Act Of Giving

(by Wade Welch)

If we study history, we will understand that humanity has a goal...to maintain an
existence that mirrors what our souls are in Heaven. When we die, our souls are
individuals. We then try to stay on the path of light and go far enough that we
again combine with other enlightened souls and form a singular entity...ready to
reincarnate for our purpose...God's Will. In Heaven, we are united as one, and our
goal here is to also be united.
Reincarnation currently involves the transportation of a soul from Hell into the
material plane. Hell is the darkness surrounding the path of light souls travel
toward Heaven, and beyond. Our current goal for the future may involve the
gathering of enlightened souls, who made it to Heaven, so that we can incarnate
into the material plane with a majority of these enlightened souls, and leave those
egoic souls in Hell.
This would require the separation of a soul from the singular entity, and it would
enter the world without the consciousness of the entity. As a child, the newly
incarnated enlightened soul would again achieve enlightenment through the
sharing of knowledge from parents or elders. This would be an Act of Giving.
Today, all we can do is try to share knowledge in order to make a difference,
because we are dominated by egoic souls from Hell.
What does a person do if they want to make a difference? The answer to that
question is a relative one...it all depends on the circumstances. If a lifetime leads
up to the moment when circumstances present themselves, and there seems to
be a chance to do something, does a person know it? It seems difficult to
understand such a moment, because I don't think it can be imagined. I think that
moment has to present itself, with an impact.
In the past, such an event might present itself almost any day. Life had a slower
pace, and people had relationships based on actions...sharing, teamwork, and
planning. It was necessary to build the future. There was legitimate opportunity
since there was a need for the basics of life.
Today, it would seem that things are different...and of course they are. We no
longer work toward our goal...to live for the whole. We see ourselves as
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individuals. We think and live through our ego, so that we only care about us...in a
very selfish manner. We actually think the meaning of life is to focus on our inner
self...me...me...me. But one thing stays the same.
Giving involves one person at a time. True giving involves tangible actions.
Donations would seem like giving, but when the giver is not involved in the bottom
line, it is a compromise. So, what is giving? Does it have any value?
Society
Our country began with the Constitution. We left Europe to start a country with
freedom and respect for the pursuit of happiness. We had leaders who
understood that government was the enemy. It was obvious that responsible
leadership was the best method to establish these concepts, because our past did
not include equality and freedom.
Those of us who did not own slaves, or suffer from psychopathic or sociopathic
behavior, were humble servants who did what was necessary to survive. If we
were inspired by people who we admired, we had a reason to improve society. We
started a family heritage so we could provide for our children. Ideally, it was a life
based on the concept of giving.
Over a few generations, the leadership became the focus for people who were
driven by ambition and the lust for power. These people wanted to change society,
and provide leadership that gave them control. Even if we were able to keep the
foundation of America alive, it is inevitable that corruption will win in the long run.
We had no method to see into the minds of each person...which allowed us to
again evolve into an egoic society.
Today, if we were to discard our egoic nature...well, more like egoic reality...and
then study our society, we would have no choice but to condemn. The only
alternative would be to make some excuse. Of course, we know this even with our
ego. We just file it away as something unimportant. We replace it with our current
ego flavor.
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The brain operates on electrical impulses. They connect or they do not. The
connection of cells is based on two patterns...the repeat of the old, which is
addiction...or the new connection, which is thinking. Addiction is the default
mechanism. The lure of power and wealth is an overwhelming temptation for
addictive personalities. The ego makes it possible to make a commitment that
reasonable people would normally not consider. There are endless ways to
convince ourselves that truth is not important.
Accept a new thought process...maybe just as an experiment...nothing to lose.
This new process needs to include personal organization and goal orientation,
focusing on the discovery of truth. And to begin something new like this, you must
first have incentive and courage, that quickly leads to a stimulus, so that your
brain enjoys thinking...as opposed to addiction. Involve a family member and you
double the chance of success.
How is it possible for thinking to be better than addiction? You have needs, fears,
and wants. You need to follow evidence worthy of your attention. Strong enough
for you to overcome your fears and for you to believe. You have everyday life that
established compromise as your template...long ago. And maybe you feel alone.
You may need acceptance, understanding, and support from others. You may
need the inspiration to believe in yourself and face who you really are...which will
take help. The help you need must come from the voice of experience...not a
book. This is where we have failed in the past, because overcoming the ego is the
first step, and we view a leader who has accomplished that as a threat...not
immediate help.
