All Relations Appear To Disappear, by Tisziji Muoz. Copyright 1989 by Tisziji Muoz. All rights reserved.

Chapter 2 Here Today, Gone Today!

Love and its openness is a sign that something is good, that it is not wrong. It is right, positive, peaceful and relaxing. As soon as pain sets in relative to egotistical interaction, Love, as Free and Happy Beingness, is not happening. Something else is happening. It is not exactly what might be called hate, but it is almost as good as hate. It is negative or binding emotional attachment. That is to say, it is a Love-killing attachment to some other being or some thing, and it hurts. Thus, attachment, beyond a point, is unlawful. Oh honey, you were great for awhile. Now I have got to let you go, let this pain go, otherwise, either I am or we are going to suffer. And I am not really here with you to suffer. Especially to suffer over a body part. No way, Jose! Especially, a waste-organ part. Oh my goodness. No way! If you lose an arm or something, yeah, you can miss that. You can brood over that for a number of years, until you recover from that, but someone elses waste-organs? That is a strange loss. Is it a real loss? Is it really worth the pain? Is such pain Love or simply unenlightened suffering? This is just an attitude. Some yogis have this attitude. Oh, the body is just a flesh bag. A woman? A man? What is she? What is he? Love? A fleshbag of blood, guts, bones, excrement and urine? Sure, a partners body is a nice thing to embrace and use now and then and to enjoy to whatever extent a relationship makes that possible or necessary, but to suffer it? No way. There is something strange about that because you are in the universe of changes, appearances and disappearances. You dont really own anything! You are owned. You are an illusion, a mock-up. You are a momentary, fleeting reorganization, a temporary human thing that has been sort of welded together, psychically put together, magnetically assembled in a bodily way inside of somebodys waste-organs, and then wasted out and thrown into the great waste can of physical creation on the Earth planet. Too

All Relations Appear To Disappear, by Tisziji Muoz. Copyright 1989 by Tisziji Muoz. All rights reserved.

often, you base your life relationships on a waste-organ approach to life! Other beings call it an ordinary sexual way of life. That is a waste-organ approach to human being. No problem with that. Enjoy that. But why suffer it? Why suffer any body? That is what is being said. Why? Because the nature of the material universe is somewhat ephemeral, however concrete it appears to be under certain conditions. Sure, beings appear to be very, very material and very real. Yes, that is to say that there is a perception relative to material existence that can be absolutely doubtless for a moment at least. Sometimes, you forget that and you forget more important things, like, who you really are without identifying or covering Soul with the mask of ego. Who you really are or what we are really capable of in terms of Love rather than our worshipping or glorifying the so-called waste-organs and making an altar and a deity out of them. In many cases, people make the sex contract all that their lives are about in terms of relationship. That is it. It is like nothing is happening if the sexual contract or marriage in waste-organ consciousness is not happening. And if that contract is taken away or threatened, it is not only not right, but a god awful hell of hells, wherein something sick or crazy must be going on. What I am saying is not right is that such suffering is not right. Self-assumed and self-imposed suffering is really what is not right. Suffering all of that self-created egoic illusion. Try to, on the other hand, create for yourself an openness...to be able to find other beings who you can really love by not making the so-called waste-organ approach to consciousness and life the real criterion for Love, harmony or relationship. You have to be able to tell yourself that Love, not a waste-organ sex contract, is OK in any form that you can get it and let the heart rather than the crotch have its way. If relationship is limited too much to the waste-organs, then what you will do is reinforce and empower a pattern of life that creates, as well as sustains, this karma of pain, these cause and

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effect conditions, which are absolutely mechanically patterned as being the data. Relationship for you then equates with suffering waste-organs. Another being shows up with the same kind of waste-organ karma. That being will show up because that is where the last one was left at. You bring that incomplete karma to the next relationship. Just because your pain weakens doesnt mean that those feelings are dissolved or have disappeared. Ah, here is another beautiful set of waste organs. Now what? Same thing, different time, same karmas to resolve? What will Love mean in this sense? How much waste-organ can you control, exploit, indulge or be wasted by? How much waste-organ meat can you eat? And then, how much of it will be love and how much of it will you have to suffer again? This is true in all relationships where the lower parts are given much more attention and power than they deserve, require or warrant. When you do that, then your life-mission gets turned upside down. It is like putting your waste-organs up on top where your head is supposed to be. It is like walking on your hands with your genitals exposed, and your genitals say, Hi, how are you? What side is up? What end is up? Which end of your body do you put towards the Sun, towards the Light? Your brains or your brainless waste-organs? Your waste-organs are the instinctive parts, not the intuitive Heart-Conscious parts. Visitor: (smiling) Tisziji: Are you speechless? Having waste-organ consciousness as the highest consciousness you can operate from is very easy since you are dealing with a planet whose gravitational force is the way it is. This means that gravity naturally draws the mental, psychic and emotional energies down between the thighs. What you take in the top comes out through the waste organs by nature. It is pulled down and theoretically drawn back into the Earth. It is part of a

