A car is slowly moving upwards on a narrow mountain road, slightly covered in snow. On the right side of the road there are small houses, on the left side there is a forest. HE is driving cautiously, he is tired but focused. He is examining the surroundings. The dashboard clock shows 1:23. On the passenger seat there is a small backpack. With his left hand, he searches through one of his pockets, pulls out a note with an address and directions and puts it on the steering wheel, holding it in place with his hand. He keeps driving straight ahead and the road leads to a neighbourghood of small 4-floor apartment blocks. He checks the directions on the paper one more time, checks the buildings, and then parks in front of one of them. 2 INT. APARTMENT BLOCK - NIGHT He is climbing the last few steps on the last floor. He looks around, checking all the doors, then stops in front of one of them. He searches his pockets and pulls out a key ring with two keys. He is hesitating. He puts one of the keys in the upper lock, it doesn't fit, then he tries in the other lock below. He tries to unlock the door, but it's already unlocked. He pulls out the key and puts his hand on the door knob. He is hesitating. He opens the door cautiously and gets in. 3 INT. APARTMENT - HALL/BEDROOM - NIGHT A tiny hall with a fridge on the left, a small messy kitchen on the right. Opposite to the entrance door, there are an open door to the living room and a longer hall, with the bedroom door at the bottom. The bedroom door is barely open, light is coming through three small decortive windows in the door. He throws his backpack on the floor and rushes to the bedroom. He opens the door just a bit more and stands in the doorway, looking in. SHE is sleeping on the left side of an extended sofa turned double bed, with her back towards the door. She is covered all the way to the neck with a blanket. She is breathing deeply, regularly. By the bed, a small lamp is switched on. The bedroom is a tight room full of all sort of objects. A suitcase is covered in a pile of clothes. On the right side of the bed there are several objects - a laptop, a book, a tea cup, a pack of cigarettes, several lighters, an ashtray with a couple of cigarette butts in it, a small mirror, a small cosmetics bag, several open packs of medication with their info papers 2. scattered around and a bunch of other objects. He watches her for a few seconds while standing still in the doorway. He takes a deep breath of relief. He kneels by the bed, finds a small piece of paper and a pen and writes down a few words. His movements are cautious, he is trying not to make any noise. He folds the paper and puts it by her side on the bed, then leaves the room and closes the door as he found it. 4 INT. APARTMENT - HALL/LIVING ROOM/KITCHEN - NIGHT He returns to the small hall at the entrance. He yawns and covers his mouth with his hand, then rubs his eyes. He locks the entrance door. He finds a mobile phone on the fridge and checks it - it's switched off. He puts it back on the fridge. He finds a pair of boots randomly tossed on the floor, he picks them up and places them neatly by the wall. He enters the living room, takes off his coat and leaves it on the couch. At the bottom of the couch there is a small round table with four chairs; on the other side of the room there is a large closet with several shelves. He sits down on the couch, takes his shoes off and puts his face in his palms. He sits still for a few moments. He takes out his phone from a pocket and makes a call, then leans on his back. HIM (Lowered voice, nearly whispering) Hey. Yes, I'm here, she's ok, she's sleeping. He holds back a yawn and covers his mouth with a hand while listening to the answer. He gets up.
Mhm. (He sighs.) No, no idea. I'm letting her sleep, I'm not gonna wake her up. (He is listening) Yeah, I found it, it's switched off. He gets up and makes a few steps through the room.
3. How would I know? Maybe It's been off for half an hour, maybe for three days. (He is listening, he sighs) Yes, she is breathing. (He is listening) Will you stop panicking? I'm here, I'm staying here. I don't know, she's just sleeping. You're just hysterical. (He is listening) I don't know, haven't checked, I just went straight to her room. He walks to the kitchen and checks out the room - a tiny, crowded kitchen, with the door on one end and a window on the other. On the right side there is a table with two chairs, one near the door and the other under the window. On the table there are several bottles of water/juice, some fruit, a bread in a plastic bag, a box of cereals, a few dirty dishes, some still having leftovers on them and all sorts of other junk. On the left side, the cooker, the kitchen counter and the sink. A large pile of dirty dishes is lying in the sink. A fully loaded trash bag is lying by the trash bin.
(Slightly annoyed) No, it doesn't stink. She hasn't been smoking indoors. No, there's no mess in the kitchen. He holds his phone in place using his shoulder to free his hands and starts throwing away some of the junk on the table and gathering the dishes.
