oTar WilaZe

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oTar WilaZe godori

redaqtori da bolosityvaobis avtori malxaz xarbedia teqnikuri momsaxureba Tamaz CxaiZe mxatvari nana WilaZe garekanze gamoyenebulia detali ieronimus bosxis naxatidan

Otar Chiladze GODORI

meore gamocema. 2006 oTar WilaZe, 2003 "arete", 2006

Otar Chiladze, 2003 "Arete" 2006 ISBN 99940-54-46-5

sarCevi godori pirveli nawili ......................................................... 7 I .............................................................................. 9 II ........................................................................... 55 III .......................................................................... 93 IV ......................................................................... 117 meore nawili .......................................................... 157 mesame nawili .......................................................... 247 I ........................................................................... 249 II .......................................................................... 287 III ......................................................................... 323 bolosityvaoba mumlis burusi ....................................................... 353

pirveli nawili

"da aRdgnen Svilni mama-dedaTa zeda da mohkvlidnen maT" maTe /10-20/

roca romis papma piom bizantiidan osmalebis gandevna ganizraxa, ufro sworad ki, erTxel kidev amaod scada nadirobebs, nadimebsa da turnirebs gadagebuli evropis gamofxizleba, scada rogorme Seegnebinebina misTvis, Tu ra Zneli mosarevi gaxdeboda xval da zeg, ramdenjer aatkiebda autkivar Tavs aziis idumali, SeuRweveli sivrceebidan yvelasaTvis moulodnelad gamomtyvrali jer kidev Cvili urCxuli, romelsac ukve egemna evropelis CiCia da siamovnebiT ilokavda sisxlian tuCebs, rasakvirvelia, samoqmedo gegmac Seadgina winaswar da, pirvel rigSi, saqarTveloSi afrina despani, vinme ludoviko bolonieli, ramdenadac, aRmosavleTis qristiani saxelmwifoebidan swored saqarTvelos politikuri da samxedro Tanadgomis imedi hqonda yvelaze metad, magram Tavisi winamorbedebis, nikoloz mexuTisa da kalis mesamis msgavsad, imasac kovzi nacarSi Cauvarda, verc dasavleTis qristiani saxelmwifoebis SeSineba SesZlo, verc aRmosavleTis qristiani saxelmwifoebis gadmobireba, ufro metic, ludoviko boloniels saqarTvelo Tavis adgilze aRar dauxvda, anu, is saqarTvelo rainduli keTilSobilebiTa da meomruli SemarTebiT saxelganTqmuli qveyana romlis imediTac gamoevlo arc mTlad uxifaTo da sakmaod grZeli gza (raki bosfori ukve osmalos ekava), faqtiurad, aRar arsebobda, magram romSi ras ifiqrebdnen, monRolTa oraswliani batonoba samudamod Tu daSlida da daaqcevda saxelovan, Tavmomwone, laSqarmraval da ymian qveyanas, Tumca, didad wodebul aleqsandre pirvels, erTi piroba, ucdia winaparTa saxelisa da gavlenis dabruneba, leSis sunze mocuxcuxebuli mezoblebic daufrenia da saguSago cixe-koSkebic aRudgenia sazRvrebze, magram mainc verafers gamxdara monobaSi garyvnilsa da gaqsuebul sanaTesaosTan colSvilTan, ZmebTan Tu ZmisSvilebTan lamis masTan erTad rom sxdebodnen taxtze da masTan erTad awerdnen xels nebismier sigel-gujars... isic amdgara da, berad aRkvecila, miufurTxebia miwieri cxovrebisTvis, sveticxovlis gverdiT ekvderi auSenebia da, aTanased monaTluli, iqidan Tu gamoxedavda xolme Tavgzaareul, aRviraxsnil qveyanas; aRarc coli sdomebia, aRarc Svili; aRarc rZali, aRarc siZe; etyoba, grZnobda, ra miutevebeli, ra jojoxeTuri danaSauli Caidina RmerTisa da qveynis winaSe, Tavebi rom ar daayrevina imaT da, etyoba, mzad iyo, nebismieri tanjviTa da wamebiT moenaniebina Tavisi codva, magram, misda bedad, male gardaicvala da ludoviko bolonieli rom Camovida saqarTveloSi, misi memkvidreebi ukve dasanaxavadac ver itandnen erTmaneTs, ukve mourideblad da garkveuli siamovnebiTac ki, glejdnen da aCanagebdnen saerTo samSoblos, rogorc svavebi upatrono viris leSs...

mas mere ingreoda, nadgurdeboda, Tvalsa da xels Sua qreboda winaparTa sisxliTa da ofliT, xmliTa da wigniT, wviTa da dagviT naSenebi qveyana. wyals mihqonda nafotiviT, qars mihqonda Tivis bululiviT, ori mefis, oTxi mTavris, erTi aTabagisa da uTvalavi Tavad-aznauris ukudo ampartavnobas gadayolili, maT sixarbesa da siverages vergawvdenili... yuriswamRebad Rrialebda naRara, Rmuoda Rorototo, gminavda buki, gulze skdeboda doli da diplipito... sofel-sofel, ezo-ezo grovdeboda stambolis monaTa bazarze gasayidi gogo-biWebi... lagamaqafebuli, kbildakreWili, gagiJebuli cxenebi avad abrialebdnen biliardis burTisxela Tvalebs... kvaris WvartliT gamuruli mecixovneebi win da ukan darbodnen qongurebze, ar icodnen, dRes visTvis gadaesxaT kupri da visTvis mierTmiaT cixis gasaRebi. didyura grigolasi ar iyos, isinic qveyanas ki ar icavdnen mtrisgan, aramed avazaks mdevrisgan. magram yvelaferze Zneli swored maTi garCeva iyo, avazakisa mdevrisgan da mdevrisa avazakisgan, radgan dRevandeli mdevari xval SeiZleba avazakad movlenodaT da piriqiT. amitom, Tvalze Tvali unda gamoebaT da yurze yuri ver gaarCevdnen, zedmet Sars gadaeyrebodnen, gaarCevdnen da, zedmets iSovnidnen da Seirgebdnen kidec. xolo, waldiTa da fiwliT SeiaraRebuli mdevari, cota xans kidev iyayanebda cixis dagmanul karTan da, emand, mec ar mimayolon xelso, kudamoZuebuli gabrundeboda ukan, raTa erTi kargad dafiqrebuliyo, aewon-daewona da, raki Zvelma ar gaumarTla, axal gzas dasdgomoda, anu, sxvaTa mdevari, sxvaTa sadevari gamxdariyo Tavad. aRarc mteri arsebobda, aRarc moyvare, yvela erTnairad mtermoyvare iyo, mterica da moyvarec erTsa da imave dros. dRes mteri, xval moyvare, anda, piriqiT, mdgomareobisda mixedviT, Sen xar Cemi batoni... mokled, winaswar aravin araferi icoda. ufro sworad, erCia isic ar scodnoda, rac icoda. amitom, yvela erTnairad ibrmavebda Tvals, anu, TvalTmaqcobda, sxvebTanac da sakuTar TavTanac, ris gamoc, kidev ufro knindebodnen, kidev ufro iryvnebodnen, kidev ufro ixrwnebodnen yvelani, didian-patarianad, kidev ufro maxinjdebodnen sulian-xorcianad, rogorc erTmaneTis, iseve sxvaTa TvalSi. "mona RvTisa yma xonTqrisao" amayad gaiZaxoda oridan erTi mefe, rasakvirvelia, ufro Tavisianebis dasafrTxobad, vidre xonTqris Sesacdenad. arc meore mefes adga ukeTesi dRe. erTi xeli iranis SahisTvis gaeSvira, meore rusTxelmwifisTvis, da erTnairad madlieri iyo orivesi, rames daugdebdnen zed Tu daafurTxebdnen, radgan mesame xeli ar hqonda, Coxa mainc CamoeqaCa gaTavxedebuli qveSevrdomisTvis... mokled, iqamde ver moegnen gons Cveni beddamwvari mefeebi, vidre qarTveli aleqsandre pirvelis daSlilsa da daqucmacebul qveyanas rusma aleqsandre pirvelma ar mouyara Tavi imperiis faSvSi, raTa momavalSi mxolod imperiis ukana xvrelidan movlenoda saqarTvelo qveyanas, ramdenjerac saWiro iqneboda da, TavisTavad cxadia, ukve sxva nivTierebad gardaqmnili...
raz-dva-tri-da Semotrialdi-da, Tofi xelSi daiWire, omSi wamodi-da...

ukve rusul-qarTulad TamaSobdnen jariskacobanas qarTveli bavSvebi. "gulisficari, aficari zed damekonoso" oxravdnen aRmosavluri rindiT misavaTebuli qarTveli banovnebi, axals, ucxours danatrebulni, da raki Jammac dahkra, arc axalma da ucxourma daayovna: ieneral-maiori grafi gotlib kurt henrix fon totlebeni gamoecxadaT "sakuTari personiT". ra SeiZleboda yofiliyo ufro axali da ufro ucxouri yarayorumebSi, movakanebSi, jahanabadebSi gamovlili qveynisTvis?! yoCaRi, yoyoCi, yeyeCi oficeri aficari imdroindeli qarTuliT. abanos orTqliT saxegafuebuli da brWyviala epoletebiT mxrebdamSvenebuli, friad odiozuri pirovneba, saqarTvelosTvis aseve ucxo xilis, frangi aristokratis, moxalise agresoris de grai de fuas metad zedapiruli da araseriozuli dakvirvebiT, samudamod Camketavi (ruseTisTvis) darialis xeobisa, Tavisi siyoyoCiTa da siyeyeCiT, sinamdvileSi ki, samudamod Semxsneli (saqarTvelosTvis) CrdiloeTis karibWisa, swored siyoyoCisa da siyeyeCis wyalobiT. rom ityvian, sul saTiTaod aglejina balani patara kaxs, fridrix didis samagaliTo gmirs, magram ukve siberemoreuls da, qarTveli aleqsandre pirvelisa ar iyos, ukve Tavfexianad gaxlarTuls ojaxuri intrigebis qselSi. ase rom, roca qarTvelTa herkulesic miicvala, mis memkvidres saxeliRa SerCa mefisa. "raRas ucdi, Se mamaZaRloo uyvirodnen, vin icis, misganve darigebuli da quCaSi gamosuli somxebi droze gaauqme eg Seni qeciani samefo da SegvaerTe rusebso". isic adga da SeaerTa. aba, ra eqna, rogor moqceuliyo, roca ase surda bedisweras?! somxebi bedisweris neba-survils gamoTqvamdnen mxolod. magram, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, roca Tavad gaqvs gasaxiznad saqme, sxva ar unda Seixizno, xolo, Tu mainc Seixiznav, yvelafers bedisweras nu daabraleb. xoda, imis mere, ager ukve orasi welia, funqciadakargul xeobaSi, mdinaresaviT (meore mdinaresaviT), Seuferxeblad moedineba (pirveli mdinaris sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT), "siyoyoCiTa da siyeyeCiT" miTvisebuli miwebis mtvriT mundirgadaTeTrebuli aCrdili ieneral-maior graf gotlib kurt henrix fon totlebenisa; xolo, misi Tanamedrove da Cveni Tanamemamule mRvdelmTavari dosiTeoz nekreseli, erTmorwmune "mfarvelis" sisastikiTa da uRmerTobiT SeSlili (gnebavT, gapoetebuli), magram mravalTa da mravalTa msgavsad, mainc veraferSi ver garkveuli, batis wamaxul frTas nela, saqmismcodnis sidinjiT awobs samelneSi, Cveulebriv Tixis jamSi, romelSic mindvris yvavilebis wvenisgan monastruli wesiT damzadebuli melani asxia, da (werisas rom ar moucurdes), marcxena xelis mtevniTa da idayviT gakavebul pergamentis qaRaldze, msxvili, acabaca asoebiT gamohyavs: "ara ars isreT tkbili, viT mamulis siyvarulio"...

misi mamuli ki, ukve Saragzadaa qceuli: samxreTisa da aRmosavleTis qveynebTan akavSirebs ruseTis Tvaluwvdenel imperias. raki gza gaCnda, mgzavrmac ar daayovna. tyuilad xom ar uTqvamT, "Tafli iyos, Torem buzi baRdadidan Camovao". Camovida kidec. samxedroebs poetebi mohyvnen, poetebs diplomatebi, diplomatebs vaWrebi, vaWrebs cnobismoyvareni, cnobismoyvareT fulisa da xifaTebis maZieblebi da erTmaneTs gadaebnen etlebi, karetebi, oTxTvalebi, tarantasebi Tu drogebi... magram bunebas yvela erTnairad rodi daujildovebia danaxvis unariT, miT ufro imis danaxvis unariT, rac TvaliT ar Cans (vTqvaT, sircxvilis grZnoba, mrisxaneba...), risi danaxvac, mxolod da mxolod, piradad Sens adamianur Tvisebebsa da monacemebzea damokidebuli. umravlesoba aq Camosvlamde yurmokruli legendis, Worisa Tu anekdotis tyveobaSi rCeboda bolomde da arc ainteresebda, ramdenad Seesabameboda simarTles, rac gzadagza, safosto sadgurebSi, fundukebsa Tu duqnebSi moesmina, ZiriTadad, gvelaZua meduqneebisa da axali xelisuflebis vireSmaka Cinovnikebisgan. yovel SemTxvevaSi, arc bavSviviT gabiTurebuli beberi mefis gulSi Caxedva ucdia vinmes da arc dosiTeoz nekreselis gapoetebisa Tu gagiJebis mizezTa dadgena. maTTvis aqac ruseTi iyo da aqaur aborigenebsac damtvreuli rusuliT mimarTavdnen: "sabak, sabak, net kusaio". kacma rom Tqvas, arc gaemtyunebodaT. aseTi gaxldaT sinamdvile. xolo, istoriuli kanonzomierebis Sedegi iyo es sinamdvile, erovnuli sibriyvisa Tu Cveulebrivi Ralatisa, es naklebad ainteresebda rogorc mogzaur poets, iseve mogzaur diplomats. yvela Tavisi WogritiTa da monokliT aTvalierebda am axal miwas, "velur mxares", finCxiviT gadabertyils RmerTis kalTidan da, TbilisSi ganwesebuli safrangeTis konsulis Sevalie Jak fransua gambas msgavsad, upirveles yovlisa, im saqonels aRnusxavda Tavis samogzauro dRiurSi, romlis gatanac did mogebas miscemda piradad masac da mis qveyanasac. mkvdris nivTebisa da tansacmlis ganawileba saerTod miRebuli wesia civilizebul samyaroSi da cota vinme Tu ukadrisobs am wesis aRsrulebas. magram, rasakvirvelia, iyvnen gulwrfelad dainteresebulni da am uiRblo qveynisadmi keTilad ganwyobili mogzaurnic, romlebsac gulubryvilod swamdaT da cdilobdnen sxvebic daerwmunebinaT, "qarTveli tomi umSvenieresi rom iyo ara marto aRmosavleTSi, aramed mTels qveyanazec". xolo, batoni diuma lamis gadmovardniliyo tarantasidan, imdenad moexibla mTis ferdobze garinduli, kombals dabjenili da CoxaSemofleTili mwyemsis "RvTaebriv garegnobas", romelsac "dagvianeboda olimpze asvla" da Tavis mwyemsur fiqrebSi danTqmuli, vin icis, verc amCnevda, sadRac, qvemoT, mis ferxTiT, xoWoebiviT gadabmul da Savad mbzinav tarantasebs, etlebs, karetebs, oTxTvalebsa Tu drogebs...

mwyemsi cota mwyralad gaxldaT WkuasTan, bevri araferi gaegeboda am qveynisa, magram mainc afrTxobda da aSinebda mis samSobloSi SemoWrili axali cxovreba, ufro sworad, ukve sakuTar kiserze ewvnia misi simZimeca da simwarec, magram, sabednierod, bunebas uxvad daejildovebina warmosaxvis, gardasaxvis, mibaZvisa Tu mimsgavsebis unariT da, avad Tu kargad, amiT iqcevda Tavs. xan kaWkaWiviT Cxaoda, xan mgeliviT ymuoda, xan ZroxasaviT zmuoda, xan arwiviviT yaSyaSebda... mokled, rad aRar warmoidgenda Tavs, oRond, droebiT mainc daeviwyebina mTavari sadardeli. sadardeli ki namdvilad hqonda. misi varaudiT, vidre Tavad Zroxebs mwyemsavda da Rrublebs iTvlida caSi, mis cols, maincdamainc, maT sofelTan gamarTuli saguSagos ufrosi, grZelulvaSa da kisermokle "uradniki" daudioda. marTalia, jerjerobiT, es mxolod misi varaudi iyo, magram, rac dro gadioda, miT ufro meti sababi eZleoda, varaudi eWvad, eWvi ki simarTled CaeTvala. Tumca, colma yovelTvis Sors daiWira Tavi, ras ambob, CemTan vis ra xeli aqvso; "uradniks" ki, saerTod ver ubedavda dalaparakebas, ara marto eSinoda, rcxvenoda kidec, ena rom ar gaegeboda misi. rasakvirvelia, mSvenivrad icoda, Tu ra unda miego sindis-namusis SembRalavisTvis, magram, codva gamxelili sjobs, saamiso weli aRar mosdevda. odesRac iaraRiT Tavmomwone qarTveloba ukve karga xnis win ganeiaraRebinaT, ris gamoc, ara marto damcxraliyo, dajabanebuliyo kidec. sxvaTaSoris, maT sofelSi swored "uradnikma" Camoiara kardakar, ramdenime maRalqudiani saldaTis TanxlebiT, da Tuki sadme filTa Tofs, Jangian xmalsa Tu pirCamtvreul xanjals miagno, fiCxiviT, amoRliavebuli gamozida SiSisagan xmaCakmendil qoxebidan. elgujebi da maTiebi ukve yovel diliT, binidan gamosvlamde, mxurvaled evedrebodnen stefanwmindis mTavarangelozs, "gvixsen rusis Sarisgano". magram vin gadarCenia rusis Sars, isini rom gadarCenodnen. samwyesuridan mobrunebul Wkuasust mwyemss xan "uradnikis" yabalaxi xvdeboda taxtze migdebuli, xan TmaaCeCili da xorcebdalilavebuli coli da, mTis ferdobze garinduli, kombals dayrdnobili, marto imasRa fiqrobda, ra eRona, rogor moqceuliyo, Tavfexianad gaxveuliyo Sig (SarSi), Tu vidre SeeZleboda, kvlavac damalvoda aq, ZroxebSi, fiqrebsa da warmodgenebSi... jerjerobiT, emaleboda da misi susti WkuiT, amiT kidev ufro aTavxedebda colsac da mis sayvarelsac. "uradnikis" yabalaxis wasaRebad gamogzavnili saldaTi tlanqad, daudevrad Semoexeteboda xolme mis fiqrebSi, arc salams ityoda, arc moubodiSebda dabneulobisgan gulaforiaqebul maspinZels, utifrad Sescinebda saxeSi, ufro sworad, yviTelsa da nafota kbilebs daukreWda, TiTqos gangeb, kidev ufro dasafrTxobad, kidev ufro gasaRizianeblad, da maRal qudze xeldadebuli da welSi odnav moxrili gadioda fiqridan, ra Tqma unda, "uradnikis" yabalaxianad. coli ki (fiqrSic), erTsa da imaves imeorebda sul: "buntis kacs" eZebdnen da Cveni qoxic rom gaCxrikes, albaT maSin dauvarda yabalaxi im Sens "uradnikso". mTlad rom ar gadamcdariyo Wkuidan, warmodgenebSi gadaWrili, viTom, rusTxelmwifesTan midioda saCivlelad, kidev ufro gasacodavebuli (rasakvirvelia, rusTxelmwifeze STabeWdilebis mosaxdenad) da misi sacodaobiT gulaCuyebuli da, amave dros, "uradnikze" ganrisxebuli rusTxelmwife, viTom, cecxlebs yrida Tvalebidan, rogor gabeda im kruxis palom Cemi erTguli moxeves ganawyenebao, da viTom, misi kacebi ukanve, Tavis samSobloSi miaTrevdnen yelze TokSebmul "uradniks", xolo moxeveebis namdvili gulSematkivari da erTaderTi qomagi, romelic, samwuxarod, didi xnis mkvdari iyo ukve, simarTlis gamarjvebiT gaxarebuli da sixarulisgan mkvdreTiT aRmsdgari, viTom, lekurs uvlida gulgril, uintereso, arafrismcodne Zroxebs Soris da mzeze abrWyvialebul xanjlebs zedized asobda "scenis" dampal iatakze, ris Semdegac, yovelive amis warmomdgeneli da gamTamaSebeli Wkuasusti mwyemsi didxans egdo xolme gulaRma balaxebSi, jer kidev orTqlian funis

"nazuqebSi", da ara marto daRlilobisgan, aramed bednierebis SegrZnebisganac, gamalebiT aud-Caudioda mkerdi, vidre damSviddeboda, daisvenebda, "rolidan" gamovidoda da kvlavac Coxagamomwvar mwyemsad gardaqmnili, daubrundeboda misTvis esoden saZulvel sinamdviles. sxva gza mainc ar arsebobda da isic iZulebuli xdeboda, isev sicrue emjobinebina simarTlisTvis. Tumca, roca usmenda, sjeroda kidec colisa; imdenad hqonda Zval-rbilSi "Zveli adaT-wesebi" gamjdari, verc warmoedgina, ase usircxvilod Tu SeeZlo ecrua adamians, gindac dedakacs... magram arc isaa gamoricxuli, Segnebulad rom isulelebda Tavs. Tavis mosulelebac erTgvari saxeobaa brZolisa, miT ufro, roca sxva aRaraferi SegiZlia. misi samSoblos msgavsad, ise daedamblavebina moyvrad mosuli mtris siverages, gaxedvac aRar undoda misken, TiTqos, Tu ar dainaxavda, isic TavisTavad gaqreboda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, vidre ar "ecodineboda", ra ubedureba trialebda mis Tavs, verc colis dasjas moTxovda vinme da verc sakuTari Rirsebis dacvas, Torem, saamisod, rasakvirvelia, is xistariani danac ikmarebda, xSiri lesvisgan galeuli, sales qvasTan erTad rom ekida qamarze. magram, etyoba, marTla Tavisi dro aqvs yvelafers arc adre varga da arc gvian dahkravs Jami da mTeli Seni arsebiT igrZnob (ginda Wkuasusti iyavi da ginda WkuiT gatenili), amisTvis xar saerTod gaCenili amqveyanaze, es gevaleba, es aris Seni erTaderTi movaleoba, rac SeiZleba magrad CabRujo danis tari, rac SeiZleba Ronivrad daawve, rac SeiZleba Rrmad SeaRwio, danis meSveobiT, saZulveli adamianis arsebaSi, danis wveriT miswvde mis mTavar suls da netarebiT igrZno, rogor SemogaSxefebs pirRia Wriloba cxelsa da alisfer sisxls, rogor dagsvris im sisxliT Tavfexianad... magram iqamde, vidre amis droc movidoda, cocxlad eWmevineboda amazrzenad avxorcul Cvenebebs da yvelaze metad mainc imis warmodgena zaravda, misi ori wlis Svilic rom uyurebda am sibinZures, am sibinZureSi izrdeboda Tavidanve, gaCenis dRidan... "xeli rom ar SeuSalos, albaT godorSi svams dedamisio" fiqrobda sinamdvileSi dabrunebuli, kombals dabjenili, garinduli, olimpodan gamoZevebuli RmerTiviT. xolo, misi naSieri (Tuki misi naSieri iyo) mSvenivrad grZnobda Tavs godorSi da, rogorc TviTonve amtkicebda mere, ukve veterani, gansakuTrebiT ki, Rvinonaylapi, yovelTvis didi interesiT uTvalTvalebda dedisa da misi sayvarlis alerss godris WuWrutanebidan da, misda uneburad, ubzikdeboda kidec...

mezoblebi rom Semocvivdnen Wkuasusti mwyemsis qoxSi, is jer kidev cocxali iyo. koWebamde idga adamianis sisxli. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aqa-iqaRa moCanda miwis oRroCoRro iataki. misi coli karTan egdo, pirqve, Tumca, ise daesaxiCrebina uTvalav Wrilobas, mainc gagiWirdebodaT cnoba. win gawvdili xelebiT, ratomRac, "uradnikis" yabalaxi CaebRuja: an gaqceulma "uradnikma" Seatova, an mkvdarmac ar dauTmo qmars, rogorc misi kaiqalobis mamxilebeli sabuTi. Wkuasust mwyemss muceli gamoefatra, samuraiviT, da sakuTar SiganSi ijda, zurgiT kedels miyrdnobili. Sigans alag lurjad, alag mwvaned gadahkravda lorwovani sinaTle, ibuSteboda, italReboda da uxsenebeliviT, irgvliv uvlida patrons. bavSvi godorSi fxakunobda. nanaxiTa da gancdiliT aRgznebuli, xan erTi WuWrutanidan gamoaSuqebda foladisfrad aelvebul Tvals, xan meoredan. Wkuasustma mwyemsma sisxliani dana godrisken gaiSvira da Zlivsgasagonad Tqva: "im biWis mokvla damaviwyda da Tqven mokaliT, madlia, magisgan kaci mainc aRar gamovao". mezoblebs, rasakvirvelia, biWi ar mouklavT da verc moklavdnen, gindac guliT sdomebodaT imis sikvdili. ruseTis imperiis ukana xvrelidan male saqarTvelos axali saxeoba unda dabadebuliyo da is biWic im saqarTvelosTvis yavda gankuTvnili gangebas. im saqarTveloSi unda gamoeCina godorSi SeZenili midrekilebebi. tyuilad eSinoda sisxlSi mcuravi mSoblebisac da misi sacodaobiT aviSviSebuli mezoblebisac. drois pirmSo gaxldaT, Tanac gamorCeuli, iolad veravin xelyofda mis sicocxles. piriqiT, mas unda daedo saTave sruliad axali modgmisTvis, romelic TviTonve Tu amoWamda sakuTar Tavs, Torem sxva araviTari Zala ar moiZebneboda bunebaSi misi momrevi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, godris kacs raJden kaSels rogorc momavalSi moixsenieboda mis saxelze gacemul nebismier sabuTSi arc im wuTas da arc axlo momavalSi araviTari safrTxe ar emuqreboda. jer Tavad ruseTs unda damuqreboda safrTxe, anu, erTxel kidev unda moemkvdarunebina Tavi, suleli msoflios gasabriyveblad, raTa ufro Zlieri da Seupovari aRmsdgariyo "mkvdreTiT". iqamde, erTmaneTs unda dareodnen partiebad dayofili, magram Tanamoazre da Tanamesangre fanatikosebi da SinaomSi gaerkviaT, romeli maTgani moaxerxebda Zveli, imperiuli miznebisa da zraxvebis ukeT SeniRbvasac da SeniRbulis ukeT aRsrulebasac momavalSi. "aris aseTi partiao" daiyvirebda lenini SeTqmulTa erT-erT morig Tavyrilobaze da momavali saqarTvelos bedic TavisTavad gadawydeboda. aqac maSinve momravldebodnen da afutfutdebodnen social-demokratebi, igive bolSevikebi da igive menSevikebi, da qarTvelTa gadamrCeneli noec maSinve moimarjvebda SalaSinsa da xeleCos, viTom, axali kidobnis Sesakowiweblad, sinamdvileSi ki, istoriis CayviTlebul foliantebze saqarTvelos danatovari nebismieri kvalis mosaspobad. pirvel rigSi, ilia WavWavaZes daeZgereboda, moCxubari mamaliviT, da uwindeli saqarTvelos neStis Zlivs mogrovil nawilebs daayrevinebda xelidan, viTom, me ufro mekuTvnis, me ufro mexerxeba ConCxis awyoba da ybadaRebuli bibliis mixedviTac, qveyanas jer noe unda moevlinos da mere vnaxoT, dagvWirdeba Tu ara saerTod ilia winaswarmetyvelio. ase rom, yvelafers ajobebda, droulad amoeyvanaT bavSvi godridan Wkuasusti mwyemsis mezoblebs, magram marto im dRes ki ara, saerTod ver SesZles iqidan misi amoyvana niangis wiwiliviT ebRauWeboda godris gamxmar kedlebs jer kidev ToTo klanWebiT da umal mokvdeboda, vidre daTmobda Tavis yvelaze saimedo TavSesafars, romelmac erTxel ukve gadaarCina mamis xeliT sikvdils. bolos, raki verc muqaram gaWra da verc dayvavebam, godrianad waiyvana Sin vinme kesariam, bedisgan daCagrulma da uSvilZirod gadagebulma qalma, TviTnakeTi TojiniT rom TamaSobda dedobanas aqamde, qmrisuCumra. sulo codvilo da, Wkuasusti mwyemsis qoxSi datrialebuli ubedureba, gulis siRrmeSi, gauxarda kidec erTbaSad

daoblebuli da galokili TiTiviT cariel-tariela bavSvi RvTis wyalobad CaTvala ratomRac, im mxurvale, im gaunelebeli locva-vedrebisTvis, uromlisodac lukmas ar Caidebda pirSi da Tavs ar dadebda baliSze. viSviloTo, Seexvewa qmars da qmarmac ver uTxra uari, Seecoda dedobaganucdeli meuRle, Tumca, meuRlisgan gansxvavebiT, naklebad axarebda es ambavi. piriqiT, guli cuds ugrZnobda, vaiTu, TavSi sacemad gamixados saqme mkvleli mamisa da unamuso dedis naSiermao... marTalic aRmoCnda. magram kesariam, avad Tu kargad, mainc moaswro Tavisi yvelaze sanukvari ocnebis aRsruleba, deduri mzrunvelobis gamovlena. rogorc ki marto darCnen, qmars morcxvad gauRima, sakinZe swrafad Seixsna, godors gadaemxo da ukve sakmaod moboSebuli, lurji ZarRvebiT daserili ZuZu gaubedavad SesTavaza Svilobils. Svilobili ki, gaSmagebuli daewafa dedobilis "mokrZalebul ZRvens", an kesariam da an misma qmarma ra icoda, Torem, zustad ise, rogorc grZelulvaSa da kisermokle "uradniki" ewafeboda xolme dedamisis ZuZus. gaSmagebuli kbenda, loRnida, wuwnida da Tan orive xeliT zelda, comiviT. "amas deda ki ara, qali sdomebiao" calybad gaixumra kesarias qmarma. cota ar iyos, Semcbarma kesariam gulgareT gaicina, magram sicilzec Seetyo, ase fiqrobda TviTonac... bunebam rom Tavisi gaitana da kesarias napatieb-naloliavebi raJden kaSeli godorSi veRar daetia, ufro sworad, godorma rom veRar gauZlo, veRar Seakava misi swrafadmzardi, ferxorciTa da dauxarjavi energiiT savse sxeuli da zed Semoemsxvra, isic, ganTavisuflebisTanave, dedobils eca da sacodavi kesaria Zlivs gamoglijes xelidan wivil-kivilze movardnilma mezoblebma. zogi Tavsafarmobrecilsa da sakinZSemofleTil kesarias abrunebda, zogi kesarias qmars akavebda da zogi sarebiT begvavda soflis cxvirmouxocav aSiks. kesarias qmris rcxvenoda da imitom ar axelda Tvals; kesarias qmari moZaladis mosaklavad ki ar iwevda, imaT gaCerebas cdilobda, sarebiT rom cemdnen moZalades. mokled, iseTi yayani da Rrianceli idga irgvliv, verafers agebinebdnen erTmaneTs, magram, ase iyo Tu ise, im dRis mere raJden kaSeli aRaravis unaxavs. naWuWiviT moiSora Tu ara godris narCenebi, maSinve cxovrebis mRvrie morevSi STainTqa da aRarasodes dabrunebula mSobliur sofelSi, Tu ar CavTvliT TabaSiris biusts, madlierma xelisuflebam rom daudga sikvdilis Semdeg, daaxloebiT im adgilas, sadac Wkuasusti mwyemsis qoxi idga odesRac, ufro zustad godori erTaderTi mSobliuri saxli, erTaderTi mSobliuri garemo raJden kaSelisTvis, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, saerTod gaaCnda amgvari grZnoba, Tundac, godris mimarT. Tumca, rogorc TviTonve ambobda, arasodes araferi monatrebia ise, rogorc godorSi gatarebuli dro. sxvaTaSoris, maincdamainc, arc is mousaklisebia sofelSi vinmes. egaa rom, kesariam samudamod dakarga simSvide. gaCenis dResac wyevlida da dedobis momgonsac. misi suniTa da siTboTi gaJRenTili Tojina, romelsac cocxali ufro eTqmoda, vidre saTamaSo, cecxlSi Caagdo da dawva. magram veraferi mouxerxa sazarel Cvenebebs. Rame ise ar gaivlida, erTxel mainc ar wamomjdariyo sawolSi, cota ar iyos, mosayoladac saTakilo sizmriT damfrTxali da aforiaqebuli. "miSvele, momaSore, aRar SemiZlia metio" evedreboda, xelebs ukocnida qmars, magram qmari rogor uSvelida, roca arc TviTon iyo ukeTes dReSi: amao qadiliTa da kbilTa fuWi RrWialiT kidev ufro biTurdeboda, kidev ufro knindeboda, beCavdeboda da iZulebiTi nebayoflobiT Sescqeroda colis ganuwyvetel, gauTavebel gaupatiurebas...

xolo, misi colis maradiuli moZalade dRiTidRe izrdeboda, iwrToboda, iwafeboda axali cxovrebisTvis: jer mawanwalobda, mere qurdbacacobda, mere TaRliTobda, mere ki, aSkarad yaCaRobda xan Saragzaze Zarcvavda xalxs, xan Sin uvardeboda arc SiSis grZnoba hqonda, arc sibralulis; arc RmerTs agdebda ramed, arc kanons. ramdenjerme daiWires, daWres kidec, magram verc tyvia aCerebda, verc borkili. natyviars nerwyviT iSuSebda, nadiriviT, borkils xmeli bublikiviT amtvrevda da isev Tavisas agrZelebda, nTqavda da aCanagebda yvelafers, rac gzaze xvdeboda, rasac kbili moekideboda da brmad, alalbedze mixoxavda sakuTari simdablis mwvervalisken. rasakvirvelia, droc yvelanairad uwyobda xels, yovel nabijze uqmnida Sesafer garemos, axali da axali SesaZleblobebis gamosavlenad. isic avlenda. erT xelSi mauzeri eWira, meoreSi aryis "Stofi" da simTvralisgan TvalmoWutuli, daumizneblad esroda yvelafers, rac moZraobda, rasac sicocxlis niSanwyali kidev SerCenoda. erT dRes rom darbeuli ojaxis diasaxliss aupatiurebda ojaxis sxva wevrebis Tvalwin, meore dRes iseve eqceoda ojaxis mamasaxlissac... bolos ise gaiTqva saxeli, Tavisi SeupovrobiTa da daundoblobiT, social-demokratebma daiamxanages da ramdenime seriozul partiul RonisZiebaSic miaRebines monawileoba, ra Tqma unda, axla ukve "Zmobis, erTobisa da Tanasworobis" saxeliT. ilia WavWavaZis savaraudo mkvlelebidan, erT-erTs imasac asaxelebdnen, magram partiulma amxanagebma droulad gadaxvewes ruseTSi, sadac internacionaluri ojaxi Seqmna, massaviT upatrono da massaviT TavzexelaRebuli kazaki qali SeirTo colad da ocdaerTis Tebervlamde aRarc gamouxedavs aqeT. es is droa, roca ruseTis Tvaluwvdenel tramalebze sikvdilis qari qris da cecxlis kevri trialebs: 917-Si revolucia moxda, anu, mefe gadadga, muSa aRsdga, rasac Sedegad muSis gamxeceba da mefis ojaxis amoxocva mohyva. aman ruseTis imperiis droebiTi, moCvenebiTi, ase vTqvaT, taqtikuri daSla gamoiwvia da saqarTvelos kidev erTi, magram amjerad, marTlac gansakuTrebuli saxeobis dabadeba ganapiroba. guberniebad dayofili saqarTvelo demokratiul respublikad gamocxadda, xolo, qarTvelTa noe premier-ministris savarZelSi Caesvena...

magram, vidre premier-ministris savarZelSi Caesveneboda, bevri eldisa da SiSis gadatana mouwia mSobliur lanCxuTSi, mamiseul saxlSi gamoketils da trifoliatis maRali RobiT TiTqos samudamod gamoyofils garesamyarodan. mtkiced hqonda gadawyvetili, samudamod aeRo xeli politikosobaze da memuarebis weras Sesdgomoda, Tuki kremli ndobas ar gamoucxadebda, Sidapartiuli wakinklavebis gamo, da federalistebs, anda sulac "edepes" Caugdebda xelSi droebiT moSorebul teritorias, gnebavT, jer kidev cariel sivrces, sadac, mxolod da mxolod, social-demokratiis mtkice xeliT SeiZleboda moxazuliyo momavali saqarTvelos konturebi. misi meuRle "sedloTi" seirnobda lanCxuTis SemogarenSi, mamamTilis mamulSi (xandaxan, urekamdec Cadioda, zRvis haeris CasasunTqad) da bednieri iyo, gansakuTrebiT misi cxenosnobiT rom trabaxobda adgilobrivi glexoba. misi qmari ki, eklebze ijda da daSifrul depeSas elodeboda Tbilisidan. depeSamac ar daayovna, sul axlaxans mourbenina Tavad fostis gamgem. "romi keisris molodinSiao" ewera depeSaSi. keisari ki, TviTonaa. is depeSa, ukve aTasjer wakiTxuli, win udevs mamiseul masiur sawer magidaze da mamiseul masiur, maRalzurgian savarZelSi Camjdari, jer isev sasiamovno mRelvarebiT imeorebs gunebaSi: "me keisari var". erTaderTi grZnoba, romelic uSecdomod SeuZlia gamoacalkevos sxva grZnobebisgan da, amave dros, sakuTari saxeliTac moixsenios, mainc gaocebis grZnobaa. Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, saocari araferi xdeba. mimdinareobs imperiis saukunovani eqskrementis eqstremaluri eqspertiza, rac savsebiT Cveulebrivi ambavia, aucilebeli proceduraa, raTa momavlisTvisac gaviTvaliswinoT, Tu ra saxis sakvebs inelebs iolad da SedarebiT ra saxis sakvebis moneleba uWirs imperiis kuWs. zogierTi afrikuli tomi ramdenjerme Wams erTjerad saWmels, vidre mTlianad ar gamoaclis, rac ki ram sasargebloa Sig. asea imperiac. Tu ginda, rom Zlieri iyo, sakuTari ZRneris Wamac unda SegeZlos. SeuZlia kidec. Cvenc yovelmxriv mivexmarebiT, Cvenc davumtkicebT Cveni mxridan, arCevani rom ar SeSlia. "kacma arcerTi saqme ar unda iTakilos da rasac xels mokidebs, unda gaakeTos kideco" ambobda xolme mamamisi, imitom rom, Tavad iyo aseTi, arafers Takilobda da yvelafers sxvebze ukeT akeTebda. ubralo glexi, memamule gaxda bolos. lanCxuTSi meores ar udgas imaTnairi saxli, myarad naSeni da lamazad moxaratebuli. mama yovelTvis misabaZi magaliTi iyo misTvis, Tavisi SromismoyvareobiT, daudgromlobiT, SeupovrobiT... erTaderTi survili hqonda mxolod, TviTonac mamasaviT saxelovani da dafasebuli kaci gamosuliyo, yvelas scnoboda, yvelas Tvali gaeyolebina quCaSi... marTalia, politikuri mrwamsis gamo, swored mamas daupirispirda mamamisi memamule gaxldaT, TviTon ki, saerTod uaryo mamuli magram es srulebiTac ar uSlida da arc axla uSlis xels, pativi sces mamis Rirsebebs, miagos keisars keisrisa, miT ufro dRes, roca ukve TviTon aris keisari da roca mamamisi aRar aris cocxali. gaanaTlos ufalma, Tuki arsebobs ufali, Tuki rame arsebobs imqveyniuri. mamamiss swamda. mamamiss RmerTis wamda da ar esmoda Svilisa. magram Svili kargi cxovrebis winaaRmdegi ki ar aris saerTod, rogorc mamas egona araviTar SemTxvevaSi! sxva Tu araferi, misi coli erT dRes ver gaZlebs, "sedloTi" Tu ar gaiseirna haerze misi Svili mxolod socialuri Tanasworobis momxrea, rogorc WeSmariti marqsisti, da rogorc ki Seudgeba Tavisi axali movaleobis aRsrulebas, pirvel rigSi, im Tqvens mowonebul qarTvel glexs ar Seayofinebs cxvirs sakuTar venaxSi. sjobs yunwze daulpes mosavali, vidre saWiroze meti moiwios. sxvanairad ar gaswordeba ZaRlis kudi. ar damkvidrdeba Tanasworoba. amitomac etira deda "edepes"... kremli social-demokratebs endo da sworedac moiqca. rogori saqarTveloc ruseTs unda, iseTi unda msofliosac, upirveles yovlisa, erovnuli kompleqsebidan Tavisufali. gaaWires saqme, marTla da marTla. aRarc mefe

hyavT, aRarc miwa-wyali aqvT, aRarc TavianTi ena axsovT da mainc qarTveloben, mainc patriotebi arian ararsebuli qveynisa. magram Rormucela debilebisa da gesliani qvrivebis saqarTvelo aRar aris, damTavrda. es ver Seagnebina Tavis oponents, didgula vaJbatons, romelic marto kartSi wagebuli fulebiT miuyvanda wyals Tavis glexobas, marTla rom yvareboda samSoblo, gamogonili da warmodgenili ki ara, namdvilad arsebuli. visac marTla sjera, erT dRes mainc rom gasZlebs saqarTvelo uruseTod, is, pirvel rigSi, saqarTvelos mteria, ginda poeti iyos, ginda bankiri. amas imitom ki ar ambobs, aseTi pativi rom dasdes dRes mSvenivrad icis, ra Zviri jdeba xolme amgvari pativi amas imitom ambobs, sxvebze ukeT rom erkveva politikaSi. magram jer adamiania da mere politikosi. erTi dRis keisroba urCevnia, mTeli sicocxle (raRa darCa?!) keisrobaze ocnebas. da ai, asrulda! rac SemTxveviTi da moulodneli SeiZleba mogeCvenos cxovrebaSi, is istoriuli kanonzomierebis Sedegia. Tqvens winaSea axali (sruliad axali da ara ganaxlebuli) saqarTvelos pirveli premier-ministri da, obieqturebi Tu viqnebiT, marto kremlis wyalobiT ki ara, TviTonac daimsaxura, yvela gamocdas gauZlo, yvela xvrelSi gaZvra, yvela wylidan mSrali amovida, roca sxvebi, masaviT erTi dRis keisrobaze meocnebeni, an cixeebSi Calpnen an yaCaRebiviT CaZaRldnen Saragzebze... es ki, mxolod axla iwyebs cxovrebas (mis asakSi!), xvalidanve, TbilisSi CasvlisTanave... ramden xans gastans es "cxovreba", Zneli saTqmelia, magram dResaviT naTelia, rogor damTavrdeba... magram rogorc ar unda damTavrdes, es mainc premier-ministrad darCeba yovelTvis, mamiseul savarZelSi ijdeba ase gabRenZili, Tu ufro seriozuli qveynebis premierministrebis mosacdelebSi mouwevs yuryuti; mamamisiviT, isic "Sin", am ezoSi daimarxeba, Tu trial mindorSi gauTxris saflavs Savi yorani. mTavari kacobriobis naTeli momavalia da ara erTi kacis keTildReoba, vinc ar unda iyos is "erTi kaci", momakvdavi, degradirebuli klasis warmomadgeneli, Tu axalSobili qveynis premier-ministri. Cveni egreTwodebuli "ganmanaTleblebi" piriqiT fiqrobdnen da xalxsac uaresad urevdnen Tavgzas. samSoblos siyvaruliT yvelafris gamarTleba, ara marto usvindisobaa, CamorCenilobacaa ukve. "samSoblo, dedis ZuZui", eto vzdor! vzdor! da kidev erTxel vzdor! samSoblos siyvaruliT gaaCanages Cvenma mefeebma TavianTi samflobelo. ucxom ki, Segvibrala, Cveni Txovna yurad iRo, gulTan miitana da Segvikedla, dagvapura, tili mogvaSora... sapnisa da dana-Canglis xmareba gvaswavla... TurqeTic gadaikida Cvens gamo da iranic... ar davufasoT? arc davinaxoT? Cveni Tavi Cvenad unda gveyudneso... roca gveyudnoda, ratom avutalaxeT kari, ariqa, miSvele, ariqa, modi da Sen imefeo... iqneb, ase ar iyo? iqneb, esec social-demokratebis mogonilia? Cvens enaze unda vwiroT da Cvens enaze unda vigaloboTo... roca wiravdnen, Seismina ufalma? roca galobdnen, gaugoT vinmem? drom ukeT icis, ra moiklos da ra miimatos. ra daWirdeba gzaSi da ra SeuSlis xels siarulSi... SevignoT erTxel da samudamod. ai, magaliTad, Cemi meuRle... viRaceebis TvalsazrisiT, isic ucxoelia, magram aba erTi SexedeT, ra xdeba! amorZaliviT cxenze amxedrebuli rom gamoCndeba SukaSi, mTeli lanCxuTi ZunZuliT mosdevs, aqeT-iqidan uzangebs Cafrenili. zogi Ceqmaze kocnis, zogi galifeze... ufro ukanani ki, sulac mis cxens kocnian gaoflil gavaze... "Cveno rZalo da Cveno rZaloo" Sehxarian, amayoben gurulad. ese igi, ucxoc SeiZleba Seni iyos, Seniani, Seni siamayis mizezi... erovnul naWuWSi gamoketva TviTmkvlelobaa. proletariats samSoblo ara aqvs, magram mTeli dedamiwa misi saxlia. vinc aqamde ver Seigno es, axla Seagnebinebs, rogorc pirveli premier-ministri nebismieri saqarTvelos istoriaSi. axla ufro naTlad ganumartavs yvelas, ratom aRmerTebs, vTqvaT, goeTes, da ratom emarTeba alergiuli krunCxvebi, vTqvaT, Tavadi WavWavaZis

wignis danaxvaze... marTalia, lanCxuTis sufTa haeri da pastoraluri simSvide masac aiZulebs, ufro mimtevebeli da lmobieri iyos, ara marto sakuTari Tavis, aramed sxvebis mimarTac, magram premier-ministri kaTolikosi ar gaxlavT, mas ufro mtkice neba da ufro magari xeli Wirdeba... "me premier-ministri var" imeorebs gunebaSi da mamis suraTs Sescqeris kedelze, fotodan gadaxatuls ukve mamis sikvdilis mere, viRac moxetiale mxatvris funjiT. is fotoc kargad axsovs, oRond, im fotoze dedasTan erTadaa mama, deda udgas gverdiT, mis mxarze xelCamodebuli. am suraTze ki martoa, savarZelSi zis, romelSic misi Svili mokalaTebula axla. miminosaviT SemarTuli, didi memamule, daZabuli gadmoscqeris proletariatis samsaxurSi gapremierministrebul Svils. albaT ukvirs da uxaria kidec, misi Svili ufro didi memamule gamovida bolos, lanCxuTi ki ara, sruliad saqarTveloa misi mamuli... savarZlis saxeluris gluv zedapirze dasvenebuli marjvenis Sua TiTze waxnagovani zurmuxtis didTvliani beWedi ukeTia. es beWedic axsovs, jer kidev bavSvobidan. axsovs, rogor izidavda, rogor ajadoebda Tavisi momxibvleli medidurobiT. xelis moZraobisas, aTasnairad icvlida fers lampis Suqze, roca mama nards eTamaSeboda stumrebs... "me premier-ministri var..." eubneba gunebaSi, misi memkvidre, misi genis matarebeli da gamgrZelebeli da, rasakvirvelia, mwvervali, umaRlesi wertili yvela misi ocnebisa, survilisa, miswrafebisa, natvrisa, ganzraxvisa, nafiqralisa da mainc, politikuri mowinaaRmdege, SeiZleba iTqvas, mteric ki... arada, misi gazrdilia, man aswavla, rac icis, da misi meSveobiT miaRwia, rasac miaRwia. "mama, mapatie... madlobT"... CurCulebs gunebaSi, grZnobamoreuli da mamasaviT dinjad, auCqareblad dgeba, oTaxidan gamodis da guruli oda-saxlis saxuraviani kibiT ezoSi Cadis. maSinve Tavfexianad inTqmeba irgvliv gamefebul wyvdiadSi. wyvdiads sveli neSos suni dahkravs. jer kidev gazafxulia. trifoliatis gauCinarebuli Robis iqiT sunTqvaSekruli samyaro galursula, gurul odasaxlsaa moyuradebuli, ubralo Cqamic ainteresebs iqidan gamosuli, radgan premier-ministris samyofelSi Cqamzec aRar iTqmis ubralo. TvalTan TiTs ver miitan, magram premier-ministri brmis siTamamiT miuyveba terfebiT damaxsovrebul biliks. cotac da, mieaxleba mSoblebis maradiul gansasvenebels. erTmaneTis gverdiT wvanan isini sakuTar ezoSi. mkvdrebic Sin arian. colma qmari "ar gadauSva ezodan" da bolos TviTonac amouwva gverdiT. ai, ase gaCnda es mokrZalebuli, oradgiliani sasaflao... "mama..." CurCulebs premier-ministri sibneleSi, gaubedavad, moridebiT, TiTqos Zils daufrTxobs micvalebulebs. "deda..." agrZelebs cota xnis Semdeg, imave gaubedaobiTa da moridebiT. magram saTqmeli unda iTqvas da isic ambobs, mRelvarebisgan xmaaTrTolebuli: "Tqveni Svili premier-ministria... gixaroden..." da TiTqos pirvelad axla igrZno am sityvebis damaqcevari Zala da Semzaravi sidiadeo, maSinve facifuciT amatebs: "gamwires... daviRupe..." swored am dros, wyvdiadSi Cakarguli oda-saxlis meore sarTulis erT-erT sarkmelSi Suqi inTeba da premier-ministric iZulebulia, dabrundes. win waxrili da sakuTari Crdilis msgavsad, arabunebrivad dagrZelebuli, aseve arabunebrivad gazrdili wveriT lamis miwas miwvdenili, nadiriviT uxmaurod miZunZulebs gafermkrTalebul wyvdiadSi. ar unda, misma ucxoelma meuRlem ixilos es lirikuli intermedia, ase moumzadeblad CarTuli diaxac rom daundobeli, gulqva, gulRrZo cxovrebis boboqar dinebaSi... mainc aRaraferi Seicvleba, mosaxdeni mainc moxdeba. Tanac, gacilebiT adre (sam weliwadSi), vidre mas gonia. vin daundia, is rom daindos meZavma wuTisofelma. magram kacobriobis winaSe pirnaTelia. gaugeben Tu ver gaugeben, es sxva sakiTxia. mas rac SeeZlo, yvelaferi gaakeTa da, vnaxoT, vin ras gaakeTebs masze ukeTesad...

marTlac, uceb gairbina premier-ministrobisTvis gankuTvnilma drom. misma ucxoelma meuRlem wesierad verc ijera guli avWalis xriok gorakebsa da saburTalos gauval ekalbardebSi jiriTiT, mliqvnel qveSevrdomTa amalis TanxlebiT... bolSevikebis rkinis komisars ukve farajis gulis jibeSi edo stalinis karnaxiT Sedgenili depeSis teqsti "Tbilisis Tavze wiTeli droSa frialebso" romelic Tavisi saxeliT unda gadaegzavna leninisTvis Tbilisidan, roca daTqmuli dRe dadgeboda da saqarTvelos demokratiuli respublikis dedaqalaqi pirobisamebr daecemoda. ase rom, saqarTvelos pirveli ledi cota xniT unda SeSveboda "sedloTi" seirnobas da droulad gadaerCia "kidobanSi" Sesazidi nivTebi, rac emigraciaSi ufro gamoadgeboda. warRvna yovel wams axlovdeboda. ukve amxanagi kirovic Camovida sagangebod, istoriulad TiTqos axlobeli, magram geografiulad mainc sakmaod Sori moskovidan. TavisTavad cxadia, madaTovze saqeifod da Wreli abanoebis dasaTvaliereblad ar gamoivlida amxela gzas. moskovisTvis qarTvelTa noe parizSic is iqneboda, rac TbilisSi iyo... magram noes asakSi albaT mainc Znelia Tundac fiqtiuri premierministrobis daTmoba, rac, cota mogvianebiT, Seetyo kidec. Tqven warmoidgineT, patriotuli grZnobac ki gauCnda ukve ganwiruli, ukve sasikvdilod gadadebuli respublikis mimarT, romelic, udReuri iyo Tu ususuri, mainc mas ekuTvnoda, misTvis SeeqmnaT da, saca samarTalia, masve unda gadaewyvita misi bedi... magram, rogorc sinanulis, iseve dagvianebuli patriotizmis gamomJRavneba, rasakvirvelia, parizSi gacilebiT naklebad saxifaTo iqneboda misTvis, vidre krwanisisa Tu tabaxmelas sanaxevrod cariel sangrebSi. xolo, misi meuRle bulonis tyeSic moiklavda, rogorme, cxenosnobis Jins da, raRa Tqma unda, arc iq igrZnobda ucxod Tavs; rogorc msoflio moqalaqe, iqac Sin iqneboda, iqac TavisianebSi da, kacma rom Tqvas, albaT naklebad ainteresebda is politikuri xrikebi da bataliebi, romlebSic misi meuRle gaxldaT CarTuli Tu CaTreuli, radgan, maincdamainc, arcerT normalur qveyanas ar gamoudia Tavi lanCxuTeli premier-ministris dasacavad. rkinis komisari ki, ukve jars agrovebda samxreT ruseTis bazrebsa da sadgurebSi, radgan swored mas, rogorc qarTvel ianiCars, ergo pativi, sxva rom ar vTqvaT, metad binZuri da sakmaod saxifaTo operaciis Catarebisa: saqarTvelos samwliani demokratiuli respublika saqarTvelos sabWoTa socialistur respublikad unda gadaekeTebina ganusazRvruli vadiT. "visac taniniani Rvino da xaliani qalebi giyvarT, ukeTes adgils ver ipoviT qveyanazeo" mouwodebda, aqezebda, aRizianebda jibidan gavardnil mawanwalebs, bazris TaRliTebs, sadguris jibgirebs, genetikur loTebsa da mkvlelebs bazris moedansa Tu sadguris plaTformaze saxeldaxelod gamarTuli tribunidan...

iqidan iwyeba kaSelebis sisxliani dinastiis welTaRricxvac; raJden kaSeli da misi meuRle klava erT-erTi pirvelebi Caewernen moxaliseebad egreTwodebul meTerTmete armiaSi da Svilic 21-Si gauCndaT, zustad Tbilisis aRebis dRes, ufro zustad, Tbilisis dacemisTanave, TiTqos mxolod imitom daeca Tbilisi, klavas rom mSvidad moemSobiarebina. sinamdvileSi, "kavkasiis safrangeTis" dedaqalaqi, maincdamainc, magari kakali ver aRmoCnda. Tumca, verc Zabrisebur qudebsa da grZel, CafarTxunebul farajebSi Cakarguli moZaladeebi daitrabaxeben rames: Tbiliss aravin icavda, radgan, faqtiurad, arc hyavda patroni: qarTuli jaris Seqmna Tavidanve aramizanSewonilad miiCnia kremlma, rasac, TavisTavad cxadia, qarTveli premier-ministric usityvod daeTanxma. xolo, daqiravebuli da, amdenad, mxolod da mxolod, premier-ministris nebasurvils damorCilebuli gvardia, imdroisaTvis, premier-ministris saZile vagons miacilebda baTumisken, sadac premier-ministri qarTuli emigraciisTvis sagangebod gamoyofil gemze gadajdeboda da msoflio Wipisken aiRebda gezs, Tavis rCeul, anu, saemigranto siaSi moxvedril TanamemamuleebTan erTad, isev da isev, ganusazRvreli vadiT... sangrebSi ki, ZiriTadad, maswavleblebi, studentoba, fostisa Tu rkinigzis moxeleebi idgnen da aqedan naxevarze mets Tofic ar hqonda, Tofiani TanamebrZolis sikvdils elodeboda, Tavad rom SeiaraRebuliyo da, TanamebrZolis sikvdilis molodinSi surdoSeyrili, sacodavad mobuzuli, rac SeeZlo, maRla eqaCeboda paltos Tu serTukis sayelos... samagierod, Tbilisis araqarTuli mosaxleoba, ukve morTul-mokazmuli elodeboda, rodis Sewydeboda zarbaznebis Weqa-quxili, raTa ganjis karTan zurna-dudukiTa da baRdadebis frial-frialiT, Sehgebeboda "gamanTavisufleblebs"...

