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thanked God for keeping her family safe. Of all her children,
Ivar loved school the most. He was already dreaming of college
and becoming a schoolteacher. How they would ever pay for
something like that was beyond her comprehension. She tapped
the letter on the edge of the loom.
Arent you going to open it? Ivar glanced at the clock. Far
will be home soon. Whats for supper?
Ask Nilda. Shes cooking for us tonight.
Not porridge again?
Nei, Johann is bringing Solveig for supper to talk about the
wedding. We will read the letter at supper.
We could read it real quick and pretend like we didnt.
Get on with you. She fluttered her fingers, shooing him
on his way. I want to get a few more rows woven before I have
to cover it. She wanted the rug to be a surprise.
Ivar left the room, whistling. Besides being her most scholarly
child, he also seemed the happiest. Like her cousin Ingeborg,
Ivar saw the good in things; even as a baby hed smiled and
laughed. If only there were some way his dream of becoming
a teacher could come true.
That night, with everyone gathered around the supper table,
Gunlaug slit open the envelope and unfolded the one sheet
inside.
Yours truly,
Einar Strand and Gerd
Gunlaug laid the letter on the table and looked to her eldest
son, who sat to her right. What do you think?
As she watched him ponder the news, she saw his slightly
stooped shoulders stoop even more. His scalp showed through
his thinning brown hair. Oh, my son, I fear you are not built to
be a logger. A farmer, yes, but ... It was the buts that hurt her
heart. Her gentle son so far away. And his Signe? She looked
frozen, like she might crack at any time. But she wouldnt. The
light caught the gold highlights in her braided crown of long
hair, but her lashes shielded her blue eyes. She sat erect, to scare
off the fears Gunlaug knew were attacking.
Rune blinked in the kerosene lamplight. Well, it is a surprise,
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The next day, Gunlaug wrote Einar and Gerd a short, newsy
letterjust a pagewhile Rune wrote a letter with his ques-
tions, the main one being when Einar would expect them to
travel. To save postage, they sent both letters in one envelope,
Gunlaug worked long into the night in order to finish the
rug, the monotony of throwing the shuttle and clamping the
rug giving her too much time to think. If Rune and his family
went to Minnesota, she would never see those grandchildren
again, let alone her eldest son. Just like shed never seen Inge-
borg again. How could two cousins who were closer than sisters
lose touch with each other this way? The break had happened
when her far learned that the will of his younger brother did
not deed any of the family land to him but all to Ingeborgs far.
Hed forbidden them any contact with the family.
When the two families finally had contact again, it was not
the same. Too much water under the bridge, as her mor would
say.
She had written several letters through the years, but shed
not had an answer and had finally given up. Was it worth it to
try again? That was the big question. Ingeborg did not even
write to her own family very often. Mostly only when sending
a request for help.
But Thor was adamant. He would not emigrate. The fact
that he had so easily agreed to send Rune with his blessing
was a shock.
She finished the rug a week before the wedding. After wrap-
ping it in an old sheet, she tucked it away and restrung the loom
for another rug, this one to go with Rune and Signe to Amerika.
Even living in someone elses home, they would have a piece
of her heart to lay by their bed. Einar must have a really large
house to invite a whole family like this.
The day before the wedding, Rune and Signe brought the
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After looking out the window the next day, Gunlaug stepped
outside to enjoy the sunrise. It looked to be a clear day for the
wedding, always a good omen. Johann was already out in the
garden. With the extra-cold winter, it had taken longer for
the soil to thaw out, which meant later planting.
A good day for a wedding, she called out.
Any day would be a good day for this wedding, he an-
swered. Ive waited long enough.
She reached in the door for the shawl always hanging at
the ready. Wrapping it around her shoulders against the early
morning chill, she made her way to the outhouse and then to
the garden. Takk for your help.
We all eat from this plot of ground. He leaned on the handle
of the hoe. I wonder if they grow the same things in Amerika.
Most likely. I looked at a map. We arent much farther north
than Minnesota. But I hear in North Dakota the winters are
worse than here, as there is nothing to stop or even slow down
the wind off the northern plains of Canada. We have hills,
mountains, and trees to protect us. I want to go there! The
thought echoed in her mind like a trumpet call.
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Were out in the river! the man at the porthole called back
to the others. And picking up speed.
Rune could tell that by the change in the tenor of the engines.
It felt like the steam engines were right under their feet. So far
they werent hitting a lot of waves, or perhaps the ship was too
large to be bothered by waves. He wondered how long until
they met open water. Hed finally found a map and located
Liverpool on the west side of England. It was a shame the man
at the window didnt seem willing to share the view. Perhaps
that would change too.
