneasy feeling that something wasnt right but maybe Rylee was caught up in shopping. Lord knows how many times shed dragged him around from one store to another. He glanced at the clock and decided that if she wasnt there in another hour, he was going to find her. Rylee was furious and tears blinded her when she left Brewin Time and drove home. Shed spent the last four months adding touches to make their townhouse feel more like a home than a bachelors pad. She thought about their wedding date that was so close. Fat chance of it taking place now that shed seen with her own two eyes that he was cheating on her! Why had Jaeden done this to her? Shed loved him from the moment shed met him even though itd taken a few months for her head to talk her heart into trusting him. She was so upset that she drove through a red light and swerved into the next lane to avoid hitting a car that was turning left from a shopping center. She wanted to strangle Jaeden MacKenzie at the moment for more reasons than one! Shed almost hit that car and couldve caused someone to get hurt or die. Blue lights flashed behind her and she pulled into a parking lot
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of a convenience store. She got her license and registration out to hand to the policeman as he got to her car. The policeman tapped on her window and she lowered it. Maam, are you aware that you almost caused an accident by running a red light? Rylee nodded her head and burst into tears. She leaned her head against the steering wheel and her shoulders shook while she sobbed uncontrollably. This night couldnt get any worse! She really wanted to find somewhere to hide and forget the world even existed. The policeman cleared his throat, Maam, I need to see your license and registration, please. Rylee tried to get her emotions under control as she handed them to him. She watched as the policeman went to his cruiser to run her license number through the computer to see if her license was expired or if she had any prior convictions. She picked up her purse and dug around in it to find a Kleenex to dry her eyes and her hand encountered Jaedens pocketknife. Hed given to her to keep a week earlier when they were at the park. He didnt want to lose it since his dad had given it to him when he was a young boy. The policeman came back to the car and saw the knife in her hand and yelled, Drop the weapon onto the floor of the car and get out, now! Rylee looked up at him in bewilderment, Why are you yelling at me? Get out of the car, now! Rylee dropped the knife as hed ordered and got out of the car. She held her hands up to show that she didnt have any other weapons. Before she could say another word, the policeman shoved her against the car. Put your hands on the top of the car where I can see them! Dont move!
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What did I do? The policeman ignored her as he radioed for a female police officer to come to the scene to frisk her. Since she was a female, he wasnt allowed to touch her. If she made a run for it, then hed put handcuffs on her. Rylee had been upset before getting stopped by the policeman but, now she was fit to be tied! If she got her hands on Jaeden MacKenzie, shed choke him! She was standing beside of the road like a common criminal all because she had run a red light and his stupid knife! If he hadnt been cheating on her, none of this wouldve happened! Within two minutes another police cruiser pulled up behind the first one and a police woman got out. She walked over and consulted with the male officer before walking over to Rylee. She spoke in a polite but firm voice, Miss Thomas, you have no prior convictions on your driving record but I have to ask you to perform a sobriety test to see if youve been drinking. Rylee quickly replied, I havent had anything alcoholic to drink. Well, Im sure you wont mind performing a sobriety test and to submit a Breathalyzer test. Rylee protested, All I did was run a red light! You couldve hit the car entering the intersection which is normally what happens when people are intoxicated. Rylee loudly protested, For heavens sake! Ive had a horrible night! My fiance is cheating on me and I ran a red light because of the jerk. I forgot he had put the stupid knife in my purse last week. Im not Jack the Ripper! Maam, this is my last warning. You have two choices; you can take the test or the officer can arrest you.
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Rylee sighed, Okay, okay. Just tell me what I have to do. The police woman explained how to put one foot in front of the other and walk with her arms extended. While this was taking place, Jaeden left Brewin Time to find Rylee. His instincts told him to go home first. As he drove past a shopping center, he saw blue lights flashing on the right side of the road. Natural curiosity made him glance that way as he passed by and he did a double-take when he saw Rylees car. She was being interrogated by two cops! Jaeden pulled into the next parking lot and headed back to Rylee. He parked in front of her car and walked toward her and the police officers. The policeman frowned at him. Sir, you need to go back to your truck and leave the scene. Excuse me but shes my fiance. I was on my way home to find her. Jaeden glanced at her expecting to see tears in her eyes but what he saw instead was anger flashing his way. What had he done to make her mad? Rylee hissed none too quietly, Go away, Jaeden! Jaeden ignored her and looked at the police woman, What did she do? Rylee was seething with anger but she wasnt stupid enough to cause a scene in front of the police officers. None of your damned business. Jaeden stepped closer and remarked, Youre gonna be my wife in a month so I think it is my business. He looked at the police woman again, Maam, will you please tell me what she did? The police woman stared at him like he was the scum of the earth but politely answered, She ran a red light and almost hit a car. The rest of it is between the two of you. She looked at Rylee, Miss Thomas, youre free to go. Youll have to appear in court so make sure you dont forget to be there.
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Rylee mumbled, Thank you for being so nice which is more than I can say for the other police officer. The police woman rolled her eyes, Hes a man so what do you expect? Rylee walked past Jaeden without saying a single word to him. She got into her car and waited for him to move his truck so she could leave. When he walked into the townhouse, she was sitting on the couch with her arms crossed. Jaeden slammed the front door and stalked through the kitchen before stopping in front of her in the living room. His jaw was clenched and his eyes narrowed as he saw the anger reflecting back in her eyes and on her face. You wanna explain why the hell youre pissed off at me? Rylee stood up and started to walk away when he grabbed her arm. She stared at his hand on her arm and raised her eyes to meet his, Let go of me before I scream loud enough for the neighbors to call 911. Ill let go of you after you answer my question. Why are you pissed off at me? I should be mad at you since you left me hangin in front of my friends at Brewin Time. Dont you dare throw this back on me! She was livid with anger and itched to slap him but she yanked her arm free from his hand. She knew that hed never raise his hand to hurt her but she didnt want to provoke a verbal fight either. Words cut deeper than physical abuse. Jaeden drew in a deep breath and counted to ten before he slowly let it out. He held up his hands to show that he wasnt going to touch her again. Rylee, just answer my question. Why are you so mad? What have I done? And what did that female cop mean, the rest is between us?
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You should know the answer to that so think about it! Rylee stalked past him toward the stairway. You can sleep down here because I refuse to share a bed with you, tonight! I cant sleep on this couch! Its not long enough! Well, sleep on the floor! I really dont care! She tossed her hair over her shoulders and angrily stalked up the steps. A minute later, she threw a pillow and a blanket down onto the floor. Heres a pillow and a blanket! Dont bother coming up here because the door will be locked! Jaeden snatched up the pillow and blanket before heading toward the couch. He tossed the pillow onto the cushion before falling onto it face forward. His long muscular legs hung off of the end like he knew would happen. He muttered as he balled up the pillow underneath his head. Shit! Hed never understand females as long as he lived! Rylee had stood him up and made him feel like a loser in front of his friends. Hed left earlier than hed planned so he could find her because hed been worried about her. Then, to see her being interrogated by the police after she had run a red light and she was madder than hell at him! Somehow all of this was his fault? Jaeden spent a sleepless night as he tossed and turned while Rylee spent one upstairs crying her heart out. She looked toward the bathroom and burst into tears as she thought about how they had made love a few hours ago. How many times had he cheated on her and with how many other females? How could she ever trust him again? She repeatedly asked herself those questions as the night hours turned to daylight. She still had no answers by the time the sun had risen so she picked up the phone to call the only person she could trusther brother, Zane.
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Chapter 19 Jaeden was gone when Rylee came downstairs the next morning which was fine with her. She had nothing to say until she had time to think about Zanes advice. She wandered over to the couch and saw the signs that Jaeden had spent a restless night. It made her feel guilty since he could make a mistake by being tired. She folded up the blanket and then breathed in the lingering smell of his aftershave on his pillow. She longed to feel his arms holding her close even though she was still upset with him. She laid the pillow down and walked despondently toward the kitchen to see if he had left a note. Rylee didnt see anything so he probably figured that it wouldnt have made a difference if hed left one. Shed been too mad and upset to talk last night because she didnt want to say something that shed regret. Rylee sat down on the barstool and debated whether to call him. She was so mixed up and hurt because shed thought that Jaeden was different. Hed promised to love her forever but he couldve promised her the sun, moon and stars to have gotten into her bed. She stared at the sparkling diamond on her finger and tears filled her eyes. She laid her head on her arm and gazed around the room at the little touches she had added to make it her place, too. The kitchen was done in black, white and chrome and Jaeden had loved the kitchen gadgets that she had added to brighten it up. Shed chosen his favorite color red since he was a firefighter. Rylee picked up her phone and punched in his number. When his voice mail picked up, she hung up without leaving a message. She punched in the number for the fire station and bit her bottom lip while waiting for someone to answer. Fire Station Number Three, Nick Andrews. How may I help you?
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Nick, its Rylee. May I speak to Jaeden? Ummm, lemme see if hes here. Nick covered the phone with his hand. JT, its Rylee. Jaeden shook his head and walked out of the room. He wasnt going to talk to her with everyone listening to every word he said. He was still hurt by the way shed treated him and because she hadnt told him what hed done. Nick uncovered the phone, Uh, Rylee, he mustve gone on an errand because hes not here at the moment. Can I give him a message? Just tell him that I called. She hung up, then laid her head on her arm and cried until there were no more tears left. She grabbed a paper towel to dry her face and heard banging on the front door. She wasnt going to the door until she heard Ryans voice. Rylee, I know youre home so open up! Her heart skipped a beat because Ryan shouldve been at the fire station instead of banging on her front door. Oh god, what if something had happened to Jaeden and Nick didnt want to tell her? She ran toward the door and yanked it open. Ryan stood on the front porch with his hands in his pockets. He wasnt wearing turnout gear so if anything had happened, it wasnt in the line of duty! She stared at him for a second before asking, Has something happened to Jaeden? Ryan brushed past her without answering and then turned around to face her. Thats what I came to ask you. He showed up this mornin lookin like death warmed over and no one can speak to him without bein snarled at. Hes worse than a freakin grizzly bear so what the hell happened between yall? Rylee slumped against the front door that was still open. We had a fight last night.
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Ryan let his eyes slide over her but he couldnt see any signs of physical abuse. His hands clenched into fists as he asked, Did he hit you? Rylee looked up at him in surprise. Jaeden wouldnt ever hit me. He shrugged, Well, you said yall had a fight. I meant a verbal one. Ryan gently moved her aside and closed the door. Cmon, lets talk. He put his hand underneath her elbow and guided her into the living room. They sat down on the couch where Jaeden had tossed and turned the night before. Ryan noticed the pillow and blanket which meant that Jaeden had slept on the couch the night before. Rylee picked up one of her purple throw pillows and held it against her. Arent you supposed to be at work? Chief Daniels sent me to find out what the hell happened so we can figure out how to defuse JT before he kills someone. Chief is keepin him confined to the station so he wont get hurt durin calls. JT is madder than a chick thats been cheated on. Rylee muttered, Funny that you should use those words. Ryan pretended not to understand. Whatcha mean.what words? About being cheated on. She fidgeted with the pillow before she got her courage up to ask Ryan the one thing that had kept her awake all night. Ryan, has Jaeden been seeing someone else while Ive been working? Ryan played his part to the hilt and looked away from her like he didnt want to answer the question. He remained silent for a few seconds and softly replied, What makes you think hed do something like that?
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The way that he answered, told her what she hadnt wanted to hear. She felt her heart shatter like a delicate crystal glass that couldnt ever be put together again; worse than the nursery rhyme Humpty Dumpty. There were no tears left to cry. No one could take the pain away.not even her brother who wanted to rip Jaeden in two. At Thanksgiving, Zane had threatened to do bodily harm if he ever hurt her or broke her heart. The wedding was only a month away but how could she marry Jaeden knowing that he had cheated on her? Ryan softly asked, Rylee, what happened last night to make you think he cheated on you? Rylee looked at the ring on her finger and replied, He told me that he was going to Brewin Time because one of your high school buddies was going to be there with his fiance. I dont know who he was but Jaeden didnt ask me to go until the last minute. I had some stuff to do so I stopped by on my way home. When I walked inside, Jaeden was there with a really pretty girl and they looked more than friendly with one another. Even though he knew the answer, Ryan asked, Did you go talk to him to see what the deal was? Maybe she was just a friend or she couldve been Brandons girlfriend. I wasnt going over there and be humiliated in front of everyone! So what happened when he got home? Rylee huffily replied, Oh, he saw me before he came home! She tossed the throw pillow next to her. I almost hit a car when I ran a red light. Then, I got pulled over by a cop who was rude as hell after I pulled Jaedens pocketknife out of my purse. She filled him in on the rest of the story and he wanted to shout with glee since Jaeden was in the doghouse. He hid the joy that filled his heart but his plan was working like a charm. Now, he was going back to the
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station to provoke Jaedens temper even more so hell would break loose between Rylee and Jaeden again. Ryan took a deep breath and let it out. Rylee, all I can say is that JTs had problems committin to anything except for bein a firefighter. A man would be insane to cheat on a woman like you so I dont know why hed do it. Talk to him and maybe you can work it out if you can forgive him for last night. Tears filled her eyes as she asked, So he really was there with her? It wasnt a lie that Jaeden had been there with Lindsay so Ryan nodded his head. He placed his hand on top of hers. He wasnt sorry for breaking them apart but he was sorry for letting her think that Jaeden had cheated on her. He moved closer and pulled her into his arms to hold her close. He murmured, Rylee, Im sorry. Rylee clung to him and cried as she realized that shed lost Jaeden to someone else. What am I going to do? I love him so much and trusted him. Ryan softly patted her on the back, Ill be here and help you get through it. I know how it feels since Candace broke up with me. He left a few minutes later, after Rylee promised to call him if she needed a friend. It was all he could do not to shout with glee on the way to his truck since his plan had worked. When he parked at the fire station, he put on a mask that showed a man who had the weight of the world upon his shoulders. Things were deathly quiet when Ryan walked in. Jaeden was glowering at the walls as if he dared someone to say the wrong word so he could hit em. Ryan saw the golden opportunity to piss him off so hed be written up and sent home. Dude, youre in the doghouse! Rylee thinks that you cheated on her. Whatd you do while Brandon was shootin pool and I was in the bathroom?
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I didnt do anything except talk to Lindsay! Huh. It mustve been something more than that to send Rylee runnin outta there like the fires of hell were chasin her! Jaeden jumped up and confronted Ryan, I told you that I didnt do anything except talk to the girl! Ryan shrugged and started to walk away before throwing a match to the fuel. If youre innocent, whyd you sleep on the couch last night? Jaeden grabbed Ryan by his t-shirt and raised his fist to punch him in the mouth before Trey grabbed him. He wrestled Jaeden to the floor and put him in a headlock. Jaeden yelled, Get off of me! Trey replied, Not until you cool off! Im gonna kick your ass when I get off of this floor! Trey laughed, Shut up, JT, and chill. RJ was just raggin on you cuz Rylees pissed off at you. Why dont you just calm down and tell me what happened last night? It aint none of your business what happened with me and Rylee! Jaeden struggled to break free. Quit strugglin or Ill keep you pinned on the floor. I dont care how long we sit here. Kiss my ass, TE, Jaeden spat. You can at least get off of me so I can breathe! Trey laughed, Doesnt look like youre havin any difficulty breathin. Chief Daniels walked into the room after hearing their raised voices. What in the hell is going on in here? Trey looked up at the fire chief and grinned, Just havin a bit of fun! JT didnt believe that I was on my high
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school and college wrestlin team so I had to show him that he was wrong. Chief Daniels glowered at them, Huh! Well, sounds like that you have too much time on your hands. JT, get up and mop the bathroom floors! Trey let Jaeden up since he had been indirectly ordered to do so. Jaeden stood up and whined, Why have I gotta do it? Im a lieutenant! Not a Probie! You want to become a Probie again? No, sir, Chief. Well, do what I told you to do! You can clean both bathrooms while youre at it and make sure those floors are spotless! Its not like youre going on any calls today! Yes, sir, Jaeden saluted him with a tiny smirk on his face. He was seething with anger but there wasnt a damned thing he could do about it. Hed been written up and suspended only once in his career and didnt intend for today to be another incident. Hed settle it with Ryan later and then when he got home tomorrow, hed settle it with Rylee, one way or the other. Chief Daniels waited until Jaeden had gone to clean the bathrooms before dragging Ryan into his office to find out what Rylee had told him. He listened intently while he heard that she thought Jaeden had cheated on her. It surprised him since he wouldnt have expected it from one of his trustworthy men. It wouldnt have surprised him at all if it had been Ryan. Rylee and Jaeden spent their twenty-four hours apart without talking to one another which didnt help matters. It wouldve been better if theyd talked instead of letting things fester like an infection in a wound steadily getting worse by the minute. By the time, Jaeden got home the next morning and walked inside, his anger had reached the boiling point with Rylee.
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Her attitude wasnt much better since the more she thought about things, the angrier shed become. She hadnt slept a wink in over forty-eight hours so her temper was on a very short fuse. She was standing in the kitchen when Jaeden walked in and their eyes met in an intense glare. It couldve been compared to wild animals ready to rip one anothers throats out. She muttered, What are you looking at? You look like hell. Thanks a lot but I guess I owe it all to you! She slammed a new carton of orange juice onto the counter. She pulled the tab from it and spilled juice onto the counter and floor. Shit! Look what you made me do! Jaeden looked at her and muttered, Something else that Im gettin blamed for that I had nothin to do with! He reached for the roll of paper towels and wadded them up in his hand. Move out of the way so I can clean it up. Rylee stubbornly refused to move and snarled back at him, Ill clean it up so you move! Jaedens temper was to the point of exploding but he gently nudged her aside so he could wipe up the juice. The touch of his hand on her skin set her off in a rage and she shouted, Dont touch me! She slapped him across the face and Jaeden jumped back. His arm hit the carton of juice, knocking it over and spilling the entire contents onto the floor. Rylee, what the hell is wrong with you? Rylee was on the verge of tears and when he reached out for her again, she went off like a skyrocket. She beat her fists against his chest and screamed, I love you so much! Why did you do this to me? Jaeden tried to grab her hands as she continued to beat her fists against his chest. She backed away as he stepped toward her. His foot slipped in the puddle of orange juice and he grabbed the counter to break his fall.
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Rylee stood frozen to the floor with tears streaming down her face. Her chest was heaving and panic seized her as she struggled to breathe. Instantly, Jaeden realized that she was having a panic attack so he carefully stepped around the puddle of juice. He licked his lips and spoke in a soothing calm voice, Rylee, calm down and take some slow deep breaths. Rylee shook her head as he got closer to her, which had only increased her anxiety. She gasped for breath and struggled to speak, Stay away Jaeden reached out and grabbed her arm, gently pulling her against him. He spoke softly, Ry, calm down, baby. He took matters into his own hands when she continued to fight him. He scooped her up into his arms and walked toward the stairs, taking one step at the time while she struggled to breathe. Jaeden laid her on the bed and sat next to her, talking soothingly until she began to calm down. As her anxiety level eased, it became easier for her to breathe. He ordered, Dont move an inch and I mean it. He walked into the bathroom and got a gear bag that he kept for emergencies. He went back into the bedroom and took her vital signs which were within a normal range. He felt that she needed some medication since this was the second time that shed panicked bad enough to affect her breathing. Jaeden called the ER and talked to a doctor who advised him to call 911 for a rescue unit. The paramedics would have the correct medications to give to her which Jaeden could administer if she wouldnt allow anyone else to touch her. When he hung up, he called 911 and explained the situation. The dispatcher said that she would immediately
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send someone from Station Three. Jaeden stayed with her until he heard the wailing siren of the rescue unit. He ordered her to stay in the bed while he let them inside. Jaeden met Ken Rutledge and Cody Brickford at the front door. He quickly filled them in on her panic attack, how he had talked her through it and then what the ER doctor had told him. Cody called the ER on the way up the stairs and relayed that they were on the scene. He and Ken checked Rylees vital signs again for their own records. They were instructed to administer ten milligrams of Valium which was used to treat panic attacks. Ken pulled out the syringe and bottle of medication and filled it to the correct dosage. As he grabbed an alcohol swab to swipe across Rylees arm, she began to panic again. She shrieked, Leave me alone! Her shriek caused Ken to jump back and he tripped over the gear bag on the floor. He looked at Jaeden and murmured, Youre gonna have to hold her so I can give her the medication. Jaeden shook his head. I dont think thats gonna work, dude. Im not gonna hurt her but I have to give her the meds. here. Jaeden held his hand out for the syringe, Give it Dude, youre not on duty and I cant let you do it. You want a hysterical female on your hands or one who trusts me to give it to her so you can get outta here? Youre not touching me either, Jaeden MacKenzie! Rylee yelled in between gasps. Cody and Ken looked at one another and hid their grins while waiting to see what Jaeden was going to do next.
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Jaeden took a deep breath and climbed onto the bed. Rylee tried to roll over to the opposite side to escape but he caught her legs and held on tight. Behave yourself, Rylee, and I mean it. Let go of me! She tried to push him away but it was useless since he was lying across her and holding her thighs down with his strong hands. Not until we get the medication into you. If youll just chill, it wont take long. He inched his way up on the bed so he was straddling her hips. Cody crept around to the opposite side of the bed. He was ready to hold her arm down so either Jaeden or Ken could give her the medicine intravenously. Rylee looked at Cody, Get away from me! She began to gasp for breath again since she was being ganged up on with no way out. Jaeden leaned over and murmured, Ry, calm down and take some deep breaths. Everythings gonna be okay, babe, once we give you the meds. He stroked her cheek with the back of his hand. Ken inched closer to Rylee as Cody grabbed her arm and held it down on the bed. Ken reached for her arm to tie the small tourniquet around it before Rylee swung her hand and almost knocked the capped syringe from his hand. Jaeden held his hand out and snapped at him, Give me the damned syringe and hold her arm down! Ken muttered a few choice words under his breath and slapped a pair of latex gloves into the palm of Jaedens hand. Put them on first! As Ken held Rylees arm down, Jaeden hurriedly pulled the gloves on. He tied the small tourniquet around her arm and held his hand out once again for the syringe. Ken slapped it into his palm after giving him a scowl.
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Jaeden looked at him and muttered, Sorry for takin charge but she trusts me. Between gasps, Rylee replied, Like hell I do. Jaedens eyes met hers and what he saw made his heart sink. What the hell had happened to lose the trust that had taken him so long to build between them? Hed find out later but, right now, it was more important to get her panic attack under control. He held the syringe between his fingers as he ripped the alcohol swab packet and swiped it across the crook of her elbow where hed found a vein for the injection. Jaeden put the capped end into his mouth before pulling it out and thumping it. He pushed the plunger to get out the air bubbles. He licked his lips and looked at Rylee again, Ry, Ill be as gentle as I can be so just chill and this will be over in a minute. He gently inserted the needle into her vein and slowly pushed the plunger until the syringe was empty. He grabbed a folded gauze pad and placed it over the injection site before pulling the needle from her arm. He tossed the syringe onto the floor and pressed his fingers against her before holding her arm up. As Ken taped the gauze down, Rylee looked at Jaeden and spat, I hate you. Jaeden didnt make a sound for several reasons. One being that her words had stabbed him in the heart and the second was that the medication took effect almost immediately and zonked her out. He sat in stunned silence before backing away from Rylee. Cody and Ken took charge and began to monitor her vital signs for a few minutes to make sure that she was okay. When they left her in Jaedens care, they hoped that he could work things out with her because they really liked Rylee. No one realized that things would soon be beyond repair.
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Chapter 20 Rylee came downstairs the next morning and found Jaeden staring morosely through the French doors toward Lake Norman. He heard her soft footsteps as she walked across the floor and turned toward her to softly ask, Are you feelin better? She got a bottle of water from the refrigerator and turned to walk back upstairs. She barely made it halfway to the stairs before she felt Jaedens hand on her arm. Ive had enough of your icy attitude that only freakin penguins and polar bears can survive in. Why cant you give me a simple answer when I ask if youre feelin better? The tension crackled in the air between them like the instant lightning strikes before hearing the sound of thunder. Jaeden knew that something was drastically wrong when he reached out to caress her cheek and she flinched from the touch of his fingers against her skin. He felt his heart sink and knew that he was losing her but didnt know why. Rylee broke her silence as she spat a reply back in his face, I wish I could say that Im okay but unfortunately, Im not, no thanks to you! Just please tell me what Ive done! Jaeden placed both of his hands on her arms and searched her face for answers that he knew he wouldnt find. He pleaded softly, Ry, talk to me. I cant take this silent treatment. Rylee shoved him away and fought to hold back her tears. She was determined not to give him the satisfaction of seeing her cry. Dont even pretend to care about me after what you did two nights ago! You managed to talk me into believing how much you love me and care when the entire time you just wanted to get into my bed! Youre more of a con man than the rest ever thought of being!
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Jaeden flung his hands up. What the hell are you talkin about? I do love you! Hell, Rylee, I waited a year before touchin you so youd trust me. Tell me how many other guys would do that! How do I know that you werent crawling into someone elses bed, too? His mouth dropped open, Excuse me? Ive never cheated on you! It didnt look that way when I saw you with that girl in Brewin Time! Jaeden protested, The only girl I was talkin to was Brandons fiance, Lindsay. She was sittin with me while Brandon and the rest of the guys were shootin a game of pool and Ryan was gone to the bathroom. And the cow jumped over the moon too, didnt it? There was no one else with the two of you! You need to work on being a better liar! Rylee gave him a warning glare not to follow her and the next sound he heard was the slamming of the bedroom door. Jaeden was infuriated and frustrated to say the least. He didnt know how to make her understand that he was telling the truth. He ran his fingers through his hair and thought about going upstairs but he had the feeling that it wouldnt do any good. He grabbed his keys and drove to Charlotte to talk to Zane. He desperately needed someone to help him figure out how to make her listen to him. He knocked on the apartment door and waited for Zane to open it. Zane yanked the door open and glared at his sisters fianc, What the hell do you want? From his reaction, Jaeden knew that Rylee had already called him. He fidgeted with his keys and hesitantly replied, I guess Rylee has talked to you. Zane drew his fist back and plowed it into his mouth before Jaeden could protect himself. Does that answer your question?
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Blood ran down Jaedens chin and dripped onto his shirt as his top lip split from the impact. He put his hand over his mouth and mumbled, Damnation, Zane! You havent even heard my side of things! Zane scowled and clenched his fist since he was itching to pop Jaeden again. I dont give a damn about hearin your side! I told you not to break her heart but you didnt listen to a thing I said at Thanksgiving! She called me at five a.m. and told me everything, includin her panic attack that was so bad that she had to be drugged to get it under control! Jaedens temper began to rise. Apparently she didnt tell you that I was with her and called 911. I gave her the medication to calm her down and didnt leave her all night. She wouldnt have had a freakin panic attack if it wasnt for you so dont even glorify yourself! Jaeden pleaded, Will you at least listen to my side? I told you that I dont give a damn about hearin it. My sister is supposed to be marryin you next month, though God only knows why! Shes refusin to stay with me to figure things out. Maybe its because she loves me, Jaeden quietly replied. Youre a lyin, cheatin scumbag and the best thing that you could do is to call off the weddin before you hurt her even more. I aint endin things so you can forget it. Dammit, I love Rylee and I didnt cheat on her! Yeah, so you say. Like youre gonna stand here face-to-face with me and admit It! Zane, I need your help to get her to listen to me.
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I aint gonna help you to stay in a relationship when I think shes better off without you. Im sorry that you feel that way. Yeah, I am too cuz I like you. Zane sighed, Jaeden, just tell me man-to-man why you cheated so I can help her understand what she did wrong. She didnt do anything wrong! Damnation, Zane, for the last time, I never cheated on her! The girl I was talkin to is the fiance of one of my friends. I dont know where Rylee got the idea that I was cheatin! Zane stood his ground since he didnt have any reason not to believe Rylee. He stared intently at Jaeden and saw a desperate man who could weave a web of lies to keep secrets hidden if it was what he wanted. Go home, Jaeden. Youre wastin your time and mine by bein here. Jaeden asked in disbelief one last time, Youre not gonna help me? Zane shook his head, You broke your promise that you wouldnt hurt my sister. Dude, go home and figure it out for yourself. I cant help you. Zane Zane plowed his fist into Jaedens cheekbone before he thought about it. It was one thing to take her virginity after she believed that you cared about her but I had to listen to her heart-wrenchin sobs at five a.m.! If she chooses to marry you next month, Ill kick your ass worse than this if you hurt her again! Now, get the hell outta my sight! He stepped inside and slammed the door in Jaedens face before he lost his temper again. He was incensed at the thought of sweet Rylee being hurt especially by someone shed loved and trusted. Hed tried to make her see that if Jaeden had cheated on her, there was a chance hed do it again. It didnt help matters any that he liked Jaeden but she was his sister.
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Jaeden couldnt blame Zane for being mad as hell if he had cheated but he was innocent. He couldnt make anyone believe him or understand that he loved Rylee too much to ever hurt her. He just needed someone to listen to him! His mama had always been fair about listening even when he was wrong. He was going to talk to her even though shed probably lecture him, too. A few minutes later, he sat in the truck at his parents house for a minute before getting out. He slowly trudged up the front walkway, opened the door and saw his mama vacuuming the floor. He leaned against the wall and waited for her to notice him so he wouldnt scare her. Paige MacKenzie glanced over at her oldest son and smiled until she saw his battered face. She did a doubletake and turned off the vacuum cleaner and exclaimed, Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie! What on earth happened to you? Got in a fight, Mama. I hope the other guy looks worse than you. She walked over to inspect her sons face. Cmon, you need an ice-pack so your boo-boos wont swell up. Jaeden faintly smiled at her using the term booboos for his injuries. It aint nothin to worry about, Mama. Paige asked, Did you and Ryan have a sparring match? Jaeden shook his head and mumbled, It was Rylees brother. Her brother? What did you do to provoke him to hit you? If Rylee breaks things off, youre gonna find out anyway but, Mama, just listen to me and help me figure things out. Jaeden followed her into the kitchen.

