I died inside

I had to die a thousand times

to live forever

I had to fall into the pit

to rise up again

I followed the path to the end

So I could be free

From my own poison

Infecting my soul

Letting go of control

I had sacrificed myself

For the nothing to become everything

I had to give up myself

To find my soul again

I had to kill myself

To transform shadow into light

Infection that consumed my soul

Diving into the light

Wisdom from the ancient times

This tale has been told before

Disturbing the peace within

deadly whispers destroying serenity

to find relief in the unkown

I had to betrayed myself

And become my own self fufilled prophecy

I had to go through a thousand lies

So I could discover the truth

I followed the path to the end

So I could be free

from my own self reflection

defying my soul

letting go of control

I had sacrificed myself

For the nothing to become everything

I had to give up myself

To find my soul again

I had to kill myself

To transform shadow into light

Infection that consumed my soul

Diving into the light

Wisdom from the ancient times

This tale has been told before

Disturbing the peace within

deadly whispers destroying serenity

to find relief in the unkown

I can’t no longer hide from the pain

For she is now my friend

A teacher in disguise

Embracing darkness to find light

Into the abysm of my own torture

I can found myself again

But It’s all hidden in the secrets of the night

The keeper of key to wisdom

Going beyond the antagonist

Undressing the nightmares that hold me captive

Unmasking the truth now it shall be known

Trapped into self pitty

Mother of darkness

For I am (play) my own self antagonist