"I ha e %egun to see silence in connection with loneliness and words as a source o" com"ort# as o"ten as I ha e wounded or %een wounded %y words' silence has actually %"een the greater source "o" conte!t# %ecause I %egan to read e!certs "rom his diary# I entually came across the ery same +uote
"I ha e %egun to see silence in connection with loneliness and words as a source o" com"ort# as o"ten as I ha e wounded or %een wounded %y words' silence has actually %"een the greater source "o" conte!t# %ecause I %egan to read e!certs "rom his diary# I entually came across the ery same +uote
"I ha e %egun to see silence in connection with loneliness and words as a source o" com"ort# as o"ten as I ha e wounded or %een wounded %y words' silence has actually %"een the greater source "o" conte!t# %ecause I %egan to read e!certs "rom his diary# I entually came across the ery same +uote
How we use words I know that the assignment was meant to hel us e!lore the e""icacy o" words# $ut %ecause I came here in &uly' I was surrounded %y silence "or the %etter art o" si! weeks# I(m way too "amiliar with it now to look at it as a three day e!eriment# )here was no way to really do this "ast %ecause I reeatedly go three days without seaking with anyone e!cet my closest "riend in short surts# I ha*e %egun to see silence in connection with loneliness and words as a source o" com"ort# As o"ten as I ha*e wounded or %een wounded %y words' silence has actually %een the greater source o" ain# I would rather ha*e a three day argument with those I lo*e than one day o" silence le"t alone with my "ears and insecurities# I thought +uite a %it a%out what ,ouwen had to say a%out silence and although I understood his oint' I thought his use o" scriture and +uotes to suort his ersecti*e were o"ten used out o" conte!t# In articular' I took issue with his *iew o" -an .ogh(s +uote a%out walking ast a house with a "ire in it# It ru%%ed me the wrong way and I couldn(t ut my "inger on why / so to seak# )hen' one a"ternoon while I was at the hosital' I icked u an article on -an .ogh and %egan to read e!certs "rom his diary# I e*entually came across the *ery same +uote and reali0ed why it had %othered me# -an .ogh wasn(t touting silence# He was grie*ing o*er it# He used those words to descri%e his loneliness1 his solitude e*en though he was surrounded %y eole# He was saying that he was a house with a warm "ire in it' %ut no one e*en %othered to take the time to turn "rom their %usiness long enough to sit down and take notice# ,o one had the interest to actually seak with him and listen to his heart1 the thoughts that he had were %ound in an internal uni*erse and he had no one to share them with# It was loneliness that -an .ogh was lamenting1 not the need or %ene"its o" silence# -an .ogh needed words#
I used to come home a"ter a %usy day and cra*e the silence o" my aartment# One day alone without seaking with anyone was the %est ossi%le day o"" that I could imagine# ,ow' I welcome any interaction# I actually got to the oint that a con*ersation with the %ank clerk was the highlight o" my a"ternoon# .ranted' words can cut deely# I(m starkly aware that I am caa%le o" using them to ush someone away as easily as draw them closer# Our culture is "illed with words %eing soken 2234 # # # %ut so is the House o" Prayer# .od uses them to create# 5atan uses them to lie# 6ertainly' how we use them determines whether they are creati*e or destructi*e# All in all' words are healing "or me right now# I need words like I lo*e you' I miss you' I care a%out you' 7ou make a di""erence reeatedly# I am ain"ully aware o" how imortant those words are and I try and say them e*ery day now' as o"ten as I can# I need silence so I can hear "rom .od and so I can hear eole(s hearts# )hat(s where it is most hel"ul# Howe*er' I need words to release lo*e#