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Christ for Sao Luis

Prayer Letter
Gary & Rosie Finley - IVlissionaries
Volume 9 Issue 1
BACK ON THE FIELD

March 1996

arrived safely and soundly in SSo Luis on

to a cancellation in the last leg of our trip

January 31 with only a one hour delay due

When they told us to open our eyes we found ourselves sunuundcd by more than 30 children v/ho had prepared a welcome home party inour honor. without any help from the adults they had prepared a cake and bought two soft drinks for ourparty.

(the night from Belem to Sao Luis),

We had in fact hoped for some sort of delay in

Belem because the scheduled times only allowed us one hour to claim our bags and go through customs. We

They divided one of the soft drinks between Rosie and I,

and the 30 of them shared the other. (To have refused the

knewfrom past experience that it takes longer.

As it turned out , the hour

generous share that they offered us would have been

considered rude.)

delay gave us time to visit with fellow missionary David Bayless who had
come to the airport to greet us as we changed flights.

One of the parents told me afterward that the kids bought the sodas and the supplies to bake the cake with their own money. This was
a considerable sacrifice for children

If you are among those who were praying for all to go well as we

who very seldom have any money of

their own.

passed though customs, you will be glad to know that we did not encounter a single problem. God truly blessed our trip, every step of the
way.

PHTTRrTTES VISITED
While in the US we had the

There were several members

from the two churches wahing to greet

us at the airport when we arrived. We feel greatly blessed to have so

many Christian friends both in Brazil and in the US.

On the second Sunday following our arrival Rosie and I were both sick (apparently from food

privilege of visiting all of our supporting churches (except one). We greatly enjoyed the hospitality which you showed us. Again, we feel very blessed to have such loving Christian friends on two
continents!

poisoning) andwere not able to go to the Sunday Morning worship timewith the Sao Francisco congregation. Thankfully we were feeling better by the afternoon and decided to participate in the worship assembly with the Pirapora church. After the Sunday school lesson, two of the young people ushered us into a
room at the school buildingthat we normally don't use.

Thank you very much for your continued interest in and support of this ministry. We look forward to keeping you informed of what is happening here. If you have specific

questions which we do not address in the newsletter

please write to us or call;
Gary & Rosie Finley
C. P. 1088

65001-970 Sao Luis MA Brazil

Phone: 011-55-98-226-1794

Christ For Sao Luis News

LAND PURCHASE
As we visited our supporting churches this past year we informed you of the need to purchase land for the Pirapora congregation. This land will cost a minimum of $30 per square meter (a little less than 10 square feet).
The church needs a lot that measures at least 10 meters x

Due to escalating rent prices throughout the city we

have been forced to close our outreach center that

operated under the name Cetiiro de Estudos BibUcos

(Center for Biblical Studies). When we first rented
the room that housed the center we were paying

20 meters (approximately 30 x 60 feet). However, to allowfor future growth, a larger lot would be desirable.
Based on those variables we know that the land will cost a minimum of $9,000.00. As of February 22,

$150.00 a month. That price increased to nearly $400.00 in February. We continue to maintain our
team office in another room located in the same

$3,000.00 has been given toward this purchase. If your congregation has not yet participated in this oiTering, we ask that you do so within the next month if at all possible.
To those who have already contributed we say

building. If our monthly support should increase , or if rent prices should come back down, we will reopen the center. For the present time we are focusing on
other methods for outreach.

thank you, and ask that you continue to pray that God will
provide the remainder of what is needed.

The Sao Francisco congregation which was meeting

in the outreach center has moved its Sunday services
to the home of one of the members.

Jr. high and high school age youth from Christian

Churches located in the Amazon region (Araguaina, Belem, Maraba and Sao Luis) participated in a five

Praise &. Thanksgiving

We enjoyed a safe flight home with no hassles in
customs. We now have the tools we need to be good stewards of our time and to take advantage of ministry opportunities.

day long retreat over the Carnaval weekend. This year's retreat was held in Araguaina. Three young people from the Pirapora church attended. John and
Ruth Navis and Jamerson Silveira went along as
sponsors.

