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WHEN
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NOWHERE
ELSE
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M U R R AY M I D D L E T O N
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Contents
Open Misre
Big Buffalo
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Mainstream
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Jubilee Mile
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Hinterland
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Acknowledgements
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Misre
Im not sure how Mum and Dad planned on spending their longservice leave. Maybe planting jonquils, solving cryptic crosswords
and firing chestnuts at the cockatoo that Dad called Kasparov.
Maybe they wanted to see Europe for the first time, although
they wouldve had to see it in winter because of the footy. Either
way, Ibet they didnt plan on spending it with our old neighbour,
Raymond, lying on a foldout bed in thestudy.
Raymond lived around the corner from us in Tecoma when
I was little. That was before he bought ten acres just outside
Marysville. I couldnt remember much about him. The main
thing that stuck in my mind was that he had a sweet tooth.
Mum used to wonder how he slept at night with all that sugar
swimming through his veins. But at least he slept back then.
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Our lives were all about rituals after Raymond came to visit. We
played a game of Five Hundred every afternoon. Mum said that
for the time being Iwasnt allowed to visit friends houses after
school. The games lasted anywhere between half an hour and two
hours, depending on how stubborn Dad was feeling. Raymond
didnt seem to have much interest in playing. Hed usually sit
there nursing a packet of scorched almonds. Sometimes when it
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was his turn to bid hed just stare into space, like hed forgotten
where he was, until Dad got his attention. Then hed pass. He
even passed when he had the joker. It could get frustrating
whenI was Raymonds partner, having to do all the work, but
I knew I wasnt allowed to complain.
Dad tried to get him back into the footy. He told me that
Raymond used to play in the Yarra Valley League over twenty
years ago. Apparently he was a decent full-back. Icouldnt see it.
Wed all watch the Demons game on TV every weekend. Theyd
had some high draft picks in the last few years and Dad was sure
it wouldnt be long until they were on the way back up again.
Mum wasnt quite as convinced. Raymond never barracked.
Ioften caught him staring out the window with the same blank
look that he wore while we were playing cards.
Between cards and dinner, Mum and Dad would take
Raymond for a walk in the forest near Grants Picnic Ground.
They said it was good for him to leave the house every day.
Dad bought him a pair of gumboots from Bunnings because
the tracks got muddy in winter. I joined them once or twice
atthe beginning and I noticed that Mum and Dad were steering
clear of the more popular walking tracks.
Before dinner every night one of us had to tell a joke. Im
pretty sure it was Dads idea. It was usually a bad joke, too.
When it was my turn, Istole puns from the net because thats
what seemed to make Mum and Dad happy. They always had
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a good chuckle, even when the jokes didnt entirely work out.
Dad laughed differently, though. It came more out of his nose.
At times it really got on my nerves and I wanted to tell him to
laugh normally.
For all the effort we made, what Raymond seemed to like
most of all was sitting out on the porch in the morning, eating
his raisin toast. Ididnt mind him sitting out there as muchas
Mum and Dad. They didnt want him spending too much time
alone, but since he was always the first person up, there wasnt
really anything they could do about it. The raisin toast left a
sweet, burnt sultana smell throughout the house while I was
getting ready for school. When I got home Raymond was usually
still sitting out there on the bench that Dad had painted red
and blue, watching the mist drift over the valley.
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them to spend their time. She made me promise that wed never
be so pathetic when we wereold.
At dinner Dad would tell us all about his ongoing battles with
Kasparov the cockatoo. No one was really listening. Over the
Easter holidays hed made a slingshot by rigging a heavy rubber
band over a coathanger. Idont know what he would have done
without Kasparov. He finally convinced Raymond to join him in
the yard one afternoon. Even though Raymond took a carton of
chestnuts out with him, he refused to have a turn on the slingshot.
When Mum and Dad visited the McCartneys in Sassafras
which they had done every Sunday since their daughter Fay
moved interstatethey insisted that Raymond went with them.
Iwas relieved because I didnt want to be alone with him. It was
the only good run I ever got at studying. Ipictured him brooding
over a glass of cola on the patio at the McCartneys house, maybe
rubbing their labradors belly while the others talked about films
and the footy, missing his raisin toast.
There were times when Raymond took some coaxing to
leavethe house. It was usually just after wed finished playing
cards. Hed say he was feeling sleepy or he didnt need the
exercise. He was never rude about it. Mum was always theone
to reason with him. Those were the only times I resented him,
especially when Courtney was over. His excuses made me
feel angry in a way I never had before. We all knew he was
eventually going to put on his gumboots. Courtney would just
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smile while Mum was talking Raymond into it, like she knew
what was going on inside me and that was the funniest part.
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