Escolar Documentos
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by Austin Johnson
Preface
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America (AA)
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Iraq (AC)
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0456 - 12.12.06 - 54 people were killed during the Rodney King riots
of 1992 in Los Angeles. Wow, terrible! But let's get some perspective
on this. More people than that were killed today in Baghdad - 60
Shias blown to pieces. It's part of American parochialism that the
1992 riots look so serious - something that happens to them is many
times more important than when it happens to anybody else.
0888 - 29.03.08 - America lost 58,000 dead in the Vietnam War. Well,
suck it up! Most of those people went over to Vietnam armed to the
teeth, and did more than their fair share of killing. During the
whole Vietnam war from the war with the French down to 1975, it is
calculated that there were 3.4 million Vietnamese casualties. The
figure needs drastic reduction to take account of the years spent
fighting France, and casualties include wounded and missing. But
there is a huge difference between the losses suffered by the
Americans, which gets mentioned all the time, and the losses suffered
by the Vietnamese, especially the civilians, which gets mentioned
hardly at all. How come an American life has so much more value than
a Vietnamese life?
0897 - 29.03.08 - There was always something frantic about the anti-
communism of the USA. What were they so afraid of? And in 2008 they
still don't have proper universal medical care because it's socialist
medicine. A bad case of throwing out the baby with the bath-water.
[11 October 2008. I don't know if the first sentence in the previous
paragraph was something I thought of, or something I read that was
proposed by somebody else. An empire without an imperial form of
government. Is that true? What did I mean by it? It sounds like it
could be a clever sort of remark. This node comes from June 2008. The
anti-Americanism which has now taken up home in my mind once again
was already, back then, plainly on the ascendant.]
0959 - 20.03.09 - The quote that follows is from a letter started 6th
Jan 2007 and sent to my friend Mike Reid.
BEGIN QUOTE
Why I am not anti-American right now
With me it has been a knee-jerk reaction to be anti-American in a
political sense for most of my adult life. Steven Pinker in The Blank
Slate refers to that piece of folk wisdom that everybody is born a
little liberal or a little conservative. I think in my case I was
born a liberal with an excessive optimism in people's ability to get
along with one another. Consequently, I have been easily upset by
examples of America's nastiness in the world, of which the decades of
my life have furnished me plenty of examples.
(Pinker's point in the context of his book and the theory of man that
it describes, is that, of the two viewpoints, it is the
"conservatives", with their bleaker view of human selfishness that
makes a closer fit with the facts.)
Some years ago, post-fall of the Berlin Wall but before my 2000-2001
burst of anti-Americanism and shortly after the first Gulf War, I had
this thought, "A new world order needs a world tyrant." With all its
faults, we can be grateful that the world tyrant that emerged in the
20th century is the United States.
But surely someone who has never been introduced to the idea of
determinism is more likely to strive for their goals, than someone
who has?
So, does the fact (according to this viewpoint) that the future is
fixed, mean there is no point in striving to attain personal goals,
like freeing a political prisoner, or getting a law changed, or
obtaining a promotion? Since the future is as unknowable as it is
determined, it does not mean there is no point in striving for
personal goals. Such goals may be unlikely to come to fruition,
judged by common sense and experience of the world, but they are not
affected by determinism.
Iraq (AC)
This does not imply the wholesale abandonment of the rule of law and
all norms of civilised behaviour. What I am asking is how we got
ourselves into a situation where we do not have any rules and lawful
means of dealing with enemies in extreme situations like this one?
Tactics to be used only in such circumstances.
And does one have to deduct the number of women and children Saddam
Hussein would have allowed to die while sanctions continued, had the
invasion never taken place? Is this figure included in their
calculation?
Who are you? What are you trying to do? What do you want? What are
your objectives?
0469 - 25.02.07 - Extract from letter to Mike Reid started 6th Jan
2007
I can't get a figure for the total population of Iraq, but for some
reason the number seventeen million sticks in my mind. Using that as
a guide then the population lost 0.2% of its members to this
violence, and about the same percentage wounded. In one year.
0503 - 16.07.07 - My support for the 2003 invasion of Iraq was based
on my state of knowledge at the time. Now in July 2007 I have to say
that the invasion was a mistake.
Perhaps the answer is that, in our world, the epiphenomena are there,
and can be thought about. In the zombie-world, by definition, they
are not there, and therefore cannot be thought about. Perhaps the
argument against epiphenomenalism falls, when this is taken into
consideration. I got the argument itself from a graphic comic
entitled Introducing Consciousness. It did seem at the time a
knockout blow. One of the lessons of philosophy may be that there are
no knockout blows. An argument is only as strong as its premises.
One feature of the software that comprises the human mind is that it
will seek meaning in places where it might be, but actually is not.
From regularly interpreting meaningful sentences on a day-to-day
basis, it is not much of a step to attempting to interpret sentences,
even phrases, or random collections of words or near-words, as if
they were meaningful and had content. If the human mind did not
contain this proclivity, then a great deal of modernistic art and
However, we are stuck with this quirk of our nature. God knows what
function it serves, or perhaps served in the past. And it has a
further feature, that the semi-meaningless is not only examined and
interpreted as if it was meaningful, but it actually acquires more
significance because of its obtuseness and opacity. The semi-
meaningless set beside the meaningful is like the magic trick set
beside the mundane explanation of how it is done.
And does this mean that purveyors of the semi-meaningless can achieve
success and notoriety by a sort of con trick? Yes, it does. And is
semi-meaningless stuff easy to write, or paint? Yes, it is, because
all you have to do is connect things randomly, and the possibilities
are infinite. You could write a computer programme to compose new
subjects for paintings or lyrics for the next Bob Dylan album. My
friend Roscoe told me many years ago, when I argued this case, that
many people said it was easy to write Dylan’s stuff, but found it
difficult when they sat down to do so. Well, I still disagree with
Roscoe. It is easy to write Bob Dylan stuff, or late Tom Waits stuff,
because it is easier to write semi-meaningless stuff than it is to
write within the restraints of meaningfulness. And apparently it was
easy for Bob. He just churned out the garbage. And lots of it sound
so mysteriously meaningful, because of the need our brain has to fill
in holes with meaning when presented with cues.
In the genre of mystery writing those who tread a path between the
meaningful and the meaningless reap an unfair advantage because of
this peculiarity of our nature, to seek out meaning in the most
unlikely places. A meaningful mystery story with a satisfying plot
and genuine surprises is very difficult to write. But inject a little
surrealism and it becomes very easy to compose something that is
convoluted and baffling and, in the end, inexplicable. The symbolism
of the TV series The Prisoner is a good example. Antonioni’s film
Blow-Up is another. And all the strange clues that led nowhere in the
tragedy of Laura Palmer as told by that prince of self-indulgence,
David Lynch.
[We do not need pain now, some of us at least. We could respond now
to a more subtle signal that something is wrong. But back then in our
evolutionary history when pain was selected as an adaptation by
natural selection, we (whatever organisms we then were) did need
something this crude. 10th August 2006.]
The power of words, which contain meanings. But what are meanings?
They are related to symbols, to one thing "standing in for" or
representing another. The final, and most difficult step, is to
translate this into something which is comprehensible in a world
which is physical in nature, and only physical.
The article reminds us of the basic units of the atom - the neutron,
proton and electron. "But protons and neutrons themselves are made of
more fundamental particles called quarks." (page 72) Nor is this the
end of the story. "But besides these permanent quarks, quantum theory
predicts that so-called virtual quarks, together with their anti-
matter partners, are continuously emerging from the vacuum of space
and then disappearing again as a result of Heisenberg's uncertainty
principle." (same page).
For example, they all seem to agree that any sequence of events can
in principle be accounted for as a set of physical processes even
with any conscious experience removed. A conversation, for example,
could entirely be accounted for in physical terms without having to
make reference to the conscious experience of the two interlocutors.
Maybe I'm just dense, but I can't agree. And maybe I am not dense,
but they are blinded by their assumptions.
0907 - 02.04.08 - Not having a proper ontology, which can account for
matter and for mind as well, is like living in the time before
Darwin's theory was promulgated. Knowing that contemporary
creationist explanations had to be ballshit, but having nothing
better to replace them with. And I will almost certainly die in this
fog of ignorance, awaiting the Messiah who comes bearing the new
Ontological Theory. The solution of the mind-body problem.
0909 - 04.23.08 - You need your whole body to think, not just your
nervous system. We are bodily creatures, entirely bodily creatures. I
should read Antonio R Damasio's book, Descartes' Error: Emotion,
Reason, and the Human Brain.
Electric currents are running along axons and out onto dendrites
where they meet with synapses and either (a) jump across, or (b) stay
where they are, depending on the strength of the electrical impulse
at that point. This is a sort of digital Stop/Go system. And the
cortex is filled with thousands or millions of these electrical
impulses. The question is, What is the relationship between some of
this activity and the thinking I am doing?
There remained only one possible position, which, had it been taken
up earlier, might have saved an immensity of trouble; and that was to
affirm that we do not, and cannot, know anything about the
"substance" either of the thinking thing, or of the extended thing.
And Hume's sound common sense led him to defend this thesis, which
Locke had already foreshadowed, with respect to the question of the
substance of the soul. Hume enunciates two opinions. The first is
that the question itself is unintelligible, and therefore cannot
receive any answer; the second is that the popular doctrine
Volume 201, Number 2964 (7th February 2009) of New Scientist contains
a cover story Natural Born Believers. This suggests that a radical
division of the world into the animate and the inanimate is hardwired
into our brains, leading to all sorts of notions later in life,
including life after death and a creator God. It also means that we
have an innate disposition to see the world in a dualistic way, no
matter how sophisticated our reasonings about the matter.
This is not the only major axis on which our visceral, innate view of
the world clashes with what we have discovered about reality. But
when truth is counter-intuitive, it finds difficulty in lodging
itself firmly in the mind. Like Hume's scepticism, it may be true,
but is apt to be dissipated by the next contact with everyday life.
0958 - 17.03.09 - This node comes from a letter started on 9th August
2008 to my friend Mike Reid.
0131 - 13.01.05. I may have done James Bacque, author of Other Losses
and Crimes and Mercies a bit of an injustice. I do not doubt that his
research is deeply flawed and polemical, but he gets some
confirmation from Caroline Moorehead's book on the International
Committee of the Red Cross, Dunant's Dream. The French behaved
atrociously to the German prisoners in their charge, after World War
II was over. The Americans, with much less excuse, were almost as
bad. The British were less culpable, but I fear that this was only
because we had not experienced the pain of occupation, and so hated
the Germans less.
[20th August 2006. He was not responsible for picking targets - that
was up to Bomber Command. But he was certainly involved in the policy
shifts which began with targets where some civilians died as
"collateral damage" and ended up with targets where civilians were
deliberately targeted. I am still not convinced by the arguments for
bombing Dresden, in the way it was bombed, or the other, less-well-
known German cities that suffered a similar fate. And on the other
side of the world similar atrocities were taking place against the
Japanese mainland, for which Churchill was not primarily responsible,
but which he approved of. Later I may be able to provide chapter and
verse for this approval. Whatever the military logic, there is
something that should make a democratic leader hesitate before
ordering the mass destruction of civilians. Should have made
Churchill hesitate, and Harris and Portal, and Roosevelt. But did
not.]
In war we are urged to inflict pain and humiliation and death on our
enemy, and this must encourage our natural proclivity to enjoy the
discomfort of others, as well as our sadism. War is a competition in
which the penalties can be lethal. In war we deceive, or try to
deceive the enemy. Caught helplessly in our ambush and shot to
Neither Germany nor Japan was the object of a genocide. Think about
modern Germany and its people and modern Japan and its people. The
cities, the economies, the cultures. How could people, no matter what
the pressure, get into their heads notions of exterminating all that
is of a people, and preventing all that can be? It beggars belief.
But I think that both the British public and the American public, had
things got rough enough, would have stood behind a policy of
extermination.
