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AMIEL'S
THE
JOUENAL
JOURNAL
OF
INTIME
HENRI-FRfiDfiRIC
AMIEL
THANSLATED
WITH
AN
INTRODUCTION
AND
NOTES
BY
MRS.
Author
of
"
HUMPHRY
The
WARD
of
Histoiy
David
Grieve,"
etc.
WITH
PORTRAIT
VOL.
IL
NEW
YORK
MACMILLAN
AND
AND
LONDON
COMPANY
1895
All
rights
reserved
COPTBIGHT,
1893,
Bt
MACMILLAN
AKD
CO.
First
Edition
Edition
(2
Crown
Vols.
Globe
8vo)
1888. March
1885.
Second
(i
and
Vol.
8vo) 1890;
Reprinted
and
January
1891, August,
October, 1892;
January
;
and
April,
1895.
1893;
ary, Janu-
1894
August,
Nortoooti
J. S.
\Brtia
Co. Berwick
"
Gushing Boston,
"
"
Smith.
Mass.,
U.S.A.
21 SI
AMIEL'S
VOL.
JOURNAL.
II.
[Where
no
other
as
name
is
mentioned,
Geneva
is to
be understood
the
author's
place of residence.]
sur
llth
Apj'il1868
in
a
{Mornex
storm
Saleve).
"
I left town
was
great
two
of
of dust hours
among
of
week
here.
wafted to village are my barkings of distant dogs, at the fountain, the songs lower orchards. The
open voices of
window,
of
women
birds
in of
the the
green
carpet
thrown plain is dappled by passing shadows it by the clouds ; the landscape has upon the charm of grace. delicate tint and
a
sort
of
full of Already I am a of wellbeing, I am sense tasting the joys of that contemplative state in which the soul, it were the becomes as issuing from itself,
languid
210347
amiel's
journal.
soul
of
country
it
a
or
landscape, and
of
feels
Here
;
livingwithin
is
no more
multitude
lives.
resistance,
affirmative
nature
in
and
seem
heart
opens
things.
non me
This rebus
is what
I love
!
conor.
Nam
mihi
res,
submittere
{Easter Day), Mornex, The day has opened solemnly Eight A.M. and is a religiously. There tinkling of
\2th
April
"
1868
bells
to
from
the
valley :
a
even
the
fields
of
seem
"
be
canticle
a
praise.
and,
ship wor-
worship,
the those ? The
all
not
Christian which
amongst
have
existed
large
the
a new
scale
and
religion of
"
sin, of repentance,
reconciliation
birth
to
the
religion
life
In
"
of
and
be
of
eternal of.
is not
religion
the of
ashamed
spite of all
aberrations
all the
superstitions
formalism,
ugly superstructures of hypocrisy, all the fantastic of theology, the Gospel puerilities
has
modified
the
world
and
consoled
is
not
kind. man-
humanity humanity,
nuich it would
Pagan
but
amiel's
journal.
3
a
be
much
worse
without
an
this
ideal
model
; the
Christian
a
ideal
is
sublime, and
We and
may
to
of
divine
the
beauty. churches,
Jesus.
may
aloof
from
yet
be have
ourselves
the
to
before
We
refuse
suspicious of anything
love
save
clergy,
do and
with the
and
catechisms,
and
came
yet
to
the
Holy
not
Just,
Jesus
who
and
to
curse.
the best always supply us with when of Christianity, and tianity Chriscriticism the has religion of passed away will in all probability survive. After Jesus will Jesus the
as
God
we
shall
come
back
to
faith
in
God
of Jesus.
0^ clock
p.m.
"
I have
been
for
long
the du
"
through woods,
The
and
Pont gray.
Loup.
A with and
an
weather
cold
and
of
some
sort,
for has
songs,
or
of
its drums
has fifes,
hour
a
been my
riotously
The
under
number
window.
crowd
sung
of
songs, but
The
drinking
all
muse more
ballads,
romances,
less
never
heavy
touched
and
our
ugly.
country
people,
Swiss
4
is
not
amiel's
journal.
in its gaiety. graceful even tliis is what A bear in iiigli one spirits thinks of. Tlie poetry it produces too is desperately ? Why vulgar and commonplace. In the first place, because, in spite of the democratic of our philosophies, pretences
race
"
the
classes labour
whose
are
backs
are
bent
with
ual man-
others.
rustic
aestheticallyinferior to the In the next old our place, because peasant poetry is dead, and the peasant,
he tries
to
when
share
the
music
or
the
ceeds suc-
poetry
it.
of in
the
cultivated
classes, only
not
in down
men, that
copying
that has
it
there fact
class
to
can
for
all
in
done
wrong
As
we
everything
no
is not
first-rate. offence
longer according to a
can
without
certain compare
we
only
the
seem
best
to
that
us
exists,and
more
then
they
more
naturally
mediocre,
before.
deformed
than
If
the the
individuals is
a
place.
of law
art.
There and
a
fallingback
the them
domain
see
And
meanwhile before
artists
their
bete-noii-e,the
amiel's
journal.
bourgeois, the Philistine, the presumptuous ignoramus, the quack who plays at science,
and the
'
the
feather-brain
of the
who
thinks
himself
equal
said
Commonness in The
doUe
plants.
of but
of
inevitable
it is after
one
of
time's
venges. re-
Humanity,
itself
on
having organised
dissimilarity of individuals, is now organising itself on the basis of their similarity, and the one sive excluthe other. true principle is about as as
Art
no
the
basis
of
the
doubt
will
lose, but
all has
Is not
levelling-down
been ?
law
of
will the the
nature,
not
levelled So
that
all have
is
been
destroyed
all it blind been
world
striving with
of what
its force
for
destruction forth
!
has
itself
of
brought
its
own
Life
;
as
is the
pursuit
said of
negation
nature
has works
also
she
labours
own
weaves
her
of
wicked, for her own ment, disappointwhat she at hates, she shroud, and piles up the
the tomb.
stones
her
own
'
God
not
may
we
forgive us,
Just
as
for
the
we
know of
what
sum
force
is
always
and
in the
material
universe,
presents
amiel's
journal.
spectacle
not
of
diminution
nor
of
mentation aug-
of
phosis, metamorsimply of constant it is not so impossible that the sum and good is in reality always the same,
but
that
therefore
all
progress
on
on
one
side side.
is
compensated
this
were so
inversely
we
another
If
that to ought never say as a period or a people is absolutely and whole time another or superior to another people, but only that there is superiority in
certain
man
points.
and consist in
The
man
great
difference
on
tween be-
would,
the
art
of
principles, transforming
latent
power
these
vitality into
into would
so or
and spirituality,
energy.
useful hold
that
The
same
difference and
tion, na-
successive
nation the of
in
history would
of
the
extraction
of humanity from a given amount animality. Education, morals, and politics would
the
art
be
of
the
of is to
the say,
same
art,
gaging disenessence
of
pure
form
and
subtlest
of
our
individual
being. (Sunday,
A Mid-day). sides a depressing
"
26th
April
1868
self.
amiel's
journal.
7 walk.
I have
Ten
P.M.
"
Visits
and
spent
the
have
seen
evening
alone.
me
Many
of
things
wisdom.
selves them-
to-day
I have
taught
the
lessons
hawthorns
covering
the
the
with
blossom, and
up
valley
of
the
springing spring.
of conduct
not
afresh
been the
under
the
I have
on
spectator
men
faults will
in
bellion re-
part of old
whose natural
the
grow
heart
law.
have
in its working of marriage tened frivolotis and commonplace forms, and lisI have been to trivial preaching. a of griefs without witness hope, of loneliness
watched
that
claimed
one's the
pleasantries on
to
pity. I subject
of
the
once
have
listened
to
of
madness,
birds. message in
the
merry has
songs had
the
same more
everything
me
'
Place
yourself
harmony
will of
with
the
;
universal
a
law
accept
the
God while
make it is
;
"
and
the
cheerful
repeat
in
Apostle,
state
have
learned
to
whatsoever
'
am
therewith
be
content."
26th of
After
the
all the
storms
during
amiel's
journal.
months
own
have Individual
to
my be pure
able
reascend
into
the
region
of
the
recover
terested disinmy
towards
subjective miseries,
and
I
plative contemever ceed suc-
regain
state
purely
of mind
scientific
? the
Shall
needs
in
me ever
forgetting all
earth and
pure
to
which ?
! I
bind
to
humanity
Alas it believe
Shall
cannot
become
spirit?
to
persuade
an
myself
I me,
see
possible
weakness
do
no
for
instant.
upon
infirmity
feel
I
cannot
and
close
affection, and
and
remember that that
I know my I
that
I have
are
and has
that
all my away.
faculties
flown
ceiving de-
me
of
awaits myself as to the fate which : increasing loneliness, mortification spirit,long-continued regret, melancholy
"
to
be
consoled age,
a
nor
confessed,
a
old
!
slow
decay,
death
in
desert
Terrible
to
me
dilemma has
Whatever
its savour, escapes
lost
all and
that will
could
always
Every
impulse
amiel's
I
journal.
ends
in
weariness
and
disappointment.
thy apamust
we
Disconragement,
:
depression, weakness,
dismal and series
which
there
ever
is the
be
are
for
begun
re-begun, while
rock
to
still Is
life.
of
plunge
one
head-foremost
the may,
to
gulf
the
No,
solution
to
rebel
"
there
is but
to to
we
submit
accept,
still what
can.
aspirations, our
We
once
"
dreams, give
up
that
must
be of
ficed. sacri-
must
the
hope
of
ness happiself
for
to
all !
"
Immolation this
or
the
death
self,
of
is the
only suicide
In my
which
is either
useful
permitted.
and
secret
present
mood
there
indifference
is
some
estedness, disinter-
ill-humour,
; there
a
some
wounded
pride, a little
in is
rancour
is selfishness claim
for
rest
short,
is
since in
premature
Absolute
in the that
implied
it.
disinterestedness
perfect humility
under foot
no
for the
more
I have
self
wish
for
nothing
I must
; but
that what
what
is wanted.
; I must
wish
God
to
wishes
pass
rifice sac-
from
indifference
to
from
self-devotion.
which
lO
AMIEL'8
JOURNAI-.
would of
fain
put away
shame
from
of
me
misery
ing suffer-
living,the
as a common
existing
who bitter
creature
missed
his
vocation
; it is the
and
increasing
of
own
of
the
declining
power,
Wilt
healed
'
the
to
of
last who
Sunday's
are
sermon.
Come
me,
all ye
I will
weary
and
"
heavy
'And
laden,
if
our cur
and
heart
give
you us,
rest.'
condemn
God
is greater
than
heart.'
21th the
August
^
1868.
"
To-day
I
took often
up lated vio-
again.
and
is
a
have
forgotten
true
son
its lessons. of
my
Still,this volume
and life. breathes Whenever of my
to
me
soul,
inner
sciousness con-
the I
true
spirit of
to
the
my is
wish
revive
own
tradition, it
over
ant pleas-
to
read
has
this such
were
little
scant
which
had
gnomic justice
I in that
it,and
often
which,
I
to
it
to
another's,
feel truth
with
quote.
like that
as
have
may
attained
be
relative
defined of with
consistency
with
"
self,the
of
harmony
appearance
ity, realother
thought
expression,
in
AMIEL'S
JOtJRNAL.
II
words,
strictest
of the
word.
21st
autumn
September
effect.
this
1868
gloom
floated
morning,
us
gray
whole
mist
of rain
between
the
circle blue
of
mountains.
which made
Now
strip of
at
sky
has of sends of
a
its appearance
first behind
the
distant
to
mounted
grown
larger,
the
of
and
dome
heaven,
swept
down
clear
iis
streaming
convalescent
the
sun.
day
that
promises
well.
a
kindly,
Thus softened
and after
all is well
a season
ends
tears to
of
return
are
sober
and
to
joy
that
may you
us.
Say
upon graces
yourself
autumn
entering
that of
the
the of
are
of
your
life ;
the gone,
splendours
but
summer
that
autumn
too
has
The
autumn
weather
is often but
mist,
still
the
delights the eyes, and touches the yellowing leaves caressingly : it is the time for fruit, for for harvest, for the vintage, the moment Here making provision for the winter.
"
air is still
12
amiel's
journal.
the
herds
to
have
the
already
we are.
come
down vreek
chalet, and
to
next
they will
time has
lower
is
a
than
This
us
living barometer
the
come
warning
say
that
the
to
farewell
to
to
mountains.
gain, and everything to lose, by despising the example and of nature, making arbitrary rules of stood, ( )ur liberty, wisely underlife for oneself.
There
is
nothing
Is but
voluntary
of life.
"
obedience
to
the
universal
its month
laws of
My
life has
reached
it in the
fact
I3th of
two
November books
sur
18G8.
"
by
la
Charles
cherches elementaire
Methode,
is the
as
1857
Precis
de of
Philosophie,
Secretan
philosophy
Christianity,
considered
true
religion.
of
to
Subordination
of
to
nature
to
ligence, intelwill
intelligence
f aitli,
"
will, and
is its
of
dogmatic
such
get eral
framework.
are no Unfortunately there or comparative, or hi: 'orisigns of critical, cal study in it,and as an apologetic, in which satire is curiously mingled with rificat glo"
of the
religion of love,
"
it leaves
amiel's
journal.
13
A
upon
one
an
impression
of parti pns.
tlie compliilosophy of religion,apart from parative science of religions, and apart also from and a disinterested general philosophy of history, must less always be more or It is only pseudoarbitrary and factitious. of scientific,this reduction human life to
three
The
spheres
author
"
industry, law,
to
me
and
religion.
a
seems
to
possess than
ous vigora
and mind.
profound
Not
mind,
is he
rather
free
dogmatic, but he of a given religion, dogmatises in favour to his whole which allegiance is pledged. Besides, Christianity, being an X which
each author church
only
defines
the way;
not
same so
in
its
own
way,
the
takes
X in
liberty,and
that
he is
defines
at
once
the
too
his
free
and
to
free
enough
; too
free
in free
respect
historical
enough
in
respect
to
Christianity,not Christianityas a
does
not
ticular par-
church.
He
satisfy the
Reformed does
not
Schellingian type of speculation, which consists in logically deducing a particular religion that is to say, in making philosophy the servant of Christian is a legacy from the theology Middle Ages.
"
"
14
After
amiel's
journal.
belief
is not
a
comes
judgment
A
see
; but
liever bethe it
judge.
view
what
lives round
:
in
ocean,
cannot
but
it cannot
a
it ;
take
of the the
therefore In order
it cannot
to
judge
ocean we
is.
must
Christianity place
in
must
put
work frame-
it
in
its proper
regard it as a part of the religiousdevelopment of humanity, and so judge it,not from a Christian point of view,
but
nee
from studio.
human
point of view,
sine
ira
IGth
December
state
1868.
"
I
as
am
in my
the
poor the
most
painful
November
of
anxiety
Heim.
.
to
.
kind
30th
friend, Charles
I have then these
Since
.
had
said
two
no
letter from
the dear
to
me.
invalid, who
How
to
long
me,
"
weeks
have
I have feel
and
how
keenly
looks, of
are
that
many those
a
last words,
Such
last
they love
of
ment. testa-
words
looks
a
kind
They
which
solemn
and
an
sacred effect
acter charof
our
merely
that
imagination.
of death in
to
which
is
on
the
brink
extent
some
to
speak
he says
us
beyond
the
tomb
; what
amiel's
jourxal.
15
a
has
the
an
effect
upon
us
of
we
sentence,
upon him
an as
oracle,
one
injunction
with words
look
second
come
sight. naturally
The
;
Serious
to
and
man
the the of
feels
life
before
escaping him,
him.
and
grave
opening
nature
are
depths
the
Divine
his
then
no
revealed
within
him
need
us
longer
to
hide
itself.
or
Oh
do
not
let
wait
be
just
we
pitiful or
love
demonstrative
towards
are
those down !
until
or
they
we
or
we
struck death
too
by
is for
are
illness
threatened
have the
with
never
Life
time
short, and
much those
hearts
of
who
us.
gladdening travelling
to
the
dark
journey
haste
with
to
Oh, be swift
!
love, make
26th died soul ceased
be
kind
December
1868.
at to
"
My
dear
A
friend
this has
to
morning
returned suffer
!
Hy6res.
heaven.
beautiful So
he ?
has
Is he
happy
or
now
If
on
men
are
always
more
less
deceived
it is because subject of women, they do not women forget that they and speak that altogether the same language, and words have the not same weight or the same meaning for them, especially in questions the
of
feeling.
Whether
from
shyness
amiel's
journal.
or
precaution
out
or
artifice, a
knows
woman
never
speaks
lier she
wliole herself
it
to
thought,
of is.
and
over more-
what
a
it is but
part
of
what
seems
really
be
Complete
to to
to
frankness and
impossible
seems
her,
be it
complete
her.
self-knowledge
If is
a
forbidden
is because
even
she riddle
is
sphinx
doubtful
has
no
us,
ing mean-
she
to
of
herself. she
She
need
A
woman
of
perfidy, for
is
is mystery
itself.
something
deal
a
illogical, and
great
of
contradictory.
ought
to
forbearance deal
of
be
shown
her, and
with
good
to
prudence
she may
exercised
regard
of all
her, for
bring about
pable Caall
innumerable
kinds
of
treason,
to
monstre
sible,'' incomprehenpower,
raised
once
the and
second
the
is at
the
delight
terror
of
The
more
a sum
man
loves,
of
to
the
more
he for
The soul is in
possible grief
its
proportion
degree
of
He
who
is too power
much
afraid
of
being duped
has
lost the
of
being magnanimous.
amiel's
journal.
17
love ends
Doubt
of
us
the doubt
reality of
by
final everything. The result of all deceptions and disappointments is atheism, which not always yield up may which and but its name lurks, secret,
making
masked
as
spectre,
the his
within
the
thought,
'Man fortunes
last love
supreme
depths of explainer.
follows the
is what
is,' and
of his love.
The
art
beautiful
souls
of
the
world
have
an
of
saintly alchemy,
into
by which
the
bitterness
is
converted
kindness,
into
gall of
human
the
gentleness, ingratitude into benefits,insults into pardon. And transformation so ought to become easy
habitual that the and lookers-on
may
experience
and
think
it
spontaneous,
2Tth service ? And of what
sin.
nobody give us
1869.
to
credit
for it.
January
rendered
The is
"
What,
world
of
' '
then, is by good
The
?
the
the
anity Christinews.'
pardon
the
The and
God
of
holiness it
to
loving
Himself
world
reconciling
to
by
of
Jesus, God,
upon
in order the
establish
the
kingdom
heaven
the
city earth,
"
of
souls, the
you
a
life of
here
have
whole 'Love
of ye
it;
but
in
this
is
revolution.
amiel's
journal.
one
another,
one
:
as
have
as
loved
am one
'
you
'Be the
is the
ye
with
'
me,
with
Father
for
this
is
life
eternal, here
Faith in
perfection,
salvation, joy.
of
our
fatherly love
God,
who
punishes
desires
and
not
pardons
the
for of
death his
the
"
conversion
power
and the
life,
call
here
of
redeemed.
we
What into
currents
Christianity is
a
vast
ocean,
which of
flow
number
of various
spiritual origin
;
distant
and
religions,that is to say, of Asia and of Europe, the great ideas of Greek wisdom, and Neither especially those of Platonism. its doctrine its morality, as they have nor
been
certain
historically developed,
What
are
new
or
spontaneous.
in it is the human
may
is essential
and
original
that the
practical demonstration
the divine into
nature
one
and
become
may
co-exist,
flame mercy,
one, in ;
fused and
sublime
that
may
man
holiness
meet
together
in is
become is
and
God. Jesus
Christianity
of his absolute love and
the The
Jesus.
with
of
union
God
this
through perfect
self-surrender,
and
tranquil
faith
profound, of his,
vincible, in-
has
amiel's
journal.
19
of and has Jesus has
become
become
religion;
faith From
the
faith
the
of this
millions
torch
millions sprung
has both been of
a
of
vast
men.
such conflagration. And the radiance the brilliancy and revealer and revelation, that the
astonished
in
one
world
has
forgotten
and has whole from of
the
its
justice
to
its
miration ad-
referred
of those
single
which
benefactor
are
benefits
its
The
heritage
conversion
the
past.
and
fessional con-
ecclesiastical
into
Christianity
is the conversion work of of
historical science.
Biblical
historical
Christianity
is
an
philosophical
which faith science.
is to
cannot
Christianity
extent
an
attempt
into of
to
some
illusion, since
resolved
be
The
entirely transference,
the
however,
great
But
Christianity from
the
region of history
is the
we are
region
of
our
of
psychology
What eternal
ing crav-
time. is the
trying
to
arrive
we can
at
Gospel.
before
history and philosophy of religions must assign to must Christianity its true place, and judge It. The Jesus professed religion too which
must
reach
it,
the
comparative
be
has
at
disentangled
taken last
we
from for
which
when
Jesus
are
able
the
20
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
state
of consciousness
of
which
the
is the
eternal
primitive Gospel, we
in it is the
our
goal, for
punctum
of pure
religion.
will and
come
Perhaps
extraordinary
take
the
the
place
of
supernatural,
the the world
will messengers
great
to
of
as
be in
of
God
the
providential revealers
of
through
upon is the
not
spirit
and
God
is
works
mass.
What the
perishing
; it is
admirable
adorable
the
simply village
are so
the Just
arbitrary,the accidental,
as
miraculous. of
a
poor
illuminations
of
a
fete, or out by
small and
tapers
procession,
of
put
the
the
their
sun,
local
with
meanness
doubtfulness,
beside
sink of
into
the
cance insignifiworld
law
of
the incomparable spectacle of human spirits, history, led by that all-powerful Dramaturgus whom
we
call God.
"
Utinam
\st
March
are
1869.
as rare
"
Impartiality
as
and
jectivit ob-
they
are
but is
an
two
which
Selfof
venient con-
interest
inexhaustible
The
number
of
beings
truly
is
extraordinarily
AMIELS
JOUKX.VL.
21
small.
"What
governs truth
as
men
is
to
the
fear
of
truth, unless
is the
that truth.
as
is useful say
common
them, which
is
or
much
to
that
self-interest
principle of
truth
"
the
philosophy,
us
is made this
for
fact
but
not
we
for
humiliating, the majority of people will neither recognise admit it. And thus nor a prejudice of self-love protects all the prejudices of the themselves the are understanding, which result of a stratagem of the ego. Humanity has always slain or persecuted those who
As is
have She
disturbed
this
in
selfish
repose
of
hers. The
an
only improves
progress of
spite of herself.
she
only
which
desires
is
crease in-
All advances in enjoyments. justice,in morality, in holiness, have been forced from her by some or imposed upon noble violence. which is the pasSacrifice, sion of great souls, has never the been law of societies. It is too often by employing vice against another, for example, one ness, vanity against cupidity, greed against idlethat the great agitatorshave broken In a word, the human through routine. world is almost entirely directed by the the law law of nature, and of the spirit,
"
"
which but
is the
leaven
of
its
in
coarse
paste, has
into erous gen-
raising it
22
AMIEL's
From
journal.
the is
point
triste its
of
view
of
the
ideal,
we see
humanity
compare
it with
the
and
that wasted
human its
time.
race
altogether
are
Hence
there
:
three of
;
of
history
from who the
the the
view
the the
starts
ideal
the
of the
the
optimist,
compares view
past
hero-
present
; and
sees
of the
worshipper, who
has
cost
that
ever what-
oceans
tears.
European
the
hypocrisy
themselves
its face
Indian
voluntary suicide
who
throw
under
car.
the
goddess's triumphal
are
And
yet
that
the
sacrifices
on
but
as
the
symbol
is made
We
of what of
in
Europe
their
elsewhere,
offering of
martyrs
say that the
life which
causes.
by
of all
great
may
even
sanguinary goddess is is only spurred to humanity itself,which and by remorse, repents only when progress
fierce and the
measure
of who
its crimes
runs
over. are
The
an
fanatics eternal
sacrifice
themselves
the
protest
We
against only
universal
ishness. selfthose
have
are
overthrown
idols
which
tangible
the elUe
and
perpetual
and
sacrifice
everywhere
generation
amiel's
joc'Rnal.
23
the multitude.
the
salvation
of
destiny
of
ISth
ever
March
come
1869 back
(Thursday).
a
"WheTithe
I
I
from
walk
outside
town
am
disgusted
Out
and
repelled by this
sunshine,
and of
the
cell of mine.
of doors
birds,
life ; in
here, ugliness,
death.
"
melancholy,
was one
the
saddest and
along
memories of
Rhone
of the
Arve,
and
all the
past,
and
disappointments
anxieties like
a
the
present,
of
the
heart
whirlwind
phantoms.
The
took
account
of my
in battle
faults, and
they ranged
ure vultthe
themselves
against
at
me.
of
sense
regret gnawed
of
the
my
heart, and
me
iron
that
now
collar
I had
like the
to
me
failed
was
task
"
of
that
rible ter-
life
spring
which had
is
Ah!
!
All
been all
are
sleep
which
life
again,
the
sorrows
had old
reborn,
and
the
24
which
once
amiel's
journal.
had
more as
been and
gagged
makes the
and
his old
conquered
groans
rises
heard.
It is
thougli all
had
wounds afresh.
opened
Just
one
and
when
bewailed
one
themselves
ceased in
to
think,
sudden
a
when
had
or
succeeded
deadening
all of
it cry
a
feeling by work
the cry
by amusement,
heart,
from
to
is,sends
which
shakes
its
whole that
surrounding
one
edifice.
self one-
supposing
all
had
freed
from
one
other
is still
to
yoke
"
left from
that
impossible
succeeded
but
escape in
of
Time.
have
avoiding
Age
of
all other
the
servitudes,
last
"
I had
reckoned
of age.
to
without
comes,
the
servitude
and
its
weight is equal
taken
gether. to-
that
all
other
oppressions
his
Man,
but the
the
a
under
mortal
As
aspect,
I looked
is
at
species of ephemera.
of
banks
river
the
Rhone,
which
them
or some
have
ten
seen or
flowing past
thousand
the
avenue
twenty
years,
at
the
trees
forming
for
of
so
of the
have
cemetery,
the
; as
which,
I recognised which
two
centuries,
funeral
the
been
witnesses
many
processions dykes,
a
walls,
the
as
the
paths,
that
saw
me
playing
children
child, and
over
watched grassy
other
running
amiel's
journal.
25
bore my
own sense
plain
of the
of
Plain
Palais
"
which
the
childish
steps,
felt
over
I had
sharpest
the the
emptiness
the
me.
of
life and of
flight of
upas the
tree
shadow
I in
gazed
which
into
are
great
selves them-
abyss
which
swallowed call
those
phantoms
are
over
the
that the living living beings. I saw but apparitions hovering for a moment of the ashes of out the earth, made dead, and swiftly re-absorbed by eternal
as
night,
marsh.
the The of
into
the
the
of and
our
joys,
the
a
emptiness
of
our
existence,
filled
to
me
futility
gust. disI ness. wearitality immor! at !
ambitions,
From
with
quiet
regret
to
disenchantment
to
floated
"
on
Buddhism,
the
be
universal
blessed
Ah,
would
what
hope
better
of
worth eyes
at
are
having
one
With
different
at
looks
at
life at
Those
ten,
who
twenty,
alone
thirty,
sixty
live
of this
Another
the
them
; it is
universal
exists for
hiding
men
sadness
world,
forget suffering, sickness, and and sobs death, for smothering the wails "which issue from house, for painting every
26
and Is
amiel's
journal.
beautifying
it out
or
the
hideous
for from the
face
of
realitj-.
and
we
of
tenderness
childhood
youth,
are
is it
careful
a as
simply
to
sense
fear,
sinister
?
"
that truth
thus
veil of
Or
is it from
equity
as
and
does
life contain
more?
much
good
it upon may
evil
perhaps
men
However
rather
be,
his
as
feed
upon
illusion
than
own
Each
one
unwinds
as soon
special
come
hope, and
of it he
sons
he
has
to
to
end his
sits him
his
over
down
lets
same
and
grandsons again.
We
the
experience
and of all.
happiness,
The the
happiness
which
escapes
viaticum
of
can
help
us
in
a
life is that
some
furnished
by
great
And
and
serious
affections. least
a
affections mortal
a
die,
;
a
or
at
their
a
objects child, a
us as
friend,
may
wife,
country,
tomb
;
church,
alone
in
we.
the
duty
lasts
precede as long
This
maxim
exorcises
the
of anger,
discouragement,
and
to
ambition, which
tempt
the
after
another
and
sap
trouble of the
the
"
heart,
O all
swelling
ye saints
with
spring.
of the
amiel's
journal.
27
!
tianity,phalanx deep
ye
come us
of heroes and
over
"
Ye of Ye
too
drank
but
of
weariness
agony
soul,
who
triumphed
forth under ! your
both.
have
victors
from
the
strife,shelter
palms,
fortify us
by
your
example
Gth The haze.
April Alps
are
1869.
Sensations
upon
me
of
all
kinds
have
a
been
crowding
under the
; the
delights of
walk
of a wonderful rising sun, the charms view, longing for travel, and thirst for work, for emotion, for joy, hunger for of happiness and of love. A life,dreams to live, to feel, to express, passionate 'wish stirred the depths of my heart. It was a sudden
re-awakening
a
of
of of
poetry,
renewing
flash
a
of
fresh
powered over-
growth
of the
wings
host of
desire.
by
adventurous
conquering, vagabond,
I
forgot my age, duties, my obligations, my vexations, my and me as youth leapt within though life were as beginning again. It was though caught fire, and something explosive had
one's
aspirations.
soul
a
were
scattered
one
to
the fain
four
winds the
see
in
such
mood
would
devour
whole
world,
experience
everything,
28
amiel's
joubnai,.
everything.
one,
own
Faust's
ambition
"
enters
into
one's hair
universal
desire,
One would one's of
horror
of
prison cell.
one
throws fain
arms
off one's
the
shirt, and
of nature
gather
and
is
whole O ye
to
into
a
heart.
passions,
rekindle is
snowy
a
ray
sunshine
The
enough
tain moun-
you
all 1
cold
more,
black and
volcano
with It
once one
melts
its
crown
breath.
is
about
these the
sudden
ing single gust of flamthe brings spring which and rections, resurimprobable
spring which, sending a thrill and tumult of life through all that lives, is the powering desires, of overparent of impetuous and inclinations, of unforeseen of passion. It inextinguishable outbursts
breaks and
through
rends
;
the
rigid bark
on
of face
the of
trees,
cism ascetiin the
the
mask the
the
it makes of his
monk the
tremble maiden
the child
man
shadow the
on
convent,
of
her
behind
room,
sitting
bowed
bench,
the
old
under
his rheumatism.
'
Hymen,
"
Hymenaee
1'
24th
real
true
indeed Is Nemesis April 1869. than Providence, the jealous God than than the
more more
tain cer-
good
?
"
God
"
grief
more
more
joy
darkness
secure
of
amiel's
jouunal.
29
timism op-
victory than
which
light?
is
or
Is
it
wliich
"
nearest
and
has
Leibnitz
Schopenhauer
universe
man
best
understood
man or
the
the
? who
Is
sees
it the best
the
healthy
to
sick
the
bottom
of
things
which
is in
right ?
Ah
! the
will be
only
The the
second
common
the
existence
of
of
being itself.
has
But
faith
of
humanity
evil.
of
assumed if
victory
not
good
over
good
in
consists
in the
result
victory,
an
but
victory itself,then
and
good
for
not
implies
ever
sant inces-
infinite
a success
contest,
interminable threatened.
struggle, and
And
if this
is life
life,is
as
Buddha
regarding
since endless Buddhist tion.
The the it
means war
synonymous
is
of
self-annihilation,
vast
of
caping es-
world's
the of
machinery
of
renewed
of ence, existis to
of
suffering, and
"
misery
the
art
reaching
art, the
Christian
Nirvana,
him
the
supreme The
only
says
means
deliverance.
Deliver And
to
us
to
God adds:
from end
evil.
The
us
Buddhist from
that
deliver
finite exist-
30
ence,
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
give
the
us
back that
he
to
nothingness
he
enter
The
when will
is enfranchised
upon
body
;
eternal
that viduality indi-
happiness
he
the
believes
to
is the
all repose,
of the
and soul
dise Para-
longs
The
for
dissolution of
the
itself.
dread second.
first is the
of the One
thing only
of
the in
is necessary,
to
"
the
mittal com-
soul
God.
that God
the
thou
the
thyself
task and of of
art
order, and
do
of
world
or
annihilation
is to be the passage for
immortality
be. Faith
wants
What
will
be, will
the
And
in
what
will
"
be,
for
best.
perhaps
his
individual
through
life.
taken have sides with Only he must Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, and Zeno, against
materialism, against
and make
pessimism.
up
his
because
mind
the
nihilism,
is he labours
system
life
of
duct conas
increase he aims
his
at
or
to
lessen
his
it,according
faculties them.
To
or
cultivating
at
systematically deadening
individual
efforts for
employ
one's
amiel's
the
journal.
31
increase
ideal
the aim
sjirmis
modest forward
common
of
world,
us.
"
this
To been
help
the
has
and of
sages.
Socii
Dei had
was
word
Seneca, who
it from
Cleanthus.
just finished * Vacherot's book (La Beligion, 1869), it has set me ing and thinking. I have a feelthat his notion of religion is not orous rigApril
"
SOth
1869.
have
and
exact,
and
that
therefore
his
If religion is logic is subject to correction. to that of a psychological stage, anterior it is clear that it will disappear in reason, but the contrary, it is a mode on if, man, of the inner it may and must life, last, as long as the need of feeling,and alongside the need of thinking. The tween question is betheism
and
non-theism.
of the
If
God
is
only
But
at
the
category
course,
ideal,religion will
of
vanish, of
the
youth.
if Universal
same
time be
a
may be may
an
religiousman
orator,
to
a or
he
may
He
artist,an
attach
citizen.
or
himself
worship
ritual
to
without
this
derogation.
To
me
solution. and
myself religionis
incline
life before
God
in God.
32
And
even
amiel's
journal.
if God
were as
defined
this
as
the universal
life, so
and the
not
sense
long
life
is
positive
with
negative,
of the
the
soul
penetrated
the
infinite
is in from
religious
as
state.
philosophy
self differs
the
the
simple and
spontaneous
as
from
synthetic analysis.
intuition
differs
intellectual
We
are
religious state by a sense mission and of voluntary dependence on joyful subof the and to principle of order makes man Religious emotion goodness. conscious of himself place ; he finds his own it is this perwithin the infinite unity, and ception
initiated which
But in is sacred. of these
spite
of
reservations
am
much fine
,
impressed piece
by
the
book,
and
which
is a
work,
ripe
serious
in
all
respects.
13th and
sun
May
1869. the
"
break
in the
a
clouds, bright
through
throws
blue
interstices
uncertaui flickering and rays. it tears, Storms, smiles, whims, anger, is May, and is in its feminine nature phase ! She pleases our heart, and fancj^ stirs our
"
wears
out
our
reason
by
the
endless the
sion succes-
of
her
caprices and
whims.
unexpected
violence
of her
amiel'8
journal.
33
verse
recalls to
book
nature
me
the
Laws the
213th
of
the
'
of
the of
of
IManou.
sex
It
feminine
men,
to
seek
below
men
to
never
corrupt
abandon
women.'
'
and
therefore
to
themselves
Tlie
same women
the
seductions
of
says the
code,
are
however,
honoured
'
Wherever
And satisfied.' gods are the husband again : In every family where takes pleasure in his wife, and the wife in her
husband,
'
happiness
mother fathers.'
irrational
is ensured.'
more
And
than what
are
again
a
One
is
venerable
thousand and
But
knowing
there
stormy
this concludes
elements
in
fragile and
:
'
delightful creature,
no
Manou
to
At
age
ought
as
woman
be allowed
to
govern
herself
she
pleases.'
porary day, in several contemand is neighbouring codes, a woman life. minor all her of a Why ? Because her of her dependence nature, and upon the minutive disubjection to passions which are
Up
to
the
present
of
the obscure
madness of
a
; in other
woman
soul
has
in
something
lends the
and
to
mysterious
To
it,which
weakens
itself
all of
superstitions and
man. man
energies
belong
law,
justice, science, and philosophy, all that is disinterested, universal, and rational.
34
amiel's
journal.
Women,
on
the
contrary,
introduce
into
everything favour, exception, and personal a as a prejudice. As soon people, a man, in feminine literature,an epoch, become type, they sink in the scale of things. As nation soon as a woman quits the state of subordiin
we see a
which
her
merits in
have
free
play,
fects. de-
rapid
increase
her
natural
malies Complete equality with man her quarrelsome ; a position of supremacy her tyrannical. To honour makes her and
to
govern
best
her
will
be
for
long
serious
time
yet
has
the
solution.
When
education
women
formed in whom
over
and
of
reason
hold and
not
a
sway
the
fancy
be able make and
mentality, senti-
shall
but
only
to
honour
woman,
to
serious
end Then
of
gaining
she
will
her
consent
adhesion. workis
so
truly an equal, a At present she fellow, a companion. The moderns at are only in theory.
the
be
work it
upon
problem,
and
have
not
solved
yet.
15th June 1869.
*
"
The
is that
great defect
its what
of liberal of
Christianity
holiness
to
conception
comes
is
same
frivolous
one,
or,
the
thing,
its
conception of
sin
is
amiel's
journal.
35
of the baser defects The superficial one. in liberal of politicalliberalism sort recur Christianity ; it is only half serious, and its
theology
ness.
is too
much
mixed
with
worldliupon
The
look
the
liberals
persons
whose
talk
is rather
offend religious feelings profane, and who for rhetorical subjects a theme by making sacred display. They shock the convenances the affront of sentiment, and delicacy of familiarities conscience by the indiscreet the great mysteries of the they take with inner life.
They
seem
to
be
mere
clever like
in
rhetoricians
than
to
guides
salvation.
road
to
which
the
leads
is not
clever
that
scientific
folk,
to
to
over us as
those
nature
who
impress by
grace,
having
conquered
not
having
and
as
through
the that
the
burning
divine
bush,
In
language
the
of human will.
of
it is holiness
which
gives
tion devo-
love,
or
the
power
of
which to the sacrifice, heart, goes which and moves persuades. What all religious, poetical, pure, and tender souls are least able to pardon is the
36
diminution
We
our
amibl's
journal.
or never
degradation
rouse an
of
their
ideal.
us
must
ideal
men
against
to
business
is
to
point
more
another
the
higher,
to
spiritual than
a
raise
behind
In this
lofty summit
way
no one
lofty still.
;
we
is
despoiled
at
gain
men's
confidence, while
to
the
same
time
forcing them
minds which
think, and
already change to perceive new tending towards objects and goals for thought. Only that ideal is replaced is destroyed, and which aji is only replaced by satisfying the conditions of the old with some advantages over.
enabling
those
are
Let
the
liberal
Protestants virtue
offer
a
us
tacle spec-
of Christian and
see more
of
holier,intenser,
before
and
; let
us
intimate in
kind
their
than
it active
persons
in
their the
tree
they will have furnished the by the Master: proof demanded will be judged by its fruits.
Influence, and
22d
June
1869
lowering
on
weather.
the
page
of
I
What
at
is life ?
the
tiny dead
is.
Gray and (.Vine a.m.) of cold A fly lies dead ! book, in full summer my said to myself, as I looked It is a loan, as creature.
" "
movement
The the
universal
units
are
life is visible
sum
total, of which
here.
AMIKL
JOURNAL.
yj
there, and
wheel
possess
everywhere, just as an electric throws off sparks along its whole face. surLife passes through us ; we do not three ultimate it. Hirn admits ciples: prin5 the atom, the force,the soul ; the
acts
force which
acts
upon
upon
Probably
between souls.
my
fly would
mous anony-
soul.
{_8ame day.")
"
The
national
churches
are
all up
against so-called Liberal Zurich and Christianity began the ; Basle and now Geneva has entered the lists fight, too. Gradually it is becoming plain that historical Protestantism has no longer a raison d^etre between and pure pure liberty in fact, a provisional authority. It is, stage, the worship of the Bible founded that on
arms
"
in
on
the
a
idea
of
written
tion, revela-
of
book
divinelyinspired,and
When
the
once
authoritative.
been
this
relegated to
crumbles
rank
of There
fiction Protestantism is
away.
nothing for it but to retire upon natural the religion of the moral or sciousness. conreligion, MM. Kfiville, Coquerel, Fonoutcome. tangs, Buisson,^ accept this logical
S1C347
38
They
are
amiel's
journal.
the
the
advance-guard
laggards
rest
of
ism Protestant-
and Their
of free
not
a
thought. seeing
that
mistake
is in
upon
all
institutions
that every
absurdity.
church
based
legal fiction, and a living thing involves logical It may be logical to demand a
on
free but
to
examination
and
a
lute abso-
sincerity ;
matter.
realise
it is
different
church
lives
element
by
what
is
positive, right
be
and
this
positive
necessarily limits
confound
is to be the
investigation.
of the the
People
individual, which
the
free, with
is to
duty of something.
Science
the
not to
institution,which
take
same as a
They
the
the the
principle of principle of
be
Church,
see
which
is
mistake.
is different
one
They
from
union
will
losophy, Phi-
that
Keligion
that
the of
and
the
seeks
the
by
other
upholds
That have
solitary
bread
; but
thought.
it must
the
we
the leaven
good
is not
bread.
arrive
an
Liberty is
at
an
the
whereby
"
faith
this
and
this
possibly found for they might differ completely method. results of the Suppose
the writers of which
were
church,
to
the
paper news-
of
all pos-
amiel's
joukxal.
39
no
Bible
parties,
"
it would
doubt
be
have curiosity in journalism, but it would A drawingno opinions, no faith, no creed. filled with refined room people, carrying on polite discussion, is not a a church, and is not worship. dispute, however courteous, It is
a mere
confusion
of kinds.
ISth the
one
July
the of
a
1869. victim
"
Lamennais,
of
a
Heine
"
mistaken
vocation,
to astonish
was
tormenting craving
his
mystify
in
common
kind.
sense
The
;
first the
ing wantwas
second
the
German
a
was
jesting Mephistopheles,
The
; the
with
was
horror
of
Philistinism.
and
Breton
Hamburger, all fancy and satire. Neither developed Both of them, because freely nor normally. of an initial mistake, threw selves theminto an endless quarrel with the world.
Both
were
all
passion
melancholy
revolutionists.
the
were
They
for
the
were
not
for fighting
truth
; both
own
good
cause,
impersonal
of
rather Both
champions
and
pride.
suffered
greatly,
reviled.
of
died
of
men
isolated, repudiated,
them,
more
did
40
harm others
wears
amiel's
than
!
"
journal.
good
It is
out
a a
to
themselves
existence
a
and
which
to
lamentable
in
itself
or
maintaining
The the
a more
first
tagonism, ana
greater
and
man's
intellectual
is it for him
ous dangerstart
make
false
to
begin
20th
life
badly.
18G9. five
or
July again
"
I six
have
been
reading
here
over
chapters,
Paul. is
a
and
to
there, of
the
a
Kenan's the
St.
writer whose
Analysed
bottom,
freethinker
flexible delicate
In
still allows
him
the
of
religious
who fancies them
emotion. lend
his
the
man
will not is
himself
these
graceful
who takes vulgar, and the man tained seriously is prejudiced. He is enterof conscience, but by the variations
he is too critic
clever
to
laugh
at
them.
The
true ; his
neither
to
concludes understand
nor
excludes
pleasure is
and
to
without
profitby the results of while still maintaining a free Such of proa mode by illusion. ceeding look of has a dishonesty ; it is but the good-tempered nothing, however, irony of a highly-cultivated mind, which be will neither ignorant of anything nor
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
4I dilettanteism
"
duped by anything.
of the
same
It is the in
its
Renaissance
time what
perfection.
At of
!
the
innumerable scientific
proofs
power
insight and
lith
of exultant
August
who
art
1869.
"
In
"
the what
name
of
thou
Heaven,
"
thou?
wilt
?
wavering
lies
inconstant before
thee
to
creature
What
future what
? ?
What
duty
or
hope appeals
thee
My
peace, idea devote which
cause
longing,
for
to
my
search
to
is for fill my
to
love, for
heart
I
;
an
something
; a rest
defend the
work
which
an
might
of my
strength;
this
affection
might
for which
I
ever
quench
I
inner
might
?
die with
I
shall is
find and
them
long
:
for
for
that
ligion, re-
impossible
serious
inaccessible
the
sympathy,
I
ideal
life ; for
paradise, immortality,
and What
I
holiness, faith,
not
spiration, in!
know
is to
what
to
besides be
a
really want
And
nor
die and
bom
again,
transformed I
myself, and
can
in
ent differ-
world.
neither
stifle these
as
aspirations
deceive
myself
I of the
to
the
demned con-
seem
rock
Sisyphus,
of the
/
and mind
to
feel
that
slow the
wearing
man
away
which
befalls
whose
vocation/
42 and
amiel's
journal.
destiny
are
in
perpetual
a
conflict.
'
lieart
and
pagan
head,' like
;
tenderness feebleness
;
a
and
pride
will
width
two
men
of
and
of
; the
of St. Paul
seething chaos
of
contrasts,
antinomies,
and
pride
and
mistrust
contradictions; humility childish less simplicity and boundintuition ; analysis and tience ; pairritability ; kuidness
; carelessness
and
and
of
enthusiasm
heart
and
dryness anxiety ;
and
and
;
languor
indifference
passion
and Then
state
of
conflict
fall
back
the
fluid, vague,
all form
to
indeterminate
be
a mere
state,
violence
feels
disfigurement. All ideas, principles, acquirements, and habits are effaced in me like the like the ripples on a lutions convowave, of a cloud. My personality has the
least
am
circle
rectilinear because
figures;
I have
"
am
where every-
home,
no
lar particuon
and
nominative
this
self.
has I
Perhaps,
the
whole,
I
am man
defect
a
less of
;
man,
Though
nearer
to
the
perhaps rather
the
There of the
is less
of
individual,
but
amiel's
in species,
journal.
43
whicli is absolutely
me.
My
for
nature,
unsuited
prevents
me
me
from
to
understand
indolence conclusions
to
which
psychological study. It taking sides,but it allows all sides. It is not only from drawing prevents me
a
; it is
sort
of
secret
aversion
a proscription. I have of feeling that something everything is wanted to make a world, that all citizens have a right in the State, and that if every in itself, all opinion is equally insignificant
all intellectual
opinions
live and maxims
have
some
hold
upon
truth.
To
are
let
which
live,think
are
and
let
think,
equally dear to me. My tendency is always to the whole, to the of things. the general balance to totality, What is difficult to me is to exclude, to condemn, to say no ; except, indeed, in the of the exclusive. I am always presence fighting for the absent, for the defeated for that portion of truth which seems cause, to me aim is to complete neglected ; my thesis, to see round problem, to every every all its possible sides. study a thing from Is this scepticism ? Yes, in its result, but
not
in
its purpose.
It is rather the
the
sense
of the
their
absolute
proper
and value
infinite
and
proper
place
the
finite and
44
But
amiel's
journal.
here, in
than
the my is
same
way,
; my
to
my
ambition
is greater
power
perception gift,
I have of
I have
superior
the energy
my
not
of my than
thought, and,
the up
critical the
creative
Is
deed it in-
timidity ?
a
! with
little
a
ambition,
man
or
good luck,
made
out
different and
might
as
been gave
of me, of.
such
my
youth
16th
over
promise
I
"
have
been
ing thinkme
It has
to
see
struck
how
and
almost
terrified
me
well
represent
whom
'
will
for Schopenhauer's typical man, and ing sufferhappiness is a chimera 'the a negation of reality,'for whom liveranc of desire is the and only road to deand
'
the
individual
life
is
misfortune
from is the
which
impersonal
is
plation contemetc.
nihilation an-
only
enfranchisement,'
an
But
the
evil and
root
never
the
of
the
system,
to
axiom
I have
dared
I
enunciate admitted
in any
general
and
way,
although
in Individ-
have
it here
there
amiel's
ual
journal.
45
thrope misanto to
cases.
"
What
of
current
Fraiikfort, is
to
antipathy hobbies,
of
him in
prejudice,
European
the
a
Western
day.
hypocrisies,to is Schopenhauer
has
successes
of the
man
powerful
all the
mind, who
who
put away
German
from
sions, illufull
professes Buddhism
j', and very of
flow
of
modem mind
absolute midst
of
tachment dethe
in the
orgie. His great defects barrenness of soul, a proud and are perfect is of genius which selfishness, an adoration with combined to the complete indifference rest of the world, in spite of all his teaching of He has sacrifice. no resignation and And love. no no humanity, sympathy,
nineteenth-century
here Pure I
recognise
the
unlikeness
between
us.
intelligence and
me
to
to the
solitary labour might his point of view ; but heart, and I feel the contemplative
untenable. devotion
attitude
Pity, goodness,
reclaim
charity,
and
even
their
rights, and
29th
insist
upon
the
first
place.
1869. Schopenhauer August preaches impersonality, objectivity, pure ness, contemplation, the negation of will, calmand aesthetic disinterestedness, an from study of the world, detachment life,
"
46
the
amiel's
renunciation disdain
to
journai,.
of all of
the
the
crowd, vulgar
and
covet.
ference indifHe
all
that
approves aversion
the In
a
all my
to
defects, my
childishness, my
practical life,my
distrust
my
antipathy
of instincts
;
to
utilitarians,my
and
all desire. he
them. justifies This between pre-established harmony the theory of Schopenhauer and my ural natown man causes me pleasure mingled with I might indulge myself in the pleasterror. ure,
caresses
but
that
I fear
to
delude
and
stifle
science. con-
Besides,
tolerance and that for this virtue
I feel that
consists
self-conquest.
30th
of in
Still some August 1869. chapters believes Schopenhauer. Schopenhauer of innate dencies tenthe unchangeableness in the individual, and in the invariability of the primitive disposition. He
"
refuses real
to
believe
in
the
new
man,
or
in any
in any
progress
towards
perfection,
in
are a
human
;
being.
there
is
refined
surface.
Perhaps
think
that
he
temperament,
?
character, and
to
dividual inin-
incline
amiel's
journal.
47
dividuality
temperament
and
is
fatal
and
far
reaches that
character
is
recent
and
susceptible
modifications.
of
voluntary or Individuality
a
involuntary
is
a
matter
of
sation sen-
psychology,
or
temperament,
;
matter
of
{esthetics
character
and
alone
the
use
is
matter
of
morals. for
Liberty
of ments ele-
it count of
our
first
is
a
two
historical
"
fruit,and
For
with In
at
the
man's
biography.
Schopenhauer,
temperament
character
is identified
short,
man
he
from
elementary
sufficient
in
point of
the
case
view
which
the
or
only
That
of
animal.
spontaneity
he
which
is
vital
already calls will. Analogy is not equation ; a comparison is not reason and parables are ; similes not exact of language. Many hauer's Schopenoriginalitiesevaporate
come
merely
chemical
when
more
we
to
translate
them
into
close
and
precise terminology.
One
of him
Later.
"
has
merely
to
to
turn
over
the
Lichtstrahlen
between
feel
the
ence differThe
Schopenhauer.
features and
latter
is full
of
of
48
observations and Herder
are
amiel's
which
a
jourxal.
stand and
a
out
from
the
page
leave
clear
vivid writer
impression.
; his
is much
less of
ideas
entangled in his style,and he has no brilliant condensations, no jewels, no crystals. While he proceeds by streams and have definite or sheets of thought which no individual outline,Schopenhauer breaks the of his speculation with islands,striking, current original,and picturesque, which engrave
themselves difference
in the
as
memory. is
It
is the Nicole
same
there
between
and
Pascal,
What
between
Bayle and
Saint-Simon.
is the
faculty
Under
which
incisiveness
its influence
life
and
permanence
A
to
the
material
on
which
it works.
writer
into
iron
own
glass
and
and
of
sand into
his
iron
into
stamp
every
gets hold
common even
of.
He
borrows
much
from
the
; but
stock, and
his him
gives back
are
nothing
He
robberies
as
willingly reckoned
has,
as
to
private blanche,
what
property.
and he will.
it were,
carte to
public opinion
allows
him
take
amiel's
journal.