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Sit down while I make an ice pack. Paige pointed toward the kitchen table and chairs where theyd had endless meals and conversations. He sank down onto one of the chairs and laid his head against the wall behind him. He watched her wrap some ice cubes in a dishtowel before she walked toward him. Paige held the homemade ice pack against his cheekbone before taking his hand and placing it against the dishtowel. Hold this while I get a cloth to clean up your face. Im alright, Mama, you dont have to baby me. Paige placed her hands on her hips and scowled at him. It was clear where he got his scowl since it was identical to hers. Jaeden, youre still my child no matter how old you are. Mothers take care of the boo-boos in their childrens lives if possible. Jaeden mumbled, I dont think you or anyone else can fix this. Its all in Rylees hands. Paige wet a clean dishtowel and walked over to him. She dabbed at his split lip which made him yelp, Damnation, Mama! That hurts like hell. Jaedens younger brother, Jamie, wandered into the kitchen. J-Man, Im surprised at you usin such language in front of Mama! Jaeden took the ice pack from his face and scowled at his brother, Shut up, shrimp, or Ill kick your ass for buttin in. Jamie smirked, Looks like someone beat the crap outta you. He grabbed the orange juice carton from the refrigerator and then opened it before taking a huge gulp. James Michael, did you ever think that the other people in this house might want some of that juice? Paige frowned at her youngest son.

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Gee, Mama, considerin that you and Dad created me, whats wrong with swappin some spit in the orange juice? Jamie grinned at her before he pulled a chair out and turned it around to sit backwards. Bro, who the heck introduced their fist to your face this mornin? Jaeden mumbled, Rylees brother. Whatd you do? Cheat on her or something? Jamie asked teasingly, not knowing that hed just relit his brothers fuse. Jaeden pounded his fist onto the table top. Why is everybody implyin that I cheated on her? All the hell I did was talk to Brandons fiance, Lindsay, to make her feel a part of the crowd! Jamie stared at his older brother and shook his head slowly. Dude, I was just kiddin around but damn. He ran his hand over his face and saw the pain reflecting in Jaedens eyes. Dont rip me apart for askin but Im guessin that Rylee thinks you cheated on her. Jaeden balled up the placemat in front of him in his hand and flung it across the kitchen floor. Bingo! Paige MacKenzie glanced at the placemat as he flung it but she focused on Jaedens emotions. The pain in his eyes was more important than that silly placemat. She sat down between her two sons and placed her hand on top of Jaedens balled up fist. Jaeden honey, have you tried to talk to Rylee and explain that it was just a misunderstanding? Jaeden looked at her with the saddest expression in his eyes that shed ever seen. Mama, she refuses to believe anything that I say. Shes dead set on believin that Im just like the rest of the guys in her past except that Im the worst cuz she gave herself to me. Paige felt her heart breaking for her son. Maybe in a day or two, shell see that youre telling the truth.
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her.

Jaeden shook his head, I think Ive already lost

Jamie had been silent for a few seconds before piping up, You mean she was a virgin until you came along? Jaeden glared at him, Yeah, but, why is it a big deal to you? Jamie muttered, Nothin except its hard to believe that a hot babe like Rylee wouldve stayed a virgin for so long. Jaedens temper exploded, Well, she did! I waited for a freakin year for her because she wouldnt trust anyone cuz of a few jerks that cheated on her but I havent! Why cant anyone believe that? Jamie mumbled, I dont think you cheated on her. Paige placed her hand on Jaedens arm to try to calm him. Jaeden, its obvious that shes had trust issues. Even now, itll make her wary of any female who looks twice at you. I can understand how she feels. I knew I was wastin my time comin here. Youre takin her side of things, too. Jaeden stood up and it was plain to see the anger in his eyes but the hurt and heartbreak was even more evident. Jaeden, dont be angry. You wanted to talk and Im just giving you my opinion. Paige wanted to hug him but didnt because she could see how fragile his feelings were. He was a tough firefighter but, right now, he was heartbroken and dealing with the possibility of losing the woman he loved. Im here for you and I love you. Mama, I appreciate it but no one can give me what I truly want except for Rylee and it looks like Im losin her. He choked back the tears that threatened to overwhelm him. Jaeden wanted to get out of the house before he was humiliated by crying in front of them and barely kissed his mama goodbye. He managed to make it outside
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before collapsing against the porch railing. He was lost in his own world of misery and didnt realize that Jamie had followed him outside. Jamie put his hand on Jaedens shoulder and gave him a brotherly hug. He didnt want to embarrass him so he ignored Jaedens tears. J-Man, give her some time. Shes just pissed off like girls are when they think theyve been cheated on. If you wanna hang out later, give me a call. We havent done anything together in a while. Jaeden mumbled, Thanks, bro. He wiped his eyes and gave his brother a hug before heading toward his truck. He drove around aimlessly for an hour before finally going home to Rylee. Rylee had wandered around the townhouse while trying to figure out how things had gone so wrong. She thought that shed had the perfect relationship with Jaeden and then to find out that he had cheated at least once. She sank down onto the couch and thought about what Zane had said to her. He had advised her to carefully think things over before making any decisions but if Jaeden had cheated once, what would stop him from doing it again? Zane didnt have the greatest track record when it came to females since he was in a rock band. He could have a different girl every night so should she even listen to his advice? She had a month left before the wedding and a final decision didnt have to be made this instant. She sighed and decided to give it a week to see how things went but if he screwed up again, that was it. She walked into the kitchen to see if there was any Tylenol since she had a pounding headache. She didnt want to take any of her migraine meds since it would zonk her out. Jaedens pickup pulled into the driveway and a minute later, she heard the sound of his key in the lock. The instant he stepped inside, their eyes met and Rylee
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gasped when she saw his battered face. She ran toward him and slid to a stop in front of him. Jaeden, what happened to you? He didnt want to tell her that her brother had beaten the crap out of his face so he shrugged, Just a little fight. Nothin to worry about. Rylee placed her hands on her hips, Who did this to you? She waited for an answer that she wasnt getting. Jaeden, Ill call everybone that we know until I get an answer so you might as well tell me. He muttered, I went to see Zane hopin that hed help me figure out a way to talk to you and lets just say that he aint too happy with me right now. She gasped, Zane did this to you? Jaeden nodded his head and Rylee muttered, Well, he needed to stay out of our relationship! Jaeden looked down at her, Do we still have a relationship? He held his breath as he searched her eyes for an answer. He saw the hurt and pain that was also reflecting in his. It seemed like a lifetime before he saw her nod. Rylee whispered, I need time to see how things are going to be between us. Jaeden was afraid to ask, What does that mean? If things are better in a week and I feel that I can trust you; then well still get married on June 3. If not, I just dont know. Jaeden closed his eyes and felt a stabbing pain in his heart. Her words werent what hed hoped to hear but at least she hadnt told him it was over. He opened his eyes, I guess I have my work cut out for the next seven days to prove that I love only you. Rylee softly replied, Yeah, I guess that you do.

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Chapter 21 Jaeden walked into work the next morning with a bruise on his cheekbone where Zane had punched him the day before. His lip didnt look much better which drew more than one questioning look from his brothers. No one was brave enough to ask him about it until Ryan walked over and slapped him on the back. Wild sex, last night with Rylee? Ryan grinned until Jaeden spun around ready for a confrontation. He held up his hands in defense and yelped, Whoa, bro! I was only kiddin! Jaeden backed him against Engine One. RJ, Im in no mood for your fun and games today! If you have half the sense of a chimpanzee, youll keep your mouth shut about Rylee. Tones resounded through the fire station as a call was dispatched for a mutual-aid structure fire in an office building. Stations One and Three rushed to the scene and worked feverishly to save the lives of more than one trapped victim inside. Ryan and Jaeden had a close call when fire erupted around them but, thankfully, it was extinguished by the quick actions of the teams working the fire hoses. The next morning when Rylee and Jaeden got home, they took a shower together before climbing into bed. After making love, he held her within his embrace, and told her about the fire. Hed realized how fast life can change and how much Ryans friendship meant to him when he thought that they were going to die. What had scared him was the thought of never seeing Rylee again. He whispered how much he loved her and she fell asleep in his arms feeling loved and secure. Two nights later, Rylee was working in ICU when she called home to tell Jaeden good night. It was after midnight and he didnt answer the phone which aroused her suspicious. Maybe he was out with some friends and
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had lost track of the time. She needed to take care of one of her patients and it was after one a.m. before she was free to call him again. There was still no answer! She drummed her fingers on the counter before picking up the phone and calling Ryan. The phone rang several times and she was ready to hang up when he finally answered. Hello? Ryan, this is Rylee. Have you seen Jaeden tonight? Nope. He should be at home. Well, Ive called twice and he hasnt answered either time. I dunno, shug. If I hear from him, Ill let him know that youre lookin for him. You get off at seven a.m., right? Yes, unfortunately. Rylee hung the phone up and stared at it, willing Jaeden to call her. She was unaware that hed taken some pain medication for a migraine headache and was sound asleep in their bed. By the time her shift was over the next morning she was on the warpath with him once again. She was in no mood to hear any lies since he obviously hadnt been at home where hed said he was going to be! Rylee parked her car behind his truck and slammed the door before marching up the walkway. When she walked inside, Jaeden was in the kitchen cooking breakfast. She slung her keys onto the counter and stared at him with a scowl on her face. Jaeden glanced toward her with a smile on his face until he noticed her scowl. He softly asked, Had a bad night at work, huh? Geez, whatever makes you think that? Rylee spat hatefully at him.

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Jaeden set aside the frying pan he was using to scramble some eggs and sighed, Okay, what have I done now? I tried calling twice last night and you didnt answer either time so you werent home like you were supposed to be! Who was she, Jaeden? He asked in confusion, Who was what? Oh, dont play dumb! You know exactly what Im talking about! Who were you with this time? Jaeden held his hands out to the side while trying to calm her down. Ry, calm down. I was home alone all night! I had a migraine so I took some meds and went to bed. I didnt hear the phone if you called. If I called? Rylee stalked around the end of the bar and poked him in the chest with her finger. Let me tell you something, Jaeden MacKenzie! I was working my butt off last night while you were gallivanting over town! Rylee, I swear I was here all night! Baby, I didnt cheat on you a week ago and I sure didnt cheat last night! So you say! Rylee placed her hands on her hips and glared at him. I called at midnight and one a.m. and if you were home, you wouldve heard the phone! I took a Vicodin for my headache! Jaeden snatched up the bottle from the counter behind him and held it up. Look at the label and count the number of pills! Youll see that theres only one missin. That doesnt prove a blasted thing! You couldve taken that pill any time or flushed it down the toilet so youd have a so-called alibi! Rylee, I love you and I wouldnt ever cheat on you. Jaeden reached out to caress her cheek but she slapped his hand away.
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Dont touch me! She hissed before pointing her finger in his face. As a matter of fact, dont ever touch me, speak to me or even acknowledge that you know me! She turned to walk away and Jaeden grabbed her arm to stop her. Where are you goin? She yanked her arm from his grasp. Where I go and what I do is none of your business! Youre my fiance and I have the right to know where youre goin. Rylee tugged her engagement ring off and threw it onto the counter where it bounced three times. Its over, so give this ring to someone else! Jaeden began to panic, Baby, you cant be serious! Does it look like Im joking around with you? Rylee demanded. I told you a week ago that you were on borrowed time and if you screwed up once, that was it! For all I know, you had that little floozie in our bed last night! I havent touched anyone besides you since the day that we met. Im not stupid, Jaeden MacKenzie! I saw the way that you and that girl were so cozy with one another! Lemme ask you one thing, Rylee. What did I do with you after the first few dates that we had? Huh? Didnt I take you to meet the guys so youd feel like you were part of the family? That has nothing to do with you being with that girl last week! Rylee shook her head. Its over, Jaeden. I cant marry you so just accept it. He shook his head, Ill never accept it!