How long do we have to stay in these bunk beds? Leif
asked from the top bunk. I gotta go.
If only some of the signs on the wall were in Norwegian. If
only he had learned to read and speak English. Rune took off
his hat and scrubbed his fingers through his hair. Maybe he
should have listened more closely and paid attention to what
Signe had said.
Nei! he ordered himself firmly. When we arrive in Amerika,
these things will pass away. I know farming, and I have cut
down trees up in our mountains. Perhaps not as large at those
giant pines in Minnesota, but I will learn. We will have a new
life with land of our own, eventually. He settled his hat back
on his head, patted Signe on the knee, and stood.
Come along, boys. We will go find the necessary. All three
boys scrambled down from their bunks, leaping and giggling.
You find it and come back for me. Signe lay down on her
side and tucked her skirts around her legs. Do not get lost.
As if they could get lost on a ship.
After standing in line to use the head, Rune turned the wrong
way, but thanks to Bjorns unerring sense of direction, they
found their bunks again. Signe lay sound asleep, the shadows
cast by the lamps hiding her face.
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again. When he told her about the English class, she didnt
respond. Where are our boys?
Gone exploring. I told them not to be gone too long. He
sat beside her on the bottom bunk. How are you feeling?
I have missed three cycles now, so I assume I am pregnant.
Pregnant! He covered the hand tucked through the bend in
his arm. God willing, you will carry this baby to term. Perhaps
it will be the first of others to be born in the new land. When
a baby is born in Amerika, it is an American citizen. The rest
of us will have to pass a test to become citizens.
He watched her shake her head. Signe, we will become Ameri-
cans as soon as we can. No more being Norwegians. Americans.
We must get there first.
She looked up as the boys skidded to a stop in front of them.
Far, did you know we are locked in here? People on the
other decks can walk all around the ship, but we are locked
in! Bjorns face matched the horror in his voice.
A man said that sometimes they will let us out to get some
air and sun, Knute added.
Signe shook her head. You cant know that for sure.
When we tried to open the door, one of the sailors yelled at us.
Didnt your far tell you to stay out of trouble? What were
you doing?
Some other boys said there is a big place where we can walk
around, and I wanted to see it. Thats all.
That man, he got real mad. Leif slid as close to Signe as
he could.
Rune motioned to his sons. Come with me, all of you. I
found a man to teach us English. Signe, we need paper and
pencils to write down the words.
But thats like school. At ten, Knute had been the one most
happy to miss out on school.
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Signe dug in her bag to pull out one pencil and a small pad
of paper and handed them to Rune. You write down what he
says for all of us.
At least learning English made the time go by faster. The
schoolteacher gave them simple phrases and made them repeat
the words. The boys learned them quickly, but Signe was either
getting sick or ... Rune couldnt pay attention to her and keep
up with the lesson. She had to try, at least.
I need to go lie down, she muttered with a tug at his sleeve.
Bjorn, take your mor back to our bunks and return here
immediately.
Ja, I will come right back. He took her hand. Come,
Mor. Maybe you will feel better after we have some supper.
The lesson continued until Rune felt like his head was swim-
ming. We will meet again tomorrow?
Ja, and you must practice all these words and phrases. Each
day we will speak more English.
Rune stared at the list that covered several pages. Ja, he had
plenty of work ahead of him.
Signe tried to eat supper after they stood in line to get their
bowls filled but finally handed Rune her bowl of soup or stew
or whatever it was. You share with the boys. Perhaps I can eat
the bread a bit at a time.
Its not very good, is it? Leif muttered.
Bjorn made a face. We fed our pigs better than this.
Eat it and be thankful. You will not starve in six days.
Rune forced himself to follow his own orders. Perhaps Signe
was better off not eating. If this was a typical meal, they could
be grateful the trip was no longer than six days. If only the light
were strong enough to read by.
Signe started retching halfway through the night. Hed al-
ready heard others in the same situation. He dipped a bowl of
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water from the water barrel and, after pouring some in a cup,
used the rest to wet a cloth and bathe her face. If only they had
brought some peppermint for tea. That was his mors antidote
for an upset stomach. Would there be peppermint in Amerika?
He finally fell asleep after she did but wakened a short time
later to more of the same.
The stench grew stronger now, due to those ill with seasick-
ness, even though the voyage was so smooth that he almost
wondered if they were moving. The thrum of the engines as-
sured him that was the case.
Leaving Signe sleeping in the morning, he took the boys for
more English lessons. The buzz that passed from bunk to bunk
said the door would be opened so some of them could get air.
Not everyone could go outside at once.
The boys darted away as soon as they heard the announce-
ment about the opening of the door.
