Hello readers. In here you will read about me and a young girl...

a young girl that hasn’t got a clue.

In these journals, I answer to the name of “Terra”
Enjoy. 

2006-06-01

19:47:
Ari ._.
05
19:47:
Ari I'm a night person. >>;
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19:47:
Ari ...
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19:47:
Ari I'm half werecat half werewolf. .-.
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(B)Terra le
19:47:
Slöchenmeister ¬¬
57
(B)
19:48:
Ari And to me, a werecreature is not what is in the movies, k?
21
19:48:
Ari Only idiots like giving us bad names. >>;
45
19:49:
Ari To many* O_.
07
(B)Terra le
19:49:
Slöchenmeister wait... what? what do you mean "NOT what is in the movies"?
28
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:49:
Slöchenmeister I'll have you know the original wolfman movie was aclassic!
58
(B)
19:50: In the movies, a werewolf is a wolf/human, blood-thirsty,
Ari
14 creature.
19:50:
Ari We're not like that; at all.
27
(B)Terra le
19:50: in the movies, a werewolf is a cursed man who turns into a werewolf and
Slöchenmeister
58 hunts for human flesh!"
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:51:
Slöchenmeister the REAL werewolves!
06
(B)
19:51:
Ari Exactly; and no.
17
(B)Terra le
19:51:
Slöchenmeister like in the REAL novel written in the victorian era!
20
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:51:
Slöchenmeister not like all that bullcrap you see in anime oor modern books...
36
(B)
19:51:
Ari Ha! Anime? Moden books? No.
53
19:52: I gained this knowledge from a true werewolf. And I learned
Ari
33 that I am one myself.
(B)Terra le
19:52:
Slöchenmeister oh for FUCKING GOD'S SAKE
44
(B)
19:52:
Ari >>;
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(B)Terra le
19:52:
Slöchenmeister THERE'S NO USCH THING AS A TRUE WEREWOLF
55
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:53:
Slöchenmeister you idiot...
00
(B)
 (B)Terra le
19:53:
Slöchenmeister it's all fairy tales!
08
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:53:
Slöchenmeister no human on heart turns into wolf like creatures on a full moon
22
(B)
19:53:
Ari Call me anything like that again... >>;
34
(B)Terra le
19:53:
Slöchenmeister why would you even beleive that?
35
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:53:
Slöchenmeister or else what? you'll stop talking to me?
48
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:53:
Slöchenmeister make my day
59
(B)
19:54:
Ari And who said anything about shape-shifting?
00
19:54:
Ari Lord.
04
(B)Terra le
19:54:
Slöchenmeister because that's what true werewolves do!
09
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:54:
Slöchenmeister that's what a werewolf is!
18
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:54:
Slöchenmeister a human that turn into a wolf creature on a full moon!
29
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:54:
Slöchenmeister a human under a curse
38
(B)
19:54:
Ari http://www.geocities.com/khai_pardus/canids.html Look at that.
50
19:55:
Ari THAT'S what a werewolf truly is. >>
09
(B)Terra le
19:55:
Slöchenmeister oh that is such bullcrap...
13
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:55: those are just rules invented by some wolf fangirl so she'd feel better about
Slöchenmeister
37 people telling her she was a freak for loving wolves so much
(B)
19:55:
Ari >>
50
19:55:
Ari No.
52
(B)Terra le
19:56:
Slöchenmeister that's another deviation of what werewolves really are
15
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:56:
Slöchenmeister and it's not true
20
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:56:
Slöchenmeister jeez.....
23
(B)
19:56:
Ari You know this how?
35
(B)Terra le
19:56: if you want real werewolves, look for the book "the wolfman" that was
Slöchenmeister
49 published some time around the 17th century
(B)
19:56: Ari >>
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(B)Terra le
19:57:
Slöchenmeister THAT,S true lycantrophy
02
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:57:
Slöchenmeister not some drivel written by daydreaming girls
14
(B)
19:57:
Ari It's not by a daydreaming fan girl!
51
(B)Terra le
19:58:
Slöchenmeister you must be if you choose to beleive that crap
00
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:58: the only "real" werewolves we have nowadays are people suffering from the
Slöchenmeister
36 werewolf decease, and got hair growing out of their whole bodies.
(B)
(B)Terra le
19:58:
Slöchenmeister and then again that only a name given to a diseace
54
(B)
19:59:
Ari >>;
24
(B)Terra le
20:03: I bet you also beleive Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde is what you saw on "the league
Slöchenmeister
40 of extraordinary gentleman"
(B)
20:03:
Ari ._.
50
20:03:
Ari What?
54
(B)Terra le
20:03:
Slöchenmeister as well as Frankenstein's creature on "Vamn Hellsing"
58
(B)
20:04:
Ari Van Helsing is gay. >>
17
(B)Terra le
20:04:
Slöchenmeister that's not what I'm talking about
25
(B)
(B)Terra le
20:04:
Slöchenmeister god dammit
27
(B)
20:04:
Ari >>;
36
(B)Terra le
20:04:
Slöchenmeister you saw these movies right?
43
(B)
20:04:
Ari NO.
48
(B)Terra le
20:04:
Slöchenmeister at least one of the two?
52
(B)
(B)Terra le
20:04:
Slöchenmeister neither?
54
(B)
20:05:
Ari Neither. >>;
04
(B)Terra le
20:05:
Slöchenmeister Well... can't blame you anyway... they're terrible inaccurate
07
(B)
(B)Terra le
20:05:
Slöchenmeister brb, potty break
20
(B)

