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Exp Year: 2010 Added to Database: Jun 12, 2012 Gender of reportee: male
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by 1tokeovrtheline
I have to let go of it, then I went down into a deep cavern which was the Welsh cavern where the white and red dragon fought that Merlin had predicted when he was young (and also where the red dragon on the welsh ag comes from btw) and in this cavern in the very depths of it was a drop o where I fell o and fell and I realized I was in the cavern from the hobbit where bilbo falls down and nds the ring and talks to gollum, so anyways as soon as I realized this I turned around and felt around until I found the ring, looked back and there was gollum, so I answered his riddles but the riddles were more of buddhist questions about my own subconscious mind, and the biggest question that came up was what to do with psychopathic serial killer types that literally have little to no conscience, and as I pondered this question gollum turned into a gigantic orc, or one showed up or something (I dont know I was a little confused by it) but I realized that this scary monster was a mental representation of a part of myself (remembering the Tibetan Book of the Dead) and saw that it was the negative counterpart to the noble druid idealized part of myself, and I saw that if I have an idealized and unrealistic positive view of myself, then I must by ying yang, and every every action has an equal and opposite reaction (etc etc etc that I realized long ago on other trips) and I saw that this view was in reaction to fear of psychopathic type, illogical harm, and evil people who will hurt you no matter what you do, and I saw that somehow I had to take the middle path to resolve this problem, but I would also have to detach from the desire for life, thus accepting the possibility of death, and achieving rebirth to realize the fourth jhana I have been working toward, but as I tried to get more of a rm grasp on this realization, the trip ended. So yeah I found the trip to be pretty dierent from previous experiences, but it was pretty awesome, although I dont really recommend it unless you have experience with both absinthe and dmt and pretty good control of your mind, because I could see it causing anxiety and kinda throwing you around, and of course excessive thujone can poison you, so yeah. . . I just wouldnt recommend it, but if you decide to go with like a nice glass of Jade, and stop there, dont try to reach the hallucination type ultra absinthe drunk (by hallucination type absinthe drunk I mean more of a sativa like alcohol experience, where things are more trippy, more of a head high, but absinthe will never make you trip).
Exp Year: 2010 Added to Database: Jun 12, 2012 Gender of reportee: male
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