49
finished
been
a
31st
"
I have
penhauer. Scholumult
has
"
of
opposing
with
Stoicism, Quietism,
Shall
If I
never
Buddhism,
at
a
Christianity. myself
am
be
peace
impersonality
in the
is
good, why
of it ?
to
I not
consistent
and
if it is
temptation, why
conquered
it? Is
happiness
fiction
state
anything
? The
more
than
reason
ventional con-
deepest
the
me a
for end
my
is that
to
supreme
mere
and
aim
lure
an
and
is
he
eternal
seeks, and My
stinct in-
by hope.
the It is
is in Buddha which of
me
harmony
of leaves
pessimism
a
of
and
never
Schopenhauer.
me even
doubt
in my
moments
religiousfervour.
a
Nature
at
is indeed
for
Mai'a the
and
of
I look
an
her, My then,
what
as
it were,
with remains
eyes
artist.
intelligence
do I believe
sceptical. What,
I do
not
in ? for ?
know.
be
And
is it I
say.
"
hope
It would in
difiicult to
I
I believe will
this
is a child there disappointed being of mine hidden a frank, sad, simple creature, who
"
50
believes all
amiel's
in the
journal.
nium millen; I
am a
pseudo-sceptic, a pseudo-scoffer.
'
dans
sa
nature,
un
ses se
voeux,
est
dieu
qui
souvient
cieux.'
Uth
0(to6er death of
18G9.
"
Yesterday,
What
day, Wednesa
Sainte-Beuve.
loss
16th
have
was
October
the
1869.
motto
"
Laboremus of
seems as
to
been
Sainte-Beuve,
He
it
in
that
of
Septimius
up
to
Severus.
died
harness, and
last
the
evening
the very bosom
sacraments to
before the
his
ferings sufthe
day
he of
still wrote,
the
overcoming
energy
body
at
by
this the the
of
mind.
are
To-day,
moment,
of
they
Mother of the
laying
He
; he
was
him
in
Earth. Church
; he
refused
never one
belonged
of the
'
any
sion confes'
"
great
diocese of
that and
of
he
the
independent
himself
no
seekers
truth,
of
to
allowed
He
final moment
hypocrisy.
with any
one
would
have God
nothing
"
do
except
Isis died
only
the
arms
or
rather
the
mysterious
he
was
beyond
in the
veil.
of his
Being
tary. secre-
unmarried,
He
sixty-five
years
old.
His
amiel's
journal.
51
was
and What
of memory is Scherer ?
immense about
thinking
this death
I9th
October
1869. Scherer He
"
An
on
admirable Sainte-Beuve
him the
article in of
by
the
Edmond
Temps.
makes the
prince
French
the
critics and
last
representative of
the
the
bookmakers and
to
and
belonging chatterers,
article fitting bewas
to
mediocrity
a a
violence.
The
breathes
certain
manly
oration
melancholy,
over one
funeral
in the
who
"
master
things
than
of
the
mind.
a
The
fact void
is, that
behind
;
Sainte-Beuve him
their
;
leaves
greater
Lamartine
distant, historical
to
either
The
true
fulcrum
for
world.
He
represents
say the
the
public
reason,
public
the
and
the
of is
every
perhaps
balance
so
"
fine
qualities both
of mind what
of
and
of
are
labour,
study
comparison,
52
needed
to
amiel's
journal.
bring
Like the critic
the
critical
sage,
to
maturity fiftythat
of
his
Plato's rises
judgment it is only
true
to. at
the or, to
height
it less
literary priesthood,
put
By
into
of
then
all the
all possible Sainte-
being,
of
and
for
mastery
shades
appreciation.
And
Beuve culture
refined
an
credible in-
facts
of
and his
anecdotes
stored
up
for the
service
thought.
has
of
Sth chilled
season,
December
me
1869.
"
Everything
the
this
morning:
cold
the
me,
the
but,
above
Philosophy lays
is
as a
of the
the
;
Unconscious. terrible
thesis such
as
book creation
not
down
that it
mistake
as non-
being,
is,is
good
life.
being, and
I felt the
death
same
is better
than
mournful
me
Obermann black
left upon
in
impression youth. my
me.
that The
melancholy
and
of
Buddhism
passed encom-
overshadowed
illusion
If, in fact,
from
us
it
is
only
to
which and
hides makes
is
a
the
horror
of existence
us, then
life tolerable
snare
existence the
and
we
life
an
evil.
Like
Greek
Annikeris,
amiel's
journal.
53
or we
ought
Buddha labour and
to
counsel and
suicide,
rather
with
to
Schopenhauer,
radical
the
to
causes
ought
of
for
the
"
extirpation
of
hope
rection. resur-
desire,
life and
Not
rise
there
is the
the is
is
beginning
that
we
it
annihilation
have
to
sonal Per-
consciousness
our
being ought
to
root
of
all
troubles,
to
we
avoid
the it
as
it and
the
possibility of
"
and
And
abominable.
What
happiness Epicurism
of
lies
carried
must
to
farthest
point.
The
But
end
is less
despair.
of the in
philosophy
salvation and
duty
in in the
depressing.
of
the
the
conciliation
union
duty
the
happiness,
will with that this
divine
will, and
supreme
will
is directed
by
It
is
as
true
that
real
happiness
under
have
is
better good, as that the good become the purification of trial. Those who
not
wanting in depth ; but who has not a man got happiness cannot can impart it. We only give what we have. Happiness, grief, gaiety, sadness, are by
are
suffered
still
54
nature
amiel's
journal.
contagious. strength
will be
to
Bring
the
your
health
and
your
so
weak
to
and
sickly, and
Give energy,
up. others
our
you
your
of
use
them.
your them
them,
"
not
weakness,
revive
but
so
will
can us our
and
lift
Life
claim
rekindle
is not
our
life. thirst
our
What and
hunger,
bread
and
gourd. Humanity
and and
her
are
The who
benefactors have
of
those
about
are
thought
her
have
masters
great
thoughts
her
idols
those
those
flattered muzzled
with
despised her,
and massacred
or
have
her
her, inflamed
her
are
fanaticism Her
used
for the
selfish
purposes.
benefactors
poets,
the VII.
the
artists, the
all
pure the
inventors,
Her
the
apostles,
are
and
hearts.
masters
Caesars,
's, the
the
Innocent
Napoleons.
is, as
in it were,
a
dream and
men
thousand
nature
which
heaven
to
earth,
history,
is
appear
illumined
a
by fantastic
which soul
"
ing representa
drama of
the
influenced itself,
was
projection by some
intoxication
going
to
say
hallucina-
amiel's
journal.
55
who
are across or
tion awake
"
or
other.
see
Those
widest
the
still
the
real of
world
race
dominant And
starts
illusion
reason our
their the
:
time.
the
is that
own
from
mind
religion. Everything
is
changes
to
our
religion which
the
gives
of
kaleidoscope,
least
eral gen-
if not
material
the
their
the
world
men see religion makes and under a special humanity is a mode of apperception, which
Every
be
cast
have
judged
better.
when
February
of which of
1870.
an
"
There enemy
no
is in of
all
man
an a
revolt,
law,
even
will stoop to
yoke,
wisdom. of
not
reason, in Bose
us
duty,
is
and
This
"
the Kant.
root
all sin
das
of
The of
eternal
is
same
the
condition
time the That
independence individuality is
temptation
makes
us
the
of ings be-
the
individual. makes
us
which
also
in
sinners.
our
Sin
is,then,
in
us
very
marrow, in
our
it circulates
like
the
blood
veins, it
56
is
amiel's
journal.
mingled
I
am
with
all
:
our
substance.^
is
Or
out
rather
wrong
but the
temptation
is
not
natural Sin
the
state,
in
sin
necessary. confusion
with of
consists
voluntary
which
is bad
is
good
the
; it is caused
by
first to a half-indulgence granted We the shut our to sophism. nings begineyes of evil because they are small, and in
this
our
weakness defeat.
is
contained
obsta
"
the
germ this
us
of
Principiis
maxim from
have
no
master
but self
our
caprice
have
nature
no
that
is
to
evil
will
our fractory, re-
God,
is
and
foundation
of
seditious, impious,
insolent,
therefore and
opposed
all that
to
to
and
contemptuous
of
trary con-
tries
to
rule
it,and
which But
order, ungovernable
foundation natural
within of
man.
negative.
the
It
is
this
the is
Christianity
savage
calls
which
us, xos,
and
must
to
constitutes
be
the
primitive stuff
and And
to
civilised
the
man a
in
must
order
be man,
patiently cultivated
and if he
is to
man
produce
be
wise
mast
tested And
and
tried
become
must
righteous.
the
righteous
amiel's
journal.
57
of God
for
a
have
substituted
the he
his
will, if
new
become
saint.
man, man,
regenerate
being,
man,
as
is of
the which
spiritual
the
heavenly
as
Vedas the
speak
as
well
as
the
Gospel,
and
Magi
well
the
Neo-
Platonists.
March of
my It
a
1870.
brass
"
This
which moved
band
windows
almost
to
exercised
over me
an
power
; it set
another
world,
of
of
infinite Such
happiness.
the echoes
of
of
preme suare
Paradise
in the whose
soul
ries memo-
ideal
and
spheres,
sad
the
sweetness
ravishes
Plato these 1 0
intoxicates
heart. you
O heard
ments mo-
these knew
thus
of
inward
!
ecstasy,
If music
"
these carries
is harmony, is
divine
us
transports
to
heaven, harmony
it is is
our
because
music
perfection, perfection
dream
is heaven.
our
dream, and
of
world
quarrels and of bitterness, of ugliness, and misery, makes long involuntarily for the eternal peace, which has the adoration no limits, and
for the
58
love the for. which without which infinite
amikl's
journai..
has
as
no
end.
It
is not that
so we
much
yearn
the
beautiful
or
It is not
being,
upon
us
the
limits
of
being,
us
weigh
us. so
; it is
at
are
evil, in harmony
Moral
to
and
to
It is not
as we
all necessary in
be
great,
the
has
long
of
with
order
no
the
; it
universe.
ambition
pride
only
God
desires heard of
fill its
place,
and
make
concert
duly
in the
sal univer-
love.
30th
March and
1870.
"
Certainly,
without
Nature
is
unjust
without
shameless,
Her
or
probity, and
are
faith.
only
mad
alternatives
aversion, and
her
is
expiated by
"
misery
to
of
accuse
the
greater
a
number.
It
is useless
blind
force.
The
"
human this
conscience, however,
law
revolts
against
its
two
own
of
of
out
"
nature,
and
has
to
satisfy
made
vidual indi-
instinct
justice it
of which the
imagined
hjrpotheses,
itself
a
it has of
an
for
religion,
and
idea
providence,
another In
the
hypothesis
of
life.
we
these
have
which
is thus
declared
amiel's
journal.
59
Man believes
himself in
on
lous
to
the
moral
that he
sense.
may
ground
that the appearance,
maintains is but
and
an
injustice
a
all
him
tery, mys-
cheat,
a
that
justicewill
1
faith.
be
done.
Fiat
justitia, pereat
is
mundus of
It
great
has
chance
not
act
And
since
humanity
has
some
made
there is
and the
conflict
between
the between
must
natural
world
moral
world,
means
conscience, conscience
It is
be
by
no
necessary
but
universe that
should
exist,
be the
it is necessary
justice should
to
done,
fixed
and
atheism
is bound conscience
explain
on
obstinacy
is
:
of
this
the
why we are always claiming and prophesying justice? why does the effect rise up against ? It is a singular phenomenon. its cause the Does from protest come puerile any of human blindness vanity ? No, it is the deepest cry of our being, and it is for the
we are
just ;
not
honour Heaven
of
God
that
the may
cry pass
is
uttered.
but
not
race.
and
to
earth
away,
good ought
to be.
be, and
creed
injustice ought
of the
is the
be
human
Nature eternal
conquered
over
by
spirit: the
triumph
time.
6o
1st that
amiel's
journal.
April
for
"
1870.
woman
"
am
inclined is the
to believe
thority au-
love which
is
supreme
that
what
judges
or
the
For It
rest
a a
and
man,
decides love
good
to
evil.
is subordinate
but
right.
the
source
is
gi*eat
passion,
the excellence.
woman
it is not of It
of
order,
of
a
synonym
reason,
the
criterion
would her
seem, in the
then, that
of
places
a man
ideal
perfection of
love, and
It
to
was
in the
sense woman man
perfection
St. is
the
justice.
able
of
in this
'
that
Paul
was
say, and
the
The
glory
of
the
man, Thus
the
woman
is the
absorbs
to
glory
God.'
in the
who
herself
object of her
of her
the
nature
:
love
she
is,so
speak,
On the
in the
line
is
truly
type.
woman,
she
realises
fundamental
man
contrary,
in
who
should
make and
who
conjugal adoration,
that has
woman,
he
has
lived
the
made
himself
such
a one
is but
half
man
he
cretly se-
is
despLsed by
disdained
who
the
world, and by
women
perhaps
themselves.
to
woman own
loves
truly seeks
in that
merge
man
individuality
She
desires him
that
her
of
the
loves.
love
should
line, mascu-
greater,
more
stronger,
Thus
more
and
active.
each
sex
plays
amiel's
journal.
6i
tined is first desis
its
appointed part
for
man,
the
man
woman
and
owes
destined
to one,
for
man
society.
owes
Woman
to
herself and
himself and
all ;
each
when he
obtains
or
peace has
happiness
The
only
law
same
she
and
accepted thing
an
this
be the in
may in
good
may
in
the be
woman
and in
evil
man,
strength
a
her, weakness
and masculine
him.
There
is then
"
feminine
morality,
to
a
preparatory
human
is
as chaptei*s,
it were,
general
which
is
a
virtue there
sex
virtue
of
And mutual
tliis virtue
of for
is the of
occasion
the
two
of
teaching,
of
the
ears ears
incarnations
to convert
virtue
it its business
other,
of
first the
preaching
second
love
in
the the
tice, juslove.
and
justice in
is
of
And
an an
so
there
produced
an
oscillation
a
average
which
represent
a
social
state,
of
epoch, sometimes
Such
at
whole
least of the
is
our
European
in
a
harmony
of
sexes
graduated
on
order
to
functions.
America
this
is
the
road
revolutionise of the
ideal
democratic in
a
of individuals
62
tions. but
a
amiel's
journal.
Only,
multitude
young neither
when
of
nor
there
is
equal old,
will
neither
women,
"
neither
nor
benefited
benefactors,
upon
difference
turn
money.
the dollar, hierarchy will rest upon the most and brutal, the most hideous, the most inhuman of inequalities will be the fruit of the passion for equality. What a result ! Plutolatry the worship of wealth, of gold the madness to it will be confided of chastising a false principle and the task its followers. And plutocracy will be in its be executed turn a by equality. It would ualism individstrange end for it, if Anglo-Saxon hi were ultimately swallowed up The
"
"
Latin
It is my
that
the
the
two
discovery
social
of
an
equilibrium
be
principles
war,
us. are
made
in
time, before
and The
the
ruin, overtakes
masses
always by ignorant and limited, and only advance of contrary errors. They rea^h a succession of evil. They good only by the exhaustion
scarcely likely.
discover their
the way
heads
against
1870.
15th
April
"
Crucifixion !
amiel's
journal.
63
to-day.
to
the
word Good
curse
we
have
to
meditate
Is
it not
To
Friday grief
so
? is easier
than into
bless
it,
but view
man.
to
do
is to
the
the
point of
natural subdued
of
of
the
earthly,
what has
carnal,
By
wox'ld
the
if not
grief,
into into the the
by
into the
a
its marvellous
suffering
triumph,
crown
of
the
crown
of
of
a
thorns
of of
of
glory,
the the
and
?
gibbet
does
if
not
symbol
of
salvation Cross
What mean, of
apotheosis
death of skies of
"
death,
defeat
martyrdom, Death,
is where
the
raising
to
the of O
pain ? Grave,
is
thy sting
?
'
"
where
thy victory
"
By
agony
long
of and
"
this theme brooding over the just, peace in the midst the heavenly beauty of such
came
the of
agony,
peace that
a
manity hunew
to
"
understand
a new
mode,
of
that
is to
life and
ing understand-
curse a
from
which
man
purification of the trial sent soul, a sacred by Eternal Love, a divine to sanctify and dispensation meant ennoble acceptable aid to faith, a us, an
it becomes
64
amiel's
journal.
strange initiation
of belief is
!
into
happiness.
the same, and
O power
All
A
remains
new
yet all
to
deny the and the tangible ; it pierces apparent of things, it places an through the mystery
invisible
shows
us
changed.
certitude
arises
Father
behind
visible
nature,
it
makes And
tomb pyre
of
so,
joy shining through tears, and pain the beginning of joy. for those who have believed, the
heaven,
and
the
on
becomes
of
the
funeral
of
life
a
they sing
sacred the
hosanna
mortality im-
madness
for what
has
renewed and
when
the
face wish
of
to
world
them,
they speak
for
are
explain
them
they
feel, their
;
ecstasy makes
with
incomprehensible
A wild for
they
of
tongues.
the
intoxication
death,
of
the
"
thirst
these of
delirium
love,
unalterable had
of power
Crucified
has
gentleness to bring
in him
the
forth. and of
on
By
that
his
pardon
his
executioners,
sense
by
an
unconquerable
union
an
indissoluble
cross,
with
God, Jesus,
He
his
kindled
inextinguishable
world.
fire and
the
proclaimed
in the
to
salvation in the
by faith
'
infinite
mercy,
pardon
his
repentance.
By
simple
is
more
joy
in
heaven
over
one
that
repent-
amiel's
journal.
65
just
persons
eth who
the
than need
over no
nine
he
made
humility
self yourthe
gate of
entrance
Paradise.
Crucify
which upon
no
the
rebellious
up
self, mortify
all
to
wholly, give
peace is not you.
God,
world
and
of
For has
this
will
scend de-
grander
exact
word
although humanity
a more
is for
and
complete
justice,yet her secret faith is not in justice but in pardon, for pardon alone conciliates the spotless purity of perfection with the infinite that to weakness is to pity due
"
say, of
that
it alone
preserves
and
defends
full
the
scope
idea
to
holiness,
of
while
The
it allows
love.
Gospel
the
proclaims
news, robs
the
consolation,
all
which
even
the
news
of of
of
ble irrevocalife.
pardon,
The Cross Therefore
is to
say,
eternal the
guarantee
been
Gospel.
its standard.
7th
to
May
1870.
and
"
The
faith
which
clings
is
a
its idols
resists
retarding
the curb
to
and
conservative of all
it is
as a
property
our
religion
passion
lawless
for
freedom,
66
and
to
amiel's
journal.
of steady and quiet our restlessness Curiosity is the expansive force, temper. allowed unchecked an "which, if it were action lise disperse and volatiupon us, would
us
; belief
represents
which of
the
force
of
tation gravilives
and bodies
and
cohesion,
individuals
makes
us.
separate
Its
Society unknown,
the of
by
faith, develops
the
"
by
science.
the
basis,
the
then, is
mysterious,
intangible,
Its
religion,
"
while desire
ing ferment-
principle in
permanent
or
it is the substance
knowledge.
uncompre-
is the
hended the
tlie divine
; its
changing
labour.
confused
form
The
is
result
of
its intellectual
unconscious the
adhesions,
obscure
the
tions, intui-
presentiments,
of
a
which
decide
people, are then in its history. All of capital importance between the history moves religion which is the genial, instinctive, and fundamental
philosophy
which is the of
a
the
first faith
race,
and
the
"
philosophy
the
ultimate
that have
religion,
say, of
clear
perception,
which
is to
those
ciples prin-
the whole engendered of humanity. spiritualdevelopment It is always the same is,which thing which will be ; but and which this thing was,
"
the
absolute
"
betrays
and
with
more
or
less of
its
transparency
profundity
the
law
amiel's
journal.
67
In
lifQand
the
of its
metamorphoses.
God
nature.
its fixed
aspect it is called
world
but in
or
; in its mobile
aspect
in is
a
is
present
; there
nature,
nature
nature
God,
taken
but
it is not
God
nor
Himself. for
scendence tran-
am
neither
for
immanence alone.
1870. Disraeli, in his new May that the two novel, Lothair, shows great 9th
"
forces
of
the
present
that
are
and
are
Catholicism, and
lost if either It is of
the
two
these
triumphs.
idea. exactly my own Only, while in in all France, in Belgium, in Italy, and Catholic societies,it is only by checking of these forces one by the other that the civilisation State and be maintained, can the them
between Protestant there
countries is
a
are
better
off ; in faith
third
force, a middle
the
them
two
to
other
idolatries, which
a a
regard liberty not as of two neutralisation contraries, but as moral reality,self-subsistent,and possessing
its force.
own
enables
centre
of
gravity
world
In
and
motive
In
the
Catholic
religion and
the tant Protesso
other,
a
that
waste
in the
second
case
there
is
smaller
of force.
68
amiel's
journal.
Liberty
It
is the
there
is
no
regulation, without
on
limitations
individual
all without
which their
are
moral
limitations,
freest do
legallythe
religious consciousness for check In mixed and ballast. States, Catholic or freethmking, the limit of action, being a merely penal one, invites incessant
contravention. The in
take
puerility of
that
a
the
freethinkers
consists
can
believing
itself and
common
free
society
tain main-
faith, without
some
religious prejudice
lies
reason
of God
?
kind.
it
Where
common are
the
will
of
Is
the
which
a as
expresses
it, or
the
rather, ambiguous
or
church
the the
depositories of
is half the
is the peace
it ?
response eyes
"
and
in
of
majority
case
sciences con-
and
"
this
in all Catholic is If
States and
public
law have
a
impossible,
there is a
public
we
is insecure. Him
on
God,
must
our
side, and
necessary the
to
same recon-
if there
is not
God,
and
it would
be
to
everybody
the
lawful
useful,
amiel's
journal.
69
stitute,that
is to
say,
lay religion,'before
be built. solid could anything politically straction abLiberalism is merely feeding upon itself that when it persuades free individuals, liberty is possible without
and
when
it will
not
recognise
fruit of
that
a
in the
individual
a a
is the
liberty foregoing
supposes pre-
education,
liberalism
moral
education,
which To
liberating religion.
to
a
preach
education,
upon
a
is to
man
population jesuitised by the pleasures of dancing press lost a leg. How who has
a
is
it
possible
out
can
for
child
who
has
to
never
been How
of
the
swaddling
abdication
to the
clothes of
walk
individual
science con-
lead conscience
to
government
be
of individual
To
free,
one's
is to
guide
self, one-
have
attained
master
emancipated,
of
judge
who
of
good
bound
and
evil ; but
Catholicism
are as
never
emancipates
to
are
disciples,
and
to
are
admit,
to
believe,
obey,
minors
possess
they
in the
told, because
the
they
of
perpetuity, and
law the
are
clergy alone
secret
of
measure
right,the
of
in
tice, jusis
an
and what
men
truth.
the
This idea
use
landed
by
of of
exterior
a
by
patient priesthood.
7"
But of
the
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
what
astonishes
of
me
is the
short-sight
not
do south, who that the see question of questions is do now religious question, and even
statesmen
the
the
not
recognise
and
almost
that
liberal
an
State
is
incompatible
with
anti-liberal
wholly religion,
equally incompatible with the of religion. They confound absence dental acciand precarious progress conquests with lastingresults. There is some probability that all this noise which is made nowadays about liberty end in the suppression of liberty ; it is may plain that the International, the irreconcilables, and the ultramontanes, are, all three of them, aiming at absolutism, at dictatorial not one Happily they are omnipotence.
but
turn
many, them
and
it will
not
be
diflBcult to
If
not
be
or
by
the
the
of
science,
who but
materialists
; it will
be
by
that
the
faith
man
of individuals
to be
God
wills
free
also pure
it will be
those
by
the
seekers
after
persons
old-fashioned
pious
of
the the
immortality and
soul
to
eternal world
life,and
; it will
the
whole
prefer be by
ancient
enfranchised
of the human
children
race.
of
the
faith
amiel's
jourxal.
71
6th lies
June
1870.
"
The
that
eternal
the
efficacylies
the
more more more
in
miraculous,
dinary. extraor-
tion devofaith
that
to
it becomes
ible incred-
The all
philosopher
aspires
dissolve the
other
away
mysteries,
mystery,
to
on
them
light.
the
:
It is
hand,
and the
which
religious instinct
which
the
pursues
essence
it is mystery of When
worship,
the
cross
proselytism.
'
came be-
the
foolishness
the
masses.
'
of
the
cross, in
it took
our own
possession of
And
day,
those
to
who
wish
to
get
rid
of the
natural, super-
enlighten religion,to economise faith, find themselves deserted, like poets who should declaim against poetry, or who should Faith women sists condecry love. in the of the hensible, incompreacceptance and in the even pursuit of the with its impossible, and is self-intoxicated gances. own sacrifices, its own repeated extravaIt is the law
forgetfulness of
stultifies the It is the
this
cal psychologiliberal of it
which
so-called realisation
Christianity.
73
which
AMIEL^S
JOURNAL.
constitutes
the
strength
of
cism. Catholi-
vive sur-
is the
for
to
religion
cults.
be
of
All pure
concrete
air
philosophy.
is
sanction
the
a
motive
So
for
masses
charity, so long
from
pure
reason
will
the
away
so
"
and
tery, mys-
naked
so
truth,
in
long
and the
will
they adore
so
"
rest
long faith,
rightly only
to them
will
where
they
the
region
in
an
ideal form.
presents itself
attractive
Qth
June
upon
1870.
the
"
At
bottom,
or
everything
absence
depends
one
the his of
soul his
"
hope.
and
in
efforts
a
presuppose
hope
attaining
and
an
end.
Once
kill this
hope
some
and
his movements
become
senseless, spasmodic,
like
those
convulsive,
a
of
one
fallingfrom
inevitable
has the
the To
height. To something
of
struggle with
childish
in it.
sus-
implore
law
to gravitatiori
amiel's
journal.
T^t
doubt
!
pend
man
its action
prayer.
would
no
be but
tesque groa
Very
in the
to
well
when
loses
he
faith says
when
himself,
You
;
are
ble incapais
a
of
ideal
an
happiness supposing
to
illusion, the
; and
passion
all
perfection
ambitions
still be
a
is
snare
were
gratified,everything
he
comes see
would
that
to
vanity,' tjien
and that
little
blindness
on,
is necessary illusion
'
if life is
be
carried
is the
universal disillusion
He who
spring of
would
mean
movement.
Complete immobility.
and from read
the
absolute
the
secret
has
deciphered
of of
the
riddle
finite
life
escapes
; he
great
world
Is this raise
to
wheel
of the the
existence
"
has
left
the
living
he
is old
already
belief God the
dead.
that
to
meaning
of the
or
the
veil of Isis
to
behold
upon it?
face
brought
who liad
destruction
mortal
Judaja
attempted
recorded
the
Kgypt
fact, Buddha
ing life is a nothkey to it ; the individual this and as soon as ignorant of itself, life is abolished individual itself, nothing knows sion in principle. For the illuas soon as its resumes vanishes. Nothingness
the
eternal
error
sway,
has
the
74
ceased
to be
; the
amiel's
journal.
for this
enfranchised air-bubble
has
ality individuburst in
coloured
space,
rest
the has
infinite sunk
to
and
in the
the
misery
The
of
thought
of if it it is
changeless
repose
all-embracing
were
Nothing.
still be
absolute,
spirit,would
the with
activity,
daughter
the be
must
of
is
incompatible then,
suited
to
absolute. the
zero manner
and it is
the
only
of
being
Non-being.
One of the vices of France
substitutes
2d is the
July 1870.
for
"
frivolitywhich
and
public
of of
ventions con-
truth, and
the
are
personal dignity
The A
an
French
the
of individual
liberty,and
intolerance
not
essentially catholic
ideas
or
the
which the
an
have
attained
adhesion
army which
of the
can
majority. bring
not
an
nation
mass, of
is
to
number,
free
men
and
in
force,
which
but
bly assem-
each
on
individual
The
depends
eminent
for
his
value
himself.
upon
Frenchman value
; if he
"
depends
possess
in
a
others
for
his
he
amiel's
journal.
75
something,
It is the
and
he
somebody.
his merit
from ing, nothThese
an tipathy an-
symbol
the
which
it is the
as
public which
Sultan and
creates
his viziers.
races
highly-trained
for with
social
have
individual them
must
independence
be
thing ; everyupon
founded
authority
God
been Himself
military, civil, or
is non-existent
religious, and
until Their He has mental funda-
established
by decree.
is that
dogma
which
true treats
social
of
omnipotence
truth
as a
the any
pretension
to
mere
be
without
official stamp,
usui-pation and
claim of the
sacrilege, and
to
a
scouts
the
a
individual
or
possess
either value.
separate
conviction
personal
A
20th
July
1870
(Bellalpe)
is
a
"
lous marvelme
of symphony Alps. sunny I am dazzled and oppressed by it. The of delight in being is one feeling uppermost able to admire, of joy, that is to say, in a which is of contemplation recovered power in being able of physical relief, the result surrender at last to forget myself and self myto
before
is of
things, as
befits
man
in
my
state
en-
of
health.
Gratitude
is
mingled
with
76
thusiasm. continuous
AMIEL^S
JOURNAL.
I have
just spent
at
two
hours
the A
of
delight
the
the
foot
us. me.
of
Sparof
renhorn,
sensations
flood
could
only
think.
"
Sparrenhom.
to
The
because
I)eak of
of the
of
it is not of
climb,
and
masses
loose
which
stones
runs
the
ness steeptwo !
the But
path,
how
between
abysses.
The
great is one's
the
the
reward
series
to
view
embraces
whole Furka
the Ticino
turn
of
the
Valais
Alps
even
from
the
one
Combin
sees a
; and
beyond
the if you
Furka and
you of
few
Rhaetian
the
see
you
whole
Polar
world
the group
snow-
and
glaciers forming
enormous
southern
of the
Bernese the
of
the
Finsteraarhorn,
frau. is the
many The
near
Monch,
whence
and
of
the the
Junggroup like
so
representative
the
Aletschhorn,
ribbons wind them.
one
diverge
Aletsch
different
the
glaciers
which different I
which
saw
about I above
could
peak study
"
from
the
zones, grassy
another,
fields,woods,
snow,
; the
Alps, bare rock and principal types of mountain shaped Mischabel, with its
and
the
pagodaaretes
as
four
amiel's
journal.
"ji
and its staff of nine tered clusflying buttresses peaks ; the cupola of the Fletschhorn, the dome of Monte of Rosa, the pyramid of the Cervin. the Weisshorn, the obelisk
Round
me
fluttered
multitude
of butterflies
and
brilliant
green-backed
a
nothing grew
deadness and
except
lichens.
upper
emptiness
some
Aletsch
glacier,like
up the
vast
an
street, called
All around
way
image
some
of
icy Pompeii.
On
my
boundless
noticed
silence.
back
"
I the
effects mountain
of
sunshine,
starred
close
elastic
grass,
with
the gentian, forget-me-not, and anemones, mountain cattle standing out against the various sky, the rocks just piercing the soil, circular side, stone dips in the mountain of thousands of waves petrified thousands der tenyears ago, the undulating ground, the the quiet of the evening : and I invoked soul of the mountains and the spirit of the heights !
July
was
1870
(5e"a?pe).
"
The
become
sky, morning,
and
the
bathed
in
tranquil
which
light.
Whence oppresses
this and
solemn
pursues
melancholy
me? I
have
just
78
read
the the
a
amiel's
series of
journal.
scientific
books
Karl
(Bronn
Ritter
on
on
Laics
Law
of Palaeontology, of Geographical
Are Forms). of this they the cause depression ? or la it the majesty of this immense landscape, the splendour of this setting sun, which brings the tears to my eyes ?
'
Creature
d'un
heure,'
it well
!
. "
what
is the The eyes
weighs
sense names
upon of of
know
thine
utter
men
nothingness
hover
before
great
my
like
secret nature
reproach, and
tells
me
this
to-morrow
grand
I I am,
impassive
shall
without
that
have
having
of eternal of
a
lived.
Or
perhaps
is
it is the in
"
things which
Job. What withers
stirs
man
me
shudder
which
this is
sort
sunbeam
What
a
infinite
not
abyss
I feel
of
terror,
race, I
but Like
"
for
for
all that
Buddha,
the
feel of
the
great wheel
turning,
"
wheel
universal which
illusion,
me
and
is full
the of
dumb
stupor
he
who
enwraps
corner
anguish.
and beneath
of
her
veil,
I
perceives
struck
with It
the
great
to
mystery
can
is
giddiness.
me
scarcely
breathe.
seems
that
amiel's
journal.
79
^he the
am
hanging
abyss
of
to
by
thread
above
less fathomInfinite
destiny.
intuition
Is this of
the
face death
'
face, an
last
great
?
d'un
est
heure,
pleurs
vont
depths of ineffable are opening in the heart, as vast, as the immensity which surrounds as all these Genius, self-devotion, love,
"
Finir
When
desire
ing yawnus
ings cravme
quicken
once.
life
and
torture
at
Like
under
shipwrecked
waves, I
am
sailor
about
of time
to
a
sink mad
a
conscious
of
and at the same clinging to life, rush of despair and repentance, from all this
me
a
which And
in
to
cry
for agony
pardon.
dissolves
hidden
submission.
!
'Resign
away
of !
yourself
out
inevitable
of
!
sight
Live
the and
flattering
die
in in prayer.
a
youth
the
the
the
Like
insects
up your
out
humming evening
of flame
!
darkness,
Be
content
offer
to
fade the
your
of
murmur
whenever
breathe of upon
ter Mas-
tiny
up.
myriads
of earth
of
unknown
lives
that
clod
is built
So
amiel's
infusoria
upon
'
journal.
The
do
not
count
until
they
are
millions
millions.
!
no
Accept
except
?
nature
never
your
ingness. noth-
Amen
But
there
Am I
is
peace
in
order, in
no
law.
in
order restless
I
Alas,
My
changeable
me
and end.
to
will torment
see
to
the
I
shall The
plainly
better
what
ought
stood
do.
between
love
me
of the
the
will have
and have
good.
me
lost
and
to
undefined
make my I am, my ers. powured tortwas
enough
that
neutralise
belief
me, may
a
that
not
production
my very
remorse
required
be
a
of
mistake
and
superfluity?
comes as
Scherer's
must
phrase
back
we
to
me,
'
We
accept
ourselves
are.'
8th exiles
September
are
1870
to
(Zurich)
Paris
"
"
All
the
Edgar QuiBlanc, Victor Hugo. By the net, Louis help of their united experience will they the Republic ? It succeed in maintaining it is to be hoped But the so. past makes lawful While the Republic is in to doubt. look it as reality a fruit, the French upon returning
a
seed-sowing.
Elsewhere
such
form
amiel's
journal.
of
government
it is and
presupposes
must
free
an
men;
in of
France
be
instrument
instruction
once more
of
universal
were
lias protection. France placed sovereignty in the hands tude suffrage, as though the multialready enlightened, judicious, and
now
and and
reasonable, and
her
task
is to train
a
which, by
is set
for
fiction,
selfstill
has will
is master.
The upon it has
capacity
wisdom Let
with
us
and of give proof of amendment is not impossible. Such ? a change wait for it with sympathy, but also
caution.
12th
Ehine The
September
is
1870
{Basle).
under rolls
the my its
"
The
old
murmuring
gray
stream
window.
waves
wide
great
arches
or
of
the
years
twenty
its
; the
the
red
cathedral
heaven the
shoots
arrow-like
on
spires towards
which
ivy
the the
terraces
fringe
over
of
Rhine mantle
hangs
; the
as
the
walls
green goes
and
comes
82
amiel's
journal.
things
turns
came
seem
to
be
eternal, while
his
man's
hair I
gray
here Now
ttim
and first
I of
as
heart
grows
then
as
old.
a
student,
to
fessor. pro-
return
it at and
the
ward down-
middle
has
the
landscape
The
be melancholy of memory may and all the same puerile, true, it is inexhaustible, and the poets
"
it is of all
times At
have
been
to
its attacks.
bottom,
of
an
is individual theme
to
"
life ?
to
variation
to
be
bom,
these,
in
love, to suffer,to
add
conquer
one
weep,
to
die.
Some
would
to
to
grow
rich, to think,
frantic
may
cause
; but
fact, whatever
however
one can one
efforts and
may
make, oneself,
strain
a
excite
or
but
in
a
greater
of one's
undulation
the
man
line
slighter destiny.
series of
dent evito
Supposing
fundamental
to
renders
a
the little
more
phenomena
or a
more
others
little
it matter
distinct
? The
himself, what
is still
does
whole
an
invariable individual
theme.
exists
or
In
no,
truth,
the in the
whether is of de-
the
so
absolutely imperceptible
that every
things
complaint
and
amiel's
journal.
83
in its
of
to
Humanity
duration
return
flash
in the may
the
entirety planet,
gaseous for
a
the
planet
The
the
it
even
without
the
sun's
feeling
is the
second. of
individual
infinitesimal
Nature
is Maia
"
that
incessant, fugitive,
the inexhaustible
differen in-
series
of
of
phenomena,
tation manifes-
all
the possibilities,
play
And
while
performing
of
some
for
the
amusement
"
somebody,
Or unselfish
tator spec-
Brahma
is Brahma end
working
? From
out
some
serious
and
of
the
theistic
to
point
make wisdom
view,
to
is it the
purpose the
sum
of God
souls, beings
Him
augment
facets
own
of
good
and
by the multiplication of
"
Himself flash
in free back
?
to to
which
may
His
holiness
is
and
tractive attrue
beauty
The is
This the
conception
heart.
But
far
more
more
is it afiirms
moral
consciousness
it.
If
man
capable of conceiving goodness, the general be cannot principle of things, which inferior be to man, must losophy phigood. The of labour, of duty, of effort, is of surely superior to that phenomena, indifference. If so, chance, and universal
84
the
to
amiel's
whimsical
journal.
Ma'ia
the
would
be
subordinate Brahma
to
a
Brahma,
be
eternal
thought, and
subordinate
would God.
in
his turn
holy
October
to
1870
most
the
'Each
'
maxim
to
serves
test
to
Democracy it,but
is
not
forbidden
rarely does apply she holds, for example, that the it, because is the wlio most man worthy man pleases he who her, whereas pleases her is not she always the most worthy, and becaiise that reason guides the masses, supposes in reality they are whereas most commonly
apply democracy
led
by passion.
has
to
And
in the
end
every truth
hood false-
be
expiated, for
always do,
dom, wis-
takes
Alas,
may and
say
or
never
than
goodness special
will
cases
and and
its
heritage
will
of
few
Moral
in
intellectual
harmony,
all
always be a rarity of great isolated All that price, an ch"/ d'ccuvre. the be most can expected from perfect institutions is that they should make it possible for individual excellence to develop
forms,
amiel's
journal.
85
produce the and genius,
constitute
a
itself, not
excellent grace
and
that
they
will form
should
Virtue
individual.
beauty,
such
as no
always
of
no
noblesse
It is of for
or an
against
revolutions of
I the
only
an
importance
which
or
second
not
importance
diminish after
do
wish
an
either
to
to
ignore,
but
but
importance
The
true
which,
life.
all,is mostly
is
negative.
means
political
life
the
of the
26th
October
1870.
crowns
"
Sirocco.
of the
A
trees
bluish
have winter
leafy
at
their
feet ; the
The my
finger of
woman
touched
them.
me a
errandletters.
has
little
just brought
woman,
Poor her
what
life !
She and
spends
forwards
nights
her
in
going backwards
husband
to
from
is
invalid less
her
sister,who
scarcely
helpless, and her days are passed in labour. and Kesigned indefatigable, she without complaining, till she drops. goes on Lives such hers prove as something : that the true ignorance is moral ignorance, that and labour suffering are the lot of all men, and that classification according to a greater less degree of folly is inferior that to or
86
which less
amiel's
journal.
proceeds according
of virtue.
to
to
greater
but
or
The
the
most
kingdom enlightened
man
of God
to
and
man.
the
best
is the
most
unselfish
Humble,
"
constant,
is what And be
not
volim-
tary self-sacrifice,
the
true
'
this
constitutes therefore
is
first.'
upon
Society
science.
a
upon
conscience
is
and
Civilisation
first and
foremost
without
moral
Without
without
honesty,
the
respect
out with-
worship
whole
of
"
duty,
in a
the love
of one's
"
neighbour,
word,
and
virtue,
the
is menaced
the
can
decay, and neither letters nor art, luxury nor industry, nor rhetoric, oflBpoliceman, nor the custom-house
maintain
erect
cer,
and
are
whole
an
edifice
of which
A
the
foundations
upon
unsound. alone
and
State
founded
interest
and
by
fear
is
an
ignoble
rests
unsafe upon
The
ultimate
ground
is the
a
every
civilisation
the
masses,
average suiEcient
morality
amount
of
of
and
is
what
humbly
a
Duty practical righteousness. who upholds all. So that those and unobtrusively fulfil it, and set example
sustenance
good
the
thereby,
of
are
the
salvation
and
this
brilliant
world,
amiel's
wftich
journal.
87
them. saved
Ten
knows
men
nothing
would and
are
about
have
righteous
but
thousands
folk
thousands
to
homely
from
If
needed
preserve
decay. passion
must
are
the
popular morality, it
moral indifference classes.
The and the
be
confessed
that
is the
enlightenment conscience, of
from the honest
intellectual
and
threaten danger that can liberty. When society produces an increasing any number of literary exquisites, of satirists, beaux chemical sceptics, and esprits, some be inferred. disorganisation of fabric may Take, for example, the century of Augustus
greatest
that
are
of Louis
mere
XV.
Our
cynics
stand
their
to
and
egotists, who
the
common are
duty,
of
no
and
in
remoteness
service attack
society
Their
against
any
ill which
may in
it.
cultivation
And away
nearer was
consists
thus
true
having got
and
rid of feeling.
and
farther
from
to
approach
"What ? Not
the
nature.
it that
Mephistopheles
lacked
intelligencecertainly, but
goodness.
88
28th
how
AMIEL's
JOtTRNAI"
October
1870.
"
It is strange
is
to in
see
completely
of the
justice
forgotten
the
presence
Even
no own
great
of
international
struggles.
are
longer capable
interests,
to
passions
may
dictate,
"
that
is
judgment is not a judgment at livering all. How people are capable of demany fair verdict the struggle now a on of few This horror ! going on ? Very equity, this antipathy to justice,this rage neutrality, represents a against a merciful of eruption of animal kind passion in man, fierce is absurd blind a passion, which
say, their
enough
to
call
a
itself force.
reason,
whereas
it is
nothing
16th
but
November
1870.
"
We and
are
struck
by
something
we
bewildering
into is A
me
ineffable of
a an
when
look
every
down
the
an
depths abyss,
of
abyss
emotion
and love
soul
mystery
I
of
and
pity.
upon of
sort
sacred
whenever
penetrate
man,
this
sanctuary
of
and
of the gentle murmur prayers, rise from and supplications which hymns, These the hidden depths of the heart. with fill me involuntary confidences
the
AMI
ELS
JOURNAL.
89
and
to
tender
piety
The
and
religious awe
experience
seems
ness. shyme
wliole
as
as
wonderful
poetiy,
birth and
and
divine
with
the
divineness
me, I I bow
am
of
Speech And,
console
fails
whenever
and
fortify.
December
6th
"
1870. in Goethe
"
Dauer
im This
Wechsel
title of
up
'Persistence
poem
change.'
is the
by
nature.
Everything I'apiditythat
to
of
such
unequal
eternal
existence
appeara age, of
another.
to
geological
the
for
any
pared com-
instance, compared
duration
of
a
living being, the duration to a geological age, our life,too, compared impressions which pass
"
planet
appear
to
across one
eternities,
thousand
us
the
in
an self one-
hour.
Wherever
one
looks,
feels
overwhelmed
The
terror.
Everything
has real
seems
so
relative
that
it is
scarcely possible
a
to
distinguish whether
anything
Where and Which
value.
is the
fixed
bottomless
gulf ?
it not
of
be
that
"
perceives the
relations
things,
iu
other
90
The
amiel's
journal.
perception
of
ourselves
within
the
thought, the realisation of ourselves in God, self-acceptancein Him, the harmony of our will with in a word, religion, His, Whether here alone is firm ground. this happiness lies thought be free or necessary, with it. Both in identifying oneself the
" "
infinite
Stoic
and
to
the the
Christian
surrender
selves them-
Being
of
beings,
which
the
and the other sovereign wisdom God St. John sovereign goodness. says, Brahmin is Light,' 'God is Love.' The
one
calls
'
says,
'
God
Let ?
is
us
the
inexhaustible
'
fount
of
poetry.'
And
man
say,
God
is Perfection.'
Man,
for
all his
inexpressible
insignificanceand
still apprefrailty,may hend of the idea perfection, may help the forward die with will, and supreme Hosanna
on
his
lips 1
upon
a
All
teaching depends
and
certain
sentiment pre-
pi-eparation in the taught; others we can only teach profitably what can they already virtually know only ; we what give them already. This they had law of is also a principle of education can only be developed on history. Nations the lines of their tendencies and aptitudes. and other bellious reon Try them they are any and incapable of impxovement.
amiel's
journal.
91
By
comes
despising
to
himself of his
too
own
much
man
be
worthy
contempt.
witness which
Its way
a
of
suffering is
to
the
soul
bears
itself.
The
beautiful
it lasts and
cause bethe
satiate,while
and
sublime
is
relative,temporary,
1871.
violent.
Perpetual effort is the characteristic of modem morality. A the place of the has taken painful process old harmony, the old equilibrium, the old all so of being. We are joy and fulness fauns, satyrs, or Silenuses, aspiring many deformities become to angels ; so many embellishment own labouring for our ; so worlcing clumsy chrysalises each many of the the development painfully towards is no him. Our ideal butterfly within longer a serene beauty of soul ; it is the of Laocoon struggling with the hydra agony of evU. lot is cast irrevocably. There The whole-natured are no men more happy candidates so among us, nothing but many for heaven, galley-slaveson earth.
4th
February
"
Nous
ramoDS
uotre
vie
en
attendant
le
port.'
92
Moliere
reason.
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
said
It is
that
reasoning
that
so
banished
progress of is
possible also
we are
the
towards
perfection
a
now
proud
only
seems
pretentious
to
means
it
actual but
not
good
of
Duty imperfection. be more negative than positive than lessening evil rather it is a generous discontent,
; it is
an
happiness
an
incessant
suit pur-
unattainable
not
reason
"
goal, a
;
noble
ness, mad-
but
it is
home-sickness
for
but
the
impossible,
wisdom.
pathetic and
pitiful,
still not
The
and
its
has attained harmony, being which attain being may it, has found every place in the order of the universe, and the
a
represents
divine flower
thought
or a
at
least
as
clearly Harmony
is what
as
solar
system.
itself. It
seeks
it
nothing
to
outside
ought
be
; it is the
expression
right, order, law, and truth ; it is greater than time, and represents eternity.
of 6th
February
Chansons
1871.
du
"
am over
reading
seems
Just" and
Soir
again,
melancholy
veins.
of the
It
poet
of
to pass
is the
revelation
a
of
complete
of
How
existence, and
reverie. character
whole
world
melancholy
much
there
is in
Musette,
amiel's
journal.
93
Chant
much
'
the
Chanson
de the
du
Setour, and
in
how
Lina,
and all
ma
! fille
best
pieces of
its
be
are
Au
and
dela,
Homuncu-
lus, La
Trompeuse,
author's added
Jacques,
these
may national
the
Marionettes
song,
Helvetic.
intention childlike
a
smile
wisdom
or
expressing
the power
a
ballad,
in
suggesting
are
nothing,
the Vaudois side
on
these
the
points
On
prise, sur-
in the
which
poet
triumphs.
and of
in
sort
reader's and
there
is emotion
a
the
author's
to
pleasant
slyness which
tricks
upon
seems
delight
of
playing
most
you,
only tricks
kind.
the
dainty
has
to
and
brilliant
we
Juste
Olivier
the
passion
have
his
hides
might imagine a fairy for delicate He mystification. gifts. He promises nothing and
His gives a great deal. generosity, which is prodigal, has a surly air ; his simplicity is really subtlety ; his malice ness; tenderpure
and
the
his
whole
of
is, as
mind
it were, in
fine
flower and
the
its
sweetest
dreamiest
94
amikl's
journal.
reading for this some morning has been vigorous chapters of Taine's History of English Literature. Taine is a writer whose work always produces a disagreeable impression upon me, as a though of a creaking of pulleys and of clicking of machinery ; there is a smell the it. His laboratoiy about style is the
"
10th February
1871.
My
style
science
of
chemistry
of
and
it is inexorable
forcible,penetrating and harsh, but altogether lacking humanity, nobility, and grace.
effect which it makes
charm,
one's
agreeable dis-
taste,
upon of
ear,
two
and
heart, depends
:
things
the
upon
the upon
moral
his
author
and
for principles. The profound contempt which characterises the physichumanity the of technology intrusion logical school, and
Stendhal,
of which
one seems
in
these
pages, gases
and from
The
which
a
like the
manufactory
is
of
mineral
products.
gree, highest deand
book but
instructive
of
in
the
instead
animating
saddens
stirring,
its reader.
it
It excites
feeling whatever
; it is
simply
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
95
I
means
of of
"
information.
will be
"
imagine
of
this
the
as
kind future
thing
a as
the
a
literature
V
literature
Americaine,
different
lis
possible
of the
from
Greek
art, giving
instead crucible
algebra
of
instead
image,
vision
the
Apollo. flayed
will
see
we
shall
death
of poetry,
dissected
by
science.
15th
February
nations
1871. educate
"
Without
each
ing intend-
it,
other, while
but their who
France
in view
was
selfish the
interests. of
It
made
Germany
the
present,
ten
by
tempting at-
its destruction
; it is
during
will
the
tions genera-
contemporary
crush her.
to
regenerate
effort
to
equality
French
that
will teach
are
by
ture na-
hierarchical.
that appearance The say,
"
Germany
is
as
teach
the
not
science, and
as
valuable
"
ity. realis to
worship
prestige passion
smoke in
the
that
of falsehood is to
are
for
vainglory
noise
;
"
that
say,
must
for
and
these the
what
die
a
interests which
of is
world.
It is
false
religion
96
amiel's
I
a
journal.
being destroyed.
war
will
issue
any
in
balance
has the gone
of
things
"
better
new
than
which in
before
Europe,
individual
which himself
government
will
of
dinal car-
the
by
be
the
principle of society, in opposition to the Latin regards the principle, which individual to an a end, as thing, a means
an
instrument
of
the
Church
or
of
the
State.
In the
order
and
free
harmony
adhesion
which and
would
result
from
voluntary
we
submission
see
to
a a
common new
ideal,
moral world.
should
It would
the
an
rLse of
be the
model musical
to
resemble
a one
great
plined discisake
is
every
submits
be
organised, subordinated,
for the of art, and
and for
the
of
producing
masterpiece.
is made
use a
Nobody
of for
coerced, nobody
pui-poses,
selfish
or
nobody
All
selfish
common
part.
to
plays bring
common
hypocritical
talent
to
their
the
stock, and
contribute
knowingly
Even the
and
gladly
the
wealth.
to
self-love
itself is
action, under
make itself
obliged pain
help
on
eral genit
of
rebuff
should
apparent.
amiel's
1871.
journal.
97
is in
the
ISth that
the
February
average
its
"
It
and
France
of
German
the
societies
most
and
The
no
are
clearly
'
visible.
to
bad
taste
seems
have
place
has
German grace
enormous
aesthetics.
Their
cannot
elegance
is between
in it ; and
they
understand
the
difference
there
distinction
(what
is
manly, gentle-
ladylike), and their stiff vornehmTheir lichkeit. imagination lacks style, training, education, and knowledge of the
world
;
it has
an
ill-bred
air
even
in
its
dress. is poetical and The race Sunday but and ill-mannered. common intelligent, and wit, Pliancy gentleness, manners, are vivacity, taste, dignity, and charm, qualitieswhich belong to others. Will that inner freedom of all the observed
come
of
soul, that
which best Will lise civiis
the ?
to
profound
I
have
so
harmony
often
ever
faculties among
Germans,
the and
their
to
the
ever
conquerors
of
to-day
forms that
as we
soften
their
of
It
by
to
future
As
novels
soon
shall
able
judge.
novel of
they
'
are
capable
of the
celled ex-
'
good
of
society
Till social
then,
maturity
9?
them but
;
amiel's
journal.
they
may
have
humanity
little
of
feeling,
the
life,are
honest
perfections of unknown to them. be They may and terly well-meaning, but they are utsavoir
vivre.
delicacies, the
without
22d
M
.
