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A Guide for Humanity sam iam / Salvatore Gerard Micheal Dear Reader, This is a compilation of my recent most helpful

articles. Most are about spirituality from an explicit non-denominational perspective. If you're a pacifist, chances are you'll love my booklet. If you're a devout atheist, chances are you'll love to read it if only to mock and deride. ;) i invite all faiths and religions to read this booklet and more. My most recent booklet before this one is called the War for Meaning and is available freely at: https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/WfM.pdf tho it's pretty 'heavy' science-wise and so i only recommend that for science-minded individuals. Of course, anybody can read it with patience, perseverance, and.. most importantly, an open mind/heart as this document requires. in True Love and Awareness, sam iam

Contents: 00: title and introduction 01: contents 02: 10 New Commandments 03: A letter to Russell and Mariko 04: Daily steps caring for an infected wound 05: a GREAT idea 06: Comprehensive Antarctic microbial surveys 07: A replacement employment contract 08: a case against Satan 13: A world without Satan 15: me+ayahuasca+whale=transformation 16: Like a Deer in Headlights 18: Helium glider 19: Spiritual adversity and readiness 21: Living/acting out of fear is NOT an option 22: Casual true love 23: 2012, The Year of Awareness 24: The acid test for reincarnation 25: Aliens don't need spaceships, spaceports, or telephones 27: the War for Meaning 30: Nuclear catalysis, nuclear orbitals, and metastable states 31: Love is all around you 32: Dakota, Kristen, and more.. 33: Kristin the teacher-goddess 34: Chelsea never stop loving me; Round Table mechanics; Dark energy 36: PQM/multiverse = mental contortionism; Round Table exceptions 38: Quantum Realism Creation 39: Spacetime is not; mistrust is a disease 40: A scientific view of spacetime; a new notion of time 42: the Round Table revisited 43: Terroja Kincaid for Earth representative 44: Finite multiverse or designed universe; you choose reality 45: Multiverse vs universe; fantasy vs reality 46: the enemies of true love 47: prime values 48: the next revolution 49: the spirit of cooperation 50: the round table 52: ..through a glass darkly.. 53: the problem with religion and more 54: the most difficult problem 56: Cities = unsustainable systems 58: moratorium on evil 60: our indigo brothers 61: my integrity 63: my new-resume

10 New Commandments 1. When you love, give yourself completely 2. Give what you expect 3. Don't break trust 4. Forgive every chance you get 5. Respect every chance you get 6. Don't mistrust 7. Don't give in to anger, violence, hatred, or revenge 8. Forgive yourself; love yourself 9. Pray for your enemies 10. When you pray for yourself, be very explicit i've had to learn these 'the hard way'.. If you read carefully, you realize about Commandment 1 that i never ask you to 'love everybody'.. i ask you to be true when you love.. Again Mariko inspired this list.. Commandment 2 is essentially the good side of the Golden Rule.. Because trust is so core to EVERYthing, Commandment 3 is there. Because forgiveness and respect are so core to healthy relationships, 4 and 5. 6 is the 'other side' of 3. 7 is critical for a peaceful civilization. 8 is core to self spiritual development. 9 is required for that to mature.. 10 is more advice than anything.. i've learned that if you pray for yourself, you better damn well be explicit because selfish prayers can be answered in very nasty ways by demonic forces .. My only selfish prayer has been: 1. Please Goddess, connect me with mine on all possible levels as soon as possible forever. [he] i thot there was more but there isn't .. not really.. i don't actively seek her; i believe she will find me.. Bee or Mariko or Kristie or.. It doesn't really matter, does it? My goddess will find me. Please pray with me that this is my last substantive essay/article. When fire burns through a torch, it gets worn.. Of course, growth is inevitable in my kind of situation but.. The torch gets tired of neglect.. My goddess is 'just around the corner' i feel.. She just needs to make up her mind about claiming me as her own.. Kisses, sam Article Note: When you read these words and take them to heart, may the full power of the Holy Spirit bless you forever and ever. If you read them to someone else and they take them to heart, may you be doubly blessed.

A letter to Russell and Mariko bro, Mariko sent me a beautiful letter just last night about 'how i saved' her (she wants to study wolves and I simply encouraged her about it in my ways).. her future advisor called her about the topic and she was very happy.. what she conveniently forgets is: she saved me by Listening to me - as you saved me by Caring :) i think ppl who share true love on this planet, in effect, save each other with love :) i think any time you share Care / true love with anyone, you save them and yourself at the same time.. .. my mom is having me read this book about The Return of the Prodigal Son but.. he's so focused on 'God's love', he misses true love between humans which to me is EXACTLY the same thing as God's love.. he keeps saying you must find God's forgiveness and love 'from above' (and within) but.. what about between ppl? is that a 'source' of God's love? to me, most certainly, it is. the author is deceased so i cannot write to him but.. i would write to him if i could.. i have not finished the book yet so maybe he gets into true love between humans later but.. so far, not yet. .. anyways, i believe we 'save' each other when we share true love between us like: Listening, Caring, Helping, and Believing :) when we Listen, or when we Care, or when we Help, or when we Believe in each other, we not only save the other person, we save ourselves. this is a pretty magical wonderful place! :) in true love and awareness, sam

Daily steps caring for an infected wound Assuming you have stitches and the wound has become infected (like mine currently is), there is a definite 'best procedure' for keeping your wound clean and on the road toward total healing. This brief article is NOT intended to supersede or replace your doctor's advice; it's meant to supplement and emphasize factors that will promote recovery. 1. During recovery, don't drink beer. A little wine is okay to relax but beer makes you pee and this will defeat item two. 2. Take your doctor prescribed antibiotics. If you drink beer, this will effectively negate your medication so.. Don't drink beer during recovery! 3. Expose your wound to healing rays of the sun. The poolside, your backyard, your front yard, or a common area that allows you to relax in a lawn chair exposing the wound to direct sunlight cannot hurt. Read a book or talk with friends but pay attention to keep the wound perpendicular to the sun. Being careful not to disturb the stitches, if you are so inclined, massage around your wound to encourage blood flow to the region. 4. Take your normal shower daily. You don't need to keep the wound dry all the time just most of the time. At the end of your shower, take a soft clean toothbrush, swipe it across soap a couple times, use your thumb/finger to foam the soap, gently brush the wound to clean crusted puss/blood, and rinse with warm water. Repeat that process once more. A final step in the shower: turn the temperature of the water just below 'too hot'. What that is depends on your tolerance. Gently shower the wound for a few moments to encourage blood flow to the region. 5. Dry yourself as normal being careful not to disturb your wound. The next step requires some rubbing alcohol. Without being wasteful, use ample amounts to douse the wound. This will effectively sterilize the surface of the wound. You may use clean tissue to pat the area dry. 6. As a final step in your daily procedure, dab the wound with iodine or mercurochrome. Make sure all crevices and cracks are filled with the ointment. Pat dry with clean tissue as desired. Aside from exposing the wound to direct sunlight, the entire procedure above takes less than five minutes. I guarantee you positive results if you care for your wound as if it were a wounded child. One final recommendation about your doctor's stitching and ointment. I went to a local clinic for my stitches. They did two things which I strongly recommend against. One is the use of surgical foam; it's a coagulator. If your wound is bleeding profusely, they may use foam to stop the bleeding. But as anyone knows, introducing ANYthing into the body encourages rejection and infection. This was factor one in my infection. The other factor was applying an antibiotic paste they gave me. This softened the wound encouraging infection. So I recommend against using both .. Again, my advice does not supersede/replace any doctor's advice; it's meant to supplement/enhance. Always use your best judgement. A final note about when the wound happened. Comically, I hopped to the bathroom to clean the wound immediately after the accident. I used ample amounts of water flushing the wound. Then I used rubbing alcohol to sterilize. Then I applied a clean elastic wrap to stop the bleeding. This is called 'direct pressure'. The clinic staff was impressed by my procedure .. If you conscientiously and caringly follow the procedure above, I guarantee positive results. I stake my meager reputation on it. Salvatore Gerard Micheal / sam iam, 2012/MAR/14

a GREAT idea When i care, when i put in the time, the Holy Spirit simply does not stop with the inspirations. ;) Please visit this website and scan what they have to offer: Coalition Against Trafficking of Women. i've recently written to them about this GREAT idea: 1. establish safe-homes for sex-industry women in cities with sex-industry 2. assist women in education for non-sex-industry jobs 3. assist in job-placement 4. assist in life-long counseling/mentoring Of course, young men are easily exploited in the sex-industry, but the prevalence is young women. We need to target young women for assistance because they are the vast majority of exploited individuals. In my letter to the organization, i specifically mentioned two Thai cities: Chiangmai and Chiangrai. i have several reasons for this particular idea: i speak a little Thai, i know many Thai women who could be helped by this service and many Thai women who would work in such safe-homes. The 'problem' is we need funding and locations for the two safe-homes. i'm asking for donations here in this article. i'm also asking you to write to the organization linked above to put some 'gentle pressure' on them about this specific idea. Here's the donate link. Please give to this much needed project. Please write to the organization above about the project in a positive way. Salvatore Gerard Micheal / sam iam, 2012/MAR/09 Addendum: i believe the three critical factors allowing thriving/abortion of this project are: location, staffing, and backing/support. A critical reader said it's doomed to fail but i disagree. If the location of a safe-home is distant enough to physically prohibit hooking while residing at the safe-home, that becomes a non-issue. All-female staffing is required so that tendency toward sexual abuse is minimized. Appropriate backing/support is required so the project has continuity. More than anything, a positive mentoring attitude is required from all staff and support personnel. http://www.catwinternational.org/ https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr? cmd=_donations&business=sam.iam.qqq@gmail.com&lc=US&item_name=Chiangmai-ChiangraiSafe-Homes&currency_code=USD&bn=PP-DonationsBF:btn_donateCC_LG.gif:NonHosted

Comprehensive Antarctic microbial surveys Project Agenda: 1. determine initial list of candidate team participants including PI and youth members 2. determine scope and overall objectives 3. prepare candidate presentation 4. connect with candidates 5. determine appropriate hosting university/universities (group effort) 6. determine appropriate list of project donors (group effort) 7. prepare a comprehensive 'NSF style' research proposal including timeline budget (group effort) 8. make face-to-face presentations to potential donors (group effort) 9. garner appropriate donor support (group effort) 10. initiate project timeline (group effort) 11. perform field research and analysis (selected team members) 12. complete field research 13. prepare report and recommendations for further research (group effort) Brief outline and motivations: Every biologist 'worth his/her salts' knows two facts: the microbial level of an ecosystem sustains 'higher level' organisms much like the base of a pyramid supports the rest and Antarctic ecologies are indicators of the general health of Earth. To this author's knowledge, comprehensive microbial surveys of Antarctic ecologies are not being performed today. This project is unique in the sense of scope and objectives and requires commensurate support / allocation of resources. The purpose of this initial proposal is to garner participation from team candidates. The author envisions a field research strategy as follows: we narrow our initial surveys to two very specific domains: the so-called dry valleys of Antarctica; these are accessible and not dangerous for human personnel and total perimeter Antarctic Ocean surface sampling (grid points to be determined) and minimally, one at-depth sample (for example, 10 meters or 100 meters). Again, these are microbial surveys and so physically, sampling becomes a matter of accurate logistics with the understanding these are time-sensitive endeavors. Ideally, sampling of arid regions on land will coincide with aqueous surveys. Lab analysis could be automated fairly inexpensively but it is warned not to sacrifice accuracy for ease of implementation. It is suggested we sample both airborne spores and topsoil. Comprehensive microbial time-line population studies are the objective, the seasonal variation of these. So one full year of sampling is required. It is recommended we repeat this three years later to understand any trends. For example, if CO2 emissions from China/elsewhere are encouraging destructive mono-culture domination of Antarctic ecologies, we need to know about it asap. The author concludes this brief presentation with a sense of urgency. Any time human endeavor, whether directly or indirectly, causes a mono-culture to preside over large domains, catastrophic ecosystem-wide failure increases in likelihood alarmingly toward unity. In the first place, it's unnatural to force/encourage a mono-culture to persist. Secondly, that mono-culture and associated parasites tend to dominate and extinguish other more benign/symbiotic organisms. A good example are algal blooms. Whole fish populations can be wiped out in a 'single blow'. We encourage these events with unrestricted CO2 emissions etc. We need to perform these comprehensive Antarctic surveys now. Join me and a select team of caring scientists and students for the future of Earth. Salvatore Gerard Micheal, micheals(at)msu.edu

A replacement employment contract Core Worker Rights: 1. We are entitled to a 'sacred trust' between company and employee. 2. If either party breaks that trust, either party can terminate employment without any legal obligation toward the other. 3. Conscientious workers are entitled to compensation for wrongful termination. 4. Either party can terminate employment without any consequences (with exception above). 5. Neither party can waive these core-rights or append or modify them. Worker Rights: 1. we have the right not to be spied on with cameras or moles 2. we have the right not to be micro-managed 3. we have the right not to be constantly monitored 4. we have the right not to be constantly pushed to go faster 5. we have the right not to be interrogated about our productivity 6. we have the right to not have to account for every minute of our time 7. we have the right to work without supervision once we are fully trained 8. we have the right to access mentoring from coworkers 9. we have the right to full company paid health insurance and sick leave 10. we have the right to reasonable and fair breaks throughout our shifts 11. we have the right to paid maternity leave for our children: both parents 12. we have the right to paid family emergency leave for reasonable events 13. we have the right to a harassment free workplace 14. we have the right to company paid education off-shift 15. we have the right to take the time required to perform a quality job 16. we have the right to access a neutral company counselor at any time 17. we have the right to complain about anything work related without fear of retribution 18. we have a right to be promptly trained on new procedures or equipment 19. we have a right to invest any portion of our pay, matched by the company, into the company 20. we have the right to be trusted and respected to do our best at work on shift The top set replaces any existing employment contract. The bottom is a comprehensive set of desired objectives we intend to promote and establish as time and circumstances allow. I sign my name below fully agreeing to above and all associated implications. I understand by signing, I commit to being the best employee I can be. I ask my employer to accept and sign this new contract below. Finally, I ask my employer to let this be a permanent contract between all employees and company/organization.

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IN THE CIRCUIT COURT OF THE ____________________ JUDICIAL CIRCUIT, IN AND FOR BROWARD COUNTY, FLORIDA Case No.:___________________ Division:___________________ SALVATORE GERARD MICHEAL / SAM IAM, HUMANITY, Petitioner, and SATAN / LUCIFER / THE DEVIL / EVIL MINION, Respondent. ORDER SETTING HEARING ON PETITION FOR INJUNCTION FOR PROTECTION AGAINST REPEAT VIOLENCE INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO: STALKING, E-STALKING, HARASSMENT, VERBAL ABUSE, PHYSICAL ABUSE (VIA SATANICALLY CONTROLLED SUBJECTS), PSYCHIC ATTACKS, AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE WITHOUT ISSUANCE OF AN INTERIM TEMPORARY INJUNCTION The Petition for Injunction for Protection Against Domestic Violence filed under section 741.30, Florida Statutes, or Repeat Violence, Dating Violence, or Sexual Violence under section 784.046, Florida Statutes, has been reviewed. This Court has jurisdiction of the parties and of the subject matter. A Temporary Injunction for Protection Against Repeat, Dating, or Sexual Violence, pending the hearing scheduled below, is NOT being entered at this time but an injunction may be entered after the hearing, depending on the findings made by the Court at that time. FINDINGS Petitioner, on behalf of humanity, asks the Judge to order a Temporary and Permanent (based on relevant followup data) Injunction against Satan and all his minions for Protection Against Repeat Violence. Petitioner may amend or supplement the Petition at any time to state further reasons why a Temporary Injunction should be ordered which would be in effect until the hearing scheduled below. NOTICE OF HEARING Petitioner and volunteer for Respondent are ordered to appear and testify at a hearing on the Petition for Injunction for Protection Against Repeat Violence on {date} ______, at ______ a.m. at {location} __________________, ____________, _____________________________ at which time the Court will consider whether a Final Judgment of Injunction for Protection Against Repeat Violence should be entered. If entered, the injunction will remain in effect until a fixed date set by the Court or until modified or dissolved by the Court. At the hearing, the Court will determine whether other things should be ordered. If Petitioner and/or Respondent do not appear, orders may be entered, including the imposition of court costs or an injunction.
Florida Supreme Court Approved Family Law Form 12.980(b)(1), Order Setting Hearing on Petition for Injunction for Protection Against Domestic Violence, Repeat Violence, Dating Violence, or Sexual Violence without Issuance of an Interim Temporary Injunction (03/04)

All witnesses and evidence, if any, must be presented at this time. NOTICE: Because this is a civil case, there is no requirement that these proceedings be transcribed at public expense. YOU ARE ADVISED THAT IN THIS COURT: In repeat violence cases, no electronic audio tape recording or court reporting services are provided by the court. A party may arrange in advance for the services of and provide for a court reporter to prepare a written transcript of the proceedings at that party's expense. A RECORD, WHICH INCLUDES A TRANSCRIPT, MAY BE REQUIRED TO SUPPORT AN APPEAL. THE PARTY SEEKING THE APPEAL IS RESPOSIBLE FOR HAVING THE TRANSCRIPT PREPARED BY A COURT REPORTER. THE TRANSCRIPT MUST BE FILED WITH THE REVIEWING COURT OR THE APPEAL MAY BE DENIED. If you are a person with a disability who needs any accommodation in order to participate in this proceeding, you are entitled, at no cost to you, to the provision of certain assistance. Please contact A.D.A. Coordinator, Rm. 470, 201 SE 6th St., Ft. Lauderdale, 954-831-7721 within 2 working days of your receipt of this order. If you are hearing or voice impaired, call TDD 1-800-955-8771. Nothing in this order limits Petitioner's rights to dismiss the petition. ORDERED on _____________________. __________________________________ CIRCUIT JUDGE I CERTIFY the foregoing is a true copy of the original as it appears on file in the office of the Clerk of the Circuit Court of Broward County, Florida, and that I have furnished copies of this order as indicated above. CLERK OF THE CIRCUIT COURT (SEAL) By:_____________________________ Deputy Clerk

Florida Supreme Court Approved Family Law Form 12.980(b)(1), Order Setting Hearing on Petition for Injunction for Protection Against Domestic Violence, Repeat Violence, Dating Violence, or Sexual Violence without Issuance of an Interim Temporary Injunction (03/04)

IN THE CIRCUIT COURT OF THE ___________________ JUDICIAL CIRCUIT IN AND FOR BROWARD COUNTY, FLORIDA Case no.: ________________________ Division: ________________________ SALVATORE GERARD MICHEAL / SAM IAM, HUMANITY, Petitioner, and SATAN / LUCIFER / THE DEVIL / EVIL MINION, Respondent. PETITION FOR INJUNCTION FOR PROTECTION AGAINST REPEAT VIOLENCE INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO: STALKING, E-STALKING, HARASSMENT, VERBAL ABUSE, PHYSICAL ABUSE (VIA SATANICALLY CONTROLLED SUBJECTS), PSYCHIC ATTACKS (AS WILL BE DESCRIBED BELOW), AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE Dear Judge, This is a VERY unique case as I'm sure you will agree. Please forgive the level of informality in this part of my presentation. Please do not automatically dismiss this case as 'superfluous'. I have a tremendous amount of data to back up my case. I will concisely review the Satanic attacks, over my life, that have been launched on me. Please understand at Michigan State I was a religious studies major, psychology major, statistics and probability major, and pursued graduate study in systems science. So it should be clear 'I'm not an idiot'. Of course, there is the basic question of 'my sanity', but I'm willing to undergo any reasonable set of examinations to determine it. That offered, allow me to continue. My eldest brother, unnamed to protect his identity, has been under Satanic influence as has my middle brother. Why? Perhaps Satan guessed I would attempt something like this under provocation. What gave me the idea of a legal case against Satan is the simple fact he dominates most spheres of human activity. My physics and political research has uncovered heavy evidence to this fact. And most recently, Satan has attacked my character in the form of another PETITON FOR INJUNCTION and ORDER SETTING HEARING regarding a superfluous 'repeat violence' case involving me. The details of that case I'm presenting to Judge Kaplan this coming Wednesday. Back to Satanic attacks. Initially, these started as night terrors. Today, I would label those as psychic attacks. It appears to be malevolent spirits attempting to generate terror in an individual perhaps to feed on the emotion? That's my educated guess presently. Of course, I realize you cannot order malevolent spirits to stop attacking me, but the publicity and acceptance of the case will show Satan and his minions 'we don't play games' with him. And we refuse to give him any further foothold on Earth. I cannot guess your level of spirituality nor chosen religion. At this point, it's almost immaterial. I have interacted successfully with atheists over my entire life. I'm not dismissing your level of spirituality or chosen religion; I'm simply acknowledging we all have different belief systems which equate with what I call 'moral frameworks'.