klavam Saragzaze imSobiara, sadRac, soRanluRsa da orTaWalas Soris. Tavisuflad SeiZleba iTqvas, sabWoTa xelisufleba pirveli anton kaSelis CxaviliT Semovida axal saqarTveloSi, rogorc misi tyupiscali da misi bediRblis Tanaziari, rac anton kaSelis mamis, godris naSieris yovlad auxsneli, yovlad gaumarTlebeli TavgamodebiT ufro moxda, vidre RmerTis nebasurviliT. muceli rom astkivda, klava furgonidan Camoxta, gzidan gadavida da, TiTqos Cveulebriv fiziologiur moTxovnilebas ikmayofilebda, wuTSi moimSobiara, memkvidre mouvlina meuRles, kidev ufro ganavrco, kidev ufro win gastyorcna meuRlis Tesli, kidev ufro Rrmad drosa da sivrceSi... Saragzaze mimavali misi TanamebrZolebi aTasnair uwmawurobebs eZaxdnen, ustvendnen, dascinodnen, amxnevebdnen... erTma qvac ki esrola, rasakvirvelia, jariskaculi solidarobis gamosaxatavad. magram klavas aravisTvis miuqcevia yuradReba, "CameT Cemi CuCuao" dudRunebda cxvirSi qmrisgan naswavl qarTuls da Tan iqve, gzispira Txrilis damyayebul wyalSi aRanRalebda Cvils (ar dagaviwydeT, zamTarSi xdeba es ambavi, ocdaxuTi Tebervalia jer, Tanac, axali stiliT. Tbilissa da mis SemogarenSi Tovs). mere Cvili mowyalebis dis wiTeljvrian TavsafarSi gaaxvia da isev furgons gaekida. furgonze, misi meuRlis garda, sxva jariskacebic isxdnen, msubuqad daWrilebi Tu simuliantebi, magram aravis SeuSvelebia xeli. misi meuRle gazeTis naglejSi sqlad gaxveul wekos abolebda da, colis siyoCaRiT gaamayebuli, wekos boliviT gawelil gzas Cascqeroda lajebs Soris. saamayo ki namdvilad hqonda: es wuTia gaCenili misi vaJi, ori wlisa, TvaldaxuWuli Slida da awyobda saomar SaSxanas. xuTisam mezoblis ZaRli mokla im SaSxaniT. xolo, TxuTmetisa ukve xalxs xocavda. ocdaTeqvsmetSi, ocdaCvidmetSi, ocdaTvrametSi, ocdacxrametSi, marTlac rom saqveynod hquxda misi saxeli. cixeebSi xom fexis xmaze cnobdnen. zRaprebs yvebodnen misi simkacrisa da sisastikis Sesaxeb. angareba ki ar amoZravebda, umravlesobis msgavsad, SurisZiebis JiniT ki ar iyo Sepyrobili, zogierTebiviT, "xalxis mtrebs", "kulakebs", anda "qarTvel nacionalistebs" ki ar uswordeboda, rogorc WeSmariti bolSeviki ubralod, sulerTi iyo misTvis, vis sisxls daRvrida, radgan am qveynad yvelaze Zalian sikvdilis SiSiT wamxdari adamianis cqera uyvarda da adamianis sisxli swyuroda ganuwyvetliv, rac Tavi axsovda. erTxel, Soreul bavSvobaSi, Tuki rodisme isic iyo bavSvi, am sityvis Cveulebrivi gagebiT, mamam daxvretili meamboxeebis gvamebiT savse manqana miayena Sin da SuaRamisas, loginidan facafuciT wamovardnili, sanaxevrod jer isev mZinare, manqanis Zaraze Sesva, ase vTqvaT, gamosawrTobad, "nervebis gasamagreblad", "gvamis SiSis dasaZlevad". imas ki, iotis odenadac ar SeSinebia amazrzenad saxegadafiTrebuli gvamebisa, piriqiT, maSinve jiriTsa da buqnaobas mohyva da Zalianac moewona, mis fexqveS Wyapa-Wyupi rom gaudioda ukve sanaxevrod Sededebul sisxls, araTanabrad rom ibuSteboda aqa-iq, konservis TevzebiviT, erTmaneTze mWidrod dalagebul gvamebs Soris da nazad, sasiamovnod rom uwinwklavda saxes TiTis mikarebisTanave ukvalod gamqrali buSti. cota xnis mere, mis danaxvaze, ara marto patimrebs, cixis administraciasac ekargeboda feri. patimrebi "eSmakis mamals" eZaxdnen uTenia gamodioda "sanadirod", ratomRac, motocikletistis maRalyelian xelTaTmanebs icvamda da mwvane SuSebian saTvales ikeTebda (albaT konspiraciis mizniT), sxartad, xalisianad Carboda enkavedes sardafis kibeze, mcodne da moyvaruli Tavisi saqmisa, da rogorc ar unda gajiuteboda dasaxvreti, rogorc ar unda miyuJuliyo sikvdilmisjilTa saknis kuTxeSi, gindac kedlis bzarSi SemZvraliyo, jojosaviT, mainc wamSi gamoaTrevda iqidan: grZeltarian rkinis kauWs marjved gamosdebda barZaySi, mxarSi anda ybaSi da isic (dasaxvreti) maSinve kargavda brZolis xaliss, maSinve nebdeboda, SiSisagan Cafsmuli da

enaCavardnili mifratunobda sanaxevrod bnelsa da ukacur derefanSi, jer kidev pirtitveli jalaTis win...

colic adre SeirTo, bevrad ufrosi qali da, rac mTavaria, misi klasobrivi mteri, "maRali sazogadoebis" erT-erTi TvalsaCino warmomadgeneli "uwindel" saqarTveloSi kniaJna qeTusia etaloni qaluri momxibvlelobisa, gulisxmierebisa da kdemamosilebisa... mamisa da qmris gaunelebeli siyvaruliTa da yuradRebiT ganebivrebuli da Tavadac fari da gvirgvini mamisa da qmris Rirsebisa da saxelisa... kniaJna qeTusias mama tipiuri qarTveli Tavadi gaxldaT miminoTi nadirobda mwyerze da nanadirevs miminos aWmevda. qmari ucxoeTSi ganswavluli da saqveynod cnobili veqili, msajulTa da bralmdebelTa risxvad iTvleboda da, meti rom ar vTqvaT, Zalzed uxerxul da, xSirad, gamouval mdgomareobaSic agdebda imaT Tavisi moswrebuli sityviT. cxovrebaSi ki, uaRresad moridebuli, Tavaziani adamiani gaxldaT da, dros Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, savsebiT daucvelic. sifrifana pensnes atarebda mxolod, garevolucionerebuli, anu, gamxecebuli cxovrebisgan Tavis dasacavad da, Tqven warmoidgineT, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, esec zrdida mis avtoritets axali sazogadoebis TvalSi. ufrosklaseli gogoebi gakveTilebidan iparebodnen da sasamarTlos civ darbazSi saaTobiT usmendnen imis cecxlovan gamosvlebs, daZabulobisgan dacqvetilni da mRelvarebisgan TiTebmomuwulni, Sescqerodnen TavianT kerps, romelic anton kaSelma daufiqreblad miaxvrita, simamrTan erTad, mxolod imitom, maincdamainc, misi coli rom undoda colad. marTalia, bolSevikebis meore Taobas ekuTvnoda da adamianuri cxovrebisa araferi gaegeboda jer, magram rames Tu ver itanda, rames Tu gamohyavda wonasworobidan, mxolod bolSevikuri cxovrebis wess, bolSevikur yofas; Tuki ram Trgunavda, mxolod mSobliuri garemo. pataraobisas (sxvaTaSoris, asakTan SedarebiT, yovelTvis patarad gamoiyureboda), TiTebiT yurebdaculi, Zalad TvalebdaxuWuli da kidev ufro dapataravebuli ijda xolme iatakze, sul erTi xelisdadeba oTaxis kuTxeSi, sadac TiTqmis yovel saRamos lamis mTeli meTerTmete armia iyrida Tavs da mSvenivradac eteoda, Tavis qalebianad, aryis bocoebianad, moxarSuli kartofilis zvinebianad da qaSayiT savse kasrebianad... idga erTi gauTavebeli xorxoci, Rriali da Rrianceli, anu, sufevda sruli Tanxmoba, Tanasworoba da siamtkbiloba, aravin aravis mimarTavda, aravin aravis usmenda da aravin aravis pasuxobda. ufro metic, ZaRladac ar agdebdnen erTmaneTs. yvela Tavis Wias axarebda mxolod, cxovrobda Wiis moTxovnilebebisa da miTiTebebis gaTvaliswinebiT, anu, imas akeTebda, rac im wuTas undoda: svamda, mReroda, cekvavda, tiroda, icinoda, anegdots yveboda, sadRegrZelos ambobda, cemda an efereboda Tavis qals, Tqvlefda gaufcqvnel kartofilsa da gamouwelav qaSays, anda, iqve, kedelTan mimdgari, yurebdacobili da TvaldaxuWuli bavSvis gverdiT Sardavda, "sufrisken" kisermoRrecili da Sterulad momRimari, viTom, SemomxedeT, rogori Wkviani var, arc sufras vkargav TvalTaxedvidan da arc zedmet dros gasvla-SemosvlaSio. "klava, Se ZaRlis gagdebulo, klava, ar daiviwyo perekopio..." Rrialebda galeSili raJdeni. "Came Cemi CuCuao" pasuxobda aranakleb galeSili klava. xoda, TviTonac am wumpeSi rom ar Campaliyo, yvela Rone unda exmara iqidan amosasvlelad. maRal mizans mxolod didi siZneleebis gadalaxviT Tu miaRwevs kaci da mizani yovelTvis amarTlebs yvelafers, rasac mis misaRwevad Caiden... anton kaSelma kniaJna qeTusias mama da qmari jer "xalxis mtrebad" Seracxa da mere sakuTari xeliT daxvrita enkavedes sardafSi. rac mTavaria, es ambavi arc kniaJna qeTusiasTvis daumalavs, rogorc patiosansa da Tavis patiosnebaSi Rrmad darwmunebul Cekists. xelis saTxovnelad rom eaxla Sin, jer is uambo, Tu rogor "TavadiSvilurad" aResrula mamamisi da rogor "inteligenturad" Caisvara misma qmarma. nadirobis motrfiale Tavadi arc sikvdilmisjilTa saknidan gamoyvanisas gasZalianebia tyuilubralod da arc bnelsa da ukacur

derefanSi mohyolia uazro xvewna-mudaras. motocikletistis xelTaTmanebiani da mwvane saTvaliani jalaTis danaxvaze, jer gascinebia, mere xeli Cauqnevia da uTqvams: "roca SenisTana nabiWvrebi daepatronebian qveyanas, Tavmoyvare kacs iq namdvilad aRar daedgomebao". samagierod, mis siZes ar eTmoboda aqauroba. frCxilebiT, kbilebiT da, Tqven warmoidgineT, wamwamebiTac ki, ebRauWeboda Turme betonis yru kedels. anton kaSelsac mxolod mesame cdaze miuwvdenia grZeltariani rkinis kauWi safuZvlianad. pirvelad, Sarvlis cali toti Semouxevia mxolod. meored pijakianperangian-xorcianad CamoubRortnia ferdi. mesamed ki, sazardulSi gamoudia kauWis wvetiani niskarti da saxelganTqmul veqilsac maSinve dauyria farxmali, muxlze davardnila da aqviTinebula, oRond nu momklavT da yvelafers vaRiarebo, rasac kidev ufro ganurisxebia misi jalaTi, radgan jalaTze ukeT arc Tavad braldebulma icoda, araviTari danaSauli rom ar miuZRoda arc RmerTisa da, miT ufro, arc xalxis winaSe. colis Ramis qoTani Tu gadabrunebia SemTxveviT, saZile oTaxidan gamotanisas, da maSinac albaT Tavad mouwmendia daRvrili... "yvelaferi SemiZlia gavugo da vapatio kacs, garda sicruisao" gulwrfeli utifrobiT ganacxada msxverplis qvrivTan xelis saTxovnelad misulma jalaTma, oRond, Tavis gasamarTleblad ki ara, aramed momavali meuRlis gasafrTxileblad. saRamovdeboda. sadRac, Sors, an didubeSi, an navTluRSi, orTqlmavalma Sehkivla. kniaJna qeTusia sarkmelTan idga (vidre anton kaSeli laparakobda), mxrebze Txeli, ablabudasaviT sifrifana, orenburguli Sali moexura, da quCaSi iyureboda, magram sarkmlidan, quCis magivrad, ratomRac, soflis gzis patara nagleji moCanda mxolod (SeiZleba, mis xsovnaSi CarCenili), arsaidan momavali da arsaiT mimavali. gzis naglejs balaxi mosdeboda. balaxs urmisa Tu etlis naborblari etyoboda. naborblarSi wyali Camdgariyo. wyals nemsiylapia dastrialebda. "vidre, Tundac, gzis es patara nagleji arsebobs, es pawawina naglejio..." fiqrobda kniaJna qeTusia da sul odnav, ZlivsSesamCnevad uTrToda laRad gaSlili, uaRresad simetriuli, Zvliani mxrebi, rac, TavisTavad cxadia, arc anton kaSelis fxizel Tvals gamoparvia, oRond, anton kaSelsac gauWirda daedgina, sicils ikavebda misi momavali meuRle Tu qviTins...

jvari orgzis gakreWilma (cxraasxuTsa da cxraasCvidmetSi) da samudamod sulwawymedilma mRvdelma dasweraT. didxans uarobda, ar miyvebodaT eklesiaSi, aRara var RvTis msaxuri, Cveulebrivi virismuSa varo, magram siZis mayrebma Savad akrialebuli revolverebi rom daades Sublze, saidanRac, anaforac gamoaZvrina uceb, oqromkediT naqargi olaric, vercxlis veeba jvaric da borkiliviT mZime sacecxluric. ZiriTadad uwmawur anegdotebs yveboda saerTod nefe-patarZlebis pikantur Tavgadasavlebze da gulianadac acinebda meqorwileebs raJden kaSelisa da klavas yofil TanamebrZolebs, meTerTmete armiis veteran jariskacebs, da siZis, anton kaSelis kolegebs, damwyebsa Tu dasrulebul Cekistebs. mxolod klava ar Ralatobda mxedrul disciplinas da mTeli seriozulobiT ekideboda am ucnaur ceremonials. Cveulebisamebr, uniformaSi gamowyobili da mxarze SaSxanagadakidebuli, kuStad idga, rogorc postze, anda sapatio yaraulSi, da mazaris farTo lackanze erTad daemagrebina Tavisi Tu meuRlis jildoebi. Tavad raJden kaSeli amdroisTvis ukve mkvdaria. viRac aisorma mokla ori wlis win, Rvinis sardafSi, malaknebis bazarTan. qilis namtvreviT gadauWra saZile arteria da kibeze dalia codvili suli kaSelebis patriarqma, ver moaswro sardafidan amoxoxeba. eklesiaSi ki, erTi usaSvelo gniasi da Rrianceli idga. avazakur stvenasa da samsarTulian ginebebs damayruebeli baTqabuTqi enacvleboda. isrodnen yvelanairi iaraRidan: mauzeridan, naganidan, karabinidan da Cveulebrivi sabrZolo SaSxanidanac... lawaluwi gaudioda xatebs, sasanTleebs... kedlebs feradi baTqaSi cvioda. gaognebulni, saxtad darCenilni iyurebodnen TvalgamoTxrili, cxvirCaCeCqvili, yurwaglejili Tu Sublgaxvretili wmindanebi... magram siZis nasrolma mainc yvelas ajoba, sizustiTac da sanaxaobrivadac. siZem naganis tyviiT, ocdaxuTi nabijis siSoridan, wiTeli RviniT savse Wiqa daamsxvria patarZals Tavze da roca saqorwilo leCaqi Rvinom sisxlisfrad SeReba, patarZalma ki, gamarjvebul nefes mdablad daukra Tavi, aRtacebis yiJinam lamis daaqcia eklesia...

im dRis mere, wveuleba ar gaimarTeboda TbilisSi (bevri sagangebod amitomac marTavda), isinic ar miewviaT. rasakvirvelia, marTlac Zalian saintereso sanaxavia, Tu rogor amsxvrevs Tavze RviniT savse Wiqas axalgazrda Cekisti arc Tu ise axalgazrda cols, magram albaT imis faruli molodini ufro hqondaT, Tu rodis umtyunebda xeli saxelganTqmul jalaTs da rodis gauxvretda (saxalxod) Subls Tavis sulel partniors, romelmac mamisa da qmris damxvreti loginSi Caigora da klasobriv mters wlis Tavze vaJi gauCina. magram qalaqSi moaruli Worebis miuxedavad, miuxedavad klasobrivi da asakobrivi sxvaobisa, ufro Sexmatkbilebuli wyvili albaT sanTliT ver moiZebneboda qveyanaze. uyvardaT Tu sZuldaT erTmaneTi, es sxva sakiTxia, Zneli gasarkvevic, magram aSkarad Zlieri grZnobebiT rom iyvnen dakavSirebulni, cxadia sikvdilis suns avrcelebdnen irgvliv da garduvali ubedurebis SegrZnebas uCendnen yvelas, visac Soridan mainc moekra maTTvis Tvali. kniaJna qeTusias an marTla aRar hqonda sxva gza (garda sarkmlidan molandebuli gzis naglejisa) da iZulebiT midioda sasikvdilod, Tanac, yovel saRamos, an imdenad wyuroda, maincdamainc, misi uaxloesi adamianebis damxvreti meuRlis xeliT sikvdili, sanacvlod yvelafers aitanda, da momxiblavad momRimari, bednierebisgan dabrmavebuli qalis udardelobiT usworebda Tvals naganis lulis Sav sicarieles, saidanac yovel wams SeiZleboda gamovardniliyo nanatri sikvdili. xolo, misi meuRle imdenad Tavdajerebuli gaxldaT, anda, imdenad briyvi, verc xvdeboda, Tu ra safrTxeSi agdebda yoveldRiurad, ra iolad wiravda, gauTavebeli revoluciebiTa Tu msoflio da samoqalaqo omebiT Zlivs mopovebuli didgvarovani meuRlis sicocxles. magram, ase iyo Tu ise, maTi maradiuli dueli eniT uTqmel siamovnebas aniWebda mayurebels, pirvel rigSi, brma sikvdilis aseve maradiuli molodiniT. magram msgavsic araferi momxdara. usityvod, sxeuliT esmodaT erTmaneTisa, rogorc sacirko nomerSi monawile akrobatebs da, Tumca maTi "nomeri" nebismier sacirko nomerze sainteresoc iyo da saxifaToc, yvela warmodgena erTnairi warmatebiT mTavrdeboda. tyviis gavardnisTanave, yovelTvis erTnairad iRebeboda "sisxliT" saqorwilo leCaqi (Cveulebrivi, Wrilobis gadasaxvevi marla, romelsac albaT imitomac afarebdnen "patarZals" Tavze, SuSis namsxvrevebi ar Cascvenoda TmaSi) da safuZvlianad aRelvebuli, magram gulis siRrmeSi aseve safuZvlianad gawbilebuli mayurebeli am gaxangrZlivebuli mkvlelobis aqts, SeiZleba gauTviTcnobierebladac, magram savsebiT bunebrivad, revoluciamdeli cxovrebidan gadmoyolili adaT-wesebisa da, kerZod, kanonieri qorwinebis sawinaaRmdego agitaciad aRiqvamda...

vaJs babuis saxeli daarqves da godridan amosulma modgmam kidev erTi nabiji gadadga win gaurkveveli momavlisken, kidev erTi TaobiT gaixangrZliva dauokebeli Jini sicocxlisa, godridan rom amoiyola misma patriarqma, romelic ukve biustad gardaqmnili idga mSobliur sofelSi, skolis win, da sulerTi iyo misTvis, esalmebodnen Tu eWyanebodnen adgilobrivi pionerebi. mowonda Tu ar mowonda, ase unda mdgariyo, sul cota, oTxmocdacxra wlis aprilamde mainc, vidre igive pionerebi ZalayiniT gadmoagdebdnen kvarcxlbekidan. iqamde ki, dedis ginebac unda moeTmina da Sublze miWyletili namwvic, nerwyviT dambali da jer kidev mxrColavi papirosisa. unda mdgariyo, bolSevikurad mtkiced da warbis Seuxrelad, Tundac, mxolod sakuTari modgmis sakeTildReod, raTa pativi da yuradReba ar mokleboda misians madlieri xelisuflebisgan. xelisuflebam, avia Tu kargi, kanonieri Tu ukanono, xalxis msaxuri Tu xalxis mteri, mSvenivrad icis, uangarod aravin moiklavs misTvis Tavs da isic icis, mada WamaSi rom modis, yovel SemTxvevaSi, oqros wyalSi gavlebuli TiTbris ordenebiTa da TabaSiris biustebiT veRar gaacucurakebs "xalxisTvis wamebul raindebs". kaSelebis qviSxeTuri agarakis eleqtro-WiSkris sanaxavad, ara marto mezobel soflebidan, cota ufro Soridanac Camodiodnen Suriani cnobismoyvareni da pirdaRebulni Sescqerodnen, alibabas sezamiviT, TavisTavad rogor iReboda rkinis cxaurebiani meseri, rogor Sedioda aguris kedelSi, RrWialiTa da ZagZagiT, da ezos daburuli simwvanidan TandaTan rogor ikveTeboda pompezurad pirquSi Tu pirquSad pompezuri Senoba, sadac zafxulobiT mxolod erTi Cekistis ojaxi isvenebda, roca, saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, Tavisuflad SeeZlo mTeli sanatoriumis magivrobac gaewia (adgilobrivi Tavadis bevrad ufro mokrZalebul saxlSi, sezonis ganmavlobaSi, TiTqmis yvela uagarako mwerali aswrebda dasvenebas da, Tanac, ojaxTan erTad). amdroisaTvis, ukve gagebuli hqondaT bolSevikebs kargi cxovrebis gemo, magram burJuoba ar dagvwamon mtrebmao, jer kidev cdilobdnen, diaxac rom, burJuaziul midrekilebaTa damalvas. jer ganviTarebis meore etaps gadiodnen mxolod, roca Cveulebrivi abreSumis matlic ki, ramdenime etaps gadis, saboloo saxis miRebamde, anu, kvercxidan (igive godridan) gamoCekili, vidre peplad gardaiqmnebodes. sxvaTaSoris, isic bolSevikuri SeupovrobiT miRoRavs, miiswrafis srulyofisken da oTxjer mainc unda gamoZvres kanidan, kidev ufro gazrdil-gasiebuli, vidre daWuprdeba, anu, sakuTar ganavalSi gamoemwyvdeva, gakoWili, saZraoba warTmeuli, da mkvdari rom hgonia yvelas, swored maSin axdens saswauls kaSelebis agarakis eleqtro-WiSkariviT, kidev erTxel, TavisTavad gaixsneba misi mixakisferi kani da iqidan didTvaleba, qoCriani, mucelSeRinRluli pepela amofrindeba. pepelac, ra Tqma unda, matlia, magram winamorbedis sikvdiliT gakeTilSobilebuli. erTi SexedviT, TiTqos araferi aqvs saerTo matlTan, mSobelTan, winaparTan, SemqmnelTan, arc garegnulad, arc Tvisobrivad, jer erTi, yvelafers ki ar nTqavs ganurCevlad, yvavilis neqtars miirTmevs mxolod da ki ar daRoRavs, dafrinavs, dafarfatebs, zeimobs kvercxidan peplobamde gamovlil gzas, xoxviT mopovebul frTebs, sakuTar srulyofilebas, matlobis dasasruls da... moaxloebul sikvdilsac. magram, miuxedavad xanmokle sicocxlisa, kvercxis dadebas mainc aswrebs da, amdenad, bunebaSi araferi ikargeba. ubralod, axali wre iwyeba, axali kvercxidan (Tu gnebavT, godridan) axali matli iCekeba, romelic didTvaleba, qoCrian, mucelSeRinRlul peplad gardaiqmneba bolos da ase iqneba sul, usasrulod, ukuniTi ukunisamde... magram anton kaSels bevri aklda peplobamde. ufro sworad, matlad unda momkvdariyo da mokvda kidec. 1949 wlis 29 ivliss, elbaqiZis daRmarTze, Rvinis qarxnis win, zustad 19 saaTsa da 59 wuTze, adgilobrivi droiT, trotuarze idga, quCisken zurgSeqceuli, da gazeTs aTvalierebda. wami-wamze, megobrebi gamouvlidnen, manqanaSi Caisvamdnen da tabaxmelaze avardebodnen "puris

saWmelad". misi manqana dRes kniaJna qeTusias emsaxureboda, uaRresad qaluri RonisZiebebis Casatareblad: eqimTan unda Seevlo, maRaziebSi SeeWyita, gadamyidvelisTvis raRac daevalebina, gripiani dobili moenaxulebina, meore dobilTan esadila da ase Semdeg, ase Semdeg... anton kaSelma Tavad dauTqva megobrebs paemani, maincdamainc, elbaqiZis quCaze, maincdamainc, Rvinis qarxnis win, radgan barem Rvinis qarxnis direqtoric yavda sanaxavi, eSmakma icis, ra mizniT da rasTan dakavSirebiT, magram amdroisTvis, Rvinis qarxnis direqtors ukve meored afenda mdivani qali svel tilos Sublze da meored asmevda valerianis wveTebs. anton kaSeli ki, daniSnul adgilze idga da megobrebis molodinSi, viTom, gazeTs aTvalierebda. sinamdvileSi, erT did sasmen organod gadaqceuli, mTeli arsebiT isrutavda quCis xmebs tramvais borblebis RrWials, manqanebis sayvirebis ganuwyvetel Wyipinsa Tu aRmarTze amsvlel-CamomsvlelTa fexsacmelebis WraWunsa da baka-buks... magram, etyoba, mainc umtyuna alRom, erTi wamiT mainc moaduna yuradReba, da, rogorc mere dadginda, didi xnis Camowerili da teqnikurad gaumarTavi satvirTo manqana, swored is, romliTac raJden kaSeli 24-Si daxvretili meamboxeebis gvamebs ezideboda da erTxel Svilic abuqnava im gvamebze, mTeli ZaliT daejaxa zurgidan, raki ubedur dRes gaCenilma mZRolma (mTeli Tvis ganmavlobaSi ibeWdeboda gazeTebSi misi portreti, xan anfasidan da xan profilidan gadaRebuli, rogorc "ucxoeTis dazvervis erT-erTi seriozuli agentisa"), verafriT veRar daimorCila muxruWCavardnili da saWeamovardnili rkinis urCxuli, eSmakis Seqmnili, misi colSvilis codviT savse manqana da saqarTvelos leninis ordenosani sabWoTa socialisturi respublikis Sinsaxkomis TvalsaCino da saamayo muSaki matliviT miaWylita Rvinis qarxnis kedelze. Tavad anton kaSeli verc ki mixvda, ra SeemTxva. ubralod, ukanasknel wams, sisxlis veeba, lamis aerostatisxela, TvalismomWrelad mbzinavi buSti amoizarda mis Tvalwin da rogorc ki miado TiTi, maSinve yuriswamRebi xmauriT gaskda...

xolo, misi naSieri, ukve ormocdaaTs gadacilebuli da saqveyno saqmeebSi gasuli kaci, biWiviTaa Seyvarebuli da, colis gverdiT gaSotils, rZlis dabzekili ZuZuebi elandeba. magram imitom ki ara, mamaze naklebi kaSelia da unari ar Seswevs, iqiT moalandos sxvebs Tavi, aramed sul sxva dros rom mouwia cxovreba, dro Sexvda cudi, damyayebuli socializmisa, uZraobisa, da TviTonac, Zalauneburad, daWuprda, gamoiketa, gamoixrCo molodinisa da moTminebis uhaero parkSi... mliqvnelobisa da TvalTmaqcobis abreSumSi... imis magivrad, kedelTan mieyenebina ideuri mteri (rogorc mamamisi moiqceoda), dainaTesava da Tavic moaqvs imis naTesaobiT, imis saxels iSveliebs waramara, rogorc mxdali meomari fars. magram TviTon ki ar aris mxdali, droa usvindiso. winaprebisgan gansxvavebiT, amas ukve fexze myarad damdgar qveyanaSi mouwia ZiriTadad cxovreba (am bolo ramdenime wlis gamoklebiT), dasangrevi dangreuli daxvda, dasaxvreti daxvretili... "yoveli mosaxveWeliRa" darCa mosaxveWi da isic ixveWs, rac SeuZlia, raki amas avaldebulebs igive droc. ase ar aris?! Tu ar iparav, kaci ara xar. is ki kacia. unda, kaci iyos. marTalia, jer aravin mouklavs, magram mamiseuli nagani axlac gatenili udevs manqanis "bardaCokSi" (xval qviSxeTSi midis, "bavSvebis" wamosayvanad) da saWiro Tu Seiqna, anu, imasac Tu gaubeda vinmem manqanidan gadmosma, anda kabinetis aficvra, xeli ar aukankaldeba. cxovreba win aris da, rogorc Cans, arc ormocdaaTi welia bevri, gindac ormocdaTormeti iyos... mTavaria, guli gerCodes. imas ki, erCis... erCis da mere rogor! erTi suli aqvs, rodis gaTendeba. xvalidan axali etapi iwyeba mis cxovrebaSi. rac mTavaria, liziko ukve misi sakuTrebaa, ukve daibeva, qviSxeTis cixeSi hyavs gamomwyvdeuli, iq atarebs Taflobis Tves, Tumca, rasakvirvelia, imasac ucxoeTSi erCia. saerTod ucxoeTSi apirebda, Tavisi WkuiT, cxovrebas. antonsac amitom gahyva albaT colad. qmris meSveobiT daapira mamamTilis gamoWera, mamamTilis gavlenisa da SeZlebis gamoyeneba. ratomac ara! dRes vinc rames warmoadgens, yvelas ucxoeTSi hyavs Svilebi gaxiznuli da arc raJdens gauWirdeboda Tavisi Svilebis dabinaveba romelime "normalur" qveyanaSi. magram, am SemTxvevaSi, cota sxvanairadaa saqme. raJdens aq Wirdeba rZali da ara miunhensa Tu sanfranciskoSi. ase rom, saboloo jamSi, yvelaferi piriqiT moxda, lizikom ki ar gamoiWira raJdeni, antonis meSveobiT, aramed raJdenma liziko. gaeba Citi maxeSi. axla ifrTxialebs, ifrTxialebs da bolos isic Seegueba beds, Tu ukve Seguebuli ar aris. erTTviani izolacia savsebiT sakmarisia, bevr rameze aexilos Tvali qals. qali eSmakia, yovelTvis kacze adre xvdeba, vis uqicinos kudi da vis gamoenTos yefiT... roca raJdenma brZana... diax, brZana! raJden kaSelis yoveli sityva, gansakuTrebiT sakuTar ojaxSi warmoTqmuli, brZanebaa da misi Sesruleba yvelasTvis Tanabrad savaldebuloa... roca raJdenma brZana, cota xniT, yvelam SevikavoT Tavi, jer dawynardes qveyana da ucxoeTze mere vifiqroTo, pirveli liziko daeTanxma, radgan mamamisis Svili, mainc ver moiqceoda sxvanairad da es yvelaze ukeT (albaT lizikoze ukeTac) raJdenma icoda. gaWirvebis Jams samSoblos mitoveba da sakuTar keTildReobaze fiqri swored elizbars miaCnia Ralatad, Torem, sinamdvileSi, samSoblo iq aris, sadac ukeTesad grZnobs kaci Tavs da ara iq, sadac mama-papis codvebis gamo, advili SesaZlebelia, Sen wagacalon Tavi. magram raJdens Tavi imitom ki ar abia, antonisa da lizikosnairma revolucionerebma waacalon, aramed Tavis nebaze rom ataros isinic... asedac moxdeba. isemc mze maRla! rac Tavi axsovs, sul Tanamdebobis piria, universitetSic ki, ukve sazogadoebriv da partiul davalebas asrulebda, komkavSiris komitetis mdivani gaxldaT, reqtori ekiTxeboda Wkuas da bevri naftalinwayrili profesor-maswavlebeli mowiwebiT uxdida gazinTul Sliapas, roca misi tolebi (Tundac, igive elizbari), ludis smaSi ejibrebodnen erTmaneTs da universitetis ezoSi gacilebiT met dros atarebdnen, vidre auditoriebSi. xoda, axla viTom ra gauWirdeba iseTi, erT

axvar gogos ver mouaros, gindac yofil revolucioners... aki TviTonve ganacxada erTxel, maTi morigi "saidumlo" Sexvedris dros, sul tyuilubralod gavicie sakvercxeebi kibeebze jdomiTo... ioli ar aris, magram SesaZlebelia. ar arsebobs cixe-simagre, romlis aRebac bolSevikebs ar SeeZloT. mTavaria, gvaxsovdes perekopi... Tumca, dRevandeli axvrebi mainc gansakuTrebulad axvrebi arian, ver miudgebi ekali asxiaT. verc iyidi. ar ici, rodis ra wamouvliT. rac mTavaria, TviTonac ar ician, undaT Tu ara saerTod rame... xval gairkveva yvelaferi. xval CaakiTxavs, rogorc pedanti inspeqtori cixidan cixeSi gadasayvan da, rac mTavaria, Znelad mosaTok patimrebs. amxela gzaze, Tanac am areul qveyanaSi, "bavSvebis" marto mgzavroba saxifaToa. yovel SemTxvevaSi, "bavSvebma" unda icodnen, nabijsac ver gadadgamen uimisod. vin icis, imaTac erTi suli aqvT, rodis wamovlen iqidan. Taflobis Tve kargia, magram mterma gaZlo mTeli Tve miyruebul sofelSi. ara marto funis suni, erTmaneTic amouvidaT albaT yelSi. albaT ukve qongurmorRveul koSkze sxedan da iqidan uTvalTvaleben, rodis gamoCndeba maTi patronis manqana. raJdeni nela, auCqareblad gadmova manqanidan, ymawviluri mouTmenloba da mRelvareba rom ar Seatyos lizikom. manqanis kars daudevrad wahkravs xels da kari mis zurgs ukan TavisiT daiketeba TiTqos, ufrosis danaxvaze, yaraulma quslebi sxartad miatyupao. sxva gza ar arsebobs. ar arsebobs. ganaCeni sabolooa da kasacias ar eqvemdebareba. miT ufro, rom lizikom TviTonve gamoutana aseTi ganaCeni sakuTar Tavs, anu, TviTon Tu ar endomeboda, sxva veravin aiZulebda amgvari nabijis gadadgmas. mokled, aravin arafers aSavebs. damnaSave mxolod droa. magram kaSelebi drosac ar epuebian da, kacma rom Tqvas, jerjerobiT, arc aravin Txoulobs maTgan amgvar daTmobaze wasvlas. rasakvirvelia, lizikoc magari kakalia da fefe marTalia, roca ambobs, Cems dedamTils gavso, ese igi, kniaJna qeTusiasi ar iyos, verc imas gatexen kaSelebi advilado, magram magasac vnaxavT. xolo, obieqturebi Tu viqnebiT, liziko marTla gavs kniaJna qeTusias da ara marto bunebiT, aramed garegnuladac. sakvirveli kia, ratom unda gavdes elizbaris Svili raJdenis dedas, magram raki isic ukve kaSelia, sjobs isev kniaJna qeTusias gavdes, vidre fefes, anda, kidev uaresi, klavas. fefes mxolod sxvaTa samsaxuri da sxvaTa cxovrebis TvalTvali SeuZlia. klava ki, arafers warmoadgenda saerTod. mTeli bavSvoba imis garkvevas moandoma raJdenma da mainc ver gaarkvia wesierad, qali iyo Tu kaci bebiamisi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, kaciviT icvamda, kaciviT ikreWda Tmas, kaciviT eweoda TuTuns, kaciviT svamda arays da kaciviT igineboda, oRond, veravin ityoda dabejiTebiT, romel enaze metyvelebda saerTod, gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi. samagierod, ZaRliviT erTguli iyo kaSelebisa da imitomac moiSora kniaJna qeTusiam maSinve, rogorc ki daqvrivda, rogorc ki miabara miwas erTaderTi momrevi da momTokavi, wamsve sagiJeTSi ukra Tavi dedamTils, Tavad giJma da damTxveulma. arc TviTon ukiTxavs da arc Svili gaugzavnia imis ambis sakiTxavad, vidre iqidan ar daurekes, waiReT Tqveni mkvdario. misgan gansxvavebiT, fefe, ra Tqma unda, ar Takilobs kaSelobas, magram, imave dros, SeuZlia moaxled daudges kaSelebis mtersac. bunebiTaa moaxle. mokled, klavasaviT erTguli ar aris, magram sxvebze sandoa, radgan gacilebiT meti moipova kaSelebis meSveobiT, vidre kaSelobis gamo dakarga. ase rom, omi jer ar damTavrebula da arc damTavrdeba ase iolad. perekopi ar Svelis am saqmes da, SeiZleba, arc soxumi eyos... amdens debili klavac xvdeboda da sagiJeTis gisosebian sarkmelSi cxvirgamoyofili, mTeli sanapiros gasagonad gahyviroda: "CameT Cemi CuCuao", vidre sabolood ar darwmunda qveynis siyrueSi da xalaTis qamrisgan ganaskvul yulfSi ar gahyo Tavi... omi grZeldeba, amxanago batonebo! visac kaSelebis mospoba surs, isini moavlenen qveynad axal kaSelebs... visac kaSelebi sZuls, iZulebulni Seiqmnebian, guliT Seiyvaron isini, viTarca xorci xorcTagani

da sisxli sisxlTagani... omi grZeldeba! romis papi pavle meore yovel aRdgoma dRes qarTuladac auwyebs msoflios am udiades saswauls qriste aRsdgao magram pirvandeli saxiT saqarTvelo veRar aRsdgeba. qarTvelebs rom gulSi udevT, is saqarTvelo aRar arsebobs. is saqarTvelo, jer kidev papi pios dros, misgan warmogzavnil vinme ludoviko boloniels aRar dauxvda Tavis adgilze da axla, dabarebuliviT, saidan gamotyvreba uceb?! aRar arsebobs... kaSelebma mouTaves xeli... misi mefeni ucxo cisqveS ganisveneben, gzaSi gardacvlili mwirebiviT; misi asulni ucxo Teslisken miikvleven gzas da misi vaJebi sxvaTa samsaxurSi iwyveten wels... aseTia am uazrobis anatomia. magram omi mainc grZeldeba, anu, erTxel kidev Cawixluli da wamxdari axalgazrdoba ukve Tavisufali da demokratiuli samyaros wesebiT cxovrobs. rogor ggoniaT, ras niSnavs es Cvens enaze? Cvens enaze es niSnavs grialsa da drostarebas, ara marto aq, am "dampal TbilisSi", aramed ucxoeTSic, ZiriTadad ucxoeTSi, nebismier qveyanaSi, razec adre vercki viocnebebdiT da riskenac axla Tavad xelisufleba mogviwodebs aSkarad da araorazrovnad. ratom? ra mogaxsenoT. xelisuflebas hkiTxeT. albaT omSi rom ar wavidnen axalgazrdebi. ufrTxildeba, zogavs qarTvelebis genofonds. raJdenisa Tu ar gjeraT, CarTeT radio, CarTeT televizori. wadiT. wadiT. wadiT... lomouris katosaviT gaiZaxis kadrs amofarebuli diqtori da Cveni daqliavebuli qajanebic midian, radgan wasvla sjobs warmavalisa... omi uimaTodac mSvidobianad damTavrdeba. ese igi, mainc damarcxdebian, wavlen Tu darCebian. ufrosma raJden kaSelma erTxel ki ar aiRo Tbilisi, aramed erTxel da samudamod, anu, momavalSic imdenjer aiRebs, ramdenjerac saWiro iqneba, vidre mTlad ar gakaSeldeba es Zirgavardnili qalbatoni, maradiuli qvriviviT Camqral-CaSavebuli rom daskupebula mtkvris orive napirze, erTdroulad, da uxmod, ucremlod glovobs mis wiaRSi, "viTarca sawnaxelSi", babua raJdenisa da bebia klavas binZuri CeqmebiT CaWyletil falavnebs... amitom, sjobs wavidnen da igrialon, dro ataron, sanam droa. isinic midian da grialeben, sanam SeuZliaT, sanam mSieri aznauris RobesaviTaa morRveuli am metiCara, verafriT verSemdgari saxelmwifos sazRvrebi. mxolod amisTvis Txovdebian gogoebi (fasi Tu aqvs maT gaTxovebas!) da mxolod amisTvis irTaven colebs biWebi (biWebi Tu eTqmiT kidev!) iqneb, erTi Taflobis Tve mainc gavataroT Cvens gemozeo. oRond, qviSxeTSi ki ara, lizikosa da antonis msgavsad, nuras ukacravad, antaliasa da kviprosze... ar ekuTvniT? eg sxva sakiTxia. eg Cveni saqme ar aris. visac fuli aqvs, ekuTvnis. visac ara ara. elizbarisa ar iyos... (rom icodeT, didi Sebertyili ymawvilia, raRacraRaceebs xvdeba...) elizbarisa ar iyos, Canafiqri, marTlac, satanuria, magram, unda vaRiaroT, genialuric. omSi midian Tu qeifSi, an aRar brundebian ukan, an iseTebi aRar brundebian, rogorebic midian. biWs gogo ar unda, gogos biWi. mokled, genofondic, Tavdacvis fondiviT, Tvalsa da xels Sua qreba. fafu. aRar aris. buam Wama. "daixarja daniSnulebisamebr". midi da eZebe. aba, rogor gindaT! Tavisufleba Zviri siamovnebaa. gemo Tu gauge, raRas ar ikadreb imis gulisTvis, veRar Seelevi. aki verc elevian. mouTmenlobisgan suli misdiT, pirdapir asafren bilikebze gadian, vin icis ramdenjer garemontebulgadaRebili "mersedesebiT", "volvoebiT", "beemveebiT" da zezeurad agrZeleben qeifs, fuWad rom ar dakargon dro TviTmfrinavis molodinSi erT TviTmfrinavs Tu gvamebi Camoaqvs CrdiloeTidan, meore meqorwileebs miezideba samxreTisaken musikac Tan daaqvT da purmarilic. manqanis kapotze Slian "sufras" da arcTu iSviaTad, Sampanuris boTlebis zalps ufro seriozuli zalpic enacvleba. amgvar naucbaTev qorwilebze rom tyvia-wamali ixarjeba, savsebiT sakmarisi iqneboda afsuebis Tundac erTi ieriSis mosagerieblad Crdilo-dasavleTis frontze. magram arc

aeroportis administracia fiqrobs amaze (imas Tavisi "tvirTebi" awuxebs), arc gvamebis momlodine Wirisuflebi da, TavisTavad cxadia, arc Tavad meqorwileebi... Zlivs Tvali aexilaT, gzaze damdgaran da axla xom ar Caixocebian uazro omSi, eSmakmac rom ar icis, vin daiwyo da risTvis. grZeli, friala, xalvaTad morgebuli italiuri pijakebis qveS mxariRliv hkidiaT Sansiani da fulis mSovneli mama-biZebisgan skolis damTavrebisa Tu "daojaxebis" aRsaniSnavad naCuqari iaraRi: monikelebuli pistoleti Tu CaSavebuli, xorkliani revolveri. Tu ar ixmars, rad unda?! xoda, xmarobs. adamianma ki ara, ZaRlma icis uSecdomod, ras apatieben da ras ara. mand marxia ZaRlis Tavic. xelisufali amitomaa xelisufali, bolomde damalos Tavisi mizani da rac ufro didxans damalavs, miT ukeTesi iqneba piradad misTvis. ra wavageT, amden xans rom vmalavdiT?! piriqiT, umtkivneulod da TiTqmis udanakargod movipoveT gamarjveba, Tundac, nawilobriv, jer sanaxevrod, magram gana cotaa?! lizikos, sanaZleo, arc gaukvirdeba... imitom, rom kargad damaluli ganzraxva Tavis saqmes ukeTesad akeTebs, ganuwyvetel zemoqmedebas axdens ganzraxvis obieqtzeco, gvindoda gveTqva, Tundac mxolod Tavisi arsebobiT, rogorc sadRac, betonis WaSi CanTqmuli birTvuli iaraRi milionTa da milionTa guneba-ganwyobilebaze. karg xelisufals gulSi sxva udevs, enaze sxva akeria. erTs ambobs, meores akeTebs da yvelaze Zalian swored es abnevs sulel xalxs. ra Tqma unda, lizikosac. modi da nu daibnevi! jer tvini gauxvrites, antons Tu ar wahyvebi, mokvdeba, ganarkomandebao, bolos ki, ara, Citunia, antoni mxolod nigvzis lebania, xafangSi Semosatyuebeli, me ki, antonis babuasaviT, anu, mamaCemiviT, kaciWamia var da Sen unda Segaxramuno Tavfexebianado. ra lizikos bralia, CvenSi rom vTqvaT?! liziko iseTia, rogoric mSobelma gazarda. ra unda eswavla imis wignebidan, an imas sad ecala wignis sawerad?! qirqilsa da Woriknobas gadaayola qveyana. sircxvili Tqven, amxanago mweralo! icocxle kargia, trakze xelebdawyobili seirnoba cacxvebis xeivanSi, magram axla ra vuSveloT Tqvens qaliSvils?! sxvebis binZuri sacvlebis qeqvasa da paTologiur midrekilebaTa kvleva-Ziebas, ar ajobebda, erTi patiosani Svili mainc gagvezarda?! haaaa-a?! Tqven gekiTxebian. ratom CagiwydaT xma? davuSvaT da, marTla kaciWamia iyo antonis babua, mere Tqven ra? amis gamo, Tqven angelozebad gamoCndebiT pirsisxliani kaSelebis gverdiT? ver mogarTviT! angelozobisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram bavSvisTvis tvinis gadabruneba, cecxlze navTis dasxma da wylis amRvreva rom kargad gexerxebaT, Tqveni nawerebidanac Cans. visic geSiniaT, sulel bavSvs miuqsevT xolme, magram rac im bavSvs dRe daadgeba, erTad vnaxavT yvelani. imdeni Zala jer kidev SeswevT kaSelebs, TavianT Wkuaze moaqcion swored Tqveni gagebiT wesier da patiosan ojaxSi aRzrdili qaliSvili da ara Cveulebrivi Tbiliseli wiwkvi meZavi, aqeT rom geteneba, rac ufro asakovani da gavleniani xar. magram es Cveni saqme ar aris, es samzareuloSi Caberebuli, mobezrebuli colebis problemaa da ara saxelmwifo mniSvnelobis RonisZieba. ase rom, jer marTla sakiTxavia, vin vis dakidebs rusTavelis Wadrebze fexiT... sad aris poetebis dasangrevi qveyana! vis unaxavs?! vis gaugia?! erTi kargi gamaTraxeba da, magaTi jani! sxvaTaSoris, "bali" da "eniselic" erTgvari maTraxia. axsenebda Tu ara raJdeni, damsvenebeli mwerlebic maSinve acqmutdebodnen, axvixvindebodnen, abakundebodnen adgilze, rogorc cirkis cxenebi. imaT egonaT, pativs gvcemen, gvafaseben da imitom gvpatiJebeno, raJdeni ki akninebda, dascinoda da marTlac sasacilo sanaxavebi iyvnen, asakis mixedviT Camwkrivebulni rom miuyvebodnen saqonlisa da dampali neSos suniT gaJRenTil orRobes kaSelebis agarakisken, viTom "gamosasvlel", magram ukve sakmaod Selaxul, dalaqul, gamoxunebul da dapataravebul kostumebSi gamowyobilni... raJdeni rZlis gabzekil ZuZuebze ki fiqrobs, rac TqvenTvis, mwerlebisTvis, moralistebisTvis, dasagmobi saqcielia, magram CvenTvis, kaSelebisTvis,

kaciWamiebisTvis, esec omia daundobeli, mZvinvare, samkvdro-sasicocxlo xoda, Tuki qali qveynis saxea, rogorc Tqven amtkicebT, rogorc werilobiT, iseve kerZo saubrebSic, vnaxoT, rogori saxe eqneba xval da zeg Tqvengan Sekowiwebul qveyanas. kaSelebi seqsualuri maniakebi ki ar arian, rogorc Tqven fiqrobT gulSi, malulad (gamxelisa geSiniaT), aramed erTxel da samudamod micemuli ficis erTguli jariskacebi, erTxel da samudamod dasaxuli miznis yurmoWrili monebi da dro-Jamis baton-patronni. jer qalobisa araferi etyoboda lizikos, "sxva TvaliT" rom Sexeda raJdenma pirvelad, oRond, imitom ki ara, Tqven rom ggoniaT, aramed bavSvis jer kidev ucodveli sulis gadasarCenad, usafuZvlo siZulvilisgan gasanTavisufleblad da ukve Tamamad SeiZleba iTqvas, am keTilSobil mizans Sealia raJdenma TiTqmis mTeli Tavisi cxovreba. Zia raJden, Zia raJden, marTla kaciWamia iyo antonis babua? marTla kaciWamia iyo? marTla kaciWamia? magram am sulelurma SekiTxvam ki ar gaaRiziana maSin raJdeni amis mets ras laparakobdnen qviSxeTSi dasasveneblad Camosuli mwerlebi cacxvebis xeivanSi aramed amgvari SekiTxvisaTvis Tavad bavSvis, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, yovlad Seuferebelma garegnobam: cxvirsa da zeda tuCze Worfli mosdeboda, dabuStuli tuCebi sisxlisfrad ubzinavda da jer kidev biWur mkerdze odnav SeSupeboda ZuZusTavebi... im dRis mere, erTi wuTiTac ar auRia raJdens xeli, imave mwerlebis gagebiT, "saTakilo" da "aranormalur" ganzraxvaze, piriqiT, gaunelebeli mRelvarebiT elodeboda, rodis dahkravda Jami da yvelafrisgan damcavi asakidan gamosuli liziko, misTvisac rodis gaxdeboda xelmisawvdomi nebismieri TvalsazrisiT. oRond, gulxeldakrefili ki ar elodeboda, mklavebdakapiwebuli Sromobda am procesis dasaCqareblad, yvelaferze midioda, yvelafers kisrulobda, erTi dRec rom ar ecxovra lizikos uimisod, ase vTqvaT, fsiqologiur transSi hyoloda ganuwyvetliv aba, TvalxuWuna Tojinao, aba, naZvis xis mosawvevebio, aba, Teatris bileTebio, aba, dobilebTan erTad, "iveriis" kafeSi dapatiJebao da, ra vici... mokled, vidre lizikos mama, batoni elizbari, cacxvebis xeivanSi qirqilebda, kolegebis gulis mosagebad, is lizikos Sxamsa da gesls wovda sulidan, vTqvaT, xazgasmuli, gadametebuli da, TavisTavad cxadia, jer arafriT damsaxurebuli yuradRebiT, rac, sxvaTaSoris, yvela qals erTnairad siamovnebs, varikaa Tu kruxi, ubiwo angelozi Tu Zirgavardnili meZavi... ase rom, TviTon lizikom SeiZleba verc SeamCnia, zogadad kaSelebis potenciuri mteri, rogor iqca kerZod raJden kaSelis "ganuyrel megobrad", Tanac antonis zurgs ukan... rasac liziko jer kidev bavSvuri gulwrfelobiTa da ukve garkveuli qaluri sikekluciTac uyveboda xolme raJdens, antons umalavda, radgan imis mosmena antonisnair mamlayinwa mijnurebs araTu ar siamovnebT, arc SeuZliaT. raJdens ki, ara marto usasrulod SeeZlo esmina lizikosTvis, aramed wamqezebluri, wamaxalisebeli yuradRebiTac. qalebs uyvarT, roca usmenen da lizikoc meti mondomebiT, meti xalisiT uyveboda samamamTilos, Tu vis mierTmia misTvis "ormetriani" vardebi, satrfialo baraTTan erTad; vis SeeTavazebina manqaniT gaseirneba Tbilisis SemogarenSi; vis daepatiJna "yvelaze modur" kafeSi, duqansa Tu restoranSi da, bolos, vis eTxova xeli "mTeli seriozulobiT"... raJdens, TavisTavad cxadia, naklebad aRelvebda lizikos vnebani, mas Tavis saqme hqonda, msaxurobda, da cxeli yavisa Tu civi Sampanuris wrupvac samsaxurSi eTvleboda. magram eniT auwerel siamovnebas aniWebda imis gancda da SegrZneba, ganuwyvetliv rom ecemoda wylis done misi usasrulo moTminebis zRvaSi, cxeli yavisa Tu civi Sampanuris yoveli ylupis Semdeg. cotac da, fskeric gamoCndeba, qafiani SlamiTa da lorwovani wyalmcenareebiT mofenili, da aseve bunebrivad gaSiSvldeba, gamoaSkaravdeba misi ganzraxvac, rac unda amazrzeni da miuRebeli iyos sxvebisTvis... eWvic ar epareba, aucileblad gaitans Tavisas. darwmunebulia,

amas elodeba misgan lizikoc da Tqvenc darwmunebuli brZandebodeT, yvelaferi ise iqneba, rogorc kaSelebs aZlevs xels. sxva gza ar arsebobs. ara, gzis meti raa, magram umal axali gzis maZiebeli moinaTleba moRalated, vidre Zvelis erTguli mimdevari. iciT, ra uTxra erTxel lizikom?! mamaze metad Tqven gendobiTo; mamasTan verasodes viqnebodi aseTi Tavisufalio. ai, ra uTxra lizikom raJdens da, SegiZliaT sityvaze dagvijeroT, savsebiT gulwrfelad, oRond, cota ukve SeWikWikebulma. romeliRac axal barSi isxdnen (rasakvirvelia, "antonze saWoraod"), albaT yofil perovskaiaze da Tumca barSi musikisgan yurTasmena aRar iyo, saidanRac srolis xma mainc ismoda yrud. lizikos laparakisas ganuwyvetliv eRimeba xolme, TviTonac rom ar icis raze, da sasmelisgan gabrwyinvebul TvalebSi feTiani, dauqancavi Winkebi dauxtis...