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You dont have a choice because Im leaving today. Zane will get the rest of my stuff, later. Rylee walked past him and ran up the stairs to begin packing her clothes. Jaeden was stunned as he picked up her ring and stared at the sparkling diamond that hed given to her with so much love. He felt his whole world crumbling as he slid to the floor against the bar. What happened to the happiness that theyd shared for almost two years? Upstairs, Rylee crammed her clothes into two suitcases and threw her makeup and other essentials into her small tote bag. She dragged her luggage behind her before stopping at the bottom of the stairs. She saw Jaeden sitting there heartbroken and dejected. Was she making a mistake by ending their engagement? She had no proof that he wasnt with someone the night before but how could she marry him if she couldnt trust him? It was better to end things and forget that men existed. All they did was bring heartache into a relationship. Jaeden looked up at Rylee as she stood at the bottom of the staircase. Hed been praying that shed change her mind but he could see that it was useless. Hed lost her forever but he tried to plead his case one last time, Rylee, please dont walk out that door. I swear that Ive never cheated on you. Rylee shook her head, Im sorry, Jaeden. I dont mean to hurt you but I cant marry you. The trust has been broken and its never going to work. Youll find someone else but its not going to be me. Jaeden looked at her as tears filled his eyes and ran down his face. Ry, youve owned my heart from day one and Ill never find anyone else. Im giving your heart back to you so get on with your life. Just leave me alone. Dont come see me at Zanes because he wont let you in the door.
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Jaeden reached out for her but she ignored him, Rylee, I love you. Baby, please dont do this. Im sorry, Jaeden but its too late. Well have to see one another because of our jobs but its strictly professional between us. Just forget about me. Rylee started walking toward the door before she gave in and let him continue to rip her world apart. Shed rather him think that she didnt care than to let him to know that it was killing her to leave him. Just put one foot in front of the other, Rylee. Dont look back at him. Oh god, give me the strength to walk out and drive away before the tears begin. Rylee managed to get to her car before the tears blinded her. It took more than one try to put the key into the ignition before she drove away from the complex and pulled over to the curb. She cried heart-wrenching tears knowing that shed just walked away from the only man she truly loved. She got her emotions under control before calling Zane. She had nowhere to go except to stay with him until she could find an apartment. Needless to say, he was seething with anger knowing that her world had been ripped apart. When Rylee got to his apartment, Zane gathered her in his arms and held her while she cried until there were no tears left. Jaeden felt his heart rip in two when he heard the door slam behind Rylee. Hed worked so hard to build the trust between them and had waited so patiently for her. Oh god, how could he go on without her? She was everything to him. Why couldnt she see that she was the only girl that he loved and hed die for her? Now that he had lost her, he might as well walk into a burning building and never walk out again. He reached for the cell phone in his pocket to call his best friend. He never suspected that Ryan had backstabbed him in order to steal Rylee away.

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Chapter 22 The next two days Jaeden stayed holed up inside of his townhouse and refused to talk to anyone except for Ryan. He wouldnt answer the phone or return any messages left on his answering machine or voice mail, including his mama and his brother. The only thing saving his job was the fact that he was on his four-day break between shifts. He continually played a KISS song, I Still Love You, as he stared at pictures of Rylee while the pain and heartache ate away at his soul. He was lost without her by his side; he missed her smile and her warmth. Most of all, he missed holding her after theyd made love and fell asleep. He missed all of the little things like the cute notes that she left for him to brighten his day. He dreaded going to work, then walking back into this empty house. When Jaeden returned to the fire station, he was entirely different. He was quiet and looked as if his soul had been ripped away. He slouched down on the couch and stared listlessly at the TV, not caring what program was on. He ignored everyone as if he was sitting in a fog bank and couldnt see or hear them. Brad and Trey noticed the difference in him within the first five minutes. They conferred with one another on whether to approach him or leave him be. Before anything could be decided, Ryan jauntily walked into the kitchen with a huge grin on his face. Beautiful mornin, aint it? Ryan asked as he opened the refrigerator to grab a bottle of water. It depends on who youre askin, Brad murmured. Wassup with you, BC? Ryan asked as he took a swig of cold water. Have you talked to JT in the last day or so? Brad asked.
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Too bad Rylee broke things off but hell be okay, Ryan shrugged as if it wasnt a big deal. Trey crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow, Maybe were not talkin about the same JT whos dealin with a serious heartbreak right now. Ryan shrugged again, Dude, hell get over her in a day or two after he realizes that shes not goin back to him no matter how much he begs. Trey studied his smug face before asking, And how do you know Rylee wont go back to him? Ryan leaned against the counter and took another swig of water before answering, She told me she doesnt have plans to ever go back to him. Jaeden walked unseen into the kitchen and quietly asked, Youve been talkin to Rylee? Ryan glanced at him before flashing a grin. As a matter of fact I asked her out to supper tomorrow night. Jaeden walked toward him with fire in his eyes as he flexed his fingers. He wanted to smash his fist into Ryans face for backstabbing him. You tryin to steal my fiance, RJ? She aint your fiance anymore, JT, and before you get pissed off at me, lemme explain. Bobby, Greg, Shawn, and Nick crowded into the kitchen along with Trey and Brad to either prevent a fight or to help Jaeden beat the crap out of him. Ryan was one of their brothers just as much as JT but it didnt mean that they had to offer Ryan their protection, especially if he was dating Rylee. Jaeden slowly walked toward Ryan like a sleek black panther on the hunt for prey. His eyes narrowed and focused on Ryans face and he could feel his fist breaking every bone as his fist slammed into it. Every muscle in his body was tensed and ready to spring into action if Ryan said the wrong thing. There werent enough of his brothers to pull them apart once the melee began.
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Go ahead and explain to me what a backstabbin best friend youve been! Jaeden continued to stalk Ryan as he steadily backed away. Ryan grabbed a chair and threw it in Jaedens path to slow him down. He looked around the room to see that no one was coming to his rescue. He was standing alone waiting for Jaedens temper to explode on him like a bomb blast. He licked his lips, JT, I only asked her out so no one else would put the moves on her. Jaeden shoved the chair out of his way and sneered, With the reputation that you have with females, you must think that Im an idiot to believe that one! He looked at the man who had been his best friend for years and he didnt like what he saw. JT, I swear on my mamas life that I only asked her out as a friend. I have no intentions of tryin anything with her! For gods sake, I know how much you love her! Just how big of an asshole do you think that I am? Their brothers glanced at one another and it was pretty clear from their consensus that he was a lowdown, belly-crawling snake in the grass. Ryan Lee Jackson was known for using women and dropping them like flies once he got what he wanted. Would he do the same thing to Rylee? Someone needed to educate her but would she only think that they just wanted her back with Jaeden? Jaeden grabbed Ryans t-shirt and yanked him close to him. I cant stop her from goin out with you but if you lay one hand on her, Ill kick your ass, RJ. She broke things off with me but shell always own my heart and right now I dont give a shit who knows it! Call me a wuss for lovin her until the day that I die but Ill kill the asshole that ever hurts her! He let go of Ryans shirt and backed away from him. But the fire was still showing in his eyes, letting Ryan know that he meant every word hed said.
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Ryan dared to ask as he tugged at his t-shirt. JT, if you cant trust her with me who youve known for years, then who can you trust her with? You heard what I said, RJ, best friend or no best friend. Ill take you on any day and any place if you hurt her. Its just a friendship thing with her! Ryan protested as he looked around the room to see that no one believed a word hed said. Damnation! Would yall rather see her go out to a club and hook up with the wrong guy and get hurt? He waited for someone to speak up but no one uttered a sound until Brad spoke. You heard what Jaeden said and I, for one, will be backin him. If you hurt Rylee, youll wish that youd never heard my name. He gave Ryan a disgusted look before walking out of the kitchen. One by one, the rest of the guys walked out leaving Ryan alone with Jaeden. The two men stared pensively at one another and knew that their friendship had just changed, all because of one woman. Ryan saw the pain of losing Rylee in Jaedens eyes. If he hadnt wanted her so badly, he wouldve told her to go back to him. But Ryan was determined to conquer Rylees heart and make her love him. He wanted everything that Jaeden had no matter the cost to whoever stood in his way. Jaeden softly spoke, Dont hurt her, Ryan Lee, or youll answer to me and I wont grant you one ounce of mercy. As he walked out of the room, he died inside at the thought of his sweet Rylee being with Ryan and his hands touching her. Jaeden wasnt stupid enough to think that he wouldnt put the moves on her but would Rylee allow Ryan the sweet taste of her body that shed made him wait for a year to possess? The tones sounded inside for a rescue call consisting of a motor vehicle accident. For once in his life, Jaeden had no desire to do anything besides wallow in his
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own misery. But he had made a vow to protect lives and to save each one when duty called. He shoved his misery to the back burner as he grabbed his turnout gear from his locker. Thankfully, it was Brad and Treys day to be acting paramedics because he wasnt sure he could provide adequate care to a patient. Hell, he needed some mindblowing drugs to ease the pain he was feeling but, unfortunately, it wouldnt fix the hole in his heart or bring Rylee back to him. Jaeden managed to get through his shift and instead of heading toward his townhouse; he went to his parents house where his mama cooked breakfast for him. He took a shower, ate and fell into bed in his old bedroom only to dream of Rylee. When he awoke, he dragged himself back to his truck and went home to an empty townhouse filled with memories. The next night, Ryan met Rylee at a local pizza restaurant even though she really didnt want to be with him. He was a constant reminder of Jaeden but hed talked her into going out for a pizza and a movie afterwards. Ryan ordered a pizza with the works and encouraged her to talk about something besides her job. He wouldve sat there not saying a word as long as he could stare at her all night long. He longed to run his fingers through her silky hair while placing kisses along her neck and down to her breasts. He ached to bury himself inside of her warm body. The hell with waiting for a year like Jaeden had done. But he had enough sense to know that pouncing on her wouldnt get him anywhere besides being slapped and the door slammed in his face. He had to give it a couple of weeks but that was the maximum time that hed wait. Ryan began to play on her sympathy by bringing up how Candace had broken his heart so he understood
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exactly how Rylee felt. He was slowly drawing her into his web of wicked lies. He couldve cared less that his best friend was sitting at home alone wishing that the world would end since Rylee was no longer a part of his life. At first, Rylee was uneasy being with someone besides Jaeden. Hed been a part of her life for almost two years and then to have been a month away from marrying him. She found herself relaxing after a few minutes of being around Ryan since he was funny and charming. Before she realized it, two hours had passed and Ryan suggested that they go to see a movie. He followed her to the movie theater since she was driving her own car. They went to see the latest comedy that was guaranteed to make her laugh. After the movie was over, Ryan suggested that they go back to her brothers apartment but she quickly nixed it in the bud. He asked her out for another date and she accepted before they said goodnight in the parking lot which left him totally unsatisfied and wanting more. Rylee left with questions bouncing inside of her head of why she was thinking of seeing Ryan again when her heart still belonged to Jaeden. When Jaeden got to work the next morning, he had a sinking feeling inside the minute he saw Ryans face. How far had things gone on his date with Rylee? He didnt ask because personally he didnt want to know. She would always belong to him even if he never got her back. He heard bits and pieces of the conversations that Ryan had with everyone else and frankly, it was all he could do not to bash his face in. There were a few emergency calls but not enough to keep Jaedens mind off of Rylee. It seemed that even destiny was determined to punish him by dragging the hours of the day along slower than molasses in January. He saw red every time he looked at Ryan since all he could picture in his head was him holding his Rylee in his arms.
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Brad and Trey murmured amongst themselves how they should gang up on Ryan and show him what the true meaning of the brotherhood meant. They couldnt do anything that would get them into serious trouble but dousing him with the fire hose was within the limit. It was killing them to see fun-loving Jaeden change into someone whod lost the sparkle of life within him. It was as if hed been abducted by aliens and had his soul sucked from him. They just prayed that there werent any catastrophic fires that would put his life at risk since they werent sure that hed try to make it out alive. Two weeks passed as Ryan continued to take Rylee out for what he was calling casual dates. After going to eat at an exclusive restaurant, they enjoyed a night out listening to Zanes band, Midnight Whispers before heading to Ryans apartment. Rylee couldnt move into her apartment for another two weeks so she was still staying with Zane. Once they were at his apartment, Ryan put on a CD of easy-listening songs and sat on the couch next to her. He took her hand in his before looking at her, Rylee, I know that weve only been seein one another as casual friends for a couple of weeks but I really like you a lot. Rylee bit her lip before replying, Ryan, you know its too soon for me to be in a relationship with anyone, even a casual one, so lets not go there. Ryan swallowed his pride since those were the last words that he wanted to hear from her. But he shouldve known better than to think that she wouldve jumped in head first after being with Jaeden. How could he even compete with the golden boy, Jaeden MacKenzie? Time was more or less his enemy since every minute that Rylee remained free meant that someone else could snatch her up. Sure, Ry, whatever you say.
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Rylee snapped, Dont call me Ry! Jaeden gave me that nickname and he was the only one allowed to use it. I dont want to be reminded of him! Ryan mumbled, Sorry, shug. I didnt realize it was a personal thing. Rylee sighed, Ryan, Im the one who should apologize. Well, Im sorry that he broke your heart by cheatin on you. I think you should know that it wasnt just once or twice but more like several times with his old high school girlfriend on the nights that you were workin in ICU. Rylee whipped her head around and stared at him as her mouth dropped open, How long had it been going on? Ryan ran his fingers through his hair, I dont know for sure but I know that he aint been sittin home alone the nights that youve been workin. She blinked back the tears that filled her eyes as pain and anger stabbed her in the heart. How dare Jaeden MacKenzie act as if hed been innocent! His best friend was telling her that hed cheated on her more than once! If she was standing face-to-face with him at this moment, shed slap him no matter how much she still loved him. The thought of Jaeden made her melt as the image of his tightly muscled body flashed through her head. She would always love him but at the moment, she was so angry that her feelings were closer to hate than to love. Someone had forgotten to tell her how thin the line of love and hate actually is to one another. Ive wasted two years of my life believing everything that he said while hes done nothing except lie to me! Rylee balled her slender hands into tightly clenched fists. I wish that youd told me this sooner.
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Ryan sighed as he placed his arm around her shoulder and murmured, Rylee, I wanted to tell you but I was afraid that you wouldnt believe me. Jaeden has a way of drawin people into his web of deceit when it suits his purpose. Well, it sure worked on me! Rylee beat her fists on her thighs as she thought about how much shed trusted Jaeden. Ryan laid his hand across her fists and softly replied, Shug, hes out of your life and you dont have to worry about him anymore. We can take things one day at a time cuz I dont feel like havin my heart broken again, either. Rylee looked up at him with sympathy clearly showing in her sapphire blue eyes. Ryan, Im sorry that Candace accused you of cheating on her when I know that you really loved her. I guess well just help one another get through the heartbreak and who knows where itll lead. Im glad that I have someone like you to be a part of my life right now. Ryan pulled her closer against his chest and if she couldve seen the smug look on his face, she wouldve rethought her words. He was a master of deceptions and couldve sold ice cream to penguins. He had to keep Jaeden away so hed have no chance to sweet talk his way back into her life. He offered, Ill be more than happy to help you get your point across that hes no longer welcome in your life. I think he understands loud and clear that I want nothing else to do with him but if he starts anything again, Id prefer to handle it myself, okay? Ryan shrugged, Sure thing, baby, if thats what you want.

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Youve been friends with Jaeden for too long and the last thing that I want is to be the cause of a brawl between you. Nahhh, you dont have to worry about that cuz we made a pact years ago to never allow any chick to come between our friendship. Rylee looked at her watch and saw that it was almost 1:30 a.m. I need to head back to Charlotte so Ill be home before Zane gets back from his gig. Hell have a hissy fit if Im not there safely tucked away inside. She stood up to walk toward the front door. Well, in a couple more weeks youll have your own place. Ryan stood up to walk with her to the door. Ill be glad to have an apartment again not that I dont appreciate Zane letting me stay with him but, geez, its not the same as having my own space. Ryan laughed, Yeah, it makes a difference. He leaned over to kiss her softly on the lips before she had time to react and shove him away. Rylee faintly smiled before thanking him for supper and taking her to see her brothers band. She stepped out into the hallway only to lean against the wall to gather her thoughts before walking to the elevator. Why had Ryan complicated things by kissing her? She knew that he longed for things to be more than friends but she just wasnt ready yet. Would she ever be ready for anyone besides Jaeden MacKenzie? Why had he broken her heart when things had seemed so perfect for them?

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Chapter 23 July 15, 2006 As Ryan and Rylee continued to see one another, Jaeden spent a lot of time sorting through his feelings about them. If they could make one another happy, then he had to wish them the best. It was more important to know that Rylee was happy, or so he kept telling himself each time he saw them together. It wouldve eased Jaedens mind to know that Ryan was getting shot down each time he tried to put the moves on her. Shed informed him from the beginning that she had no intention of making love with him. Ryan Lee Jackson was after one thing and that was to rip away the one person that Jaeden loved more than anyone else. Ryan wanted to drive a stake through his heart as if he was a vampire. He had lust lurking in his heart for Rylee instead of the love that Jaeden had which would endure any obstacle thrown in his way. Ryan was growing impatient with waiting to get her into his bed. His plans for a romantic night and seducing her went up in smoke when she opened the door and he saw that she had company. Zane, their cousin Seth and Jake Riley and Kevin Jameson, the other two members of Midnight Whispers, were standing in the living room behind her. Ryan saw a bouquet of balloons with Happy Birthday on them and realized that it was her birthday. His eyes met Zanes and for once, Zane gave him a look of distrust but he brushed it off as being an overly protective brother. He walked into the kitchen to grab a cold beer from the refrigerator and bent his head to give Rylee a quick kiss. He nodded toward the balloons and asked, Whats the occasion? Zane muttered, Funny how Jaeden never needed remindin when its Rylees birthday. Matter of fact, he made sure that I remembered it. Ryan smirked, Maybe I wouldve known it if someone had told me.
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Zane gave him a look of disgust before brushing past him, Dude, there are some things that you make a point on findin out if you care about a girl. You insinuatin that I dont care about your sister? Like I said, If you really care about a girl, you find out the important stuff. Zane leaned against the kitchen doorframe and dared Ryan to make a move toward him. He was getting a few vibes about him that he really didnt care for. Rylee came to the rescue. Zane, its okay. Ryan and I havent been seeing one another long enough to know stuff like birthdays. Zane rolled his eyes as he took a sip of beer. Ask Jake, Kev and Seth who remembered without me tellin em. Rylee exclaimed, Seth better remember since were cousins! Jake and Kevin have known me for a while so they should remember it, too. Its really not a big deal, Zane. Zane muttered, Betcha it wouldve been a big deal if Jaeden was still in the picture and hed forgot it. If Jaeden was still in the picture, we wouldve been married for over a month so, yes, it wouldve been a really big deal! Are you happy now that youve made me think about him? Tears welled up in her eyes as she pushed past Zane on her way to the living room. Zane reached out for her but she ignored him, Sissy. Seth mumbled, Real smooth move, Zany Zane. The doorbell rang as Rylee stepped into the living room and she made her way to the door to open it. A delivery man from a florist handed her a white box tied with pink ribbon. She took it after thanking him and turned around to see everyone staring. Their curiosity was piqued to see who it was from.
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Rylee stared at the box like she was afraid to open it. She sat down on the couch and Zane sat next to her. Without saying a word, their eyes met and they knew before she opened it that the flowers were from Jaeden. She untied the pink ribbon and slowly lifted the lid. There were six pale pink rosebuds with babies breath and greenery nestled inside of green tissue paper. She picked up the card lying inside and read the birthday wish that simply said, Happy Birthday, Ry. Love, J. No other words were necessary. Rylee bit her bottom lip to hold the tears at bay or she was going to be bawling like a baby. Zane softly murmured, Told ya that he wouldnt forget. Maybe you should reconsider your decision. Rylee shook her head, I dont know if I can trust him, again. Zane nodded his head toward Ryan, So you think you can trust him? I dont know but stay out of it, little brother. I will but if he hurts you, then his ass is mine. So, youll beat him up the same way that you did Jaeden, who youre sitting here defending? Rylee looked at him with a faint smile on her lips. Jaeden was different and maybe I was wrong by tellin you to break things off with him. Rylee stared at him like he had suddenly grown two heads. This isnt the time to discuss it but maybe we should have a chat really soon. You know my phone number and where I live. Zane grinned at her and stood up. But, tonight is for celebratin your birthday so let us pamper you. Were grillin out some juicy ribs and I made baked beans and potato salad with the secret family recipe.
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Rylee glanced at Ryan and saw a look of dismay cross his face. It was clear that his plans hadnt included anyone except the two of them. She didnt get to spend much time with her brother so tonight Zane was the most important man. She shrugged her shoulders and looked away from Ryan before she picked up the box containing Jaedens flowers. She missed seeing the anger in Ryans eyes but her brother didnt miss a thing. Zane narrowed his eyes as he glanced from Ryan to his sister. The pieces of the puzzle fell into place that Ryan was the culprit whod told Rylee that Jaeden had cheated on her. He made a mental note to be more alert on how things progressed because he didnt trust Ryan for an instant. Rylee walked into the kitchen and set the box on the counter while she hunted for a vase. She found one and arranged the six pink roses into it. She set the vase on the counter where she could look at it. Jake walked up behind her and gave her a huge hug. I hope that you have a Happy Birthday, sweetie! Someone sent some pretty flowers for a gorgeous lady. Rylee looked up at the tall, blonde, curly-haired drummer and smiled, Thanks, Jake, for the birthday wish. Its nice of you guys to come over. Jake laughed, Well, you can thank Zane. He insisted that you werent gonna be alone but it looks like you arent so we can leave if you want us to. She shook her head before replying, Its cool that youre here and if I wanted yall to leave, I wouldve said something when he got here. Ryan muttered, Wouldve been nice if Id been consulted since Id made some plans. Rylee rolled her eyes as she looked at him and crossed her arms. You know what, Ryan? Its my birthday and I wasnt consulted, either. Zane and Seth are family; Jake and Kevin are friends but if you dont like
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the plans for tonight. She pointed toward the door. Theres the door. She opened the refrigerator door to get a soft drink and glanced around the kitchen to see everyone staring at her with their mouths hanging open. She took a sip of her drink before asking, Whats wrong with yall? grill. Seth! They walked outside onto the deck, leaving Rylee alone with Ryan and Zane. She noticed the sudden hostility between them which wasnt a good sign, considering that they had nasty tempers when provoked. It was up to her to defuse things so she gave it a shot. So, Zane, how are things going toward the new clubs completion? Zane took a pull on his beer and savored the taste of it before replying, From what my boss tells me, itll be ready in February for the grand openin so theres still a lot that needs to be done. Ryan politely asked, Wheres it located? Zane quickly replied, Tanglewood Boulevard in Charlotte. The outside is complete but the inside is takin longer. Rylee asked, What kind of club is it? Zane laughed, Well, it aint gonna be topless if thats what you mean! Its just a regular club to play rock music with a dance floor and a bar. Ryan was bored out of his mind but to be friendly, he asked, Whats the name of it? Club LEGENDS or just LEGENDS for short. Zane took a pull on his beer and watched Rylee staring at the flowers. He saw the love in her eyes that was still
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there for Jaeden regardless of what she wanted everyone to believe. Ryan also noticed where Rylees attention was focused and his fingers tightened around his bottle of beer. He was pissed off since Jaeden still hadnt given up on her even though shed broken things off. It seemed that maybe he was going to have to add more fuel to the fire so shed forget any feelings that she had toward Jaeden MacKenzie. Seth stuck his head in the door and commented, Zane, the grill will be ready for the ribs in about five minutes, if you want to get them ready. Zane replied, Ill be out in a couple of minutes. He set his beer on the counter and pulled out two huge platters of ribs from the fridge. When he was finished seasoning them, he stepped outside to give the meat to Seth to place on the grill. Ryan took advantage of the moment alone with Rylee to pull her into his arms. He nuzzled her neck with his lips and murmured, You shouldve told me that its your birthday. I wouldve made some extra special plans. Rylee softly laughed, I guess I thought that you knew. Ryan thought, No, thats perfect golden boy Jaeden who remembers everything. He said aloud, Well, like I said, I didnt know but I can make it up to you. Its no big deal, Ryan. Youre here so its not like were not together. Would it have been a big deal if itd been Jaeden instead of me standin here with no special plans made? Rylee snapped, Why does everybody keep bringing up Jaedens name? Things are over with him! Maybe you need to remind him since he sent you some flowers.