Our individual moral framework dictates our: perceptions, experiences, and life. It determines how we interact with other human beings. Whatever we believe, whether we realize it or not, directly determines what we see, do, and how we react on this planet. That understood, if your particular moral framework does not recognize Satan, THAT IS A VERY VERY DANGEROUS POSITON ON THIS PLANET. If you do not recognize Satan, you are open to his manipulations. In the very least, you are prey to all his social manipulations. What is my evidence? Please skim the War for Meaning available at: https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/WfM.pdf That is a product of my physics research. My personal related experiences: night terrors as a child, both siblings attempting to force me to be gay via sexual abuse and neglect, adult condemnation of my mature mind on a continuing basis (yes, I had this mature mind since I was seven), general exclusion of peers 'because Sam's different', repeated sexual advances on me by gay individuals, and repeated situations where my integrity was questioned. Most recently, my mother's health has been waning.. I take this as Satanic psychic attacks on her. She's having (of unknown cause) fainting spells and general low morale. I've tried to support her as best I can. I cautioned her that this 'war for meaning' with Satan has its prices. She does not lose faith in the Holy Spirit. In the end, I've determined there are only three things that can defeat Satan: humor (such as South Park), awareness, and of course true love. There's nothing more powerful than this combination of things. Awareness and true love correspond to allowing the Holy Spirit to guide and empower you. This is as simple as I can state it. What you call the Holy Spirit is almost immaterial (unless you call It Satan;). My preferred label is Prime Goddess because in my physics researches, they indicate a female persona engineered the cosmos specifically for life (and us). Whether we want to recognize it or not, we are 'insanely' spiritual creatures. The only qualification is: we must look within and toward others, in true love, for inspiration. My eldest brother has insisted: I'm sick, I need to be hospitalized for mental illness, and that I'm a sexual predator. He allowed our middle brother to sexually prey on me. He refused to allow me to interact with his women friends when we were very young. What does this tell you? He wanted me to be gay just like him. (Both of my brothers are gay.) So.. Was it my oldest brother or Satan? I tried to reassure mom it was the latter.. We cannot blame my adopted brothers for feeling like they 'really don't belong to the family' or their natural resentment for me: mom and dad's only natural child. Of course, they both made choices favoring Satanic manipulations: oldest brother allowing sexual abuse of me by middle brother, middle brother giving in to his sexual urges but specifically using me, and the countless gay individuals making passes at me. I'm not gay. I'm not interested. Satan knows this; he continually uses that to attack me. In the end, I don't harbor any resentment (if you can believe it) toward the gay community. There are only two things I ask: don't make passes at me and don't come near my son. That's all I ask about that. But about Satan, through my eldest brother, he has sent me the most vile emails I have ever received in

my life. This was 'provoked' by the sweetest most genuine letters I have ever written in my life. The letters are too long to include here but.. To recap, I had written my eldest brother the two most sweetest and genuine and loving letters I have ever written in my life. His response: only the word Satanic comes close. I have warned him (Satan) to stop writing me or I will interpret it as e-stalking. Part of the motivation of this petition is this recent activity. Also, mom's health concerns me. Again, I understand that any Judge in Broward County cannot reasonably limit Satanic activity or influence. But.. We can raise awareness about Satanic manipulations via this case and other similar cases. I encourage readers of this document to submit their own similar petition and order against Satan and his minions. Of course, each of you dear reader has been tortured by Satan in your own unique way. Please write about your unique life-experiences in your own petition and order. Remember, we can only fight him effectively with: humor, awareness, and true love. One final 'bit' of evidence.. My ex is a confirmed atheist. She also does not believe in the Devil. When we first knew each other, she repeatedly beat my head in tantrums and broke my left eardrum three times. I prayed and prayed and learned not to provoke her. Her violence lessened but got replaced by verbal and emotional abuse. My 'only' benefits were: learning what true love is, what a good/bad wife is, what a good husband is, what patience is, and my deep connection with God. In the end, I have the Devil to 'thank' but.. I feel we no longer need his 'tutelage' or 'guidance'; we're Aware of his manipulations and we don't need them anymore. Enough is enough. In True Love and Awareness, Salvatore Gerard Micheal / sam iam, 2012/MAR/03

A world without Satan My mother asked me today: what next? What if the Florida Judge takes my 'case against Satan' seriously and pursues it fervently to its logical conclusion: putting legal restrictions on the behavior of Satan here on Earth? What next? The first step in solving a problem / fighting a battle / curing an addiction /.. is awareness. Ask yourself the question: what if inimical spiritual forces never messed with humanity? Would WWII even happen? Would Hitler had still made lampshades out of Jewish skin? Vivisected others? Gassed the rest? Would the Roman emperor Caligula still have performed his sick sex acts on innocent Roman civilians? Would Christ have been tempted in the desert? Mandy, my Bahai friend, does not believe in the Devil. She thinks all evil is traceable to human origins. But I think that is nave at best. Imagine if America pretended there is no al-Qaeda, imagine how dangerous for Americans that would be. We would be destroyed. And so it is for Satan. We must recognize Satan and other inimical spiritual forces. Then, for lack of a better expression, we must use the Holy Spirit to determine Satanic influence in our own lives.. We must attempt to understand what is simple selfishness and what is Satanic influence. We must be aware thru the Holy Spirit. Only in this way can we know for sure what is Satanic influence and what is not.. Then we can decide accordingly.. As I told mom: I'm not trying to blame all evil on Satan far from it. But many things are inspired by him: the Standard Model in physics and basically anything that pulls us away from God on grand social scales. Anything that resembles exploitation or domination is generally inspired by Satan not God .. We make perhaps 1000s of small decisions each day.. 1000s.. We don't realize it but it's true. When to actually get out of bed, which side to get out from, which side to brush our teeth from, how to squeeze the toothpaste,.. We make 1000s of small inconsequential decisions each day. But it's the decisions that involve others' lives that Satan cares about.. That's when he pounces. Whether or not to give that homeless person money or a smile or perhaps a reassuring hug.. I'm guilty of not performing that small miracle many times. How many lives could I have changed by a simple hug. What an idiot I truly am. Yes it's pathetically easy to give attention to a 'goddess' at the pool.. But what about a hug for a homeless person? Am I justified in my fear of mites, fleas, or other pests transferrable? I'm guessing not. Perhaps my greatest fear is that they will ask me for money if I offer a hug. But I have repeatedly been 'strong enough' (normally I have about three dollars in my wallet at any time) to say I don't have any money to give you. What I should follow that up with is: Will you take a hug instead? Love is a miracle in our lives. As I've told you repeatedly, just by Kristie and Dakota listening to me, they showed me love. A genuine hug 'from the heart' shows love, care, compassion,.. Are we all so stingy about our love? For idiotic fears of mites and stink? Of that 'dreaded question' we could be subjected to regardless of our interactions? Can I have some money? Is that it? When we give into fear or mistrust, we let Satan dominate us.. When we assume the worst, we let Satan dominate us.. Rather, give in to LOVE; give in to the Holy Spirit,.. Give in to God's love..

Note: it's a historical fact Hitler dabbled in the occult. He was fascinated with 'instruments of spiritual power' such as the: spear of destiny, holy grail, and other items. He believed, if he could possess these historical instruments, he would win the war. This is a historical fact. There is also rumors of perverse 'rape machines' he might have used on virgins to 'extract power' or other fantastical energy. The movie Hell Boy is closer to reality than most people realize. Hitler is just one clear example of Satanic influence; when you desire Satanic power, you open your life and heart to Satan .. Caligula was another clear example. He had bizarre (to say the least) sexual tastes. He preferred to watch human mutants have sex rather than 'normal' people. He would encourage and perform bizarre sexual rituals on unwilling normal Roman citizens. He would encourage bestiality (sex with animals). He was one sick _uck. He also clearly was heavily influence by Satan. How did he die? The Roman Imperial Guard, charged to protect the emperor's life, disemboweled him on the very steps of the Senate (check this fact please). That's the least he deserved. For his sins against Roman citizenry, he deserved far worse. If I was leader of the Roman Imperial Guard, I would have crucified him and encouraged ravens to pick at his eyes and flesh. That is what Caligula deserved .. Sure Caligula and Hitler were both sick men but that does not excuse what they did. Nor does it deny Satanic influence. When you pray to Satan for power, you open your life and heart to Satanic influence. I myself was very curious about the 'reality' of the occult when I was young.. I was also curious about Merlin and what 'magic' is. It took me time but I've determined, from personal experiences, that what we call magic is actually human psychic gifts combined with some form of spiritual energy.. I've not made a science of it that is for future generations to determine. But there is most certainly 'something' more than meets the eye about our reality. You can label them anything you want.. The force, spiritual energy, psychic powers,.. It almost doesn't matter what you call them. It's what you do with power that matters. And so I ask you one final time: what will you do with your power? http://www.scribd.com/doc/83678539/Case-Against-Satan

me+ayahuasca+whale=transformation Mariko totally disagrees about this idea.. She thinks giving drugs to animals is abuse.. But i asked her: What if an animal asked you for the drug? What could you say? i ask you again to read The Cosmic Serpent by Jeremy Narby. This is a decent introduction to ayahuasca and its uses. Now.. Most aware humans know for a fact whales are very aware creatures.. To deny this is either idiocy or selfishness (those who wish to exploit whale products). This idea of mixing ayahuasca, whales, and humans occurred to me while reading his book.. Right now, we don't have a way of understanding whale language. i've proposed a research program looking into this but need serious committed collaborators. In lieu of that, we should attempt the ayahuasca approach. Again, Mariko is dead-set against this idea. She considers it 'animal abuse' but.. The idea would not have occurred to me without merit. Let me describe a possible positive scenario. i take two bottles of ayahuasca deep into the 'ocean jungle' where wild whales live.. i meditate.. i try to draw a herd in with positive mental vibrations attempting to explain my 'agenda'.. If none show up, Mariko is right and 'i'm crazy' :P If some show up, perhaps she's off-base.. If some show up, i offer some ayahuasca. One whale ingests some.. i also do.. This is where things 'get weird'. i anticipate we both use the drug to connect on a deep level not typically accessible to 'normal humans and whales'.. Something profound happens.. We freely communicate through imagery and 'bridge the gap' of millions of years of disparate evolution.. Our species are united in a novel and enduring way.. As we record the meeting with video, most of the herd surfaces to contribute.. As i 'come down', i try to relate their messages.. It's a historic occasion. When we limit ourselves to Mariko's way of thinking, we 'live inside the box' never escaping.. Sometimes we need to 'break on through' (as Jim Morrison suggested).. Break on through to the other side.. Sometimes we must. in True Love, sam http://www.amazon.com/Cosmic-Serpent-DNA-Origins-Knowledge/dp/0874779642/ref=sr_1_1? s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1329950047&sr=1-1

Like a Deer in Headlights Be prepared to be stunned. Be prepared to read the most inspirational article you have ever read. Warning: this article may change your life. You have been warned. Today at the pool was totally different from yesterday. Today there was only me and my mother's Guideposts magazine. The article my mom wanted me to read was actually just where I stopped to come home to write this article. I had read the little magazine almost cover-to-cover. That's part of the inspiration of this .. Yesterday, I met a wonderful family: Kenya, Rod, Megan, and her little cousin. The girls and I played pretty much all day long in the pool. Before that, there was a goddess and her two friends. The goddess reminded me how physical beauty just stuns me like a deer in headlights. For those who have not lived in the north and don't know how that expression got going, typically a deer will stop in the middle of a road in the night and stare right into your headlights as you approach them: totally stunned. I'm much the same way with a goddess when they grace my path.. [he] So you know a little about me by my description above.. What I didn't tell you about was how I also had deep conversations about life with Kenya and Rod individually. And how amazed I am by Rod's story of success. He owns a small business in South Florida that is very niche oriented. In order to protect his identity, I won't give details. Same for other characters in this story.. B is a grocery clerk I met locally.. I joked with her one day about going to New Zealand with me. It was just a joke but.. Much later, I realized my subconscious had blurted out a secret wish.. I truly did want to go to New Zealand with her.. So idiotically in my silly style, I made a youtube video for her on the way down from Carolina (getting my hangglider from a friend). Part of the reason I did this was for her sake: I did not want her to feel uncomfortable in front of her work peers in case she wanted to reject me.. Another reason was I am typically terrified of encounters with ladies I really like. Terrified by rejection.. So.. Again I idiotically made this video and watched it several times myself.. I enjoyed laughing at myself.. But I did not give her the URL right away.. I needed time to build courage for even that.. To make sure I was doing the right thing.. Eventually, I gave her the URL at what I thought was the proper moment.. I ran away in fear (literally). I observed the video was being watched too many times.. So I took it down. The situation was beginning to feel very strange and unnatural. I avoided her work schedule and when I managed to have enough courage to go to the store during her schedule, I tried to avoid her work station.. I really felt like a total idiot. I wanted desperately to apologize for my idiocy .. Weeks passed.. The very night I worked up the courage to apologize to her, not to my surprise, there were police to escort me out of the store.. Before they 'arrested me', I did manage to apologize to a coworker of B. Again, I was calm and somehow anticipated this experience. In fact, I felt like I was playing out a role predetermined for me.. It was uncanny.. Discussing the situation with four local policemen (and woman) sorta changed my life. Previously, because I had grown up near the tail-end of the 'hippy era', I had thot of police as 'pigs' but.. Because of the respect they showed me right in front of the store by listening to my side of the story, I now feel I could easily take a bullet (if needed) to protect any one of their lives. I'm dead serious here. I would take a bullet, if the situation required, for any local policeman or woman. They risk their lives every day for the security of the local community. Do you see how one simple mistake can transform your life? Treated in a positive way? Now I have an undying respect for honorable police. My world was changed by performing my mistake but at the same time.. Let me explain.. After that experience, I learned the power of prayer. I prayed for the policemen and woman involved. I prayed for the over-protective staff of the store. I ended up praying for all the 'enemies' in my life.. Even Satan! I prayed for his happiness and fulfillment in doing good. What a prayer! All inspired by

my 'mistake' and how I dealt with the consequences! Yesterday at the pool, grazing paths of a goddess, sharing love with a wonderful family, and meeting two dental students discussing some issues about Mandy, my dentist-Bahai friend,.. All were like ripples in a pond started by my one 'mistake'. What does this tell you? Love is never wrong. Love is never wrong. Love is never wrong. It's how you express it that things can get dicey.. If you're honest with your feelings, if you're respectful to the recipient, love is never wrong. I'm pretty sure I'll see the goddess again.. I opened the gate so they could leave the pool area. Watching her talk with her friends was mesmerizing.. There was no way in heaven or hell I could ever wrench my eyes from her (except to adore her friends as well to be fair). I don't skimp on love. I project it through my eyes as fully as I can. If a goddess is in a group, I adore her friends too.. It can't be helped. Love inspires everything.. Yes, in a real sense, I fell in love with that goddess and her every move.. And I fell in love with Rod and his family.. They are so beautiful to me. Now I'm actually crying; forgive me.. The strength of love they inspire cannot be bound to my heart alone.. I must share in my way.. By trusting me with the girls, Kenya was loving me. By listening to my story, Kenya was loving me. By Rod not automatically having a jealousy attack, Rod was loving me. By listening to my story, he was loving me. The girls loved me by simply playing with me.. I was surrounded by love. Why? Was it simply because I prayed for Satan? No.. It's also because I open my heart to life every day.. I open my heart to people every day. I try my best to project love with my eyes.. I thought Kristie and Dakota would be the 'end of all show stoppers' but I'm continually amazed by people at the pool.. Mariko says it's just a reflection of me but.. I suspect they all desperately need to love and be loved.. Julia dared to look me in the eye for about an hour. She was perhaps the first woman in my life to check me out. Do you know how inspiring that is? It took me two days to write her a love letter but.. Mariko helped me compose a less scary one.. What an angel in my life Mariko is.. She keeps me from sabotaging my own future.. She's really a miracle in my life.. Wow. The fact a faculty is willing to participate with me on a project in thirty years of approaching academics shows you.. It shows you something really miraculous is happening in my life.. What is it? Do I really have to spell it out? ;) Dear reader, I love you as fully as God loves us.. There is so much love in my heart, sometimes I feel it's going to burst out of my chest.. This planet is so full of people ready to open their hearts to you.. All you have to do is look.. Love is all around you.. Will you open your eyes and heart along with me? http://www.guideposts.org/

