[my love for U 1]

My darling U,
well this thing is going real fast ,aint it?some would call it madness,desperation on my part to be
committing to 1 thing after the another to a phantom.the latest being that,I have appointed U my
phantom live in partner!.but,well my love ,this is no desperation.it is a wispy flow,it is scents of U,it
is those lips,that cute nose,those not quite almond eyes[but close enough],it is ur madness ,your
personality that compels me to do all this.it is the sheer hunger ,sheer need to possess,not tht
body,but that soul.it feels as right as anything ever has in my life
in these roots,I see color,passion,desire ,a sensual smorgasboard,that with a teeth gritting desire I
want.i want ,I just want.it is a key to lush geographies of me,still undiscoverd.i want to use U to
unleash expeditions to the chinas,the Americas of me.i want to use U to bound my continents.i want
to succumb to my personal sirens.to eat lotus leaves in ur souls arms and never go back.i want to
have U every hour or maybe leave no gap in time.i want the mists of our passion to cloud times
press.to arrest ourselves in this bubble of eternity.i want U to spout poetry from that pretty mouth n
curses too.i want U to be the emotional bonfire tht U are.i want to collect these colors ,these
thunderbolts n fashion the keys to my undiscovered continents.i want U to be the first explore of
them ,to claim ur own.i want to be the raging torrent that fills U with love,to unleash your spiritual
heights.i myself whirl like a dervish ,seeking U ,seeking myself,as my arms reach across vast oceans
of socially right to you U and pleasure U.i want U to feel the tingles of divinity as my hands caress
your skin.i want us to make love across continents.
As ur emotions surge,as I can feel U losing your grip,I want to introduce my master logician.i want to
embrace ,to kiss U hard,to swallow the nectar/poison of ur roilings n exult.as U fall down exhausted
,I want to pick up your supine form n gently lay U down.lay U down on the quilt of time,horribly
twisted by our passions now,stunned by the spectacle as its flow stems,as it turns on itself,as it
wounds itself around us n thru us ,our eternal love,its priceless ornament.
There ,as I kiss U gently to sleep,I want us to stay for ever n ever n ever more.

I bind your hands

With the silken threads of my love
With the leather straps of my need
My profane need
As U struggle
As U resist
Against the currents

As U seek clouds of relief

Your tremors I still
As I whisper love into your ear
As I run my fingers down your face
Over your lips
As i soar like an eagle
On the currents of your peace
As I kiss U hard
Caress your breasts
As I reach inside your chest
and take ur heart away
As I let my silken pain
Drip on your golden sheen
As it oxidises to love
As U have me
Currents of ecstasy shooting up your veins
As your dams burst
As U surrender yourself
To me
forever
well,my love ,just as random information,I have decided today to take up some things in order to
have topics of conversation with women on dates and with U ,who is mistress of my heart.of course
,time willing.so,to learn all that I can about plants,birds,[cars,trucks,planes and trains] and also
trivia.U know,if I can just pull up some random interesting fact about coffee,say when we are on a
date at a coffee house and generate an interesting conversation .
Well,today to give U some idea of my streamlined agenda,I was caught up in the study of algebraic
topology all day.needed some expert information for my project on langlands
conjecture.well,fundamentally langlands conjectures are about drawing stunning links between 2
completely different continents in mathematics.one continent being that of numbers and the other
continent being that of very curious functions called automorphic functions.these automorphic

functions possess really stunning symmetry.anyways,these linkages are achieved by means of 2 sets
of groups being identical in the sets of a class of their representations each.
U see,fundamentally groups are structures that encode the symmetries of objects.for example,if 1
takes the square and rotates it by 90 degrees,180 degrees etc.,it will look the same.if 1 moves the
square by say 1 meter,it will still look the same and so on.generally,it is found in mathematics ,that if
1 can understand the group of symmetries of an object,then we can understand the object also very
well.thus,we are able to understand mathematical structures called quantum fields that are used
to model the most fundamental interactions between quantum particles.
Given a group,1 tries to see it as a group of symmetries of various objects,by omitting some of its
elements.these are called the representations of the group.

So,anyways the langlands conjectures are central to mathematics.many of their consequences help
us to clarify and understand vast swathes of mathematics.so,only a few cases of this very vast
conjecture have been proved/understood.nobody understands in general why they should be
true,that is ,until now[others will know ,when I start publishing it in the next few months.]I have
created a vast new theoretical structure ,which allows the full glory of the langlands conjectures to
emerge quite naturally.the theory itself is bristling with new paradigms that offer a rich palette of
exploration.also,as a natural consequence of this theory ,many other conjectures are easily
proved.also,new results arise.this is 1 of the 2 thundering projects along with other equally
thundering and many smaller projects.but,these 2 are in the state of greatest readiness.

Well,anyways,bye my love.
P.S. I talk of only myself ,because really,I have been caught up only in my own life ,much of my
existence.i have made very few friends,and even then have been too caught up in my main thrust in
life.so,small talk,little incidents that occur in a life lived in society escape me.sure,I can pull up such
interesting incidents due to my being very observant .but,it wont have that authenticity of truly
lived experience.
Also,as U can see ,I am caught up in pretty big stuff matching with my untameable Olympian
needs.indeed,I always will be,but,the key is also to become a real artist of language.which,I will sure
as hell.soon,I will be at a certain level of effortlessness.so,let the tides flow to their own rhythm.do
not be impatient much.U will be loved by me all your life and as I am convinced of this,for all eternity
or at least many lives of yours[in which U will really be mine]being a soulmate etc.