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Rylee spun around to face him and placed her hands on her hips. What I do about Jaeden is my business and no one elses. I wish that all of you would back off and leave me alone about it. Zane stepped back inside and noticed the glare on his sisters face. Something wrong, Sissy? Its nothing that I cant handle. Rylee barely took her eyes off of Ryans face. He was beginning to annoy her and if he didnt change in a hurry, he was leaving. Things had been fun before hed shown up with his snarly attitude. The glare on Rylees face conveyed her message loud and clear to Ryan. He sighed, Ry, Ill leave if you want me to. Rylees temper flew off of the handle as she slapped his arm. Ive told you a million times not to call me Ry. She burst into tears as she ran to her bedroom and slammed the door hard enough to rattle the windows. Ryan received a cold look of death from Zane before he mumbled, I think its best that I leave. Tell Rylee that Ill call her later. Zane snapped, Go tell her yourself, dude. I aint your errand boy. Ryan stared at him long and hard. What have I done to piss you off? Zane snorted, Dude, I dont even want any guys around my sister right now, so consider yourself lucky that shes lettin you be a friend or whatever it is that you are. But I have one word of warnin for you.hurt her and Ill personally kick your ass. Got me? Ryan nodded his head, Im not the one that you have to watch out for. Zane crossed his arms and leaned against the counter. Well see about that but just know that Im
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watchin every freakin move that you make. Go make up with her or tell her goodnight but either way, Im not doin it for you. Ryan didnt say a word as he walked out and down the hallway to her bedroom. He knocked on the door and called out softly, Rylee, can I come in? Rylee walked over to the door and cracked it open. What do you want? Ryan softly replied, I came to apologize and to see if you want me to stay. If you dont, just say the word. Well see one another in a couple of days. She stared intently at him before commenting, I havent heard an apology so lets hear it and then Ill decide. Damn, youre bein a real he muttered before Rylee interrupted him. Im being a real what.Ryan.a bitch? Is that what youre trying to say? Rylee flung back in his face. He sputtered, I didnt say that! it! Rylee shouted, You didnt have to! You insinuated

Im gonna leave and give you some time with your brother and friends. Maybe youll cool off in a couple of days. Rylee slammed the door in his face before he had a chance to say another word. She walked back to her bed and sat down before staring at her cell phone. There was only one person that she wanted to talk to more than anyone else right now. But did she dare to call him just to listen to his voice on the answering machine or on his voicemail? She quickly dialed his home phone number and waited to hear his voice as it picked up. After ringing six times, she finally heard the sweet soothing voice that she longed to hear.
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You have reached Jaeden MacKenzie. Please leave a message and Ill return your call. The answering machine beeped and Rylee waited for thirty seconds before quietly hanging up the phone. She wanted to thank him for the flowers but it would only encourage him that he still had a chance to win her back. She lay on the bed and felt the prick of tears begin to burn her eyes before one lone tear slid down her face. Had she given up too easily on them? Maybe she shouldve fought for him. Oh god, she still loved him so much Rylee didnt realize that Jaeden was sitting next to the answering machine staring at the caller id on his phone. He was praying to hear her sweet voice begging him to let her come back home. He wondered if shed gotten the roses that hed sent for her birthday. One lone tear slid down his face as he laid his head back against the cushions and thought about how he shouldve been there with her. Back at Rylees apartment, Zane gleefully watched Ryan stalk from the bedroom and slammed the apartment door behind him. Something told him that Ryan Jackson wasnt the right guy for his sister. He felt bad that her birthday wasnt turning out the way that she wanted but if Ryan was going to be a jerk all night, it was better that he left. A few minutes later, Rylee emerged from her bedroom. She looked at Zane and asked, Did Ryan leave? Yeah and good riddance as far as Im concerned, Zane muttered as he took a long hard look at his sister. Rylee, you know its not too late to make amends with Jaeden. She sank down onto the couch next to him and laid her head against his shoulder. I think I really screwed up
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when I broke up with him but how can I marry him if I cant trust him? I dunno how to answer that one cuz I havent met a girl yet to steal my heart. Once I do, Im sure that trust will be a big issue. Zane, I cant sit here and say that I dont love Jaeden because Ill always love him but sometimes love isnt enough. Zane snorted, Huh, those are great song lyrics, Sissy, but it doesnt mean that you have to live your life without him. Rylee sat up on the couch and brushed her hair back from her face. She fidgeted with the gold bracelet that Jaeden had given to her. She softly replied, I called him a few minutes ago to hear the sound of his voice on his answering machine. Oh for cryin out loud, Rylee Grace! Zane threw his hands up into the air. Why dont you just call the guy and ask him to let you go back? Im not the one who cheated and if youre gonna keep defending him, then you can go home, too! Rylee jumped up with the intentions of leaving the room until Zane grabbed her arm and pulled her back down. Rylee, Im sorry, baby. Youre right. She stuck out her tongue. Dont forget that Im always right. Despite the laughter in her voice, there was an ache in her heart that would never go away. She was still in love with Jaeden and her heart would always be his. Seth, Jake and Kevin cautiously walked into the living room to see what mood Rylee and Zane were in. Their relationship could be volatile but there wasnt any doubt that they loved each other. They celebrated Rylees twenty-fifth birthday with some mouth-watering ribs, potato salad and baked beans. Seth supplied the birthday cake and ice cream to top off their meal.
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They serenaded her with a few songs that Zane had written for a CD that would be released in early 2007. The night ended at eleven p.m. since Zanes DJ show at WLDS began at midnight. Rylee placed the vase of roses beside of her bed. Her dreams were filled of the blue-eyed firefighter who had stolen her heart as she softly whimpered his name in her sleep. Jaeden spent several hours wondering if Ryan was with his Rylee before he fell asleep at dawn.

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Chapter 24 The day after Rylees birthday, Ryan and Jaeden stared sullenly at one another, neither budging an inch. Jaeden pushed his way past him and found the list of equipment that needed to be checked off on the fire engines. It was a task that they normally took care of together. It left an empty space deep within both of them as he walked away to do it on his own. Ryan scrubbed his face with his hands and drew in a deep breath before slowly letting it out and sighing. Even though hed backstabbed Jaeden to steal Rylee away, he still cared about him as his best friend. It hurt to know that theyd allowed their love for the same girl to come between them. It was obviously going to be up to him to make amends since Jaeden wouldnt make the first move. He slowly walked across the bays to where Jaeden stood counting the number of air-packs on Equipment Truck #4. He cleared his throat and quietly spoke, JT, I can understand that youre pissed but, dude, lets not allow this to come between us. Jaeden that he didnt wasnt gonna check off the his arm. knew Ryan would spout off empty words mean just so he wouldnt feel like a jerk. It work so he ignored him. He continued to equipment on the list until Ryan grabbed

Jaeden spun around and snarled, Get your hand off of me, Ryan Lee. Ryan jumped back and exclaimed, Geez, JT! I was only tryin to make amends with you! Have you thought that maybe Im not ready to make amends? Shit, Ryan! Rylee walked out on me and went straight to you! How the hell do you think Im supposed to feel?
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I really thought that by now that youd come to terms with it. Jaeden spat, Well, I havent! Ryan muttered, So I see. Jaeden sighed, It wouldnt matter who shes with because shes not with me. Until you love someone, youll never know how it feels to hurt like hell. Ryan placed his hand on Jaedens shoulder and softly replied, Because of Rylee, I know how it feels to lose a brother. Jaeden softly snorted, When did you become so poetic? Since the day that our friendship developed a crack like an earthquake placed it there. JT, we need to work it out before a disaster snatches one of us away and leaves the other to deal with regrets. Ryan held his hand out. Cmon, J-Man, whatcha say? Jaeden stared at his best friends face; a guy hed once trusted with his life. He had doubts about being partnered with him. Would Ryan let him die inside of a raging inferno and claim that he hadnt been able to find him? Or would he save him? Life was about taking chances but should he take chances with Ryan? Jaeden saw a glimmer in Ryans eyes of the warm friendship that theyd shared for so long. There was a hint of mischief in his dancing blue eyes and Jaeden knew that he had to give it one more shot with their friendship. Hed never forgive himself if he didnt and if Ryan ended up winning Rylees heart, well, hed figure out a way to live with it. He pulled Ryan into a bear hug like theyd been lost from one another for several years. It felt good to be back on friendly terms again even though his heart ached knowing that Rylee was with Ryan instead of him. They
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started the check-off list again and before long it was completed for the day. An hour later, the tones sounded for a ten-fifty, motor vehicle accident. Brad and Trey were the paramedics on duty so they jumped into their rescue unit. The dispatchers voice informed them two cars had hit head-on on the exit ramp at I-77 and exit 33. Station Number Two was the closest to the scene but they were involved with a structure fire so Station Three would cover the call. When they arrived on the scene, gasoline was leaking from one of the crumpled vehicles which meant that someone had to risk getting close enough to turn the SUV off. The battery had to be disconnected to completely kill the power. Jaeden jumped down from Engine One and surveyed the scene. His heart skipped a beat as he saw two small children in the backseat who appeared to be around five-years old. The leaking gasoline spurred him into action as he quickly pulled on his gloves before jogging over to the car. Jaeden quickly opened the passenger door and reached across the woman to grab the keys out of the ignition. He asked the parents if they had any pain before advising them to exit the truck for their own safety. Better to risk further injury than to allow them to stay inside of a vehicle that could burst into flames at any moment. Ryan finally got the hood unlatched to disconnect the battery. After it was disconnected he jumped backwards when a spark ignited a small fire underneath the hood. Before he had a chance to yell for a canister of foam, the fire spread to the leaking gasoline underneath the truck. He glanced around and saw that Jaeden had gotten the passengers out of the front. He yelled, JT, get those kids outta there! Weve got a fire!

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Jaeden looked up and saw that the front of the truck was engulfed in flames as Nick and Shawn ran toward them with foam canisters. He reached inside to get the first child unbuckled from the seatbelt but it was jammed! He looked down into the childs frightened eyes and spoke softly but calmly, Hang on, sweetheart. Im gonna get you out of here. He suddenly remembered that hed given his knife to Rylee a couple of months ago and hadnt bothered to put it back into his pocket. He backed out and yelled, RJ, I need a knife or something to cut this seatbelt loose! Ryan jogged over to him and found a small knife in his pocket to cut the seatbelt. He shoved it to Jaedens hand and ran around to the other side to get the other child out. Jaeden cut the restraints before gently pulling the child into his arms. He backed out with her tucked safely within his grasp. He glanced over to see that Ryan had the second child in his arms. He breathed a sigh of relief to know that they had the occupants out. He and Ryan made it safely away from the truck while Nick and Shawn were desperately trying to extinguish the fire with the foam canisters but it was a losing battle. As soon as Jaeden placed the child into her mothers arms, she slid down and went racing back toward the SUV. Jaeden stared in disbelief. What was wrong with the kid? He didnt hesitate for an instant as he took off in a race against time to reach her before the gas tank exploded. She had already scrambled inside to grab her doll that shed left behind. She was reaching to grab her twin sisters doll when Jaeden wrapped his arms around her tiny waist. Jaeden pulled her kicking and screaming from the SUV just in the nick of time. He wrapped her in his
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embrace and had taken a few steps away when it became fully engulfed and the gas tank exploded. The impact knocked him off of his feet and he instinctively rolled onto his side to protect her. The breath was knocked out of him and he was lying dazed a few feet away from the blaze. Ryan yelled, JT! and took off running toward his partner. He grabbed Jaedens coat and pulled him backwards away from the blaze. Jaeden was reluctant to let go of the child until Ryan pried his arms away from her. The little girl was screaming from fright but when Ryan loosened Jaedens arms from around her, she sat up with her chin quivering. She had tears running down her blue eyes. the same shade of blue as Rylees. Jaeden felt his stomach turn somersaults as he stared at her. Oh god, this little angel couldve been Rylee when she was fiveyears old. The child scrambled to her feet and wiped the tears from her face and a tiny smile appeared on her lips. She whispered, Thank you, Mr. Fireman, for saving my life. Jaeden rose up on his elbow and it took him a moment to choke back the tears that suddenly overwhelmed him. He reached out to caress her cheek with his glove encased hand. Youre welcome, sweetheart. He watched as she ran toward her daddy who immediately scooped her into his arms and smothered her with kisses. Jaeden fell back onto the asphalt and closed his eyes for a moment to get his emotions under control. It had been a close call getting her out the first time but the second time was too much. And to look into her blue eyes, all he could see was Rylee and what their daughter wouldve possibly looked like if theyd had one. The same sharp pain stabbed him in the heart when he heard the sound of an approaching
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helicopter. His Rylee was on there to transport the occupants of the other car to the hospital. Ryan nudged him with the toe of his boot, Cmon, JT. Our work aint over and weve gotta cut the other car apart so lets go. Jaeden wanted to crawl off somewhere and howl with the agony that he was feeling. How was he supposed to remain professional when the woman he loved was going to come face-to-face with him in less than two minutes? It killed him each time that he saw her angelic face. Ryan knew from the look on Jaedens face that he was dealing with too much emotional stress. It could cause a ton of accidents if he didnt get focused on the tasks at hand. He reached down and offered his hand to pull his partner up from the asphalt, not giving him a chance to say no. Jaeden stared at the same hand that was allowed to touch his Rylee when he couldnt even acknowledge her because it was what she wanted. It would only start another feud if he ignored Ryan and that was the last thing he wanted to do in front of Rylee. She was already disgusted with him so it was best not to add more fuel to the fire. He grasped Ryans hand and allowed his partner to pull him to his feet. The two young men stood face-to-face eyeing one another before Ryan broke out in a huge grin. He slapped Jaeden on the back and let out a small whooping, Way to go J-Man! You saved the kid not once but twice! Just doin my job, RJ, Jaeden humbly mumbled. He was never one to do his job for the glory of it. He just loved being a firefighter and saving lives. He could do without the hype even though it was heart-warming to hear a thank you from the people whose homes or lives that they saved.
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Lets go finish our job so we can get outta here! Ryan didnt want to give Jaeden a chance to get near Rylee. The more he could keep them apart, the better. They surveyed the scene before taking off toward Engine Two to grab the extra hydraulic cutter so they could begin to work on the passenger side of the car. Greg and Bobby were busy working on the driver side. The occupants were covered with a protective tarp to keep them safe from the shards as the roof was cut away. The two teams worked together to get the posts cut away and peeled back the roof of the car. The occupants had severe head injuries which were life-threatening along with the chest injuries that the driver received. It was imperative to get them out as quickly as possible. Brad and Trey went to work quickly on getting them ready for transport. Rylee and her partner, Darren Phillips, took charge of the driver to load him onto the chopper. There was room for only one patient so they took the most critical one. Brad and Trey would transport the mans wife in the rescue unit. Jaeden stood helplessly to the side as Rylee totally ignored him as if he was invisible. Ryan walked over and bent his head down to speak to her. It felt as if a lightning bolt struck Jaeden when he saw the smile that she gave to his best friend. It was like dj vu but this time, Ryan was the lucky recipient instead of him. Jaeden turned his back and slowly placed one foot in front of the other until he reached Engine One. He opened the door and climbed inside before covering his face with his hands. He felt the trickle of tears slide slowly down his face. Hed never felt such intense pain and frankly, if he took his last breath at that moment, he wouldnt have fought to survive. Dying had to be better than living without Rylee.

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Brad and Trey quickly loaded their patient into the rescue unit and took off toward the hospital with her. Rylee and Darren loaded their patient onto the chopper before taking off to the same destination. Ryan looked around for Jaeden but didnt see him. He trotted off to help gather up all of the equipment that had been used for the extrication. When Shawn climbed inside of Engine One, he saw the heartbreak that was still evident on Jaedens face. Nick climbed into the front to drive back to the station after Ryan climbed onboard along with Battalion Chief Johnstone. Everyone, except Jaeden, was discussing the severity of the accident scene and how lucky the family and the kids were to have escaped with minor injuries. Jaeden rested his head against the window and stared out at the passing scenery. All he could see was that little girl who looked so much like Rylee and it hurt too much being totally ignored by Rylee. He remained silent even after returning to the station, taking off his turnout gear and hanging it up. He quietly walked past everyone else on his way upstairs. He went to the room that he shared with Ryan and closed the door. He lay down on his stomach on the bed and pulled a pillow over his head to block out the noise coming from the other rooms. He wanted to wallow in his pain and forget that the rest of the world even existed. Things remained relatively quiet for the remainder of the day until eleven p.m. when B-Shift was alerted of severe weather entering the Mooresville area. Shortly before 11:30 p.m. the sound of thunder rumbled overhead. Jaeden wandered outside to watch natures fireworks as lightning lit up the dark sky. Brad wandered outside and leaned against the building next to Jaeden. He wasnt sure what to say but he wanted to let him know that he was a true friend. Brad cleared his throat and spoke hesitantly, JT, I know this
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is none of my business but if you need to talk to someone, Im here for you. Jaeden softly replied, Thanks, BC. Its nice to know that I have some friends here that care. Brad looked at him in surprise, Dude, you have more friends than enemies. All of us care about what happens to you with the exception of one.. His voice trailed off. Jaeden stared intently at his friend before speaking, BC, you apparently know something that I dont so why dont you just spit it out? Brad stepped away from the building and ran his fingers through his curly blonde hair. For Gods sake, JT, put the pieces of the puzzle together and youll see that he backstabbed you to get Rylee! Jaedens jaw tightened since the same thoughts had crossed his mind but Ryan wouldnt do that to him. He stepped toward Brad before he thought about it and shoved him against the building. RJ has been like a brother to me and he wouldnt backstab me. Weve known each other too long to act that way! Brad insisted, Just because you wouldnt do it, doesnt mean he wouldnt do it to you. Ask Rylee about the day that we moved her into your townhouse. Jaeden muttered, I cant ask Rylee a damned thing when she refuses to acknowledge that I exist in this freakin world! And whose fault is that, JT? It sure as hell aint yours cuz we all know that you didnt cheat on her! Hellfire, you wouldnt be walkin around here like a wounded moose if you didnt love her! Tell her that! Jaeden shouted. If I could make her believe me, I would! Trey stepped outside and confronted Jaeden, JT, Brads tellin you the truth, dude. I dont care how long
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you and RJ have known each other. Hes a damned snake in the grass just waitin to wreak havoc on your life and hes doin it bit by bit. Brad pleaded with Jaeden, Dude, go talk to Rylee before its too late. Its already too late. She doesnt want me to be around her much less to be in her life. Jaeden bent over and placed his hands on his knees before begging softly, Please go back inside and leave me alone. Brad and Trey looked worriedly at one another before Trey spoke up, Sorry, dude, but we dont leave a brother alone when hes in this much pain. You will tonight or so help me, Trey, Ill deck your ass! Leave me be! The tones sounded inside of the station for a structure fire and B-Shift headed toward the fire engines to do their job. Jaeden shoved his feelings to the back burner once again but Trey and Brad gave one another worried looks as they glanced his way. In his frame of mind, tonight could be a disaster waiting to happen.

