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Jean Cocteau
In pieces, perceptions of the other walk over the selfperception, and Grey, as hard as he might try, can never quite
tell which way is looking. Buuel and Lorca are specimens in
a jar he needs to unscrew, a mutual attraction owing at least in
part to their difference. Shattering to breathe that air, he pushes
these selves further out into the dunes, as if hollowing out a
memory. Two hands feel for evidence in the thick carpet. A
light blue tie hangs over the bathroom door when captions of
light formulate monotonous renditions on the wall opposite.
A white telephone does nothing in the far corner. Continuing
to bend, bare feet creasing the light, itself-intermittentlyexisting. Springs. Goose like and flaring. He breathes slowly,
feeling the yogurt skin under his right eye, returns to the talk
in his mind, his own small reverie.
Today we are little snails from the fields, just before
falling asleep.
You need understand (for me) it will always be an
obsession.
On my hand, it was an obsession, like cutting open the
moon.
What you ask of me, I do not ask of you.
And so, what now? With nothing left, do what we
will; we must try and invent our desires. Ring our own
definitions, saw away at the planks so that only we can stand
on them, turn against ourselves and bite at the glass obstacles
we are want to admire, all the way to the heart. We must
open the heart, hung with rope, dangling from a bridge.
I recognise your voice, but not those lips. I cant
distinguish you from
empty up.
You mean open the window?
You remind me of getting old.
I cant hear you.
As if you were listening to Wagner.
Exactly. He had no reflection. Listened under himself.
Who are you?
Filled with joys both the world and not the world. The
closer we move into the gossamer, the more indistinct and
brighter the sleep.
What she hears outside is what I hear inside. Ill cut you
in half.
What is there inside to be heard? Is this what you hear
outside?
SPECULATIVE
ARRANGEMENTS
IN
TIME
A series of semi-nonfiction semi-fictions
DAY 1
3 pm: Buck Oak, Filippo Tommaso Marinetti & Benito Mussolini.
4 pm: Jack Rubin, Lou Andreas Salome & Robert Walser.
5 pm: Michelle Wall, Marianne Moore and Maya Deren.
6 pm: Alice Bonafoux, Kenji Mizoguchi and Junichiro Tanizaki.
7 pm: Grey Underdown, Luis Buuel and Federico Garca Lorca.
DAY 2
3 pm: Bachiko Watanabe, Maria Theresa & Belsazar Hacquet.
4 pm: Ray Horse, Thomas Browne & Robert Burton.
5 pm: Ivy London, Mary Shelley & Hyacinth Marie de Lalande de Calan.
6 pm: Astrid Pin, Charles Baudelaire & Auguste Rodin.
7 pm: Hart Cohen, Carlo Emilio Gadda & Pier Paolo Pasolini.
DAY 3
3 pm: Marcel Patch, John Keats & Heinrich von Kleist.
4 pm: Agata Hall, Adlade Labille-Guiard & Jane Austen.
5 pm: Rosa Macinnis, Italo Calvino & Anne Sexton.
6 pm: Marit Rask, Ralph Waldo Emerson & Anton Bruckner.
7 pm: Clare Hugo, Alexander Graham Bell & Isadora Duncan.
8 pm: Antoine Beach, Friedrich Nietzsche & Carlo Collodi.
For these three days sixteen hewn individuals will permit their
minds to wander. Misplacing various furniture and ornaments
into empty rooms, they will sit patiently in the dust and stare
into the mirrors of several constellations at once. Controlled
by a whiff of indulgence, towards which they may push their
minds and tongues into the mouths of others, receiving
unfamiliar organs in return. Speculation and imagination
coinciding as concerns not wholly past or present.
turn their behinds towards the sky and cast their excrement in the face
of other men That would be you then they strike their own
bellies lightly. Your cochlea must be quivering like a telegraph
Im listening.
What to?
Do you recognise my voice?
Yes, Im listening.
What am I saying as you do such a thing?
Its hard to say, yours is a noise in a city of noise.
Hang on, Im listening.
Listening?
Yes, remember?
You begin anywhere.
Thats the thicket.
How does this have to do?
You stop anywhere.
Say something.
What do you want me to say? No, wait here we are.