I never came back from that “potty break”…

2006-07-24

We were talking about places we’d like to travel to.

15:06:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Iraq, Afganastan.. >>;
08
15:06: Countries in chaos for me. And a few peaceful
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...--
32 ones. :)
15:08: Yeah, I don,t really see the good in visiting countries
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
42 at war
15:09:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- To bring some peace. :)
00
15:09:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) SHYEAH! right! XD
17
15:09:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) good luck
19
15:09:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
34
15:09:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) What could you do? :P
43
15:09:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) tewll them "stop fighting, it's not right"
50
15:09:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
56
15:10:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- No.
01
15:10: Give speeches, visit suffering families and help
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...--
43 them, stuff like that. :)
15:12:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) lemme guess, you also still think you,re a werewolf?
47
15:12:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
53
15:13:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Stfu. >>
10
15:13:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) ))
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15:16:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- I can't see emoticons..
06
15:16:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Anyways.
09
15:16:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- I can dream, and nyeah. In a way...
48
15:19: I'm a wolf trapped in a human's body, basically.
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...--
05 And...a few other animals. .-.;
15:19:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) 8-)
30
15:19:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
44
15:20: You've never seen me... You have NOOOOOOOO
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...--
23 clue. o-o; .-.;;;
15:21:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) I know you lie a lot to make yourself feel better...
12
15:21:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
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15:25:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- I don't do that anymore, thank you. .-.
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15:26:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) well you still say you're a wolf of some sort.
10
15:26:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- And?
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15:26:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- That's not a lie. >>
46
15:26: you're not a wolf in ANY way. you're just a young
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
52 human girl who'd like to be a wolf
15:27:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) because she has no faith in humanity
04
Humanity sucks. We're slowly killing the Earth and
15:27:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- no one's smart or brave enough to stop it. It's
54 pathetic.
15:28:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) Yes, yes it is.
36
15:28:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) But as a wolf you couldn't do squat shit.
43
15:29: So? At least I wouldn't be caught in the middle of it
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...--
18 all.
15:29:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) Yeah you would!
26
15:29:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) You,d still be living on earth!
32
15:29:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) you,d have your natural habitat destroyed by humans!
40
15:29:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) you,d still be caught in it!
53
15:30:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
05
15:30:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Anyways.
13
15:30: Besides. You CAN'T become a wolf, you're stuck like
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
19 this
15:30:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) deal with it.
22
15:30:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
25
15:30:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) yes it sucks.
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15:30:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) life sucks
33
Shape-shifting is possible, first off. And second, I'm
15:31:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- a wolf in a way I can't even begin to explain. And
23 here we change the subject.
15:31: You stupid girl... shape shifting is impossible, magic
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
53 doesn't exist
15:32:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) it never did, and never will.
04
15:32:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- No magic is needed. And don't call me stupid.
19
15:32:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) Then explain to me how you shape shift.
28
15:32: and don,t give me any "you just gotta beleive" crap or
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
43 something of the like
15:32:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Deep concentration, a goal, and relaxation. >>
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15:33:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) you,re hopeless
12
15:33: if that's all it takes don,t you think we'd see a lot
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
28 more werewolves out on the streets?
15:35: Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Pfft. No. There are plenty around, anyways. People
10 just fail to notice it because they don't look. And
 when I say deep concentration...I mean
DEEEEEEEEEP. Very deep.
Look, humans are shit, if some of them could be able
15:36: to transform into a werewolf it's sure one of them
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
04 would abuse that power and use it to steal. Then we'd
hear about it on the news
15:36:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) and that, has, never, happened.
10
15:36:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>
35
Not necissarily. And not "were" wolves.
15:37:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Werewolves are exadgerated. I mean actual
23 animals.
15:37:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- And now.
53
15:37:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- I must go.
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15:37:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Dx
59
And another plot holes to your happy little fantasy. If
15:38:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) humans were actually able to do things like these,
12
they'd fucking talk about it.
15:38:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Not necissarily. Too much publicity, and shit.
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15:38:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Anyways.
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15:38:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Bye.
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15:38:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- <3
57
they wouldn't ALL hold their tongues for christ sake,
15:39:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) one of them would want to be famous and would talk
17
about it
15:39:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) regardless of what the others want
22
15:39:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- >>;
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15:39:
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing more...-- Good-bye. >>
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15:39:
<:o) Terra the party boy <:o) Bye
52