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Chapter 25 When they reached the scene of the structure fire, flames were shooting from the roof in the rear of the house but it hadnt reached the front. The team of Bobby and Greg hurried forward with a fire hose to begin to extinguish the fire. Jaeden was behind them with Ryan on his heels as they began to search for victims. Ryan tapped Jaeden on the shoulder to indicate that he was going toward the kitchen. Jaeden was supposed to follow him but he thought he saw a movement out of the corner of his eye. He broke the cardinal rule of not staying with his partner as he took off toward what he assumed was a person. The smoke was dense and he couldnt make out the figure until he was less than a foot from it. It was a small statue standing near the hallway leading toward the bedrooms. Suddenly, a loud crack sounded above his head and the ceiling collapsed on top of him. A beam fell directly on top of his helmet with enough impact to knock him unconscious onto the floor. Bobby and Greg were occupied with fighting the fire in the hallway and didnt see Jaeden behind them. They felt the intense heat as the ceiling gave way and immediately turned around to aim the hose toward the flames. At the same moment they spotted Jaeden lying motionless on the floor, Ryan realized that he was alone in the kitchen. He traced his steps to find Jaeden and saw the flames inside of the living room and the entry to the hallway. His heart stopped as he heard Jaedens PASS device begin to transmit the piercing wail for a firefighter down. He stumbled over a chair that was in his way as he dashed across the room to find his partner and best friend. Bobby aimed the fire hose directly over Jaeden to protect him from the flames dancing around his prone body. The moment he had the flames extinguished, Greg darted toward Jaeden and bumped into Ryan as they
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reached him at the same moment. He and Ryan pushed the pieces of ceiling and the beam off of Jaeden before they turned him over. Ryan motioned for Greg to go back to help Bobby and hed get Jaeden outside. Ryan placed his arms underneath Jaedens shoulders and grasped his turnout coat before grabbing him in a firemans carry. Once they were outside, he laid his partner on the ground before taking his helmet and his mask off. He took his own mask off and ripped his gloves away to place his fingers against Jaedens carotid artery to feel for a pulse. He breathed a sigh of relief when he felt a strong steady pulse against his fingers. Battalion Chief Johnstone hurried over to see what had happened. Ryan covered for Jaeden and said that hed been following him toward the hallway but theyd become disoriented in the smoke. Before he knew it, the ceiling had collapsed and since there was no one who could dispute his story, Jaeden was indebted to him for saving his butt. Otherwise, hed be written up and reprimanded for breaking the cardinal rule of never leaving your partners side. Brad jogged over with a non-rebreather mask to place over Jaedens face to revive him. He didnt trust Ryan to take care of his own mama much less the guy who he claimed to be his best friend. There was no love lost between Brad, Trey and Ryan since Ryan knew that they were on to his game. Backstabbin asshole. Brad murmured, Ill take care of JT. Ryan muttered, I can take care of him myself. Brad narrowed his eyes, I said Ill take care of him. Battalion Chief Johnstone barked, Is there a problem here? Ryan stood up and glared at Brad, Not unless he makes one!
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Johnstone stared from one to the other and snorted, RJ, get Nick to partner with you since it looks like JT is outta commission for this call. BC can take care of him until he regains consciousness and then well assess him to see if he needs to go to the hospital. Jaeden mumbled, Aint goin to no damned hospital. He took off the oxygen mask and attempted to sit up until Brad shoved him back onto the ground. Shut up and lie down until I tell you to get up! Put that damned mask back on and breathe! Brad snapped at him. Damn. I sure hope you dont treat all of your patients like this, Jaeden muttered as he placed the mask back over his face and lay back on the ground. Brad dug around in the gear bag and dragged out the blood pressure cuff and laid it on the ground next to Jaedens head. He reached to unsnap his turnout coat until Jaeden brushed his hands away and did it himself. Brad stared down into Jaedens stormy blue eyes and knew that hed hear a mouthful as soon as he determined that he was okay. It was enough to make him transport Jaeden to the ER for evaluation for smoke inhalation and to be observed since he had been knocked unconscious. He helped Jaeden sit up slowly and slide his coat off so he could take his blood pressure and other vital signs. Everything checked out but Brad wasnt satisfied that he was completely okay so he looked up at Battalion Chief Johnstone and declared, Chief, I dont feel good about lettin him go back to the station until hes been observed in the ER for a few hours. Jaeden pulled the mask off of his face and exclaimed, For cryin out loud, BC, theres nothin wrong with me! I feel fine! He jumped up before anyone could stop him and took a couple of steps before he swayed unsteadily.
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Johnstone grabbed him and shook his head, Only place youre goin is to the ER so get in the back of the rescue unit. I dont want to hear another word out of your mouth and I mean it, JT. Jaeden mumbled, Yes, sir. As he walked past his battalion chief, he rolled his eyes and sighed heavily. It seemed like his life was slowly going from bad to worse as the day went on. Brad and Trey transported him to the ER and waited while he was assessed. The ER doctor told them that he would be kept for observation for a few hours and someone could pick him up around four a.m. Jaeden muttered under his breath, So much for gettin any rest since theyll be constantly checkin to make sure Im still breathin. Brad patted him on the shoulder and assured him that the pretty nurses would take good care of him but the only nurse Jaeden wanted was Rylee. Brad called Rylee in ICU and told her about Jaeden being injured in the fire. She needed to know that he was risking his life even though it didnt change things between them. Rylees heart gave a lurch when she heard that Jaeden had been hurt. She hurried to the ER to make an inquiry on his condition and was told that he would be okay. She softly breathed a sigh of relief before she went back to ICU, not that she could keep her mind on what she was supposed to be doing. All she could see was his soot-covered face the morning that hed shown up unannounced at her apartment when they had first started dating. She had to restrain herself to keep from rushing back to the ER and beg for his forgiveness. Her heart was at war with her brain and there was no winner. If she stayed away from him, the ache in her heart would never go away but if she went back to him, shed
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risk getting hurt worse if he cheated again. She had to make a new life for herself that didnt include Jaeden. She turned her thoughts to Ryan and tried to focus on him but her heart kept whispering, Rylee, you still love Jaeden and youre a fool for walking away.

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Chapter 26 Rylee made up with Ryan but made it clear that Jaedens name wasnt to be mentioned at all. It was fine with Ryan since hed just as soon forget that Jaeden MacKenzie existed outside of the fire station. He was tired of competing with his ghost that kept coming between him and the goal of getting Rylee into his bed. True, he had rescued Jaeden twice from sudden death in the twenty-four hours following Rylees birthday but that didnt change a thing. The first weekend in August, Ryan made plans to take her to the mountains in Boone not realizing that it was the same house that Jaeden had taken her to almost a year before. Hed just assumed that theyd stayed somewhere else besides Chief Hendersons place. The closer that they got to Boone, the quieter that Rylee became but Ryan didnt think much of it. They stopped at the same grocery store where she had shopped with Jaeden and she was beginning to panic. Much to her dismay, they turned down the same path leading to the house she had shared with Jaeden. Ryan was excited having her completely alone with no interruptions for the weekend until he looked over at her. Her face was a pasty white; whiter than the fluffy clouds floating along in the Carolina blue skies above their heads. He reached over and took her hand in his, Whats wrong, Rylee? She gulped before muttering, Nothing. Its just the thought of being up here with bears roaming around. Bears? He softly snorted, Were not gonna be campin outside again so theres no reason to be scared of bears. Try again and this time, come up with a better excuse.

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Rylee looked over at him and knew she had to tell him the truth no matter how angry it made him. Theres no way that I can stay here. It suddenly hit him that this was where Jaeden had brought her when they were snowbound a year ago. Dammit, there was the ghost of Jaedden MacKenize again! Ryan slammed the gearshift into park and turned toward her as his temper began to rise. His hands gripped the steering wheel of the Mustang and he wanted to rip it off. He hissed, Lemme guessthis is where Jaeden brought you. Rylee was scared to emit a sound so she silently nodded her head. Ryans temper frightened her even though she didnt think he was stupid enough to hit her. She gripped the edge of the seat and waited for his temper to erupt but what happened next surprised her. Ryan laid his head back against the seat and began to laugh. He shook his head and unbuckled his seatbelt before he leaned toward her. She flinched as he caressed her cheek with his fingertips. Rylee darlin, Im not gonna eat you like a grizzly bear so relax. I shouldve asked you before I made plans but I thought that maybe yall had stayed in a cabin that hed rented..not the chiefs, where hes brought other girls. That was a lie but she didnt have to know shed been the only girl that Jaeden had brought up here. Rylee felt tears sting her eyes at hearing this tidbit. Shed thought that she was the only girl that Jaeden had brought here but apparently not! Fury filled her petite body as she thought about how special that whole weekend had been! She looked away from Ryan and took a deep breath before letting it out. Im finding out more about him than I really want to know. Ryan wanted to gloat as he mumbled, Told ya that he couldnt be trusted when it comes to relationships.
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Rylee sniffled back the tears and murmured, I wish Id been told and maybe I wouldnt have had my heart broken. Ryan leaned over and brushed his lips against hers. Well, Ill help you get over the hurt and pain. If she only knew that he was the one whod lied to her, itd be over in a flash; even more reason to keep her and Jaeden apart. The sound of thunder rumbled across the mountains tops and drew their attention to the quickly changing summer weather. The sunny skies had darkened with storm clouds so Ryan drove his car inside of the garage. They grabbed as much of their stuff as they could and barely made it inside before there was a loud crack of thunder and a huge flash of lightning streaked across the sky. Rylee jumped in fright and squealed as she grabbed Ryans arm. He used the opportunity to wrap his arms around her and draw her close against his muscular body. She relaxed against him for a moment until she looked up to see it wasnt the face that she longed to see. Damn Jaeden MacKenzie for taking control of her life again! Even though itd been barely three months since their breakup, it seemed that shed never get over wanting him! Ryan silently cursed Jaeden when he saw the change in Rylees eyes as she looked up at him. Wouldnt he ever let go of the hold that he had on her? Ryan wished that Jaeden would just disappear somewhere but this weekend was the beginning of exorcising him from her life. He wasnt taking no from her again the next time he tried to make love to her. The summer storm didnt last long and things had cooled off briefly until the humidity began to build again. Ryan suggested that they change into swimsuits to take a quick dip in a small creek running behind the cabin.
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Rylee quickly agreed; anything to escape the cabin where there were too many memories of Jaeden. After frolicking in the refreshing cool water, it was time to begin supper so Rylee walked into the kitchen. She tried to hold her emotions together and did a good job of it until she looked at the counter top where Jaeden had made love to her so sweet and intimately. It suddenly became too much to stay inside of this place! Ryan came to see what the hold-up was on their supper plans. He saw Rylee sitting on the bar stool staring at the counter top like it was going to bite her. He asked, Rylee, you okay?, but she didnt respond at all. He wasnt sure what he should do so he tried again, Rylee darlin, are you okay? Rylee shook her head. I cant stay here. Take me home, Ryan. Anger filled him as he stared at her. Damned if he was going to let Jaeden win again! He placed his hands on her shoulders and turned her to face him before he bent his head and began to kiss her. At first, Rylee struggled until she realized that it was a no-win situation. Ryan wasnt Jaeden but no one would ever be Jaeden. Shed made the choice to leave him so now she had to live with her decision. A few kisses wouldnt hurt so she tried to enjoy it. Ryan felt her relax underneath his hands and against his body. He kept his lips pressed against hers as he backed her toward the couch in the great room. He eased her onto the cushions and lay between her legs. It was now or never and he wasnt backing down. Ryan wasnt going to let go of her until he had the satisfaction that he felt was due him. Rylee closed her eyes and tried hard to pretend that it was Jaeden touching her but her body knew the difference. It screamed, Its not Jaeden, Rylee.not Jaedennot Jaeden. Her heart was silently wailing the same message
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while her head was telling her, Block it out since it can never be Jaeden again! As Ryan pushed his way inside of her, Rylees last thought was, Ryan will never love you the way that Jaeden does Her heart cried out that she was a fool for walking away from Jaeden. Ryan never noticed the lone tear that slid down her cheek. All he could think of was satisfying himself. The difference in the two men was drastically different. Ryans pounding motions inside of her felt as if he possessed her for his own pleasure. Jaeden had always made sure that she received every pleasure that he could give to her by sweetly making love to her and always held her in his arms afterwards. Ryan climbed off of her and swatted her on the butt before telling her that she could start supper while he went to take a shower. She stared at him in disbelief..the only thought that crossed her mind was to rush into the shower and scrub away the touch of his hands. She lay on the couch as tears burned her eyes and she swallowed the lump in her throat that threatened to choke her. Oh god, how could she endure the touch of Ryans hands on her again? Rylee waited until he went upstairs to take a shower before she dashed into the bathroom downstairs and turned on the shower. She tried to scrub away the filth that she felt covering her. She slowly slid down onto the floor of the shower and cried until there were no more tears left before she stood up and turned the water off. She had just stepped out of the shower when Ryan opened the bathroom door. He stood with his hands on his hips and glared at her. If you wanted to take a shower, we couldve saved water and taken one together. Rylee softly replied, I thought that maybe you wanted to take one alone.
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Ryan glowered at her before muttering, Ive done enough stuff alone that it concerns you. He slid his gaze over her wet naked body and she could see the hunger fill his eyes again. She reached for a towel to cover herself and murmured, Ill start supper in a minute. He smirked as he backed out of the bathroom, Take your time, babycakes. Weve got all night. Ryan sauntered down the hallway toward the kitchen to grab a cold beer. He was on top of the world since he finally had Rylee where he wanted her. He couldnt wait until he had another sweet taste of her hot luscious body. Next time would be more to his liking since he liked sex wild and rough, the rougher the better and hed have her screaming his name before the night was over. Rylee fixed a quick supper of Sloppy Joes. After supper, she cleaned up the kitchen and Ryan didnt make an offer to help. Another difference between the two guys since Jaeden had always insisted on helping. She stopped in the middle of washing the frying pan and silently asked herself why she was constantly comparing them. Hey, babycakes, bring me another beer, will ya? Ryan was busy switching the TV channels on the satellite dish and couldnt be bothered to get his own beer. Hell, why should he get up when she was already in the kitchen? It was a fact that men ruled the world so she should wait on him hand and foot. Rylee sighed as she stepped over to the refrigerator to get what seemed like the tenth beer since theyd arrived. Hed bought a case of beer and at the rate he was guzzling them, they wouldnt last past Saturday at noon. She walked over to him and held out the beer. Im lonely, so how much longer are ya gonna be? Ryan asked as he gave her a leering grin more like a ravenous wolf than a man who claimed to be in love with her.
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Im almost finished and then Ill be ready to watch some TV. Good. Theres a pre-season football game on that I want to watch and afterwards, we can have sex again. Rylee thought, Have sex? What happened to it being called making love? She mumbled aloud, Well see. Ryan slapped his hand against her butt and smirked, Yeah, babycakes, well see who wins that round. Rylee felt sick to her stomach at the thought of him touching her again and prayed that the beer he was consuming would knock him out cold. There was no way she could endure him again tonight. She walked back to the kitchen and took her time washing the frying pan. Unfortunately, Ryan had other plans and made sure that he snared her within his arms the moment she stepped into the room a few minutes later. She brought him another beer without him asking for one and pretended to be interested in the football game. Normally, Rylee loved football but her attention was focused on keeping his hands off of her. During halftime, he pounced on her like a cat on a mouse until she shoved him away and threatened him if he touched her again. Ryan stared at her like he was the injured party and sulked as he finished his beer. After he got up to get another one, he sat on the opposite end of the couch. Hell would freeze over before he touched her again tonight. Let her beg for his touch! It didnt bother Rylee in the least that he left her completely alone for the remainder of the night. When he fell asleep on the couch, she found a bedroom downstairs to sleep because she refused to sleep in the bed that shed shared with Jaeden. It was too painful and shed only lie awake and cry the entire night. She had to get some sleep
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to be alert and keep Ryan away from her as much as possible. The rest of the weekend was spent avoiding any intimate contact with Ryan. It frustrated him to no end but he wasnt going to resort to rape to get her into bed. Hed play cat-and-mouse games only so long but hed have her back in his arms again. He was satisfied knowing that hed had her once so he could go back to the fire station and brag about how it; anything to stab Jaeden deeper in the heart. Hed spent his entire life living in Jaedens shadow trying to live up to his standards but never feeling good enough. It was his turn to be on top and how sweet it was going to be..

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Chapter 27 February 2007 As the next few months dragged by, Jaeden spent his nights alone when he wasnt on duty. Brad tried to talk him into hanging out with him and Trey but he didnt want to risk running into Rylee and Ryan. He had to listen to Ryans comments enough when they were on duty together. There were times that he wanted to just shut him up permanently! At the end of February, Jaeden drove out to the acre of land that was supposed to have been a wedding gift to Rylee. He had planned to build a log cabin for her since she loved surprises. He sat on the tailgate of his pickup truck in the peaceful silence and leaned against the chrome truck rail. His cell phone rang breaking the quiet of the countryside. He sighed and looked at it before tossing it aside. It was Ryans number but he had no desire to talk to him. He lifted his foot onto the tailgate to prop his arm on his leg and thought back to the Halloween night when hed met Rylee. He went through every single month with a fine-tooth comb dissecting it, putting the pieces of the puzzle together to figure out what hed done wrong. He didnt like where his thoughts suddenly took a turn because he began to see a pattern. Jaeden got into his truck and called Brad to meet him at Brewin Time for a few rounds of pool and a beer. He never drank more than two beers because he couldnt tolerate drinking and driving. He went inside to find a booth while he waited for Brad to show up. He glanced around and saw Ryan at the bar flirting with two females. Damnation! What was he doing here alone? Rylee must be working which meant that he hadnt changed his ways one bit. Before Jaeden could confront him, Ryan laughed and walked toward the exit. Brad stepped inside and the two guys chatted briefly before they looked across the
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room and spotted Jaeden. As they started walking toward him, Jaeden softly groaned. Shit! The last thing he wanted was to spend any time with Ryan. Ryan slid into the booth across from him and yelled for one of the servers to bring them a round of beer. He looked at Jaeden and smirked, Fancy seein you out on the town for a change. Jaeden mumbled, Maybe I got bored. Ryan taunted him, Awww, poor baby, sittin home alone again? Brad hissed, Shut the hell up, RJ. Youve done enough damage to him. Ryan narrowed his eyes as he stared coldly at Brad, I dont remember askin you to join us. Jaeden retorted, Maybe you didnt but I did. For that matter, I dont remember askin you to join us. Ryan looked at his best friend in surprise. Whats your problem, today? Jaeden remained silent as he stared intently at him while holding his anger inside. It took every ounce of selfcontrol that he possessed not to reach over and punch Ryans lights out. Ryan smirked, Too chicken to tell me why youre pissed off at me? Jaeden reached over and snatched Ryans shirt in his fist before yanking him halfway across the table. You havent changed a damned bit, Ryan Lee. What the hell are you spoutin off about? Ryan asked as he fought to control his own anger. They were drawing a crowd which wasnt doing much for his ego at being man-handled by Jaeden. He had a certain reputation to uphold for not taking any shit from anyone. You dont appreciate Rylee because youre too damned busy continuin to be a player. I saw you flirtin with those girls at the bar when I walked in.
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So, I cant speak to female friends? Rylee has no problem with it and besides, who says its any of your freakin business what I do? You hurt Rylee and Ill kick your ass, Ryan Lee, Jaeden threatened him before shoving him against the back of the booth. Get the hell away from me. Ryan stood and tossed some money on the table. The beers on me. Jaeden threw the money back at him. I can pay for my own damned beer! I told you to leave and I meant it. He stood and made a move toward Ryan letting him know that he meant business if he didnt leave. Ryan muttered a few curses as he pushed his way through the crowd that had gathered around the pool tables to eavesdrop on the drama. Jaeden stood with his fists clenched until Ryan walked out and then he slid into the booth again. Brad sat across from him and didnt say a word for a minute or two to give him time to cool off. The server brought the pitcher of beer and Brad glanced up to thank her before he poured two mugs of the tasty brew. He shoved one mug toward Jaeden and shook his head as he softly laughed. Jaeden scowled, Whats so funny? You had him shakin like a leaf on a tree, Brad chuckled before he took a few swallows of his beer. So he was flirtin with some chicks? Damned straight. Just like he aint in a relationship with Rylee. He picked up his mug and chugged it before slamming it down onto the table. Brad stared in disbelief at how fast Jaeden had chugged the beer. He reached over and poured another full mug for him. You wanna talk about it or just ignore what happened and go shoot a game of pool?

