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Define Nursing
Nursing is a career that assesses and evaluates human beings as a whole. When I first
started nursing school, I developed a vague idea that a career in nursing is based upon the desire
to serve. Now after several semesters, I believe this medical profession facilitates healing
processes that include the mind, body, and spirit with the essential goal of increasing quality of
life. Nurses must cultivate some level of understanding regarding how a patient feels about their
present illness. We do this by using caring interactions that foster a trusting relationship with the
patient. Development of this relationship may include successful management of a patient’s pain,
creating a dialogue surrounding the patient’s spiritual beliefs, or simply sitting at the bedside
providing a quiet, comforting presence. Bon Secours Memorial College of Nursing instilled their
self-love, negatively impacting their health outcomes. This deficit often manifests in the patient’s
communication, impairing their desire to ask for help. I am able to recognize this and anticipate
the need for what I often refer to as an extra set of hands. A patient’s disposition is not something
I judge; I use it as motivation to practice and maintain compassionate care. In this pursuit of
compassion, my educational background continues to encourage the highest standard for delivery
of care. Bon Secours ensures that the compassionate care practiced by the medical staff is
for this principle. Personally speaking, my clinical practicum is an environment where the art of
provider, to recognize my own limitations. During my clinical experiences, there have been more
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times than not that I have suffered the consequences of not managing my time wisely. On a
specific shift, I chose to give a bath and also administer medications to several patients. What I
quickly learned was a bath can take more time than expected. Perhaps it was the desire to prove
myself; the unyielding, selfish need to show that I could handle multiple tasks at once despite
still identifying as a student or novice. This stubborn behavior created multiple oversights:
elevated blood pressure due to delayed medication administration, an infiltrated IV from lack of
assessment, and undocumented meal intake. These mishaps could have been avoided simply by
utilizing my resources. Asking a patient care technician to give a patient a bath gives me ample
time to assess vital signs then deliver the appropriate medication. I could check an IV, preventing
infiltration and maintaining patency of the line. Delegating care appropriately is an element of
the nursing practice I am still working on, but I use with confidence now versus not at all.
effective and ineffective service delivery. Poor communication, ranging from delivery, tone, and
timing, is the culprit. I have made it my mission to be a team member that encourages the group
with words of affirmation. Several instances where classmates came to me low in confidence, I
encouraged them to see their growth throughout their academic journey, to focus on how far they
have come in this process. Whenever I am in doubt about a piece of information I have received
from a team member, I politely clarify, making sure to maintain respect for them as well as
myself.
Reflection on Philosophy
discusses human connectedness in her teachings; that all humans are connected based on the
desire to be free from suffering (2017). Her wisdom fully encompasses why I am able to
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maintain my sensitive heart during a twelve-hour shift. In order to provide nursing care
consisting of compassion, quality, and service, I have to feel connected to my patients. My care
begins and ends with both of us on the same level; meaning we are both human and have the
desire to be free from suffering. Patients in the hospital are not strangers to me; they are my
grandmother, my brother, my neighbor, my teacher. The connections I build are forged upon my
desire to free them from suffering. I want to understand their experiences, I want to celebrate
Brown discusses that an important element of this process is also believing in science and
the power of mystery, an awareness of the lived experiences of yourself and/or others (2017).
wholehearted life; though I have encountered and endured my own pain, I use those events to
Wednesday morning, I walked onto the labor and delivery unit with my teacher and
classmates. I was last on the list to watch a vaginal birth; I was comfortable with where I fell on
the list given that I was incredibly anxious. This morning brought my opportunity to fruition.
Nervous and slightly light-headed, I walked into my patient’s room with the oncoming nurse to
receive report. The mother was experiencing her first childbirth. She and her husband intended
on following their birth plan: delayed cord clamping, delayed erythromycin, delayed bath. She
had been in labor for eighteen hours, after refusing Pitocin the doctor recommended. I later
learned that the husband’s previous wife used Pitocin in her birthing experience; the drug did not
produce desired results and she was taken back to the operating room for a cesarean section. He
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was under the impression that Pitocin leads to cesarean sections and preferred his wife to not
The labor process was nothing short of intense. Keeping the goal of a natural birth in
mind, we practiced breathing exercises and changed positions frequently to alleviate pain. Once
the contractions became frequent and her pain was not alleviated by alternative pain relieving
techniques, we paged the doctor. The patient’s cervix was dilated and she was ready to push. I
stood to the side, watching the patient’s husband hold her leg; I could see after a few pushes, he
needed relief. I tagged in, holding the patient’s leg for the duration of her labor. I felt honored to
witness one of the greatest gifts life has to offer. Once I saw the baby’s head, I smiled and
cheered the patient on; “I can see her head!” as if I had witnessed a touchdown.
