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then I found the Iranian poetry. I think it was in 2003, I need to remember
the year rightly. I never thought that in 2014 I would found an Iranian man
who sings Golshifte. Wow. Can you imagine my happiness?
I like many stranger movies and I never watch Brazilian films. However,
I liked these movies and I hope you watch it too: Persepolis from France,
year 2007; Sukkar Banat / Caramel from Lebanon and in Arabic
alphabe; The Band, original tittle: Bikur Ha-Tizmoret, from Israel and the
classic Babel.
How can a man with medium level in english, beautiful and cool like
you could like me? That picture of a woman almost naked in your Instagram
is perfect! I dont have that shape and Im not even beautiful. What
happened, Hamid, to you like me? Will we meet each other one day? If
depend of my heart, yes we will.
I think about you every day and even more when I saw your picture
holding a board with my name. It is my phones wallpaper. All the time I look
to the screen when Im in my job. I think: Does all of this is real?
Your attitudes to me are beautiful. You could not believe but there was
things throughout my life that I have never had and in a short time you gave
it to me. I had three relationships and two was in the Orkut times (Here in
Brazil since 2006 no ones use this social media) and one in the facebook
times (I deleted my account for lack of patience). None of them put
something to indicate we were together and even their status was in serious
relationship. So you made me cry when I read in your instagram: Dbora Eu
Te Amo. I never had this throughout my life You maybe dont understand
it, but for me it was a great attitude, so beautiful and so perfect that worth
more than a thousand words.
Explaining better: Here in Brazil we put o Te with letter E from Eu
te amo, but in the speech (oral) we pronounce the letter I. Therefore we
speak Eu Ti Amo and write Eu Te amo. This is confusing.
I remember of one night you said me: Dbora. We need to have a
love. We need to be loved. Its really true. I didnt have good boyfriends.
None of them made me a birthday surprise or something romantic that I
could tell. All of them was complicated. Anyway I consider I have luck in
my personal life, my professional and academic life. Meantime I never had a
true love in my life, something strong, mutual. I believe this is the reason
Im in love with you. For my eyes, its all I never had.
It is the simple and needed things to make any lover laugh without
reason to remind of the loved one. You praises me so many times that some
times I want to say: you are blind! (hahaha I do not even seen me like you
tell how Im). My eyes are swollen all the time by the fact of I wake up at
06h15 every day and go to bed usually at 00h or 01h. Nevertheless I have
your sweet words. I dont know how you didnt rolled laughing with my weird
homemade video that I made trying to say my fatigue state but I forgot
everything in the moment. I told you and its true: I get goose bumps every
time I talk with you.
Do you remember when I ask you about your girlfriends? I just did that
because I think it is impossible a man beautiful as you to be alone. Why are
you alone? If you ask me this question, the list telling you all the reasons Im
alone would be giant.
Now, to finish (because if I could I would write and wirte and write) I
just wrote to you for you understand my life and because I want to know you
better. I want to talk with you about many things and not only about sex. I
hope you understand it. I want to be your friend, your girlfriend, your lover.
I miss you and I think so much in you. I dream with your hugs, your
body, I see your pictures before bedtime and I imagine how it would be
beside you. Unavoidable do not dream to be embraced with you, lay down in
your chest and hear you singing softly in my ears. It would be perfect,
romantic.
I imagine our conversations and you saying anything funny and
embracing me, kissing me lightly. The kiss that only the lovers can do
repeatedly, as in movies.
There is a Brazilian poet called Clarice Lispector who says: I thought in
you And only it gave me contentment. In other words: Just in fact of think
about you, it make me happy and improve my day. I ask the same way you
asked me: Do not let me sad. Do not let me alone.
I like a music from a Brazilian singer called Tim Maia that says: You are
everything to me. You are more than I Know. You are more than I expected,
baby. Im Happy. Dont, Dont go away. I will die if I miss you. Dont, dont go
away.
I had given up finding a love, a true love. However, now, I thing I found
it: Its you, Hamid. I love you and I miss you so much with all my heart.
Be with my tight hugs and affectionate and lengthy kisses on your
mouth.
With Love,
Dbora.