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Chapbook One

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Chapbook One

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The Poet
As I learned to give lead

to the still small voice

who works in the silence

of coincidence

and circumstance,

my reason failed.

Thus, taken by shadow

I spoke with spirits.

Feelings not mine,

yet all the more real

because they were not.

Speaking, speaking,

through my fingers,

laughing, weeping,

I am led.

To words,

I am wed.

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NXSable

I. Nostalgironic

The old door,


inaccessible to all but my emotellect,
darkly smooth from human touch,
freely swings.
To look and long
or look and leave
is the repetition of
time and time once more.
This door with constant moves
up around a spiral stair.
True friends, lovers, antagonists all
inhabit the cramped towering steps.
They freely traverse and converse
among and through my being.
Those of different place and time
meet to form new alliances.
To continue the battle
for something never won or lost.

The past, the past will it always last?


Never frozen in time precisely because it's mine.
Nostalgironic

II. Good Impressions

My emotions have burned


grooves into my being.
Like hot pressed wax
my soul is inscribed

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with the passing


of life through me.
Yes, I travel through life,
but life is oblivious,
it does not remember.
I return to a place
that lives in memory.
I say: Hello!
The sweating stones
packed into the sidewalk
remain silent.
Red flags inside the parking meters,
all in a row,
maintain their blank stare.
The door at the top of the stair
does not open to greet me.
On the tree where I carved my name,
without a nod to unnamed shame,
yellow tan leaves
handshake with the
blustery autumn wind.
Not with me -
This place cannot recognize
a friend.
It may only be
the instrument that inscribes
new memories and emotional
whistle stops into the lives of others.

How impartial the time and space


that fills this place -
How biased and fragile, all too easily
impressed and disgraced am I?

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Scarab

"The poet is the priest of the invisible."

~Wallace Stevens

"We choose our joys and sorrows long before we experience them."

~Kahlil Gibrhan

Little beetle, beetle mine


cast your spell again this time -

Beauty and its price,


Lovely renditions,
Renewed for me,
Forever not mine.

That winsome attraction


for the face that beguiles me;
To the grace so deep
it escapes me.

Little beetle, beetle mine,


cast your spell again this time -

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Bring me back, make her new,


Smile, dimple, and hazel gaze
below a chestnut crown;
Pale cheek, temple, and nose divine.

Languid form,
Long and supple,
The woman in my dream,
Always a figure, always a friend.

Little beetle, beetle mine,


cast your spell again this time -

She stays young as I grow older,


Your spell is magic and I believe,
I'm in your debt, but I hate your truth.
She comes, but leaves and remains with me.

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Exposure (The Writer)

What skill you have!

Take it with you to the grave.

There's nothing to be saved.

If a word is longer,

It will not make you stronger.

The allusion makes you taller

Than you are.

When you leave and leap too far,

Don't have a care

For what they say.

Love yourself the way,

You wish'd that they

Would cheer your name.

Leave it all behind.

In the side of your mind

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That does not plead.

To need more than can

Be carried in your hand

From day to day.

Careful what you say,

Fast words will never pay.

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Oedipus Rx

neurosis
psychosis

super heroes
super egos

shouldn't I don't
or do I dare?

I wish I won't
why don't I care?

times are hard


times are easy

receive a birthday card


stomach getting queasy

I hide and pout


I'm not your friend

I bounce out
I fall in

I fall to sleep when


ego has the lead

Id out again
good thing I pee'd.

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Night Becomes Our Dearest Friend


Dedicated to ~K and 'The Laxative Mind Effect'.

There is a place where dreaming ends,

And night becomes our dearest friend,

And when desire turns to self,

And where a wish will never help,

And all the while you're free to call,

To questions that intrigue us all.

Let's leave this place that life calls black,

Our hearts like stones that grow so cold,

The hurts that wound to show our lack,

And talk to answers while we're told,

Just look to life and not your back,

A bright white place for those so bold.