Can I get a “delusionnal”?

2006-07-26

Out of nowhere, she starts talking to me...

Lubido --Love is lust; nothing

15:16:55 Heh... You think I'm not a wolf? You should see me now...
more...--
you're on all four with hair all over your body and big nasty pointy
15:17:16 <:o) Terra the party boy <:o)
teeth?
Lubido --Love is lust; nothing
15:17:23 >>
more...--
She quickly changed the subject....
2006-07-26

This time we were talking about her hypocrisy towards her wanting other people to give her their real
identity on the net while she stills lies about her own under claims of « self-protection »

Lubido --Love
is lust; I--forgive me--don't care much for truth, unless it has to do with science and things
17:42:07
nothing related to it. Also, religion, symbology...things like that. o_o;;
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:42:33 the party boy you don,t care for truth...... unless it has to do with science?
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:42:46 the party boy and you beleive in shape shifting?!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:43:04 It is scientifically possible.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
How do you, PRAY TELL! scientifically explain a being's anamtomy rearranging itself in
17:43:30 the party boy
the one of a completely other specie simply by concentrating realy hard?!
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:43:46 the party boy PLEASE! I must know!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:44:08 I'm not a genius; I just know it's possible.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
The only way it's scientifically for such humankind to transform into wolfkind is trought
17:44:51 the party boy
thousands and thousands of generations trought DEvolution!!!!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:45:06 >>
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:45:17 No....not necissarily.
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:45:34 And not just wolves.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
Tell me then, since you seem to be soooooooooooooooooooo knowledgable and
17:45:35 the party boy
documented!!! (mad)
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:45:36 >>
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:45:39 the party boy go ahead!!!
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:45:41 the party boy I dare ya!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:45:54 As I said, I'm not a genius.
nothing
more...--
 <:o) Terra
17:45:59 the party boy and HOW!
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:46:08 the party boy you make claims, but you just cannot back them up with tangible FACTS!
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:46:12 the party boy and EVIDANCE!!!
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:46:33 the party boy all you have as a base is your "faith" in spirituality and an unhealthy love for wolves!!!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:46:45 Pfft.
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:46:51 Unhealthy?
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:46:55 Whatever.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
You WISH you could be able to transform into a cute little wolves and rid yourself of
17:46:58 the party boy
your hated humanity
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:47:09 the party boy so you beleive really hard that transforming into a wolf is possible
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:47:15 the party boy until you lose touch with reality!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:47:19 Any animal.
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:47:31 And. >>;
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:47:36 the party boy Yes, any animal perhaps, but that's hardly the POINT is it?
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:47:54 >>
nothing
more...--
you make claims, but you just cannot back them up with tangible FACTS! and EVIDANCE!!!
<:o) Terra all you have as a base is your "faith" in spirituality and an unhealthy love for animals!!! You
17:48:19 the party boy WISH you could be able to transform into a cute little critter and rid yourself of your
<:o) hated humanity so you beleive really hard that transforming into an animal is possible
until you lose touch with reality!
