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Rowanne Kua
CHASING SHADOWS
Rowanne Kua
RKRY Publishing
Author: Rowanne Kua
CONTENTS
Introduction ... 01
First published in Kuala Lumpur by
RKRY Publishers Sdn. Bhd, 2017 Lion ........... 05
Birthday ..... 07
An imprint of (name) Child .......... 09
© Rowanne Kua, 2017
Cat .............. 11
All rights reserved. The copyright of this work belongs to Owl ............ 11
the author who is solely responsible for this content. All of Sixteen ....... 13
the pages including each of the poems indices on this book Seventeen ... 15
are written and complied by Rowanne Kua. No part of this Twenty ....... 17
publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in
any form or by any means, including use of photocopying, Wolf ........... 19
recording, other electronic or mechanical methods, without Youth ......... 21
the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the
Christmas ... 23
case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews, certain
Faded .......... 24
other non-commercial uses permitted by copyright law with
proper citation provided for the particular usage.
References ...... 25
ISBN 9-6101-0102-57-6
And yet, that hasn’t been the hardest thing. Or the Then, I got to know him, whom I thought is the
thing that has made me feel like I have to be “fully person that can walk with me in sorrow and pain,
developed,” which is the definition the dictionary and going to play one of the biggest part in my life.
has given to the word adult. Going through the care- His brown eyes and hair, he’s taller than me, looks
by taking paces for an ill parent is in fact very, very skinny, one who has great sense of humour, warm
difficult, as anyone who’s dealt with this can tell you. and sweet. Both of us love cats, we could laugh at
It strips away what’s left of any shred of security you the same things, we like the same genre of movies,
may have that somewhere in the world is someone he would listen to me singing Disney songs all day.
whose main role in life is to make sure you are okay. I loved the way his eyes crinkles when he smiled or
laughed. I remembered him saying that I shouldn’t
I imagine this sensation is more or less true to the have to go through all these pain. I enjoyed the time
experience of every person who’s lost a parent, and we stayed side by side in the library, him working on
along with them the mirror reflecting back certain his book illustration while me working on my logo
self-truths to them. But there is something extra cruel design. It was when my whole new world came to
an end, everything was over and he chose to walk
out of my life. I spent a lot of time missing him, then
I realised things would never go back, to the ways
they were used to be.
那
张
苍
白
的
脸
,
如
睡
得
安
详
的
万
兽
之
王
,
是
我
们
的
The hallway in Putra Medical 家
Centra in Alor Setar. 。
07 BIRTHDAY The gift on table was being stacked up 08
Has actually been short of yours
桌
上 The radio is broadcasting the birthday song
的 Replacing the birthday wishes that you owe
礼 The side lying on bed rainy day night
物
还 Calculates this is several time you not in
被 Midnight’s ding resounded nearby the ear
堆
着 I can only wish myself a happy birthday
,
却 Happy happy birthday
还 Wish me to have a joyful day
是
少 The first ever time celebration
了 Was you invited cup of Cola
你 Cake and candles
的
一 Only are blowing
份 This is the several time
, I still clearly remember
电
台
播 Happy happy birthday
放 The birthday was a joyful day
着 Each ever year of celebrations
轻
快 You were also singing the song
的 That person standing beside me
生
日 No longer was you
歌 Changes part of the memories
,
代 Happy happy birthday
替
你 Wished it will still be a joyful day
欠 Even if it isn’t a celebration and
的 Still hoping that you
一
句 Will be accompanying
生 Coffee that you loved
日 Is prepared for you here
快
乐 Yet it cooled so quickly
。 Every single year of birthday And it couldn’t be heated
celebrations, although I never
had any chances of inviting
Sits in cafe’s rainy day night
friends to my birthday party,
he would always bring me to
You in early have not become
nice restaurants. Even when The familiar song is still
I wasn’t around hometown, Kept broadcasting
this man would still send me Over and over again
messages and make a call to Acknowledged only then
wish me a Happy Birthday. Deepens to your missing
09 CHILD 10
OWL
We used to be the night owls in the dark
I would never break the wall between us
I would never found the answer
Probably she is way more better
Probably it’s better to stay quiet
And leave everything behind
Including you
Including me
SIXTEEN 14
值
得
回
忆
的
,
是
微
笑
还
是
痛
。
15 SEVENTEEN 16
固
执
的
、
不
成
熟
的
,
大
家
看
我
总
说
像
个
孩
子
。
23 CHRISTMAS
Getting out of bed morning greetings
Sharing breakfast supplementary quantity
Several pieces of gingerbread supplement
Rest clothing is in light blue colour
The red sock does not have weight as before
How Santa could forgetten about this
The window moistens the full snowflakes
Nothing much but just an imagination
A missing walk that dawn that you gave
I imagine the lunatic same to smile silly
How do this year could hope
The Christmas custom seeks for a sign
In the morning seeks your visit
Why does it like a mirage
The city is not obviously big
The Christmas changes the clothing style
To be looked in the morning
In family as before empty
Why summer’s snowman will melt
Can you reply?
After many Christmases
Your back will desalinate in memory
Heart liberation that the frame lives in
圣
诞
早
上
习
惯
寻
找
驯
鹿
的 FADED
迹
象 When it was slowly faded
。 Like your feelings towards me
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REFERENCES 26
Rowanne Kua
RKRY Publishing