Gary is enjoying life(especially food) a lot more

since his surgery this past October to correct a problem with his esophagus. We received news on February 22 that we have been
.. r a v e r

Matters

accepted by a new health insurance provider (its a long story, just praise God for how He has worked
out a solution, He knows the rest of the story).
God continues to meet our financial needs even

Please pray for the spiritual growthof all the believers

among the two congregations.
Three members of the Sao Francisco church and two

though the dollar has lost about 40%of its buying power since July 1994. A 10% correction in the exchange rate just as we arrived back has helped
substantially.

members of the Pirapora church are not currently participating in the worship assemblies. Pray that
God will convince them anew of their need for Him. That the members of the Sao Francisco church wdll

Three young men (ages 16-19) were baptized into Christ in December and January and are now

begin to evangelize. So far all the evangelism has

been done by the missionaries. Hence, they are not growing like the Pirapora congregation.

participating with the Pirapora congregation.

On February 20 we held our second annual retreat for the two congregations. More than 35 people (including 5 visitors) came togetherfor a day of fun,
fellowship and worship.

Four people who are currently studying the Good

News lessons in the Pirapora area - that they will
make decisions for Christ.

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Christ For Sao Luis / 2240 E. Calumet Street / Centralia, IL 62801
Volume 9 Issue 2

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June/July 1996

And the Lord added...............

Praise God, He has blessed not

only Dona Katia and her family, but the Pirapora congregation as a whole through
her decision.

active in the congregation where she first heard the gospel proclaimed.
However, since her return to

Sao Luis two years ago she had not

become involved with any local church.

It now seems likely that later this

year Seu Silvestre and one or two other

On January 10 IzanUdo was baptized into Christ by our coilegue
Jamerson Silveira,
old.

During the month of April, Rosie

taught her our Good /^ews lessons, discovered that she had previously
made a commitment to the Lord, and

men in the Pirapora church will be set aside as the congregation's first deacons.
On June 2 Patricia Alencar dos

Izanildo is 18 years

invited her to join with the Sao Fran

cisco church.

He came to Sao Luis without his

family when he was 16 years old to find

work and obtain a better education than

Santos (daughter of Ernandes and Alcina

from the Sao Francisco congregation) was

Reeont Ennts

would have been possible in the small

fishing village where he grew up.

baptized by Rosie.
Patricia was the first person in Sao Luis to agree to study with us when we began our evangelistic efforts over 5

On Good Friday 73 people from the Pirapora area packed into the
school classroom we use for our

During the last two years he has often felt quite alone, living with a local family that offered himwork, but often did
not treat him well.

years ago. In January of 1993 her mother

and father both became Christians, but Pa tricia was reluctant to commit her life to
the Lord.

worship times to watch the Por tuguese version of the film Jesus on video. On Saturday evening
we showed the film in Sao Fran cisco with more than 20 in atten
dance.

Now, by the grace of God, he is part of the family of God. He has a new
network of friends and mentors who love him and look out for his interests.

In the meantime she continued to

Thanks to the help of God's peo

ple he now has a new job, some pressing

health care needs have been attended to,

attend, occassionally, our group Bible studies and worship times. She also con tinued to study the Bible with Rosie in English.
When we traveled to the US last

On FridayJune 14 we showed the English version of the film to a group of ft"iends (advanced stu dents of English) in our home. On April 12 &13 Rosie held a
lock-in at our home for the 5th

and above all he has a new purpose for his

life.

On April 5 Kdtia Cardoso das Santos (32 years old, mother of 3) was immersed to begin a new life in Christ. Dona KMia was baptized by her husband Sylvestre. For the past two years it has been our hope that Seu Sylvestre would be among the first deacons to be ordained in the Pirapora congregation, and that eventually he would become the congregation's first elder. The only ob
stacle we could forsee was the fact that his

year for our furlough, Patricia went whh us. As a professional English teacher, she wanted an opportunity to improve her lan guage skills by living for a short time with
an American family.

through 8th grade giris from the Pirapora church .

She stayed two months in the home of Randy and Beverly Crane (Randy
is an elder in the Calumet Street Christian

On Saturday evenings we are lead ing two beginner level English lan guage Bible studies. Rosie leads a group which meets in our home, Gary leads a group in Pirapora.
Please help us be good
stewards of the Lord's re
sources.

Church in Centralia, our home congrega tion).