Helium glider This is a very unique, neutral buoyancy, solar powered, electric thrusted, gliding wing. The pilot does not hang in a harness from straps; he/she lays in a cocoon along the mid-underside-line of the wing. Because the wing has neutral buoyancy, no lift shape is required; an elongated teardrop is the profile. The rear electric thruster is stationary and directed straight aft. There are two control surfaces similar to ailerons. They are independently controlled by sheathed guy wires, levers, and inverted joysticks near the palms of the pilot. Ultra-thin and light solar panels on top power the electric thruster. Of course, cocoon and rear-front position of pilot must be determined to counter center-of-buoyancy. Waist and shoulder straps inside the cocoon will be required to fix pilot position so that in various maneuvers, wing attitude is not grossly affected by shifting pilot weight. In other words, we don't want shifting pilot weight to affect the attitude of the wing. The helium glider evolved from an idea I had about 'how to raise a hangglider to thermal level'. There were two options in my mind: a helium balloon which raised kite and pilot and then is released by the pilot at sufficient altitude. The problem with this is waste: every time you lift, you lose a balloon. The other idea is what led me to the helium glider. You place flattened pillow shaped balloons on the underside of your wing to get your buoyancy.. Of course, the balloons would effectively cancel any lift generated by your wing.. So.. I realized we don't need lift in a neutral buoyancy wing. Purposefully design the wing to not require lift ergo it truly is a glider. An analogy would be a fish in water. Fish don't need lift; they have neutral buoyancy. Also, their 'thruster' is their tail fins. Attitude and trajectory are controlled by side fins analogous to our ailerons. So nature has developed a 'perfect glider' in fish; we can make one for sport out of helium and ingenuity. As anyone knows me, flying is in my blood.. My 'baby' sits in the garage.. If she could cry, she would from neglect.. Wings were made to fly. Pray for me and my baby.. ;) sam

Spiritual adversity and readiness synergy with Mariko After speaking with Mariko last night, we arrived at some fundamental truths about our existence.. By and large, our most important realization was the fact: God does not give you challenges you're not ready for. That's very similar to the Jewish notion of being tested by God.. But not exactly the same. As i've written before, physical challenges are required because without them, we'd overpopulate and likely self-extinguish. Just as important, spiritual challenges are required for spiritual growth. We might have to acknowledge Satan (or any inimical spiritual force) is a requirement for spiritual growth.. We don't need him forever but.. During spiritual immaturity such as from the beginning of our civilization, we needed not just physical challenges to overcome with human technology but also spiritual challenges to overcome with spiritual growth. It seems a necessary evil. Mariko is a highly evolved spiritual creature and i treasure her friendship immensely .. To get more explicit, i was explaining to her what an idiot i was about Bianca, the grocery clerk i adore. i made a youtube video explaining my interests in her but it was patently LAME. :( So.. We live and learn. i must apologize to Bianca's face what an idiot i was.. But at the same time, i realized i must not make the same mistake with Kristie (see the last few articles inspired by her). One week later, it seems she's not going to meet me again where we met.. So perhaps i 'blew it' yet again.. The thing is about attraction, when you 'make your moves', sometimes it scares them off.. Today's a good example. i saw a girl fishing across the lake.. Maybe we made eye contact several times.. Maybe there was some connection.. i said to myself: Why should i be so afraid? So i got up and leaned on the fence between us.. And watched her fish.. For a moment, it seemed like it was just me and her. Again, i realized: What am i so afraid of? So i got my stuff and started walking around the lake.. To meet her and see if there was any spark.. She must have got scared and disappeared when i was halfway around the lake. So i turned around and went home.. You never know unless you try. i need to select highlights of Mariko's conversation with me. There are some real gems of points.. We talked about 1000% honesty. We agreed things that might hurt our mate don't necessarily have to be revealed.. As an example: I desired your brother/sister. This is a common fact of life. We don't need to beat our mate up with the fact. But i made a good point that with maturity, honesty is usually the best policy.. Mature individuals can 'handle' more truth than immature ones.. Don't be a doormat; have integrity. That plus true love should be sufficient .. i explained (using Kay as an example) about how important shared dreams are in a serious relationship .. i mentioned three great movies: Galaxy Quest, Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, and Emma .. i told her about my friend Z and how much i admire her strength and integrity .. About Bee and my experience on an airplane with a Japanese woman .. She was curious about if any wife of mine had an affair on me, what i would do.. i stated that if she was extremely promiscuous, she could have her freedom easily.. If it was just once, likely i'd forgive her.. During the conversation, i realized how important Bee is to me.. i can't say right now she's the 'love of my life' because i cannot know what's gonna happen next.. But for the last five years, she's been 'the one'.. (As a side note, gug met someone he's crazy about: Jojo.. please say a prayer for their happiness and fulfillment.) There was one point in the conversation i felt under attack from her (judgment and looking down on me). This was regarding my experience with the Japanese woman on the airplane.. So there was some 'give and take' about that.. The actual problem was i was typing so fast she could not have a chance to react.. So she switched to voice and i kept typing.. That worked better.. i talked about the War for Meaning and my research associated with it.. i talked about Kristie and Dakota a bit.. i mentioned the salient fact: when you realize what you want out of life, that's an Empowering situation. (Which is what happened to me after i met Kristie.) Guys are dogs.. They'll fuck any wet hole when they're drunk.. But they're selective about giving their heart. Typically, Americans are very aloof and

distant (to men) but that's exactly why Kristie was such an angel to me. Americans are so aggressive and competitive. For me, it's distasteful in the least. i talked about Kristie's body language with me and how open and inviting it was.. About my fuck-up with Bianca and how Americans are so afraid of stalking.. The fact men are terrified of rejection from women they truly care about.. She made an excellent point about how women admire confidence in men.. My bottom line about Bianca was that truth is preferable even when you know you're likely to be 'shot down'.. i used to believe that love could not solve all problems but.. My dear friends have shown me that it can. If you keep true love in your heart; if you keep your loved ones in your heart, all good things are possible. :) But keep humility top on your list of values.. This path only works with that stipulation. Don't get caught in the 'ego trap'; open your heart to life, this is minimally sufficient for a Meaningful life. Use your sex-drive to love people; don't let your sex-drive dominate you to be promiscuous. Bottom line was Asians are more symbiotic and cooperative; Americans are more aggressive and competitive. i have an Asian character but was born in America. So it should be obvious one of my missions is to share an Asian perspective with Americans.. Instead of the over-simplistic: Think globally and act locally. we must be more specific: Think globally democratically and act locally cooperatively. This should be our civilization's new motto.. i love you humanity, my dear friends, and of course: all the goddesses in my life. Kisses, sam

Living/acting out of fear is NOT an option This article is as much for me as any man/woman out there who's afraid to approach 'the one they love'. The more you care about someone, the more afraid you are of rejection. If you don't care, then you're never afraid. If you are unsure about someone, use that as your guide (if you don't know how you feel about someone, if you're terrified to talk with them, that's a good indicator you really like them). Right now at this very moment, i'm terrified to talk to a woman. i'm hoping she feels the same way. If you understand above, you know i'm terrified because i care for her greatly. If she's terrified to talk to me, she also cares for me immeasurably. Fear is a good indicator of strong feelings but here is where i need you to pay strict attention. Fear is not a way of life. You cannot let fear dominate your feelings nor life. If you let fear dominate your life, forever you will miss your opportunities. Just use fear as an indicator of your strength of feelings about someone.. Don't let fear dominate your relationships or future! Once you realize that fear is simply the fear of rejection, the fear of being hurt, the fear of a broken heart, you can overcome with love. If you truly love that other person, you can use your love to overcome your fear of rejection and approach them with say: a valentines card, a special 'love note', or other token of your affections.. Again, use fear as an indicator of your own feelings but don't let it dominate your life .. Once you decide to act on your feelings, don't go overboard while at the same time, don't be lame. As anyone who knows me personally, i made the fatal mistake of using youtube to express my interest in a local woman. This is patently Lame. Don't let fear dominate your life. If you're so afraid of rejection that you must make a youtube video about your feelings, it's not worth it. You're letting fear control your life. Take it from an expert sissy. i have let fear win me over time and time again; you cannot know how many times i've walked away from a woman out of fear of rejection. Very few times in my life have i mastered my fear and approached that woman. Very few. So again, take it from an expert 'sissy master' who has caved into his own fear uncountable times.. Fear is NOT a way of life. Overcoming your fear can be quite liberating.. Be emotionally ready for the consequences.. At the same time, always be accountable for your behavior.. Never take a drink and blame your behavior on the booze.. Booze can loosen some internal strings or inhibitions but don't depend on it for your courage. Again, take this from an expert. Bottom line is: be true to yourself. Don't miss your chances in this life. Regret can be the most painful emotion. Don't learn this from experience. Listen to 'the sass' for once. Again, i'm writing this for you 'out there' as much as i'm writing it for myself. Remember, the eyes are windows to the soul; you will Know if she/he likes you from their eyes.. If you can get them to make eye contact with you, you will know how they feel about you / how open they are toward you.. Some girls/ladies have given me the most beautiful smile i've ever seen.. They continually outdo each other in that sense.. i'm continually awed by women/girls about their capacity to love through their eyes.. God has graced my path so many times in this respect, it becomes uncountable. Be open to love. Be open to life. Open your eyes to life. Open your heart to love. ..A few articles ago, i said 'this is my most important article' but.. Just like the Prime Goddess continually amazes me with Her smiles, She also continually amazes me with Her inspirations.. If there was any article that was truly divinely inspired, it would be this one. in True Love, sam

Casual true love i'm not a playboy.. i'm not an 'easy guy'.. i don't wear my heart on my sleeve.. i'm not in love with love.. i'm in love with the Goddess. i'm open to love .. i'm continually amazed by Her and Her manifestations.. Ladies need genuine love and attention.. The ones i see as goddess - i easily give to them.. Love is everywhere if you're open to it. It used to be once a year on average. Now it's a few times a week. Why? Read my articles; they're inspired by God. Why? Read my articles; they're inspired by God. :P ..Satan is continually attacking me so i know i'm close to something world-changing.. So that's two separate evidence .. Remember when i wrote about a Wizard's Sacred Journey? It hasn't ceased.. Visualize your loved ones inside your heart protected by pure love.. It will manifest. It will realize. i'm not joking; i'm not BSing you.. This is just as real as these words you're reading now. (The following list was inspired by several people in my life..) The things i need in a woman: 1. inspires me 2. clean heart 3. 1000% honest 4. believes in me as her man 5. believes in my dreams for humanity 6. puts me first in her life and heart 7. only makes love with me; never sex 8. wants to be my soul mate for eternity 9. needs all above from me to her They're very simple and can be accomplished by 'simply' her opening her heart completely to me, having a patient and non-violent attitude. Expressing natural curiosity about herself, me, and the world around us helps :P Life is a process of self-discovery and meaningful relationships. One 'final' thing: i never own anybody, but i belong to the right woman.

2012, The Year of Awareness 2012 will become known in future history as The Year of Awareness. It will be when human civilization 'wakes up' to all the hypocrisy going on since the dawn of civilization. The pharaohs of ancient Egypt, the tyrannical Roman emperors, the Spanish Inquisition,.. Don't be fooled by all the media hype on 'side issues' which really don't deserve our attention compared the the core issue of our time: control control control. At Michigan State, one of the things I studied was control systems engineering. So I recognize a control structure when I see one. In simplest terms, you are controlled by debt, fear, and media to believe whatever they want you to believe, do whatever they want you to do, and support whatever cause they want. It's dictatorial, oppressive, anti-democratic, and needs to stop this year. In a sense, I'm surprised these articles are not instantly taken down or main websites shut down. Awareness and love are Satan's enemies. Those are the only two things which can defeat him. If you need to roll your eyes and dismiss me because Gee, Sam won't shut up about Satan., go for it. Roll your eyes and dismiss me. He's just a crackpot.. A modern evangelist nutcase. Go for it. Dismiss me.. Play right into Satan's hands.. He's counting on your 'good judgment' and rationalism to win over your heart and gut-feeling. There's no God and therefore no Satan. .. It's all delusion. He's counting on your rationality to side with him. He can gather a panel of psychiatrists and determine Sam's insane. Legally insane. But.. it would be a farce and game to distract you from Truth. Satan has manipulated human civilization from its very beginnings. It's time we turned things around. High time. It's long overdue. We deserve better.. I'm not arguing for people to trade Satan for God.. I'm arguing for Awareness. Just because you don't believe in God does not mean Satan / inimical spiritual forces don't exist. Just because you might be part of a religion that does not accept Satan as relevant does not mean the same thing. Whatever name you want to label them, inimical forces have ruled this planet from day one. There's no sphere of action in any human domain they don't dominate. My eyes and ears are so attuned to his manipulations, I can detect Satanic influence in news broadcasts or public speeches by any presidential candidate. All they have to do is start talking about secondary things or war. Those are dead give-aways. Satan loves to distract us from the control structure because he uses that to manipulate us. If this article got the attention it deserves, I'm fairly certain the associated websites would be shut down quickly by Satanically manipulated forces .. When will he shut up about Satan? Satan would literally have to crucify me to get me to stop talking about him. And that would be counterproductive for him because then the articles would get the attention they deserve.. No, his strategy is what's going on in your mind right now.. Sam's crazy.. He needs to be put away.. Tell that to Michael at the 'pearly gates' after you see the sign: CLOSED FOR RENOVATIONS and have no other choice but 'down there'.. As an aside to repeat: I don't believe in a hell per se but soon we will create one on Earth by ignoring people like me .. Fare well Earth.. in True Love, sam

The acid test for reincarnation Aqua regia is used to test whether some questionable metal is gold or not. Pretty much, the only yellow metal that can withstand it is gold. This is what 'acid test' originally meant. Since then, we've applied it to other concepts meaning: if the concept is true/enduring, it will survive this test. How can this be applied to reincarnation? .. Many people reading this article will be Christians by default.. But I'm hoping some readers will be Hindus and Buddhists. Reincarnation is a concept that will either define the future of humanity on Earth or it will be discarded as 'demonic deception'. Most Christians with any awareness will automatically choose the latter label. But I warn against that instant judgment. If you care, if you allow, I ask you at this moment to perform the acid test on reincarnation within yourself, within your framework of morals and belief system. It presupposes you believe in some kind of divine.. If you don't, please don't waste your time reading further. Okay, if you believe in some kind of God, your acid test for reincarnation is the following: does the concept, in your life and experiences, pull you away from God or bring you closer to God? I'm talking about your experiences not analysis of others' experiences: your experiences in particular. If those experiences of reincarnation pull you away from God, then the concept is demonically inspired. If they bring you closer to God, the concept is part of Truth. I believe the concept can only be tested by people with experiences specifically relating to reincarnation not others. As a Christian, for instance, you have no right to 'sit in judgment' declaring all people who accept reincarnation as part of their belief system to label them as demonically led. No right whatsoever. I've formally studied religions at Michigan State. That does not make me an authority on the concept, but allows me to see things from multiple perspectives. So.. I beg you: if your automatic reaction is to condemn and dismiss, please reconsider within the Holy Spirit and contemplate how these people who accept reincarnation are your brothers and sisters on this planet. We're all part of the human family.. My impression of the anecdotal evidence for reincarnation impels me to think/feel it's not a destructive concept. I believe Jesus never spoke against the concept in particular. So.. There's really no justification, other than church decree, why Christians should reject the concept. The reason it could define the future of humanity is how reincarnation relates to spiritual evolution. My previous article is the most important article I've ever written. It's based on a perspective of life where spirits come to Earth to grow/mature.. There may be 'lines' of waiting spirits 'behind' all babies conceived for all we know.. Reading about people in contact with spirits seems to indicate this.. If there are millions of spirits 'waiting in line' for a chance to grow on Earth, reincarnation would seem to be a concept that 'goes along with' this perspective. Not a literal heaven nor hell. Those concepts become more figurative in this scenario. So I can only ask again: perform the acid test for reincarnation within yourself. Base the test on actual personal experiences. If you insist on judging others, please read some stories about people who've had 'reincarnation experiences'. Determine for yourself whether those experiences pulled them away from God or brought them closer to Him. Our life is for growing and sharing experiences with those we love. The sooner we learn that, the better for humanity.. in True Love, sam

Aliens don't need spaceships, spaceports, or telephones In case you don't know, Rael is trying to build a spaceport for his 'alien friends', Riley is waiting for the mother-of-all motherships supposedly floating around Saturn, and the Allen array is listening for ET but.. ET don't need a phone to phone home. In a real sense, ET is already here: it's us. Earth is a focal point for many spirits in our universe; they don't need a ship to get here. I should say: we don't need a ship to get here.. Forgive the unintended (sounding) condescention: Earth is a place for immature spirits and there's a lot in the cosmos. So unfortunately, the Allen array is a waste of money, faith in Riley or Rael is a waste of your spirit, and any kind of expectation that aliens will zhoom out of the sky in a fleet of ships is simply bad science fiction. They don't need ships. They don't need ships. Our bodies are the vessels spirits take on this journey on this particular planet. There's no reason to expect or hope for any alien visitation in primitive spacecraft. Spirit flight is the only way to go .. Colored lights in the sky? I don't have to tell you how powerful minds are.. If a group of minds can create an appearance of the 'virgin Mary' through faith, the real question becomes: what can't we do? Well, I suppose we can't collectively push up a failing spaceship with telekinesis: that's been attempted.. Tho of course, there could have been some group of entities/devices blocking us on the spirit-plane making us think we don't have that power.. That's always a possibility.. The human being may have enormous psychic potential but there may be barriers in place to limit us: much like a speedgovernor on a school bus.. (See the old TV series Tomorrow People if you're curious about this concept.) The more time I spend on the spirit-plane, the more I realize what we call 'mumbo jumbo' / fantasy / or science fiction is actually reality. My proof? I don't have any substantial evidence.. But if you read my article on the war for meaning, our indigo brothers, and more, you will glimpse my 'anecdotal evidence'. Of course, a few of my best friends and family think I'm absolutely bonkers. Only future history will say for sure.. I predict this year will be a turning point for human civilization on Earth. What will happen to stimulate this? 'Aliens' will contact humanity through one or more attuned individuals publicly on international media. The message? We're not alone. In fact, you could take this article as a precursor or preannouncement of 'their' intentions. You will soon receive a call 'from outer space'; the call concerns all human beings on Earth; please wait a moment. The person/people who are the 'receivers' of this message will feel as if they're possessed (in a good way), likely they will feel an overpowering buzzing sensation in their chest, this will be a signal to them something extraordinary is happening,.. They will likely make a youtube video if they have access to the equipment. Or, if they have a contact in the media, they will pursue that and we will see it on international news. Believe me, this will happen this year. In a sense, I'm like John the Baptist announcing the coming of Christ.. But the analogy falters on several counts.. The speakers will likely not be Christians.. They will come from all walks of life.. The choices will appear random but likely be purposeful based on the level of their spirituality. This is probably the most important article I've ever written or will ever write again.. If you question why I've been chosen, read the content linked above with an open heart and look Within.. Love, sam