Ive been listening and now I shall say something. I realise
that now. We were listening before we were born I should
think
Stop the wallop.
Fatuous I know. The worst kind of excess. It was six
years ago.
What was?
My visit to some Jakes.Years ago I visited the Jakes.
Id never been. The sisters inhaled the water. The mountains
and the water, that constant murmur. I wanted the invisible.
And havent since. Been and wanted. Shant again, if things
keep going. I find it hard to sit still, you know, harder still
when I walk. When I walk thats it. All I do. Its not that I
can hear, either. I cant hear that Im hearing. Walking in
fog, you called it. I see perfectly well. I dont often its
not that I I, no, never, I never am orientating. A dog in
part the hard in the hard nose I am. And dog says you dont.
Roaming on some level, anyway. I, I walked there on
purpose; you can believe that I bet. Mm I quite
going well out of his way to say it two more times during the
consultation in the small yellow room. He was emptying out
into the sea. On his way to the surgery Grey kept close to
the notion that it was a delayed physiochemical reaction, an
obscure manifestation of all the times he had fallen from trees
as a child. It could almost be read like a map, hed said, leading
the doctor to finally reply to his daughters email, whilst Grey,
upright in his gown, watching the reflections scroll across the
old mans glasses darling, you must stop bringing ferns into the house
and leaving them in our bed ground his teeth fierce together so to
force gone the sound of a wood pigeon clumsily beaking at
cherries on the top tree stretching itself at the open window.
still left me alone with your sciatica, pushing light into the
features of an audience of objects. Ill tell you. Once she
drew the stars night was understood, the moons silent mud,
that painful and exquisite epoch.
How does a swan know what a heart looks like?
You mean the beating of the bounds?
No. Only children will say that citys been destroyed
several times and only we listen less and less and each time
when they talk of big fishes.
Were gone to a big whale. Let me think about prolepsis
proleptically.
Whered you read such a thing? Cervantes? Homer?
Saint Simeon?
Those fruits of the revolving field.
Look at this Now do you believe me?
Best you go wash in the bushes. Misunderstand yourself
along with the tigers. Put that lime away!
I shall wash myself with it, scrub incessantly, itll be
hideous, lime juice everywhere, and if I hear that she is not
owned or responsible for anything or any one. The assembled
refrains of fragility. I shall know, finally, that we have mutated
her over the years, domesticated and made ourselves dumb.
Though, it occurs to me that if indeed this is true, I should
never find out. We have enslaved her and thus ourselves, fool
of our own perceptions. Listening and hearing need not
destroy each other.
It is, if anything, history, a form of study. The less you
wash the better.
Impossible! You and your mirrors.
If we are anything to go by.
Which we arent.
Quite.
Placing one hand over his chest and sailing in a sharp intake
of breath, Grey imagines the inhalation swarming around his
pancreas, the pulsing concentricity of the lamellar corpuscle,
the heaviest stone that melancholy can throw, three hundred
golden bees snatching at the molecules like fruiting bodies in
November, hundreds of thousands of tiny bombs exploding
inside of him.
We cant eat it all. All those boats! Imagine it. I listen only
when I wish, and so continue to grow, to cover every inch.
So phew / listen to the ground as it slowly cracks under a
growing weight.
There are no cahoots here. Its all so slow.
You looked natural a moment ago, can you imagine?
The smell of wax, gone. My heart reared in panic, but all
is well, for the best, the lineaments of your grotesque have
returned.
You can scarcely speculate about a person when there is
no person to speculate about.
My hands used to be warm.
And to Cuvier. He was standing upward and open
mouthed, we must remember. He read to me where there
used to be bells, layers of wayward, he would say, amplify
absent ethology. My bib was stained with everything bar my
patience, here, standing on top of a frozen descent, on his
hands, the watch in his pocket, admiring echo. He said that
he could feel time running through his arm.
Im the grandson of a man who had a bone in his leg.
Falling asleep under cover of Jacks. Without fail I would
rise up as the curdling food entered his mouth. My minds
would fall from his closed ear. Conkers that never land.You
need a mote my dear, he would say, for it is hotly contested.
Shadows cast over his gorgon teeth.