During that time she saw first hand the beauty of Christ lived out in the lives and relationships of His people. She came away more convinced than ever that
she wanted the same influence in her own
life.

wife was not yet a follower of Jesus.

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Duringthat time we prayed regu larly that Katia would become receptive to the Gospel. Early this year when our coworker John asked her again if she would like to study our Good News lessons, she accepted.

On May 19 Ivonise (25) began

to serve Christ along with the Sao Fran

cisco congregation. She was baptized in

Beiem while a student at the Federal Uni

closed form and return It

to us today!

versity of Para. At that time she became

UPDATE ON LAND FOR OUR CHURCHES

Sao Francisco

Pirapora
Transportation is a much greater concern for the Pirapora congregation than it is for Sao Francisco.
Wlien we informed the Pirpora church of the possibility that SF would obtain land in Vinhais they were very quick to

The process of obtaining land for the two congregations in

Sao Luis is moving forward.

The municipal government operates a program through which not for profit organizations such as schools and churches can solicit a parcel of land from the city. The problem with the programfor our churclies has been the areas where the
available land is located.

tell us that they are not interested in traveling by bus to attend

worship. So mucii for any thought of trying to merge the two

groups once SF has land on which to build. Honestly, considering how crowded the buses are on Sunday (mostly with peopleheading to or from the beach who
often have had too much to drink), the number of families with
small children, and the limited financial resources of most of

The institutional areas in the two sections of town where

our churches are meeting (Sao Francisco and Pirapora) were

deeded out years ago when the areas were first developed.
in Iviarcii liie Sao Francisco congregaiion coticiuded that

purchasing land in the Sao Francisco area will probably never be a possibility. An adequate size lot located near tlie main
avenue would cost more than $40,000.00. With the difficulty

the families in the church (a two way bus trip would be more than a day's wages for several of the families), we cannot

realistically expect them to take the bus to attend worship. Our otily option for the Pirapora congregation continues to be the purchase of land in the Pirapora area. Two lots have
come onto tiie market in recent months. One is unsuitable

we have encountered trying to raise only one fourth that amount for the Pirapora church (see next section), we had to admit that it just isn't going to happen.

Consequently, the congregation decided to pursuethe option of relocating to an area of town where land is still
available for donation.

because of its location. It isjust 50 yardsfrom Assembly of (ioci church building (they are the only other non-Catholic church in the Pirapora area). Like most of the Assembly of

God congregations in the city, they have several loudspeakers

mounted outside tiieir building so that every one within a

The congregation contacted the municipal government to find out where in the city they might be able to obtain an

quarter mile can hear all of the frenzy that is taking place
inside.

adequatesize lot. Afler several meetings with personnel from the Departmentof Urban Land Managementwe were ableto
locate a large lot situated near the main bus route in an area
called Vinhais.

The other lot is ideally situated on the main avenue. The size (a little over 700 square meters) is perfect for the church's
needs in the foreseeable ftiture. The owner is asking

By car Vinhais is only 10 minutes from Sao Francisco. The area is composed mostly of middle class, single family
homes.

$30,000.00 for the property. However, if we were ableto

offer him half that amount with cash in hand he would probably accept the ofler.
The trouble is we do not have $15,000.00 to offer.

The process of obtaining land through this program is long and complicated. We filed our application the second week of
March, Twice each week we sent Jamerson to check on the

Thanks to the generosity of several of our supporters we have

raised $4,600,00 since June of iast year. However, it has been some time sinceany new contributions have come in.

progress. The bureaucracy here is hard for most Americans to imagine. From beginning to end an application likeours will
pass across the desks of more than 20 city officials.

If yourcongregation is a financial supporter of this ministry, and you have not yet contributed towardthisproject
we ask that you make your participation a matter of urgent
prayer.

Near the end of April we were notified tliat the processing of all requests for donated land has been suspended until after the Mayoral elections in October & the inauguration of the new mayor in January. The reason cited was a city ordinance
intended to prevent vole buying.

Without your help the Pirapora church is nevergoing to have its own building. Without a building, much of our time and effort each year is less productive than it could be.
We believe that to be good stewards of the regular support you entrust to us each month, it is essential for the Pirapora church to begin conslmction of its own building this year. Please discuss amongst yourselves and with the Lord what your participation willbe.