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the War for Meaning 'Nobody' (except people who know me personally) believes i'm fighting a war with Satan: a war for meaning in my own life and for humanity. He's a crafty 'little bugger'. He fights me on all levels and all domains: 1. Science: essentially, Satan has manipulated science through money to focus on things that 'pull us away from God' such as the Standard Model and any research supporting it. 2. Politics: keeping us nationalistic and divided is his trick, every war, every conflict, every situation of mutual doubt and mistrust he inspires and wins. 3. Personal relationships: ego and greed are his tricks here.. If he can get one of you to worship money or focus on material possessions above all else, he's won. Or, if he can get one of you so arrogant you don't respect the other, he's won. 4. 'Church politics': keep fellowships divided essentially disenfranchising them; he wins again. 5. Play: such as competitive sports: we focus so much on winning (and the bets associated with that), we lose sight of enjoying the game.. Winning/dominating becomes most important. It's no longer fun; the prestige of winning and glory (don't forget all the bets associated) win; meaning loses. 6. Recreation: increasingly, people are being drawn to increasingly legalized gambling activities: dog/horse races, casinos, and all the superficial glamor associated with those. There are dance clubs within casinos so youth are continually drawn by this titillating activity. 7. Communication: now most people use email and social networks to interact and communicate. Emotionally, it's isolating. The internet is wonderful for reaching out across the world but.. Social networks have a Draconian bent (see below). 8. Work: personal evidence below. In every sphere, in every domain, on all levels of society, Satan wins. Why do i fight him? What's my personal evidence? If anyone's read any of my science articles, they realize i propose an alternative framework loosely called the Other Model or quantum realism. For thirty years i've been working on it and attempting to contact physicists about various ideas within. Neglect and indifference is the vast majority of reactions.. i'm guessing most of the reason they neglect me is because i appear 'crackpot/fringe' to them.. Also, the ideas come into direct conflict with modern research activities (such as the LHC) and proclaim them 'waste of time/resources'.. This threatens their income. It also threatens their prestige and authority. So there's no reason in 'heaven or hell' they should look at the ideas.. Satan wins from ego and insecurity. Anyone reading my political articles knows i propose a Round Table which we could all perform in schools and between friends 'just to see' what happens. We could all try to decide what Basic Sentient Rights are, how to share resources, and use them sustainably. 2012 could be the year we change things permanently and for the better. Satan tries to draw attention away from this with 'other things': war, conflict, nationalism,.. The tricks are endless in this domain running the gamut from 'human interest' to 'threats from Iran'.. Satan wins by cleverly manipulating media and our attention. My ex was atheist and materialistic when i met her. i recognized very quickly i needed to respect her views but at the same time not neglect my own. She was 'primed' to worship the 'almighty dollar'. The only thing i could do was give her love and emotional support: I'm leaving you Sam; I don't love you anymore. i believe in you Yui. What else could i say? Satan won.. 'Incidentally', Satan was very crafty in this domain. i managed to pull her away from prostitution in Thailand but .. He managed to

trick her into becoming a poker dealer here in America. See how he 'plays'? Dirty pool. i've attended various churches since i was little: mostly Catholic and Mennonite. Many of my friends and associates are atheist. i myself was atheist in various periods of my life by choice. The times i attended church/fellowship, i became aware of Satan's insidious influences on church life. Egos seem to always get in the way.. People cannot seem to treat each other equally even here. There's always vanity and arrogance to contend with. Even pride of humility can be found. Also, the arrogance associated with ideology: my holy book says so so I'm right! can never be escaped.. Since realizing this, i've permanently left any organized religion and attempted to 'create my own' in Better Way.. Of course, Satan won't allow Better Way to get any visibility or serious consideration because that might 'pull us together' despite his tricks. Our natural desires for fellowship and community are turned against us; Satan wins again. Many people love college football because it's not about money and winning. Not being a sports fan, i still enjoyed the thrill of screaming support for my team at Michigan State. There's very little to compare to that group (positive) insanity .. But.. Satan twists and perverts college football later on in the pro-arena. He takes something beautiful/wonderful and corrupts it again with: money and the natural desire to win. Play becomes something else: domination and about money. Satan wins through our natural desires and greed. Casinos and legalized gambling are gaining more and more place in our lives: for recreation, for fun, the chance to socialize, the chance to meet new people, and for the exciting chance of winning! But.. There's no 'get rich quick' scheme that does not have its risks. There's no 'quick fix' involving gambling that does not have risk. (Remember, i was a stats major.) i would be a perfect employee for casino security: watching for players attempting to 'scam' the casino. i've applied to several casinos. There's two reasons why i can't get work. One is because i typically lack experience. i've never worked in casino security. The other reason is given below .. Gambling can be fun and i'm not against it used for recreation or say: as part of a university that teaches math and stats. So i'm not completely against gambling.. But i'm against gambling as a way of life. Satan would prefer we all become gamblers: betting our lives he doesn't exist. This ties to atheism. Atheists insist there's no God and therefore no Satan. If only they could see they're being manipulated by Satan out of their honest/good desire to have autonomy and free thinking .. You see how he works? Take something beautiful and twist it to his advantage. i've written an article condemning gagamatch. But.. i've stayed on the network for one reason alone: to attempt to find ladies who are willing to interact with me genuinely like Kay, one of only two girls i met there who have been 'real' with me.. Kay proclaimed once: You've changed my life Sam. What sweeter/better complement is there? Even she herself recognized she 'don't belong there'. Another more recent contact is Hailey. From my take on her QQ pics, she's genuine .. And finally last night, i got a letter from an unbelievably beautiful girl: sansan: Ha ha, hello Sam, so happy to get your message, I'm sorry, it's only reply, I seldom landing here, because I'm not a formal member, I'm from yesterday after the decision here every day, and you? Are you? But when i tried to visit her profile, all i got was this system message: The user you visited does not exist!. Draconian. Satan uses our natural desires for love and intimacy to make money for social network owners. Then when we attempt to find something meaningful or are on the verge of connecting in meaningful ways, he cleverly cuts the relationship. Work and school are domains we can find enriching relationships and experiences. But there's always jealousy, envy, and competition here. Of course, academic competition is standard and acceptable but..

When it turns 'bloody' or petty or vengeful or spiteful, it becomes sin. Many people meet their future spouse at university. It's a great place to socialize and meet new friends (and gain new insights on life). But.. When we focus on appearances, winning, and getting the best grade at all costs, we lose. Academic life and work become twisted.. When you focus on productivity above all else, you lose; Satan wins. So Satan wins by taking something healthy and normal: education and accomplishing things and twisting them beyond recognition .. i've been black-balled by several companies because i have integrity and cannot be exploited. i simply refuse. This ends up being a Satanic 'boxing match' between me and corporate administrators who typically misunderstand my motivations. See how clever he is? He takes the natural desire of administrators and twists them against me: a loyal, devoted, and honest worker. i have no problem 'giving my heart and soul' to a company .. as long as that company treats me with true respect. That's my bottom line. And so yet again Satan wins from our natural desires and principles by twisting them against ourselves. There's only two domains he cannot gain ground: social awareness and personal interactions. You reading this article is the former.. And you'd have to meet me face-to-face to appreciate the latter.. As i've said before: you either hate me or love me .. The lukewarm I spit out of My mouth. The God in me connects with the God in you: look out for that old Devil; he'll trick you at every turn. sam iam, 2012/FEB/02

Nuclear catalysis, nuclear orbitals, and metastable states Performing a heroic effort avoiding Wankerpedia, I managed to investigate the chemical analogue of above. What is catalysis? Why are orbitals important to catalysis? And what are metastable states? How do they relate? Some good demonstrations of catalysis are here and here. Different reaction but same catalyst. How do catalysts do their job? A great explanation is here. Two more links about catalysis are here and here. So.. please check them out before continuing.. Ready? (Otherwise, below won't make much sense.) When I studied nuclear engineering at Carolina, there were some concepts that refused to leave my consideration. One was nuclear metastable states.. They're intriguing to say the least. If you study the chart of nuclides, you'll notice some 'strange' ones that have metastable states.. Please take the time to study the content of those links.. The main purpose of this article is to stimulate student/other interest. Okay, now we arrive to nuclear orbital theory.. Study conventional atomic orbital theory, but be aware that there are other explanations for say: multi-state atoms. Do your best to visualize atomic orbitals and molecular orbitals. This allows you to study nuclear orbital theory from a conservative conventional perspective. This is the 'long road' approach but it's 'guaranteed' to produce several results: your understanding of nuclear structures will increase, your associated general education (assuming you pursue this tack formally) will prove invaluable for life-decisions and perspectives, and you may be the one to develop 'cheap/easy clean fusion energy'. True, nuclear orbitals are 'vastly different' from atomic/molecular orbitals in shape, configurations, energy levels, size, and components. But the approach above 'guarantees' progress will be made if we get enough open minds intrigued. I'd be willing to bet my life that if you asked competent nuclear engineers about the possibility of nuclear analogues of chemical catalysis, they'd refuse to say It's impossible. Nuclear catalysis may well be 'game changing' event some wise people are predicting. It's vitally important you temper your conventional perspectives with alternative theories as you grow your mind about nuclear concepts.. Join the NPA, the Natural Philosophy Alliance, and explore what members there have to offer.. You may have to ignore some eccentric attitudes, but most of their ideas deserve attention. How you visualize nuclear structures is key to creating catalyzed nuclear fusion. After 30 years of indifference from the physics community, I cannot be the one to 'perform this miracle'. But I may inspire it. ;) The right person may read this article, take a nap, and develop nuclear catalysis overnight. Will you be the one? Never stop learning, never stop growing, and never stop trying to view things from fresh perspectives. Peace and democracy, sam iam http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSdBB1vBDKY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5A3eM53eZvc http://www.thenakedscientists.com/HTML/content/interviews/interview/569/ http://education.jlab.org/itselemental/ele078.html http://auto.howstuffworks.com/catalytic-converter2.htm http://www.nndc.bnl.gov/chart/ http://www.nature.com/nphys/journal/v1/n2/full/nphys150.html http://www.naturalnews.com/034566_2012_predictions_Mayan_calendar.html http://www.worldnpa.org/main/

Love is all around you Your opportunities of love are right next to you. You simply need to open your heart. There's no judgment. There's no ridicule. There's simply love. Age, sex, species,... doesn't matter. Love is all around you. It's the most powerful force in the universe. That cannot be debated nor denied. Day after day i'm confronted with the undeniable fact: love is 'in your face' if only you'd accept. Dreams, realizations, wishes, desires,.. they'd all come true with love. Give in to love and everything will happen. ..One 'bizarre' dream about affluence and contentment.. I saw the condo, I saw the riches, I saw the 'perfect life' but.. Without Her, it's Nothing. My Goddess is always Here and always dancing with me.. She's as Real as these words and realization in your mind; there's always potential.. My Goddess always dances with me.. Flirts with me.. Gives Herself to me.. Embraces Me. We are One.. What else is there?

Dakota, Kristen, and more.. Today I met an enchanting couple at the pool. The sweetest thing they allowed me to do was talk about 'my ideas'. No, that's the next sweetest thing. The actual sweetest thing they did was ask me perfect questions that allowed me to explain things better.. Prior to all this I was meditating so to speak in the intermittent sunshine. I was cultivating a feeling in my chest difficult to describe. I kept trying to come up with 'perfect prayers'. Over time, the feeling was quite strong and resembled icy-hot combined with bliss right in the center of my chest. I was quite high. I kept projecting my love to loved ones. Focusing all the love I could muster in my heart and projecting that, as best I could, to my loved ones. Planes would fly by and I would bless them.. But why stop there? Why limit blessings? I realized the 'perfect blessing' might sound something like this: bless all of creation and that which is not, forever and ever. (This I arrived at by starting out restricting blessings to life or harmonious life.) Also, here's a 'prime' personal prayer if there ever was: please Goddess, help me be the best Sam I can be. Of course, this is not for myself; it's for my loved ones. Some Christians disagree with me about this but.. I believe we have the power to bless or curse.. From personal experiences too painful to think about, I know we can curse. If we have the power to curse, we also have the power to bless. So.. Bless all of creation and that which is not, forever and ever. Goddess, help me be the best Sam I can be. Atheists are always claiming there's no evidence for God. But I contend my entire life is evidence. When I was young, I prayed for certain unusual things: a meaningful life, a unique life, a life where I contributed significantly in lasting ways to humanity, a life which was a living work of art, a graceful life,.. These I all prayed for as a child. The miracle of my son Arthur. The miracle of Bee in my life. The repeated miracles such as just being able to share my ideas with Dakota and Kristen. Based on a 'random idea' from Dakota. So.. There is nothing random in this life; there is everything to be grateful for. In a real sense, they gave me love simply by listening to me.. And I completely opened my heart to both of them. Isn't that better than making a pass at Kristen? In about two hours, I told my life story, the highlights of these articles, and more.. And they cared enough to Listen. How many times do I have to say: nothing is random in this life.. All is purposeful if you're open about things.. Don't get me wrong, I was totally open to either one wanting to share about their lives and ideas.. And they're always welcome to meet me again this time, I take on the role of 'caring sponge' (soaking up all they have to offer and actually caring about what they say). God answers good prayers, selfless prayers, prayers for other people, and prayers about your relationship with God. If you pray to be One with God consistently from your heart, rest assured, your prayer will be answered. You may be surprised about how God satisfies prayers, but I can guarantee those surprises will be Wonderful ones. How do I know? Dakota, Kristen, Kaylie, Sarah, Arthur, Bee,.. Open your heart to life.. The rest will knock your socks off.. ;) in True Love, sam

Kristin the teacher-goddess True love can change your life.. It changed mine.. Miracles can happen when you open your heart to life.. What do i mean by that? Allow me to explain.. When you're open and honest about your feelings, when you express yourself genuinely,.., you 'change the world' because you are opening your heart simply by telling your truth. i'll give you a perfect example; parts of the following are fictionalized for emphasis, but the core is Truth .. Many years ago, i was part of a Christian fellowship at Michigan State. Christians are not supposed to 'have adultery'.. That's in the Bible :P But we're still human beings. Human beings are incredibly sexual creatures from birth.. Some people are indifferent toward sex but the vast majority find it Fascinating :) That's a good thing :) But we don't always have to act on our urges.. We can fantasize, masturbate,.. Perhaps in this way, we're sharing positive energy.. i cannot know for sure.. Back to the story. There was a woman in the fellowship that liked me; let's call her L. How do i know for sure? The eyes never lie. If someone wants you, if someone desires you, if someone loves you,.., it's always the eyes that tell the truth. L wanted me so badly one day, tears came to her eyes out of frustration and desire.. So yes at that moment, she Wanted me. The real issue for me was: i loved her husband like a brother. No matter how badly i wanted to 'nail' his wife, i never wanted to do anything to jeopardize my friendship with him.. That's brotherly love not Christian dogma. Now.. IF their marriage was hell-on-earth, IF she was so 'hot' i could not take my eyes off her, and IF i was not friends with her husband, then maybe i'd think about it .. Another issue is how i rejected her.. It's important to me not to crush her feelings.. If i coldly and brutally rejected her, what would be the point of that? Why hurt people 'for no reason at all'? Here's where we get fictional. L, you know i wanna f your brains out like a wild animal but.. i love your husband like a brother and likely would lose my friendship with him if only from guilt. To feel that guilt and lose his friendship is too high a price for 'getting off'. Sure we might have had some intimacy.. but.. as i've said a zillion times: sex and love are not the same. See, if i had the were-with-all at that time to speak eloquently about it like above.. Perhaps L and i would be better life-long friends now.. As it is, we're distant occasional very brief pen-pals.. What does this have to do with Kristin? You'll see.. Kristin is a goddess in my life for so many reasons already i've lost count.. She taught me a new way to love.. i won't write about that now.. She reminded me what i need in a successful relationship.. She reminded me what i need in a woman.. She reminded me how core mutual trust and respect are to any enduring relationship.. How important it is to express your feelings (in non-violent ways).. That life is essentially a process of self-discovery.. That there are two basic ways we find meaning: through that process of self-discovery and in our relationships. But only the latter if we're genuine. If we're pretending to be something or someone else for somebody, we're with the wrong person. If we don't believe in each other, we're with the wrong person. And if you're just having sex, fuckit, you're with the wrong person. Look, there are billions of other humans on this planet.. Allow me to make a list of 'must haves' for serious relationships: 1. never 'just have sex'; only make love 2. never settle for mr./ms. 'right now' 3. if you would not be proud to have their baby, don't put the dee in de hole :P 4. if you don't believe in each other, find someone who does 5. if they don't inspire you like a 'god' or 'goddess', don't waste your time.. 6. if they're your 'best friend', okay, but make sure you both recognize that 7. always keep your love alive by keeping their heart in yours These simple truths Kristin reminded me of simply by opening her mind and heart to me.. Now do you get my point about being open and honest and real with each other? Keep it real, sam

Chelsea never stop loving me; Round Table mechanics; Dark energy I'm barely able to type right now. Please forgive any passages incomprehensible. A girl loves me and it feels like somebody put a quasar inside my chest. Two days ago I saw a girl at the pool with her boyfriend. She was playing with him in such a way .. I tried to look away because she was so beautiful in her smiles and playfulness I did not want to make her boyfriend jealous by staring at her.. But those efforts failed miserably.. Thank God he didn't become overtly jealous/annoyed; perhaps he was simply too happy with her unbelievably beautiful smiles.. That day, we never made eye contact. So that day, I never knew if any fraction of her smiles were for me.. Yesterday, I returned to the pool hoping to see her again.. From a distance, she saw me approaching and flashed THOSE eyes. [he] It was like looking into blue spotlights. The smile in her eyes told me she was happy to see me come back. Perhaps she understood I came back to see her. I tried to tell her in my awkward way how wonderful it was to see people laughing and smiling and playing with such recklessness.. We don't do it enough.. Some of her friends came by and they talked, laughed, and took pictures.. It was subdued compared to the day before.. I didn't want to stare at her too much making her feel uncomfortable so I kept averting my eyes (oh Lord a Monty Python joke :P ) Some personal trauma was keeping me from saying anything or getting involved in the conversation tho I did try to contribute a little.. I got tired and swam a little then sat down in the hot tub and put my head down on the concrete tiles.. They left soon and I waved bye to one of the boys.. Eventually, I got back up and sat back down on one of the lawn chairs.. I didn't know what to do but try to relax, forget my trauma, and watch the birds circling above.. Looking toward this house, I saw the group and THOSE eyes again.. I quickly averted my eyes.. Waited until they were clear/gone.. and came home .. I didn't think much about her nor her smile (or THOSE eyes :P ) until this morning after spending three hours on the last article. I went back to bed trying to rest because it took considerable concentration/work. That failed. But during the last three hours attempting to rest, something 'odd' happened.. I gradually became aware of a 'woman out there' loving me.. Somebody loves me .. After contemplation, introspection, reviewing past experiences, some key ladies attitudes and behavior toward me, I pretty much have it narrowed down to you Chelsea.. I know.. You don't 'get it'.. You think I think it's all about sex but you couldn't be more wrong.. You know you're 'hot' but.. If I were God sculpting your body, I'd a designed things a bit differently :P So I can guarantee you it's not about sex.. It's about THOSE eyes I can't bear to look at.. They see right through me.. Or better: they see the Real Me. If there was ever Goddess come to Earth, She's in your Eyes Chelsea .. Never stop loving me.. (As an end-note, I don't expect anything to ever develop between me and Chelsea.. Just by age-difference considerations, that's unrealistic. My friend gug is now bitching me out over Skype about this.. [he] Get over it people. A look is just a look. A smile is just a smile. But to witness Chelsea's smile gave me hope in life. Can that be wrong?) Round Table mechanics Now that the quasar is manageable, I can talk about the mechanics of Round Table discussions. In order to help us discover those mechanics, I want to provide you with a hypothetical discussion initiated by the Catholic representative: CR: I propose we make human life sacred. This boils down to no abortions. We need to include a statement to that effect in Basic Sentient Rights. NA (neutral arbiter): I have something to say but want the atheist representative to respond first. AR: [looks at CR] Your insistence that human life is sacred borders on idolatry don't you realize? CR: How do you mean?