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 liza, liziko, sada xar gogo! daiZaxa taso Zalom.

raJdeni saswrafod moSorda lizikos da naWris savarZels daubrunda, saidanac eswuTia wamomdgariyo, xolo, wamodgomamde, romeliRac didi mtacebeli cxoveliviT, viTom sxvaTaSoris, viTom Tvlemamoreuli uTvalTvalebda flostebSi fexwayrilsa da SiSvel tanze sarafangadacmul rZals, romelic yavas iduRebda gazquraze da, rasakvirvelia, grZnobda mamamTilis daJinebul mzeras, rac, cota ar iyos, abnevda da akvirvebda, radgan arasodes ganecada msgavsi ram mamamTilTan dakavSirebiT, Tumca, mSvenivrad icoda, "mTlad gulgrili"ar iyo mamamTili mis mimarT da gulis siRrmeSi eamayeboda kidec, roca Suriani dobilebi aqeT-iqidan Casisinebdnen yurSi, Svilze ufro, mgoni, mama gearSiyebao, oRond, es msubuqi, zedapiruli, ase vTqvaT, nebadarTuli da, mxolod da mxolod, urTierT simpaTiis gamomxatveli flirti, upirveles yovlisa, sakuTari Tavisadmi pativiscemis grZnobas uCenda da sakuTar SesaZleblobebSi arwmunebda qalobamoaxloebul gogos, yovelSemTxvevaSi, saSiSsa da saCoTiros verafers xedavda Tavad, magram am erTi wuTis win, marTla mtacebeli cxovelivivT uCumrad rom mieparnen uknidan da gavarvarebuli peSvebi mxrebze Camoawyves, cotas morCa, guli SeuRonda, wesierad verc mixvda uceb, ra moxda, ra SeemTxva uCinari xafangis kari elvis uswrafesad daixura da sruliad marto, sruliad daucveli aRmoCnda moulodnelad SekumSul sivrceSi, mtvrisa da dampali ficris suniT gajerebul wyvdiadSi magram taso Zalom rom dauZaxa saidanRac, ki ar gauxarda, uaresad dafrTxa, imanac ar gaigoso, da aqa var, yavas viduRebo upasuxa rac SeiZleboda swrafad, daeWvebis saSualeba rom ar mieca misTvis, arada, acaxcaxebul xelSi carieli Jezve eWira, isic acaxcaxebuli, xolo, ukve wamoduRebuli da yavisfrad afofrili siTxe SiSiniT aSreboda gazquris qaTqaTa zedapirs... ki ar viduReb, vRvri daazusta maSinve, viTom, Tqvens aq aryofnaSi, sxva araferi momxdara ufro mniSvnelovanio. Ria karSi taso Zalom Semoixeda. mkerdze Tixis qoTani miexutebina. qoTnidan patara kaktuss amoeyo xorkliani Tavi. es qoTani dagrCa, Tu aq toveb? hkiTxa lizikos. vtoveb, taso Zalo, vtoveb ratomRac aRelda liziko da mxarze CamoCaCuli bretelis gasworeba scada nikapiT, magram maSinve gadaifiqra. naxeT, ra momivida gamoxeda mxarszemodan saqme mogimateT moubodiSa gulwrfelad. momikvdes Tavi Seicxada taso Zalom yava ro gindoda?! ara uSavs, TbilisSi davlev, mainc Zalian cxela daamSvida lizikom.

marTlac, Zalian cxeloda. mumliT gasqelebuli haeri udabnos silasaviT italReboda irgvliv. sunTqva Wirda, magram mxolod aq ki ara, qviSxeTSi, mTels saqarTveloSi. "ekipaJi mzad ariso" ezodan daiZaxa antonma. raJdeni ki, isev savarZelSi ijda, mSvidi da uzrunveli, rogorc aqaurobis baton-patrons Seefereboda, magram sinamdvileSi, lizikoze naklebi Zalisxmeva rodi Wirdeboda garegnuli simSvidisa da uzrunvelobis SesanarCuneblad. Tavis qebas kitris fasi aqvs, magram bevri ver gabedavda, rac man es wuTia gabeda. gabeda da, rame Tu gaegeba saerTod qalisa, gaumarTla kidec. vinc ar bedavs, arc Sampanurs miirTmevs, rogorc rusebs uyvarT Tqma, xoda, erTi suli aqvs, rodis Caikoklozinebs pirs gambedaobiT mopovebuli SampanuriT. esec male iqneba. aRdgoma da xvaleo. rac mTavaria, veRaraferi daudgeba win. rasakvirvelia, eWvic ar epareboda, aucileblad rom gaitanda Tavisas (axla ukve dabejiTebiT SeuZlia Tqvas, lizikoc mxolod amas elodeboda misgan), magram mainc ar egona, ase uceb, ase moulodnelad Tu eweoda sawadels... weRan, sruliad SemTxveviT, sul erTi wamiT Sexedes erTmaneTs TvalebSi da mixvda, dayovneba aRar SeiZleboda. aqve, axlave unda garkveuliyo, risi maqnisebi iyvnen, ras imsaxurebdnen cxovrebisgan saerTod. mere araferi aRar axsovs. es mumli ki ar brunavda, namdvili xanZari mZvinvarebda irgvliv da cecxlis daklaknil enebSi zedized, ukvalod iferflebodnen mamaSvilobis, rZal-mamamTilobis, ufrosumcrosobis da nebismieri adamianuri urTierTobis damadasturebeli sabuTebi... aRaraferi aRar arsebobda, garda misi Jinisa, da imasac isRa darCenoda, damoneboda sakuTar Jins... Tumca, wesierad TviTonac ar icoda, ras sCadioda, radgan rasac sCadioda, gaugonari sigiJe da siTavxede iyo misganac ki... magram, kacma rom Tqvas, ra Caidina amisTana?! mivida da Tavis sakuTrebas daado xeli. ratomaa es saTakilo saqcieli?! gana lizikoc ukve misi sakuTreba ar aris, iseve rogorc antoni, anda fefe, anda mamamisis nabozvari taso, Tavis nabiWvrianad?! ki batono, liziko SeiZleba mTlad ar iyos xelidan wasuli, magram bevrad ar gansxvavdeba dRevandeli gogoSkebisgan. ufro iqiTaa, vidre aqeT. eweva kidec, svams kidec da, Sen xar Cemi batoni... yovel SemTxvevaSi, mxurvale momxrea Tavisufali siyvarulisa Tu siyvarulis Tavisuflebisa. am saqmeSi namdvili revolucioneria, ese igi, ukve sakmao seqsualuri gamocdileba gaaCnia da albaT arc axlaa marto antons miCerebuli. is ki ara, antonamdec moaswro raRac-raRaceebi... mokled, magari gogoa, namdvilad Tanamedrove, da aseTi iyo yovelTvis. striptizoba rom Semovida TbilisSi, antonis dabadebis dRes (warmoidgineT, sxvagan ras izamda), pirveli eg avardeboda xolme magidaze da debili antoni yiraze gadadioda, sxvam ar daiWiros Cemi gulisvardis nifxavio. xoda, axlac Seunaxos namusi... mamakacuri alRo Tu ar atyuebs raJdens, liziko umal mis sigiJes gaamarTlebs (mouwonebs), vidre gonierebas...

antoni da didyura grigola SedarebiT iolad moiSora. jer manqanis garecxva daavala imaT, mere bargis Calageba manqanaSi. taso Zalo ki, ufro Zneli mosaSorebeli aRmoCnda, pepelasaviT, yvelgan erTdroulad dafarfatebda, ezoSic, aivanzec, oTaxebSic... magram, kacma rom Tqvas, ra moaxlis saqmea, ras Caidens batoni sakuTar saxlSi?! imas gindac exila, mainc ar daujerebda sakuTar Tvalebs da gindac daejerebina, Tavcocxali ver gaamxelda, isev sakuTari interesebidan gamomdinare. mokle ena msaxuris keTildReobis garantiaa. rac Seexeba Jeleznis, TavisTvis iwva gamakSi da Tu ar dauZaxebdnen, arc gamoixedavda aqeTken. iman icis Tavis saqme. ase rom, Tuki vinme aferxebda raJdens, isev liziko, oRond, Tavisi miukareblobiT ki ara, piriqiT, usityvo, magram aSkara TanxmobiT. ara marto xvdeboda da ara marto uwonebda mamamTils ganzraxvas, exmareboda kidec ganzraxvis aRsrulebaSi, Tavad gvirgvini ganzraxvisa. arafriT ar moSorda gazquras, idga da elodeboda, gnebavT, idga da aqezebda, gabedeo, da swored es usityvo mipatiJeba aeWvebda raJdens, SantaJs xom ar miwyobso. dRevandeli gogoebisgan yvelaferia mosalodneli da ukadriss Tu ar ikadreben, is unda gagikvirdes kacs. magram lizikos sarafans landi gasdioda da raJdens uWirda saRad azrovneba. axla ki, guli gaxeTqvaze aqvs, oRond, imitom ki ara, es ra Cavidineo, piriqiT, bolomde rom ver miiyvana saqme (etyoba, mainc ar eyo gambedaoba). imas dardobs, imas ganicdis, vai Tu, wamieri sisustis gamomJRavneba aRmoCndes es lizikosTvis da, vai Tu, sZlios am wamier sisusteso, axlos aRar gamikaroso... marTlac, xom SeiZleba gadaifiqros?! SeiZleba, jer verc xvdeba, ra Caidina. xoda, male mixvdeba, ra codvaSi dgams fexs... da mainc, da mainc, da mainc... raJdenis upasuxod datoveba gana naklebi codvaa?! vera, ver gabedavs raJdenis gawbilebas. eSinia raJdenisa. qmars rom uTxras?! qmars rom sTxovos Svela, damicavi mamaSenisgano?! ar sTxovs. saamisod zedmetad amayia... da arc araferi sWirs saSveli. saSvelad rom hqonoda saqme, "sveckis" ki ar gaubamda taso Zalos yavasa da kaktusebze, fexebSi Cauvardeboda. axla iZulebulia, yvelas daumalos, pirvel rigSi ki qmars. sxvaTaSoris, raJdens wesierad arc axsovs, ra moxda, ase vTqvaT, "ra doneze" daSordnen erTmaneTs. ufro sworad, mxolod is axsovs, rogor mivida da rogor Camoado mxarze xeli, SeiZleba, mamaSviluradac... Zalian cxeloda (rogorc axla cxela) da aqauroba mumliT iyo savse (rogorc axlaa), TiTqos cecxlis alSi idga. suli ekvroda alis simxurvalisgan. rasakvirvelia, Tavs ar imarTlebs, arc ganzraxvaze iRebs xels, magram viRac sxva rom warmarTavda mis Wkuagonebas, cxadia. komunisti ambobs amas da ara viRac morwmune, gnebavT, crumorwmune. arc is moiqca kargad, gaTxovili qalis kvalobaze arafriT ar moSorda gazquras, am gagania sicxeSi. maincdamainc, amas daudga win, lamis dediSobila. is sarafani ginda gcmia, ginda ara. mumli kidev calke! raJdeni ki ara, taso Zaloa gaSterebuli, dedis tola qali, msgavsic araferi minaxavso, pirjvars iwers ganuwyvetliv. imas yvelafrisa eSinia, magram, ra ici, eSmaks ar Zinavs... amerikelebisgan yvelaferia mosalodneli. iqneb baqteriebs avrceleben?! ra, ar SeiZleba?! Tu ar ikadreben?! albaT mumlis gansakuTrebuli saxeoba gamohyavT saamisod. marTlac, ucnauri mumlia, msxvili, dondlo, wyliani... avadmyofuri. mumli-raketa. baqteriomzidi. Cveneburi bevrad ufro wvrilia da mouxelTebeli. mumlma auria amasac goneba. yvelgan mumli yria, baliSzec, razec Tavi gvidevs, da purzec, rasac vWamT. sasunTqi gzebica da saylapavi milic okupirebulia. Sxami (haerTan erTad) Seuferxeblad Caedineba ganwirulTa SigneulSi. yvelani mumlis webovan mtverSi arian amoganglulni... aman mxarze xeli Camoado mxolod, is ki, giJiviT moutrialda da taso Zalo rom ar gamoCeniliyo droze, albaT cocxlad SeWamda. erTi piroba, daibna kidec raJdeni, uceb ver gaarkvia, TviTon daesxa Tu mas daesxnen Tavs. misma Svilma jer ar icis, vis xelSia Cavardnili. gaigebs ki rodisme?! ara gvgonia.

imedia, qmarTan ufro TavdaWerilia. rac sayvarlebs moswonT, is qmrebs aRizianebT. ukve icis albaT, ra bedauric yavs. am qveynisa araferi gaegeba. wignSia TavCarguli, rogorc viri TofrakSi. magram viri qersa Wams, Svrias, is ki arafers... tyuilebs, zRaprebs... dedamisma maTxovrobiT daiwyo, is ki, maTxovrobiT daamTavrebs. wignis amara, Sors ver wava dRes kaci. raJdens rame rom mouvides (avad gaxdes, moxsnan, daiWiron, anda, misi winaprebis msgavsad, isic quCaSi moklas vinmem), erTi dRe ver gaitanen Tavs, marTla gamaTxovrdebian. magram antoni mainc nametania. colsac mama unaxavs da saerTodac, simarTle Tu gindaT, raJdenis saxelsa da gavlenas gayvnen colad da ara raJdenis vaJis kokora ulvaSebs. ulvaSi arc amosdis, mgoni. amitom, Svilis colze iseTive uflebebi unda hqondes raJdens, rogoric sakuTarze aqvs. ase ar aris?! tarani TvliTaa. xoda, antonic erTi tarania mxolod. ise moiqceva, rogorc mamasa da cols endomeba. vin icis, madlobac Tqvas, Tuki am saqmeSic miexmareba mama. yovel SemTxvevaSi, "erTTviani izolaciis" Semdeg, usityvo morCilebisa da usazRvro madlierebis meti, veraferi amoikiTxa mis TvalebSi. weRandelsac Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, etyoba, saerTod aseTia guSindel meamboxeTa guneba-ganwyobileba. Zalianac kargi. mamis manqanis danaxva ise gauxarda, TiTqos qajeTis cixidan unda daexsna mamamiss. TviTonac awveboda eleqtro-WiSkars, ufro male gaiRoso. Taflobis Tvis gatarebac gauWirda umamod. yurebamde gawiTlda sixarulisgan, SeiZleba sircxvilisganac. mamis zurgs ukan miRebuli siamtkbilobisa Sercxva da im siamtkbilobisTvis ufro mamis madlieria, vidre colisa. es unda raJdensac. mamaZaRli! ratom maSin ar wiTldeboda da ratom maSin ar rcxvenoda, fexiT rom upirebdnen dakidebas mamamiss misi TanamebrZolebi?! arada, mitingic ver gamarTes uraJdenod. isev raJdeni patronobdaT. mTeli dRe mzesumziras aknawunebdnen mTavrobis sasaxlis kibeze miyrilebi, RamRamobiT ki, saZile tomrebSi uZvrebodnen erTmaneTs. es egonaT Tavisufleba da damoukidebloba... jer kidev sakiTxavia, vin vis dakidebs, raze da riTi, magram bevri ram raJdenis bralicaa. ver moicala Svilis gasawvrTnelad. qals miando es saqme da Sedegmac ar daayovna. qalaCuna. wignSi emaleba cxovrebas. liziko ufro vaJkacuria da cxovrebasac ufro uwyobs fexs: dausxam, dalevs. miawvdi, mowevs. daurideblad Semogabolebs saxeSi. egaa rom, saferfles ar xmarobs. ufro sworad, yvelafers xmarobs saferfled, racki xelSi moxvdeba, koka-kolis boTlis xufsac, asanTis cariel kolofsac, ZabriviT daxveul qaRaldsac, yvelafers, garda saferflisa, da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, amasac cxovrebam miaCvia. aseTebi arian yvelani, bunebiT mawanwalebi, usaxlkaroni... Cacmisa ar iyos! amas Cacma hqvia?! bretelis gasworebac ezarebaT. tansacmeli sasircxvos dasafaravad moigona adamianma da ara kidev ufro gamosaCenad... megobroba megobrobad, magram qals mainc meti morideba marTebs mamakacisa, gindac, mamamTilad ekuTvnodes... mis qmars ki wigni ver gaagdebines xelidan. es weria im wignebSi?! mTeli bavSvoba Tavze sabanwafarebulma gaatara, SeTqmuliviT. jibis fanris Suqze kiTxulobda giJi nikolozis wignebs. misi tolebi tye-Rres iyvnen modebulni... maT Soris, lizikoc... is ki, WaWanaWam indauriviT daborialobda oTaxebSi. ager naxavT, bebiamisiviT, egec narkomani Tu ar gaxdeba bolos (ukve Tu ar gamxdara). iqneb arc aris kaSeli?! quCidan ahyva albaT dedamiss. dedamisi quCidan moiyvana kniaJna qeTusiam. yvelaferi mosalodnelia imisgan. zedmetad gulCvili da zedmetad damTmobi qali gaxlavT. veravis veraferze ver eubneba uars. maSin xom, miT ufro ver eubneboda albaT... samagierod, Zneli mosaSorebelia. ver moiSoreb, bavSvobaSi gakeTebuli sviringiviT. unda aTrio mTeli cxovreba. arada, rogori saTrevia?! televizors uyurebs tiris, aivanze Citebs sakenks uyris tiris, auTavebs tiris, sayvedurs etyvi da, kidev ufro uaresad atirdeba, gaskdeba tiriliT. samagierod, dedamTili wamSi mokla,

CitiviT. SeiZleba, ukve fexmZimed rom iyo viRacisgan, kniaJna qeTusiamac imitom SerTo Svils ZalaTi, qmrisgan damcirebulma, Svili daamcira, Svils gadauxada... viTom, esec metia TqvenTviso, godris gagdebulebisTviso... Tavis TavadiSvilobas amadlida Svils, raki mamamiss, marTlac godris gagdebuls, oflian fexsaxvevs urecxavda iZulebiT. magram mainc gakaSelda bolos, imanac TviTmkvlelobiT daamTavra cxovreba, kaSelebis sxva rZlebiviT, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, fefem ar SeuSxapuna momakvdinebeli doza. pirveli morfinisti qali gaxldaT mTels sabWoTa kavSirSi. saxelmwifo amaragebda wamliT, ufasebda mamamTilisa da qmris damsaxurebas da amkevinebda imaT moweul yanas. ra icoda da gindac scodnoda, raSi ainteresebda saxelmwifos, Tu ra araadamianuri siZulviliT sZulda mis pirvel morfinist qals Tavisianebi, mamamTilic, qmaric, Svilic... saerTod kaSelebi! marTla ki ar Seecoda samaTxovrod xelgaSverili oboli, koWebze Seatyo, swored is rom gamoadgeboda amxanagad Tavisianebis winaaRmdeg wamowyebul omSi. fe-fe. fe-fe. fe-fe. sul misi saxeli ekera pirze. nemssac mxolod imas akeTebinebda da, mTlad rom gadacda Wkuidan, mxolod imis xaTriT "akeTebda" fisi-fisisac da Wupa-Wupasac. fe-fe, fe-fe, fe-fe, CagvimateT Tbili wyali, CagvimateT Tbili wyali... fefe taStSi rezinis Tojinas ugdebda da bavSviviT abanavebda, rasakvirvelia, arc mTlad uangarod. kaSelebis saxlis diasaxlisobas iyo albaT Sepirebuli da ausrula kidec. umwifarsa da ugnur Svils jer ZaliT gaabaxebina, vin icis, sad ar naTrevi Zukna, mere ki, aseve ZaliT, kanonier Tanamecxedred dauskupa gverdiT. "icode, Cemi fexiT mival, komkavSiria Tu rac ari, da sul kinwiskvriT gamovagdebineb Sens Tavs iqidano". raJdensac ra eqna, samudamod xom ar daiRupavda Tavs morfinisti dedisa da mawanwala colis gulisTvis?! yvelaferi winaswar hqondaT imaT gaTvlil-gaTvaliswinebuli, ukanasknel wvrilmanamde, raJdenis gulubryvilobis CaTvliT. rom egona, moxerxebulad mivimwyvdie bnel kuTxeSio, imas Turme, sadedamTilos xeliT Sedgenil instruqciaSi ewera, rogor mimwyvdeuliyo bnel kuTxeebSi da rogor daeTmo "ufrosi ZamikosTvis" yvelaferi. ase da amgvarad, "da-Zmuri siyvaruliT" daorsulebuli "sabralo oboli" jer rZlis, mere dedis, mere ki, diasaxlisis uflebebiT aRiWurva da samudamod damkvidrda kaSelebis ojaxSi. magram mis Svils namdvilad araferi scxia kaSelebisa da esec ufro raJdenis gulkeTilobis bralia, vidre fefes siveragisa. piriqiT, es danaSauli ki ara, damsaxurebaa fefesi. esec gaTvaliswinebuli iyo rZaldedamTils Soris dadebul xelSekrulebaSi deda vutiroT kaSelebso, gugulis kvercxi CavudoT budeSio, Signidan gavtexoT cixeo... magram jer vnaxoT, vin izeimebs bolos. yovelSemTxvevaSi, raJdens srulebiTac ar enaRvleba Svilis Rirseba, miT ufro, misi mamakacuri pativmoyvareoba. ratom da, imitom. mainc ise moiqceva, rogorc lizikos endomeba. lizikos ki is unda, rac raJdens. amaze ori azri ar arsebobs. da rac mTavaria, raJdeni is sulswrafi, dedakacis suniT tvindabnelebuli ymawvili aRar aris, dedamisma rom daixvia TiTze yaWis ZafiviT. ase rom, saWiro Tu Seiqna, jer kidev SeiZleba imis garkveva, rac Tavis droze ar garkveula, mizezTa sxvaTa da sxvaTa gamo. anu, srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeba raJdens, Tuki, erT mSvenier dRes, swori aRmoCndeba misi varaudi. ese igi, sinamdvileSic dedamTils gadayolili, dedamTilze mzrunveli da dedamTilis mosiyvarule rZali ki ar aRmoCndeba fefe, aramed Cveulebrivi mkvleli. marTalia, mis dedamTils nemsis gasakeTebeli adgilic aRar hqonda darCenili, aRarc enis qveS da aRarc Tvalis gugaze, da, kacma rom Tqvas, madlic iyo misi sikvdili, magram sayvarelma da saamayo rZalma uazro da zedmeti tanjvisgan ki ar gaanTavisufla igi, risi mitevebac kidev SeiZleba, aramed Tavad gainTavisufla sadedamTilo taxti cocxlad dampali dedabris mZorisgan... aseTia raJdenis varaudi. magram jer namdvilad ar scalia amis gasarkvevad. Tumca, mosalodnelia, droze adre gaxdes

gadasaxedi kaSelebis saojaxo arqivi, Tuki fefe bolomde ar daudgeba qmars gverdSi. kaSelebis qalic kaSelia. unda Tu ar unda, moswons Tu ar moswons, Tanaxmaa Tu ara Tavad... kaSeloba ki, ara marto yvelafris atanas, yvelafris Cadenasac gulisxmobs. kaSeloba mZime tvirTia, udidesi pasuxismgeblobaa kacobriobis naTeli momavlis winaSe... dalxinebuli cxovreba usisxlod ar moipoveba, sisxls ki, kaSelebi Rvrian ZiriTadad, rogorc sxvisas, ise sakuTars. wignsa da TeatrSi Tavis mokvlac advilia da sxvisic, magram cxovrebaSi amasac gansakuTrebuli niWi Wirdeba. yvela ver SeZlebs. kaSelebma SeZles. yvela maTgans hyavs kaci (xalxi) mokluli (daxocili) da arcerTi maTgani ar momkvdara sakuTari sikvdiliT, TavianTi qalebis CaTvliT. raJdenic, rasakvirvelia, Rirseuli STamomavalia Tavisi winaprebisa. rogorc qveyanaSi am bolo dros mimdinare procesebis gaanalizeba gviCvenebs, yvelaferi SeiZleba ganmeordes: ocdaerTic, ocdaoTxic, ocdaCvidmetic, ormocdaTerTmetic, ormocdaTeqvsmetic da ase Semdeg... obieqturebi Tu viqnebiT, jer sinanuli adrea. dRevandeli SemTxvevac amas adasturebs mxolod. jer axla iwyeba cxovreba. gnebavT, cxovreba axal gamocdas gviwyobs da Tavi ar unda SevircxvinoT, Cveni eSmakobiTa da gamWriaxobiT piri unda davaRebinoT mousyidvel gamomcdels. davaRebinebT kidec. isemc mze maRla! mTavaria, moulodnelma warmatebam Tavbru ar dagvaxvios da adre ar davmSviddeT. avwon-davwonoT, gavaanalizoT yvelaferi. rasakvirvelia, arc provokaciaa gamoricxuli. dedas ver endobi kaci. Svili rom Svilia, isic sveli saponiviT gisxlteba wamdauwum xelidan... iqneb marTla ar aris misi Svili?! ara, ar SeiZleba. gamoricxulia. marTalia, coli ZaliT Setena dedilom, magram is xom mainc icis, TviTon sad Seetena Tavisi sulswrafobiT. mainc ar unda iaros kacma qalis Wkuaze. ar daartya, codoa, jer pataraa, sustia... ras hqvia, sustia! ras hqvia, codoa! ratom unda iyos misi Svili susti da sacodavi?! aba, riRasTvis CaixrCvnen kaSelebi sisxlis morevSi?! riRasTvis klavdnen da ekvlevinebodnen ZaRlsa da mamaZaRls?! raJdeni amoiyris yvelas javrs... yvelas erTad gauswordeba maTi saxeliT... colsac, Svilsac, rZalsac... rac Seexeba rZals, gaTavebulia imis saqme. TbilisSi ufro advili iqneba masTan ganmartoveba. fefem ki uyuros, ramdenic unda, vidre ar mobezrdeba... axia imaze yvelaferi. Tavs daabralos. Tavidanve unda scodnoda, sad midioda, Tanac, akrZaluli gziT. da isic unda gaeTvaliswinebina, sxvebsac rom siamovnebT da masze aranakleb exerxebaT bnel kuTxeebSi mimwyvdeva. Tu kaSelebTan apirebs darCenas, esec unda Caylapos, anda, daemSvidobos yvelafers, rac kaSelobiT moupovebia: diasaxlisobasac, colobasac, rZlobasac, dedobasac, sul axlaxan mimatebul dedamTilobasac da orTaWalis izolatorisken, maaaar-SSS! dedamTilis mkvlelobisTvis (usvindiso!), Zalauflebis xelSi Cagdebis mizniT (umaduri!). sad aris fefes gasafuWebeli Zalaufleba! Zalauflebas veravis dauTmobs raJdeni, verc cols, verc Svils, verc rZals... tyuilia. nuravis nu eqneba imedi. arada, Zalaufleba yvelas uyvars, Tumca, yvelas rodi SeuZlia misi borotad gamoyeneba. xolo, Tuki borotad ver gamoiyeneb, erTi Wkviani kacisa ar iyos, maSin, rad ginda?! magram amas rom mixvde, jer Zalaufleba unda Caigdo, rogorme, xelSi. amitomac eltvis yvela, Rirseulic da uRirsic, sustic da Zlieric, mcodnec da uvicic, patiosanic da garewaric... adamiani Zalauflebis maZiebeli cxovelia. rac Cvens Tvalwin axla xdeba, esec ZalauflebisTvis brZolaa da meti araferi. rogorc ki raJdens dauwveba liziko, maSinve Tavze daajdeba fefes. ki batono. magram lizikomac unda icodes, raJdens rom ekuTvnian samiveni, TviTonac, antonic da fefec... jer es aris da mere isini. totalitarul reJimSi icxovreben Tu demokratiulSi, mainc raJdeni gadawyvets yvelafers da imasac vnaxavT, vin vis dakidebs rusTavelis Wadarze fexiT... mwifes esrodnen, mkvaxe cviodao. liziko, bolos da bolos, fefes problemaa, samzareuloSi Caberebuli colisa da

ara xelisuflis. raJdens mama-papis sisxliTa aqvs xelisufleba mopovebuli da iolad ver Seeleva, saerTod ar Seeleva, SesaZlebeli rom iyos. piriqiT, yvelafers ikadrebs, yvelaferze wava, kidev ufro rom ganimtkicos da gaixangrZlivos... rogor ggoniaT, universitetis ezoSi, mTeli qveynis dasanaxad, imitom dawva partbileTi, marTla rom Seecvala msoflmxedveloba?! anda, imitom moinaTla, RmerTi rom iwama uceb?! araviTar SemTxvevaSi. am ori uwmindesi aqtiT, kremaciiTa da naTlobiT, sakuTari xelisufleba ganimtkica mxolod aTasobiT da aTasobiT axalgazrdis suli ixsna, rogorc usafuZvlo siZulvilisgan, iseve brma rwmenisgan... usafuZvlo siZulvili da brma rwmena aiZulebs axalgazrdas, quCaSi gamovides da xeli mouReros xelisufals. magram raJdeni araviTar SemTxvevaSi aRar dauSvebs amas. ucxoeTSic amitom ar gauSva Svili da rZali, marTla ar ifiqron, nebaze varT miSvebulnio. qviSxeTSi ukra orives Tavi, mama-papur cixeSi, radgan aq Wirdeba isini da Tanac swored aseTebi meryevebi, moRalateni, misi xelis Semyureni da mis imedzeRa darCenilni... Zalauflebis gareSe gind yofilxar, gind ara. mxolod Zalauflebam misca raJdens SesaZlebloba, jer gverdiT daeyenebina, mere moeToka, mere ki, Tavis Wkuaze moeqcia Svilic da rZalic, rac arc ise cotaa CvenisTana patara qveynisTvis. rogorc ar unda ewyinos elizbars, lizikoc ukve kaSelia, kaSelebs ekuTvnis, da esec mxolod imas adasturebs, gamosaCenic rom ar aris mwerluri dideba xelisuflebis gverdiT. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT, visac xelisufleba aqvs, imis xelSia mwerlis bedic da ara marto bedi, aramed Svilic. rasac elizbari Tavis wignebSi wers, cotas Tu esmis, magram aravis Wirdeba. xolo, raJdenis cxovrebis wesi TiTqmis yvelas erTnairad akmayofilebs, yovelSemTxvevaSi, ukmayofilonic amjobineben kmayofilebad warmoaCinon Tavi. liziko, rasakvirvelia, yovelTvis aRelvebda raJdens, Zilic bevrjer gastydomia da Zalianac datanjula imis dabuStuli tuCebisa da SeSupebuli ZuZusTavebis gaxsenebaze, magram es sxvaa, ufro swored, es ar aris mTavari, amas iolad moevleba, es arc misi ojaxisTvisaa saxifaTo da, miT ufro, arc qveynisTvis. qveynisTvisac da ojaxisTvisac SekiTxvaa saxifaTo, swored im tuCebdabuStulma, ZuZusTavebSeSupebulma gogom rom dausva am aTiode wlis win, viTom sxvaTaSoris "marTla kaciWamia iyo antonis babua?" xoda, Tuki xelisuflebis SenarCuneba gsurT, pirvel rigSi, SekiTxvis geSinodeT, bavSvis piridan amosuli suleluri SekiTxvisa. bavSvi sazareli iaraRia, Tuki aradaniSnulebisamebr gamoiyeneben. bavSvis naTqvamze icinian. sicili ki, nebismier xelisuflebas aryevs da nebismier avtoritets ayenebs Crdils. amitomac "ar aniWeben" gansakuTrebul yuradRebas, yvelanairad aqarwyleben (rac kidev ufro sacnaurs xdis masSi Cabudebul azrs), miT ufro, Tuki bavSvis SekiTxva xelisuflebis warmomadgenels exeba, ris merec, TavisTavad dgeba xelisuflebaSi misi yofna-aryofnis sakiTxi. da es yvelaze ukeT im gvelaZua ufrosebma ician, amgvar SekiTxvebs rom aswavlian da azepirebineben Sinaganad jer kidev sufTa, jer kidev gulubryvilo bavSvs. ai, ras unda moeRos bolo, erTxel da samudamod, marTla Tu gvinda gadarCena orpira mwerlebis qirqils cacxvebis xeivanSi da nebismieri bavSvis Sinagan sisufTavesa da gulwrfelobas. ufrosebis vireSmakobasa da umcrosebis sibeces... maTi Serwyma-SeuRleba gvaZlevs uazro msxverpls, ZiriTadad isev dasaxiCrebuli, dadamblavebuli Tu sulac daxvretili bavSvis saxiT. vireSmaka ufrosebs rom ar waeqezebinaT, romeli WkuaTmyofeli bavSvi gaubedavda sabWoTa kavSirs TviTmfrinavis motacebas?! TavisTavad cxadia, arc lizikos mouvidoda azrad antonis babuis gurmanuli midrekilebebis garkveva, Tuki kaSelebis bliTa da "eniseliT" gasisinebuli kvimati pimeni, viTom brZeni leonti, mofrangule diomide, naoficrali gobroni, marad TuTunis kvamlSi danTqmuli mixako, anda sulac Cveni mZaxali, gulRrZo

elizbari ar ubiZgebdnen aqeTken. bavSvis gabriyveba advilia, magram mZime danaSaulia. bavSvma SeiZleba pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT gaigos cuRluti ufrosis naTqvami da samudamod daijeros, TiTqos raJden kaSelis mama, ufrosi anton kaSeli, dana-CangliT miirTmevda, vTqvaT, mixeil javaxiSvilisa Tu tician tabiZis xorcs... magram liziko ukve dasrulebuli qalia da TviTon icis, vis daujeros da vis ara. arc arCevani SeSlia. RmerTi-rjuli, Zala aravis dautanebia misTvis, Tavisi nebiT moeqca "kaSelebis gavlenis sferoSi", anu, Segnebulad uaryo mSobeli, raki veraferi gaugo imis iwilo-biwilos... aba, sxva ra aiZulebda, me Tqven gekiTxebiT, ratom unda moqceuliyo ase? Tanac visTan! mamamTili xom igive mamaa?! qmris mama Seni mamacaa, Senc Svili xar imis, visi Svilic Seni qmaria. ase ar aris?! asea! xoda, frTxilad! magram Tuki antoni marTla ar aris raJdenis Svili, maSin?! maSin, mainc frTxilad. eSmaks ar Zinavs. magram mainc win, saboloo gamarjvebisken. arc iseTi sulelia fefe, erTi bozandara gogoSkas gulisTvis erTbaSad gauSvas xelidan, rac kaSelebis wyalobiT moupovebia wlebis manZilze. rogorcki marto darCeba raJdeni lizikosTan, gaTavebulia imisi saqme. aqedan gamomdinare, Tundac mxolod Tavis dazRvevis mizniT, qalbaton fefes "saqmec" daideba magidaze. amazea swored naTqvami, gabmulxar, Cito, maxeSio. oi, rom icode, ra cudad gabmulxar. Tumca, orivesTvis ase ajobebs. saerTo mamakaci ufro daaaxlovebT, ufro sainteresoni gaxdebian erTmaneTisTvis. erTmaneTsac ukeT gaugeben da ojaxzec ufro daedebaT guli. erTi ukeTesi rZali iqneba, meore ukeTesi dedamTili. qalebs uyvarT TavianTi kacebis qalebi. yvelas eyvareba erTmaneTi da kaSelebis ojaxi samagaliTo iqneba yvelasTvis. yvela yvelasTvis da yvelaferi saerTo. meti ki araferia komunizmi! SiSi Seiqms siyvarulsa. SiSi da mxolod SiSi. sxva yvelaferi tyuilia. SiSma Sekra es qveyana. erTi patara kacis eSinoda yvelas. axla uSiSrebi gavxdiT da gvetira kidec deda. jer sada xarT! unifxvo gogo gadmodgeba tribunaze da, Zirs ruseTis imperiao. vin gapatiebs! erT godorSi Cagvtenian yvelas da, ialbuzidan dagvagoreben, erTi Tqveni patronis dedaco... SiSi da morideba ufrosisa! SiSi da morideba! rom SeeSinda, imitomac gauCerda weRan liziko. ar egona, ar eloda. ver gamibedavso... me ukve damoukidebeli qali var da nifxavs minda Cavicvam, minda arao. magram ver miarTves. Jezve gauvarda xelidan... etyoba, marTlac, arc ise bevria ormocdaaTi weli. gindac, ormocdaTormeti iyos... arc ise bevria, me da Cemma RmerTma...

raJdenma muSti gametebiT dairtya barZayze da, yovel SemTxvevisaTvis, maSinve gaiRima, Tumca, ukve marto iyo. lizikos xma ezodan ismoda. gankargulebebs iZleoda kaSelebis didi saxlis patara diasaxlisi. axali kadri, Zvelis mesaflave. raRacas eubneboda didyura grigolas, fuls utovebda albaT. aba, ra! amxela saxlis movla-patronoba advilia?! Tanac dRes. is ki, didyura, Cveulebisamebr uarobda, magram bolos mainc aiRebda. rac ekuTvnis, Tavcocxali ar daTmobs. mamaZaRli. kaSelebiTa aqvs zurgi da, mgoni, TviTonac kaSelad asaRebs Tavs, rogorc Citma moutana raJdens ambavi. iqneb marTla kaSelia?! ra gasakviria viTom, mamamiss marto saxlis mosavlelad ki ara, gulis gadasayolebladac hyoloda aq taso Zalo?! ar iqneboda axalgazrdobaSi cudi qali... giJi colis xelSi, janmrTeli sofleli gogo sworedac rom miswrebaa, yvela damamSvidebel wamals sjobs. ese igi, ra gamodis didyura grigola raJdenisaTvis? ra gamodis da, Zma. Tundac, naxevarZma. rac mTavaria, mamiT erTni arian. raRaca marTla aqvs kaSelebis, im SeCvenebuls. magaliTad, Zalauflebis siyvaruli. adgilobrivi sabaJoc egaa da sagzao policiac. leibis qveS uRvedo avtomats inaxavs. Tbilisidan axalcixemde, mTeli trasa sakontrolo zonebadaa dayofili adgilobriv mglebs Soris. yvela gzispira sofels Tavisi wvlili udevs qveynis daSla-daqucmacebaSi. mokled, yvelaferi isea, rogorc unda iyos, rogorc gegmiTaa gaTvaliswinebuli. dRevandeli mgzavroba am TvalsazrisiTac saintereso aRmoCnda raJdenisaTvis. roca geubnebian, sxvaa da roca Seni TvaliT naxav sxva. me mgoni, cota zedmetic ki mosvliaT, sul gauCexavT gzispira xeebi da qarsacavebi. am gzaze navali kacisTvis cota Semawuxebelia moulodnelad gamocarielebuli sivrce. ase, patarpatara zonebad dayofili qveyana samarTavadac advilia da saZarcvavadac. midi da moixmare, Tu SegiZlia. elizbari raRaceebs xvdeba, magram mainc ver ijerebs, gegmazomierad Tu keTdeba yvelaferi... caSi aris gadawyvetilSeTanxmebuli... eklesiis zarebsa da wiflis morebs ki ara, bebiis danatovar qinZisTavs ver gadaitan sazRvarze, gansakuTrebuli nebarTvis gareSe... aravize naklebi mglebi ar arian Cveni biWebi, gveleSaps ar Seepuebian. Tundac, igive Cveni didyura grigola... CvenTan igrixeba ase, gasaTxovari qaliviT, Torem, SuaRamisas, Saragzaze, sul sxva cxovelia... uRvedo avtomats mklavze gadaiwvens mTvrali boziviT, kombinezonis sayelos qeComde aiqaCavs da zurgiT mieyudeba mdinaris qars. Tuki vinme ubedurs aqeT udevs gza, urCevnia namdvil mgels Cauvardes pirSi. didyura grigolac imis xmals iqnevs, vis pursac Wams. axla ar ikiTxoT, vis purs Wams Cveni sagzao policia da sabaJo. sxvaTaSoris, yvelaze ukeT axalgazrdebi moergnen "axali yaidis" cxovrebas. rasakvirvelia, sxvebze ukeTesni, axlomxedvelni da SorsmWvretelni. Tumca, TviTona varT mowmeni, Tavidan arc isini ibrZodnen amisTvis. umravlesoba xaxamSrali darCa da Sors rom ar wavideT, ager aris ori saukeTeso nimuSi gawbilebuli, gabiTurebuli revolucionerisa... nefe-patarZali... jer kidev ar itexen ixtibars, xval ki, SeiZleba, quCaSic aRar gauCerdnen erTmaneTs... yvelaze Zalian erTmaneTisa rcxveniaT da Tu vinmes abraleben, erTmaneTs abraleben TavianT marcxs... es sworad warmarTuli muSaobis Sedegia da amazec iTqmeba erTi-ori sityva Tavis droze. am sulelebs egonaT, nebaze varT miSvebulnio da gaaCaRes taSfanduri. magram biWi yvelafers xedavs zemodan da yvelaze mkacrad imaT sjis, visac weli aRar mosdevT, magram guli mainc erCiT. imaT sindiszea es mcocavi omic, didyura grigolas zar-zeimi... narkobiznesisa da prostituciis arnaxuli ayvaveba... "lekianobisa" Tu "ymaTa syidvis" xaverdovani sezoni... warsuls ki ar bardeba marTla, rogorc bavSvebs vatyuebT skolaSi, naRverdaliviT exveva istoriuli gamocdilebis nacarSi, maSinve rom gamoCxrikos biWma, rogorcki dasWirdeba. meomari xalxi varTo, gaviZaxiT, da, marTlac, nebismier tilian qarTvels daedeba fasi, oRond, Sav bazarze, rogorc sarecxis sodas, kbilis pastas, prezervativsa Tu Sav

pilpils... axla, xelisuflebisgan waxalisebuli da saxelmwifo rangSi ayvanili qurdobac daumateT amas da TviTonve TqviT, ra daemarTeba samgzis ukve monelebul qveyanas... marqsizmi qurdulma moralma daamarcxa mxolod. ubnis rwmunebuls zed ar afurTxebdnen ubanSi, qurds ki ZaRlic ar uyefda. biWmac uyura, uyura da airCia: beladebi Tavdayira gadmoyara kvarcxlbekebidan, qurds ki yvela gza gauxsna, qveynis umaRlesi eSelonebis CaTvliT. icis biWma Tavisi saqme! antoni ki icinis, udardelad, arxeinad. siZe-batoni. xmadaboxebuli. dadarbaislebuli. Taflobis TviT dakacebuldabrZenebuli (isemc ra vuTxari!). verafers gaigebs da gindac gaigos, ar daijerebs. ise, rom gaigos ukeTesi iqneba misTvis, fass daadebs Tavis wils. magram, vTqvaT da marTla gaigos, maSin?! gamoricxulia. gamoricxulia, amxanagebo... me maswavliT Cemi Svilis ambavs?! mainc, mainc, nu, ramenairad... bolos da bolos, xom SeiZleba, Tavs veRar moerios liziko da ukiduresi siaxlovis Jams wamoscdes loginSi?! amxela ambavSi gaexva da arc Tqvas! aba, ratom akeTebs?! qmarsac ar gaagebinos?! aba, Tu gamoicnob, visTan SeiZleba gRalatobde... qalebs uyvarT cecxlTan TamaSi. lizikosnair qalebs. tyuilad ki ar amsgavsebs fefe kniaJna qeTusias. isic mTeli sicocxle cecxls eTamaSeboda. magram liziko Tu ar ityvis, veravin gamoicnobs, miT ufro, qmari. xolo, Tu ityvis, pirvel rigSi qmari ar daujerebs. yvelaze metad swored qmars gauWirdeba amis dajereba. marTlac, rogori dasajerebelia, erTi Tvis SerTuli coli sakuTar mamasTan gRalatobdes! ara, TqmiT namdvilad ar ityvis, arc aseTi gulubryviloa, magram advili SesaZlebelia, saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, marTla wamoicdinos. qalisgan, miT ufro, lizikosnair qalisgan yvelaferia mosalodneli. amitomac vfrTxilobT Cvenc. SeiZleba, undodes da ar Caidinos, anda, piriqiT, ar undodes da Caidinos, radgan misTvis is ki ar aris mTavari, ra unda an ra ar unda, aramed sxvebs daumtkicos, imis Camdenica var, razec Tqven mxolod ocnebobTo, razec suli migdiT, magram ver gagibedavTo...
CvenTan ars RmerTi! CvenTan ars RmerTi! CvenTan ars Rme e e erTi!

waiRiRina raJdenma popularuli simReris fragmenti da siamovnebiT aRniSna gunebaSi, fexi aRar miZagZagebso. ese igi, Cveuli simSvidec daubrunda. ase rom, ukve SeiZleboda daZruliyvnen. aq rac unda momxdariyo, moxda. madloba aqaurobas, magram mTavari TbilisSi unda moxdes da moxdeba kidec. amitom, win, Tbilisisken, amxanagebo! sadRac, tvinis romeliRac ujredSi, rkinis komisris STambeWdavma saxem gaielva, bavSvobidanve SeTvisebul-Sesisxlxorcebulma. "win, amxanagebo, Tbilisisken!" imanac mouwoda afutfutebul, aCoCqolebul, azavTebul brbos. brboSi raJden kaSelic dgas, oRond, ufrosi, am raJdenis babua. imasac, rkinis komisariviT, grZeli, CafarTxunebuli mazara acvia da Zabriseburi qudi axuravs. erTi suli aqvs, rodis daiZvrebian Tbilisisken. moenatra taniniani Rvino da xaliani qalebi. win! win! win! raJdens, pataraobisas, Tanaklaselebi moyavda xolme skolidan imis xmlis saCveneblad. Camoxsnida kedlidan da qarqaSianad SemarTavda Tavs zemoT. win! win! win! sxvaTaSoris, sakuTari rZlis damorCileba da sakuTari dedaqalaqis aReba, Tavisi simZafriTa da mniSvnelobiT, erTmaneTis tolfas movlenebad aRiniSneba albaT kaSelebis sagvareulo matianeSi da yvelaze naTlad daadasturebs papisa da SviliSvilis suliersa da xorciel erTianobas, erTnairobas... aRiniSneba isic, papa da SviliSvili, marTalia, sxvadasxva dros, sxvadasxva gzebiTa da saSualebebiT, magram erTnairi suliskveTebiT aRgznebulni da erTi JiniT Sepyrobilni rom miiswrafodnen Tbilisisken: dasapyrobad, dasarbevad, dasamorCileblad... anu, Zveli qarTuliT rom vTqvaT, mosatyvnevad... magram ubralo praqtikuli TvalsazrisiTac, aCqareba sjobda. rac ufro adre daiZvrebodnen, miT ufro naklebad mouwevdaT mzeSi siaruli. arada, marTla uCveulod cxeloda. marto kaSelebis agaraki ki ara, mTeli saqarTvelo mumliT iyo savse. saiTac ar unda gagexedaT, mumliT gasqelebuli da gawebili haeri mduRare badagiviT ibuSteboda, livlivebda, brunavda... qviSxeTidan Tbilisamde mumlis erTi uwyveti da ukidegano mdinare miacilebda maT manqanas, xolo, meore, zustad iseTive, win xvdeboda, gzas uRobavda, akavebda SeZlebisdagvarad, da, amave dros, udrtvinvelad, TiTqos mouTmeneli sixaruliTac esriseboda zed manqanis saqare SuSas... saWesTan raJdeni zis. mZRoli gverdiT mousvams. liziko da antoni ukan sxedan. miuxedavad Seupovrobisa, raJdenic iZulebulia aRiaros, masac rom uWirs gzis gagneba uazrobis am koriantelSi. marTlac, ucnauri mumlia, ucnaurad Tavxedi. ki ar gifrTxis, ZaliT gicviva pirSi. manqanaSic iseve ireva, rogorc manqanis irgvliv. arc mis daxocvasa aqvs azri da arc manqanidan mis gandevnas. ukve ramdenjerme gaCerdnen gzaSi, saqare SuSis gasawmendad, magram mainc verafers gaxdnen, piriqiT, SuSac uaresad daibinda da TviTonac uaresad amoiganglnen amazrzen siTxeSi. ise moewamlaT guneba, gaxedvac ar undaT erTmaneTisken. antoni, dros gasayvanad, romeliRac xalxur leqss ukuRma kiTxulobs gunebaSi; lizikos, razec ar unda fiqrobdes, mamamTili epareba uknidan da SiSvel mxrebze gavarvarebul peSvebs awyobs moulodnelad; Jeleznis Tiaqari awuxebs da cdilobs, ar SeimCnios, radgan raJdens, maincdamainc, ar axatia gulze arajansaRi qveSevrdomebi; xolo, Tavad raJdeni maT alaparakebas cdilobs mxolod, ubrad rom ar isxdnen, naCxubrebiviT, Jelezni ar daeWvdes, ra xdeba, ram daamunja es xalxi aseo. Tumca, Jeleznis mainc araferi gamoepareba, qvis qveS ra devs, is icis. SeuZlia, ar mousminos da gaigos, ar Sexedos da dainaxos... aseTi niWiTaa bunebisgan dajildovebuli da amitomac ver Selevia raJdeni, urCevnia, misTvis agrovebdes is cnobebs, vidre mis Sesaxeb... mamaZaRli!

 raikomi da prefeqti... ambobs raJdeni midi, gaagrZele Tvals uSvreba Jeleznis Cvens Jeleznis leqsi dauweria... ar gainteresebT? mimarTavs salons, Tavis moubruneblad. me ara, kaco... biWebma Tqves garaJSi uarobs Jelezni. xoda, Cvenc gviTxari ar eSveba raJdeni mousmine, liziko, nu gZinavs... gamofxizldi... yava rom ar dalie, imitom... uRimis lizikos manqanis sarkeSi midi-meTqi marjvena xelis idayvs mxarSi wahkravs mis adgilze wamoWimul mZRols.

lizikos SeakrTobs mamamTilis xma. imdenad ahyolia fiqrebs, aRarc axsovs, sxvebic Tu sxedan manqanaSi, anda, TviTonac Tu manqanaSi zis im sxvebTan erTad. arada, imaTze fiqrobs swored, antonze, raJdenze da, Tqven warmoidgineT, Jeleznizec. "iman ukve icis yvelaferio" aiCema ratomRac, albaT qmarze rom brazobs imitom. qmris miuxvedreloba da gulgriloba acofebs, qmarma rom ar icis, rac, pirvel rigSi, man unda icodes, radgan Tuki vinmes moeTxoveba, mas moeTxoveba colis dacva, sakuTari mamisganac ki. moeTxoveba, magram naklebad ainteresebs es ambavi, sarkmelSi iyureba, TiTqos pirvelad xedavdes aqaurobas. egaa rom, aTasSi erTxel, viTom SemTxveviT, xels mouWers xolme xelze. lizikosac es agiJebs, es acofebs, radgan jer kidev sisxlis gamyinavi sicxadiT grZnobs, rogor epareba uknidan mamamTili, rogor awyobs mxrebze gavarvarebul peSvebs da rogor kocnis kiserSi, rogori mouTokavi surviliTa da mamakacuri siuxeSiT... rac, sulo codvilo da, ara marto Tavzars scems lizikos, aramed SemaZrwuneblad sasiamovno SegrZnebasac uCens. es ki, Tavis mxriv, ufro afrTxobs, vidre awuxebs, rogorc banaobisas SemTxveviT aRmoCenili saeWvo jirkvali. iqneb marTla avad aris?! iqneb yvelaferi misi avadmyofuri Cvenebebia mxolod da msgavsic araferi momxdara?! ra Tqma unda, avadaa, kvdeba, aRar SeuZlia da aRarc unda am dampali haeris sunTqva. yvelani mis winaaRmdeg arian SeTqmulni. yvelam gawira... elisomac, mamamac, qmarmac, mamamTilmac... taso Zalomac ki... rac xdeba, misTvis sazianod xdeba, mis gasamtyuneblad da mis dasaknineblad... ar aris saSveli da axia! ase mouxdeba! taso Zalosi ki ar unda morideboda, imis dasanaxad unda Seesxa saxeSi mduRare yava mamamTilisTvis da TavisTavad gairkveoda yvelaferi... axla aravin aRar daujerebs... axla iZulebulia yvelas daumalos da, pirvel rigSi, qmars... taso Zalom ki ar ixsna, mamamTilis Tanamzraxvelad aqcia Zalauneburad. taso Zalos gamo gaCumda da raki dRes gaCumda, xvalac gaCumdeba, xvalac uxmod, sityvis Seubruneblad gauCerdeba moZalades... dumili Tanxmobis niSania. magram gana qmaric ar unda grZnobdes, rasac coli grZnobs?! gana uTqmeladac ar unda xvdebodes, rac misi colis gulSi xdeba?! aba, rogor arian erTni, erTsul da erTxorc?! gverdiT uzis da masTan ar aris. imitomac uWers xelze xels, viTom, SenTan varo... coli rom ar miuxvdes gandgomas... mamisa da Sofris zurgs ukan malulad earSiyeba sakuTar cols, romelsac, imave dros, mamamisic aupatiurebs... yovelSemTxvevaSi, TviTon arasodes ukocnia colisTvis ase Slegurad, ase daundoblad... rac mTavaria, mamamiss meti saerTo aqvs mis colTan, gnebavT, mamamiss ufro metad ekuTvnis misi coli, vidre mas... rac masTan akavSirebs, is ukve warsulia, dResaviT naTeli da wakiTxuli wigniviT gverdze gadadebuli, sadac aRaraferi Seicvleba, ramdenjerac ar unda miubrunde... mamamisTan ki saidumloTia dakavSirebuli, mesaidumleni arian erTmaneTisa; momavaliviT bneli, gaurkveveli da saSiSi saidumloTi arian erTmaneTs gadabmuli da marto maT ician... ufro sworad, maTac ar ician, rodis ra SeemTxvevaT kidev, rodis aexdeba saidumlos farda da ra mohyveba amas, maTTvis ki ara, saerTod, yvelasTvis... mamamTils, rasakvirvelia, arc amtyunebs, arc ubrazdeba. piriqiT, eWvic ar epareba, TviTon acduna, TviTon misca sababi, yvelaferze aeRo xeli da am jojoxeTur gansacdelSi Caegdo Tavi, Svilic fexebze daekida, colic, qveyanac da RmerTic... magram TbilisSi moegeba albaT gons da iq amxels amis karg qalobas, ris Semdegac veRarc es gaCerdeba imaTTan, rogorc ar unda uWirdes Sin mibruneba, elisos gaxareba, mamis simarTlis aRiareba... ra Tqma unda, ZaRlis kudi ar swordeba da yorani ar TeTrdeba, magram marto raJden kaSeli ki ar aris ZaRlis kudi da yorani, aramed esec, albaT es ufro metad, radgan arc wess dagidevT da arc elementarul zrdilobas pirdaubaneli, Caucmeli gamotantaldeba da utifrad dagidgeba win... aba, ra qnas?! yava unda da ratom moiTminos?! eg dro wavida. axla yvela Tavisufalia da rogorc

Tavad surs, ise cxovrobs, anu, fiziologiur moTxovnilebebs emoneba da yvelafers uaryofs Tavisuflebis saxeliT zneobasac, ufrosumcrosobasac, adaT-wesebsac... rac mTavaria, nebismier sxvaobas, maT Soris, sqesobrivsac... arada, mamamTilic mamakacia. ufro sworad, jer mamakacia da mere mamamTili. "Tavi unda moviklao" bolos da bolos, poulobs yvelaze iol gamosavals mtanjveli, gamabiTurebeli, gamaognebeli fiqrebidan, romlebSic Tavfexianadaa gaxlarTuli da marTla Tu ar miexmara vinme, verafriT daixsnis imaTgan Tavs. misi qmari ki, sarkmelSi iyureba arxeinad da turistiviT aTvalierebs garemos. araferi gaegeba am qveynisa da bednieria, radgan jer kidev bavSvia. cols ki ar efereba, eloliaveba, rogorc bavSvi sayvarel saTamaSos... eSinia rame ar vatkinoo, rogorc cxenze pirvelad Sesmul bavSvs... samagierod, mamamisi ar daindobs mis cols, ar dazogavs, imitom rom... imitom rom, imas uyvars namdvili mamakacuri siyvaruliT... RmerTo Cemo! xom SeiZleba, marTla uyvardes?! sakuTari rZali... Svilis meuRle... albaT amas hqvia RvTis risxva, TviTonac rom ar ici, ras sCadixar... anda, ici da mainc ar ixev ukan... yvelafers swirav daufiqreblad... esa da misi qmari siyvarulobanas TamaSoben, rogorc saerTod axalgazrdebi, sulswrafebi da sulelebi... bnel oTaxSi sunTqvaSekruli cekva hgoniaT siyvaruli, gaoflil xelze gaoflili xelis moWera da Sampanuris wrupva erTmaneTis Wiqebidan. arada, es aris swored bavSvoba, anda, bavSvobasTan gamomSvidobeba, bavSvobidan gamoqceva droze adre, ubedurebis wina dRe, momzadeba ubedurebisTvis, risTvisac ibadebi saerTod, Tuki bedma gagiRima da Rirsad CagTvala ubedurebis gancdisa... ubedurebaa, aba ra aris?! Taflobis Tve wesierad arc dagimTavrebia, xalxiT savsea saxli, is ki modis, gepareba, avazakiviT fexakrefili, CayvinTuliviT sunTqvaSekruli, modis, giaxlovdeba, sikvdiliviT Seuferxebeli, garduvali... modis, giaxlovdeba, TiTqos iZulebiT, TiTqos mxolod Seni xaTriT, Seni gulisTvis, Sen rom ar gagawbilos, Sen rom dagikmayofilos binZuri pativmoyvareoba, gindac, qaluri cnobismoyvareoba, da ori mduRare peSvi, gavarvarebuli rkinis ori zodiviT, uceb, gaufrTxileblad Camogados SiSvel mxrebze, TiTqos Seni mxrebis anabeWdebis asaRebad... gesmis, rogor SiSinebs Seni xorci, rogor iwvis, rogor dneba gavarvarebul peSvebSi momwyvdeuli gulamde gatans Svebis momgvreli tkivili, sircxvilsac gaviwyebs, Rirsebasac, da taso Zalom Tu ar daiZaxa saidanRac, taso Zalosi rom ar geridebodes, SeiZleba, kiserzec Camoekido Sens damRupvels, daewafo imis sisxlian tuCebs da SeiZleba mokvde kidec, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT, sanTeliviT CaiRvenTo da cvilis gubed dadge imis fexebTan... ver vitan! mezizReba! aRar SemiZlia! SesZaxebs uceb liziko da bevrad uaresi Cvenebebis dasafrTxobad, manqanaSi mbrunav mumlis Rrubels auqnevs xels uneburad. ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe ambobs antoni. ra Tqvi? uaresad ibneva liziko. mumli muxasa gars exveoda mSvidad unmartavs antoni oRond, ukuRma Tu waikiTxav sityvebs... mumli ilmum, muxasa asaxum, gars srag, exveoda adoevxe... amdeni xani amas fiqrobdi, Se debilo! moulodnelad brazdeba liziko, magram, cota ar iyos, Semcbaricaa, imdenad ucxo, imdenad Secvlili eCveneba erTi Tvis qmari da bavSvobis megobari, sadRac, usasrulod Sors, sruliad sxva ganzomilebebSi CarCenili, jer kidev bavSvuri interesebiT da, rac mTavaria, uimisod...