Films (AG)
0168 - 19.02.05 - Watching a movie that's on the Mills & Boon level.
Film star walks off set, goes to a small mill town, ends up buying
the local steel mill and saving 1000 jobs, and marries the manager.
Keeps her film career, but tones it down.
Two scenes in the movie cracked me up. The one near the end where she
tells the manager, "I just bought a steel mill. Me and twenty other
people. And we need a manager." And earlier, when she was waiting at
the train station for a train out of Lincoln, going to Boston. A guy
on the seat tells her his daughter is coming home. He hasn't seen her
for four years. She's travelled a lot in Europe. Even gone to the
Arctic and the Antarctic. About then I got a notion this was not
going to be any ordinary sort of visit. I'm choking up even now,
remembering the train pulling in, and the men bringing off the
coffin.
0223 - 19.07.02 - Astonishing how many American male movie actors are
of medium height, or under. The screen is positively dominated by
these midgets and hobgoblins. There is little Al Pacino, of course,
and dwarfish Tom Cruise, and tiny Dustin Hoffman. Richard Gere, David
Caruso, Gary Sinise, Willem Dafoe. Yanks, whether of European or
Latino extraction, tend not to be tall. John Wayne is the exception.
For height we need to look to Scandinavia and, as my ex-wife
observed, Czechoslovakia.
All technical criticism aside, one thing that did strike me while
watching the film, was the way Moore used, and continued to use after
the film was made, the personal grief of the mother Lila who lost a
son when his Black Hawk went down. Someone who drags around a
bleeding person like he does, to make a political point, is either
very naive about what he is doing, or very callous. The political
point, the moral point also, was whether the invasion of Iraq was
justified. The point is not strengthened, one way or the other, by
the amplification of an individual's grief. Or perhaps it is, in the
tabloid world of populism and demagoguery in which Moore works. He's
nasty piece of work.
0350 - 26.12.05 - The tricks memory plays. Manon is the young girl of
Jean de Florette who turns up in the sequel as an adolescent goatherd
0370 - 16.02.06 - In The Way of the Gun the two actors playing Parker
and Longbaugh were trained in gun handling by a Navy SEAL. This is
supposed to be a plus for the film. But these two guys are small time
criminals making an attempt at one big score. Where would they ever
get training in gun handling? Much more likely is that they would
have an amateurish familiarity with firearms, and that's all.
With a title like that I knew I was in for a grim story. Some
beautiful photography could not compensate for another one of those
appalling films aimed at middlebrows, who are going to think they
have gone through an intellectual, or even a spiritual experience,
watching it. I nearly downloaded some pages of Amazon reviews, but
the thought that most of them would probably be glowing, depressed me
too much.
0388 - 23.05.06 - Once upon a time in the West. Bought this recently
watch it again, convinced that it is a really bad film. Two hours and
thirty-nine minutes later - yes, it is.
For all it's good points ... yes, the first fifteen minutes is
wonderful ...
[Original entry from a letter to Roscoe begun 10th Feb 2006 and
posted 6th March 2006]
The basic plot, about a Leopold-Loeb type of teenager murder duo, who
frame the janitor for the killing they perpetrate, was quite strong.
What ruined it was the depiction of Sandra Bullock's character as
another in the endless string of "cops who are messed up". Dirty
When a film-maker deliberately sets out, with the help of his editor,
to make a film in which manipulation of the audience is kept down to
a minimum, the result is often tedious beyond words. We expect to
have our emotions played expertly like a violin and what happens
instead is that we are presented with a series of images and listen
to dialogue and nothing happens to us, except boredom. We can read
into what we are seeing and hearing whatever we like, but we can do
that standing in a queue in the local bank on a Monday lunchtime. It
does not make for that stimulation of the intellect and the emotions
which is called entertainment.
[3rd March 2009. The situation altered when the Blu-Ray format won
the high definition war. Blu-Ray DVDs have appeared in shops and the
players have fallen from about 500 euros to about 250 euros. The sale
of regular DVDs at sale prices when I was in the UK last June
suggests that, over there at least, they were expecting Blu-Ray to
wipe out DVD, as DVD had wiped out the VHS cassette, and were pushing
it for that reason. However, the triumph of Blu-Ray has not yet
occurred, and most DVDs on sale are still low definition.]
0594 - 29.09.07 - I played Shooting Dogs, the film about the Rwandan
genocide in 1994, for the second time in the early hours of today. I
thought it looked better on a second viewing. First time around there
were too many vomit-making scenes, and I am not referring to the
atrocities, but to John Hurt as the priest Christopher, and to a
lesser extent, Hugh Dancy as his assistant teacher on a gap year.
This time around I could broadly accept the John Hurt character
because that is what priests are like. Right from the mild sexual
innuendos he tosses at the nuns in the first few minutes. Those
celibates just have to talk dirty.
The matter of the UN mandate was stated with clarity by the Belgian
captain - they were there as peace monitors, not peace keepers. The
journalist and her cameraman were both excellent, especially the
journalist on the difference between seeing dead Bosnians and dead
Rwandans.
In some ways this is a more terrible film than Hotel Rwanda, which is
a story in which an awful lot of people are saved. Two and a half
thousand people at the school are not saved but massacred when the
Belgians withdraw. Hugh Dancy promises to stay with the refugees and
then turns tail and leaves with the Belgians.
However, the film did not improve much on a third showing. It seems
to be Tommy Lee Jones' political statement, bashing the Bush Jr
administration. Wicked, arrogant, affluent, insensitive America, in
the person of Barry Pepper is knocked around, humiliated and
subjected to numerous stressful experiences by Tommy Lee until he is
redeemed as a humbled, caring individual. Tommy Lee is an old border
cowboy. The Mexicans in the film are generous, friendly and guileless
and represent an ideal culture which arrogant superpower America has
rejected. When I am dead and gone this will be shown as a typical
[2nd Jan 2008] I have now watched all three DVDs. One cannot quibble
with the effort that went into three years of filming this epic.
Kudos to Peter Jackson, the New Zealand director. And the trilogy
gives me an opportunity to see some of the countryside where my
daughter is now living - even if they are on the south island and
most of the filming is on the north island.
It was the autodidact Colin Wilson who alerted me, in one of his
books, again about 50 years ago, to one of the problems with The Lord
of the Rings - the holes in the plot. Frodo, the hobbit, as the whole
world must know by now, is entrusted with the Ring of Power, made by
the evil Lord Sauron. His mission is to take the ring inside Mount
Doom in the Land of Mordor (where it was manufactured by Sauron in
the first place) and throw it into the lava-filled heart of the
mountain, which is the only way this evil artefact can be destroyed.
Lord Sauron is very anxious to get his ring back, having had it
chopped off, along with his finger, in a battle 3000 years ago.
But there was a point in the third film where my credulity, which I
had stretched to the limit, began to crack once more. I noticed that
after the ring was tossed into the molten lava inside Mount Doom and
dissolved, there were severe consequences for Sauron, who was
involved at that precise moment in a battle he was bound to win
against the remaining forces of Good. The destruction of the ring
apparently destroyed him as well. Down came his dark tower and the
ground opened up under his thousands and thousands of minions,
swallowing them up in less time than it takes to say "computer
graphics".
Now put yourself in Sauron's place. He knows the ring is on the move.
He knows that if the bearer of the ring can get inside Mount Doom and
onto the ledge over the lava-filled heart of the mountain, he can
throw the ring in (in fact it goes in by accident) and wreak all this
destruction on Sauron and his dominion. And he knows that there is a
path cut into Mount Doom leading to this ledge and there is even a
doorway in the mountain wall, opening onto the path. And what is
there a complete absence of, around, behind, in front of, this
doorway to the path inside the mountain? Guards, that's what. The
most sensitive spot in his realm and he leaves it unprotected.
Phooey!
At this point we need the late Graham Chapman from Monty Python to
step up in military uniform and terminate a sketch with the word
"Silly!" I think the accusation against The Lord of the Rings, as a
book and as a film trilogy, stands. A lot of it is silly.
Having been so critical, I can see that I may end up forcing myself
to read the book. Or at least try to, once more. There's quite a few
moments in the film trilogy which had me really confused, even after
a second viewing, and maybe the book would enlighten me. Also I would
like to see if the book is as sexually sanitised as the film trilogy.
The audience for The Lord of the Rings is, after all, largely
composed of children.
The Irish film censors had a wonderful time with the trilogy. The
first film got a PG rating, so your five-year-old could see if it you
accompanied her. The second film got a General rating, so you could
send your five-year-old off on her own. This is the film that
contains a scene where one of the Riders of Rohan says, "We
slaughtered a load of Orcs back there. We piled them up and set fire
to them." Then off go our heroes to root around in this smouldering
So I will try to read the book. 1200 pages is a lot. But, in the end,
I managed the 3000 pages of Proust's novel, and that text is denser
than anything Tolkien is going to throw at me.
I do realise that there are many of these fantasy films and each one
has its following of brain-dead fans. There is Dune (remember that
clunker?) and Star Wars and, of course, Star Trek. And for the last
two decades Hollywood has been plundering the world of comic books
(and more recently the world of graphical novels) for fantasy epic
after fantasy epic. And there's got to be a Superman fan-base and a
Batman fan-base and a Spider-Man fan-base and even a V-for-Vendetta
fan-base. So The Lord of the Rings has a lot of competition, but I
think its ambition, and its pretentiousness, its cultural
significance and the amount of hype which has been pumped into it as
a cultural object, make it stand out.
And what about the themes dealt with by The Lord of the Rings? Works
of fantasy are ways of escaping themes by pretending to deal with
them. Works like this are essentially a sedative and a solace, a 20
mg Valium given along with a lot of vicarious excitement. For a film
which reflects reality try a story about an abortionist in the 1950s
- Vera Drake. This film trilogy (and, I believe, the book on which it
is based) is really just so much less than it is touted to be.
It has become common now for a film to be recut for DVD with extra
sexual activity, more swearing and extra, or more extreme, violence.
They intend to produce two different versions going into the editing
process. Well, probably three - in degrees of freedom they are the
formats for (a) television; (b) theatres; (c) home viewing.
0887 - 29.03.08 - What's with these muddy colour palettes so many new
films adopt? Far and away the leader of the field was The Libertine -
what I could watch of a scratched copy. Perhaps one of the reasons
directors so often give us a brown or mud-coloured picture in which
virtually no other colour is discernible, is a desire to return to
the monochrome values of black-and-white.
I get that the Blanche character had some hard things happen in her
life and hard times to endure, but she seems utterly contemptible to
me right now, and a positive menace because of all the harm she does
to others. Drama queen. Prick teaser. Wanker. Hysteric. Probably a
bit like the playwright.
BEGIN QUOTE
Dracula
In the silent film era a director called Murnau made an unauthorised
adaptation of Bram Stoker's Dracula. I picked up a very cheap print
of this on DVD, which was so blurry it was almost unwatchable. Then I
got a wonderful restored version off the Internet. I also bought a
copy of Werner Herzog's 1979 remake. Both films are called Nosferatu.
One would expect Hutter to leave the castle and return home with the
signed contract and, perhaps, also with at least a deposit on the
purchase price. But this does not happen. Instead the relationship
between the Count and Hutter deteriorates. Orlock keeps him shut up
in the castle, he comes at night and drinks his blood. During one of
Hutter's frantic day-time searches of the castle for means of escape
he discovers the Count lying motionless in his tomb. Then, while
Hutter is still a prisoner, Orlock leaves the castle and starts off
on a long journey he will take by sea to his new home at Wisborg
(which is, presumably, on the North Sea coast). Later, Hutter climbs
out of a window and lets himself down with the help of a sheet, but
has a great fall, and wakes up later in a local hospital with brain
fever. This is no way to treat an estate agent!
And yet these stories might gain power, rather than lose it, from
this very incoherence. Perhaps a more plausible tale might lack
dramatic force. But why?