Yes, there is a place where dreaming ends

And night becomes our dearest friend.

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The Beauty

She glances ever so carelessly,

At the transparent reflection in the window,

Just a smoothing of the hair is needed.

The echoing hollow is familiar,

The shopping mall offers her fame.

Surely wondering just how many,

From sideways, front, and behind,

Who has ever seen a beauty like me?

Just an extra voice of laughter,

For the young men walking past her.

Another bag of clothing for showing,

The shopping mall offers her fame.

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I'm On Your Side

Dark is good. It's time you hid.

What is that? Nothing, silly.

Dust bunnies. Yes, be quiet.

I'm scared. Sure you are kid.

I can't breathe. Be glad it's chilly.

I can't see! You don't need to.

Where is he? Near, very near.

Stomach hurts! How bad, really?

I hear them. They won't find you.

I hate him. How about her?

I love her. Why do you hide?

She hates me. Why is that true?

She likes him! She's your mother.

He smells bad! All of them do.

I could cry! I'm on your side.

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Formed Reflection

Swiftly, yet great in grace,

Poised, in seeming pride,

Intently, however not,

Moving, can leave no trace,

Leaping, without a ride,

Swirling, inside a knot,

Stepping, in cantered pace.

Flowing muscles slipping along formed reflection.

Born black, now glowing white Lipizzaner perfection.

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Tango Blue

The damn phone,

Hear the tone.

Uptown, downtown, speeding lights are flash'n.

"It can't be."

"Yes, it's me."

Wrong way, highways, my way, say it anyway.

"Go ahead."

"I'm in bed."

Right turn, left turn, stop and looking back.

"Where are you?"

"Hanover."

Press the gas, flip the phone, grab your comb.

"Come over."

Express lane, turning lane, hear and feel the heat.

"Tango Blue!"

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Backyard Moments In Time

The sun is warm on my face

and that rare feeling of being whole

and at peace with and inside myself

- that has been working up to this moment

and certainly all of its own doing -

has finally succeeded. I look at the ground

in front of me as the sprinkling of sunshine

casts crazy dancing figures into a frenzied ritual

that follows the movement of the light breeze.

Which has the lead in directing

the leaves of shadow and light.

They are all of them, just right there.

Somewhere, just there, to the left

of that smoothly rounded old rock

and quite to the right, is my baby girl.

She - all so pink and a bit messy

from her entrance into the world,

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wearing that fresh, new stocking cap.

Such a pink, she and the cap, against the dark

blue-green hospital linen. The cap that was

placed there on her beautiful tiny little head

by the delivery nurse who shared

in owning the same red hair.

They are both of them, just right there.

The movement of an anxious starling

causes me to look in its direction where

I see the gardenia blooms, so well reflected

in their shiny background. And just there,

my new bride is behind a closed door

making herself wonderful for our wedding night.

I'm sitting on the side of that hotel room bed

considering the most curious thought. At no other time

have I since, or before, had such difficulty deciding

if something was comical or serious. There I sit

thinking to myself, "What am I doing here?"

Myself and my young wife both, just right there.


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You Must Know It

I'm not the daffodil poet,

If you get it, you must know it.

Streams and things are surely fine,

My sweet words aren't made to be kind.

When knowledge of self stays alone,

Deep runs the chill through my bones.

Sharing is for caring to mend,

Take my words, my friend, I don't lend.

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Haiku Not - Wind, Sun and Dew

When the Wind sets to sleeping

After the Sun sets the skyline

Then the Dew sets the droplets

What then after when sleeping?

Then who sleeps when the Wind sets?

After his skies what sets the Sun?

What then is their drop of Dew?

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Loud
Loud!

I'm awake,

no need to strain my big ears.

Screaming tear filled accusations.

Booze humored responses.

Babies crying, pots slamming.

Headlights in the driveway

invading my darkness.

Back door opening - muffled talking.