We will resubmit our application to the new government in January. If it is approved, and we are granted the lot that we have requested, it will need to be cleared, filled and leveled before construction could begin. Hopefully for an iiwestment of about $3,000.00 we would have a site ready to build on.

Please pray that ourapplication will be quickly approved

after the new year.

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Gary & Rosie Finley - Missionaries
Volume 9 Issue 3
YOU CANE-MAIL USAT:CFSL@fVWW.ELO.COM.BR

August 1996

CHRIST FOR SAO LUiS/2240 EAST CALUMET/CENTRALIA, IL 62801

The equipping ttHni/tfy

_5_ out of ajob. No, I don't look favorably at
the prospect of being unemployed. Rather, 1 am excited that others in the church are learning to do the work of ministry.
I believe that God has called us (His church) to continually prepare new workers for His harvest fields {Ephesians 4:11-13).

Instead, one of our men, Sylvestre, has

led us in a study through the book of Ephesians. From the firsl week 1 knew that I could probably do a better job. But that isn't the point. The point is: How well can Sylvestre do the job? How can 1 help him do it hette?'?

1have put more work into this Sunday afternoon's sennon than any 1have preached since we arrived back in Brazil this past January. There is just one difference. 1won't be the one preaching it. Edvan, a young man who has been a Christian for about two years now will deliver the message. I met with him three times over the past two weeks to help him select a text of Scripture, develop an outline, illustrate and apply the biblical truths, and polish his delivery. He is ready, and I am anxious to hear the finished message tomorrow afternoon at Pirapora.
Sure, it would have been a lot easier for

This Sunday Sylvestre will finish the study in Ephesians. I was planning to take over until John gets back near the end of September.
Praise God, I don't get to!

Three weeks ago I announced the new series we would begin in August. Afterward, Wilson (who has been a Christian a little over a

me to write my own sennon and preach it myself But then, a few years from now, the church wouldn't have the new preacher that I hope and pray Edvan will become. For the past two months John Navis (our usual adult Sunday School teacher) has been on furlough. In his absence it would have been easy for me to step in and teach the adult class.

year) approached me and asked if he could

teach the new series! He has taught a single

lesson on two previous occasions, so I know he

is ready for the challenge.

Please pray that God will continue to raise up new workers to help put me out of a
job!

Welcome back john 4 ruth

(Well, sort of)

Praise A Thanksgiving
Several churches which John & Ruth visited

The Navis family left for the States on May 16 to visit their supporting churches. But, due to visa difficulties with their daughter Maria Helena, they could not stay in the US more than
60 days.
They arrived back in Sao Luis the third week of July. Ruth and the kids will now remain in Sao Luis while John returns to the US on July 29 (with this newsletter in hand!) to spend another two months visiting the remainder of their supporting churches.

during thefirst halfoftheirfurlough raised the money neededfor Seu Silvestre and his wife
Katia to travel to the University hospital in Sao Paulo. Threeyears ago Silvestre had heart valve replacement surgery performed at this hospital. For more than a year now he has been having difficulty that might indicate the valve is malfunctioning. Doctors in Sao Luis lack the equipment needed to give a proper diagnosis.
Our son Britton celebrated his third birthday on July 6!

7:-:.propcrty update
This month another parcel of land came onto the market in the Pirapora area. The lot
measures 20 x 20 meters (1 meter = roughly 3 feet), and is set in an ideal location. All of the

God's lovefor us is unconditional. It does not depend on how successful we are or how good we are. We do not earn or deserve God's love, he gives it to usfreely(See Romans 5:8-11).

church members who actually live in Pirapora

live on the same street. This is the comer

property at the entrance to their street.

The owner is asking $13,500 for the lot. I offered him the amount that we have to spend ($4,600), but he was not interested. If we could offer at least $8,000 he would probably accept.

On July 4 Rosie fell while walking in the downtown area and severely sprained her left ankle. It has been in a cast for the past four weeks. Next Tuesday (July 30) she will have
the cast removed and the doctor will decide

The money for purchasing land for the Pirapora church will have to come from our contributors in the US. The congregation simply does not have the means to buy land on its own.
If you believe that this ministiy is worthy of your ongoing monthly support, then please help us in a significant way with this special project. We are missing many ministry opportunities each month due to the continuing lack of a building.

what the next phase of treatment should be. Please pray for her recovery, and for her encouragement as she begins physical therapy. (Chasing two young children isn't easy, even when everything works fine!)
Remember John Navis as he returns to the

US to continue visiting their supporting churches. In August and September he will travel about 6,000 mile by himself, and John
hates to drive.