Wait! Rune called. But they either did not hear or ignored
him and disappeared into the gathering throng. I will be back
later, he told the schoolteacher. He tried to see his boys, but
the crowding brought movement to a halt.
Wait your turn! The order penetrated the hubbub of lan-
guages, but no one could move anyway.
When Rune finally cleared the door, several boys darted past
him, running around the open square, dodging the adults, most
of them standing with their faces raised to the sun. Both the
upper decks had walkways around the open area, and those
were filling with the people in second class. Above that were
the elite, the women with parasols to protect themselves from
the sunmen and women dressed in the fashions of the day.
Rune sucked in a deep breath of ocean air, heavily tinged by
the unwashed bodies around him.
Cries of delight rang out as those on the upper decks tossed
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Signe closed her eyes. Uff da! Was nothing going to be easy
on this trip? And we ride the wagon too?
Nei, we will walk. They say it is not that far.
She turned to her sons. You will carry your packs, and you
will stay right with us. There will be no stopping to look. I
dont care what all you can see. Do you hear me? She looked
each of them right in the eye. Bjorn?
He nodded, staring down at his hands.
Look at me! When he did so, she continued. There will
be no running off like on the ship, you hear me?
When had Bjorn grown taller than her five foot seven? Did
he grow inches on that ship? He looked more like his far all the
time, even to the cleft on his chin, which was not a Carlson trait.
Already his body was growing into a sturdier frame than Runes.
Again he nodded.
You are all listening to your mor, right?
All three nodded, but Signe caught the sideways look that
Knute sent to Bjorn. You can practice your English on the
way, but if you get separated from us ... She shook her head.
If only they had stayed in Norway. At least her sons were safe
there. Bjorn had always been so dependable, but on the ship ...
Uff da did not begin to cover her feelings. Fear crouched like a
lion, seeking to destroy at every opportunity.
Had she a rope, she might be tempted to tie them together
in a line.
The sight of the skyline of the city as they crossed the river
struck even more fear into her heart. Liverpool had been huge,
but this? They docked and made sure their trunks were loaded
for the train station, then set out at a brisk pace. There was no
way they could walk abreast on the crowded sidewalks.
You lead the way, Rune. I will follow at the rear. Shed much
rather be next to him, but the crowds made that impossible.
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and forgetting his family. After all, he had vowed to watch out
for her. Among other things. She jumped when the train beside
the platform blasted steam. What was she doing? Why had she
ever agreed to come on this horrible journey? Adventure, Rune
had called it. Her head felt as if it might fall off and roll under
the train wheels.
Rune at least waited to help her board their train. Bjorn
beckoned them to empty seats, where they shoved what they
could in the overhead compartments. The two men took the
seats ahead of the four facing each other where she and the boys
stored their things, and she dropped onto the scruffy, once-velvet
seat. The grime on the windows made the world outside look
dull and gray. She heard the conductor shout, All aboard!
and the train jerked and screeched into motion. The boys glued
themselves to the window, rubbing the grime off with their jacket
sleeves. She wished she could watch the world go by too, but at
the moment she needed the necessary. She tapped Rune on the
shoulder, and he pointed to the end of the car.
The room was not much larger than she was, but at least it
was clean. She washed her hands under warm running water.
The ghost she saw in the mirror above the sink made her shake
her head. Ja, that was indeed her. With dampened fingers, she
tried to smooth some order into the dark honey hair braided
and wrapped around her head. She repinned her hat, which
surely was as disgusted with the trip as she. A knock at the
door made her heart jump.
I am sorry, she muttered as she hurried out. How did one
even apologize in English?
The man tipped his hat and answered something. She nodded
and moved out of the way, the lurching train making her grab
for the wall. Uff da! Would this never end? Back in her seat,
her stomach reminded her that theyd last eaten on Ellis Island,
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for business. Someone had told her that eating in the dining
car on a train cost more than a days wages.
Leif leaned against her. My stomach really needs food,
Mor.
When we get to the boat, we will have meals as part of the
ticket. Well just have to wait.
How long?
She shrugged. I wish I knew.
As dusk drew a curtain over the entertainment out the win-
dow, the voice announced that supper was being served in the
dining car.
Mr. Lindstrom stood. Are you going for supper? Im sure
your boys think someone cut their throats by now.
Uh ... later, Rune replied.
Did your relative not include money to feed your family?
He included some emergency money.
Well, as far as I can tell, lack of food can constitute an
emergency. Especially to growing boys.
Signe closed her eyes. Surely Rune could swallow his pride for
the sake of his boys. She breathed a sigh of relief when he stood.
I guess we could have a bowl of soup.
Knute started to cheer, but Rune gave him a look that worked
like a hand clapped over his mouth.