Truth is discovered through suffering, and if you have the support of true strength,
the despair is overcome. That is what you find when you look inward, face your
addictions, and find truth...it is despair. You either run back to your addictions, or
you find incentive to begin thinking. With help, despair is overcome quickly, but we
don't get help.
The definition of humanity is based on giving...we either have help or we go it
alone...and that means either failure or extended suffering. Being a part of the
solution is not easy, as history proves. I discovered that I could endure the
suffering, but in the end, I had help. Even then, the suffering remains.
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Spirituality
In the past, we had a drastic need to improve our quality of life. I can see where
spirituality was needed, and religion helped us advance in our level of civilization.
We had to unite with shared beliefs and make judgments on enemies. We did a
pretty good job, and history establishes our progress. There does come a point
where we have to find new information. Without truth, we will abandon sprituality
and self-destruct again.
Religion has spiritual connotations, but as executed in society, is mostly a social
perspective with a political agenda. Faith is the message, but there is a
compromise...one that came long ago. Social order has always trumped religious
beliefs. I would not argue against religion for any reason I can imagine. It is one of
the few systems in human society that has worked at all. What else gives our
souls a fighting chance against the ego?
In the past, we had help. We can argue about where it came from, but that is not
important. That information will be discovered in the next 20 years or so. Our
government already knows the truth about this. They know much about our future
as well. We may become obsessed with the pursuit of this knowledge, but that is
not the issue. We already have our life's meaning laid out. It is an individual
commitment to truth and the acceptance of that truth. It helps to be intelligent, and
have a scientific mind, but not necessary...if we have the act of giving in society.
The whole of society will defend anyone who decides to live a common
meaningless existence. Even the definition of humanity will back you up. We take
the easy way out and focus on ourselves. Society views enlightenment as the
knowledge that we are even more important individually than we think we are. We
are beings from another dimension and become better than the "fools" around us
that focus on spirituality as a commitment...as sacrifice.
The conscience is there, for everyone, and cannot be denied in the end. It will
almost be put off to the point of worthlessness, but even people who live their
entire lives in a delusional state of excuse-based self-important egomania will be
forced to face the truth. It will be a pathetic situation, owning your true identity,
facing your maker, and finally being forced to discard childhood and take
responsibility for your actions. "So sorry, I didn't know. I am just a fool."
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Have you read my words...maybe words I overuse...maybe words that make
people stop reading? These words may have you label me a fool, or insane, or
condemned. If you read, and not just skim, you already understand very well why I
discuss the "fool". The fool is a term describing the person who makes the
commitment and has survived suffering. The fool is the person who lives through
actions that establish truth...which threatens the existence of the masses.
The FBI (and most government agencies) has a consistent problem with
"leaks"...that is one of their primary requirements...that agents keep secrets. The
leaks are always a constant threat, and one of the most likely contributors to a
failed task. It can be difficult to lie over and over, but it is inevitably required just to
accomplish the task. So, through the use of excuses, agents don't have to be
responsible. The fool is the person who values truth...in our society...and who
sacrifices their career for spirituality.
Some secrets are impossible to keep all the way to death. It is common for people
to finally tell someone the secrets on a deathbed. For some, that may be the
closest they will come to experiencing spirituality. The ego has lost its hold, and
truth has a chance. I propose that those who give up the lifelong effort to keep the
secrets regret that they did not do so sooner.
My Suffering
In my life there have been several moments when I was affected by immoral,
irresponsible, and even illegal activities of other people, corporations, organized
crime, and the federal government. It all involved various ways to lie, cheat, and
steal. These acts always had victims. The several times I was the victim was just
business as usual for me, and I got over it. What inspired me to search for
understanding was the fact that other people were so willing to inflict suffering
upon another.
This is where I had trouble. I have never been able to understand why people do
these things. I want to know the very specific reasons behind dysfunctional
behavior. Moreover, I want to know the truth as it relates to all of history and the
meaning of life. I wanted to accomplish more than what my life is turning out to be.
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I was at a turning point in my life. I had done everything I set out to do, or had
failed, and lost all I cared about. So I wanted to know why, and in a meaningful
way. I wanted the truth laid out in a scientific and factual manner that allowed
problems to be understood. I just seem compelled to search for the truth because
I knew the answer is out there.
