A sun beat hell Out of the predator's skin No I whisper to myself in the dark

more variation or deception He was tricked by

shadows And his nightmare within to make myself feel calm

You may throw my body in a deep well of the
darkest dungeon but you can't stop my mind
That's a peregrine falcon flying afar
It's the only way
I can save myself from tears
before scolding eyes appear

eyes as sharp

as peregrine falcon's I have no love

penetrated deep into soul for life anymore

but heart out of touch anxiety overwhelms

perched up high and depression knocks at the door

unforgiving one day

distant I won't wake up

and then I won't mess things up

Among the stones

A diamond shows I cut my own flesh

Gathering rocks and try to end this life

Care is blocked that isn't mine to take

So they remain In the torment
Alone I'm afraid sent by one who created me

Normality Mask myself

is my chaotic chimera I ask myself
I know I can't be like you what will I leave the world
but I'd hate to fail all of you leaving aspergers on the shelf

show them my worth

and treasures unearthed

Cold as death The things I hate are things I do

this fucking winer storm and I love what I hide in the dark

it strangles your limbs guided on by a secret spark

devils are born I do what you don't expect me to

from darkness

from wind I've got a pair

pray now of broken wings

repent your sins and yet I sing of freedom

and of future love

Needing no tail because this life

or fins is a gift from above

only know

how to swim Cold air

Desperate, I was face so fair

for a chance at life taking me where

so what all I can do is stare

if it was almost my last night And I wish life were fair

and I wasn't impaired

Dust beside my head

of the dreams I left behind Despite the chaos

and the scars on my head I remain alive

of the battles within my mind Despite the suicidal thoughts

"Give it up" I try to strive

for life

for love

for the God above

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