Febriiary
About
1871.
"
Soiree
at
the
our
best of
society
sexes
there,
ages.
happy
were
"
ure mixtgray
and
There
heads,
whole
which gave
a
young
framed made
a
soft air
groups.
the girls, bright faces, in tapestries soi^e Aubusson charming background, and of distance to the brilliantly-
dressed
In
as
are
expected
and
but
to
behave
if
ambrosia
concerned
the
themselves interests.
no
nothing need,
realism what
loftiest
have
as
'
Anxiety,
All
a
passion,
is call
the
'
existence. In
suppressed
brutal.
word,
we on
society
proceeds for the moment illusory assumption that and ethereal atmosphere
of
the
gods. All vehemence, expression, all real suffering, frank sign familiarity, or any startlingand milieu; they at
are
passion,
delicate
common
distasteful
once
in this the
destroy
amiel's
journal.
99
work,
the the
the
cloud
palace,
which
the
magical
been It
tectural archi-
whole, general
all
has and
which
raised
by spell
to
consent
effort. breaks
is like
sharp cock-crow
enchantments,
select
the
of
and
puts the
of
fairies
flight. These
without eyes
gatherings
sort
produce,
for
art.
knowing
and
ears,
an
it, a
concert
improvised
collaboration intellect associations associations
and
work
of
taste
of
By
the
instinctive
body every-
concerned, festival,and
the
hold
of
exchanged
So
for the
understood,*society
cultivated the classes of the
is
form
of
poetry
recompose
; the
deliberately
past
and
or
idyll
of
these
the
no,
buried
I believe
world
that
a
Astrea.
Paradox
dream
represent
of
confused
reminiscences
of
an
age
heart, or rather gold haunting the human of things a harmony aspirations towards which everyday reality denies to us, and of art alone which gives us a glimpse.
For a psychologist it April 1871. is extremely interesting to be readily and of the complications of directly conscious 28th
"
one's
own
organism
It
seems
and
to
the
me
play of its
that the
eral sev-
parts.
sutures
lOO
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
of my
to
being
me as a
are
becoming
once a
just
clear
a
allow
at
enough perception of
sense
loose
myself
my
own
whole
and
A
distinct
of
brittleness.
makes
personal existence
and
curiosity.
world
which Instead become very
of
only
me,
seeing
the
of
being single,
Instead of of
legion, multitude,
cosmos.
whirlwind
on
"
living
my
the
surface,
atoms,
I take
possession
inmost
self,I apprehend
at
myself,
so
if not
as
in my groups
cells and of
least
my
far
my
are
organs, In
ahnost other
tissues,
the
concerned. monad
words,
isolates
itself from
that it may
monads,
and finds
its
them,
harmony
again
itself.
between
our
Health
is the with
perfect balance
all its component
;
organism,
the
outer
parts, and
us
world
it
serves
especially
for
of that world. acquiring a knowledge Organic disturbance obliges us to set up and fresh a more spiritual equilibrium, to withdraw within the soul. our Thereupon the object itself becomes bodily constitution of it
It is no thought. belong to us may
longer
;
we,
although
more
it
is
we
nothing
make
the
than
the
vessel
in which
pas-
AMIEL'S
journal.
1 01
sage
weak
of
of which
the
we
study the
without
structure
own
identifying
Where
our
individuality.
residence
of
is the
In But
ultimate
or
the
self ?
thought,
below
rather
in
consciousness
saliens is
not
germ, for
the
punctum
The
of
spontaneity
consciousness
primitive,
that
it becomes.
return
thinking
is to
the
pure
abyss of
is
"
into
not.
The
;
or
kingdom
rather
passes it the is to
the
king
alone the
remains which
"
royalty
say,
turn
that
idea,
idea
?
the
being in its
vesture
or
merely
the
the
passing
Is nitz Leibmortal im?
of
the
permanent
Is
Hegel right ?
under
the
individual
form
of the
the
saw
spiritualbody
of the
Is
he
eternal idea?
under
Who ?
form
most
vidual indi-
clearly, St.
of
Leibnitz
to
us an lution. evo-
Paul
attracts
or me
Plato
most
The because
theory
it opens
infinite
of
For
monad,
which of
is the time
universe,
too
whole
infinite
the
much
one
to must
develop
admit
infinite
within
Only
exterior the
actions
influences
which
affect
evolution
I02
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
Its
independence
without
or ever
must
be
mobile and
either
can
increasing quantity
infinite,
neither
between
zero
reaching
monad
nor
completeness
be free.
entirely
2lst
June
1871. the
"
The
international
cialism so-
of down
in
its beginning to celebrate approaching victory. For it there is neither nor nor memories, property, country, nor
Paris,
religion.
itself.
Mably,
How there
nothing and nobody but Its dogma is equality, its prophet is and Baboeuf is its god.* is the conflict be to solved, since
no
There
is
is
longer
the
one
single
of
common
ciple prinenemies
between ?
between
partisans and
the
the
of
the
existing form
and
society,
of of man,
liberalism
Their
worship
of
equality
its the
respective notions
"
that
is to
say, I
"
differ
radically.
of the of
Russian
suspect
Internationale
merely
will
the be
pioneer
the
common
nihilism, which
of the
grave
races,
old and
races
and Slavs.
the If
the
Latins of
the
salvation
humanity
of the
will
depend
individualism
brutal
American
amiel's
journal.
103
of the
ent pres-
sort.
are
I believe rather
that
the
nations
learning wisdom.
balance and individuals. rule
of the
than
means
harmony, Democracy,
masses,
only
which
met
with
in
the
means
instinct, to
is to say,
nature,
to
blind
impulse,
contraries
because
to
elemental
its
only
that
in the
mode
represents
falls with
childish and
form
of
prejudice
and
A
which
love
same
cools, adores
and
unreason.
curses,
haste
succession
impression of gives an the change which people readily identify with Enceladus as improvement, though
of
opposing
follies
was
more
at
ease
on
his
the
left
side
than
on
his
volcano
ing remainDemos is
The
its
only equalled by
a
stupidity of presumption.
It is like
and none youth with all his animal reasoning powers developed. Luther's of humanity comparison drunken his horse struck
not
me
of his
to
peasant,
on as one a
always ready
side
or
to
fall from
the
other, has
one.
always
It is
particularly happy
the
that
deny
no
right of
of illusion
the
as
democracy,
to
but
I have
sort
the
use
it
I04
will make
as
amiel's
journal.
of
its
wisdom
is the
rule. has
Numbers
right, so long, at any rate, the exception and conceit make law, but goodness
tion nothing to do with figures. Every ficis self-expiating, and rests democracy that the majority has this legal fiction, upon its side that not on only force but reason it possesses not only the right to act but the
"
wisdom is
necessary
for
action. its
The
fiction the
of dangerous because have always demagogues feelings of the masses. will the
flattery;
the The
masses
flattered
vate pri-
always
age of of
be
below
the
average.
Besides,
the
majority
sex
will
be
be
lowered,
away,
barriers
will
swept
make
and absurd is
democracy by handing
greatest
an
will
over
finally
the
itself of
decision is most
all that
to
all that
be the
incapable.
Such
end
will
the
from child
a
of
selfis
the
the become
there and
need
for
him
to
good-for-nothing
of
no
that
self-improvement law,
founded upon
is
account.
Public
its
equaliti in-
of
experi-
amiel's
journal.
105
bour, laof
ence
; in
and
end
in
the
triumph
The shown the
platitude
of
what the kind
and
the
residuum.
has
comes
regime
us
Parisian
of
Commune
material
to
top
in
these
days of frantic vanity and universal suspicion. survives is tough, and all humanity Still, one impatient catastrophes. Only it makes tlie race to see always taking the longest road to an end, and exhausting all possible it is able to faults before accomplish one These definite step towards improvement.
innumerable
follies,that
an
are
to
be
and
must
be,
effect upon The me. irritating more majestic is the history of science, the intolerable is the more history of politics of progress in the and religion. The mode abuse world of the patience moral seems an
have
of God.
Enougli
and
us, let
us
There
is
no
help
If
our
in
race on same
thropy misanvexes
pessimism.
a
keep
are
decent
silence
on
the
ter. mat-
We
imprisoned
sink
the with
rest
the
ship,
own
and
we
shall
it.
to
Pay
God.
your
debt, and
you
leave
Sharer,
as
inevitably are, in the sufferings of your kind, set a good example : that is all which
is asked of
you.
Do
all the
good
you
can^
io6
amiel's
journal.
and
say
; and
all
the
truth
rest
you be
know
or
lieve be-
patient, resigned,
His
submissive.
does
business,
do
yours.
29fA
July
1871.
"
So
long
he is and
If
a
as
man
is
Schleiermacher of
the
masters
the
art.
we
to
main re-
among
revival
about
of
by inward
sort.
be a perliving there must petual youth within us, brought change and by love of the
Platonic
The
soul
must
be
for
ever
modes,
new
vibrating in
The which make
has
so
all its
.
fibres, raising up
. .
terests in-
for itself.
Epistles and
I
one
the
Epigrams
? of
of Goethe
do
not
have
been
love
to-day
Because
he
little soul.
ing understand-
love, religion,duty,
patriotism has
in it. A
something
is
no
mean no an
and
repulsive
There
secret
ardour,
generosity,
ill-concealed
all the It
at
in him.
barrenness,
itself felt of
egotism, makes
wealth
is true
through
his Goethe
and
that
talent.
has in
egotism
that
of
least
this
is excellent the
it,that
it respects
liberty of
individual, and
is favourable
amiel's
all
journal.
107
go
out
to way
originality.
for
But
it will
of
its
no
to
; it will ; it will
a
give itself
it does
trouble else's
with
nobody ligliten
away
burden
in
word,
consists
charity,
for
the
great
his
Christian
in
virtue.
Perfection
Goethe
in love
;
personal
is
thetic, aes-
nobility, not
not
standard
moral. allowed of
He
ignores
to
holiness,
reflect
on
and
the the
has dark
core,
never
himself evil.
A
problem
he believes
nor
Spinozist luck,
He the is
to
in individual
not
a
in
liberty
of
in
responsibility.
to
Greek
the
great time,
of the
He
whom
ward in-
crises
are
religious
represents,
or
consciousness
unknown. earlier
what
then,
to
our
state
of sold
than the
subsequent
'
tianity, Christime
one ship wor-
prudent critics of
call
the
'
modern of
the
spirit;
modern
For
and
"
only
the
tendency
of
spirit
stands
nature.
Goethe
outside
all the
social of
and
politicalaspirations of the
; he
generality
interest
mankind Nature
takes
in
no
more
than
herself
the
our
the
herited, disin.
. .
the
The
feeble, and
of and
The
oppressed.
time
restlessness
for
does It is
no
not
plicable ex-
exist
Goethe
his
school.
have
enough.
of dissonance. of the voice of
deaf
man
sense
The
who
knows the
ing nothvoice of
conscience,
io8
amiel's
journal.
regret
the
masters
or
remorse,
cannot
even
guess under
to
at
two
two
troubles and
"
of
two
those
who
live
laws, and
Nature his
belong
and that
is
worlds,
But All her but
that
of
of
erty. Lib-
For
himself,
cannot
choice
and in
men
made.
humanity
needs
are
choose
at
once
exclude. the of
to
vocal She
to
cry
of
sufiering.
she
hears those
the who
science,
her of
listens
talk
religion ; pleasure
moves
attracts
her,
adores
but
her
; and
or
she
hardly
she
knows
the
she
hates
whether
Later. the
"
Still
re-reading
poems
the
sonnets
"
and The
miscellaneous left
of
Goethe.
the
impression
is
upon
by
this
part of
than
Gedichte
made
much
me
more
favourable
that
the
Epigrams.
The
Water
be
too
natures.
the
sense
are pecially esSpirits and The Divine noble in feeling. One must never hasty in judging these complex Completely lacking as he is in of obligation and of sin, Goethe
nevertheless
finds
his Greek
way
to
seriousness
through dignity,
his school
sculpture
has
been
of virtue.
Ibth
second
"
Ee-read,
Vie de
for
in
the the
Jesus,
AMIEVS
JOURNAL.
log
The
most
sixteenth
popular
feature
is that
edition. of tliis
no
acteristic char-
sin
plays
part
the
at
all in
it. of
Now,
the them
if
anything
among
explains
men,
success
Gospel
it is that
it
a
brought word,
to to
deliverance
A
a
from
sin
"
in
salvation.
man,
however,
is bound
not
explain
the
very
shirk white-
This who
many
Christ
Christ
so
inspired
tears.
martyrs
author
and lacks
has
dried
moral
seriousness, and
ness. holiof
confounds
with nobility of character He speaks as an artist conscious sense pathetic subject, but his moral
is
not
not
interested
to
in
the
the
question.
It
is of
possible
mistake
epicureanism
the
aesthetic
ately passionthere
search
some
of
remains
truth. of
In
Kenan
still
priestly ruse
His
tone
; he
of
strangles
or
with
sacred
cords.
contemptuous
less
he
but
should
have
shown
more
respectful
and
you the
will,
honest
speak
simply
and
plainly
to
no
amiel's
journal.
Later.
"
To
understand
is
to
be of
scious con-
of
the
be
fundamental
"
unity
that is to of
the
to
thing
conceive
to
explained
its
to
say,
it in
entirety both
able
to
life and it
development,
mental process
be
remake
by
without
means,
without
object,
clear
to
then
the
a
power
by
full and
is
more
of
To
to
understand for
judge,
understanding
into
of the
mind
the
conditions is
object,
whereas
judgment
individual
enunciation
of the
simply opinion.
2t"th
reux).
"
(Charnex-sur-Montweather. The
peace,
ing morn-
seems
happy
from
a
and
heavenly
and
were
fragrance
;
rises
mountain benediction
shore
it is
as us.
though
No
laid
upon
noise
scene.
disturbs One
"
the
church
every
not to
oneself in a might believe a vast temple in which every being natural beauty has its place, i of putting the breathe for fear traversed by flight, a dream
"
angels.
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
Ill
'
Comme
La
autrefois
j'entends
temps
dans
I'ether I'hosauna
infini des
musique
mondes.'
du
et
In
these
heavenly
rises
to
see
moments
the
'
cry
of I
Pauline believe
cares, the !
lips.i"
the
feel !
the
miseries,
enter
the
vexations
of absorbs
and
life,are
us
forgotten
into
universal divine
the
the of and
joy order,
have
we
into and
the
blessedness
Lord.
Labour
death
to bless pause
; life is
of
things
It is
as
all dissonances
have
peared. disapbut
of
one
vast
goodness praise
inexhaustible We
so or
wealth
of
no
and whether
harmony.
it is become the
to notes
question
not.
longer
ourselves
;
We
have
cert con-
in
the
the
great
silence with
and
soul
breaks
in
of the
ecstasy only
eternal
vibrate
unison
22d
sky
"
left me,
the
sun
is unkind
away, in
and
capricious.
sakes forhave all
Everything
us.
passes And
everything
of
we
place
1
lost,age
and
gray
hairs
112
amiel's
journal.
After
. .
.
walked
A
me
between
has
a
two
great charm
more
; the
dark
tones
tints
more a
velvety,
The of
the
softer
country
tears
more
in rain
is like
"
face
traces
upon
it,
is
less beautiful
doubt, but
the
expressive.
which
Behind
beauty
discovers
superficial,
the
thetic aes-
gladsome,
sense
radiant, and
palpable,
another
order
of
beauty
and This
the
altogether, hidden,
moral to mysterious, akin of beauty only reveals sort is all the more initiated,and It is
a
exquisite
little like
the
refined of
joy
the is
madness it is not
Its
faith, like
within
luxury
of
of
grief ;
the
all
world.
one
attraction
some
affects bizarre
like
strange
once
melody.
up the in
WTien
for
it is set
mind
one
takes
special and
in
'
keen
delight
it,for
finds
it
bien
Son
premi^rement,
puis
le d^a.in
d'au-
trui,'
pleasant to one's vanity not to be herd. of the same opinion as the common This, however, is not possible with things
and
it is
amiel's
journal.
113
which
is
a
"which
are
evident, and
Charm,
the
beauty perhaps,
and
the
is incontesta better
name
for
esoteric
escapes
paradoxical
beauty,
which
to
our
vulgar,
to
and
appeals
Classical all eyes
Esoteric
dreamy belongs,
ceased is
to
meditative
so
side.
to
beauty
; it has
speak,
to
belong
itself. It
beauty
its favours is
shy
to
and
retiring.
eyes,
only
bestows
This
unveils
itself
unsealed
upon
and
only
friend
in
love.
who
,
why
my
places
with the
herself souls of
immediately
those of she
relation does
once
meets,
when likes
not
see
the
ugliness
those
people
She
are
she
is interested
in them.
and
dislikes, and
those she
more
she
are
likes
beautiful,
There is
dislikes
ugly.
in
it
nothing
For in
complicated
aesthetic
than
are
that.
her,
moral
considerations
; she
lost
her of
sympathy
she passes goes
looks
the
with
heart
by
on
chapter
the
;
the
only ; beautiful,
I
and
can
to
same
chapter
of
charm.
do
on
the
only
once
it is
; my
by
has
reflection does
not
a
and
second
thoughts
at
friend
it
the
involuntarily and
artistic fibre.
The
; she
craving
the between
nature.
for
perfect
and
the
correspondence
outside form
"
between
"
inside
matter
of
things
and
not
is not
in her
She
does
114
suffer it.
As
amiel's
journai,.
from
for me,
ugliness,she
me,
can
shocks All
want
cannot
corporal
of
defects
irritate
the
which
tear,
ink,
and like
"
order.
being something beauty in women, ought not to exist, shocks me like a solecism, a dissonance, a spot of of in a out word, like something the other On hand, beauty restores
me
fortifies
like
some
miraculous
food,
Olympian
le bon
demain
comme
ambrosia.
'
Que
Des
soit
toujours
chercherai
camarade
femme.
entre
eux
du
beau
je
le
Mais
divorce
n'est
pas
nouveau,
Et
que
peu
ame,
de
beaux
corps,
botes
d'une
belle
Assemblent
I'un
et I'autre
point
all
one
'
will
not
finish,for
A
after
must
resign
oneself.
beautiful
soul
in
and healthy body is already a rare if one finds heart, thing ; and into intellect,and courage sense,
one
blessed
common
the
gain, bar-
may
well
do
we
without call
that
ing ravish-
dainty
almost
which with
a we
which
that
beauty,
do
without
a
and
without
delicious We
seasoning
"
call
grace.
one
sigh, as
we,
does
what
without
luxury.
Happy
to possess
is necessary.
amiel's
29th December
jouknal.
115
been ing readde
1871.
"
I have
(Critique de V evolutionisme des principes nom Hegel- Hartmatin, au AVhat writer! Like a Schopenhmier).
cuttle-fish
a
Balinsen
de
a
in
water,
of
every
movement
duces pro-
cloud
ink
which
shrouds
his
what And ! a doctrine thought in darkness. A thoroughgoing pessimism, which regards the world as absurd, 'absolutely idiotic,' and for having allowed reproaches Hartmann
the
evolution of
of
the
universe the
some
trary, con-
little remains
this
tory, contradic-
and
is
no
reason
anywhere
the
reasoner.
except
Of
the
in the
brain
of
all
which
exists
is
is that
of
itself to
destruction. is
that
The
hope
the
philosopher
shorten of
their
reasonable and
hasten
beings
agony
return
everything to nothing. It is the philosophy of a has desperate Satanism, which the resigned perspectives of Budnot even dhism to offer to the illusioned disappointed and dissoul.
The This the individual frantic
can
but is
protest and
the world
curse.
Sivaism
developed from
the
doctrine
ii6
amiel's
journal.
the
writer
to
indulgence
prevent
in
our
taste
which
the mere as regarding his work challenge of We have a paradoxical theorist. really with faith in to do a theophobist, whom
goodness
order
to
rouses
to
fury
of contempt. of
In
hasten kills
the
deliverance
the
world,
and for the
he
all
in the
and which
substitutes
inspired Mephistophelian gall Qakyamouni, that which defiles,withers, and corrodes thing everyit touches.
of
humanity
ism nihil-
how terrible
strange
doctrine
very
it is to
see
this
and the
desolate
and
growing
when
at
the
is
moment
nation
celebrating
!
its greatness
is
so
triumphs
that
The
one
contrast
startling
tifying iden-
it sets
This
thought,
with the
existence
developing
'Evil mankind is neither declares is
to
axiom
of
of
optimist
that the
felicity which
life is accessible from
a
calls eternal
Self-mockery, starting
horror
of
amiel's
jourxal.
117
and of
stupidity
the
true
and
hypocrisy,
standing
mind and
to
in all
way
of
all wholeness
"
seriousness, brings
The
us
this is the
at
goal
which
intellect cries
the
out.
last, unless
must
conscience
for
mind
have
ballast
not to
clear
conception
between
fluctuate
Before
secured
giving
advice
or
we
must
have made
its acceptance,
rather, have
it desired.
If
the
being
we
it with
sale whole-
It is
dangerous
of
to
abandon
oneself
one
to
the
luxury
and
even
grief ;
of the
it
deprives
of courage,
wish
for recovery.
We of the
learn
to
recognise
in that
mere
conscience which
indignation
with
the
is not of
to
be
gentleness
charity,
the
serve re-
of
humility.
1872.
Without
1th
man
February
can
"
faith
can
do
nothing.
But
faith
stifle
all science.
ii8
amiel's
journal.
What,
Faith
whence
certitude
it is
an
without
proofs.
Being
of the
certitude,
action.
of its
Being
two
contrary
and
science.
effects.
its
its
two
aspects
of
Is
point
intelligence? No. Thought shake or strengthen faith ; it cannot may produce it. Is its origin in the will ? No : favour good-will may it, ill-will may hinder believes one it,but no by will, and faith is not Faith is a sentiment, a duty. for it is a hope ; it is an instinct, for it precedes
all outward
instruction.
departure
Faith
at
is the
; it is
heritage
that
The
of
the
individual
him
to
birth of
which
binds
the
whole
being.
with
;
individual
only detaches
the maternal
himself breast
difiBculty from
he
only
nature
isolates around
himself
by
from
an
effort
the
from
the
which
him,
love
he
in which
floats,
in
cradle
lies.
with
He the
is born
humanity,
The
trace
world, and
of that
with
God.
of this
original union
individuality
in the
nambulist som-
is faith. vague
Faith Eden
which
state
is
the
reminiscence
our
whence
issued, but
Our
it inhabited anterior
to
the
personal
in
life
individual
life consists
separating
amiel's
journal.
119
in
so
ourselves
upon
and
"
from
milieu;
that
is to
say,
primitive
neutral life and may kind form. have
a
faith
matter
Our
the
of
things
so
works
afresh, and
studies
in its
which
every
be
as
affected
by
our
of
to
perish completely
ourselves
able
to
original
we
We been
may
die the
may
before
recover
personal
and the need
faith
which
as
harmony satisfy
our us.
of
our
mind
conscience
well
never
as
hearts.
It
But
of
faith
of
a
leaves
truth
is the
to
postulate
all
higher
; it holds
which
is
bring
harmony.
out
It is the
to
us
stimulus
of research
the
at
reward,
which which
is
it
us
the
goal.
of
Such
least is the
a
true, the
mere never
excellent
faith.
That
prejudice
known
cannot
childhood,
which
or
has
doubt,
respect
convictions
a
or a
tolerate
is
a
different
and
such
faith of
stupidity
fanaticisms. what
hatred,
may
the
then
mother
all
We said
repeat
"
of faith
jEsop
of the
tongue
'
Quid
melius
e"dem
'
I20
amiel's
journal.
To
draw
we
the
must
poison-fangs
subordinate
of
faith
the
in
selves, our-
it to of
love
true
of is
ligions, re-
truth. the
The
supreme
worship
the
only
means
of
all
Faith
only
has
allowed
the
"
second truth.
place,
When
preme su-
faith exalts
judge
to
in
herself
the the
the
position of
:
judge
from
world fourth
is enslaved
to
tianity, Chris-
the
. .
century,
faith
a
is the
proof
ever
it.
.
faith
? We
must
conquer
the
vulgar
to
look
forward
in trust
better The
future.
difhculty, however,
faith
has much
more
is this.
A than
row naran
energy world
to
enlightened
will
not
over
faith
more
the
belongs
It
to
much th'^n
than
wisdom.
is
certain
that
; and
fanaticism will
never
thought
of
have is to
dice. prejua
The
solution
found
in
labour. have
After
been of
men a
those
to
whose up
to
hold
and
the
ideal the
new
pure of
free
who
faith,
will
of
violence,
within the
bring
the
creed
circle
tutions. recognised interests, prejudices, and instithis just what Is not happened to
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
121
Christianity ?
the It
After
the the
gentle Master,
bitter
impetuous
is
true
Paul
this
and
Councils.
that But
Gospel.
more so
good
the world of
corrupted the done still Christianity has and than harm to humanity,
is what
advances,
by
the
successive
decay
19th
Paris
gradually improved
1872.
ideals.
June
"The on.^^
wrangle
The
"
in
the
Synod
is the
still goes
stone to
ural supernatIt
of
agree that
stumbling.
on
might
of the
"
be
possible
; but
must
the the
idea
Divine
the
no, be
is not
question
the
chaff
separated
from
good
and pendent inde-
grain.
miracle
The is of
an
supernatural
all
is
miracle,
Now,
miracle
thus
understood
; and
more
experimentally phenomena,
the rest,
are
besides,
out
the
proved subjective
be than in
far
important
of
not
all the
left Men
account
see
definition. is
a
will
that
a
miracle of the
vision
Divine
psychical
on
crisis,
prompting
For the
and
the
last
indifferent the
no
miracles.
It is
only
religioussouls
who
122
AMIEL's
JOCRXAL.
are
capable
in certain The
of
God
the
finger
the
of
minds
of
which
reached
trine doc-
immanence
fanatics
incomprehensible They
last
is
ten
"
to
the
never
of
ti-anscendence.
"
will the
more
understand of
than
these
that
panentheism religious
Their
Krause
times
super-
their
dogmatic
for the
naturalism.
which
are
passion
facts
objective,isolated, and
from
past, prevents
which
them
are
eternal what
as
and
comes
only
adore
As
soon
them
from is
without.
their all
dramaturgy
seems
interpreted
lost.
"
symbolically
must
to
them
They
ished van-
have
their
local
prodigies miracles,
and
their
because there.
for
the
divine
can
is there
only
fail
to
faith
the
races
hardly pledged
call
what the is
conquer
to
the
Cartesian
who
incomprehensible
abhor
profound.
local miracle universal
Women
more
will
to
always
understand the
find
than
cle, mira-
visible
objective intervention
than
The His
more
probable
action. form
ical psychologLatin
to
inward mental
world
by
"its
its
is doomed
to
petrify
ever
abstractions, and
remain
for
AMIELS
JOURNAL.
123
of
are
outside
central
the
inmost
where
sanctuary
ideas
or
life, that
vided, still undi-
hearth
without
The
shape
makes
it
determination.
Latin
because
mind
everything
outside
the eye
to
tive, objecthings,
which
remains
and
outside
itself.
It is like
it, and
the
artificially,
of
flecting re-
and
from
distance, by
of
a
surface
mirror.
SOth
weary
August
me now
1872.
as
"
priori speculations
as
much
anybody.
make
to
me
the
different
of
scholasticisms
what
they profess
of
demonstrate,
affirm is
to
because, instead
from throw the
up
dice, prejuThey
rather
are
not
to
discover which
darkens
They
the
scended, de-
Catholic
procedure,
comparison,
examination. into and
previous
men
is to trick
assent,
to
to
with
arguments,
But
to
press supme,
must
a
inquiry.
have
no
persuade
and
must
parti pris,
a
begin
with
showing
temper
of
critical
124
amiel's
journal.
explain to me how the sincerity ; he must the matter questions lies,point out to me in it,their origin,their difficulties, involved solutions the different attempted, and their must degree of probability. He respect conscience, and my libertj'. my reason, my All scholasticism is an to take by attempt storm authority pretends to explain ; the
itself,but
is and
only pretends, and its deference loaded dice are merely illusory. The The the premisses are known unprejudged. is taken as known, and all the rest
from
it. the
is deduced
Philosophy
the
means
complete
libertyof
mind,
is to
and
therefore
all social, It
pagan,
neither
neither
democratic,
ical ; it is crit-
socialist
individualist
it loves
one
and
"
impartial;
If the it
truth.
disturbs
or
opinions of
historical
Church
"
State the
of the
medium
to
in
pher philososo
happens
the
worse, but
'
have
been
bom,
much
there
ut est
is
no
help
non
for it.
Est
aut
est.'
; and
Philosophy
the
means,
wards after-
consciousness
knowledge
amiel's
journal.
125
of
means, and of
the
consciousness
the
uncertainty
of
dinary or-
ignorance,
doubts
The
consciousness
The
limit, shade,
man
suspects
nothing.
but he
philosopher is more cautious, cause, unfitted is thereby for action, bealthough he sees the goal less dimly
he
sees no
than
others,
and of
his
own
weakness
as
too to
clearly,
chances
The
has
illusions
his
reaching
of
it. is like
a man
philosopher
midst
fasting in
He
the alone
universal
the
intoxication. of
which
; he
perceives
are
illusion
all is
creatures
the
willing playthings
his
less
duped
He
as
than
neighbour
more
by his
he
own sees
nature.
judges
are.
sanely,
that
see
things
and
they
"
It is in this
his liberty
consists
in in the
the
ability to
of foundation
clearly
record. critical
soberly,
The
power
mental
Philosophy lucidity.
be the the
has
for
end of
its and
the
climax
of
it would
intuition
universal
the
law,
of
its
of
first
principle and
Not
to
final aim
is
the fii-st
universe.
to
be
deceived
its second.
desire:
understand,
error
cipation Emanof
from
is the
condition
real
"
The knowledge. philosopher is a sceptic seeking a plausible hypothesis, which may explain to him the whole of his experiences.
126
When
a
amiel's
journal.
ne
imagines
life he
that
he
has
found does
such
not
key
to
offere
it to, but
force
it on,
his fellow-men.
dth
tea at
October
the
1872.
"
have
been
homes
taking
are
M.'s.
These
English
very
attractive.
and and
the
of
ideal ?
They are the recompense result of a long-lived civilisation, What ideal untiringly pursued. an That of a moral on order, founded
for
others, and
upon
master
on
erence rev-
worth
and
personal
shows children and every
consideration
are one
his
guests,
has
to
the
deferential and
to
their
parents,
its command is well
everything
both how
place.
and
They
how
understand
to
obey.
seems
"
The
to
governed,
genius
and
and
loci
duty
a
is the
reserve
but
duty tinged
which children
is the
are
with
English
great
One
istic. charactertest
the
are
of this
system
they
happy, loved,
of
comes
smiling,
feels
but that that
trustful, and
yet
also
no
trouble.
to
they they
and
know know
be
they
masters
must
obey.
the
to
an
Our
children when
behave
any
house,
limit abuse
definite
order
see
their encroachments
they
in it
amiel's
journal.
127
of
power, it is
an
arbitrary
round
and
act. to
Why
believe
cause Bethat
their
turns
principle
them.
everything
may
are
Our
children
but
be
not
gentle
they
of
grateful, and
do
nothing
this
self-control. How
?
English
a
attain
sult re-
By
and forms
rule firm
man
which
; in
impersonal, words,
and
riable, inva-
by law,
which decree
at
for
to
while liberty,
arbitrary
attempts
has the
only leads
rebellion This
of
emancipation.
method
advantage
restive amenable
to to
under
yet
is due
them
over
and
they
owe
to
others, watchful
in
conscience, and
In
tised prac-
child
motto
every
the
English
national
in every the
of
'God
and
my
one
right,'and
has better his
a sense
English
home which in such
household
a
that
is
citadel, or
one
every
a
has the
world with
to
value
cost
set
corresponds
it
is
sweet
the
of
family producing
on
life
it ;
those
whose
efforts
tain main-
it.
lith
October
1872.
"
The
man
who
gives
128
AMIEL'S
JOl'KXAL.
himself
than than than
looks
rather
to
on a
at
rather
spectator
actor, seeks
achieve.
rather
underetand
of existence bound
to
to
Is this mode Is
an one
illegitimate, immoral?
act
Is
such
detachment
or a
to
be
respected
? I
sin
idiosyncrasy be to fought
on
against
have
I have
always
wasted useless
hesitated
years
this
point, and My
with
western
in
futile
self-reproach and
Christian
my
fits
of
activity.
a.s
conscience, penetrated
it is
morality,
I have
not not
has
always
and
to to
cuted perse-
Oriental
quietism
dared
known in all
Buddhist
tendencies.
approve
correct
myself, myself.
have In
how
this, as
and
else,
have
mained re-
perplexed, wavering So between two extremes. equilibrium is somehow preserved, but the crystallisation of action impossible. or thought becomes early caught a glimpse of the Having
divided
absolute,
have of
never
had
the
indiscreet
effrontery
have
never
individualism.
a
What
a
right
I have for
ceeding. suc-
I to
make
merit
to
see
of
defect
been
able
any
necessity
nor
imposing
myself
I have
upon
seen
others,
and the
the way
for
my
own
deficiencies
That
superiority of
to
others.
is
not
make
amiel's
journal,
I2g
and
a
career.
With
varied
aptitudes
dominant
so
fair
tendency,
while
that
by
tue vir-
capacity
could
I felt
not
discover
Equilibrium
has
produced
indecision,
and
rendered
all my
faculties
barren.
8th been
Louisa
November
turning
Siefert all the
over
! ^^
and
side
while
and
pierces
is it
I have (Friday). the Stoics again. Poor Ah ! we play the Stoic, the poisoned arrow in the lethalis arundo. wounds,
"
1872
What
she
that, like
for
"
all
?
passionate
souls,
things which are contradictory glory and happiness. the KeforShe adores two incompatibles the Revolution, France and mation and the
craves
really
Two
"
contrary
combination
of
France of
two
her
talent
itself is
and
lyrical charm.
of her
a
She while
ear
dislocates
the
same
the time
rhythm
she
verse,
at
has
sensitive
for
rhyme.
Valmore Lisle
taste
She
and
wavering
between
"
between Leconte
always Baudelaire,
gether to-
is
de
her
and
is
a
Sainte-Beuve
that
is to of it
:
say,
bringing
has
extremes.
"
She
herself
scribed de-
130
'
amiel's
journal.
Toujours
Souvent
extreme
Jadis, enfant
une
Bouleversait
mes
But what
what
fine
instrument of soul
!
she what
possesses wealth
strength
!
of
imagination
3d dream
not
December
!
1872. under
was
"
What
an
strange
and
w^as
illusion
yet
under
it ; I
which
dreams
of
fusing
what
incompatibles
is most
together,
and
uniting
and
no,
is
exclusive, of identifying
wonderful
is what
symbolical in In a dream them. our individuality is not itself ; it envelops, so shut within to up speak, its surroundings ; it is the landscape, included. and all that it contains, ourselves if But if our imagination is not our own, it is impersonal, then personality is but a tions. of its general funcspecial and limited case for be tlie same A fortiori it would
thought.
without
embodying
itself in
an
ego.
In
other
amiel's
journal.
131
the from idea
the
words,
of
dreams
lead
us
to
of
an
imagination
should
be who
enfrancliised
even
limits
personality, and
no
of
thought which
The
to
longer
is the
conscious.
on
vidual indi-
dreams
in
the
way
become
dissolved
of
universal
are a
phantasmagoria
into
Ma'ia. of
human the he
; he
Dreams
excursions
the from
limbo
the
things,
locale is the
semi-deliverance
The
man
prison.
of
who
dreams of
is but
which
various
in
phenomena,
he
spectator
unknown
is
passive and
impersonal
vibrations
is
the
and
who of dream
should would
never
issue
never
from
tained at-
the
state
have
so
humanity,
the
man
properly
never
called, but
would
or
who the
had mind
dreamed
its
only
to
know
in
completed
not
state, and
the
would
be
able
he
guessing
that the
genesis of
waking
dreams
from
the
dream the
life,as
nervous
emanation
from
this
again
is the
fine flower
the
organic point of a
which
of
Thought
of
is
highest
series
ascending
phoses, metamor-
is called nature.
Personality
13*
amiel's
of
journal.
by means profundity
and of makes
thought
for the
recovers
in
in
inward
what
up
it lias
lost
rich
extension,
accumulations
enormous
which
liberty. Dreams, by confusing and pressing supall limits, make feel,indeed, the us
attached to the severity of the conditions and tary volunhigher existence ; but conscious thought alone brings knowledge and allows
us
to
act
"
that and
is to of
say,
is
alone
Let
capable
us
of
science
perfection.
sons pleasure in dreaming for reaof psychological curiosity and mental let us recreation never speak ill of ; but is our strength and our dignity. thought, which Let us begin as Orientals, and e'hd as
then
take
Westerns,
for these
are
the
two
halves
of
wisdom.
lith
December
; and
1872.
now
"
deep
up
and
to
less dreamgray,
sleep
I wake
the
has kept us lowering, rainy sky, which for so long. The air is mild, the company general outlook depressing. I think that it of my is partly the fault windows, which not are clean, and contribute by their very dimness to this gloomy aspect of the outer
world. them.
Kain
and
smoke
have
besmeared
amiel's
journal.
133
Between
there
are
us
and
things
health,
how
the
many
screens
Mood,
tissues
of the
eye,
the
smoke,
of our cell, mist, window-panes and all rain, dust, and light itself
"
infinitely variable
man
Heraclitus
same one
said river.
No feel
bathes
to
twice say:
inclined
sees a
the
same
for
window
is
one
spectator
sound
a
another.
to
is
madness
power.
Illusion, raised
mind
modus
second
lishes estab-
regular relations,
between under stable does
not
vivendi,
it is
things,
the
men,
and
that
itself, and
it has
delusion and
see
got hold
Madness
of
truth
even
eternal
what
fact.
itself
sees common
all the
better
than
ing deceivthat
mind it
or
sense
confounds
fact
of
ence experiin
with
necessary
that be what
assumes measure
good
what
faith may
any
of
ceive peris
; while
cannot
difference
"
what
and
what with
imagines reality.
and
it
its dreams
Wisdom
to
consists
to
to
in
rising superior
sense,
both in
madness
common
and
lending
without
oneself
the its
universal
It
illusion is
becoming
dupe.
best,
on
1^
the
how with
amiel's
journal.
whole,
to
for
gay
man
of
the
enter
taste
who and
the with
knows
serious
be
with
to
gay, into
the
serious,
to
game
a
of
Mai'a, and
grace
in the the is called here The
play
his
part
It
good
which
that
fantastic Universe.
tragi-comedy
seems
to
me
intellectualism
reaches
its
limit.i*
mind,
at
in
its intellectual
the
intuition of
a
that
all What
the from
dream the
dream.
of dreams the
sense
delivers
us
palace
is of
pain, personal
pain
that
; it is also
which
combines
again
Ma'ia
it
order. of
What
from
;
the
ceries sor-
is conscience
conscience
the opiumlike dissipatesthe narcotic vapours, hallucinations, the placid stupor of indifference. It drives us contemplative into
contact
with
human
the
terrible
wheels
within
wheels
it is
from may
sponsibility resufferingand human crow, the cockbugle-call, ; it is the which to flight puts the phantoms ; the armed chases man archangel who artificial paradise. Intellectualism an
of
be
described of itself ;
as
an
intoxication
energy
scious con-
the
moral
which
other famine
!
hand,
and
a
represents
sleepless
Alas
amiel's
journal.
135
Those of sin is
a are
who
have
the
most
frivolous
that
idea there
and
fixed
suppose
good
people
others.
The
ideal for
which
the
wife
and
mother she
makes
manner
in which the
understands of
star
life,contain
Her
fate
the
the
of
community.
the
faith
becomes
conjugal ship, and her love the the future animating principle that fashions of all belonging to her. is the salvation "Woman of the family. She carries or destruction
its destinies
in the
folds
of her
mantle.
Perhaps
should
be abuse
it is not free
her
desirable
; she
woman
in mind
ately immedicannot
freedom.
without
philosophical
losing
her
is the worship of gift,which of usage, individual, the defence Her is role beliefs, traditions.
all that
manners,
to
slacken
the
to
combustion that
of
azote
of
thought.
It is
analogous
in vital air.
In
every
of the
there is a priestess loving woman fection, afof some a pious guardian past of which the object has disappeared.
"
136
6th
the
AMI
el's
journal.
I have of de
been
reading
in the The
^schylus,
Lisle.
are
of
Leconte the
metheus Pro-
Eumenides
greatest
they
Both
have
the
a
sublimity
prophets.
"
depict
religious
life of
revolution
profound
Prometheus the
crisis in the
humanity.
wrenched
In from the
it is civilisation
jealous hands
it is the
of
the
gods
; in
Eumenides idea of
of the
of atonement of
us
for the
law
Prometheus
waits for
saviours
; the
Eumenides
the
is the
"
fication glorithat
and
Areopagus
poetry,
individual of
say,
of
truly
it is of
human
as
magnificent
the
adventures this
theme
passion
beside which
!
colossal
is the
type
tragedy,
of
tions na-
of
the
destinies
31s" March
'
1873
(4 p.m.)
"
En
quel
Se
songe
plonge
et
Men
ccEur,
que
veut-il ? been
'
For
a
an
hour
past
; I
I have
the old
prey enemy.
of
vague
anxiety
recognise my
amiel's
journal.
137
and
:
It is
...
sense
of
void
anguish
?
sense
of
"
peace of pure is
what
Love,
unmixed
with I
nor
anguish
in
neither
feeling is one hope, and there tinguish can clearly disits remedy.
r"me
'
printemps
tes
creuses
sans
dans pitie',
endolorie,
ton
Avec
Tu
chants
d'oiseaux,
tes
brises,
azur,
sourdement,
des
conspirateur
et
obscur,
Le
gouffre
all the
languers
of the
de
la reverie.'
Of the time I
'
hours
day,
in fine
weather,
is the
afternoon,
which feel
to
about
me
three
o'clock,
difficult
than
to
is most
bear.
never
more
strongly
la the
I do
then,
of for
light sun-
le vide
effrayant de anxiety,
This
or
the vie,''
stress
mental
painful
born of
thirst the Is
happiness.
is
the
a a
torture
strange
phenomenon. brings
out
it that
upon
or
sun,
just as
the
it
the
a
stain
garment,
wrinkles
in
face,
the
discoloration
with
rents sort
of the
hair, so
? Does
also the it ?
are
it illumines
scars
inexorable
of the shame heart
distinctness
and in
us case a
rouse
of
of
existence
the
In
any
day
with
soul
capable of melancholy,
or
of
to
138
that which of the
amiel's
is next
senses rouse
journal.
akin
to
They
of himself his
coeur own
from
'
horror
escape
Le
trempe
talk
with
le neant
divin.'
People
connected
sense
crime dumb
of desolation of
the
most not
as
the
product of daylight
From
;
must
be
forgotten
the
a man
either.
the
one,
from first of
case
other, God
follows
; in
is absent
but and
he
in the the
his
the
senses
cry
his
passion
lost
feels
himself forsaken
sent
and
second, bewildered, a
creature
'
En
nous
deux
qui
bra vent
la
raisoD,
Cast Ccear I'effroi du bonheur
a
et
la soif du !
'
poison.
solitaire,
toi
prends garde
have
niece been
3d
April 1873.
two
"
to
see
my
friends
with
Their
has
just arrived
the
tion conversa-
of her
on
children, and
Father
turned
Women
Hyacinthe's
of
lecture.
of curious
an
enthusiastic
way
temperament
of
pore extem-
have
speaking
preachers
and
orators.
They
imagine
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
139
a
that
inspiration
and
that
radiates
from is
more
crowd all
that
as
such,
wanted. childish
inspiration
there be
a
is
Could
explanation
of what
is been the
in which neither
nor even
metaphors,
and with their
the
of the
whole,
in
where
the
everything
greatest
of what
to
care
been But
prepared
women,
love
is marvellous all
this.
and
The
ignore word,
the
labour, the
in of
a
effects, the
to
art,
the
gone
the
making
of
it fallen
on
it, diminishes
for them
the
value
thing, and they prefer to from down Heaven, or sent They ask for bread, but
idea and
of
a
believe from
cannot
high.
the
bear
baker.
to
The
sex
is
what
superstitious,
it wishes be
to to
hates
understand would
vex
admire.
It
it to
forced
share to give the smaller to thought. larger share that imagination can reason,
feeling, and
It
the
lieve beof
wishes
the
to
do
of
work
and
feeling
and
the
work
science, and
women,
never
"
it
so
never
asks
in heart
itself
how
it is that have
rich
imagination,
as
distinguished
is
to
themselves
never
orators,
that
to
say,
a
have multitude
known of
how
combine
facts, ideas,
and
t4o
amiel's
jocrxal.
impulses,
women
into
one never
complex
even
unity.
the the
is
suspect
that
a
there
is between
excitement
nothing
the of which
and
aim
unfolding
is to its hearers.
didactic
process, and
the
to
prove
something
for
count
convince
Therefore,
mounts
issues
nique, study, reflection,techas nothing ; the iniprovisatore the tripod, Pallas all armed his lips, and the conquers plause ap-
them,
dazzled
women
assembly.
divide
of
orators
Evidently
groups
; the
into
two
artizans
speech,
and
who
facture manu-
their aid
of the
laborious
discourses
the
by
the
souls,
trouble
who
to
inspired
the
derstand un'
themselves
will
never
They
of
'
saying
poeta.
QuintUian,
acts
Fit
orator,
The
an
nascitur enthusiasm
which but
is
perhaps
For
enlightening force,
accepts
latter is very
the
enthusiasm
which
this
like
blindness.
the
enthusiasm
their
to
confuses shades
value
of
things, ignores
and
and is
an
of
difference,
criticism
obstacle
all sensible
'
all calm
'
liche
favours
"
timentalism,
amiel's
journal.
141
of
It is the
rational criticism
too
enemy view
and
of of
of
clearness, things,
the I
calm
and
of
antipodes
have
had for of
only
the my
me
much
sympathy
nature.
weakness
very
excess
feminine former
now more
indulgence
conscious
it
makes
infirmity.
are
Justice
virile
and
science, law
and
reason,
things,
they
come
before
imagination,"
When is
one
flects re-
feeling, reverie,
that
and
fancy.
feels
reins
Catholic
women,
over one
superstition
how
to
tained mainit
by
is not
needful
'
to hand
the
the
Eternal
Womanly.'
2od
May
1873. lies in
"
The her
fundamental
error
psychology.
that
to
France
a
always
same as as
believed
to
say
thing is
were
do
it,as though
speech
though rhetoric were capable of acter modifying the tendencies, habits, and charof real beings, and as though verbiage efficient for will, consubstitute were an science,
action,
and France of education.
proceeds
or
by
can
bursts of
of
eloquence,
she of
cannonading,
that
; and
so
thinks
she
things
ruins.
she has
and first
She
142
line of
amiel's
journal
Montesquieu
not
'
Laws the
are
necessary
of
relations, derived
She
will
see
from that
nature
things.'
to
ganise or-
her from
incapacity
her
own
liberty comes
from
the notions of which
nature
she
has
of
the
vidual, indi-
society,
the
manner
of
religion, of
in which she is she
to
law, of
duty
up
"
from
brings
trees at
children. and
!
Her
way
plant
downwards,
the result
then
is astonished
suffrage, with a bad religionand a bad popular education, means between perpetual wavering anarchy and the red and the black, dictatorship,between Dan and between ton Loyola.
How many
Universal
scapegoats
it occurs
to
will
to
France
fice sacriher
own
before breast in
her
beat
penitence
terday, YesAugust 1873 (Scheveningen). clear and Sunday, the landscape was distinct,the air bracing, the sea bright and of colour. an gleaming, and ashy blue beautiful There effects of beach, sea, were distance and dazzling tracks of gold ; and ISth
"
upon
the the
waves,
after of and
the
sun
had
sunk
across
below the
bands
vapour
drawn
it had
sea
middle in
sky,
the
was
before
of the
peared disaphorizon.
mists very
The
place
full.
All
Scheveningen
amiel's
and had the
journal.
143
the
Hague,
the
on
villageand
to
capital,
ing amus-
streamed
out at
the
terrace,
the
themselves
innumerable and
tables, and
bathers.
some was
swamping
The
the
strangers
orchestra
played
some
some
Wagner,
What
Auber,
the
A
and
waltzes.
all
world
my had
brain. taken
thought
make
how what
much I
saw
history it possible ;
Gaul
;
Judaea,
all the and had
Egypt,
centuries
zones
Greece,
from from
Germany,
to
Moses
Napoleon,
to
Batavia of
in the
formation
this
the of
industry, the science, the art, the geography, the commerce, religion the whole human are repeated in race,
human
every
see
combination
our own
; at
and
any
what
we ment mo-
before is
eyes
given
inexplicable without
has
ever
reference
to
been.
ten
thousand into
the is in
a a
phenomenon
feels
"
interlacing of threads which Necessity production of one single One stupefying thought.
This
presence
oneself
the
of the
Law
itself
allowed
glimpse
Nature.
of The
workshop
the
of
eternal. the
What
matters
brevity
144
amiel's
journal.
ual
span,
seeing
for of
that
the
generations,
themselves the
the
are
centuries, and
but
the
worlds
ever
occupied
with of
ceaseless
the
reproduction
hundred which The has make motive
but
one
the
hymn
modes
life,in all
and
thousand
up is
variations
the
universal
the all
same
symphony
; the
are
always
law
:
monad
but the
truths
variation
of
one
single truth.
infinite
to
The of
universe
represents
the
wealth all
the
Spirit
would
seeking
and fain
within To the
in vain
exhaust of the
possibilities,
who
goodness
with
limbo the
Creator,
share
the of
created
all that
sleeps
and and is
Omnipotence.
adore,
to
contemplate
to
and
receive
note
give back,
moved
one's
have
uttered of
one's
grain
sand, is all
which
insects as we such are expected from and meaning enough to give motive fugitive apparition in existence.
. .
; it is
to
.
our
After
the
concert
was
over
the
paved
the the hotels and two esplanade behind alive with roads leading to the Hague were fancied oneself One might have people. upon
one
of
the
great Parisian
are so
boulevards
selves themnibuses, om-
just when
"
the
there
theatres
were
emptying
when the
many
carriages,
the peace of
cabs.
Then,
human the
disappeared,
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
145
starry heaven
the
shone
out
and
was
dreamy
answered
glimmer by
of the the
only
the
distant
murmur
of
ocean.
Later.
come
"
What
is real
it which
has
me
always
? What
between
screen
life
as
and
were,
glass
has,
me
it
interposed
itself between
and
the of
possession, the
me
contact
only
False
the
role
of the
no
looker-on
shame,
to
doubt. Fatal
have
of
ashamed
desire.
aggravated
This
by
intellectiial
delusion
renunciation
this
beforehand
of all natural
ambitions,
all been false
systematic
all
putting aside
has
too
of
longings
in
and
desires,
been
perhaps
like
a
idea; it has
had
foolish, self-inflicted
Fear, too, has
'
mutilation.
a
large
est
share
in
it
"
La
peur
soon
de
ce
que
j'aime
that
ma
fatalite.'
discovered
it
was
to
give
up
to
wish
than
to
being able
obtain
all that
the
nature
longed for,
without
in
me even
I renounced
whole
bloc,
mine deter-
taking
what
was
the
trouble have of
to
detail
what
; for
attracted
stirring up
146
trouble in
amiel's
journal.
oneself
treasure
and
? in
true
evoking
images
of
inaccessible Thus
I
anticipated
in the
disillusions, Only,
and
with
singular
allowed looked
at
lack
logic,
overtake founded
sometimes
I have
regret
conduct
the have
eyes been
of
the
should
ascetic
to
the
end
contemplation
me,
ought
have
been the
am
when
all, I
makes
man,
and
not
theorem.
system
cannot
suffer, but
one
I
"
suffer.
that of
Logic body
for
only
but
demand
a
consequence;
wants
thousand
; the
health,
and the
imagination
for
cries
;
out
beauty,
for
sideration, con-
heart the
love
pride asks
for
our
soul
yearns
;
peace,
the
conscience
is
for for
holiness
whole
being
athirst
; and
for tion perfechappiness and complete tottering, mutilated, and inwe, cannot always feign philosophic
we we
"
insensibility ;
and life,
'
stretch say
to
out
our our
arms
wards to-
it under
breath,
me
Why
19th
"
why
hast
thou
deceived
'
have
(Schevenitigen).