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Jaeden muttered, Right now, BC, itd give me more pleasure to slam this mug into his cocky face. Brad settled against the back of the booth and pursed his lips before speaking his mind. JT, why dont you just beat the crap out of him? Kidnap Rylee until you can make her understand that you didnt cheat on her. Jaeden sighed, Believe me; Ive thought about doin that exact thing but she hates me and shed probably have me arrested for kidnappin. Have you even tried talkin to the girl? Brad asked in exasperation. Jaeden shook his head before murmuring, Wouldnt do any good. She told me emphatically to forget that she even exists. This is February and that was months ago! You just gonna let that cocky ass win her heart? Jaeden took a sip of his beer and sadly looked at Brad before shrugging his shoulders. I dont have a choice. I have to wait for her to see what a slimeball he is and maybe shell come back to me. Brad muttered, I dont believe this shit. The two of you belong together, JT, and you know hes gonna end up hurtin her. And when he does, Ill kick his ass and pick up the pieces of her life to put her back together. He picked up his mug and drained it before setting it back down. Thats my limit of beer so lets go shoot a few games of pool. I feel the need to kick your butt on the table. Brad snorted since thats exactly what Jaeden would do. He was still the reigning pool champ at the fire station. No one had been able to win more than one game at a time against him in over a year. He drained his mug dry and set it on the table before following him over to the pool tables. Before long, he and Jaeden were teamed against two other dudes in the tavern who thought that they were
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good enough to win. To their dismay, they found out that Jaeden MacKenzie could be a pool shark for a side job. He was almost flawless with every shot that he took. Three hours passed before Brad realized it was almost suppertime. He convinced Jaeden to grab some pizza before they headed toward Charlotte to hear a band that Brad wanted to check out. He failed to tell Jaeden that it was Zanes band, Midnight Whispers, playing at LEGENDS. Jaeden groaned as they drove up into the parking lot but Brad convinced him to go inside. He wanted to check out the chicks and didnt want to go in alone. Jaeden reluctantly followed him and they found a table close to the front. When Zane came onstage, he spotted them and gave Jaeden a curt nod. Later, the band took a break and Zane made his way through the crowd. He walked toward Jaeden and stopped in front of him. He crossed his arms and pursed his lips before speakin, If youre lookin for my sister, shes not here. Jaeden shrugged his shoulder, I didnt come lookin for her. Im here with a buddy which it has nothin to do with you. Look, Ive gotta get outta here before the chicks cause a riot. Zane hesitated for a second before making one last comment, Jaeden, I shouldnt have interfered with her decision to break up with you. Its over and done, Zane. Theres nothin I can do to change things. Just be around to pick up the pieces cuz I have the feelin shes gonna need it. Jaeden looked sharply at him. Do you know something that I need to know? Zane remained silent as he pondered telling Jaeden about the night of Rylees birthday back in July. Rylee
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would kill him if he told her ex how much she still loved him. He shook his head. Nope. Just a feelin that I have so keep your eyes open if Ryan starts actin like a jerk. Jaeden snorted, Well, thats kinda hard to do since hes been actin that way ever since he started goin out with Rylee. Zane gave him a long hard stare. I think you know exactly what I mean, Jaeden. I know that you still love her and I aint askin you to dangle on a string but just be there when she needs you again. Jaeden softly replied, Thats one thing that you never have to worry about cuz Ill always be around for Ry. Zane snickered at the nickname that Jaeden called his sister. He couldnt resist telling him about a certain little incident. Dude, Ryan called her Ry on her birthday and she almost chewed his head off. Yeah? Jaeden thought about the night of her birthday when shed called him but hadnt said a word. So Ryan was there? Yeah but not after she chewed him out and locked herself in. Zane suddenly realized that he had opened his mouth and Rylee was gonna kill him if she found out what he had revealed. Zane, its not like shes on speakin terms with me so Im not gonna tell her. Why dont you tell me what happened since it seems to have caused a problem? Zane nodded his head as he glanced around at the crowd. He had to make a quick retreat to get backstage where his security guards could keep him safe from the females. They were inching their way closer to him as each second passed. Cmon with me and Ill fill you in on it. Bring your buddy with ya if you want. Its just the guys in the band and my girlfriend, Shanna.
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You have a girlfriend? Jaeden asked in surprise since Zane was known to be quite a player when it came to the chicks. Zane grinned, Yeah. We met a week ago and it was love at first sight. Brad was busy talking to a hot chick that had captured his attention. He nodded his head as he noticed Jaeden following Zane to the dressing room. Jaeden was quickly introduced to Shanna as she sat next to Zane. He motioned for Jaeden to sit down if he chose to do so. Zane fidgeted with the strings on his guitar that was resting against the couch. He wasnt sure how much to reveal to Jaeden since Rylee would read him the riot act but what the hell. Jaeden, Im stayin out of whatever caused the problem with you and Rylee. I dont feel like gettin pissed off about it while Im in the middle of a show. All Im gonna say is that my sister still loves you. Seth exclaimed, Damnation, Zane! Rylee is gonna kick your ass if she finds out that you just blabbed that info! Zane scowled at his cousin. Thats between me and Rylee so stay out of it, Sethie. He looked at Jaeden again. I dont like Ryan worth a damn cuz I dont trust him. I dont like what you did to my sister either but at least I could trust you not to physically hurt her. Has Ryan hit her? Jaeden demanded. No, no, no! Zane protested and waved his hand in the air. Im just sayin that he has a nasty temper which Im sure that youre aware of and it bothers me. Makes two of us but theres nothin I can do, Zane. She wont let me anywhere near her. Yeah, I know but just watch out for her. Things wouldve gotten nasty between her and Ryan the night of her birthday if the four of us hadnt been there. Zane
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pointed toward himself, Seth, Jake and Kevin, who nodded their heads to verify that he was telling the truth. Maybe you need to start from the beginnin and tell me exactly what happened. Jaeden shoved his hands in his jeans pockets in an effort to curb his anger. He started pacing back and forth like a caged tiger while Zane quickly filled him in on how Ryan got angry when Jaedens flowers were delivered. Jaeden snickered when Zane mentioned that Rylee told Ryan not to call her Ry since it was his own personal name for her. No one else was allowed to call her Ry and the idiot did it not once but twice. The smile left Jaedens face as Zane described how things got out of hand after Rylee ran to her bedroom in tears and how Ryan had an attitude. Jaedens hands curled up into tightly balled fists and he wouldve kicked Ryans ass if he had been face-to-face with him. No one was going to treat his Rylee the way that he knew Ryan was capable of doing. Jaeden gave Zane his word that everything would be kept between them. Jaeden left with things a little friendlier with Zane. It was another thing that hed missed since he liked Rylees brother. They couldve been great friends as well as brothers-in-law. Jaeden was tempted to go talk to Rylee but common sense told him that it wouldnt do any good.

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Chapter 28 Jaeden kept his eyes open for any hints of trouble for the next few months but Ryan seemed to be behaving. The months passed as the fire station stayed busy with accident scenes which drove Jaeden insane whenever he saw Rylee on Life Flight calls. They were busy with structure fires as the spring months rolled along into a dry summer. Jaeden had the night off and decided to go to Brewin Time to hang out with some of the guys from the fire station. He was tired of staying home alone but still refused to date anyone. His heart belonged to Rylee and there was no sense in getting to know someone else and end up hurting her. He wasnt like a lot of guys who cared less about a girls feelings. He walked inside and made his way toward an empty booth in the back when he spotted Ryan. At first he thought the girl with him was Rylee until he did a double-take and saw that it was someone else. As he walked toward them, he saw that Ryan had pushed the girls sweater down and had his mouth on her breast. From the motions of his arm, it was clear that he was fondling her underneath the skirt she was wearing. Damnation! It hit Jaeden like a bolt of lightning that Ryan was cheating on Rylee but she wouldnt believe him if he tried to tell her. He was so angry that he wanted to hit Ryan until he broke every freakin bone in his traitorous body! The lying snake-in-the-grass had stolen Rylee away from him but that wasnt good enough to make him change his ways. He would only use Rylee and toss her to the side when he was done. He stopped next to the booth and silently waited until Ryan noticed him. The girl noticed him first and gasped before nudging Ryan with her arm and pulling her shirt together with her hands. Jaeden had seen enough to
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be totally disgusted by the whole ordeal and the look on his face said it all as he slapped his hand onto the tabletop. Ryan raised his head and looked straight into Jaedens stormy blue eyes. Hed been caught red-handed and there was no way he could lie his way out of it so he chose to be his usual cocky self. He smirked, Wassup, JMan? You lyin, cheatin, sorry sonvabitch. Youre never gonna change, Ryan Lee, even though you have my exfiance snowed. Jaeden glanced toward the girl in the booth. Im sure it doesnt matter to you but he does have a girlfriend whos either at home or workin. The girl gasped as she shoved Ryan away from her, You didnt tell me that you have a girlfriend! Ryan sputtered as Jaeden began to laugh. Jaeden retorted, He never divulges that bit of information, sweetheart. It would blow his cover of what a dirt-bag he really is! Jaeden pounded his fist on the tabletop and glared at Ryan. I told you that youd better not hurt Rylee and thats exactly what youre doin. You either tell her what youve been up to, tonight, or I will. Fear washed over Ryan as he thought about Jaedens threat. All itd take was for Rylee to find out what hed been doing and itd blow everything to bits. The months that itd taken him to tear them apart; the hard work itd takengone in a matter of minutes but would Jaeden have the guts to tell her knowing it would hurt her? Ryan stared at Jaeden with a smirk on his lips. I dare ya to tell her. Jaeden ached to smash his fist into his smug face. He softly replied, You think I wont? Hell, no, I dont. You dont have the guts to hurt her, Ryan challenged him. Even though he was sweating buckets, hed never let Jaeden know how scared he was.
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Watch me, Jaeden turned to walk away until Ryan reached out to grab his arm. He shook Ryans hand off of him and gave him a disgusted look before walking out. He leaned against the side of the building before pounding his fists against the bricks in anger and frustration. Rylee would never believe him without seeing it for herself but how could he keep this from her? Would Ryan bother to change or continue to cheat now that hed been caught? It was one of those times he wanted to pulverize Ryan Lee Jackson into minute pieces and let the wind whisk him completely away. He was so angry that he didnt trust himself to drive so he sat in his Chevy truck and listened to the radio until he calmed down enough to go home. He had to think about the choice to tell Rylee or let her find out it for herself. Jaeden knew that he wouldnt tell her about Ryan because he couldnt cause her any more heartache. It was tearing him apart but all he could do was stand by and watch a train wreck waiting to happen. He had promised Zane to let him know if he found out anything but if he called him, all hell would break loose. Rylee would hate him even more so hed have to keep it a secret from her brother, too. He walked into his townhouse and slammed the door while anger filled him once again. He headed toward the kitchen to grab a beer and then decided he didnt want it after taking a gulp. He poured the contents down the drain, leaned on the edge of the sink and pounded his fists on the countertop. How could he make the pain stop when he still loved Rylee so much and couldnt have her? Jaeden went upstairs to the extra bedroom where he had a home-gym. He worked out for over an hour until he had worn himself into a sweat. He walked into the bedroom to grab a clean t-shirt and a pair of shorts. He pulled out a clean t-shirt from the drawer and stared at a baby pink shirt before picking it up and holding it in his
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hands. How had one of Rylees t-shirts been left in his drawer and he hadnt seen it until now? He held it to his nose and breathed in the lingering smell of her magnolia body-spray that she used. He made a quick decision to go talk to her. After his shower, he got dressed and headed to the hospital where hed find her, either in ICU or in the Life Flight department where the crew stayed while waiting for calls. Luck was with him as he found a parking space close to the front entrance. He took a deep breath and let it out before he got out of the truck. Take one step at a time, Jaeden. Just keep walkin, dude. Youll find the right words to say to make her believe you. Shes gotta believe you. Jaeden was walking toward the elevator when he saw Rylee heading in his direction. Her face was lit up with happiness while chatting with three other nurses. Shed always had the smile of an angel. He stood in the middle of the lobby area gazing at her with the look of a lovesick puppy. She looked so beautiful. He couldnt decide whether to walk toward her or just walk out before she saw him. As their eyes met, the smile slowly faded from her face which made the choice an easy one for him. He nodded his head slightly before he walked outside with his head hung down. There was no way he could take away what happiness she had found with Ryan. He could only hope that Ryan would change his ways after being caught red-handed tonight. Jaeden missed seeing the longing expression on Rylees face as she stared after his disappearing figure. She ached to run after him and beg him to take her back. She was totally miserable and had been trying to persuade herself that she was happy with Ryan. She just couldnt abide the touch of his hands on her and was avoiding making love with him. The only hands that she wanted touching her were Jaedens. Ryan was growing
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more impatient each day that passed and her time was running out fast. Rylee wondered why Jaeden had come looking for her since it was obvious that hed no other reason to be there. Had he come to beg her to come back and if so, why had he left? She murmured to her friends that shed be right back and took off in a brisk walk across the lobby. She hoped that shed be in time to see him in the parking lot but all she saw was the tail-lights of his red Chevy pickup as he drove away from the hospital. Shed missed the opportunity to talk to him but maybe it was for the best. Shed hurt him too much already by leaving him. Rylee slowly turned around to go back inside when another figure in the parking lot caught her eye. It was Ryan who hurried toward her to give her a hug and a kiss. He told her how much he missed her while she was working and promised to be waiting up when she got home the next morning. She smiled while silently groaning before giving him a quick kiss and going inside to finish her twelve-hour shift in ICU. Sweet memories of another blue-eyed firefighter named Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie stubbornly refused to leave her head for the remainder of the night.

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Chapter 29 For Rylees birthday on July 15, Ryan was determined that it wouldnt be a repeat of last years. They would be gone for four days to Daytona Beach and Universal Studios where hed have her all to himself. He planned to ask her to marry him to keep Jaeden away from her but he didnt plan to change his ways after marrying her. Why should he give up the extra women on the side? He wasnt like good faithful Jaeden whod sat home and waited for Rylee while she worked. No way was he gonna be left home alone! He had his life to live too and he wasnt going to live by anyones rules but his own. At five a.m. on the day before her birthday, they left for Daytona Beach in Ryans cherry red Mustang. It was an eight-hour drive and Rylee was a bit uneasy being alone with him for four straight days in case he had a raging temper tantrum. But she could always pick up her cell phone to call Jaeden or Zane and theyd be on the first flight out of Charlotte International to rescue her. As the miles rolled past, she found that Ryan was in a good mood for a change. He could be very charming and sweet to be around as long as things were going his way. She made a point to keep things as pleasant as possible and hope for the best for the next four days. Hours later, they arrived in Daytona Beach and checked into their hotel. Rylee was surprised to find that hed reserved a suite with two bedrooms. She hoped that it meant that he wasnt going to pressure her into making love. She waited anxiously while Ryan took their luggage into the bedrooms. After he walked out, he grinned at her and asked, Wanna go for a swim? We might not have time tomorrow since we have a busy day planned. Rylee twirled a lock of her hair around her finger which she did when she was nervous. What are our plans for tomorrow?
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Cant tell ya cuz its a surprise. Ryan caressed her cheek with his fingertips. He was determined to win her heart while they were alone on this trip. He knew that she was still in love with Jaeden and that just wasnt going to do if she was going to be his wife. Rylee felt mixed emotions as she stared into his eyes. She hadnt been fair to him and it wasnt his fault that he didnt make her feel the way that Jaeden did. Her heart skipped a beat as he lowered his head to kiss her. Ryan pulled her against him and locked his lips against hers in a passionate kiss which rocked her to the core. He hadnt had this effect on her before which stunned her for a moment. He reluctantly pulled his lips from hers and whispered softly, Go change and lets take a swim before things get out of hand. She barely nodded her head as she took a couple of steps away from him. He hadnt ever been that considerate when it came to sex since he was usually demanding it from her. She sensed a minor change in him but wasnt about to question it. When Rylee walked out in a red bikini it was all that Ryan could do to keep from ripping it from her petite slender body. The bikini top held up her well-endowed breasts like they were displayed on a buffet just for his mouth to sample each one. Lust was racing through his body faster than a racecar at speeds of over 190 milesper-hour. Rylee held up a bottle of sunscreen and asked, Do you think I need to put on some since its late afternoon? Ryan was so enamored at the sight of her that he didnt hear the question until she repeated it. He grinned sheepishly, Sorry, babycakes, but you look so luscious that you could be tonights prime dessert. she She bit her lip to hold back the retort of how much detested being called babycakes. It sounded
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insulting as if she was just there for his pleasure. She softly snorted as she raised her eyebrows. I guess its a good thing that Im not made of ice cream or Id melt. Ryan softly muttered, Only thing thats gonna melt is me if I dont get a taste of you before much longer. It was all she could do to keep from shuddering at his words. She flashed him a radiant smile that wouldve melted Jaeden to the floor if he had been standing in front of her instead of Ryan. Well, you know what they say about good things happening to those who wait. Doesnt mean that Im gonna wait forever, Rylee, Ryan softly rubbed the back of his hand against the curve of her jaw. They stared at one another waiting for someone to make the next move until Ryan held out his hand as a peace offering and she hesitantly took it. He said quietly, Relax, baby. Im not gonna bite you. Were here to have fun. Rylee allowed him to pull her into his arms and give her a kiss that barely sparked a flame. It was like a switch had been thrown from the second shed walked out of her bedroom. His first kiss had affected her much differently but there was no way his would ever be the raging inferno like Jaedens kisses. She started to push him away until he tightened his arms around her. Dont push me away, Rylee. Baby, I love you so much. Please give me a chance. I can give you everything that your heart desires if youll just let me. His blue eyes begged her for just a tiny chance to win her heart. She found herself nodding her head and a pain shot through her heart like she was betraying Jaeden. Her head was screaming that hed cheated on her while her heart was screaming back that it was all a lie. Why wouldnt her heart and head get on the same page? She had Ryan in her life and he was offering her everything that Jaeden had but her heart only wanted
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Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie. Oh god, wouldnt the pain and hurt ever go away? Ryan saw the conflicting emotions in her eyes and knew that Jaeden was on her mind. Dammit, why wouldnt she forget him? He could give her everything that Jaeden could but it seemed that wasnt enough. Would he be forced to live in Jaedens shadow for the rest of his life? Hed be damned if that would happen when it came to Rylee. Hed be engaged to her one way or the other before tomorrow night was over. He placed a soft kiss against her forehead and didnt say a word as he led her from their room. They spent two hours poolside which was enough to give Rylee a pink tinge to her skin since she hadnt been out in the sun much. She asked Ryan to rub some aloe gel over her shoulders and he did so willingly; anything to be able to touch her baby-soft skin. He could understand how much Jaeden wanted her because the girl was gorgeous. He spread the soothing gel lightly over her shoulders. His eyes wandered over the top of her breasts that were showing above the light blue summery dress that she was wearing. He longed to caress them with his fingertips before lowering his mouth over each rosy tip. He touched a particularly painful spot which caused her to wince. Sorry, babycakes. He softly kissed her temple before lightly dabbing more aloe gel over her shoulder and replacing the cap on the bottle. Thank you, Rylee looked up at him and softly smiled. Youre welcome. Ryan stared down into her sapphire blue eyes and felt the lust beginning to build inside again. Uh, our supper reservations are for seven p.m. so we need to go downstairs.

