The following is a report I posted on Distance Healer's wall and also on that of Restoring the Sacred

Feminine. It is meant to encourage all those who happen to read it to seek healing and help there or
wherever they are guided to.

"Welcome back home, DH. Good to have you back here on FB again. Some weeks ago, I sent you a
'private' message, when feelings of sadness and shame due to experiences of sexual and
psychological abuse in childhood and youth were flushed to the surface again after 25 years of not
looking at them anymore. Up to the age of 30, I had committed suicide several times, at the age of 19
I was hospitalized for one year in a mental hospital and released AFTER I had jumped down from the
second floor with the result of two broken ankles....From then on, I had only one goal: not to be
hospitalized again, and I wasn't. At the age of 30 there was a last attempt, I was in coma for 2 days
and when I woke up, I somehow managed to behave calmly, so that I was released from hospital. I
then withdrew from all people and cried incessantly for about 2 days in my bed, then I got up and
decided finally to accept the fact, that I was meant to live on this planet...from that moment on I
consciously followed my path and received lots of spiritual help... Now at the age of 55, you, some
mysterious DH, appeared from nowhere, I felt attracted because of the fact that you were offering
free healing, so I thought then, not at all thinking of myself being in need of some healing, but being
grateful for the love energy you are transmitting, it simply seemed to be a way of helping more
people...When I received a personal answer to my message, I felt deeply grateful, I felt truly
understood and loved and I had to shed more tears, I felt sorry for myself and after a while even
stopped judging myself for that. I had physical symptoms when I wrote to you, my ankles were
swollen, deeply red, from some allergic reaction it seemed, and hurt. After each healing session these
symptoms were gone, only to appear again within the following day, sometimes my whole body hurt
badly in the morning...
At the same time I had lots of spiritual guidance in my dreams. Here is just one example: Last
Saturday night while sleeping, I saw myself greeting perpetrators, who were standing in a semi-circle
around me in some distance, with Namaste and I felt absolutely safe, I understood and felt clearly
that I could honour their soul, send them Love and express I AM at the same time...
Okay, this is my "coming out" on the wall. It is my heartfelt wish that it may give faith anbd trust to all
fellow human beings who somehow feel that they were so deeply hurt that they could never be
whole, holy again. Love and Light to all of you<3 One more thing: Through DH's loving words in his
message to me. I came to realize that this unconditional Love is what God has for us, for each one of
us, no matter what 'sins' we committed, it needed these words for me to really FEEL it as being the
truth in the time after, there had to be this human vehicle DH to cross the bridge from inner
seperateness to oneness...
I understand that this 'coming out' is also part of the healing journey...Namaste