Your well might bring up my potato. The tubers catch
in your throat. Endowing you with farmyard qualities.
Terrible field of footprints. A plumage of magpies burn
internodes of bulrushes in the minds of the living.
Youre speaking of choking ducks, of wearing their
footprints as a death rattle, arent you?
This is your face, our fields, full of away with speech.
Growing on top of itself until impossible to measure, and
slowly we crumble to join the useless.
that its time to begin again, the other will already be thinking
of someone else.
And so it is a love that fell out of us, a bridge between
two stations, a wind made of clay, a force heard behind the
body.
Its raining. Dont you hear?
As if it were pruning the flowers of gypsum.
Flowers of gypsum! Like the jellyfish of a thousand
tigers. Spiders that strike the window at night. Ive no wish
to merely imagine.
Keep going, no matter what you hear.
Cover my eyes, would you? Stay here.
We cant stop for long.
But we havent stopped for weeks.
Well sleep when the moon sleeps.
Slicing the cheeks to the wonderful difference of our
bodies.
Do you have what you want?
Im as full of people as a city. Remember? Saw off
helmets of mistletoe, the tree has many hearts.
Do we abandon our principles because theyre
impossible, or because theyre getting old? Like the story of a
lady, who only opened her mouth to migratory birds.
I hear nothing but birds.
I dont hear anything. The lady, I assumed that was
where you found release In leaving things unsaid. Tides of
infinite and formless intimacy. Our industry of commodious
solemnity. The thick spore will disperse, layer, and build over
itself.
She will never occur in the same environment in
which the thing is. Observations of any form are past
comprehensions, this is all accepted yes? For what its worth.
We have a hard time accepting they are of different
open over time, copy upon copy that is always our reality,
slipping into the same reality. And there underneath, the
heart, a field of poppies drink themselves blind.
Please, please correct me, slap my soul silly, but she does
not and has never, needed language. When do we stop?
Bend my ear with the shitty purple of aching thistles.
Shes just a wheel we use, like thong, or triptych.
Dump doves! Form any reduction you think might
benefit the life we can never have that we can never leave.
Weve never stopped to see, I suppose. Im sick of being
outdoors.
To posses even an ear is to be bendless.
Its to be as humble as a chaffinch in August.
Give me your shoes!
Where have you been?!
Filling foxgloves with ants eyeballs.
Burning stones you mean? You sound like youre
leaking.
Check my heel, please?
You feel as dead as ash, lay down with me.
Do you still wish to solve the concentric ear?
There is nothing I wish to solve, to believe such majesty
is to beach ones own whale, and I am already terrestrial.
The last time.Your mouth is showing.
Showing what?
You fear me like a stomach of apiaries. Please, no
applause.
I fear salt. The robin turns his back and inhales my
racket.
You never open your mouth.
I have not learnt
You mean you havent one.
So you can let us have it with sound!
As bright as the breast.
Oration, you say?
I cant!
My heel aches.
Our air is frozen with sediment
Sentiment. There are flies on the surface. Listen.
Listen to me!
It deforms us to its likeness.
You can hear them piping.
It would appear that history is waiting.
Spare us your incipience.
When Lazarus rose from the dead he had no memory.
And that blood-sick beast fed the deed to the word.
The smallest sucker willingly dissolves.
Were not for any one minute a laurel or any other
relation.You absurd. We wait, but why do we wait?
Even with little or no division, there are seemingly
endless permutations of relationships that the ear can crash
in on, demanding its own importance, bereft of context,
believing them, wanting, to be listened to. Eventually,
bored witless, it continues. There are frightening parallels
in this, most parochial of observations, and so confusion
perpetuates itself, gives life to that which already breathes.
The ear is absurd, and we make it worse. Everything is
experimenting on everything, nonstop demonstrations of
history, demolishing the present. Rock pools of association
that ignore the tide that itself will later be caught ignoring
the moon. If we believe we recognise a sound we are led
further into that which we do not recognise, into folds
of beating memory as the mind unfolds, believing we are
experiencing that which in effect has already happened, a
process collapsing under distending memories of its own
erasure. Might we consider, as we begin to empty ourselves
under the microscope of this auditory plankton, praying to
chance to refill our nets, that by emptying ourselves of
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