Pray that God will lead us to people who are prepared to hear the Good News, and give us wisdom and boldness to proclaim the message as we should.

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Gary & Rosie Finley - Missionaries
Calumet Street Christian Church / 2240 East Calumet Street / Centraiia, IL 62801 Phone:(618)533-4421 Gary & Rosie'sE-mailaddress; CFSL@ELO.COM.BR
Volume 9

Issue 3

November 1996

lAMD TOR THE PIPAPORA CHURCH HAS BEE PURCHASED!

For the past two years we have been keeping you abreast ofdevelopments in our search for land inthe Pirapora area ofSao Luis. The congregation that began meeting in that location about three years ago has grown consistently since

its founding. We began the church, meeting in the homes ofthe first converts. For most ofthe past three years we have
met in a rented school house.

Now, by the grace ofGod and the generosity ofHis people the congregation owns its own land! Measuring approximately 60'xl00', the lot islocated on the comer ofa main avenue. Itannexes a bus stop served by atleast 14 bus lines. Itlies midway between the homes oftlie member families who live inPirapora and those who live in Vila LobSo.
None of the current members will have to walk more than 10 minutes to arrive at our property.

It is the "ideal" lot that we described in our June/July newsletter. At that time the owner was asking $30,000 for the land. In August we contracted an independent realtor to negotiate for us. He wasableto convince the owner to

reduce the price to $20,000.00. It took nboiit a month for usto verify allthe documents relative to the property and i; itwas free of alldebts and
back taxes. We finalized the purchase on October i.

We immediately solicited three estimates for building plans and set to work clearing and leveling thelot, building a temporary guard house, digging the

foundation for the security wall, and soliciting a provisional hook-up of water and
electricity. Beyond the $20,000.00 we paid to the owner, we have spent $1,687.72 for title search and other documents needed before the sale, transfer

taxes, docimienting theland in the name of thechurch, paying the independent

realtor, tools, materials for the guard house and paying a hired laborer. On October 29 we awarded the contractfor developing the building plans to the lowestofthe three bidders.

Roberto or "Bob" (he studies English and likes to be called Bob), isa civil engineer with nearly 20years experience in his field. He works inthe office of city hall that will have to approve the project and issue a building penmt (here that is not considered a conflict ofinterest). His bid of$2,640.00 was by far the lowest (the other bids were $4,500.00 and $8,100). For that price we will receive all ofthe building plans (architectural, structural, electrical, hydraulic, civil, etc. - 12
in all), filing of the applications for the necessary permits, and on-site visits during construction.

Hopefiilly we will have all ofthe building plans and pennits to begin our construction inPirapora bythe end of
December, Thefirst phase will take about 3 months to complete if our finances don't runout. Wewill begin with the classroom wing, an upside down "L" shaped building that will eventually house 6 classrooms 12'xl5'. Initially, halfthe L will not have any dividing walls, so it can be used as a temporary auditorium . The main auditorium will be a stand- alone structure that will measure about 30'x45'. If we have the money in hand when it is needed the auditorium canprobably be
built in an additional two or threemonths. However, we anticipate that raising those fimds may take a year or more (of

course, if our supporting churches want to surprise us by providing themoney allat once wepromise not to be too
disappointed).

Thematerials for theshell (untreated masonry walls, tile roof, rough cement floor) of the two buildings will exceed $25,000.00. Since wewill be recruiting as much volunteer labor as possible wedo not know yet what ourlabor costs will be. We also do not know yet if we(as a not-for-profit organization) will be exempted fi"om some of thetaxes

associated with construction. One in particular (INSS, based ona percentage ofestimated labor costs) can be quite high.
Please pray that God will continue to bless this projectas He has to this point.

Any contributions designated for construction should bemarked "Building Fund". We will keep you apprised of
our progress as the new "House of worship in Pirapora" takes shape!