antonic Secbeba uneburad, raRacis Tqmas daapirebs, albaT Tavis lingvistur eqsperimentebTan dakavSirebiT, magram raJdeni ar daacdis, sxvebze adre, is igrZnobs mosalodnel safrTxes da saswrafod wahkravs mxars Jeleznis, raRas ucdio, am sisuleleebs isev Seni leqsis mosmena sjobso da, amjerad, aRarc Jelezni gaipranWeba zedmetad, erTs Caaxvelebs muStSi da, warCinebul mowafesaviT, sxapasxupiT warmosTqvams:
raikomi da prefeqti, defeqti plius defeqti, magram am orma defeqtmac ver moaxdina efeqti.

marto raJdeni gaicinebs da isic yalbad, naZaladevad, ase vTqvaT, tonusis asawevad, Tumca, Jeleznis leqsisa ar iyos, verc is SeZlebs SeuZlebels. piriqiT. kidev ufro daiZabeba dumili. liziko ki, manqanis kars gaaRebs uceb da mSvidad ityvis, Tu ar gaaCerebT, gadavxtebio... manqanaSi gamlRvali asfaltis Sxuili da sicxisgan gaTanguli sivrcis yru guguni SemoiWreba maSinve. Tu ar gaaCerebT, gadavxtebi gaimeorebs ufro mtkiced, ufro kategoriulad. mama! dauZaxebs antoni raJdens. Tan lizikos Sescqeris dabneuli, damfrTxali. ar icis, rogor moiqces, ver ubedavs xelis mokidebas, vaiTu marTla gadaxteso, kargad icnobs bavSvobis megobars... fisi-fisi? sarkeSi ekiTxeba raJdeni lizikos. axlave gaaCere! uyviris liziko.

 ki batono, vCerdebiT... uyvavebs raJdeni da amuxruWebs. manqana sanaxevrod gadadis gzidan, gzispira xreSs aCxrialebs da Cerdeba. magram vidre wesierad gaCerdebodes, liziko ukve mindorSi garbis. garbis, magram ar icis, ratom an saiT. ubralod, garbis, xafangidan TavdaRweuli cxoveliviT, romelsac brma instinqti karnaxobs, rac SeiZleba swrafad gaiqces, rac SeiZleba Sors gadaixvewos misTvis egzom saxifaTo adgilidan. gauvali, gauxeSebuli balaxi zogan welamde wvdeba, kans ususxavs, kabaze ebRauWeba, magram is mainc garbis. mindvris boloSi qedi wamowolila, ferdebCamobRortnili, da, ki ar axlovdeba, nel-nela ukan ixevs, TiTqos misi jibriT. is ki mainc im qedisken mirbis, TiTqos imis iqiT iwyeba samSvidobo, TiTqos iq aris sazRvari yofna-aryofnas Soris. "im qeds Tu gadavivli... im qeds Tu gadavivlio"... facafuciT, bolomde gauazreblad imeorebs misi aRgznebuli, agangaSebuli goneba. mere aRmarTi iwyeba, xrioki, qvaRorRiani, aqa-iq xavsmodebuli... is ki, mainc garbis, gulamovardnili, aqoSinebuli, araqaTgamoclili, radgan sxva mainc araferi SeuZlia, garda gaqcevisa, verafers xedavs, garda Tavisianebis gaxviTquli, dawiTlebuli da aranormalurad gadidebuli saxeebisa da araferi esmis, garda sakuTari saxelisa, kvalSi Camdgari Tavisianebi rom mosZaxian. is ki, swored imaT gaurbis, Tavisianebs, rogorc kurdReli dageSil mwevrebs, magram kurdRlisa ar iyos, misi bedic winaswaraa gadawyvetili. mwevrebi aucileblad daewevian, daiWeren, erTs gaqaCav-gamoqaCaven da Camokideben batonis unagirze, rogorc leqsSi sweria, anu, isev raJden kaSelis manqanaSi daabruneben da isic dabrundeba, Tuki iqamde ver moaswrebs qedis gadavlas. magram qedze rogor gadava, roca yvela gza ukve moWrili aqvs. win veragulad galursuli mayvlovani gadawolila, warRvnamdeli urCxuliviT, uknidan ki, daqanculi, magram ukve gamarjvebaSi darwmunebuli "monadireebi" axlovdebian. "ar grcxvenia, gogo, cxeniviT rom damarbenineb aRma-daRma, Cemi trikis patrons" modudRunebs Jelezni. raJdeni gaSeSebuli, foladiviT civad moelvare TvalebiT Wams. antons ki miwis feri adevs, amqveynisa aRaraa, gaReRil perangs zurgs ukan ufrialebs qari da, ratomRac, xelebaweuli modis, TiTqos ki ar iWers, tyved bardeba lizikos... liziko mayvlovanSi Sevardeba, daufiqreblad Seuvardeba qveS aTasnairad daxlarTulsa da dagragnil buCqebs, rogorc TviTmkvleli matarebels... mayvlovani SeTrToldeba, aimrizeba, aifofreba, uxalisod gamoerkveva saukunovani rindidan da jer bolqva-bolqva amoafrqvevs RumeliviT mxurvale wiaRSi Caleqil mtversa da aTasnair mwers, mere ki, zanti, TiTqos gangeb Senelebuli moZraobebiT SemoaWdobs daupatiJebel stumars Tavis grZelsa da eklian sacecebs, erTad Caasobs yvela ekals da maradiuli wyurviliT gamomSral-gamofituli, xarbad Seiwovs imis mCqefare, daudgromel, cecxlovan sisxls... lizikos guli amovardnaze aqvs, tkivilisgan dabrmavebuli, dayruebuli, gaognebuli ibrZvis alalbedze da rac ufro mets ibrZvis, miT ufro Rrmad iZireba eklian, sulisSemxuTav, gauval sicarieleSi... "ar momekaroT, ar momekaroT, ar momekaroT" yviris gaupatiurebuliviT, dabRortnil-dakawruli, TmaaCeCili, kabaSemofleTili. sacaa miwvdebian "monadireebi", romlebic, Tavis mxriv, gaSmagebulni ebrZvian mayvlovans, fexebiT scemen miudgomel "urCxuls", qvebiT, joxebiT amtvreven haerSi asavsavebul, gvelebiviT daklaknil sacecebs, romelTa nacvlad axali sacecebi amodian maSinve. magram bolos "monadireebi" imarjveben da Tavadac dabRortnil-dakawrulni, fexiT moaTreven lizikos mayvlovanidan, anTavisufleben "urCxulis" brWyalebisgan, sinamdvileSi ki, ukanasknel TavSesafarsac uSlian da ase mTavrdeba es moulodneli nadiroba. "ar momekaroT, ar momekaroT, ar momekaroT" ZlivsRa xavis nacem-nagvemi, qancgawyvetili liziko da antons aRar sjera, rodisme Tu gamoerkveva am uazrobidan, rodisme Tu gamoixedavs TvalSi misi yvelaze uaxloesi

adamiani, isev erTad Tu iqnebian Zveleburad. guli ugrZnobs, raRac moxda sabediswero, raRac daaSava uneburad, magram ver gaugia da verc verasodes gaigebs, ra. lizikos an marTla aRaraferi esmis, an Segnebulad uyruebs, arafrad aRar agdebs, danaxvac ar unda misi. sxvebmac araferi ician. aravin araferi ar icis. "me ras mekiTxebio, Sens cols hkiTxeo" uyvira mamam da esec iZulebulia, mowmesaviT uyuros Soridan, rogor miyavT, ufro sworad, rogor miaTreven mis cols raJdeni da Jelezni. TiTqos TviTon araferi esaqmeba imaTTan, anda TiTqos marTla mwevaria da, raki ukve pirnaTlad Seasrula Tavisi movaleoba, axla rogorc SeuZlia, ise gamoxatavs amas xan win uswrebs, xan ki ukan misdevs "nanadireviT" xeldamSvenebul "monadireebs"... amjerad, saWesTan Jelezni jdeba. antoni mis gverdiT ikavebs adgils. raJdeni da liziko ukan Tavsdebian, radgan "ase ajobebs lizikosTvis", romelsac axla "mxolod simSvide sWirdeba" da, marTlac, raJdenis mkerdze umweod Tavmidebuls, aRaraferi etyoba weRandeli sigiJisa. raJdeni daZabuli, moRuSuli, ybadaberili iyureba win. manqanaSi sruli simSvide sufevs. liziko Tu amoislukunebs xandaxan, tiriliT CaZinebuli bavSviviT, Tumca, rasakvirvelia, ar Zinavs, ubralod, Tvals ver axels da, maincdamainc, arc cdilobs gaxelas, TvaldaxuWuli misvenebula mamamTilis mkerdze. "yvelaferi kargad iqnebao" xSirxSirad umeorebs mamamTili da kinkrixoze kocnis frTxilad. esaa da es. Tbilisamde xmas aRar amoiReben. ubrad daamTavreben mgzavrobas. maincdamainc, arc TbilisSi gamouswordebaT guneba-ganwyobileba. uxmod, uxalisod waixemseben da TavTavianT oTaxebSi SeiZurwebian yvelani, ufrosebi calke, umcrosebi calke. iqaurobac mumliTaa savse. fefesac bevri uomia, yvelanairad ucdia mumlis gandevna, magram bolos imasac Cauqnevia xeli...

raJdeni, Tavisi WkuiT, ki atyuebda cols, mZinavso, magram daZinebamde bevri aklda. TvaldaxuWuli iwva sibneleSi da mumlis uneblie, arasasiamovno Sexebac ver ufrTxobda gamomaTayvanebel Cvenebas da, rac mTavaria, darwmunebuli iyo, namdvilad ekuTvnoda, rac elandeboda, rasac mTeli sicocxle brmad eswrafvoda Turme da naRrZobi saxsariviT, gaciebuli nerviviT, dampali kbiliviT awamebda axla. ukve veravin da veRaraferi aaRebinebda xels ganzraxvaze, romelmac, upirveles yovlisa, is gaagebina, Tu ramdenad araswori da bundovani warmodgena hqonda Seqmnili bednierebaze. marTalia, Tavisi sakmaod xangrZlivi cxovrebis manZilze arasodes mohklebia siamovnebis gancda, magram is cxoveluri siamovneba yofila, bneli, tlanqi, garantirebuli da swrafwarmavali, stiuardesebisgan, oficiantebisgan, sastumros morigeebisgan, kancelariaSi momuSave Tu komkavSiris aqtivisti gogoebisgan miRebuli, gauTavebel sxdomebs, Sekrebebs, konferenciebsa da yrilobebs Soris. xolo, rasac axla ganicdida, araferi hqonda saerTo aw ukve gancdilTan. mTeli misi arseba garduvali, ukve kars momdgari dResaswaulis SegrZnebiT iyo savse, dResaswaulisa, romelsac bavSvuri mouTmenlobiT elodebi da romlisTvisac Wirnaxuli kaciviT winaswar iWer Tadarigs. diax, am xnis ganmavlobaSi, dRevandeli dRisTvis iWerda Turme Tadarigs. am eniT uTqmeli mRelvarebis gansacdelad emzadeboda mTeli cxovreba. SeiZleba, Seugneblad, magram mxolod amis gamo miiwevda ganuwyvetliv win karieris molipul gzaze. yvelafers sCadioda, yvelafers kisrulobda, yvelaferze midioda amis gamo da amis gamo ixveWda "yovelsa mosaxveWelsac". amis gamo icvlida znes, saxes, mrwamss... amis gamo itanda fefes... amis gamo emliqvneleboda ufrosebs da amis gamo Trgunavda xelqveiTebs, masze dabla mdgomT... raTa erT mSvenier dRes, Sxamiani mumlis koriantelSi, sulis SemxuTav sicxeSi, saagarako faca-fucSi, moulodnelad axeloda Tvali imis dasanaxad, risi dasanaxi Tvalic yvela normalur adamians Segnebulad aqvs dabrmavebuli. mas ki dRes aexila pirvelad. amaze meti saswauli ra gindaT! aexila, ara marto rZlis dabzekili ZuZuebis, aramed sakuTari saxisa da bunebis dasanaxadac WeSmariti saxisa da WeSmariti bunebisa! axla man naTlad da myarad icis, vin aris, ra unda, ratomaa saerTod movlenili am qveyanaze. man dRes sakuTari momavali aRmoaCina, romelic misi Wkviani Svilis azriT, saerTod ar arsebobs Turme bunebaSi. man ki aRmoaCina, sxvaTaSoris, misTvisac moulodnelad, ukanasknel wams da, maincdamainc, aq, am areul qveyanaSi, sadac misi adgili (antons Tu SevekiTxebiT), TiTqos aRar unda yofiliyo. axali daniSnulebac SeiZina uceb: maincdamainc, sakuTari rZlis damorCileba, sakuTari rZlis gabaxeba... da gindac mamamisi sagangebod adges saflavidan, raTa xeli aaRebinos ganzraxvaze, sulSi CaafurTxebs imasac, radgan mama mainc guSindeli dRea, SvilTan SedarebiT mainc qajia da SeiZleba uceb verc mixvdes, srulebiTac rom ar ewinaaRmdegeba misi Svilis ganzraxva im saqmes, romelsac Tavad Seewira... piriqiT, mamav batono, amxanago mama, piriqiT! sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Tqvens Svils marto mamakacuri Rirseba avaldebulebs, uyoymanod da mourideblad miiRos, rac lizikom Tavad SesTavaza. es uazro sirbili da buCqebSi Zromialic amis dadasturebaa mxolod. aba, gamomekideba Tu arao. undoda, maincdamainc, raJdens daeWira, raJdens aetatebina, viTom araqaTgamoclili, da raJdenis mkerdze eTvlima Tbilisamde... mamaZaRli... raJdeni, ra Tqma unda, aiRebs, rasac sTavazoben. isemc mze maRla! aiRebs, gindac saflavidan sagangebod wamomdgarma da, Cveulebisamebr, motocikletistis maRalyelian xelTaTmanebiTa da mwvaneSuSiani saTvaliT SeniRbulma mamam moulodnelad daaxalos naganis tyvia kefaSi. lizikos damaTrobeli surneliT gabruebuli, fiqrSiac ar uSvebs, Tu ra sazarel codvaSi vardeba, ra araadamianur borotebas sCadis imave lizikos mimarT, Svilze rom araferi vTqvaT, romelsac saerTod ar agdebs saTvalavSi,

rogorc saqarTvelos nebismieri SesaZlebeli xelisufleba misi Svilis partias. an Tu agdebs, arafrad Tvlis, rogorc uRirssa da uperspeqtivo metoqes. raJdensac sjera da sxvebsac iolad daarwmunebs, yvelafriT rom sjobnis metoqes, garegnobiTac, SeZlebiTac, gavleniTac, saxeliTac, cxovrebiseuli codna-gamocdilebiTac... biWobiTac! da rom ase ar aris, anda, es rom ar aris mTavari mama-Svilis urTierTobaSi, veRaravin gadaarwmunebs, verc mkvdari mama da verc cocxali Svili... ase rom, rogorc yvela didi borotmomqmedi, raJdenic mxolod sakuTar moTxovnilebaTa gaTvaliswinebiT da mxolod sakuTari Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare cdilobda sakuTari ganzraxvis gamarTlebas, vidre misi uTqmeli, usaSvelo safiqraliT Sewuxebuli coli gadmobrundeboda da hkiTxavda: "ra moxda, ras SfoTav, ratom ver iZinebo". raJdenic, TiTqos mxolod amas elodebodao, CasafrebuliviT gamoenTo colis xmaze, TiTqos, rogorc iqna, mainc miagno, mainc miakvlia gamosavals sakuTari avxorcobis klanWebidano, da gaSmagebuli ekveTa Tanamecxedres, cxovrebis Tanamgzavrs, meuRles, misi Wirvaramis usityvo moziares, misi yoveli meWeWisa Tu egzemis dammalavsa da momvlels, facafuciT SemoafliTa gaoflili perangi, znewamovliliviT dadorblilma, dauloSna, daukbina yel-kiseri, ZuZumkerdi, muceli, barZayebi... da gonwasuli, yelSi SuSagamosmuliviT axrialebuli, CainTqa, CaiRvara, Caiwrita colis ki ara, zogadad dedakacis CauRwevel, Cauwvdenel wiaRSi...

fefe ufro daafrTxo, vidre gaakvirva qmris amgvarma pirutyvulma vnebam. verafriT ver daimorCila akankalebuli xel-fexi. gasusuli, mobuzuli, sunTqvaSekruli iwva qmris zurgs ukan, qmris xvrinvas miyuradebuli, da mTeli sxeuliT grZnobda, Tavad araferi esaqmeboda imasTan, rac es wuTia gadaxdenoda Tavs. tani ugrZnobda, sxva qalis magivroba gaewia qmrisTvis. coloba saerTod sxva qalis (qalebis) magivrobis gawevaa da es adrec bevrjer ugrZvnia fefes, magram amjerad amis SegrZneba gacilebiT mZafric iyo da Seuracxmyofelic. misi survilis gauTvaliswineblad, misi Tanxmobis gareSe Seasrulebines sxvisi roli. sxvisi gasakeTebeli saqme gaakeTebina qmarma. Tumca, rogorc ukve vTqviT, uCveulo da ucnauri araferi momxdara. ubralod, Tavad maTi urTierToba iyo uCveuloca da ucnauric, da ara marto im dRes, aramed saerTod, yovelTvis, Tavidanve, rogorc ki moikla raJdenma Tavisi ymawviluri Jini bnel kuTxeebSi, zezeurad, mouxerxeblad da facafuciT mas mere maT col-qmrul sawolze toli ki ar euRleboda tols, gnebavT, mamri ki ar nerbavda mdedrs, aramed didi da mniSvnelovani kidev erTxel iTvisebda da iTavisebda patarasa da umniSvnelos, rac TavisTavad ukve SeuZlebels xdida orivesTvis erTnairad sasurveli, anda, misaRebi urTierTobis damyarebas maT Soris. magram fefem mainc Segnebulad amjobina qmris yurmoWrili monoba dedamTilis danabarebis aRsrulebas ("isic... isinico"). oRond, dedamTilis upativcemulobiT ki ar moiqca ase, aramed mkvdari mamis xaTriT, romelsac sulis amoxdomamde sjeroda, aucileblad "mefistola kaci" rom waiyvanda mis erTaderT qaliSvils colad (meore xunagma gauguda, sul ramdenime Tvisa) da mxolod es usafuZvlo, magram macduri da gamabriyvebeli rwmenaRa unarCunebda cxovrebasTan uazro bRlarZunis Jins, ver eleoda, rogorc mSieri ZaRli masze ufro mSieri ZaRlebisgan, vin icis, ukve ramdenjer gamoxrul Zvals. SimSilisgan aRgznebuli da saswaulis ganuwyveteli molodiniT Sepyrobili, jiutad iTrevda fexs, ar eTmoboda aqauroba, TiTqos misi "mefistola" sasiZo mxolod imitom igvianebda, gasaTxoveblad jer kidev Zalian patara rom iyo misi qaliSvili. "droze gaizarde, Se mamaZaRlo, aRar SemiZlia metio" ebuzRuneboda Svils. TbilisSi gardacvlili iaponeli samxedro tyvis Zirebdalursmuli batinkebi erTnairad ucurda Tovlzec da asfaltzec. imis fxakun-fxaWunze yefa-yefiT gamoenTebodnen xolme ezoebidan gagulisebuli ZaRlebi, viTom, rogorc iqna, CavigdeT xelSi qveynis simSvidis damarRvevelio. fefec imas abralebda dedisa da dis sikvdils, oRond, Tqmas ver ubedavda. saerTod, orives eSinoda gulaxdilobisa da erTi xmamaRla ocnebobda, gauTaveblad, anu, ara marto Tavs imwarebda, sxvebsac umwarebda isedac gamwarebul cxovrebas, meore ki, dumda, jiutad, da ara marto uasakobis gamo, aramed sakmaod seriozuli da savsebiT arabavSvuri SiSis karnaxiTac: vai Tu, gabrazdes da mec momklaso. sardafis obobebsa da virTxebTan marto darCenas, isev meocnebe da ybedi mama erCia. samagierod, mkvdars ukanmouxedavad gaeqca, mkvdari daufiqreblad miatova... bazridan mobrunebuls, taxtidan sanaxevrod gadmovardnili rom dauxvda, jer gabrazda (ratom ar damelodao), mere SeSinda (rogor unda davmarxoo), sikvdilis win monatrebuli mawvnis qila gafSekil xelebSi miaCeCa da cecxlwakidebuliviT amovarda sardafidan, sadac maTi ambavi, vin icis, sasacilodac ar yofnidaT virTxebsa da obobebs, da diaxac rom imsaxurebdnen dacinvas, imaTganac ki araferi gaegebodaT am qveynisa, araferi gamosdiodaT xelidan, eg iyo rom, ixocebodnen, erTmaneTis miyolebiT, xolo, maTi vai-ojaxis ukanasknelma warmomadgenelma (fefem), saerTod uaryo, saerTod xazi gadausva danarCenTa, anu, ukve gardacvlilTa saxsenebels. isic ar icis, romeli sad marxia. marTalia, dis damarxvaSi TviTonac exmareboda mamas, magram maSin TviTonac TiTistola iyo da

veRarc sasaflaos miagnebs da, miT ufro, veRarc saflavs. ded-mamis adgilsamyofeli saerTod ar icis da arc arasodes codnia. dedis cxedari saavadmyofoSi datova mamam, mkvdar mamas ki, rogorc ukve vTqviT, TviTon gaeqca Segnebulad, raki mainc ver SeZlebda mis damarxvas. uimisod ki, imasac aucileblad gamouCndeboda dammarxavi, bolos da bolos, sakuTari suni damarxavda Sewuxdebodnen da iZulebulni Seiqnebodnen, sadme CaefloT, upatrono ZaRlis leSiviT. amitomac iTmenda fefe yvelafers da kvlavac moiTmenda, raTa sicocxleSi gawbilebuli mama sikvdilSi mainc ar gaewbilebina da radac ar unda dasjdomoda, "mefistola" kacis colad darCeniliyo bolomde. magram rogorc ar unda eTvalTmaqca, isic mamamisiviT ubeduri iyo, ubedurad Sobili, dabadebiT ubeduri da, amave dros, mamaze ufro metadac, radgan mamisgan gansxvavebiT, ubedurebis yovel wams mosalodneli da ganuxrelad mzardi dartymebisa ki ar eSinoda, aramed bednierebis im iSviaTi da swrafwarmavali SegrZnebebisa, yovelTvis moulodnelad rom gaielvebdnen xolme mis arsebaSi, rogorc gvirabis naTurebi matareblis Cabnelebul kupeSi, da erTi wamiT ki gamoiyvandnen wyvdiadidan, magram mere kidev ufro did wyvdiadSi ukravdnen Tavs... ase iyo axlac: "ufro did wyvdiadSi" gadavardnils, qmris zurgs ukan galursuls, dedakacis wyeuli xorci ugrZnobda, gacilebiT didi ubedureba uaxlovdeboda, aqamde gadatanil yvela ubedurebaze sazarelic da Semzaravic da ara marto misi ojaxisTvis, aramed saerTod, mTeli adamis modgmisTvis. amis mauwyebeli iyo albaT mumlis warRvnac. magram konkretulad ra ubedureba iqneboda es ubedureba, amdenis mixvedra, samwuxarod, ar SeeZlo. mobuzuli iwva qmris zurgs ukan da mkvdar daze fiqrobda, dis damarxvis dRes ixsenebda, Tavidan bolomde, radgan sxva araferi hqonda gasaxsenebeli, ufro mniSvnelovani, samgloviaroca da sazeimoc, erTsa da imave dros. axlac iseve martivad da bunebrivad eCveneboda samyaros aRsasruli, rogorc im gulqva dRes; axlac darwmunebuli iyo (da rogorc maSin, axlac Zalian undoda, marTla ase momxdariyo), erTs daiWeqebda dedamiwa da mtvrad iqceoda yvelaferi, mtvrad ganibneodnen yvelani haerSi, mkvdrebic da cocxlebic... magram Zneli saTqmelia, ufro tanjavda Tu ufro Svebas aniWebda amis warmodgena. ubralod, tanjvac Sveba iyo misTvis, Sveba ki tanjva, da gansakuTrebiT mas Semdeg, rac raJden kaSelis biografiaSi, marTlac mtvris namceciviT umniSvnelo misi arseba samudamod CaibeWda, rogorc raJden kaSelisgan gamovlenili namdvili komkavSiruli gulisxmierebisa da solidarobis damadasturebeli faqti da ufesvo da uZiro, upatrono da upovari lumpenproletari kaSelebis rZali gaxda...

axla, qmris zurgs amofarebuli, Tavis mkvdrebze fiqrobda da samives fiqrSi uyrida Tavs, rogorc saerTo saflavSi. "me nu gamrevT am saqmeSi, rac Cems Semdeg SegemTxvaT, me ar mexebao" civad ambobda saxegadaSlili deda da cdilobda, rogorme, TviTonac Cateuliyo patara CemodanSi, romelSic misi umcrosi qaliSvilis Tojinisxela gvamic Zlivs eteoda. "cocxalma ikiTxos, Torem, mkvdars ra uWirs, daisvenao" ambobda mamamisi da ris vaivaglaxiT icvamda xSiri recxvisgan dapataravebul batinkebs. erTi wiTeli abreSumis sabani hqondaT da im sabnis pirSi gaaxvies dis gvami. marTlac, TojinasaviT ido CemodanSi. TiTqos dasamarxad ki ar mihqondaT, saCuqrad unda mierTmiaT viRacisTvis. yovel SemTxvevaSi, ase daamaxsovrda fefes. mere Cemodani daketes da wavidnen, gauyvnen sakmaod damqancvelsa da saxifaTo gzas. ramdenime tramvai gamoicvales da bolos erTvagonianma, gansxvavebulma, gansakuTrebulma, miiyvanaT qalaqidan sakmaod moSorebul sasaflaomde. vagonSi xalvaToba iyo da albaT yvelas TvalSi eCxireboda maTi Cemodani. ase egona fefes. Cemodani mamas edo muxlebze, fefe ki mamis gverdiT ijda, orive xeliT mamis mklavs CaWidebuli, rogorc wyalwaRebuli xavss. SiSiT guli uskdeboda, ar gvkiTxos konduqtorma, ra gidevT mag CemodanSio. konduqtori ar dainteresebula, ra edoT CemodanSi, magram zedmeti bileTis aReba ki mosTxovaT, ramac mamamisi sabolood gamoiyvana wonasworobidan. "ratom unda aviRo zedmeti bileTi, ra adgils es ikavebs, an vis uSlis xelso" yviroda, TvalebgadaTeTrebuli, ybaacaxcaxebuli. Tuki vinme ijda vagonSi, imaTken iyureboda. "uSlis Tu ar uSlis, bargi bargiao" gajiutda konduqtoric. fefe ise Seepyro SiSs, aRaraferi gaegeboda, gamwarebuli eCurCuleboda mamas yurSi, aiRe da aiRe bileTio, magram mamas ar esmoda misi, konduqtorTan hqonda saqme codva-madli aRara gaqvT, fulsa xarT yvelani erTnairad daxarbebulebio yrida cofebs. fefe skamidan wamoxta, mamas Cemodani gamoglija da mTeli ZaliT Caartya TavSi, ris Semdegac, araTu mamamisi gaCumda (gaiTiSa erTi-ori wamiT), aramed konduqtoric daubrunda Tavis adgils SeiZleba, SeeSinda fefesi, SeiZleba, Seecoda kidec es gaZvaltyavebuli mama-Svili da aRar gamoiCina zedmeti principuloba... mamamiss, etyoba, winaswar hqonda Segulianebuli ukve balaxmodebuli, savaraudod upatrono saflavi, sadac Svilis damarxvas apirebda Cumad, magram swored im upatrono saflavis gverdiT, viRacas marxavdnen kidev da isinic iZulebulni gaxdnen, daecadaT. sakmaod bevr xalxs moeyara Tavi. momRerlebic moeyvanaT. erTi maTgani TvaldaxuWuli mReroda da aman gaakvirva yvelaze Zalian fefe, Tumca iqamde arc TvaldaxuWuli momRerali unaxavs da arc TvaldaWyetili. sazafxulo, nasvretebiani Sliapa acaxcaxebul xelSi eWira da fefes eSinoda, ar dauvardeso. meore xeliT moWmuWnul cxvirsaxocs gadaisvamda xolme Sublze, magram mainc wurwuriT Camosdioda ofli. saxe wiTlad uvarvarebda. SeiZleba, cxeloda; SeiZleba, avad iyo. WerCamoqceuli ekvderidan CaquCis kakuni ismoda, saflavis qvas Tlidnen albaT, da fefe erTnairi interesiT usmenda CaquCis kakunsac da simRerasac da, rac mTavaria, orive siamovnebda. momRerlebs, etyoba, sxvaganac elodebodnen da ugviandebodaT. morCnen Tu ara simReras, maSinve gaecalnen iqaurobas. saflav-saflav, mokleze midiodnen, TvalSisacemad saqmianni da mizandasaxulni. sicxisagan gamxmar da gamoyviTlebul balaxidan bRuja-bRuja amocvivdebodnen xolme wvrili kutkaliebi. yvelaze bolos fefes momRerali midioda. Zlivs miafratunebda fexebs. magram vidre iasamnis buCqebs miefareboda, mainc moxeda fefes da Tvali CaupaWuna, eSmakurad momRimarma, riTac samudamod daamaxsovra Tavi...

mere xalxic male daiSala. magram axla mesaflaveebis wasvlas ar daadga saSveli (kidev kargi!). saqmes rom morCnen, bar-niCabi da Tokebi erTad dayares da TviTonac iqve miwvnen puris saWmelad. mxarTeZoze wamowolilni iloRnebodnen, uxalisod, TavadiSvilurad. wesierad dajdomis Tavic aRar hqondaT. fefem hkiTxa kidec mamas, egre ratom Wamen, ratom ar dasxdebian, rogorc wesi da rigiao, magram mamam mxari auqnia mxolod (TviTonac Sioda da ar hqonda laparakis Tavi), magram fefe rom ar moeSva bevr xalxs marxaven da Zalian iRlebiano upasuxa kuStad. mesaflaveebmac mohkres yuri maT laparaks, Tu sasaflaoze Cemodniani kacis danaxva gaukvirdaT, Tavad gamoelaparaknen, xolo, maTi ambavi rom gaiges, Zalian Sewuxdnen, mamas Rvino miawodes, fefes puri, da TvalisdaxamxamebaSi daamarxes eswuTia damarxul micvalebuls fefes sabralo daikoc, wiTel pepelasaviT rom amofarfatda uceb Cemodnidan da samudamod STainTqa orgzis gaTxril samareSi. mesaflaveebma samaris borcvi xelaxla moaswores, yvavilebic xelaxla daayares zemodan da axla ukve veRarc Wirisufali Seatyobda rames, veRarc sasaflaos direqtori. "yvelaferi rigzea, saflavis kanonieri patroni Tu ar gagvibrazdao" Tqva erT-erTma maTganma da niCabi Sors moisrola. "ras ambob, kaco, madlobelic dagvrCeba, zamTarSi fexebi Tbilad eqnebao" Tqva meorem. "ukve dedasTan ariso" amSvidebda fefes mSier kuWze daleuli RviniT aRgznebul-aforiaqebuli mama. fefe ki, qmris zurgs ukan iwva zafxulis Ramis CaxuTul, Caxurebul wyvdiadSi da avi winaTgrZnobiT Sepyrobili, jiutad ar acilebda Tvals sibneleSi gauCinarebul sarkmels, vidre ar aiZula, ukanve mobrunebuliyo, vidre TandaTanobiT, isev ar gamoikveTa sarkmlis moTeTro-monacrisfro kvadrati, vidre sabolood ar gaTenda da vidre isev ar datrialda oTaxebSi droebiT Cabudebuli, droebiT damcxrali mumlis korianteli...

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"tyuis. tyuis... me magiJebs... me mixeTqavs guls" fiqrobs eliso. Tumca, "saqorwilo mogzaurobidan" dabrunebulma lizikom rom daureka, arsad gaxvide, salaparako maqvs SenTano, ukve icoda, ukve grZnobda, kargs arafers etyoda sayvareli geri. magram rac es-es aris moismina misgan, rasakvirvelia, yvelafers aRemateba, fiqrSiac ver gabedavda msgavsis warmodgenas, gindac mTeli sicocxle lizikos sasiyvarulo Tavgadasavlebze efiqra mxolod. miCveuli kia misgan aseT "ucnaur", "moulodnel" gamoxdomebs Teqvsmetisac ar iqneboda, ori dRis gacnobil biWs "qaliSviloba rom Caabara", yoymana da gaubedavi antonis jibriT. zustad ase uTxra elisos: "momiloce, dRes qaliSviloba Cavabare im patiosan kretinso", ris Semdegac, is "patiosani kretini", romelic fortepianos klass amTavrebda konservatoriaSi da did momavalsac uwinaswarmetyvelebdnen musikismcodneni, saerTod gadaixvewa saqarTvelodan da unda vivaraudoT, ufro lizikos SiSiT, vidre drois karnaxiT. magram adre Cadenil araerT sisuleles, ase Tu ise, mainc moeZebneba axsnaca da gamarTlebac, amas ki ara. Tavad lizikosgan rom ar moesmina da gindac RmerTs eTqva, Seni geri mamamTils yvarobso, tyuio Seubrunebda sityvas aRar gaimeoroo gaaCumebda saerTod. magram rasac RmerTs gaubedavda, gers ver gaubeda. piriqiT, geris am moulodnelma aRsarebam, pirvel rigSi, sakuTari umweobis, uuflebobis SegrZneba gaumZafra, sakuTari simartovisa da daucvelobisa... ki eubneba xolme elizbari (ra Tqma unda, xumrobiT), me erTi var, Tqven ki orni, Tanac qalebi, da erTmaneTis tyavs ar daxevTo, magram sinamdvileSi, isini iyvnen yovelTvis orni, elizbari da liziko, TviTon ki, erTia da bolomde ase darCeba, erTi, yvelgan erTi, yovelTvis erTi, raki sakuTari uaryo da sxvisas ver daepatrona, radgan arasodes ucdia Secdomis gamarTleba, anu, mama-Svils Soris Cadgoma da maTi gaTiSva, miT ufro, romelime maTganis gadabireba meoris sawinaaRmdegod. ufro metic, elizbaris kanonieri coli ki gaxda, magram araferi moumoqmedebia elizbaris gardacvlili colis danatovari sicarielis amosavsebad. imasac did bednierebad Tvlida, Tuki, elizbarTan da lizikosTan erTad, icxovrebda im sicarieleSi. sxvaTaSoris, lizikom mis gamoCenamde miiTvisa gardacvlili dedis uflebebi da, rasakvirvelia, axla aRaravis daanebebs, miT ufro, Tuki arc aravin moTxovs. liziko ukve Tavisufali, damoukidebeli adamiania da ukve TviTonve Wedavs sakuTar ubedurebas sakuTar samWedloSi. rasakvirvelia, esec problemaa da, elisos azriT, es problemac Segnebulad Seqmnes TviTon, mSoblebma, Tundac, ufrosebma, erTmaneTTan SeTanxmebiTa da erTmaneTis daxmarebiT, ara marto TavianTi urTierTobis jer SesanarCuneblad da Semdeg gasaRrmaveblad, aramed TavianTi keTilSobilebis gamosavlenadac, upirveles yovlisa, erTmaneTis TvalSi, rac safrTxis SegrZnebas ki ara, madlierebis grZnobas badebda maT gulebSi, isev da isev erTmaneTis mimarT, da fiqrSiac ar dauSvebdnen, maTi Sexmatkbilebuli keTildReoba saxifaTo Tu aRmoCndeboda Tavad lizikosTvis, visTvisac TavianTi WkuiT irjebodnen, anda Tavad liziko Tu aRmoCndeboda maTTvis saxifaTo, Tundac, andazidan gamomdinare, anu, moyvrad gazrdili, bolos mtrad Tu moekideboda Tavis gamzrdelebs da orives saqveynod moWrida Tavs. arada, aseTi safrTxe, rogorc sCans, namdvilad arsebobda da am safrTxis arseboba aiZulebda imaTac, ganuwyvetliv eTvalTmaqcaT da emliqvnelaT cxvirmouxocavi Rlapis winaSe, "naklebad mtkivneuli" rom yofiliyo imisTvis maTi piradi keTildReoba. Tumca, saca samarTalia, qmris sikvdilis Semdeg, arasodes ufiqria pirad keTildReobaze; TavisTavad, TiTqos uimisod moxda yvelaferi; verc ki warmoidgenda, saerTod Tu SeiZleboda, "yovlad Cveulebrivi urTierToba" hqonoda elizbarTanac, lamis abstraqtul cnebasTan, romelTanac, misi Rrma rwmeniT, "sruliad sxva interesebi" akavSirebda, ase vTqvaT, cxovrebismieri

ki ara, wignismieri. "Tqvenma wignma gadamarCinao" eJRurtuleboda gulwrfelad madlieri da ukve Tavadac daqvrivebuli, maTi "siyvarulis" pirvel etapze, anu, gauTavebeli satelefono saubrebis Jams, da mavTulis meore boloSi, RvTaebrivad, Rrmad, xangrZlivad dadumebuli elizbari, warmodgenili cis binadari ufro iyo misTvis, vidre fexqveS myarad arsebuli miwis mkvidri... maTi urTierToba srulebiTac ar gulisxmobda amqveyniur keTildReobas, ufro sworad, arcerTi ar apirebda xelmeored daojaxebas da erTxel kidev gadatanas imisa, rac ukve gadaetana; ubralod, Zvel naiarevebs aCvenebdnen erTmaneTs, rac garkveul Svebas aniWebdaT, magram bolos ise amouvidaT yelSi gauTavebeli satelefono saubrebi, xelmouweravi "satrfialo baraTebi" da, rac mTavaria, yovlad uazro kukumalaoba qalaqTanac da lizikosTanac, ukve daufaravad natrobdnen da aRar egonaT, isinic Tu gaxdebodnen rodisme "Cveulebrivi adamianuri cxovrebis" Rirsni. maRal grZnobebs, etyoba, mainc mdabali miznebi ganapirobeben da, rogorc wesi, yovelTvis erTnairad mTavrdeba nebismieri, gindac wignieri urTierToba qalisa da kacisa. isinic ufro miwieri arsebebi iyvnen, vidre ciuri, da, amave dros, gacilebiT meti saerTo hqondaT, vidre Tundac qvrivobaa. danaSaulis gaunelebeli, mouSorebeli grZnoba gardacvlil TanamecxedreTa mimarT da am danaSaulisTvis gankuTvnili sasjeli sindisis qenjna! ai, ra aerTianebda maT, Tumca, araferi CaudeniaT gardacvlilTa sawinaaRmdego, miT ufro, maTTvis momakvdinebeli, da arc gardacvlilebs CauTvliaT isini TavianT mkvlelebad, piriqiT, Tuki vinmes umxelda, mxolod qmars umxelda Tavis "giJur siyvaruls" da Zilis win, sawolSi ukiTxavda elizbaris leqsebs. xolo, elizbaris meuRles sikvdilis win Cveuli sinaziT mouWeria ukve ZalawarTmeuli TiTebi elizbaris xelisTvis, rogorc wveulebebze, anda saerTod ucxo xalxSi iqceoda xolme, qadagad davardnili meuRlis gamosafxizleblad. ase rom, Cveulebrivi urTierTobebis SiSma ufro miiyvana isini erTmaneTTan, vidre Cveulebrivi urTierTobebis Ziebam. orive maTgans sulieri megobari Wirdeboda, gnebavT, sulieri meTvalyure, romelsac ara marto danaxva SeeZleboda meoris sindisis qenjnisa, aramed gancdac... SeeZleboda Tvali miedevnebina am marTlac usastikesi sasjelisTvis, CanasaxSive rom spobs nebismier survils, mizansa da ocnebas, aqrobs sicocxlis xaliss da, amave dros, araferi aqvs saerTo sicocxlis moyirWebasTan. piriqiT. sicocxle gwyuria (jer axalgazrda xar, bolos da bolos), giyvars, genatreba, magram "ufleba ara gaqvs" miiRo, Caixuto, Sesva, daTvre, gaileSo misi simSvenieriT, raki Seni meore naxevari ukve miwaSi wevs, mxolod da mxolod, Seni miuxvedrelobis, anda, Cveulebrivi TavkerZobis gamo: erTxelac ar dafiqrebulxar, pirvel rigSi, qmars rom amcirebda da akninebda Seni moureveli, mouTokavi survili elizbaris Tundac mwerluri avtoritetis gazrdisa, maincdamainc, qmris TvalSi... ase rom, raki cocxali xar, damnaSavec xar, magram sxvebis ki ara, sulerTia, cocxlebi arian isini Tu mkvdrebi, aramed sakuTari Tavis winaSe, da Tu vinmes vneb Seni sicocxliT, sakuTar Tavs vneb, upirveles yovlisa. adamiani, grZnobs Tu ver grZnobs TviTon, cxovrebis WaobSia yelamde Cafluli da xelis Camwodebelic aravin yavs. amitom, rac ufro metad cdilobs Waobis simyralidan amosvlas, miT ufro Rrmad efloba Sig. arada, arc yoymani, anu, wignis anabara yofna daayris xeirs. yoymani sasurvelsa da savaldebulos Soris motivtive liTonis ugrZnobeli birTvia, romelzedac SegiZlia cota xniT daekido, sulis mosaTqmelad, radgan didxans mainc ar gagiCerebs, mouxerxebelia saamisod, dasvenebis nacvlad, uaresad dagqancavs uazro bRlarZuniT da xelebsac gadagatyavebinebs Tavis xorkliansa da slipina zedapirze... elisoc mxolod imas cdilobs, Seeguos arsebuls, anu, rac SeiZleba ukeTesad uqicinos kudi lizikos, ukeTesad ugoros kvercxi elizbars, ukeTesad gaZvres nemsis yunwSi, gamoZvres sakuTari tyavidan,

daibrmavos Tvali, daimunjos ena, daixSos yuri da, rac mTavaria, arc dainteresdes, erTxelac ar hkiTxos Tavs, ramdenad gamarTlebulia misi saqcieli, borotebas sCadis Tu sikeTes. mTavaria, lizikom ar aiTvalwunos da kidev ufro mTavaria, neba darTos uyvardes mamamisi. masac mxolod siyvaruli amoZravebs da lizikos siyvarulze aranakleb "giJuri", oRond, lizikos siyvarulisgan gansxvavebiT, mainc adamianuri grZnobis naSieri da ara mdabali, cxoveluri survilisa, amitom, SeiZleba, ufro Zneli dasajerebelic, miT ufro, dRes, roca yvela erTnairad qadagebs siyvarulis Tavisuflebas da gulis siRrmeSi aRaravis aRar sjera am Tqveni ybadaRebuli siyvarulisa, ar sjera, ar Wirdeba, ar gamoadga, ar gaumarTla, radgan cxovrebasac grZnoba ki ara, survili warmarTavs Tavis Wkuaze da, etyoba, ase urCevnia adamiansac, Tundac, erTis sirTulisa da meoris simartivis gamo. elisos marto elizbari ki ar uyvars, aramed misi naadrevad gardacvlili meuRlec da misi naadrevad daoblebuli Svilic samive erTnairad da amdenad, vinmes ki ar enacvleba, vinmes ki ar ecileba, ubralod, Tavisi "giJuri" siyvaruliT mopovebul adgils ikavebs ganuyofeli sameulis gverdiT, rogorc maTi erTguli mcveli, maTi sasaxlis bifiteri, oRond, sakuTari xorcis mWameli maT saameblad...

siyvaruli Wkuas rom akargvinebs qals, TviTonac kargad icis, sakuTar Tavze aqvs nawvnevi, magram xom unda arsebobdes raRac zRvari, romlis iqiTac... Tumca, ara, ar SeiZleba. siyvaruls Tu zRvari daude, siyvaruli aRar iqneba. siyvaruli, rogorc stiqia, TviTonve adgens sakuTar sazRvrebs da rac am sazRvrebs miRma rCeba, arafers ar warmoadgens, arafers ar niSnavs Tavad SeyvarebulisTvis. amis meti ra icis da arc lizikoze naklebi gansacdeli dastydomia Tavs siyvarulis gamo. gaTxovil qals coliani kaci Seuyvarda... ki batono, madlier mkiTxvels cnobili mwerali... magram, usqeso mwerali sad gagigiaT?! ar arsebobs. tyuilia. siyvaruli SenTvis ukeTesis arCevaa. magram lizikosaviT, Sin ki ar miuvarda imas, ginda Tu ara, yvelaferze erTbaSad aiRe xeli Cemi gulisTviso, amdenis uflebas rogor miscemda Tavs, lizikosTan SedarebiT, Tavis Sekavebac SeeZlo da grZnobebis damalvac, magram lizikosgan gansxvavebiT, meore ukiduresobaSi gadavarda uneburad, radgan Tavisi "giJuri", wignebidan amokiTxuliviT "gaugonari" siyvaruli, pirvel rigSi, imas gaumxila, visTvisac unda daemala; imas SesCioda Tavis gasaWirs, visganac mxolod risxvasa da siZulvils imsaxurebda, ris gamoc, axla sinanulisa da danaSaulis grZnoba tanjavs, rogorc maSin calmxrivi, marto qmarTan, rogorc erTaderT da guliTad dobilTan gamxelili grZnoba tanjavda. ara marto damnaSaved Tvlis Tavs, rogorc qmris, iseve elizbaris pirveli colis winaSe, aramed damarcxebuladac, gabiTurebuladac... siyvaruli SenTvis ukeTesis arCeva kia, magram, sanacvlod, samudamod kargav uflebas, rCeva misce sxvas. yovel SemTxvevaSi, eliso namdvilad ar gamodgeba sxvebis Wkuis damrigeblad. da mainc, uweso da saTakilo araferi Caudenia, saerTod ar Caudenia araferi, radgan, sabednierod Tu samwuxarod, TavisTavad moxda, rac moxda, anu, jer elizbaris meuRle gardaicvala, mere misi qmari da, Tuki vinmes damsaxurebaa, mxolod mkvdrebis damsaxurebaa maTi gabedniereba. Tumca, gabednierebam kidev ufro gaumZafra danaSaulisa da damarcxebis SegrZneba (albaT elizbarsac): lizikom STaagona Tu TviTon mivida am daskvnamde, gulis siRrmeSi marTla sjera, is da elizbari winaswar SeTanxmebulni, winaswar Sedgenili gegmis mixedviT rom moqmedebednen sakuTari meuRleebis mosaSoreblad. axla sjera imisa, rac sinamdvileSi ar momxdara. magram sjera imitom, dasaSvebad rom miaCnia, marTla momxdariyo, marTla moekla qmari, Tuki es iqneboda erTaderTi gamosavali im tanjva-wamebidan, romelSic siyvarulma Caagdo, romelsac mxolod misi qmari xedavda da ganicdida kidec yvelanairad uwyobda xels am sazareli seniT Sepyrobils, uvlida, patronobda, rogorc Wkuanaklulsa Tu davrdomil, xeliT Sesanax avadmyofs urCevda, rogorme moreoda Tavs, magram vin morevia, eliso rom moreoda. dRisiT gaSterebuli ijda da, TiTqos warTmevas upirebeno, orive xeliT ixutebda gulSi elizbaris wigns, RamiT ki, SamfuriviT trialebda aranormaluri ganzraxvebis, araswori varaudebis da Semzaravi Cvenebebis oxSivarSi... yvelafrisTvis mzad iyo ukve. daufiqreblad dalevda dariSxansac da daufiqreblad Cauvardeboda matarebelsac, Tuki mis siyvaruls raime safrTxe daemuqreboda... aseve, fexebs daukocnida yvelas (pirvel rigSi, qmars), vinc gaugebda, TanaugrZnobda, apatiebda am uneblie, gangebisgan Tavsmoxveul danaSauls... da mainc, misi sigiJeca da danaSaulic gamosaCenadac ar Rirs lizikos sigiJisa da danaSaulis gverdiT. moulodnelobisgan enawarTmeuli, dadamblavebuli, magidaze dayril sakuTar xelebs dascqeris da gamwarebuli fiqrobs, ra iRonos, rogor moiqces: isev mesaidumled, megobrad daudges gers am sazarel codvaSic, Tu dauyovnebliv atexos gangaSi; Seuvardes elizbars da maxviliviT aZgeros gulSi simarTle, Tu axlac dazogos, gaCumdes, viTomc araferi momxdariyos... marTlac, elizbaris oTaxidan isev sabeWdi manqanis Cveuli, lamis ukve Zval-rbilSi

gamjdari xma ismis, rac, cota ar iyos, ukvirs elisos, Tumca, am xmis gareSe vercki warmoudgenia cxovreba. elizbarisTvis jer araferi Secvlila, beWdavs raRacas TavisTvis. ar icis da imitom. ar codna, ar codvao. magram rogor SeiZleba ucodveli iyos elizbari, roca misi Svili amxela codvaSia Cavardnili?! kaci xelisuflebas eWidaveba, leqsebis nacvlad, politikur traqtatebs wers, da erT cinglian gogos ver moeria, ver gazarda Tavis Wkuaze. obolia... codoa... ra Tqma unda! magram axla ufro obolia da axla ufro codoa marto dgas Tavis codvis morevSi mamamisi ki, kodalasaviT akakunebs. qveyana Tavze engreva, is ki aTasnair sisuleles igonebs Tavis niJaraSi Seketili. magram eliso ZaliT gamoaTrevs iqidan da, raki sxva araferi SeuZlia, lizikosTan erTad, gulxeldakrefili uyurebs, rogor gauskdeba imas guli, ufro adre, vidre bolomde moismendes Svilis ambavs... mere?! ra moxda mere? amoRerRa rogorc iqna, Tumca, TviTonve grZnobs am SekiTxvis uazrobas. rac mere xdeba, yvelaferi umniSvneloa ukve momxdarTan SedarebiT. naklebad sainteresoc. mokled, isRa dagvrCenia, nacari daviyaroT Tavze da fexebSi CauvardeT bedisweras, patiebis saTxovnelad ki ara, rac SeiZleba, daaCqaros sasjelis aRsruleba. sasjeli ki umkacresi, usastikesi, ukiduresi iqneba: Caqolva, cocxlad gatyaveba, xel-fexis daglejva, gvelebiT savse ormoSi Cagdeba... imitom rom, Tavisi uaryo da sxvisas daepatrona... imitom rom, Tuki adre, sakuTar kedlebs Soris, miuwvdomlis, Soreulis gauziarebeli siyvaruli ukargavda mosvenebas da gulSi Caxutebuli wignidan mis arsebaSi gaJonili sxvisi sidiadisa da siZlieris SegrZnebiT damfrTxali daborialobda oTaxebSi, axla TvaldaWyetili wevs xolme bnelSi, mkvdari qalis mouSorebel nivTebs Soris, gauCinarebul sarkmels miSterebuli, da sizmris SiSiT ver iZinebs, radgan sizmarSi, viTom cocxldeba misi qmari da, meored ar Caeqces sisxlio, es viTom verafriT ver eubneba, tyuilad gacocxldi, aravis aRar Wirdebi, aRar aris aq Seni adgilio... axla magidaze dauyria xelebi, usargeblo nivTebiviT, da sakuTar xelebs dascqeris, aTvalierebs gulisyuriT, ar icis, raSi SeiZleba maTi gamoyeneba. "ramdeni xania, frCxili ar damiqniao" fiqrobs uazrod, dros gasayvanad, radgan marTla ar icis, rogor moiqces, elizbari gamoaTrios niJaridan, Tu es SeaTrios TmiT elizbarTan... "esec" Caylapos, rogorc ara erTi mware sityva da usamarTlo braldeba Cauylapavs lizikosgan, "kargi urTierTobis" SesanarCuneblad, Tu axla mainc iTqvas, gairkves, saerTod ra azri aqvs urTierTobas an erTmaneTTan an sxvebTan, Tuki erTnairad sulerTia yvelaferi, arc arafris morideba gvaqvs, arc arafris pativiscema... yvelaze metad axla grZnobs uelizbarobas da, amave dros, yvelaze metad axla ar unda elizbaris danaxva. arada, isic aqvea, or nabijze, yovel wuTas SeiZleba Semoexetos. imave haers sunTqavs, rasac isini, da isic mowamlulia ukve, imasac miRebuli aqvs momakvdinebeli doza Sxamisa, magram jer ar icis... jer ar icis, ra elodeba, ra RvTis risxva daatexa Svilma Tavze, da arxeinad akakunebs Tavis oTaxSi, rogorc kodala qviSxeTis gadayruebul tyeebSi...

xolo, misi Svili gacilebiT ukeTesad grZnobs Tavs, vidre aq mosvlamde grZnobda. gulSi damalulma saidumlom gamosarwyavi muwukiviT gaawvala, gaamwara, magram verc qmrisTvis SeeCivla Tavisi gasaWiri, verc dedamTilisTvis. raJdenis danaxvaze ki, saerTod lenCdeboda, iTiSeboda, ar icoda, rogor daeWira imasTan Tavi. ufro sworad, icoda, magram araferi gamosdioda: brinjiviT ibneoda, blusaviT bluyunebda da aTasnair sulelur mizezs igonebda, rac SeiZleba swrafad rom gascloda iqaurobas, Seketiliyo oTaxSi, abazanaSi, sapirfareSoSi... sulerTia sad, oRond, aRar egrZno mamamTilis daJinebuli, Zvalsa da rbilSi gamWoli mzera. eliso iyo erTaderTi adamiani, romelsac andobda Tavis saidumlos, magram mainc iTrevda fexs, eTakileboda, umweo da daucveli gamoCeniliyo imis TvalSi, anda, kidev uaresi, Sescodeboda anda daetuqsa imas, rogorc ufross umcrosi, mSobels Svili, dedinacvals geri... lizikos mxolod meore qalis gulwrfeli, guliTadi Tanadgoma Wirdeboda, qaluri solidaroba, oRond imisgan, vinc borotad ar gamoiyenebda mis gulaxdilobas da saerTod Tavis zegavlenis qveS ar moiqcevda moCvenebiTi solidarobis sanacvlod. aseTi mxolod eliso SeiZleboda yofiliyo, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, Cveulebisamebr, maSinve ar ahyveboda panikas da uaresad ar daafrTxobda amasac. magram axla mTavari Wiri ukve moSorebuli aqvs, saTqmeli iTqva, Sxami amoiRo da mis sicocxles safrTxe aRar emuqreba. axla mxolod is adardebs, mTlad ar daeces, mTlad ar damdabldes elisos TvalSi da, SeZlebisamebr, "alamazebs" saqorwilo Tavgadasavals. magram rac ufro metad cdilobs qviSxeTuri incindentis Selamazebas, miT ufro Semzaravi suraTi ixateba: gaugebrobis msxverpli, anda, iuridiul enaze, "Zaladobis obieqti" ki ar gamodis, aramed Tanamzraxveli, Tanamonawile, partniori, anu, ufro adamianur enaze, kaxpa, Zukna, roskipi, bozi, meZavi... amas, pirvel rigSi, elisos saxeze kiTxulobs da, pirvel rigSi, elisoze brazdeba, elisos miuxvedreloba acofebs da, imis jibriT, marTla iaffasian meZaviviT iqceva, aRarc ufros-umcrosobas dagidevT, aRarc dedaSvilobas, da rac ufro ufarTovdeba elisos Tvalebi, rac ufro ebriceba saxe da ulurjdeba tuCebi, miT ufro zeimobs gunebaSi, TiTqos aq, mxolod da mxolod, elisos gasamwareblad iyos mosuli... mSia. lukma ar Camsvlia dRes ambobs bolos. rac gvaqvs, magidazea kuStad pasuxobs eliso. magidaze puris kalaTi da Tixis yviTeli sakaraqe devs. dana?! kiTxulobs liziko da aqeT-iqiT acecebs Tvalebs, stumariviT. aRar gaxsovs, sad vinaxavT danebs?! gabrazebas cdilobs eliso, magram uSedegod. saerTod gaocebulia sakuTari simSvidiTa da gulgrilobiT; arasodes ar ifiqrebda, ase udrtvinvelad Tu Seegueboda Svilis (gindac geris!) ubedurebas... ara, ki ar egueba, ar ukvirs, TiTqos mosalodnelic iyo misTvis amgvari ram da ai, rogorc iqna, moxda, aRsrulda, madloba RmerTs. madloba? ratomac ara?! gana ubedurebis ganuwyvetel molodins ar sjobs, erTbaSad moxdes, rac mosaxdenia?! sjobs. sjobs. magram mainc codoa elizbari, ase Tavgamodebuli rom akakunebs Tavis sabeWd manqanaze da, bolo-bolo, mainc uSedegod, tyuilubralod... kodala aTasSi erTxel mainc poulobs matls... ra azri aqvs adamianur sisusteTa aRweras, Tuki araviTari zRvari aRar arsebobs dasaSvebsa da SesaZlebels Soris... Tuki adamiani ki ar ewireba sakuTar vnebebs, misi vnebebi aRar arian adamianuri... amdenad, arc TanagrZnobas imsaxureben... arc aRtacebas iwveven, arc sibraluls... ra moxda-meTqi, mere?! gametebiT dahkra uceb magidas muSti.

ai, Turme risTvisaa xeli saWiro. elizbaris rom ar eridebodes, daamsxvrevda, mtvrad aqcevda aqaurobas, magram amis gamkeTebeli rom iyos, maSin aRarc elizbaris moerideboda. moxda, rac unda momxdariyo mSvidad pasuxobs liziko, radgan elisoze naklebad, arc is grZnobs am SekiTxvis uazrobas. rac "mere" xdeba, yvelgan da yovelTvis erTnairad xdeba. dana ukve "upovnia" (karadis ujraSi), skamze muxlebiT dgas (ver Ralatobs bavSvobidan gamoyolil Cvevas), idayvebiT magidas eyrdnoba da yasidad daseriozulebuli, wkipad usvams karaqs purze. Tan, savsebiT seriozulad afrTxilebs elisos, vidre ganaCens gamomitande, erTxel kidev dafiqrdi, gaixsene, sad cxovrob, romel epoqaSi da, gansakuTrebiT, romel qveyanaSio. Cven sxva xalxi varT, eliso... ufro sworad, xalxi ara varT agrZelebs niris Seucvlelad sxvaTaSoris, Tqveni wyalobiT... mSoblebis, ufrosebis... Tu cxovreba ar SegeZloT, an aRar gindodaT, raRas gvaCendiT?! imitomac garbian giJebiviT, Tavqudmoglejilni... Cemi katoc midis Turme... erTaderTi dobili myavda da isic midis... avdgebi da mec waval... gadavikargebi... meZebeT, ramdenic gindaT... uceb, TviTonve rom gaukvirda, ise Zlier mounda, zrdilobisTvis mainc gawyromoda, calybad mainc eTqva elisos, ra gvWirs gasaqcevi, me Tu ara, mamaSeni mainc dazogeo, da am marTlac bavSvuri, gulubryvilo surviliT gulaCuyebuli, kidev ufro agdebulad, kidev ufro gamomwvevad agrZelebs sworedac iqcevian... aba, ra! araferi dagvitoveT gasafrTxilebeli da Sesanaxi, arc ZafSebmuli pirveli kiWi, arc mklavmoglejili pirveli Tojina, arc cremliT dalaquli pirveli satrfialo baraTi... araferi. arc cocxlis pativiscema, arc mkvdris xsovna... es ki, Seni bralicaa, Cemo Zvirfaso dedinacvalo, magram mainc didi madlobeli var Seni, ramdeni xania, ase gemrielad ar miWamia... xeli ar unda dagebana Wamis win?! datuqsa elisom. xels arc qristes mowafeebi ibandnen, me ki Seni mowafe var... gakenwla lizikom yvelaferSi daamata cota xnis Semdeg. usvindiso uTxra elisom sakuTar xelebs. adamians is ki ar bilwavs, rac piridan Casdis, aramed rac piridan amosdis ambobs liziko TavisTvis, umisamarTod, da danas sapureze agdebs, welSi imarTeba da erTmaneTze usvams gaSlil xelisgulebs mokled, asea Cveni ambavi, Cemo Zvirfaso... didi madloba sauzmisTvis... agrZelebs udardelad, TiTqos mxolod karaqiani puris saWmelad movida aq da rasac laparakobs, Tavazianobis gamo laparakobs, maspinZlis pativiscemiT, imasac rom ar aTqmevinos, mxolod karaqiani puris saWmelad mosulao gamofxizldi, gamoiRviZe, bolos da bolos! brazdeba moulodnelad droSi viwviT, ombre, dro aRar dagvrCa agrZelebs isev Cveulebrivi xmiT erTgulebas dro Wirdeba, Ralati ki wamis saqmea... ki magram... borZikobs eliso, magram liziko mainc ar aclis sityvis damTavrebas. amas ki namdvilad ver agixsni... SeniT unda mixvde icinis naZaladevad amas yvela qali TviTon xvdeba. rac mTavaria, Senze ar aris damokidebuli, Sen emorCilebi, an ar emorCilebi, magram orive SemTxvevaSi erTnairad iRupebi. daRupva garduvalia. vaSa! Sen ra, yvelaferi dagaviwyda? aRar gaxsovs, ra dReSi iyavi? kidev ufro naZaladevad icinis liziko oooo-o, namdvilad didi Zalaa. boroti. miudgomeli. Sen ki, saTamaSo Tojina xar da meti araferi... ki magram, mamac ar gagaxsenda? mamac arafers niSnavs SenTvis? mainc amTavrebs saTqmels eliso.