Dreams
I am led to this hypothesis by my experience of dreams and of another
film, The Beyond, made in the early 1980s by the Italian horror
director Lucio Fulci. It is true that there is one body of opinion
that explains away the nonsensical plot twists and the non-sequiturs
of this film by simply saying that the director did a shoddy job. But
assume, for argument, that it was meant to be the way it is. How is
this film and, how are both versions of Nosferatu, like my dreams?
They are to a large extent like life, or a well-made story. They are
linear and coherent. Sometimes they are very much like feature films
and seem to last, accordingly, for two or even three hours. I wish I
did not dream so much, or so vividly. I would prefer more of restful
oblivion. But that is not the point.
My dreams are not entirely realistic - far from it. There are
saltations, sudden changes of location or costume. The personnel of
the drama may alter suddenly. These changes parallel the kind of
incoherence I observed in Nosferatu. The plot of my dream may seem
too rich, like an over-egged pudding. Same with the film, where
Orlock is not only an immortal, blood-sucking vampire, he also has
dominance over a legion of plague-carrying rats.
This does not make my dreams chaotic, as dreams are usually depicted
when people speak of them. They exist in a world which is something
in-between our everyday world and the chaotic world in which any
association can hold, or be dissolved. END QUOTE
Democracy (AH)
The Muslims suck, with their 'convert or die' policy, but the Jews
suck equally, and so do the Christians. The three Judaic faiths -
Judaism, Islam and Christianity, share an obnoxious exclusivity. For
a lot of Muslims, a lot of Jews, and not a few Christians, it is as
if the Age of Enlightenment never happened. These arseholes need to
be told that if they want to go on being Jews, or Muslims or
Christians, and live in a modern liberal democracy, they have to
chill out. Raw Judaism, raw Islam and raw Christianity are just not
acceptable in a modern secular polity. They are all morally inferior
to that polity and have no place in it. So knuckle down, or else. The
irony is that what is unacceptable is the raw, the traditional, the
genuine forms of these religions. What is acceptable is the
bowlderised version, the watered-down version, the version that has
compromised with the times it lives in. Yes, there is no place for
traditional Christianity in a modern liberal democracy. Or
traditional (i.e. Orthodox) Judaism. Or traditional (Koran-based)
Islam. So suck it up.
By the same argument one has to defend racist humour and denigration.
Just so long as it does not incite to murder etc. Which only applies
to countries like the United Kingdom with race hatred legislation. In
the United States, apparently, you even have the freedom to incite
race hatred and murder. It's your First Amendment right.
0471 - 07.03.07 - Some of the ground rules for decent government have
been discovered. One of them is the separation of powers, checks and
balances. No individual, no organ of government, must have unchecked
power. The downside is that the government can suffer from managerial
indecision. [24th January 2009. This is one of my startlingly naive
nodes.]
Nick Cohen makes me realise that the current European shift over
freedom of speech means that right-thinking left-liberals may find
many allies on the right on this issue at least, while many of its
left-liberal friends may turn out to be reneging on this hallowed
liberal value. [Nick Cohen, by the way, has not had a Jewish ancestor
for 100 years. Then, where did that name come from? Umm?]
Kant (AJ)
BEGIN QUOTE The delight which a man has in hoping for and looking
forward to some special satisfaction is a part of the real pleasure
attaching to it enjoyed in advance. This is afterwards deducted; for
the more we look forward to anything, the less satisfaction we find
in it when it comes. END QUOTE
0588 - 29.09.07 - Now that I have read as far into Magee's book,
Confessions of a Philosopher, as his exposition of his great
discovery, Schopenhauer, I find that, as I anticipated, a study of
this philosopher, while it may prove very illuminating, also involves
the traversing of hectares of bull shit. Magee has a theory of 'as
if' or analogy or myth, which means that some of Schopenhauer's
wilder strokes may be implausible but enlightening at the same time.
We shall see.
We have the senses and the nervous system supplied by the gimcrack.
opportunistic process of natural selection and by contingency. But,
like certain animals, we have tools, and we have stuff that is more
than tools, ways of extending ourselves. Binoculars. Electron
microscopes. Motor cars. Drugs. Computers. Does none of this, I ask
myself, qualify as an objection to a Kantian view of the human
organism as fundamentally and permanently limited in a particular
way?
BEGIN QUOTE The task of explaining the community of the soul with the
body does not properly fall within the province of that psychology of
which we are here speaking ... According to our doctrine, however, a
sufficient answer may be returned to that question also. The
difficulty of the task consists, as is well known, in the assumed
heterogeneousness of the object of the internal sense (the soul), and
the objects of the external senses, the formal condition of the
intuition with regard to the former being time only, with regard to
the latter, time and space. If we consider, however, that both kinds
of objects thus differ from each other, not internally, but so far
only as the one appears externally to the other, and that possibly
what is at the bottom of phenomenal matter, as a thing by itself, may
not be so heterogeneous after all as we imagine, that difficulty
vanishes, and there remains that one difficulty only, how a community
of substances is possible at all; a difficulty which it is not the
business of psychology to solve, and which, as the reader will easily
understand, after what has been said in the Analytic of fundamental
Darwin (AK)
The first step in these arguments was to prove that the design
existed. Nature was ransacked for results obtained through separate
things being co-adapted. Our eyes, for instance, originate in intra-
uterine darkness, and the light originates in the sun, yet see how
they fit each other. They are evidently made FOR each other. Vision
is the end designed, light and eyes the separate means devised for
its attainment.
This saves the form of the design-argument at the expense of its old
easy human content. The designer is no longer the old man-like deity.
His designs have grown so vast as to be incomprehensible to us
humans. The WHAT of them so overwhelms us that to establish the mere
THAT of a designer for them becomes of very little consequence in
comparison. We can with difficulty comprehend the character of a
cosmic mind whose purposes are fully revealed by the strange mixture
of goods and evils that we find in this actual world's particulars.
Or rather we cannot by any possibility comprehend it. The mere word
'design' by itself has, we see, no consequences and explains nothing.
It is the barrenest of principles. The old question of WHETHER there
is design is idle. The real question is WHAT is the world, whether or
not it have a designer--and that can be revealed only by the study of
all nature's particulars.
In a later scene a cheetah had captured a fawn and was toying with
it, letting it run off, then catching it up and knocking it over.
This went on happening while the parent deer stood by helpless, until
the cheetah went for the fawn's throat and ended its cruel play.
There is much to be said for her position, but in view of the fact
that people do frequently hold inconsistent and contradictory
opinions in the same head and that the "epigenetic rules" (as Michael
Ruse calls them) which are hardwired into our brains may also be
inconsistent, it is difficult to say that people do not remain in
states of cognitive dissonance, rather trying to resolve the
contradictions at any cost.
I did try arguing with myself that humans could not be happy with
believing a contradiction - e.g. that a rose is red and not red at
the same time. However, I thought they might hold inconsistent
beliefs, like a religious belief in the Garden of Eden and a
scientific belief in evolution. But when you unpack this idea it
becomes clear that inconsistent beliefs imply contradictions - e.g.
that there was a Garden of Eden and there was not a Garden of Eden.
I fear that all of us live with cognitive dissonance all our lives,
and perhaps the best we do is to try to minimise it. Hardwired
beliefs (epigenetic rules) probably include one which divides the
world into things and souls - a naive dualism which is inescapable
because hardwired into the brain and yet inconsistent with more
sophisticated thinking. Any attempt to rise rationally above a
hardwired intellectual predisposition will always involve cognitive
dissonance, because the epigenetic rule is not something you ever can
disbelieve.
What would I miss? Well, precisely my being alive on Earth with the
human relationships and the interests I had developed there. Dying,
by this scenario, would be like taking boat for New Zealand and
knowing you could never return, and that contacts with the world you
were leaving would be restricted, at best, to the communications
possible in the spiritualist seance or via the ouija board.
0038 - 25.09.04 - Nuclear War Panic. In the early 1980s the world was
swept by a feeling of panic, anticipating a nuclear war between the
USA and the USSR. I certainly experienced it. It ended for me one day
in London when I became angry that Ronald Reagan and his Russian
counterpart should be blackmailing the rest of the world into
Perhaps man does find herself unable to accept her finitude. Her
contingency and coming oblivion. And perhaps this is a state from
which man would wish to be saved. And it may be true that salvation
does not exist. Man's "god-shaped hole" may be unfillable, except
with illusion.
So man dies but man cannot accept this. And nothing real and true can
lead him to accept this. Does seem true of me. And for consolation I
look to things like progress - especially progress. I tell myself
that on a broad definition things have been getting better for the
human race, and could well get better still. And I still cannot
accept my finitude, my contingency and my coming oblivion and wiping
out in death. And I still wait in hope that the next novel or movie
or piece of news or anecdote from a friend will reveal a wonderful
As well as looking for relief from this dread of finitude and death,
man will do things which are bad and anti-social and violent and
destructive - all as part of his coping mechanisms. Man will engage
in all manner of absurdities in an attempt to escape from fear of
finitude. Else, given the high social cost, why would any person
elect to become psychotic? And I do not mean that someone makes a
rational plan to go mad, but that at a subterranean level it is seen
as a preferable alternative to being normal and having to deal with
one's finitude and contingency and coming death.
And then again, rather than spending time, which after all is limited
- and this is rather the point - in thinking about my coming death,
and my inability to accept it or become resigned to it, and the
reasons for this, and possible ways out of the dilemma, why not turn
to more amusing pursuits - like a bit more gardening, or watching
another Civil War short by D W Griffith, or having another wank?
Jesus Christ, it's flooded outside, and the rain has stopped for the
moment, thank God, so the water level gets a chance to fall. But
there's one Hell of a wind blowing and just a pale hint of sunlight.
There is the pain of dying, of course, which may, or may not occur,
depending on the manner of one's decease. Difficult to believe that
my scarce-breathing mother felt any great paroxysm of pain before she
died supine in her bed. But many do. A heart attack is agonising, or
it can be, if it goes on long enough. But this is like an anticipated
visit to the dentist, or major surgery that has been booked. It is
not the same dread as the dread of oblivion, of ceasing to be.
I suspect that the means of self-murder are less important than the
decision to die. From my limited experience this is not a difficult
decision to make, but it is difficult to live with. Suicide on
impulse is one thing, to make up your mind to kill yourself next
October, that is something else. Planning it like a vacation.
But so many things about chronic illness are awful, like the bruises
on the back of your hand where they have shoved a needle into the
vein. All that humiliation and gross physicality.
0396 - 14.06.06 - Teeth. They can sometimes seem glamorous, when they
are white and perfect. I disagree. To me now they are never
glamorous, never attractive, never sexually exciting. They are, after
all, bones used for gnashing, grinding, tearing and ripping food.
In my case there is the way I took over the deceased X-ray files at
my last job. And took over a similar filing job for dead patients at
Normansfield Hospital, some of whom had died in the nineteenth
century. And then there is my choice of historical subject of
interest. World War One with the massive carnage on the Western
front. And my interest in atrocities with high body counts. It is as
if I am trying to reduce the anxiety I feel at the prospect of my own
coming death by telling myself how common it is.
Progress (AM)
0032 - 25.09.04 - The Age of Scarcity and the Age of Prosperity. 1950
was a watershed. On one side of that gulf stretch the generations of
those who lived in the Age of Scarcity. On this side of the gulf some
live in the Age of Prosperity. Some lucky few have never had any
practical experience of scarcity.
The Age of Prosperity got going after a period in which rich nations
impoverished themselves, hugely wasting their energy, their manpower
and other resources in global warfare - freely handing one another
vast quantities of energy in the form of high explosive. However,
within a couple of short decades from the end of World War II, parts
of the planet were unrecognisable and unlike anything that had gone
before. Not just the governing elites, but entire nations were
prosperous. Technology had not only proved the feasibility of
abundance, but had supplied it to real societies.
Most of the globe still lives in the Age of Scarcity, but many of
them know it is no inevitable fate - as it used to be.