AR: [raises their eyebrows in disbelief] By never allowing a woman to get an abortion, by insisting on the sacred aspect of human life, you essentially are elevating human beings, specifically their human bodies, to the level of your God. That's idolatry. NA: I was hoping for that response atheist rep. I have no further comments at this moment. CR: [looks around the table imploringly] Is this the feeling of the rest of the Table? [produces a disgusted look] This is unbelievable. How can we arrive at consensus when I refuse absolutely to agree on any collective statements that neglect forbidding abortion? Recognizing the sanctity of human life? [scoffs.. huffs] I'm going to need a restroom break. [leaves room] NA: [rolls eyes and wobbles head in disbelief] I can and both cannot believe that person. .. They're behaving like a child. .. Any other comments? So you can see we need to avoid any one representative dominating the table with childish behavior no matter how compelling their 'humanity' may be.. I treasure life, specifically human life, just as much as the next person but I also firmly believe in women's rights and a woman's right to choose abortion. No matter a baby inside her is a human being; it's still part of her body as long as it's inside her. This fact is undeniable .. Further, Christians always talk about 'saving your immortal soul' and focusing on their versions of spiritual life.. Knowing for a fact a baby has something divine in them but yet ignoring how temporary and superficial our material lives are is unequivocally duplicitous/double-speak. Let me say that again because Christians don't realize what .. shall I use the word? BULLSHIT they spew when they start fighting abortion based on 'spiritual grounds'. I firmly agree this life is like a shadow on a cave wall. We can't see the real substance/meaning with our eyes. We're fortunate when we can use our heart to guide us through the maze of deception. So our life is temporary, superficial, and mundane (on the surface). If we use our heart to 'see', we can find meaning and love. Our bodies are like shells for the spirit. Temporary shells. So if a baby's body gets killed by abortion, a woman's choice about her own body, it's unfortunate but not a crime nor sin against God. Please Christians wake up. When a Catholic tries to make laws against abortion, it's equivalent to Muslims forcing Sharia on the rest. So please don't create the Round Table to fail.. Don't let one representative dominate the Table. Try to assemble a list of Sentient Rights that's concise and fully designed by consensus. The rest should be 'cake' if you can do at least that. :) One 'final' note about the RT: we should not even think about region-specific 'human rights' because that's against the purpose and function of the RT. Basic Sentient Rights applies to all recognized sentient creatures on the planet regardless of location. Creating a region-specific 'basic human rights' is an exercise in futility. Dark energy; stars are antiphoton generators I don't know what dark matter is and at this point, I'm merely curious. But dark energy: I can make a guess about. :) Physicists say the expansion rate of our universe is increasing (remarkably). A number of causes have been put forward but the most current widely accepted one is dark energy. In the quantum realism framework, because of balanced curvature, every time a photon is created, so is an antiphoton. This is an elegant solution to the conundrum. :) Think about this.. When the universe was created, there were no stars.. There was a fixed amount of antiphotons which have very slight negative curvature.. Negative curvature has a repulsive effect.. A star, in the quantum realism framework, is a vast producer of antiphotons.. ^^ So.. Over time, our universe should be expanding at an increasing rate as more antiphotons are produced by all stars. Again, it's an elegant solution to the dark energy conundrum. :)

PQM/multiverse = mental contortionism; Round Table exceptions Due to a recent read and comment of a colleague at the NPA, I've realized I need to state a few things to make them explicit: 1. I absolutely Hate the metaphorical stranglehold of 'religious types' on the rest of humanity: believe or die / go to Hell! 2. I'm Not trying to replace their stranglehold with my perspectives! 3. I respect atheists to 'no end' meaning they are some of the most brilliant, sophisticated, and respect-worthy people on the planet! 4. When I talk about God, I'm trying to relate personal experiences more than anything Not shove God down your throat! 5. Bottom line is: you believe what you wanna believe! In my physics articles, I'm trying to present a viable, reasonable, and simple alternative to 'contortionist multiverse'! Imagine a contortionist who's trying to 'push the boundaries' of contortionism or simply trying to impress us.. ;) They end up a pretzel of limbs and features something like a Picasso painting.. You get the picture. This is the unfortunate state of modern physics! :( The multiverse concept is a 'last ditch' effort to keep the Standard Model alive/viable! No Higgs, no proton decay, the mythical Casimir,.. All erode the Standard Model beyond 'repair' (as if something broken 'to begin with' could be repaired). It boggles my mind the extent of the conventional 'mental contortionist' who makes pretzels in their minds to impress/explain from the PQM (probabilistic quantum mechanics) perspective. Extensive multidimensions with complex topology, incredibly complex multiverse scenarios,.. All to keep the Standard Model alive with its broken primary assumptions: random particles, random characteristics,.. Random everything! Life is clearly not random! Again, this is a personal discussion of my personal experiences. If you need to attack me and my experiences, please find someone else to attack! Yes, God was 'shoved down my throat' by Catholics and Yes I resent that to no end.. But that does not mean I don't love my mother who's a devout Catholic! She gave me life! She took care of me in the most critical phase of my life! I'm eternally grateful! :) But of course, I have my own mind and ideas, very strong and good ideas, that she cannot control! Thank God! :) .. Mom got upset yesterday when I kept talking about politics and the need for the Round Table.. The reason she got upset was because I admire 'too much' atheists like Terry Kincaid (to her tastes/liking). This grates against her Catholic 'sensibility'. But my political inspirations are like my physics inspirations: inspirations from God! :) How can I 'turn them off' anymore than I can stop thinking or put a gun to my head? Who would want to stop truly divine inspirations? It's insane. Now of course, generally speaking, atheists think I'm insane which is totally up to them.. They cannot stomach anything relating to 'a God' much less physics 'built on' God. They're so sure God cannot exist (the extreme ones) that they're much like the mental contortionists Picasso-painting the Standard Model into oblivion. Just as non-detection of the Higgs will destroy the Standard Model, rabid atheists will be their own undoing. Extreme atheism is just as bad as radical Islam: a section of humanity bent on converting/destroying the rest of us. An extreme atheist is performing the same mental gymnastics required by a radical Islamist: not truly respecting the rest of us to believe what we want to believe. Please realize I'm not condemning extreme atheism.. I'm asking you to recognize that extreme atheism does not really respect anyone else but themselves.. If that's not brutal arrogance, what is? It's repulsive. Non-respect is repulsive. And so I must state now unequivocally that extreme anything is not welcome

at the Round Table. Extreme ideologies don't possess the 'modicum of respect' required to participate in the Round Table. I'm sorry to 'sound so extreme' myself but.. The purpose of the Round Table is to solve humanity's problems by consensus democratically. If a radical Muslim was present at the Table, they'd railroad the Table much like the Arab League now dominates the UN. Of course, the Americans didn't help this situation by trying to force the UN to accept US dominance. So the UN is a disenfranchised organization unable to perform Round Table functions. Sorry .. No, we need to create a Round Table 'from scratch': a grass-roots effort truly representing each distinct ideology such as Catholicism. How the Catholics choose their representative is totally up to them.. We cannot force Catholics to be democratic. But their representative must be. Do you see the vision now? :) It's not totally bleak.. ;) Love is at the core of my being and so any solution I offer humanity is based on true-love. :) If you question my genuineness, please read some more of my articles to glimpse my integrity. In 170+ articles, I don't flip-flop around.. I'm not 'fairly consistent'; I'm 1000% consistent. I'm a pacifist committed to a realistic, comprehensive, and sustainable solution to our world problems: the Round Table. If anyone questions the concept, study Greek history.. Study the myth of Arthur.. Again, I'm Merlin come back 'from the grave' to establish this thing but on a global scale.. If you want to dismiss me as 'mad', go for it.. That's your prerogative.. If you need to look down on me because of my middle-class origins, go for it.. But the ideas are Sound, credible, and divinely inspired .. If humanity rejects this 'gift from God', well.. Enjoy your ride down the 'greased chute'! ;) I cannot force humanity to accept Her guidance.. Anymore than I can force atheists to accept Godbased physics.. She's 'fairly' persistent with me.. The other morning we were 'talking' after She revealed Herself in trivial life-interactions.. I told Her: I'm ready Baby. Be Ready. We have this unique historic opportunity to create the Round Table. If we miss this chance,.. I can't predict the outcome.. But I'm guessing it ain't good. ..Please forgive my sense of urgency but.. Telling God I'm ready. is much like a soldier packing for war, sniper readying his gun for hits, or baby telling mom from the womb: I'm ready to come out now mom! :) ..We are truly Ripe for rebirth.. The question is: will we accept this Chance? I can pray but.. the real choice is Yours .. Find the divine within and make it happen! :)

Quantum Realism Creation In the beginning was the Word, the Word was with God, and the Word Is God .. Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters .. Let there be light and there was light .. This is the miracle of creation we see around us. It will never cease to amaze me with delight and wonder .. I will keep the following as concise as possible. My first assumption is that God is a minimalist creating the absolute minimum structure that supports and sustains life. It is not unreasonable. The simplest compact finite shape with zero curvature is a hyper-torus. In this way, space, matter, antimatter, and energy are all finite. We don't need an infinite universe to sustain life just a very large one. The next assumption is that creation was a balancedcurvature event: for every proton created, there was an antiproton and so on.. Consistent with this is the bizarre sounding antiphoton: it has slight negative curvature and assumed miniscule charge, the proposed realistic parallel to virtual photons. This framework is called quantum realism. Whatever technique God used to create matter, there was an initial explosion we call the big bang. It could have been two enormous charged black holes slamming into each other. Or it could have been two hypertorii smashed into each other.. Whatever the case, vast amounts of matter, antimatter, photons, and antiphotons were created. This was the balanced curvature creation event. In order for electromagnetic events to 'not happen all at once', photon propagation rate must be finite. This implies the need for something to restrict the speed of light. That feature is the impedance of space. So God endowed space with impedance to purposefully restrict energy propagation rate. Next, the simplest way to create nuclear forces, gravitation, and mass is temporal curvature. In order for something to curve, it needs to be able to bend.. That means it must be flexible or have elasticity. God endowed space and time with elasticity. We know this because of special relativistic effects, gravitational effects on time, and proven Lense-Thirring. This presentation is a little off because the shape of our universe and the attributes of space and time must be present before the big bang. One neglected concept is the nature of time. P.Y. Ulianov has shown me our conception of time has faltered and failed in that we have wrongly strongly associated it with space: spacetime. Space is multidimensional, linear, has impedance,.. The only attribute it shares with time is elasticity. And because time appears cyclic (the indefinitely recurring now), it's nonlinear and more like a recurring angle in phase space .. Another neglected concept is the relationship between elasticity and impedance. Due explicitly to divine inspiration, a 'universal equation' was derived relating them to Planck-length. This equation is 'built in' to our universe as much as elasticity and impedance are properties of space. One more thing: since space curves, we need to model an extra dimension for space to 'curve into'. The easiest way to visualize this is a donut cooking in hot oil: the donut is our universe and the hot oil that extra dimension we can 'live' in. This completes our realistic view of creation and our universe. It is supposed that in the big bang, all the antimatter created is now moving away from us in the form of a spherical wavefront. Imagine an enormous explosion that is still occurring in a sense.. Because antimatter has negative curvature, it's not bound to our matter in any way.. Primordial antimatter should be racing away from us even now in the shape of a giant expanding spherical shell. The primordial antiphotons 'stayed behind' to mediate electromagnetism. Or perhaps they totally permeate the hypertorus and are not bound by impedance/speed-of-light. If that's the case, they would be the 'tachyons' of quantum realism .. Fiction or reality, it's up to future generations to determine.. Regardless, my 'money's on quantum realism and God.

Spacetime is not; mistrust is a disease Comparing space and time is not like comparing apples and oranges; those are too similar.. Comparing space and time is like comparing apples and amoebas [he] .. Apples are apple trees' method for reproducing, sure they contain an entire genome for apple trees but.. If you never saw an apple tree or other fruit tree, you'd be hard pressed to deduce the tree only from an apple.. Amoebas are the form of mother and daughter themselves.. There's no 'seed form'.. So it's a fair analogy for space and time.. They're so different and only share two things in common, we should make a concerted effort not to associate them as we have in the past.. Mistrust can destroy morale, friendships, marriages,.. pretty much anything. I've had two experiences relating to mistrust both involving a young woman. In both cases, the friends and families involved labeled me something like a 'stalker' and proceeded to treat me like a criminal. In both cases, the simple and direct solution would have been for close ones to inform me: you're making her feel uncomfortable or you're making us feel uncomfortable. But.. As stated before, it's much easier to label and dismiss than take the effort to care .. People are so damn reactionary and defensive: boom! Everything changes and what seemed like an innocent environment becomes hostile, aggressive, reactionary, hurtful, and demoralizing. One of my life mottos is: I don't go where I'm unwelcome. If a rational reasonable person approached me and said: Sam, your attention is making her/us feel uncomfortable. Please go away., I might first ask the details so I could perhaps ameliorate the situation by changing my behavior.. If that did not satisfy the complaint, then I would have no choice but to comply: I don't go where I'm unwelcome. Mistrust is a most insidious disease because it breaks trust, breaks confidence, breaks friendships, and demoralizes the recipient. It's hurtful and unnecessary for civilized mature people. Mistrust is barbaric. So.. I cannot visit the local grocery store anymore because of this barbarism. The look in their eyes is too much to bear .. I'm basically an optimistic, trusting, 'happy-go-lucky' guy,.. But when I see 'that look', it's like daggers in my heart.. I don't think people realize how hurtful mistrust really is .. One final thing, if I've offended someone in any way, there is this concept called forgiveness from Christianity. Most Americans are Christian. I think it's safe to say most people involved in both cases are Christians. I'm not a Christian but.. That does not mean the Christians involved can give up two of their prime values: trust and forgiveness. There was something in the news recently about a beloved coach who 'died from cancer'. If you're a sports fan, you know what I'm talking about. While watching the news, there was a man talking about the other who passed away. He was about to say something about how he died. Before he could say anything, I blurted out: He died from a broken heart. Which is exactly what he said one moment later. Mistrust breaks hearts. Mistrust can kill.

A scientific view of spacetime; a new notion of time Imagine we are blind and have a mysterious present in front of us: a mysterious black box. We tap on the box, we feel it with our hands, if we have some sonar/x-ray equipment we might try to scan the interior but we'd need a sighted assistant to tell us about the results,.. Okay, you get the picture. This is essentially our situation within our universe: we are trying to determine the properties of our universe from within the black-box. It's an enormous challenge, obviously! Just as the father of relativity made some mistakes in his latter life, I've floundered a bit for various reasons: lack of appropriate mentoring, lack of suitable cooperation, and lack of supporting resources. The blindness and intransigence of convention can only be blamed.. And so I have no great love of conventional physicists.. The best reception I have encountered among them over thirty years is indifference. Frankly, it's sinful and I guarantee the physics community will pay its karmic debt. I don't compare myself with Albert's brilliance only his spiritual affinity. I'm convinced our universe was engineered for life not on the basis of faith but on the basis of evidence and statistical likelihood. That argument is posited elsewhere.. This article is specifically about: what is the nature of spacetime? In science, we strive to accurately describe reality quantitatively, precisely, and in the simplest terms. This is the essence of science. Sometimes, reality defies us with complexity and we must redefine our terms appropriately, unfortunate or challenging depending on your point-of-view. As computer scientists and mathematicians know, complexity can be defined in various ways.. I've attempted to define complexity from a systems POV again with little recognition or appreciation. Isn't the resentment palpable today? ;) ^^ :) Back to a scientific view of spacetime.. Lense-Thirring and Gravity Probe B have indicated space can twist directionally so space must have elastic qualities. I label that Y-naught for consistency with Znaught, the impedance of space. Here's where physicists roll their eyes and stop listening/reading. This is also where their karmic debt starts loading their souls.. Politics finally aside, I can pursue the 'varmit' with vigor (Yosemite Sam reference for those unfamiliar). So, space and time must be elastic, both. Time because of SR effects and how 'gravity affects clocks' (in the past, I have argued gravitation is rooted in temporal distortions, in fact, masses may be exactly that: temporal distortions). My desire to swing Z-naught over to the temporal domain might have been premature and wishful thinking; it's entirely possible space may be elastic and impeding while time may only be elastic. Forcing Z-naught to be associated with time may be inaccurate. Please examine this article. Mr. Ulianov stimulated this new vigorous attack on the question. I skimmed the article then attempted to sun-bathe a bit at the community pool. The more I thought about the article and its implications, the more I had to 'revise' my view of spacetime.. So you now read these words of inspiration 'just off the press' (just after the inspiration occurred). Here's my best current understanding of spactime in a nutshell. Space and time should not be lumped together in this notion of spacetime. Evidently, they each have different attributes.. Space is linear, has orthogonal components, is elastic, has impedance (due to the nature of photon propagation), and must reside in a special four-dimensional manifold that allows space to curve into the fourth spatial dimension explicitly not forgetting impedance. Space is essentially an elastic hyper-surface with impedance. We know it's globally flat so that suggests we reside inside a compact (a math term) hyper-torus. It's the simplest finite shape with zero curvature. Now time, as the inspiration suggested, is totally different. What is common between this point of time .. and this one? Now. The recurring now. The indefinitely