(He is listening, he gets mad but makes an effort to keep his voice low) No. Absolutely not. We've had this talk before. I'm here to take care of her, not to stress her out. If that's what she needed she might as well could have stayed at home. He is standing in an uncomfortable position over the trash bin while listening, holding a dirty plate in one hand and a biscuits wrapper in the other. 4.
Oh, what do I mean? You know damn well what I mean. You think she's hiding in the mountains because of how happy she is with you? Yeah, so? I don't give a fuck about it, what do you think, that you know what's best for her just because you're her sister? I... (His voice starts trembling) ...I don't know it either, no, that's the point! I have no fucking clue, and that's why I'm not gonna tell her what to do. (He takes a deep breath while listening) So what do you want now? Shall I go barge in and wake her up? "Hello, rise an' shine, your big sis sent me here to check if you're still alive, and in case you are I'm gonna nag you about how badly you need therapy, don't worry, she's paying, and don't you dare not be grateful for it afterwards"? I am not doing this, end of story. He throws the biscuits wrapper in the bin and hangs up. 5 INT. BEDROOM/HALL/BATHROOM/LIVING ROOM/KITCHEN - NIGHT She wakes up. She lifts her head heavily, supports herself with her arms for a few seconds. She drinks the last sips of tea from the cup and looks around. She makes an effort and gets off the bed, holding the cup in one hand. She walks to the bathroom, she is shaking, she turns on the light and gets in. She throws the tea bag into the toilet and fills the cup with tap water. She rushes to takes a few large drinks. She fills up the cup with tap water one more time and leaves the room. She notices her boots standing neatly by the entrance door, looks at them for a few seconds, confused, then she returns to the bedroom. She sits down on the edge of the bed, puts the cup by her pillow and notices the note from him. She opens the note and reads (we don't see this but): "Don't freak out if you find a guy around the house, I just dropped by to see 5. how you're doing :) L." She drinks some more water, sits still for a few seconds. She folds the paper carefully and puts it in between the pages of her book. She gets up again and goes out of the room. She takes a look at the now clean and tidy kitchen and her boots in the entrance hall, then goes to the living room. He is sleeping in an uncomfortable position on the couch, sitting down, with his shoulder and head fallen onto the sofa's arm. She stares at him for a few seconds, then notices his coat and shoes. She picks them up, her moves are slow and clumsy, then she puts his shoes at the entrance, next to her own boots. She opens the closet, pulls out a pillow and a blanket and puts them on the sofa by his side. She stares at him one more time from the doorway, then goes to the kitchen. She takes a large cooking pot and fills it with water, then puts it on the stove and turns on the fire. She puts several tea cups and a box of tea bags on the counter. 6 INT. BEDROOM - DAY She is sleeping on the left side of the bed, lying on her back, legs bent, knees leaning on the sofa's backrest. Her right hand lays on an open book on her abdomen, her left hand under her head/pillow. Her head is turned right, her face hidden into her arm. She is wearing a simple black night gown and black mid-lenght tights. The blanket is gathered at the bottom of the bed, barely covering her feet. Among the various junk on the right side of the bed, the laptop is turned on, the lamp is switched on, wet tea bags lie in the 3-4 empty tea cups, an empty, dirty plate has a fork and some leftovers on it. The door is closed. He approaches the door from the hallway, watches through the window for a few seconds then cautiously opens the door. He leans on the wall/door frame and stares at her intensely for a few moments. He goes to the window and opens it, he approaches the bed, turns off the light and closes the laptop. He carefully sneaks out the book from under her hand, puts the bookmark on the page where it was open and puts it by her side. He leans over the bed and grabs a corner of the blanket, pulls it, aims to cover her but hesitates, then lets the blanket drop back where it was. He hesitates for a few moments, then gathers some of the objects on the right side of the bed 6. and sits down by her side. He stares at her for a while. He reaches towards her with his right hand, he hesitates, he gently touches her lips then quickly pulls back his hand. He keeps staring at her. He gets up and sits even closer to her, on his knees. He reaches out towards her one more time, and starts following the lines of her face and body, very close but not touching her, as if caressing her but without actually touching her. He makes a few small noises with his fingers. She doesn't wake up. He touches her face. He touches her right forearm, just above the head, he goes down towards her elbow, caressing her with his fingers, goes towards her neck, collarbone, right breast, ribs, abdomen, then climbs towards the knee on her inner thigh. He continues staring at her face the whole time, fearing she might wake up. With his left hand, he unzips his pants and starts masturbating. He