Up until then all nations or social groups had a motive for war that
was basic - survival itself. This was in addition to all the less
rational reasons for waging war. In a subsistence economy, even in an
advanced economy before the advent of productivity-driven prosperity,
population would outgrow the resources of the group. The stark
alternatives were famine or taking some other group's resources away
from it.
But there may not be such a huge advantage to the strong theory. We
do not know anything about the postulated Intelligence, and cannot
assume that she is benign. Or even if she is benign, is so in any
sense that is relevant to us. We cannot assume that the direction, or
the goal, or the purpose, or the meaning, underlying everything, is
valuable in a way we would appreciate. This is all pure, pure
speculation, much like positing the Intelligence in the first place,
only worse.
[22nd May 2008. When I say "in this century" perhaps I ought to
specify that I meant the twenty-first century. From 2000 to 2099 is
the century when major scientific discoveries dry up.]
0070 - 16.10.04 - The term "capitalist" for societies like the United
Kingdom, or the USA, is a misnomer. Because they are all mixed
economies, with a public sector alongside private enterprise, they
should be referred to as "capitalist-socialist" societies, or some
such nomenclature.
De Soto says the reason all these countries fail to develop thriving
capitalist economies is because they do not have an integrated system
of property rights which includes everybody. The legal systems that
exist were built to deal with the needs of small urban communities
living in largely agricultural countries. But the peasants have
migrated to the cities in huge numbers over a relatively short
period. They cannot acquire property legally, using the existing
structure of property rights. De Soto has charts that show it can
take years to acquire title to a house. So they acquire property
rights in their shanty town extra-legally. The result is a multitude
of tiny "economies" restricted to a neighbourhood within which people
are known and trusted. Outside the local economy the entrepreneur
cannot raise a loan on his house because he does not have secure
title. De Soto calls what he owns "dead capital".
I have never been happy with these features of human existence which
have a ghostly status. Credit, that magic trick by which a bank with
assets of one million can make loans of ten millions*, has always
baffled me. But these insubstantial phenomena, which all derive
ultimately from the trust which human beings decide to put in one
another, really are the engine of productivity which has made the
And the capitalists? Well, they also look for ways to evade the
system. We know already of some firms that have been successful in
their endeavour to beat the system, firms like Microsoft and Google.
Who have leveraged themselves into a position in their industry where
they are unassailable, because the bar is set too high for new
entrants. It should be axiomatic that people who work in a
competitive economic system will usually try to nullify that
uncertainty. And what is good for them, whether as workers of owners,
is bad for the rest of us.
Something that has always puzzled me. As Britain ran out of money to
pay for its World Wars it sold off some of its foreign investments to
amass dollars to give to the USA to pay for butter and bullets. My
problem with that was that the foreign investments were probably
holdings by private individuals or corporations, so how the blazes
did the British government get to sell them?
It looks like the foreign investors were coerced into selling their
investments. A bit like the government requisitioning a house.
The point is that the British government does not have to receive the
dollars directly. When the private individual or corporation gets the
dollar cheque for the investment they sold, the cheque goes into the
banking system where it is converted into sterling for the vendor.
And the amount of available dollars in the financial system goes up.
Or have I still not understood?
0284 - 30.08.05 - I may have mentioned before the skew, the imbalance
that exists between manufacturing and the service sector when it
comes to the technological miracle that has made prosperity a real
possibility for everybody. Technological progress increases
productivity in both manufacturing and the service sector. Witness
how the labour-saving device changed the drudgery of the housewife.
But technology increases productivity much more quickly in
manufacturing than in the service sector. You reach a ceiling where,
with all the mechanical aids in the world, a barber cannot shave any
more clients per hour. The economic consequences of this is that the
products of manufacturing processes are driven down in price, while
services stubbornly remain at much the same cost as before. The
result, further down the road, is that services seem to cost more
than they used to, because manufactured products are now so cheap in
comparison.
The argument for making the agriculture sector a special case for
protection rests on the notion that a country should remain basically
self-sufficient in food. The world is a dangerous place, and your
country could be blockaded in war and starved to death. Or some sort
of global disaster, like a war, or a natural catastrophe, might so
much disrupt the lanes of commerce that food imports, on which the
country depended, collapsed. Yet, even given the possibility of these
extreme scenarios, we have to remember that the market would respond.
If the market price of agricultural products were to shoot up, then
there would be a rush of entrepreneurs into the market to increase
the food output inside the country. There would be a time-lag, but
the free market would react to the shortfall in supply.
A book about Australia's Free Trade Agreement with the United States
alerted me to the current state of affairs with regard to
intellectual property rights, although I had been aware of the
changes for some time. The shift against the rights of consumers and
the shift towards the owners of intellectual property, such as
copyrights, patents and their ilk.
The second point has to do with the mystery of why Philips, creators
of the cassette tape back in the 1950s, are producing such rubbish
now, and are everywhere in the Irish market. It's because they aren't
Philips anymore, they are just a brand name purchased by the Chinese
company TCL. On the back of two Philips items I possess it says,
"Designed and developed by Philips, Holland". And elsewhere it says
"Made in China". So the Chinese bought the company and keep a design
office operating in Holland. Oh, and TCL has merged with Thomson, so
that French giant has been sucked in too. And I think the programme
said that TCL had snapped up RCA too to use as a brand name - a
famous company fallen on bad times taken over primarily for its
reputation. What it actually does and makes after the purchase may be
wildly variant to what it used to do and make. The brand name is
flaunted to disguise the changes. So Raleigh now make crap bicycles.
I bought a Philips mini-hi-fi. Now it does not record from the radio
properly onto cassette tape. The circuitry that does this is fucked.
And I bought a portable Philips CD/Cassette Radio, to replace an
inferior Alba offering from Tesco's. The radio is crap and the CD lid
lifts up on a ratchet which is ill-fitting, so there is always a
scraping sound up and down. Just like the Alba.
The third point is to say that THE QUALITY IS NOT THERE. One answer
to the criticisms aimed at China as the new workshop of the world, an
answer which is not valid, while others might be, is that the low-
cost goods are produced to high quality. No, they are not. I offer my
two Philips products as examples. I don't want to get started on
gardening tools. And you cannot produce goods of high quality under
the sort of pressures exerted by Chinese manufacturers and rapacious
customers like Wal-Mart.
0482 - 22.03.07 - The Irish economy is going down the tubes. High
inflation with weekly job losses as foreign companies desert the
sinking ship. The public response and that of the politicians is
complacency. Like the response to global warming. We just don't react
to threats which occur gradually.
From some of the things Chomsky says about US industrial policy after
World War II, I wonder about the possibility of the main structure,
the spine of the economy, being composed of a symbiosis of government
and big business (at least in certain sectors). Essentially a process
by which government subsidises very large companies so that they can
continue to compete - on the international level. And subsidises them
by raising taxes on their behalf.
And it must help, when you want to raise taxes by frightening people,
if that people is naturally habituated to fear and paranoia, as the
American people is and has always been.
[19 Dec 2008. It may be wrong but it seems to be what Murray Rothbard
and Henry Hazlitt and other Austrians say much of the time. It may be
the case that they are simply mistaken in this matter.]
[21 Dec 2008 Or I may simply have misunderstood them. But this
alternative notion keeps popping up. Here is a brief quote from a
www.merkfund.com webpage and they should know what they are talking
about: BEGIN QUOTE The bank in turn is now free to lend money - a
multiple of the cash received. END QUOTE
Let's see what this would involve. Bank 1 receives a million dollars.
It leaves the deposit where it is and loans out ten million dollars
on the strength of the deposit to customer Axel. He buys a
condominium with the money from Sluggit Estates. Sluggit deposit the
ten million dollars and their bank can now loan out one hundred
million dollars. This is the multiplier effect with a vengeance! The
one hundred million dollar loan ends up as a deposit in another bank
and generates a billion dollar loan. Etc etc. Down the line somewhere
a bank will be loaning out more money than there is in the world.]
Mr Kaka's bank now has a new deposit of 900 euros and lends 810 euros
of that to Mr Scribble. He spends the money on a copy of the Mona
Lisa which he purchases from Miss Finque. She takes the money to her
bank and deposits it. They have a new deposit of 810 euros and they
promptly lend 729 of it. This multiplier effect continues so that my
thousand euro deposit expands towards a limit of ten thousand euros.
That is how up to nine thousand euros are created, it is said.
What are my assets at that point? 100 euros left in deposit as part
of the fractional reserve held by the bank and the loan agreement
(IOU) signed by Blodgett for 900 euros. The money I lent Blodgett has
been spent and deposited in the bank by the recipient. Mr Kaka now
ends up with 90 euros actually left in the bank and a loan agreement
signed by Mr Scribble. Once again, a depositor is lending money using
the bank as an intermediary and a guarantor of the loan.
I am not sure where money or credit creation comes into this. The
book-keeping entries may well show additional monies being created.
There might still be one thousand euros credited to me, even though
900 has been loaned away. But this is an imaginary, fictive world. In
the real world, I do not see that money or credit has been created.
Loans have been made. People have assumed repayment obligations. And
money has circulated which, as a medium of exchange, is what it is
supposed to do.
I am told that the Fed can expand the money supply by open market
operations. It buys $100 million of securities from the Treasury or
from a commercial bank. It pays for them by writing a cheque on
itself which is deposited with the seller. The $100 million is
created out of thin air simply by writing that cheque. In the reverse
process the Fed sells securities and simply tears up the proceeds to
contract the money supply.
I still have a problem with that cheque for $100 million after it
gets to the seller (say a bank). The bank clears the cheque by
sending it to - the Fed. After clearing the bank's main account shows
an electronic increase in assets of $100 million. The Fed's accounts
must show a decrease of $100 million, but if that happens then the
money must be in some sense "real".
Although sorting out what is real money and what is Mickey Mouse or
Monopoly money is getting harder and harder.
If there is talk of credit expansion and this means that banks make
more loans than they did before, this may just mean that they are
using up more of their "excess reserves" than they were before. There
is no creation involved here. It simply that less money is lying
idle.
0945 - 19.12.08 - Ever since the sixth form, when I studied the
inter-war period, I have known about Keynes. I have always believed
But a high saving rate will not solve the problem if the government
gets hold of a significant proportion of those savings and squanders
them on unproductive projects. This seems to be the situation of
Japan since 1990. Will America become the second Japan? In the case
of the US, the savings that will be squandered will not be those of
the population, who do not save, but of the rest of the world who
lend to the US.
Western Europe has slipped to the right in the last thirty years, so
that elements of the mixed economy have been dropped or diluted, but
these countries run economies which are far better for the citizens
and much more "efficient" in an all-round sense than the example on
the other side of the Atlantic, which itself is a mixed economy, only
the mix is more 30%-70% rather than 40%-to-60%. END QUOTE
0240 - 31.07.05 - I could get quite fond of hot weather. It's so nice
not being cold, for starters. No shivering and no aching joints. But
it's hard to breathe in hot weather. I am permanently stuffed up
anyway with my dust allergy or whatever it is. Hot humid weather
makes it twice as bad.
And let’s not forget what you could call the “anti-placebo”. This is
any of the many mental states which trigger a destructive response in
the patient. So that worrying about a condition can sometimes
actually cause an outbreak of that condition, or if it actually
exists, can unnecessarily amplify the symptoms. Know what I mean? If
you are a man, ask yourself whether you have a venereal discharge
starting down your urethra. Then check on it a few times. An
unpleasant result is practically guaranteed.
Just look at that one pesticide - DDT - and one period of 20 years.
And 500 million lives saved (or, as I prefer to put it, deaths
postponed). 500 million! Allied losses (dead, wounded and missing) in
the first day of the Battle of the Somme were 60,000. Historians and
journalists have been wailing about this ever since 1st July 1916.
Sixty thousand - a mere pin-prick. It hardly registers on the global
scale, does it?
[9th January 2008. This already exists as a node, not excerpted from
a letter. Node 0144. Needs revision or conflation.]