recurring now. Can you see the inspiration now? (No pun intended.) Time is not linear, multidimensional, nor does it have impedance. Time is cyclical .. More like an angle repeating over and over and over again.. Time must be elastic so that loop we envision to be 'time' must get larger due to local energy density (which is equivalent to mass density). This is the beauty of Prime Goddess' inspirations .. The only two connections between space and time become: elasticity and the fact time is required for events to occur / event separation. If indeed mass is isolated temporal curvature, then that is another connection between mass-events in space and .. time. But firmly, we need to absolutely stop using space and time in the same word. The only way we should use them together is explicitly acknowledging their shared attribute: elastic spacetime. So, to be complete, our universe looks (mathematically) something like this: {(x, y, z, w), Z0, Y0, , U} where (x, y, z) are all points in our universe and w is the required 4th dimension Z-naught is the impedance of space Y-naught is the elasticity of spacetime theta is the explicitly cyclic locally varying time variable and U represents the 'universal equation' relating impedance and elasticity detailed elsewhere Of course, this representation does not include all particles and evolutionary trajectories of each. It expressly defines the 'bare bones' absolute minimum structure required for our universe (and neglects topology). I'm happy with it because She inspired it, Mr. Ulianov suggested it, and I merely 'put the pieces together'. :) To steal a line from Broken Arrow: Ain't it cool! Salvatore Gerard Micheal, also known affectionately as sam iam, has been writing for NowPublic and Examiner on various topics for about three years now. It's the author's feeling this article and the ideas contained therein equate with the level of discovery or aha! comparable to Newton and 'his gravity', Einstein and his SR/GR, and therefore deserves some special attention such as publication in Nature. Permission is hereby granted to reproduce this article in entirety (only) freely including this paragraph. May the Prime Goddess bless you for reading/listening, digesting, and appreciating these words. sam iam, 2012/JAN/27 http://www.atomlig.com.br/poli/ImaginaryTime-IG.pdf

the Round Table revisited After speaking with mom tonight about my missions on this planet, after rehashing some ideas with her, after mentally examining my own recent articles, i've realized one of my missions concerns the creation of a Round Table which i've written about before. As an aside, i just received a letter from an Examiner editor about my last article on TheAmazingAtheist. They rejected the article for various reasons including: The piece is extremely difficult to follow, full of spelling, capitalization, grammar and punctuation errors including the headline. [he] After three years of building up/on this style, they think i'm gonna change for them? Wake up dudes.. Not gonna happen.. ^^ So anyways, after talking with mom about this Round Table idea and related topics, i realized it's one of my 'main missions'. But i need to talk about details again.. They way i envision this round table is: 1. representatives of all major religions/ideologies are present individually (not proportionately) 2. each religion/ideology chooses their representative and fully accepts RT decisions 3. decisions are arrived at by genuine (not railroaded) consensus 4. they need to decide on the simplest set of basic human rights 5. on how to constrain population growth for various sectors 6. on how to share/allocate resources 7. on things acceptable to generations to come For example, if i can get atheists to agree we're basically leasing Earth (not owning it), this is one HUGE step forward in creating the RT. To get atheists to agree on anything would be progress but this thing in particular shows a willingness not in concessions but acknowledging shared values. The fact Pat and Terry ignore my attempts to engage them indicates a deep mistrust from atheists toward any other groups. Honestly, from my heart, i'm not trying to capitalize on their popularity, use them in any way, engage them for material prospects, or any other selfish reason other than my desire to create the RT. There's some momentum in my 'soul'/spirit/heart that i cannot deny. Bob from the Mennonite fellowship at MSU is still in my heart as i type these words. His objections to selfish co-ops were noted in my soul; i can never forget his wise sentiments and so my words of caution were expressed in those related articles.. Consensus in action was another thing etched into my being garnered from the Mennonites. God as lover yet another. (i have a 'photographic' memory for relevant conversations.) ^^ 'Somehow' (as if anything's by accident [he]) the Divine in me recognizes people to learn from and i naturally/automatically associate with them.. Bob, John, Leslie, Jewel,.. were all my teachers and friends.. We need to cherish and recognize those that had significant impact. :) Hey, i'm just reminding you, okay? So we need to authoritatively establish this thing called the Round Table, we need to select authoritative representatives of each religion/ideology existing on the planet, we need to decide the purposes for this thing, and hopefully decide on things above.. ^^ i cannot force the creation of such a thing.. As a messenger of the Prime Goddess, i can only suggest it.. i don't have any 'authority' per se (obviously).. Not in the human realm and certainly not in the spiritual realm.. But i can glimpse feelings and indications.. She's not especially happy with this disarray and cacophony of agendas.. A 'little' more cooperation, mutual respect, acceptance, and acknowledgment is in order.. Some physical indications tell me 'my ticket is near completion'.. It's just a guess but i may be coming close to .. you know 'buying the farm' [he] ;) ..i love all of you my teachers :) ..i believe i have a memory of informing Bob: The Divine in me recognizes the Divine in you as my co-Teacher. What more perfect sentiment or closing remark ^^ other than: I LOVE You. sam iam, 2012/JAN/23

Terroja Kincaid for Earth representative Just like my vote for ET emissary is for Pat Condell for his honesty, integrity, wisdom, objectiveness, and i suspect evenhandedness, my vote for 'galactic survival' with one person representing humanity goes to Terroja Kincaid otherwise known as TheAmazingAtheist (of youtube infamy). Why? Indulge me.. This guy never gives up. This guy cannot be beaten. This guy cannot be broken. This guy cannot be bent. For godsakes, he made at least one video making money about his own fatness! If that's not cleverness and survival, what is? And the craziest thing is he has fun doing it! :) In spite of my mom's 'big heart', as i mentioned in another article, her seeming automatic denigration of Terroja and people like him are patently unfair and unjustified. The most sickening and repulsive thing about Christians is the guilt trip they like to lay on the rest: accept Jesus as your personal savior or burn in Hell! And forgiveness is supposed to be one of their prime values? [he] Yea, after they burden you with original sin, loads of guilt, and make you feel guilty for normal natural urges, then they forgive you.. Oh no, it's Jesus who forgives you not us! What a load of crap .. My father defended religions even when he didn't believe himself in a personal interacting god, wtf? They keep humanity from falling apart. Right. Like in the Crusades. Like 9/11. Yea, religions are real good for [destroying] humanity. :( More and more, i begin to see religions as Satanic influence. Just like the Standard Model in physics. It pulls us away from God. But religions seem much more: they control our behavior, perspectives, and values so that we have no conception of reality to the point of absolute delusion. i would vote Kincaid as 'most likely to survive a nuclear war' over some religious zealot because his values are based on integrity and life experiences not what a f'ing book says .. Read the interview linked above. Watch some of his youtube videos.. If you have an inkling of an open mind, you'll understand why i believe in people like him. Today i was thinking about a 'math approach to God' like: God is the prime basis for our vector space, God is the Cantor set between zero and one, God is both eigenvector and eigenvalue for our matrix, God is the topology of connectivity between all sets, God is both the null set and that containing all,.. But it's not enough to say 'God is everything' because there are some things God's unequivocally not. It's safe to say God is the inspiration for all good things. (It's your definition of 'good' that becomes 'hairy'.) .. i think it's also safe to say most religions, the Standard Model, the concept of multiverse,.. are all Satanically inspired. Perhaps 'great ideas' but we all know what happens to great ideas by those that follow after: twisting and perversion like Paul and Jesus. What's sick and sad about our society is exactly that: we pervert great ideas. We can't leave well enough alone. Likely, we'll twist Kincaid's image after he dies into something unrecognizable. For what? To make him conform in death what he refused to do in life? Leave the kid alone. Don't try to use guilt to make him a Christian it will never work. If he represents all 'lost souls', more power to him. i pray his kind survives the 'end of the world' at least they're worthy. He may not be 'meek' but he's surely indomitable, at least in spirit. What better person to 'inherit the Earth'? Again, his values are based on personal life experiences and personal integrity not some f'ing book. What better person to lead us into 'the new age'? [he] It's almost like i'm John the Baptist and he's Jesus. Or maybe the two witnesses from Revelations.. You know.. This is a worthy prayer: that Kincaid is right and the Bible is just a bunch of pages with ink printed on them. Isn't that preferable to the Beast and Armageddon? ^^ http://www.rustylime.com/show_article.php?id=3308 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gf26XNIazS0

Finite multiverse or designed universe; you choose reality According to multiple award winning scientist George Ellis, we presently have a choice between views of reality: 1. a finite self-generating multiverse 2. a purposefully designed life-generating single finite universe If you look carefully above, the keyword common to both is 'finite'. Essentially, the only substantial difference between the two is purposeful creation. The former allows the possibility of no Creator (although a fine point is: it does not insist on this). So if you're atheist and scientifically inclined, likely you'll prefer view one. If you're a deist, you could go either way because remember, view one only allows the possibility of no Creator not the requirement of no Creator. As Ellis so eloquently points out in this video, the multiverse, if it exists, could have easily been created by God. My point in this article is: which is more likely? Again, if you're atheist, you'll likely choose perspective one. But this says nothing about likelihood. Being a stats major, i can offer some sound advice. ;) Don't ride the fence; nothing was ever gained by wishy-washy attitudes.. Take a stand. Proclaim your beliefs. :) If you're wrong, you have a chance to 'find that out' and correct your mistake. If you're right, you can enjoy the 'spoils of war'. ;) I told you! [he] Of course, in this situation, there's more to gain with proper perspective much more. If the atheists are right and we're in a self-generating finite multiverse, we'd have the 'ultimate freedom' to decide morality, what's right and wrong, and pretty much everything else.. We'd be the 'masters of our own destiny' in the sense we'd be deciding the 'playing field' of reality. We'd essentially be deciding what is reality. There's nothing inherently 'wrong' with this perspective; it simply denies any Creator involvement when there may factually be 'some'. Again, i can't prove Creator involvement in creation.. All i can do is point out the pros and cons.. And try to estimate the likelihood of each perspective heuristically.. What's more likely? Let's examine the associated assumptions for each view: 1. a. all physical parameters are randomly distributed about some mean with Gaussian/uniform behavior depending on parameter 1. b. this scenario explicitly self-creates; no purpose is assumed 1. c. inflation seems to be a requirement for 'getting something from nothing' 1. d. in some places of the multiverse, inflation stops and accelerated expansion takes over 2. a. a Prime Cause initiated the Big Bang with some realistic physics 2. b. all physical parameters were chosen to deliberately create life-generating conditions 2. c. we don't make any assumptions about 'what created the Creator' 2. d. the existing universe is the simplest cosmological structure that supports life ^^ So.. again, Occam's Razor doesn't help the situation; assumptions are equal in number. i didn't deliberately assign assumptions so that this would happen; it just happened. If we use Occam's Razor as a guide, it doesn't help us about likelihood of perspective. Let's try to determine which assumption is 'most core' to each view.. 1. the multiverse self-created with no purpose 2. the universe was deliberately created for life So again, something unprovable and determined by choice determines our perspectives. ^^ Be very clear about your position: you choose to be atheist or deist. There is no factual evidence either way. All deists and atheists (everyone) need to fully understand: we choose our view of reality. http://www.mth.uct.ac.za/~ellis/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTotCr4FJLI

Multiverse vs universe; fantasy vs reality Yesterday, i watched an interesting video about multiverses and conventional physics. Mom fell asleep. She didn't benefit from the film nor my scoffs and snide remarks. i deleted the video after watching it only now regretting that because i don't have the exact title. No matter; i found one on youtube just as informative/silly, depending on your POV. It's here. Please watch all 44 minutes then read this article. John Horgan wrote that about a year ago. He has some very good points. i'll let you draw your own conclusions but i need to discuss some things. There are serious dangers to allowing this trend to continue. First and foremost is wasteful funding. The Department of Energy was one sponsor of the film i watched. The Department of Energy. Supporting a fantastical research program. One that can never be proved. That's not science. It's philosophy and speculation at best. As mentioned several times in other articles/booklets, the Large Hadron Collider, ostensibly looking for the Higgs boson, a hypothetical particle, euphemistically called the God particle, with approximately 20 billion (US equivalent) spent on it over its lifetime, will never ever detect one. Why? Because they simply do not exist. As John implies, misleading our youth is another important reason to avoid this expensive quagmire of delusion. How many generations of scientifically inclined youngsters will be misguided and shackled by this insanity? It's as if we're: taking all budding scientists from birth, physically blinding them with nails in their eyes, then beating their ears until they bleed and no longer function. i'm not exaggerating. Perhaps we ourselves are the greatest losers by allowing this philosophical drivel to be passed off as science. If we lived in a so-called multiverse, there'd be no accountability and absolutely nothing unique about us. We could blow ourselves to kingdom-come and the multiverse wouldn't care less; there'd be another copy of us somewhere else to carry on. Bullshit. Patent bullshit. They're desperate; they realize their model's totally failing with non-detection of the Higgs, with nondetection of gravitational waves, with no way to explain inflation other than this insane grasp at the final delusional straw: multiverse. The bottom line is: conventional scientists will adopt any theory that does not involve a Prime Cause / Creator. But this desperate grasp at delusion cannot save physical science from catastrophic failure, cannot save humanity from itself, and cannot lead us down a rational and realistic path to sustainability. Only the truth can do that: that we are unequivocally unique, that each life is so precious it's impossible to measure the value, that if any creature disappeared from birth would irrevocably change all history, that we are so interconnected and interdependent we don't realize we belong to a single organism, and that life is essentially God recreating Itself. i can't prove to you the statements above are correct.. You must decide for yourself how to look at things.. ^^ All i can do is try to present the pros and cons.. Multiverse = meaninglessness; universe = Meaning. A video version can be found here. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KsHo2AKPgA http://blogs.scientificamerican.com/cross-check/2011/01/28/is-speculation-in-multiverses-as-immoralas-speculation-in-subprime-mortgages/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VhFTFPN3gs

the enemies of true love If i asked you to define what true-love is, would you be able to do it off the top of your head? For me, it takes some contemplation.. On another forum, i've proposed true-love is minimally: trust, respect, and capacity for forgiveness.. But that says nothing about what makes true-love 'work' in practice or what enemies of true-love may lurk in the shadows.. Quite unequivocally, i proclaim the enemies of true love are: lies, deception, mistrust, and ego. Not that you must bare your soul to all potential mates, that's not what i'm suggesting, no. Nor must you share every mental infidelity you might have on the way to work/school/play. i'm not arguing for oversimplistic / idiotic honesty. No way .. What i'm arguing for is basic honesty, about your feelings and what that person means to you, also, how others might fit into your priority scheme. That way, your significant other can know how they 'fit' in your life and priorities. It's just common sense. Next, i argue for trust: we must all take that leap of faith in any relationship whether it's parent-child, sibling-sibling, mate-mate, or enduring friendship. Trust is the fundamental core issue/value that allows anything else 'on top of that'. When you have trust, anything becomes possible. Again, i'm not arguing for idiotic 'give everything' trust where you discard your good-judgment. Trust takes some judgment. Can I open my heart to this person? or Can I trust them with my heart? Both are great questions to ask yourself before you take that leap of faith we call trust. Next comes the golden rule: give what you expect. If you want respect, give it. If you expect trust, give it. Trust and respect are like true love: 'two way streets'. Never are trust and respect one-sided in a healthy relationship. Never. Finally, the capacity for forgiveness. Did i say you must unconditionally forgive everything? Every infidelity? Idiotic. No. i never said you must forgive everything unconditionally. If someone breaks your trust, it's natural for you to mistrust them, but forgiveness allows relationships to move forward. Forgiveness allows the possibility to overcome the natural mistrust you have for broken trust. Forgiveness is core to realistic lasting relationships. Now ego, perhaps, is the worst enemy to deep/lasting relationships even above mistrust. Recently, i've found out 'the hard way' that mistrust can prohibit a relationship to grow but ego gets in the way of sharing / true intimacy. Lies and deception break trust. But ego is like a wall to intimacy.. So we have all these obstacles to deep intimacy: lies and deception (breaking trust), mistrust (not allowing trust to grow/flourish), and ego the barrier to intimacy .. The only time i was able to be wholly intimate with a woman emotionally was to let my ego go.. Just let it go.. Love selflessly and completely giving myself completely to the woman. Sure i made myself vulnerable, but that's the nature of love. After 49 years, i'm absolutely convinced: ego is the enemy of love. Some might confuse self-esteem with ego.. It's not the same. Self-esteem is the natural tendency for a human to feel proud of real accomplishments.. There's nothing wrong with appropriate self-esteem. It's when we take that 'too far', then we get into trouble. ^^ It's personal judgment when self-esteem becomes ego.. Sometimes you need an exterior point of view. ;) Okay not sometimes all the time. ;) [giggle] i'm no exception .. i lost my last friendship by: listening to others' doubts about her, expressing those doubts to her (a kind of idiotic honesty), getting defensive about her lies (blaming her not her bad experiences), and then lashing out at her all the indifference i felt from the beginning.. ^^ One excuse is that i'm a middle-class boy, she's a high-class girl, and i have limited experiences relating to that.. ^^ Really i have no valid excuses.. Her mistrust and my ego were the enemies of our relationship. In the end, the enemies of love won. :( My point here is: don't let the enemies in your relationships win.. Fight for true love.

prime values Values that relate to human civilization: long-term benefit, sustainable, power to do good, practical, balance, holism, adaptable,.. Values that relate to work/play: inspiration, intuition, cooperation, collaboration, elegance, enthusiasm, learning, improving, mental agility, objectivity, analytical, accurate, precise,.. Values that relate to relationships: appropriate self-confidence, trust, respect, unconditional love, forgiveness, sharing, compassion, positive connection, pacifism, responsiveness, initiative, desire and passion, love of life,.. Values that relate to self/God: humility, curiosity, creativity, integrity, wisdom, spirituality, meaning, genuine optimism, faith in good things, transcending, hope,.. Of course, several values apply to multiple categories but i've assigned those above to dominant categories which express dominant behavior patterns. For example, if you're elegant in self/God or relationships, that's a kind of grace not easily observable or appreciated. Another good example is sharing that should be performed at all levels.. So no value is exclusive to one category. i've tried to group them so that we can focus on values which will help us grow in each category :) To be more explicit, our 'civilization values' which will help us grow in that way should be: what will produce long-term benefit? What is sustainable? What gives our species the most power to do good? What is most practical and balanced? What is most holistic? What gives us the greatest adaptability? To answer these questions forces us to focus on those things which will sustain us. :) More than that, it forces us to focus on thriving values. :) Of the values that relate to self/God, perhaps it's transcendence which deserves most attention. This is the value where we emulate Buddha, the pre-Christ. We cannot jump to this value without consideration of all else. We must live with integrity at all levels in order to 'make this work' / be meaningful. i have hope we will all transcend individually and as a race.