This is how I discovered Edgar Cayce. He did everything so the entire world could
see, but the only people who cared exploited that truth for their own purpose. The
rest seemed to be lost. It actually seemed to me that mankind did not deserve to
know the truth. How can the entire meaning and history...even the future...of
mankind be laid out for all to see, and no one cares?
It only took me a few days to understand. All of the information was easily found
online back around 2002-2006. The search engines weren't bombarded with
people obsessed with the potential to make millions. I easily located extremely
informative and insightful data. It would not be long before information was not
only used for profit, but guarded...which made any moral reality obsolete.
I decided to write the truth and the answers all in one article and give it away to
those who I care about, as well as anyone who cares enough about truth to read
it. My goal was to take a long and drawn out process involving millions of words,
and put it all in 20 pages. How can the efforts of Cayce go unnoticed...except for
those smart enough to exploit it? We should all know truth.
Edgar Cayce did his job so outstandingly well that it is indisputable. Not only did
he explain and prove everything life stands for, he did much more. He healed
people everyday, displaying the fact that our healing techniques are barbaric
compared to his abilities. He made people rich with his predictions, and changed
the world forever. He literally answered every question given to him...for 40 years.
Eventually, he had to stop aiding those who were opposing his efforts by exploiting
his abilities. He then began answering questions about the meaning of life. That is
when I began to understand why I am here. I spent years researching and writing,
only to find out no one cares about truth. That is when I became spiritual...not in
theory...but in reality. This is where my search started getting truly amazing.
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My work speaks for itself, but who is it speaking to? It took me on a quest
involving extreme sacrifice, suffering, and loss. I actually lost everything...all my
possessions, family, friends, ambition, and my brain. I didn't know this is where I
was heading, but I actually started walking the walk...not my intention at any point.
I wanted to write to solve problems. Before I finished, I realized I could not...but I
kept on. I understood that I will not understand. Not until I was homeless with no
worldy possessions, no outstanding abilities, and no hope...did I have hope. I
discovered it by waking up in a world in which I did not belong, and yet I was at
home. Never in my wildest dreams did I understand...that this would be my future.
Only when I had nothing, imagine...absolutely nothing...not even an identity, did I
find myself. In 2010, when I was in the psyche ward (read my auto-biography to
find out how I got there), I was with real people...pawns...with the true example of
humanity...not the manufactured abomination we have become. The egoic
well-groomed, selfish and shallow, perfect example of a lost soul...the exploitative
profit-seeking, self-destructive, excuse ridden, delusional organism that abuses
everything in our world, has become what America stands for.
I was in this place, with no hope, and surrounded by total despair. Yet, I was
prepared. The night before, when I was taken to the emergency room, I was
visited by a woman who talked to spirits. She came right over to me when I sat
down, and looked at me with a smile. She didn't say a word, but in one second I
was at peace. At that exact moment, Terry entered. She began scribbling in circles
with a pen on a pad. I noticed him immediately and spent the next hour focusing
on him...while my guardian angel scribbled hour after hour.
This woman, who spoke to "angels", stayed by me...quietly. I would occasionally
speak to her, and she would reply after several seconds, when she had a pause in
her activity. She never said much, but she never left my side. She was very
comforting. I was in that emergency room the remainder of that day and night, but
it seemed to go by quickly. I never saw her again after that night. I was to become
best friends with Terry for the next two weeks. He and I were together the entire
time during daylight hours. I think that she was protecting me from him.
I was taken to the psyche ward the next morning. It was dominated by despair and
suffering, and I was up against what might be the most extreme conditions and
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capable adversaries, but I felt at home. I was actually brave. I could literally feel
that I was. Seizures took away my brain function a few days before...and I had no
sleep for days. I had no idea where I was going. I was denied all the rights that
other patients had, except that I stood up for myself if I felt threatened. I was an
easy victim to the doctors, the lawyer, and social workers.
The next two weeks would be the most spiritual experience in my life. I was
transformed from a person who was alone to part of something I still do not
understand. I was given the ability to see clearly. I discovered that I could attract
the attention of good people, and appear insignificant to the bad.
Through my years of study, the Buddha taught me spirituality and the value of
suffering, as well as living through actions rather than words. Atlantis taught me
that people can be good as a whole, on a long term basis...which identifies the
value in what I have discovered. Cayce taught me that we have a connection to
the other plane...the spiritual dimension...and that truth is the fabric of spirituality.