Then plans changed. As quickly as my smile materialized into a full grin, it faded. The
baby’s umbilical cord was wrapped around its neck twice. The doctor untangled the cord and
placed the baby on her mother’s chest. Small, quiet, and blue all over, the doctor made the vital
decision to cut the baby’s umbilical cord and page the Neonatal Intensive Care Unit. She was
whisked away to the warmer with intubation equipment next to the nurse performing chest
compressions.
I was not mad. The parents had the right to develop a birth plan and refuse the Pitocin.
They had no way of knowing about the cord, they had no way of knowing the full duration of
labor and the toll it would take on their daughter. In this situation, it was not justice that needed
to be served, but grace. I stood there alone with the patient holding her leg as tears streamed
down our faces. This was not her fault, this was no one’s fault. I reassured her that the baby was
in the best care possible and they are both in a safe place.
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Thankfully, the baby was breathing on her own in NICU shortly after she was transferred
to their care. I peeked into the patient’s room to check on her; she was surrounded by family,
glowing with smile on her face. After our experience we shared, I knew in my heart I had to
Entering nursing school, I envisioned myself as a selfless nurse that would work tirelessly
to foster trusting, nurturing relationships with my patients. However, in order to deliver excellent
care, I must also care for myself. I quickly learned that I must provide self-care that is
understanding that in order to advocate for patients, I must advocate for myself. This included
recognizing when my body was sick, asking for help when I felt undereducated, and in turn, this
Dr. Patricia Benner’s theory, From Novice to Expert, captures a wide spectrum of nursing
education as well as leadership. The first stage, entitled “Novice”, is defined by the first year of
nursing school. This novice nurse is in their first year of clinical experience. A novice nurse’s
defining characteristic is the minimal ability to anticipate patient outcomes. While they are
Stage two is the advanced beginner. After acquiring clinical experience in the hospital
and passing the NCLEX to obtain a license, this title best suits a new graduate nurse. This nurse
is able to anticipate patient needs and outcomes based on the clinical experience they possess.
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organizational skills. In addition to this skill set, this nurse maintains the ability to recognize
Proficiency is achieved when the nurse perceives situations as wholes rather than aspects.
A proficient nurse is the fourth stage of Dr. Benner’s theory. This nurse expresses ease in the
Lastly, Dr. Benner’s final element to her theory is an expert nurse. This nurse no longer
relies on guidelines. Rather, they trust their intuition based on the clinical experience they have
Referencing Patricia Benner’s theory, I struggle with how to define myself. One reason
being I am still a student writing this paper. However, while I am not advanced, I have
undoubtedly surpassed the confidence I possessed in my first year of clinical. Benner describes a
beginner develops the ability to recognize vital details of recurrent situations and how to respond
to those patterns. Immersion is building a strong foundation for my anticipation of patient needs.
One of the many beauties of clinical immersion, no situation has been like the other. While
patient diversity may be inhibiting the climb to an advanced beginner due to lack of patterns, this
clinical experience has exposed me to situations I had previously heard about in lecture.
stage renal failure, and performing a sepsis workup on a patient with abnormal vital signs
resulting in a high MEWS score: these are a few examples of situations that put me past the
beginner stage. Accumulating this vital, clinical time with my preceptor on medical telemetry
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refined my assessment skills, established a strong link between critical thinking and disease
processes, as well as an appreciation for teamwork amongst the interprofessional teams within
the hospital. These facets of immersion will help me transition into my new graduate nursing
career, where I will begin my path to an advanced beginner. All things considered, despite
having accepted a job, I would not title myself as an advanced beginner just yet; if there was an
I view my nursing career is a ladder, based on a strong foundation of care, quality, and
service. To begin my growth to an advanced beginner, I will begin my new job at Virginia
Commonwealth University on the Bone Marrow Transplant Unit. Here, I will acquire extensive
clinical experience and knowledge surrounding blood cancers and the healing processes for
pediatric and adult cancer patients. Lastly, I would advance my education. Eventually, I would
like to pursue a masters or doctorate degree; at the moment I am unsure of what field I would
want to explore. Accepting a job, gaining more clinical experience, and pursuing further
education are how I would move from a novice to advanced beginner and hopefully proficient.
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Works Cited
Benner, P. E. (2001). From novice to expert: Excellence and power in clinical nursing practice.
Brown, B. (2017). Rising Strong How the Ability to Reset Transforms the Way We Live, Love,