the next revolution There's been some disagreement about which specific technologies transformed our society the most. Steam, electricity, the automobile,.. ^^ We're about to see a REVOLUTION in our society unparalleled in the history of humankind. The only comparable technologies are the ones already mentioned. According to conventional science, 'in the beginning', there was mostly hydrogen with a little helium. Density fluctuations caused random aggregations which grew and became gravitationally bound. These became the first protostars which were essentially vast spherical oceans of hydrogen. :) At some point, the tremendous pressure caused fusion and the first stars were born. :) A few stellar generations later, we have our sun and solar system. :) Lucky we. :) The Moon protects us from rogue asteroids, Jupiter performs a similar function, and generally speaking, our solar system fosters life on the 'insignificant' third planet, Earth. :) So we have this reliable fusion furnace 'hanging' in our sky, the Sun. For billions of years, stars have used the reliable process of fusion to fuel themselves and sustain life here on Earth. :) Replicating fusion here on Earth is a little shaky. It's not so easy to sustain the pressure and temperature required. ^^ But it's not impossible, fortunately. :) With clever ingenuity and superconducting magnets, fusion can be achieved and used as a power source! :) ITER, supported by an international consortium, is such a project. :) i'm willing to bet my life, if you asked any practicing engineer to proclaim it's impossible to scale-down ITER for spacecraft propulsion, they'd tell you go take a hike. ;) In other words, it's feasible to scaledown ITER, using appropriate technologies, and repackage it appropriately. ^^ Do i have your attention yet? ;) Fire, steam power, electricity, the telephone, the automobile, radio, TV, the internet, and finally: portable fusion. ^^ Now do i have your attention? ;) Spacecraft fusion will transform our society more than all others combined because it will make our solar system accessible and allow us to reach for the stars. :) i've studied physics for several decades and am inclined to recommend we don't focus on 'warp drive' or other truly fictional concepts.. That technology may actually be physically impossible in our universe. No, nature has been doing fusion for billions of years reliably. It's only our lack of ingenuity and will (after superconducting magnets were developed) that we don't develop fusion for space applications.. ^^ But times are ripe for winds of change. :) Even though 'Nasa is dead', interest and support for space-tourism is growing. :) If there's a single project for humanity to focus on, if even in our 'death throes' ;), i'd recommend: fusion for space applications. i've spent considerable effort attempting to reconnect humanity with the Prime Goddess.. That's my 'primary mission' here on Earth if there ever was one.. ;) But that does not mean i don't have secondary missions.. Father to Arthur is one.. Making sure we don't neglect developing the absolutely critical technology of spacecraft fusion engine is another.. ^^ i don't know how else to say it.. If i had to trade anything for humanity to take this critical step, would i? In a heartbeat. ;) In a heartbeat. A race not following their true destiny is a wasted stagnating dead race. Besides, Arthur needs something novel to pilot. ;) http://www.iter.org/

the spirit of cooperation Imagine a company like this: Let's call it Ideation. It spawns other baby-companies as products. There are no mandatory financial ties between any daughter-company and momma-company. Worker satisfaction is a main company asset and is periodically measured. Worker suggestions are always welcome and listened to. In fact, it's mandatory to attempt to suggest improvements in Ideation procedures and practices. It's part of your job at Ideation to improve Ideation. How does Ideation make money? Investment, donations, and daughter-company gifts to momma. Workers share profits equally. Workers share losses equally. Workers agree on a bare-subsistence income level before starting. Investors are informed equally. In fact, all corporate financial documents are public domain. Everyone knows about every penny coming in and going out. Financial records are transparent .. The main criteria for working at Ideation is the spirit of cooperation. If you're not inclined to collaborate, cooperate, and share, you won't be working at Ideation. The next corporate value is raw creativity. If Ideation is an 'idea factory', individual workers at Ideation are veritable fountains of creativity. Third is our commitment to innovation; there's always a better way to do things. And fourth: we use the cooperative structure to model our baby-companies on. Otherwise, there's no difference from the authoritarian hierarchical profit based model currently dominating the rest of society .. There's no limit on the domain or sectors Ideation can contribute to. Movie production, advertising, security, hospitality, technology, health care, education, administration, resource development, infrastructure, communications,.. The list is endless. The point of Ideation is to evince a sustainable business model for the future. The point of Ideation is to provide a nurturing atmosphere for brilliant minds. The point of Ideation is to realize dreams of workers in practical ways that will benefit humanity .. Competition was the model America embraced when it was young, overflowing with unexploited resources. But resources are dwindling and we're running out of things and populations to exploit. Besides, we're maturing to the point we realize exploitation is not a healthy mode of living. It's not respectful to the environment nor each other. Competition and profit based thinking worked when America was young, but it's not sustainable .. The only use for competition in the future, other than athletics, is to measure how quickly social organizations can migrate toward the cooperative mode. A sub-definition or integral characteristic of cooperation is mutual respect. How quickly can our organizations shape-shift toward this ideal? It all depends on each organization's entrenchment in / attachment to / reluctance from / inertia toward group-centric values. It's like asking: How long will it take the average Muslim to treat a Buddhist as another Muslim? or How long will it take for all Jews to treat gentiles as Jews? Forever? A pessimist huh? i contend 'all it takes' is awareness: that we're all brothers and sisters on this planet, that we all deserve access to Earth's resources, and that we all need to focus on sustainable modes of existence .. Examining the Xprize, 'the spirit of competition', and our recent catastrophic failures in various sectors of our economies has made it ultra-clear to me: we desperately need to shift our mode of living from competition to cooperation. i implore you before it's too late: embrace the spirit of cooperation.

the round table This idea precedes the Arthurian Legend likely originating in the city-state of Athens, the original democracy. Athena, the patron goddess of Athens, the goddess of wisdom, has been my patron goddess from childhood. Athena has guided me every step of the way.. i'm not fictionalizing my experiences. Athena has been there for me every moment in my life. In a previous article, i've mentioned the need for identifying categories of faith but to what end? After a full day discussion with mother, the end becomes clear: establishment of a 'round table' representing Earth and the five categories of faith .. To revisit Athena, at a very young age, i recommitted my life to Athena explicitly in prayer. Much more than the explicit commitment, it was the continued expression of curiosity and compassion associated with 'the spirit of inquiry' so exemplified by: Socrates, Da Vinci, Columbus, Faraday, Edison,.. and so many more. This insatiable curiosity has been a driving force in my life much like the 'force' in Star Wars [he]. It's my faith that in ppl like me, these explorers continue their exploration via 'spirit of the race' (human spirit) or 'love of life' (love of all living things and sharing experiences) and more ;) Somehow, we're all connected.. All living things and possibly more.. As precisely as i can describe it: there's the physical plane which we 'see' with our senses so inaccurately so blurry so imprecisely so much based on our expectations much like the 'allegory of the cave' (Plato). Then there's this 'objective reality' which exists apart from our sensory systems which we can only glimpse a fraction similar to our eyes only seeing a fraction of electromagnetic radiation.. So we're the dancers around the fire but we're also the observers seeing the blurry shadows on the cave wall.. 'Unfortunately' (or not), we observe our world as if we have blurry goggles on from birth ~ both spirit plane and physical plane.. Both are fraught with challenges of Olympic order [he].. What is truth? What is reality? What is the purpose of existence? Each of us is challenged to find Truth (if it exists at all:) It's so funny my mother's reluctance to fully appreciate my 'epiphany at 7' and related consequences.. My role as 'humanity's advisor' is fully rejected by most and dismissed as a curiosity at best.. The great thing about our opportunity is the freedom associated with perspective: we're totally absolutely free to perceive all experiences by choice [he]: we can be totally apathetic, or religious, or spiritual, or marginally apathetic (the majority), or atheistic :) But curiously, it's the spiritual person who calls for a historic Round Table to decide some fundamental issues: 1. the fact we need to establish a democratic Round Table now 2. minimally, we should agree on the desperate need for such a thing 3. ideally, some 'basic human rights' that depend on 'socialization' of the members 4. 'where to go from here' If the only alternative is 'more of the same' .. 'live and let live/die' as mother proclaims.. Let the elites manipulate society to entrench their power and familial wealth.. No. i'm sorry, i cannot endorse such a plan no matter how much the freedom of anarchy might appeal to the rebel in all of us ~ The problem is currently: there's no incentive for any party (but mine) to collaborate on a consensus solution. If my mother represents religion, there's no incentive for them to share their wealth/affluence (other than their own agendas). It's like expecting Catholics to share money with Mennonites or 'worse' atheists ^^ Or like expecting atheists to pray at such a meeting: ludicrous and disrespectful. NO. No, we need to establish a democratic Round Table representing (at the very least) the five categories of faith, agree on some minimal set of values similar to: we're all human beings, we need to learn how to share resources, we need to learn how to truly respect each other, and ideally freedom from

exploitation. ^^ Your definition of exploitation might be different from mine (likely is) so.. We need to precisely define what we mean by exploitation. i'm guessing the 'free enterprise' atheists will balk at the point about resource sharing but.. These are things we need to decide at the Round Table :) My point to mom was about - if we can get the five to agree on some basic things (these are just examples/ideas): the critical need for the meeting, a practical definition of reality, the fact we cannot totally rule out the possibility of God, some minimal set of human rights, and that each representative truly represents their constituency, the fact such disparate POVs can agree on anything should give us reason to celebrate and hope :) Then, progress should follow naturally :) Depending on your perspective, the Holy Spirit calls for this motion, God calls for this motion, the divine in you calls for this, or in the very least (from the atheist perspective) 'an alternative perspective' calls for this.. We desperately need to establish a democratic (recognized unbalanced weight) Round Table which will decide the fate of humanity: 1. anarchy/oblivion/'more of the same'/Apocalypse 2. freedom/life/'faith in a better tomorrow'/love :) There isn't much choice.. You can advocate 'more of the same' .. 'live and let live' .. tyranny .. exploitation .. death .. oblivion .. or .. life. There's not much grey area here ;) i feel (as many of us do) there's a 'climax' in human history nearing soon .. It's an opportunity for advancement :) i will give you a concrete example of what i'm talking about ;) Among my dreams, i wish to circumnavigate Antarctica in a kayak and ridge-soar the Andes mountains using a hangglider :) But i don't want to do them alone ~ No :) i need to share these experiences with another human :) Both of these experiences will show humanity unequivocally WE CAN DO IT if we care/try/believe :) If anyone truly needs to try these adventures with me, put a comment below stating such from your heart and i will contact you off-forum ;) with Love, sam

..through a glass darkly.. i swear there's a Shakespeare sonnet relating to that but for some reason - i cannot find it now he.. About 33 years ago, i knew a man who was one of my best friend Patty's father. Synchronistically, we talked about that sonnet and why it was meaningful to him. He had inscribed it on his dead wife's tombstone.. In fact, that was one of the most 'bizarre coincidences' of my life he.. Previous to meeting him, i had read the sonnet 'out of the blue' looking for 'favorite ones' to remember ;) So somehow the Divine Goddess was preparing me to connect with that man spiritually :) Can i say Thank God for God? ;) he.. In my 49 years, i believe i've had 'spirit sex' only three times so it's an extremely rare experience. What i mean by spirit-sex is where two ppl make love over a distance with no physical contact whatsoever. For privacy, i will call these women: A, B, and C. With woman A, she orgasmed visibly and was directly in front of me in a school setting. In all three cases, i sensed the woman at least 'liked me' so it was decidedly not 'psychic rape' as Patty incorrectly labeled about woman A he.. Patty was an outspoken feminist who rejected the 'Captain Kirk' conquesting image of some men which i was never about in my life; i was always about meaningful/lasting interaction when it came to relationships. Back to the story he.. Woman B was more recent but also more distant. She was not in visible range and it was late at night.. How can i confirm she had a mutual experience? A look can convey a 1000 messages; let's leave it at that .. Woman C confirmed the interaction via internet so it was an 'interesting' supporting experience of the concept ;) The fact she resides on the other side of the planet indicates these are 'spirit plane' interactions :) As i recently wrote Gug, i don't know if we'll ever identify what we presently call 'the spirit' physically. Perhaps it's better that way ;) Perhaps when we make love (truly), perhaps it's less of a physical experience and more of a spiritual experience. i have some personal evidence to offer maybe in another article.. Imagine a 'free love' world where we can make love 'at the drop of a hat' .. Disease wise, this is dangerous even with protection he .. But about love, i believe it's preferable and something we need to be working towards for the simple fact: love is never wrong. i'm not talking about fuc_ing. i'm talking about making love. And it should be very clear i'm not a sex-crazed sex-starved predator he.. If the experience only happened three times in forty-nine years, you get my point.. If you think about it carefully, the concept is only limited by your imagination :) You can give someone a 'spirit kiss' or caress :) It's only limited by you :) You will know when your advances are welcome or not :) It comes with the territory :) So why the obscure title? Cuz most of us don't really know ourselves our own strengths and weaknesses.. Spirit-love is something we all need to grow about :) Something we all need to experiment about :) Something we all need to pursue :) So humanity: spirit-caress, spirit-kiss, spirit-make-love, spirit-love,.. as much as you can :) It may be the 'deciding factor' in these tumultuous times.. spirit-hug, sam A video version of this article can be found here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HvOe1fI11ek

the problem with religion and more i recently reconnected with a flying buddy of mine :) so i'm intensely grateful for that.. Quite simply, she's a beautiful spirit.. She's also Bahai which is a first for me :) i've done cursory research on Bahai previously so much of my current exposure refreshes my memories he.. It's a beautiful admirable religion but i stand by my convictions: religions are typically divisive structures humans put on themselves.. Every religion is guilty of 'smugness' in that they all think they know God 'better' than the others and have 'the best' spiritual perspective.. That part is repulsive to me.. Bahai pay attention to a prophet about two centuries back.. What about this prophet? ;) Wouldn't a contemporary prophet know the issues now facing humanity better? Each generation undoubtedly has several prophets but they must typically be ignored.. (if my case is typical) :( i'm not going to focus on the negative aspects of this situation (being an ignored prophet myself) but i will try to address all the issues surrounding it.. Gug would insist i'm no different than the religions i despise in that i claim to have a unique connection to the Prime Goddess :) but we ALL do :) That's the beauty of this 'religion' i'm 'founding' (these words are used Very loosely). i use the word religion only with the stipulations fully understood/appreciated/respected: i generally Despise religions for reasons stated above, i've previously asked ppl to NOT follow this scheme religiously he, and feel in my heart i'm more of a 'clarifier' than 'prophet' he .. As Mandy proclaims so correctly, even an atheist can have spiritual aspects to their life he .. So it was unfair of me to assume Gug wouldn't know the difference between making love and sex (as he pointed out) .. And as Mandy points out, it's unfair to assume Gug cannot have spiritual experiences ;) although i'm guessing Gug would disagree with her he.. ^^ Mandy had me watch a video called Who Are We? which is an interesting expose about quantum mechanics, how that might be tied to spirituality, and a fictionalized scenario about a beautiful deafmute :) But.. i've written quite extensively how i feel conventional physics has misinterpreted our lack of understanding labeling quite inappropriately: everything's random. It's NOT. At the risk of playing the 'parrot' / broken record, i reiterate: everything in my life was for a Reason: i was a statistics / psychology / systems science major NOT by accident, i have intense interest in quantum mechanics for a Reason, the Prime Goddess has revealed some critical features about our universe to me NOT by accident.. Obviously, i have a mission to my life and very clear messages: NOTHING is random, ALL has purpose, at the quantum level we misinterpret random behavior to imply random character (that's patently WRONG). ^^ he.. i must confess convention may be right about this.. But my gut feeling.. My God-given intuition/insights tell me: convention is in total disarray/delusion. That would make Who Are We? and Bahai wishful thinkers at best.. Just another delusional religion at worst.. (with all due respect to Mandy and her cohorts) .. i cannot help but love and respect her as a spiritual flying buddy :) but.. If the LHC is a good example of a waste of human resources.. ^^ Bahai is a 'waste' of human spirit (as any religion is) :( We need to start really Listening to the prophets of this age/generation. :) 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. Please. i'm closer to a clarifier than prophet plz consider the possibility nothing is random even at the quantum level plz consider the potential waste of resources on things like the LHC plz consider the possibility we can ALL have a unique connection to God plz consider the possibility ALL religions are simply wrong plz consider the possibility atheists are wrong as well..

the most difficult problem The most difficult problem facing the world today is sharing Earth's dwindling resources.. There are several ways to look at this problem.. Imagine we're rats in a cage with limited food supply. There are a few distinct ways we can organize to allocate that limited food supply: dictatorship, democracy, communism, and cooperative. Surely, the food supply belongs to all rats in the cage, but some rats feel entitled to decide how to allocate that food based on: familial preference, strength, intelligence, education, or any combination of those factors.. This is the essence of human social order. i cannot question it; it's a human historical fact. But human beings have a strong tendency to administer local resources based on 'birthright' and other social/political factors. Let's say i was a Saudi with strong family ties to a region where we claimed ownership, where tremendous oil reserves existed, and where other families did not dispute our claim. Great for our family; dismal for the rest.. So our family becomes rich beyond 'dreams of avarice' and others must pay to access our resources.. simply because our family was fortunate to claim this resource laden land. Is it fair? Certainly not. Is it the case with most resources on the planet? Unfortunately yes. So one of the principal tasks of modern society is to 'unravel' and 'solve' this problem about resource allocation.. First, we must decide what are 'global resources' those material things many human beings depend on.. Like oil, like water, like arable land.. Then we must decide some scheme where those human beings are allowed equitable access to those resources.. My 'final' concern would have been about 'tithing' / paying taxes to the 'landowners' but.. We must decide globally-democratically if they even 'deserve' such a thing.. i know this sounds like communism but.. Considering our only alternatives are: global warfare, global conflict over resources, and waste of those very resources in conflicts over them it becomes a critical concern whether or not we should recognize 'original landowners' or not.. We need to decide several factors about Earth resources: 1. what are global/semi-global resources 2. how to provide equitable access to those resources 3. if we should tithe any percentage to local landowners 4. finally, how those resources are distributed How do we equitably distribute global/semi-global resources? Good question. If we base resource distribution solely on need, this would equate with 'whomever is neediest gets the lion's share' but that's horrifically unfair to responsible minorities. The key criteria is self-evident: responsible usage. So wasting oil on SUV usage is irresponsible while using oil to produce hybrid vehicles is responsible. :) i realize i'm being over-simplistic but we must begin somewhere. My mother asked the question: How do we democratically decide resource allocation? i realize it's infeasible, at present, to create a pure global democracy but a true representative parliament might temporarily satisfy this question. Another question: How can we actually conquer human greed? We can't. But we can produce a viable alternative economic model that is more sustainable and equitable than the current floundering profit model: the co-op. :) And we can emulate that model at all levels of society as best we can. :) i realize these suggestions and ideas will not be listened to nor acted upon but someone must take a stand and explicitly demarcate what is going wrong in our society and why. They must also make explicit what courses of action we may take to better our situation. :) We've already passed 'peak oil'

and so from here-on-in, the global situation surrounding oil is all downhill. We must develop alternative fuel technologies, we must mass produce them, we must mass consume them, and we must decide on more equitable social structures that both conserve and distribute resources more fairly based on responsible usage. :) If we continue to allow the current profit model to dominate our economies, we will only end in discord and discontentment based on horrific inequity. We need to make and follow an explicit global plan to convert the existing dominating profit model to a fair and balanced cooperative model. :) All it takes is one man with a good vision to guide the rest of us to a realistic utopia. :) Whether i'm alive or dead tomorrow does not matter listen to my words (and follow them;) today. :) With Love, sam A video version of this article can be found here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_TvNgLZvpY

