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HOLLY WAINWRIGHT
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are products of
the authors imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events,
locales, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.
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ELLE
The Stylish Mumma
to fight. Only a plan to follow through. One night she stayed long
after her last class and walked into the deserted mens changing
room and right into Adrians shower cubicle.
Unsurprisingly, that night had inspired the blogs most
clicked-on post. Ever.
Elle shut her laptop when she heard footsteps outside the
kitchen. Adrian had no idea that that particular blog existed.
Not then, not now. But Elle had no intention of unpublishing
Somebody Elses Husband. She loved that it lived on, a vivid
memento of who she once was. The kind of woman who wrote
florid sentences like:
These days Elle blogged under her own name, but about much
tamer topics. Her most recent post featured freshly baked
beetroot-chocolate brownies, Instagrammed with the hashtag
#treatday.
The picture was perfection, of course. A high-angled selfie, it
took in Elle biting into a brownie, panning down just enough to
show her cropped white gym top and tanned, flat stomach. You
could see the edge of the oven behind her, brand name visible,
and a glimpse of her new ironbark kitchen benchtopwhich,
she knew, would generate as many comments as the cakes. Or
her abs.
She tipped the brownies into her motion-sensor stainless
steel bin, immediately followed by the Organic Annies packet
theyd arrived in. If she left them out, Adrian would be on them
in a heartbeat. He couldnt afford that, in her opinion.
stalked Elle, working for free until she was invited to stay. A girl
from Sydneys western suburbs who wanted what Elle had
influence and an expensive wardrobeshe tried to style herself
on the boss, spending most of each day tapping away at the
phone and laptop in her no-name active wear.
What Cate didnt know about social media hadnt been
thought of yet, but as an au pair shed had a lot to learn. Elle had
made it clear to Cate that her boys were on a strict daily routine.
On Day Two, shed come home from a photoshoot to find Cate
feeding them spaghetti bolognaise in front of Canimals. That was
nipped in the bud with a printed-out hourly schedule of exactly
where Freddie and Teddy should be at any given moment, along
with what they should be doing and the foods they should be
eating. Dont use your initiative when it comes to the boys, Elle
had told Cate firmly. Just follow the rules.
Ill be home before eleven, Cate was saying now. I think
tomorrows outfit post is going to go gangbusters.
Elle had recently started a daily post to showcase her sons
outfits.
At two and three, Elles Irish twins were, she recognised,
at the pinnacle of their cuteness, with their overgrown black
curls and their mothers green eyes. She could barely keep up
with the parcels of free clothes that streamed through the door.
Tiny polo shirts and hipster tees, boat shoes and cargo shorts,
skinny jeans and drop-crotch leggings, hats and scarves and
socks and satchelsall of which would have looked perfectly
acceptable on a grown man at a creative agency in Brunswick.
The only things missing on her two little #dudes were the
beards.
Shed dedicated a whole room to their wardrobe, outfits
chosen well in advance and recorded on a polaroid board before
A #grateful day.
Ever had one of those days, Mummas, where you realise
that maybe, just maybe, youre doing a good job at this
mothering thing after all? One of those days where you can
see all of the tiny sacrifices you make for your family paying
off?
I feel that way today. The sunlight is coming in through
my kitchen window. The washing up is done, the laundry is
folded away, the kitchen smells of warm, comforting home
ABI
The Green Diva
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sheets to find her phone under the pillow. She snapped a selfie
and tapped out a caption.
Too wrinkly for TV? Any ideas for a botox substitute that
doesnt fill my frontal lobes with poison?????
And, of course:
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the floor, sniffed it and pulled it on. All she needed now was
one of her signature chunky bead necklaces and a dab of
matte red lipstick, and shed be ready to battle with the tabloid
masses.
Reinvention was the only thing she had in common with
Adrians replacement wife.
Hardly the only thing, she could almost hear Grace correct
her.
Okay, okay. Some children. A blog. Possibly some crossover
audience. A few secrets.
Abi laughed, as she always did when she let herself think
about what was going on in that sterile modern box in the city.
Whenever Arden and Alex came home from the (very) rare
weekends at Dads, she pumped them for information. But
really, she didnt need to. She followed Elles posts with interest
from a fake account, obviously. Shed seen the new kitchen.
