[23:09:55] BUNIE > hello mina!

[23:10:01] Aarmina Cadelanne > o/ [23:10:10] BUNIE > can't talk to you on ts3 not with cyrane online :( [23:10:19] BUNIE > you excited for some pvp this weekend? [23:10:40] Aarmina Cadelanne > I'm kind of a bit surprised that you went against what people have asked... [23:10:46] Aarmina Cadelanne > =/ [23:10:51] BUNIE > sup? [23:11:00] BUNIE > im not sure i follow [23:11:07] Aarmina Cadelanne > I thought you would go to hisec and wait it out.. . [23:11:21] BUNIE > i was, until darmaroh spoke to me [23:11:28] BUNIE > had a real nice chat with him [23:11:33] Aarmina Cadelanne > but stepping into another corp in the alliance ki nd of makes it hard and puts us in a bad position with the other corp in the all iance [23:11:38] Aarmina Cadelanne > people still aren't sure about you [23:11:40] BUNIE > hes a good guy and for thetime being i feel welcome and comfo rtable in deci [23:12:03] BUNIE > i realize that mina [23:12:35] Aarmina Cadelanne > Well, our corp does not feel comfortable with you in the alliance and we are feeling insulted that you put cyrane in a bad place with the alliance [23:12:35] BUNIE > dam talked me out of leaving [23:12:56] Aarmina Cadelanne > I think this is too much drama for me and I don't want any part of it [23:13:24] BUNIE > I understand that mina, all i did was go over my details with dam and told him the truth [23:14:13] Aarmina Cadelanne > If you really cared about any of us in this corp, ever, then you would not wish to cause drama and would have left anyway. [23:14:31] BUNIE > I'm still hoping at some point to come back [23:14:37] BUNIE > to be perfectly honest here [23:14:51] Aarmina Cadelanne > Well, everything you are doing is really closing that door very quickly [23:15:21] BUNIE > i haven't bad mouthed anybody if thats what you mean, i liter ally spent a couple hours tlaing to dam and we went through EVERYTHING [23:15:38] Aarmina Cadelanne > It isn't words, Bunie, it's your actions [23:15:45] Aarmina Cadelanne > It kind of creeper stalkerish [23:16:11] BUNIE > there isn't alot of places for me to go mina [23:16:31] Aarmina Cadelanne > if you had waited it out, it may have been 1-2 we eks [23:16:48] Aarmina Cadelanne > we could have cooled down, put things in place an d then talked about letting you back in [23:17:19] BUNIE > if cyrane is available can you invite him to this group chat [23:17:24] BUNIE > i udnerstand and i agree [23:17:48] BUNIE > i did have my work hours changed and i dont think i will be o n enough to fulfill obligationsn to this place [23:18:08] BUNIE > i was hoping to let dam know but i think your being honest wi th me [23:18:09] BUNIE > here [23:18:23] BUNIE > if me being here hurts you guys i dont wan that [23:18:26] Aarmina Cadelanne > I have no reason to lie to you Bunie [23:18:57] BUNIE > really wasn't my intention i just told dam the truth here, i didn't bad mouth him at all. [23:19:08] BUNIE > but im going to let my actions speak for myself [23:19:37] BUNIE > i really do wish you guys the best [23:19:48] Aarmina Cadelanne > Well, it put him in a bad position, considering h is impression of you and that corp leader did not even cunsult Cyrane on his sid e of the story at all. [23:20:06] BUNIE > i have no thing to do with that i swear mina