<:o) Terra
17:48:22 the party boy (is that better?)
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:48:32 >>
nothing
more...--
17:49:14 Lubido --Love I'll gather all the facts and evidence in time. As I get older and smarter, wiser.
is lust;
 nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
*snicker* good luck chasing after that dream, you won,t be able to transform humans into
17:50:07 the party boy
animals unless you do some horrible sin against nature and the way it's intended to be.
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:50:14 the party boy You'll turn into a mad scientist.
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:50:25 Pfft.
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:50:47 I've already been driven to insanity. >>
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:51:03 the party boy You don,t sound insa.... no never mind.
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:51:17 the party boy so THAT'S why you beleive so firmly into shape shifting
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:51:22 No.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:51:26 the party boy hehe.
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:51:44 I believe it because it's possible.
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust; And I believe that in the Dark Ages, a little before, and some time after, there
17:52:55
nothing WERE shape-shifters. Many of them.
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:52:55 the party boy No, you think it's possible because you beleive it.
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:53:02 the party boy that what you explain
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:53:08 the party boy I want you to explain me HOW it,s possible!
<:o)
Lubido --Love
For the third time, I am no genius. But, hey, if cloning is possible, and time travel,
is lust;
17:55:17 and the events and whatnot of Final Fantasy VII are possible, then so is shape-
nothing
shifting.
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:55:44 And the other FFs, I believe.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
Oh my gods! XD Time travel is NOT possible! And did you really invoke a VIDEOGAME in
17:55:56 the party boy
an argument?
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:56:04 the party boy Final Fantasy is NOT based on real historical events you know..
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:57:32 the party boy .Don,t bother.
<:o)
 <:o) Terra
17:57:35 the party boy I've heard enough
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:57:42 the party boy I'll take my leave now, young lady :P
<:o)
Lubido --Love
....Technology develops every day, dear Remi. Each minute scientists are getting
is lust;
17:57:45 closer to one thing or another. And scientists have said that the FFs are actually
nothing
quite po-- >>
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:58:12 Don't leave me. O-o
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:58:17 :(
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
Yeah, shooting flames out of our hands witouth being aided by any weapons. that,s
17:58:35 the party boy
possible
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:58:49 the party boy we'd destroy our hands doing it, if we're aever able to do it at all.
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:59:01 the party boy You're cute you know, you want to beleive in all those fictionnal things you love.
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:59:05 the party boy but they are just not possible
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:59:11 the party boy Now good bye, Ari.
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:59:16 D:
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:59:20 the party boy (or whataver it is a must call you now)
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:59:28 .-.
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:59:31 Ari. :)
nothing
more...--
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:59:38 And.
nothing
more...--
<:o) Terra
17:59:41 the party boy And nothing
<:o)
<:o) Terra
17:59:43 the party boy So long.
<:o)
Lubido --Love
is lust;
17:59:46 Don't leeeeeaaaaaave.
nothing
more...--
Yeah, I guess I’m kinda mean, but you gotta admit the girl needs some reality slapped into her.