Tan gulisyuri elizbaris oTaxisken aqvs, oRond garkveviT TviTonac ar icis, ra urCevnia, ar gaigos elizbarma maTi laparaki, Tu piriqiT, gaigos da barem moxdes mosaxdeni. magram elizbaris oTaxidan isev sabeWdi manqanis kakuni ismis mxolod. ese igi, muSaobs, xolo, raki muSaobs, sxva aRaraferi arsebobs misTvis, arc coli, arc Svili... mamaCemi mweralia, gamigebs... valdebulicaa gamigos... sxvaTaSoris, Senc valdebuli xar, Tundac, rogorc ombre kvimaturad iRimeba skamze muxlebiT Semdgari da gulxeldakrefili liziko me Tu mkiTxav, arc iseTi saSinelebaa, rogorsac Sen da mamaCemi mixatavdiT... ubralod, namdvili mamakacia, mebrZoli, daudgromeli, jiuti... icis, ra unda da isic icis, rogor moipovos, rac unda... dRevandel biWbuWebs ar gavs... an kargad ar icnobT, an fexis xmas xarT Tqvenc ayolilni... mTavaria, arafris ar geSinodes, ombre... gaxsovs?

"ombre" elisom Searqva lizikos jer kidev maTi "dedaSvilobis" gariJraJze, jer kidev damwyebma dedam, roca SiSiTa da mRelvarebiT dgamda arc mTlad bunebrivi gziT mopovebuli dedobis pirvel nabijebs... sadilobis droa, ombre! ombre, onkani dagrCa moSvebuli... Serqmeuli saxeli ara marto TamaSis elferSi xvevda maT urTierTobas, aramed saSualebasac aZlevda elisos, ufro uSualod, "araoficialurad" daeWira Tavi saxifaTo SvilTan, romlisganac yovel wams yvelaferi iyo mosalodneli. SeiZleboda, saxalxod ganecxadebina uceb, vTqvaT, avtobusis, troleibusis (tramvai ukve aRebulia), anda metros vagonSi es qali Tavis Svilad ki masaRebs, magram Cemi deda ar ariso. Serqmeuli saxeli lizikosac moewona da male yvelani ombres eZaxdnen, ezoSic, skolaSic da, TavisTavad cxadia, qviSxeTSic... elisos, ratomRac, mTeli sicxadiT daudga Tvalwin patara, myudro, mwvaneSi Cakarguli sofeli-agaraki, gaaxsenda maTTvis gamoyofili, erTi bewo, usarkmlo da lamis uhaero oTaxi, ufro patimris sakani an monazvnis senaki, sadac elizbarisTvis saerTod aRar rCeboda adgili, isa da lizikoc Zlivs eteodnen erTaderT sawolze da, erTmaneTis ofliT gaxviTqulni, gaTenebamde SfoTavdnen, wrialebdnen zafxulis Rameebis CaxuTul wyvdiadSi... da mainc, ukeTesi mosagonari araferi aqvs elisos. saerTod, rac ki qviSxeTTanaa dakavSirebuli, mxolod sixarulsa da aRtacebas iwvevs masSi da axlac kargad axsendeba: sagzuris Sovnac (bevri iyo msurveli), matareblis bileTebis aRebac (arc es gaxldaT advili saqme), bargis Calagebac, Calagebamde sarkis win triali da aTasjer mizomeba modidan ukve raxania gamosuli sazafxulo tansacmlisa da ase Semdeg, da ase Semdeg... rac mTavaria, zafxuls samivesTvis Sveba mohqonda: elizbari, bolos da bolos, marto rCeboda Tavis sabeWd manqanasTan; eliso, bolos da bolos, wydeboda gazis quras da, sxva mwerlebis colebTan erTad, jdeboda cacxvebis xeivanSi, bruvdeboda sufTa haeriT, cacxvis yvavilis suniT da usmenda, rogor "Woravdnen" sxva mwerlebis colebi sakuTar qmrebs, anu, rogor uzrdidnen avtoritets erTmaneTis TvalSi... lizikos iqauri gogo-biWebi Jivil-xiviliT dasdevdnen kudSi da yvelafer amas, erTad aRebuls, ra Tqma unda, iqauri sakmaod ugemuri da TixasaviT webovani katletis, uSaqro kompotisa Tu umarilo brinjis fafis CaTvliT (erTxel, qalis Tmac egdo maTlafaSi), mainc bedniereba erqva, Cveulebrivi adamianuri bedniereba, savsebiT sakmarisi, raTa pativs scemde Tavs da imave grZnobiT iyo gamsWvaluli sxvebis mimarTac. magram ramdenad ukeTesi iqneboda, Turme, yvelasTvis, saerTod ar gaegoT qviSxeTis saxsenebeli. bevrad ukeTesi iqneboda, oRond, aRaraferi eSveleba ukve, gviania Tmis glejva da loyebis Camoxokva. diaxac, valdebulia gaugos lizikos, rogorc lizikom "gaugo" jer kidev xuTi wlisam, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, misTvis yvelaze mZime dros, nebayoflobiTi ymobisa Tu aSkara, gaxsnili mliqvnelobis periodSi, roca, vin icis, raRas ar Caidenda, raRas ar daTanxmdeboda, oRond, xuTi wlis obol gogos "gaego" da ar aeTvalwunebina, mieRo, Seefarebina, Tavisianad, axloblad ecno... da lizikos sasaxelod unda iTqvas, miuxedavad uasakobisa, mainc SesZlo qaluri sulgrZelobisa da keTilSobilebis gamoCena da "gaugo" iZulebiT Tavdamdablebul qals, romelsac mis iqiT gza aRar hqonda. samagierod, arc is darCenia valSi, imanac sulgrZelobiTa da keTilSobilebiT daimsaxura, dedad Tu ara, ufros dad mainc CaeTvala im obol gogos. gadahyva imis mwyemsvasa da devnas Tbilisis diskoTekebsa Tu qviSxeTis tye-RreebSi... imasTan gaatara qmarTan gasatarebeli dro, patimris sakansa Tu monastris senakSi, da davuSvaT da, marTla yurZnis siyvaruliT kocnida Robes, rogorc liziko eubneba xolme gasabrazeblad, xom kocnida! kocnida da sulSic iZvrenda da, kacma rom Tqvas, ra mniSvneloba aqvs, ra amoZravebda, ra asazrdovebda mis suliskveTebas, mxolod yurZnis, anu, elizbaris siyvaruli, Tu qaluri angareba... vis ra dauSavda amiT?! rogor Tu vis? pirvel rigSi, isev lizikos... lizikos dauSavda, Tu dauSavda...

ymoba da liqni ampartavnebasa da garyvnilebas zrdis mxolod... marto elizbars ramdenjer uTqvams. Tumca, uelizbarodac mSvenivrad moexseneba, magram mainc ver gaugia, ratom unda momxdariyo aucileblad ise, rogorc moxda da rogorc ar unda momxdariyo araviTar SemTxvevaSi... sxva gza ar gqonda? Zala ixmara? uneburad xmas auwia elisom, ufro sakuTari usiamo fiqrebis dasafrTxobad. arsebobs, eliso, sxva gza? Sen gekiTxebi, arsebobs? zemodan daxeda gulxeldakrefilma lizikom. ar arsebobs? ar vici... albaT... gaurkvevlad upasuxa elisom. Sen ra, niuansebic gainteresebs? eSmakurad mouWuta Tvali lizikom. diaxac, mainteresebs aRmoxda elisos bavSvuri gulwrfelobiTa da mgznebarebiT, da isev dahkra muSti magidas, oRond, amjerad, frTxilad, gaubedavad, "simbolurad", razec TviTonve gaeRima da, ar minda mamaSenmac gaigos Cveni laparakio, maSinve ganmarta Tavisi moridebulobis mizezi. ki, batono daeTanxma liziko ese igi, me gazqurasTan videqi da yavas viduRebdi... is ki, uknidan momepara... albaT momepara... veraferi gavige, vidre mxarze xeli ar Camomado... eliso TiTqos yuradRebiT usmens, TiTqos ainteresebs misi yoveli sityva, magram, ratomRac, bevri araferi gaegeba mosmenilisa, ufro sworad, rogorc ar unda gauZaliandes Tavs, mainc sakuTar ubedurebas axsenebs lizikos laparaki, ara marto sityvebi, TavianTi idumali da moulodneli mniSvnelobebiT, aramed xmac, Tavisi marad cvalebadi JReradobiT.

Sesabamisad icvleba elisos warmosaxvebic. amJamad, magaliTad, momakvdavi qmris saxe udgas Tvalwin. araferi Wirda mis qmars sasikvdilo, yovel SemTxvevaSi, araferi etyoboda sikvdilisa da, rogorc yovelTvis, im dResac usazRvrod, gnebavT, Slegurad, Tavganwirulad uyvarda Tavisi meuRle, kidev erTxel da amjerad ukanasknelad daumtkica Tavisi maradiuli swrafva da survili... magram saabazanodan gamosul elisos, sul sxva adamiani dauxvda colqmruli, nebadarTuli siaxloviT jer kidev aforiaqebul sawolSi: enaCavardnili, SiSisgan wamxdari, umweo, ususuri da fosoebidan lamis gadmocvenili TvalebiT raRacis mavedrebeli. saswrafo TiTqmis maSinve movida, elisom Zlivs moaswro kabis gadacma, magram SveliT ki veraferi uSvela qmars, saavadmyofoSi misvlamde gardaicvala manqanaSi, colis xels Cafrenili, rogorc wyalwaRebuli xavss, magram, sabednierod, ukve gaTiSuli, ukve Seguebuli xvedrs... elisos mxolod imis eSinoda, sakace ar gadabruneboda, anda qmari ar gadavardnoda sakacidan. misi qmari mSvidad ki iwva, TvaldaxuWuli, magram aqeT-iqiT awyvetda Tavs. elisoc, uneburad, orive xeliT afrindeboda sakaces. saavadmyofodan gamosulma, elizbars rom daureka, es wuTia, davqvrivdio, jer kidev ubJuoda sakacesTan naomari xelebi. samagierod, misi damfrTxali da gaognebuli arsebis yvelaze Soreul, yvelaze bnel kuTxeSi TiTqos raRac Caesaxa, raRac aucimcimda, usaxelo, jer aRmouCenel varskvlaviviT, da imis cimcimi raRacnairad amSvidebda, imediT avsebda. SeiZleba, maSin ase ar fiqrobda, magram maSinac aSkarad grZnobda, misma qmarma am moulodneli da uxmauro sikvdiliT, TviTonve rom gauxsna gza elizbarisken... sicocxlisken, Tavisuflebisken... qmari, rasakvirvelia, ecodeboda, uyvarda kidec, magram ufro megobrad da mesaidumled Tvlida, vidre meuRled. marTalia, mxolod is xvdeboda mis gasaWirs ecade, rogorme moerio Tavso magram rac elisos Tavs xdeboda, uelisod xdeboda da axlac zustad aseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos sxva, uflebamosili da uCinari, warmarTavda mis cxovrebas, anu, sakuTari cxovrebiT ki ar cxovrobda, sxvis cxovrebas TamaSobda, magram gmiri ki ar iyo, razec ocnebobda bavSvobidan, aramed gmiris Semcvleli meorexarisxovani msaxiobi, ufro zustad, uniWo: me var, eliso, Tqveni Tayvanismcemeli, saavadmyofodan girekavT, es wuTia, gardaicvala Cemi qmari... rogor unda moreoda Tavs, roca yoveli misi sityva da yvela misi nabiji winaswar iyo gaTvlili viRacis mier. curvisa bevri araferi gaegeboda, napirTan Wyumpalaobda, is viRaca ki, jiutad ubiZgebda, aiZulebda, rac SeiZleba Rrmad Seecura zRvaSi. isic emorCileboda, magram raki curva ar icoda, zurgze gawolili, jvarcmuliviT xelebgaSlili da SeSliliviT umizezod momRimari, tivtivebda cxovrebis binZur wyalze... imdenad iyo dabrmavebuli, SeiZleba, Tavisive gamogonili siyvaruliT, sanaxevrod caSi gamokiduli kacis coloba egona sicocxle da Tavisufleba. sinamdvileSi, erTaderT (albaT erTaderT!) Tayvanismcemels iSorebda, raTa Tavad eca sxvisTvis Tayvani. sxvisTvis ki ara, sxvebisTvis, mamaSvilisTvis, romelTagan erTi (mama), araTu elisoSi, nebismier werakiTxvis mcodne adamianSi eZebda Tayvanismcemels, meore ki (Svili), arafrad dagidevdaT im Tqvens Tayvaniscemas da, gardacvlili dedis sanacvlod, yvelafris uflebas moiTxovda mamisganac da dedinacvlisganac... da aki moipova kidec! vin dgeba skamze muxlebiT! Tavidanve aRizianebda lizikos es Cveuleba, magram ver eubneboda, ar ewyinoso. Semdgara skamze muxlebiT, amxela qali, da yveba Tavis sasiyvarulo Tavgadasavlebs. arc ki rcxvenia! Tumca, maincdamainc, arc elisos awuxebs es ambavi. qmarTanaa. mkvdar qmarTan. ufro sworad, qmarTan midis. TeTri kafeliT mopirkeTebul miwisqveSa gvirabs miuyveba sacxedrisken. marto misi fexis xma ismis gvirabis sakmaod grZel sicarieleSi. erTi mizniTaa Sepyrobili: rac SeiZleba swrafad daibrunos qmris gvami, Sin waiRos, rac misi meSveobiTa da mecadineobiT, misi miuxvedrelobis Sedegad aRmoCnda aq. sxva araferi SerCa

am qveyanaze xelis mosaWidi, aRaraferi aqvs namdvilad sakuTari, garda qmris gvamisa. erTi iyo da axlac erTia. misTvis aravis ar scalia. yvela Tavisi cxovrebiT cxovrobs: zogi TavisTvis akakunebs, zogs eSmakebi ukakuneben TavSi. is ki, yvelasTvis zedmeti bargia, anda, yvelas ecodeba, erTaderTi, namdvilad misiani rom moukvda, da amitom itanen mxolod, mkvdris xaTriT. sakmaod didi SualedebiT dacilebuli naTurebi mkrTalad anaTeben gvirabs, ris gamoc kidev ufro SiSismomgvrelad gamoiyurebian kafelCamocvenili, damaxinjebuli kedlebi. gvirabi arafriT ar Tavdeba. iqneb SeeSala? iqneb iq ar midis, saiTac gvirabs miyavs? viRaca mainc xom unda idges, gza rom hkiTxo? Tumca, miwis qveS yvela gza albaT cxedarTan migiyvans. magram rogor mixvdebi, rom Senia?! miwis qveS cxedris meti ra aris, gacilebiT metni arian miwis zemoT darCenilebze. miwa maTi xorciTa da sisxliTaa gajerebuli, maTi dafleTili gulebiT da daCutuli filtvebiT, maTi daSlili RviZlebiTa da gaqvavebuli TirkmelebiT... da qajic veRar gamoarCevs, romel gulSi esvena Seni xati, romeli filtvebi ibereboda Seni amosunTquli haeriT... es gvirabic Cveulebriv, normalur saavadmyofosTvis aucilebel sacxedreSi ki ara, jojoxeTSi Cadis da elisoc iq aRmoCndeba male... Tavis fexiT Cava... iq aris misi adgili... am sulelurma fiqrma ise SeaSina, cotas morCa, gamobrunda, cotas morCa, uari Tqva mkvdar qmarze, wamieri sisustis Jams, magram mainc sZlia SiSs da fexs auCqara, gaiqca... da axlac garbis. erTi xeli gulze miudia, amovardnaze aqvs guli, meore magidaze udevs da sulelurad rom ar ifiqros isev, Cveulebriv cxovrebiseul wvrilmanebze gadaaqvs yuradReba: "am dReebSi marTla unda mivide dodosTan da davaqnevino frCxilebio... ar SeiZleba ase siarulio... mec qali var, bolos da boloso"... Tumca, mec amis molodinSi viyavi sul agrZelebs liziko vicodi, ase moxdeboda... rogorc ki xeli Camomado mxarze, maSinve gazi gamovrTe... mRelvarebisgan Jezve gadamibrunda da yava quraze dameRvara. kargad vyvebi, Tu kidev ufro davwvrilmande? ambobs RvarZlianad. etyoba, TviTonve Riziandeba sakuTari nalaparakeviT. kargad hyvebi sxartad pasuxobs eliso, rogorc gakveTilze erTi wamiT CaTvlemili mowafe maswavleblis moulodnel SekiTxvas, sxartad, facafuciT, gadametebulad mowadinebuli, daeWvebis saSualebac rom mouspos maswavlebels, Tuki iman mainc moaswro da SeamCnia misi wamieri "gandgoma". rac unda fexebze gekidos, ra sasiamovnoa, "Zilisgudad" da "bedovlaTad" Segracxon erTxel kidev mTeli klasis winaSe?! "meti raRa unda dawvrilmandeso" agrZelebs gunebaSi, Tavadac gaRizianebuli. sad gavCerdiT? ekiTxeba liziko mogonili udardelobiT. Jezve gadagibrunda da yava dageRvara quraze axsenebs eliso. sabednierod, saavadmyofos gvirabidan ukve gamosula da axla mTlianad aq aris, sakuTar samzareuloSi, gerTan erTad, Tumca, jer kidev scems saavadmyofos specifikuri suni. elizbaris oTaxidan sabeWdi manqanis kakuni ismis, damamSvidebeli, rogorc kodalas kakuni qviSxeTis gadayruebul tyeebSi... amas ra mowmends-meTqi, gadamibrunda guli icinis liziko. ra gacinebs? gulwrfelad ukvirs elisos. Senc xom icini xolme umizezod?! kiTxvas ubrunebs liziko mamasac ramdenjer uTqvams SenTvis, nu icini umizezodo... mamas Tavi gaanebe! axla orive muSts erTdroulad dahkravs eliso magidaze, gametebiT, mTeli ZaliT... "rodis iyo, umizezod vicinodio" fiqrobs gacecxlebuli cocxlad damarxe... cocxlad dagvmarxe yvelani... xmaSi cremli gaereva uceb.

 eliso?! elisuka... Seecodeba lizikos, miesiyvaruleba, magram erTi wamiT, maSinve Cveulebrivad gaagrZelebs, mogonili udardelobiTa da utifrobiT mere Semovtrialdi da vakoce... ara, iman makoca azustebs niuansebs, ra Tqma unda, elisosTvis Tumca, ar vici, namdvilad ar maxsovs... ra mniSvneloba aqvs?! albaT erTdroulad vakoceT erTmaneTs askvnis bolos. lizikos, rasakvirvelia, uyvars eliso, rac ar unda iyos, mainc imis gazrdilia. rac mTavaria, kargi megobroba icis, uangaro, guliTadi; droTa ganmavlobaSi, ise dauaxlovdnen da SeeCvivnen erTmaneTs, yovel dRe Tu ver naxaven, telefonze mainc unda moikiTxon erTmaneTi. magram raki Tavidanve arasworad gauTanabrda, araferSi ar daudo toli, anu, raki Tavidanve sworad auRo alRo, yovelTvis mas abralebs, Tuki rame usiamovneba SeemTxveva da yovelTvis masze iyris xolme javrs, sxvebze ganrisxebuli... arafris Tqma ar SeiZleba SenTan viTom ebuteba dedinacvals yvelafers kudi unda gamoaba, gabero... im kacma makoca, bolos da bolos, xom ar vucemivar?! liziko! uyviris eliso, viTom, gons modi, daukvirdi, ras laparakobo. ar ginda axla es bazari... tyuilad nu movigiJianebT Tavs... mitingze xom ara varT... ar uTmobs liziko. ras hqvia, movigiJianeb! rogor mibedav! Tavxedo! marTla brazdeba eliso, sul cota, aTi-TxuTmeti wlis dagvianebiT. "mdogvi sadilis Semdego" amazea naTqvami. magram saqme isaa, marTla rom cdilobs eliso Tavis mogiJianebas, radgan Semawuxeblad, SemaZrwuneblad grZnobs, rogori civi, rogori Soreulia lizikosTvis, romelsac, vin icis, swored misi "gagiJeba" Wirdeba am wuTas wamlad. oRond, tyuili da gaTamaSebuli ki ara, namdvili, gulwrfeli... darwmuneba unda, marTla rom hyavs gulSematkivari, misiani, romelic gverdSi daudgeba (rogorc mkvdari qmari iqceoda) da ar miatovebs arc WirSi, arc lxinSi... "ra damemarTa, ram gamomacariela, ram gamicia guli aseo" ukvirs TviTonve. iseTi grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos sxvis ambavs uyveba liziko, viRacis, ucnobis, da mxolod imas ganicdis, elizbari ar Semovides, elizbarma ar SemouswroT, radgan elizbarTan ar SeiZleba amis moyola, ufro sworad, elizbars TviTon unda mouyves es ambavi, Tanac, dResve ki ara, mere, rodisme... ukve gvarianad gadakeTebul-gadmokeTebuli, SekvecilSekreWili, Serbilebul-Selamazebuli... mwerlebs uyvarT uCveulo, ucnauri ambebi. SeiZleba, gamoiyenos kidec Tavis wignSi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, arafriT ar SeiZleba, lizikosgan moisminos imanac, radgan elisosaviT, isic ugrZnobelobis, gulgrilobis zRvaSi ki ar Cayuryumalavdeba ixviviT, aramed, adgilze gaTavdeba, sisxli Caeqceva, anda guli gauskdeba imasac, elisos mkvdari qmariviT... ar mogeridaT, ar SegeSindaT... Tqven xom martoni ar iyaviT?! kiTxulobs, yalbad gakvirvebuli, yalbad damfrTxali es wuTia warmodgenili sceniT, kidev ukeT rom SeuniRbos lizikos Tavisi sicive da sicariele. magram, kacma rom Tqvas, marTlac ra mniSvneloba aqvs, ra Seicvleba, aravisi rom ar eridebodaT imaT da imitom Caidines, rac Caidines, Tu, mainc rom Caidines, miuxedavad viRaceebis SiSisa da moridebisa?! araferi. araferi ambobs xmamaRla. araferi meqanikurad imeorebs lizikoc araferi ar unda meTqva SenTvis fiqrianad amatebs cota xnis Semdeg. liziko?! guli uCuydeba elisos imis sacodaobiT. gamanebe Tavi! aRar axseno Cemi saxeli! uyviris liziko. cecxls afrqvevs Tvalebidan.

 liziko! xmas uwevs, lizikos moulodneli da swrafi cvalebadobiT, cota ar iyos, dabneuli elisoc mama gaigebs... mama Sin aris! gamanebeT yvelam Tavi! gamanebeT yvelam Tavi! yviris liziko da cali TvaliT, ratomRac, danas eZebs magidaze, im danas, romliTac karaqi waisva weRan purze, Tumca, TviTonac ar icis, rad unda dana, risTvis Wirdeba. elisos mosaklavad?! eliso unda moklas?! ki magram, ratom? ra dauSava? Tu vinme ar imsaxurebs misi xeliT sikvdils, swored eliso ar imsaxurebs. es elisosTvis didi pativi iqneboda... Tavi unda moiklas?! diax, Tavi unda moiklas, rasakvirvelia, Tavi unda moiklas. es aris erTaderTi gamosavali. sxva gza ar arsebobs. magram aq, "scenaze", ki ar unda moiklas Tavi, ase artistulad da isteriulad, aramed Cumad, kacobriobis zurgs ukan, "Sin", kaSelebis bunagSi, sadac sakuTari nebiT Seexeta, sakuTari keTilSobilebis gamosavlenad, sinamdvileSi ki, sakuTari umweobis, uvicobis, sibecis wyalobiT. iq aris misi adgili, cocxlisTvisac da mkvdrisTvisac. sxva gza ar arsebobs. gza ar arsebobs saerTod. gzisgan patara naglejiRa darCa, arsaidan arsaiTken mimavali... balaxmodebuli... vin icis, rodindel naborblarSi, vin icis, rodindeli wvimis wyali Campala. dampal wyals nemsiylapia dastrialebs, aranormalurad gazrdili da arabunebrivad mbzinavi, albaT arajansaRi wylisa da haeris gamo... ai, aseTi "peizaJi" edga yovelTvis Tvalwin, roca momavalze fiqrobda Tavi unda movikla! aRar SemiZlia meti... Tavs moviklav... Tqveni bralia yvelaferi! yviris ukve mTeli arsebiT ayolili am uazro da usafuZvlo mrisxanebas Cemi fexi aRar iqneba aq. ase gadaeci mamasac... gasagebia?! uyviris elisos aRarc mikiTxoT... Torem... Torem... ena ebmis mrisxanebisgan, anda, ar icis, ra Tqvas, ar icis, ras moimoqmedebs, Tuki gabedaven da mainc moikiTxaven misianebi. ki ar gadis, TavpirismtvreviT garbis samzareulodan, eliso skamidan wamodgomasac ver aswrebs da, uneburad, mainc krTeba gajaxunebuli karis xmaze...

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elizbars esmoda qalebis laparaki, rasakvirvelia, ainteresebda kidec, raze laparakobdnen isini, magram Segnebulad ar gamodioda samuSao oTaxidan, lizikos ebuteboda, ase uceb rom "gakaSelda" da aqamde ar moikiTxa mTeli Tvis unaxavi mama, daukiTxavad ar Seuvarda "niJaraSi", rogorc adre iqceoda xolme, Tuki rame Wirdeboda mamisgan, vTqvaT, taqsis fuli, anda avtografiani wigni viRacisTvis. magram axla ise iyo saubriT garTuli, SeiZleba, aRarc axsovda, mamac rom hyavda, mamamisic rom cxovrobda am saxlSi. axal ojaxSi miRebuli STabeWdilebebiT iyo savse da elisosac im STabeWdilebebs uziarebda albaT. Tumca, samzareulodan gamosuli xmebis mixedviT Tu imsjelebda, misi qalebi ufro kamaTobdnen, vidre saubrobdnen da ufro Cxubobdnen, vidre kamaTobdnen. elizbarsac es abnevda swored, ra unda hqonoda sakamaTo da saCxubari erTi Tvis unaxav deda-Svils, gindac, gersa da dedinacvals, romelsac Svilze metadac uyvars Tavisi geri da amis ardanaxva, amaSi eWvis Setana, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Tavxedoba iqneba, rogorc elizbaris, iseve lizikos mxridan. ra amoZravebs Cvens qalbaton elisos, es sxva sakiTxia. yurZnis siyvaruliT Robes kocnidneno da, isic albaT yurZnis, elizbaris, siyvaruliT kocnis Robes, rogorc lizikom uTxra erTxel, sruliad usamarTlod, magram xom kocnis?! kocnis ki ara, yvelaferi anacvala, elizbaris CaTvliT. kudi kudsa aqvT gadabmuli da erTad uTxrian elizbars ormos. amiT imis Tqma surs elizbars, umal elizbars rom gawiravs orive maTgani, vidre elizbars miemxroba meoris sawinaaRmdegod. magram karis gajaxunebis xma rom gaigo, kidev ufro daibna, es ukve marTlac metismeti iyo, lizikosganac da elisosganac. lizikos meti morideba da pativiscema marTebs elisosi (Tundac, rogorc masze ufrosi adamianisa), kari ar unda miujaxunos cxvirwin, magram elisosac, Tundac rogorc ufross, meti sifrTxile moeTxoveba, iqamde ar unda miiyvanos saqme, mSobliuri saxlis kari gaajaxunebinos lizikos. ise, Cinursa Tu iaponur damwerlobaSi, ori qalis ieroglifi Cxubis niSania. ori qali, Tanac erT samzareuloSi moxvedrili, iSviaTad rom gamovides iqidan mSvidobianad. aseTia cxovreba. cxovreba ki, ambanuri WeSmaritebebis jamia da sxva araferi. bayayi yiyinebs. ZaRli yefs. yvavi Cxavis. Zroxa gvaZlevs rZes. mgeli mtacebeli cxovelia. guramiSvili didi poetia. qriste aRsdga. zamTarSi civa. zafxulSi cxela (wels gansakuTrebiT). Cemi Svili kaSelebis rZalia. futkari sasargeblo mweria. wurbelac. rasac ver vityviT cicinaTelaze. samagierod, cicinaTelas sakuTari ganaTeba aqvs, saqarTvelo ki bnelSi zis, ager ukve eqvsasi welia. ratom? cicinaTelaze uvargisia? ar SeuZlia sakuTari eleqtro-energiis gamomuSaveba? rogor gekadrebaT. gacilebiT meti SeuZlia, vidre sxvebs hgoniaT da vidre Tavad sWirdeba. amitomac zis bnelSi. diax, mxolod amitom. Secdomis Cadena SeiZleba, gamosworeba ara. ekonomikis enaze rom vTqvaT, yvelas urCevnia muqTad gaWamos Tavisi dampali saqoneli, vidre Senma jansaRma saqonelma Zlivs xelSi Cagdebuli bazari daakargvinos. amitom iwyeba msoflio omebi. kaci kacisTvis mgelia. saqarTvelom rom erTi cxovreba moaTava, anu, Tavis adgilze rom aRar dauxvda ludoviko boloniels, imis mere msoflio aTasjer gadanawilda da mxolod imis gamo, erTxel kidev rom mieca imperiis ukana nawlavidan cxovrebaSi dabrunebis Sansi, aravin CaiCoCebs, aravin dauTmobs adgils. umal benzins miasxamen da dawvaven, Wirianis loginiviT, vidre ganbanasa da ganwmendas daacdian. is maSin daiRupa, roca didad wodebulma aleqsandre pirvelma qveyana Zmebsa da Svilebs miugdo, TviTon ki berad daeyuda... ganudga qveyanas, roca unda Sehxideboda... ki magram, ratom?! ra uflebis ZaliT?! murvan yruebis, Temur lengebis, jalaledinebis gammklavebeli xalxi bolos ise daCaCanakda, Sinac aRar aCereben, xan erTi stumari amohkravs Witlays, xan meore... ra Tqma unda, elizbaric damnaSavea. elizbarsac garkveuli wvlili miuZRvis am saqmeSi, imanac dauSva Tavisi wili Secdoma, romlis gamosworebac, samwuxarod, ar

SeiZleba, sulSi uzis obobasaviT, dRiTi-dRe izrdeba, nel-nela axrCobs Signidan Tavisi grZeli, xaoiani fexebiTa Tu sacecebiT... elizbari ki, yviris, xrialebs... batebo, batebo, Sin! mogvatyues. erTxel kidev gavbriyvdiT. Ralatia. dabrundiT saswrafod. nu gaijaxunebT mSobliuri saxlis kars. jer kidev SeiZleba gadavrCeT. jer kidev SeiZleba CvenTvisac gamobrwyindes TviTmnaTobi naTeli, Seuxebeli qriste, mze simarTlisa, da davceT simaRle mterisa macdurisa da aRvadginoT buneba kacebrivi... Sin! Sin! saswrafod! magram ubedureba isaa, gadarCena rom aRar gvinda, mogvbezrda sul erTi da igive... mters sixaruliTac ki vendobiT, moyvares ki saTofezec ar vikarebT... Cvenianis gamarjveba gvaRonebs da mtris gasamarjveblad weli gvaqvs mowyvetili. ara da, jer kidev marTla SeiZleba gadarCena vinme Tu gamogviCnda SemZaxebeli... oRond, Cvenze ufro guldamwvari qveynis bediT da gulSematkivari Cveni silenCisac da silaCrisac... ki ar dagvcinebs, es ra xalxi yofilxarTo, gagvamxnevebs, baraqala Tqvens gamZleobaso, amdenis gadamtanT, kidev rom gaxsovT ani da banio. es aris ani, es aris bani... magram rad ginda, mainc ver viswavleT Wkua. dro gadis, weliwadis droebi erTmaneTs enacvlebian, CvenTvis ki araferi ar icvleba. qviT-qviT, qviT-qviT qviTqviTebs mwyeri Camwvar yanaSi monadires elodeba, monadires uxmobs, agebinebs Tavis adgil-samyofels da erTi suli aqvs, erTxel kidev, rodis daufleTs safanti Zlivs Sebumblul frTebs... magram erTi mwyerisac da monadirisac... erTnairad Camwvara da Canacrebula yvelaferi. bolos da bolos, marto elizbaris xom ar aris es qveyana... oi, oi, oi, ra cudi biWuna xar, rom icode, Cemo elizbar. kacma rom gkiTxos, mwerali varo... ar gekadreba. mwerali Tu xar, erTnairad unda gecodebodes mwyeric da monadirec. orive SenTan unda Ciodes... mwyeri gemrielia, monadires ki mwyeri uyvars. mwyeri Senc giyvars, magram nadiroba gezareba da amitom brazob sxvebzec. iqneb gacduna cxovrebam? iqneb gimtyuna nervebma? iqneb marTalia eliso? iqneb marTla sjobs, emigraciaSi waxvide, cota xniT mainc gaerido aqaurobas? ki magram, aseTi advilia viTom emigraciaSi wasvla? emigraciaSi dRes is mibrZandeba, visac guSin mivlinebiT agzavnida saxelmwifo sazRvargareT. Sen ra gamodixar? ra gamodixar da, mTxle... kaSelebis mZaxloba ar grcxvenia da emigraciaSi ra naxe samarcxvino?! ise, raki sityvamac moitana, iqneb gagvego, ra moxda, ratom daerivnen erTmaneTs liziko da eliso. magram amis gagebis rom geSinia, imitomac edebi Robe-yores... guli cuds gigrZnobs. liziko rom srul Wkuaze yofiliyo, Sens unaxavad rogor wavidoda, anda kars ratom gaijaxunebda, Tu ara guliswyromis, sayveduris, sulac muqaris niSnad?! magram iqneb es elizbaris gasarkvevi saqme ar aris? qalebi ukeTesad morigdebian erTmaneTTan. saWiro rom yofiliyo, xom gaagebinebdnen amasac?! simarTle Tu gindaT, elizbari aravis aRar Wirdeba, aravin arafrad aRar agdebs, arc Sin, arc gareT. hoda, isic adgeba da wava emigraciaSi. imedia, amaze mainc ar etyvis xelisufleba uars. rac ufro Sors xar, miT ukeTesi... Tumca, marto mkvdari ZaRli ar ikbineba... magram elizbarisTvis ra Seicvleba? araferi. aq vis ras ukeTebs? arafers. salaparakodac ver unaxavs Svili... iqidan werilebs mainc gamougzavnis. werilebi Zvirfas qaliSvils, romelsac saerTod ar uyvarda mama. samagierod, mamis sikvdilis Semdeg, mis werilebs gamoscems da SeiZleba erTi-ori kapikic aiRos. esec xeiria. amitom, elisosac gamougzavnis werilebs, meore cols, romelmac pirvel qmars amjobina, magram bolos mainc geris mxareze gadavida. ras vizamT, esec erT-erTi anbanuri WeSmaritebaa. mitomac wuTisofeli sul mudam gvacodvilebsa. Cemi mxurvale salami prusiis miwidan, sadac, rogorc iqna, mSvidad ganvisveneb fridrix didis meTerTmete ZaRliviT. xumroba iqiT iyos da, elizbari aSkarad xels uSlis yvelas, Svilsac da colsac. Tavisi arsebobiT borkavs imaT vnebaTa Relvas... SeiZleba, is ar apaties, maincdamainc, didi azrisa rom ar aris kaSelebze?! magram awi raRa drosia...

qalis baRdadi iq aris, sadac unda iyos... "ras, ras ipovi aq, sazRvargareT..." samagierod, mtrebi gaixareben. namdvili mtrebi. mowinaaRmdegeebi, oponentebi, metoqeebi, mimbaZvelebi, moSurneebi... atydeba erTi ambavi, CamoiReben telefons... diax, ar gaxlavT, emigraciaSi brZandeba. diax, Tavis ZuknasTan erTad... verafers ver getyviT. SeiZleba, droebiT, SeiZleba, samudamod... yvela didi mwerali yofila emigraciaSi, magram yvelas rodi Rirsebia ukan dabruneba. ki batono, dante dabrunda, magram rusTaveli?! arCil mefe?! vaxtang meeqvse?! Teimuraz meore?! sulxan-saba?! guramiSvili?! besiki?! bagrationTa mTeli samefo dinastia?! fereidnelebi?! moskovuri kolonia?! koloniebi?! ocian da ormocian wlebSi gaqceulebi?! bolSevikebis gaSvebulebi?! ramdenime mkvdari Tu daabrunes, isic maTTan SeuTanxmeblad, eg iyo da eg. xom meTanxmebiT? ara, ki ar mixaria, simarTles mogaxsenebT. qarTvelebi Cveni nebiT ukan aRar vbrundebiT. mazoxistebi varT. gvsiamovnebs nostalgiiT wameba. anda, emigrantul binas movrTavT qarTulad TuSuri fardagiT, megruli ConguriT, SroSas jam-WurWliT da avtexavT erT vaiuSvelebels, ai, ra dagvakargvines, ai, rogor gviyvars aq, rac arasodes gvyvarebia iqo. Cveni erovnuli pativmoyvareoba amiTac dakmayofilebulia. xom meTanxmebiT? sul amas eCiCineboda Tavisianebs da bolos, mgoni, pirveli TviTon miipareba, qurdbacaca meliasaviT. sibrZnes vagrovebT, gamocdilebas viZenT, magram gamoyeneba yovelTvis gvigviandeba, Tu saerTod ar gvaviwydeba. gana Cveni naTqvami ar aris, suleli Tavi fexebs mosvenebas ar aZlevso; brma qaTams hgonia, yvelgan xorbali yriao; frinvels budiT icnoben, kacs mamuliTao; Wkua xanSi ki ara, TavSiao; beberi xaris gaxednas, ro dakla, isa jobiao; wabaZulobiT vacic damakdao; yvavs uTqvams, Sav zRvaze Tu gadavfrindebi, iq TovliviT TeTr kvercxs davdebo, magram roca gadafrinda, iqac Savi kvercxi dado. movida SimSili, wavida sircxvili. ara, elizbars jer ara aqvs ucxoeTSi cxovrebis ufleba. sabWoeTSi nacxovrebma kacma, da aseve qalmac, jer saerTod ar icis, ras niSnavs cxovreba. iq mxolod siZulvils, ukeTes SemTxvevaSi ki, zizRnarev sibraluls daimsaxurebs, roca Sin, Camoqceul WerqveS da moryeul fuZeze, jer kidev SeiZleba fexis mokideba, dakargulis dabruneba, oRond, gaqceviT ki ara, moTminebiTa da sijiutiT... kbili kbilis wil... vidre qarTveli omobs, saSiSicaa da angariSgasawevic, damcxrali da damSvidebuli Tavgzasac kargavs da saxesac. mas mere, rac Tofi da xmali sxvas gadauloca, erTi dRe aRar ucxovria am ubedur qveyanas mSvidad, ufro sworad, Tavis Wkuaze, Taviseburad, Tavisi cxovrebiT, xan zurna-dudukze buqnavda baRdadurs, xan sasule orkestris TanxlebiT swavlobda mwyobrad siaruls... raz-dva-tri da, raz-dva-tri da, raz-dva-tri... elizbars ki vaciviT dauRerebia Tavi da brma qaTamiviT anayavs niskarts molandebul xorbals... marTlac, suleli Tu ar aris, ras aiCema es emigracia. Svils gaurbis Tu rogoraa misi saqme?! misma qaliSvilma, marTalia, TviTon gadawyvita Tavisi bedi, magram jibrSi xom ar Caudgeba es?! iqneb swored axla Wirdeba mama?! iqneb rame usiamovneba SeemTxva qmarTan an dedamTilTan da imitom movarda elisosTan?! ar icis, rogor moiqces... ki didobs, magram jer mainc bavSvia... suleli... Tumca, elisos rom hkiTxoT, elizbars bevri araferi gaegeba qalebisa da es aris swored misi yvelaze didi nakli, ara marto rogorc mwerlis, aramed rogorc mSoblisac. verafriT ver Seigno (ver Seegua), lizikoc rom jer qalia da mere Svili, mamis wesisa da mrwamsis gamtarebeli. qals ki, maT Soris, rasakvirvelia, lizikosac, upirveles yovlisa, mama ki ara, megobari Wirdeba, damoukidebel, srulyofil adamianad rom igrZnos Tavi da, rac mTavaria, bolomde SeinarCunos qaloba. mama saamisod ar varga. mama sxvaa. ra Tqma unda, mamac bevrs niSnavs qalisTvis, magram zogjer (xSirad) gauTvaliswinebel dabrkolebad iqceva xolme misTvis. SeiZleba, isic ki ifiqros, umamod ufro iolad da ufro ukeTesad moviwyobdi Cems pirad cxovrebaso. qals Tavisi piradi cxovreba unda hqondes, raTa sakuTar

SesaZleblobebSi darwmundes da, saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, ki ar gaeTelvinos, Tavisi nebiT dauwves cxovrebas. magram vidre mamis Crdilsaa Sefarebuli, amaze fiqric zedmetia. mamis arseboba, ufro ki, mamis miuxvedreloba swored piradi cxovrebis mowyobas ukrZalavs qals. gana mama ar uyvars, uyvars ki ara, giJdeba albaT mamaze, magram es Tandayolili, Cveulebad qceuli, yovelmxriv Semowmebuli, yvelanairad sando grZnobaa da, amdenad, naklebad sainteresoc im grZnobasTan SedarebiT, romelic ukve TviTon, mamis gareSe, mamisgan damoukideblad da, rac mTavaria, mamisgan dafarulad unda ganicados moulodneli, gaugebari, damaeWvebeli, damafrTxobeli da, imave dros, yvela iqamde gancdili grZnobis gadamwonavi swored Tavisi siucxoviT, uCveulobiT... "rogorc qviSxeTis katleti erCia, pataraobisas, Sin damzadebul nebismier kerZso" xumrobiT ityvis xolme eliso, magram saxumarod rom ara aqvT saqme, amdens uelisodac xvdeba elizbari... elizbar, elizbar, elia... gZinavs? frTxilad CaekiTxa am dros eliso. ara. me mgoni, ara daibna elizbari. aRar davibanoT Tavi? CaSra wyali damamSvideblad gauRima elisom. elizbars aRar axsovda, Tavis dabanas Tu apirebda da elisom rom Seaxsena, gauxarda, radgan, maincdamainc, ar siamovnebda elisosTan pirispir darCena undoda Tu ar undoda, bolomde unda CasZieboda simarTles magram raki oriveni saerTo saqmiT (misi Tavis banviT) iqnebodnen dakavebulni, es met SesaZleblobas miscemda, saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, droulad aegdo sityva banze, sxva Temaze gadaetana saubari. lizikos saerTod arxseneba, TavisTavad cxadia, ar moxerxdeboda. amitom, rac ufro male amowuravdnen am "Temas", miT ukeTesi. ra undoda Cems qaliSvils? ratom ar minaxula? agdebulad, uinteresod hkiTxa elisos, Tumca, gulis siRrmeSi, mainc Relavda, mainc cudis molodini hqonda da bevrad erCia, moetyuebina cols, vidre rame cudi eTqva lizikoze. araferi... erTi wuTiT Semoirbina... sadRac eCqareboda... mere movalo sakmaod bundovnad da zereled upasuxa elisomac, anu, SeZlebisdagvarad, icrua, raki meuRlec amas evedreboda TvalebiT barem, aqve mogban Tavs, abazanaSi sarecxi maqvs Cambali moayola saqmianad.

elizbari yvelaferze Tanaxmaa, oRond liziko iyos kargad. kargadac iqneba. raki Tavisi fexiT Sevida urCxulebis bunagSi, imaT enaze laparaksac iswavlis albaT. sxva ra gzaa?! meti ra darCenia?! mamis ena didi xania, daaviwyda. didi xania, aRar esmis. magram esec elizbaris bralia da ara lizikosi. liziko msxverplia. xolo, Tuki vinmea amaSi damnaSave, pirvel rigSi, elizbaria, radgan Tavis droze, arasodes auxsnia misTvis (msxverplisTvis), mikibul-mokibulad ki ara, naTlad da garkveviT, kaSelebTan nebismieri urTierToba iseve rom aris saxifaTo, rogorc maRali Zabvis denTan TamaSi, cofiani ZaRlis dapureba, mtkvris morevSi banaoba Tu gaoflilze civi wylis daleva... ar auxsnia da verc auxsnida, Tundac, imave antonis gamo. antoni gulwrfelad uyvarda da mxolod kaSelobisTvis verc TviTon moikveTda da, miT ufro, verc Svils aukrZalavda masTan megobrobas. piriqiT, elizbari yovelTvis moxibluli iyo antonis jer kidev umwifari, magram uaRresad arakaSeluri SexedulebebiTa da mosazrebebiT, romlebsac is gamoTqvamda xolme maTi iSviaTi, magram sakmaod xangrZlivi eqskursiebis dros qviSxeTis SemogarenSi, raime konkretul SemTxvevasTan dakavSirebiT Tu moulodnelad Seqmnil viTarebidan gamomdinare. xolo, qviSxeTSi, sadac ZiriTadad xvdebodnen isini kaSelebs, rogorc yvela damsvenebels, masac ara Tu dasaSvebad, savaldebulodac miaCnda antonze bevrad msxvilfexa kaSelTanac urTierToba, romelic, Tavis mxriv, sezons ar Caagdebda, erTxel mainc ar miepatiJna qviSxeTis dasasvenebel saxlSi Camosuli mwerlebi Tavis agarakze. qviSxeTi, saerTod, mistiur zmanebad, maradiul ocnebad ufro aRiqmeboda damsvenebeli mwerlebisgan, vidre geografiul-geologiurgeodeziur cnebad da iq gamefebul atmosferodan gamomdinare, Tavisuflad SegeZlo, seriozuli mniSvneloba ar migeca da politikur aspeqtSi ar gangexila Cveulebrivi saagarako, anu, aucilebeli urTierToba im xalxTanac ki, romlebTanac Seni nebiTa da surviliT, araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar "imegobrebdi" sxva drosa da sxva garemoSi. arc balsa da "enisels" miirTmevdi imaTi xelidan da arc sasaubrod miujdebodi cacxvebis xeivanSi, cisfrad an narinjisfrad gadaRebil merxze. magram qviSxeTs Tavisi gansakuTrebuli adaT-wesebi gaaCnia da ara marto fizikurad ajansaRebs adamians, aramed sulieradac asufTavebs, Tundac, cota xniT. sizmrisa ar iyos, iqac bevrad iolia saswaulis dajerebaca da gadajerebac. roca garewarze Soridan fiqrob, rasakvirvelia, upirveles yovlisa, mis mier Cadenili sisaZagleebi gitrialebs TavSi, magram roca cacxvis Ziras, jer kidev saRebavis suniT gaJRenTil merxze laRad gadawolili, fexi-fexze gadadebuli esaubrebi imave garewars, SensaviT merxze laRad gadawolilsa da fexi-fexze gadadebuls, laparakisas, fexis cera TiTze Camokonwialebul flosts rom aTamaSebs Tan, rasakvirvelia, imasac saagarako yofis idiliuri suraTis erT-erT Semadgenel nawilad aRiqvam mxolod, Tundac, ferad laqad, umniSvnelo, magram aucilebel Strixad, uromlisodac suraTi srulyofili ver iqneba da aseve ver iqneba idiliuric, miuxedavad Sens garSemo guliviT mfeTqavi sicxisa, aTasnairad asisinebul-azuzunebul buCqebisa, moCitebuli, dafrTianebuli, magram niskartis ZirSi jer kidev siyviTle SerCenili bartyebis Jivil-xivilisa, mTvrali futkrebis bzuilisa da moSorebiT, gancalkevebul merxze Camomsxdari colebisa, saqargavze Tavdaxrilni, xmadabla, TiTqos saidumlo enaze rom saubroben erTmaneTSi, qviSxeTuri mziT RawvebSefaklulni, da qmrebisTvisac ki, moulodnelad gamSvenierebulni... qviSxeTi xom is zRapruli, SeiZleba sinamdvileSi arc arsebuli samyaroa, sadac mxolod saukeTeso mogonebebi, Tavgadasavlebi budoben da sadac, ukeTes SemTxvevaSi, weliwadSi erTxel SeuZlia ubralo mokvdavs Casvla, anu, amoyuryumalaveba cxovrebis wumpedan, suli rom moiTqvas da Tavi adamianad igrZnos (Tanac, mwerladac, raki Rirsad CaTvales aqauri dasasvenebeli saxlis sagzurisa), vidre isev ukanve

Cayuryumalavdebodes ganurCevlobis, ganukiTxaobis morevSi. qviSxeTi sulis mosaTqmeli adgilia mxolod, droebiTi bude, droebiTi bunagi, gnebavT, droebiTi samare, sadac mSvidad, udrtvinvelad, flostebSi fexwayrili "ganisveneb" aRdgomamde, anu, TbilisSi dabrunebamde, da sadac arc dro arsebobs da arc cudi da kargi adamianebi. iq yvela erTnairad "damsvenebelia" da, amdenad, yvelasTvis erTnairad saintereso, mniSvnelovani, dasafasebeli, rogorc nekrologis subieqti... albaT amitomac (da es aris misi mTavari danaSauli), arc elizbars aSfoTebda misi qaliSvilis gansakuTrebuli siaxlove kaSelebTan. Tumca, mainc Tavzari daeca, roca "erT mSvenier dRes", sxvaTaSoris Seapara elisom saubarSi, mgoni, liziko da antoni xels aweren da sazRvargareT apireben wasvlaso. magram raime seriozuli, amis aRmkveTi gadawyvetileba arc maSin miuRia, isev Tavis niJaraSi, "meore sinamdvileSi" gaixizna da "ramed rom magdebdes Cemi Svili, zrdilobisTvis mainc mkiTxavda Wkuaso" am sityvebiT igeriebda elisos, romelic, rac marTalia marTalia, gakapasebuli cdilobda mis gamoTrevas niJaridan, rogorc lokokinebze monadire beRura... elisom tabureti da narinjisferi plastmasis taSti Semoitana oTaxSi. tabureti elizbars daudga win, taSti taburetze dado da axla cxeli wylisa da sapnis mosatanad gabrunda. elizbari uazrod iyureba cariel taStSi, TiTqos iqidan amodis misi sagonebeli, anda iq inaxeba misgan gansakurnebeli wamali. mere taSts yurebSi Caavlebs xelebs da aswevs. icis rom msubuqia, magram mainc siamovnebs amxela taStisTvis TiTqos Seuferebeli, moulodneli simsubuqe. TviTonac raRacnairad msubuqdeba, Tavisufldeba raRacisgan, risic ar icis saxeli da rac majlajunasaviT awevs gulze... me emigraciaSi wamsvleli ara var... danarCeni Tqven iciT eubneba oTaxSi Semosul elisos. elisos Tmis bululi Sublze Camovardnia. mklavebdakapiwebuls moaqvs orTqliT Tavmobmuli vedro. vedros taStiani taburetis gverdiT dgams da doinjSemoyrili, yasidad kopebSekruli ambobs: ra iyo, ra mogelanda am erT wuTSio. cxeli wyliT savse vedros orTqli asdis. me ar mecineba da, rom icode, arc mZinavs... arc is vici, raze ilaparakeT Sen da lizikom Cems zurgs ukan, magram ise nu izamT, Tqvens gamo Cavidino, rac xelisuflebamac ver Camadenina... buzRunebs elizbari. elizbar, elizbar, elia! icinis eliso. amSvidebs, efereba, uqarwylebs dafarul SiSs Sen rogorc saWirod migaCnia, ise moiqeci... visi ra saqmea ambobs seriozulad. me ver avyvebi im vigindarebs agrZelebs elizbari. Tan gamomcdelad Sescqeris elisos TvalebSi, amowmebs ramdenad gulwrfelia, ramdenad Seesabameba simarTles, rac es wuTia Tqva mocartuli garemo momindomes am meored mosvlis Jams... vin? gulwrfelad interesdeba eliso. mSvenivrad ici, vinc... tyuian yvelafers. sakuTar mucelze fiqroben mxolod... icocxle kargia, mocartul garemoSi triali, miT ufro, xelovani kacisTvis, magram me ra meSveleba, me sabralos, me vin gamakulturulebs, Tuki Cemi gazrdili xelovanic cxvirs amibzuebs da gameqceva?! usvindiso qaTamzea naTqvami, Sin kakanebs, kvercxs ki gareT debso... Cveni usvindiso xelovani kakaniTac sxvagan kakanebs da, TavisTavad cxadia, kvercxsac sxvagan debs. xolo, ufro Tu davazustebT da cotas gavicinebT kidec... perangi gavixado? ekiTxeba uceb elisos. me rom ar giTxra, Sen ar ici, gaixado Tu ara? vin banaobs Cacmuli?! icinis eliso. elizbari perangis Rilebs ixsnis da agrZelebs:

 Cven am saqmeSic gansakuTrebulebi varT, Sin vakuebT, gareT vgalobT, cuca odiSariviT. sircxvili Sen, elizbar icinis eliso. simarTle Tu ginda, esaa eRimeba elizbarsac cuca odiSars, imedia, wardgena ar Wirdeba, erT-erTi saukeTeso sopranoa evropaSi. berlinSi cxovrobs amJamad. dReobebze vxvdebodiT xolme axalgazrdobaSi. boTls vabzrialebdiT dilamde. boTlobana iyo maSin modaSi. daabzrialebdi da, visac boTli miuSverda tuCs, imas akocebdi. kazinos krupieebiviT viyaviT daostatebulni am saqmeSi, biWebic da gogoebic. yvelas hyavda Tavisi gulis vardi. rasakvirvelia, cucasac. hoda, erTxelac, daixara Cveni saxelovani soprano boTlis dasabzrialeblad da daZabulobisgan gasZvra, Seni mowonebuli... soprano namdvilad ar eTqmoda, ufro waibaritonebda... cudi biWi xar, cudi... ar gismen. ilaparake, ramdenic ginda icinis eliso. axla frau gaxlavT, rom Semxvdes, Tavs ar damikravs albaT icinis elizbaric. ai, eg dawere. RmerTo! an aqamde ras ucdidi?! ratomRac Riziandeba eliso. odnav, ZlivsSesamCnevad uTrTis gadalurjebuli tuCebi. ra? ra davwero? isev frTxeba elizbari, isev avi winaTgrZnobiT ekumSeba guli. rasac me meubnebi yoveldRe. dReSi aTjer, asjer, usasrulod... uaresad Riziandeba eliso RmerTo Cemo, ar girCevnia, isinic Sewuxdnen erTxel, Tundac usamarTlod, vidre marto itanjebode yoveldRiurad, Tundac samarTlianad?! rac mTavaria, tyuilubralod... tyuilubralod... daagde eg perangi iatakze amatebs ukve Semrigeblurad, TiTqos misi meuRlis uSedego, arafrisTvis da arafris gamo tanjva-wameba aRizianebdes mxolod. elizbari wels zemoT titveli zis da Rrmad Cafiqrebuli usmens, TiTqos rame axals ambobdes eliso. magram elisos xma, gaRizianebulic ki, mainc aSkarad amSvidebs. saerTod, razec ar unda laparakobdes eliso, yovelTvis raRac idumali, jadosnuri Zala gamosWvivis misi xmidan da Senc xmis uxilav, magram Ronier dinebas mihyavxar TiTqos, maincdamainc, iqiTken, saiTac iqamde uSedegod apirebdi wasvlas... aba, Cayavi TiTi... cxeli xom ar aris?! eubneba eliso da isic pirvelad maSin amCnevs orTqliT Tavmobmul vedros taburetis gverdiT. TiTs gaubedavad yofs wyalSi. me mgoni, ara uSavs ambobs fiqridan, jer kidev fiqrSi danTqmuli. davxuWoT Tvalebi da rame kargze vifiqroT... jujRuns Tu daiwyeb, gasapnuls dagtoveb, icode emuqreba eliso. erTi xeliT sapons uqafebs Tavze, meoreTi wyals asxams kaTxiT. uuuuuu-uh! kargia! ambobs elizbari. eliso icinis. visac unda, mibrZandes, saiTac moesurveba... me aqac mSvenivrad vgrZnob Tavs... brrrrr frutunebs elizbari cxeniviT. eliso icinis. cuca odiSaris dedac... saponi Camivida TvalSi icinis elizbaric. eliso kidev ufro icinis. saponi Cauvida TvalSi bavSvs... ra gveSveleba! xom gagafrTxile, magrad daxuWe-meTqi... saSiSi namdvilad ar aris amSvidebs bolos. CvenTvis yvelaferi saSiSia, eliso, paaaatara qveynis Svilebi varT, paaaaawawunebi varT Zalian exumreba elizbari Tavisi WkuiT.

 erTxelac wavisvaT da gveyofa awyvetinebs eliso ise, rom icode, didi ambebia mosalodneli kaSelebTan moayolebs uceb. taStze daxrili, Tavgasapnuli da dabrmavebuli elizbari isuseba, iZabeba, grZnobs, rogor ucems guli, magram Tavi ise uWiravs, viTom arc gaugia, anda yuradRebis Rirsad ar CauTvlia colis gadakruli sityva. lizikos gamo? kiTxulobs sakmaod xangrZlivi pauzis Semdeg, mRelvarebisgan xmadaxeuli, magram mainc sxvaTaSoris, viTom, saubris gasagrZeleblad, am mSvidi, ojaxuri idiliis gasaxangrZliveblad... lizikos gulisTvis! aRar zogavs eliso.

batoni elizbari aw ukve gadaSenebuli mwerlebis im saxeobas ekuTvnis, romlisTvisac profesia ganapirobebs cxovrebis wess da, piriqiT, cxovrebis wesi ganapirobebs profesias, anu, roca ar wers, fiqrobs, ra daweros da roca fiqrobs, erTi suli aqvs, rodis miujdeba sabeWd manqanas. amdenad, wminda praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT, rasakvirvelia, bavSviviT moumzadebelia realuri cxovrebisTvis. samagierod, sxvebze ukeTesad grZnobs nebismier saxifaTo cvlilebas cxovrebaSic da bunebaSic... erTi foTolic rom SeTrToldes zedmetad, anda naadrevad, isic ki aRiricxeba misi sulis Skalaze. TavisTavad cxadia, sxvebze ukeT xedavs imasac, Tu ra didi ufskruli devs mama-Svils Soris, rogor izrdeba is ufskruli yoveldRiurad da, bolos, rogor STainTqmebian yvelani im ufskrulSi... liziko Semovidoda dRes masTan Tu ar Semovidoda, es bevrs arafers Secvlida mainc. isini ukve ufskrulis sxvadasxva napirebze dganan da, am bolo dros, saerTod veRarc cnobs Svils, xolo, Svili saerTod aRarc iyureba misken. Svilma balastiviT moiSora, raTa Tavi kosmiur usasrulobisTvis mieca da amiT, upirveles yovlisa, ocnebis unari waarTva mamas, anu, brZolis unari, radgan uSvilod, aRarc gadarCenasa aqvs azri, aRarc aRdgomas. misi Svili sxva sivrceebma Seisrutes mtvris namceciviT da im sivrceebTan veRarafers gaxdeba es, TavmokveTili mefisa da ZuZuebdaglejili dedoflis aCrdilebis amara darCenili. piriqiT, is aCrdilebic umal amas gaamtyuneben ra uyavi Svils, erTi kravi rogor ver momwyemse, Se crupentelav da qosatyuilao, aba, riRasTvis davdeT Tavi jalaTis kunZze movakanSi, anda, gavarvarebuli SanTebiT, riRasTvis davaglejineT ZuZuebi jalaTs ispahanSio... magram imaT ar ician da verc es etyviT, gadarCena rom aRar unda mis Svils (anda, misgan gaqceva rom hgonia gadarCena), saxelebic ar icis mamisaTvis salocavi aCrdilebisa, arc "cafiruzisa" gaegeba rame da arc "xmeleT-zurmuxtisa"... sxvaTa firuzebsa da zurmuxtebze rCeba Tvali... ver etyvis, ena ver moubrundeba imaTi sacodaobiT, radgan imaT dRemde sjeraT, tyuilad rom ar gauRiaT msxverpli, kidev rom arsebobs qveyana, romelsac anacvales Tavi da romelic arc mtrebs waabilwinebs maT xsovnas, arc dro-Jamis dinebas... sjeraT, erTxelac iqneba, imaTac aexilebaT maTi dasanaxi Tvali, vinc sxvaTa WaRebis brdRvialma daabrmava, umeTvalyurod gamosuli mSobliuri sibnelidan... sjeraT, isinic gaixseneben iavnanas, ufro sworad, iavnana imaTac gaaxsenebT, ra aris ani da ra aris bani... gaaxsenebT, samSobloSi RvTaebebiviT momxibvlelni rom iqnebian yovelTvis, Coxebdakonkilnic, usamSoblod ki mRilni, araraobani, haeris buStebi, TiTis mikarebisTanave rom skdebian da qrebian ukvalod... magram elizbari mainc ar miscems Tavs uflebas, Caerios lizikos pirad cxovrebaSi. liziko ukve damoukidebeli qalia da Tavcocxali aRar daTmobs Tavis damoukideblobas... pirvel rigSi, mamis jibriT, ar damcirdeba mamis TvalSi, ar aRiarebs mamis simarTles da umal yvelafers daTmobs, yvelafers moiTmens iq, "Tavisufal samyaroSi", vidre kudamoZuebuli dabrundebodes ukan, Sin, "mSobliur cixeSi". magram elisom rom "Seapara" weRan, SeiZleba didi Sexla-Semoxla moxdes kaSelebTan lizikos mizeziTo, elizbari mainc dafrTxa, mainc daibna da isic veRar gabeda, bolomde eTqmevinebina elisosTvis simarTle, anda, imanac Tu ar icoda, damsxdariyvnen da erTad gaerkviaT, ra ganxeTqileba SeiZleboda Seetana ojaxSi erTi Tvis miyvanil rZals. bolos da bolos, nebismieri situaciidan arsebobs gamosavali, gamosvla Tu ginda, magram meore mxriv, Sen rom gamosavali ggonia, bolos SeiZleba Cixi aRmoCndes, radgan Tavad cxovreba Sedis CixSi rkinigzebian, matareblebian, mgzavrebianad da male yvela gza moiWreba, yvelanairi kavSiri gawydeba ara marto garesamyarosTan, aramed erTmaneTTanac. oRond, es arc elizbaris brali iqneba, arc elisosi; arc lizikosi; Tqven warmoidgineT, arc raJden

kaSelis. veravin aRudgeba win am "bunebriv process", vidre, erTxel kidev, TavisTavad ar Seikvreba mojadoebuli wre sikvdil-sicocxlisa da vidre Tavad buneba, gnebavT, udiadesi qalbatoni eva, sawyisTa sawyisi, RmerTis xeliT Seqmnili pirveli qali da pirveli adamianis dambadebeli, ar gadawyvets, saWiroa Tu ara saerTod axali wris dawyeba, radgan amdenma siyalbem, amdenma TvalTmaqcobam da amdenma pirobiTobam yvelaferi gaaufasura maT "TeatrSi", ara mxolod grZnobebi da gancdebi, simarTle da gulwrfeloba, aramed Tavad pirobiTobac, rogorc yvelafris SesaniRbi da amdenad, Tavis dasacavi iaraRi, upirveles yovlisa, cxovrebisgan. mis nacvlad, carieli, uazro, meti rom ar vTqvaT, cru sityvebi SerCaT xelT da mliqvneluri manWva-grexva... amaRlebuli grZnobebi, vnebaTa Relva, crupentelobam da qvena zraxvebma Secvala. msaxiobebi (igive elizbari, eliso, liziko, antoni, fefe) ki ar moqmedeben, erT adgilze futfuteben matlebiviT; ki ar cxovroben, sicocxles ixangrZliveben, sicocxles ebRauWebian yvelanairad svamen, Wamen, tyuian, iTmenen, Ralatoben sakuTar principebs da ai, ase, rogorc axla isa da eliso, yalbad uRimian, umizezod emadlierebian, ebodiSebian erTmaneTs; ki ar amxelen, yvelanairad amarTleben, rac umal maT sulier naTesaobas adasturebs, vidre, vTqvaT, zneobriv simtkices. umiznod Semodian "scenaze" (rogorc liziko mobrZanda weRan) da aseve umiznod gadian "scenidan" (imave lizikosaviT). TveobiT, wlobiT ikargebian ucxo TvalisTvis uxilavi scenis xvrelebsa da ormoebSi, raTa suli moiTqvan (daisvenon erTmaneTisgan) da isev moulodnelad amococdnen, amofutfutdnen "scenaze", amoitanon TavianTi sulis sardafebSi damarxul saidumloebaTa nesti da simyrale, radgan swored aseTi "Teatri" Seefereba maT yofas... eqvsasi wlis win daSvebuli Secdoma, etyoba, Tavis kulminacias aRwevs da amis bralicaa, erT dRes rom cudad arian da meore dRes gacilebiT uaresad. ase iqneba sul, vidre samarcxvino warsulis SmoriTa da zinzliT aqoTebuli maTi sabudari, maTi samSoblo, maTi akvanica da sacxedrec, Tavis zRaprebian-legendebianad, geografiul siyalbed, istoriul absurdad gamocxaddeba da araTu TaRliTi kartografis Sedgenil rukaze, am codvil dedamiwazec aRar darCeba maTTvis fexis mosakidi adgili. imitom rom... imitom rom, yovelTvis icodnen, rogor unda moqceuliyvnen da mainc ise iqceodnen, rogorc ar moiqceodnen, cota ufro metad rom yvarebodaT samSobloc da erTmaneTic... imitom rom, RmerTis sasjelisa ki ar eSinodaT, Zlierisgan wyalobis molodinSi amosdiodaT yovelTvis suli. vinc amxilaT, yvela moikveTes gaaZeves, wveriT aTries anda tyvia daaxales SublSi xolo, vinc mouwonaT siglaxe da umsgavsoba, mamuliSvilis gvirgviniT Seamkes da farze Seaskupes maSinve... magram iqneb marTlac es aris mamuliSviloba da elizbars ar esmis sworad?! iqneb sxvebze mxdalia da, SiSs ayolili, yvelgan xafangsa da maxes xedavs?! SeiZleba. advili SesaZlebelia. elizbarma erTi icis mxolod myarad, yvelaferi SeiZleba saerTo hqondes kaSelebTan ojaxic, miwa-wyalic, haeric... sisxlic ki magram araviTar SemTxvevaSi, simarTle! arada, Tuki ramea dRes saerTo, erTxel kidev mkvdreTiT aRmsdgar qveyanaSi, mxolod simarTlea, wviTa da dagviT, tanjvawvalebiT, didi msxverplis fasad, magram mainc gamoTqmuli, gamotanili samzeoze, TiTqos mxolod imitom, aTasnairi juris medroveebs, garewrebsa da lazRandarebs erTbaSad rom gaeufasurebinaT, TavianTi qvena miznebis SesaniRbad. erT simarTles iSveliebs msajulic da gansasjelic, erT simarTles afrialeben droSasaviT, farulad Tu aSkarad dapirispirebuli banakebi, magram elizbarisTvis kaSelis piridan amosuli simarTle, araTu misi ar aris, aRarc simarTlea. rogorc ki daijerebs, erTxel kidev daadasturebs sakuTar sibriyves, ndobas gamoucxadebs imas (aki gamoucxada! Svili aCuqa, bolos da bolos), visac guSin da guSinwin fexqveS hqonda

amodebuli misi "adamianuri Rirsebaca" da "erovnuli siamayec", visac rkinis kauWiani joxiT gamohyavda sikvdilmisjilTa saknidan, vinc mis gvamze buqnavda da mis STamomavals narkotikiviT aCvevda zar-zeimiT aRniSvnas sakuTari dacemisa da Sercxvenisa... diax, ase iyo da ase iqneba, gindac aTjer gadatrialdes qveyana. ase iqneba, vidre saukuneebis manZilze dagrovili istoriuli sibinZuridan, erT mSvenier dRes, pepelasaviT ar amofrindeba maTi saerTo, saswaulad gadarCenili da, rac mTavaria, samaradisod ganwmendili suli... mokled, Cveni batoni elizbari, Cveulebisamebr, isev niJaraSi Seiketa. "me ara var kaSelebis msajulio" uTxra elisos, mogonili gagulisebiT, da ubodiSod daiTxova: albaT gvianobamde vimuSaveb da Zalian gTxov, telefonTanac ar damiZaxoTo. magram veRarc samuSaos daudo guli (isedac uWirda erTi xeliT sabeWdi manqanis klaviSebze kakuni da meoreTi gaTavxedebuli mumlis mogerieba) da veRarc masze bevrad ukeTesi mwerlebis wignebs. xan erTs gadaSlida, xan meores, iqneb rames gadavawyde Wkuis saswavlebelsa da damamSvidebelso, magram msgavsic araferi ewera im wignebSi... Cais dasalevadac aRar gamosula Tavisi oTaxidan. uWmeli dawva da sakmaod didxans eoma uZilobas, erTidan aTasamde da aTasidan erTamde TvliTa Tu sakuTari da sxvaTa leqsebis deklamirebiT gunebaSi, rasakvirvelia, saZile abebis miSveliebiT yovel TxuTmet wuTSi... eliso ramdenjerme moadga garedan kars da ramdenjerme ikiTxa gaubedavad: "xom ar dagiZaxiao", magram aman pasuxis Rirsadac ar Caagdo. samagierod, ukve mtkiced hqonda gadawyvetili emigraciaSi wasvla. mokidebda xels Tavis uxasiaTo Svils da saerTod gaaridebda aqaurobas... "ase ajobebs yvelasTviso" fiqrobda am moulodneli da, rac mTavaria, misTvis yovlad miuRebeli gadawyvetilebis miRebisgan aRelvebuli. oRond, ukve TviTonac ver arkvevda, cxadSi xdeboda, rac xdeboda, Tu sizmarSi... Tu cxadSi xdeboda, erCia sizmari yofiliyo, xolo, Tu sizmarSi cxadSic verafers moifiqrebda ukeTess... TviTmfrinavSi ijda, elisosTan da lizikosTan erTad, zustad ise, rogorc bevrjer mjdara borjomis matarebelSi, qviSxeTs mimavali, da, sxvaTaSoris, axlac moagarakeebs ufro gavdnen, vidre emigrantebs, Tundac, CacmulobiTa da bargiT. elisos Wilis qudi exura, lentiani, da dakecili qolga muxlebze edo. arc gamakis wamoReba daviwynoda. mWidrod daxveuli gamaki karTan mieyudebina. TviTmfrinavis saloni mxolod maTi bargiT iyo savse, magram elizbars arc is ukvirda, bargianad rom SemoeSvaT TviTmfrinavSi da arc is, maT garda, sxva rom aravin ijda salonSi. etyoba, emigrantebisTvis iyo is saloni gankuTvnili, emigrantebi ki mxolod isini iyvnen... lizikos muxlebTan gadaWrili jinsis Sarvali da mamamisis Zveli, modurad CaflaSuli perangi ecva. aSkarad siamovnebda mSoblebTan erTad mgzavroba. dacqvetili ijda skamze da xan mamas Sexedavda madlierebiT savse TvalebiT, xan dedinacvals. "gana SeiZleba, me rames vaSavebdeo" ambobda mTeli misi arseba. elizbars arc ukiTxavs, ra moxda Tqvens ojaxSi, ratom daerivnen erTmaneTs mama-Svilio, ar Caayena uxerxul mdgomareobaSi da gamokvlevis nacvlad, amjobina saerTod amoegdo gulidan es ambavi, rogorc SedarebiT naklebad saWiro nivTs amoagdeben xolme Cemodnidan bolo wuTs, raTa Tavisuflad daiketos Cemodani...

"mgzavroba kidev ufro dagvaaxlovebs da Segvayvarebs erTmaneTso" fiqrobda elizbari da TviTmfrinavis iluminatorSi iyureboda. TeTri, qaTqaTa Rrublebi uzarmazari aisbergebiviT nela, TiTqmis SeumCnevlad iZrodnen TviTmfrinavis sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT. erT-erT maTganze, iseve rogorc qviSxeTis dasasvenebeli saxlis ezoSi, erTad idgnen elizbaris aw ukve gardacvlili ufrosi Tanamokalmeebi: batoni leonti, batoni pimeni, batoni diomide, batoni gobroni, batoni mixako... cota moSorebiT nikolozi garinduliyo, Cveulebisamebr, zurgze xelebdawyobili da amayad Tavaweuli, TiTqos aqac gasaSrobad mzeze gafenil Tavis daobebul wignebs darajobda, qaTmebma ar damisvarono... uyure Sen! nikolozic momkvdara Seicxada elizbarma. au, rogor ewyineba antons! Sewuxda lizikoc. cocxalma ikiTxos, cocxalia codo! ratomRac gabrazda eliso. am dros, TviTmfrinavis iluminators garedan raJden kaSeli moadga. mocuravis wvrili saTvale ekeTa da mWidrod momuwuli piridan haeris buStulebs uSvebda. Tan gamalebuli usvamda xel-fexs, bayayurad. mere erTi xeli TviTmfrinavs moabjina, meoreTi Subli moiCrdila da iluminatorSi Semoixeda. mZaxlebma uneburad Tvali gauswores erTmaneTs. raJdenma qamari Seixsna, Sarvali Caiwia, adgilze Semotrialda da axla SiSveli ukanaliT moebjina iluminators. elizbari Secba. uceb ver moisazra, rogor moqceuliyo, ecno mZaxali da ramenairad gamoexata es, Tu Tavi ise daeWira, viTomc verafers xedavda ucnaursa da gasakvirs. nu miaqcevT yuradRebas... Cveulebrivi miraJia, turistebis gasarTobi qarTulad uTxra stiuardesam elizbars. xelSi sasmelebis Camosatarebeli langari eWira, magram amjerad, ratomRac, mkvdari ciyvi egdo zed, calTvalgadmogdebuli... qarTveli xarT? gaukvirda, gauxarda elizbars. ara. viyavi. axla germaneli var. ukve mesame welia Tavazianad upasuxa stiuardesam kanadeloba merCia, magram am adgils davxarbdi gaagrZela xalisianad kargi samsaxuria, moulodnelobiT savse... me ki, bavSvobidanve, eqskursiebze siaruli miyvarda da kidev karis WuWrutanebSi Wyitini... didi madloba Tqva elizbarma da mereRa gaukvirda, risTvis vuxdi madlobaso. ai, es iqneba Tqveni gidi uTxra stiuardesam da xeli mxars ukan gaiSvira. elizbarma imis xels Tvali gaayola da didyura grigola dainaxa: cirkis mosamsaxuris uniforma ecva da, darcxvenili, uSnod iWyaneboda. yvelaferi mzadaa, biZia elizbar, turniri oTxze iwyeba uTxra elizbars. aki samzeo! gacecxlda elizbari mamaZaRlebi... erTs amboben da meores akeTeben... amitom, Sin unda daetio Tqva elisom, Wilis qudi moixada da imiT gainiava wamowiTlebuli saxe. CemTvis sulerTia, samze daiwyeba Tu oTxze... CemTvis yvelaferi damTavrda Tqva lizikom. Sen is girCevnia, axla mainc mouyve mamaSens, ra moxda qviSxeTSi SeuRrina elisom. elizbars SeeSinda, marTla ar moyveso, da scada saswrafod ganemuxta moulodneli daZabuloba. axla amis dro ar aris... aq aravis ainteresebs Cveni piradi usiamovnebebi SesZaxa paTetikurad. Seni bralia yvelaferi uTxra elisom.

bedad, TviTmfrinavi sahaero ormoSi Caezanya da mzis mocimcime laqa dafeTebuli gadaxta erTi savarZlidan meoreze, raTa maSinve ukan dabrunebuliyo. salonSi sufTa, grili haeris suni datrialda da lizikoc maSinve gamoenTo mamis dasacavad. dagaviwyda Seni leqciebi siyvarulis sidiadeze, siZliereze, daumorCileblobaze?! uyvira elisos "es Senze ar aris damokidebuli..." "Sen an emorCilebi, an ar emorCilebi..." gamoajavra enis CleqviT marTali yofilxar. camde marTali. vaRiareb. magram emorCilebi Tu ar emorCilebi, orive SemTxvevaSi erTnairad iRupebi. daRupva garduvalia. gana Senc ase ar daiRupe?! sxvas mainc verafers gaawyob, saTamaSo Tojina xar da meti araferi...

TviTmfrinavi isev Cavarda sahaero ormoSi da, meore wuTas, ukve matareblad gardaqmnili, dafeTebuli gamovarda gvirabidan, Tavfexianad gaJRenTili gvirabisa da liandagebis suniT. radiom swrafad gamoacxada Semdegi sadguri. vagonis kari xmauriT gaiRo da daixura. sadgurs SuSis saxuravi hqonda. saxuravze mtredisa Tu yvavis Crdilma gadaiara zantad. "cuca odiSari gvepatiJeba qarTul vaxSamze... xom wamoxvalT?" Tqva elizbarma. "Cven aq qarTuli kerZebis saWmelad da qarTuli simRerebis mosasmenad ar CamovsulvarT" Tqva elisom. "cuca odiSars erTxel movusmine radioSi da ar momewona, magram karg vaxSamze, qarTuli iqneba Tu germanuli, uars namdvilad ver vityvi" Tqva lizikom, elisos jibriT. matarebeli ki miqroda. xan erTi matarebliT miqrodnen, xan meoreTi da xan mesameTi... usasrulod gadadiodnen matareblidan matarebelSi da vagonidan vagonSi da, rac mTavaria, yvela vagonSi maTive bargiT iyo Caxergili gasasvlelebi. xan gamaki eblandebodaT fexSi, xan CanTa da xan Cemodani... mainc jiutad miiwevdnen win, raTa bolo vagonSi ar aRmoCeniliyvnen SemTxveviT. "bolo vagonSi ar axvideT, saxifaToao" afrTxilebdaT cuca odiSaris xmac. Tavad ar Canda, Tumca, mis molodinSi iyvnen ganuwyvetliv da, Tqven warmoidgineT, mis imedzec. magram gana ar ajobebda, yvela matareblisTvis moexsna aqaur xelisuflebas bolo vagoni, raki, maincdamainc, bolo vagonebs etanebodnen Turme aqauri jibgirebi da xulignebi?! elizbars erTi suli hqonda, rodis gauziarebda xelisuflebis romelime warmomadgenels sakuTar mosazrebas adgilobriv jibgirebTan da xulignebTan brZolis Taobaze, da imasRa SiSobda, ar daviwyeboda iqamde. "mokled, Tqven ukve zrdadasrulebuli qalebi xarT, Wkua ar geswavlebaT, me ki, rogorme mivxedav Tavso" eubneboda Tavis qalebs. "verafersac ver mixedavo icinoda liziko ena Tu ar ici, brma oidiposiviT umweo xar, nabijsac ver gadadgam uCemod am qalaqSio". "rogor ubedavo" brazdeboda eliso. erTnairad aRizianebda, rac ar unda eTqva lizikos. "Zalian gTxov, nu Cagverevio" uxeSad igeriebda lizikoc. "rogorc mama, ra Tqma unda, mxolod Sen gekuTvnis, magram rogorc mwerali, Cemic imdenivea, ramdenic Senio" slukunebda satirlad gamzadebuli eliso. "me ar miTqvams SenTvis, mamaCemis wignebi aRar waikiTxoo ar zogavda liziko me giTxari, ufro sworad ki gTxove, mama-Svilis laparakSi nu Caerevi-meTqi". "uguloebi xarT axalgazrdebi, lize, uguloebi... uceb iciT kacis gawirva" moZRvravda Svils elizbari ayvavebuli cacxvis xeebiT SemosazRvrul ezoSi. samiveni aRfrTovanebulni aTvalierebdnen maTTvis gamoyofil saxls, albaT sayvarlisTvis aSenebuls gasul saukuneSi mdidari kapitalistis mier. saxli patara gorakze idga, tbis piras, ufro sworad, mdinaris piras, romelsac uzarmazari tba moegdo zurgze, rogorc lokokinas sakuTari niJara. napirTan sasule orkestri samejliso musikas ukravda. navmisadgomze radio raRacas acxadebda. albaT tbaze gaseirnebis msurvelTa sayuradRebod. caze koRoebis usaSvelod didi gundi iklakneboda Savi urCxuliviT, iklakneboda, brunavda, SiSismomgvrelad dastrialebda qalaqs. didyura grigolasa da manqanis mZRols maTi bargi gadmohqondaT manqanidan. "gamaki?! gamaki sad aris?" aRelda elizbari. "yvelaferi adgilzeao" daamSvida didyura grigolam. erTi aivanze gadiT, ra xdeba! raRa Cveni mumli da raRa amaTi koRo ganacxada aivnidan Semobrunebulma lizikom. nu gagvamkacrebs sakuTari ubedureba Tqva elizbarma zogadad. TviTonac ar icoda, ramdenad miesadageboda misi aforizmi lizikos gancxadebas. "Seqspirs gavs, magram advili SesaZlebelia, bolos Cemi aRmoCndeso" gaagrZela gunebaSi.

xalxi gund-gundad miiswrafoda mdinarisken. gzadagza, pirdapir boTlebiT iyudebdnen aqafebul luds da madianad kbeCdnen msuqan hamburgerebs, saidanac Cvilis ganavlis feri mdogvi wveTavda. "gladiatori saqarTvelodan", "kavkasiis spartaki" ewera transparantebze, saiTac ar unda gagexedaT... aba, droze, droze! raRas uyureb? SeuZaxa elisom elizbars da didi, narinjisferi taSti daudga win. axla ar davibane?! gaukvirda elizbars. Cqara, Cayavi TiTi, Seni nebiT Cayavi, Tu marTali xar! uyvira elisom da majaSi Caafrinda, ZaliT wamoaRebina daZabuli xeli taStisken. narinjisfer taStSi mduRare kupri ibuSteboda, TuxTuxebda, orTqlis nakadebs afrqvevda. elizbarma jer gaubedavad Cayo TiTi mduRare kuprSi da tkivilma elvasaviT dauara mTel sxeulSi. magram tkivili esiamovna da axla mTeli mtevani Cayo majamde. siamovnebisgan oxravda, frutunebda da, monacvleobiT, xan erT xels yofda taStSi, xan meores. "ise, TbilisSi rom ekeTebina cuca odiSars qarTuli kerZebi da TbilisSi emRera qarTulad, iqneb am dReSi aRar CavvardniliyaviT yvelanio" eubneboda elisos, madlierebis grZnobiT gulaCuyebuli. "am dReSi Cavardnili" rom ixila mama, liziko, erTi piroba, gaognda, magram male moego gons da mSvidad, magram RvarZlianad hkiTxa elisos: ras erCi, ra dagiSava, ase rom awamebo. "patiosan sityvas gaZlev, Tavs namdvilad ar moviklav arc amis da arc Seni gulisTviso" upasuxa elisom. "aRu, aRu, SeniT ver unda daibano Tavi, vera xedav, rogor hyavxar gamoWerili?" uTxra lizikom mamas. elisom raRac upasuxa, elizbaris magivrad, magram misi xma kateris RmuilSi Caikarga. napirTan samgzavro katerma daiRmuvla, gaseirnebis msurvelebs mouxmo, erTxel gabmulad muuuuuu da orjer mokled mu! mu! Sen is gaRizianebs, deda rom ar damiZaxnia SenTvis. xom marTali var? gverdulad gaxeda lizikom elisos. samagierod, me ombre Segarqvi, pataraobisas... ombre, ombre, ombre... ase geZaxda mTeli qviSxeTi. gaxsovs? miesiyvarula eliso. RmerTo, rogor mejavreba iqauroba gulwrfelad aRmoxda lizikos. nu sulelob! RmerTi gviwyens! mtkvari namdvilad feradi mdinarea: diliT Savi modis, dRisiT yavisferi, saRamos ki lurji... fiqrianad Tqva elizbarma. majebs qvemoT xorci gasZvromoda da TiTebis nacvlad, uSnod dakrunCxul Zvlebs aTamaSebda. "mtkiva. mtkivaa. mtkivaaa". tiroda bavSviviT. "ra gatirebs, mama, ra gatirebs?! ase ukeTesad dabeWdav, ager naxav" amSvidebda liziko. "elizbar, elizbar, eliaaa" tiroda elisoc. Sen raRa gatirebs?! uyvira lizikom Sen ra genaRvleba?! SenTvis mamaCemi mxolod mweralia, saxelovani, pativsacemi, dasafasebeli... masTan erTad saamayocaa xalxSi gamoCena, gnebavT, emigraciaSi wasvla... salaRoboa Tu rac aris, ukve emigraciaSi varT... es aris yvela qarTvelis ocneba. mamaCemi rom ara, Senc TbilisSi ijdebodi axla da ara aq, vanzeeSi, tbis piras, kapitalistis sasaxleSi... vanzee tba ar aris, mdinarea, mdinaris gamonazardia, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, mdinaris anevrizmaa Seuswora elisom. emigraciac Taviseburi anevrizmaa, oRond, xalxis sulisa Caeria elizbaric. mag poetur laparaks, girCevnia cxovrebas Sexedo TvalebSi dascina lizikom. elizbars ar upasuxia, TavCaRunuli ijda da cxvirs aqsutunebda, surdoiani bavSviviT.

 da Sen apireb turnirSi monawileobas?! Sena xar taxis momrevi?! tuCi aubzua gulxeldakrefilma lizikom. "es aris asli migel de servantes saavedras Subisa, romlis dedanic arsad ar inaxeba, ramdenadac ar arsebobs bunebaSi da arc arasodes arsebula, mxolod da mxolod, mwerluri fantaziis nayofiao" Tqva qalaqis Tavma radioSi da, imave wams, didyura grigolam foladis bunikiani Subi elizbars miaCeCa xorcgaclil xelSi. vficav! Tqva elizbarma mRelvared da Subs Tvali aayola SefarviT. bunikis wvers mzis sxivi wamosdeboda, abreSumis ZafiviT. lizikos aSkarad ewyina mamis uyuradReboba, erTbaSad wamoenTo da warbebi TavisTavad gadaeWima Sublze. isic ki ifiqra, xom ar avdge da wavide aqedano, magram sad unda wasuliyo amaze ukeTes adgilas. tbis laplapa zedapirze feradi afrebi gamwkrivebuliyvnen, sxvadasxva mxares gadaxrilebi... "spartak! spartak! spartak!" yviroda mdinaris piras TavSeyrili xalxi. ludis gaxsnili boTlidan SiSiniT amovardeboda xolme TovliviT qaTqaTa qafi da, madisaRmZvrelad dasvretili, zantad Camoewuweboda boTlis yels. mdinaris piras, patara moedanze, maRali balaxi xasxasebda mwvaned. CrdiloeTurad msuye da notio. moednis erT boloSi ficris gomuri idga, Zveli da uferuli. karze daJanguli boqlomi ekida. aT wuTSi viwyebT CasCurCula didyura grigolam elizbars. ki magram, jer vlaparakobT, jer ar dagvimTavrebia saubari... xom unda vicode, ra SeemTxva Cems Svils qviSxeTSi?! SesZaxa elizbarma da dabneulma miixed-moixeda, radgan uceb moeCvena, TiTqos xalxis zRvidan viRaca raRacas aniSnebda neka TiTiT ramdenjerme moifxana Subli magram verafriT veRar gaixsena axla, ras niSnavda neka TiTiT Sublis mofxana, Tumca, gindac gaexsenebina, gana rame Seicvleboda?! ocdaTormeti wlis SeTqmulebmac mSvenivrad icodnen niSnebis ena, magram ras miaRwies?! moRalatem mainc Cveulebriv, ase vTqvaT, sasaubro enaze gasca isinic... orkestri ki, TandaTan eSxSi Sedioda. haers zriali gaudioda. naxerxis magvar silaSi titlikana gogo-biWebi TamaSobdnen. biWebi franis afrenas cdilobdnen. frani jiutobda. cocxaliviT ki asavsavebda grZel kuds, magram gauSvebdnen Tu ara xels, maSinve silaSi esoboda cxviriT. xelixelCakidebuli gogoebi wriulad trialebdnen adgilze. adgilze bzrialebda momakvdavi WriWinac. amaod Slida sifrifana frTebs da amaod aCenda movardisfro iRliebs... ki magram, ar SegeSindaT? ar mogeridaT mainc? martoni xom ar iyaviT? ver malavda Tavis gaocebas eliso. ra ginda, eliso, Cemgan? ramdenjer unda giTxra erTi da igive? ra Tqma unda, SegveSinda gulubryvilo keTilsindisierebiT aRiara lizikom Cemi dedamTilis garda, yvelani iq viyaviT... Cems dedamTils, maincdamainc, ar uyvars qviSxeTi... didyura grigola da antoni bargs alagebdnen manqanaSi. taso Zalom TviTonac ar icis, rodis sad aris... Jelezni gamakSi iwva... magram ukve aRar vekuTvnodi Cems Tavs... xom giTxari?! gaRizianda uceb. SeiZleba, Sercxva Tavisive nalaparakevisa, magram mainc gaagrZela, axla ukve xazgasmuli paTetikurobiT ukve brmad, sityvis Seubruneblad vasrulebdiT zebunebrivi Zalis neba-survils...

 usircxvilo, usircxvilo! gaawyvetina elisom, radgan mTeli arsebiT igrZno uceb, rogor axrCobda mis qmars Zlivs moTokili sibraze, rogor iTrguneboda Svilis siTavxediTa da usircxvilobiT ar daujero, elizbar! gTxov! ar gatyde! miubrunda qmars tyuis yvelafers. me magiJebs, me mixeTqavs guls... CemTana aqvs saqme... aqamde ver mapatia... dedaCemi cocxali iyo, Sen rom mamaCems ekurkurebodio... Sen xom mainc ici, elizbar! RmerTo Cemo! marto Cemma ubedurma qmarma icoda, ra cecxli trialebda Cems gulSi da imitomac Caeqca sisxli. gavidodi Sua zRvaSi da ukidegano wyali maryuJiviT rom wamiWerda kiserSi elizbar, elizbar, elia-meTqi vyvirodi giJiviT... magram gindac gewyinos, gindac ara, simarTle mainc unda iTqvas, Tundac aq, sazRvargareT... mamaSenis aRma xnuli kaSelebma daRma farcxes... kaSelebis bdRvriala WaRebs isev Taflis wminda sanTeli gerCios yifianebis walos xela senakisa, sadac me da Sen, monazvnebiviT, erTmaneTis oflSi vixarSebodiT xolme zafxulobiT... aRar gaxsovs? maxsovs fiqrianad Tqva lizikom yovel Rame mindoda damexrCve... baliSi damefarebina SenTvis pirze da zemodan dagwolodi, vidre gaigudebodi... gesmis, ras meubneba? SesCivla elisom elizbars didi madloba. metis Rirsi var Sengan miubrunda isev lizikos, magram maSinve xelebi aifara saxeze da aqviTinda. Wilis qudi moebrica, magram amisTvisac aRar miuqcevia yuradReba. ra gatirebs, Se debilo? Sen raRa gatirebs? Tavi xom ar unda momakvlevinoT, ra gindaT Cemgan? uyvira lizikom. xom xedav, ra dReSia Seni Svili isev elizbars mimarTa elisom. laparaki uWirda, magram Tavs Zalas atanda uSvele rame, sanam droa... mama xar, gemudarebi, gevedrebi... codoa, elizbar, codoa... Cveni bralia, ver gavzardeT, ver vaswavleT veraferi... rogor ver maswavleT, Tqvengan vici, rac vici gaicina lizikom. Sen rom Semiyvardi, ici, pirvelad vis vuTxari? Cems qmars! gaagrZela elisom ici, romelia axla Cemi yvelaze Semzaravi sizmari? viTom, Cemi qmari cocxldeba da, imis magivrad, mixarodes, Tavzardacemulma, aRar vici, rogor vuTxra, ar gacocxlde, SenTan veRar vicxovreb-meTqi... kai eSmaki xar, vinc ar gicnobs isev gaicina lizikom. eSmakebi kaSelebSi moikiTxe gabrazda eliso. mobrecili qudi gaiswora, Tvalebi xelis zurgiT amoimSrala da Cveuli xmiT gaagrZela sxvaTaSoris, SemTxveviT ar Seadare weRan mamaSeni oidiposs... Tumca, mamaSenze metad, Sen Segferis oidiposoba. egaa rom, oidiposma ar icoda, ras sCadioda da mainc daiTxara Tvalebi, Sen ki, ici da mainc cdilob, Tvali dagviyeno yvelas Seni ganusazRvreli, ganusjeli, ganukiTxavi TavisuflebiT... ra ginda Cemgan, eliso? ra gindaT Cemgan? mejavrebiT yvelani! iyvira lizikom. elizbar, elizbar, eliaaa isev aqviTinda eliso. gaCumdiT! brZana elizbarma da Subis bolo xelmwifurad dahkra iataks gaCumdiT gaimeora, ukve Semrigeblurad nu gadavrevT am ucxo xalxs... nu vaTqmevinebT, es vin yofilano... me aravisi ar mrcxvenia, rac undaT, is Tqvan gajiqda liziko. elizbar, elizbar, elia a a moTqvamda eliso. eliso, eliso, elisuka dauyvava elizbarma xom ici, arc miwisa var, arc cisa... Sen mainc damzoge... nu mimatoveb gansacdelis Jams...

 ra ra davaSave me elizbar Svili Svili SviliviT miyvars Tavs Tavs Tavs mirCevnia an Sen an Sen rogor unda migatovo ici ras meubneba xolme Seni pirveli co o oli?! yoCaR qali Sen yofi yofil yofilxaro... rom miga miga tovo ici ras metyvis?! fui fui fui Sens qalo qalo baso... slukunebda eliso. Sen ise Wri da kerav, rogorc xels gaZlevs Tqva lizikom da sarkis win dabzrialda ui, raRacaSi Cavmjdarvar. naxeT, ras migavs Sarvali! rodemde unda iaro ase, Tbiliseli xuliganiviT, Caicvi kaba, sircxvilia, stumrad varT mainc uTxra elizbarma da "saerTodac droa, movemzadoT yvelani, mZime dRe gvidgas, damTavrda Jami qvebis mogrovebisao" gaagrZela gunebaSi. Tavs moviklav, Tavs moviklav, Tavs moviklav... aRar SemiZlia meti Teatralurad Sehyvira lizikom da jinsis jibidan samarTebeli amoaZvrina. gaxsnili samarTebeli mini elvasaviT gakrTa mis xelSi. "droa" gaifiqra elizbarma da didyura grigola moiZia TvaliT, magram versad miakvlia mis yviTel livreasa da mwvane Sarvals. droa! Tqva xmamaRla da erTxel kidev dahkra Subi iataks...

mere TavdaRmarTSi midiodnen da cdilobda mSvidad, auCqareblad CaeTavebina daRmarTi, rac arc ise ioli saqme gaxldaT, radgan, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, viwro biliki cocxal arsebasaviT sxmartalebda fexqveS. qvemoT xalxis zRva tortmanebda. saswrafo daxmarebis manqana wivilkiviliT Sevarda xalxSi. etyoba, viRacas guli SeuRonda sicxisgan, anda mRelvarebisgan... xalxis zRva yrud gugunebda, xolo mdinaris mxridan moulodnelad orkestris xma SemoiWreboda xolme da aseve moulodnelad Caikargeboda sadRac. mze brWyvialebda yvelaferze, rasac ki misi arekvlis unari hqonda miniWebuli bunebisgan. namdvili zafxulis dRe idga, qviSxeTuri. elizbars rom uyvars, iseTi. guliviT gaudioda bagabugi dasicxul haers. yvela xe, yvela buCqi Taviseburad zuzunebda, bzuoda, sisinebda, aTasnair mwerdaseuli. bibinebdnen mdeloebi, fardagebiviT Cafenilni koromebs Soris. Sors, tbis sarkiseburi zedapiri TvalismomWrelad brwyinavda. es wuTia gamskdari maSxalis naperwklebiviT ireodnen erTmaneTSi peplebi, futkrebi, krazanebi, nemsiylapiebi, koRoebi, xoWoebi... ciyvi naZvis girCs Seeqceoda gamalebiT, TiTqos dro aqvs gansazRvrulio, TiTqos sadacaa, tyvia unda daaxalon TvalSio. da mainc, mZime, amaforiaqebeli daZabuloba sufevda am, marTlac, zRaprul, samyarosgan TiTqos Tavisi ganumeorebeli silamaziT gamoyofil miwis naglejze... TiTqos raRac unda momxdariyo, kidev uaresi... anda, ukve momxdariyo, magram jer aqamde ar moeRwia mis damaqcevar gamoZaxils... Tavs ar izogavda WriWinebis orkestri zafxulis pewi magram, daxeT, alvas ukve SehyviTleboda kenwero. "ra lamazia, es SeCvenebulio" mRelvared gaifiqra elizbarma. ese igi, adre Tu gvian, es zafxulic miiwureboda. moaxlovdeboda Semodgoma. Semodgoma yvelafers gadaTibavda. SsSsS... sSsSs... SsSsS...sSsSs... antons uyvars celis xma. elizbarsac uyvars. "geSinodeT, batonebo, Semodgomisao" fiqrobs gunebaSi. TandaTanobiT sicocxle sikvdilSi gadaizrdeba. bunebisTvis kidev erTxel, elizbarisTvis da misnairebisTvis erTxel da samudamod. rasakvirvelia, mtkivneuli procesia. albaT bunebisTvisac, magram buneba ar imCnevs. mSvidad SfoTavs. ufro sworad, xan Wotis piriT ambobs Tavis sawuxars, xan bayayis da xan Zroxis... kuTavs, yiyinebs, zmuis... mtkivneuli procesia, SemaSfoTebelic, Semawuxebelic. rac mTavaria, damaeWvebelic. "sad midixar, ro midixar?!" fiqrobs elizbari. magram asea Tu ise, mainc mogiwevs seriozuli gadawyvetilebis miReba. mTavaria, ar SegeSalos. meorejer aRar iqneba. sjobs, gabiTurebuli daiRupo, vidre gadarCenili gabiTurde. sakmarisze metia, rac daTme, rac moiTmine (Tundac, Svilis gamo). magram, gaTavda! aivso moTminebis fiala. zedmet wveTs zRvac ver itans, isic gadmodis napirebze, cofdeba, duJmoreuli misdevs WrelaWrula pirsaxocebiana da rezinis gasaberi leibebiana wamocvenil da awivlebul damsveneblebs. gauTamamdnen Zalian. Tavze daasxdnen. msaxurad gaixades. daaviwydaT, isic rom adamiania, guli aqvs, Rirseba, siamaye... xoda, TviTon icis axla! imis nacvlad, xeli ar CamoerTmia, zurgi Seeqcia samSoblos mZoris matlisTvis, Svili aCuqa, Svili miugdo sajijgnelad. vinc samSoblos moRalates xels arTmevs, Tavadac moRalatea. "es gadamdebi senia, megobrebo" fiqrobs elizbari. SexebiTac gadadis. amitomac dalpa qveyana zezeurad. garCeva ar aris. yvelas eSinia, ar ifiqron, eSiniao da, meore wuTas, ukve imaTnairia TviTonac, misdauneburad, magram mainc Segnebulad, radgan icis, rogor ar unda moiqces da mainc ise iqceva, rogorc ar moiqceoda, meti simtkice da Rirseba rom SeenarCunebina. ki ar unda danaTesaveboda, Tavidanve unda moekveTa (weli rom hqonoda!), rogorc dampali kiduri... amoeSanTa, rogorc wyluli, simsivne... Rrmad, saimedod Caemarxa miwaSi, radiaciuli narCenebiviT... "Raribi, magram patiosani cxovrebaa erTaderTi xsnao" fiqrobs elizbari. mxolod is CauwynarebT yvela satkivars da, erT mSvenier dRes,

moulodnelad, eniTuTqmeli SvebiTa da netarebiT igrZnoben... Tumca, ara, isini albaT ver igrZnoben, magram istoriuli sibinZuridan pepelasaviT amofrindeba maTi gadarCenili da, rac mTavaria, ganwmendili suli... "sityvas xom ar gvetyviT, vidre daviwyebdeTo" SeekiTxa elizbars qalaqis Tavi, radios meSveobiT.

 diax. madlobT... aRelda elizbari. igrZno, uaRresad mniSvnelovani wuTi dgeboda mis cxovrebaSi, friad sapatioc da friad saxifaToc... arafris mcodneTaTvis unda waredgina arafris mqoneni arc saxelis, arc wodebis, arc mamulis... misi oratoruli monacemebi namdvilad ar eyofoda am saqmes, magram mainc unda eRona rame, nemsis yunwSi gamZvraliyo, cecxlSi Cavardniliyo, miwa gaexeTqa, cisTvis kari Seeba da pirnaTlad moexada vali ubeduri samSoblos winaSe diax. madlobT... gaimeora, dros mosagebad. didi mniSvneloba hqonda pirvel frazas. Tu Tavidanve ver daainteresebda am ucxo xalxs, ludis, mzisa da mdinaris suniT gaJRenTili, Tavadac stiqiasaviT rom tortmanobda moednis garSemo, mere veRarafers gaawyobda, araTu ar mousmendnen, SeiZleba kinwis kvriTac gaegdoT aqedan. facafuciT, usityvod Seevedra gunebaSi yvela qarTul salocavs, warmarTulsac da qristianulsac, da daiwyo: gilgameSTanac mikamaTia... (samariseburi dumili Camovarda). troas cxenze vmjdarvar... (dumili kidev ufro daiZaba). babilonis bordelSi miCxubia mTvrals... (atyda da ra atyda: stvena, yiJina, taSi... da ufro Tamamad gaagrZela). Tqveni didi fridrixi Cvens patara kaxs utolebda Tavs... (amjerad, ufro saxifaTod dadumda xalxi da elizbaric saswrafod Seecada daZabulobis ganmuxtvas). me mindoda meTqva, Tqveni didi fridrixi arasworad iyo informirebuli Cveni patara kaxis gabaritebis Taobaze-meTqi... (xalxma gaicina). iciT, ratom? Cveni mtrebi atyuebdnen, raSi Wirdeba Seni mixmareba, iqiT awiokebs sparseTsa da indoeTso... arada, skamic ar hqonda, zed rom Camoedo ukanali (xalxma isev gaicina). axlac igive grZeldeba. Tqven araferi iciT, radgan rac iciT, imitom iciT, is rom ar icodeT, risi codnac aucilebelia CvenTvis (viRacam daustvina). ki batono, moveSvaT politikas. magram mTeli Cemi pasuxismgeblobiT vacxadeb, anton kaSeli mamis momrevi ar aris. erT saidumlos gagimxelT da Tavad gansajeT. iciT, ras ganicdis? wesier da patiosan kacad ar CamTvalos vinmemo, imitom rom... imitom rom, wesieri da patiosani adamiania. wesierebaa misi mTavari nakli da patiosnebis gamo isjeba... imedia, mikerZoebaSi ar CamomarTmevT, Tumca, Cemi siZea da vidre siZe gaxdeboda, guliTadi megobrebi viyaviT. magram WeSmariteba megobrobaze maRla dgas. WeSmariteba ki antonis sazianod metyvelebs. kosmopolitTan patriotia da patriotTan kosmopoliti. iciT ratom? imitom rom, Tqvengan gansxvavebiT, usamSoblod gaizarda, Tumca, fexic ar gaudgams samSoblos gareT. ubralod, ise kargad SeuniRbes ufrosebma samSoblo, ver miakvlia, rogorc Sav katas bnel oTaxSi. ufro sworad, qviSxeTeli biblioTekaris, giJi nikolozis wignebSi miakvlia mxolod. amitom, arc TqvenTvis warmoadgens rames. TqvenTvis ar arsebobs-meTqi, mindoda meTqva. Tumca, rasakvirvelia, namdvilad arsebobs. aki giTxariT, siZea Cemi. ubralod, Tqven ver amCnevT, rogorc Sav katas bnel oTaxSi... axalgazrdoba Cveni xvalindeli dRea, magram Cveni xvalindeli dRe didad aris damokidebuli Tqvens dRevandel guneba-ganwyobaze. mTavaria, gaerom dagvzogos, Torem evrobanki yovelTvis mogvcems samidan erTs... ufro sworad, sams mogvcems, ors ukan waiRebs... ori TviTon, erTi Cven... im erTisTvisac didi madloba... TiTqmis araferSi... magram mTeli Cemi pasuxismgeblobiT SemiZlia mogaxsenoT, saqarTveloSi qarTvelis garda, jerjerobiT aravin daCagrula. rac diqtaturam dagvaklo, demokratiam SegviTava... mokled, Cven Sinidan gavrbivarT, sxvebi ZaliT gvivardebian Sin. magram es visi ra bralia?! buneba sicarieles ver itans. da mTavaria, ar dairRvas demokratiuli principebi; anu, arc Cvenians davuSaloT gaqceva da arc ucxos Cvens WerqveS damkvidreba... moyvrad mosuli stumari ki ara, vercerTi Cveni dauZinebeli mteric ver ityvis, kudamoZuebuli gamomabrunes ukano... diax, Cven varsebobT, magram ar vCanvarT... vidre Cvens binebSic ar ainTeba sinaTle... madlobT yuradRebisTvis...

xalxs ufro Svebis oxvra aRmoxda, vidre TanagrZnobisa, Tumca, aqa-iq, kanti-kuntad, taSic gaisma. "madlobT, ufalo, Zala rom momeci da bolomde maTqmevine saTqmelio" fiqrobda sakuTari TaviT friad kmayofili elizbari da elisosa da lizikos daeZebda xalxSi TvaliT, magram ver xedavda, ise iyo dabrmavebuli warmatebisgan. samagierod, isini xedavdnen, maRla aweul cerebs aCvenebdnen da haerovan kocnebs ugzavnidnen Soridan. misi aseTi Wkvianuri da Tamami gamosvliT moxiblulebs, ufro amayad da gamomwvevad eWiraT Tavi. me ukve mzad var! Tqva elizbarma xmamaRla. "gaaReT... gamouSviTo" maSinve iyvira qalaqis Tavmac radioSi da didyura grigola TavpirismtvreviT gamovarda napirze gamarTul Ria bufetidan. Tan gzadagza iReWeboda da xelis zurgiT iwmendda mdogviT moTxupnul pirs. xis gomurTan miirbina, Jangiani boqlomi gaxsna da siberisgan Tu sibrazisgan aRrWialebul-aWraWunebuli karis orive frTa erTdroulad gamoaRo. TviTon, erT-erTi frTis ukan imaleboda, vidre mwvane mindorze samkvdro-sasicocxlod erkinebodnen erTmaneTs elizbari da misi gapirutyvebuli mZaxali. ave, cezar, moruturi te salutant! SesZaxa elizbarma romaeli gladiatoriviT da Subi Tavs zemoT SemarTa. gomuris karis Wrilidan TandaTanobiT gamoizlazna CaxuTuli, orTqliani wyvdiadi da uceb, sazarel, banjgvlian arsebad gadaiqca: erTsa da imave dros, raJden kaSelic iyo da gareuli taxic, obol biWebs rom gamoedevnebaT xolme SesaWmelad qarTul zRaprebSi, eSvebiani, talaxian qeCoze jagaraSlili... Sin veraferi damakeli, verc Seni jadosnuri savarcxliT, verc Seni jadosnuri sarkiT, verc Seni sali qviT, da axla amaTi xeliT miswordebi ara, Se sukis agento RvarZlianad SeuRrina elizbars. vficav! mtkiced Tqva elizbarma da Subis wveri taxs miuSvira. "drang nax osten!" iRriala xalxma.