0457 - 27.12.06 - Real life supplies us with horrors equal to any but
the most gross-out movie, even in peace time. What a joke it is to
Jonny had developed cancer and died at 36. He was buoyed up through a
lifetime of pain by a belief in spiritualism and life as a school.
This did not stop him suspecting that it would have been better for
everyone, himself included, if he had never been born. And his mother
said that she would abort a foetus if she had one now that was
diagnosed with EB.
Like my sister Pauline, knowing that he had terminal cancer gave him
the opportunity to plan his funeral, even to order and specify his
coffin. This is a rather ghastly defence against the fear of death
and a tragic dance which he got his relatives and friends to join in
with. When he was finally dead, a derelict little monster lying on a
bed, everybody felt that it was, among other things, a great relief.
Music (AP)
0037 - 25.09.04 - Ray Manzarek was the silliest one of The Doors. And
still is.
0087 - 22.10.04 - For me, nothing beats the plangent beauty of the
steel guitar. But for the best type of music ever, it is hard to beat
the jazz band dance music of 1920-1940. Before bebop.
0153 - 03.02.05 - It was the kind of modern symphony that sounds like
the orchestra is tuning up for forty-five minutes.
0219 - 19.07.05 - Just listened to the track Shoot out the Lights on
the Richard and Linda Thompson album of that name. Always the fucking
drums. Who needs them? If you are worried about keeping time you got
guitars playing in the mix to handle that. I tried to imagine the
track playing without the moronic fucking drumbeats - it had to be an
obvious improvement. Some of the track plays without the drums, at
least.
Now I can go for drum solos. There was that wonderful one by Sandy
Nelson Let There be Drums. And there was Ginger Baker's 15-minute
solo Toad on the Cream album. But the habitual use of a drummer is a
no-no. It makes the track sound so boring, so monotonous! Can't any
of these musos see that? Geddit? Leave the fucking drummer at home
occasionally. The Incredible String Band managed without a drummer.
Go thou, and do likewise.
John Peel's parents seem to have been either aloof or absent. His
experiences at a series of public schools were horrible. Difficult to
believe that a major constituent of his adult personality was not an
underlying resentment, which gave force to his rebellious quirkiness.
His enduring love for, and love received from, his wife Sheila gives
hope to all emotionally crippled adults that such a relationship is
not inevitably out of reach - just very unlikely.
For me, there was always at least one enigma about Peelie. Some of
the music he played was palpably terrible - not just discordant, but
ineptly performed on its own terms. He chose it and played it and
awarded it accolades like "wonderful". In his own droll way was he
just taking the piss? Was part of his life and career just a slow
burning taking of revenge on the community for what had been done to
him as a child? Was this the relatively harmless way his sadism
expressed itself? Imposing on us the unlistenable, and, at the same
time, raising the hopes unduly of musical idiots who sent him the
tapes?
The remarkable fact about Peelie is not that he found Sheila to love
him, but that he found a capacity in himself to love her, after the
childhood and adolescence he had. But that does not mean he was
unmarked by it. Perhaps a certain detachment, a certain coldness and
a certain loathing remained. And sometimes we all had to suffer. Then
there were some who always had to suffer. It seems from the book that
he had feelings for some of his fellow DJs at Radio 1 that amounted
to hatred. And, of course, there was the music he disliked. He was an
influence on that too, for the worse.
I remember hearing, many years ago, someone arguing that Peelie had
discovered nobody except for Altered Images. Perhaps the speaker was
the major Peel critic, Tony Parsons. It half convinced me at the
time, but it looks ridiculous now, especially when I am almost
through this book. His influence by pushing bands and individuals who
would never have been noticed without him is inestimable. Of the few
people who keep the door open to new talent, he was the first and
without equal. And with his death the bureaucrats of blandness, many
of whom at Radio 1 were probably glad he had bought the farm, will be
able to do more effectively what they do already - slam doors.
Another thing the ageing artist can do, when inspiration fails, and
when the thimbleful of talent, or the bucketful for that matter, is
empty, is to rework her back catalogue. Like editing your own novel
or poem, long after you composed it - something Wordsworth did with
debateable success to The Prelude. I have not purchased yet the CD
Both Sides Now but I heard the title track on the DVD of Love
Actually. And yes, something is added by the ageing of Joni and the
smoke-ruined voice, but a great deal is lost as the performer farts
around with her own composition and, perhaps partly out of boredom,
keeps popping in vocal subversions or variations that distract the
listener. As we get older, in some ways we get stupider.
0278 - 28.08.05 - Only in Ireland. The Irish radio station Lyric FM,
which is poised between Classic FM and Radio Three (ex-Third
Programme) advertises a programme on Michael Nyman at 9:30pm and a
programme on plagiarism at 10pm. Advertises this both in the official
RTE Guide and on Teletext. I line up the audio tape ready to go at
9:30 to record Michael Nyman. So what do the dozy fuckers do? They
air the programme on plagiarism first, the programme on Michael Nyman
second.
0393 - 09.06.06 - Etta James. Now that is one ugly broad. [3rd March
2009. But what a survivor. And able to raise a squawk in her 70s
about that damned Beyonce singing her song {At Last}, not to mention
playing Etta in a biopic of her life.]
Woke up this morning, blues all around my bed. (Mm. Got that.)
Woke up this morning, blues all around my bed. (Jesus! Not
again!)
So you are hanging on an inordinate time for some new lyrics to get
your teeth into, always supposing you can understand the black blues
mumble:
Some of the early blues I like the best are when the second line
varies from the first, more like a regular song. Even very early
bluesters like Bessie Smith do this, and it is a welcome relief.
0442 - 25.08.06 - CDs are too bloody long. I read or heard somewhere
years ago that only the first five or six tracks get listened to. If
true, it supports my thesis. CDs are too bloody long.
So why not just listen to the first few tracks and come back to the
CD later? Well, that's cool, only you have to restart the CD and
remember where you stopped last time. Me, I actually make a note of
the number of tracks played.
Just because you can get 75 minutes of audio time on a CD, does not
mean you have to. Shorter CDs please! If we can't have CDs that play
for 15-20 minutes, make it 30-40 minutes.
You can play shuffle and stop listening whenever you feel like it. I
tried that for a short while, but it was too chaotic a method of
0510 - 09.08.07 - What is this Opus 1 shit? Whoever got started this
business of describing the works of classical composers by numbers
rather than names? More importantly, how did it become the general
standard of nomenclature all over Europe? How did it get imposed?
Do you know what Opus 27, number 2, by Beethoven, is? The method
seems to me to have arisen from an intellectual snobbery. Either that
or from anally retentive music scholars who had to have an arithmetic
way of documenting a composer's creations.
Opus 27, number 2 is what the common herd of music enjoyers call The
Moonlight Sonata. That, you can remember. Numbers do not remind most
people of anything.
0516 - 29.08.07 - One emotion that ones does not hear often, if at
all, in popular music, is despair. And I do not mean the sweet,
insipid melancholy of the singer-songwriter whose bird is being seen
to by his best friend. I mean something much darker, more like
clinical depression. Why can't I buy a CD of Rock Bottom Blues? Where
are the real rock nihilists? Where is the exploration of society's
underbelly, the world of drugs and child trafficking? Where is the
disgust and the carnage and the mayhem and the stench of life at its
worst? Over here and in the poor world also. Where is the
hopelessness of the underclass? There is something of this in Warren
Zevon's Play it all Night Long. There is something of this in Velvet
Underground, especially the contribution of the young addict, Lou
Reed. But where else? Punk is anger and hatred. I want to go one step
beyond. Despair. Perhaps I ought to write the songs myself.
Memory (AQ)
If, twelve months ago, I and another person observe a man alighting
from a bus, and my companion writes down in a notebook, “He wore a
pink shirt, red jeans and flip-flops”, then that record, if it
persists, and if he is not an unreliable note taker, is far more
valuable then any memory of mine, however detailed. Because some of
the contents of my memory will be taken from that incident, but some
will not. Some will be adapted arbitrarily from another incident.
Sometimes I will recall the incident as happening at a different
place - I get the bus number wrong, I locate the incident in the
wrong borough. And all these false details are seen as clearly (or as
fuzzily) as the correct ones. Whatever the neural patterns that
compose memory do, they do not preserve, as LP records and compact
disks do, a facsimile of a past event.
0337 - 11.12.05 - What is one actually doing when one reads a book? I
ask this mainly because of how little gets remembered afterwards. Is
reading an act of memorising, or is it an act of forgetting?
Sometimes it almost seems as if I am reading a book rather like one
might go through a telephone directory, looking for a particular name
without knowing where to find it. Nearly everything that gets read is
read and then rejected - it's not the right name. It's as if a
process like this is going on as I read: Read it, now forget it; Read
it, now forget it; Read it, now forget it; Read it, whoah! remember
this bit; Read it, now forget it; Read it, now forget it; Read it,
now forget it etc etc.
The governing body of the Jehovah's Witnesses may have got their
technique right in this respect. They are willing to run the risk of
boring their people to tears by constant and wearing repetition of
their theological and moral nonsense in dull meeting after dull
meeting, in book after book after book. But even those with little
education are able, after a few years of this, to parrot enough of
this nonsense to confound an academically advanced and enlightened,
but ill-prepared, person.
And perhaps Sherlock Holmes had a point when he told Dr Watson that
he took no interest in topics of current cultural concern because
consigning one new fact to memory knocked one old fact out of it. The
limitations of long-term memory may not have been as described, but
the limitations are definitely there.
0786 - 27.10.07 - If you really want to make the best of your long-
term memory bank, then you would stuff it with material to do with
subjects of the most importance to you - like your job, for instance.
But, because the memory is a neural network, and associational web,
you would be well-advised also to stuff in material to do with
subjects of lesser importance - perhaps movies, or the history of
your country, or whatever. Then, one day when you are trying to call
back something from the memory bank which relates to your job, but
cannot get it, you may stumble onto it via an association - perhaps
an item in neural networks dealing with your interest in movies
starts with the same word. Or a scene from a movie featuring a
stockbroker reminds you of something else which immediately takes you
to the memory trace you were looking for, which has become sadly
attenuated, which is why you did not find it straight away.
The adage has it that you never forget how to ride a bicycle and, if
true, this may be partly because this is a set of motor activities,
which can be automatised and turned into reflexes. Some facts and
memories spring out of long-term memory as if they too were
automatised, but not many. Hence the need for all those mnemonic
tricks we use to tease data from the long-term memory. Like writing
things down. Like writing things down in books called Peregrinations
What is interesting about this is not the trip down memory lane, but
what it reveals about memory itself. This is something I probably
have not done for half a century and yet I remembered all the steps.
And the reason must be because of the countless times I went through
the process in my childhood. One way to make sure that a memory stays
in the neural network somewhere is repetition, sheer repetition. And
it also means that neural firings which are not sufficiently
reinforced will, inevitably, degrade and disappear. We all need
workarounds to retain memories. We all have Alzheimer's.
Television (AR)
OK, they ran it. A two-parter that starts with an explosion in a cafe
(gas, not terrorism) and includes a sub-plot about Islamic terrorism
and dirty bombs. Well, I could see, after some graphic scenes at the
explosion, why they would not want to show this. Only that did not
make sense, because with an incompetence with seems habitual with RTE
they were screening a two-parter that they had already screened a few
weeks before.
Therefore, I regret to say that on one of two counts the show has
already buckled to the norm for the genre - police officers should
behave as normal untrained civilians would behave - presumably so
that the public can identify with them more easily. Whereas, one of
the interesting things about the police is that they are not the same
as ordinary people. They would be pretty useless if they were. And
useless is the way the actors portray the police in an attempt to
show them displaying the normal range of human emotions in stressful
situations.
