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Final task:
In this work the author deals with some specific arguments along
the different chapters. Identify them and see how the topic
progresses along the work. Copy the main excerpts where you
find a description of each stage.
a)
Gods absence
The author feels, from the beginning, a total abandonment of God, just
when he desires most a deep and real consolation. Thats why he doubts
between admitting Gods total inexistence or confessing His unfair attitude
towards him. God seems to be silent and gone, just like a door slammed
in your face, and a sound of bolting and double bolting on the inside, or
like an empty house, with no lights in the windows.
He debates himself in such terms, for he feels God to be so present a
Commander in our time of prosperity and so very absent a help in time of
trouble?.
Anyway, though he describes the grievous feeling of the absence of
God, he shows most his reluctance to submit the idea of a God Who hides
Himself voluntarily, especially when his creature is most in need of his
protection: the conclusion I dread is not So theres no God after all, but
So this is what Gods really like. Deceive yourself no longer.
He knows that God is always transcendent and unapproachable, and when
he compares Him with his dead wife he says: She is with God. In one
sense that is most certain. She is, like God, incomprehensible and
unimaginable. But, on the other hand, he dares to describe God in some
way, concluding He is not a good God, because His goodness should be
inconsistent with hurting us; but, all the dangers and pains in our daily
life move him to conclude that God is responsible for all these pains, so
either God is not good or there is no God.
Moreover, he calls God The Cosmic Sadist, seeking a chance to inflict
the next torture to his creatures, or a Vivisector, wickedly playing with
living beings.
But, in these desperate thoughts appears a glimpse of light when he
thinks that this attitude of God could be compared to that of a Vet rather
than a vivisector, thus, trying to heal His creatures although they have to
suffer.
Going on in these new thoughts, making up his mind regarding to God, he
discovers that something has changed in his relationship with God, for he
feels that the door [Gods door] is no longer shut and bolted. And then,
all that pain and suffering are more likely to be for the purpose of knocking
down the house of cards of the authors faith and love.
Little by little his image of God is being purified, up from the garden [his
wife] to the Gardener [God], from the sword to the Smith. To the life-giving
Life and the Beauty that makes beautiful. And then, he can declare
confidently: Turned to God, my mind no longer meets that locked door.
At this point, we can declare that the author is on the way of conversion,
sincerely seeking the True and Living God: I know perfectly well that He
cant be used as a road. If youre approaching Him not as the goal but as a
road, not as the end but as a means, youre not really approaching Him at
all. Furthermore, he is talking directly and openheartedly to God: Lord,
are these your real terms? Can I meet H. again only if I learn to love you
so much that I dont care whether I meet her or not? Consider, Lord, how it
looks to us.
And in this dialogue, he listens to the meek and fatherly voice of God:
Peace, child; you dont understand.
b)
Hs image
In this desperate reluctance, he will say if H. is not, then she never was,
or will think about Hs soul post-mortem life as if Lazarus, whom Christ
took back into earthly life,
But, in a determinate stage of the process, he has stopped bothering
about Hs memory, and how false it might become, and that obsession
has been replaced by the certainty of, since that, she seems to meet him
everywhere, as an obstinately real experience. Then, turned to H., it no
longer meets that vacuum nor all that fuss about my mental image of
her.
He continues describing his wife like a garden. Like a nest of gardens,
wall within wall, hedge within hedge, more secret, more full of fragrant and
fertile life, the further you entered. But in some way, his concern for his
Hs image has changed, for he knows now that mental images are not
important for themselves, they are nothing but merely links.
c)