Sun streams into

an empty house,

punctuated by gobbling snorts of snoring.

The stink of unwashed sleep

as I shake the bare shoulder.

Dad, Dad, you need to sign my report card.

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The Sound of Angels

That's mine. Leave it alone.

Nah ah! Mom bought that cereal for both of us.

Be careful! You're spilling the milk all over.

Which cartoon do you want to watch?

That's okay, watch yours first. Then I'll pick.

As I lay and hear their banter,

I press my head so softly,

As the tear is dried so sweetly,

On my weekend pillowcase.

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On A Dark Tame Horse I Ride

It was fun to play in the rain,

When the sun left its pain.

To call your name,

Yet all the same,

To run with trains,

My spirit had a stain.

And dream of silver manes.

And I became - tame.

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I Could Not Say

Some would say he has gone away

Others that he died

I could not say

All would agree because of she

Her that stole his soul

I could not say

If happiness is meant for now

Grief and pain for later

I could not say

When hearts turn bitter words cut sharp

Bullets the silent part

I could not say

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Here in Hell or there with harps

Where he is no one knows

I could not say

She laid him down where the green grass grows

Spread the leaves around his sleeves

Tied her heart to mine

Then used the gun that had but two

One for him and one for you

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I Wish It Would Rain

Thirty days I'm doing without

If only I could have a shadow of doubt

I wish it would rain

Sunburn stopped when my body froze

If only I could talk with my tongue at my toes

I wish it would rain

Whispering winds tell me not to listen

If only the sky could begin to glisten

I wish it would rain

Hell freezes over at my front door

If only my mind could work once more

I wish it would rain

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Bags of riches and no set of britches

If only the night could swallow those sons of bitches

I wish it would rain

Eating 's no fun at a table for one

Nor do I care for this front row chair

There's no shadow of doubt

The sharks will have me

When this boat gives out

If only I wouldn't die thirsty

I wish it could rain

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What's Absurd?

The eye is the window to the soul

But a blind man knows

Lost love is the beast

Who eats from end to beginning

Until you meet to start over again.

If you chase a white rabbit

He drops out of sight into

Midnight tunnels of habit

Trust if you must

Love is his enemy and lust his friend.

Wish upon a star

And see how far

A penny for your thoughts will

Take you away

And bring you change on a rainy day.

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Take it to heart

And let it go to your head

Find a bed of roses and clouds in the sky

Forget what you say, but remember your part

There's no silver lining in a hundred good-byes.

The eye is the window to the soul

Until you meet and start over again.

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My Most Devious Derelict


My Most Devious Derelict,

I've had second thoughts concerning your offer to make me miserable for the rest of
my life. At this stage of stunted personal growth, I feel it is better that I move on and
find myself with space enough to be with just one lover. Your offer of permanent
torment is surely provocative and enticing. It is all that I can do - to just say no.

Although love is fleeting and emotional pain is forever, I must break your black
heart and call off our engagement. Please explain to everyone that I'm just too loving
and undeserving of your horrible cruelty.

May you have the worst life possible,

Johnny Rotten Camus

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Dear John,

How could you? After all the things we didn't have together! Please accept my
eternal curses. I'm begging you insincerely please! I long for you and others. Who in
their right mind would not believe that existence is futile?

Waiting unexpectational on your return to sanity -

All my sticks and stones,

Forever my hatred is yours,

Your Devious Derelict,

Simone

P.S. Jean-Paul asks that you call him soon.


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My Jealous Permutations

words told tone lied

lied words told tone

tone lied told words

told words lied tone

lied tone told words

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It Happened One Sunny Day One Terrible


Night

The ocean was calm.

And the breeze was light.

No sign of danger

Was anywhere in sight.

Then came a thunderous boom.

Straight out of nowhere

Came darkness and gloom.

That filled everyone

With a deep dread of Doom.

So the Captains at sea

All feared the worst that could be.