Shed clocked the new boobs. She knew replacement wife wasnt
worried about the poison in botox.
But Abi hadnt seenand loved to imagineElles face
when her tween and teen turned up with their unbrushed
hair and their henna tatts and their steampunk-meets-the-
littlest-hobo outfits, stomping their big boots on her white
fluffy rugs and smearing their sticky fingers across her all-glass
everything.
Speaking of which, Abi could hear the monsters down-
stairs, still fighting despite Graces insistence that it was time to
calm down and think about what lessons they wanted to learn
today.She really ought to weigh in.
But first, a quick post for the people. Back to the phone and
some furious finger-typing.
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A yell from downstairs yanked Abi off the bed. She guessed
it was up to her to take Otto into town today. Shed make it back
in time for the film crew.
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LEISEL
The Working Mum
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Snapchat stories in the office kitchen, the only thing staving off
exhausted sobs was the prospect of the kettle boiling and deliv-
ering her a caffeinated beverage that she could drink all the way
to the bottom.
Last night, shed made it home just in time to kiss The
ToddlerRichand feed The BabyHarrietbefore their
bedtime. Then shed done home readers with The Kindy
KidMaggie.
Then came an hour of what she labelled The Returns:
walking small children back to their beds, over and over, until
they stuck. She did a solid session of shush and pat with The
Baby, and finally, finally, she was able to back out of the big
bedroom the kids all shared, picking up bottles and onesies
and teeny-tiny plastic toys as she went.
It was 8.30 p.m. She took off her shoes and her work clothes
and turned to her husband, Markwho, after a solid day of kid
duty, had handed over to her as soon as she got home. While shed
been doing the bedtime dance, hed been sitting on the lounge,
watching the news, putting in a cameo only when Baby Harri
demanded it. It occurred to Leisel as she got into her pyjamas,
her work make-up only a smeared memory, that she and Mark
hadnt looked at each other once since shed got home.
There he was. Crumpled, tired around the eyes, wearing his
decidedly non-office uniform: a faded White Stripes T-shirt,
baggy dark shorts, bare feet. He hadnt shaved in three days. This
is what a stay-at-home dad looks like in 2017, she thought. Like
an ageing rocker with nowhere to be.
She asked Mark about his day. His eyes still on the screen,
he told her about Harris tooth and what the teacher had said
at pick-up. He told her that a local furniture-maker had offered
him a couple of jobs for the coming week, so they should ask
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Wendy from next door to pick the kids up one afternoon, shed
generally do it on her day off...
Leisels internal to-do list began to spool. She had to keep
reminding herself to listen to her husband.
Your sister called me, Mark was saying. She said youre not
answering your phone. Shes coming to Sydney with Abi soon.
Wants to see you. That wont be awkward at all.
Shit, that was right. Leisels little sister was her favourite
person, but ever since Leisels blog had broken fifty thousand
followers, things had been complicated. Abi seemed to consider
her sister-in-law competition, rarely missing an opportunity to
take a dig at blogs like Leisels, whose fans she labelled Corporate
Slaves.
Ill call Grace tomorrow, Leisel told Mark. When Abi isnt
home, she added in her head.
Apparently she and Mark were talked out. Dinner was a
wordless affair in front of a recorded Australian Story. Then
Leisel took care of a tedious line-up of household must-dos and
work emails before bed, where Mark read for his obligatory,
pre-sleep five minutes and she opened her laptop, clicked her
blogs Facebook page and wrote:
I think The Baby likes Wonder Dad better than me. In fact, I
know it. When I came in tonight she was almost down. I went
to give her a bed-time bottle and she squirmed out of my
arms, reaching for him.
Part of me was hurt, but part of me was relieved. WD had
to take over and, you know what? I was just happy to let go
of a job, to scratch one thing off The List. After all, I still had
to read to The Toddler and try to squeeze in homework with
The Kindy Kid.
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I love it when the kids ask for their Daddy in the night!
