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'This colloquium was held on December 9, 2004 as part of the "Freud and Modern
Psychoanalysis" conference hosted by the Center for Modem Psychoanalytic Studies in New York
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further about my case and the differences between modern and clas-
sical psychoanalytic technique.
The Case
bottle of pills with vodka). After a year and a half of desperation about his
inability to control himself, I made an emotional communication, asking
him if he needed to be with me 24 hours a day. This led to much discus-
sion. For nine months, we reviewed the pros and cons of living with me:
How would I control him? Could I? Did I live with others? Would I be
having sex? Where would he sleep? What would happen to the analysis?
Eventually Z decided it wouldn't work, and he would live "across the
street." He also noticed I had a wedding ring; did it mean I liked penises?
We began to discuss the merits of being a woman with a penis. Z alleged
he was a lesbian; he had only ever had "sex for one" (masturbation); he
couldn't imagine sex. Heterosexual sex disgusted him. For him sex was
lying on another's stomach (reminiscent of infant-mother body contact).
Males were violent rapists. Females had more feelings but were vulnera-
ble to rape. It was penetrate or be penetrated, both violent acts.
My countertransference feelings were intense in working with Z. In
the beginning I was frightened of him, of his palpable rage and high
tension states, his tendency to actionjumping off the couch, rolling
over, coming close to show me his electrolysis results, commenting on
my leg, acting very intrusive. On one occasion, Z pulled a knife out of
his pockethe was carrying it to protect himself In other sessions he
pulled a large submarine sandwich or licorice sticks or a videotape of
"Women Unchained" from his pocketbook. In response to his provoca-
tions, I felt an urge to make a sadistic remark or to tie him to the couch
on which he was perpetually moving about. At times I felt repulsed by
Z, at other times sympatheticwhen, for example, he informed me I
was his only relationship, one hour a week. I also consistently felt
trapped in this charadewe both knew he wasn't a female, yet he
expected acceptance from me while I constantly felt his maleness, his
phallic intrusiveness. I felt imprisoned. This seemed to mirror his own
sense of gender as a prison, the female gender being a prison he needed
to keep his impulses in check. Z was openly envious of my femininity;
I felt he wanted to invade me, to steal it for his own.
In my conceptualization, Z was dealing with inordinate amounts of
self-loathing and rage and was using the feminine identity to manage
his defused drive states. The self-loathing was concentrated in his
penis, an instrument of destruction and violence. He blamed his freak-
ish appearance for his isolation and bemoaned his lack of acceptance as
a woman. In his withdrawals from the world (and from therapy at
times), he became a "slug," genderless, free from all demands, free to
do what he wanted. The female hormones he was taking reduced his sex
drive and eliminated erections; he could exist in a non-aroused state. He
took a number of breaks from therapy. In the first break he left in a rage
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when I explored whether I should see him once a month for free to
enable him to keep coming weekly. He was outraged that I was suggest-
ing that he needed therapy, that he needed me. I represented pressure to
him; he needed to get away. I was helpless to help him; he needed more
resources, money, a job, friends. I couldn't supply these; he didn't need
therapy. When he returned at my request, coming in once a month at
first, he looked masculine and was hostile, resistant, and out-of-control
in his exhibitionism. He projected his wish to stay connected, his
dependency feelings into me: he came because of "my needs." He also
sadly described himself as a failure at being a woman and a failure at
being a man, and warned me that if I suggested he be a man, he would
kill himself. When threatened with discharge from therapy for nonpay-
ment of his fee, he returned to regular sessions, indicating he didn't
think it was helping, but he liked being with me. Over time Z has
seemed amused and more accepting of being a "woman with a penis."
He has brought me pictures of good-looking men in their underwear, of
ads for sex toys, information on sex addicts anonymous since I was
probably a sex addict too. Perhaps I placed the personal ads looking for
a submissive "maid," counterpart to a dominatrix. Perhaps I was a trans-
sexual too. The nature of the transference had shifted from a negative
narcissistic transference (I, like he, was a failure, inadequate, and help-
less) to a positive narcissistic one (I was a sex addict too).
Over the years Z has continued to torture me with threats of suicide,
of homelessness, of stopping his thyroid medication, of disappearing,
withholding information about real strides he has made in pursuing
education and training. He has also expressed anguish, loneliness, and
despair at ever being able to be accepted as a woman. He has taken
breaks when he has declared me impotent to help him. I couldn't
change the world that persisted in rejecting him as a woman or as an
adequate employee (his tendency to lose jobs insured his inability to
pay for reassignment surgery). When he returned recently after a break,
he announced he had stopped taking all medications including the
female hormones. He still had erections. And he still didn't need me.
He was coming for my sake. I remained helpless to help him as he
remained helpless in the face of the pressures of the world.
Green's Response
Andre Green asked me one question at first: What did I think about the
patient? I responded that my tendency was to say what I felt and had
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delusion." With a case like Z, one can't interpret; he might get worse.
