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YOUTH & SOCIETY / SEPTEMBER 2003
Schilt / ZINE MAKING AS A FORM OF RESISTANCE
KRISTEN SCHILT
University of California, Los Angeles
Scholars who argue that girls lose their confidence during adolescence neglect to ex-
amine girls who do not lose their voice as teenagers. Based on written interviews and
textual analysis of zines produced by girls involved in the feminist subculture of Riot
Grrrl, this article maintains that zine making is one way girls form support networks
and create a safe space to examine and resist the cultural devaluation of women.
AUTHOR’S NOTE: I would like to thank Christine Williams and Laura Miller for
all of their help with this article.
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come in bold colors for boys and pastel colors for female consumers.
Even Nintendo, a notorious marketer to boys, made their new
GameBoy in hot pink in an attempt to attract female players. With this
new marketing trend of providing girls with empowering consumer
choices, American culture appears to be encouraging girls to grow
into strong women who can negotiate work, home, and romance,
while still retaining their femininity.
This new focus on girl power products stems from the growth of so-
ciological and psychological research on the need for empowering ad-
olescent girls that emerged in the mid-1990s. Although psychologists
like Carol Gilligan (1982) have long advocated that adolescence is a
difficult time for girls, the publication of the American Association of
University Women’s (AAUW) report, Shortchanging Girls, Short-
changing America, brought attention to what has come to be known as
“the confidence gap” (Orenstein, 1994). The AAUW found that al-
though both sexes experience a drop in self-esteem in adolescence,
girls suffer more from lack of belief in their intelligence and self-
worth. Following the AAUW report came a plethora of research that
focused on the adolescent female experience as one of immense tur-
moil (Lees, 1995; Orenstein, 1994; Pipher, 1994; Sadker & Sadker,
1994). In addition to supporting the AAUW’s (1991) finding that girls
lose their belief in themselves as creative and talented beings as they
approach adolescence, these works tended to paint a bleak picture of
adolescent girls as “saplings in a hurricane” (Pipher, 1994, p. 22) who
were “in danger of drowning in the Bermuda Triangle of adolescence”
(Pipher, 1994, p. 73).
Is the situation really this desperate for adolescent girls, however?
Certainly adolescence is a time fraught with trauma for girls, and pro-
viding information about the problems girls experience is an impor-
tant research goal. For example, information from psychological clin-
ical studies and sociological ethnographic work with girls allows
parents and teachers to identify problems girls are experiencing and
helps to outline plans to overcome these obstacles to girls’ success.
However, although these techniques elicit important data, they place
the researchers in the position of talking to girls who either are placed
in psychological care, volunteer to be in research projects, or seek out
researchers in schools. I argue that these research methods may miss
girls who do not seek out researchers but still may be offering resis-
Schilt / ZINE MAKING AS A FORM OF RESISTANCE 73
METHODOLOGY
ceived 17 back. On the form, I provided blank space for racial and eth-
nic identity and age. The respondents ranged between the ages of 14
and 20. Fifteen labeled themselves as Caucasian or White, whereas
two identified their ethnic backgrounds as Italian American and Pol-
ish American.
Obviously, the written interviews were not a random or representa-
tive sample, as I was using zine editors whose zines I had in my collec-
tion. However, as zines are not formally published and there is no cen-
tral location (such as a zine library) to access all zines produced,
collecting a random sample of girl-zines would have been impossible.
The zines in my collection did come from diverse regional locations,
and the demographics of the zine makers I interviewed did reflect the
demographics of most girl-zine makers (Carlip, 1995; Leonard,
1997). Zine making is mainly a middle-class phenomenon, as it re-
quires access to time and resources. Most of the printing costs are ab-
sorbed by the editor, as are the costs of paper, layout, and distribution.
Zines are also largely produced by White people, as they emerged
from the predominantly White punk subculture. In addition, it is
mainly an adolescent format, as teenagers, in general, have more lei-
sure time than adults. For these reasons, girl-zine editors are usually
reported to be White, young, and middle-class (Kearney, 1998; Leon-
ard, 1997). As my sample reflected these same demographics, I argue
that this research contains fairly representative examples of zines
made by adolescent girl-zine makers in the United States in the mid-
1990s.
On a final note, although zines are public and available as research
tools, it is important to remember that girls did not expect them to be
used in research. For this reason, I exclude the real names of my re-
spondents, opting to identify them through their zine identity. I did this
to help maintain the anonymity that many zine makers desire, espe-
cially around extremely personal subjects.