COMING EVENTS FOR NOVEMBER, DECEMBER AND JANUARY

November 15 - Men's prayer breakfast; To challenge/equip inen from both churches to become spritual leaders in thier families.
December 7 - Annual women's retreat in Belem (12 hours by bus), we hope to send aileast three ladies from each congregation. December 25 - Christmas banquet and combined worship assembly for both th^ Pirapora and SSo Francisco churches.
January 5,12,19,26 - Teacher training workshops ledbyRuth Navis

Christ For Sao Luis Prayerletter

INCREASED SUPPORT URGENTLY NEEDED

In October of 1995 we sentour budget for calendar year 1996 out to the churches which support thisministry on a monthly basis. That budget called for a monthly income of $4,100.00 to meetour commitments in ttieareaof working expenses (Finis's working fimd, teamworking fund contribution, transportation, fiurlough fimd, forwarding agents
expenses) and personal expenses (salary, housing, etc.).
From January through October 1996 incoming support has averaged only slightly above $3,330.00 per month.

This shortfall ($800.00each month)coupledwith increased medical expenses for the Finleys(incurred mostly duringtheir furlough) has depletedour generalflmd balance. In order to meet current expensesfor the past few monthswe have been forced to borrow from special fund accounts such as the Finleys resettlement fund.

For the Finleys to remain on the mission field in 1997we mustincrease incoming supportby about 25%. In order to containexpenses to the maximum extentpossible, two items for their 1997 budgethavebeen reduced from 1996 levels,

onehas been eliminated entirely. Several items have been leftat 1996 levels. Sixitems had to be increased slightly to
keeppace withrisingpricesin SSo Luis. The 1997budgetreflects an overall increase of$150.00/month overthe 1996 amounts. All churches which supportthisministry on a monthly basisshouldhavereceived a copy ofthe 1997budgetin the past week. Ifyou are an individual supporter and wouldlike a copy ofthe detailed budgetpleasecontactus at the address on the frontof this newsletter and we will be happyto provideyou withone.
We hope that our currentsupporterscan help us make up a significant portion ofthe $800.00 monthly shortfall. We alsoappeal to churches whoare not current supporters of this ministiy to consider including us in your missions
budget for 1997.

Church Plans Ordination of First Deacon

At its annual business meeting on October 6, 1996 the Pirapora congregation voted unanimously to set aside Sylvestre Cardoso dos Santos as the church's first deacon. During the past two years Sylvestre has repeatedly demonstrated himselfwilling to receive training and cany out various ministries on behalfof the church. In January we will conduct an ordination service to formally set him aside to this calling. Silvestre has been active in evangelism, discipleship, teaching andpreaching. He also has served the church for the pasttwo years as treasurer. Please prayfor the

continued spiritual growth of Silvestre and his family. Also, please pray aiong with us that God will use his efforts and
ability to continually guide the Pirapora church toward maturity in Christ.

UPDATE ON EVANGELISM

In October we rejoiced along with the angelsin Heaven as Carlos (a young man of 14) made the decisionto follow Jesus. On a beautiful Saturday morningat Praia Aragagi (one of our nicer beaches) Carloswas b^tized into Christby Sylvestre. Carlos' parents (who are not believers) showedtheir approval ofhis decision by accompanying us to the beach

-to-witQess his bapti^. -

- -

Rosie is currently evangelizing two young ladies who will hopefully join with the Sao Francisco congregation.

Katia (17) recently arrivedin Sao Luis in order to find work and fiirther her education. The teachersat the poorly equippedschool in her small home town had taken Katiaas far as they could. Katia's love for learning is especially evident in the way she ^proaches the Good News lessons Rosie is teaching her. After their second lesson Rosie remarked "I haveneverstudied with anyone more eagerto leam aboutthe Bible".
Ana Paula (22) has been a friend ofours for several years. She began to study the Good News lessons with Rosie once before, but apparently was not ready to make a commitmentto the Lord at that time. She now seems better prepared for the decision that God wants her to make. Ana Paula is in her second year of Studies at the Federal University in So Lufs. She is training to become a registered nurse. Her love for people (especially children) is obvious to all who know
her.

Please pray for these two young women as they finish the Good News lessons with Rosie in the next three weeks. Pray about the decisions they will make and that God wiU help them to grow spirituallyinto the "fullness of Christ"(Eph. 4:13), and that He will do the same for all of us.