He comes to torture the analyst, to see the analyst as impotent, to avoid
change. There is no desire to understand himself, to know himself. Z
evacuates his past. It is true he has survivedhe needs to keep his penis
to survive. He is avoiding psychosis. He is not a "true" transsexual; he
wants his penis and his male identity (I certainly experienced this in the
countertransference). Green acknowledged that I had pointed out Z's
fear of intrusion, invasion, but interpreted this as his fear of a penetrat-
ing mother, not the fear of himself as rapist. He asked if it was possible
to get to the fear of his homosexuality, noting Z is not neurotic, but he
is fearful of becoming a woman as a homosexual. He exhibits himself
as a woman, but not the feminine desires. When he goes out, what is his
sex life? What is the fantasy? He pronounced that Z is a patient who has
no mental functioning. He doesn't want to understand anything about
himself. As such, he is not an analytic patient and not a patient with
whom Green would work though he wouldn't rule out others' working
with him. However, Green noted, it is interesting that Z stopped the
medication. This, Green said, is the real question: why did he stop act-
ing out on his own?
To this. Meadow responded that modern psychoanalysts have an
answer: "We join them for so long on this superficial level, never
attacking their defenses. Sooner or later it is our hope that they will
attack their defenses." Green's response was "You are optimistic." In
the evening's discussion a number of differences were highlighted
between modern psychoanalysis and traditional analysis as represented
by Green.
Green insisted that Z is not an analytic case for two reasons. First, the
treatment is weekly at best. Green made clear he does not consider a
weekly treatment analysis; it is just "holding the patient's head above
water." The second reason was that Z "has no mental functioning." He
does not reflect on himself, i.e., he doesn't want to know about him-
self Furthermore, interpreting the underlying homosexuality could be
dangerous.
By contrast, modern analysts often work with patients once a week.
We put patients on the couch, we work with the transference, usually a
narcissistic transference in the beginning, and we consider this analysis
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predict: I'm going to say that, and this is going to happen. You are
always surprised by what happens, and you ask yourself why did this
happen this way or this other away. There must be an axis of work; the
axis of work is the indication for psychoanalysis. It's not the sickness
of the patient; it's not the regression of the patient; it is the curiosity of
the patient about himself, what happens to himself . . . We're not inter-
ested in behavior; we're interested in the mind and how the mind func-
tions in that specific situation when it is in contact with another mind.
This has nothing to do with intersubjectivity."
Modern analysts are willing to work for a long time with such
patients until they begin to mentalize, i.e., to think about or question
their patterns of behavior, and show some readiness to undertake ana-
lytic work. We study their tension states and patterns of discharge. We
understand their actions and enactments as symbolic communications.
We don't interpret unless the patient shows an interest in understanding
something. We use other techniques to foster the development of a nar-
cissistic transference, in which the analyst is experienced as part of the
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the other in a double bind" when working with the transsexual patient
who "limits the analytic action . . . dictating to the other/analyst what
he is to confirm" (p. 229). Stein (2005) discusses the attempt of the per-
verse patient to make a "perverse pact" with the analyst. In discussing
a case, she notes that "[t]he script that played us was that of one person
treating the other as a puppet... a terrible caricature of an analysis" (p.
785). Later she concludes that "[t]he perverse solution . . . lies in strik-
ing a pact in which two invalids invalidate the outside world, creating
their own rules, in order to validate and vindicate their mutual weak-
ness and indulgence" (p. 792). This is what Z has sought to do with me.
As Parsons (2000) puts it, the object is depersonalized and merged with
at the same time. This description of being depersonalized and merged
with at the same time captures my early experience with Z. Later, the
need for an accepting mirror to reflect his professional feminine status,
being "two girls together," took over, but it broke down whenever this
status was questioned in the world. At that point I became useless and
helpless, an inadequate container, as he became enraged, masculinized,
and rejecting of femininity and dependency. As noted, he recently
returned after one of these cycles, announcing he still had erections.
During the discussion with Green, Meadow brought up the issue of the
negative therapeutic reaction and the refusal to associate, which Green
amplified to include the destruction of associations and interpretations.
He noted, "I may also expect for this to last for years. And one day, you
don't know why, the patient seems to pay attention to one thing you say,
and it is not new, you have already said it in the past, but he wouldn't
consider it. And one day the patient says, 'Well. .. maybe.'"
Kernberg (1992) and others (Joseph, 1982; Stein, 2005) have noted
the inevitability of the negative therapeutic reaction with the perverse
patient, the attempt to derail the analysis to pursue perverse aims, to
seduce or coerce the analyst into the perverse script (what Stein has so
eloquently described as "the perverse pact"). Richards (2003) notes the
induction of helplessness in perversion and the focus on sadomasochis-
tic aims.
Although Z has seemed quite dependent on the analyst and the ther-
apy, while declaring its uselessness, he has resisted being in analysis,
that is, examining himself and his life. He exists in the present only,
discusses how things are going, always evaluating whether he is being
accepted as a woman and expressing resentment toward those who
don't treat him respectfully. I am someone he checks in with about
his life, exhibiting himself as a woman to me, seeking a kind of mir-
roring. While interested in alleviating suffering and getting his action-
compulsion under control, he has had a strong need to resist the ther-
apist as the controlling, phallic mother as well as to live "under her
couch" (i.e., skirt). He provokes the other and perceives the other as
demand. He engages in continual enactment, enlisting the other in a
dictated function and, as Green suggests, rejecting thinking. Z does
not want change; he wants relief, a status quo in which he will feel
no disturbing impulses, no pressure to do anything. If I reflect back
to him an acceptance of his female status (that is, if I don't question
it), he is relieved but continues to be provocative, "jabbing" me and
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Conclusion
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