In her essay, “Telling a Girl’s Life,” Lyn Mikel Brown (1991) posed
the question, “What would it mean for a girl at the edge of adolescence
to tell the truth about her life, to speak honestly and openly about her
experience?” (p. 71). Although her comment is an attempt to solve the
problem of girls’ losing their voice in adolescence, it has a resonance
for examining research on adolescent girls. As I argued earlier, be-
cause clinical studies place girls as the research participant, responses
to questions about girls’ experiences are always filtered through the
research process. With ethnographic research questions of how much
adult authority the researcher should exercise frequently arise. As
most researchers do not want to be too intrusive, they often opt to re-
main outside of girls’ real or nonschool lives, which excludes them
from an important sector of activity (Kenny, 2000). Those who do par-
ticipate in leisure activities with girls, however, acknowledge that the
research they gather is always mediated through their position as
adults in an adolescent world and, therefore, cannot be seen as a true
reflection of what girls do when not under the adult gaze (Griffiths,
1995). Obviously, I am not advocating for the removal of the re-
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new ideas and opinions. Thus, zines allow girls to take part in and ac-
tively direct girl-based empowerment strategies for negotiating their
specific problems in adolescence, rather than market-driven strategies
created by adults that often fall short of offering girls the tools to effect
change in their own lives.
Finally, girls can use zines to form friendships that provide them
with emotional validation. Although zine makers do not use Gilligan
et al.’s (1995) term “false” friendships, they often do express a sense of
suffering from a lack of real friendships in their everyday life. For ex-
ample, the author of Pussycat #2 wrote:
It seems that I have friends but . . . we talk about T.V., movies, or some
dumb thing that’s funny. No one wants my real [sic]. “Oh, you are so
funny!” So I make you laugh, then I laugh. But I really want to cry.
It is my therapy and the way I reach out to others. Recently a lot of peo-
ple have told me reading me stuff helps them—and “I’m not the only
one who feels this way” sort of reaction. I HAVE to zine to pour out the
pain from my self and knowing it helps others is further impetus.
Finally, one girl wrote, “I don’t have a social life, I have a zine,” illus-
trating the centrality of zine making to her life. Zines offer girls a way
of making connections with other girls who share and sympathize
with their experiences and become a unique communication tool that
allows them to express their thoughts and feelings in a safe community
of other zine-makers. Moreover, as Gilligan et al. (1995) have argued,
“Girls’ active attempts to maintain connection with others and with
their own thoughts and feelings, are acts of resistance and courage”
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(p. 27). Using this definition, zines can be seen as a form of resistance,
a concept I expand in the next section.
REFRAMING RESISTANCE
Zines are many people’s first contact with the idea of the do-it-yourself
ethic. I know this was true for me. It’s quite staggering, the first time
you truly digest the revolutionary concept that you don’t have to de-
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pend on other people to do the things you want to do. You can have full
power over that. For me, this zine was my first time being the final critic
of my work before it was seen by the public. Always in my life I had
handed in my writing to teachers, parents, older writer friends, to give me
their opinions about what I’d done. Suddenly, all this seemed unneces-
sary. The confidence people gain from this tremendous self-sufficiency
can carry over into all aspects of their lives. This is particularly impor-
tant to kids, girls, minorities, anyone who is discouraged from taking
charge in their lives.
Karen Martin (1996) argued that one reason for the drop in girls’
self-esteem in adolescence is lack of sexual agency. In her analysis,
she pointed out that the female body and femininity are degraded in
American culture. Thus, girls enter adolescence with a fear of the
changes that are occurring in their bodies and the sexual treatment
they receive. Girls feel removed from their sexuality—which they
view negatively. She noted that girls often describe their first sexual
encounters with bewilderment, describing them as “just happening.”
These comments reveal a feeling that sexual encounters are beyond
girls’control. Moreover, girls are unable to discuss sex with their part-
ners and have trouble resisting unwanted sexual intimacy (Martin,
1996; Orenstein, 1994). Tolman and Debold (1994) pointed out that
there is very little language for girls to voice their sexual desire, which
often leads them to disconnect from their bodily feelings. Gilligan
et al. (1995) argued that “this disconnection . . . puts girls in serious
danger, as they can be mistreated and abused without acknowledging
to themselves the extent of their hurt and loss” (p. 101).