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They went to eat and took a walk on the beach outside of their hotel. The summer heat was still intense so they took their shoes off and walked in the gently breaking waves on the shoreline. Ryan took her hand in his as they chatted about different things. A small boy was building a huge sandcastle complete with a moat. He was so adorable with dark brown hair and blue eyes. She thought about how she and Jaeden had wanted at least two kids, if not three, but those dreams had gone up in smoke. It didnt take much for Ryan to figure out that her thoughts were on Jaeden again. He spied a concession stand that was selling snow cones and he playfully tugged her toward it. They chose their favorite childhood flavors and laughingly fed one another tastes of each one. He patted himself on the back for not getting mad when she thought about Jaeden. He would win her over no matter what it took. They walked back to the hotel and Ryan talked her into going to the bar. He had a beer and she had a Pina Colada while they listened to the bands lead singer belting out classic rock songs. She couldnt help but make a comparison between him and her brother. Zane clearly won hands down in her opinion. He had charisma and the voice to sing any type of music but he loved classic rock. Ryan took a long pull of his beer and studied Rylees face as she tapped her fingertips on the tabletop. He couldnt decide if she was just lost in the music or in memories of Jaeden but either way he didnt like being ignored. He was used to being the center of attention when it came to females. He pulled Rylee to her feet before heading toward the dance floor which guaranteed to have her complete attention and in his arms at the same time. They stayed for an hour or so before Rylee protested that she was exhausted from being up since four a.m.
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They headed to their room and she allowed him to have a lingering goodnight kiss before she closed the bedroom door in his face. Once again, Ryan was more than frustrated since he had to go to bed unsatisfied. Well, after tomorrow night, hed be spending every night in her bed whether she liked it or not. He was tired of waiting for her. The next morning, Rylee was awakened by the sound of soft tapping on her bedroom door. She put on a robe and found Ryan greeting her with a smile on his face. Hed ordered breakfast from room service before going to Universal Studios for a day of fun. After they ate, they headed to Orlando and the amusement park where they rode endless rides like they were kids again. The day quickly passed and before they knew it, it was time to head back to their hotel in Daytona. They took showers and Ryan had a romantic night planned since he was going to propose to her. Since he wasnt taking no for an answer he had a speech prepared to woo her just in case she rejected him. After a delicious supper of Caribbean cuisine, Ryan led her down to the dock where a sailboat was waiting to take the two of them on a cruise. He waited until theyd been out on the water for a few minutes before he took her hand in his. He looked into her eyes and softly smiled as he gazed at her. She was so beautiful and itd be worth the partial sacrifice of his freedom to marry her just to possess her every night. He cleared his throat and softly murmured, Rylee, I think you know how much you mean to me. I want tonight to be special, not only because its your birthday but also because I want you to be my wife. Rylee froze and could barely breathe as she stared at him. Oh god, to be sure he hadnt just proposed to her! Omigod! What was she supposed to say and do, especially
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if she told him that there was no way she could marry him at this point in her life? Ryan saw the panic building in her eyes and had to revert to plan B in order to keep her from rejecting him. He reached out and caressed her cheek with his fingers. Rylee, Im not askin you to marry me right away. We can wait until a year from now. I just want to know that you care enough about me to marry me. I promise Ill love you until the end of time and make you happy if youll give me the chance. He gave her his best pleading look to win her over. Rylee saw the look in his eyes that she mistook for love which in reality was only lust. Maybe she could learn to love him if she gave it some time. She thought he really loved her and innocently believed every word that hed spoken. She softly whispered, Yes, Ill marry you, Ryan. Stupid decision, Rylee! Youve just made the biggest mistake of your life, next to walking out on Jaeden MacKenzie! Youve just put the final nail in the coffin of ever getting him back. She totally ignored the words screaming inside of her head and heart as Ryan pulled her into his arms. He bent his head and sealed their engagement with a long lingering kiss that suddenly seemed more like a death sentence to Rylee than a joyous celebration of a marriage proposal. Ryan couldve crowed with boastful success as he slid his hands over her body. Every single luscious glorious inch of her would belong to him as soon as he slid the engagement ring onto her finger. He had bought her a bigger diamond than Jaedens ring had been just to prove that he could. He slid the ring onto her finger. Rylee gazed down at the symbol of Ryans love for her and their future together. She should feel some tiny spark of excitement but her conflicting emotions kept it from happening. She had to put on the act of her life so Ryan wouldnt suspect a thing. She flashed him a radiant
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smile and softly murmured, I love my ring! This is one birthday that Ill never forget! She wrapped her arms around him and gave him a hug and hid the tears that she quickly blinked away. When they went back to the hotel, she knew what was coming as Ryan softly suggested that she changed into something a little more revealing. The meaning behind his words was clear and she steeled herself for a night that she prayed shed be able to endure. She thought the night would never end and her heart cried out with each touch of his hands against her skin. He finally fell asleep and tears slid down her face as she lay awake for another hour before sleep finally overtook her weary mind. Two days later on the trip heading back to North Carolina, thoughts raced through Rylees mind. Oh god, it would kill Jaeden once he found out that shed agreed to marry his best friend. How could she go through with wedding plans knowing that Jaeden would leave and shed never see him again? Why had she ever agreed to marry Ryan? Rylee dreaded telling her brother that she was engaged to a guy that he couldnt tolerate. Zanes response was everything that she dreaded hearing. At first there was dead silence and then he yelled loud enough to wake the dead, You agreed to marry him? Rylee Grace, have you lost your freakin mind? I refuse to let you make the biggest mistake of your life! Rylee was caught in the trap of being engaged to Ryan. She had to play things out until she could figure out what to do. She didnt tell anyone, not even Zane, that she was contemplating leaving Mooresville to prevent Jaeden from being hurt. She had to put on an act or else Zane would read her like a book so she pretended to get riled up.
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Excuse me, but who says you can tell me what to do with my life? Did I tell you that you couldnt marry Shanna after knowing her for only a week? No, but. Zane began to protest until Rylee poked him in the chest with her fingertips. Well, then stay the hell out of my life and I mean it, Zane Cameron Thomas! I love Ryan and I intend to marry him next Christmas. Zane muttered, Well, thank god its no time soon. Maybe youll come to your senses by then. Shanna whacked him on the arm and glared at him. You should be happy for your sister! I would be if I thought she was marryin the right guy! Zane exclaimed. Rylee baby, please reconsider the choices youre makin in your life. Just go back to Jaeden! I told you that its over with Jaeden! There is no going back to him! Zane watched as his sister stalked out of his loft apartment. Hed made her mad but someone needed to make her realize that she was making a huge mistake if she married Ryan. It was like jumping from the frying pan into the fire. He didnt like his gut instinct that his sister was being treated like a possession in a tug-of-war between Jaeden and Ryan. Shanna muttered, That was a real brilliant move, Zane. He flopped down onto the couch and sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair. Sha, shes makin a huge mistake. Shanna could see the worry and the love in his eyes for his sister. Maybe you need to let her find it out for herself. Just be there for her. Zane mumbled, Ill always be there for Rylee, no matter what.
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Jaedens reaction was a total shutdown of every feeling that he had within himself. He asked for a leave of absence for three days and was granted one since Chief Daniels could understand why he needed it. The chief felt like kicking Ryan off of his squad for backstabbing his best friend. If he hadnt desperately need the time off Jaeden wouldnt have let Ryan win this round but it was simply too painful to be around him. When he got back, the cracks began to show in their friendship as the resentment slowly built between them. They refused to allow it to affect their working relationship but as far as hanging out together, the end of their friendship crumbled with no way to stop it. Too much damage had been done to repair the pain that Jaeden felt every time he looked at his best friend. He longed for the carefree days when theyd spent endless hours hanging out but those days were long gone. It hurt bad enough that Ryan had backstabbed him to steal Rylee away but to deliberately taunt him about it each day was going beyond the limit. He thought of asking for a transfer to another fire station but refused to be run off like a dog with his tail tucked between his legs. He had friends here and belonged at Station Three just as much as Ryan. Hed find a way to deal with it even if it meant swallowing his pride and asking for a new partner. Brad and Trey were trained paramedics so they could partner with him but it was his last resort to saving his sanity. In late August Jaeden got a surprise call from Zane who told him that he and Shanna were going on a twomonth tour in Europe with his band, Midnight Whispers. He asked Jaeden to keep a close eye on Rylee and to let him know immediately if Ryan started anything and hed fly home, tour or no tour.

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It was a chance of a lifetime to promote his band and their CD but his sister was more important to him. Jaeden promised to watch her like a hawk as much as he was allowed to. Shanna was pregnant and her due date was in early December so theyd be home before Thanksgiving. Jaeden was glad that Zane trusted him to keep an eye out for Rylee. It was a foot in the door toward hopefully making amends with him. Maybe Zane would help him win Rylees heart again; plus hed missed the friendship that theyd had.

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Chapter 30 Summer slowly faded into the fall months when the tones rang throughout Station Three. B-Shift was in the middle of supper and each man ran toward the firemans poles to get downstairs. The dispatcher issued the call over the PA system while they quickly donned their turnout gear. The call was at an abandoned textile mill near the railroad tracks and Main Street. Even though it seemed to only be a structure fire call they dispatched the rescue unit, with Brad and Trey as acting paramedics. Jaeden climbed into Engine One and sat next to Ryan, who tried to engage him into conversation. Jaeden didnt want any part of it and remained silent. Ryan finally took the hint and shut up which was fine with Jaeden since he wanted to focus on the task ahead of them. Ryan chose to bring up Rylees name to Shawn, sitting on the other side of him. Jaeden tried to ignore him but it was impossible and his temper boiled over after two minutes of hearing her name mentioned over and over. RJ, shut up about Rylee! Im sick of hearin you talk about her like Im not sittin here and used to be engaged to her! Dead silence encompassed the inside of the truck until Ryan muttered, Not my fault you couldnt keep her as your girlfriend. Its not gonna be my fault when I bust your face either so shut up or youre goin to the ER before tonight is over! The tension was thick enough to be cut with a chainsaw. It felt like watching a thunderstorm approaching and waiting for lightning to strike. No one dared to breathe much less to say another word.
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Jaeden flexed his fingers inside his glove-encased hand and itched to slam his fist into Ryans face. He quickly made the decision to ask for a new partner after this call because it had become intolerable to be teamed up with Ryan. He didnt care who his partner was as long as it wasnt his backstabbing ex-best friend. Eight minutes later, Engine One pulled up in front of the abandoned textile mill where flames were visibly shooting through the roof. Jaeden climbed down and immediately put on his SCBA mask before replacing his helmet. It was going to be an intense fire and he had to be on top of his game so no mistakes were made. Ryan climbed out after him and stood for a moment to survey the scene. He didnt like going inside of abandoned buildings since they were never sure how stable the foundations were. The textile mill was next to some older homes that would go up in a puff of smoke if they couldnt stop the fire. The houses had been built for some of the workers back when textiles were a big part of the economy of Mooresville. Shawn climbed down from Engine One on the opposite side and tugged on Gregs arm. Dude, I know our job is to put out this fire but we need to keep an eye on JT and RJ. Theyre on the verge of killin one another if something doesnt chill between them. Greg stared at the young firefighter standing next to him. Shawn had been off of probation for barely a year and had to learn to let other peoples personal problems go. Kid, theyll work things out but our priority right now is gettin this fire put out before it burns down half of this neighborhood. Grab the fire hose and pull it out so it can be ready to go. Shawn nodded his head but found it hard to let the uneasy feeling go. It was fluttering around inside of his stomach like a crazed butterfly. Greg had been driving Engine One and hadnt seen the hatred between JT and RJ. He tried to shrug it off while he did as he was told
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and dragged the fire hose out. His job tonight was to man the controls to charge the hoses. He was still in the process of learning every job in case one of his brothers was injured and he could take over. Jaeden quickly walked around to the side of Engine One to assume control of the fire hose. Unfortunately, he still had to work with Ryan so they teamed up and took off with the hose after Shawn turned the control to charge it. Nick was staying behind to make sure that Shawn didnt run into any problems and to help if he did. Battalion Chief Frank Johnstone had a feeling this fire was beyond their control so he radioed in for backup. He was told that backup would be dispatched as soon as possible but the other two stations were busy with calls of their own and their response time was unknown. He hated to call in anyone from A-Shift but this was an exception He quickly radioed into dispatch to contact four additional firefighters, Cody Brickford, Ken Rutledge, Brady Holloman and Neal Thompson so Brad and Trey would remain as paramedics. Within fifteen minutes, the four additional firefighters drove up on Truck Three which was their smallest truck. They quickly grabbed hose lines and headed inside to help fight the fire. The heat was intense since the fire seemed to grow larger by the second. It was an evil breathing creature destined to suck the life from them and each man had to watch every move they made and that of their partners. The smoke was so dense that Jaeden and Ryan could barely see a foot away from one another. The only thing lighting up the inky blackness was the raging inferno in front of them. It seemed as if the fibers inside of the abandoned mill had a mind of their own as fires were continually springing up across the area. Until now, Jaeden had never felt fear while fighting a fire. He glanced around for a brief moment and when he
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looked back, the flames had leapt across the floor. It was devouring everything in its path as it raced toward him and Ryan. He scrambled backwards, almost knocking Ryan down in his haste to backtrack. Run, RJ! Jaeden screamed at the top of his lungs before he gave his partner a shove toward safety. The fire was dead-set on taking their lives and he was not ready to die today. Ryans feet got tangled in the hose line and he fell onto the floor causing Jaeden to fall on top of him. Jaeden scrambled to his feet and didnt give Ryan time to get up. He grabbed him by his turnout coat and dragged him behind him as he ran from the fire that was chasing them. He prayed for Gods help to save them. Somehow hed find a way to forgive Ryan for stealing Rylee if they were rescued from this blasted inferno. The inky blackness swallowed them and he couldnt see a thing in front of him as he ran on the pure adrenaline pumping through his body. When he was sure that they were safe from being roasted alive, he stopped and let Ryan get to his feet. They stood gasping for breath while using up the precious air in their tanks. A small beeping warned them that they had approximately two minutes of air left so they had to get outside to get their air-packs changed for fresh ones. They were less than fifty feet from the front entry of the mill when the rear of the building suddenly exploded. A huge ball of flames shot skyward as the structure shook and the roof began to collapse around the firefighters of Station Three. Battalion Chief Johnstone screamed into his radio, Evacuate now! The four teams ran for their lives and barely made it outside when the roof collapsed into the middle of the mill. Jaeden and Ryan were the last ones out and barely escaped by the skin of their teeth. They dropped to their knees before pulling off their masks to gulp in much306

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needed air as their air-packs ran out. Shawn and Nick ran toward them and pulled them closer to the fire trucks where they could be assessed. It was plain that Gods angels had been watching over each man inside but especially the team of Jaeden and Ryan. They sat on the ground and gasped for breath as sweat poured down their faces. Brad grabbed two nonrebreather masks to place over their faces which Jaeden gratefully took his and began to take a few deep breaths. Ryan held his in his hand and stared at Jaeden. The guy had every reason to let him die inside of that raging inferno. He wouldve had Rylee back in his life but Jaeden had saved his life. Ryan quietly asked, Whyd you do it? Jaeden looked over at him and asked, Whyd I do what? Ryan licked his lips, Whyd you save me? Jaeden pulled the mask off of his face and yanked Ryan close to him. Ryan Lee, despite the fact that Id love to bust your chops, Id never let you die. You dont leave your partner behind in a fire even when theyve backstabbed you. It wouldve solved all of your problems. Rylee.. Jaeden snapped, Leave Rylee out of this! She had nothin to do with me savin your sorry ass! Its called bein a friend but you seem to have a problem knowin the meanin of the word. He struggled to his feet even though he was weary and could barely move a muscle. He just couldnt abide sitting by the ungrateful jerk any longer. Ryan exclaimed, JT, you havent given me time to thank you for savin my life! Jaeden stared down at his former best friend and curtly nodded his head, Youre welcome. Its the same thing that Id do for any of my other brothers. He walked
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away to grab a bottle of cold Gatorade and left Ryan staring after him with a wounded look on his face. Hell, if JT didnt want to be his best friend anymore that was fine with him! What did he need him for anyway? Ryan banged his head against the side of the truck. He wanted to rush after Jaeden and slam him to the ground and pound his pretty face to mess it up so Rylee would quit dreaming about him every night. He knew that she still dreamed about golden boy because hed heard her whisper his freakin name in her sleep. The thought went through his mind that if the situation had been reversed, would he have saved Jaeden or left him inside? He knew what his head was telling him but would his heart have overruled? Wailing sirens were heard as fire engines from Stations One and Two approached. Brannan Carter and Josh Barkley quickly set up their fire hoses and began to help extinguish the fire. They had a larger ladder truck which could pump more water onto the flames. From Station One, David Johnson and Drew Carter dragged their fire hoses out to help. The Carter brothers, Brad, Brannan and Drew, chose to work at separate fire stations. Brad and Trey took Jaeden and Ryans vital signs and made them drink two bottles of Gatorade to replenish the fluids that theyd lost. They forced them to wear the non-rebreather masks before allowing them to return to fighting the fire twenty minutes later. Even with eight teams, it still took over four hours before the fire was extinguished. The three sister stations depended on each other for mutual aid so they were wellacquainted. With a town the size of Mooresville though, it was not uncommon for accident calls to pop up at a moments notice. The constant traffic from touring race fans and with I-77 running alongside the town, it was guaranteed to keep the firefighters on their toes at all times.
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Sure enough, the moment that their showers were completed and their supper was warmed up, the tones echoed through Station Three once again. The weary firefighters groaned and went to a car accident scene involving teenagers whod been racing on the back roads. The kids were lucky since their injuries werent lifethreatening even though the cars involved were totaled. As Jaedens eyes met Ryans, it seemed as if there was a chance for their friendship to be saved. Then Jaedens face turned cold as stone as memories of Halloween 2004 flashed through his mind. Hed been an empty shell inside of himself since Rylee had left him and he was determined not to allow anyone to ever hurt him again. He climbed into Engine One and totally shut down every emotion that he felt toward Ryan as he slammed the door. A month later, things were still lukewarm between Jaeden and Ryan until Chief Daniels was finally fed up with their behavior. It was beginning to affect every firefighter in the station, even those on A-Shift and it wouldnt be tolerated as long as he was chief. Tension was so thick inside of the station that everyone was scared to speak to one another. Chief Daniels went looking for his lieutenants and barked orders for them to get into his office immediately. Jaeden and Ryan sullenly walked in like they were being sent to the principals office. After moving his chair away from Ryans, Jaeden sat down in front of the chiefs desk. Ryan flopped down into a chair and rolled his eyes. He had a pretty good idea of why theyd been called in and frankly, he wasnt looking forward to being chewed out. He sure wasnt apologizing for anything that hed said or done in the last few weeks since Jaeden had declared war on him first. Chief Daniels sat down behind his desk and glowered at them. Im not going to ask what the problem
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is because Ive been aware of it for months. Neither of you has a choice any longer in getting along. You have exactly twenty-four hours to get your acts together and start treating one another like brothers or both of you are off of my squad. Jaedens mouth fell open at his chiefs words. He wanted to make sure that hed heard it correctly. Would you mind clarifyin that? Chief Daniels hit the top of his desk with his fist before he pointed his finger at Jaeden. To put it in very simple terms, Lieutenant Jaeden MacKenzie.either you two get along or you can find jobs elsewhere. Im not having this crap going on in my fire station any longer, understand me? Jaeden sputtered, I didnt start this crap, Chief! Chief Daniels stared stonily at him before softly replying, Im very well aware of the circumstances, JT. But lives depend on us every single day and I cant have the two of you distracted because youre at one anothers throats. Ryan jokingly replied, Maybe you should just let us slug it out. Jaden muttered, You might find out that Ill kick your ass. JT! Chief Daniels barked at him even though he sympathized with him but he had a fire station to run. Jaeden stood and quietly asked, You want my resignation now or tomorrow? Chief Daniels stood up to face the most loyal lieutenant that he had on his squad. Sit down, JT. Jaeden stood his ground and was on the edge of insubordination. He wasnt kissing ass to keep his job. Chief Daniels folded his arms across his chest. It was coming down to a contest of the wills to see who would give in first as the seconds ticked by. He didnt
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want to lose Jaeden because he was one of the few on his squad that he could depend on to keep his head in every situation thrown at him. Hed noticed the small changes in Jaedens attitude in the last few weeks which was the reason for this confrontation to be called. Ryan twiddled his thumbs while waiting for Jaedens temper to explode and end his career at this station. He was gloating as he watched the golden boys life disintegrate in front of him. His plans were slowly coming together and hopefully hed be rid of Jaeden MacKenzie once and for all. Even though, Jaeden was contemplating walking out and leaving Mooresville for good, he refused to be run off. Hed kept silent about his wishes to change partners but he couldnt run from it any longer. He quietly said, Ill stay on one condition. Chief Daniels raised an eyebrow and calmly asked, What will that be? Jaeden planted his feet firmly on the floor and looked his chief in the eyes. His next words surprised Ryan and Chief Daniels since they never thought hed do it. He quietly requested, I want a new partner. I refuse to go into another burnin structure with someone that I no longer trust. Ryan whipped his head around and jumped up. What the hell? You know that Id never let you die in a freakin fire! Do I? Jaeden raised an eyebrow, Itd be the perfect way to be rid of me forever. I wouldnt be your competition to steal Rylee back cuz so help me, Ryan Lee, if I have one iota of a chance to ever win her heart again, Ill do it. There was dead silence in the room before Jaeden walked over to the door. He looked back at Chief Daniels to see a sparkle of admiration in the mans eyes.
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Chief, think on it and let me know. If I cant have a new partner, then youll be lookin for my replacement. Im sure that I can get hired on at either Station One or Two. If not, theres always Charlotte, Statesville or Concord. Jaeden walked out and slammed the door behind him. He headed to the room that hed shared with Ryan ever since their first day on the job. He cleared out all of his belongings and found an empty bunk which happened to be in Brads room. Jaeden had chosen his new unofficial partnerone he could trust to protect him in a fire. Thirty minutes later, Ryan exited from the chiefs office with a sullen expression. Hed been lectured enough to last a lifetime but itd been made clear that he had to apologize to Jaeden for causing a conflict. It was bad enough that he had to do it, but the chief had ordered him to issue the apology in front of everyone on B-Shift. Chief Daniels had also made it clear that he expected them to work out their hostilities toward one another and become friends once again. He told Jaeden that he could choose Brad or Trey to become his new partner. It was no surprise to find out that Jaeden had already taken the matter into his own hands and had chosen Brad. Trey wasnt thrilled to be partnered with Ryan since he didnt like him but Ryan didnt have a death wish out for him.yet. Ryan issued his apology and Jaeden reluctantly accepted it but he had no plans to become friends again. Maybe the tension between them would eventually soothe itself out in the future. Luckily, for B-Shift it wasnt a quiet night as one call came in after another. It kept them busy to allow things to settle down and once they returned to the fire station, it was time to get some sleep. Thankfully, the rest of the night remained peaceful and everyone got a few hours of sleep before their shift was over. Jaeden hurried out of the station before Ryan
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had the chance to say anything to him. He still wasnt ready to make nice despite accepting Ryans apology. It was too soon to even think of it and besides, deep down inside, he still didnt trust Ryan for an instant.

