tamed by walls, held by rules, a walker in cautious silences that hid the vast spaces I knew populated by generations of still-borns: a populace magnificent in their absence in my head. But then, when time bent a little - passages from day to night they would flow again, unfrozen, come alive in my spell-bound eyes, weave my myriad voices unfamiliar into a history unknown to man. I was spectacular women invincible, worshipped and contemptuous kind; I was maleness aroused to frenzy, by my own feminines. Or I spent hours in unfaithful arms perfect beloveds in grand tragedies of perfect betrayal. I was visitor in secret lands I shared only with moody seasons fleeting. I was myth mother and primordial lover, slave mistress princess queen, I redrew the world and its wastelands, and blazed with unspecifiable immortalities. I was then the discoverer of the magic of loneliness. But I am another woman now, tamed by walls, held by rules, a walker cautious in silences, reminded distantly, without regret, of histories unknown to man.
60+ Classic stories of H.P. Lovecraft. The Complete Fiction collection: The Call of Cthulhu, The Dunwich Horror, At the Mountains of Madness, Essay Supernatural Horror in Literature and others
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