Not an ounce of mum guilt here. #freedom
I wish my two would even ask for their dad. Hes hardly
ever here, hed have to be reminded of their names! #allmen
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next to Mark. Back in the kids room, she tried to squeeze her
considerable self into the bottom of their IKEA bunk. Every
night, every time, she cursed her and Marks misguided decision
not to buy the king single beds that all her friends had bought
for their kids. What an indulgence, shed thought at the time, not
knowing that it would be her feet dangling off the end of those
cheap bunk beds.
Then she was up again at 4 a.m. when Harriet pulled herself
to her feet in her cot and screamed her little red head off.
Remembering the last passive-aggressive note from their neigh-
bours, Leisel headed back to the microwave for another bottle.
She turned around to find Rich staring at her: I want to sleep
with you, Mummy. It was such a rare request that Leisel couldnt
refuse, returning to the kids room with the toddler under one
arm and the bottle in the other. She settled Harri, lay next to her
son and willed herself another hours rest.
But Rich wanted to talk. Guilt prevented her from shutting
down his commentary on what had happened at preschool
because, hell, it wasnt like shed been around to see or hear any
of it.
Thats lovely, Richie, go to sleep darling, she whispered as
a list of grievances against every other kid in the centre was
recounted.
And then Sookie pushed me over, and Savannah stole my
Lego, and then Little Archie called me a bad name, and DO
YOU KNOW WHAT MISS EMMA DID?
No, Rich, but could you go back to sleep now? Youll be
tired, darling.
Nothing. She did nothing, Mummy. My heart was broken.
Leisels was too, by that point.
Then she heard the bleat of her iPhone alarm and tipped
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Not for the first time, guys, I find myself asking: How did I
get here? Tell me, how did you get there? Doing everything.
For everyone. All. The. Time. Failing. Stressed. Exhausted. Is
this just one of those days? or is every day just one of those
days????? full blog post tonight. Chins up ladies.
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Leisel. Zac pushed his chair back, looking into her face but
not quite meeting her eyes. He wore an almost-black T-shirt that
was faded and lightly frayed at the neck, skinny white jeans and
hi-tops that Leisel knew cost $350theyd been in the mens
pages of the latest BUY THIS, one of her titles. He was so young
and so white, almost transparent. Leisel suppressed an urge
to ask him if he ever went outside, the way that young people
should. She looked at the four types of screens he had within a
fingers reach and thought better of it.
Zac. Hows things?
Things are alright, you know. Alright. He always struggled
to make eye contact. Was it because he was always on the brink
of delivering bad news, or was he just one of those young people
shed read about who found face-to-face interaction impossible?
This is awkward, Leisel, but its about your hours.
My hours? Here we go, she thought.
You know how much we value you around here. Your experi
ence, your commitment.
Uh-huh.
But its been brought to my attention that some of the other,
um, other staff feel that you are not pulling your weight as part
of the team. Zac lifted his giant plastic smoothie cup and took a
long sip from the straw. He looks like my preschooler, thought
Leisel. This conversation must be causing him so much pain
confrontation is, like, the worst.
You leave... He stopped. Looked up at Leisel again. His
eyes seemed almost pleading. He wanted her to put him out of
his misery.
I leave...? Leisel looked back. Eye contact, for almost
seconds. Okay. I leave at five-thirty. Zac, you know I have to
leave. I have three kids. I have to see them sometimes.
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Oh, I know, Leisel, but you can see how thats not really my
Problem. Not really your problem, I know. Change tack,
Leisel, she told herself. Think of the mortgage. Well, Zac, look.
I always make a point of keeping one eye on emails and any
changing status of production from home. What if I agree
to always log back on at a certain time every night to check
everythings off and running with the printers? I mean, I wasnt
aware there was a problem, but if theres a problem, I want to
fix it.
Zac looked relieved. He wanted to give her a reprieve, she
could tell. He didnt want to be the guy who fired The Mum.
Well, that would be great. Lets say 8 p.m.? Just always check
back in at 8 p.m.?
Sure, Zac. Eight p.m. As if any of these office kids was still
here at 8 p.m.
Leisel fleetingly wondered how she would manage to check
in every night, smack-bang in the middle of The Returns, but
shed just have to talk to Mark.
Is that it? she asked Zac.
Sure. Have a good day, Leisel. Lots to do!
Yes. There was. Leisel went back to her desk. She could feel
her emails shouting at her.
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