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Once again, Rylee and Jaeden were working on Halloween but all they could do was think about meeting one another. She was always on his mind since hed never stopped loving her. Rylee regretted accepting Ryans proposal when the only man that she wanted was Jaeden. She just hadnt found a way to break her engagement to Ryan. Several guys were sitting outside watching the traffic pass by when the tones sounded inside of the station. The call was a car accident and there were small children involved. Jaeden dreaded calls with small kids more than anything on the earth. It tore his heart in two to see their tiny faces in excruciating pain when he wanted to wipe it away. He prayed that there were no serious injuries but he shouldve known better. The accident was one of the worst that hed seen since Halloween night three years prior. Two parents were in a mini-van with a baby trapped inside in the car-seat and two other kids were also in the back. The van had overturned several times after the father had run off of the road and had over-corrected it. It had landed back on all four wheels with extensive damage. Jaeden and Brad grabbed their gear bags and jogged toward the mini-van. The man and woman complained of neck pain and Brad grabbed two C-collars to place around their necks. Bobby and Greg gathered the necessary tools to cut the roof off of the van. Trey jogged over with a blue tarp to place over the parents as Ryan began to work on the passenger door to pop it open. Jaedens stomach sank when he saw the babys car-seat had been placed directly behind the drivers seat and the baby was lifeless. He yelled, Hurry up with that combi tool! Ive got a baby inside! Ryan ran around the van and his eyes met Jaedens. They were focused on one thing and one thing only.getting the door open. Ryan wedged the combi tool between the doors and it took several minutes before he
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popped the door open. He stepped aside so Jaeden could get to the baby. Jaeden unbuckled the restraints holding the baby in and carefully picked her up. Brad was standing behind him with a backboard that had been padded with several towels to make a soft pallet. He laid the baby down and then the backboard was lowered to the ground. Jaeden looked around for the gear bag before Ryan handed it to him. Once again, their eyes met and Jaeden responded with a quick, Thanks, RJ. He pulled off his protective gloves and dug through the bag to find a pair of latex ones. He quickly pulled them and felt for a pulse on the baby but couldnt find one. He put his stethoscope into his ears and placed it against the babys chest. He looked up at Brad and softly murmured, No heartbeat. Brad grabbed a pediatric bag mask and placed it over the babys face. He gently started squeezing it to force air into the babys lungs. Jaeden began CPR, using two fingers on her tiny chest. Trey quickly assessed the parents and found that their injuries were serious but not life-threatening. As the other lieutenant and a paramedic, Ryan made the decision to assess the other children in the back. He shoved the combi tool into Nicks hands and told him and Shawn to work on popping open the right passenger door. Ryan climbed into the left passenger side and began to assess the little girl who was sitting in the middle seat next to the car-seat. She had multiple cuts on her face and hands and complained of pain in her right arm. He gently put a splint on it while talking softly to keep her calm. He knew that she was scared from being in the accident. He glanced in the far backseat to see the dazed look on the face of a boy who appeared to be ten-years old. Ryan softly asked, You okay, partner?
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The boy shook his head and winced in pain before leaning his head against the side window in the back. He was still buckled into the seat and looked as if he could pass out. Ryan quietly called out to him, Hang in there, kiddo. Well get to you next after we get your sister out. Try not to move around a lot. Battalion Chief Johnstone radioed dispatch for an additional rescue unit. Jaeden and Brad continued to work on the baby but everything that they tried to save her tiny life wasnt working. Jaeden prayed for divine intervention while he concentrated on doing the chest compressions with his two fingers. He told Brad to stop for a second while he placed the stethoscope in his ears. He prayed for one glimmer of a heartbeat but nothing.complete silence inside of the fragile body. He looked up at Brad and shook his head before beginning CPR again. Brad softly asked, JT, how long are we gonna keep doin this? This baby isnt gonna come back to life. Jaeden hissed between his teeth, Im not givin up so keep squeezin that bulb or give it to me. Brad silently continued to squeeze the bulb every few seconds. He knew in his heart that it was hopeless but Jaeden was his lieutenant and hed been given an order he had to follow. Ryan and Trey secured the little girl onto a backboard and gave her a small teddy bear that they kept for young accident victims. Ryan kept watch over her in the rescue unit but he briefly glanced toward Jaeden and Brad. He didnt like what he saw since they were still working on the baby which wasnt a good sign. He said a quick prayer for the babys life to be spared before he turned his attention to his patient. He softly asked her where she hurt so hed know how to help her pain. He was allowed to give her some pain medication if she needed it.
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Trey assessed the little boy and found that hed hit his head against the window. His right shoulder and leg were hurting, also. Trey placed him in a C-collar and did a quick assessment on his leg and saw that it was swollen and could be broken. The boy winced in pain as Treys fingers pressed on the end of his shoulder so it was probably badly bruised. Trey glanced outside and saw everyone was busy and his only choice was either Nick or Shawn. Nick had more experience but Shawn needed to learn how to handle these situations, too. He poked his head outside and yelled, Shawn, get in here! Shawn ran over and climbed inside like an excited kid being allowed to do something besides observe. Whatcha need, TE? Trey quietly told him, Grab a backboard and some head-blocks. Ive got everything else in here that well need. Shawn nodded and ran off to do as he was told while Trey got out the splints he would need. He gently ruffled the boys hair and gave him a tiny smile. Youre doin great, kiddo. Youre brave enough to be a firefighter one day. The boys eyes lit up, Howd you know thats what I want to be when I grow up? Trey softly laughed, Just a lucky guess but its what Ive wanted to do since I was your age. The boys lip trembled, What about my mom and dad? Why do they have those blue tarps over them? Are they dead? Trey calmly explained how they were covered up to protect them from pieces of metal as the roof was cut off of the van and then they would be able to get his parents out of the van.
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Battalion Chief Johnstone knelt down and talked to Brad and Jaeden about calling the time of death for the baby. At first, Jaeden shook his head and refused to give up but Johnstone placed his hand on his shoulder. JT, youve given it your best shot tryin to save her but the impact was too severe. Im not givin up. Jaeden continued to do the compressions. He had changed hands more than once during the hour to keep his fingers from cramping. Sorry, JT, but Im pullin rank. Call the time of death, now. The parents need help and theyre more important. Jaeden raised his head and looked angrily at his superior officer. How the hell am I gonna tell them that this innocent baby is dead because you refuse to let me continue to try to save her? JT, Ive given you a direct order and if you refuse to follow it, youll leave me with no choice except to write you up for insubordination. Johnstones eyes met his angry ones and for a moment he thought that Jaeden would continue to defy him. It took a minute or two for Jaeden to get his emotions in check. He ran his hand over the infants softly curling hair before he picked up a sheet on the end of the backboard. He placed it over her and looked at his watch. Hed have to document the time of death before he began to assess the babys parents. Not a word was said as he quietly walked toward the rescue unit with the baby in his arms. Brad began to pack up the gear bag before moving it closer to the van. As soon as the roof was peeled back, he and Jaeden could begin treating the parents. Ryan saw from the sad expression on Jaedens face that the baby hadnt made it. He knew that it was tearing him in two and despite the feud that they had been having, he wanted to offer his former partner some comfort. It was hard to lose a patient on accident scenes
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but it was part of their job. When Jaeden climbed into the back of the unit to get the forms he needed, Ryan quietly spoke, JT, Im sorry, dude. Jaeden glanced at Ryan and saw that it appeared that he was sincere. He softly murmured, Thanks, RJ. Just kinda hard and its not the right time to discuss it. Maybe later, huh? Youve got it, dude. Jaeden quickly filled the forms out. He closed his eyes for a brief second when he got to the block where it specified the time of death before he opened them to scribble in 3:45 p.m. It suddenly hit him in the gut that there wouldnt be any trick-or-treatin fun for this family, tonight, and every year Halloween would be a reminder of the babys death. He gulped in deep breaths of air while he fought to keep his emotions under control. His chest felt as if it was going to explode from the agony that was washing over him. He never allowed himself to be affected on accident scenes or during structure fires but today was too overwhelming as tears flowed down his face in a steady stream. He climbed down from the unit and walked away for a few minutes to be alone. The firefighters would have to cut the steering wheel from the column before the father could be extricated which meant a longer delay but it couldnt be helped. A huge piece of metal protruded through the mans leg and he was in danger of losing a tremendous amount of blood. The proper tools were quickly used to cut the steering wheel off and the man was carefully moved onto a backboard. Head-blocks were placed on each side of his head before he was strapped down. Battalion Chief Johnstone made the call for Life Flight to be dispatched to transport him to the hospital.
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Brad and Trey assessed the mothers condition while assuring her that everything had been done for her children. She complained of pain in her neck and head, her chest and both of her legs. Brad and Trey splinted her legs since they could possibly be broken or fractured. The rescue unit that had been requested earlier to aid Station Three had finally arrived. They quickly loaded her into Station Ones rescue unit after passing knowing looks with David Johnson and Drew Carter. Brad and Drew were attuned to one another since they were brothers and it didnt take words to say that there had been a fatality. David quietly murmured, Wheres JT? Brad softly replied, Fillin out the forms. David shot him a questioning look and Brad barely shook his head which meant that Jaeden wasnt handling things too good. Drew murmured, Maybe you need to go find him, Brad. Plannin on it, bro, Brad slapped his brother on the back before walking off to find his partner. He was worried about Jaeden especially since he didnt disappear at accident scenes. He found him sitting alone in Engine One and hesitated for a moment before asking, You okay, JT? Jaeden shook his head, I just need a couple of minutes. Take as long as you need. Weve got things covered. Im gonna help Trey keep the father under control. Brad started to walk away and then looked back at Jaeden and quietly said, Life Flights been called to transport since he has a piece of metal through his leg. Jaeden didnt say a word as Brad walked away. He laid his head against the back of the seat. Shit, the last person he needed to see right now was Rylee. Even
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though he longed to see her sweet angelic face every chance that he got, just not today of all days.. Ten minutes later, the sound of an approaching helicopter caught his attention. Well, he could hide or face her. It took a minute before he climbed down from Engine One. He slowly walked toward the patient lying on the backboard and the closer that he got; the more he noticed the mans actions. The patient was becoming irrational which was causing a problem. Since Jaeden was the senior paramedic and a lieutenant, he quickly took command of the situation. He leaned over the mans face and spoke firmly, Sir, you need to calm down. The man became angrier, Get out of my face! Who are you? Sir, Im Lieutenant Jaeden MacKenzie and a paramedic with Station Three. Ive been takin care of your children. Were tryin to help you so you need to calm down and let us do our job. I dont have to do a damned thing that you say! Let me up so I can see my wife and children! Jaeden bit the inside of his cheek. Sir, you have a piece of metal protrudin from your leg and we cant allow you to get up. Life Flight is here to transport you to the hospital. Im not flyin on a helicopter! The man waved his arms around as he became more agitated. Jaeden glanced at Brad, We need to restrain him so lets do it. He got on one side of the backboard and Brad got on the other. They quickly placed extra restraints across the mans chest before he began to fight them. Ill sue you for patient abuse!

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Thats your right if you choose to do so. Just be sure that you remember my name; its Lieutenant Jaeden Thomas MacKenzie, Station Three. The next voice that Jaeden heard was one that still made him melt into a puddle ..Well, Lieutenant MacKenzie, Ill take the patient off of your hands since were here to transport him to the hospital. Jaeden spun around to meet the amused eyes of Rylee Thomas. For one split second, it was as if theyd gone back to three years prior. They gazed into each others eyes and Rylee felt her heart skip a beat as she looked up into his Caribbean blue eyes. She was reminded of just how they would darken to sapphire blue when he was passionate. The pain was so intense that it almost overwhelmed her and she slammed the door shut on her emotions until she could deal with it later. Deal with it? Who was she kidding? She couldnt be within five thousand feet of him since it tore her heart apart! Dont you dare shed one tear in front of him, Rylee Thomas! Rylee turned her attention to the patient and had to swallow back the horror of seeing the metal protruding from his leg. Shed seen gruesome stuff at accident scenes but it still got to her especially when her emotions were already out of whack. She bent her head and began to speak softly, Sir, my name is Rylee Thomas. Ill be your nurse during the flight. Have you ever flown in a helicopter before? No, and I dont intend to fly in one today, either! The man exclaimed stubbornly as he stared at each of them, You cant make me go! Yes sir, I can. Now, behave or Ill sedate you so you wont hurt yourself. The man spat at her which caused Rylee to look at her partner, Darren Phillips. She quietly said, I need ten mg. of Valium.
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Darren found the vial of Valium and inserted the syringe into it to get the correct dosage. He got the air out before handing it to Rylee along with an alcohol swab to wipe his arm. She took both items and looked at Jaeden. Would you mind holding his arm steady so I can give him the injection? Sure, Ry. Her nickname slipped from his lips but he didnt dare look at her since he didnt want to see the look in her eyes or on her face. Rylee bit her lip to hold the tears at bay that suddenly stung her eyes. She waited for Jaeden to hold the patients arm steady. The man tried to pull his arm away even though he was strapped down. Rylees patience was wearing thin and she snapped at him, Sir, if you dont behave, Im going to kick your ass, understand me? Jaeden felt his shoulders begin to shake with laughter. Damn, the girl wasnt afraid to challenge anyone, even an unruly patient. He held the mans arm steady and prayed that she didnt stick him, instead. He looked at her at the exact moment that she looked up at him. He saw a hint of amusement in her eyes and knew that the same thought had gone through their minds about the syringe. He gave her a faint smile that was undetectable to anyone else. Rylee was tempted to shove the syringe into Jaeden as pure revenge for calling her, Ry, but there was no way that she couldve explained the slip-up. She saw the amusement in his eyes and the faint smile on his lips. She unconsciously shot him a tiny radiant smile before she could stop herself. Dammit, Rylee, focus on the task! She averted her eyes and focused on the patient. Darren quickly wrapped a tourniquet around the patients arm so she could insert the needle into his vein. Rylee pushed the medication before handing the empty syringe back to her partner. She glanced up at Jaeden and
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something in his eyes gave her a hint that this had been a rough call for him. She couldnt talk to him at the moment but she could call later and ask as a friend. Rylee and Darren quickly picked up the backboard and took their patient to the helicopter. They got him settled inside and told the pilot to take off so they could begin to assess him and administer pain medications. The rescue units left to take everyone to the hospital. The mom was in one and the two children were in the other. Brad was driving and Jaeden climbed into the back to keep watch over the children and to keep himself busy so he wouldnt think about that tiny life waiting for the coroner to arrive. Later that night, when things were in a lull, Jaedens cell phone rang. It surprised him to see Rylees name on the screen and he debated whether to answer it. His curiosity got the best of him so he softly answered, Hello? Jaeden, its Rylee. Im on my break and were really busy tonight so this is going to be quick. We also have a new charge nurse since Susan left. Her name is Julie Matthews and its going to take a while to get used to someone new running the unit. Hey, Ry. Sorry to hear that Susan left. What can I do for you? She hesitated but something wouldnt allow her to hang up until she found out what had happened earlier today. Ummm, at the accident scene today I saw a look in your eyes that something bad mustve happened. Jaeden leaned against the brick exterior of the fire station. He softly replied, We tried to save the baby but couldnt. Rylee gasped, Oh god, Jaeden! Thats so sad! Yeah, it was really bad. Rylee softly asked, Is there anything that I can do to help you?
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No, Ry. Theres nothin you can do. You cant stop the pain inside of me unless you come back and we both know its never gonna happen. Look, Ive gotta go. Rylee wiped the tears from her eyes. Oh god, why had she called? Shed destroyed his life when she walked out but hadnt he done the same by cheating on her? But had he really cheated or was it lies made up by Ryan? Little things that Zane had said were enough to put doubts into her head. But if she confronted Ryan, theyd fight and she was scared of his temper. She longed to feel Jaedens arms around her but his last words minutes ago echoed inside of her head. You cant stop the pain inside of me unless you come back and we both know its never gonna happen. If she went back to him would they be able to pick up the pieces or had the hurt and pain caused too much damage? She sighed and knew that Ryan would never let her go but she had to find a way out of marrying him. She picked up the chart lying in front of her and headed toward her patients room. Jaeden held his head in his hands and didnt hear Ryans footsteps until it was too late. Ryan leaned against the building next to him and even though Jaeden was in no mood to talk, he waited to hear what he had to say. Im assumin that was Rylee on the phone, Ryan remarked and waited for Jaedens response. He softly laughed, Its okay, J-Man, she had my permission to call you. It was a lie since he hadnt even talked to Rylee that night. Hed seen them interacting at the accident scene; plus hed heard the tail-end of Jaedens conversation. Jaeden smirked as he looked straight into Ryans eyes and raised an eyebrow. You gave Ry permission to talk to me? When did she stop speakin for herself? Ryan laughed, You know what I mean, J-Man.
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Jaeden turned to face him. Actually, hell no, I dont, Ryan Lee. I never had to give Ry permission to speak to anyone. She was always free to talk to whoever she chose. Ryan sputtered, She asked if Id be mad if she called and I told her no! Hah! Jaeden snorted, I find that hard to believe. What the hell does that mean? Jaeden gave him an amused smirk, I know Ry better than youll ever hope to. Theres no way shed ask if she could call me unless shes scared. He asked in a soft deadly voice, Does she have a reason to be scared of you? This is freakin bullshit! I came out here to offer a friendly shoulder because of the lousy call we had today. Jaeden shrugged his shoulders, Like you said, it is freakin bullshit cuz you stopped bein my friend a long time ago. Where the hell are you goin? Ryan demanded as he took a step toward Jaeden. Im not in the mood to talk, Ryan Lee, so just leave me the hell alone. Ryan grabbed his arm and held him in place. Dammit, Jaeden! Im bein sincere about talkin. I saw how hard it was for you losin the baby and you need someone to talk to. Were not partners anymore, RJ. We dont have to be partners! Hell, its better that were not so we wont end up killin one another! Our love for the same woman has wrecked our friendship. Its turned me into somebody that Im not sure that I like anymore! As Jaeden stared into Ryans intense blue eyes, his heart gave a lurch. If I knew that you meant it, itd make
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a difference but to be honest, I dont believe a word that comes out of your mouth. Cant say that I blame you but I meant it Jaeden. We used to be closer than brothers and youve been my shadow just like Ive been yours. Its killin me that we cant be in the same room without wantin to rip each other apart. They stood toe-to-toe staring at one another. Ryan tried to portray the sincere burst of friendship that he was feeling and Jaeden tried to figure out what kind of game he was playing. Neither was willing to give in to what they were suddenly feeling toward one anotherthe warmth of the friendship and brotherhood that theyd shared for so many years. Jaeden didnt let his guard down for an instant. He was aware that Ryan could turn around and stab him in the back again. He saw the pleading look in Ryans eyes and he softly muttered, Oh, what the hell. Youve got ninety days to prove that youre sincere about it. Screw up once and thats it. We got a deal? Jaeden held his hand out. To his surprise, Ryan shook his hand, Youve got yourself a deal, bro. The deal was sealed or was it? Only time would tell..

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Chapter 32 There was a complete turn-around in Jaeden and Ryans friendship. No one on B-Shift knew what had changed things but they werent questioning it. Trey and Brad werent letting down their guard any more than Jaeden was but they kept that secret to themselves. The little rule that said what goes on in the fire station stays in the fire station shouldve been followed. But it leaked out to the two other stations that the months long feud was possibly over. More than one man shook their heads and replied that Jaeden was more of a man than they were. They wouldve already kicked Ryan into oblivion for stealing Rylee. The weather turned colder as Thanksgiving approached and one night during a slow moment, A-Shift sent Cody and Ken to discuss the Christmas party plans. The two shifts decided that itd be too busy for the first two weekends in December for a party so why not just wait until New Years Eve. Fire Station Ones party would be on December 8 and Station Number Two would cover their calls for the night. Station Twos party would be on December 15 and Station Three would cover their calls. Station One would cover Station Threes calls for their Christmas party on New Years Eve. Jaeden tried to keep his mind off of the holidays with Rylee and her family. He wondered if her parents liked Ryan since her brother, Zane, detested him. He wouldve taken his brother, Jamie, somewhere but the kid had left on a road trip last month to escape the painful breakup from his long-time girlfriend, Stephanie Henderson. It seemed that the MacKenzie brothers were destined to live with heartache during the holidays. On Thanksgiving, one of the guys on A-Shift twisted his ankle and Jaeden volunteered to take his place. Several calls came in for over-cooked turkeys and smoke filling the kitchens of stressed-out wives. After the fourth
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call of seeing more than one female all gaga at the sight of seeing Jaeden, it became amusing. He didnt help matters by flashing his killer smile along with his smoldering good looks and charming personality. He assured each one that they would get the smoke out before their guests arrived for dinner. One woman actually swooned and he caught her in his arms before she hit the floor. Of course that led to him being called Romeo for the rest of the shift which he good-naturedly laughed each time a kissy face was made by one of the guys. Jaeden didnt time to think about Rylee that much until he wearily climbed into his Chevy truck the next morning. He waited for the defroster to melt the thin layer of ice on the windshield. It reminded him of when Rylee had scraped her fingers on the windshield wipers as she tried to clear off a layer of frost that had iced over. He softly smiled as he thought about her sweet angelic smile and he wished he had the guts to call her. They hadnt spoken since Halloween night but he wasnt sure that he could handle hearing her voice so he left well enough alone. He honestly just wanted the holidays to be over which made him sad because this was his favorite time of the year. He and Rylee wouldve been married for a year and a half if things hadnt gone wrong. Now, he had to face that next Christmas shed be marrying Ryan. If and when that took place, hed be long gone because there was no way in hell hed stay here and work in the same fire station with Ryan as her husband. Right now, there was still hope that he could win her back but once the wedding license was signed and the ring placed on her finger, all hope was lost. Jaeden suddenly pounded the steering wheel as hard as he could with his fist. He didnt give a damn if he broke every bone in his hand because that pain couldnt
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equal what he was feeling. He swallowed back the hatred that was slowly filling him again for Ryan Lee Jackson. Focus on winning her back, Jaeden! Find a way to steal her from him! There has to be a way! Think and focus on it! You can make her love you again if you just find a way to get her alone for a few minutes! The radio station began to play Dierks Bentleys song, Come A Little Closer and Jaeden started to curse before it hit him.Bingo! The Christmas party! There was going to be a DJ and all he had to do was request this song to be played. Hed ask Rylee for a dance if it was the last thing that he did and pray that shed allow him to hold her in his arms again. Hed make her remember the way that hed made love to her for the first time while this song played. Hed have her back before New Years Eve was over! He jumped out of his truck and did a little dance step and let out a rebel yell which drew a few questioning looks from the guys on B-Shift who were getting ready to start their day. Brad wandered over and looked at him like he was loco. Dude, are you okay? Did you get too much smoke inhalation last night? Jaeden laughed and slapped him on the back. BC, Ive never felt better! He drew him close so no one could hear his next words. Ive just come up with a plan to win Rylee back but I have to wait until the Christmas party. Just keep your mouth shut cuz if it leaks out, Ryan wont take her. Jaeden quickly told Brad his plan and received a huge grin showing his approval so he knew he had a chance of it working. When he got home, he yanked down his calendar and grabbed a red marker and placed a big red X in the middle of the date. He had a little over a month to wait and hold his sweet Ry in his arms again..

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In the meantime, the days edged closer to Christmas and New Years Eve as Jaeden made plans to win Rylee back. He thought about asking Zanes opinion but Zane and Shanna were busy with their son, Cameron Zane Thomas, who was born on December 5, 2007. With Rylees wedding plans for the next year and the birth of little Cameron, he was sure that the Thomas family was happy celebrating the holidays. He would just keep his fingers crossed that his plans worked and those wedding plans would change to his and Rylees instead of her marrying Ryan. All he had to do was to just wait until December 31.. Will Jaeden be successful or will Ryan succeed in keeping them apart forever? Follow Jaedens quest to win Rylees heart again in A Smolerin Love.

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