taxi cuxcuxiT uvlida moedans irgvliv da tlanqi, Ronieri CliqebiT Txrida balaxs. taxis naCliqarebma erTbaSad daauSnova iqauroba. moTxrili balaxis adgilas svelma, azelilma miwam gamoaWyita Savad. "olle, olle, olle" Rrialebda xalxi, xolo, taxma, taxisgan moulodneli simsubuqiT, kamara Sekra da elizbarisken gafrinda, eSvebalaplapebuli. elizbarma gverdze gaxtoma moaswro, magram taxma mainc gahkra mxarSi eSvi da perangi xorcianad gauglija. sisxlma maSinve CamouSava mTeli saxelo da dabneulma elizbarma elisos gaxeda. "ar gatyde, elizbar, ar gatyde! balaxi moisvi da mogirCeba"! dauZaxa elisom. marTlac, elizbarma balaxi moglija, Wrilobaze moisva da Wrilobamac maSinve Seikra piri. xelis mtevnebzec isev aesxa xorci. "ai, amitomac aqvT ucxoelebs kargi wamlebio" gaifiqra gulmicemulma elizbarma da esiamovna sakuTari idayviT sakuTar neknebze miWerili Subis taris mrgvali simkvrive. taxi wvrili, CawiTlebuli TvalebiT uyurebda da albaT morigi SetevisTvis emzadeboda. "axla gamoCndeba, varT Tu ara Rirsni Tavisuflebisao" gaifiqra elizbarma mRelvare siamayiT. "maRla ki nu scem spilosa, dabla Semohkar rbilosao" dauZaxa lizikom raJdens. elizbari mzad iyo saamisod. Zveli qarTuli teqstebis mixedviT, mamasa da sayvarels Soris, qaliSvils aucileblad sayvarlis mxare unda daeWira. magram mainc gakvirvebulma da, cota ar iyos, gulnatkenmac gaxeda Svils, sul erTi wamiT, magram taxisTvis esec sakmarisi aRmoCnda, yumbarasaviT rom dasZgereboda gulmucelSi da piraRma gadaeqcia atalaxebul mindorze. elizbars Subi xelidan gauvarda. xalxis zRvam yrud amoigmina. taxi wina fexebiT mkerdze Seadga waqceul elizbars da dorbliani dingi mtkivneulad amohkra nikaps qveS. marcxena yuri lamis aaxia eSviT. magram elizbars, ratomRac, esec esiamovna. "RmerTo, RmerTo, ra kargiao fiqrobda sanaxevrod gondakarguli ra jobia, iwve ase SenTvis, trial mindorSi... arc icode sad da arc icode ratom... Sors, Sors yvelasgan da yvelafrisgan, mtrisganac da moyvrisganac, ucnobisganac da nacnobisganac, tyuilisganac da simarTlisganac, gaavazakebuli policielisganac da gapolicielebuli avazakisganac... yvelafrisgan... RmerTo, didebulo... yvelafrisgan, rac Senamdec iyo da Sens merec iqneba... gapartaxebul soflebisgan, gaCexil venaxebisgan, gaupatiurebul gogoebisgan (da ara marto gogoebisgan), cocxlad damwvar biWebisgan (da ara marto biWebisgan), Rrmad, tkbilad, myudrod mZinare mSobliuri xalxisgan da qviSxeTuri zafxulebisganac ki... yvelafrisgan, rac Segnebulad gvryvnida da gvamzadebda am SercxvenisTvis... am monuri gancxromisTvis..." xolo, vidre elizbari ase fiqrobda, zed gadabotilma taxma cxeli, orTqliani da myrali Sardi gul-mkerdze daaqcia. magram elizbars esec esiamovna da siamovnebisgan Tvalebic ki daxuWa, CaiZira, Caeflo am amazrzeni siamovnebis SlamSi. "mama, mama, mama!" Caesma uceb Svilis xma da dafeTebuli wamovarda fexze. aranakleb dafeTebuli taxic maSinve gverdze gaxta da gagulisebulma miwa moCiCqna dingiT. "kaxpav, kaxpav! Sena xar Cems mkvlelebSi yvelaze meti mkvlelio" dauZaxa lizikos da TavaRerili, eSvebaelvebuli, isev elizbars mietana. elizbarma Subis aReba ki moaswro, magram wesierad ver moimarjva, Setrialebuli eWira, waRmaukuRma, da iZulebuli Seiqna, misken gamoqanebuli taxisTvis Subis tari daekra dingze. gamwarebulma taxma Tvalebidan naperwklebi gahyara, wonasworoba dahkarga da, aWyvirebulma, xalxis zRvisken gadauxvia. xalxis SeSinebulma zRvam ukan daixia. magram elizbarma, amasobaSi, Subi gaaswora da Subis wveri ataka taxs TeZoSi. taxma kidev ufro daiWyvira da isev misken Semobrunda. "damWeri xom, Se dampalo... xelSi dagaWerineb nawlavebs..." daemuqra raJdeni elizbars da, gamwarebulma, sam fexze Semourbina moedans. meoTxidan sisxli sdioda. "olle, olle, olle" Rrialebda xalxi. "ai, ase gesmiT Tqven Tavisufleba Tqva raJdenma yvelas cxviri

CaayofineT Tqvens sibinZureSi". "Zalianac kargi. yvelam gaigos, ra dReSi varT" upasuxa elizbarma. Tan Tvals ar aSorebda da mTeli ZaliT bRujavda Subis tars. kvlavac mzad iyo saomrad, Tumca, Tavfexianad talaxSi amogangluli da taxis Sardis suniT aqoTebuli, ZlivsRa idga fexze. "me Sen erTxel, marTla miyvardi, Se debilo" dauZaxa lizikom raJdens. "Senc getireba deda, Zirgavardnilo gombio, ojaxis bozo... quCaSi wagayudeben aq..." dorblTan erTad amoafrqvia raJdenma da brazianad moCiCqna miwa wina fexebiT. "olle, olle, olle" Rrialebda xalxi. titlikana biWebs, rogorc iqna, aeSvaT frani da axla, ukan gadazneqilebi, silaSi koWebamde Caflulebi, daZabulobisgan daseriozulebulni ekidnen gaWimulsa da gabrwyinvebul Toks. simiviT daWimul Toks elizbarma Tvali aayola da antoni dainaxa. xelebgaSlili tivtivebda haerSi. Turme, frani ki ara, antoni ekavaT titlikana biWebs TokiT. anton! gaukvirda elizbars, magram maSinve aarida Tvali, ar dainteresda zedmetad. jer erTi, taxTan dasamTavrebeli hqonda orTabrZola, meorec erTi, ar undoda mis qalebsac enaxaT, franiviT, caSi molivlive antoni. magram etyoba, imaTac SeemCniaT ukve: Camodi Zirs, Se debilo! caSi avfrinde da, iqac damaban?! dauyvira lizikom. eg xvalindeli saqarTveloa, ar ayveba Tqveni fexis xmas, ar gadava mamis gzidan! SesZaxa raJdenma da gaveSebuli gamoenTo.

elizbaric mzad daxvda, Sig dingSi ataka Subis wveri da, Seni bedi, kacis mokvla rom ar SemiZliao uTxra tkivilisgan gamwarebulsa da daRlilobisgan aqoSinebul taxs. "xiii i xiii i xiii i" xixinebda taxi. "polise verso" erTxmad SesZaxa xalxma. "magitom varT, mama, am dReSi, kacis mokvla rom ar SegviZlia" dauZaxa lizikom elizbars da qaliSvilis gadmobirebiT gulmicemulma elizbarma kvlav mTeli ZaliT CabRuja Subis tari da Subis momlodine, molodinisgan uaresad gabasrebuli buniki amjerad ferdSi aZgera taxs da Subis bunikma dampali qsoviliviT iolad gaxia nadiris xorci neknebs Soris da wvetiani wveriT miswvda nadiris guls da nadiris guli tkivilisgan erTbaSad SeikumSa da veRar gaiSala da Subis tars rogorc ludis boTlis yels dasvretili qafi moulodneli, mouTokavi siswrafiT Camoewuwa cxeli, alisferi sisxli da, erTi wamiT, yvelaferi gadawiTlda irgvliv, sunTqvaSekruli xalxis saxeebic, orkestris brWyviala instrumentebic, titlikana gogobiWebic, tbis zedapirze gamwkrivebuli ialqnebic, horizontic, caSi molivlive antonic, Tavad cac... yvelaferi... da sisxlis Sededebuli, erTbaSad ferSecvlili nafleTebiT moifina odesRac mwvaned moxasxase da amJamad Savad gadaCiCqnili moedani da TvalgaSeSebulma, enagadmogdebulma taxma odnav gaaqnia cisken aSverili, gaburZgnuli fexi da samudamod gaqvavda. "pro publio bono" SesZaxa xalxma. "mama, mama, mamiko" yviroda ganTavisuflebuli, gabednierebuli liziko da gaSmagebuli kocnida taxis sisxlsa da talaxSi amoTxvril mamas. mkvdari taxis garSemo titlikana gogonebi ferxuls uvlidnen. taxis eSvebze Camavali mzis sxivi cimcimebda. taxis sisxlis gubes didi, molurjo-momwvano buzebi exveodnen. "taxis Tavi qvrivisaao" Tqva elizbarma sulgrZelad. "did oTaxSi daikidos, buxris Tavzeo" gaagrZela gunebaSi. "ras ganicdiT am wuTSio" hkiTxa qeraTmianma Jurnalistma gogonam da uzarmazari, taxis fexiviT gaburZgnuli mikrofoni axlos miutana pirTan. "arc mamaCemia romaeli gladiatori da arc eg iyo gareuli, bavariis WalebSi gazrdili taxi, oriveni bedkrul saqarTvelos Svilebi ariano" CasZaxa lizikom mikrofons, mamis magivrad. "elizbar, elizbar, eliaaaa a" yviroda eliso, magram verafriT ver miaxloveboda elizbars, piriqiT, xalxis amoZravebul, atortmanebul zRvas sul ukan da ukan mihqonda, iTrevda Tavis wiaRSi da male saerTod gaqreboda elizbaris Tvalsawieridan... SeSinebulma elizbarma Tvalebi daaWyita. "nu geSinia, elizbar... ukve yvelaferi kargad aris... es wuTia darekes saavadmyofodan... lizikos venebi gadauWria" facafuciT uTxra elisom da aqviTinebuli daemxo mkerdze...

meore nawili

jer Ramea. erTaderTi Citi ustvens mxolod. isic gaubedavad. xangamoSvebiT. magram misi xma foladiviT mtkice, maxviliviT basri, andazasaviT mkafio mainc Slis, mainc arRvevs wyvdiads da jiutad, TandaTanobiT gamohyavs iqidan cvar-namiT galumpuli, moulodnelad ganTavisuflebul patimariviT dabneuli qveyana, iseTive "uxilav da moumzadebel", rogoric guSin am dros iyo, guSinwin, guSinwiniswin, SarSan, qristes Sobamde, warRvnamde, adam da evamde... yovelTvis. es is maradiuli da idumali wamia, ufro zustad ki, is RvTaebrivi, gnebavT, RvTisgan gamorCeuli monakveTia droisa, roca erTmaneTs ukiduresad miaxlovebuli, pirispir darCenili, bolo zRvarze Semdgari dRe da Rame, sikvdilsicocxle, Zveli da axali, damarcxeba da gamarjveba Tavis garduvalobasa da ganumeoreblobas adasturebs erTsa da imave dros, erTsa da imave adgilze, erTi da imave saSualebebiTa da erTi da imave mizniT. yrud, saidumlod feTqavs haeri, TiTqos es wuTia, Caikarga, Caiwrita usasrulobis ufskrulSi ocsaukunovani SeZaxili jvarcmuli Zisa "mama, mama, wamiyvane SenTan" da TiTqos sacaa, Tavad RmerTic unda gamoCndes, Svilis wasayvanad Camosuli dedamiwaze, xelebi daikapiwos da erTxel kidev (marto man icis, meramdened) xelaxla Seqmnas (rasakvirvelia, Svilis CaTvliT), rac erTxel kidev davangrieT, erTxel kidev movspeT, gavacamtvereT guSin... mere ki, yvelaferi gacilebiT swrafad xdeba, vidre im wuTas warmogvidgenia Cvenive sulieri Tu fizikuri mdgomareobis gamo. jer molurjo-mowiTalo zolebiT gadaserili ca gamoeyofa wyvdiads, TiTqos kretsabmeli gaifxriweba taZrisa, Tavidan Ziramde, da aTrToldeba haeri, gamkvrivdeba miwa, daCndebian kldeebi, micvalebulebs erTxel kidev SeZravT samarxebidan wamodgomis Jini da Citis nacvlad, axla ukve mTeli laSqari aWikWikdeba, aTasnair xmaze, ufro Tamamadac, SeiZleba iTqvas, ufro Tavxeduradac, xolo, miwaze darCenili wyvdiadi saxlebad, kvartalebad, calkeul xeebad Tu xeebis jgufebad (koromebad) nawildeba da bolos, veris baRis auzis kideze mucliT gadawolili antoni, marTalia, bundovnad, magram mainc arCevs sakuTar saxes sakuTari sisxliT kidev ufro uaresad amRvreul wyalSi... ese igi, cocxalia! araTu arCevs, aramed cnobs sakuTar saxes da ara marto cnobs, grZnobs kidec, aTasnairad daiarebuls, dalilavebuls, dasiebuls... mokled, Tbilisurad galaxuls, Tbilisuri sisastikiTa da daundoblobiT, magram, Tqven warmoidgineT, mainc bednieria, oRond, imitom ki ara, saswaulad rom gadaurCa sikvdils, romeliRac Ramis baris aqoTebul sapirfareSoSi, aramed, nagvemsa da nawamebs, isev Tavis sayvarel qviSxeTSi rom hgonia Tavi TiTqos qviSxeTs zemoT, saTibebSi wevs pirqve, moTibul balaxSi, moTibuli balaxis suniT gabruebuli da, rac mTavaria, jer isev bavSvia, patara biWi, jer arc lizikos icnobs da arc mamis mokvla dausaxavs cxovrebis miznad. pirqve wevs da mSviddeba. Zroxam SeaSina es wuTia. gzispira buCqebidan gamovida moulodnelad. ki ar gamovida, uzarmazari Wreli RrubeliviT nela, Zaldautanebeli sizantiT gamoizlazna, erTbaSad gaavso iqauroba uaRresad sakuTari, mxolod misTvis damaxasiaTebeli, sasiamovnod Tbili, TiTqos xaoiani surneliT, auCqareblad gadaWra gza, adgilze gaSeSebuli, enaCavardnili bavSvis (antonis) win da, sakuTar surnelSi, rogorc gamWvirvale gvirabSi gamovlili, aseve auCqareblad, nawil-nawil STainTqa, Caiwrita daburul buCqnarSi, oRond, axla ukve gzis meore mxares...

ase iwyeba anton kaSelis maxsovroba, igive Segnebuli cxovreba, anu, bolomde gaucnobierebeli da marad mzardi SiSi momavlisa, balaxis bRujasaviT (balaxSi, rac yvelaze metad giyvarT, is SegiZliaT igulisxmoT), mis cxvirwin rom konwialobs ganuwyvetliv, magram rogorc ar unda aevsos piri nerwyviT, ver miwvdeba da rogorc ar unda auCqaros fexs, verasodes daeweva... Wreli Zroxa ki, ase rom gauxeTqa guli patara antons, cxovrebis mdore, magram saxifaTo da uwyveti dinebis gansaxierebaa da sxva araferi. Tumca, anton kaSeli jer amdens ver xvdeba (sami wlisaa mxolod), magram oci wlis merec amouxsnel gamocanad darCeba misTvis cxovreba, radgan yoveli axali STabeWdileba, cxovrebisgan miRebuli, kidev ufro gaumZafrebs, rogorc SiSnarev aRfrTovanebas, iseve, misgan TiTqos yovlad warmoudgenel danaSaulis SegrZnebasac, xolo, yvela STabeWdileba erTad, upirveles yovlisa, sakuTar SesaZleblobebSi daaeWvebs da sakuTar sipataraves daanaxvebs... ase rom, oci wlis mere (ese igi, axla, dRes, amJamad), araTu Tavis adgils ver miagno antonma cxovrebaSi, aramed ver miagno Tavad cxovrebas, sadac albaT misTvisac aucileblad iqneboda gaTvaliswinebuli, Tundac, sul umniSvnelo adgili, rogorc, vTqvaT, mis Tvalwin mokluli ciyvisTvis, anda misgan gadarCenili matlisTvis... arada, mokluli ciyviviT, isic viRacis (gindac, viRaceebis) xsovnaSiRa arsebobs mxolod da misgan gadarCenili matliviT, isic morCilad asrulebs bunebis wess, anu, freniT amTavrebs wina sami Taobis mier xoxviT gamovlil gzas. gana marTla pepelasaviT ar gadmofrinda weRan Ramis baris sapirfareSos sarkmlidan?! da aq rom gdia, saTibebSi (auzis kideze), esec erTgvari frenaa, sakuTari umweobidan, sakuTari sibinZuridan amosvlis cdaa, Tundac warmosaxvebsa da zmanebebSi. gaWuprebuli mamidan amofrenili pepela brmad da alalbedze awydeba gauCinarebuli, gamqrali sinamdvilis xorklian kedlebs, gauCinarebuls, ra Tqma unda, misi mizeziTac, misi, gnebavT, sijiutis da, gnebavT, sibrmavis wyalobiTac da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, meti arc moeTxoveba erT Secdomas gadayolili qveynis Svils... misma winaprebma imdenjer dauSves erTi da igive Secdoma, imdenjer Caylapes erTi da igive ankesi, bolos mtersac yelSi amouvida maTi sibriyve, mobezrda maTTan kukumalaobis TamaSi da saerTod amoSala isini saTvalavidan: maTi meocnebe mefeebis ukanalebiT gadaxexil-gadacveTili taxti uremze daudo da, vin icis, aqamde lpeba sankt-peterburgis romeliRac wyalCamdgar sardafSi... ai, aseT sisaZagleebs esisineboda baliSze xativiT dasvenebuli da gveliviT brZeni wigni bavSvobaSi da isic, mTeli bavSvoba, Tavze sabanwafarebuli, jibis fanris Suqze kiTxulobda samSoblos nekrologs, nekrologebs, magram wesierad ver wvdeboda samSoblos sikvdilis mizezs, ver aswrebda garkvevas, ufro sworad, erTbaSad undoda Cawvdenoda simarTles da Cqarobda, Relavda, radgan yovel wams SeiZleboda Semosuliyo mama (daukakuneblad) da veRar moeswro gveliviT brZeni wignis damalva baliSis qveS. "mamaSenma ar ginaxos es wignio" gansakuTrebulad afrTxilebda yovelTvis biblioTekari nikolozi, magram ukve tyuilad eSinia nikolozs mamamisis: dRes diliT, ara, guSin diliT, samzareulos culiT gaupo aman Tavi sakuTar mamas. ase Tvlis TviTon, ase sjera, Tumca, arc miliciaSi daujeres, sadac Tavisi fexiT gamocxadda danaSaulis asaRiareblad, da arc duqanSi, sadac gamomZiebelma waiyvana misi saboloo, samudamo ganTavisuflebis aRsaniSnavad. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Wupridan peplis amofrena, upirveles yovlisa, matlis sikvdilis mauwyebelia. pepela suliviT unda amoxdes matls, am SemTxvevaSi, Svili mamas, da ase unda damTavrdes matlis miwieri arseboba, misi matloba... magram, ratomRac, nikolozze naklebad, arc TviTon eSinia mamisa, Tumca, mSvenivrad icis, mkvdaria, mTeli arsebiTac grZnobs imis sikvdils, da mainc, mainc ki ara, miT ufro, da am mourCenel SiSs rom ar ahyves, isev wignSi miZvreba, mtverSi amogangluli matliviT miiklakneba azrisgan daclil sityvebs Soris... amam ixalTaC imeC

ad iloc izob imeC airej siloc lavx afoy arite samam uT seRd... sisinebs baliSze xativiT dasvenebuli wigni. mama saerTod ki ar uSlida kiTxvas, aramed giJi nikolozis daobebuli wignebis wakiTxvas ukrZalavda kategoriulad. is ki, mainc mweralTa saxlis nestiani biblioTekidan ezideboda "akrZalul literaturas". nikolozs ramdenjerme unda gadaexvia gazeTSi wigni, TvalSi rom ar moxvedroda vinmes, ris gamoc, amas kidev ufro umZafrdeboda raRacis gagebis, raRacis moswrebis survili. bolos da bolos, is mainc xom unda scodnoda, Seesabameboda Tu ara misTvis gankuTvnil sasjels misgan Cadenili danaSauli, romelic, madloba RmerTs, ukve moxdili sasjelis, anu, ocdasamwliani patimrobis ukanasknel dRes, anu, guSin Caidina. sakuTari gambedaobiT amCatebuli, ezo-ezo, mokleebze miiswrafis kaSelebis pirquSad pompezursa Tu pompezurad pirquSi saxlisken. erTi suli aqvs, rodis gadaSlis wigns. vnaxoT erTi, amjerad ras etyvis wigni. axlac iq aris, mSobliur garemoSi da celis xmac ki esmis, sasiamovno, damamSvidebeli, martivi, magram Znelad misabaZi, miT ufro, mis dReSi myofi kacisTvis gablantebuli sisxlic ver gadmoufurTxebia, ise aqvs tuC-piri daseril-dasiebuli misi damfrTxali, galaxuli xorci isev brmad, isev alalbedze, isev amaod daeZebs TavSesafars, mSvelels, mxsnels, Tumca, es wuTia, dausxlta safrTxes, erTxel kidev iSva, amjerad safrTxis saSodan da jer kidev ucxoa aqaurobisTvis, ucxoplaneteliviT, jer kidev uWirs sinamdvilesTan dabruneba, gancdilisa da gadatanilis gacnobiereba, da Tavisi xelmeored dabadebisa da saboloo ganTavisuflebis pirvel dRes pirvelad ambobs (rasakvirvelia, gunebaSi) mis leqsikonSi ukve sakmaod gacveTilsa da gaufasurebul sityvas: "meSinia". "meSinia. meSinia. meSinia" imeorebs zedized, viRacis jibriT, raRacnairad aRgznebul-atacebuli, gaalmasebuli, magram mainc safrTxis naSieri, safrTxis pirmSo, safrTxis memkvidre da safrTxis gvar-jilagis gamgrZelebeli...

samagierod, celis xma axlovdeba, Zlierdeba damamSvidebeli, sasiamovno, martivi da mainc Zneli misabaZi. tyuilad daitanjebi, sul sxvanairi piris Rrua saWiro amgvari xmis gamosacemad. s da S enacvleba erTmaneTs ganuwyvetliv... SsSsS... sSsSs... ori Tanxmovani... SsSsS... sSsSs... verc enas imorCileb, verc tuCebs uyri Tavs. magram bednierebisgan mainc geRimeba. auzis fskeridan, rogorc mwvaned molivlive saTibidan, TandaTan amodian mTibavebi, jer mxrebamde, mere welamde, mere muxlamde... erTad, erTxmad iqneven (Sens dasanaxad) mzeze alaplapebul celebs. iribad, gverdulad, TiTqmis SeumCnevlad moiweven win (Sensken). raki mayurebeli hyavT, ufro mondomebiT Sromoben. siamovnebT ucxo Tvali. ufro lamazad iqneven cels, gansakuTrebulad, yvela wesis dacviTa da cota gazviadebuladac. Tan erTmaneTs usworeben, aswavlian, dascinian gaqalaqelebulebi, Tibvas gadaCveulebi TiTqos ki ar Sromoben, TamaSoben; TiTqos zamTarSi pirutyvis gamosakvebad ki ar irjebian, aramed kaSelebis erTi usaqmuri bavSvis cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad. "piri gaisvele, bWou, mogvklavs mamaSeni" eubneba erT-erTi maTgani da fesvianad moglejil marwyvs awvdis. TiTebi TiTqos Tixisa aqvs, sicxisagan Tu siZvelisgan dabzaruli. marwyvis Reros ramdenime mowiTalo, alag mkrTalad CaTeTrebuli da kenWiviT mkvrivi nayofi hkidia. samkauls ufro hgavs, vidre xils. antoni gaubedavad cicqnis wina kbilebiT da veluri sijansaRis mZafri gemo maSinve nerwyviT uvsebs pirs. celgamosmuli balaxi uxmod wveba patimris TaviviT araTanabrad gadaxotril mindorze. moTibuli balaxi celis piris moyvanilobas imeorebs TiTqos. SsSsS... sSsSs... erTi da ori. erTi da ori. haeri Tivis suniT iJRinTeba. celgamosmuli balaxi ukve Tivaa. Tivis suni aTrobs, abruebs da es jmuxi, CaqviTkirebuli mTibavebi marTla miwidan amozrdili zRapruli gmirebi hgonia antons. arada, isinic Cveulebrivad bedSemomwyrali, cxovrebisgan dabeCavebuli glexebi arian. kidev uaresi fuZemoSlilni da glexobadakargulni... aravin da aravisni. adgilobrivma "xazeinma" jer mamapapur fuZidan ahyara isini, viTom, uwylobis gamo, mere ki, maTve miayvanina wyali Zvel nafuZvarze, oRond, xiznebisTvis, sxva tomis xalxisTvis. antons ki ar arToben, rogorc antons hgonia, antonis gasagonad laparakoben TavianT umweobaze, usaxsrobaze, TavianT saerTo ubedurebaze glexuri eSmakobiT iqneb, aman mainc gviSvelos rameo, Tumca, Tavadac ar jeraT, marTla Tu arsebobs maTTvis saSveli. amitomac gamoiyurebian ufro xnierebad, vidre arian. esec cxovrebis bralia (Wreli Zroxisa), gaunelebeli sevdisa, daumsaxurebeli damcirebisa, Cauwynarebeli tkivilisa, CaxSuli mrisxanebisa... cxovrebam (Wrelma Zroxam) daimonaT da isinic morCilad, wynarad misdeven cxovrebis wess... SsSsS... sSsSs... SsSsS... sSsSs... Cumad, mSvidad, wynarad. viTomc araferi xdebodes saSiSi da saxifaTo. viTomc, miwaze daRvrili zeTiviT Tu mazuTiviT, nela, TavisTavad, niangis moTminebiT, magram jiutad ar mococavdes, ar mosrialebdes ucxo Tesli maTgan danatovari sicarielis amosavsebad. itboreba maTi fexdanadgami, xelSenavlebi Robe-yore... cotac da, saerTod waiSleba maTi kvali, viTomc ar yofilan. arc es saTibebi yofila. arc antoni moazrovne, mgrZnobiare, meocnebe arseba warsuliT gulmokluli, awmyoTi gabiTurebuli, momavliT damfrTxali... Wreli Zroxa ki, dinjad, auCqareblad mouyveba Tavis maradiul gzas, "glexis fiqriviT uboloos"... misTvis dro ar arsebobs. xamurabisa da asurbanifalis boslebSic ucoxnia gulgamompali Cala, tutanxamonis qelexSic dauklavT. misi yviTeli, qafiani nerwyviTaa morwyuli evraziis, amerikis, afrikisa Tu avstraliis Tvaluwvdeneli vel-mindvrebi: stepebi, preriebi, savanebi... misi rZiT gamozrdili Taobebi, ukve aTasnair mineralebad gardaqmnilni, fenafena wvanan dedamiwis wiaRSi, rogorc Tevzebi konservis yuTSi, da dRemde erTnairi mRelvarebiT, erTnairi mouTmenlobiT elodebian saZovridan mis

mobrunebas asakisgan nikapdanaoWebuli, droJamis RumelTan warb-wamwam Setrusuli dedabrebi TeTrkanianebic, Savkanianebic, yviTelkanianebic, wiTelkanianebic da isic yovelTvis brundeba, flateze gadaiCexeba Tu mglebi daglejen, mainc brundeba, mainc modis, viTomc araferi momxdariyos, modis mkvdreTiT aRmsdgari, ufro sworad, ukvdavi; mis sakmaod uSnosa da mouxeSav sxeulSi maradiuli mdedri, maradiuli qaluroba imaleba, rogorc cecxlgamZle yuTSi ukvdavebis wamlis, anda sicocxlis erTbaSad momspobi sawamlavis formula. modis, mSvidad, auCqareblad... verc teqnikur revoluciebs SeuZlia misi Seyovneba, verc atomur fsiqozsa da verc seqsualur TavaSvebulobas... araferi esaqmeba imaTTan, arc araferi gaegeba imaTi. modis, jansaRi, bunebrivi, ukompleqso... modis, raTa Sinidan pirvelad gamoparuli bavSvi erTi wamiT Seayovnos da daafiqros mosalodnel safrTxeze. mTeli dRis naZovi balaxiT mucelgatiknuli, simaZRrisgan axvneSebuli, modis, momlodine dedabrebis dasamSvideblad, erTxel da samudamod gamozomili nabijiT mouyveba dedamiwis nebismier wertilze gamaval gzas da arc ainteresebs visTvis reks zari, visTvis unda amoxdes mze... rasakvirvelia, es wuTia misgan SeSinebuli biWis vinaobac ar ainteresebs, matlia Tu matlis pepela, gvaris gamgrZelebeli Tu gvaris mesaflave... bevri aseTi biWis maxsovrobaSi CarCenila samudamod, RmerTis vnebis damacxrobeli da RmerTqalis simSvidis damrRvevi, RmerTqalis metoqe, Tumca, rogorc ukve iTqva, misTvis sulerTia yvelaferi, ginda RmerTi, ginda viRac Wkuasusti mwyemsi... modis, moabuybuyebs STambeWdavad gaberil mucels, mSvidad fSvinavs da mSvidad zmuis, sakuTari simSvidiT gakvirvebuli, Tuki SeiZleba rame ukvirdes Zroxas... funaSemxmari kudis bolos ferdebze itylaSunebs da, rom ityvian, Tavi qudSi aqvs. misi Semyure kacobrioba welebze fexs daidgams da zafxulSi balaxs ar moaklebs, zamTarSi Tivas. yovel zafxuls mTeli dedamiwa iTibeba misi gulisTvis. SsSsS... sSsSs... SsSsS... sSsSs... kidiT kidemde wvdeba celis xma, axal da axal sivrceebs ipyrobs klasikuri musikis Tavaziani mourideblobiTa da mouTokavi silaRiT... modis, moClaxunobs, sakuTari gamZleobiT Sewuxebuli, Tuki SeiZleba rame awuxebdes, RmerTqalis miqseuli buzanklis meti. modis, modis, mojadoebul wreSi moqceuli, wris binadari, sadac erTsa da imave Rames erTi da igive dila enacvleba, landSafts landSafti, epoqas epoqa, usasrulod, ganuwyvetliv, da sadac yvelaferi kvdeba, rac ibadeba da yvelaferi ibadeba, rac kvdeba...

gaSlili xelisguli gametebiT dahkra wylis zedapirs da uxilavi Sxefebi saxeze miesxura. maSinve meore xelic miaSvela. esiamovna auzis damyayebuli, dubela wyali. "ratom aiyareniT? ratom mamaCems ar gauCeCqveT Tavi? me melodebodiT, me Tqveni deda..." uyviris, aginebs gunebaSi mTibavebs da svel xels, uneburad, damskdar, dasiebul tuCebze idebs. "nu aiyrebodi, Tu biWi xar..." pasuxoben mTibavebi auzis fskeridan, kidev ufro sasacilod dajujavebulni, dabrecilni, atortmanebulni adgilze. mere ukvalod qrebian. "Tqveni dedac... aginebT gunebaSi Rirsni ara xarT gadarCenisa... iqneb ver movklavdi mamas, haa?!" gunebaSi uwevs xmas da isev damskdar tuCebze ifarebs xels. TviTon arafris aRar eSinia. TviTon ukve Tavisufalia. guSindlidan. imitom rom, gabeda. guSin moixada ocdasamwliani sasjeli mamis mkvlelobisTvis. oRond, jer sasjeli moixada da mere Caidina danaSauli. anu, guSin mokla mama. Tumca, arc isaa gamoricxuli, sakuTari mamis mkvlelobisTvis, aseve, winaswar daejildovebinaT ocdasamwliani sicocxliT. magram is ocdasami weli, jildoa Tu sasjeli, mogonilia dRevandelTan, Tavisuflebis pirvel dResTan, radgan arc danaSaulisTvis gankuTvnili sasjelisa Tu jildos atana gasWirvebia ase da arc danaSaulis Cadena. Tavisuflebis mZafrma SegrZnebam nanatri Sveba ki ar moutana, sasicocxlod ki ar aRagzno, erTbaSad daaWylita miwas, matliviT; Rirsebis grZnobac daakargvina da siamayec; gaapirutyva, gaamxeca da saerTod daukarga azri mis amqveyniur arsebobas, anu, sulerTi gaxada misTvis, rodis ras moimoqmedebda bnel survilsa da moTxovnilebas ayolili. ase rom, arc Tixis tafaze (kecze) moTuTqul sokos hqonda misTvis gemo (ocdasamwlian patimrobasTan gamosaTxovar sufraze mirTmeuls), arc xbos Caqafuls. rogorc mosalodneli iyo, dedis rZec ar SerCenia mTeli sufra rwyeva-rwyevaSi gaatara ki fiqrobda, wyaliviT vsvam am Rvinos, srulebiT ar mekidebao, magram aivanze gamosvlas Zlivs aswrebda da moajirze gadakiduli, RmuiliT arwyevda... duqnis garyvnili ZaRlebi facafuciT Tqvlefdnen narwyevs da Tavaweulni, mliqvnelurad awkmutunebulni amoscqerodnen qvemodan. sadRac bayayebi yiyinebdnen. "ra Tqma unda, qviSxeTSi varo", fiqrobda es sulelurad. sxvaTaSoris, Wotmac Sehyvira ramdenjerme. qviSxeTis garda, arsad gaugia Wotis xma. mere moajirs mamali daafrinda mis gverdiT da cxeniviT daiWixvina. Tumca, ara. cxeniviT daiWixvina SarvalCaxdilma kacma da samzareulos kedelTan wakuzul gogos SiSvel gavaze gametebiT dahkra xeli. "dagimiwdes marjvenao", miawyevla wakuzulma gogom da amas ena gamouyo, zustad lizikosaviT. maSin liziko eqvsisac Zlivs iqneboda, fexSiSveli modioda qviSxeTis sadguridan da fexsacmelebs mkvdari CitebiviT moaporwialebda haerSi, magram antonisgan mainc uweso saqcielia zedmeti cnobismoyvareobis gamomJRavneba, miT ufro rom, lizikoca da misi mSoblebic namdvilad ver iyvnen kargi sanaxavebi, vagonis buRSi gamoxarSulebi, Zlivs moaTrevdnen fexebs. im wels pirvelad Camovidnen qviSxeTSi dasasveneblad, antonisTvis ki, araviTar siaxles ar warmoadgenda Tbiliseli damsveneblebi, magram, ratomRac, verafriT ver mowyvita Tvali mSoblebis win yoCiviT momaval fexSiSvela gogos da iqamde uyura, vidre ena ar gamouyo iman, savsebiT samarTlianad. lizikos dedas (deida elisos) erT xelSi sakmaod mZime CanTa eWira (xelzec etyoboda), meoreSi ki gauxsneli qolga, Tumca, mze daundoblad acxunebda. mTavari bargi mamas (Zia elizbars) mohqonda: ori Cemodani da iRliaSi amodebuli gamaki. Tavze kideebgamonaskvuli cxvirsaxoci Camoefxata, magram aSkarad ar eteoda.. dawiTlebul saxeze oflis msxvili wveTebi eyara. "rogor iqcevio" gauwyra Svils da misi uwesoba rom mieCqmala, zrdilobisTvis hkiTxa antons: xom sworad mivdivarT, ymawvilo, mwerlebis saxliskeno. xolo, samzareulos kedelTan wakuzuli gogo erTi xeliT kedels ebjineboda,

meoreTi ki sakuTar muxls da sasacilod kisermoRrecili uyofda amas enas. ezos naTuris mbJutav Suqze qonwasmuliviT ubzinavda SiSveli gava. naTuras gagiJebuli peplebi exveodnen. TeTrCaCianma mzareulma qaTmis aqoTebuli Sigani taStiT gamoitana da iqve, wakuzuli gogos cxvirwin dayara kedelTan. ZaRlebi axla Sigans miesivnen. gawel-gamoweles binZuri nawlavebi da Tavfexianad gaixlarTnen Sig, erTmaneTze aRrenilni. SarvalCaxdilma kacma vaSlisa Tu qliavis xes foToli Seawyvita da wakuzul gogos SeurWo ukanalSi. ufro sworad, ver SeurWo foTols yunwi ebriceboda da arafriT ar erWoboda, sadac ZaliT upirebdnen SerWobas. amaze orives ecineboda, Tan xiTxiTebdnen, Tan erTmaneTs uwyrebodnen viTom, ra ambavSi xaro, nu aikeli aqaurobao, vera xedav, xalxi pursa Wamso... antonma Tvalebi daxuWa da isev Tavbru daesxa, isev daubzrialda bneli, gaurkveveli qveyana... "age ciyvio" daiZaxa Zia elizbarma. es maTi morigi eqskursiaa, "morigi SeWra bunebis wiaRSi", rogorc Zia elizbari ambobs. wiTlad gaburZgnul ciyvs mwvane girCa uWiravs wina TaTebiT da Tavadac dainteresebuli dascqeris zemodan. yovel SemTxvevaSi, namdvilad ar eSinia maTi. Tumca, eSmakma icis, ras xedavs, rad aRiqvams imas, rasac xedavs: WianWvelebad? xoWoebad? matlebad? "ra xdeba mand, poetebis saufloSio" ekiTxeba Zia elizbari. bavSvebi icinian. antonic. Tumca, ver xvdeba, ras gulisxmobs Zia elizbari "poetebis saufloSi", an ras xedaven bavSvebi sasacilos am sityvebSi. ubralod, karg gunebaze arian yvelani. erTad arian, mSoblebisgan Sors (elizbari ar iTvleba, ufro megobaria, vidre mSobeli. Tanac, iSviaTad, mxolod SabaT-kviras Camodis aq), saimedod Cakargulni bunebis wiaRSi. lizikos biWurad SeukreWia Tma da muxlebTan gadaWrili, jinsis Sarvali acvia. yvelaferi mziTaa gabrwyinvebuli: foTolic, balaxis TavTavic, fiWvze mimxmari WriWinebis gamWvirvale gvamebic... yvelaferi brunavs, bzrialebs: aSoltili, alisfrad alanZuli fiWvis xeebic, gadakrialebul caze aqa-iq SerCenili Rrublis fTilebic da, TavisTavad cxadia, ciyvic, fiWvis drekad Stoebze daskupebuli, gamomwvevad kudaprexili, TojinasaviT TvalgaSeSebuli... bzrialebs, bzrialebs, bzrialebs, TiTqos karuselis ciyvia, saTamaSo... magram am dros, avad galursuli buCqnari gaipoba da iqidan yiJiniT gamocvivdebian SubebSemarTuli, titlikana, muceldasiebuli, wyalmankiani, egzemiT SeWmuli, kbilebCampali velurebi, kaciWamiebi, oRond, dRevandeli, ocsaukunovani civilizaciis naSierni... etyoba, deda-Svili arian. raRaciT gvanan erTmaneTs. raRaciT ki ara, yvelafriT. Tumca, qals lurji sportuli piJamo da TeTri botasebi acvia, biWs ki warweriani maisuri da Sortebi. ra Tqma unda, botasebic, oRond, feradi. qals xelSi haeris Tofi uWiravs, biWs ki araferi, arc haeris Tofi, arc Cveulebrivi "ragatka" da, miT ufro, arc Subi... saxeze saymawvilo muwukebi ayria. antonze ufrosia albaT, magram jer kaci ar eTqmis. saerTod ar eTqmis kaci, arc adamiani... antons lamis guli amouxtes saguledan, visac gindaT daeniZlaveba, Tavs dasdebs, es Tu is barmeni ar aris, boTli rom daamsxvria weRan kbilebze, didi-didi, am erTi saaTis win, Ramis baris sapirfareSoSi. "gicani Se dampaloo"... rogorc iqna, amoixriala antonma da isev daxuWa Tvalebi. qalma Tofi mxarze miibjina da sxartad gamohkra TiTi sasxlets. tyviam SxuiliT gafxriwa haeri da Tvalgadmovardnili ciyvi sacodavad afarTxalda gasisxlianebul balaxSi. "gicani Se arakaco... Seni deda... Seni gvarjilagio..." Rmuis, gminavs auzis kideze gadamxobili antoni. ciyvs Tvalis adgilze veeberTela lorwovani buSti gamoebera. buStSi, rogorc mrgval sarkeSi, TeTrCaCianma mzareulma gaiara, sasacilod gadasxvaferebulma. qalma elviseburi, albaT ufro katiseburi simardiT mougrixa ciyvs kiseri, celofanis parkSi Catena, albaT jer kidev cocxali, da parki saxedamuwukebul Svils Caudo ubeSi. Zia elizbarma rom iyvira, ras

sCadixarT, es xom uwyinari arsebaao, kvalic gaqra imaTi. ciyvis sisxliT dauSnovebuli balaxi rom ara, SeiZleba efiqraT, yvelas erTdroulad mogvelanda es Semzaravi mkvlelobao. "ras sCadixarT, matlebo... mkvlelebo"... axla yviris antoni da verafriT mouSorebia nikapze Camowuwuli sqeli, webovani dorbli. yeli ewvis, uxurs, buxris miliviT. xelebi sakuTar narwyevSi aqvs amoTxvrili. ezos onkanSi ki, wyali ar modis. Smoris suni moaqvs iqidan niavs. SsSsS... sSsSs... SsSsS... sSsSs... amSvidebs celis xma da isic mSvidad icdis, rodis gamoutans gogo wyals didi, gamuruli CaidniT. "mama ki ara, coli unda mogekla, qalia yovelTvis damnaSaveo" eubneba gogo da Tan saxesa da xelebs ulokavs eniT. amas gogosi rcxvenia, sircxvilisgan fxizldeba da gogoc maSinve qreba Tavis Caidnianad. samagierod, duqnis garyvnili ZaRlebi Semoscqerian wyliani, sevdiani TvalebiT da esec iZulebulia, isev sufraze dabrundes. sufrac yovelTvis aRtacebis SeZaxilebiT egebeba mis dabrunebas da yvelaferi Tavidan meordeba. isev ajarimeben "sufris unebarTvod mitovebisTvis" da amasac isev uCndeba kidev erTi "Tavisufali" sadRegrZelos warmoTqmis survili. "mousmineT, mousmineT... iqneb rame Sevides Tqvens gogrebSi" yviris Tamada da Rvinis grafinze akakunebs CangliT. "ara ars esreT tkbili, viT mamulis siyvaruli" ambobs es xmaaTrTolebuli. cdilobs, kidev ufro ukeTesad, ufro STambeWdavad Tqvas, vidre aqamde uTqvams. siamovnebs misken mipyrobili, uazro, gamocarielebuli, magram molodinad qceuli Tvalebi masze aranakleb mTvrali, oRond, misgan gansxvavebiT, am saqmeSi ukve daostatebuli, kuWebamokupruli Tanameinaxeebisa. sufra sunTqvaSekruli, anu, axvneSebul-aqsutunebuli usmens. magram moaTavebs Tu ara sadRegrZelos, miiyudebs Tu ara verag Wiqas, sufrac maSinve bazariviT ayayandeba, skasaviT azuzundeba, naxiriviT azmuvldeba... aRarc Tamadis Canglis wkriali esmiT, aRarc erTmaneTisa. viTom, erTad sjian, erTad arCeven axlaxan mosmenil sadRegrZelos, sinamdvileSi ki, laparaks ar aclian, sityvas piridan glejen erTmaneTs, wewaven, welaven da rogorc duqnis ZaRlebi qaTmis nawlavebSi, Tavfexianad ixlarTebian am mTvrali debilis nabodvarSi, am crupentelas gamonagonSi... ratom ar dgas, viTom, Tavis adgilas?! me piradad, Zalian momwons, Zmao... gansakuTrebiT cxeni. cxeni yovelTvis cxens gavs, vinc ar unda ijdes zed. gagigiaT, vinmes ekiTxos cxenze, ra cxoveliao?! mxedars ki kiTxuloben. marTlac, vin ra icis, sinamdvileSi rogor gamoiyureboda esa Tu is istoriuli pirovneba. arsebobs netav suraTi?! amas ecodineba. yvelaferi ician am nabiWvrebma. ise, swori Tqva, Zmao, visac emsaxura, iman saflavi aufeTqa, Cven ki, sxvisTvis mkvdari, isev cxenze SevsviT da isev xmali davaWerineT xelSi. eg arc aRamahmadxanis gamCerebelia, arc orjonikiZisa, meti ar iyos Cemi mteri. weRan, aqeT ro movdiodiT, mtredi ejda xmalze. cxenze amxedrebuli da xmalSemarTuli ki ar unda idges krwanisSi, sadac, sul cota, orjer ukve gvetira deda, aramed daCoqili, CamofleTil-Camoxeuli, epoletebamZvrali, xmalgadatexili, usmel-uWmeli, kibosaviT ukusvliT Zlivs CamoRweuli borodinodan krwanisamde... aseTia, Zmao, sinamdvile, ginda Zveli iyavi, ginda axali, ginda mrgvali, ginda grZeli... am biWs ras erCiT?! "me rac vicodi, vTqvi" Tavmdablurad iRimeba es, friad kmayofili sakuTari TaviT, ufro sworad, ocdasamwliani patimrisTvis yovlad Seuferebeli siTamamiTa da gulwrfelobiT. ai, amazea naTqvami, Txa da mgeli erTad Zovdeso. imis magivrad, TmiT eTriaT, kbilebi CaemtvriaT, TiTebi karis RriWoSi moewewkaT (risi ostatebic arian), qalaqis yvelaze cnobil duqanSi sufra gauSales Cveulebriv mkvlels, Tundac, araCveulebriv TviTmarqvias. gindac mogiklavs da gindac mokvla gdomebia. SeiZleba, avma enebma isic ki Tqvan, mainc verafers gamorCeboda marTlmsajuleba verc "dazaralebuls" da verc "eWvmitanilso", radgan, sxva

Tu araferi, oriveni kaSelebi arian, mama-Svili, da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar gadaixdian fuls imis misaCqmalad, rac fulis meSveobiT da, ufro metic, fulis gulisTvis ar CaudeniaT, Tuki, marTla Caidines rame. xolo, "eWvianobis niadagze" Svili mamas Tavs rom gaupobs, iq marTlmsajulebas namdvilad araferi esaqmeba. amgvar "ojaxur mkvlelobas" yvelafris suni SeiZleba asdiodes, samsaxuris dakargvisac, zemdgomi amxanagebis gadakidebisac, fulisa ki ara. araviTar SemTxvevaSi. erTaderTi, rasac am saqmidan SeiZleba gamorCes kaci (da es iTqva kidec sufraze, araorazrovnad), "axleburad moazrovne" muSakis saxelia, rac TavisTavad cota ar aris ("visac moxmara SeuZliao" sityva CaurTo Tamadam), miT ufro, ortraka xelisuflebis TvalSi, dRes rom uaryofs guSindels, raTa pasuxi xval mokiTxos dRevandels guSinwindelisTvis. magram swored xelisuflebis ortrakobis gamo, Tamadis ar iyos, "naklebad rentabeluria" es Tqveni axleburad azrovneba. eSmakma icis, rodemde mogiwoneben "demokratiulobas" da ra dros mogTxoven pasuxs imave "demokratiulobisTvis" (sxvebs dauyaron eg sakenki). marTlac, jer kidev guSin, raJden kaSelisTana kacis mkvlelobisTvis, daxvreta Tu ara, xangrZlivi (anu, uvado) gacimbireba namdvilad ar ascdeboda mkvlels, gindac Svils; demokratiis gariJraJze ki, mkvleli, Tanac Svili, daSxoSianad aqeifes kanonis cerberebma; magram imitom ki ara, kaci rom gaufasurda, rogorc sufris erT-erTma busTvaleba wevrma Tqva, aramed, gvami rom dafasda, kacis kvla fulis Sovnis wyarod da cxovrebis wesad iqca, rogorc gamomZiebels miaCnia. marTlac, aba miixed-moixedeT garSemo, ra xdeba: gvamic iseve iyideba, rogorc Zexvi, fanta anda prezervativi... Tu fuli gaqvs da ar genaneba, leninis gvams gamogitanen mavzoleumidan. samaCablosa da afxazeTSi xom cecxli ukidia kacis xorcs. fasi ki, mainc dRiTi-dRe izrdeba. Wirisufali iZulebulia, nawil-nawil SeiZinos misTvis Zvirfasi gvami. zog micvalebuls orive marjvena, an orive marcxena fexi aRmoaCndeba xolme, magram es ra saxsenebelia im tanjva-wamebasTan, risi gadatanac dasWirdaT, adamianuri wesiT rom miebarebinaT miwisTvis TavianTi axloblis aTasnairad najijgni cxedari. magram yvelaze swori mainc Tamadaa. aravin ar icis, ra iTvleba dRes danaSaulad da ra damsaxurebad. ai, borotebis saTavec. vidre es ar gairkveva, veranairi organo ver Seasrulebs Tavis daniSnulebas, tyuilad ifafxurebs, raki ar ecodineba, vis CamouRos kbilebi da vis "auRos Cesti". jerjerobiT, arc msajuli arsebobs da arc gansasjeli. Tu arsebobs, orive erT Zirgaxvretil, uniCbo da uialqno navSi zis da cxovrebisgan wamxdari, morCilad mihyveba dinebas. ar icis, romel meCeCze gairiyeba xval, anu, axals moigoneben rames, Tu Zveli dabrundeba isev. amitom, Tuki raime ainteresebs saerTod, seqsualuri bataliebi ainteresebs mxolod, magram naklebad aRelvebs Semdgomi bedi am bataliebis monawileTa, Tumca, isini (monawileni), kvlavac antikuri simSvidiTa da siamayiTac ki, elodebian misgan Serisxvasac da, sulo codvilo, TanagrZnobasac. magram arc qvas esvriT vinme, arc yvavils. yvela sakuTar siavkargeSi dgas yelamde, sxvebisTvis ar scalia, da arc apirebs iqidan amosvlas, vidre qveyana isev qveyanas ar daemsgavseba ("iqamde ar agidgeT gverdebio" gaicina busTvalebam). "me miRalates Zvelma riTmebma, Zvel megobrebsac me vamCnev Ralats" ambobs es mRelvared, grZnobas ayolili. orive xeliT uWiravs acaxcaxebuli Wiqa. "araferia Ralatze amazrzeni" amatebs zizRnarevi RimiliT saxedamanWuli. Wiqas sulmouTqmelad clis da yvelis naWers iRebs TefSidan. odnav cicqnis wina kbilebiT, gaubedavad, TiTqos gaurecxavi marwyvi moerTmioT misTvis mTibavebs. dauReWav lukmas SeumCnevlad iRebs piridan da TefSis qveS malavs. mainc msubuqad, mainc xalisianad grZnobs Tavs. erT rameze wydeba mxolod guli: misi simamri, Zia elizbari rom ar

usmens mis sadRegrZeloebs da ar uyurebs mis triumfalur svlas Tavisuflebis Saragzaze... gunebaSi ecineba Zia elizbaris saxis warmodgenaze. SiSisagan, SeiZleba infarqti daemarTos. rac Tavi axsovs, erTsa da imaves umeorebs, afrTxilebs "mamaSvilurad" (sinamdvileSi aSinebs), nurasodes nu irwmuneb, bolos da bolos, dadga simarTlis droo... arada, dadga! amgvari dro saerTod ar arsebobs bunebaSio... arsebobs! vidre xar, amgvari droc arsebobs. bolo amosunTqvamde gaqvs simarTlis Tqmis Sansi. msgavsic araferi axsovs arcerT astronomiul kalendarso... aseTia misi azri. antoni ki bednieria... bednieria, Zala rom eyo imis Casadenad, rac Caidina, Tundac, imis saTqmelad, rasac meore dRea laparakobs... uangarod da sxvaTa karnaxis gareSe, rac, pirvel rigSi, baton gamomZiebels ar sjera. magram xom ar SeiZleba, sul raRacis gamorCenis Jini dagarbeninebdes win da ukan, anda, kidev uaresi, sul viRacis uxilavi xeli warmarTavdes Sens sulsa da gonebas?! ara, batonebo, ase cxovreba aRar SeiZleba. ukan dasaxevi gza ar arsebobs. win, win, mxolod win, Tundac sikvdilisken. diax, rac iyo da aris, imas sikvdili sjobs. nurc SeicxadebT, nurc gaicinebT. antoni srul Wkuazea da araviTar fsiqoTerapias ar saWiroebs, araviTar Zaldatanebas ar ganicdis arc garedan (ese igi, sufridan) da arc Signidan (ese igi, sindisidan). saerTod usvindisoa. arafers nanobs. ufro sworad, nanobs, rac ar Caudenia da ocnebobs Cadenilze. amitomacaa, amayad rom aRiarebs: me movkali mamaCemio, da vidre ar daujereben, usasrulod gaimeorebs igives, Tanac, nebismier enaze, nebismier kilokavze, nebismier Jargonze, ase vTqvaT, nebismieri qveenis meSveobiT, quCuri iqneba Tu qajuri, masmediuri Tu marTlmsajuluri... am SemTxvevaSi, albaT, marTlmsajuluri yvelaze upriania. amiT, ra Tqma unda, saqmis arsi ar Seicvleba, magram ufro gasagebi da xelmisawvdomi gaxdeba yvelasTvis, anu, yovelgvari damatebiTi axsna-ganmartebis gareSec, rogorc iuridiuli sazogadoebis, iseve borotmomqmedTa samyaros nebismieri warmomadgenlisTvis cxadi Seiqneba, rom eWvmitanilma a. k-ma, ama wlis 25 seqtembers, dRis 11 saaTsa da 27 wuTze, adgilobrivi droiT, gamovida ra mamis, r. kis kuTvnili binidan da moZraoba daiwyo ra iv. javaxiSvilis saxelobis saxelmwifo universitetis pirveli korpusis mimarTulebiT (misamarTze i. WavWavaZis pr. 1), iq moxvedris mizniT, universitetamde ar misulma sruliad SemTxveviT daafiqsira, rom misi safule "bumaJniki" zomiT 10 sm. 12-sm-ze, ar imyofeboda misTvis gankuTvnil adgilze, ese igi, Sarvlis ukana marjvena jibeSi, ris safuZvelzec eWvmitanilma a. k-ma saswrafod gaakeTa gadawyvetilebis miReba, dabrunebuliyo Sin, ukacravad, saxlSi, da Savi xelovnuri tyavis safule "bumaJniki" romelSic eWvmitanili a. k-is ukanaskneli monacemebiT, moTavsebuli iyo 6 000 qarTuli kuponi, daebrunebina Tavis kanonier adgilze, anu, Sarvlis ukana marjvena jibeSi, rac ojaxSi Seqmnili gauTvaliswinebeli situaciis gamo, ar moxerxda... Tumca, is ufro sainteresoa albaT, safulis asaRebad Sin mibrunebulma antonma, samzareulos karis SeRebamdec rom icoda "mamisa da colis erotiuli TanamSromlobis" Taobaze. magram romelman sityvam itvirTos, rac Tvalman misman ixila da yurman misman moismina... Sen TviTon warmoidgineo eubnebian, umtkiceben jiutad da davuSvaT, marTla TviTon warmoidgina. ese igi, safuZvelic hqonda, ara?! mTavari ki, safuZvelia da ara nairsaxeoba garyvnilebisa. Sen ra, esec ici? eg yvela gogom icis. mamamTili uknidan rom mogepareba da mxrebze xelebs Camogawyobs, zrdilobisTvis mainc ar unda hkiTxo, rame xom ar geSlebaTo, Tuki miCveuli ar xar mamamTilis amgvar celqobebs?! aseTia antonis reziume, gnebavT, miseuli interpretacia am saojaxo romanisa da arc Tavs iwonebs, arc Tavs isawylebs. ubralod, masmediurad faqts afiqsirebs, marTlmsajulurad danaSaulis Sefasebas akeTebs, qajurad tyemalze zis da quCurad Radaobs... mokled, meti

rom ar vTqvaT (antonisTvis esec sakmarisia), bolo samocdaaTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, ZaRlmac da mamaZaRlmac yvelaferi ikisra, yvelaferi Caidina, raTa maincdamainc amas, anton kaSels, swored 25 seqtembers, zustad dRis 11 saaTsa da 47 wuTze, samzareulos culi aeRo xelSi da fexebze daekida ara marto mamis sicocxle, aramed mTeli kacobrioba, samyaro, mzis sistema, Tanavarskvlavedi... rasakvirvelia, patara, sabralo samSoblos CaTvliT, romelic isedac mkvdaria misTvis, Tundac, sasikvdilod gadadebuli, ukve gvamis sundakruli... yovel SemTxvevaSi, aseTi samSoblo ixila man nikolozis daobebul wignebSi... mTeli bavSvoba, im wignebidan amokiTxuli ambebi dastrialebdnen Tavs, rogorc leSis moziares, leSidan wamofrenili svavebi. sisxliani frTebiT scemdnen da sisxliani niskartebiT kortnidnen... is ki mainc wignSi miZvreboda, wignis TvalCauwvdenel siRrmeebSi, sadac nebismier saocrebas SeiZleba gadaeyaros kaci, sakuTari dabadebisa da sakuTari dakrZalvis CaTvliT. wigni narkotikia. magram Tuki bebiamiss warsulis dasaviwyeblad Wirdeboda narkotiki, is swored warsulSi SeRwevas cdilobda wignis meSveobiT, Tundac, samSoblos naadrevi sikvdilis mizezis dasadgenad... "amas mgoni miRebuli aqvs, xoici" gaicina busTvalebam. "samSoblos sadRegrZeloa, viriSvilebo, daacadeT" gaicina Tamadamac. "es qveyana yvelas gveyofa" Semrigeblurad icinis busTvaleba. "me Cemi wili samSoblo raxania vixmare" Taviseburad oxunjobs sufris kidev erTi wevri, arafriT gamorCeuli, Znelad dasamaxsovrebeli, ubralod, sufris wevri kargi msmeli, kargi mWameli da oxunjobis moyvaruli, TanamemamuleTa umravlesobis msgavsad. ki, batono! vixumroT, gavZarcvoT, gavyidoT... Cven ki davgazoT ucxoeTSi... ki batono! yvela ise cxovrobs, rogorc SeuZlia da ara ise, rogorc surs. sisuste amarTlebs siglaxes, siglaxe amarTlebs tyuils. antonis peperam, "godris kacad" wodebulma, arabebisgan ki ar gaanTavisufla Tbilisi, daviTiviT, aramed Tbiliselebisgan. xolo, misi Svili (antonis babua, Tavadac antoni), samSoblos mtrebis nacvlad, samSoblos erTgul Svilebs xvretda sukis sardafebSi... imaTi xeliT daxocilTa gvamebis suni tanjavs antons gaCenis dRidan... im gvamebis mumli exveva, magram ver uTqvams, miukib-moukibavad, erideba mumlisa... aTas sisuleles igonebs... ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe... "magrad gautia, ai" gadaxeda Tamadam gamomZiebels. "acale" mokled mouWra gamomZiebelma. gvamis sunSia gazrdili, am suniTaa gaJRenTili yvela misi fiqri, sizmari Tu ocneba... es suni ar aZlevda nebas, isic Cveulebrivi bavSvi yofiliyo, tolamxanagebis msgavsad, imasac araferi scodnoda qveynisa da marto imaze ezruna, Tu rogor Caegdo xelSi axali kaseta, amerikuli sigareti, gasaberi kevi Tu warweriani maisuri... anu, yofiliyo is, rac unda yofiliyo, rasac skola da ojaxi moiTxovda misgan mSobelze uaresi da, roca dro mouvidoda, Svilze ukeTesi. es aris da es mTeli sabWoTa ideologiuri kompoti... imas ki, mainc warsulisken gaurboda Tvali. simarTle kvercxs warsulSi debs, rogorc ku silaSi, magram simarTlis kvercxi TavisTavad ar iCekeba, viRacas unda Wirdebodes, viRacam unda moiZios, Tundac misi nawili, sul umniSvnelo namceci mainc... axlac iqidan brundeba, warsulidan, prozeqturidan, da axali gamokvlevis Zveli monacemebi udevs jibeSi. misi samSoblo ki ar mokvda, naadrevad Tu udrood, aramed mokles da kvalis mosaspobad, wignis SaxtSi Caagdes. iq gdia, fskerze, dasaxiCrebuli, mravalgzis naRalatevi da yvelasgan erTnairad ganwiruli, ori mefis, oTxi mTavris, erTi aTabagisa da uTvalavi Tavadaznauris ukudo ampartavnobas gadayolili, maT sixarbes ver gawvdenili... "Tqven mokaliT, axalgazrdebma" burdRunebs kidev erTi Cveulebrivi, arafriT gamorCeuli sufris wevri. "ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe" ambobs es, magram lizikosgan gansxvavebiT, sufris kidev erTi wevri mSvidad ismens am uazrobasac. lizikom ki, ara marto saxe, Wkuac dakarga erTbaSad, brmad,

alalbedze gadaeSva manqanidan, brmad, alalbedze SeiWra bunebis wiaRSi, brmad, alalbedze Sevarda mayvlis buCqebSi, oRond aRar moesmina qmrisgan amgvari sisulele. "aRar SemiZlia". "Tavi gamanebeT". "mZulxarT yvelani". advili SesaZlebelia, liziko sababs eZebda mxolod. magram, obieqturebi Tu viqnebiT, arc qmarma daukava sababi. ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe... sxvaTaSoris, marTla ase egona antons, ase fiqrobda sadRac, qviSxeTsa da Tbiliss Soris, yofna-aryofnis Sua, roca mis cols mumliT amovsebul manqanaSi znem wamouara da sruliad umizezod iskupa manqanidan. rac ufro Tavganwirulad ibrZoda, miT ufro safuZvlianad ixlarTeboda mayvlis eklian sacecebSi. Zlivs miawvdines xeli mamamTilma da Jeleznim. amas arafris Tavi aRar hqonda, oRond, ufro SiSisgan da nerviulobisgan, vidre daRlilobisgan. mwevariviT enagadmogdebuli, wina TaTebiT ukana fexebis muxlebze dabjenili, mowmesaviT uyurebda, jer rogor gamoaTries mayvlis buCqebidan kabawamoxdili, WinWriT dasusxuli, WianWvelebis dakbenili da eklebiT dakawruli misi meuRle TiTqos eklis urCxulis saSodan aranakleb ekliani misi wiwili amoiyvanes da mere, amoRliavebuli, rogor waaZunZules manqanisken, vidre mSobiarobis tkivilebiT gaognebuli, dauZlurebuli urCxuli gons moegeboda... es ki, safuZvels gvaZlevs vaRiaroT, jer kidev antikuri tragediis Takara mze rom acxunebs CvenSi, Tbilisis misadgomebTan ki, troas cxeni Zovs. Tumca, batoni gamomZieblisa ar iyos, SeiZleba, ise ar wvimdes, rogorc quxs ("msgavsic araferi miTqvams" gaifiqra gamomZiebelma). miT ufro, Tuki colma yvelaferi patiosnad aRiara, Tanac, yvelaze intimur garemoSi, sawolSi, sadac sityva, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, zedmeticaa wonasac kargavs da fassac sawolSi sxva raRacaa aucilebeli, gadamwyvetic, radgan mxolod misi gabaritebi da udreki buneba gansazRvravs, anu, awonasworebs da arRvevs, amSvenierebs da amaxinjebs, aZlierebs da asustebs, amcirebs da amaRlebs, akeTilSobilebs da ryvnis, amtyunebs da amarTlebs yvelafers, rac SeiZleba SeemTxvas, gardaxdes, Sexvdes, Seexos adamians erTi sawolidan meoremde. me Tu giRalateb, mxolod mamaSenTan giRalatebo, ai, ra CasCurCula colma qmars yurSi, ukiduresi siaxlovis Jams, erTi wamiT adre, roca jer kidev ar ekuTvni cas, magram ukve aRarc miwisa xar. ra colis bralia, Tuki qmarma wesierad ver gaigo colis naTqvami, anda ise gaigo, rogorc Tavad aZlevda xels. miT ufro, im momentSi, cisa da miwis Sua gaCxerils. mamaCemi yvarebiao SekuntruSda xbosaviT, radgan cols rom eTqva, ver vitan mamaSenso, namdvilad etkineboda guli, Tumca, Zneli asaxsnelia, ratom. siyvaruli siZulvilze ukeTesi mizezia mkvlelobisTvis, magram iotis odenadac ar amarTlebs mkvlels. piriqiT, ufro amZimebs danaSauls. Tumca, amave dros, raRacnairad amaRlebs da keTilSobilebis SaravandedSi xvevs damnaSaves. marTlac, Tu ar giyvars, ratom klav? ra uflebiT? ufleba ki siyvarulia. Tu es ufleba ar gagaCnia, mxolod maSin SegiZlia erTnairad miafurTxo colsac da mamasac, rogorc batonma gamomZiebelma brZana ("vbrZane ro?!" gunebaSi SeekiTxa gamomZiebeli Tavs). magram Tuki pativmoyvare egoisti, kudabzika otelo da gaaznaurebuli mdabio xar, rasakvirvelia, ase ver moiqcevi. verc antoni moiqca ase. aiRo culi da Tavi gaupo mamas, romlis imediTac cxovrobda aqamde. coli amjerad dazoga. amdens ver gawvda erTbaSad. duxi ar eyo, obsila, Tu, ar vici, ra hqvia qarTulad. samagierod, mamas etira deda. Tu ver mokla, rogorc am saqmis specialistebi adastureben erTxmad, samudamod moikveTa, culis erTi dakvriT is toti moWra, romelzedac arxeinad ijda dRemde da xelis gaunZrevlad mosdioda yvelaferi rac ki, erT Cveulebriv Tbilisel degenerats Wirdeba, bednierad rom CaTvalos Tavi sasmel-saWmelic, jinsic, kurtakic, botasic, firfitac, kasetac, cotaodeni jibis fulic da, TavisTavad cxadia, colic, Tundac saziaro... ase rom, misganac SeiZleboda damdgariyo kaci,