Although these same feelings of disconnection from sexuality of-
ten appear in zines, the zine format is often used as a location for dis-
cussing this sense of alienation from sexuality, as well as sexual rela-
tionships, sexual desire, and general information about sex, such as
birth control options. Fourteen of the zines I analyzed discussed sex in
one of these formats. The most common was discussions of sexual re-
lationships and birth control issues. For example, in Out of the Vortex
#6, one of the zine makers recounts her sexual history, going into great
detail about whether the man or the woman should be responsible for
introducing the subject of condoms. Another zine discussed the au-
thor’s AIDS test and how frightening waiting for the results was for
her. These articles work to normalize the sexual experience of girls
and take away the idea that sexually active females are “sluts.” Other
zines encouraged sexual desire. Riotemptresses #1gives a description
of how female masturbation works and encourages readers to try it
themselves. These zines provide examples of girls who take control of
their sexual lives and have a safe space to talk about their own desire.
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Sex. It’s so fucked. I know that Peter would not do anything against my
wishes. So why did I have such a hard time telling him when I don’t
want to do some/anything? Good girl. Always the good girl, always got
to please. I was 17 and he was 22 and I didn’t want him to think I was a
kid because I didn’t want to take any chances of him losing interest.
And I knew that he would understand if I said no. Later on he said quite
sincerely, “I hope I didn’t make you do anything you didn’t want to do.”
I said no. Liar that I am.
healing process in other zines that dealt with sexual abuse. For exam-
ple, the editor of Unite Grrrls Love Yourselves wrote:
She urges girls to make a connection, to share their story, noting that
she has been empowered to talk about her experience by being able to
discuss it in her zine. This illustrates how girls can deal with their pain-
ful experiences and start a healing process instead of turning their an-
ger and hurt inwards. Zines provide girls with a safe space in which to
share experiences and to begin to recognize them as part of a bigger
political problem. Also, using zines provides researchers a way to ex-
amine what girls are writing about a topic that is especially hard to dis-
cuss in research settings but may have a great deal more salience to
White, middle-class girls than previously addressed by academic re-
search.
In Puberty, Sexuality, and the Self, Karin Martin (1996) argued that
the biggest flaw in research about the loss of self-esteem in adolescent
girls is that researchers do not look at puberty and the effects it has on
girls. Sue Lees (1995) found that boys frequently denigrate puberty
for girls (especially menstruation). In his study of working-class boys,
for example, Paul Willis (1977) found that boys called each other “jam
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Not all stories about menstruation and menarche are negative, how-
ever. Another guest editor of Pussycat wrote:
Ya [sic] see the other day my mom and I went to the grocery store. I
needed to buy some tampons. I looked by the make-up, by the sham-
poo, and such, even by the Depends—still no sign of my trusty Tampax
biodegradable tampons. By this time I was getting very irritated aim-
lessly strolling by the fruit, spices, and various canned goods. Even-
tually I came to the baby isle [sic] and right there between the Gerber
strained peas and the pull up Pampers were the tampons and pads.
What is the fucking symbolism in that? To think that some dumb ass
male grocery store organizer decided that tampons and baby shit go
hand and hand really annoyed me. Just because I bleed once a month
does not mean I need a pacifier.
She challenged what she saw as a patriarchal culture (in the form of a
male grocery store executive) denigrating what to her is a natural ex-
perience. In discussing why menstruation is considered “dirty,” girls
can begin to investigate where those feelings of shame come from and
begin to eradicate them. For many girls, menstruation is the first step
toward the realization that they were now sexual beings. Sharing sto-
ries about menarche, menstruation, and the stigma attached to it can
help girls start to gain more sexual agency as they realize that other
girls share their feelings of confusion about puberty and its changes.
Feeling positively about menstruation is part of achieving sexual sub-
jectivity and agency.
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I know most people know but it is hard to get anything done about sex-
ual harassment. Even though I fancy myself a strong feminist, it hap-
pened to me and I found there was no one to back me up. All the other
girls the same asshole did the same thing to thought nothing of it or
didn’t want to speak up. I know what it’s like to stand up for myself and
have everyone laugh and then have no one behind you. So if you have
been harassed, even if I don’t know you, I’ll be behind you.
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Knowing that someone is there to support you if you have been ha-
rassed can be important for creating an environment in which girls feel
safe to speak out. Zines are limited by the fact that zine friends are of-
ten geographically separated and thus not able to give local support.
However, as my research on zine makers revealed, when you do not
have anyone around you who is supportive, zine friends can make an
important difference. The most useful function of zines in regard to
sexual harassment is sharing experiences that are not usually voiced. It
appears to be the support that matters, whether it is physical or written.
