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Sierra Wegener
October 19, 2014
A house is made of wood and stone but only love can make a
home. The place I called home, for 12 years, is now a place that pours
out sad, old memories. It used to be a place where I felt so safe. Where
can you run when the world seems like its crashing down? You run
home. But what happens when the world that is crashing down
starts by destroying the family slowly one fight at a time and then by
you of the past that you wish you could still have. Just stepping onto
together to slowly fall apart. It hurts too much, as the memories begin
to flood back. I dont want to see my dad, thats not the case. The farm
is where all the happy moments from my childhood are. Its where I
moved to when I was 2 years old, where I had my fifth birthday and
to, when they were born. Its where each of us, me and my two
land was so vast. It seemed as if the land and the happiness were
never going to end. But as I grew up, I learned all good things have to
brothers and I could be the most majestic ice skaters in the winter with
our snow boots as we played on the melted then frozen over again ice
or we could travel the seven seas in the summer with our playhouse
that was nothing more than a slide, swings, and nails hammered into
plywood.
As time went on, the farm changed into a place for comfort
place where I could go and think, not for imagination purposes but for
an escape from the yelling that was in the house. Some children are
not nice to me, as I was bullied throughout Junior High. I was a 12 year
old and it seemed I was far beyond my maturity level. I could sense
becomes more than learning; its cliques and club. Change was in the
air in all aspects of my life. Thats also when the fights began between
mom and dad. At first they were just little petty fights that I always
want the children to think. Then, they began to escalate. The yelling
began to become louder, the silence was longer, and the looks were
snarkier. My dad began to spend more hours away from home; I use to
think it was just because work was becoming busier; it never appeared
leave the home that caused A LOT of this tension. I filled myself with
anger and jealousy because he could leave and I was just a child so I
just run and keep running. I could stand at the end of the gravel road
with the wind in my hair and think, This wouldnt be so hard to just
run and keep running. I wanted to run- and keep running. The idea of
gone. If I ran, then the world thats crumbling down would be gone.
And, POOF! Just like that, it would just be in my past. I wouldnt have to
deal with the fighting or the drama. I could just run and start over. But
impractical thing a 12 year old could say. There was no way a 6th
grader, like myself, could make it in the busy world with no guardian.
I remember the day that my mom left my dad and took us with
her. I didnt care what was going to happen. I didnt want to believe
anything else. Now I realize, I was the selfish one. I wanted a picture
perfect family, not one that was destroyed even if we were not happy. I
The part I hated most, at the time, was moving. I lived in the same
place since I could remember so that hurt me the most. That was the
memories that went along with the divorce, the yelling but worse the
silence. Every time I step back through that door, I have to remind
myself of all the good memories that will forever live in my mind. A
home is not a home unless you feel safe when you return there.