continues staring at her, fearing. He panicks when he feels like he's about to come, he grabs one of the tea cups and ejaculates into it. He sits down by her side, takes a few deep breaths and continues staring at her intensely. He grabs the blanket at her legs and gently covers her. He takes the cups and plate in a hurry and gets out of the bedroom. He rushes into the kitchen and loses his balance. The fork falls off from the plate and makes a loud noise on the floor. He stops, stands still for a couple of seconds, scared. He puts the cups and the plate into the sink, grabs the fork from the floor and starts washing them furiously. He especially insists on THAT tea cup. He is standing with it in his hand, aims to smash it to the floor but stops. He meticulously places all the dishes on the dryer, then washes his hands and wipes them with a towel. He leaves the kitchen and goes to the living room. He stands by the table for a couple of moments, puts his face into his palms, rubs his forehead, takes a deep breath then sits at the table. He pulls out a laptop from his backpack, puts it on the table, turns it on and lights a cigarette. 7 INT. KITCHEN - DAY He is cooking. On his righ hand, he is wearing an oven glove. He is constantly moving back and forth between the cooker and the sink. The entire room looks a lot more tidy. By the bottles and fruit on the table, there are a couple of ingredients, his pack of cigarettes, an empty cup of coffee (another cup, not THAT one) and a large fire starter for the cooker. 7. She enters the room. She is apathetic, slow, clumsy, she is wearing the same clothes she was sleeping in. He follows her every move. She goes to the window, they auckwardly pass by eachother in the narrow space between the table and the kitchen counter. When she has her back turned towards her, he aims to touch her with the hand wearing the oven glove, but he stops. She throws herself on the chair by the window. He leans down, throws a look into the stove and she starts watching him. When he gets up, she quickly looks the other way. He looks at her and smiles. HIM Mornin'! She absent-mindedly starts eating some cereals straight from the box. On the way to/from the ceral box, her hand starts shaking. HER (She looks at her hand, then puts it on the table) Mornin' HIM I came to... She gets up, takes THE CUP from the drier and fills it with tap water. HIM ...to see how you're doing. She returns to the chair and sits, with heavy moves, then drinks the whole water in a second. He cringes looking at her. She takes out a cigarette from his pack and lights it with the fire starter. HIM I made some (...), maybe you're hungry. As she smokes, she starts dropping the ashes into his empty coffee cup. 8 INT. LIVING ROOM/HALL/BEDROOM - DAY He is sitting at the living room table, working on his laptop. We can hear a door opening (the bedroom door). He stops working and starts listening. A second door opens and then closes (bathroom). We can hear the shower being 8. switched on. He gets up, walks to the corner between the two halls and stands there, listening carefully. He enters the bedroom, looks round, observing all her objects carefully. He goes to her suitcase and starts touching the pile of clothes on top of it. Every now and then he stops and listens to the sounds coming from the bathroom, afraid of being caught. He grabs a pair of jeans, folds them and puts them neatly back on top of the suitcase. He grabs a t-shirt and starts folding it. He feels its smell and stops, takes it closer to his face, smells it and touches his cheek with it. He cuts the gesture abruptly, then folds the t-shirt and puts it on top of the jeans. He listens to the sounds from the bathroom. He gets up, aims to leave but stops to look around one more time. He notices the small cosmetics bag on the bed. He is hesitating. He picks it up, opens it and examins its content - bandages, a small bottle of hidrogen peroxyde, a pack of band-aids, a hand cream, a pack of razorblades. He takes the razorblades out and stands paralyzed for a second, holding them into his hand. He puts them in his pocket and leaves the room. 9 INT. BEDROOM/KITCHEN - NIGHT The bedroom light is on, the rest of the apartment is in complete darkness. He is sleeping in the living room, she is awake in the bedroom. She picks up the cosmetics bag, looks into it and starts searching furiously. She dumps all of its content on the bed. She goes to the fridge, takes a box of milk and goes to the kitchen, forgetting the fridge door open. She is moving slowly, with difficulty, exhausted, she is shaking. She takes a (different) cup from the drier, pours milk into it with slow, heavy moves. She stands by the kitchen counter, drinks some milk and spills a bit over herself. She sits down on the floor with the cup in her hand. She drinks some more milk and puts the cup down on the floor by her side. She is staring blankly and shaking. She tries to embrace her own body, she grabs her flesh from elbows to wrists, sinks her fingernils violently into the skin, obviously disturbed. She gets up suddenly, grabs a knife from the dish dryer and sits back down. She holds the knife in one hand and strtes at the forearm of the other. Drops of blood start falling into the milk. 9. 