As one of the editors of Out of the Vortex #7 wrote about sharing expe-
riences with zine friends: “Every time I talk with girls about sexual ha-
rassment and assault, my own memories get a little less painful.”
Knowing that a safe space for this kind of discourse exists can encour-
age girls to be more vocal about their experiences and, hopefully, be-
come more comfortable speaking out against them.
CONCLUSION
other girls, this safe space can translate into a support network that op-
erates as a girl-produced strategy for staying connected with others
and navigating the “Bermuda Triangle” (Pipher, 1994, p. 73) of ado-
lescence.
Although zine making is a c/overt form of resistance, the impor-
tance of it as a safe space and support network system for teenage girls
should not be underestimated. As James C. Scott (1990) pointed out,
overt resistance is rare, as it takes time and support to build up to politi-
cal action. This is especially true in the case of teenage girls who are
constrained by teachers, parents, and student peer cultures. Ex-
pressing opinions in zines in a c/overt manner allows girls to begin to
build confidence in their thoughts and feelings. Much like the feminist
consciousness-raising groups of the 1960s, sharing experiences
through zines can lead girls to begin to realize that much of what they
had previously thought of as personal problems are actually social
problems shared by many other girls. Having this supportive commu-
nity, even if they are not local friendships, can allow girls to feel more
comfortable speaking out against sexist treatment or sexual abuse.
Moreover, the confidence gained from having this safe, supportive
space to express c/overt resistance can lead to further, more overt in-
volvement in political movements, such as feminism. This is why zine
making is so important as a form of c/overt resistance, as it gives girls a
safe space to practice articulating their thoughts and feelings and aids
in the creation of political action.
In addition, analyzing zines provides researchers with a method for
examining girls’ lives on their own terms. Although psychological
studies and school ethnographies offer important insights into girls’
adolescent problems and the structural and cultural constraints on
their lives, zines are an example of girls writing without an adult audi-
ence in mind. Reading and analyzing zines aids in understanding how
girls grapple with the negative messages they receive in society and re-
veals how they often resist or alter these messages. Zine articles also
give insight into what issues girls see as critical to their lives, rather
than what issues adult researchers view as central. For example, from
the analysis of girl-zines—in my work and in other work such as
Carlip (1995)—sexual abuse and the negativity focused around men-
arche appear to deserve much more focus than they have been given in
academic research. Thus, zines and other girl-produced writing offers
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APPENDIX
List of Zines Included in Analysis
NOTES
1. Zines, short for “fanzines,” are small, independently published magazines. The authors,
called editors, write the content or solicit articles from others. They are usually made on comput-
ers or handwritten and then photocopied and stapled. They tend to have limited distributions,
ranging from 20 to 100 and are usually handed out for free, traded for other zines, or sold for a
small fee.
2. In the AAUW report, self-esteem was estimated by asking participants to self-report how
content they were with their bodies, intellectual abilities, and personalities. Boys reported liking
themselves more, had more confidence in their intelligence, listed a wider range of talents, and
were more content with their bodies than girls.
3. The concept of the confidence gap between boys and girls has come under fire recently.
Researchers who work with adolescent male populations now argue that boys have lower confi-
dence, lower test scores, and higher rates of depression than girls. As I only address the literature
on adolescent girls for this article, I am not engaging these debates. For an overview of this posi-
tion, however, see Gurian, 1998; Kindlon & Thompson, 1999; Pollack, 1999; and Sommers,
2000.
4. These gender differences are complicated also by class and race. For example, compared
with girls from other race/ethnic backgrounds, African American girls exhibit the highest confi-
dence in their nonacademic abilities and the most satisfaction with their bodies. However, al-
though African American girls in some studies were able to speak up in classroom settings, they
were labeled as troublemakers by teachers (Orenstein, 1994). For more discussion on racial and
class differences, see Ferguson, 2000; Gilligan, Sullivan, and Taylor, 1995; and Orenstein, 1994.
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5. Arguably, some researchers may read this silence as resistance (see for instance, Lewis
1993). However, I am arguing that this example is not simply silence but more c/overt resistance,
as the author rehashes the incident openly in her zine.
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Kristen Schilt is a graduate student in sociology at the University of California, Los An-
geles. Her research interests include youth culture, sexuality, and gender in the work-
place. She has an article on feminism and music in Popular Music and Society, as well as
an article about lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender media advocacy forthcoming in the
Gay and Lesbian Journal of Social Services. She is currently working on her dissertation,
which explores the experiences of transsexuals in the workplace.