On one other count, the show has not yet buckled. There does not seem
to be much emphasis at all on back story for the characters. Their
private lives are not dragged into the script, at least not yet, or
not to any extent. How long that will last, if ratings dip, is
difficult to say. How long before Vivien is betraying the ethics of
her profession by covering up the offences of a younger brother who
is also a drug dealer? How long before we spend more time with Rosie
at her AA meetings than actually on the case? (And at one of her AA
meetings - I am making this up, by the way - Rosie meets Alex and
falls in love with him. He says he is an accountant, but it turns out
that …)
0334 - 11.12.05 - When we see our criminal heroes, like Tony Soprano,
either on the large or the small screen, routinely engaging in the
violence we know they employ, we are not happy. We are disturbed by
this. We don't want this to be shown. Why?
0343 - 14.10.05 - Most the sketches from Monty Python's Flying Circus
were not very funny.
Sex (AS)
And whether it is between men and women or men and men, anal sex is a
health hazard. It redistributes shit, which contains toxins. And the
anal passage is not designed for penetration by the penis. It can
only be done by training the anal sphincter to relax. But then, after
enough anal sex, your sphincter ends up permanently relaxed, and
you're dropping stuff on the carpet. Added to that the damage that
can be done to the anus and the rectum by forced penetration, and
there is considerable material for a risk assessment.
And I can’t help thinking, again, that all that squawking about
mobilisation is a smokescreen. Austria was going to attack Serbia,
for not obeying its ultimatum. Russia was going to enter the war on
the side of Serbia. But on the Western front there was no reason I
can see why the Great Powers, France and Germany, could not mobilise
and stay behind their frontiers. As we know from the advantage the
defence had at that time, security would not have been imperilled. So
Germany had the right to mobilise. However, I cannot see how it can
justify the invasion of France, Luxembourg and Belgium.
[17th Feb 2006. No, I think the British entry into World War I was
justified, and, to an unusual extent, principled.]
0299 - 11.09.05 - The argument about the origins of World War I that
goes, “You started it, when you X,” is inconclusive. All it needs on
the part of the one accused is to regress one or several steps. Then
allude to some circumstance in which the opponent offended him. “No,
you started it, when you Y.” It is then open to his opponent to take
a further step back. And so on.
0309 - 15.09.05 - What were the terms of the Triple Alliance? What
was Germany’s obligation to Austria once Russia had declared war?
Italy managed to stay out of it, at least in August 1914.
[19th Sept 2005] Systematic lying. Reading a piece for The New York
Times in the Current History magazine (Volume One, Issue Three) by
James Beck, where he assesses the diplomatic evidence, I feel that
the picture that emerges is of a conspiracy between Germany and
Austro-Hungary to take advantage of the dual assassination of 28th
June 1914 to start a war with Russia and France, hoping that Great
Britain will stay out of it. And during and after the launching of
this plan the governments involved systematically lied to cover their
tracks, and place the blame elsewhere.]
0312 - 15.0.05 - In 1914 the official German position was that they
were fighting a defensive war. But is that actually what the people
believed who streamed off to fight? Did they think they were going to
fight a defensive war, or an expansive war, a war of annexation?
Writers (AU)
At the age when I was ingesting books in vast quantities, I tried one
or two of Christie's crime stories, and turned the thumb decisively
Raymond Chandler was right to pour scorn on these kinds of plots. And
her writing was so pedestrian. And her characters were such
pasteboard, constructed to fit the structure of the narrative. And
they were middle-class and bourgeois. And she was a woman writer
telling crime stories for old pussies at home with their feet up.
And what do I think now, in 2005? That has become a vast question,
almost impossible to answer.
I have read nearly every one of her published novels and her short
stories. I have read some of the novels she wrote under a pseudonym.
I have read many of the crime stories two, three or even more times.
I have listened to some of them, unabridged, on tape. I have watched
movies made of her stories, sometimes more than once. I have read,
all the way through, I believe, her autobiography.
Her last novel was published in 1972 and was called The Postern of
Fate. It was morally disgraceful of the publishers to have proceeded
with this work, since it was evidently written by someone suffering
from what, in the case of Sir Walter Scott, was referred to as
"softening of the brain", and may have been Alzheimer's, or some
other organic brain disease. Granted that it should never have been
published, or should have been completely revised by a third party
before publication, it does make fascinating reading, because it has
been produced by a diseased mind, and because other works created
when the mind was uncontaminated, also exist for the purpose of
comparison.
Jim Thompson is even more extreme than Ellroy. The original version
of The Getaway by Thompson features an appalling ending that the
people who made the Steve McQueen and Ali McGraw movie bilked at.
Same thing happened with the Baldwin remake. Interestingly, Quentin
Tarantino does a homage to Jim Thompson's noirest of noirs and uses
his ending in From Dusk to Dawn the crime/vampire movie. The
surviving killer George Clooney goes off to El Re with proceeds of
his crime spree. Tarantino does not specify what happens to him
there. You have to read Thompson's novel to find out.
I think James Ellroy has major flaws. One of them was revealed in a
little documentary about the making of the movie LA Confidential. He
is talking about how the film script had to come up with an alternate
version of his book. But it was his tone as he talked about his book.
He is so "up himself". James Ellroy is a bighead. The hype his works
have received has swayed his judgement. Or perhaps he always was a
swelled-head.
One of his early books featured a serial killer. I think this was
Clandestine in 1980. Then, in the following year, out came the
ground-breaking Red Dragon by Thomas Harris. Ellroy read that and was
miffed, because it was so much better than his book. Looks to me like
he has been trying to beat the competition ever since.
Loonies are all different, and each one has his own delusional
system. And, unless it is really well done, unless you can be drawn
into that mad world by a genius, it is a fundamentally boring and
[1st October 2006.] Just finished reading Crime Wave, the recent
pieces for QC magazine. The fiction in that book features the editor
of Hush-Hush magazine and Dick Contino and these three stories are
over-the-top. Also they made me think a lot about the libel laws in
the United States. The things he makes Frank Sinatra and Rock Hudson
and a stack of other people do must mean you can write anything about
anybody once they are dead. Perhaps it's the same in Britain. So,
there is no protection for friends or relatives? Dick Contino was
still alive when he wrote his earlier piece about him, Dick Contino's
Blues and he went and met him and got permission to fictionalise him.
May have been alive when he wrote the preposterous Dick Contino story
in Crime Wave. But is it that simple? If somebody is dead you can say
they did or said anything? [END OF EXTRACT]
0515 - 22.08.07 - The node that follows, on the writer Colin Wilson,
has been taken from a recent letter to Anthony Tovar.
[Monday 20th August 2007] I don't think it is true that I don't like
Colin Wilson. I haven't thought about him for the longest time, but a
while back I opened a folder on him on my computer and went on the
Internet to garner some web pages. More recently I have decided I
want to re-read some of his colossal output, beginning with The
Outsider.
All that being said, of all the people who have influenced me, he has
to be one of the most important, if not the most important. I believe
that nearly all, not just one, of his principal ideas are wrong
("Everyday consciousness is a liar." No, Colin, it isn't. That's why
it works.) But what keeps one entertained and stimulated along the
way are the sparkles of insight that light up the road of his
volumes. And his congenital optimism, like G K Chesterton's, gives a
bounce and forward momentum to everything he writes.
I might have found out about a lot of these people, but I doubt
whether anyone else could have encouraged me to actually read them
the way Wilson did. He writes in an engaging and jargon-free style,
which is part of the upside of not having a university education. And
he has a good set of built-in crap-detectors, and punctures
reputations fearlessly if he senses something bogus. Yes, I really
must dip into some of his stuff again.
Talking about his last book, you say, "In the last chapters he talks
of an objective sense of meaning 'out there' and though I can feel
the 'meaning' of experiences like 'Nature buzzes' I would still say
it's a subjective thing. I haven't felt what he and others apparently
have." I think this is the "jump" that I was talking about. And I
believe that what he has experienced is in the same class with what
you have experienced with your 'Nature buzzes'. But you cannot
proceed logically from that sort of experience to an objective
meaning out there.
By the end of the book I was losing interest, because it was quite
obvious from what had happened already, that the heroes would almost
painlessly overcome all the obstacles in their path, and escape
easily from whatever jeopardy they were in. And while at one point
there is a token reference to the world of Murphy's Law (page 442) in
which the rest of us, outside the covers of this book, live for the
rest of the time nearly everything goes flawlessly and the technology
works perfectly, and the baddies are outguessed and out-thought and
out-gunned with barely a bead of sweat raised.
0004 - 10.09.04 - By the time they got to Normandy the 7th Armoured
Division, the Desert Rats, had turned into wimps. Montgomery would
probably have done better with a force composed entirely of new
divisions. Nobody possesses unlimited courage. A long time in the
field, if the soldier survives, breeds caution and an increased
unwillingness to expose oneself to risk one more time.
0403 - 07.07.06 - Why did the allies, France and Britain, not attack
Germany with conviction after declaring war in September 1939?
0853 - 22.01.08 - If we had made peace with Hitler after the fall of
Perhaps every nation would have pulled back from war, at least for a
time. No attack on Russia. No Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor or
British (and Dutch) possessions. Germany would have had a task-and-a-
half to consolidate its new European Empire. Could a relative
stability have been achieved?
The Japanese did over-run Dutch colonies, didn't they? And Holland
was occupied by the Nazis by then. So how did that play as far as
relations between Japan and Germany went? Didn't the colonies
"belong" to Germany?
0408 - 18.07.06 - The current Middle East crisis. The Israeli case
for the return of their two soldiers collapses if some of the
Lebanese prisoners held in Israel are actually themselves hostages -
snatched from Lebanese territory and held without trial. Then Israel
has only the moral right to an exchange.
0417 - 02.08.06 - With all his faults. The furtive-faced Blair may
have no idea how to run a country, but in the realm of foreign policy
he has made some tough decisions over the years, and stuck to them.
Perhaps he should never have been Prime Minister. What a Foreign
Secretary he would have made.
And hey, our boyo is at it again, today, or more likely, given the
time difference, yesterday. The World Affairs Council in Los Angeles.
Warning Iran and Syria that they will be confronted unless they start
playing by the same rules as the rest of the world, and stop trying
to de-stabilise neighbouring countries and bankrolling groups like
Hezbollah and Hamas. Have the US and the UK already pencilled in
airstrikes on one or both of those countries?
0418 - 03.08.06 - Oh, and watch this space (the present Israel-
Hezbollah conflict) for the typically disgraceful policy moves of
France. A former Great Power, which ought to know better and to
behave with some global responsibility, she seeks her own narrow
national interest, and the geopolitical consequences, as well as the
long-term consequences to France itself, can go hang. Chirac, crook
turned politician or politician turned crook, deserves a Muslim
atrocity of significant proportions on French soil. Watch France let
us all down again. "Immediate ceasefire!"
Then there is the larger viewpoint, informed with what Bryan Magee
calls "situational logic". Supposing Iran is lying, which is common
practice for that state, and it has every intention of making a few
nuclear weapons, is this primarily being done, not to become a
regional hegemon, but out of fear of the United States? The logic
being that if you want to avoid invasion and regime change, the smart
thing to do is go nuclear.
The French move last week indicates that there have been diplomatic
moves between the French and American governments and that a decision
has already been taken to employ military force against Iran. The
only question is what form it is likely to take. If the only real
concern is the uranium enrichment, then tactical assaults on its
nuclear industry would be all that is required. But my gut feeling is
that the American administration has decided on regime change in
Iran, which will involve an invasion. And the casus belli will be the
alleged conspiring of the Iranians with their Shia allies in Iraq to
attack the occupation forces of the coalition.
If the US invades Iran in the way I have just described, then the
administration will finally have proved that it has Stupid tattooed
on its forehead. Also that its unilateral search for absolute
security now has an uncontrollable momentum. A kind of madness in
which each major step taken to increase US security will effectively
decrease it and multiply the threats to US welfare. What will they do
for an encore, after Iran? Occupy Pakistan? [16th January 2008. Not
as daft now as it seemed a while ago.]
0426 - 05.08.06 - There are those, like Richard Dawkins and myself,
who see no reason to posit the existence of anything supernatural,
from God to angels and fairies, from Karma to Fate, from demons to a
"life force". We have to contend with the rather bleak world that is
left.