"
walk.
It
has
been
AMIEI,
JOURNAL.
.I47
are
raining
clouds green and
in all
the
round
night.
;
There
sea,
on
large
with
the
veined the
serious
drab,
She
has
put
the
air
no no
of labour.
is about
at
her
same
business, in
time in
She
is
making
her
clouds,
shores
up
her
them
bathing
floods
their
for
destinations, and
life.
I
feeding
a
versal unia
found
which
in
hidden
water
sheet
of
the
rowed fur-
and kitten's
like
or
the like
mouth,
Everything
each in
a
repeats
and of
a
itself of the
individual
all
on
the I
phenomena
came across was
the bank
planet.
of
Farther
crumbling shells,and
me
it
borne
in upon well
of be
that the
eras,
the
sea-sand of the
ment monu-
itself
only preceding
of
detritus
a
vast
pyramid
countless laboured like
and
immemorial of
age,
built
up
by
generations
at
molluscs of If dust
us,
the
architecture of
are
good workmen
the mountains who but
have
God. the
living
can
creatures
we
preceded
our
doubt
that
death
will
148
be
as
amiel's
journal.
as
our
life,and
service
that
ing noth-
been
lent
is lost ?
Mutual
seem
borrowing
be prey the
law
temporary
existence. devour
to
upon
and
concrete
and
quiets dis-
and A new spiritgoverns {Same ^ay.) will succeed inspires the generation which It is a singular sensation to feel the me. one's self feet, to see onegrowing under grass dress admust intellectually uprooted. One one's men contemporaries. Younger will not listen to you. Thought, like love, will not tolerate hair. Knowledge a gray
"
herself do in
loves olden
the
young,
as
Fortune
used
to
days.
not
Contemporary
what
to
tion civilisawith
does age
;
know
do
old
proportion as it deifies physical experiment, it despises moral experience. ism the One therein sees triumph of Darwinin
; it
is
state
of
;
war,
and
can
war
must
have
with
young age
soldiers
it
up the
in its leaders
when
strength and
In
the
of
mettle
of veterans.
one
point
or
fact,
must
either
be
re-
strong
disappear, either
constantly
amiel's
journal.
149
juvenate oneself or perish. It is as though of our the day had, like the humanity immense to migratory birds, an voyage make no across longer support space ; she can
the The her way.
weak
or
help
upon
on
the Future
laggards.
makes
fall
great assault
hard
Her and
motto
the
to pitiless
all who
by
the the
is, 'The
devil
take
hindmost.' lacked strength has never we altars, but it looks as though the more talk of the more justice and humanity, that other god sees his kingdom widen.
The
worship
of
2Qth
have
now
August
watched under
1873
the many I
as
{Scheveningen)
sea
"
which
beats
upon
this On
shore
different class
aspects.
the
the
whole,
As
should
it with
Baltic.
far
it is
colour, effect,and
from above
scape landthe
go,
Breton
or
all,
the
from
to
the
Mediterranean.
of
attains
nor
the
blue-green
of
runs
Atlantic,
Its
indigo
colour It turns
the from
Ionian
Sea.
scale
when
of
flint to
the
emerald, and
is
a
to
blue,
with
blue
turquoise shade
sea
gray.
The
a
here
is not serious
itself ; it has
an
busy
or
and
a
Englishman
Dutchman.
ijO
Neither
nor
AMIEL'S
JOURNAi.
polyps
;
nor
neither jelly-fish,
the poor
weed sea-
crabs, enliven
the
sea
sands
and
at
low
water
life
is
meagre. of
man
What
is wonderful
a
is the
and
struggle
for
against
Nature allows
miserly
done
to
formidable
power.
but
Httle
be
him,
she
managed.
is
though
to
be,
she
occasional
destruction
a
dred hun-
thousand
single
dune
it.
inundation.
The different
the the
sea
air
is
altogether
The
air
from
outside
of
;
air the
is
In
way
there
:
are
two
Hollands
the
man
in
every the
Dutchman
there
is
of
the
man
slow, patience
of
and
there
is the
the
sea,
dune,
who
the
harbour,
shore, the
the
two
tenacious,
seasoned,
and
persevering,
agree
sunburnt,
is in
in methodical
persistency
22d
(Scheveningen)
the
" .
The
whole
atmosphere
to
time
I
favourable have
a
thought
such
meditation.
liking for
AMIEL8
JOURNAL,
I5I
one's
converse
days
with the like
as
these
they
they
revive
it
oneself
inner
a
and
:
make
are
possible
We
our
to
live
life
in
quiet and
peaceful,
are
song
minor but
we
key.
feel
ing noth-
but very
thought,
Our
is
a
life to
turn
its
to ; it
are
centre.
very
sensations
state
reverie.
It
strange
in
of
is like
not
those
silences
moments
worship
of
the
empty
the
devotion,
are so
the
at
full moments,
such
and
which
because
times
soul, instead
of
a
being polarised,
single
tastes
pression im-
own
totality
her
is conscious
of herself. She
set
She
substance.
is
in
no
upon,
coloured,
without
from
rest.
; she
is in
equilibrium
Openness
to
and
; she
self-surrender
possible
adores. eternal time.
her
contemplates changeless
the
She
sees
the all
and
enwrapping
She with
is in the
phenomena
of
intellectual
more
mony religious state, in harthe general order, or in at least For harmony. holiness, indeed,
"
is wanted
harmony
of
will, a
fect per-
to self and
absolute
Psychological
which
is
peace
"
that
"
harmony
is but the
perfect
but
virtual
152
zero,
not
over
amiel's
the
that all
journal.
; it is
victorious
which ills,
and
by
experience,
storms
to
face
whatever
fresh
assail
of fact
are
The
peace
indeed
that
principle. happinesses,
"
of
that
of nature
and
of
conquest,
and
that of the
man.
two
equilibria,that
"
of Greece
of
areth, Naz-
two
kingdoms,
of the
that
natural
man
and
that
regenerate
Later
so are
(Scheveningen).
make mistakes
"
Why
?
do
doctors
often
not
Because
man
individual in their sufficiently their treatment. or Tliey class a sick under of their some given department
whereas case, that
a so
nosology,
a
every
invalid
is
really
is
special
should
unique
coarse
example.
a
How of
it
possible
method
ing sift-
judicious therapeutics ? Every illness is a factor simple or complex, which second is multiplied by a factor, the individual, that invariably complex, is suffering from is to say, who it, so that the result is a special problem, demanding
produce
"
special solution,
remoteness
or
the
more
so
the
greater
hood child-
the
of
the
patient from
life.
from
country
amiel's
journal.
153
which I have
the
The
principal grievance
is that is to
they neglect
seize
their
are
the
care.
unity of
Their
too
who
claims
methods
investigation
doctor is
who
far
not
mentary eleyou To
dowed en-
does
read
the
the
bottom
ignorant of essentials.
would be
a man
ideal
with
doctor
knowledge of of the soul, intuitivelydivining any disorder of whatever or kind, by his mere peace presence. is possible, but the greater a doctor
of them know lack
the
profound
Such
number
higher
the
and
inner
life, they
tories laborame
nothing
of
nature
of
;
transcendent
seem
they
to
ficial, super-
profane, strangers
destitute model
a
to
divine
things,
The
of
intuition
and
be
sympathy.
at
once a
doctor
man
should of God.
genius,
saint, a
Uth
doctor
about
start
(Amsterdam).
He
"
The fever
I
can
says think
I have
and
does
three
not
not
that
for another
I
days
to
without my I
am
dence. impruGenevese
dare
write
them in
a
friends
and from
the
tell
sea
that
coming
state
back of
radicallyworse
than when
I
strength
and
throat
went
amiel's
journal.
that
have
my
only
money,
wasted and
my
my
trouble,
. .
hopes.
This
fact on contradictory double side an one hopefulness springing eager after all disappointments, afresh and on
"
the
up
the
favourable un-
other
an
experience
"
almost
invariably
like
can
be
explained
of wills
by
wills if
we us were
the
to
whim
natui'e, which
or us
be
so.
deceived
to
Scepticism
us
is the
wiser
course,
but
to
in
livering de-
paralyse in taking life. consists Maturity of mind as seriously as part in the prescribed game believed in it. Good-humoured though one compliance, tempered by a smile, is,on the
error
from
it tends
whole,
oneself
the
to
an
best
line
to
take
one
lends the
optical illusion,and
has
in
an
untary vol-
concession Once
to
air
we
of
liberty.
mit subrebel
when
imprisoned
its laws
it
existence,
a
must ; to
with
against
once we
only
ends
rage,
have
denied
the
solution
of suicide.
Humility and submission, or the religious poinjt of view ; clear-eyed indulgence with of the touch of irony, or a point of view attitudes these two are worldly wisdom,
"
AMIELS
JOURNAL,
I55
for
the
possible.
minor in
The
second
is sufficient
other
ones.
ills of
the
the life,
is
greater
of and
Schopenhauer
intellect
But
as
supposes
means
at
least
health the
rest
of
enduring
of
the
of life.
or
optimism
sort to
either
the
Christian
us
is
needed the
worst
to
it
possible for
of the
that
or
bear
flesh,heart, and
the
soul.
If
must
we
to
escape
grip of despair, we
whole of is
a
believe
either
good,
There
that
grief
be
no
things at fatherly
that
as
least grace,
is
a
purifying
happy refuge
can
idea
of
immortality, serving
from and the
the
harbour this
of
tempests
of the and
moital
existence,
patience,
of the
no
rewarding submission,
on
fidelity,the
the there
courage
can
travellers
that
life's
sea
"
be
so
doubt
this
of
many
generations,
carries
to
the
faith
of
the
Church,
and
with
those
who
tormented
by pain and
suffering.
To tected pro-
feel oneself
by beauty
of nature
to
and
life.
Monotheism
But
struggle
for
existence. of the
allow
maintenance
156
local
amiel's
revelations
journal.
which Islamism
an
are
called These
Christianity,
founded upon
a
MosaLsm, religions,
and
can
upon
infantine
cosmogony,
chimerical
history of humanity,
mode
to
they
modem confronting with and geology ? The present in trying which consists escape,
bear
omy astron-
of
satisfy
"
the
the
claims
science
of
both
science
and
faith,
of
which
contradicts
all the
ancient
of beliefs,and the faith which, in the case and incapable things that are beyond nature them of verification, affirms her on own this mode of escape responsibility only,
"
cannot
last for
ever. a
Every
fresh
cosmical
responds cor-
conception
bewildered
demands Our
religion which
of transition
two
to it.
age the
stands
between
the
methods,
scientific and
method
method,
which
between
tudes, certi-
contradict
each
other.
of the two must Surely the reconciliation be is law, which sought for in the moral also a fact, and eveiy requires step of which for its explanation another than the cosmos of necessity. Who knows if necescosmos sity is not of liberty,and a particular case
its
not
condition
a
Who
knows
if
nature
is
of thinking
to
ultimately
become
amiel's
journal.
157
and deed in-
free
creatures the
Biology protests,
existence space, of and
supposed of time,
But
matter,
the
is
fiction of
Platonic
open.
dogma.
We
may
question
the
remains of purpose
eliminate
idea
from
nature,
the and
the
guiding conception of highest being of our planet, it is a fact, in fact which postulates a meanLag a
yet,
as
the
history of My thought
?
"
the
universe.
is
straying
I have
no
in
vague
paths
All
my
why
that
because
creed.
studies
end
in
not
notes
I may
draw
of
conclusions
I draw
Later but
I
on.
"
My
in
creed
has
melted
away,
good, in the moral oi*der, and in salvation is to live ; religion for me die in God, in complete and abandonment is at the to the of root holy will which and nature in the destiny. I believe even News that is to say, in Gospel, the Good
"
believe
the
reconciliation
in the
of the of
a
sinner
with
God, by
faith
love
pardoning
Father.
4"^
October
a
1873
{Geneva).
while
room
"
I have
been
dreaming
which
long
my
in
the
a
floods
with
IS8
of vague
in
so
amiel's
journal,
mystery.
us
The
state
of
mind
duced initself
light is
dim
in is
and
way It
it,and
noise
something
of fused
indefinite
waves
intangible,
up
like the
a
which
is made
of
thousand
and
of
mingled sounds.
all the
the
a
It is
the
reverberation
of the
unsatisfied
sorrows sonorous
sires deof
soul, of all
stifled
vague
the
heart, mingling
in
in cloudy murmurs. dying away All those imperceptible regrets, which never the consciousness, accumulate individually reach definite result ; they at last into a become the voice of a feeling of emptiness
whole, and
and
aspiration
In
their
the
tone tone
is of
melancholy
JEolian
a
itself.
youth
of the
these
"
vibrations
that
accents note
heart
is all
hope
proof
these make
our
thousands
up
of
indistinguishable
the
fundamental the
tone
of
being,
room
reveal
me
of
our
whole
your
situation.
you full
feel in
moon
solitary
in upon I
when
is
shining
out, and
and
you
and
lamp
old
is you
dying
are,
will
I shall
know
are
happy.
life is the
The
best
path
through
us
high
road, which
initiates
at the
right moment
AMIKL8
JOURNAL.
59
into all
are
experience.
is at
Exceptional
matter
once
itineraries
suspicious, and
is normal
for
most
anxiety.
Cross
reason or we
Wliat
most
convenient,
honest, and
may
most
us
wholesome.
roads
tempt
to
for
one
another, but
not
come
it is very
seldom
that them.
do
Each
not
one
man
begins
of
the
world first
man
afresh, and
has
been
fault
the
avoided collective
by his
but
remotest
descendant.
the
race lates, accumu-
The
experience of
Individual
the
experience
result and
the
dies
with
the
individual, and
become
is that
tutions instias
wiser
;
knowledge
young man,
such
increases
more
but
though al-
and
ever was.
and
same. man
The is not
to-day than he So that absolutely there is progress, cumstances Cirrelatively there is none. the improve, but merit remains is better, perhaps, but whole he is only positively better
"
less
fallible
different.
His their
show
defects
but
to
and
the
his total
virtues
change
does
not
form,
him
balance
A
be
the
richer.
thousand
and things advance, nine hundred ninety-eight fall back : this is progress. There
is
to
be
proud
one.
of, but
console
i6o
4th the
amiel's
journal.
February
1874.
"
am
still
reading
Ernest it.
;
Origines
I it for
du
Christianisme
tlie
by
I
Havet.^*
I like
like
its
book
and
dislike
courage
independence
and
I dislike
it for
the
ideas, and
categories. clear The autlior, for instance, has no his philosophy of idea of religion ; and is a Jacobin. history is superficial. He ' The Free he Thought Republic and that. and This curt cannot get beyond scliool of opinion is the refuge of narrow have been of independent mind, who men
'
"
scandalised montanism
by
to
the
colossal
it leads
fraud rather
of
to
ultra-
; but
cursing
understanding it. It is the of the eighteenth century, of which criticism is purely negative. But the general result is only the half of the philoVoltairianism sophic
history than
mind. different
way.
very
Havet,
too, makes
mistake.
He with
regards
Roman
Christianity
Catholicism
very
synonymous
with the the
and that
Church. Church
I know
does the
well
same,
and
a
that
the
similation as-
is but
matter
of
sound
"We
tactics
it scientifically
is inexact.
ought
amiel's
journal.
i6i
not
even
to
nor
Gospel, general.
to
critical precision
fusions con-
perpetual practice
and
To tangle disenpreaching abound. ideas, to distinguish and limit them, to fit them into their true place and order, is the first duty of science whenever it lays hands such chaotic and complex upon tanglement Enthings as manners, idioms, or beliefs. is the
Christian
condition
the
of
and
clearness
are
signs
ideas
of
successful
thought.
it
was
Formerly
were a
the of
of nature
and
which
tissue
;
now
errors
fancies
it is the
turn
psychological
the
or
ideas.
The
best be
the
present
the of
Babel
would
out
formation
sketching
man.
of
truly scientific
science
16th who
February
possess the
1874.
"
The
multitude,
even,
already
to
ing accord-
Republican persuaded
that
right, have
always
of
the
been
day
and of
thought,
game
reason,
also and
theirs.
The of
these
conjurors
quacks
i62
universal
the
of
amiel's
journal.
been
an
to flatter
crowd it.
make
to
They
of which
The
adore
threads. is
a
theory
the
radicalism
piece of
the
to
juggling, for
it knows oracle adore
creates ;
a
premisses of which
it manufactures it the
falsity:
whose
it
revelations
pretends
multitude all the
brain it what of
proclaims
for
man
that
while itself,
who is the
to
time the it is
it is the
multitude,
suggests
To
supposed
has
been
invent. the
common
of
the
courtiers
of
all
despotisms,
an
favourites
old and
for
trite
method, worship
it is
less
odious
that.
The
politician should
reason
nothing
who
and
justice, and
to
his business
to
preach
on an
them
the the
masses,
represent,
and childhood and
We
average, of
age
of We
childhood
not
that
maturity.
corrupt
be its
we
if
we
tell it that
it knows the
are
it cannot
more
mistaken,
elders. tell
them
that
than
corrupt
that
masses
they
the
wise
seeing
It is
and
one
possess
of
more
that
the
giftof infallibility. Montesquieu's subtle remarks, wise men heap together you
amiel's
journal.
163
ism Radicalnumber
"
the
less wisdom
you
that
will
the
obtain.
greater
of
illiterate,passionate,
above thoughtless heap together, the people, you be the enlightenment resulting. thesis the
second
the
can
is
no
doubt is
a
the
repartee
one.
but first, be
; the
joke
a
bad
All
or
that
got from
instinct
be
crowd
be
is instinct
passion passion
instinct
nor
may and
good,
neither
a a
but is
the the
may
bad,
of
capable of producing
clear
idea,
tion. resolu-
the
passion
is
leading
material
to
just
crowd of
force, and
a
the
the
support
force of
numbers ; but
gives
that
proposition
and
law of
wise takes
ripened
to
temper
into
mind and
which therefore
everything
truth,
of
account,
tends
is
the of the
never
masses.
engendered
The but
by
the
are
"
impetuosity
the
masses
material
is to say,
democracy,
laws
which
that
express
"
general only
is be
no
reason,
rightly
means error a
by
property.
radical do
The
fundamental is to confound
the
to
theory
the
right
rests
and good with good itself, wisdom. suffrage with universal which a legal fiction, assumes upon
versal uniIt
a
164
real
among is
amiel's
journai,.
equality
those
of
whom
enlightenment
it declares
and
merit It
electors.
these
that
electors
and
may
even
desire
the
public good,
may
that
as
if
manner
be
deceived
to
the
and hands
frage sufrealisingit. Universal it is an is not a dogma instrument ; according to the population in whose it is placed, the instrument is serviceable
"
or
deadly
to
the
proprietor. Among
are
27th in whom
February
the
1874.
"
the
peoples,
the
social
gifts
certain
strongest,
all
fears
ridicule
above
things,
is the
one,
result
wishes
one
of
to
nality. origia
therefore,
; every
make
to
party
on
of
his side
own
wishes 'AH
be
the
ereign, sovwe
the
'
of
all
the
world.
powers
we. toe
world
is the
greatest of
calls
we
; it is
and
itself go
We
come we
dress,
is
dine,
ice
walk,
not
out,
this, and
like that.
it does. than
This
The the The
right, whatever
are more
subjects of
slaves
prostrate
the
of
East
before of
the
Padishah. decides
good
does
ure pleas;
sovereign
is law.
every
ice
appeal
or
his
caprice
What
what it
says
is called
custom,
what
thinks be
is called
or
opinion,
it believes
to
beautiful
amiel's
called
these
journai..
165
such
the
tions nascience, con-
good
is
as
fashion.
ice
Among brain,
taste,
the
is the
the
reason,
and
the
The individual of all. finds judgment for him without his everything decided it. He is dispensed from troubling about the task of finding out anything whatever. Provided that he peats reimitates, copies, and the furnished models by we, he has all that knows He to fear. nothing more he need entered has into vation. salknow, and
29th At
the
April 1874.
end
of the
"
Strange
of I looked I
saw
reminiscence La
the
terrace
Treille, on
the
more
eastern
side, as
to
a a me
down
once
slope,
in
there the then years my
it seemed
that
imagination
when I
was
little
path
which
which
ran was
existed
child,
and
through
thicker
bnshy
than
underwood,
it is
now.
It is at
least
forty
from
since mind.
this
The
impression disappeared
revival of
an
image so dead and sciousness so forgotten set me thinking. Conto be like a book, in which seems turned the leaves by life successively cover hide in spite of their semiand each other although the book transparency may ; but
be open
at
the
page
of
the
present,
the
i66
amiel's
journai..
wind,
the
for
few
into
seconds,
view. these
may
blow
back
death
will
leaves
we see
cease
to
our
hide
each
at
once
other, and
?
shall
the
all
past
the
Is
to
death
the
to
passage
"
from that
we
successive
from
simultaneous
is to say, then
time in
eternity
Shall
understand,
mysterious
till then
we
or unity, the poem episode of our existence, which have spelled out phrase by
its
phrase
And
so
is
this
the
secret
of brow
that and
glory
If so,
which
often
enwraps who be
are
the
countenance
of those would
the
sees
newly
dead
of
?
a
death
at
like
a
the
arrival
traveller
whence
top
of
great mountain,
before
him the
he
spread
had overlook
in but
out
whole
configuration of
he
the
country,
of which
till then
To
to
had
to
passing glimpses.
one's the
own
be
able its
history,
concert
divine
in the of
meaning
general
be the then
and
divine
ning beginwe
eternal
had
sacrificed
but then
ourselves
we
the
universal and
We
order,
ciate apprehad of
should
of
understand
that
the toiled
the
beauty
laboured
; and
order.
the
and
under
we
conductor find
orchestra
should
ourselves
hearers.
become We had
surprised
seen
and
delighted
but
our own
nothing
little
amiel's
journal.
167
a vellous mar-
path
would
not?
in
the
mist
and
suddenly
boundless dazzled eyes.
panorama open
and
our
distances
before
Why
Slst
"
I have
been
reading
Ackermann.
that
sense
the
of
desolation in of
me
been
often
stirred
by
Hartmann, passion
and
and
!
What
tragic force
and
power has
thought
thing, every-
She
courage
most
attacks
the
tremendous
subjects.
Science is
implacable
those
; will
it suppress
start
all
a
which
from But
of
nature,
certainly.
nature
conception of happen
We without the ?
incapable
man, what
bringing harmony
will shall
and
Despair
have
durable
a
situation.
build
an
moral
city
of
God, soul,
without
immortality
Buddhism
as
without
hope.
and
Stoicism
present themselves
that there that
possible alternatives.
But
even
if the
at
we
suppose
is
man
no
in finality
cosmos, which
it is certain
has
ends
he
aims,
and
if
so
the
68
amiel's
journal.
notion
nomenon,
of
end
or
purpose
a
is
one.
real
although
may very vice
limited
be
science
well
versa.
limited But
are
phePhysical by moral
two
if these
of
the way
world
?
in
opposition,
is the
the
cessity, ne-
give
I still incline
to
believe
"
that
nature
is soul that the virtuality of mind, fruit of life, and liberty the flower of that all is bound together,
"
and Our
that modern of
nothing
of the
can
be
done
without.
to
the
point
uralist nat-
view
or "t"v"riKol,
thinkers.
once more
it will
have
to
pasa
through
Plato
and
through
'
totle, Aris'
and
3d
1874.
is
a
"
Rebellion
against
childishness
But it does
mon com-
piece
of
of
not
which last
am
"
quite capable.
I
am soon
long. advantages
I return is
brought
my
back
to
the
;
and
a
obligations of
situation
to
calmer
self-consciousness.
no
It realise
is
doubt,
me,
to
lost to
all that
to
me as
and reckon
"
will be
up I my
for
ever
denied
as
; but
privileges
on
well
I
my and
losses,
lay
stress
what
have,
amiel's
"
journal.
169
not
only
that
on
what
I want. dilemma
me
And of
'
so
I escape
or
from
terrible
for
all
ing,' nothin
the
which
always
times that
ends
adoption
seems
of
me
the
at
second
alternative.
a man
It may
to
such
content
some
without
some
shame
himself
one
"
with
being
thing
'
and
Ni
si haut,
ni si bas
. .
.'
These
brusque
lapses into
state,
are
the
the
price
former
to
of
my
critical become I
am
faculty. suddenly
All
my
habits
me
fluid ; it
seems
that
my
again, and that all beginning life over acquired capital has disappeared at a
I which
am
stroke. mind
a
for has
never
ever
new-bom
; I
am
taken
a
to
itself
a a
country,
I
even
an
avocation,
sure
sex,
body, species.
a
Am
quite
an me
of of
be
being
man, ?
European,
seems
inhabitant
so
this earth
It
to
easy I
am
to
something
to
me a
else,
mere
that
to
be
what
appears
piece of arbitrary
take value
once an
choice.
I cannot
possibly
which
accidental
structure*
of
the
that
to
purely relative, seriously. When has the touched a man absolute, all it is seems might be other than what
is indifferent.
All
him
these
ants
pursuing
He
their
private
ends
excite
his
mirth.
170
looks he
the
amiel's
journal.
down
from
the
the earth
moon
upon the
his hovel
beholds
sun
from his
heights of
from the
he
considers
of the
;
life
Hindoo
sees
pondering
the
the
of
Brahma
he
finite
from
distance the
of
the
ward thenceforthose
insignificance of
hold
to
things
makes and
which effort
men
be
important
ridiculous, passion
absurd.
burlesque,
prejudice
7th
A day perAugust 1874 (Clarens). fectly iant. beautiful, luminous, limpid, brill"
I the
passed
'
the
'
morning
and
in the
churchyard
Innumerable
Oasis
was
delightful.
sensations, solemn,
sweet
Around me me. passed over were Russians, English, Swedes, Germans, the shadow sleeping their last sleep under The of the Cubly. vast one landscape was were deep and mys.splendour ; the woods terious,
the
were murmur roses
"
full
a
blown
noise
; all round
me
butterflies of birds.
trees
of
wings
"
the
the
of distant
the
soaring
the
tains, moun-
of A
tender
lake.
. . .
little
Two
AMIELS
JOURNAL.
171
grave
two
nurses
children. had
'
This
something
you who
suckling their double protest against death poetical in it. touching and
were are
Sleep,
dead
or race ear.
; we,
the
living,
on
are
the to
me me
at
least
!'
"
carrying
such seemed clear
was
It
to
that
Oasis
of like
Clarens
to rest. ;
is the
Here
spot in
I
am
which
surrounded
should with
a
memories
"
here
death with
is
like
sleep
sleep
instinct
hope. Hope
is
not
are
forbidden the
us,
but
peace
and
submission
essentials.
1st
September
to
1874
me
(Clarens).
that
I
was
"
On
ing wakinto Is
? it
^^
it seemed
staring
eyes.
the
future
to
with
me
wide
that
startled these
indeed Incessant
and
growing
my
of
circle
What
is
in
my be
situation
is that that
a
deliverance
one
misery
as even
will
succeed
me no
such space,
way
not
to
leave
the
breathing
even
in
future,
are
not
in
me,
hope.
one
All
ties possibiliIt is
closed
to
by
one.
172
amiel's
journal.
natural
man
to
escape
from
dumb
rage
against
An
inevitable
agony.
Noon. Satanic
"
indifferent
?
nature
principle of things
? is Three
good
view.
just
second first
God
points
and
stoicism.
of
improbable
to
our never
horrible.
appeals
combination mediocre
has
; it has
lasted
Every
die would
I
man
has die
his
turn,
is
all must
To
quickly
and
privilege ;
by belong
inches.
Well,
the
submit.
Rebellion
After
be
useless
to
senseless.
all,
of the
better-endowed
my
half
to
human-kind,
average. But
the
and
lot is
superior
view ?
third
point
of
alone
Is there the
can a
it tenable
therefore
for
trials
educational
with of
Is this
heroic
faith of
compatible
the
actual
?
nature
laws
this
what
faith
makes
truth.
objective we
The
hold
may
as
subjective
his
own
being
What
moralise
facts he
for his
cannot
change
AMIELS
JOUllXAL.
173
to
he
God
calls wills
the
will
of
him
God,
peace.
and
will
what
brings
both
To
nature
our
our are
continued
existence indifferent.
if if
and
But
morality
on
God,
our
the
other
equally hand,
; and
God
is,
desires
sanctification
then
we
suffering
ourselves
the
;
over
"
purifies
for
us,
may is
the
console
what
suffering.
the
This of
over
makes
faith
great
is
advantage triumph
There
unto
Christian
it
death. death
is but
sin, the
the
our
ish self-
will,
Evil say,
or
filial sacrifice in
own
desires.
that is to
living for
self
even
health.
lot, in submitting
us,
willing what
what
He He my
God forbids
from
in
consenting
us.
to
what
In been say,
takes
own
refuses
case,
"
particular
from
me
what
that
has
is to
;
taken
the
is health
of all
surest
basis and
; I
am
independence
comfort called
nor are
but
friendship
to
me
material
neither
still left
to
upon
bear
the
slavery
isolation.
of
poverty
the
hell
of
absolute Health
cut
off, means
marriage, travel,
'
174
amiel's
journal.
study, and
It
means
work
forbidden
in
or
endangered.
and
life reduced
attractiveness
September
and
a
1874
(Charnez).
with
.
"
long
the eyes
walk
conversation
We Seated
on our
followed
heart,
the
blue
immensity
below
of the smiling outlines shore. All was ing, friendly,azure-tinted, caressI was The soul to the sight. reading Such an ence experiwas profound and pure. A few is like a flight into Paradise.
the
"
and
of climbed the broad light clouds spaces made the long tracks sky, steamers upon
the
water
over
at
our
feet,
white of
sails the
were
dotted and
lake, sea-gulls like gigantic butterflies quivered its rippling surface. above
the
vast
distance
21st wonderful
bluer,
the
or
1874 September (Chamex)."A has the lake been day 1 Never It was the landscape softer. chanting. enunder But tragedy is hidden
"
eclogue
; the
serpent
future three for
crawls is
or
the The
flowers.
All which
the
phautoms
weeks
AMIEL'8
JOURNAL.
75
been the
able
to
keep
as
at
bay, wait
all sides
for
me
door,
the
Eixmenides
in
on
waited
I
Orestes.
'
Hemmed
croit que
On On Sent
ne
plus
son
etoile,
la telle
et
sent
derriere
maux
le
deuil, les
I
la mort.'
For
now
fortnight
happiness
are no more
have is
been
happy,
a
and
this There
few
white
or are
blue
butterflies
rare
are
"
Flowers in
becoming
the and
fields,some colchicums,
among brown
were
blue
some
or
yellow
old
chicories
wild
geraniums
this fields down
growing
the
we are
fragments
berries
of
the
walls, and
"
of
privet
In the
is all
able
to
find.
they
the The
digging
and
are
potatoes,
the
beating
nuts,
leaves
beginning
apple harvest.
thinning and
the
changing
the
on
colour
; I watch
them
on
and shades
the
tinging
end
thickly-strewn
; the
reddish-brown.
the
are
nearing colouring
is
no
is the need
; there
sun. more
of
the
thing Every-
more
measured,
less emphatic.
Energy
is gone,
fugitive, youth
17^
is past,
over.
amiel's
journal.
prodigality
The year is
;
own
at
on
an
end, the
wane more
summer
the
and
in
towards
with
next
winter
my
it
is age
once
and
position,
my
Sunday
these
It
will
keep
consonances
birthday.
form
a
All
different
melancholy
The
not
so
harmony.
mark
as
distinguishing
much
of
religion
and which
is its
liberty
from
obedience,
sacrifices individual.
value it
can
is measured
extract
by the
the
young
must
not
girl's love
approach profane
which of
is
kind
of
piety.
if
if
we we
We
are are
it with
adoration with
to
it, and
it.
poetry
is
a
to
understand world
If
there
us
anything
effable init
in
the
gives
the
sweet,
is
impression trembling
would
be
ideal,
To
to
this it
its
; he
modest
a
love.
deceive
watch
crime.
Merely
to
unfolding
sees
life
the
is bliss birth of
the
a
in
it
the
of
marvel.
on our
When
garland
us
youth
to
brow,
of
let
try
; may
at
least
we
have
virtues
maturity
like
grow
graver,
the
fruit
of
the
leaf
withers
and
falls.
amiel's
journal.
177
is the
tlie
master-
To work
know
of
how
to
grow
one
old of
art
wisdom,
and
most
cult diffi-
of
living.
but
a
asks
of
life
own
nothing
nature,
towards
the
tinuous con-
improvement
moral
contentment
of his
and
progress
inward is
and
than any
religious submission,
one
less
waste
liable life.
else
to
miss
and
"
In had
spite of
a
bad
must
choke,
sensitive,
neither
way.
Could
more
I be
vulnerable
were
!
a
to
me
as
if
there aU
the
before that
me,
me,
while is
the
the and
ground
that
slipping
defence task. of At
is
bottom,
complaisance
will be
no comes on
without that
not
shadow
one a
of
my
self-delusion. desires I
have
know
of
realised, and
desires
to
me
for
had
what
at
as
accept
a
bird
perching
I
my
it, but
know
very
my
visi-
178
tor
amiel's
journal.
has
not
stay long.
from It
The
despair has
looks
his
sweetness.
life
as
man
sees
it from
death-bed,
and out with-
and
judges
vain
it without
bitterness
regrets.
to
no or
get well, or
I
to
be
ful, use-
hope that
me
those the
some
who
; I
have
will have
a
love
done
to
end
should and
to
to
them
good,
of myself. and Is
too
leave
I
them
to
tender
without
memory
wish
die
rebellion is
about
without this
much
weakness of
Let
; that
all.
still I
relic
?
hope
all be His
and
as
of God
desire will.
resign
myself
into
hands.
22dJanuary mind,
187 5
(Hyeres).
of
"
The
French
according
the
to
Gioberti, apprehends
truth, and
that gerates exagas
only
a
outward it
form
by isolating it, so
upon the the for
solvent
realities
shadow the
with
for
it stance, sub-
works.
It takes the
word
thing,
formula
appearance for
for
reality, and
in
a
abstract of
truth.
It lives
world
to
a
intellectual
of
assignats.
art, of
of guage, lan-
If you
talk of
Frenchman the
religion,of
you feel
state,
duty, of
the
family,
in his way
of
speaking
amiel's
journal.
179
outside into
is not
that
his
that
thought
he
never
remains
the
ject, sub-
penetrates
core.
its substance,
its inmost
to
He
understand
it in its essence,
but it.
striving only to
On his and
say
something
the noblest
; for
plausible
words
"
about become
lips
empty
The
thin
example,
mind
is
superficialand yet not an comprehensive extraordinarily ; it has fine edge, and penetrating power. yet no Its desire is to enjoy its own resources by the of the help of things, but it has none respect, the disinterestedness, the patience, and the self-forgetfulness, which pensable indisare if we wish to see things as they Far from are. being the philosophic mind,
French
it is
a mere a man
counterfeit
to
of
it,for
it does
not
enable
solve
any
problem
and
ever, what-
remains is
living,complex,
is its
fatal
The
power
of
;
expressing truths of birth and germination it paints effects, results, the caput mortuum,
but
not
the
cause,
the
motive
power,
the
native
force, the
development
It
of
any
nomenon pheand
whatever.
is
analytic
i8o
amiel's
journal.
descriptive, but it explains nothing, for it and avoids all beginnings of formation. processes With it crystallisation is not the
mysterious
passes
state. act
itself
the
by
which
state
substance
from
fluid
to
the
act.
solid
It is the thirst In
to
jjroduct
truth
of
that
a
The
for
is not
French
sion. pas-
appearance outside
to
is
the that
ferred pre-
inside,
which
to
the
fashion
to
the which is
material,
to
shines
that That
profits, opinion
say, is
conscience.
centre
the
man's French-
of
gravity
To unit be the
always
of
outside
him,
"
he
is
always thinking
him
; the must
others, playing
are
to
so
the
gallery.
zeros
individuals
turns
many
a
which
them
;
into
number be
added
writer
or
from of any
"
outside
the
it may the
royalty,
master
day,
other this is
favourite
newspaper, of fashion.
temporary
All
of the result an exaggerated probably which the soul's forces weakens sociability, vestigat of resistance, destroys its capacity for inand personal conviction, and
kills in it the
worship
of
the
ideal.
21th whole
a
January atmosphere
clearness.
1875 has
a
limpid
The
islands
are
like
amiel's
journal.
i8i
swans
Peace,
And
swimming splendour,
glide
in
golden
space
on
stream. !
. .
.
boundless
I meanwhile
look
away.
quietly
I
while
catch it.
the the
long
tame
to
Above
These
aU,
it with
others.
me
impress
me,
bly. indescribacarry
me
intoxicate feel
they
beguiled out of myself, dis-' in sunbeams, breezes, perfumes, and! impulses of joy. And yet all the/ what not pine for I know intangible
in the
this
Lamartine described
on
PrSludes
has
oppressive effect of
nature.
admirably happines.s
that
creature
fragile
reason
human for
I the
suspect
the feels
it is that
finite
itself invaded
by
the
infinite,and
the
tigo, ver-
produces dizziness, a kind of into a longing to fling oneself To feel life too great gulf of being.
invasion
is to to die
"
the
tensely inman,
yearn
to
for
death
; and
for the
means
become
like unto
the
gods
to
be
initiated
into
great mystery.
Pathetic
and
beautiful
illusion.
o'' clock
the
in
the
the
evening.
"
From
one
other
day
has
been
to Beau
perfect,
Vallon
my
walk
this afternoon
82
amiel's
journal.
was
one
long delight.
into
It Here
was was
like
a
an
dition expe-
Arcadia.
corner, for
a
wild
and
made
woodland
a
which dance
would of
a
have
fit
setting
an
nymphs, rock,
or a
and
which ing draw-
there
ilex
me
overshadowing
of
an
reminded of that
in the
ode felt
of
a
Horace kind of
Tibur.
certainty
was
landscape had
And
the what
more
much the
that
sense
Greek
blance resem-
it.
made
of
one
feels
not
to
see
be
the sea, which striking was always near, though one which view. any We
turn
may
it, and
of
the
out
valley
a
may
bring
with
into
an
found
little tower
the
owner
overgrown have
been
garden,
taken
He
was
of for
which
a
might
of the
husbandman
Odyssey.
French,
but
could
not
scarcely speak
without
a
any
lated dignity. I transthe inscription on to him his sun-dial, Hora est henefaciendi,^ which is beautiful, and be an pleased him greatly. It would inspiring place to write a novel in. Only I
certain
grave
'
do
have
not
a
know
whether room,
to
the and
upon
little den
one
would
tainly cer-
decent
have
would
live
eggs,
milk, and
figs,like
\bth
Philemon.
February
1875 the
(Hyeres).
two
"
have
at
just
been
reading
last
I"iscours
amiel's
journal.
183
over
the word
of
French and
every
This
kind
writing is
it is the
sort
'
of
intellectual
dainty,
with
'
for
art
of
expressing
finesse
truth
all the
art
courtesy
loss of
and
possible ;
ease
the the
of
appearing perfectly at
manners
without
smallest
; of
being gracefully
itself
"
sincere, and
a
of
making
criticism
pleasure
as
to
the
person
criticised.
acy Leg-
it is from
the
monarchical of
tradition,
is the of the
and
this
particular
also
kind
eloquence
men
tinguishi dis-
mark who
men are men
of those
of
world those
breeding,
are
of
letters could
who
never
also
have
Democracy
and France
in
this
may
delicate
genre
to
give points
fruit of
peoples,
and
for it is the
that
yet
vigorous
court
social
sense
which
produced
of
by
and
and
life,by
means
literature
a
mutual This
education
for
centuries.
complicated
as
Athenian
and
less durable.
France least
becomes will
Americanised without
this genre
of revival.
at
perish,
hope
April
\Qth
1875
(Hyeres).
"I
have
al-
184
ready
of gone
amiel's
journal.
through
I
the
have
various
been and of up
emotions
wandering
the castle and
streets
harvest I
a am
images
full of
Already
made I which
more.
regret
of
the
better
now
study
spent
what
country,
months when
a
have
four
and
It is like
;
we accuse
happens
of ill ; look spent. mishim
we
friend loved
dies
him
ourselves
loved when
having
or
too
own
or little,
it is like upon
our
death,
feel that
back
life and
it has
been
16th
August
the
to
1875.
"
Life
is but
oscillation between
between instinct
revolt
of the
and
ego,
daily submission,
a
which
is to
expand,
sense
take
delight in its
not
own
of
own
to
tranquil triumph in
of the
its
the
instinct
soul, which
to
obey
the
universal
order,
accept
The
of God. of
peace.
cold
renunciation
no
disillusioned
Peace with is
reason
brings
found
in
real
only
to
be
reconciliation
seems,
destiny,
when
when of the
destiny
in
the
religious sense
man
feels
to say,
the
presence
of
God.
only,
does
the
will
amiel's
journal.
185
only completely The soul only fate by virtue of compensation
"
acquiesce. acquiesces
submits
to
Nay
when the
more,
it
it adores. hardness
a
of
its the
discovery of
it cannot it shrinks
sublime of
the
lovingkindness
say,
Almighty.
itself to void
around
or
That lack
or
is to
resign
from the of
famine,
and
the
it,
is its
It
happiness either
to
hope
well
faith
essential
it.
some
It
may
very
vary have.
object,
may demand
thirsts
but
object
its former
it must
renounce
idols, but
soul
it will
another
cult.
The
hungers and
that mit sub-
after
happiness, and
deserts
it is in vain
never
everything
to
it,
"
it will
its abandonment.
28th used
August by
Constant
1875
(Geneva).
"
"
word
jamin Ben-
Sainte-Beuve
has
propos
me or
:
of
struck To possess
to
it is
not
the
word
consideration. consideration
was
to possess
Madame
"
de
Stael
matter
an
of supreme
importance, What,
of ?
the loss of
of it it
a
pressing necessity.
then, is this
the
good
And
thing?
how
is
The it
esteem
public.
certain of
a cesses suc-
gained
By
with
honourable
a
character
and of
life,combLued
services
It
aggregate
rendered is not
and
obtained.
exactly
good
i86
amiel's
journal.
witness within.
from
without,
Consideration
if not
the
witness
from
is not
or
tion, reputa-
glory ; it has nothing to do with is savoir faire, and of talent or genius. not always the attendant in duty, It is the reward given to constancy It is the to probity of conduct. homage rendered to a life held to be irreproachable.
still less It is
a
celebrity, fame,
little
more
than
esteem,
To
a
and
little
less than
admiration. is
at
once
power.
a source
The
loss of it is
misfortune
Here
ever am
and
of of
this It is
the
age
I, at
having
in my
sideration cona tive mo-
given
life.
place
desire little of
curious, but
has
been
not to
even
for
that such
an
I have
been fact
conscious
of
idea
for
at
me
all. the
The
shows,
than
I suppose,
that
the
public,
has
never
tive neganor
I have from
neither
asked
it,not
upon
even
justice ;
be
dependant
its
an
suffrages
seemed
to
and
me
good
act
graces,
always
fiunktively instinctried
to
of my
eyism
against
rebelled.
which I
homage pride
never
have
amiel's
journal.
187
or a
gain
nor
the
so
goodwill
much it would
as
of
coterie
vote
newspaper,
an
the have
of
a
elector.
me
And
yet
to
been
joy
to
to be
smiled and
ready
to
give,
down
kindness
consideration the
esteem
hunt
"
to to
a me
force
an
others,
of
never
"
seemed almost
effort
unworthy
I have
myself,
even
dation. degrait. my
thought of
I have
Perhaps
indifference
I have
to
lost it.
consideration
by
Probably
irritable
pointed disap-
allowing
I
to
over-sensitive
and
consciousness
retreat.
to
lead
me
into the
isolation
and is
that you
world, which
you
as soon
only
own
eager
when silence
in
do
as
speak,
its
to
is angry action
your killed
speak. No a doubt, to be silent with perfectly clear hold conscience not must a a man public office. I now indeed say to myself that a to professor is morally bound justify his students, position by publication ; that authorities, and public are placed thereby
you the wish in is
a
healthier
towards
him
; that
it
necessary
good
repute
maintenance
in
the of has
prox)er this
]X)int of
view
88
been
amiel's
journal.
not
famUiar
to
one
to
me.
I have
deavoured en-
give conscientious
lectures,
and duties
but
to
a
have of my
discharged
post
never
to
the
subsidiary ability ; my
bend
I have
been with
able
myself
for
struggle
while my
hostile
has been
opinion,
known
all
the
heart
and
disappointment,
I have been
and
I have
felt that
systematically
Premature have
of
and
liberatel de-
isolated. the
despair and
been
my
talents
as
for
soon
my
as
let
everything slip
loved
me.
hope
had
of saken for-
being
have
for them
A
and
by
them
hermit found
not
even
my
conscience
than my up
a
not
been
any
better
not
Does
make
of
melancholy
What
use
lot, a
have
barren I made
failure of of my
my
life ?
What ?
Are
have all
country
produced,
ence, correspondtogether, my these thousands of journal pages, my notes lectures, my articles, my poems, my than of difierent kinds, anything better
taken
amiel's
journal.
189
and
my
name ever no
withered have
I
me
leaves been
a
To ?
whom Will
to
what
vive surmean count ac-
useful
will it
A
anything
!
a
anybody
great many
"
life of and
comings
"
goings,
When
worst
great many
has
some
scrawls,
up,
"
for
!
nothing.
And up
all is added
nothing
a
of
vice ser-
all,it
of any
not
been
life used
in the
been
object, or sacrificed to Its sufferings will have future hope. vain, its renunciations rifices useless, its sacwithout gratuitous, its dreariness ward. rehave No, I am wrong ; it will
. . .
adored
had
its secret
It will
treasure,
have
its
sweetness,
a
its
reward.
inspired
have
few
tions affec-
of great
to
a
price
;
; it will
given joy
will if in
few had
souls
some
its
hidden
existence
have it has
value.
Besides,
it has in been it has and
itself
been
nothing,
not
understood
with If it
much.
the
If it has
harmony
loved it.
has
happiness
own
pardon.
on.
affinityin with the Hindoo me that genius mind, vast, imaginative, loving,dreamy, and speculative,
"
Later
There
is
great
"
but
destitute
of
ambition, personal-
190
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
ity,and
the
will.
Pantheistic of
the
disinterestedness,
self
in
a
"
effacement womanish
the
great
of
are
whole,
gentleness,
to
horror these
nature
slaughter, antipathy
all present least and had
which in my has been
action,
in
nature,
the
at
developed
Still the
West
by
has
years also
circumstances.
its part
in
me.
"
What
a
I have
found
difficult
is to
keep
Hence my of
of
any
form,
whatever.
own or
indifference
to
my
person,
usefulness, interest,
moment.
opinions
?
the
What
est
does
nega-
it
all matter
tio. us,
Omnis localises
determinatio us,
Grief but
...
love
us
particularises
from
thought
To
delivers
a man
ity. personal-
be
is
be the
"
poor
man
"
thing, to
man
be
man
is well
; to
in
essence
and
in
principle
that
alone
is to
be
desired.
Yes,
what
but
in
these of the ?
aspirations
of the may
becomes
to
individual
duty
lie in
ceasing to be individual, but duty lies in performing the microscopic task allotted to The us. problem set before us is to bring tion our daily task into the temple of contemplaand ply it there, to act as in the presence
of
God,
to
interfuse
one's
little
part with
amiel's
journal.
191
the
religion.
of
So
only
is
can
we
inform
detail and So
life,all
that
with insignificant,
nobility.
the feel
meanest
may of
are
dignify occupations.
we
and So
may
we
that
we
paying
the with
our
tribute will.
to- the
universal
are we
work
ciled recon-
and
So
delivered
we
from
the
fear
at
of
death.
are
in
order
and
peace.
Ist
September
some
1875.
at
"
I have my
been
on
ing work-
for
hours with
When is
article
Mme.
de
Stael,
effort
word
but
!
what
labour, what
for my
am
ful pain-
I write and
publication
pen
every
at
misery,
stumbles find
the
every
line, so
anxious
to
is the
before
at
every
step.
demands
a
concentration,
I
no
pliancy
fuse
are
which
longer
sess. pos-
and
ideas.
we
If
we so
to
form,
of
must,
must
to treat
speak,
our
the
tyrants
it.^^
We
not
be
a
always
We
trembling
must
our
doing
This
it
wrong. absorb
be
own
to
transmute
and
it into
substance.
192
sort
amiel's
journal.
of
confident
nature
my
whole which
respects and
it is
itself which
to
the
me
object ;
back
ing. concluding and decidI am And then always retracing my I work in steps : instead of going forwards afraid of having forgotten a a circle : I am point, of having exaggerated an expression, holds
"
from
of
having
time
used I
word
to
out
of
place, while
all the
ought
know
have
been
thinking
of treatment.
thing, any-
of essentials
I do
and
not
aiming
at breadth to
how up
sacrifice
how Hurtful
to
give
timidity,
fatal
anything unprofitable
to
slavery
I have
art
an
detail
In
reality
to
never
given
to
much
best
thought
way
nor
the
of
writing,
the
a
of
making
I
ever
article, an
essay,
book,
have
have writer's
the been
methodically apprenticeship ; it
to
undergone
would
useful
of
a
me,
was
and
was
always
ashamed
as
what
useful.
I have
to
felt,
prise sur-
it were, the
secret
of
literature,
to
against
When the
a
picking
I think
oeuvres chef-d''
pieces.
that
I have
always postponed
art
a
serious
study
awe
of the
of
writing, from
love of its
sort
of
of
it, and
secret
amiel's
journal.
193
my
own
beauty,
and and
am
furious
my
own
with
witli
respect.
routine
would
have
given
dies
me
assurance,
without
and
impulse
I have
away.
the
contrary,
habits of
developed
the
habit the
opposed
offered
notation
mind,
the
of
tific scien-
analysis which
to
exhausts
habit
material immediate
The
art want
it, and
of
of
passing impressions.
lies between the the two
of
composition
for
; you
it both
the
and
sustained
25th
to
October
M. Taine's
"
have
been
ing listen-
first lecture in
Regime)
It
was
"
delivered
an
extremely
As French
work of
matter.
writer method
shows
great
skill his
in
the
simplifying
a
subject by massing
;
it in
large striking
is
constant
divisions
his
great
defect
;
straining
is the desire
sense
after he
see
points
has
of
his
pi'incipal merit
historical
as
reality,his
For the
to
things
extreme
they
are.
rest, he
freedom
"
has of
openness
of
mind,
guage. lan-
thought, and
hall
was
precision of
The
crowded.
194
26th
secret
amiel's
journal.
October
; the
1875.
of
"
All
every
"
origins
individual
that
are or
principle
a
collective
life is
mystery
is to say,
not to
something
be
irrational, inexplicable,
We may
even
defined.
"
go is
farther
an
and
say,-
Every
and
that
individuality
no
insoluble
beginning
become the
not
has
retrospectively,but
vfhatever did the
act
beginning
become.
sents repreinitial
always miracle,
consequence among the of
of
milieu,
but which
an
nothing else, it simply make anterior things which occasion, a surrounding for
are
it,
witnesses
of
its
appearance
without
it comes. understanding whence als, individutrue are no Perhaps also there and, if so, no only, beginning but one the primordial impulse, the first movement.
All
man
men
on
this
sexes
in
two
to
but
be
the
reduced
the the
animal,
animal
to
plant, and
be
a
to
even one
hylozoism
this
of
Thales.
However,
upon
absolute still
would
but hypothesis, if there were beginning, relative beginnings remain to us as multiple sym-
amiel's
journal.
195
bols
of
the
absolute.
for
Every
in
individual
convenience'
represent
miniature
be
world, and
a
would
the
of
philosopher
uucroscopic
pendium com-
of it.