They said to themselves:

Could this really happen?

To my ship and to me?

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The blinking lights beamed

And the radios sizzled:

This is much worse

Than a terrible dream.

For hundreds of miles

Went a vertical stream.

The sound was so loud

No one heard themselves scream!

Everyone who could see

Knew that many were lost.

Everyone who was there

had nowhere to flee.

They saw the huge mountain

Disappear from the sea.

All of the rocks

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And all of the trees,

Became a red fountain

Spewing fire in the air.

It happened one sunny day.

That was a terrible night.

There never was,

Nor will be

Again.

A friend like the mountain.

The mountain Krakatowa.

That is gone forever

And is Nomoa.

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8 1/2 (Otto e mezzo) For Love

I truly try

As time goes by

This bird has flown

Society's child

The boots made for walking

Have come a long way, baby

Wasn't it good?

Like a rolling stone

All you need is love

A spaceman

A tambourine man

A nowhere man

Penny lane

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Mary Jane

Who stayed the same?

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War of the roses

A pocketful of poses

A fatal attraction for a few dollars more

Outland badland

Endgame

And checkmate

Much ado only two

The man who loved cat dancing

Who are you?

La dolce vita was a shrew

Nino Rota loved Juliet

And my godfather made three


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Mustangs camaros

Broken arrows

For a man and a woman

Waiting for Godot

Driving Miss Daisy

And a cuckoo's nest for Mrs. Robinson

Napalm and Zappa

Napster

Who are you after?

Fellini and McQueen

Mean streets

And a taxi

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8 1/2 for love

8 1/2 times for zero

I'm no hero.

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En Casa de Herrero, Cuchillo de Palo

I was guilty.

My motive was profane.

Yet, all the same,

Would consider myself

- cultured and urbane.

Test Test 1-2-3

My soul

the crash test dummy of

My deeds

My face

the clown painted need of

His grace

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Some Like It Hot

Red, Red

It's often said

Is the color of love

When blood runs hot!

Blue, Blue

Is also true

When the color of love

Is not so hot!

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Brothers In Arms
He who learns must suffer. And even in our sleep - pain that
cannot forget - falls drop by drop upon the heart, and in our
own despair, against our will, comes wisdom to us by the awful
grace of God.

Aeschylus (525 BC – 456 BC)

Sweeney's Scrapbook

Sweeney, standing at the cell door, glares at the Mead composition book with the
sewn binding and tattered cardboard jacket. That man is a fool to write such trash.
Who in their right mind could understand such tripe. Certainly not me. He walks to
the small table, stops for a long moment, and then grabs the book. He slaps it against
his opposite palm and feels the satisfying sting along with the loud noise that breaks
the silence. Careless of crumpling the pages, he finds the one he is looking for.

He begins to read:

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Lord

Of my life,

You pipe a jig,

They hear a dirge.

They sing they didn’t,

I dance - They did!

They glo--ry and pra--nce,

The awful song of the wicked!

The re-sur-rect-ed Christ denied and slain,

By his fol-low-ers with His name.

A glorified body does not bleed,

Christ is dead just the same.

The crime is hid---den!

So whose to blame?

So whose to know,

Before they go?

They keep law!

To feed His,

sheep.

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Sounds like a bunch of traitors to me. Just like those damn Charlie Gooks I had to
kill. Me and Brad ... the two of us were stronger than dynamite. TnT - that's what
they called us. Yeah man. TnT. Terrington and Todd. Those hole moles never
squeaked when my razor went through their throats. Yeah man, the Colonel knew
they were traitors. Plenty good reason enough for Brad and me. "Thus may we
gather honey from the weed," was Brad's favorite black-op code. Man, did we gather
some honey for Uncle Sam's money. Bloodweed. ... Thus may we gather at the river.
Crossing Jordan was the hard part. But once across, the thrill was on. Funny how
when a man dies in your arms ... he seems almost thankful. The little bastards were
grateful that I killed them.