0427 - 07.08.06 - Even if one accepts, for the sake of argument, that
there is an Intelligence which has directed the course of the
Universe since Big Bang, one should not jump from that assumption to
the business of assigning characteristics other than intelligence to
this being. For one thing, all our human qualities are the result of
natural selection over evolutionary periods of time. This postulated
Intelligence is not an evolved being, may not even be a created or a
caused being. It is therefore highly likely that such a being has no
qualities whatever similar to anything human.
You see, the ones who have added to the entities in the world are the
Theists. They are the ones who have complicated a mysterious world,
without thereby explaining it in any satisfactory manner, by dragging
in their Creator God. And why have they done this? They have done
this because this twaddle was handed down to them as children and
they believed it then, and persist in believing it now. There are no
0008 - 12.09.04 The Big Chill. Just viewed a repeat of a Horizon doom
scenario from 2003 screened on Ireland's RTE Network 2. This scenario
seems more likely than most of its ilk. The Gulf Stream, which keeps
our part of the world unnaturally warm, depends on salinity at the
northern extremity, to force the water of the current to the ocean
floor, where it begins its journey back south. This salinity is being
reduced by an increase of fresh water from (a) Greenland ice-cap,
which is melting, and from (b) increased output from the Siberian
rivers, owing to global warming. Predictions made during the
programme include a 50% chance that the "conveyor belt" of the Gulf
Stream will be turned off in the next 100 years. Britain could
experience winters like the freak winter of 1962-1963, which nobody
who lives through it forgets. I lived through it. I was working in
the City of London, and saving up to hitchhike to Israel. I don't
remember it at all. The MET Office has computer models for loss of
the Gulf Stream in 50 years, and 20 years.
0511 - 13.08.07 - Global warming. July wet and now August too. And
I've never been cold in August. I am tonight at 16 minutes past
midnight.
I'm trying to get a hold of what Lewis actually believes about global
warming. He agrees that the earth has got warmer. Specifically, in
the last three decades, 0.17 degrees Celcius per decade. My initial
impression was that he did not think the warming was anthropogenic.
Now I have read a bit more of his voluminous text, I think that was
wrong. I think he does attribute at least some of the global warming
to increased CO2 emissions caused by industrialisation.
What can we do, of a positive nature? Well, we can explore and enjoy
the social dimension of our existence even more than we do. And we
can take advantage of those gifts which Natural Selection has
bestowed upon us, which allow us to engage in pastimes which have
absolutely nothing to do with our physical survival or rate of
procreation. Because behaviour which, in the past, gave us a better
chance in the lottery of reproduction, may also have other
applications having no relevance to survival. The entire field of
music, for example.
War (BA)
Of course there are issues of taste and the question of what children
should be allowed to see. Do we want a five-year old to be greeted
with a close-up of a baby missing its head on the 6 o'clock news? I
don't know the answer to that. I only know that the universal
censorship of death, dying and physical mutilation is wrong. We need
our noses rubbed it in, to dispel the notion that war is easy and
cheap and painless. Then, from the standpoint that war is probably
the most costly activity we can engage in, we can decide when, and
if, we have to fight. And I am sure that there will be times when we
most definitely should.
[Monday 30th July 2007] When a war begins, the law falls silent. I
believe that is a reasonable paraphrase of the Latin tag you quoted
at me a letter or two back. I have reflected on it since.
Have the laws been breached during the conduct of wars? Yes,
frequently. Have perpetrators of these breaches gone unpunished? Yes,
frequently. But has a structure of legal restraint existed and has it
influenced the conduct of all these wars? Yes.
You might wish that it were otherwise and that commanders in the
field and their political masters had unleashed all manner of illegal
horrors. You might wish that every front was like the Eastern Front
in World War II. But the reality wasn't so. Moderation in warfare has
been the rule, not the exception.
Yes, some Americans shot their German prisoners. But not many. And
the Germans seemed to have made a conscious decision, for tactical
reasons, to direct fire at medics wearing the Geneva brassard. This
was a clear breach of the laws of war. But, apart from these
exceptions, the conflict on 6th June, on which so much depended, was
fought by the rules. [5th April 2008. I have to admit to a nagging
question every time I read this paragraph. What would not fighting by
the rules have involved in the context of the attack on Omaha Beach?
What sort of actions would the Germans, for example, have had to
perform, which they did not actually perform on the day? Hmm.]
I think it comes down to the fact that wars start and finish, but
nations endure. And so, unless one party to a conflict is prepared to
exterminate every man, woman and child in the country with which it
is at war, then it needs a policy for the post-war situation. The two
nations at war need to be able to maintain reasonably good relations
with each other after the conflict. Otherwise the victor is faced
with the expense of a lengthy occupation. And you do not make it
possible to have good relations with the defeated state if you commit
the kind of acts, like the murder of non-combatants, that the laws of
war forbid.
And Alexander the Great loved hacking into people. I imagine him
coming up against a mercenary during one of his battles, a mercenary
who really is only into soldiering for the money, and who sees the
bloodthirsty psycho glare on Alexander's face as he approaches and
thinks, "I really am in deep shit now. This bloke really means it. I
"I have an idea Sir Henry Curtis actually likes fighting." (Chapter
XII of King Solomon's Mines) I'm sure he did. Until recently, I
thought the sheer mess, even as a victor, of attacking someone close
up and turning them into a helpless pile of mangled flesh on the
ground, would be off-putting. But apparently not for all of us. For
some of us that prospect is a turn-on.
0761 - 22.10.07 - Now some quotes from The Moral Equivalent of War,
an essay by William James, including in a collection called Memories
and Studies, a Project Gutenberg download. This is essay number
eleven.
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Our ancestors have bred pugnacity into our bone and marrow, and
thousands of years of peace won't breed it out of us. [Austin's note:
The heresy of Lamarckianism rears its head here.] The popular
imagination fairly fattens on the thought of wars. Let public
opinion once reach a certain fighting pitch, and no ruler can
withstand it. In the Boer war both governments began with bluff but
could n't stay there, the military tension was too much for them. In
1898 our people had read the word "war" in letters three inches high
for three months in every newspaper. The pliant politician McKinley
was swept away by their eagerness, and our squalid war with Spain
became a necessity.
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The military party denies neither the bestiality nor the horror, nor
the expense; it only says that these things tell but half the story.
It only says that war is worth them; that, taking human nature as a
whole, its wars are its best protection against its weaker and more
cowardly self, and that mankind cannot afford to adopt a peace-
economy.
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... it has to be confessed that the only sentiment which the image of
pacific cosmopolitan industrialism is capable of arousing in
countless worthy breasts is shame at the idea of belonging to such a
collectivity. It is obvious that the United States of America as
they exist to-day impress a mind like General Lea's as so much human
blubber. Where is the sharpness and precipitousness, the contempt
for life, whether one's own, or another's? Where is the savage "yes"
and "no," the unconditional duty? Where is the conscription? Where
is the blood-tax? Where is anything that one feels honored by
belonging to?
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And when whole nations are the armies, and the science of destruction
vies in intellectual refinement with the sciences of production, I
see that war becomes absurd and impossible from its own monstrosity.
Extravagant ambitions will have to be replaced by reasonable claims,
and nations must make common cause against them. I see no reason why
all this should not apply to yellow as well as to white countries,
and I look forward to a future when acts of war shall be formally
outlawed as between civilized peoples.
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I spoke of the "moral equivalent" of war. So far, war has been the
only force that can discipline a whole community, and until an
equivalent discipline is organized, I believe that war must have its
way. But I have no serious doubt that the ordinary prides and shames
of social man, once developed to a certain intensity, are capable of
organizing such a moral equivalent as I have sketched, or some other
just as effective for preserving manliness of type. It is but a
question of time, of skilful propagandism, and of opinion-making men
seizing historic opportunities.
Science (BB)
I simply don't know how to begin to estimate the risk. [15th October
2007. For a bit of enlightenment, see the quote from Richard Dawkins
It does not matter to them what they make and sell. If it has no
noxious effects, that is all to the good, but it does not matter if
it does have noxious effects. They will deny it until their faces
turn blue. Nothing is allowed to stand in the way of their divine
right to sell and sell and make their 10% return on capital, year in,
year out.
0912 - 04.26.08 - Are time and space infinitely divisible? David Hume
in A Treatise of Human Nature goes to considerable lengths to argue
that they are not. That there are points of time and space which
cannot be further subdivided.
Try this. Space and time are not infinitely divisible because they
are not divisible at all. We can chop time and space up into discrete
parts by convention but the stuff itself is indivisible.
BEGIN QUOTE But there is more than a parallel, there is a close and
intimate connexion between psychology and physiology. No one doubts
that, at any rate, some mental states are dependent for their
Computers (BC)
0336 - 11.12.05 - Get a bit of new software and you can learn new
creative skills - or can you? Buy editing software and you can edit
your own films made with a digital video camera. Well, sort of. What
you end up doing, is not learning how to edit a film, but getting an
idea of some of the basic skills of someone who actually does this -
an insight into how they do their job. Is it really worth the effort,
if that is all you are going to achieve?
0454 - 28.10.06 - A few hours ago I was sweating at the thought that
the computer/digital revolution might never have happened. Imagine if
we were stuck with only analogue methods of reproduction. We would
gradually have lost our film heritage and probably our music heritage
as well. If you wanted a copy of a film you would have to get hold of
exactly that - a copy. 16mm at best. Or a video. And they would
deteriorate with use. And each copy of a copy would be worst than the
previous one.
Working (BD)
How does one get through a working week without crawling up the wall?
Well, some jobs are so pressurised that one is coursing on adrenaline
from Monday to Friday and collapses in a limp heap on a Saturday. But
that is abnormal, and not to be recommended. Most jobs have their
slack and their pressurised periods, and what they mostly have in
common is that the work just stretches on into the indefinite future.
A bit like a treadmill. People adapt to the working week in different
ways. Some compensate for the hardship involved in working by
developing a social network in the workplace. They are the first to
organise somebody's going away party. Some work out better ways to
perform a mundane task, and then put their new procedures into
practice. Some try to solve problems which, strictly speaking, are
not required to be solved by the parameters of the job description,
but solving them keeps the mind alert, so everybody benefits in the
end.
Drugs (BE)
Now for the next step. Legalise all drugs and concentrate on
education and the public health debate. The debate about the
consequences of choosing either to indulge or to abstain. Tobacco has
got to be treated as just another drug. No need to get censorious
because Ken Clarke is vice-chairman of BAT. But will people be able
to control drug use, if they cannot even stop themselves from
becoming obese? Public education about the dangers of drug use will
have to be supplemented with state or private intervention, or a
mixture of both.
One of the arguments for legalisation has always been that it would
take the criminals out of the drug business. And indeed this is true.
But do we actually want that?
That said, there are risks and problems with recreational drugs, and
these need to be well-documented and well-understood if drug use is
to increase and become decriminalised.
In most cases we are not talking about addiction. But we are talking
about a degree of dependency, of habituation, of taking them for
granted. Just as nowadays it is customary for people to treat
themselves to wine during a dinner party and end up every Saturday
night with mild cases of alcohol poisoning, when the alternative of
normal consciousness was always there for the taking.
Language (BF)
0261 - 11.08.05 - The worst of the current weasel words are “issues”,
as in “alcohol issues” meaning “being a drunk”, and “inappropriate”,
as in “inappropriate behaviour” to describe the gangbanging of a
thirteen-year-old virgin.
0374 - 03.14.06 - If you think about it, the British swearer uses the
noun "cunt", where his American counterpart uses "motherfucker".
Stupid cunt = stupid motherfucker. The British curser would seem to
have the advantage - not having to get his tongue round a four-
syllabled word during a moment of agitation. American reluctance to
use "cunt" may have something to do with vestiges of shame about
referring to a woman's "front bottom".