The
history of
frees
the
the
formation
of
ideas
is
what
mind.
philosophic
until
it
or some
truth
does
not
become
has
popular
humanised translated
cannot must
some
has
and
be
embodied
truth
;
assimilated
by
the
it
be
communicated
by contagion.
1876. After dinner I
to
SOth
went two
January
the Luthier
"
steps off,to
de
Marc
Monnier's,
a
hear
Cremone, by
the
one-act
read
author,
of
a
cois Fran-
feast For in
of fine
the
sensations,
little and
taste.
ary liter-
dainties.
It is
piece
every
is
pearl.
is
a
steeped
poetry,
to
line
fresh
This
pleasure
young
one's
maestro
is like
and
the
violin
he
; he
writes
about, vibrating
passionate
grace,
has, besides
delicacy, point,
all that
ig/6
a
amiel's
journal.
writer
wants
to
make
what
is
the
simple,
beaten
is the
literatures attacked
art
like
Rousseau
resources
himself
letters with
of the
of
writing, and
life with
a
the
delights of
veloped detion. civilisa-
savage
skill and
most
adroitness
only by
And contraries
which
the
advanced
tliis
us
it is
indeed
charms
culated calthis of
wisdom. combinations
It is the which
supreme
irony
the
tickles
taste
advanced
men
and
artificial
two
epochs, epochs
at
ask
for
sensations
once,
like smile
the
contrary
La in
meanings
And this kind of
fused
our
by
the
of
too
Gioconda. work
that
:
"
by
which
not
ambiguous
I feel your
; I
see
curve
lip
am
says your
charm,
illusion
; I
am
dupe
and
the
from
within
from
without you
; I
am
but
but
I understand I
am
; I
proud
the
open
; you
sensations,
have
yet
and
not
slave
of
of
any
talent,
I have
we
subtlety
understand
perception ;
each other.
we
are
quits,
amiel's
journal.
197
1st
talked
February
of the
1876.
"
This
evening
we
infinitelysmall.
universe understand
are
the the
to
for
than the
much
easier because
small,
all
greatness
she
a
is
different
It is
sort
of measurement.
possible for
in
to
place himself
teach his
all live
to to
soul of
very
under
But
the
most
ent differbe
fessed con-
being.
few
it must the
profitby
possibility.
held
as
in their are, of
general imprisoned,
circumstances
but
in
by
almost have
very have
so
the
animals
they
little little
the
suspicion
it because
they
It
faculty
critic
of
self-judgment.
the
is
only
can
and into
all
trate pene-
and
realise
their
life from
the the
When from
be when
imagination
which it is
shrinks
it creates,
in
fear
phantoms
because
it may But
excused
the
over
imagination.
itself to be
the
intellect
or
allows
nised tyranto
terrified
by
categories
the the of wrong,
which
itself
gives birth,
to
to
it is in
"
allowed
"
intellect,
the
critical
of man,
be
dupe
anything.
198
Now,
is the
more
amiel's
in the
the of
journal.
merely
notion than the
the
mind
it creates is
not
created
son
the
creator,
The mind
not
more
than
father.
The
point of
has
to
view free
wants
rectifying.
from space,
itself
of gives it a false notion itself,but it can only attain this freedom by reversing things and by learning to see which
space in the How
mind
can
instead
it
of this ?
the
mind
in
space.
do
to
its
is concentration.
why
God
where, every-
millions times
In
more
of
cube
nor a
thousand
hundred
less.
pies occu-
the but
state
a
of
thought
universe
single point ; but in the state dispersion and analysis this thought
the heaven of heavens for
of
quires re-
its expansion.
In
the
same
way,
the
time
and
number
as
are
contained
not
in
mind.
Man,
their he
mind,
reach
is
their
inferior, but
that his
superior.
can
It
state to
is true
before
own
this
of freedom
at
body
must
appear
"
him
will either he
must
is to say,
be
that it. So
amiel's
journal.
199
long
a
as
mind
persed, spatial,discorporeal, it is but a soul, it is not of itself only as the ; it is conscious is, the impressionable, affectionate, and mind be restless animal.
the
itself
image,
mirror.
image,
be
no means
could
not
be
a
There
echo
some
without
one
noise.
Consciousness
who
things some-
And
all the
the
cannot
take
place of
for which
the
The
phenomenon
is not The
exists
only for
it the
and itself,
perceptible
supposes
May
the is
1876.
"
This
the
proofs of
one
morning Etrangeres.*
rected cor-
at
least
piece of
volume deal
as a more
prose
pleased
than
may
satisfied
metres.
as
me
good book,
The
an
whole,
the
regarded
of
as a
attempt
It is
to
solve
problem
to
French
lation verse-transart.
considered science
"
special
It
applied
poetry.
Poesies
ought
de
not, I
diverses
traduites
F.
Atniel, 1876.
200
amiel's do
journal.
think,
to
any
discredit
to
joy, pride, hope ? that I feel nothing It seems to me Hardly. at all, or at least my feeling is so vague that I cannot doubtful and analyse it. On rather the tempted to say to whole, I am
relief,any
myself,
result, yet
But the
"
how
much ado
labour about
for
how
small
And
Much work
nothing !
in itself is
good,
it is
is successful.
matter
what my
does
verse-translation
in
? my
Already
mind and
interest my
fading
for
energies
Edmond
clamour
thing some-
the
volume
To
the is In
inmost
self
of
me
"
this
a
attempt
affair. work
literary Lilliputian
other of relative
with
sort
of the
kind,
; but
I find
see
satisfaction
of
or
the
intrinsic its
ity futil-
it,and
not
the I do
insignificanceof
not
success
failure.
believe
my
own
in
the
public
; I
I do
no
believe
in
work
have
I blow
to
do.
Car
le neant
peut
seul
bien
cacher
I'infini.'
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
201
Self-satire,disillusion,absence
may be
of
are
dice, prejunot
freedom,
but
they
strength.
12th
July
1876. has
that
"
Trouble
worse
on
"
trouble.
ever. or
My
cannot
cough
see
been the
than
weather
fine
any
the the
trary, conmore
holidays
better
in
have my
made
state
change
On
seems
for the
of
health.
the
process
a
of demolition
rapid. heurs,
'"moi'' trunk
cut
It is
painful experience,
!
.
.
this de
mature premalThis
decay
que
'"Apres
taut
vous
reste-t-il? central
branches
Moi.''
is
of
the
consciousness,
which every have
the
been
all the
that
have
away,
which Soon
bears
I shall
successive
mutilation. left
to
nothing else
reduces
us
than
the
bare
intellect.
'
Death
'
mathematical
point
; the
us
tion destrucas
which
were,
precedes it forces
a
back,
it
by
circles
series
to
of
ever-narrowing
last inaccessible
of that
are
tric concen-
this
a
refuge.
zero
Already
which
I have
foretaste and
how
in
all forms
I
see
all modes
we
guished. extinthe
we
return
into how
night, and
issue which
inversely
it. whole Life brief
I understand is
from
the
but
meteor,
me.
of
course a
is before
Birth, life,death
assume
fresh
meaning
202
AMIEL^S
JOURMAL.
to
see
US
at
each
as a
phase
a
of
our
existence. darkness
own
To
"
oneself
become
firework of is
in the one's
to
witness
"
fugitive world,
work firehorizon my
own
phenomenon
I
this the
practical psychology.
of the
prefer indeed
is
; but
a
spectacle
more narrows
which
vaster
and illness
splendid
my upon still
when
me
and
makes
dwell
perforce
are
miseries,
these
miseries for
my
capable of
osity. curi-
supplying spite
own
food
psychological
me
What
of
case
interests
in
myself,
I find
in
my
a
in my human
of
of
to
nature, and
value. stand
numbers To
a
specimen
me
general
imder-
The
sample
enables
multitude of my
of similar
situations, and
all
fellow-men.
into
enter
possible
tion occupaleast for
modes
for
our
of
sufficient
"
hundreds
of centuries which
at
are
finite
intelligences,
time. The
tioned condi-
by
of
the
progressive happiness
may the
once, at
a
process, and
indeed,
be
embittered
by
at
asks
to
for
everything
the
reach
be
absolute
that for
it
may
answered
essarily nec-
prophetic,
come
only have
of the
into
being
under
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
203
them
to
same
cause
which
reach
their
goal.
The
absolute
because of that
consciousness the
guarantee
ised. real-
Thought
achieved ages,
itself
of
is eternal. which
It is the is
sciousness con-
thought
the
gradually
of
is the
through
and of
long
succession Such
races,
humanities.
doctrine
Hegel.
to
The
one
is, according
to
him,
the
the
two
absolute, and
ends
:
the
differs
xcas
at
the
of
story.
at
the Or
beginning
rather
with the
it knows in
itself at
the
the
end.
it advances
possession of itself
of
gradual
was
unfolding conception
of
very
creation.
Such
If
also
the
the
history
is the
to
the
mind
marrow
essence
of
being,
even
then
be
driven
back
on
ogy, psycholbe
personal psychology,
with
to
is to of
still
occupied
to
the
main
question
feel
things,
in the
keep
the
subject, to
universal idea. from
oneself
centre
of
in
the
the
drama.
is
comfort be taken
we
Everything
us, but
away
are
if
thread
with
the
world.
But
we
204
may lose
amiel's
jourkal.
ing noththought and speech. Then the sense of remains but simple feeling, and of death in God, of God the presence which the last relic of the human privilege, is to participate in the whole, to commune
"
with
'Ta
the
vie nuage,
absolute.
est
un
eclair
qui
meurt
dans
son
Mais
r eclair t'a
sauve
le ciel.'
26th friend
July
to
1876.
"
A It
private journal is
frees
us a
idleness.
from
the
necessity of looking
puts
up with every
all round
kind of
subject, it
meander-
repetition, it
and
accompanies
all the
inner
caprices
ings
no
and proposes to itself life, definite end. This journal of mine resents repumes: volof a good many the material of time, of what prodigious waste
of the
thought, of strength ! It will be useful to it has for even myself, nobody, and to practo shii'k life than rather helped me tise the place of a conit. A journal takes fidant,
"
that
a
is, of friend
for
or
wife
a a
; it becomes
substitute and
production,
It is
substitute
for
country
public.
grief-cheating
and withdrawal of escape device, a mode ; the it is,though it takes as but, factotum place of everything, properly speaking it
represents nothing
at
all.
. . .
amiel's
journal.
205
the
What soul
?
is it which
It is the
makes
history
its
of
stratification
the
of its different
stages of progress,
and of
the
story of
Before
of
teach
anything,
must
interest
be
distilled
of pages from
its disentangled from and simplified. These but the pile of leaves are the A
essence
myself, it materials,
thousands and
be
bark
tracted. exare
which
has
still to
cinchonas A
whole
one
forest of
of
worth
but
cask
quinine.
to
whole
one
goes
produce
work
end is
own
of
written
talk, the
in each the
of be
only
terested in-
his
vidual indinever
life. have
so
Even
perhaps
over
shall
time
?
to
read shall in
myself.
my the
So
"
what
lived
life,and
type,
song,
as are
repeating
of
the
human
burden
my will
human
have
kindred
done,
burden
can
do, century
of
after
this
we
century.
and
consciousness is
something,
and
scarcely
the bur-
anything
type is
more
further.
The
realisation
complete,
and
2o6
amiel's
journal.
den
are
more
kind
and have
if circumstances but
that
whether
"
the
puppets
'
Trois
p'titstours
falls
to
puis
same
s'en
vent
!'
everything
and
To the
comes
into
the
very
much
"
the
to
same
rebel
against fate
issue
"
trj-
escape
inevitable
the of
an
"
is
a
almost
centenarian
puerile.
and
When
that
of
are
quantities sensibly
and
equivalent,
enable this
us
to
point
our
of
astronomy
from
durations
is the
meaning
of For raise
of all
our
tiny
our
efforts
and
cries,the value
our
anger, dream
ambition,
a
hope ?
to
the
of
dream
it is absurd
make-believe of infusoria
"
tempests.
which make
The up much
a
forty
cubeto
us
of chalk
do
they
matter
do
the
forty
matter
moon
millions
any
or
of
more
men
who
an
France
to
of the To which
be
a
Jupiter
monad
to
?
"
conscious itself
knows of the
to.
be
:
the
nothing microscopic
a
phantom
ever
universe
this is all
we
can
attain
12th
September
1876.
"
What
is your
own
amiel's
journal.
207
particular absurdity
exhaust
Why,
simply
that
you
yourself in tiying to understand wisdom without practising it, that you are preparations for nothing, always making that live without living. Contemplation you the courage which has not to be purely contemplative, renunciation renounce completely, chronic
"
which
does
not
contradiction
ticism, sceprigible, incor-
there
is
your
case.
irresolution,
weakness and
there
cannot
not
which
accept
itself
"
transform
strength
side
is your
misery.
to
of it
lies in
capacity
to
direct
others in
becoming
the dream
capacity in-
direct
oneself,
of
the
short
to
by
at
zero
the
finitely in-
be
the
utter
uselessness
talent. of
To
arrive
at
bility immofrom
by
abundance
a
motion,
is
a
of
numbers,
strange
farce,
can
sad
gossip
September
Doudan's book
1876.
"
My
been
Lettres
!
"
fascinating
them all.
Wit,
much
subtlety,
sess posthat
was
imagination, thought,
How
man
these I
letters
regret
He
I
a
never
knew
the
himself.
2o8
Frenchman
amiel's
journal.
of
to
the
best
type,
of
un
delicat
ne
sublime,
keen love his still
was
quote
of
Sainte-Beuve's
sion. expres-
Fastidiousness
temper,
led him
and
to
too
perfection,
from within the
hold with-
talent
public,
his
own
but
while
living,and
the
circle,he
best. He
recognised equal of the scarcely lacked anything except of ambition, of brutality and
force world which
; but
are
that
tion frac-
necessary
was
to
success
he
appreciated by
he
best
cared
for
nothing
reminds
me
of Joubert.
20th
September.
"
To
be
witty
bestowal
is
to
on
the of
ing understand-
thing and
that
a
of
guessing another,
stroke.
and
so
achieving
Doudan
double
speaks out his scarcely ever thought directly ; he disguises and suggests it by imagery, allusion, hyperbole ; he overlays
it with with The from
Thus
gentle
more
the
thing
the there
thing said,
is for the
the
feigned anger, assumed humility. be guessed differs more prise pleasant suror
interlocutor These
the
respondent cor-
charming
allow
a
expression
amiel's
to teach
to
journal.
209
man
what what
he
will without
he will without
pedantry,
offence.
and There
them
venture
and
as
and aerial in something Attic and fiction gay, ; they mingle grave of touch with a light grace such ti-uth, La Fontaine
nor
is
neither
been
Alcibiades Socratic
would
have
ashamed
of.
a
free and
ill and
physical
delicate
playfulness is
taste
What
balance
!
of
faculties
requires
!
What
personal
distinction
shows
Perhaps
would have been only a valetudinarian of touch, this capable of this morhidezza feminine marriage of virile thought and is excess it caprice. If there anywhere, lies perhaps in certain a effeminacy of sentiment. but what Doudan is
can
"
put
up
with but
ing nothwhat is
perfect
nothing
is rough, absolutely harmonious ; all that harsh, powerful, brutal, and unexpected, throws him into convulsions. Audacity boldness of all kinds This repels him.
" "
Athenian of
of the
Eoman
time
matters
a
is
true
ple disci-
Epicurus in all
of
and disturbs
intelligence
"
crumpled rose-leaf
him.
2IO
amiel's
journal.
'
Une
ombre,
nait
un
souflBe,un
rien,
tout
lui
don-
la fievre.'
What creative
not
as
all
this
softness
wants
is His
strength,
range
is
muscular
as
force.
it at
thought
the of
out
first.
"
The that
"
classical is to his
the say,
and horizon
He is
Renaissance La
Fontaine
his element He
is
in
horizon.
German
or
of
Slav
literatures.
knows is not
never
Humanity
France,
Nature.
or
for him
he In has
and
bible is
he
of
more
music
and In
painting he philosophy
he is
but
a man
less
Kant.
exclusive.
To
sum
stops
at
up
of
exquisite and
a
he
is not
first-rate
or
poet, philosopher,
artist.
mirable ad-
talker,
who
chosen for
delightful letter-writer,
an
might
to
have
become
author
had
he wait
concentrate
himself.
in order
I must
to
the
second this
volume
review
and
correct
preliminary impression.
have
now
Mid-day. through
the the Attic the
"
gone
once
more
whole of
volume,
it, and
distinction
was
charm
originality and
the
keen
diviner
of
aptitudes,
amiel's
trainer
journal.
21
and
every
of
man
of
infinite
nuance
taste
of
every
and
of
want a delicacy ; but his defect was of persevering energy of thought, a lack of patience in execution. Timidity, unworldhim liness, indolence, indifference, confined to
the
rule him
of
the of
literary counsellor
the
and he do
In I
made
judge
to
field
in
which
ought
mean
rather
to
have
him ?
"
fought.
no
But
!
blame
indeed fire
on
the
first
in
be
to
my
allies ; the
the
likely
who
he
chose
remarked
that
men
in
we
neighbourhood
men
of
all famous
who
never
achieve
those ? who
yet
their
esteemed
or
by
equals
said after makes
the the
superiors
same men
Descartes,
Fame
think,
run
thing.
who
are
not
afraid
her.
She
mock
who
of those deserve
trembling
but
cannot
and
ful respectforce
her
lovers favours.
public is won by the bold, imperious talents by the enterprising and the skilful. in modesty, It does not believe of impotence. which it regards as a device The but contains section of a golden book the true geniuses ; it names those only who have taken glory by storm.
The
"
212
AMIEL'S
JOtJRNAI..
15th
November
1876.
"
I have des
been
L^Avenir
Religieuz
de
Peuples
'I'he theory Laveleye. of this writer is that the Gospel, in its pure form, is capable of providing the religion of of all that the abolition the future, and
by
Emile
religiousprinciple,which
of
much The
to
is what
the
ism socialis
as
the be
present
feared
moment
as
demands,
Catholic
Protestant
means
method,
of transition
is the
pure
ligion re-
not
think belief he
that
civilisation and
can
last
without
the
in God
that But
in another
life.
Perhaps
prove the
forgets
Japan
it is
and
China
to
contrary.
him
enough
determine
be shown if it can against Atheism would that bring about a general Atheism After moral all, a lowering of the average. however, this is nothing but a religion of
utilitarianism.
it is useful.
belief
is not
true
because
"
And
it is truth
alone
tific, scientruth
rational
which
is
the may
awakened
still say
"
all
classes. governs
We
perhaps,
the faith
or
'faith
the
is
no
world,' longer in
but
of the
in
present
revelation
the
priest
"
it is
amiel's
journal.
213
a
in
of
reason
and
in science.
Is there ?
"
science
is the
goodness
Do any
to
and
happiness
that
question.
upon
men
be
justice and goodness depend How are particular religion? made free, honest, just, and
is the
good
On
"
there way
point.
through the book I perceived new applicationsof my law of irony. many contradictory aspirations Every epoch has two which are logically antagonistic Thus the philoand practically associated. sophic
my
materialism
the
of
the
last
century
at
was
champion
moment
we
of
liberty. And
Darwinians
the
ent pres-
find
in love
with
on
equality, while
the
Darwinism
the
itself is based
right
of
stronger.
life
:
Absurdity
is
interwoven
with
real
beings
self
are
mated ani-
contradictions, absurdities
into
mean
brought
would
bility. immo-
action. peace,
Harmony
repose, and far the
with
perhaps
number
By
greater
of
a
of human
or
only
the
conceive
war
action,
"
practise
of
petition com-
form
a war
war
at
home,
bloody
with combat and
of
nations
abroad, and
life
which is
a
finallywar
not,
what the
self.
;
So
that that it
perpetual
it
wills
it wills Hence
wills
not
that
wills.
"
I call the
law
of
that
is to say,
concrete
refutation
of the
irony self by
the Itself,
realisation
of the
absurd.
214
Is such
amtel's
journal.
result
inevitable
of
I think
not.
Struggle harmony,
War
is
a
is the
which is also
caricature is the
a
harmony,
of
movement.
and
traries, con-
association
principle of
fierce
means
brutal
means
and the
of
tion pacificaof
; it
suppression of resistance
or
by
the
destruction Mutual
out
enslavement
the be
a
conquered.
better way
resi)ect would
difficulties. selfishness limit laws whole
of
of
Conflict which
than that
is will
of
the
result
of
no
the
acknowledge
external govern almost
man
other
The the
force.
of
history of
becomes
is
essentially zoological ; it
in
the
human
late
souls, the souls alive only in the beautiful and tion. devoto justice, goodness, enthusiasm, The itself angel shows rarely and with difficultythrough the highly-organised The divine aureole brute. plays only with the and brows a dim fugitive light around of the world's governing race.
The
nations
of
offer many
tions illustra-
irony.
the
They
profess
the love
the
citizenship
of eternal
heaven,
exclusive
pursuit of world,
stronger
or
worship hungry
of
the
or more
thirst active
for
conquest,
among
than
amiel's
nations. the
a reverse
journal.
215
is
Their
of
official
real
motto
exactly
Under
with fraud
a a
their
aspiration.
false
the
smuggler
Is
droll
of
one
conscience.
? No
"
the
an
conscious
of
so common
the
law
a
of
one
application irony. The deception is comes that the delinquent beit is but
of it.
course
unconscious
Every
of ridicule
a
nation
its
in the
daily
of
not
one man
feels
must
the
its
to
be
Japanese
be
of the
a
He
must
native
the
moon
understand
state
the
constant
stupidity of
delusion. the
and
his
of
The of
falls under
law
himself say,
all
prejudice
aside
having, that
own
is to
personality, he finds himself slipping back perforce into the rags he had taken off,obliged to eat and drink, to be hungry, cold, thirsty, and to behave like all other mortals, after having wholly
laid his for
a
moment
behaved the
no
other.
are
This
is the in wait
point where
for him for his him
art
poets
needs
lying
; the
revenge
dusti
into the Empyrean, flight Thou art by their cry : ! nothing, thou art man
"
2i6
26th
a
amiel's
journal.
November
of de
1876.
"
I have Le
just finished
de
a
novel
Cherbulicz,
St. Maur.
fiance
It is
moiselle Made-
mosaic
of
Mephistophelian
sad. This
to
an a
leaves
is
subtle, refined
; these
strangely near
women
corruption
air of the character
one
artificial
have is not
Empire.
not
There and
is
has The of in
witty,
bartered
neither
is there
not
conscience
the whole
for cleverness.
is but of
a
elegance of immorality.
which
mask
These is
no
stories
feeling
a
and
make
me.
strange
Ath December
a
"
I have
been
great deal
novels
Cherbuliez.
the
are
his
make
"
up
most
so
they
much
yet
what
one
And
lety subtand
how
thought language
admire is of
everywhere,
! He him. immense
mastery
; I cannot
astoHishes
Cherbuliez's
mind
range,
is
for
amiel's
journal.
217
men
the
feeling
which him of
we
"
which leaves
'
makes
them has
to
earnest
the
would the
irony
say of
free;
never
Pascal
risen
He
from
order But
thought
must not
an
the
order
of
A
charity.'
Lucian is
is not Lucian.
render
still he
the mind who
come
to
well the
as
those
persuade
the
heart.
After
the
leaders
and
and liberatoi-s,
have
men
negative
the
minds the
their
place and
The
function
of
affirmation,
work
or
convinced
inspired
Victor
souls.
positive element
is
Cherbuliez's moral
is serious
beauty,
he
religious life,
; what
^sis
respects
his
a tion voca-
therefore
he
he
has
found
is first and
foremost
and
writer
consummate,
He
our
exquisite,
not
model
he
writer. claims
does
win
our
love, but
homage.
union
In
every
there bond
vital
; in
is which
mystery
must not
"
certain disturbed.
invisible This
be
lation re-
bond
in
the
filial
esteem
is in
respect
friendship,
; in
the
collective
religiouslife,faith.
left untouched
points
are
best
by
2i8
amiel's
journal.
speech,
for
to
touch
them
is
almost
to
profane them.
Men of
genius supply
the
mass
the
men
substance
are
of
the sive pas-
history, while
critical force
the
of
but
the filter,
limiting,slackening,
for the modification
needed
of
ideas
supplied
the To
can a
by
genius.
Stupidity
balance which
be
bined com-
is
dynamically
life with
necessary
an
of
intellect. human
make
atmosphere
oxygen
"
breathe, great
And deal
must
with
three-fourths
"
of azote. be
a
so, to
make
history,
to
there
quer con-
must
great deal
of
resistance
and
of
weight
1877.
to
drag.
This
5th
January
"
morning
am
chitis altogether miserable, half stifled by brona walking difficulty the brain weak this last the worst misery of all, for thought is my only weapon against my of all the other ills. Rapid deterioration
" " "
bodily
laid Men but
powers,
dull
continuous
;
"
waste
of trial
I
vital organs,
upon me,
brain-decay
a
this
one
is the
trial that
no
suspects
pity you
what
as
for
that
growing
matter
are
old ?
"
does
outwardly ; nothing, so
This boon been
long
of
the
faculties soundness
mental
to
has
amiel's
journal.
219
that I I
granted
for
too
to
so
many
students
must
hoped
that
we
it ?
little.
Alas,
is
sacrifice
when us,
Sacrifice
almost
us,
easy of
believe
it laid upon
asked
a,
rather,
dence Provi-
by
fatherly
; but
God
and
watchful
of this
I know
nothing
of and
religious
which
me
joy.
going
became
The
on
mutilation
in
me
the
self
is
lowers
to
lessens
out withI
?
doing good
anybody.
would
be
to
Supposing
the me,
"
blind, who
one
gainer
that
"
Only manly
wish view This
motive
remains the to
of the
to
inevitable, others,
of
the
"
the
Stoic
of
and
simple.
individual
our
education wasted
the ?
soul,
has
"
is it then
When of
its
to
planet
accomplished
use
cycle
been
destinies,
one or
of what
will it have in
the
any
anything
have
universe
Well,
it will of
sounded
And
in the
symphony
creation.
us,
individual
a
atoms,
tary momen-
seeing monads,
consciousness
appropriate
of
then the
we
whole
and
the
Is
and ?
disappear. enough,
No,
but
it is not
for
progress,
a mere
increase, profit,
chemical
nothing
of
balance
play Brahma,
creation
having created,
220
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JOURNAL.
gulf. If we are of the universal mind, may least profit and by us ! grow
the it !
supreme If the
back
into
the
laboratory
mind
we
that If
at
realise
will, may
trustful
more us
God
have
the
joy of
soul
of
humility
thaa the
of
the
greatness
His
enter
into
plan. His
This,
the the in Will
consists Divine
see
whatever
be, provided
we
we
doubt
in
that
gramme pro-
the
existence
?
? is
not
or
Is
not
destiny
the which out with-
the
inevitable
And
of Him
destiny
That
anonymous the
title
of
To
descend
of
revolt
after
through
before
us.
diminution,
us,
no
limit
than
zero
this is
is
as
is demanded
as
of
Involution
We
natural back
evolution.
the from the
sink
gradually
we
into
darkness,
it. The
just play
as
issued faculties
of
gradually
and
organs,
of
is put
back
bit
life,
We
a
begin
by
instinct
the
we
end
must
comes
clearness
of
vision
which
learn
to
AMIEL's
bear with
upon
journal.
221
and
our
to
own once
employ
without and
ing murmur-
failure
decay.
musical
theme and
refuge
6tk
repose
silence.
February
the
1877.
,
"
I
we
spent
the
ing even-
with
and
talked
of
want
the
a'iiarchy of culture, of
ideas,
what
of
the
general
march
of
it is which
going,
in
the
and
of the
of
assured
midst
universal
passion
superstition.
What is rarest
in the
world
is fair-mindedness,
method,
of
the
the
critical
view,
for
the
sense
proportion,
The of
is
one
capacity
state
of
human
hearts
is
state
passion,
openness Men's
in which
to
equity, always
their sires de-
impartiality,
are
and
impressions
are
wills
in
accident
that
the
press exare
source
of
desires
they
which
merely
not
fortuitous trouble
no
opinions
of
worth
the
and
which
have
than I
am.
other this
themselves because
childish
art
am,
The
of
finding truth
is
222
AMIEL's
littlo
there
journal.
very
practised
is of
no
; it
even
any
love
truth of
to
We
as
are
covetous
enough
weapons
our
such
our or
knowledge
hand
or
may
as
furnish
may
serve
tongue,
vanity
but
for
power
;
our
of
own
prejudices,
to
us.
is unwelcome
Man is
a
and
disagreeable
and
wilful
use
covetous
animal,
to
who
his
makes
of
inclinations, but
who rebels
truth,
the idea
his
intellect
who
hates
disinterested
of self -education.
offends
him,
and
because
it
rouses
confusion, and
as
because
himself The
he
is.
but are majority of men tangled skeins, imperfect key-boards, so of restless or specimens stagnant many makes their situation and what chaos, almost hopeless is the fact that they take
great
"
pleasure
man
in it. believes
There
is
no
curing
sick
who
himself
in health.
5th
over
experience
in
which
the
sweets
of
friend-
amikl's
journal.
223
ship,
the
charm
of
mutual
a
understanding, general
a crease sense
of
mingled. inter-
combined
not
and
in that
the
is
rose-leaf.
pure,
Why?
is
Because
'all
is
all that
excellent,
all that
there
good report,' was The bility incorruptigathered together. cent of a gentle and quiet spirit,'innoto duty, fine taste mirth, faithfulness
'
lovely and
and
sympathetic
and
may
imagination,
milieu
form
in
an
attractive
wholesome
rest.
"
which
the
soul
The
party
which
"
celebrated
much
the
last
day
not
of vacation
to
me
gave
happy
for
to
an
the
illuminate
instant those
of
so
depths
bear
deep
soul,
the hearts
cheer
by sympathy
burdens and
a
sorrow-laden
to
me a
suffering lives, is
blessing and
a
There
to
renew
is
sort
of
ligious re-
the We
strength
are prised sur-
and
of
noble
minds. the
not
ourselves
we are
possessors
of and
we
power
of which
to
worthy,
and
in
long
he
exercise
it
purely
which
seriously.
all that
I feel most
strongly
can
that is
man,
does
or
do
beautiful, great,
224
AMIEL
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or
good,
is but
or
the
some
organ
one
and
the
vehicle
of
something
This takes
these
higlier than
The
himself.
feeling is religion.
part
with
a
religious man
sacred is the of which
or
tremor
of
he
joy
he
in
phenomena
but
not
of which the
not
mediary inter-
source,
is
the the
scene,
but He but
the
author,
rather,
poet.
lends
he that is
them
and efface
help,
respectfully careful
he
may
himself,
alter of the
use
as
little
Genius of
him.
who A
him
of
personality
Self
is the
must
self in him.
when it it in
Holy
who
when mood
is
God
This hears
is
the the
which
the
prophet
feels
the
call, the
of the
the
tears
young
mother
movement
child
of
within, the
audience.
preacher watches
So
his
long
in
we
as
we
are
conscious
in
of
self
we
are we
limited, selfish,held
are
bondage
the with
; when
harmony
vibrate
with in
universal
order,
when
unison
God, self
in a perfectly harmonious Thus, disappears. self hear himcannot choir, the individual
unless
he
is
makes
one
false
note.
The of
religious
moved
state
of
deep enthusiasm,
of
contemplation,
tranquil ecstasy.
AMIEI.'S
But how
JOURNAL.
225
us
rare
state
it is for
poor
ures creat-
harassed
the
by
duty, produces
the
texture
by
necessity, by
!
wicked
state ;
It is
the
but
alas !
common
foundation
of
days, is of made action, effort, struggle, and up therefore dissonance. Perpetual conflict, interrupted by short and threatened truces,
"
the
there
is
true
picture of
our
human
condition. Let
us as
hail, then,
the
as
an
echo
more
from blessed
heaven,
economy,
foretaste brief
halts
a
of
moments
these
these
of
two
perfect
storms.
harmony,
Peace
between
is not
as
"
in itself result
dream,
a
'
but
we
know
it
only
the
an
of
momentary
librium, equiare
accident. for
Happy
be
the the
peacemakers,
children
they
shall
called
of God.'
26th
over
For
ten
the the
lie to
the
turning of Victor Paris Hugo (1867). after event event has given of prophet, but the confidence
"
1877.
have
been
prophet
a
in
his
own
imaginings
is
not
therefore
common
whit
sense
Victor
Hugo
Humility and are only fit for Lilliputians. superbly ignores everything
diminished.
226
he has
amiel's
journal.
that
not
foreseen.
He
does
not
see
that that
mind,
is
a
could
other he
but
men,
learn
and
see
to
France
with
more
other
nations,
and
would
not
things
these
truly,
But
would
these
fall
into
mad
exaggerations,
be
extravagant
fairness
ments. judgwill
never
among
his command.
; his
He
is vowed
the
Titanic
always
cannot
mixed
with his
reason
lead, his
with
childishness,
be
madness.
simple
you
a
; the
only light he
that
give blinds
astonishes
moves
like
of
fire.
He
he is
reader and
and
provokes
him.
note
him,
There
him
some
annoys
always
accounts
falsity of
the
in he
so
him, which
for
in
me.
malaise
The
constantly
in him few
not can-
excites
great poet
A have would
shake of
the
of
the
charlatan.
shafts
Voltairean inflation
irony
of his
shrivelled made
a
genius
it
saner.
and
It is
it
stronger by making
misfortune
a
public
poet
of
that
the
not
most
powerful
better
nation
should and
have
understood
Hebrew
his
role,
that, unlike
those
prophets who
he should
scourged
himself
because
they loved,
and sys-
devote
proudly
amiel's
journal.
227
his
tematically
France
to
the is the
;
flattery of
world
bow
; Paris
Hugo
2d
is Paris
peoples,
Which
?
down
May
1877.
"
nation
is not
is
one
best in
worth
which evil. that the
no
to
There
is not
counterbalanced
of man,
a
by proof
crush
to
is
among
and that I
deserves have
to
others,
from the
something
the defects
learn
with
all.
alternately
with
struck of
qualities and
is
each, which
I
am
perhaps
of
or no
conscious
of north
south, of
a
east
in stating my difficulty I myself own predilections. Indeed am in the matter, for to me wholly indiiferent the question is not of liking or of blaming, one but view
and
I should
find
which
understanding. My point of is philosophical that is to say, impartial and The impersonal. only type is perfection in pleases me man,
" "
of
short, the
man,
no
ideal
man.
As
for
the
national
I have
I bear
with
for
and
him.
only admire
the
the men,
specimens
of
race,
great
and
are
noble
to
328
be found
The
'
amiel's
journal.
in all the
of
ethnographical divisions.
choice with
'
country
de
my
(to quote
chosen towards
dame Ma-
Staiil) is
greater
the
the
souls.
the
feel
no
inclination the
French,
the
Germans,
the
or
Swiss,
the
Poles,
Italians, than
the
towards
The
the
Brazilians
Chinese.
patriotism, of Chauvinist, family, or professional feeling,do not exist for me. the is to feel tendency, on My contrary, the with increased force ties, lacume, deformiand imperfections of the group to which
I
of
is to see belong. My inclination things ality, individuown as they are, abstracting my and suppressing all personal will and towards desire ; so that I feel antipathy, not towards this or that, but prejudice, error, I stupidity, exclusiveness, exaggeration. fairness. love only justice and Anger and with me are merely superficial; annoyance partialit imfundamental the tendency is towards and detachment. Inward liberty
and
what
aspiration towards
I
care
the
true
"
these
in.
are
for
and
take
pleasure
June and is
1877. Juliet
"
"
I of
'
have
just heard
Berlioz.
the The
Hector Dramatic
entitled
with
symphony
The
execu-
orchestra,
choruses.'
amiel's
journal.
229
The and
tion
was
work
is interestin
suggestive,
I
come
but
reason
it leaves
out
cold.
"
When
I
man as a
to
my To
impression
subordinate
human
explain
to
it
"
in
this
to
way.
annex
things
the
to
voice,
"
mere
the
orchestra
is false
out
a
To
make
simple narrative
is
a
of
dramatic
of
material,
A Romeo Romeo
derogation,
Juliet in
piece
levity.
is
no
and
and
no
which
an
there
Juliet
substitute vagne,
for
the the
to
is
To
the is
a
challenge
of which
The is
common
It
is of
tion viola-
that
never
natural
hierarchy
with
a
things
of
violated
has
impunity.
series inner
nection, con-
musician
put
together
any
symphonic
a
pictures, without
string of riddles,to which a prose text alone supplies meaning and unity. The voice which is allowed to only intelligible
appear
:
in his
the
sermon
work
is that could
not
of be
Friar
rence Lau-
expressed
sung. and
in
But
chords, and
the
is
therefore
plainly
the
moral
of
play
is not
play,
out
the
play
itself
has
been
elbowed
by
of
the
us
present
what is
being
give
230
torments
amiel's
himself
journal.
to
give
us
what
is
new.
False
!
originality, false grandeur, false genius is wholly antipathetic laboured This art
to
me.
Science of
simulating genius
itself ;
as
is but
form
as a
quackery.
is cleverness
Berlioz
a
critic
is he he ago,
musician
he
but
genious, inthe
trying
to
achieve the
greater
when
cannot at
compass
lesser.
pression im-
Thirty
years
was
Berlin,
me
the
same
left upon
I heard
seems
by
his
Infancy
self. him-
of Christ, which
His
nor
him
me
conduct
neither
art
to
wholesome in it.
to
; there
is
no
true
beauty
I
ought
which well
say,
was a
however,
that
one,
the
ence, audi-
fairly full
seemed
very
satisfied.
nth
July
my La
1877.
through
omissions
nor nor rose.
in him. He
utilises
the
a
neither
the
crane,
nor
the
quail, nor
There For
lizard.
is not
of
in him.
dates
from
Louis
geography
few Rhine square
nor
the
amiel's
the.
sea.
journal.
231
the
Loire, neither
He
never
the
mountains his
nor
invents
them with
a
takes
But
all this
adorable
writer,
what
am a never
what
painter, what
what
a
observer,
I
humorist,
tired of
story-teller!
reading him, though I know half his fables In the by heart. of vocabulary, turns, tones, phrases, matter idioms, his style is perhaps the richest of
the
most
great
period, for
way,
it
combines,
and French
in
the
skilful
archaism
the
classic
finish,the Gallic
and
elements.
Variety, satire, jfireesse, feeling, movement, terseness, suavity, grace, gaiety, at times even nobleness, gravity, gi-andeur, thing, every"
"
is to
be
in
him.
And
then
the of
felicity of his rapid sketches and unforeseen audacities, and the unforgettable sharpness of phrase ! His defects are eclipsed by his immense variety of different aptitudes. One has only to compare his Woodcutter
'
and
to
'
with
that
of
Boileau difference
in
order
the and
enormous
between
the with
the
La
critic
who
found
fault
you
a
work. of the
Fontaine
gives
under
picture
poor
peasant
the
232
amiel's
; Boileau
journal.
monarchy
a man
shows
a
you
nothing
but
The heavy load. first is a historical witness, the second a academic From La mere Fontaine rhymer. it is possible to reconstruct the whole society of his epoch, and the old Champenois with
perspiring
under
his has
beasts
ever
remains
the He
women more
only
has
Homer
as
France
many traits por-
possessed.
men
of and
as
La
Bruyere,
with
was
Molifere
weak
humorous.
is his
epicureanism,
This,
from
no
tinge
of grossness.
doubt,
him.
made
Lamartine
dislike his
The
lyre ;
any
there
shows
contact
knowledge
of
the
tragedies of the soul. Kind nature his is his goddess, Horace prophet, and Montaigne his gospel. In other words, his
horizon pagan
very
is that island
curious in
;
of
the
Renaissance.
stream
This is
so
the
the
full Catholic
paganism
naive.
of
But
it
is
and
indeed,
are
Moliere,
pagan
Saint
than
Evremond,
Voltaire.
It
is
though, for the genuine Frenchman, costume mere or a Christianity was pose has nothing to do with something which the heart, with the real man, his deeper or
"
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
233
is
nature.
This
division
of
things
common
in
It is the natural effect of Italy too. politicalreligions: the priest becomes rated sepafrom the the believer from layman, the man,
from
sincerity.
just
a come
ISth
a
"
I have
across
character
novel
to
with
passion for
:
synonyms,
"
I said
myself
too.
Take
In
care
that
your
search you
run
for
close
expression,
of
through
and
your
gamut
too
nyms, synoin
often
isms manner-
series
of and
three.
Beware
;
Avoid
tricks and
they
signs
must
Subject
use
occasion
only
of words.
Procedure
supplies
; the
the
two
tremities ex-
series
gives completeness
the
by
trebling suggesting at
end may
of
once
it
beginning, middle,
a
and
of the
enrich
idea
while force
quadruple
being
a
phrase
by
of enumeration.
Indecision
am
fond
so
of
but
many
successive
I
am
approximations
of
and them
corrections. in this
especially fond
I write
as
journal,
where
it
comes.
234
In my serious
amiel's
journal.
composition
But in shaft I it the
two
is,on
of
the
be the
whole,
well
to
category.
of the
would
use
practise oneself
word
once
"
single
and
cure
promptly
indeed
I
see
for
all.
should
to too
myself
ways of
on
of
hesitation
many
saying things
the
decided
mind
hits
at once. Singleness right way of phrase implies courage, self-confidence, clear-sightedness. To attain it there must be no doubting, and I am always doubting.
And
yet
'
"
wonder
the
I
assume
should
a
gain anything
character manner,
at
by
of
attempt
mine.
is not doubt
My
wavering
has the
and of
scruple,
and
least
rendering all
of
different
shades
of it
my
were
thought,
to become
would
A
it not
be
imitation
?
a
is but
beats
vehicle the
to
and
reverie,
without end.
about
it
pleases
being boimd
Conversation of
for
any
definite
a
self
is
gradual
process
thoughtthese
clearing. Hence
all these
synonyms,
amiel's
journal.
235
and
be line
an
"waverings,
upon
these
repetitions
Affirmation
may the
returns
brief
inquiry thought
one.
time is
and
which
necessarily
indeed that
irregular
at ;
^^
I there
am
conscious
is but
to
one
bottom but in
right expression
it I wish
are
order among
find
to
make
my my
choice mind
all
that
like
it;
a
and
instinctivelygoes
modulations
may
most
through
search of
series
of verbal which
in
that
shade
the
accurately
it
render idea
idea.
which I I
Or has
may
sometimes
to
is
over
the
itself
over,
be
turned
it and
and
that
know pen
the
apprehend
a
it better.
think,
in hand
; it is like the
is
of
have style cannot belong to thought which and itself, only seeks to others. is
one
of
communicate of the
itself to
The of
function
private journal
article book
observation,
;
experiment,
of the essay
; that
analysis, contemplation
or
that
is to
provoke
demonstrate.
tion reflec-
of the
is to
2lst
July
1877.
"
"
superb
and
starry
converse
sky,
Jupiter
my
before
windows.
Grandiose
236
effects of
A
amiel's
journal.
light
sonata
and
rose a
shaxie
from
over
the black
yard. court-
the
gulf
lost
of
shadow
like
repentant
The
prayer
was
wafted
from
purgatory.
and
picturesque
in
in poetry,
admiration
feeling.
a
SOth
remark
July 1877.
about
"
makes
...
very the
out
true
Renan,
between is
d propos
He
of
ume volthe
"vangiles.
brings
the
literary taste
the
of
artist,which
the
true, and
are
"
opinions
of
critic,which wavering.
the between
borrowed,
This
old-fashioned, and
choice the
art
hesitancy
and
between
beautiful
prose,
true, between
and
poetry
and
characteristic.
Renan he has
a
keen
love
for for
science,
but
still keener
if necessary,
to
love
he
good
writing, and,
the
exact
will
sacrifice
phrase
is
the
beautiful
than sage paseyes
material
rather
A in the
style.
fine
his
times
more a
precious
fact
on a or
the of
a
discovery of
date. with And
tion rectificaI
am
this
point
of any
a
very of of
much
him, for
beautiful
virtue than
piece
kind
mere
wTiting
truth
is beautiful which
by
truer
is
record
of
authentic
facts.
Rousseau
also
amiel's
jouknal.
237
be
thought
able
to
the
correct
same.
chronicler
but Tacitus well French
may
Tacitus,
I
survives
that the
all the
aesthetic
chroniclers.
know
temptation
often
is the bewailed
tion temptayet, if
to
a
; I have
it,and
be
desired
a
anything,
great writer.
aere
it would To
be
ment monu-
writer,
leave
an
behind,
work
perennius, might
stir
able imperishthoughts,
which
the
the
of men, feelings,the dreams after this is the generation, which I could wish for, if I were
"
even
from my
this
wish
also.
be
ambition,
if ambition
were
and
vanity August
"
of vanities.
llth
1877.
"
The is to
growing
say the have be
triumph
ism, material-
of Darwinism
or
that
"
of
of force But
threatens
conception
its the
turn.
of The
justice.
justice will
law
cannot
spring offto
'
Justice
is the
right
the
of
the
individual
same
compatible
"
in
the
the
for
it is
guarantee
of those
human
collectivities,
"
associations,
states,
nationalities unions
"
voluntary
or
involuntary
238
ject of
which and
AMIEL'8
JOrRNAL.
is to
to
increase
the
sum
of
of
piness, hapthe
satisfy the
some own
aspiration
make is
an
individual.
others
to
a
That
use
of
for
their The
a as
injury
is not obtains
nor
justice.
right of simple
there
stronger
fact, which
is neither
protest
he has
It is like
over
tyrannise
until
vented in-
artificial warmth,
artificial
machinery'.
an
Human
industry is
from
brute
emancipation
advances way
a
nature,
are
and the
the
same
made
series
by
justice
As
in
of rebuffs
inflicted the of
upon
the
tyranny
art
of
the
stronger.
conquest
untamed
I
see
ical med-
consists
in the
disease,
of
the
so
goodness
human
:
consists
in the
conquest
the
blind
the
ferocities
and
appetites
same
of
animal.
"
law of
throughout
the towards Greed
increasing
a
emancipation
ascent
individual,
and
continuous
of
being
wisdom.
gluttony
are
the
starting-point,
intelligenceand
2lst the
August
there
*
(Baths
been and
is
a
of Ems).
"In
salon of in
chorus What
Lorelei
our
country
amiel's
is done music.
the
journal.
239
ship
and
shares trait nor,
also Voices
in
privilege
is neither
religion.
nor
It
is
which
I
French The
English,
of
think, Italian.
of
spirit of artistic
combination,
welcome
devotion,
common,
impersonal
harmonious,
to
disinterested
; it makes
a
action,
is
specially German
certain
race.
balance
in
clumsy
and
the
Later.
"
Perhaps
of
the
"
back
the
to
first
thought principles
mind
pendence indeto
go
to
"
really proper
Slavs
Germanic Latins
are
only.
the
the
governed
of
rather
by
the
wisdom
usage,
community,
by
prejudice, fashion ; or, if they break through these, they are like slaves in real living apprehension revolt, without any of the law in things, inherent the true is neither law, which written, nor arbitraiy,
"
nor
imposed.
Nature
; the
The
German
wishes the
to
get
The of
at
Frenchman,
stop
at
Spaniard, question
the
the
root
Russian,
of
the
conventions. the
problem
between
or
is in God
the
relations
and
"
world.
Immanence
transcendence,
the
that, step
by step,
decides
meaning
of
everything
240 else.
If the
amiel's
journal.
mind
is
radically
upon
to
external
conform
to to
things,
them.
it is not If
called
mind
the
is destitute from
of
native
truth, it
must
get
And and
its truth
so
outside, by
tlie I
revelations.
you
Nature,
"
in
bondage
Latin
Church
so
you
have
the
world
6th of love
November
many
1877
years
(Geneva).
before
we v^e we
"
We
talk
thing anyit
know
know
we
about
because
we
it, and
talk of
think
because
it, or
of
repeat
books
what tell
us
other
about of
people say
it.
it,or
there
what
are
So
that
rances igno-
different
which
knowledge
of the
worst
plagues
inexhaustible
of
society
is
this this
thoughtless
careless
a use
verbosity,
about
of knowing
thing
because
talk
it,
"
these
or
counterfeits
of which
worst
belief, thought,
all the
of it while
as
love,
are mere
earnestness,
babble. is behind
are
The the in
is,that
self-love of
"
babble, these
mistakes
ignorances
society
tive
;
general ferociously
itself for
affirma-
chatter
opinion,
Parrots have beas principle. prejudice poses as thinking beings ; though they were imitations out as give themselves originals;
amiel's
journal.
241 of
and
the
politeness
convention.
demands
It is very
the
acceptance
wearisome.
Language
the and instrument all
is the
vehicle this
the
of this unconscious
are
of of
evils
kind
increased
by
universal and
education, by all
the
periodical
esses
press,
other
at the present vulgarisation in use time. deals in paper few Every one money; live on have handled ever gold. We bols, symand the even on symbols of symbols ; have we never things grasped or verified
of
we
judge everything,
we
and
we
nothing.
seldom
meet
originality, with individuality, sincerity, nowadays! worth the trouble of listening who men are The self in the majority is lost in to ! true
"
with
the
borrowed
than
more a
self.
How of
few
are
anything
"
else
bundle
than
inclinations
"
thing any-
animals alone
!
whose
to
us
language
the
and
whose
gait
in nature
recall
est highare
rank The
immense
candidates
for
majority humanity,
are men men
of and
our
species
Virtuallywe
ought
not
race.
to
be,
but
succeed
in
realising
and
type
of
our
Semblances
counterfeits
of
men
242
fill up
islands and
we
amiel's
the and
town.
journal.
habitable the
earth,
wish
to
people
the
the
continents,
If
we
country
men
the
must
respect
and think
forget
which the
what
they
are,
of
the
ideal of of
they just
man
carry
hidden the
within the
them,
man
and and
noble,
intelligence
and creative and
and
true, faithful
man,
a
of
the
higher
we
in
short, and
The
divine
who
thing
call
name
soul.
are
only
deserve
the
the
heroes,
the
geniuses, the
and fect per-
harmonious,
of the
race.
puissant,
deserve
that
our
Very
with
few but
to
be
tened lis-
to,
curiosity
a
should
be
we
pitiful
to
the
insight
be
not to
bring
bear
on
them
Are
should
we
humility.
work
one
diseased, condemned
out
death
each
no
his
own
salvation, and
;
so
but
himself
the
lot
of
be
Whatever
our our one
impatience neighbour,
and
may
whatever in
us,
We
indignation
are
race
may
rouse
chained
in
to
to
another,
and,
have
labour
and
misfortune,
lose
by mutual
recrimination
and
amiel's
journal.
243
eacli be silent to Let as us reproach. othei-'s weakness, helpful, tolerant, nay, other each ! tender towards Or, if we
cannot
feel
tenderness, May
we
may
away
we
at
us
least
the
feel
pity
put
and and
more
from
anger
satire brands
which
:
scourges
the
which
the
are
oil of
a
wine
of
the We
good
may
; but
Samaritan make
it is the
more
avail.
for
ideal
reason
contempt
it
a reason
beautiful
to
make
for
tenderness.
9th
of
December
Parnassus
1877.
^^
"
The
urns urns
modern of
what
ers haunt-
carve
agate and
is there ?
of
"
onyx, ashes.
but
mside work
the
Their
sincerity, and
soul
to
and
moral
life. with
The
lacks
sympathise
but
such
way
of
standing underis
tonishing, as-
poetry.
