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McDONALD
FLEUR
McDONALD
Moving,
suspenseful and
action packed
Sapphire Falls
26/08/2016 1:03 PM
FLEUR
McDONALD
Sapphire Falls
C009448
Pro l o g ue
Eddie shifted the spotlight briefly and Charlie lost the eyes.
He drew in a measured breath as the light picked them up again.
Squinting slightly, he squeezed the trigger. A deafening shot
rang out, quickly followed by the thump of a bullet hitting a
body. Leigh thumped his arm in a congratulatory gesture and
Eddie let out a whoop.
One less of the bastards, he said excitedly.
Bloody good shot! Geoff stuck his head out the window
as he called up to them.
Charlie inserted another bullet into the barrel and clicked
it shut. Check him out, ay? he called back, grabbing hold of
the rail as Geoff launched forward, quickly picking up speed.
Suddenly Charlie couldnt make sense of the noisea
scraping sound, the ripping of metal. All too quickly he realised he was falling...slamming against Leigh.
He reached out for the railing of the ute but the force of the
tipping vehicle snatched it away.
Letting out a yell, he propelled himself forward, desperate
to hold on to something, to steady himself from going over
the side.
The ute teetered on two wheels before landing heavily on
its side.
A flash of fire and a gunshot.
A sickening thud echoed through the night.
Charlie felt something warm squirt all over him.
What the fuck! he screamed in panic as Eddie fell heavily
onto him. Charlie smacked into Leigh and together they
tumbled from the ute, landing in a heap on top of one another.
He heard the oomph of air leave one of his mates, but he
couldnt be sure who it was.
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C ha p t e r 1
Three m o n ths l a t e r . . .
felt. How hed fought to cope with the guilt that had been
gnawing away at him. The horror had kept playing over and
over and over in his head; it didnt matter if his eyes were
open or shut, Fiona knew that memories of that night would
never leave him, the moment when hed been told Eddie
couldnt be saved and that it had been his gun that had fired
the fatal shot.
She could only hope that his tormented mind was now at
peace.
Charlie, she whispered, resting her hand on the lid of the
casket. Fiona knew she had been powerless to help him, but she
would have given anything to have been able to ease his pain!
It had made her feel so helpless.
Fiona felt a hand on her shoulder. She pulled her head to
the side to release her long blonde hair from Leighs touch but
her blue eyes continued to stare at the coffin.
Briefly she wondered why she couldnt cry. She hadnt yet.
Not even in that hideous moment when Leigh had knocked
on her door, tears coursing down his cheeks, his chest heaving.
Of course, the minute shed seen him, Fiona had known
what had happened. Shed almost been expecting it.
All she could do was open her mouth and say, No. So
quietly she wasnt sure Leigh had heard her above his own
sobs.
Of course, her low plea hadnt changed anything. Shed
made Leigh take her to where hed found Charlie.
No, Fee, hed implored. You dont need to see.
He hadnt understood that she did. Of course she had to
see her Charlie. How else could she believe he had really gone,
had really left her?
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Fiona drew her legs up and hugged them to her chest. Then
she rested her chin against her knees and looked about.
The room was full of flowers and hampers. Charlies sister,
who lived interstate, had sent a huge bouquet with a sympathy
card. Jo had placed them on the mantelpiece. Fiona thought
how empty the gesture wasCharlie hadnt spoken to his
sister in years. A repercussion of the family rift that Fiona had
never understood. It had been the same with Charlies parents
at the funeral. They had been polite and distant. His mother
didnt even shed a tear. How incredibly sad that a son could die
without his parents seeming to care. She felt they were there to
keep up appearances and nothing else.
The rest of the community were devastated, that was clear.
There had been a constant stream of visitors bringing food,
and offers of help.
In spite of the flowers and cards, however, the room was
still the same as it had been before.
But how could it be? It didnt feel the same.
Still, there was the Stock Journal lying beside Charlies
chair, where he had been flicking through it last. Fiona knew
he hadnt been reading ithe hadnt been able to concentrate.
Hed just been going through the motions.
The red shag rug that covered the grotty carpet was
still the same and the pictures that hung on the wall hadnt
moved. How would she feel when something did change and
she couldnt tell him about it or show him? If a sheep in the
paddock died, or if she sent off a truckload of lambs. As the
crops grew a bit more since he had last seen them...All of
that was going to happen.
The last two weeks seemed so surreal. Until the accident,
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Cha p t e r 2
She reached out and took the stick he was pointing in her
direction.
Two blue lines.
Two. Blue. Lines.
She started to shake and her hands flew to her stomach. Her
mouth opened but nothing came out, then the tears started.
Just like that. After weeks of being so completely frozen, tears
began rolling down her cheeks.
He didnt know, she whispered as she closed her eyes.
How unbearably cruel.
I really believe that nature has a way of giving us what
we need, when we need it, Fiona. This baby is going to be a
blessing for you and all those who love you. Something else to
think about.
I dont want to think about anything else! she cried. She
got up and crossed the room, unable to stay still. I want to
think about him all the time. I need to.
Scott let her talk.
What if I forget something about him? Something really
important? Like the colour of his eyes or the way his voice
sounded? Her breath caught and she angrily brushed away
tears again. Finally, she sat down, exhausted by her outburst.
By this whole sorry business.
She looked down at her hands and twisted her rings. Do
you think he knows? she asked softly.