Religion (BG)
0020 - 21.09.04 - Who will Answer the Call? Secular materialism may
have its problems, like the small difficulty with consciousness, but
0059 - 13.10.04 - What will prevent the coming world government from
becoming a tyranny? The same thing that prevents the US government
from becoming a tyranny. Checks and balances, separation of powers.
0111 - 02.12.04 - Japan was the first Asian democracy, losing out to
totalitarianism in the 1930s.
Let me confess at once that he has some nasty, dotty bees in his
bonnet. He is not a Holocaust denier, but he is certainly a Holocaust
minimiser. He has a warped fondness for Hitler, excusing him wherever
he sees the possibility of doing so (at least until 1943). He does
not believe Hitler ordered the final solution. In his dreams Irving
would rule the United Kingdom according to his own authoritarian
notions. He is more than a little bit of a fruitcake.
But who else has accessed so many foreign archives, and brought to
light so many new documents? And if he has bent the occasional
telegram or minute to his own purposes, have none of the more
scholarly of his brethren ever done the same? He is not a simple
polemicist, like some of the fascist nutters he consorts with. He is
a scholar and a historian, and he has had unparalleled access to the
tattered human remains of the Third Reich. Yes, he has gone a bit
native in their company, but he is a precious resource, not one to be
ignored. The danger is that people will use his research, but not
credit it out of political correctness - thereby committing sins of
scholarship themselves.
0237 - 26.07.05 - Most talents do not last as long as the people who
possess them. Some unenviable choices are open to a Bob Dylan, to a
0254 - 10.08.05 - The laser beam reads CD tracks from the inside
outward. This is the complete opposite to vinyl, where the needle
tracks from the outside in. This explains why one of my CDs is
scarred near the edge but still plays perfectly. The recorded matter
ends before the scarred portion begins. Of course, another difference
between the CD and the record is that the CD is divided up into
discrete tracks, like the clusters on a hard disk, whereas the record
is laid down in one long spiral.
P.S. Make a note not to buy any more secondhand CDs. The saving in
money is just not worth the hassle of worrying if they are faulty,
and occasionally finding out that they are. [2nd Oct 2007. So are
some new CDs. Joan Baez CD with jitter on one track.]
0288 - 02.09.05 - Two Cheers for the Hangman Look on the positive
side for once. Hanging does provide closure. And the criminal banged
up for a long sentence, even a real life sentence, is not likely to
be very productive. Hanging saves a lot of money, provided the
appeals procedure is not dragged out. Then look at the way
incarcerated men can continue to act on the world outside, through
intermediaries. Bit difficult to do that when you are lying in a bed
of lime.
0340 - 11.12.05 - Those Japanese! Either formal and quiet and gentle,
or they are hysterical - especially the guys. What is going on there?
0384 - 19.04.06 - The only thing more useful than Blu-Tack is string.
The first was Hitler and the second was Stalin. What is really
striking about each of them is the amount of damage for which they
were directly responsible, that they were able to bring about. The
destruction caused by Hitler was less than Stalin's, but this is
because he was stopped. Stalin never was, unfortunately.
Mao Tse-Tung, whose body count may well have been higher than either
Hitler's or Stalin's, does not qualify for the top rank of world
criminal, simply because he was the despot of the relatively
insignificant China.
0400 - 24.06.06 - All those soccer injuries! Perhaps the day is not
far off when soccer and other contact sports will be banned. Then
people will look back on them as examples of our barbarism.
0415 - 30.07.06 - Weeds are good for the local ecology. Their seeds
supply food for birds and insects.
0434 - 10.08.06 - If you get through life without once being nailed
0460 - 13.01.07 - Tony Blair yesterday - the British army must remain
a war-making force as well as a peace-keeping one.
0462 - 19.01.07 - Perfect love castest out fear, if I have the quote
right. And perfect fear castest out love. And, in fact, any strong
emotion casts out any other. If I were spending my time looking after
the interests of other people, for example, I would have no emotional
energy to spare to feel sorry for myself.
I think it was the move from hunting to farming. When hunting animals
for food there was a simple, hostile relationship. You only related
to the animal when you were trying to kill it. It's relation to you
was simply fear (usually).
That changed when animals were domesticated for killing later. That
gave time for a complex relationship to develop, which included
various nurturing functions and feelings more commonly associated
with child-rearing. In fact, nurturing was often inevitable, because
without it the animals might die. So that an animal which on one day
we are treating with genuine kindliness and responding to
emotionally, and which is responding to us in the same way, and has
learned to trust us, the next day we kill or send to the abattoir.
Killing domesticated animals is like killing your own children.
0502 - 12.07.07 - The problem with period drama is that people living
at an earlier time held different background assumptions to the ones
which are familiar today. So your hero, with whom you want your
audience to sympathise, might be a racist, quite casually so. You can
airbrush this characteristic away by imposing contemporary values on
your protagonist, or you can shock your audience into becoming less
sympathetic to your hero.
0645 - 05.10.07 - When the therapist tells the group to use "feeling"
words rather than "thinking" words, the smart patient simply replaces
one word with the other. "I think that he's being aggressive,"
becomes, "I feel that he's being aggressive."
0797 - 28.10.07 - In order to make the jobs I did easier, I would try
to bend them to my inclinations. I would spend time, which I could
more or less justify, doing things that gave me satisfaction, rather
than things which advanced any specific task I was supposed to be
performing. I had a saying for this, which indicated that this was a
I was led to this recollection by thinking about the film The French
Connection and what a lousy human being Popeye Doyle was - both in
the film and in life. He tailored his job in a major way until it
fitted in with his preoccupations and obsessions. I don't believe he
had strong feelings about drugs. I don't think he believed a whole
lot in law and order, or set much store by it. He just wanted to hunt
men for a living, with his buddy beside him. And obtained enough
collars and convictions in the process to justify keeping him on.
Which eventually they did not do.
I suppose that what presses my buttons, when food and sex and sleep
and the other basics are out of the way, is curiosity and problem-
solving. And it is true that one does not want all the problems
solved, because then one would run out of occupation. John Horgan is
very good on this, on the way so many scientists are horrified by the
idea that scientific discoveries might dry up one day. The consequent
tedium of their work does not bear thinking about - by them.
0827 - 15.12.07 - The rise and fall and rise and fall and rise and
fall of the lovable Jade Goody continues. After the plummeting fall
she took after calling Shilpa Shetty a poppadum, she is now reported
to be friendly with a son of the Sultan of Brunei, who has bestowed
on her, among other items, a ring worth three million euros. Hooray
for Jade, my favourite octoroon.
Anthony writes about going out at night with a torch and stamping on
slugs. Yes, this can be very effective, and I do this too. Next door
they are not so violent. They collect slugs on wet nights and re-
locate them, sometimes as far as the municipal dump. But in vain. We
have such huge slug populations here that measures like these make
little difference. I have seen what slugs do to my neighbours'
vegetables.
Perhaps one day there will be a benefit from having a garden full of
slugs and snails. Supposing a technique could be developed whereby
they are tossed into an enormous blender and recycled as a crude form
of bio-fuel. They are talking about doing it with algae - why not
slugs and snails?
0855 - 24.01.08 - It seems that half the legislation for the United
Kingdom is passed in Brussels during secret meetings of the ministers
of the twenty-seven countries (which ministers?). This does seem to
be a strange example of the abdication of sovereignty.
0877 - 07.03.08 - When two people have no real common interests they
will often end up discussing in animated tones and at great length
something which neither of them cares much about.
Let us put work aside for a moment, and concentrate on the non-work
part of your life. And before going on I would like to make the
observation that, should you and Darren start a family, then, when
you look back at the period before the arrival of children, it will
probably, in retrospect, seem to be an expanse of leisure and spare
time. Which, in reality, of course, it is not.
It is ironic that one can feel oppressed with too much to do and too
little time, when it is also possible to feel the exact opposite, in
moods of depression. In a mood like that, one is time-rich, and the
hours hang on one like a suit of lead. But that is not your current
problem.
Not only does the stuff that needs doing or reading or viewing or
visiting get larger and larger and larger, but the doer, the organism
that is supposed to do all this stuff, works within cruel
limitations. The way attention moves like the beam of a torch means
we can only get on with one thing at a time at a conscious level, and
once the beam of the torch has moved on, then we are in danger of
forgetting what we have just been attending to. Long-term memory
compensates for this to some degree, but not very much. We need to
write notes to ourselves just to compensate for all the forgetting we
do, as well as maintain a library of reference books we can call on
so that we can give the memory a poke or a kick-start when we need
to.
But to return to the main subject, we run out of time because we get
interested or involved in more things than we can possibly cope with
inside of a human lifetime. In my case it happens over and over with
different occupations, any one of which would be sufficient to fill
my time until I tumble into my grave.
So, as well as the books I have started but not finished, and the
books I have not even started, there are books I have finished, but
have started to read for the second time. And I am only talking about
books. No mention of other reading material I have, such as
newspapers and magazines and downloaded articles from the Internet.
None of this will stop me from going to Britain to buy more books,
partly because some of those I buy will take precedence over some I
already have on my shelves. They will be more interesting, more
pertinent, more entertaining than what I already have. But the fact
remains that I have more books than I can cope with already.
Then, take specific subjects of interest, like the Great War of 1914-
1918. There now exists 90 years of popular and scholarly literature
on this subject. It is a bottomless pit. Just the one debate about
whether lives were needlessly thrown away on the Western Front can
involve you in years of wading through articles, books, memoirs,
downloads etc. I have spent a few years now on World War I and there
are still whole areas of it, like the Eastern Front, that I know next
to nothing about. And everything is connected. Once an interest in
the Great War has been established, it proves difficult to avoid
getting interested in the Peace of Versailles that succeeded it, and
the consequences that followed from that Treaty.
How have I coped now and in the past with the tendency of interests
to become overwhelming?
And I am still feeling that sense of being overwhelmed over and over
again, with respect to different activities. Even something like
maintaining the facade of the bungalow. Around July or August I can
have such a wish-list in my head that it brings me to the brink of
despair. I could not do that number of repairs to the property in
five summers, let alone one. Everything has connections. Even
maintaining a property can become a bottomless preoccupation.
0933 - 14.10.08 - Robert Mugabe has brought his country to the brink
of collapse by authorising the seizure of farms run by whites by the
"war veterans". Much of his recent behaviour is inexcusable, and he
is near the top of most people's shit-list. But perhaps he has got a
point.
0962 -
Anonymous. The Economist for Oct 22-28 2005. Article called Nuclear
Confusion.
Ernest Becker. Escape from Evil. Paperback from The Free Press.
Copyright 1975 by Marie Becker.
Cartledge, Paul. Alexander the Great: The Hunt for a New Past.
Macmillan 2004. Youghal Library hardback. Classification 938.07 CAR.
Fildes, Christopher. City and Suburban page in The Spectator for the
issue dated 23rd July 2005.
Gellatly, Angus and Oscar Zarate. Introducing Mind & Brain. Icon
Books 1999. Copyright 1998. Non-fiction comic. Drawings by Oscar
Hoeg, Peter. Miss Smilla's Feeling for Snow. Translated from the
Danish by F David. Danish publication 1992. English translation
copyright 1993. UK hardback by Harvill. I have a Flamingo paperback
from Alan Prim's bookshop.
James, William. Pragmatism: A New Name for Some Old Ways of Thinking.
1907. A Project Gutenberg download. File name prgmt10.txt.
Kay, John. The Truth about Markets: Why some Nations are Rich but
most Remain Poor. First publication Allen Lane 2003. Published in
Penguin Books with new material 2004. Copyright 2003 and 2004.
Pinker, Steven. The Blank Slate: The Modern Denial of Human Nature.
BCA 2002.
Tooze, Adam. The Wages of Destruction: The Making and Breaking of the
Nazi Economy.
van der Zee, Bibi. from the Ethical Living section of g2 for The
Guardian newspaper for 17th January 2008. Quoting the paragraphs on
Human Excrement.