He leafs through a few more pages, pausing occassionally. He stops and stares at the
illustrations. Touching them lightly with the tips of his fingers, he feels the raised ink
on the pages pasted into the scrapbook.

He begins to read.

Decision

Today is the day.


Now is the time.

"Winken, Blinken, and Nod,


Went to sea in a wooden shoe.
Floating on a dewy mist,
They sailed into a crystal light sea."

Where is the crystal path to the past?


How does it go from there to here?
Prediction based on bias and wish,
Warms a motive well.

When consequence shapes circumstance,


Experience breathes a chill.
Decision, reluctant to leave a cozy bed,
Invents another wish instead.

Brad Terrington

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Altitude

Racing past sound

Leaving the ground

Where is God to be found?

Ice crystals

Oxygen missiles

I leave this short epistle.

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The Sounds of Silence

LaFAYE'S FUNERAL HOME: What am I to do without her? You're supposed


to love us God. My precious little girl is with you, not me.

NEW YORK STATE WELFARE OFFICE: Oh God, why me? Why in the name of
hell - me?

4th FLOOR ONCOLOGY: What did I ever do to deserve this tube of poison in
my arm?

3:30 AM SARATOGA COUNTY BOOKING: To hell with you God. I don't care if
they kill me for driving drunk.

DECEMBER 22, THE ATLANTIC OCEAN: God please, please teach me how to
float. I don't deserve anything! I'm begging you, please God! I'm so tired.

GOD: Now you're talking.

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This Is Love

The Lord is above,

And spreads His love.

He sees Himself,

On the Cross -

When all were lost.

He finds the time,

To make His Way.

Through you and me,

For all to see.

He lends an ear,

He bends to catch,

What you might say,

But didn't - yesterday.

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He knows the time.

He makes things rhyme.

So we can dance,

In harmony.

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Y = sin yΘu

I'd like

to show

you some family photographs

from

our Book

of Life.

The Word

of God gives

us

the gospel

in a series

of beautiful pictures

of

the silent Truth

in

the Passion

of

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our Lord Jesus Christ.

Pilate, as he was considering

the sentencing

of

our silent Lord asked, "What is truth?"

and walked away

from Truth. Then

Pilate presented Christ

to

the Jews

and said, "Ecce homo - Behold

the man!"

Mary, His mother

at

the foot

of His cross.

The three hours

of Darkness

in which Christ suffered

the sins

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of

the world.

The dead pierced body

of Christ

on His Cross

of Crucifixion as

the Centurion admits, "Surely, this man was

the Son

of God."

The stone

and soldiers that guarded

the burial tomb.

The empty tomb.

The wounds

in His resurrected body.

The ascension

of Christ

to heaven after forty days.

The witness

of
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the two angels

in His return.

Truth

Man

A virgin birth

Sinless

and unique

The blood

of

the Lamb for

the sins

of

the world

God Himself - Dead

and buried - He's alive

and resurrected - Witnessed

and confirmed by many

He has ascended

and will return.

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A divine economy

of sin

and sacrifice that equals

and answers Y.

Θήτα

the eighth letter

of

the Greek alphabet.

Resurrection Sunday

the eighth day

and

the first day

of

the week.

The day

of new beginnings.

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God Save Me From Your Followers!

Lord of my life,

You pipe a jig,

They hear a dirge.

They sing they didn’t,

I dance they did.

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1NE 4ORTY 4OUR

Grace.

Communion,

Communication,

Relationship,

Sharing,

Faith.

Grace is secured

In a moment of faith.

Life lived in grace

Is the Word,

Experienced.

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Abide In Me As I Abide In You

God would say to the children of His grace,

To those who possess the power of faith:

Trim your sails and loose your rudder.

Let my Spirit carry you home.

And the rainbow water flying from your bow,

Will be a river of life in streams of now.