All Relations Appear To Disappear, by Tisziji Muoz. Copyright 1989 by Tisziji Muoz. All rights reserved.

downward or Earth-center process. Too often, you identify exclusively with those lower energies which are always moving, flowing or pulling Soul downwards, gravitationally speaking, towards and back into the Earth through the crotch-center. You tend to be too heavy down there. Your energies tend to fall down into and congest that powerful area. You tend to live life from this area by virtue of unconscious identification with the psychic force of gravity. Yours is a heavy approach to life. It is a lower parts or waste-organ approach to life which is really an approach to death or a deadly approach to sex. Despite that tendency of the downward pull and the magnetic draw towards the Earth, you have to operate clear Here. You have to account for that. You have to operate more up here between the eyes. You have to operate relatively less down here between the thighs. You have certain impulses and tendencies which are basically mechanical and reconditionable. They can be reconditioned. All impulses can be healthfully reconditioned, sanely reconditioned and made to be more creatively useful. Oh sweet-heart, you have gorgeous waste-organs, but I am no longer interested in them. I am interested in loving you, not probing about or getting stuck in or being done in by your waste organs, see? Only God knows what you are always looking for down there? Sensation? Experience? Possibly the orgasm, which, in your case, may ultimately be a waste of energy anyway? Yes, the ultimate waste! An orgasm has no real owner or lover. You dont control the orgasm. It overwhelms you. An orgasm is a spontaneous reaction to the tension and frictional heat of sex energy which is always related to high or low emotional conflict and the compulsion to release or be released from stress. There are different ways to approach the subject of what is a really good emotional investment. What level should the investment be at? Without telling anybody what to do, it is simply important to share what is happening. This is the universe! It is a great garbage can! This universe is a place, a plane and a process, which includes what we call change,

All Relations Appear To Disappear, by Tisziji Muoz. Copyright 1989 by Tisziji Muoz. All rights reserved.

destruction, transformation, metamorphoses, or in some cases, purification, transmutation or reconversion of energies for higher, creative or transcendental purposes. Most beings arent into purification techniques and conscious unfoldment, so I will not dwell on that. However, such techniques represent another set of possibilities, the yogic or communional possibilities of practicing certain psycho-physical exercises which redistribute, transform and uplift the gravitationally drawn downward pulling energies that tend to make the crotch-mind more aggravated and more demanding than it really is or needs to be. It is a possibility that when space stations are built, depending on the gravitational forces which are used on them, there could, in fact, be a relief from a certain degree of gravitation-induced sexual neurosis. This would be due to being off the planet and not have that distressing downward drawing or gravitational pulling. This is a possibility which can be found out in future generations, and whether or not sexuality tends to assume or take on more of a relatively balanced way of being, a less aggravated, a less disturbing or less horny or hokey-pokey approach to relationship. Men get disturbed at women when they, the women, start closing their legs, closing themselves off and containing or conserving themselves. Some men then say, We aint got no place to dump our unregenerated karmic scum anymore. Where do we dump it now? In the toilet? You need to get a new lot or some other place to dump your waste, your hot toxic waste, in. You either dont want to or cant hold onto it, beyond a point. You want or need to put it in a drum, a can or a hole somewhere. But the Earth, the Mother and therefore women, have a right to say, Hey, please, no more of that kind of toxic waste. We dont need that bad seed here anymore. On the other hand, understanding the unenlightened nature of the way things are, human relationships in the universe of time and space, energy and matter and this great wonderful thing some call life as incarnate beings, all of these things are full of

All Relations Appear To Disappear, by Tisziji Muoz. Copyright 1989 by Tisziji Muoz. All rights reserved.

changes. And these changes are constant. The universe of changes is a constant. Change is the constant in this here universe. This is change and transformation, be that unconscious or even unwilling transformation. It is just happening. Beings are here today and gone today, as if they never existed. Should one wonder about the reality of any of this suffering? What I am talking about is a humorous process. It is humorous and even ridiculous. It is absurd to me that anyone is here now. I mean, how can anyone end up on a planet like this? Why? If you had any real choice in the matter, would you be here? Would you? I certainly wouldnt be here. This planet, as a human possibility, has gone mad! There must be other places where the transformational changes are more delectable, more juicy and more delicious than this heavy fearful time-bomb of a garbage can called Earth. Who knows what is going to happen next down here, what is going to blow next or which aircraft is going to crash into somebodys bedroom or when the Earth is going to swallow us up and belch up our life juice? That is the way it is down here for unenlightened beings. It is a total uncertainty for them. The only thing you can be certain of is the uncertainty, unless there is a higher sense of Being Here, a more spiritual or enlightened sense of Being Here, which enables the spirit of humor relative to all of this to really Be a higher place in consciousness, to really be a more powerful place in ones consciousness, so as not to allow you to fall down into being the changes that occur below the belt, suffering sexual possession and the total disempowering nonsense of wasteorganitis.

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