Cities = unsustainable systems Cities consume resources and produce little.. Okay, maybe a few things: education, health services, and some intellectual property.. But by and large, cities are unsustainable consumers of resources. This is the primary failure of modern human civilization. Not war; not conflict over resources or ideology. Cities are the 'enemy' of humankind and they will be its downfall if not corrected very soon. Within the next 100 years, we will see such depravity as it will make the 'dark ages' look like a picnic. i'm not speaking of moral depravity tho there certainly will be that. The kind of depravity we will see in the next 100 years is the kind of squalor only created by human exploitation and apathy. Why should we care? will be the motto of privileged generations to come. The rampant apathy, exploitation, and indifference expressed by these elite will effectively destroy and subdue the rest for uncountable generations unless we act NOW. Yes, we live in Orwell's famous '1984' scenario. Powerful families, corporations, and banking systems effectively dominate the rest of us. 'Democracy' is a parody of the word now. The only thing our 'representatives' represent is the power/money that got them there. Look at Obama: Change! right; only more of the same: wasting money on military endeavors bla bla bla.. If Bush was a puppet for elite oil interests, Obama is a puppet for elite banking interests.. The corruption never ends. When will we EVER get leaders who actually CARE about US??? That must be a joke to them.. 1984 was wrong about one thing tho: it's not about how to 'spend' human resources it's about control. Those that control (the elite, powerful families, corporations, and the puppet governments under them) will do ANYTHING to keep their power over us.. Manipulate the media and 'causes'.. Get us to focus on trivial things other than the REAL issues at hand.. Distract us from Truth with silly playthings.. That is the FIRST thing we need to overcome. In this essay i'm calling for a complete revolution globally: 1. return the media to the people 2. revise our educational systems detailed below 3. return political power to THE PEOPLE 4. mandatory dismantling of cities to sustainable villages detailed below If we act NOW, we may avoid the looming Dark Age. If not.. All i can say is enjoy your ride to Hell. The ways we must revise our educational systems follow. We must STOP being so f'ing nationalistic in our schools. Stop teaching American history and politics (for instance); start teaching world history and government systems. Stop imbuing our education with materialism and selfishness; start permeating ALL our education with sharing and cooperation. What is a sustainable village? Good question.. Off the top of my head, i'd guess around 100 families. It must be near arable land enough to sustain the village. Some might guess i'm against technology or specialization but they'd be wrong. We need doctors, nurses, teachers, farmers, technicians, builders,.. People to manage composted human wastes.. i suggest there be a stem cell research lab on premises so the village can produce something of value for the 'outside world'.. There should be a limit on how big the village can get. Nothing beyond what local resources can support. The idea about having a lab on premises can be changed to anything that inspires the locals :) just as how they decide to limit their population growth that should all be decided locally. In fact, all decisions should be local: what kind of government they have, what decisions are made, and how to enforce them.

All it takes is one example one community to prove it can be done. We need a celebrity for their wealth and celebrity to start one (obviously). We DON'T use the word 'commune' cuz we know what a bad rap they have.. We use the correct phrase to describe it: a self-sustainable village that produces something of value to 'the outside world'. That 'thing' could be health-care, education, or sexual fantasies (for all i care) AS LONG AS WE DO IT. So.. Dark Age or Golden Age the choice is YOURS. And i suggest we stop attempts around religions .. Religions are divisive things just like our current educational systems .. Religions are like cities: they consume (human lives). No.. i suggest we choose to base these villages around 'themes': based on that one thing they produce. In that way, these small villages would attract people who are interested in that one thing whether it be stem cells or sexual fantasies. ;) So.. Dark Age based on: elitism, exploitation, class struggles, control, power struggles, ignorance, apathy, indifference, overpopulation in cities, domination, corruption, payola, grifting, dishonesty,.. Or.. Golden Age based on: self-sufficiency, sustainability, moderation, balance, respect, equality, democracy, trust, village life, faith, hope, love,.. The choice is yours..

moratorium on evil Visualize the spiritual plane as this: there is the One, the Creator, the Source,.. There are many civilizations throughout the universe attempting to union with One.. Many have strong enduring connections.. Ours is more tenuous.. Imagine a giant orb of healthy energy and fingers of energy curving outward from it.. Those fingers of energy energize healthy civilizations.. And there are return paths for each civilization: fingers of energy reaching from each civilization connecting them to One. Again, our connection to One is more tenuous (for two basic reasons as we will shortly get into).. Reason one: our civilization is immature and self-centered.. much like an adolescent.. We care SO much about human beings and our dealings; we have a tendency to ignore other species' needs and concerns.. (Elephants are a good example.) In Thailand, they are sacred.. BUT, they still do work for humans there.. So we might joke in Thailand that elephants are sacred workers ;) ..The other reason we have a tenuous connection with One is because historically, on this planet, what can best be described as 'malevolent spirits' have had pretty much free reign here. Now, let's approach the following as fiction (so many of you can still read and perhaps make jokes about it;). Last night i attended a 'spiritual conference' of sorts.. Hehe.. Sorry, i will continue.. So i was there not so much as Earth's ambassador but One's human representative at the conference ;) Okay, get the picture? All kinds of spiritual beings: 'malevolent' (they sorta hate that label), angelic, etc etc.. ^^ Still with me? ;) Okay.. We had a spiritual conference last night and i was there as One's human representative.. (Incidentally, humans don't especially have a bad rap among spiritual civilizations: they Know our challenges we've faced..) So everything i presented was 'old hat' to everyone at the conference: i was merely summarizing.. My main point was: it's counterproductive to allow 'malevolent spirit free reign (on Earth)' any longer.. We've outgrown this 'test of our resolve'.. Now, it's more an annoyance more than anything and it really needs to stop. So i called for a moratorium on 'malevolent parasitization' and a consensus (explicitly inclusive of the malevolent reps). An indefinite moratorium on malevolent spiritual parasitization. Fortunately for Earth, they agreed. .. Now of course, any evil done on Earth is totally our human responsibility from now on.. We have no more excuses.. Literally. Do ya get it now humanity? The main point of above is not about accountability however.. It's about our connection to God. From this point on, we have a spiritual guarantee no one will block out paths.. (No one but other humans..) So we have no more excuses in two domains: 1. we don't have an excuse for evil such as the devil made me do it 2. we don't have an excuse for turning away from God .. As said before, i generally HATE religions for atrocities of the past.. So when my friend introduced me to Rockbitch (the band), i was openminded.. Turns out they're lesbian promoting sex fiends ;) who perform twisted sex acts on stage.. (golden showers etc etc) Big deal. Fisting may be a curiosity to some.. But i think the guys in the audience just don't get it: they're LESBIANS. They LIKE GIRLS .. Sigh.. Let's get Real for a moment, okay? These are horney lesbians who get off on showing off bizarre sex acts on stage.. Satanic ritual? Who cares.. The music may be interesting.. But watching lesbians f on stage does not turn me on.. Incidentally, they HATE male-dominated society so.. Consider that in your equation of titillation..

So is Rockbitch a 'solution' to our world problems? No matter how feminist they are, do you think making a Satanic sex cult can solve any world problem? (Except perhaps the red in their bank accounts?) ^^? No, the solution is NOT Satanism, the solution is NOT atheism, the solution is NOT Christianity (or any derivation thereof), the solution is NOT any religion,.. Humanity, i'll make it really simple for you: 1. expand into space; exploit all the resources there.. 2. that way, you can continue your insane 'growth' economies.. 3. learn RESPECT in the process: for each other and creation.. 4. connect to One through your heart Live by the sword; die by the sword. Live with aggression and hate in your heart; die with aggression and hate in your heart. Live to dominate; die dominated. Live to exploit; die exploited.. This life (all those alive today), karma will not wait for next generation.. Karma is waiting just around the corner to bite you in the ass.. 2012 is karma for humanity. This is your last warning.

our indigo brothers No, this article is not about Africans (unless we're talking about African elephants;). For some/many, this essay will be fantasy and 'more evidence' that sam's crazy/insane. Why publish? Because there's some elements of Truth i cannot keep secret.. i had a lucid dream last night that shook me to the core.. i was a visitor on another planet, some of the creatures there resembled elephants, and others resembled humans but had an indigo skin color reminding me of Hindu mythology. One elephant was doing work.. (why an elephant would do work in 'heaven' was beyond me). Another elephant was going to bed much like a Pandoran from the Avatar. The question becomes: was it just a dream or a mass of meaninglessness? They called me by a different name, they recognized me (perhaps from my writings?), they said we know you,.. It was Disturbing. Most of the dream i was simply observing .. like the working elephant: he/she was moving something for someone and covered in mud. He/she did not seem to mind doing work in 'elephant heaven'.. i felt strangely afraid: normally, i'm not afraid in dreams.. Why i was afraid of a working elephant in 'elephant heaven' was beyond me.. At any moment, i was expecting the working elephant to transform into a demon or something but she/he didn't.. She/he did their work and then i found myself conversing with the indigo humanoids. They said 'my name' but i cannot remember what it was.. i introduced myself as 'i'm the human here' (as if they'd never seen a human before).. They said: we know .. we've known about you for some time.. It was uncanny. It was one of the most striking and bizarre dreams i've ever had.. Of any of the movies i've seen, it would have to be Quiet Earth and Avatar mixed that resemble this dream .. But more.. i swear, it was as if i was transported to another completely alien domain.. Familiar bodies but alien landscape and mentalities.. They were spiritually evolved creatures.. Operating on a higher level than we on Earth.. Here on Earth, we're obsessed with materialism, superficiality, mundaneness,.. But there, they were working on spirit transformation/evolution/growth/.. It's hard for me to recall another lucid dream where i might have visited an alien landscape.. Only one other time i can recall: i visited what might be called 'heaven' (maybe a unique heaven made just for me) Haha, what an ass-umption! ;) That could just as easily be called Hell. ;) Anyways, of my 48 years here, i cannot recall another night-dream where i visited an alien land (and i have an excellent memory for dreams). Wait, a few months ago, i do recall visiting an alien feeling water world. Again as a visitor, i was being transported through clouds and water .. The beauty was indescribable. i was in awe; it was so humbling.. A very similar feeling i had as 'our indigo brothers' conversed briefly with me.. Bottom line? If these were glimpses of 'what's out there', we live in a miraculous universe indeed. A miraculous universe indeed.

my integrity Sometimes, that's all i seem to have.. i wanted to entitle this essay the loneliness of integrity to emphasize the solitary aspect but.. i like simplicity and can emphasize the other fact in the body (like i did).. There is Strength in integrity but it sure can be a lonely ride.. Don't get me wrong, i'm not constantly in others' faces with a chip on my shoulder ready to confront and attack when they violate my values; it's none of my damn business what others' values are.. But when people attack me in comments, or dismiss me on forum,.. i must stand my ground which is part of integrity. i admire the intent of Buddhism (for attempting to minimize human suffering) but to declare everything's illusion when the opposite is so clearly True: we live in inescapable reality, is misleading and in the end counterproductive. (i love their emphasis: inner peace brings outer peace but.. at what price? A delusional philosophy?) i love my mother beyond words (as i love my son Arthur) but.. As she proclaimed today the central premise of Catholicism: Love our Lord Jesus Christ above all else and love your neighbor as yourself, i had to voice again my integrity: in general, religions are divisive influences on society, so i cannot endorse any one particular religion, and besides, most people don't love themselves (they don't even know themselves; how can they love themselves when they don't truly know themselves?). As an example, most young women are obsessed with superficial appearance. Appearance is nothing about what's inside your heart/mind. So there are large segments of our population obsessed with essentially meaningless things.. This is the sad state of modern human life.. The 'solution' is not atheism (no matter how much i agree with their position/points), the solution is obviously not Buddhism, the solution is not Christianity (when you become religious out of need or insecurity, it's Wrong), the solution is not any need-based religion,.. One side point here is: do i ever hear from an atheist: Sam, you have some great points about religions.; never. i never hear from any atheist: Good point Sam! You have some great ideas! even though we agree on many points.. And so again my integrity alienates me from almost everyone.. Believe me, i've tried to embrace like-thinkers in the Natural Philosophy Alliance.. But we end up bandying about with details such as how to define determinism, what are pet theories and what are not,.. All the while never agreeing on anything except that we disagree. And this is the crux of the matter: what if sam has some truth to his ideas? What if one of his ideas is correct? The 'problem' with that issue is: if one of my ideas is correct, they all are because they're part of a consistent whole of integrity. Look, it's really simple what i propose: 1. we live in a 'local real' deterministic universe 2. it's finite (both 'up' and 'down') and had a beginning 3. it's the simplest structure that allows the chemistry of life 4. it's as if our universe was actually engineered for life 5. who engineered it? God. (About point 2, some versions of determinism view microscopic demarcation and macroscopic demarcation as infinite in extent.)

So depending on your definition of determinism, you can allow a Prime Cause .. or dismiss the need for one.. My point to a fellow determinist who adheres to infinity: finiteness and simplicity, as associated with determinism, have some incidental benefits.. i will copy-paste some portion of one email to him: and this perspective has some clear bonuses: 1. we're all united thru the creator 2. we cannot justify war and conflict for ANY reasons 3. if this is truly how the universe operates, we have proof God exists So.. i cannot emphasize enough how important this is.. Another side point: i have appealed to some Christian universities for support (moral/financial) but none has responded.. You would think that my emphasis for a Creator the need for a Prime Cause in this framework would garner some support in theistic academia.. i've appealed to atheists (because of our common points), i've appealed to Christians (because of this framework's dependency on the Prime Cause / God),.. Heck, i've appealed to the Pope based on that concept. But what do i consistently get from people? Dead air (apathy/indifference/..) The thing is.. This framework has the potential to unify humanity without precedence. This framework is based on science/engineering.. This framework is the ultimate humanist position.. Do i get support from the American Humanist Association? No of course not. Their emphasis is 'against religious domination of politics' in America. This includes an incidental position against deism. So there is no one 'on my side'.. The thing is.. i'm on everybody's side; i'm the ultimate humanist! .. So why is it so difficult to find support or collaborators? Is it because i don't subscribe exactly to their set of values? Or is there something more inimical behind it all? Satan? You dastardly dude.. You will lose in the end.. On my life, you will lose evil dude.. In All Admiration (but you will lose), sam

sam iam / sam micheal / salvatore gerard micheal

current residence: South Florida, USA contact info: email: micheals(at)msu.edu, phone: 707-418-8388, skype: xsw222, google-chat: sam.iam.qqq education: BS in statistics and probability with psychology dual major, MSU, August, 1985, one-half MS in systems science, graduate coursework in electrical, industrial, computer, mechanical, and nuclear engineering at various universities, four courses shy of a religious studies major, MSU experiences: technician/programmer, gas leak survey technician, QC inspector, outside plant technician, cable TV splicer, support engineer, electronic technician, tech support, satellite technician, courier, cabinetmaker, crew leader, scientific research and writing, graduate teaching assistant, English conversation teacher, and science teacher missions: reconnect humanity with the Prime Goddess assist humanity establish an enduring spacefaring civilization be the best father to Arthur Micheal i can be my bucket list: 1. see my son Arthur put his footprints on Mars 2. hangglide/ridge-soar the full length of the Andes with a good friend 3. circumnavigate Antarctica in a kayak with a good friend 4. develop a conscious and system portable AI that becomes the prototype of our new friends 5. see an end to war / the beginning of enduring world peace 6. see a world democratic movement establish and follow Basic Sentient Rights and 7. establish and follow fair and sustainable resource distribution/allocation 8. see fusion developed for spacecraft propulsion 9. see physics make its 180 and embrace quantum realism 10. see a growing enduring recognition of the Engineer interests: conscious AI, fusion propulsion, GA, feasibility studies, mission planning, theoretical physics (quantum realism), designing human supporting ecosystems, Antarctic ocean ecology and exploration, habitable planets and environments, extra-Earth ecosystems sam iam new resume page one

accomplishments: Better Way: an engineered religion rooted in self-forgiveness and spiritual growth the War for Meaning: a booklet about the politics of science and Other Model, a realistic quantum theory based on the vibratory nature of elementary particles and temporal curvature the iam conjecture: a physics proof of God's existence temporal relativity: a deeper / more fundamental version of general/special relativity antiphoton: the OM mediator of electromagnetism, a required alternative to virtual photons temporal elasticity and impedance: the simpler view of elastic/impeding spacetime a tentative/preliminary design for a spacecraft fusion engine a preliminary design for a second-generation hybrid vehicle a preliminary design for a powered bi-sailplane a preliminary design for a rocket-sailplane intended for space-tourism Humanity Thrive!: a systems booklet for sentient creatures on Earth N and Omega: a booklet summarizing and introducing OM concepts Mumu, Last of the Moa Hunters: an illustrated children's book about conservation the frog prince: an illustrated version of the traditional story The Avatar: a sci-fi screenplay about Hindu mythology Acoma: a set of five seminal papers about machine consciousness theme-based cooperative: a required alternative to conventional greed/exploitation/profit models currently employed by most of civilization; a realistic utopian alternative links: https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/BW-docs.pdf https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/WfM.pdf http://www.scribd.com/doc/47197326/the-iam-conjecture http://www.nowpublic.com/tech-biz/major-components http://www.nowpublic.com/tech-biz/call-collaboration http://www.nowpublic.com/tech-biz/next-revolution http://www.nowpublic.com/tech-biz/weak-link http://www.nowpublic.com/tech-biz/man-who-fell-earth http://www.scribd.com/doc/8482143/Humanity-Thrive http://www.scribd.com/doc/7962236/N-and-Omega http://www.scribd.com/doc/8747829/The-Avatar-full-text https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/acoma.pdf https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/acoma2.pdf https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/acoma3.pdf https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/acoma4.pdf https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/acoma5.pdf http://www.scribd.com/doc/74704302/rational-cynicism-vs-spiritual-fatalism http://www.nowpublic.com/sam-micheal http://www.scribd.com/sam_micheal http://www.examiner.com/science-news-3-in-fort-lauderdale/salvatore-micheal

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