At that day you shall know

that I'm in my Father,

and you in me,

and I in you.

Because I live,

you will too.

1. Based on John 14:19 - 20

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Bon-Z

Bon-Z was a young boy,

You see.

He had many fine toys,

Not me.

MP3s and his

ATV,

Kept him busy and free.

Not me.

A sad day was when,

Bon-Z lost his big grin,

And, dimpled his chin.

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The Chinese buffet,

Was moving away.

Bon-Z liked chong-chong,

Not me.

Did I ever say?

In a very plain way,

The buffet is long gone,

And my name is Su-Z

Wong-Tong!

Haiku Not

I feel anxiety

When she goes without me

This is not rational

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Three Friends and Two Lovers

Nevertheless

whatever and

whosoever we

are. Agree we

will among us

three.

Remember the

time is mine that

stood before he

and sometimes me.

A time when there

was only two

not him, you and

me to make us

three.

So, find your space

and trace a path

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back to that time

that was not mine.

To search your way

from me to him

must come again

from lover to

friend.

So who's to win?

You cannot leave

what no one owns.

I'll have it that

way and that's my

say.

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Black Velvet

Tantalizing scent of madness,

Delirious red sanity,

Provocative luscious constraint,

Seditiously awful freedom,

Harlequin's barb revilement,

Rhapsodic unction of my soul.

Oh my soul does revile and wish

to be free of this constraining

sanity which is my madness.

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Green Tarnish

Sprouts and tangles twined his mind

Whatever was could be again, lay just behind

A green tarnish that helped to slow

The outward flow of rust

must

be the season of the

witch

A blanket of time was all that's mine

He reasoned this to be too slow

To go near deep and high to reach

The rich drops of pitch

must

be the season of the

witch

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Trees fell down and he went up

To try more treachery as treason for

Leaving his reason so far out of season

The rain dealt him pain - again, this man of tin

must

be the season of the

witch

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Once Upon A Night So Blurry

Sweet sequined light

Upon a night so blurry

A rude chill rides

Upon your cantered stride

The heavy dampness feeding

Your brothers noonday children

Soundless dogs lying upright

Beneath your sight beguiling

Me into your reverie

With each shadow

Passing, taking

What I give so freely

Sweet sequined light

Upon a night so bleary

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Cardiogenic Shock at a Small Town Clinic

The cardio tests on antique breasts who arrive

and depart with a regular start leaves me to

wonder as I check my heart if there should be such

variously different families as those

apparently smart with well dressed heels and

fresh parlor parts disagreeing so much that

old cars and trucks start gasping and wheezing

- when the new Buick parks.

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No Soap Radio

Dear Radio Seattle,

I'm in a quandary over your recent show, 'No Soap Radio'. Would you please explain
the meaning behind the name of this new broadcast.

Sleepless in Seattle

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Dear Sleepless,

I read with interest your email requesting that I explain the title 'No Soap Radio'.
After much consideration I am providing the following two sided joke. On one side is
written a fairly humorous situation. On the other, a piece of deliciously funny 'No
Soap Radio'.

"There are these two fish in a tank. The first fish looks over at the second fish and
says, "Hey, do you know how to drive this thing?"

Soapless in Seattle

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Born To Be Wild

Calm Castalia by the sea

A wondrous place for Iris and he.

Demian's tongue softly spoke,

And Iris forgivingly awoke,

To the compulsion of her living

Joined to the man of her being.

She saw existing become lyrical,

When meaning moved to mystical,

Wanting and wishing to be free,

From calm Castalia by the sea.

The promise was given,

And the need was driven,

To see the Steppen,

As the doorway to heaven.

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Demian and Iris soon left us,

As was the practice of those,

Born to be wild with the wolves,

In the mists of the mountains

A wondrous place for Iris and he,

Away from calm Castalia by the sea.

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Crossover

Later is better than never

when it comes to remembering

the past and a place that crosses

over. A crossover, yes.

