My father says that all that I need is to achieve future, not just with my ingenuity and formal educational

in school or knowledge. But, I have to be sensitive and respectful with the environment and current social condition. I really love my father, he is the best teacher I ever have. He taught me how to be a smart boy with much values inside. At the first time, i have no confidence at all to join any organi ation, because i was shy. !hen, my father inspired me, I love the way he get well connected and helpful for each other especially his colleague. !hink again about what I"ve done, I"ve tried a lot of thing# taking the accounting major in college, a young entrepreneur soon to be, joining a lot of event committe in campus, and so on. But I concluded that I can"t be focused with any or some of them because of one reason$ my fear for having bad grades. I was thinking that my grades is the only parameter to prove that I achieve great in school life. I thought that would be a pride for my family for having each a %smart& boy like me. In fact, grades are just graades. It"s just something written and it has nothing to do with what I have in my brain. I"ve been too coward for my entire college time, since I don"t have any guts to take some difficult subject just because of that fear. About my motivation joining 'areer (ays )*M + well, I won"t tell noble motivations like %I want to prove my ability and communication skill.& I"m looking for difficulties, yet something fun. (ifficulty to adaptate, difficulty to understand different people, difficulty to be independent or anything. I try to not to see difficulties as a burden, because I know, once I pass through it, I"m one step closer to be a better me. And 'areer (ays )*M would be very different from any other kind of difficulties I ever e,perienced, it will involve more various kind of people and point if views. I"d love to learn more about life this way. I"m too young to let opportunities wasted away in front of my eyes. After all, I just need life to teach me how to be brave. -o please, let me in.

-incerely, Agik .usno /riadi