[23:20:20] BUNIE > he approached ME and we started talking [23:20:25] BUNIE > he asked ME if i wanted to join [23:20:36] Aarmina Cadelanne > *nods* [23:20:54] Aarmina Cadelanne > I believe you. I think again you have been caugh t in the middle. [23:20:59] Aarmina Cadelanne > =/ [23:21:16] BUNIE > is cyrane available, i would really really like to speak with both of you [23:21:26] Aarmina Cadelanne > Something you may have done is asked if it would be ok if you stayed in the alliance [23:21:39] BUNIE > i did ask [23:21:41] BUNIE > demerlis [23:21:45] BUNIE > he told me to find another corp [23:21:49] Aarmina Cadelanne > But, you didn't ask US [23:21:56] BUNIE > :( i ddint [23:22:23] BUNIE > can i be honest here with you about that [23:22:29] BUNIE > i dont want you to judge me here [23:22:49] Aarmina Cadelanne > I'm not here to judge [23:23:25] BUNIE > i felt a little betrayed shit on and i do like this alliance and i had the attitude that i wasn't going to leave just because somebody was un comfortable with me. Mostly i thought it was cyrane/derp [23:23:38] BUNIE > but from what you are telling me its alot of others in that c orp that i really do like [23:23:48] BUNIE > if that makes sense [23:24:31] Aarmina Cadelanne > It is a lot of us. We need time to sort things o ut. And you keep pushing us and it's only pushing us all away [23:24:57] BUNIE > is cyrane available? [23:25:12] Aarmina Cadelanne > He's with a recruit [23:25:28] BUNIE > could you ask him when hes done to come into group chat here with us [23:25:47] BUNIE > i could also come down on ts3 but id like to know first if he would allow me in his channel [23:27:40] BUNIE > im going to have a talk with damaroh and ask if he could help you guys get back on your feet, hes a good guy. I do owe him an explanation on why im leaving, its the least i can do after he took a chance on me [23:27:56] Aarmina Cadelanne > NO! [23:28:06] Aarmina Cadelanne > We don't need help, we don't want help [23:28:07] BUNIE > ? [23:28:16] Aarmina Cadelanne > We want to be left alone [23:29:22] Aarmina Cadelanne > We don't want other people's pity or to be treate d like children, that's insulting [23:29:33] Aarmina Cadelanne > we can take care of ourselves [23:29:38] BUNIE > i didn't mean to [23:29:56] Aarmina Cadelanne > sorry, I'm just a bit frustrated. [23:34:01] BUNIE > thats fine mina [23:34:35] BUNIE > im not upset/mad at really anyone. I do feel uncomfortable an d a new change of scenery away from everything would do me good. [23:34:49] BUNIE > I just didn't want to have to build relationships from the gr ound level again [23:34:55] Aarmina Cadelanne > I think it would do us all some good [23:35:30] Aarmina Cadelanne > Something I have learned, Pokey has some great ad vice and he gave you some [23:35:37] Aarmina Cadelanne > look us up in a couple of weeks. [23:35:47] BUNIE > may i ask you something [23:36:01] Aarmina Cadelanne > As long as you don't mind an honest answer [23:36:14] BUNIE > can i continue staying in contact with you guys, not right aw ay but in the future [23:36:50] Aarmina Cadelanne > Define You guys please. [23:37:00] Aarmina Cadelanne > I can't speak for anyone but me really... [23:37:26] BUNIE > ahh ok well i was goign to say your group, i might send a mai

l to rotax/pokey and see about them as well [23:37:53] BUNIE > this sucks im trying not to offend but it seems everything i do just turns to shit [23:37:59] BUNIE > i almost have to laugh at this point [23:38:13] Aarmina Cadelanne > I don't mind chatting with you, but lately you ha nging around has made everyone uncomfortable and I think we need some time and t hen, yeah, look me up and see how it goes. [23:39:44] Aarmina Cadelanne > Give Cy and I 3 min [23:39:50] BUNIE > yep [23:47:06] Aarmina Cadelanne > Cy is a little upset still and it might not be a good thing to talk to him. [23:47:19] BUNIE > it will take 2 minutes [23:47:30] Aarmina Cadelanne > What do you need to say? [23:47:48] Aarmina Cadelanne > He doesn't want an apology, he doesn't need to he ar you are leaving. [23:48:00] BUNIE > going to donate the isk i got back [23:49:20] Aarmina Cadelanne > Ok, as much as I know that you are doing this to try and make amends, that's like giving your new girlfriend the engagment ring y ou used to propose to your ex. [23:50:11] Aarmina Cadelanne > I have to go pick up en. [23:50:32] BUNIE > i feel ike ive been used [23:50:38] BUNIE > alright good luck then mina