It is
talent
matter
shown
are
stuff and
of
wanting.
to
an
"
effort
a
the
imagination
for
stand
alone
We but
everything else. find metaphors, rhymes, music, colour, not not humanity. Poetry of this man,
substitute kind
can me
factitious but
what
may
one
beguile
make
of
one
at
twenty,
It
it at
fifty?
of
Pergamos,
of decadence
of
Alexandria,
when
of
epochs
beauty
244
of form of hid
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
poverty
I this
of
thought and
share the
feeling.
which
strongly
poetical school
as
arouses
simple people.
to
It is
though
it
only cared
please the world-worn, the over-subtle, it ignores all normal the corrupted, while virtuous habits, pure affections, healthy life, It is an steady labour, honesty, and duty.
affectation, and
the because struck it is with
an
affectation
sterility. The in the poet something better desires reader than a juggler in rhyme, or a conjuror in find in him looks to a painter ot verse ; he thinks, loves, and has a a life, being who feels passion and conscience, who ance. repentschool
is
Composition
in which
is
process
of
combination,
the
that
ary thought puts together complementinto fuses talent harmony truths, and most qualities of style. So contrary there is no effort, composition without
pain
even,
as
without
The
in all birth
bringing forth.
to
reward
"
is the
giving
that
something which,
ness orderli-
living by
out
a
something,
of such
is to
a
say,
kind of and
magic, makes
living unity
as
opposed
attributes
spontaneity, thought
charm.
and
tion, imagina-
solidityand
amiel's
journal.
245
a
The of
true
as
critic
strives
are
"
for
clear
vision
things
; his
they
effort may
wishes
is to in
to
so
that
he
he
ness justice and fairhimself, get free from no disfigure that way for understand
to
or common
which
duce. repro-
His lies
in
superiority
He
tlie
herd
success
when
his
its
own
is
only partial.
he
distrusts
senses,
sifts
his
own
impressions, by returning
different sides
and
at
upon
them
from
ferent dif-
times,
by
comparing,
so more
moderating,
ing endeavour-
approach
which
more
and
nearly
maximum
to
the
formula
represents
the
of truth.
Is
it not
of
the
sad
natures
who
are
most
tolerant
that gaiety gaiety ? They know means impulse and vigour, that generally speaking it is disguised kindliness, and that if it
were a mere a
affair of temperament
and
mood,
The that
still it is
blessing.
is
art
which
grand
in
and
yet simple is
tion greatest eleva-
which both
presupposes in artist
the
and
public.
with mate ulti-
How
much
wisdom
is difficult
246
to
amiel's
journal.
say.
The
soonest
cleverest
how
to
folk
are
those
their
who
discover
utilise
so
experience,
time of their natural
and
get rid
neighbour's in good
presumption.
the
We
to
see
must
try
to
grasp
to
correctly,
at
speak
to
the
to
spot,
in
arrive
the
proper
moment,
occasion and
"
stop
time.
Tact,
our
measure,
all these
deserve.
cultivation
respect.
from cousin find it
April
1878.
"
Letter old
my
These difiBcult
to
kind
relations
a
understand life.
the
man's
life,
of and
But
especially a
reverie
are
student's scared
out
The
hermits
by
of
feel themselves
after
a
all,we
do
not
change at seventy, and and lady, half-blind living her point no longer extend
any
idea
with
of her
existences
own.
which
relation
What
shut
is the
link
by
which
as
these
in and of
they
on
are
souls, by the
ideal ?
hold
the
is religious aspiration. Faith them. saves They know plank which meaning of the higher life ; their soul link of
amiel's
journal.
247
is athirst
for
Heaven.
their
Their
moral
opinions
experience
of
are
defective, but
great;
but know of
the
is
their
soul
to
intellect
is full
is full of
their
how
light.
about and
If
We
darkness, scarcely
the
mature
talk
to
are
them
things
in
cannot
earth,
but of us,
to
they
the
ripe
us
things them,
their
heart.
they
understand
to
it is for
to make
advances
speak
range
their of
into
approach
that
we
their
them
to
us
may them
the
more
respect, induce
of their
most
open
the
There
casket
is
treasured
always
every
some
grain give
it
of
bottom it be of
our
of
honourable
to
an
old
business
opportunity
eyes.
showing
10th
itself to
affectionate
May
1878.
"
I have I
from
saw
solitary walk.
lilac and is full of
white
orchard
in bloom.
My
upon
heart
it
impressions
showered
by
the
chaffinches,
the
golden
fleecy
orioles, the
and
the
hawthorns,
gray,
sky
over
brooded the
certain
Many
melancholy vegetation.
afresh in
248
me;
at
amiel's
jourxal.
Pre
a
I'Eveque,
score rose
at
Jargonnant,
"
at
Villereuse,
of
The
were
of
with
phantoms
sad
eyes
phantoms
greet
me.
youth
walls
once
"
to
had
changed,
and
But
a
and
which
now
shady
dreamy
at
waste
and
treeless.
first trills
of
the
nightingale
my heart.
;
of
tender
filled
I
a
grateful, melted
myself of serenity
me.
feeling soothed,
and
A
contemplation
certain
with
of green,
ups
and
downs,
of
me
delighted good.
the
Its
me,
singing-birds, inexpressible
brought back
need
of
peaceful
of
bloom
feeling.
1878.
I had
it.
19th
a
May
"
Criticism
a
Is above
of
tact
all
and
gift, an
it Ls
intuition,
be
art.
matter
or
flair;
"
it cannot
an
taught
demonstrated,
means an
Critical
genius
truth
aptitude
or
for
in
discerning
under
conceal disguises which discovering it in spite of the errors the frauds of tradition, the
mony, testiof
It is
dust
time, the
the
loss of
or
alteration
the hunter and It whom
of
texts.
sagacity
for
.whom
no
nothing
ruse can
deceives throw
long,
trail.
off the
is the
talent
of
the
amiel's
journal.
249
how
to to
Juge
unknown
(T Instruction,
who
knows and
a
terrogat inan
circumstances,
secret
extract
from
thousand
can
hoods. false-
The
true
critic will
understand the
but
to
no
he
be
dupe
and
of
convention is to
will he
out
duty,
which
find
Competent
human
"
learning, general
accuracy and of teclinisary neces-
probity, sympathy
many
capacity,
to
how
the
critic,without
vivre, and
!
tilingsare reckoning
the
grace,
gift of happy
July
the
1878.
same
"
Every
sense
morning
of
vain is
I wake
struggle
about
to
against
overwlielm
mountain
me.
tide
I shall lias
which die
by suffocation,
; the
and
the suffocation
begun
progress go
on.
it has
How
already
can one
made make
it
stimulates
any
some on a
it to
plans when
fresh line
every ? in I
a
day brings
cannot
even so
witli
decide
misery
of action and
situation
in
full
which
of
I
confusion look
tainty, uncer-
forward
to
the
I
worst,
still
a
wliile few
Have
years
only
or
few it
months?
Will
be
slow
will
250
come
amiel's
journal.
upon
am am
me
as
sudden
I to I to
bear
the
days
? How
as
? ?
I to know
die
not.
calmness
dignity
for
the
first
is
time
new
I
;
do
here
everything
from
!
there end
one
be
no a
help
chance
set
so
experience
How
a
the for
must
be
has
"
mortifying price
a
who
great
!
upon
to
depend
what of he these
upon He
thousand knows
contingencies
will act
fain
or
he
will
become with
"
;
a
would of
?
are
speak
sense
things
the he
good
He
most
and
not
good
and
counsel
who
dares his
others
alarm
affections is almost
own,
that
tion, atten-
any
would
try
refuse
to
distract
to
see
his the
and
as
would
position
what? flow
wait
(wait
the
wastes
for
"
health? like
a
certainty?)
and candle.
. . .
weeks
by
like
water,
strength
let oneself
? Is
away
smoking
Is
one
free
to
drift
into
death
a
without
resistance
we owe
self-preservation
those who
duty ? Do to prolong
utmost
it to
love
to
us
this
?
desperate
I think
For
we
struggle
but
it
must
its
one
limit the
so,
is
fetter
more.
then
feign
amiel's
journal.
251
hide the
Those
not
hope
-which
we
do
not
feel,and
of which
not
the
absolute is
heart who
to
succumb cool
the
bound of
in those
generosity
who
are
ardour
still battling,
"
enjoying. lead to the Two same sult reparallel roads paralyses me, physiology ; meditation condemns me. My soul is dying, my body the is dying. In direction end is every me. own melancholy closing upon My the medical anticipates and endorses ment judgYour which journey is done.' says, verdicts result The two point to the same And that I have no longer a future. yet
'
still
is
side of
me
which
says,
'
Absurd
to
!'
is
as
incredulous, and
a
inclined
In vain
regard
reason
bad
dream.
mind's
the
it ; the
Another
not
inward
assent
is still
refused.
I have
not
contradiction
the
strength
to
to
hope,
and
have
no am am
the
strength
submit.
I believe I I
longer, and I believe still. I feel that realise that dying, and yet I cannot already ? No, dying. Is it madness
nature
it
is human
taken
in
the
act
; it is life
means
itself which
an
is
incessant
death and
it
daily resurrection
re-
;
.
it affirms
2$3
AMIEL'S
journal.
exalts
at
"
tlie
to
same
To
in
live the
"
die of
an a
partially
whirlwind
feel
oneself
of
opposing
moulded
"
forces
be If
enigma.
invisible
the
type
by
these
two
which
"
if this form contradictory currents all my ing presides over changes of behas itself general and original value,
what
does game
?
a
it matter
whether
or
it carries years
on
the
not
few
months
It has
a
done
what
it had
represented
one
certain
unique
particular expression
types
after
them.
are
of
"
These
shadows
manes.
tury Cen-
century
employs
"
itself in fashioning
is the the
Glory
has
rarer,
fame
"
proof
than
that
one
type
The
seemed and
more
to
other
types
the
newer,
rest.
beautiful
common
types
interest small
are
souls for of
too,
the
except
number
viduals. indi-
To
be
feel one's
own
fragilityis well,
it is better.
own
but
to
indifferent of
to
to
To
take
the
measure
one's
misery
its raison
is
profitable,
is still is
a
but
more
understand
To
d'etre
profitable.
mourn
for oneself
to
last
.
sign of vanity
; we
ought only
regret
amiel's
journal.
253
to
that
which
to
has
real
regret
to
self. one-
oneself, is
that
one
furnish
evidence
had the
attached
same our
At
time
true
to
proof
function.
of
ignorance
It is
not to
of
worth
and
necessary
preserve faithful
live, but
type
it is
sary neces-
one's
to
unharmed,
to
to
remain one's
one's
idea,
protect
monad
against
alteration
and
dation. degra-
7th been
November
1878.
of
"
To-day
in that
we
have
talking
realism
connection artistic
with
it, of
which
with
illusion
does
aim
at
being confounded
ism
realityitself.
sensation
; the
Keal-
wishes
true not art to
to
entrap
object
we see
"
of
is
only
to
charm
the
tion, imagina!'
deceive
we
the
say,
eye.
'
When
good
the
portrait words,
other
terror
a
'
It is alive
in
other
our
imagination
a wax
lends
it life.
a
On
sort
hand,
in
us
figure produces
lifelikeness
on
of
; its frozen
makes
we we
deathlike
It
impression ghost
!'
us,
one
and
case
say,
see
is
is
we
In
the demand
what
lacking, and
see
it ; in
us,
the
we
other
wliat
is
given
and
give
to
on
our
side.
itself
the
imagination
everything
that
254
amiel's
journal.
appeals
almost
to set
to
sensation
art.
only
A
is of
us
below
art
art,
outside the
work
in
to
ought
it
poetical faculty
to
a
to
work,
our
imagine,
And
artist
complete
we can
thing.
the
only
way
leads
the
imitation,
is
a
leave
us a
cold
because
an
their
author
machine,
not
a
mirror,
these
iodised
Art
plate, and
lives
are
soul.
but
by
appearances,
pearances ap-
Poetry represents
substantial
nature
nature
become
because
con-
with
the
soul,
in
it
is
touched with
"
with
ovra a
our
in
short,
which
of
the
soul.
The
poetry
is the into
is
of
real
and
objective
throws
expression
soul
which
itself
presence is
things, and
more
forgets
than of
a
itself in their
; but
readily
call
others
still,it
hence
the
we
expression
soul,
may
so
and be
Style
what
long
the
artist
is
still
the
to
interpreter of the
become
community
in
; it tends
as
personal
room
proportion
society
favours
makes its
for
individuality and
expansion.
amiel's
journal.
255
There Under it
more an
is
the
way
of
killingtnith
that
we
by truths.
to
pretence
we
want
study
"
in detail
pulverise
our
the
statue
it is
absurdity of which
Those
constantly guilty.
the
who
are
fragments
as
of
much
thing
as
esprits disfigure
faux, just
the
those
who
good critic ought to be master of the three capacities, the three he should of seeing men and things modes them be able simultaneously to see as they
fragments.
The
"
are,
to
as
they
might
be, and
as
they ought
be.
Modern made
up
culture of varied
can or
is
delicate and
electuary
subtle ours, col-
savours
be
more
defined.
tlie
Its
superiority
association
it
complexity,
the
contraries,
Tlie
skilful
of
combination
implies.
the
man
to-day, fashioned
influences
by
of
historical
and
geographical
and of
twenty
trained all the
countries, and
thirty centuries,
the
modified
by all
sciences
and
arts, the
is
an
supple recipient of
all literatures
finds
the
same
time
he
condenses
256
and
He
seems suras
amiel's
what smile
a
journal.
up
is elsewhere of La
to
scattered.
is like the
to
Gioconda, which
the
reveal
him
soul
more
spectator
only
a
to
leave
the
certainly under
so
final
impression
of
mystery,
many
once.
ferent dif-
things are
To
once
expressed in
it at
understand
in
;
so
things
and
then
we
must
come
have
been
out
them that
have
must
of
captivity and then deliverance, illusion followed by enthusiasm disillusion, by disappointment. He is still under the spell,and he who who has never felt the spell, are petent. equally incomWe well what have we only know first believed, then judged. To understand be free, yet not have been must we always The truth it is free. same holds, whether of a question of or love, of art, of religion, is a first condition patriotism. Sympathy and of criticism ; reason justicepresuppose, at their origin, emotion.
be
them
first there
is
an
with
man
into
spirit of
and
route.
things and
who
intention end
of
persons,
arrives
shortest
Lucidity and
are
by the suppleness of
inventive
source, re-
amikl's
journal.
257
kills into
The and
more.
Sd
This I have
January
kind been
friend
1879. of
to
.
"
from
.
mine
pity.
trying
. .
quiet
when
over-delicate
to write
susceptibilities.
It is difficult
one
perfectly easy
studied with
a
letters
finds
them
magnifying
like monumental
character with
a
has view
to
glass,and treated each inscriptions, in which been deliberately engraved an eternity of life. Such
the the
disproportion
commentary,
writer and
is not
not
between between
word
and
its
the
the
the
reader,
One these
favourable be
one's
of self
style.
with
to
dares serious
natural
folk it is
one
who
attach
importance
to
everything ; heartedly if
and every
difficult
write every
open-
must
weigh
phrase
word.
means
taking things in the sense which to have, entering into they are meant the tone of other people, being able to place the required level ; esprit is that oneself on which sense just and accurate divines, appreciates and weighs quickly, lightly,and
Esprit
258
well. Muse The is
amiel's
journal.
mind
"
must
have Greeks
its
winged
the
Socrates.
ISth
me
January
remember A
1879.
what
"
It is
impossible
I
wrote
a
for
to
letters
terday. yes-
singlenight digs
the of
are
gulf
between
the
self of
life is
My
my the
self of
to-day.
because from
action,
mental
actions control
escaping
of
seems
My
power,
occupied
under be
the
gaining
of
possession
itself
to
form
consciousness,
letting go its hold on all that generally peoples the understanding, as the glacier off the stones and throws fragments fallen
into its crevasses, The
that it may mind many
remain
is
pure loth
to
crystal.
facts
philosophic
itself with
too
overweight
or
material
trivial
memories.
"
Thought
is to
say, The
to
only
to
to
thought,
that
clings itself,
mind's
the
psychological
is for
an
process. enriched
only
It of
ambition
experience.
finds
its
own
its
easily into
becomes
pleasure in studying the play faculties, and the study passes tion Reflecan aptitude and habit.
nothing
more
an
tus appara-
for the
registration of
and ideas which
impressions,
across
emotions,
the
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
259
mind.
is carried moulting process is not so on energeticallythat the mind only unclothed, but stripped of itself, and, The wheel to speak, de-substantiated. so around the turns so quickly that it melts
The
whole
mathematical cold
because
"
axis, which
it is
All this
alone
remains
has
no
impalpable,
is natural
and
thickness. very
enough,
but
is numbered that
among
say,
as one
the is
is to
still of
of men, sharer a plunged in the world their interests, conflicts, vanities, passions, and is bound to duties, one deny this subtle
state to
oneself
one
of
a
must
consent
be
separate
name, In
having
age, the
resume
one's
special
position, spite
one
and
sphere of activity.
of
the
of
all
temptations
certain
impersonality,
a
must
position of
limits with
being
time
imprisoned
and space,
within
an
of
individual
special himself,
after like all these
when
at
to
surroundings,
bound up
;
house
and and
feed
make
his
accounts
look
behave when
"
his
affairs
in
short,
There
to
me
one are a
must
world.
seem
days
dream,
my
I my
wonder
at
the
"
desk
under
hand,
body itself,
26o
when
my
amiel's
journal.
I ask
myself if there
and if all this
is
street
before
geographical and is indeed real. topographical phantasmagoria Time and become then mere specks ; space in I become sharer a a purely spiritual
house,
existence
tis. ; I
see
myself
sub
specie ceternita-
enables simply that which infinite finite reality in the to us merge ently, it ? around Or, to put it differpossibility mind the universal is not virtuality,
Is
not
mind
the
universe the
latent
If
so,
its
zero
would is
pressed exzero
be
germ
of
the
infinite, which by
the
mathematically (00).
Deduction
the human the
:
"
double
that in
the
mind
may
infinite individual
itself ;
arises
that
there which
sometimes
to
divine
spark
of the
reveals
him
the
existence
original, fundamental,
within
which its
a
principal Being,
like formula. of
mind
are a
all
is
tained con-
within
generating
radiation
the Divine
;
is but of
radiations
more
mind
than
appeai-ances
to
our own.
they
The
have
reality parallel
of the
our
radiations
from
mind
are
imperfect
of fireworks
reflections
set
great show
in
motion
by
Brahma,
and
great
art
amiel's
is
journal.
261
its conformities that
which
great
the
only
because order
"
of
with is.
Divine
with
Ideal
conceptions
of such
an
are
the
mind's
The
pation anticimind is
as on
order. it is
because the
mind, and,
The
Eternal.
real,
contrary,
alone
is
fragmentary
The
and
passing.
the
is eternal.
ideal
is then
something better, the mind's involuntary protest against the present, of the future the leaven working in it. It is the the supernatural in us, or rather the and super-animal, ground of human
hope
progress. himself
with He who
imperishable
of
has
no
ideal has
are no
contents
with
what
which
is ; he
for
quarrel
identical
facts,
the
him
with
just, the good, and the beautiful. But radiation why is the Divine fect imper? Because it is still going on. Our of planet, for example, is in the midcourse its experience. Its flora and fauna are
still
is
changing.
its
The
evolution
its the be
of
humanity
The
nearer
origin than
to
close. animal
complete
in
spiritualisation of
nature
seems
ment ele-
is the
task
is hindered
death,
without
262
telluric
common
amiel's
journal.
catastrophes.
The
edifice
of
science of happiness, a common morality and justice, is sketched, but only A sketched. thousand retarding and perturbing hinder this giant's task, in causes which
nations,
At the
races,
and
moment
a
continents
take
part.
not
present
as
yet constituted
its
general
our
education
at
All
attempts
order
yet
have
been
local
indeed, the crystallisations. Now, different bine are beginning to compossibilities sal (union of posts and telegraphs, univerround the globes, exhibitions, voyages
international and
common
congresses, interest
are
etc.).
Science
the
great
religion and
year
in which of African
talk
of
work net-
railways, running
centre
from
the
the
lantic, At-
coast
to
the
and
bringing
and
with
to
the Ocean
"
Mediterranean,
communication
year
the
Indian other
a new ceivable, con-
into
a
each
such
is
enough
has tends
the is
mark
epoch.
real Man's
; the
The the
fantastic
become
to
the become
possible
becomes
the
man.
earth
garden of
to
chief
problem
of the
how
make of
his
the
spe-
cohabitation
individuals
amiel's
journal.
263
say,
to
secure
cies
possible
how,
that
is to
the
successive
epoch
which hlin
; to
law,
it.
the
order,
equilibrium
labour
allows
at
once
befits
Division
in
explore
every
direction
law,
and
education,
economical
all
are
in process
of birth. Thus
zero
brought
a
back
zero
"
to
fruitful
zero
the
The
and,
has
in
no
particular, humanity.
more
in tracking difficulty
the
innumerable
than 00
in
may
apprehending
issue from
possibility.
may
return to
0,
or
it.
19th
"
January
a
1879.
"
Charity
curb and
on
"
goodness
of
rays
too
places
too
voluntary
; it
screens
acuteness
perception
of
a
softens
to
the
see
vivid
insight
; it refuses
clearly the ugliness and misery of the great intellectual it. True hospital around ness goodis loth to recognise any privilege in itself ; it prefers to be humble and charita^
ble ; it tries not
to
see
what
the
stares
it in the
face,
puts
"
that and
is to say,
errors
of humankind
pity
on
airs of
approval and
encouragement.
264
It
amiel's
journal.
own
repulsions
that
was sense
that
it
has
often
been
remarked
If so, it
Vinet from
was
praised weak
any
things.
in his
own
not
failure
critical
not
; it
from
charity.
"
'Quench
I
the
flax,'
to
which
add,
tell
'Never is
so
pain.' nightingale
;
The
cricket
him of
more
the
why
the
Throw
"
yourself
process it is what
into
newer
mind and
the
cricket
the
; and
is
ingenious
charity commands.
is
a
Intellect In
of of
general equality with the inequality pretensions, combined considerable practical merits, creates
democracy
some
difficulty;
their
get
muzzle
out
on
of
it
by
making
;
their
as a
frankness
kindness
the
;
corrective kindness
no
of is
whole,
it
safer and
inflicts
wound,
risk
nothing.
generous
; it
runs a
Charity is
and
ingly, will-
in
spite
of
hundred
no
sive succes-
experiences,
hundred-and-flrst.
same serve
it thinks We
evil
be
nor
at at
can
the
the
we
cannot
time
two
kind masters,
be
and
"
wary,
love
and
selfishness. that
we
We
must
knowingly
rash,
may
amiel's
journal.
265
of the
not
be
never
like
the
clever
their
ones own
world,
We
;
who
must
forget
able
to
interests.
be
submit
which
to
being deceived
and of
to
sacrifice
to
interest The
selfthe be
conscience.
be
claims
we are
must
satisfied of God.
Bossuet who
'
first if
children
Was the
it not
who
said, It is only
'
great souls
is in
know
?
all the
grandeur
there
charity
2lst holds
January
the she
own
1879.
"
At
first
place of science
has
to
and
to
religion philosophy ;
confine
is in the
communes
afterwards
to
learn
"
self herthe
her
domain of
which in
inmost
recesses
depths
of the Divine
conscience,
where
secret
soul,
is the
life the
with
the
will
and
universal
order.
daily renewing of the inner ideal, the steadying of our being, agitated, troubled, and embittered mon by the comaccidents
of
Piety
existence.
Prayer
cordial
is the
spiritual balm,
restores
us
the peace
precious
and and
"
which
It
minds re-
to
us
courage.
of Thou
"
pardon
art
of
duty.
; thou
to
us,
'
loved thou
;
overcome
love
received while
give
canst
must
die anger
"
thou
: overcome
evil with
good.
What
does
266
the blindness
amikl's
journal.
of
or
opinion
follow
matter,
the Fais
or
understand misart
ample ex-
ingratitude ?
common ce
Thou
neither
bound
nor
to
to
succeed.
pourra.
;
que
a
dois,
is
advienne in
que
Thou
hast
witness
thy conscience
and
!'
thy
conscience
Grod
speaking
March
to
thee
3d
is
1879.
"
The
sensible
politician
of
governed
by
considerations
social
the public good, the greatest attainable utility, starts good ; the political windbag vidual, from the idea of the rights of the indithe abstract tent exrights,of which is afi"rmed, not demonstrated, for the is precisely politicalright of the individual what is in question. The revolutionary school always forgets that right apart from with one tion noleg. The duty is a compass of right inflates the individual, Alls with him others thoughts of self and of what
"
owe
him, while
it
ignores
to
a
the
other his
side
of
the
for
The
question, devoting
State
a
and
extinguishes
a common
capacity
cause.
himself
becomes
"
shop
with
an
self-interest
arena, in
own tive mo-
principle,
every
or
rather
combatant
In
fights for
case
his
only.
power.
either
self
is the
amiel's
journal.
267
to
Church
and
careers
State
for be
ought
the
provide
; in to
two
opposite
State of his
he
individual
on
the
should
"
called
say,
give proof
earn
merit
that
is to
he
should
;
rights
his
by
task his
services should
own
rendered
be
to
in
the
Church
suppressing
act
of
humility.
individualism of the
Extreme
dissipates
the
moral
him
to to
substance
individual.
It leads
subordinate think
him.
and made
for
gratitude, of instinct of solidarity. It is an ideal without grandeur. beauty and without zeal But, as a consolation, the modern winism, for equality makes a counterpoise for Darwolf just as one wolf holds another in check. Neither, indeed, acknowledges The fanatic for equality of duty. the claim be to eaten affirms his right not by his neighbour; that the big
so
everything to himself, the world, society, the State, chilled I am by its lack of the spiritof deference, of the
the
Darwinian the
states
the
fact
"
devour better.
a
adds
one
much
other
the
Neither
to
nor
the
has
word
say
love, of
forces
and
all
principlesare
brought
268
into result action
amiel's
journal.
at
on
once
in
this
world.
But
The the
is,
truth
the
whole,
good.
because
struggle
itself
and
is hateful
shows error,
mere us
it dislocates but
error
nothing
and
pitted against
that of is to
say,
party
halves
against party
fragments
A
being
to
"
monsters
against beauty
it
monsters.
nature
in love
the
with
cannot
reconcile
itself for
indeed be accepted; tumult, society must hatred, fraud, crime, the ferocity of selfinterest, the tenacity of prejudice, are
perennial
it ; his
see
but
the
philosopher sighs
in it ; his from music
a
over
heart
is not
ambition
; his
is to
ear
human
set to
history
catch the
height
of the
is
eternal
spheres.
15th
over
March
1879. de
"
I have
man
been
Les
a
histoires few
Parrain
of
turning by Stahl,
et
nos
and Filles
chapters
Nos
Fils
writers Legouvfi. These press into tlie service wit, grace, gaiety, and charm of goodness ; their desire is to show
by
that
so
virtue tiresome
is not
as
so
dull
nor
common
sense
persuasive
people moralists,
believe.
They
are
captivating
story-
amiel's
journal.
269
they
rouse
pretty
down it
manner
dangers.
moral
wrapped
it may
up
in sugar be
certainly,hut
feared
their
taste
because of its sugar. only goes down mon Sybarites of to-day will tolerate a serflatter which is delicate to enough literary sensuality ; but it is their their which is charmed, not science conwhich is awakened : their principle escapes
of conduct
untouched.
are
Amusement,
genres.
and
instruction,morals, They
may
no
doubt
wish
be
to
combined,
them
but
if
we
obtain do best
direct
to
and
we simple effects,
shall
keep
apart.
The
well-disposed
which child,besides, does not like mixtures have something of artifice and deception in them. obedience quires Duty claims ; study reapplication ; for amusement, nothing is wanted but To convert good temper. obedience and of application into means
amusement
is to
These
weaken
the
to
will
and
the
intelligence.
the
efforts
make
virtue
praiseworthy enough, but if they do honour the writers, on to the hand other the moral anaemia they prove of society. When the digestionis unspoilt, much to so persuading is not necessary
are
fashion
give it
taste
for bread.
2^0
22d
amiel's
journal.
May
and
1879
(Ascension
weather.
a
delicious
"
sunlight, the air twitterings of birds ; even of the city have something
in The
them. It of this is
limpid
the young
a
blue,
"
distant and
new
voices
like springbirth.
men
indeed Saviour
ascension
the
of
is
symbolised
bom soul
are
by
expansion,
nature.
...
this
yearning
clear.
of
;
I feel
again
all
the
windows
of
Forms,
contrasts,
sounds,
the
harmonies,
of
things, it is all enchanting The is ! atmosphere steeped in joy. May is in full beauty. Ii*my courtyard the ivy is green again, the chestnut is full of leaf, the Persian tree
"
interchange
lilac
with the of
beside
the
little fountain
to
is
;
flushed
flower
through
and
see
the
right
I St.
Calvin of
Saleve
Voirons
Antoine,
the
the
three
to
flightsof
lead
Rue
landing,
the
hill of
from
Verdame recall
the
the
terrace
the
some
Tranchees,
old
or
one's
a
city of
of
south,
imagination glimpse of
Perugia
Malaga.
amiel's
All of the
journal.
271
It
bells
A
are
ringing.
and
with the
is the
hour
worship.
the
All
historical
mingles
musical,
scene.
picturesque, the
of the
"
poetical
the
impressions
of
peoples
scattered
this
Christendom
over
all the
are
Churches
the the
globe
"
celebrating at
Crucified. what have
are
moment
glory
of
the
And who
those
many
nations
honour
doing
the the
other in
prophets, and
ways ?
"
Divinity
the
other the
?
the
Jews,
Mussulmans,
Guebers
other But
sacred
other
days,
beliefs. ideal
above
rites, other
all have life
"
solemnities,
some
religion, some
at
end the
for
raising man
of the existence.
sorrows
smallnesses individual
present,
All have
and faith
of
the
in
something
all
greater
all
and the
than
;
themselves,
all
see
all
pray,
bow,
adore
beyond
All
we
nature.
bear
Spirit,
witness link
men
beyond
ible. Invisbinds
evil. Good.
Here
to
have
the
All
which
are
all
peoples together.
of All with
soitow
equally
hope and
lost mony harand
creatures
and
to
recover
desire,
some
of
fear.
long
the
great
the
order
of
things,
blessed All
to
approved
universe.
and
by
the
know
272
what
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
All
for happiness. suffering is, and yearn feel the need know what sin is, and of
pardon. Christianity
is the
with
reduced
to
its
original
of the
plicity sim-
reconciliation
means
sinner
that
God,
loves chastises furnished
by
in
of of
the
certainty
and
God He
spite
because
a new
everything,
He
that
loves.
ity Christianand of
a new
moral
attractive
by
it the
of filial
gratitude.
lecture
year.
June and of
1879. the
"
Last
of
the
academic of modern
with
I finished
the
exposition
up
my
The
course
circle
to
has
this
In
order
do
divided
rial, mate-
into
minutes,
every
a
calculated stitch
very It
and
counted
and
pomt.
part
of cult diffi-
This, however,
the
matter to
is but
small
is
a more
professorialscience.
divide
a
one's of
whole
material
to
into
given
the
the
number
lectures,
of the
of
mine deter-
right proportions
normal The of
different
to
parts, and
be attained.
a
speed ordinary
delivery
may
"
lecturer
seances,
achleye
series
complete
the
amiel's
journal.
273
scientific
more
"
But a unity being the seance. at something course ought to aim at a general unity of subject and
of
sition. expo-
this kind
I
concise,
of
work tell.
?
to
useful
my
not
to
my
cannot
students
sure, but
this
year
seems
hope
in
It
they have.
it cannot
a succes
Only,
been ; I
if I have
any
pleased them,
case more
have
than
at
(Vestime
success.
have
never
aimed
any
oratorical
a only object is to light up for them complicated and difficult subject. I respect and I respect class myself too much, my rhetoric. too much, to attempt My role is
My
to
help
them
to to
understand.
Scientific all
turing lec-
ought
A
be,
has
above
things, clear,
ing. convincdo
with
to
instructive, well
lecturer
court to
paying
serious
nothing scholars, or
his
business
with is
ing showone
off the
master;
of
study and impersonal exposition. To seem yield anything on this point would I utilitarianism. to me a piece of mean hate of savours everything that cajoling
and
coaxing.
to
All
such
in
ways
men's
are
mere
tempts atmere
throw
dust and
eyes, A
forms
of
coquetry
stratagem.
pro-
274
fessor do is the
amiel's
journal.
the
honours
gravely
and
witli
dignity.
1879. September perfect. Being, imperfect 9th
"
'
Non-being
'
is
this in
horrible
the
sophism
becomes
beautiful because
only
tonic Plais
system,
there
replaced by
is divine. The should
the
which
ideal,
not
the
vacant,
be
to
allowed the
claim
great
its
superiority
has The the
side, by
It is
incomparable
kills
the
of
existing.
Ideal
enjoyment
present
says
have
content
disparaging
the
actual. like
voice
which
No,
not ; not
Mephistono,
not
"
pheles.
your
No,
you
succeeded;
no, you
rest
are
work
;
is not
you
good
shall all that
happy
that
no,
see
find
you do
all
you
and
cient, is insuffi-
insignificant,overdone, badly done, ideal is like The thirst for the imperfect. the only quickens life goad of Siva, which Incurable death. to hasten longing that it
is,
it
lies
at
the
root
both
of
individual
the
race.
progress in the
of
name
of
nity. dig-
amiel's
The
journal.
275
is
order,
to
a
the
turn re-
order
and
without
state
of
an
equilibrium. evil,and
ideal
is
a so
Thought
is action unless
action
is
without it be
thought.
fused
with
The
the
poison
the of
real, and
the
real
the
becomes
corrupt
without
is
perfume
singly without
encroaches hurtful is
when
an
its
ideal.
good
trary. con-
its
Self-examination
upon it
dangerous
;
if it is
roverie
stupefies the
when fatal much' wisdom.
when
will; gentleness
it
evil
it lessens
contemplation
character. sin
'Too
is
strength; destroys
little' is
one
and
'too
Excess
may be
;
Duty
defined
energy
as
tempered
inclination
by
moderation and
calmed
happiness, tempered
by self-control.
Just but
as
life is
only
our
lent
us so
for the
few
years, which
is not
us
inherent
in us,
own.
good
is in
to
is not of needs
It is not
difficult
think
oneself
a
in
this
detached
spirit.
It
only
little
intuitive
perception
There
is
even we
sweetness
in
this
conception
and that
that
yet
it is
^jffi
summon
amiel's
journal.
each
other
to
life,joy, poetry
and
holiness.
application of the law of irony : his disciples Zeno, a fatalist by theory, makes heroes: Epicurus, the upholder of his disciples languid and liberty, makes
Another effeminate.
The
; the
ideal
pursued
ideal
an
is the
sive deci-
point
the
Stoical make
is
duty,
out
whereas
Epicureans
Two
two
ideal
two
same
of
an
interest.
tendencies,
worlds.
In
systems
way the
of
morals,
tlie them
the
formers, re-
Jansenists,
are
and
before
great
for
"
predestination, the
and
Jesuits
for
free-will,
matters
yet
is
the
first founded of
the
liberty, the
What
second
then is
slavery
not secret
conscience. theoretical
the
it
the
the
tendency,
is the
aim, which
essential
epoch
what
man
there
lies, beyond
the faith has
the
domain
of the
of
knows,
which
no
domain its
unknown,
Faith offer.
It
in
dwelling. itself, to
in its and certain
has is
commanding
among
A
empire
the
by
faith
imitation is but
a
contagion.
great
amiel's
journal.
277
certitude
as
great hope
raove
which and
becomes farther
we
farther
from
tlie founder
of it ; time
at
and
distance
strengthen
for
it,until
seizes
Then comes be-
last
the
passion
had
knowledge
it.
its
upon
it,questions, and
which its
once
examines
all
made
;
strength
weakness
the
exaltation verification,
of
At
what
truest
age ?
come
is
our
view
our
eye
Surely
which
were
in
old weaken
before
the
infirmities The
who
embitter. old
man
ancients
is at
once
right. develops
it is
see
The and
sympathetic
and
to
ested, disinter-
necessarily contemplation,
of
the
to
spirit of
the
given things
value.
spirit truly,
their
contemplation
it
most
because relative
alone
perceives
them
in
and
proportional
1880. A
2d
January
"
sense
of
rest, of
out. withof
within fire.
my A
and
sense
mother
not
seems or
smile
upon but
me.
am
dazed
only
Whatever
not
happy
may
in be
this
the
peaceful
charm it of
I do
know
whether hours
equals
medi-
sweetness
of those
of silent
tjB
amiel's
journal.
tation, in which
foretaste
of the
we
have
contemplative
and
Desire
are
fear,
the pure
sadness is
done
away.
Existence
most
the
of It
simplest form,
ethereal
being,
is
a
that
is, to
of
self-consciousness.
without the
state
state
harmony,
the
tension
state
and
without
disturbance,
the
dominical which
of the
it
soul, perhaps
grave.
awaits the
beyond
It is
Orientals
the
understand
who
of
nor
anchorite,
any It is
neither
but
wishes
more,
simply
to
and
in
enjoys.
which
our
difficult
this
to
express
can
moral render
of this
situation, for
the
languages
localised
of
only
particular they
this
are centration, con-
and
vibrations
life ;
incapable
of the
expressing
this divine
ocean,
motionless
quietude,
own
state
resting
is
master
which
its
reflects the
and
of
then
sky, profundities.
into their
up in
no
re-absorbed
are
memories soul
is
swallowed
memory
the
is
longer
and feels
of the
conscious
of itself in its It
separateness.
the
universal
life,
It
sensible
atom
Divine, of God.
longer appropriates
is conscious of
anything
to
it itself,
amiel's
void. have humble combines and
the
journal.
279
and Soufis haps per-
no
Only
the
Yoghis
in
known
yet
its
joys
both
being
the
and
of
nor
non-
being,
which
and
return
which is
is neither
reflection moral
will,
is the vision
above
existence
the
intellectual
to
existence, which
the
unity,
and attractive that
to
pleroma,
"
the
of
Plotinus
of
Proclus,
western
Nirvana
in
its most
form. nations
in general,
It is clear
the
especially
the
Americans,
know
them
of
feeling.
incessant
for
For
devouring
are
and
for
activity.
power,
men
They
dominion
to
eager
; their nature.
gold,
is to
for and
aim
crush
an
enslave
They
and
show
obstinate
a
in means, end.
have
not
thought
They confound being with individual being, and the expansion of the self with is to say, they happiness, "that do live by the soul ; they ignore the not unchangeable and the eternal ; they live at the periphery of their they being, because unable to penetrate to its axis. are They are they are excited, ardent, positive, because much effort, noise, so superficial. Why
greed? struggle, and stunning and deafening
"
it of
is the
all self.
mere
When
28o
A\nEL'S
JOURNAL.
death I
comes
it is so,
"
why
not
then
Activity
"
is
\/ only
say, which
beautiful when
it is in
holy
that of
is to that
it is spent
not
the
service
passeth February
of
away.
Gth
1880.
on
'
"
A the
feeling
death
of
article
by
the
Edmond director
who
Schfirer
the bore who
Bersot,
a
fecole Normale,'
like
a
losophe phi-
stoic
to
terrible
disease, and
a
laboured
...
the
complaint.
orations
I have delivered
over
just read
his
to
man
four
grave.
They
In
have last
was
the
this
tears
my
the
of
brave
ual. spiritto
Each the
character,
the
us
constancy,
the dead. and live
and
'Let
intellectual learn
die.'
from
The
how had
to
an
ceremony
antique dignity.
February
1880. Hoar-frost
is
1th but
"
and
and
fog,
the the
the and
general aspect
has
Paris
bright
common
like, fairy-
nothing
and
us.
in
with of which
gloom
This
in
London,
has
newspapers
tell
silverylandscape
dreamy grace,
amiel's
journal.
281
unknown and
seem
fanciful
the
charm,
which
of the
is
sun
both
to
to
countries
tliose
of
to
coal-smoke. another
the
The
trees
to
belong
has
creation,
in
which
white
taken
As at one place of green. gazes and these, alleys, these clumps, these groves lace-like toons, arcades, these garlands and fesone
feels is
no
wish
for
anything
else ;
self-sufficing, all the more because the ground powdered with with the sky dimmed mist, and snow, the smooth soft distances, combine to form, of colour, and a general scale a harmonious charms No ness harshthe eye. whole, which
beauty
their
original
and
anywhere beguiled
dinner. and
a mere
"
all is velvet.
out
My
ment enchant-
me
both
before
is that
and
of
a
after
The
impression
tints of
winter
fete,
be,
set
the
subdued
are,
or
seem
to
coquetry
charm
which
has
itself to and
paint something
to
without
sunshine,
yet
the
spectator.
Life the
as a
Qth
so
February
the
1880.
"
rushes weak
man's
on
"
much
worse
for
and
the
tendo
finds young,
himself
the
vae
trampled
eager, the
voracious.
'"Vae
victis,
debilibus/^
is storm-
yellsthe crowd,
which
in its turn
282
amiel's
journal.
world. man's
Every
way,
man
since,
he
make space,
himself,
and
he
still occupies
little he
sure some
however
is
may
envy and
or
possess, his
still
to
be
one
envied else.
race
goods
world
!
coveted
"
by
Mean
I
peopled
we
by
must
mean
To
console
"
of the
exceptions
There
!
"
noble What
and
do
souls.
matter
are
crossing surrounded himself the feels desert by creatures thirsting for his blood; by day his head vultures pions fly about ; by night scorinto his tent, jackals prowl creep camp-fire, mosquitoes prick and him with their greedy sting ; everytorture where enmity, ferocity. But far menace, sands beyond the horizon, and the barren peopled by these hostile hordes, the wayfarer few loved faces a pictures to himself and kind heai'ts which looks, a few true
around
his
The
traveller
follow
When
him
in their
dreams
"
and
we
smiles.
"
all is
a
said, indeed,
or
defend
selves our-
greater
are
lesser
number
but in
we
always
; there
conquered
is
no
and
the
end
worm.
escaping
is
.
and and
its
Destruction
our
our
destiny,
oblivion
poition.
amiel's
journal.
283
My
more a
near a
is the
great gulf 1
or even
skiff
is
nutshell,
the leak the
for
fragile
little and
Let
over
but
widen
A mere navigator. from me idiocy, from nothing separates The slightestbreach madness, from death. is enough to endanger all this frail, ious ingencalls itself my edifice,which being
and
my
life.
even
dragonfly symbol i^ enough its f raUty ; the soap-bubble is to express of all this the best poetical translation illusory magnificence, this fugitive apparition of the is we, and tiny self, which
Not
we
the
it.
A
...
miserable
or
night enough.
times
ened Awak-
three
four
by
One
my
bronchitis.
ter wincome.
Sadness
"
restlessness.
nights, possibly,
I realise
that
suffocation be
it
would
keep
myself ready, to put everything in order. To begin with, let me wipe out all give personal grievances and bitternesses; forilland one all,judge no ; ifi enmity As much will, see only misunderstanding.
.
. .
'
as
be
at
peace
with
all
men.'
On
no
death for
the
soul
should All
have
the
etern'U
things.
284
littlenesses
over.
amiel's
journal.
of
life
disappear.
be
The
fight is
left
"
There remembrance
should
of of
nothing
Our
now
but
tion
past blessings,
God.
to
of the leads
ways
us
'
natural
back
Christian
humility
our
and
pity.
as we
Father,
passes, tres-
trespass
against
Easter
us.'
Prepare
were
thyself as though the coming forward thy last, for thy days hencebe
shall
few
and
evil.
nth
February
1880.
"
Victor
de
La-
prade^o has elevation, grandeur, nobility, he What is it, then, that and harmony. Hence lacks ? Ease, and perhaps humour. of the monotonous solemnity, the excess emphasis, the over-intensity, the inspired one gait, which air, the statue-like annoy which in him. He is a muse never lays and aside the cothurnus, a royalty which to off its crown, even sleep. never puts of playfulness, in him The total absence
simplicity, familiarity,
De
is
a
great
defect.
the ancients is* to the as Laprade French tragedy is to that of Euripides, or of the locks XIV. the to as wig of Louis wearisome His majestic airs are Apollo. there is not and If factitious. exactly
amiel's
affectation of of
not
more
are
journal.
285
a
in
them,
and
tliere is at least
kind
sort
theatrical
professional
as
sacerdotal
is
fine
as
this, but
more
pathetic,
cold.
De Was
varied. it not is
a
Marble who I
living, images
said,
am
Musset
'If
Laprade
poet, then
not
one'?
2.1th
1880."
or
have
finished
fourteen
a
have
strange
There
is
of
the
East, of
songs,
these of
a
which
to
go
to
the
beat
riding-whip.
savage
What
force
and
passion,
wild and brilliancy, what ! One grandiose images, there are in them feels that the Magyar is a kind of Centaur, and European that he is only Christian and Hun in him tends towards The by accident.
what
the
Arab.
2Qth La
at
March
1880.
Bleue
"
"
I have
a
been
reading
Banniere
the time
of
form
who
of
memoirs.
story.
wrong
tion civilisa-
side, or
the
other
side,
286
and the
amiel's
journal.
Asiatic of its
nomads
appear
as
the
scavengers
corruptions.
himself fact the scourge
the
est vast-
of
realise
history, stretching
the
from
the
the
vast
Blue
Baltic, and
to
from of
pires em-
the
the
banks solid
most
were
ancient of
world his
overthrown and
the the
by
into there of
the
tramp
of his he
horsemen From
shafts
archers.
threw the
vast
tumult
which issued
western
continent the
certain
results:
fall
involving the Empire, Byzantine of discovery in Renaissance, the voyages from both sides of the Asia, undertaken and Columbus that is to say, Gama globe ; of the Turkish the formation Empire ; and Russian the Empire. preparation of the This tremendous hurricane, starting from the high Asiatic tablelands, felled the de^
the
"
caying
the the
oaks
and
ancient
worm-eaten
buildings
The descent
upon
of of
whole
world.
yellow,
a
flat-nosed
Mongo/s
which
Europe
and
is
historical
cyclone
thirteenth ends
devastated and
purified our
at
century,
of
the
broke,
world,
"
the
two
known walls
that
empire
of
the
amiel's
journal.
287
a
Centre, and
that
which
made
barrier the
of
ignorance
world of
and
superstition round
to
little
Christendom.
Attila, Genghis,
range in the
Tamerlane,
of
men
ought
with
memory and
Caesar, Charlemagne,
roused whole They Napoleon. peoples stirred the into of depths action, and nography, ethhuman life, they powerfully affected they let loose rivei'S of blood, and renewed the face of things. The Quakers will not
in
war see
that
as
there
is
law The
of
tempests
of
history
are
in
Nature.
revilers
like the
;
revilers
of
thunder, storms,
not
and do.
volcanoes Civilisation
they
tends
to
know
to
what
men,
they
as
corrupt
the air.
large towns
'
tend
vitiate
Nos
patimur
longBe pacis
about
;
a
mala.'
ration resto-
Catastrophes bring of equilibrium brutally to rights. and the tendency to supplies the place of
not
can
violent
the
they put
in human
world
Evil ruin
the
chastises
itself, things
who
regulator
No
has
yet
bear
been
more
discovered.
than
a
civilisation
certain
proportion of
and injustice, coiTuption, shame, this has When been crime. proportion reached, the boiler bursts, the palace falls, the scafEolding breaks institutions, down;
abuses,
288
amiel's
journal.
into
ruin.
is
a
The virus
nated elimi-
contained
preys upon
in
an
organism
it. And
it,and
if it is not
as
is
ends
ing noth-
escape
death.
19th either
1880.
"
Inadaptablility,
or
due
or
mysticism
the
stiffness,delicacy
or
disdain, is
the
been
misfortune of my
at
characteristic able
to
life.
not
tent connever
fit
had
quantum
the
of
illusion
I
me
necessary made
any
for
use
risking
of the of
irreparable.
itself to
have from
ideal
keep
kind
It was thus with bondage. marriage: have satisfied me only perfection would ; not and, on the other hand, I was worthy of So perfection. that, finding no satisfaction in things, I tried to extirpate
...
desire, by
which
things enslave
ray
us.
pendence Inde-
has
my
been
refuge
; detachment
the
in
impersonal it,thinking
a
much,
mind
women
It
is
state
of in
it is
with heart
what
; and
broken
the
in
fact
to
like
it,since
is
characteristic When
one
mon com-
both
despair.
knows
amiel's
will
JorRXAL.
289
what
can so one
one
never
possess
that
one
could
content
loved, and
be
to
has,
cut
the
parted
that towards
all
that
"
makes the
human incessant
is to say,
an
illusion
effort
apparently
1880.
There
attainable
end.
31sf
May
"
Let
us
not to must
be be
over-
ingenious.
of
is
no
help
one
got
live. with
out
subtleties. and
Besides,
not to
It
any
is best
simplest
to
quarrel
we are as
illusion,and
accept
take
the
as
inevitable in
goodhuman
not
temperedly. existence, we
too
Plunged
must too
it
it comes,
nor bitterly,
and
without
petulance or a cheerfulness, serenity, and patience, these let us aim Our ness busiat these. are best, is to treat life as the grandfather treats
"
his
or
the
grandmother
the of
her
into fictions
have
pretences
of
and
the
youth,
God
even
ourselves
It is
probable
upon
so
Himself of the
kindly
race,
the
as
illusions
long
they
sin
"
are
innocent.
is
nothing
evil but
that
is,ego-
290
tism and
amiel's
journal.
revolt. his is
one errors
And
as
for
error, but
error
man
changes
some one
frequently,
him.
of
as
sort
may,
Travel
somewhere, point
some
and
one's
as
mind feet
rests rest
of
truth,
of the
one's
upon
point
globe. less or Society alone represents a more individual must tent concomplete unity. The with in the himself being a stone in the immense machine, building, a wheel
a
word
in
the
poem.
He
is
part
of
the
of all family, of the State, of humanity, the formed by human special fragments interests, beliefs, aspirations, and labours.
The
loftiest of the
souls
are
those
who
are
scious con-
give
this
their
vast
symphony, and full and willing collaboi'ation which and complicated concert
the
universal
who
to
we
call civilisation.
In
principle
all the of
mind
is which
capable
of
pressing supin
limits
it discovers
limits itself,
race, that
language, nationality, religion, it must be mitted adBut or epoch. the more the mind spiritualises
and
on
it has the less hold generalises itself, other minds, which no longer understand
or
it
know
to
what
men
to
do
with
it. for
Influence purposes
belongs
of
action, and
amiel's
jourxal.
291
useful than
rowness nar-
of
action
nothing
of
is
more
thought
of
are
combined
with
energy
forms
action
dreamland small
in and
are
gigantic,
To
cess, suc-
dwarfed.
minds
imprisoned profit ;
a
things, belong
no
fame,
but
great deal
of
the
doubt
they
know the I
nothing
pleasures of
the
liberty or However,
before
joy
do
of
penetrating
mean
infinite.
one
not ;
to
put
man
class
another
for
every
is
happy
History is made according to his nature. and by combatants specialists; only it is perhaps not a bad thing that in the midst of the devouring activities of the western be a few world, there should Brahmanising
souls. This
. . .
soliloquy means
upon
"
what? dreams
That do
;
reverie that
turns
itself
as
impressions added together do not always produce a fair judgment ; that a private journal is like a good king, and permits repetitions,outpourings, complaint.
These
.
.
unseen
effusions
with
not
are
the
versation con-
of
thought
but
we
the itself,
involuntary
that
unconscious,
within
us.
jEolian
harp
compose
bear
no
vibrations
theme,
achieve
no
292
programme, life of
man.
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
but
they
express
the
innermost
1 880.
A
"
Stendhal's
La book.
Chartreuse
It is
even
remarkable
a
typical,the
the series the and
first of of
class.
Stendhal
which
naturalist
novels,
of the
intervention
moral
scoff at the
are
claim
;
of free-will.
irresponsible
and observer's is
a
they
are
governed by
human artist's after is sions pasterial. ma-
their
passions,
is the Stendhal
the
Taine's
heart,
touched
amuses
faithful
nor
painter
and
and the
neither
angry,
whom
everything
as
"
the
knave
men
adventuress
but
nor
well
as
honest
and
women,
who
has
In
neither
faith, nor
science. It it
preference,
ideal. natural
him
literature
is subordinated
no no
to
history, to
of
the him the
longer forms
part
man
humanities,
of the And leads of
for
a
longer gives
rank.
honour with
separate
ant,
this
It classes
the moral
to
beaver,
and
the
to
monkey. morality
The
indifference
direct
the
man,
vice
contempt
the of level
of
the
immorality. is cynicism, whole school whom they degrade to brute worship ; it is the
the
strength, disregard of
soul,
want
amiel's
journal.