A time when maturity exceeds

damaged personality and over-

wrought, unconsidered feelings which

have for so long drawn you into

the dismal repetition of

harm as the remembrancer of

ancient hurts. Can you now

(surely you can) lay to rest what

was done to you? Have enough rivers

been crossed (those places where you

were the one who was the cause of

traumatic spite) to allow a

truce between the crying child who

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grew to be the horrible adult?

(Surely you can crossover to

the other side and comfort that

small crying child.)

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________________________________Gonzo Cantered Tales and Poetry

You

You pick me up - gently


You smell me
The freshness of myself.

You pass over me


In a damp rush
To find - secret places.

Once there
You deftly use me
Until I no longer satisfy you.

Why do you leave me


Tossed away
After I please you?

Am I so unwanted
This towel of mine
Until the next time?

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Valley of the Dolls

Slowly, she turns as she walks across

the floor with only the smooth, light rock ballads

to cover her skin.

Stopping for the moment her practiced pace

that leads from room to room and back again;

she lingers upon her last thought

as one in a stupor might pause, abruptly stare,

and continue with a conversation once the tongue

has joined again with the mind.

Reminisce all that was, and any small bit of nothing

which was not, is the afternoon's entertainment.

Ever so gently, slightly tipping her finger and gliding,

touching the doll on the dresser who

keeps watch over her sometimes and sometimes not

reveries of that which could have been.

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________________________________Gonzo Cantered Tales and Poetry

The heavy, chilled crystal tumbler in the hand of one

who has made friends with loneliness hasn't much to say,

aside from the occasional roll and purposed shake

which makes the ice cubes giggle

from inside their confinement.

As in an often repeated ritual,

she addresses her nylon friend,

"Why did I never find you in my life?"

The doll only maintains its silence.

"Why did you never come to my door?"

She paces once again and stops,

"I waited, I knew you would come, my

dear handsome Ken."

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The Kiss

You are kneeling, he is caressing

You cling, he holds your face

For his kiss.

Gustav Klimt
Style: Art Nouveau
Lived: July 14, 1862 - February 6, 1918 (19th - 20th century)
Nationality: Austria

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________________________________Gonzo Cantered Tales and Poetry

The Woman in Scrubs

The woman in scrubs flits and rubs,

As the pink that rides on her lips,

Is softened by the fire in her hips.

The many voices blend into one,

A sour vapor makes its way

Across the bar,

From the recesses of far too many excesses.

The Mind Eraser is freezing cold

- Sweet and dark,

As I am told, of those who come and go

At the sperm bank,

By the woman in scrubs.

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Should I ask the obvious?

She is leading me,

Should I take her to task?

She may as well say,

"Sir, please rub my ass."

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________________________________Gonzo Cantered Tales and Poetry

Harlequin's Carnival 1925_by Joan Miró

Treble cleft eyes

Cats with fishes

Spinning mobiles over dishes

Ladders and broken hearts

Some missing none of their parts

Asking me why, where is the lie?

Guitars without ears,

Only Jack-in-the-box

Is there to hear

Intoxicating

Enervating

Gammits for dammit inside globes that unfold

Screwdriver snakes falling off walls

Looking through windows with stars

Just how far can fantasy go?

Somewhere wiggling past nowhere in there

I'm out here peering in like a stare

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Frozen in mind is taking

In between time of its own making

Purplish blue holds out his hand to you

Follow him too if you dare

Joan Miró
Style: Surrealism, Cubism, Fauvism
Lived: April 20, 1893 - December 25, 1983 (20th century)
Nationality: Spain

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________________________________Gonzo Cantered Tales and Poetry

Response to A2Kdavis's 'A Fine Wine'

Oh that mighty fine wine!

Treacherous she-devil that she be!

Shaped like an hour glass

and graceful as a thoroughbred.

Until you want her to leave,

then she clings like a screaming monkey

to your heart and to your head.

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