10 INT. BATHROOM - NIGHT She meticulously performs a precise, calculted after-care ritual over the batroom sink, cleaning and bandaging her arm. 11 INT. KITCHEN - NIGHT She washes the knife thoughroughly and puts it back on the dryer. She us calm, composed. She spills the milk into the sink and cleans the cup. We can hear the sound of him getting out of bed from the living room. She freezes, rapidly fills the cup with tap water, stops the water and sits on the chair by the window, with her bandaged arm hidden under the table and her right hand on the table, holding the cup. He appears into the doorway. HER (agitated speech but her body remains frozen) Did I wake you up? Umm, sorry, I was very thirsty. I had no more water left in the bedroom and, you know, tap water from the bathroom really sucks, I really hate it, it just tastes strange, you know, and... HIM That's ok. He grabs the second chair and puts it in between the table and the kitchen counter. He sits, never taking his eyes off her. He reaches out for his pack of cigarettes, pulls one out, looks around for his lighter and sees it in the table corner, inbetween her left hand and the wall. She hands it to him awckwardly with her right hand. He takes it and takes the chance to "accidentally" touch her hand. He gets up. HIM There's no air in here... He walks closer to her towards the window, watching her constantly, and opens the window. She sneaks out past him, hiding her left arm, and leaves the room. 12 INT. HALL/LIVING ROOM - DAY She is wearing the same clothes, plus a large, black hoodie over the night gown. She finds a note on the 10. entrance door - "I WENT OUT TO GET CIGARETTES, BE BACK IN 10 MINUTES". She enters the living room and examines the bed and his few personal belongings on the table - wallet, keys, phone, a notebook etc. The sofa is extended into a two-person bed, with a sheet, a blanket and a pillow. His clothes are gathered neatly in one corner of the bed. She touches several clothes and objects of his, his laptop. She browses through his notebook then puts it back, meticulously trying to place it in the exact same position where she found it. She turns on his laptop and browses through it. She is completely still for a few moments, then she abruptly shuts it down and leaves the room. 13 INT. KITCHEN/HALL - DAY He is In the kitchen, cutting some salami with THE KNIFE and eating the slices voraceously. She comes in and freezes at the door when seeing him. A pot of coffee is boiling on the stove. HIM (with his mouth full) Mornin'! He picks up THE CUP nr.2 from the dryer and pours himself some coffee. HIM You want some? She is watching his every move. She feels sick, as if she is about to vomit, and she runs to the bathroom. He runs after her and stands in the bathroom door, blocking her way in. She tries to run into the bedroom, he blocks her way one more time. She tries to turn around and run the other way but he grabs her hands/wrists from behind and holds her still. The sleeves of her hoodie slide down towards her elbows, making her bandages visible. She fights back, tries to run away, but he holds her still with force, almost violently. He hesitates for a moment, then sinks his face into her hair. HIM (almost whispering) Why?... She is inert. A few tears roll down her face. HIM (louder) 11. Why?? (shouting, he starts shaking her) Why, damn it, say something, speak! Why... He grabs both of her wrists with his left hand and puts his right hand around her waist. She fights back, tries to escape by crawling to the floor but they both fall down on their knees. They sit still on their knees for a few moments, he continues to hold her with force. HIM (on a completely different tone) Why... do you want to... feel something?... He sneaks his right hand under her night gown and her thights. She is inert, her head hanging down in apathy. He gives up his gesture, loosens his grip and embraces her. She is inert, then suddenly turns towards him. He tries to say something, but he closes his lips with her index finger. She gives him a short kiss in the corner of his mouth, then gets up, goes to the bedroom and closes the door behind her. 14 INT. LIVING ROOM - NIGHT He is sleeping on his side. The light is turned on on the long hall, then on the small entrance hall next to the living room door. She comes and stands at the living room door. She looks at him from the distance for a couple of moments, then comes closer to the bed. She leans towards him and traces the outline of his body with her hand as if caressing him, extremely close but never touching him. 15 EXT. APARTMENT BLOCK GARDEN - NIGHT/EARLY MORNING She is sitting on a bench in the garden in front of the apartment block, with a cup of tea by her side. She is wearing a pair of jeans under her night gown and hoodie and his winter coat on top of them. She lights a cigarette and drinks some tea. She looks around: a supply delivery truck approaches the hotel nearby. A street sweeper starts his day, dragging a garbage dumpster on wheels with him. A few vendors prepare to open their kiosks. Daylight is slowly creeping in. 12. She pulls the much too large coat tighter around her and slides a hand into one of its pockets. She touches something in it and frowns, curious. She pulls out her pack of razorblades. She stares at it. She smokes. She drops the razorblades back into the pocket.