293
of
of
generosity,
shows
to
of
reverence, in
nobility,
it is inhvrwith the is
a
which
itself
the No
:
contrary
man can
; in
word,
a
manity.
be
coarse
naturalist
even
impunity
most
he
will
be
with
refined
no
culture.
A but
free
mind of
great thing
belief and and
in
doubt,
loftiness
heart,
enthusiasm
perfection
holiness, are
June
de
1th
1880.
"
Necker
Saussure^i is and
and
an
progressive
moderation
admirable
book. what
What
sonableness rea-
fairness
of view,
in it is of
thought,
science
and with
religion, of
the
It
of reconciliation style. The the ideal, of philosophy with psychology with morals, which
book is
a
attempts,
fine book
"
is sound
a a
and
"
classic
may
shows solid
be
proud
such
of
piece
we
of
high
cultivation
Here
and
have
much
true
wisdom.
the
Genevese of the
literature, the
country.
I have finished
central
tradition
Later.
"
the
third volume
294
of
amiel's
journal.
Madame
Necker.
The
elevation
and
and seriousness, the delicacy, the sense perfection of the whole, are beauty and racies inaccuor astonishing. A few harshnesses of
the How
language
a
do
not
matter.
I feel for
author
rare
respect mingled
find
a
with
it is to
book
in which is true
is sincere
and
everything
26th
is
mere
1880.
of
"
Democracy
to
exists;
upon
it
time
dwell
its absurditie
its
defects. and On
on
Every regime
other
regime has
is
a
weaknesses,
than others. but
this
lesser
evil
things
the
is unfavourable,
by
it, for
of
it
develops
one
profit by
in
a
obliging
multitude but and
it
a
every
to
take
It makes
work,
This
one
is its excuse,
; in
than
tolerable
the
eyes
of the title to
are
vice
21th friends
June
,
1880.
"
paid
resumed
visit the of
to
sation conver-
my
and of
we
which
talked and
at
the
ill^
are
which
derived
legal fiction
the
root
of
amiel'8
the
journal.
295
in
it.
Surely
remedy
the
consists
truth
insisting
racy democ-
everywhere
upon
whicli
is its systematically forgets,and which the on makeweight, inequalities proper of talent, of virtue, and merit, and on the respect due to age, to capacity, to services
"
rendered..
Juvenile
must
arrogance he
jealous
more are
ingratitude strenuously
their
a
resisted social
because
; and
in of
favour
when
the
on
institutions
the
country
to
lay
stress
only
more
rights of
of
on
the
individual, it is the
business
stress
the
zen citi-
lay
must
all
be
a
the
duty.
correct
There the
constant
effort of
to
prevailing tendency
All
this,
in
it is true, is human
palliative,but
more.
Later. thetic
"
Vigny
supple
sympa^
turn
writer, with
a
meditative
of
He
thought,
possesses
strong
and
talent.
elevation, independence,
ness, serious-
and originality, boldness grace ; he has paints, something of everything. He describes, and judges well ; he thinks, and has the courage His defect of his opinions. Ues
in
an excess
of
296
self go. his
amiel's
journal.
This
tendency popularity as
he
a
has
a
naturally
writer
with
jured ina as
public
one
whom
holds
at
arm's
length
much
might
race
troublesome
has
never
crowd. cared
The about
; it
own no
inviolabilityof personal
not
as
conscience
in their
like
in
stoics
a
shut
up
dignity
master
tower,
or
and
recognising
Such
it ; it is
but
God, duty
and made
faith.
ness strict-
annoys
irritates
piqued
solemn.
this very
and It
merely anything
for
it
to
reason,
all
not
crises
has the
crushed
those
who
passionate
1st
current
yielded opinion.
July
1880
temperature
is
my
looking
over
notes,
and
thinking
Is it ?
of
morrow's to"
examinations.
Inward
distaste trouble
or a
"
discontent.
or sorrow
of soul of
to
"
conscience,
upon
of heart
or
the
sense
itself ?
merely
time
decaying
Is sadness
"
and
or
running
"
regret
not
or
fear
;
the
root
sense
of
it ?
do
know
but
it ;
of
misery
has
danger
mad
in
to
rash
efforts from
and
decisions.
to
escape
self,for
something
amiel's
journal.
297
of the
gorge bottom
want
stifle the
importunate
Discontent
How
can
voice is
we
and of
yearning ! temptation.
serpent
father the
ible invisof
? vain
our
hidden
it
so
at
the it may
well,
At
"
gorge
the
that all
"
sleep
rage ? and
heart there !
"
of
this
what
rebellion
lies
are
Aspiration,
the infinite
It
some
yearning
"
We for of
athirst
know
for
for
love
not
what.
is
the
instinct
wild God
animal,
is restless
It is
calling
"
God
4th
in the
July heavy
on
1880
half -past
has
come
eight
out
as an
morning).
rain.
this
The
sun one
after
omen
May day
been
take
The
it
solemn has
great voice
in
our
of
ears.
Clemence
The
just
sounding
of
'
bell's
For
a
deep
vibrations
an
went
to
my
heart.
quarter
on
"
hour
the
pathetic appeal
remember the of voice
! I
went
am
Geneva, Geneva,
"
Clemence
am
of Church
serve
Country.
and
be
at
People
peace
Geneva,
'
together.
*
law
to
bring about
separation
Great of the
between
was
Church
on
and
bay It
State, adopted
Bubmitted
was
by
the
a
the
vote
Council,
Gencvese
this
to
people.
rejected by
large majority
(9306 against
4044). -[8.1
298
Seven
has been
amiel's
journal.
0^ clock
in
the
evening.
Now
a
"
Clemence
the she
last has
half-hour
stopped,
when
silence which
has
terrible
upon
return
ness, seriousa
like that
it is
weighs
for
the
crowd
of the
tence. sen-
waiting
the
judge
and
and The
delivery of
of the
in the
the
death
fate is
now
Genevese
church
country
voting box.
Eleven
0'' clock
the
in
the
evening.
The
along
carried
vote.
whole
more
line.
than
little
At my
friend of
them
aU
full
excitement, gratitude,
joy.
5fA which
mass
July
have
1880. still
a
"
There
are
some
words with
the
magical
:
virtue
of the
people
those
of
State, Republic,
I thirk. Country, Nation, Flag, and even, Church. Our scepticaland mocking culture tion, knows nothing of the emotion, the exaltathese words the delirium, which The awaken in simple people. biases of idea how the have the world no popular vibrates these mind to appeals, by which
they themselves
are
It is their
punishment;
it
is
infirmity.
amiel's
journal.
299
and
Their
temper
live
is
satirical
and
separatist ;
time of
they
in isolation
sterility.
the
I feel Rousseau
again
what
I felt at
; my
the
centenary
are
ination imagthose
chilled
and
who with I
Pharisaical
too
people
to
themselves
good
At
the
associate
same
time,
suffer
a
an
ward in-
contradiction,
repugnance
"
from
an
sesthetic
every
towards repugnance
vulgarity
towards
of
kind,
barrenness
and
of heart. So
that
personally
of
the
on
am
only attracted
and nence, emiis
by
the
individuals while
cultivation hand
other
to
nothing
sweeter
to
me
than
with
feel
in
the
masses.
the
extremes,
from
and
it is this
each
of them.
as
Our
everyday
life,split up opposed
it is
into
opinions,
and
and
by perpetual disorder
sion, discus-
hateful to me. painful and almost A thousand things irritate and provoke me. where. elsethe But be same perhaps it would Very likelyit is the inevitable way the of world which the displeases me
"
300
amiel's
of
or
journal.
sight
accuse.
what
succeeds,
of
to
of
what
men excuse
prove apor
blame,
I
what
they
to
need
and
admire,
in
feel
myself
my
in
sympathy
tendencies
harmony
march
around
to
with
neighbour,
the
with
the
of
things,
me, up
of those
I have
and
the
to
always
of it.
I
had
give
hope
avoid
take
But
refuge
solitude
in
retreat,
discord.
is
only
pis-aller.
weather.
6th
The I went
our
three
was
ladies
an
to
the
Plainpalais.
and the
I
was
There
immense
struck
The
with festival
bright look
up
a
faces.
with calm
traditional
fireworks,
Here
we as
starry sky.
the
in.
Republic
For
a
indeed,
whole
thought
this
week
people
like
the
has
been
out-ofon
Athenians
the
Wednesday
have
lectures
one
and
public meetings
followed
; at
another there
are
intermission
home
read ; to be pamphlets and the newspapers while speech-making goes on at the clubs. On Sunday, plebiscite; Monday, public pro"
The the
prize-giving
occasion of
a
at
the
College
of
Geneva
is
made
national
festival.
amiel's
journal.
301
cession, service at St. Pierie, speeclies on adults. for the day, Tuestlie Molard, festival the college fete-day. the Wednesday, fete-day
Geneva of the is
a a
primary
cauldron
schools.
always
which
the had
at
boilingfires
are
point,
never one
furnace
of
Vulcan
is
more one
than of
certainly
the been
those number
out.
on
which
gi-eatest
projects
one
have
hammered
the
When all
causes
thinks
been
a
that
at
martyrs
of
have
work
here, the
the
truest
mystery
is
explained
is that
little ; but
"
explanation
Geneva
on
Geneva,
republican,
and
prising enter-
protestant, democratic,
"
learned,
solution Reformation
has
for centuries
of
depended
her she
own
herself
alone
for the
the
Since
on
has
a
always
in her It
the
alert, marching
and
to
see a
with in she
left hand
me mere
sword
that
her
right.
not
pleases
a
has
yet
that
become
she
and
is
herself.
Those
at
they do
at
New
are
anything, still capable of deciding for who to as her, 'Do say York, at Paris, at Rome,
copy
of
Berlin,'
her
still in would
waste
the
minority.
her breath up
The and
upon
doctrinaires
who
split
their
snare
destroy
her.
unity
divines
She
the
laid
for
her
302
and
turns
amiel's
journal.
away.
that
I like which
this
proof
A
of
a
Only
reason
is
original has
comes
for word
existence.
of
country
which
the
command
more
from
elsewhere This
is
nothing
our
than and
province.
Ultraof
is what
never
Jacobins
will
our
montanes
them
understand and
Neither
of
ernment, self-govhave
state
neither
any
and
idea
an
of the
historical
Our hollow
an
are
ruined which
upon
are so
by the
have
art
cosmopolitan
disastrous modern dissolve
No
a one
formulae effect
isms
equally
which
and
many
letters. acids
The
everything
achieves
a
concrete.
nor even
decent
piece of
or
has
even
less virtue
it is the of
a are even
of of
other
isms, for
the isms of the
are
abstraction shadow.
not
negation,
shadow
The fruitful
various
present
principles : they
formulae.
hardly
are some
tory explananames
They
rather
of in geration. exag-
express
element
abusive
dangerous Examples
:
and
radicalism.
What
is
AMIEL^S
JOURNAL.
303
most
perfect
among
bilious vous. nernor nor term] A normal republic contains opposing parties and points of view, but it contains
medical
them,
in
as
it were,
All
in
state
of
are
combination.
a
the
colours
red
ray
a
of
light,while
alone
contain
sixth
part of the
It is
on
perfect ray.
years
8th I read my
1842
July
1880.
"
thirty
since which
was
Waagen's
that
I
was
book is
now
Museums,
in
friend
I
was
wild
in
1845
;
that
studying
I became the
true to
same
philosophy
as
in 1850
may
none
that be
professor of aesthetics.
age when
a
I
a
am
; it is
the
less become
that
me
particular
stage has
he is of distance
I
matter
just arriving
and
to
at
it.
This
history, impression
strange
one.
of
remoteness
is
my
begin
realise and
that
memory my
is
great catacomb,
that
is
below
actual
standing-ground
of historical
Is the
there
layer
after
layer
of
ashes.
mind
life of of of
something
like that
?
great
trees
immemorial consciousness
growth
Is the
living'ayer
superimposed
304
amiel's
journal.
of
is too is
dead
much
layers ?
to
Dead but
say,
still,
To
a
memory
as
slack
it had
the
never
past
becomes been.
though
that
we
did
but
a
know
once
is not
sign of possession
like
no no
; it is
the
number
of
an
which
a
Ls
longer on longer to
is the
of
volume
found frame
its shelf.
of
a
My
mind vanished
empty
is all
thousand
images.
Sharpened culture,
but
by incessant
it has
training, it
retained
hardly anything in its meshes. It matter, and is only form. knowledge ; it has become etherealised, algebraicised.
it
as
It is without
no
longer
has
has is
method.
Life
It
death
treats
other
a
prepared
Since
I have been
it for
the
to
age
of
at
onwards
with the upon press sup-
able
man
look
things
able the
eyes
"
of
blind
recently operated
I have been of
to
that
in
is to
say,
myself
I find from
the
results
to
long
cation edu;
of and
as now
sight, and
abolish
though
world
other anas
; all is
to
me
it were,
; I
outside
am
my
body
and
ality individucut
depersonalised, detached,
amiel's
journal.
305
No.
adrift.
means
"
Is this
the
madness
Madness
one's thus
impossibility of recovering
after
among Dante
normal
balance
truant
the alien
to
has of
played
and Madness and that
being,
worlds.
followed
means
self-control.
my
to
me
mental
transformations
but
time
I do
not
hide
from
myself
of
that
such
experiences
because
weaken
the hold
as
common
sense,
they
and
act
solvents
I
of all
can
personal interests
them
men,
only defend life of by returning to the common and by bracing and fortifyingthe will.
July 1880.
written de ?
14th of
have
"
"What
is the book
which,
soonest
all Genevese
that
of
Madame de Stael's
Necker V
Saussure,
To
Madame
Allemagne.
is
Genevese,
most
moral
losophy phiand
still the of
congenial
Intellectual ill.
remunerative
is what
studies. suits
us
ousness seri-
least
History,
jects. sub-
politics, economical
science,
"
education,
our
practical philosophy
We
these
are
have
everything
to
lose
in the
3o6
attempt
amiel's
journal.
to make
ourselves
:
mere
Frenchified
copies
of the
Parisians
water
by
so
doing
Seine.
we
are
merely carrying
criticism
to
the
pendent Indeat
is
perhaps
Geneva
own
easier
Geneva
remain
than
at
Paris, and
to
faithful
as
her with
which,
one
compared
freedom
on
that
of greater
from the
one on
the
taste
and
fashion of
hand, and
the other
tyranny
Catholicism
be
to to La
ruling opinion
or
of
Jacobinism. Nation
role what is to the
Geneva
should
was
Grande
Diogenes
represent
the
Alexander
; her
dependen in-
thought and
is not
the
free
speech
does role
not
which
dazzled
by prestige, and
It is true
blink
an grateful un-
truth. one,
that
the
is
that
it lends
"
itself to
but what
sarcasm
and
misrepresentation
July
walk back
with 1880. in the
matter
28fA had
come a
"
This
afternoon
and have
I have
sunshine,
in
a
just
Rhone
rejoicing
nature.
renewed
of
ion commun-
The the
murmur
waters
the
and
the
Arve,
of
the
the
river, the
brilliancy of the
foliage,the play of the leaves, the splendour of the of the July sunlight, the rich fertility the lucidity of the distant mountains, fields, the of the the whiteness glaciers under
AMIEL'S
JOITRNAL.
307
azure
foam
masses
serenity of the sky, the sparkle and of the mingling rivers, the leafy
of
the La
Batie
woods
"
aU
to
and
me
It seemed
though
to
me.
the
I I
was
years
was
of
strength had
with and
on
come
sations. sen-
back
overwhelmed
surprised
life carried
caress me
grateful.
its breast
my
vast
The
the
universal summer's
more
went
to
heart.
zons, hori-
Once
my
eyes
beheld
the
soaring peaks, the blue lakes, the winding valleys,and all the free outlets of old days. And no painful yet there was of longing. The left upon sense scene indefinable me an impression, which was neither hope, nor desire, nor regret, but rather of emotion, of passionate sense a and anxImpulse, mingled with admiration iety.
I
am
the
conscious
at
once
of
I
joy
see
and the
of
; I gauge
a
my
am
own
wealth
I
am
and
poverty
my inner
it is
in
word,
is
one
and
not,
"
state
one
of
contradiction, because
The
of transition.
ambiguity
nature,
of
it is characteristic
cause ambiguous, beit is flesh becoming spirit, space changing into thought, the Finite looking the dimly out upon Infinite,intelligence working its way through love and pain.
of
human
which
is
3o8
Man
the
amiel's
journal.
is the
at
sensorium wliich
commune
of
are
nature,
changed. interthe
once
point
all
values
Mind
is the
the
plastic medium,
of all ;
at
principle, and
material and
result
laboratory, product
which but
and
law
is,that
all.
does, that
mind is in consciousness
to
which
knows.
tains con"
is not
mind,
all,and
of
It is the
being
that
If
is,Being raised
universe mind
the second
is
power.
"
the
subsists, it
loves
to
because
own
the
tent, con-
Eternal
perceive its
and
expansion
"
preparation.
allows
themselves
Not
God
is
an
egotist.
of
suns
myriads
myriads
shadow
to
to
disport
life
; He
grants
in
and
consciousness who
;
so
innumerable
multitudes
of creatures and
in
thus and
to
participate
all these His
being
nature
animated
monads
multiply,
speak,
4t/i
divinity.
1880. I have read
de
a
August
of It is the
one
"
few
numbers
Feuille of those
Centrale
Zofingnew
en.*
perpetual
thinks
ginnings be-
of
*
youth
a
which
Btudents'
of
it is profrom
meets
The
journal of
cantons
society, drawn
which
the every
different year
Switzerland,
of
in the
little town
Zofingen.
amiel's
journal.
309
it is only ducing something fresh when repeating the old. is governed Nature the by continuity continuity of repetition ; it is like an oftthe told of tale, or recurring burthen a
"
song.
The
rose-trees
are
never
tired
of
rose-bearing,
young
hearts the
the of
birds
of
or
nest-building,
young voices
which of
loving,
singing
have thousand
thoughts
their
and
feelings
a
served
predecessors
Profound
"
hundred
ony monot-
times
before.
in universal
movement,
furnished All tends
is
there
the
is the
simplest
of
the every
formula
by
are
world. existence
circles
to
trace
its circle. be
How, By
then, by
fastidium
eyes
to
to
avoided
shutting
our
the
general
formity, uni-
the laying stress upon differences which exist, and then by What to enjoy repetition. to the is perennially is old and worn-out heart and fresh to the ; curiosity is but
love
is
never
tired.
The is
natural
work.
the
do
may
is
weary
at
others,
useful
but
to
personal
author.
life is
even
effort Where
sure
least
one
every
to possess
works, the
charm
and
savour,
same
though
it repeat
for
ever
the
3IO
song, the
and
AMIEL'S
JOURNAL.
same
the is
same
dices, prejuman
every
his
turn,'
; when
the is
motto
of
mortal
beings.
are
If wliat
new are
they do they
think
they
inventing.
transmit.
received, and
!
they
sempre
2ith love
the
August
beautiful
more
1880.
more
"
As
years the
go
on
the smooth
sublime,
the
than
more
rough,
the
calm
nobility of
of the
Plato
fierce holiness
The
hement ve-
world's
Jeremiahs.
is to
me
barbarian
the for mild the
the
inferior
of is
and
playful
for
a
My
which of the
taste
well-balanced
heart
"
the
wellis not
trained
harsh
liberty
that
and
newly
perament tem-
enfranchised
lovable.
me
The
is that
to
in which
one
virtue
leads
and
naturally
another.
All
exclusive
but
so
many
29th
it to my
go
back
to
my
interrupted habits
grown several
in
have
months
older,
amiel's
journal.
311
affection of
not the
^"hat
those
to
see
is around
it ; The
easy
me
to
see.
The them
makes
the
pretend
tells
but
looking-glass
not
truth.
the
fact
does
take
away
from
one
pleasure
to
of convalescence
; but
still
hears
seems
in it the
halts
The me,
and
most
destiny, and death be nearing rapidly, in spite of the which truces are granted one.
of
"
shuttle
beautiful
be that
existence, it
of
a
seems
to
would
river
which
should
not
waterfalls
then in
rising, and
should
its
of rich form succession a widening course a lake equally valleys, and in each of them but diversely beautiful, to end, after the
plains
seek
of
age
were
past, in the
and few there
! What
ocean
where
comes
is weary
rest.
heavy-laden
are
to
How
of
these
use
full,fruitful,gentle lives
of
is the
?
own
wishing
and
one
for
harder
or
regretting
to
see
them
It
is
wiser
the
in
one's
lot
say
to
best
could after
us a
have all
coat
had, and
the
to
to
oneself
cannot
that
cleverest
more
tailor
make
our
fit us
clv)sely
than
*
skin.
du
Le
vrai
nom
bonheur
est
le contentement.'
The
. . .
essential his
thing for
Fate
every
one
is
to
accept
destiny.
has
deceived
312
you ; you
amiel's
have
no
journal.
sometimes
more
grumbled
at your ; go
lot ; well,
to
mutual
reproaches
sleep
SOth
August
of
a
(Two
and
o'clock)."
distant
;
Unm-
blings
The
thunder.
the
sky
is gray
of the
rainless
show
sharp
to
little cries
fear
a
birds
agitation and
one
might
or a
imagine
it the
prelude
symphony
Quel eclair
te
catastrophe.
6
men coeur
'
traverse,
soucieux
'"
the
mediate im-
; there ; and
is
even
more
movement
than
are,
"
usual it were,
yet
all
these
noises
as
held
silence
in
soft, positive
they week,
cannot
disguise
the
"
akin
to
that the
which,
in every
town,
vague
day
of
replaces
murmur
of the
an
labouring hive.
is
Such
silence
is extraordinary. There something expectant, contemplative, almost which there anxious in it. Are days on of Job little breath the produces more
at
such
hour
'
'
effect
than
on
tempest
the distant
concert
on
which
dull
bling rum-
horizon of
at
is
enough
the
to
suspend
of
a
the
voices, like
the fall of
ing roar-
desert
lion
night ?
amiel's
journal.
313
It
seems
^th
that
am
September
the
more
1880.
"
to
me
with
decline
of
my
active
becoming
is
purely spirit ;
to
me.
growing transparent
the
the
sense
types,
of
foundation
of
beings,
the
All
all
for
to
me
texts
to
be
generalised
to
into Life
laws,
is
to
be
reduced
to
ideas.
only
document
be
interpreted,matter
is the
to be
spiritualised. Every
of
to
Such
he
life of
the
thinker. and
to
more
day
strips himself
If he that he
more
ality. person-
consents
act
and
feel, it
; if
is
may
the he
better may
to
under-stand know
him
so
he is. and
wills, it
he
is that
what
to
will
Although
knows
he
it is sweet
be
loved,
yet
the its be than of
nothing
seems
else
sweet,
to
there occasion
also of
to
himself
rather
the
phenomenon
the remains his
end.
and does
He
contemplates
for
even
spectacle
a
love,
He
; he
love
not
him
spectacle.
his
own
believe
body
it
feels
the
"
vital
whirlwind
to
passing
as
through
for
a
him,
cosmic
lent
him,
that He
were,
moment,
in order
he
is
may
a
perceive
mere
the
vibrations.
; he
thinking
of
subject
he
retains
to
only
the the
form
things ;
pos-
attributes
himself
material
314
session of
amiel's
journal.
nothing
life but him
whatsoever wisdom.
he
asks
nothing from
of mind that
He
This
temper
to
malies
incompreliensible
all
loves is
cannot
manes
resembles
or
man,
as
the
Achilles the
the
shade
of
Creusa
resembled I
am a
living. Without
Other dream
men are
having died,
dreams
to
ghost.
I
am
me,
and
to
them.
Later.
account
"
Consciousness
in of
me
takes
and
no
of the
category
time,
all those
of
not
life
tend
rooms,
do
the self my-
exist
am
still in
I possess
state.
Monad
and
as
Ego, and
I feel into
faculties
themselves which
reabsorbed
have
the
they
of
; all
individualised.
All
the
endowment
speak, repudiated
and of cultivation
; the
is in
way
nulled an-
whole
crystallisation is
the
redisis
solved withdrawn
into
fluid ; within
whole
rainbow
;
quences conse-
the
the
to
dewdrop
return
to
the
cause,
the
bird
to its germ.
amiel's
journal.
315
is
an ticipation an-
This
psychological
of death the grave,
reinvolution
; it
represents
to
the
life
the
beyond
soul
the
return
Scheol,
of ghosts, or fading into the world descending into the region of Die M'utter ; ual it implies the simplification of the individof perv?ho, allowing all the accidents sonality
to
evaporate,
indivisible
exists
henceforward
state
only
in
the
state, the
of
ness. nothingof
not
this
the
true
definition from
is not
mind,
this ?
dissociated
Its in
space
time, just
contained
development,
it
past
future, is contained
in is its
an
is
nothing
is the
This
punctum
saliens. which has
dimensions
acorn
punctum
the
but
oak
that
is to
say,
but in
which
essence,
is
still present in
a
concentration,
contains
?
force
which revival
the
possibilityof
is
To
complete
This
only
be
those indeed
elements
to
in
one
which
to be
eternal, is
:
die, but
to become
not
hilated anni-
it is
simply
virtual
again.
3i6
mh
amiel's
journal.
October
1880 and
so
(Clarens)."A
Nature
so
walk.
was so
Deep
so
feeling beautiful,
the
admiration.
caressing,
poetical,
'
maternal.
The
sunlight,
said
to
the
"
leaves, the
Be of
sky,
This
bells,all
and
nature's
me,
good
one.
strength
is
courage,
poor
season
bruised
;
kindly
and
here
is and and
rest.
Faults
cares
and and
regrets,
the ;
we same
but
one
burden. comfort
with
us
distinctions
all
is
sorrows,
bring
peace,
to
and
the
consolation.
to to
Salvation
weary,
to
tion salva-
the
afflicted,salvation
to
the
sick,
in
sinners,
of
all in
;
to
that
suffer We and
upon
in
are
heart,
the
conscience, and
maketh upon
in His the His
body.
drink rise
tain founGod
blessing
sun
live !
the
just and
unjust. There
; He
is
munificence
a
giftslike
like for
a
number
them
there
is
enough
all ! '
29th which
matter
a
October
man
1880
(Geneva).
may
"
"
The
ideal
professes
appearance
itself be device
only
of his
a or
for
leading mis-
neighbour,
is
The
individual
himself.
to
claim
AMIELS
JOURNAL.
3I7
the
merits
of
the
badge
under
fights ; whereas,
contrary
the
at
it is the
nobler
wearer
the of It
badge,
it. is Such
tion. presumpto
extremely
moral
me or
dangerous
pride
on
any Tell
what
and how
is ?
I will
are we
tell you
to
not.
know all
"
what
First
of
too
by his
acts
something
Soul
which
by
elective
both
beyond
actions.
intuition.
The liable is
no
criterion
to
error
is
; but
first
safer
of the
one,
and
next,
judgment
of
the
on on
is in
proportion
to
the
moral
culture
authority
nobleness
ness.
We
we
only tnily
have lost
have,
for
or
ample, ex-
what
and
regret,
as,
childish
or
stainless
honour.
and and
best
next
judge, then,
to
is Infinite
Goodness,
sinner
or
it,the
regenerated
the
saint,
31 8
the
man
amiel's
tried
the
journal.
by
the
experience
in
we
or us
the
sagt?.
Naturally,
finer and
touchstone
becomes
truer
better
are.
Sd has
me no
November the
1880.
I have
one.
"
What read
impression
made
upon
story
A
just
The
mixed
out
pleasm-e
is
one
of
is amused. mood
Why
of
Because
the
author's
incessant
irony and
tradition of
wit lias
flage. persibeen
The his
Voltairean
a
guide
"
great deal
and
satire,
feeling, no simplicity. It is a combination of qualities which nently emiserves well for satire, for journalism, and of all kinds, but which is for paper warfare
very much less
for
little
suitable cleverness
to
the
novel
or
short
the
story,
novel
is not
the
poetry, and
of
The
is still within
on
domain
poetry,
comfort dis-
altliough
the
frontier. in
one
vague
by these epigrammatic fusion productions is due probably to a conof kinds. Ambiguity of style keeps
one
aroused
in
perpetual
;
we
state
of
tension
and
ought not to be left in the doubt whether rious, speaker is jesting or seMoreover, banter mocking or tender. will be. I think, and never is not humour, culty indeed, that the professionalwit finds a diffiof in being genuinely comic, for want
self-defence
amiel's
journal.
319
disinterested
and but
wholesomer,
it is
little
more
casm sarkindly. The reason why continuous repels us is that it lacks two things and seriousness. Sarcasm humanity self implies pride, since it means putting oneand above others, levity, because conscience is allowed voice in controlling no it. In short, we read satirical books, but in we only love and cling to the books
" "
which
there
is heart.
22d
to
November
met
1880.
overcome man
"
How
?
is ill-nature
be
:
and
a
when
knows
he
out
be ?
to
angry
No do
with
doubt
so,
amiable
is
on
of their
all
them side.
still,
and if
after
we
are
are,
of ourselves, thinking too much it is only an opinion to be modified ; the us incivilityof our neighbour leaves what before. Above we were all,by pardon there of not is only one : hating way do us those who and that is by doing wrong, them good ; anger is best conquered by kindness. Such a victory over feeling may
we
have
been
320
not us,
amiel's
indeed
but
journal.
affect
a
those
who
have
of
wronged
pline. self-discion
it is It
valuable
to
piece
be
is
vulgar
;
we
angry
one's
own
account
ought
extracted
a we
only
from
to
be
angry
for dart
great
can
causes.
Besides,
of do
the
poisoned
the
only
balm
be
wound
by
the
silent
and
thoughtful malignity
charity.
embitter
"
Wliy
us
let human
why
should
"
ingratitude, jealousy
? is There us perfidy even enrage end to no recriminations, complaints, or simplest plan is to blot reprisals. The ness, bitterAnger, everything out. rancour,
trouble
of that he he
the
soul.
Every
there
to
man
is
one
"
penser dis-
justice ;
himself
be
but
is
is not
bound
is
punish
victim.
which wrong
the
is to
healed,
not
avenged.
Fire
purifies all.
'Mon ftme par fume
est
comme un
feu
qui
devore
et
Ce
qu'on jette
December
pour
le ternir.'
21th
have
1880.
"
In
an
article
just
with
read,
Biedermann
too
reproaches
with The
Strauss
being
having object
should
broken
to
with
be
pursued,
freeing
of
him,
the
be
the
religion from
amiel's
journal,
321
the the
mythological
of another dualism
of of
to
element, and
of view
"
substitution
point
for
antiquated
other the
view
point world,
arises
produced by
It has
of divine
sonship.
:
is true
not
a
another
question
itself
from
interventions from
the
its of
supernatural,
savour
and
mystery,
For the
lost
sake
and
its
cacy? effi-
satisfyinga thinking
is it wise
to
and
instructed the
?
public,
of
A has
influence
Answer. Truth
the
is still
the
claim.
It is
world
vice of
to accommodate
verscL.
itself to
truth,
the much
olutionises rev-
Copernicus
Middle The
upset
"
astronomy
the
worse
the
Ages,
Eternal
"
so
for it ! modern
Gospel
what
churches
become
ter mat-
When have
no
symbols
further
a we
transparent,
We
phor meta-
they
see
in
them
poem, believe
; but
longer.
is
Yes,
but
still
certain
esotericism
inevitable, since
culture
and critical,scientific, is
new
osophica phil-
only
faith
attainable
must
by
have
its
At
present
the
effect
it pro-
322
duces
on one
amiel's
journal.
pious souls
; it has
a
is
more
or
less profane
disrespectful, incredulous,
it
seems
frivolous from
look,
and
to
free
cost
man
traditional
dogma
at
the
of
ousness seri-
of conscience.
of
How
are
ness sensitive-
of sin, the desire feeling,the sense for pardon, the thirst for holiness, to be the errors which preserved among us, when
have food served them
so
long
? the
for
support
and
have
been
eliminated is it not
Is not
illusion
indispensable ?
of education ? the
divine
process
Perhaps
distinction
between
best
way
is to
and
draw
deep
mind may still
between belief
opinion
and
different
belief,and
The
science.
which allow
remain
discerns itself
these
imagination and
the
within
lines of progress.
28th
modes
December
of
1880.
"
There
we
are
two
:
know
the
from
ourselves,
and
friends
those
are us
enemies,
who
distinguishes
us,
serve
"
antipathetic to
can
those
or
who harm
indifferent,those
; the
men own
second
ested is disinterto
it classes
according
their
intrinsic
value, their
from
or we
apart
have for us,
the
for them.
amiel's
journal.
323
second
men
My
the
tendency
I
is to
the
kind less
of
classification.
appreciate
by
to me special affection which they show than I by their personal excellence, and It confuse cannot esteem. gratitude with the ings feelis a happy thing for us when two be combined can nothing is more ; and
painful
can
than
to
owe
gratitude
nor
where
yet
in
we
feel neither
I
am
respect
confidence.
to
not
very
willing
the
believe The
permanence of
a
of accidental
states.
egotist, the
the
an
the
of
barren
nature,
piety of
excitable
"
dull
heart,
touch
the
self-love, interest
nay,
even me
the with
object
very them
of
them,
but
they inspire
I foresee
little confidence.
too
the
end
of
to
tends
disappear
the
rule.
I
All
am
privilege is temporary,
less flattered
the A than anxious
and
besides,
when
I find
self my-
may of
be
ered cov-
by
to
alluvial
"
deposits
the
culture
sure
and
to
worn
acquisition,
come
none
less
is it
the
surface
when
years and
have
away
all that
is accessory
adven-
324
titious.
I
amiel's
journai,.
admit crises
indeed which
but
the
possibility of
tionise revolureckon
a on
great
moral the
sometimes
not
"
soul,
is
a
I dare
them.
It
possibility
not
bility. proba-
friends must we choosing one's whose qualities are inborn, and virtues of
of
temperament.
To
on on
lay
foundations added
soil ;
we are
friendship
is
to
rowed boran
virtues
run
buUd risks
we
artificial
too
by
charm
it.
Exceptions
above
our
snares, them
ought
all to distrust
they
a
vanity.
a
To
catch
and all
fix
fickle heart
; and
a
is
man
task finds
of
which
tempts
and
to
women
something
the
tears
tenderness
power
has
woman.
had
from this
proud
are on
But
attractions of
kind
deceptive.
worship
of
Affinity
the
to
same
founded
perfect in
the
proportion
is that
perfectness of soul, is
is worth ennobles
only
love
True
heart, and
sanctifies love
must
existence.
be and
And
the
being
we
rious myste-
and
as a
sphinx-like,
;
so
but
clear
limpid
and
diamond may
that
admiration
attachment
grow
with
knowledge.
amiel's
journal.
325
thing. It resembles it is precisely love's contrary. Instead of of the wishing for the welfare of object loved, it desires the dependence that its own umph. triobject upon itself,and Love is the f orgetfulness of self ; of jealousy is the most passionate form egotism, the glorification of a despotic, neither can exacting, and vain ego, which itself. The contrast forget nor suboi'dinate is perfect. Jealousy love, only
is
a
terrible
Aiisterity accompaniment
And when
as
in
women
is
rare
sometimes of
the
of
is
a so
power
loving.
is
it
their
attachment
strong
as
death
;
; their
as fidelity are
resisting
for tion devolove
the
diamond athirst
they
for
hungry
a
and
a
sacrifice.
Their
is
piety, their
tenderness energy
of
love
sanctity of duty.
the
To
spectator
a
over
the fifty,
that
world
is new, old
tainly cer-
presents
a
good deal
which
is
great deal
up
"
more mere
only the
and
plagiarism
of the
a
tion, modificaAlmost
a
rather
than
amelioration. copy,
reflection is
as
perfect being
326
rare now
amiel's
journal.
as
he
ever
was.
reason
Let
us
not
plain com-
of it ; it is the
why
the
world
; that
lasts.
is
Humanity
improves but
on.
slowly
of Siva
away
why
Is
history
not
goes
progress
the
to
goad
bum of
It
; it
the
the
torch
itself death.
approach
Societies
change rapidly only reach their final who the Children sooner. catastrophe reach too are precocious never maturity. of life,not be the aroma Progress should
its substance.
Man
is
passion
works
which
an
play,
thus
which
the of
organs
which
seem
to
be
in
intelligence,are in reality only the For all the moner comagents of passion. of being, determinism is true : sorts inward liberty exists only as an exception
and
even as
service
the who
result
has
of tasted
self- conquest.
And free
True
he
liberty is only
moments. state
intermittently
and is not
a
by
and far
as
liberty,then,
is not We
are an
continuous
it
indefeasible free
invariable
we
our
only
our
so
of ourselves,
pretexts,
We
are
"
temperament.
and the
freed that
critical
spirit
say,
by
amiel's
detachment So
that
we
journal.
327
of
are we our
freedom
soul, by
shaking
but
off
The
soul
is
caged,
it has
power
flutter
within
its cage.
Material invisible
results activities.
the
are
but The
the
tardy sign
has
of
bullet of the
long
reached
before
us.
noise
report
of
The
decisive in the
events
world
take
place
is the the
intellect.
Sorrow realities
most
tremendous
of but
manner
all the
in
sensible
sorrow
world,
after
the
transfiguration of
of the Christ is
a more
beautiful
solution of sorrow,
of
problem
the
than
the of
extirpation
after
method
^akyamouni.
giving birth a higher mode
humanised
:
Life the
The
should
be
to
the
soul,
development
animal made
must
of
be
of
reality.
flesh must
be
be
transmuted
reason,
intellect
and
conscience,
as
into torch
The
must
justice, and
into
generosity,
life and
nature
the
is transmuted
warmth.
of
man
heavenly
beauty alchemy
and is
nobleness.
This
what
justifies our
328
presence and
our on
amiel's
journal.
the
earth:
it is
our
mission
glory.
To of
renounce
happiness
put
this The conscience
and
in
think the
duty, feeling ;
its but the
to
"
only place of
voluntary
natural
self
nobility.
better
submits.
is be
a
hope
of do
for
world
must
sign
to
sickly
without
able
consists world
in
such
what
dependen init
think If
will
not
of
us,
us
it is its
the
own
affair. is
it will
lawfully ours until after our or perhaps not at all, it is but its right. It is our acting within business to behave as though our country were were grateful, as though the world sighted, clearequitable, as though opinion were as though life were just,as though men were good. give
place death,
which
Death and
become
matter act.
of
sent, con-
moral
The
animal
to
expires
author
surrenders soul.
his
soul
the
of the
[With
mouth
of
the
year
1881,
we
beginning
enter
with
the
the
January,
upon
last
AMIEL^S
JOURNAL.
329
period
never
of
to
Amiel's
attend
to
illness. his
his
we
from
the
up
the
towards
the and
disease,
which
proofs
interest weeks
kindliness
of
he
received.
After
of him. it
was
extreme
His
on
dated
that
the he
of
to
May
the
"
without
struggle,
he
from
which
suffered.
complicated S.]
6th
more
January
than
pro
1881.
"
I think
I fear
shame
death.
Tacitus
said
Omnia
serviliter is
dominatione.
My
Even
tendency
when
just
should
the
contrary.
find
it
to
me.
is
voluntary, dependence
I blush
to
is
burden
myself
to
determined
or
by
interest, submitting
slave is of
constraint,
will whatever.
any
slavery,
makes
or some
self-love
ing, degradI
utilitarianism which
meanness.
detest
ambition of
be
you
one
"
the
I
liege
desire
something
my
own
to
simply
I I
master.
If
man
had know.
health
should
be
the
a
freest little
Although
perhaps
330
hardness make
Let
me me
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
of
heart
more
would
be
desirable
to
still
exaggerate
My
any
liberty
hold become foolish
is
over
only
me,
negative.
but
to
many me,
things
and
the if I limits
impossible
as
were
to
wish
soon care
for
them,
of my
liberty
I
to
not
become
not
to
apparent.
wish dwell for
on
Therefore and
them,
my
thoughts
what my I
am
them. in I
I this
only
way
even
desire I
to
run
able
for, and
no
head
against
of I
wall,
to
cease
be
conscious
me.
the
care
boundaries
wish that
which for
rather
not
enclose less
even
take
my
than be
is in reminded
power,
I may in
of
the
obstacles the
my
way.
is
safeguard
if
who has
of
we
dignity.
would
not
strip ourselves,
He
stripped.
life may
can
freely
in the from
given
face: him
?
up what Do
"
look
it
death
away and
more
take
away there
desire
the secret
practise
method
the
charity
of
whole of
Buddha,
It is
the
...
whole
great
Deliverance.
snowing,
So that I I But
and
my
chest
Nature
on
is troublesome.
God.
do
and
human
on
price caon.
; this
is the
be
insisted
amiel's
journal.
331
make
may eartli-
It
is true and
me
that
my
chemist
me,
may
blunder reduce
poison
my
banker
to
quake
of
may
redress.
is
a
hope
fore, there-
pure
do
possess
the
relative
independence
into
of
stoic
who and
withdraws
the
of his
will,
shuts
the
gates behind
Dieu,
de
him.
n'avoir
'Jurons,
maitre.
excepte
point
de
This still.
oath
of old
Geneva
remains
my
motto
IQth troubled
January
1881.
"
To
let
oneself
be
ingratitude, the
a
indifference, of others, is
which
to
weakness
It is
to
I
me
am
very
to
much
inclined.
ful painthe
be in
misunderstood, manly
more seems
ill
judged.
and than it
am
wanting
in
to
me
hardihood,
vulnerable
to me,
heart
is
It
ought
that
be.
however,
respect
of
the Is it
I have I
grown
to
tougher
The less
than
in
this
than
world the
or
used troubles
be.
me
malignity
it did.
result
of
effect of age,
proofs
of
spect re-
I have
received
332
These
to
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
proofs inspire
were
me
just what
with
some so
were
ing want-
Otherwise
in my
own
I should
have
nullity and
efforts.
in the
insignificance
is necessary
of for and
all
the
my
Success
is
a
timid, praise
a
moral
stimulus,
We
as we our
admiration
we
strengthening elixir.
but
as
think
are
know
ourselves,
our
long
ignorant of
in
comparative
assessment,
value,
we
place
know
act
the
social
well
do
are
not to
ourselves
with
enough.
must count
If
we
effect, we
our
for
must
thing some-
fellow-men
of
some our
we
feel
and be
possessed
them,
so
weight
effort may
that
to the
rightlyproportioned
has
to
resistance
as we
which
be
we
overcome. are
As without
;
a we
long
do
despise by
which
our
opinion
to
measure
standard
not
ourselves
power. I
know
relative
too
have
despised
been
two
too
opinion
tive sensihave pathy, sym-
much,
to
while
yet I have
cost
me
faults
for my
to
equity,
for
but
or
forbade
any dress adI
me
to
or
ask
them,
to
calculation think
I have I
obtain
wrong been my
do
not
been have
altogether,
in
for with
all
my
through
best
harmonj-^
of
self,but
want
adapta-
AMIEL
JOUKXAL.
333
to
no
me am
out,
at
purpose. my
peace
within, but
is over, my life is
my
near
strength is running
its end. rien
out,
and
'
II n'est
plus temps
pour
excepte
pour
mourir.'
is
why
I can
look
at
it all
historically. night,
been
dows winfeet the
January
this
"
1881.
"
tolerable
morning
Beautiful
with I
the
cough
weather,
With
has
the my
frightful.
ablaze
on
sunshine. have
the
fender
just
finished
newspaper.
At
this
to
moment
me
I feel
that my
sense no
well, and
doom
of
it
seems
strange
near.
should
be
so
Life This
has
no
death. mechanical
is
why,
instinctive
up
springing
reason,
afresh
in
us,
on
troubling
the and
and
All
casting doubt
the
verdict
of
science.
life is tenacious
ent. persistis
It is like
at
parrot
when
in the
fable, who,
the
very
moment
its neck
being
"
wrung,
still repeats
'
with
rien.'
at
The
matter
its worst,
not
but
protests.
It
will
be-
334
lieve in the
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
evil till it
comes.
Ought
It is itself
one
to
regret
will death
an
it ?
Probably
life should
is
not.
Nature's
that
;
defend love
against
taken God
hope
its
only the
Who
a
of
life ; it is
religion has
knows ?
under
may
are
save we
may
sure
work
that the
miracle.
is
no
Besides,
there
remedy
We chances
to
Uncertainty
reckon
our
is
refuge
among
of
the
hope.
the
doubtful Mortal
How Even be with
in
favour.
frailtyclings
angry
all with
every
so
support.
it for aids
doing?
possible
and
it
hardly
The
ever
escapes
desolation
distress.
supreme
to
see
solution in
so
is, and
the
be,
necessity
to
God,
our
and
cross
submit
as
ourselves
an
bear the
bravely,
of
human the
offering
The
Arbiter
destiny.
order
soldier
him
:
does
not
dispute
dies
to
given
use
he
he
obeys and
waited
where
without
murmuring.
the
of his be ? submission
If
understand would
to
me
fice, sacri-
his
It occurred
we even
this
other's
morning
how
little
;
know those
of
each
nearest
physical
dearest
to
troubles
us
and
know
nothing
of
of
our
conversations There
are
with
the
King
which
Terrors.
no
thoughts
are
brook
confidant
; there
griefs which
AMIKL
JOURNAL.
335
for
We
cannot
even
be bids
we
shared.
us
Consideration them.
we
others
dream
we
conceal
alone,
there
our
suffer last
alone,
to
die
alone,
alone. from
wliat
habit inBut
the is
resting-place
prevent
And becomes
us so
nothing
to
opening
was an
solitude
God.
austere
monologue
becomes and
dialogue,
tance reluc-
into
peace,
passes defeat
is lost in the
'
sense
liberty.
science
Vouloir
ce
que
nous
Dieu
met
est
la seule
Qui
None of
us
repos.'
the
as
can as
escape
soon
play
of
contrary
has
once
impulse
; but
the
soul
recognised
itself
the
order
of
things, and
all is well.
mitted sub-
thereto, then
mourant
'
Comme
en
un
sage
pnissions
erre,
nous
dire
cherche
je
me
Dieu
m'enveloppe.'
A
January
or
1881. hours
"
terrible
night.
face.
three
four and
struggled against
in
me
suffocation
...
looked that
what
death
awaits
the
It is clear
"
is suffocation
asphyxia.
not
I shall
die
by choking.
a
I should
have
chosen
such
death
336
but when
AMIEL'S
is
JOURNAL;
there
no
option,
at
one
must
. . .
ply sim-
once.
noza Spi-
expired
whom
he
in the
sent
presence
of
must
the
doctor
had
for. of
familiarise
myself
some
The his
dying unexpectedly, fine night, strangled by laryngitis. last sigh of a patriarch surrounded by beautiful : kneeling family is more my
with the
idea
fate
;
indeed
but
lacks
beauty, grandeur,
consists
try poe-
stoicism
et sustine.
in renunciation.
Abstine
I
must
remember friends
The
besides
not
that
to
have
faithful them.
; it is better
torment
more one
last
scenes
journey
and all others
is
only made
'
painful by
word
is be
lamentations:
"
worth done
!'
Thy
will, not
The
mine,
to
Leibnitz
servant
was
accompanied
liness loneis not be and tomb
cannot
the
grave of the
by his
The
only.
the
deathbed
and
an
evil.
great
mystery
shared.
The
dialogue between
the
soul
It needs witnesses. no King of Terrors is the livingwho cling to the thought of last knows one greetings. And, after all,no
the
exactly
will
'
what will
is reserved be. We
for have
him. but
to
What say,
be
Amen.'
ith
Fehi'uary
1881.
"
It is
strange
sen-
AMIEL'S
JOURNAt.
337
down
one
sation
"with
never
that the
see
of
laying
oneself
to
rest
thought
the and
morrow.
that
perhaps Yesterday
I
will felt it
is
strongly,
made but
'
yet
the
here
sense
am.
Humility
easy it cuts le
by
away
of excessive
frailty,
all ambition.
et les vastes
Quittez
A
long espoir
of work
pensees.'
"
long piece
from
a man
seems
absurd
one
lives but
When
day
can
to
no
day. longer
look
a
forward
year, he
to
a duced re-
imagination to five years, month, of free activity, when to counting the hours, and
in
"
is
seeing
an
known un-
in
the
coming fate,
"
night
it is
the
threat
he
of
must
plain that
give
he
self, himthe
up
must
politics,and
converse
that
to hold
with
end. of the
Inward
condemned
He
whose
upon
execution the
is
delayed.
radiates
withdraws His
fastnesses
no
of conscience.
spiritualforce
;
longer
in self"
outwardly
Action He upon
it is consumed off
"
study.
have
to
is cut
only contemplation
to
remains.
still writes
those
who
claims
the
him,
but
he
bids
into
to
farewell
himself.
retreats
Like
the
comes
back
die
in
his
338
amiel'8
journal.
form the
is his
consciousness,
which life.
journal, too,
of
a
has As he
been
the
as
companion
he
can
his pen,
inner
as
long
has
a
hold
of
long
echo
as
moment
solitude, this
his with
still claims
to
meditation, still
his
him
his
converse
God.
In
to
there
it is not
is
an
nothing akin
act
self-examination
or a
of
trition, conan me
cry
for
Amen
of heart
submission
!'
thy
Renunciation
difficult
to
me
and
than
acquiescence
to
are
less desire
others, for
wish
not
I
to
nothing.
but
to
I could
on
only
prayer he did be
:
suffer,
himself
to
Jesus
Gethsemane
same
allowed
; let
'
make words
the
us
add
it
the my
.
that
Nevertheless,
"
not
will, but
For
. .
thine,
many
more
done,'
past
to
and
wait.
years
the
me
immanent
than of that
God
has
been
real
and the
to
transcendent
has been
or even
God,
more
religion
me
alien
than
Kant,
of the
Spinoza.
has
come
The
seem
whole
to
me
Semitic
a
dramaturgy
to
The in
apostolic
value and
a
and truth
to
Belief
me
have dis-
become
distinct
with
growing
AMIEl/S
JOURNAL.
339
has
has
tinctness.
a
Religious psychology
and
The
come be-
simple phenomenon,
absolute value.
lost its
fixed of
me
and
apologetics
are
to
convincing
for
than
those
of what
the is
middle
ages,
in
they
"
presuppose
a
really
a
question,
and
to
me
revealed
doctrine,
to
definite
seems
unchangeable
that studies
an
Christianity.
remains
me
It
what
from
all of
my
is
new
mind,
intuition
metamorphosis.
all definite and in
All
particular convictions,
formulas all clear-cut principles, but fixed prejudices, useful ideas, are of the still narrownesses practice, but
The
mind. and
absolute All
in
detail
is
absurd
religious, political, ances, protubersesthetic, or literary parties are of thought. Every misgrowths special belief represents a stiffening and
contradictory.
thickening
Our
ever, howstiffening, in its time and place. which is necessary leaps monad, in its thinking capacity, overof
thought
the of its
own
boundaries historical
of time
and
space
; but
and
in
surroundings
and
to
its individual
action,
and lawful
it
for
current
purposes
of
illusions,
end. It is
puts before
to be
definite
man,
it is needful
also
to
340
be thus
is
a
amiel's
journal.
man,
a
to
be
an
individual.
Our
role
is
double
one.
Only,
to
the
philosopher
the first
specially authorised
the
vast
develop
role, which
majority
of humankind
neglects.
Ith
February
But
me
1881. I have
"
Beautiful
sunshine
to-day.
left in
to
a
notice
presuppose
my
neck and of
is my
weight
the
my the
head,
weight
state.
heart
"
is wearied is
not
with
life ;
this
aesthetic
I have "which
I
been
thinking
have let what wasted. which
over
different
But
things
might
we
written.
is most We
never
generally
ourselves Omnis
speaking
best in
a us
original and
be
reserve comes.
for
future
\Ath
weeks
to
"
Supposing
what
that still
my
main re-
duties
I may
one
to must
that fulfil,
leave
-
all in
order
give
every
his
be
due
justice, prudence,
; the
kindness
must
must
fied satisones.
last memories
be
nor
sweet
Try
who
to
anybody
has
claim
upon
thee
amiel's
journal.
341
15th
February
1881,
up
"
have,
at
very the
luctantly, re-
given
and
sent
my for
the my
lecture
versity, Unimy
doctor. flowers
On which
chimney-piece
has
sent
me.
are
Letters
from
. .