Oh, Fee, who knows? Scott sighed, the look in his eyes
kind but sad. Doesnt it depend on what you believe? He
paused. You wont forget him, he said with conviction. He
gently took Fionas hands in his. You wont. Youve got too
many reasons to remember everything. Think about what you
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can tell this little one when he or shes a bit older. Maybe write
things down as they come to you. Keeping a diary is a good
kind of therapy.
But you wont ever forget the important thingstheyre in
here. He tapped his chest. Look, I just know this pregnancy is
a good thing. Its going to be hard, traumatic and sad and joyful
all rolled up into one, but this baby? Its a beautiful thing. Scott
turned businesslike. Now, you need to get an ultrasound so
we can check your due date. Id like you to start taking folic
acid and youll need to make another appointment. One of the
things we keep an eye on during pregnancy is blood pressure
and weight. Ill get you to come in once a month or so, okay?
Fiona nodded.
I also want you to go to the hospitalIll ring them and
organise it. We need to get some fluids into you by drip, but
you can head home as soon as youve had a couple of bags.
Youre pretty dehydrated. Well have to keep an eye on the
morning sickness. Sounds like youve had it quite bad.
I thought it was the wine, Fiona said, looking at the floor.
Dread seeped through her. What if, after everything, the baby
was born with a disability shed caused?
Wine?
A coping mechanism, she answered, embarrassed. Will it
have hurt the baby?
Not surprising, Im sure youve needed something to help
you forget at times. Look, until now, youve not known. At
this early stage, it shouldnt. Its binge and prolonged drinking
throughout a pregnancy that cause problems. We can do some
tests if youre concerned, but I certainly would advise you to
stop now.
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one, which would make the most money, even though they
knew that both were integral to their operation. It had been a
long-standing joke between them.
With growing wistfulness, she began to comprehend that
there was a piece of Charlie growing within her. And just
like Scott had said, there were a million different emotions
running through her. She hoped it was a boy. Maybe he would
look and act like Charlie. She imagined a little boy wearing
her favourite expression of her husbands. His brow crinkling
as he looked at her.
Charlies brown eyes staring solemnly at her. An old soul
in a young body.
She gasped as a shaft of pain pierced her heart. Grief hit
her like a tidal wave. Charlie would never know his own son.
She put her hand up against the wall to steady herself as her
vision blurred, her heart beating so fast it was hard to catch her
breath.
Fee? Scott had opened his door to fetch the next patient
and quickly grabbed her before she fell. He got her back inside
his office and sat her in the chair.
Breathe slowly, he instructed. In, he stretched the word.
Ouuuuttt. In, ouuuutttt. Thats right.
Slowly her vision started to clear and her heart began to slow.
Sorry, she mumbled.
Thats a panic attack, Scott said, ignoring her apology.
Have you had one before?
No, I dont think so.
I dont find this at all unusual after everything youve been
through. He paused. Look, Fee, I cant give you any medication to help with this type of problem because youre pregnant
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Looking out the window, she saw heavy grey clouds gathered on the tops of the hills that surrounded the town. Like
cotton wool, they lay across the peaks, hiding the trees that
grew there. Raindrops started to ping on the roof of the car
and run down the windows. She wished Charlie was there to
see it. He had always loved the rain.
Im pregnant, she said.
Carly inhaled sharply and covered her mouth.
Jo sat upright and became very still, staring at her, before
reaching out and holding Fionas hands in hers.
I dont know what to say.
Fiona gave her a watery smile. Didnt we have this conversation last night? Me either. She looked across at Carly. Youre
going to be a grandma, Mum.
Clearly overwhelmed with emotion, Carly just stared at her
daughter in the rear-view mirror. Fiona wasnt sure whether to
take that as a good or a bad sign.
The rain became heavier and it wouldnt have mattered if
anyone in the car was speaking or not; they wouldnt have
been able to hear.
Finally, Carly put the keys in the ignition and drove them
all to the hospital.
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Fiona slipped out of the house and made a beeline for the rain
gauge to measure how much had fallen in the hours theyd
been out.
It had been getting a bit dry in the last few weeks and
the crops needed the moisture. Ten millimetres would be just
about perfect.
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She snuggled further into her jacket against the bitter winds
that were blowing from the south. The dark clouds above were
scurrying, doing their best to keep up with the wind, while
the sun was hovering on top of the hills, about to set. Shadowy
clouds crossing the sky made it seem darker than usual for that
time of the evening.
The gum trees she and Charlie had planted together along
the driveway were bending over, leaves streaming from their
branches.
Sick of her hair whipping across her face, she pulled it back
into a ponytail and fastened it with a hair band she kept on
her wrist.
Looking across the land, scenes from her life kept flashing
before her. Everywhere she looked she could see Charlie.
He was in the machinery shed, grinning from underneath
the tractor as he greased it. He was in the ute, out in the paddock
or walking across the crops as they pushed their way through
the soil; on his hands and knees, checking the precious seedlings
for insects or diseases. He was there in the sheep yards, pushing
his hat back and wiping sweat away from his brow, teasing her.
Oh and then...That time in the shearing shed. Fiona
pressed her hands hard into her chest to try to stop her heart
from physically hurting.
Theyd just finished crutching lambs to send to the abattoirs and Taylor Swift came on the radio. Moving in time to
Style, Charlie had given her an impromptu striptease, before
pulling her into his arms and whispering: You and me, babe, I
promise you, we wont go out of style. It ll always be us.
They had tumbled onto some empty wool packs and made
love as the sun was sinking below the horizon, the lambs
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