Truth is not a concept or a theory. It is slapping us in the face constantly. Egoic
reality defines what we are...yet it has a purpose. We have to display in the
akashic record what we can be in a worse case scenario. If we don't do that, our
future will continue to be delusional. We have to make it as obvious as it can be or
we are doomed. Our selfish existence is necessary for us to change back to what
we were more than 20,000 years ago.
That explains very well why we cannot see who we are...why no one cares about
the truth. We are not yet done showing how bad we can be. Don't be surprised if
we kill our toddlers so we can have a few more selfish nights. Don't be surprised if
we kill others because they are slightly different. Don't be surprised if we kill them
because they tell the truth. Don't be surprised if we kill them for sport. Don't be
surprised if we eat them.
Read my words. They are truth. They have no value to us, but there is a reason
why I write. It is called the future. The akashic record will display for the entire
universe what we can expect if we deny our true selves. Right now, we don't even
believe in the future. We believe in what exists the least...our present. Even
though the past has proven who and what we are, we deny it. We have no choice
but to plan our future, and that is because of who we are...the remains of our past.
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Now factor in the reason why we have failed in the past. The universe changes.
Our planet changes. We have to adapt. We are children in the universe. We are
not ready to grow up. We were once perfect, for 40,000 years, but the universe
affected us. We have a long way to go before we have options that allow us to
change with the universe, but because of the "Artist"...God...and his plan of Free
Will...we have a future. It is called science.
That is why I search for truth. It is science, and is our future...despite who we now
are. I have Faith, a gift from our true identity. I have discovered the ability to
forgive myself. I have discovered my love never ends. I am very lucky. I have
suffered, and searched for truth, all at the same time. I am a science
experiment...gone very well. But my writings have always been for me...not to
teach others.
I love humanity. I love imperfection. I have learned a lot. I have achieved my life's
purpose. I have learned the hard way, yet it was easy. It was beautiful. I am truly a
piece of God. Death is more precious than life, at this point. Read for truth and
understanding, and you will be a part of the future. Being a part of the present is
not so bad, especially if that is the best you can be, because you do serve a
purpose. The rest of us will take up the slack.
My Writing
Writing does not come naturally for me. I do it because it serves a few purposes.
Since the topic is a difficult and controversial one for this society, my chances of
effectively reaching a reader are low. My first purpose is to find satisfaction in my
efforts. Writing can be a relationship between the writer and the words.
"To write spiritually is to engage in a search for authentic language. Youll find your
truth by writing your way to it."
-- Patrice Vecchione
"The positive thing about writing is that you connect with yourself in the deepest
way, and that's heaven. You get a chance to know who you are, to know what you
think. You begin to have a relationship with your mind."
-- Natalie Goldberg
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My second purpose is to find one person who feels the inspiration to take my
words and make them more effective. It is inevitable that it will happen if the
message is spiritual truth, no matter how low the odds of success. As a writer
committed to finding the truth about life, and then assembling it so that a message
is delivered, I know that I am just a tool. The messages, and most likely the words
as well, have been written long ago.
The words have the potential to change society...one person at a time, but that
goal is a longshot. For a writer to take on such a quest, there has to be a true
commitment. In my life, that commitment is the result of suffering, and is a basic
fundamental truth of spirituality. I want to know the truth, so I have a commitment
to study. Research is my best asset.
Around the turn of the century, searching for truth was easy. The search engines
did it for me. Today, it is much more difficult. Truth is hidden and guarded. The
potential for profit has allowed the ego to take over. Those words have been
manipulated in order to allow for the opportunity to be successful in a world
dominated by the ego. Truth is no longer valued.
Modern spirituality is a compromise of truth. Actual truth...ancient truth...is not
accepted because we serve ourselves, and profit is what we value. With suffering,
the soul has a chance. A person can discard the ego and not seek profit, which
allows us to again value wisdom. It is easy to see why my writings keep ancient
wisdom alive so that I may find one person at a time. Yes, I offer actual
truth...ancient truth...spiritual truth. It is the equation that allows the soul to have a
chance.
When I write, I am using words from the past, attempting to deliver a message
from that past. Seldom do I write anything new. I am borrowing the words that
have origins in an existence where truth was a fundamental part of life. I look at
the sources of my information, and quote those sources, as they are the link that
allowed me to again be a link...for it is not about me, or you...it is about giving.
True giving involves taking suffering from one person and owning it...allowing
another to move forward.

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