London,
.
Paris,
seem
Lausanne,
me
Neuchatel.
thrown
They
a
to
like wreaths
into
to
grave.
Mentally
friends
whom
I say
farewell
never
all the
distant
I shall
see
again.
A
goes
me
18th
February
That
1881.
"
Misty weather.
emaciation allows
over
is to
but
say, he
the
vulture
some
respite,
The
still hovers
prey. work
possibilityof resuming
seems
my
like
now
dream
the
sense
to
me.
Although
remoteness
just
from
of
so
ghostly
have
life which
often for
is absent,
a
I feel
myself
This
prisoner
vague
good,
hopeless invalid.
because
intermediate
nor
state, which
its sweetness,
is neither
death if it
of
life,has
ation, renunciIt
implies
thought.
and
is
pain, peaceful
with I
tative. mediand
Surrounded with
affection the
stream
books,
as once
float I
down
of
time,
canals, smoothly
Dutch It is
as
though
were
board
the
342
Treckschute.
the
amiel's
journal.
Scarcely
of the hoof the the of
can
one
hear
even
soft
ripple
or
water
furrowed
the
by the
barge,
under
trotting along
these
in
sandy
is not
to
conditions One
has
sure
tastic fanone
it.
still
the
It is like the
manes,
shadows,
inania From
flitting through
regna.
twilight
has
become
Existence
fluid.
the
standpoint
I watch my
of the
complete
passage
dreams,
a
thoughts, and
of fixed
we
It is
mood which
no
contemplation
to
akin
to
that
It
attribute
in
the
Seraphim.
the
takes
interest the
the
individual
self, but
only
of
in the
specimen
monad,
of the
sample
Everything
mind.
is in
examines is either
before
The
Nothing
great
and
state
small.
everything is
its relations
outer
world,
out
once
and
adopts all modes, acceptable to it. In this with the the body, with with other individuals,
fade
of
and
before
will
must
be
brought
into
amiel's
journal.
343
the
sonal pertheism pan-
Are
oscillations the
between between
Spinoza
No, for
of
and
Leibnitz,
one
to
be
it is the
state
which And
as
conscious of
he
the
other.
is
capable
should
ranging
mutilate
the
two
domains, why
?
himself
22d
march
in
of mind
"
astronomy
pause,
but
but
at
no
hurry
same
orbits, cycles,
time
energy,
movement
the
harmony
has
and
yet order
and forth
eveiything
its
own
weight
and and
war
its relative
weight,
Cannot
ours
ceives re-
gives
divine of all
light.
this ?
cosmic Is the
energy
become
against all,the preying of man a higher type of balanced upon man, action ? I shrink from believing it. Some theorists imagine that the phase of selfish brutality is the last phase of all. They be wrong. Justice will prevail, and must justiceis not selfishness. Independence of combined with intellect, goodness of heart,
will be
the
agents
of
result, which
wiU
be
the
compromise
required.
I have
1st March
1881.
"
just been
glanc-
344
amiel's
journai,.
ing
very the hour.
over
the
affairs What
to
a
of Babel
the
world
in
But
the it is of
an
newspaper.
it is !
be
able
the
a sense
to
make
human of
the tour
race
review
one
in
gives
of
ubiquity.
will
newspaper
in the
twentieth
century
be
"
financial
;
"
will
be
parts
of
only
and
need
about
series
and
the
feeling
as
as
of
by
globe
shall
easily as
the
as we
sick
of
man,
count
palpitations
shall hear
the grass
universal
life,
or
just
the
the
growing,
the
sun-spots
become herself.
clashing, and
consciousness Then will be
catch
first
of stirrings
volcanic
disturbances.
; the
Activity
earth
for
will
see
will
her
the
time
to
blush
for
disorders, her
crime energy of
"
hideousness,
to
lier
misery,
at
and and
throw
self her-
last
perseverance When
then ity human-
into
the has
pursuit
cut
its the
justice. wisdom-teeth,
grace
to
perhaps
and itself,
it will
have
reform
amiel's
journal.
345
reduction
The
the of
will the
to
attempt
of the pass
systematic
the
share
world.
state
Weltgeist will
to
of
stinct in-
the
moral
the
War,
hatred,
selfishness, fraud,
will
mere
be
held
to
be
diseases
of
growth.
will be
pretences
of
modern virtues. be
civilisation
Men
races
will be
will
real
will with
friends,
another, and
a
mankind
from
love
invention, and
furnished This
is
at
by
lennium milleast
vulgar
"
stimulant
will it
ever
of
interest. be ? It
an
act
of
piety
to believe
in it.
lith
m6e's
of the
March
letters
1881.
to
"
I have
finished Merimee
me
"
Meridied
'
Panizzi.
torments
disease
et
which
Je
tousse,
whence
j 'etonffe.' Bronchitis
and
asthma,
defective
finally
ing winterwas ried car-
exhaustion.
at
Cannes,
All
useless.
inanition Hie is of
off the
res same
Colomba.
tua
agitur.
colour
The
as
gray,
my
heavy
sky
And
sweetness
thoughts.
its
own
yet
irrevocable
has
346
serenity.
uncertainties of One
AM
I el's
journal.
The of
fluctuations
of
tranquil resignation.
one were
though
that my
be
grave.
It is this
corner
very of
remember,
Oasis is
ground
in
the
to
bought.
end.
Everything
Festinat ad
draws
eventum.
towards
the
15th of
March
of
"
The
is full
burg. Peters-
details How
as
horrible
it is that the
phes catastro-
suffer,
of long accumulation iniquities. Historical justice is,generally so speaking, tardy tardy that it becomes Providential unjust. The theory is really based human XVI. on solidarity. Louis for Louis Alexander II. for XV., pays
are
"
the
"
Nicholas.
We
our
fathers, and
for
the
sins
of
our
will be
ished pun-
ours.
double he
true.
seems
individual.
is
if the
vidualist indi?
principle is
That
is the
is it true
point.
of
It
individual but
we
one are
part of each
section that for
responsible
ourselves
amiel's
jouknal.
347
have and
our
willed,
will.
but
socially, depend
on
our
happiness
outside
'
"
unhappiness
causes
obscurity,
Mystery,
Do
your
duty
; leave
God
!'
IQth A
March
1881.
"
wretched
The
. . .
night.
two
melancholy
of the
to
morning.
have and of
lost
stand-bys
seem
me.
doctor, digitalisand
their
I
mide, broover
power watch
Wearily
progress
to out
painfully
my
own
the What
tedious efforts
worn
decay.
keep
with
oneself
the
from
dying
is
am
Useless
to
and
one's the
iation humil-
The
of
the
The
gnat
natural
man
spiritual
is the
must
the
lesson
of
and will
inevitable have
ferred pre1
something
to
our
business One
. .
accept
the
lot
assigned
"
thing only
'Garde
is necessary
en
men
coeur
la
foi
dans
ta
volonte
sainte,
Et de moi f ais, o
Dieu,
tout
ce
que
ta
vou-
dras.'
34B
Later.
"
AMIEL^S
JOURNAL.
One
me a
of
my
students
message
me a
has
just
from
leas, aza-
brought
my
sympathetic
sister
class.
rich
My
in
sends and
pot of
flowers
buds
one
sends
roses
and proves
violets
that
every
am
spoils
me,
"which
ill.
19th
March
1881.
heart
"
Distaste
"
ment. discourageAnd
My
what
is
growing
care, But
cold.
yet
affectionate
me one
what
tenderness,
surrounds
what
can
!
. . .
without
rest
health,
?
was
do
with
all the
me
What
the
is the
good
;
of
it all to
What
Job's
trials ?
They
his
ripened
submission.
his
they exercised
me
shake forget myself, let me this weariness. this Let melancholy, think, not of all that is lost, but of all
let
I
that
might
still lose.
I will
I will
to
reckon
up
my
privileges; blessings.
21st
too
try
be
worthy
of
my
March
1881.
For
"
invalid
six weeks but
life
now nurse
is
Epicurean.
have
done and
of
nothing
amuse
wait,
how is work.
myself,
one
myself, and
What I want
to
gets
it !
is work
which
existence
life.
without
amiel's
journal.
349
is
and
the
thing. Idleness leads to languor, is languor to disgust. Besides, here of vague sires, despring again, the season of dull discomforts, of dim tions, aspirapoor
of wide-awake.
know
not
sighs without
We what has
;
cause.
We
dream
for
thing somewe
search
darkly
the while
invoking
no
which
or
name,
unless
it be
piness hap-
death.
28th
March
1881. exist.
"
I cannot
work
be few
; I find
to
it difiBcult to
one's
One
one
may
a
glad
months for
us
let
; it
friends
spoil
?
for
is
is but
room
an
experience
afterwards for the
which
How
good
all ;
much
better
to make
living,the
active, the
tive. produc-
de
prendre
to
sa
retraite.'
care
so
much
go
on
living? long
this
in for
"
It
is health
that And
from
I
suffering.
can
being vain,
else.
"
find
no
savour
Satiety.
souls.
'
Lassitude.
'
ciation. Renun-
Abdication.
possess
In
your
patience
ye
your
10"A She
April
over
1881
to
{Sunday).
me
"Visit of 1844
to
.
read
letters
to
1845
350
letters
in
are so
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
"
of
mine.
a
So result end
much
! What the hour will
promise
creatures
to
end
we
meagre
I
shall
like
the
Rhine,
is close
lost
among
when
the
my
sands, and
thread of
by
water
have
peared. disapthe
Afterwards
There
was
I had
an
little walk of
in
set. sun-
effect
;
a
scattered
haze
rays
and
stormy
trees Et A
clouds
"
green
envelops
all the
'
tout
vu
"
but
to
me
strange already.
of
ways and
Later.
desires
us
"
"
What
.
.
dupes
has
our
we
are
our
own
!
.
Destiny
But
two
by refusing
them.
wishes
only wills
his
God
wills work
escapes
catastrophes.
All
things
lith
together
1881.
good.'
the
April
"
Frightful night;
in
fourteenth consumed
running,
which
. .
I have
.
been
by sleeplessness.
April
the
\Uh
1881.
"
To-morrow
is
I know
Good
what
Friday,
it is to
festival
of of
pain.
spend days
anguish
and
nights
of
AMIEL
JOURNAL.
35
agony.
I have
no
Let
more
me
bear future.
of the
my
cross
humbly.
. . .
My
present,
Let
me
duty
and
is
to
to
isfy sat-
the
claims
in
leave
to
everything
well,
order.
to
try
and
end
to
seeing
are
that
undertake
to
me.
even
continue,
closed
19th
April
188L
"
terrible and
my
sense
of fail
oppression.
me.
My
flesh
heart
'
Que
vivre
est
difficile,
men
cceur
fatigue
'
BND
OF
VOL.
II.
APPENDIX.
The
of
criticism its
more
technical
has
been
sent
me,
at
my in
request, by
the
matter.
friend
M. be A.
well W.
qualifiedto speak
the published judged from not was an fragments of the Diary, Amiel of any adherent Ideas, philosophical system. be for however, which, brevity's sake, may called have been Hegelian, but which may
So
far
as
can
derived
from
at
as
most
various
as
sources,
means
were
constantly
and these ideas
command
to
of
cism criti-
touched
affecting the
his
own
imagination ; and where him ters nearly, as in all matthem religious life,he made
his life upon them.
and
at
founded least
on
One of
remark the
art
"
aesthetics
"
an
analysis
and
pleasure produced
a
by
so-called
character
imitative disview
distinction
between
iwsition,directed
that moral character freedom
of
tinction, dis-
key
as
as
that
not
but
innate,
con-
ardent
APPENDIX.
353
truth
"vietion Christian
'
of
the
essential
of
the
'
true*
nence religion,and a conception of immaakin, as Amiel expressly says, to the all these beideas and religion of Spinoza ; beiiefs reveal of an aesthetic, a psychology in essentials morals, and a theology drawn from the we spiritual philosophy of which take Hegel as the representative. Hegel may libere la pensee,' he says in tout autrement Havet's Orii/ines du Christianisme; criticising and in the first consciousness of failinghealth recurred with (in 1876) he pleasure to a to invest the Hegelian conception that seemed intellectual life with peculiar dignity and
"
'
interest.
But
Amiel
considered
to
amor
always repelled by what the Spinozistic and Hegelian replace religion by philosophy.
was can
he
dency ten-
The take
intellectualis
never,
he
says,
uses
the
place
and
of
'
amour
moral.'
as
He
lian Hege-
equivalent terms. Goethe, again, is 'Spinozist to the core,' or Grec du bon Even Schleierun temps.' of whose he speaks with macher, Monologues enthusiastic the admiration, 'hardly mentions of evil.' existence The capital fact is not nence, Immanot even moral; metaphysical, but
'
Intellectualist
but the
et
*
Sin.
The
intelligence, not
Feuerbach
Cf
'
.
appeal to so Ruge
'
ne
peuvent
I'humanite.'
mort,
la
Quand
pourra
le christianisme
sera
religion
de
Jesus
survivre.'
354
Araiel He
recurs
APPENDIX.
had
strong
from
to
quotes
of his
sympathy European
and
frequently
notions
not
Oriental
with
to
was
the
Nirvana
Maya.*
It
only
curious innate
and
also that
his
an was
Amiel was sympathy. Mon instinct of his tendency, est well aware et de le pessimisme de Bouddha d'accord avec His references to are Maya Schopenhauer.' and in the of Schopenhauer, tone though he finds the weak point in Schopenhauer's chology, psy-
active
of his
can
axiom
influence
be
traced
he
in much
was
of Amiel's
more
meditation.
to
Perhaps
because
the
a
open
this
ence influ-
of
French Extremes
intellect
meet
logical antitheses
Sometimes
" "
for
that affinity with which he so subtly criticises. in philosophy, and abstract are mysticism. apt to favour ually continhis thought varied certain the and
as
Amiel
treats
absolute
so as
as
'the
zero
of
all determination,'
the
relative;
*Cf.
infinite
the
excluding or unknown,
Will and
the
as
Schopenhauer,
i. p.
World
as
Idea,
of the
Eng.
Indian of
Tr., vol.
9, 'The
ancient
"
w)8do;n
philosopher
which them
declares,
blinds
a
It is
eyes
Maya,
of
deception,
either
the
mortals
makes
say
behold
that it is
world that
'
of
which
not."
as
they
'
cannot
or
it is world
This
is,
Schopenhauer
to
continues,
the
idea
subject
the
principle of suiUcient
reason.'
APPENDIX.
355
the
immensity
nowhere
these to
of
be
space found
or
time in
and
the In
ideal
as
as
reality.
his
far
as
conceptions
instinct of of be the
ruled had
this
an
mood,
Amiel's
root.
pessimistic
But
comments
intellectual which
to
nature,
some
passages
would with with
vertu
Diary
nugatory
might
when others
'
"
seem
invite,
found
confronted is Le
others. which I
Among
end faire this
these
note
saying
a
devoir du
la
de
nous
sentir
en
la
realite
monde
positif
,
tout
en
nous
detachant.'
NOTES.
[A few of
the
following
notes
are
translated
from
the
French
edition
of
the
Journal,'\
1. P.
par H.
10.
F.
"
iZ
poesies-maximes
1858.
This
several
little of
book,
"which
which
are
maxims,
Journal
Intiine, is
from
translated
Shelley
k
Ce
n'est
pas
Mais
la science
nous ce
qui
Tavons
nous nous
nous
manque, surabondam-
nous
modernes;
, . .
ment.
nous
que
avons
absorbe c'est
absorbe.
Ce
...
qui
manque
la
poesie
2. P.
de
12.
la vie.'
Charles
"
Secretan,
Lausanne
1819. He professor, the friend of Vinet, born la Philosophie de Leibnitz, published Le(;ons sur et Philosopkie de la Libert^, La Baison le Christianisme, etc. 3. P. 31.
"
ifitienne Vacherot,
his of into
French
owed philosophical writer, who in life to the friendship later much was brought very his
first
cesses suc-
Cousin,
notice
and
by
the
controversy
with
the
Abbe
Gratry, by
him in
prosecution
brought
against
conse-
356
NOTES.
357
D^mocratie hands
of
quence
and
of
his
his
book,
and kind
the In the
La
the
(1859),
the
in emy Acad-
by
of the
rejection at
Moral
same
Political of
Sciences
1865,
had in the
for
reasons
which
of Littre he
exclusion
18(58,however,
Institute of the the in old
became
to
member A
of
succession
Cousin.
Liberal himself
has
school,
felt in
he
has
separated
the
war,
from made
Republicans
as a
since
severe
and
himself blunders La
critic
des
of
Republican
Mondes.
the
ious relig-
4.
P.
34.
At
this
period
party
the
controversy
and
in
'
between
the
'
orthodox
Liberal Geneva
5. P.
37.
"
Gustave-Adolphe
near
Hirn,
the of
French
a
Colmar,
of book
The
1815, became
Member
Academy
his
to
of
1867. is
no
which
doubt
37.
"
The
name
of
M.
Albert
Reville,
or
the less
French
Protestant in
familiar of
his 1884.
delivery
the
Lectures
in
358
Athanase well-known French
from of his
NOTES.
1820, died
Liberal
was
1876, the
in the
ideas
Church,
functions of in
pastoral
on
by
his
the
suspended Consistory
of M.
Paris,
account
review
Kenan's Edouard
a
Vie
de
Jesus
a
ISdi.
Ferdiuand-
Buisson,
Liberal
Protestant,
nally origi-
raised to was professor at Lausanne, of Director the important functions of Primary Instruction He was by IM. Ferry in 1879. in the denounced tional Naby Bishop Dupauloup, of author of 1871, as the Assembly Liberal certain nected pamphlets on the dangers conwith Scripture-teaching in schools, under and, for the time, lost his employment the Ministry of Education.
7.
which
P.
56.
rouses
"
This M.
is Kenan's
one
of
the
'
wonder.
'
passages Voila la
he writes, I'educaentre grande diffe'rence,' tion catholique et I'education protestante. moi education ont Ceux une qui comme re^u catholique en ont garde de profonds vestiges. Mais ces vestiges ne sont pas des dogmes, ce fois ce de des reves. Une sont grand rideau et de de soie, d'indienne drap d'or, bariole nous calicot, par lequel le catholicisme masque rideau la vue du fois, dis-je ce une monde, voit I'univers sa en splendeur dechire, on haute et en sa infinie, la nature pleine male plus libre garde protestant jeste. Le fond de chose soavent triste, un quelque
NOTES.
d'austerite
misme
intellectuelle
"
slave.'
{Journal
of Mr.
30, 1884.)
One of is
reminded
criticism out,
'
Emerson.
Emerson,
to
has
nothing
that soul which
say
of
little to
on
horrid
burden the
churches
name we
and very
which,
real
"
by whatever catastrophe
courses
it, is
of
in the
moral
and
man
the
of
man nor
nature,
in
awe.
the
prodigious
him
no
injustices
neither if he
of
society
He
affect
see
with
ster mon-
horror
can
will
help
we
Here,
between
men
then,
the
eternal
difference
"
two
orders
temperament
forbids
defeat
the them
of
the
circumstance,
the
men
and and
Emerson,
'
and
are
for
horror
awe
interwoven
with
experience,
like
Amiel.
8.
P.
one
102. of
"
Mably,
of
a on
the
Abbe
of the
Mably,
and
of
1709-
85,
tlie
the
precursors
Revolution,
classical
professor
Babeuf,
'
cultivated
a
communism which
based
and
study
like
others
following generation, translated Cains Gracchus experiment. 1764, and guillotinedin 1797 for against the Directory, is sometimes
'
360
first French
NOTES.
trines, Perhaps Socialist docbe said to make properly so called, may into first entry the their region of popular and debate practical agitation with his Manifeste des ^gaux, issued April 1790.
Socialist.
9. mais
P.
109.
'
"
"
Persifflez
aux
les
pharisaismes,
"
droit
une
honnetes
gens
Mon
me
dit
certaine
gens
sont
aigreur.
souvent
Dieu,
a
les honnetes
exposes
des
Kenan's 10.
'
!'
"
(M,
P.
"
Polyeucte,
mourant tea
Act
laiss^
V.
see
Scene
v.
Mon
6poux
eang
m'a
luraiferes ;
de
me
Son M'a Je
dont
bourreaux
et
roe
couvrir
dessill^
les yeux
d'ouvrir
11.
Synod
was
of then
the
Reformed
in
Churches
France
occupied
of
terminin de-
the
constituent
conditions
estant Prot-
belief.
12. P. 129.
"
Louise
1879. U
Siefert,
modern
to
French
poetess, died
she
In addition
Annie
Les
works.
'
Renan,
'
'and it is
;
tout
ne
but
le soit
contraire
soit
amusante
vrai
"
et
que
le
monde
aucun
qu'une
faerie
dont
NOTES.
361
done
nous
dieu
de
ne
se
soucie.
a
faut dans
arranger
maniere
ceque, la
le
cas nous
oil le seconde
vraie,
n'ayons
is
as a
pas
remark,
of in
which
developed
criticism the
considerable
length,
But
is meant
of
of the
Amiel's
want
sensitiveness
to
irony
things.
text
shows,
with critic. of
sense
M.
feeling
as
which
in reality, as the passage Renan is only expressing a Amiel was just as familiar he his is delivered from
his
last doubt
Only all by
of
'
his
;
habitual and
awe
seriousness
'
by
him
that
horror
which
M.
saves
Renan
'
puts away
from the
from
him.
Conscience
sorceries
of Ma'ia.'
14.
P. 160.
"
Ernest
Ha
vet, born
and
1813,
tinguishe disHe
French
scholar
of in
professor.
became
Professor de France
Latin
Oratory
a
at
the
of
College
the
1855, and
1880. de
ses
Member
Institute of the
in
January
et
His
admirable known.
edition Le
Perishes
Pascal
is well
Christianisme
book,
from
a
in
four
series and
Revue
des
deux
Mondes,
15. P.
Contemporaine.
had
171.
"
Amiel
the
just
received
at
the
hands
was
of bis doctor
medical
verdict, which
his arret
16. P. 191.
de
mort.
"
the
Pensees
of
from
Roux,
36"
a
NOTES.
country
and
cure,
living
whose
in
remote
part
liave M.
"
of
the
been Paul
Bas
Limousin,
thoughts
year
edited Marie'ton
'
by Lemerre)
que
Le
le
verbe
eouffre
et
et
ne
connait
loin
sans
la
volont6
I'inet
qui
dompte,
n'emporte
avec
p^ril que
I'eperon
empire
le
17.
died
P.
207.
"
Xime'nes
brilliant
Doudan,
friend
born
tutor
in
1800,
the
1872, the
and
of
conversation was so Broglie family, whose letters much sought after in life, and whose since his have been so eagerly read in France M. articles two Scherer's death. on Compare in his last puband Pense'es Doudan's Lettres lished De volume
of essays.
18.
P.
235.
toutes
une
"
Compare
La
Bruyere
"
'Entre
vent rendre
expressions
pensees
ne
qui n'y
peuen a
il
qu'une
qui
soil
bonne;
en
la
:
rencontre
pas
uean.
^crivant
tout
ce
un
il est
ne
vray Test
que
qui
point
foible,
veut
se
et
ne
satisfait entendre.'
point
hoinme
d'esprit
qui
faire
19.
P.
243.
an
"
Amiel's old
name
expression
revived,
school
is Les
Pardays nowa-
7iassiens,
which
of
as
describes
the
younger
French Theode
use
names represented by such de Lisle, phile Gautier, Leconte Baudelaire. The Bauville, and
poetry
Theodore modern
NOTES.
363
the
of
the
word
dates
from
puhlication
of
Le
Parnasse
Contemporain
P. 284." Victor
and de
(Lemerre, Laprade,
of
1866).
born
20. first
then
a
1812,
disciple
the
imitator of
Edgar
Quinet,
friend
Lamartine,
Lamennais,
admitted
to to
George Academy
Musset.
Sand,
in He
Victor 1857
wrote et
Hugo;
in
the de
succession
Alfred
Parfums
1843;
de
Madeleine,
Evan-
1839;
Odes
Poemes,
Poemes
gdiques,
etc.
1852;
Idylles
Heroiques,
1858,
etc.
21.
was
P.
293.
"
Madame of the
a
Necker
famous
de
Saussure De
the
daughter
she and
was
geologist,
of
Saussure;
Necker,
of
to
married
therefore
nephew
cousin
by
often de le
Madame be the
de
Stael.
of
She
is
original
and de the Mdme. edition
Madame
sur
Cerlebe Caractere
to
in
et
Delphine,
les Ecrits
Notice
de of
Stael,
Madame
prefixed
de
tlie
works,
were
is her
by
her.
two
Philanthropy
main
amount
interests,
of
also
very
large
as was
general by
on
literary
translation matic
cultivation,
of
proved
Lectures
her
Schlegel's
Dron
Literature.
INDEX.
About's
irony, i. 298.
Absolute,
craving for the, i. 96. conception of the, ii. 169, 203. Absolutism, ii. 70. Accident, philosophy of, i. 119.
and
Providence, i. 306. of Madame, Ackermann, poems and Acorn oak, ii. 315. Action, Amiel's
=
ii. 167.
cross,
i. 182.
concrete to
how
for, ii. 290. requisites Nations, unholy, ii.279. Activity of the Western essential in religion, i. 178. Adoration and consolation Advice, giving, ii. 117. ii. 136. and Euntenzdes, /Eschylus's Prometheus
Affected
poets, and
ii. 244.
Affirmation
Age, loss of respect for, i. 230. the servitude of, ii.24. Alcibiades, ii. 209. ii. 95. Algebra v. life, All or nothing, ii. 169. Alps, the, i. 94,' 287; ii. 75. Ambition, Amiel's horror of, i. 189; ii. 200. moral, ii. 58. Americans, the, ii. 379.
366
Amusement and
INDEX.
of
Analytic minds,
Anger, conquest
Animality,
Animals,
Annihilation
the
treatment
of Buddha,
souls, ii. 37. Anonymous Ant V. swallow, i. 142. priori speculations,ii. 123. Arcadia, an expedition into, ii" iSs.
A
grand
and
reveals
Nature,
i. 186.
Ascension
Atala and
Day,
Reni,
effects
ii. 270.
Authority
Autumn,
of
the
social,iL 135.
Banniire
IKDEX.
367
Banter
not
humour,
ii. 318.
Bayle
and
Saint
pathos, i. 152,
in
153.
and
universal
Paradise, i. 233.
of matter, i. 233. spiritualisation and Mozart Beethoven contrasted, i. 88, 8g. of, ii. 308. Being, consciousness
Beauty
the
and
Beranger, ii.51. Berkeley, i. 46. and Juliet, ii. 228. Berlioz, Romeo Beivusstsein, ii. 342. Biedermann Strauss, ii.320. on Journal, i. 138-140. Birds in bad weather, i. 278. Bismarck, i. 306. of the world, ii. 298. Biases
Biran's Boileau and Fontaine
Book, function
Bossuet
on
(the beat
of
the
common
ii. 83.
dream, i. 294. Brahmanic aspirations,ii. 190. Brahmanising souls, ii. 291. Brain-decay, Amiel's, ii. 218. Buddhd, ii. 78. method of, ii. 330. Buddism, ii. 29, 52, 167.
Buddhist
tendency
of
Amiel, i. 273.
Buisson, ii.37.
368
CiESARiSM,
Cartesian Catholic the
INDEX.
counterpoise
of
equality, i. 229,
230.
Catholicism, i. 93.
essence
revolution, ii 67.
Atheniennes,
on
Cherbuliez, i. 176.
i. 53. i.
St.
James,
and
not
Providence,
306.
i. 251.
Change
improvement,
Changeable
Character, how
temperament, and
will, Amiel's
democratic ii. 113. i.
of, i.
180.
Charity,
Charm,
character
Ch"teaubriand,
and
146,
i.
245.
Rousseau,
148.
Cherbuliez, i. 312.
and Amiel's
lilacs,i. 3. second,
i. 219.
Childhood,
of, i. 53.
Children, i.
Chivalry,
Christendom Christian
Cherbuliez and
i. 175.
Ascension
Day,
ii. 270,
vast
ocean,
aspects
of, i. 82.
INDEX.
369
Christianityfrom
historical
human
aspects
liberal,ii. 34.
of
and
V.
dignity instead
religion,i. 271. of, i, 6, 8,
and
humility, i.
174.
reconciliation,ii. 272.
task
72, 73.
State, proper
aims
the
separation, rejected by
Churches
people, ii.297.
(the) and
Jesus, ii. 3.
in a, ii. 170.
Churchyard,
Cid and
reflections
,
i. 92. life,
Claparfede,Edouard,
Classification
Cleanthus,
ii. 31.
negative character
of
to
of, i.
300.
individuals, man's
of
chief
problem,
ii.262.
Common
V.
sense,
76.
126.
the
ideal, i.
i. 44.
rebellion
worship,
Commune
of
Compliance, good-humoured,
Composition,
the process
Compound
370
Condorcet's
INDEX.
theory,
ii. 134.
i. 92.
appeal of, i.
V.
cleverness,
ii. 216.
faith, i.
107,
108.
history, i. 36.
individualised
V.
V.
by, i. 254.
the
God,
ii. 266.
to
a
Consciousness
'
compared
definition
Consideration,'
unsought
Constant,
by Amiel,
i. 303.
action, i.
303.
"
passionate temperament
Contentment,
ii. 311.
apostolic,ii. 7.
and
Contradictory Copp^e
Contraries, marriage
Fran9ois,
i, 141.
heroes, roles
Amiel's the
act
want
not
men,
i. 198.
Courage,
Creation,
Credulity, freedom
Creed,
Amiel's
want
of a, ii. 157.
248,
255.
INDEX.
371
Critical
of the, i. 114.
Criticism
gift,ii. 248.
193.
indifferent,i. (one's)
Crowd instinct
made
by repulsion, i. ii"
(the) and
and
individual, i. 254.
Crowd
worship, i. 227.
ii. 255. of
Cynic, egotism
Dante,
in i. 81.
hell, i. 243.
ii. 237.
Darwinism,
Death,
i.
Amiel's
Candolle,
Democracy
of, i. 231
ii. 104.
"
Democratic
i. 29, 227-232.
372
INDEX.
Depersonalisarion, Amiel's,
Descartes
on
ii. 304.
fame,
traveller
Desert,
the
Desolation
and
intellectual
anarchy, i. 277.
materialism,
i. 60.
of Detritus
Russia, i.
of past
122.
eras,
ii. 147.
Diderot, i. 311.
'
Die
Discouragement,
Discrimen
Amiel's
sin, i. 181.
i.
ingeniorum,
ii. 67.
205.
84.
Disraeli's ZtfMniV,
Distilled
history, ii.
human
Divine, glimpses
and
of the, i. 107.
will, acceptation of the, ii. 220. Divinity, multiplication of, ii. 308.
Doctor,
Doctors,
the model,
causes
ii. 153.
of their
Double-faced
Doubt,
and and Doudan's
i. 158.
atheism,
Lettres
ii. 17.
obedience,
i. 277.
et
Melanges,
ii. 207-211.
Dragonfly Dreaming,
Dreamland
symbol,
of i. 153.
and
ii. 283.
Dream-aspect
i. 220. life,
Dreams,
ii. 9.
INDEX.
373
Duped,
Dupes, Duty,
fear of
Dutchman,
double
i. 5, 20,
power
of, i. 8.
equality and
Darwinism,
ii. 267.
of, i.
190.
pole-star,i. 296.
trial,i,260.
the
Dying,
East
words
13.
and
West
Ecclesiastical Education
and
Hugo,
202.
Eighteenth
Emerson's
century
Englishmen,
Enthusiasm,
two
twofold
character
cultivation
of, i. 212.
forms
Enthusiastic
ii. 140.
i. 190. Epicureanism, intellectual, Epicurism, ii. 53. Epicurus, ii. 276. Epigrammatic productions, ii. 318. i. 215, 229. Equality a bad principle,
doctrines
ii. 104.
374
INDEX.
ii. 6i.
ii. 267.
Equilibrium
'
of forces, i.
120.
Errare, humanum
and
sempre
bene,
Esoteric
beauty,
ii. 113.
i
.
Esprit
f;"V V
"\ "*
'
"
'~\
\ -t
""
*X
"^
*? "I
'
i. 92. i. 200.
Example,
importance
Existence, submission
the laws
Experience,
Extempore Extremes,
individual
and
collective,ii. 159.
Fair-mindedness,
que
dots, advienne
pourra,
ii. 266.
Faith
of the present,
and and
False
rNDEX.
375
Fame,
achievement
'amily life,value
Feeling
bread
of
eventum,
i. 25.
de
eat
Feuerbach,
Feuille
Centrale
Zofingen,
Fiatjustitia, per
Fichte, i. 36, 294.
Finite and
Fldnerie,
Flattery of
Fog, poetry
Fontaine's
of, i. 260.
defects ii. 37.
Fontanes,
towards, i.
103.
contemplation,
error
ii. 255.
and
Germany,
centre
world,
i.
289.
deficient
of
Assisi, i. 274.
and
self-knowledge,
women
in, ii.
376
INDEX.
republic of,
an
ii. i6o. of
Academy,
German
eloquence
literature
drama,
and
oratorical
tournament,
ignorance of liberty,ii. 74. literary method, ii. 75. love of aesthetics,ii. 236. mind, i. 186;
ii. 179. i. 141. ii. 243. of the, ii. 75.
philosophy,
poets,
modem,
mystery
Gaiety
and
sadness,
ii. 245.
Galiani, i. 312.
186.
characteristics
V.
oath Genevese
Liberalism, i. Khan,
and
145.
Genghis
Genius
ii. 285.
134.
writers
Gentleman
the
of
England,
i. 262.
German
literature
contrasted, i. 312.
377
Germans, the, Germany
Germs of
artistic devotion
masters
of the
philosophy
in every
and
good
bad
heart, i. 226.
Gethsemane,
ii. 338.
a
Ghost, Amiel
Gifts considered
on
Gioberti
the
mind,
ii. 178.
Gioconda, la, ii. 196, 256. Glory of God, ii. 220. Glow-worm, God, communion
conquest i. 58.
i.
harmony
life
'
ii. 7.
in, i. 214.
my
God
and
ii. 127.
250.
and
Nature
contrasted, i.
to, i.
258;
ii.
178,
334,
335,
347,
350.
God's
love
perfection,ii. 90.
with
Rousseau,
i. 248.
Goethe's
of
complex
'
nature,
'
Christianity,ii. 17. Good society,'ii. 97. Good, sum of, perhaps always the same, victory of, i. 241 ; ii. 29.
Good
news
of
'
ii. 6.
Goodness
and
character
conquests
33r8
Goodness,
the
INDEX.
truest
Gospel,
the
Amiel's
in
why
Great
men,
and
Greeks,
of
the, i. 245.
lessons
the, i. 71.
of, i.
104.
Griefs
which
cannot
be
shared, ii.334.
Growing
Habere
haberi, i. 85.
a
Habit, Amiel
creature
of, i. 257.
Habits, life a tissue of, i. 11. Happiness, Amiel's thirst for, ii. 137.
contagious, ii. 53. cumulative, i. 97. defined, ii. 275.
dreams
about, i. 126.
Havet's
Head
and
Healing
of
i. 192. life,
INDEX.
379
happiness,
the
outer
ii. 178.
and
260.
Heavenly
ii. iii.
Hegel,
and
i. 218;
Heim,
Heine
i. 273;
ii. 14.
Lamennais
Lichtstrahlen,
and the i. 8.
Heroism,
Hindoo
genius, the, ii. 189. ii. 37. three principles, Hirn's Historical justice,tardiness of, ii. 346.
law of tempests, and ii. 287.
History
three
views
varied Holiness
v.
influence and
not
melancholy,
Mora
benefaciendi,
ii. 232.
a
ii. 182.
Horace, Hugo,
his
Victor,
Gallicised
Spaniard,
i. 204.
exaggerations, ii. 226. his Contemplations, i. 189. and Titanic his literary power,
i. 202-205.
38o
Hugo,
Human
INDEX.
his Misirables,
i. 199.
Divine three
of
(action,thought, speech),
i. 216.
Cherbuliez,
a
i. 219.
Humanity,
higher standard
and
masters
benefactors candidates
ideal of, i.
slow
development of, ii. 214, 261, 326. toughness of, ii. 105.
ii. 106.
Humboldt, Humility
precedes repentance, i. 117. i. 103. (true) contentment, Humorist, the true, i. 299.
=
i.
196.
Ideal, diminution
thirst for
ii. 316. Ideals, hypocritical, Ideas, anarchy of, ii. 221. formation
of, i. 167.
i. 308;
disappearance of, i.
INDEX.
381
Imagination
influence
v.
character, i. 18.
of, ii. 48.
i. 245.
annihilation, i.
ii. 49.
Impersonality,
Independence,
twofold
Amiel's,
ii. 330.
aspect
Independent
Indifference
thought of Geneva,
of cultivated
society,ii. 290.
an
(the)
Individualism
absurdity, i. 310.
28.
equality, i.
Individuality
character
and
temperament,
to
ii. 51.
Infinite,communion
with
the, i. 46-48.
penetration of the,
ii. 291.
of
too
Injustice, Amiel
Inner life Instinct
essential, i. 253.
382
INDEX.
ii. 269.
Insubordination,
and
increase
of, i. 229.
of
the, ii.264.
religionof, i. 23.
and
Interests,want
International Internationale
Introspection, ii. loi. Intuition, ii. 317. Invalid, individuality of every, Invisible,the universal witness
Involution, ii. 220.
ii. 152.
to
Irony,
Isms,
law
modern,
ii. 302.
Socrates, i. 23.
ii.348. trials,
and
Virginie, tenderness
i. 261.
purity
Halifax,
Doudan's
Gentleman,
resemblance estimate
Joubert, i. 11-14.
to, ii. 208. of his, ii. 204.
42;
Journal, Amiel's
function
of the
private, i. 41,
ii.335.
i. 6.
INDEX.
383
ii.88. self-interested,
and
love, i. 200;
will
Kant's
Kindness the
wariness
Laboremus,
Laborious
Labour La
La
ii. 50.
Bruy^re,
Lamartine,
Lamennais,
contrasted
i. 245. with
Heine,
of the
ii. 39.
Laprade, Victor
Last Latent Latin words
and
de, affectation
looks i. 156.
122, 240.
of, ii.284.
ii. 14,
15.
dying,
genius,
ii. 212.
Nosjils
3^
Letter and
IKDEX.
diminished in
by democracy,
i. 230.
God, i. 82.
true
authority,ii. 37,
holiness, i. 303.
of, i. 98.
i. 293.
v,
Life, aim
a
calvary, i. 158.
dream,
a
a
perpetual combat, ii.213. brevity of, i. 216, 249, 256, 283; ii. 24, 78, 82,
"
201.
definition
different aspects
drama,
monologue,
aspect
of, i. 87.
treatment
proper
ii. 327.
Light
link
beauty, i. 205,
warmth,
206.
without of
humanity,
a,
i. 91.
IXDEX.
38s
95.
Literature
Little
and
things, influence
V.
of, i. 305.
Logic
'
Lotze, i. Love,
a
Lovable, Amiel's
i. 41,
young
for
156.
ii. 176. girl's,
holiness, power
Lucian
a.id
Augustine
Luck,
Luther
good, i. 306.
on
humanity,
Madness
305.
of the
woman essence
and
Man,' in
the
principle,ii. 190.
true, i. 60.
Mannerisms,
Manou
on
Woman,
the
Many,
Marcus
the, and
demagogues,
ii. 104,
386
Mathematical
V.
sensuous
INDEX.
and
historical
i.
izo.
i. 84. intelligence,
minds,
result
of
Melancholy,
and
Amiel's
172,
285; ii. 8,
77,
188, 189.
universalityof, i. 227.
Memories,
Memory
Men and
deficient,i. Mephistopheles,
Merim^e's Method
in
things, Amiel's
weakness
to
letters
Michelet, i. 93.
Milieu,
Mind
and
a
Millennium,
and the
metamorphoses
ii. 199.
of
(the
one
subject of
study), i. 2.
not
phenomenal,
of, ii. 168.
march abstract
science the
Minds,
Minors
well-governed, i. 292.
in
Hugo's, i. 199.
Misspent
Mist
and
INDEX.
387
Misunderstandings,
Modern
'
i. 4, 280. of
man,
character
Modern
Modesty,
'
Monad, Monads,
human,
ii. 144.
Mongol Monod,
i. 31.
Montaigne, Montesquieu,
and
science
by the,
philosophy
V. V.
of
Geneva,
ii. 305.
of, i. 80.
and
Much
ado
Mulock,
Mystery
306.
competitions, ii. 6.
388
National, types, i. 265.
INDEX.
preferences unknown
Nationalities, ancient
and
to
modern,
imply prejudice,
Quinet's studies
i. 194.
of, i.
171.
Nationality
Natural
7".
and
the
State, i.
134.
Nations, destinies
man,
of
(jEschylus),
ii. 136.
moral,
Naturalist
thinkers Amiel's
Nature,
enjoyment
181, 182,
235,
11,
27,
75,
no,
174,
enjoyment
100, 237, 102,
of, i. 5, 26, 42, 43, 50-52, 64-66, 73, 74, 182, 183, 186, 1S8-190, 223, 224, 140,
conventions,
God
and the
contrasted,
i. 137.
worship
The
Naville, Ernest, i.
on
Eternal
Life,
i.
161-165.
ii. 293,
194.
Neckar,
Necker de
the
Saussure,
i. 22.
Negative
New
Neo-Hegelians,
Nicole and
Nihilism, Russian,
Nirvana,
Nobility,
and
Normal,
North, poetry
INDEX.
389
Nostalgia Nothing
of
happiness, i. 153.
ii. 73.
is lost, i. 217.
Nothingness,
realisation
of, i. 128.
mark of
Obedience
Obermann,
Oblivion Obscure
self,the, i.
i. 165.
the
Obstinacy, Odyssey,
Old
age,
our
Old, the
Olivier's Chansons
du
much and
Optimism
Order,
pessimism, ii.29,
155.
attempts
harmony
and the Oriental
universal, ii.224.
the result
Origins all secret, ii. 194. and Outside inside, i. 25, 60, Overrating, result of, ii. 117. Oxygen
Pain,
and azote, ii8.
ii. 180.
human,
ii. 218.
i. in,
and
comfort, i. 32.
39P
Pantheism,
of Pantheistic i. 261. it. 122.
INDEX.
Krause,
Paradise, echoes
Paradox, Paris, the French
axis, L
290.
development,
and
reason, man,
Passion
Passionless
the, i. 135.
Passions, life
conquest
of
the, i.
109.
of of
Past, poetry
the
Reminiscences
the, i. 235-237.
interpreter of the present, ii. 143. the priestess of the, ii. 135. woman,
Pathos and
beauty, i.
test
153.
Patience,
Peace,
the
of virtue, i. 259.
true,
books, i.
Profession
de
foi,
i. 92.
writers, i. 16.
Penseroso,
People, emotion
Perfection
as an
attainment of
God,
ii. 90.
search
for, i.
114.
Persiflage,
Pessimism,
and Amiel's
optimism,
tendency
to, i.
285.
INDEX.
391
Petijfi's poems,
Pharisaical
ii. 285.
Pity, exhibition
and
Saint
Paul,
Dialogues,
of the
and and
i. 89.
Playthings
Pleasure
world, i. 268.
Plotinus
i. 175.
expression of
liberty of England,
ii. 266. of the
harangues,
wax
ii. 140.
Poverty
Practical
crime
Amiel life,
i. 194. nationalities,
195.
doubt, i.
Prestige, French
Pride and
discouragement,
and
moral
3^
Pride,
Prince
two
INDEX.
conditions
of, i. 99.
of
Priesthood, domination
Progress, absolute
results Victor Protestant Protestantism advance
relative,ii. 159.
201.
Catholic
countries,ii. 67.
defined, i. 270.
guard of, ii. 38. historical,ii. 37. Protestants, liberal,ii. 37-39. Proudhon,
his i. 245.
Providence,
Province
Psychological study, Amiel's Psychologist, the, ii. 99. Psychology, applied, ii. 200,
Punctutn
aptitude for,ii.43.
203.
saliens,
softened
ii. 315.
Punishment
by faith,i. 117.
i. 92, qualitative,
93.
Quantitative Quinet,
i. 93.
and
Racine,
Radical
Rain,
country
i. 174.
Rationalism,
Ready-made
Real and
ideas, i. loi.
ii. 274.
ideal, i. 234;
INDEX.
393
Realism
in
Reality
Reason
and
ii. 180.
sense
character
and
with
no
of, i. 289.
"
Reconciliation
motive
man,
ii. 57.
Reinvolution,
indestructible, i. 278.
life in
of, i. 252.
i.
without
mysticism,
of
178.
Religions, multitude
effect
of, i. 308.
ii. 233. political, the (an intermediary), ii. 224. Religious man,
i. 207.
the, Fontaine's
horizon, ii.233.
i. 312.
Evangiles, Jesus,
ii. 108.
ii. 236.
de
St. Re7te
Paul,
ii. 40.
and
Atala,
and
Chateaubriand's,
of, ii. 328.
too
i. 146-151.
Renunciation, Repentance
i. 178.
benefit
sanctification
exclusively preached,
394
INDEX.
of, i. 67.
37.
Revolution
V.
liberty, ii. 81. Ridicule, fear of, ii. 164. Right apart from duty, a Rights, abstract, ii. 266. River, Roads, JiSU,
Romance
our a
compass
with
one
beautiful
life
cross,
compared
ii.
to
a, ii. 311.
high
and
158,
159.
twofold,
ii. 340.
Rosenkrantz's
on
Rousseau
an
Chateaubriand,
in all
146-151.
i. 244.
things, i. 247.
Archbishop
Beaumont,
for
savage Die
Ruge's
Russian
Academie,
25.
national
character, i. 121.
i. 174.
dogmatism,
ii. 232.
52.
St. Evremond,
James's Epistle, i.
John's Gospel,
Martin's
Paul Paul
summer,
i. 6. i. 73.
and
and and
St.
John, i. 31.
Simon
Sainte-Beuve,
185, 208.
INDEX.
395
Saintlyalchemy,
Sanctification
ii. 17.
implies martyrdom, i. 156. Sarcasm, repulsivenessof, ii. 319. Satan, possibleconversion of, i. 241. i. 240. the father of lies, i. 174. his territory, ii. 309. preservative against, Satiety, Satirist, the, i. 299.
Sazioir
Seed-sowing, i. 53.
Self-abandonment, i. 180 -annihilation of,ii. 224.
1. -approval and self-contempt,
99.
-conquest,
i. 155.
-contempt,
excessive, ii.91.
39^
INDEX.
with, ii.234.
173, 272.
114,
-education,hatred
-government -interest
i. 143. -glorification,
21.
-love,i. 103, III. a duty, ii. 250. -preservation -renewal, ii. 106. i. 4, 112, 128; ii.g. -renunciation,
-rule the
essence
of
173.
individual
of,i. 292.
of nature,
ii.308.
ii.87. society, Separation of modern Separatism, ii.302. Septimius Severus, motto of, ii.50. Sex, the virtue of, ii. 61. and substance, ii. 178. Shadow Shakespeare, i. 197. Siefert's Louise, Les Stdiques,ii.129.
Silence and
repose,
i. 291.
i. 23. question,
Slavery,i. 73)
INDEX.
397
Sleep, i. SsSoap-bubble
Social
the
sumus
Socrates
and
Solitariness
life,i.
128.
i. 152.
ii. 335.
Soul, abyss of the, ii. 88. and mind, ii. 199. Soul, dominical history of
three
powers
state
of
i. 113.
.Soul's
wants
Southern
theatre, masks
of
the, i.
Sparrenhorn, Spinoza,
and
ascent
of
Speech, mystery
i. 109.
of, i. 53.
Spirit, voice
Spiritual existence, ii. 260. Spontaneity, the question of, ii. loi. Stael, Madame de, ii. 185, 191.
on
her Stahl's
ii. 305.
mon
Parrain,
ii. 268.
foundations
decline, i. 29.
ygjS
Stoicism, ii. 167. and suicide, i. 295. Stoics, the, i.
109.
INDEX.
intellect,ii. 218.
main
history, i. 95.
72, 139,
187.
Submission,
not
Subtleties
Subtlety
and
Success, i. 306. Suffering, way of, ii. 91. produces depth, ii. 53. triumph of, ii. 63. result of, ii. 173. universality of, ii. 272. Sunshine and mist contrasted, i. 260, 261.
Supernatural, the,
Swiss
i. 271;
ii.
121.
critics,i. 142.
of
the, ii. 4.
ii. 269.
Sympathy,
and
criticism,ii. 256.
ii. 113.
moral,
with
of Amiel, i. 274.
our
fellows, i. 309-31T.
Symphonic
pictures,Berlioz's, ii.229.
the
Tact,
measure,
INDEX.
399
ii. 193.
ii. 94.
on
the
Ancien
Regime,
English
and
triumphs
Tamerlane,
Taste
V.
ignored
conscience, ii. 269. successful, ii. 90. of, i. 226. joy, ii. 64. character, and
our
Teaching,
the Tears
art
and
Temptations,
etc.,
never
ending, i. 259.
towards
our
neighbours,
ii. 243.
Thales, hylozoism
Theism, Christian, i. 270. Theory and practice, i. 33, 130. Thought and feeling, ii. 139. kind of opium, i. 135. a
Time, flightof, i.
192
;
ii. 24.
Timidity, Amiel's, ii. 44, 192. and pride, Amiel's, i. 180. Tocqueville, i. 27, 28.
on
'
obedience, i. 277.
man
To
every
his
Too
late, i. 237.
i. 52. his tourist
Toppfer,
class, i. 289.
Totality. Amiel's
Tradition Trial and
v.
tendency
force, i. 231.
duty, i. 260.
117.
Trials, i.
True Truth love and and
i. 75.
faith,ii. 118-120.
40O
Truth,
common
INDEX.
fear
identification
with, i. 99.
of
Truthfulness, i.
century,
and
newspaper
of
the, ii.344.
Ugliness
X14.
Unconscious
of
i. 179, life,
193.
Understanding
the
art
and
judgment,
ii. no.
mystery
all,ii. 217.
want
Unity
of
of action, Amiel's
everything,
i. 108.
Universal
Universe, different
Unknown,
Unselfishness domain
the, i. 81.
Usefulness,
Utilitarian
to
materialism, i.
La
30.
Vacherot's Vae
Vanity,
Vesta Via
and
Beelzebub,
dolorosa, i. 158.
his
Vinet, i. 69.
praise of weak
a
Virtue
sine
qua
non,
Visionaries,good
and
bad, i. 80.
INDEX.
401
Voltaire, L
309;
Voltairianism,
Vulgarisation,
of
modem,
227.
ii. 341.
Vulgarity
Wagner, Want, War,
War
sense
and
nobility,i.
i.
136. of, i.
214.
125.
ii. 213,
rumours,
lessons kindness
and
incompatible,
ii. 264.
life,i. 237.
of the
always
Weak,
Weber,
charity towards
Dr.
Weather,
the, i. 285.
East
contrasted,
of the, i.
men,
i. 251-253.
Whole,
'
sense
gods
love
Wickedness,
fascination
Will, England
feebleness
of the, i. 107.
preceded the, i.
Winter
by feeling and
instinct, i. 88.
139.
in Switzerland, i. 213.
Wisdom,
the Wisdom's
Wit, Doudan's,
Woman and Woman's
'
monstre
man
contrasted, ii.60-62.
faithful heart, i.
402
INDEX.
Women,
austere,
ii.
325.
emancipation
Manou's views orators,
of, of,
ii. i.
ii.
34. 33.
ii.
never
138-141.
Women's
love,
careless the flavour
304.
Words,
Work
use
of,
of of
ii.
240.
life, the,
needs
ii. ii.
348.
282.
meanness
humanity
i.
a,
ii.
2.
165.
i.
art
individual,
271.
Writing,
the
of,
ii.
192.
YotWG,
Youth
secret
of
remaining,
i.
50.
i.
212.
manhood, of,
ii. ii.
27. 106.
of,
Youthful
impressions,
ii.
i.
100.
presumption,
159.
Zeno,
i.
37;
ii.
276.
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