Like ducks in a row, they all followed Mr. Lindstrom down
the swaying coach and through a door that opened to a blast of
hot air and the sight of tracks below their feet, the coupling of
the cars shrieking metal against metal. Signe breathed a sigh
of relief when the door closed behind her in the next car. At
least the boys hadnt stopped to chatter about what they saw
below them. Another glimpse of the railroad ties flashing past
set both her head and stomach to churning again.
One more open stretch between cars, and they entered the
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dining car, where white tablecloths covered all the tables set in
front of the windows. They found two tables across the aisle
from each other and pulled out the chairs. Surely this was too
grand for the likes of them. Signe smoothed the tablecloth with
an admiring hand. She had only one tablecloth in their trunks,
and that for company, an extravagance shed snuck in as a re-
minder that life would not always be hand-to-mouth living.
If that was possible. If they ever had a home of their own
again.
A black waiter in a stiff white shirt and black bow tie stood
at their tables with a pad and pencil. Do you need menus?
he asked.
Signe could feel her eyes widen and looked to silence the
boys. While they had seen people with dark skin on the ship
and on the streets in New York, theyd not been this close to
one. She glanced at her sons, who looked about to burst with
comments. A barely visible shake of her head set them to star-
ing at the white tablecloth.
Rune shook his head. Well each have a bowl of soup.
The waiter rattled off an explanation, and Mr. Lindstrom
translated. They have vegetable beef or creamed potato. Which
do you prefer? And bread comes with that. Coffee or milk?
Signe uttered a silent prayer of gratitude. Surely she could
take some bread with them for the morning.
The beef soup, please, and milk for the boys.
Ill have the pork chops, Mr. Lindstrom added after giving
their order to the waiter.
Signe sat at a table with her boys while the men were across
the aisle. How the waiters managed to carry trays full of plates
down the swaying aisle was beyond her. She could hardly walk
without hanging on to the backs of the seats, and they carried
the trays with one hand, above their shoulders.
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there was no way to save the soup. Shed been sneaking bread
into her bag, only allowing herself one piece so she could save
more for the boys. Finally she asked quietly, Would any of you
care for the rest of my soup?
Bjorn nodded immediately and swapped his empty bowl
with hers.
When the waiter returned, he nodded and smiled. I can ...
more. The more they understood. At their shaking heads, he
asked again.
Signe looked to Bjorn, who shook his head too, mimicking
stuffed cheeks. Thank you. Neino.
The waiter gathered up the dishes. When they started to stand
to leave, he shook his head and motioned them to sit. Be right
back. He returned with a basket of assorted cookies, set it in
the middle of the table, and after refilling their glasses and her
coffee cup, motioned to them to enjoy.
The basket was empty when they left the dining car. What
theyd not eaten, the boys had tucked away in their pockets.
Signes bag carried more cookies, along with bread. Drinking
water, at least, was free.
At last the costly train trip ended, and another ship jour-
ney began. Compared with steerage on the ship crossing the
ocean, the second-class cabin they were assigned on the ship
in Buffalo was a glimpse of heaven. Bunks with clean bedding,
room under the bottom bunk to store their personal baggage,
and posted on the back of the door were the serving hours of
the dining room.
Three meals a day. Bjorn spun to look at his mor. Why
is this ship so different than the other?
I have no idea. Just be grateful.
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She took out her knitting but kept it in her lap, not wanting
to miss a moment of deck life and the voyage. But the sweater
she was working onfor Bjorn, as hed outgrown almost all the
clothes he ownedcalled to her, and she resumed her knitting,
still free enough to watch.
A group of boys ran by, dodging among the crowd that had
thinned out at the rail. Sure enough, all three of her sons were
part of the dodgers. She looked around, searching for Rune.
The boys dashed off with no sign of their father. What could
he and Mr. Lindstrom still find to talk about? Rune had never
been one to strike up conversations with strangers before. Per-
haps all kinds of things would change now that they were in
the new land.
The warmth of the sun in this protected place, the motion of
the ship, along with the thrumming of the engines down in the
bowels of the vesselall combined to make her drowsy. With
her bag tucked under her chair, she rested her head against the
chair back.
She woke to someone shaking her shoulder. Signe, wake
up, it is almost past time to eat dinner.
Blinking, she stared into her husbands face. Dinner? Al-
ready?
Ja, I let you sleep as long as I could. Come now.
Where are the boys?
Here with me. Come along.
Getting to her feet, she trapped a yawn behind her hand. A
nap during the day! She had actually fallen asleep during the
day, and she wasnt even sick. That sweater certainly would not
be done by winter if she kept sleeping on the job.
But somehow she didnt believe life in Amerika would stay
like this for long.
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