Tanamedroveobis moTxovnaTa gaTvaliswinebiT mSobelze uaresi, Svilze ukeTesi isic SeiZleboda mohkideboda rame sarfian saqmes... sxvaTaSoris, teqnikuri gaunaTlebloba da Tandayolili simxdale Tu ar SeuSlida xels, albaT arc mTlad urigo paparaci gamovidoda misgan. yovel SemTxvevaSi, uaparatod da riskis gareSe, SeuZlia yovlad warmoudgenel situaciaSi warmoidginos misi interesis sagani Tu obieqti, sakuTari colis CaTvliT, da albaT TqvenTvisac saintereso bevri pikanturi kadri aqvs aRbeWdili sakmaod garyvnil gonebaSi. ase mogwons, sayvarelo? xo, midi... "egeni moyevi, dedas gaficeb" dauZaxa busTvalebam. magram Tavad mxolod poetad Tvlis Tavs. TavisTavad cxadia, ugulebelyofil poetad. yvela WeSmariti poeti an mkvdaria, an ugulebelyofili. vinc ibeWdeba, xelisuflebas emsaxureba, radgan nebismieri xelisufleba mxolod imis dabeWdvis uflebas iZleva, risi dabeWdvac, upirveles yovlisa, TavisTvis miaCnia sasargeblod da ara poetisTvis. poetisTvis SeiZleba Tavis moWracaa, magram raki TviTonve iWris Tavs, aRarc sindisi awuxebs, aRarc usindisoba. is ki, misnairTa msgavsad, mxolod ocnebas emsaxureba, oRond, TiTis gaunZrevlad. ramkiani qurdiviT. aRarc wers, aRarc kiTxulobs. Tavis qmnilebebs, nabiWvrebiviT, malulad, saidumlod aCens gonebaSi da iqve marxavs cocxlad. magram mainc poetad Tvlis Tavs da, dameTanxmebiT, aravis SeuZlia misTvis amis akrZalva. es aris Senmieri, Sinagani demokratia da tankebiT ver miudgebi. Tumca, jer kidev Soreul siymawvileSi, Jamsa gulubryvilobisa, roca gwams da gjera, erT redaqciaSi misi, jer kidev cincxali, patarZlis dakrefili mwvaniliviT, qorfa leqsebi, TavianTi Sexedulebebis Sesabamisad... meoreSi ki, aseve TavianTi Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare... da mas mere aRarc gauxedavs redaqciisken. saerTod aRar ucdia leqsis dabeWdva (gamomZiebeli nerviulad SeiSmuSna skamze da asanTis kolofic nerviulad moisrola, etyoba, axalgazrdobaSi TviTonac werda leqsebs). ar uzrunia miwieri didebisTvis. piriqiT, mas mere, yvelanairad cdilobs mxolod SigniT, sulis sakanSi iyos iseTi, rogoric sinamdvileSia. Tqven axla niRabs uyurebT, eSmakurad SerCeuls da moxerxebulad morgebuls namdvil saxeze. amqveyniuri dideba sasacilodac ar yofnis da gulwrfelad ukvirs, roca xedavs, ras ar kisrulobs xalxi am wamieri TviTgabriyvebisTvis. emsaxureba ocnebas da ocnebobs maradisobaze. dideba droebiTi sakvebia misTvis da imis gulisTvis, rasakvirvelia, ar Rirs mamis mokvla. es versiac unda gamoiricxos, erTxel da samudamod, TiTqos gagvaCndes saerTod raime versia. didebis nafSxvenebs Turme yvavic ar akarebs pirs. saxifaToa sicocxlisTvis. yvavs Tavis samaswlian simartoveSi urCevnia yrantali im Tqvens didebas. samagierod, adamiani daufiqreblad Wams da kvdeba. ver inelebs. ufro sworad, ver zomavs. zedmeti mosdis yovelTvis. zedmeti ki yvelaferi erTnairad mavnebelia: saWmelic, sasmelic, narkotikic, siyvarulic da Tavad didebac... antonis dedam, fefem, dedamTils kniaJna qeTusias, zedmeti narkotiki SeuSxapuna; antonis colma, lizikom ki, zedmetad didi siyvaruliT Seiyvara mamamTili, antonis mama, raJden kaSeli, ris Sedegadac, erTis dedamTili da meoris mamamTili erTnairad gamoeTxova wuTisofels, SeiZleba, umniSvnelod, magram mainc ufro adre, vidre RmerTs surda. aqedan gamomdinare, rZali uSxapunebs dedamTils, Tu mamamTili rZals, Sedegi erTnairad savalaloa... da mainc, mamis mkvlelobaze mniSvnelovani, saintereso da, rac mTavaria, saWiro, araferi gaukeTebia antons, araferi Caudenia da araferi moumoqmedebia mTeli Tavisi ocdasamwliani sicocxlis manZilze. ocdasami weli uazrod, umiznod, uinteresod, anu, uwylod da umiraJod miuyveboda mwirsa da xriok udabnos, haeris gaberili buStiviT, mamis gvami ki (sulerTia, ipovian Tu ar ipovian), igive balasti aRmoCnda misTvis. mamis gvamma haeriT gaberili buSti (romlis msgavsic mravlad iyideba TiTqmis yovel nabijze), aerostatad aqcia da

mSvidobianad daabruna miwaze, Tundac mxolod imitom, mosalodneli safrTxe rom euwyebia amas TqvenTvis. magram, ra?! Seayare kedels cercvi. kvlav mSobliuri uzrunveloba da daasxi-dalie... "mTlad nu gadagvivli axla" icinis Tamada. "mec maTqmevine, SeCema, erTi sadRegrZelo... rodemde vusminoT am nesostaiavSi ubiicas..." brazdeba busTvaleba. magram busTvalebam ar icis da aucileblad unda icodes, mamis mkvleloba antonisTvis sazogadoebrivi movaleobis, yvelasTvis erTnairad sanukvari ocnebis aRsrulebaa da ara marto maTi piradi urTierTobis garkveva... mamis mokvliT sakuTar sicocxlesac usvams wertils, radgan mis sicocxles mxolod iqamde aqvs azri, vidre mamamisi iarsebebs am qveyanaze misi, rogorc aRuvsebeli sawyaulis, erTaderTi daniSnulebaa, dRiTi-dRe, wveTwveTobiT ivsebodes da ver ivsebodes mamis mokvlis dauokebeli JiniT. aman ki ra-aaz! (rogorc mamas uyvarda Tqma) da ocdasamwlian uazrobas erTbaSad mouRo bolo. amitom, afeqtze laparaki, riskenac batoni gamomZiebeli ubiZgebda guSin SefarviT, cota ar iyos, uxerxulicaa ("Sen Tu ityvi" dascina gunebaSi gamomZiebelma). erTaderTi, rac TavisTvis ver upatiebia, isev gulubryvilo, isev umaqnisi sikeTis gamomJRavnebis survilia, mamis pirispir darCenils rom daeufla bolo wams, moulodnelad, sxvaTaSoris, meorejer. pirvelad maTi "dapirispireba" am aTiode wlis win moxda, quCaSi, romeliRac sadarbazoSi da iseve moulodnelad, rogorc guSin, samzareuloSi... sadRac iyvnen stumrad, qalaqgareT, da SuaRamisas dabrundnen iqidan; Semovidnen Tu ara qalaqSi, mamam manqana gaaCerebina da, aq dagvicadeo, daubara Jeleznis, TviTon ki, fexiT gauyvnen quCas, vidre sakmaod ar moSordnen manqanas da vidre mamam lamis ZaliT ar Seagdo sadarbazoSi, sadac jer pijaki gaixada, saTuTad dakeca da amas miabara, ar damisvaroo, mere kedlisken Setrialda, pirSi ori TiTi Caiyo da gadauxarSav-mounelebeli sasmel-saWmeli RmuiliT amoarwyia ukanve. eg iyo da eg. sxva araferi Tqmula, arc momxdara mama-Svils Soris. sufTa, oTxad gakecili cxvirsaxoci, romliTac iqamde tuCebi moiwminda, mamam narwyevze daagdo, Svils pijaki CamoarTva da, viTomc araferio, ise gamovida sadarbazodan. magram, Tuki maSin, narwyevis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi, namdvili, seriozuli SiSiT pirvelad SeeSinda antons mamisa da pirvelad igrZno Tavi mis yurmoWril monad, romlis TandaswrebiTac yvelafris ufleba SeuZlia misces Tavs patronma, guSin, samzareuloSi, aseve pirvelad Tavis sicocxleSi Seecoda mama, ufro sworad, Semawuxeblad igrZno, yvelafris ufleba rom hqonda am araraobis winaSe... arasodes enaxa aseTi umweo, aseTi daucveli da aseTi amazrzeni (albaT sititvlis gamo) da usaSvelod, autanlad mounda uceb, patieba eTxova imas. ara, piriqiT, amisTvis epatiebina moulodneli gambedaoba, Tundac, Tavxedoba, ar gaewira samudamod da Taviseburad eTqva: ras sCadi, briyvo, ras sCadi, briyvo, briyvo, ras sCadio, radgan mamis nebismieri sityva, nebismieri toniT naTqvami, umal culs daagdebinebda, vidre navTs dausxamda cecxlze da kidev ufro gaumZafrebda Tandayolil sens, mourCenel avadmyofobas, kerZod, mamis mokvlis Jins. magram, etyoba, mamamac icoda es aravin icis Ze, garda mamisa da antonmac, jerjerobiT, erTi rame icis mxolod naTlad: colTan Rlabucze metad, swored es dumili ver apatia mamas... culSemarTulic arafrad Caagdo... TiTqos mkvleli ki ar idga mis win, aramed misive landi, Crdili, haeris buSti... da ixila antonma saxilveli: "udidesi gamocana" da "uRrmesi ironia", rogorc misi sayvareli poetebi moixseniebdnen sikvdils, da, ra dasamalia, SeZrulia am didebuli sanaxaobiT. SeiZleba, marTla moabezra yvelas Tavi, magram am Temaze usasrulod SeuZlia laparaki. samagierod, srulebiT ar ainteresebs imis dadgena, Tu "ra niadagze moxda" uTanxmoeba mamasa da Svils Soris. mamaSviloba TavisTavad uTanxmoebaa, gaTiSvaa, gayofaa, gnebavT, gamoyofaa

zedmetisa da Semawuxeblisa. mama yovelTvis siamovnebiT iSorebs Svils da Svilic yovelTvis Tavqudmoglejili gamorbis mamisgan, raTa dedis bnel dilegSi moadinos tyapani da saimedod daculma, TandaTanobiT Seisxas xorci, miiRos saxe, SeiZinos azri da wona, da nela, taatiT, uxalisod gamovides samzeoze, sadac, upirveles yovlisa, mamas unda daupirispirdes isev, TviTonac rom aRar axsovs, risTvis... gamomZiebeli ki, asanTis kolofiT TamaSobs, rogorc Tavis kabinetSi TamaSobda, magram aq namdvilad ar yofnis adgili, magidaze jguf-jgufad awyvia yvela zomis Wiqa da boTli, erTmaneTze axvavia samnairi yvelis, ornairi xizilalis, xuTnairi lobios, aTnairi mxalis, Zexvis, SaSxis, qinZmarSi Cawyobili loqos, nigvzis wvenSi Cawyobili TarTis, niorwyalSi Cawyobili wiwilis, cocxalis, qababis, xinklis, jigris yaurmis, Caqafulis, xaSlamis, Canaxis, sokosa Tu mwvadis TefSi, maTlafa, jami da langari... asanTis kolofi an WiqaSi vardeba, an saWmelSi RviniTa da aTasnairi wveniT galumpuli, daZenZildarbilebuli, xelSi aRar aiReba, magram gamomZiebeli mainc jiutad agrZelebs TamaSs. "ese igi, mSoblebs Tu davxocavT, ukeT wava Cveni saqme, ara?!" Sarzea busTvaleba. "me rac vicodi, yvelaferi vTqvi" jiutad, mtkiced imeorebs es. sufris or Cveulebriv wevrs ukve dauZinia. Tavebi gasayidi nesvebiviT dauyriaT magidaze da yelgamoWrilebiviT xrialeben. "ar gaiSva magaTi daWerili kaci" icinis Tamada. magram antons marTla aRara aqvs metis Tavi. yinwi wydeba. TavisTavad exuWeba Tvalebi. magram xuWavs Tu ara Tvals, isev karuseliviT trialebs yvelaferi, erTmaneTSi areuli, erTmaneTs gadabmuli, gaerTianebuli Tavbrudamxvev qrolvaSi, wreSi moqceul drosa da sivrceSi: dalaqavebul-dabinZurebuli sufrac, sveli samarilec, Rvinis WiqaSi Catovebuli Cangalic, lobios TefSze dagdebuli Tevzis ConCxic, qonSeyinuli, CaSavebuli yaurmac, xinklis Wipebic, puris naWerze daWyletili sigaretic, gogos SiSveli, foTolSerWobili gavac, SarvalCaxdili kacic, moTaxTaxe Siganic, nawlavebSi gaxlarTuli ZaRlebic, moajirze Sefrenili da cxeniviT aWixvinebuli mamalic, moyiyine bayayebic (ufro maTi xma), sufraze dayrili da Ria pirebidan lorwoCamoRvenTili, amazrzenad axrialebuli Tavebic... gana cixe amaze uaresia?! sxva ra unda moxdes iq, ufro Zneli asatani?! piriqiT. iq droc meti gaqvs da sivrcec... zixar SenTvis... saknis sarkmlidan, gindac WuWrutanidan, albaT xrioki qedi da ukacuri, kaWaWgadavlili mindori moCans... ra Seedreba am sanaxaobas?! Seedreba rame?! sikvdilamde rom uyuro, ar mogbezrdeba. ara marto yovel dRe icvlis fers, aramed dReSi ramdenjerme: mzis amosvlisas, mzis gulze, mzis Casvlisas... sul sxvanairia wvimamde, wvimaSi, nawvimarze... sul sxvanairia qarSi: erTbaSad amoSlis, amoafrqvevs iqamde damalul, gasaidumloebul ferebs... sul sxvanairia Tovlis qaTqaTa sabnis qveS gauCinarebuli, galursuli da marad mzadmyofi Tavisi erTxel kidev ganwmendili, gaspetakebuli siSiSvlis gamosafenad...

antoni ki, mouxerxeblad wevs, pirqve, da orive xeliT scems amRvreul, aqafebul, aqoTqoTebul wyals. perangisa da pijakis saxeloebi iRliebamde dasvelebia. marTalia, jer seqtemberia, "patara zafxuli", magram RamRamobiT ukve sakmaod civa. Tumca, es arc sicives dagidevT, arc sisveles raRacnairi, gamomwvevi, nerviuli, kapasi sixalisiT Wyumpalaobs auzis sundakrul wyalSi. enas ver atrialebs pirSi, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. xorxi naylapi sisxliT amoglesvia. gatexili cxviri haers veRar atarebs wesierad. cali Tvali, mgoni, saerTod aRara aqvs da mainc, araadamianuri Zalisxmevis fasad, nabij-nabij, namcec-namcec ixsenebs, ra SeemTxva satusaRodan gamosvlis Semdeg. rac Seexeba satusaRos, iqauri yvelaferi axsovs, yvelaferi, uzarmazari Wreli ZroxiT dawyebuli da wuxandeli RreobiT damTavrebuli. arafers igonebs da arc cils swamebs vinmes. SeiZleba, raRac-raRaceebs azviadebs, magram arc esaa gasakviri mis dReSi myofi kacisgan, aqvs amis safuZveli, safuZveli Tu ara, gamarTleba mainc, radgan jer kidev monaa, gindac gaazatebuli, da monur Tvisebebs ase erTbaSad ver moiSorebs, Tuki saerTod SesaZlebelia maTi moSoreba. sxvaTaSoris, wuxandel Rreobaze gaxda misTvis naTeli, Tu ratom ver itans mona Tavisuflebas. imitom rom, monaa da, raki monaa, sxvanairad ar SeuZlia. Tavisufleba monobas arTmevs, monoba ki, saSualebas aZlevs, ramdenic unda, imdeni iocnebos Tavisuflebaze. ai, aseTi mona iyo dRemde, amasac ar SeeZlo sxvanairad, magram bolos mainc SeZlo SeuZlebeli (ris gamoc, sxva yvelaferi epatieba), sakuTar mamaze aRmarTa xeli da ukve Tamamad SeiZleba iTqvas, am gauval wyvdiadSi, mxolod es warmoadgens "Tavisufal samyaros", miuxedavad egzom savalalo Sesaxedaobisa...

erTi cxadia, am erTi saaTis win (ra Tqma unda, misi metad arazusti varaudiT), romeliRac Ramis baris sapirfareSos sarkmlidan gadmoxta, anda gadmoagdes (amas ara aqvs arsebiTi mniSvneloba), magram sakiTxavi is aris, rogor aRmoCnda jer im barSi, mere im baris sapirfareSoSi da ram aiZula iqidan gadmoxtoma, an ram aiZula sxvebi, sigaretis namwviviT gadmoegdoT sapirfareSos sarkmlidan. jerjerobiT, mxolod is axsovs, Tu rogor gamovida diliT cixidan, anu, duqnidan, da ukve SuaRamisas, rogor gamoerkva uceb magidasTan, TiTqmis cariel darbazSi. orTaWalaSi CayvinTa da mTawmindaze amoyvinTa. xolo, vidre TavisuflebiT dabrmavebuli da sunTqvaSekruli, alalbedze micuravda wyalqveS, eSmakma icis, ra moxda qveyanaze. erTi kia, arc ase brmad mocuraves gadauxvevia Sinisken, Tundac imis Sesamowmeblad, TviTon tyuoda Tu gamomZiebeli. arc monaniebisa da arc SurisZiebis erTnairad verag survils ahyolia, Tumca, es ori surviliRa akavSirebs TavisianebTan da, rac mTavaria, erTnairad damakninebel SegrZnebebs uCens, rogorc warmodgenili monaniebis, iseve warmodgenili SurisZiebis scena... TavSexveuli mama TvalSisacemad masiur magidas uzis Tavis kabinetSi. magidazec masiuri nivTebi alagia, kriali gaudis, uxmariviTaa. mama welzemoT SiSvelia. mkerdze da mxrebze gansakuTrebulad Warbad mosdebia balani. majaze didi saaTi ukeTia, kabinetis akldamisebur siCumeSi mkveTrad ismis misi xma, TiTqos uCinari makrateli aseve uCinar buCqnars kreWs. es ki, karTan dgas, TavCaqindruli, darcxvenili, da mRelvarebisgan dafxrewili xmiT Zlivs gasagonad luRluRebs: "mapatie, mama, mapatie..." raRac balaxebi moawevines biWebma universitetSi da TviTonac ar icoda, ras akeTebda... anda, aseve welzemoT SiSvel mamas (Zalian uyvars mamamiss banjgvliani torsis demonstrireba), xelebi zurgsukan dauwyvia, saaTiani xeliT meore xelis majas Cafrenia da bolTas scems sasadilo oTaxSi. fefe da liziko erTmaneTs Caxutebian da Semawuxeblad slukuneben. es ki, situaciis Sesaferisad daseriozulebuli (gancdiliTa da gadataniliT dabrZenebuli, rogorc namdvil mamakacs Seefereba), marqsizm-leninizmis leqtoriviT (provinciul aqcents rom niRbavs met-naklebad), nawyvet-nawyvet da ReWva-ReWviT laparakobs, mamis magivrad: bedisweras vin aRsdgomia win... mosaxdeni mainc moxdeboda da kargia, rom moxda... is mainc gavigeT, rani vyofilvarT... magram Wkua ki ar unda davkargoT uaresad, Wkuas unda movuxmoT, bolos da bolos... SurisZiebaze ki ar unda vifiqroT, aramed monaniebaze... erTad Tu ar viyaviT, axla unda gaverTiandeT... da Tu ar gviyvarda, axla unda SeviyvaroT erTmaneTi... arada, monaniebisa da SurisZiebis es ori, TiTqos erTmaneTis gamomricxavi, magram misi da misTanebis simdablisa da siyalbis gamomaaSkaravebeli survili, ara marto uiolebda, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, sasiamovnosac xdida mis ocdasamwlian patimrobas. erTnairad gabednierebuli, erTnairad aRelvebul-aRfrTovanebuli nebdeboda orives, rogorc Tbilisur, iseve qviSxeTur saknis wyvdiadSi da, xandaxan, TviTonve uWirda maTi garCeva, imdenad gavdnen erTmaneTs, anu, erTi meoresac gulisxmobda yovelTvis da, amave dros, ufro mkveTrad, ufro mZafrad, mTeli sisavsiTa da sidiadiT warmoaCenda sakuTar Tavs... magram es adre iyo. axla, Tavisuflebis pirvel dRes, arc monaniebis survili awuxebs, arc SurisZiebisa. yvelafrisgan erTbaSad ganTavisuflda, ganitvirTa. "Sen aravin ar gyvarebia, Seni Tavis meti" eubneba liziko, oRond, sasaflaoze, didubis panTeonSi... namdvilad didubis panTeonia, waramara TvalSi eCxireba qvis natexze aRbeWdili poetis gacrecili saxe. cas ascqeris, gulxeldakrefili. wamoagdes ukve SeCveuli saflavidan da jer mouwyobel, daumTavrebel saflavSi ukres Tavi. axla viRa moiclis usaxlkaro poetisTvis, hoda, isic cisken Tvalebapyrobili elodeba mfarveli angelozis gamoCenas... "usaxlkaro me var, magas ra uWirs... icinis liziko

 aRarc qmarTan damedgomeba da aRarc mamasTan mimesvleba". saflavebs mtvriani, sicxisgan gamoxunebuli balaxi mosdebia. balaxze, aqa-iq, naadrevad Camocvenili foToli yria. "magram Sen mainc ufro ubeduri xar... isic ar ici, ra ginda" ambobs liziko. "monanieba da SurisZieba" ambobs es da Tan panTeonis meTvalyure qalisken iyureba, ar unda, imanac gaigos maTi laparaki. qali moSorebiT, romeliRac saflavs asufTavebs mokle focxiT. naadrevad Camocvenil foTols vedroSi agrovebs. Wilis qudi axuravs, farflebiani. aqeTken arc iyureba, magram aSkarad esmis yvelaferi, zedmetad daZabuli saqmianobs, zedmetad mowadinebuli... ese igi, liziko unaxavs dRes, magram sasaflaoze ra undodaT?! Tumca, sxvagan sad unda wasuliyvnen, sada aqvT adgili?! Tuki vinme yavdaT, yvelas moukvdnen, pirvel rigSi ki, erTmaneTs. damarxvaRa akliaT. "momicade, momicade" misdevs lizikos yviriliT, aravisi aRar erideba. liziko saflavebs Soris darCenil viwro bilikze garbis. "aRar axseno Cemi saxeli" yviris isic, ukanmouxedavad. rkinis meseri irxeva, JRriali gaudis. quCa xalxiTaa savse, eklesiis ezoc... yvelas erTnairad Savi acvia... liziko ki, ar Cans. sad gaqra ase uceb?! Tumca, ra amis saqmea, bolos da bolos. ra esaqmeba lizikosTan?! araferi... ubralod, ainteresebs, sad Sexvdnen erTmaneTs, ase dabarebulebiviT, rogor Sexvdnen... SeiZleba, es daxvda universitetTan, magram aq ra undodaT, didubeSi?! "RmerTi mogcems Svilo, damexmare, ltolvili var" gaubedavad uRimis viRac qali. liziko ar Cans. am Savma xalxma uyo piri. SeiZleba, eklesiaSi Sevida. midi da eZebe... yvela erTnairad ltolvilia, ginda mkvdari poeti da ginda mwerlis qaliSvili... "lizikos xom ar gamouvlia aqeT?" ekiTxeba maTxovars. maTxovari gaocebuli uyurebs. "aba, liziko?!" kiTxulobs bolos. liziko, amdroisTvis, patara sagalanterio maRaziaSi dgas, aRmaSenebelze, da daxlis SuSis qveS sanaxevrod gaxsnil samarTeblebs dascqeris. "gnebavT rame" ekiTxeba noqari. "vnaxoT... jer vaTvaliereb" gaurkvevlad pasuxobs liziko. es ki, jibeebSi iqeqeba tyuilad, araferi aqvs gasacemi. maTxovrisa rcxvenia, magram is ufro ainteresebs, sad gaqra liziko ase uceb. mxolod lizikosgan Tu gaigebs, ra undodaT aq, Tuki marTla iyvnen, mweralTa da sazogado moRvaweTa panTeonSi... raze ilaparakes, Tuki ilaparakes saerTod... TviTon araferi axsovs. arc is axsovs, rac lizikos sabolood dakargvis Semdeg SeemTxva, sad ibodiala mTeli dRe, da bolos, ra mizniT Sevida, maincdamainc, im barSi... Tumca, es SedarebiT advili asaxsnelia. albaT Cveulebrivi (sinamdvileSi, araCveulebrivi, arabunebrivi) cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad, anu, erTxel kidev dasarwmuneblad, arc patimarsa da arc Tavisufals, arsad rom ar Seesvleba daukiTxavad, sakuTari, mSobliuri saxlis CaTvliT. SeiZleba erTi Wiqis gadasakravadac, yvelafrisgan (rasakvirvelia, lizikosganac) ganTavisuflebis erTxel kidev aRsaniSnavad, anda, sulac wamlad aki gaafrTxila busTvalebam, RviniT mkvdars mxolod Rvino mogarCenso magram davuSvaT da, duqanSi gadatanilis mere, kidev gaebeda amas sasmelis pirSi CaSveba, mainc araferi uWyaoda jibeSi, garda narwyevSemxmari cxvirsaxocisa da moyvaruli fotografis (didyura grigolas) gadaRebuli suraTisa, romelzedac mSoblebTan erTad aris aRbeWdili aTi wlis jer kidev gulubryvilo da spetaki ymawvili. magram ufro savaraudoa, gauwafavi xeliT kedelze mixatulma isrebma daaintereses da isev saTavgadasavlo romanis gmirad warmoidgina Tavi, rogorc bavSvobaSi emarTeboda xolme. rasakvirvelia, isrebma gaityues araTanabari zomisa da erTmaneTisganac aseve araTanabari SualedebiT daSorebulma isrebma raRac axlis, dRemde ararsebulis, Tu dRemde gasaidumloebulis, akrZalulis, miuRwevelis, vTqvaT, aralegaluri bordelisa Tu legaluri samorines misaniSneblad rom gaCndnen am bolo dros qalaqis kedlebze, ris gamoc qalaqic erTbaSad gaucxovda,

gaidumalda, am sityvis arapoeturi gagebiT, da narkotikisa Tu baqteriuli iaraRis mwarmoebel uzarmazar da ukacur qarxanas daemsgavsa, amerikuli filmebidan gadmoxatuls... ai, aseTma isrebma gaityues isic da bolos, misTvisac moulodnelad, sacxovrebeli saxlis erT Cveulebrivad binZur sadarbazoSi Seiyvanes, samxatvro akademiamde Tu samxatvro akademiis Semdeg. magram, ase iyo Tu ise, erTi cxadia: amjeradac iq Sevida, sadac ar unda Sesuliyo, iseve, rogorc sakuTar samzareuloSi. Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, axlac ugrZno tanma, sworad rom ar iqceoda iq ar Sedioda, sadac unda Sesuliyo, anda, piriqiT, iq Sedioda, sadac misi adgili ar iyo (aRar iyo) da sadac aravis gaaxarebda misi moulodneli gamocxadeba. SeiZleba, sisxlamdec misuliyo saqme da, aki mivida kidec... lizikom gareul katasaviT afofrilma amoxeda qvemodan, TiTqos es gvamis warTmevas upirebda (Tuki marTla arsebobs gvami da Tuki yvelaferi, rogorc gamomZiebelma uTxra guSin, misive fantaziis nayofi ar aris). magram araviTari grZnoba ar gasCenia colis mimarT: romeliRac, misTvis dRemde ucnob cxovelad ufro aRiqvamda, vidre colad. miT ufro moRalate colad. arc Zulda, arc uyvarda, arc afrTxobda, arc izidavda Tavisi demonstraciuli siSiSvliT. piriqiT, aseTi ufro Seesabameboda garemos. situaciasac. ufro metic, TiTqos pirvelad xedavda saerTod. yovel SemTxvevaSi, arasodes unaxavs "aseTi", arc iqamde, vTqvaT, ZaliT gamoTreuli mayvlis buCqebidan, da arc imis mere, moCvenebasaviT TavisTavad gamqrali didubis panTeonidan. samagierod, mamis gvamis (Tundac mxolod mis warmodgenaSi arsebuli gvamis) siSiSvle jiutad eCxireboda TvalSi, TqoriviT scemda cxvirpirSi da rogorc wyalnaylapi da Tanac cudi mocurave, sasacilod abCenda pirs, verc suli moeTqva, verc daelaparakna, cotac da, TviTonac mamasaviT samarcxvinod gaiSxlarTeboda samzareulos iatakze. sisxliT iyo yvelaferi irgvliv moTxvrili, ara marto iataki, aramed skamic, romelzedac mama ijda, vidre es Sevidoda samzareuloSi (mamas vin ejda kalTaSi, uTqmeladac naTelia), macivris karic, radiatoric... yvelaferi, alvis xis foTolic ki, mamis gvamis gverdiT rom egdo iatakze. mogelandao, warmoidgineo eubnebian jiutad, is ki, axlac naTlad xedavs, axlac iq aris (veris baRis auzis kideze gadamxobili) da rogorc maSin, axlac ver axerxebs iqidan gamosvlas. arada, namdvilad aRaraferi esaqmeba iq, sulerTia, mokla Tu ver mokla mama. gvamis Semtevi, utifari, mouSorebeli siSiSvle rom moigerios, alvis gayviTlebul foTols uyurebs. foToli mamis gvamis gverdiT gdia (egdo) iatakze. ese igi, kidev erTi zafxuli damTavrda. rogorc TviTon fiqrobs, misTvis albaT ukanaskneli. Tuki ram gadaxdenia, mniSvnelovani da saintereso, mxolod zafxulSi da, amdenad, qviSxeTSi. qviSxeTi da zafxuli erTi da igive cnebaa misTvis. lizikoc qviSxeTSi gaicno da Taflobis Tvec iq gaatara sul axlaxans. ase rom, SeiZleba, mTel Tavis cxovrebas gulisxmobs da imitomac ambobs gunebaSi aseTi xazgasmuli paTetiurobiT: damTavrda zafxulio. ese igi, damTavrda cxovrebao. man xom es wuTia mokla mama, culis erTi dakvriT erTbaSad gadaWra yvela Toki, romliTac naviviT iyo mibmuli aqaurobas da ai, misi gaognebuli, dadamblavebuli arseba, marTlac rom uniCbo da uialqno naviviT miaqvs gaurkvevlobis, miusafrobisa da simartovis Roniersa da verag dinebas (sinamdvileSi, arcTu ise did auzSi atrialebs nagaviviT). qurdbacaca fisuniasaviT miipareba mamis sisxliT moTxvril samzareulodan, mewyerze SerCeniliviT, SeumCnevlad micocavs araraobis ufskrulisken, Tumca, xmel foTols Sescqeris, monusxuliviT, da culic jer isev xelSi uWiravs. Tuki rames grZnobs, imis sasiamovno, damamSvidebel simZimes grZnobs mTel sxeulSi. sakmarisia xeli gauSvas (ase hgonia TviTon), maSinve raRac SeemTxveva, kidev uaresi, rac ukve SeemTxva, axlaxans, Ramis baris sapirfareSoSi. arada, pirvelsave magidas ise udrtvinvelad miujda, TiTqos mdidari da

simdidrisgan znewamxdari kinovarskvlaviviT, maincdamainc, im magidasTan, im skamze xvdeboda yovel alions. marTlac, darbazSi TiTqmis yvela magida Tavisufali iyo. mxolod erT magidasTan isxdnen viRaceebi, darbazis meore boloSi sami biWi da ori gogo, anda, piriqiT, sami gogo da ori biWi arc es dainteresebula zedmetad imaTi sqesobrivi SemadgenlobiT da, sxvaTaSoris, arc imaT gamouCeniaT gansakuTrebuli yuradReba mis mimarT. SeiZleba, arc SeumCneviaT misi Semosvla... "mainc ver momWames fexebio" mis magivrad ambobs viRaca mis arsebaSi. maxsovroba nel-nela iRviZebs da CaZiruli gemis namsxvrevebTan erTad, damxrCvalTa gvamebic TandaTanobiT amodian zedapirze. magram jer bevri ram burusiTaa moculi. ufro sworad, TviTonve uWirs swori urTierTobis damyareba katastrofis narCenebTan... calkeul fragmentTan... magaliTad, sinamdvileSi araviTari urTierToba ar hqonia im magidis wevrebTan, magram, amJamad, darwmunebulia, swored imaT scemes, imaT Caagdes am dReSi da imaTi misamarTiT ambobs: "mainc ver momWames fexebio". magram male yvelaferi pirvelyofili saxiT aRsdgeba mis gonebaSi. SeiZleba, araTanamimdevrulad, magram cxadad. marTlac, auzis siRrmidan, mTibavebis msgavsad, axla mamis SiSveli aCrdili amozrdila, aTasnairad dabrecili, adgilze motortmane, magram mainc TviTmpyrobelurad falosSemarTuli da mrisxaned Tvalebdayvlefili. "saqarTvelo gawires!" ambobs mama. "vin? vin gawira?" xavis es, iqneb axla mainc aTqmevinos mamas simarTle. daZabulobisgan yelze lamis daawydes ZarRvebi. magram mama xeliT aniSnebs, damacadeo, da agrZelebs: "yvela gza moWrilia, yvela saSualeba amowuruli... daviRupeT.""amas Cven vambobT, mama, Cven... Sen is gviTxari, vin gagvwira? ratom?" yviris es, xmadakarguli, yelgadaketili. "Tqven arafers ar ambobT, Tqven mxolod imuqrebiT da iginebiT isev awyvetinebs mama aba, erTi wuTiT dafiqrdi, gana SeiZleba erTsa da imave qvabSi ornairi kerZi ixarSebodes erTdroulad?! mokled, Tuki Cvenze rasac amboben, odnav mainc Seesabameba sinamdviles, maSin Cven araTu vtyuiT yvelas winaSe, aramed saerTod ar varsebobT, saerTod aRar rCeba CvenTvis adgili, araTu TaRliTi kartografis Sedgenil rukaze, aramed bunebaSi da Tqveni ybadaRebuli "sruliad saqarTvelo" istoriuli miraJi gamodis mxolod... mkvdari viris sizmari... televizia ki Civis, saqarTveloSi Sou-biznesi ar arsebobso. RvTis risxvaa, aba, ra aris?! arc axla meTanxmebi? amasac vigoneb? aRar mixseno erovnuli moZraoba! gaTavda! Tvalebi gamoiCiCqne... qveyanas isev CemsaviT daobebuli komunistebi da SensaviT "erovnuli moZraobidan" mosuli komkavSirlebi marTaven... magram isini (me da Sen) ki ar arian (varT) moRalateebi, aramed Cven (isev me da Sen) ara varT samarTlianebi imaT (ese igi, Cemsa da Sens) mimarT... Cven gvinda, isinic (Cvenc) iseTebi iyvnen (viyoT), rogorebic CvenTvis (SenTvis, CemTvis) iqnebian (viqnebiT) sasargebloni da ara TavisTvis (anu, SenTvis, CemTvis). daakvirdi, ra gamodis? gamodis, rom Cvenve vaiZulebT Tavs gavxdeT moRalateni, radgan Cven rom Cvens Tavs davudgeT gverdSi, pirvel rigSi, imas unda SevaqcioT zurgi, visac mTeli sicocxle vemsaxurebodiT da visac axlac vekuTvniT sulian-xorciana. gaige? gaige rame, batono edepe?" kbilebs akraWunebs mama, ver SeatyobT, xumrobs Tu brazobs. "veraferi ver gavige, mama, araferi ar mesmis. ufro garkveviT miTxari, Tu SeiZleba" exveweba, emudareba es gunebaSi da daZabulobisgan xelaxla pirgaxsnili Wrilobebidan axali, alisferi sisxli gadmosdis...

ai, ase laparakobda mama. xolo, mamis sityvas yovelTvis kanonis Zala hqonda antonisTvis. kanonisa ki ara, Tilismisa, Selocvisa, jadosi... mama rom etyoda, tyuilad tiri, araferi aRar gtkivao, maSinve Cauwynardeboda, kbili iyo Tu muceli... mamas rom eTqva, adeqi da gadavardi fanjridano, adgeboda da gadavardeboda. ase rom, roca simwifis Jami daudga, sasiamovnod SemaSfoTebel warmodgenebSi CaZiruli, seriozulad ganicdida, seriozulad eWvobda, Seesabameboda Tu ara misi mamakacuri monacemebi dadgenil normebs da saerTod moaxerxebda Tu ara, umamod, qalTan urTierTobas, roca amis droc mouvidoda, anu, roca mama CaTvlida saamisod momzadebulad. marTalia, mama rasac eubneboda, xumrobiT eubneboda xolme, yovel SemTxvevaSi, aseTi wesi hqonda SvilTan saubrisa, magram amiT srulebiTac ar kargavda misi nalaparakevi savalalo zemoqmedebis unars. piriqiT, dRiTidRe kidev ufro metad sjeroda mamisa da kidev ufro naklebad endoboda Tavs. magram colqmrul sawolSi gancdilma siamtkbilobam ise gaaTamama, ufro sworad, ise gamoatutuca, colsac gaumxila Tavisi faruli SiSi, Tavisi odindeli eWvi da sadardeli. colma ki, lamis cxvir-piri daabRortna frCxilebiT. gaacecxla qmris sibriyvem ase ifiqra maSin antonma Turme, ukve fexmZimed iyo da misi qmari axlaRa arkvevda, SeeZlo Tu ara saerTod qalis daorsuleba. ise gabrazda, TiTqos raRac saTakilo seni gadasdeboda qmrisgan. muxlebze idga awewil loginSi da siyvarulis nazi ofliT jer kidev kandanamuli, baliSiT scemda saxeze yasidad xelafarebul da gulSi aSkarad kmayofil Tanamecxedres. "aRar gaimeoro eg sisuleleo" dahyviroda Tmaaburduli, saxealewili, mimzidvelica da saSiSic erTsa da imave dros, rogorc Tavisi daudevari siSiSvliT, iseve moulodneli da mouTokavi sianCxliT. dahyviroda, albaT dedamTil-mamamTilis gasagonadac. ase fiqrobda antoni da arc TviTon iyo winaaRmdegi, Tuki misi mSoblebic moismendnen amas. colis es sityvebi malamod ecxeboda mravali eWvisa da SiSis gadamtan gulze, radgan maT WeSmarit azrs, samwuxarod, gvian Cawvda, gvian gaxda misTvis naTeli colis uecari gawiwmatebisa da gaafTrebis namdvili mizezi. rac col-qmrul sawolSi misi mamakacuri Rirsebebis aRiarebad eyureboda, imaze ukve mwared ecineboda miliciaSi. cixe didi skolaa da, etyoba, arc misTvis Cauvlia mTlad uSedegod ocdasamwlian patimrobas. cixeSi kaci brZendeba, anu, zogi gvian, zogi ki adre, unda ar unda, bolos mainc rwmundeba Tavis sibriyveSi, xvdeba briyvad gauCenia RmerTs da, me rom mkiTxoT, arc amis mixvedraa cota. esec erTgvari sibrZnea: ici briyvi xar da rac gemarTeba, Seni sibriyviT gemarTeba. veravis gaamtyuneb... gana weRanac Tavisi sibriyvis gamo ar gailaxa?! imdeni ixetiala uazrod, vidre zustad iq ar Sevida, sadac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda Sesuliyo. magram arc es aris mTlad misi brali: albaT cols eZebda da, Tqveni azriT, sad unda eZebos kacma gabozebuli coli, Tu ara Ramis dawesebulebebSi?! ra Tqma unda, cols eZebda, poetiviT usaxlkaros, romelsac aRarc qmarTan daedgomeba, moWarbebuli mgrZnobiarobis gamo, da aRarc mamasTan miesvleba, rogorc TviTonve ganacxada panTeonSi. isic qalaqSi daZrwis albaT uTavbolod. diaxac, imas eZebda, radgan sigiJemde undoda, swored imisgan gaego, ramdenad Seesabameboda sinamdviles, rac Tvalman misman ixila da yurman misman moismina... Tundac warmoidgina, anu, SesaZleblad CaTvala colisgan msgavsi sisaZaglis Cadena, ra Tqma unda, arc mTlad usafuZvlod; yovel SemTxvevaSi, ase vTqvaT, sagzao incidentis Semdeg, roca mamis mkerdze gatrunuli ixila ekalbardebSi dabRortnil-dakawruli meuRle, erTi wamiTac aRar ganelebia avi winaTgrZnoba da sawolSic bevrjer wamomjdara sazareli sizmriT dafeTebuli, rZlisa da mamamTilis uaRresad aramamaSviluri siaxloviT SeZrwunebuli, tkivilamde, cremlamde, bRavilamde Seuracxyofili... diax, Tundac sizmriseuli SeuracxyofisTvis

pasuxis mosakiTxad eZebda cols, mxolod da mxolod, am mizniT, am surviliT Sepyrobili... aba, deda arc gaxsenebia. qals qmari moukla da imisTvisac ver moicala, misuliyo da eTqva: viziareb Sens mwuxarebas Zvirfasi meuRlis dakargvis gamoo... anda, moemzade, Senc unda gagiyeno Seni qmris kvalso... aseT dawyevlil varskvlavzea dabadebuli: imas ver ambobs, rac unda Tqvas da daufiqreblad Sedis iq, sadac ar unda Sediodes. guSin sakuTar saxlSi Seexeta da iZulebuli Seiqna, mama moekla; weRan ki, amodena qalaqSi, maincdamainc, Ramis saidumlo barSi amoyo cixeSi gadaxotrili Tavi (yovel weliwads ixotravs, patimars rom gavdes garegnuladac) da lamis Tavad mokles. magram fexebi ver moWames mainc. imitom rom, isic ukve imaTnairia. ocdasami weli arc imas gaucdenia fuWad. cota-cota ukve yvelaferi gamocdili aqvs, sakuTar kiserze uwvnevia. wevda kidec, svamda kidec da iCxiravda kidec, radgan sxvanairad ver gaZlebda cixeSi, daiRupeboda, Tuki amas gadarCena hqvia. gadauvlida, miwasTan gaasworebda cixe Tavisi mkacri, magram sicocxlisTvis aucilebeli kanonebiT. pirvelad rom uTxra dedas, Sen iseTi TavSenaxuli qali xar, bebiaCemis maragidan kidev geqneba darCenili da erTi-ori ampula momecio, dedamisma piri daaRo gaocebisgan, verafriT ver mixvda, ratom unda dasWireboda mis Svils davrdomili, dauZlurebuli Sizofrenikis gasaTiSi wamali. "gaige, deda, mec beberi var, mec uZluri varo" uyvira aman, radgan marTla gaamwara, gaacecxla dedis miuxvedrelobam Tu gulubryvilobam. gazeTi amaze laparakobda da televizia, anaTlebdnen qveyanas, da marTlac, mTeli Tbilisi sadarbazoebSi, sardafebsa da sxvenebSi iyuJeboda "miwier siameTa" gansacdelad. dedamisi ki, isev profesionali diasaxlisis pedanturobiT albobda sarecxs abazanaSi, gasaSrobad fenda ukve garecxils, auTovebda ukve gamSralsa da fiqrSiac ar uSvebda, didi wvlili rom miuZRoda Tavadac, Tundac, rogorc kaSelebis rZals, ara marto sakuTari Svilis, aramed saerTod qveynis waxdenaSi... samagierod, misi Svili cixem gazarda, cixeSi gamoiwrTo, gamoSuSda, rogorc amirani furis faSvSi. Zveli antoni aRar arsebobs. tyuilad nu daelodebiT, nurc Zebnas dauwyebT. mamikosTan erTad mokvda dedikos biWi, Tavaziani qalaCuna. morCa, damTavrda rogorbrZandebiTqalbatono da dedammokiTxvaSemogiTvalaT da TavsgaufrTxildiTo da jerkidevbevrsWirdebiTo da amgvari sisuleleebi. aravin aravis ar sWirdeba. anda, erTxel sWirdeba mxolod. moklas an moekvlevinos. adamiani erTjeradi SpriciviTaa dedisTvisac, mamisTvisac, colisTvisac... misi zedmetad gamoyeneba saxifaToa, Sidsi icis, saerTo gamoqliaveba, saboloo daqianTareba da cumparampa. amitomac, sanam jer kidev dro aqvs, Znelad asaxsneli siamayiTa da, cota ar iyos, gamaRizianebeli guliTadobiT adasturebs da kvlavac daadasturebs (ramdenjerac saWiro iqneba, vidre ar daujereben, anda imas mainc ar mixvdebian, Tu ramdenad keTilSobiluria misi suliskveTeba), mis mier Cadenil Tu Casaden mkvlelobasac, colis Ralatsac, dedis veragobasac, sakuTar sibrmavesac, siyruvesac, uniaTobasac... yvelafers, rac mas exeba, seqsualuri midrekilebis, politikuri mrwamsis, socialuri mdgomareobis, Tvalis ferisa Tu cxviris moyvanilobis CaTvliT, oRond, ar icis, ra ufro sainteresoa Tavad marTlmsajulebisTvis, ukve Cadenili mkvleloba, ra mizeziTac ar unda iyos is Cadenili, Tu arsi mkvlelobisa, Tundac, jer Caudenelis... ufro sworad, marTlmsajulebam imitom miuteva, mkvlelobis arss rom Caswvda da gaiziara kidec, Tu demokratiul gardaqmnebidan gamomdinare, mainc miutevebda, gindac umizezod moekla amas mSobeli. SeiZleba, saerTod arafrad Caagdo marTlmsajulebam, rogorc socialurad usaqmuri, mSoblis kmayofaze myofi paraziti, magram gana axalgazrdobis umravlesoba, anu, rogorc sabWoTa reJimis dasasrulsa da erovnuli moZraobis dasawyisSi moixseniebdnen xelisufalni, "Cveni SesaniSnavi axalgazrdoba", diaxac, rom uqnara da umaqnisi ar aris, rogorc sabWouri,

iseve saerTaSoriso TvalsazrisiT?! rasakvirvelia! magram Tuki saerTod arsebobs samarTali, es yvelaze naklebad miekuTvneba usaqmurTa da umaqnisTa am kategorias, radgan, ase Tu ise, mainc axdenda masze gaweuli xarjebis kompensacias. bolos da bolos, colis naxevars uTmobda mamas. marTalia, colic mamam SerTo, da albaT Tavidanve TavisTvis, magram raki arc sabWouri da arc saerTaSoriso kanoni aranairad ar iTvaliswinebs saziaro colis arsebobas, Tundac, koleqtiuri seqsis dasanergad masobrivad gakulturulebul-gademokratizirebul ojaxebSi, sakuTrebis ufleba amgvar delikatur saqonelze, pirvel rigSi, mainc qmars eniWeba (miuxedavad misi usaxsrobisa) da ara mamamTils (miuxedavad misi maRali myidvelobiTi SesaZleblobebisa). meore sakiTxia, ratom Seuwyvita Svilma mSobels kompensacia, anu, ratom gaupo Tavi culiT, Tundac, Teoriulad. da Tuki samarTali Teoriulad mainc arsebobs, Tuki marTlmsajulebaSi amgvari cneba samuSao terminad mainc gamoiyeneba, maSin yvelaze metad swored amis garkveva unda ainteresebdes imave marTlmsajulebas. eZebeT gvami! gvami arsebobs da gacilebiT meti, vidre saqmisTvisaa saWiro. gana xmeli foTolic gvami ar aris?! vin unda agos pasuxi foTlis mkvlelobisTvis?! gana isic viRacam ar mokla?! marTlmsajulebam jer unda irwmunos, araferi rom ar kvdeba am qveyanaze TavisiT, arc adamiani, arc foToli, da mere gaarkvios, ra gansxvavebaa raJden kaSelsa da nebismier alvis foTols Soris, Tundac, sargeblianobis TvalsazrisiT. gansxvaveba namdvilad didia da, Tanac, foTlis sasargeblod. foToli Citisxela Crdils mainc afens miwaze. sasiamovnod Srialebs Ramis siCumeSi. momxibvlelad TrTis niavis yovel wamoqrolvaze... magram raJden kaSeli xar Tu alvis foToli, mxolod maSin kvdebi, Tu gnebavT, mxolod maSin gklaven, roca Seni dRe daileva, roca SenTvis gankuTvnili dro amoiwureba. vTqvaT, da, anton kaSels marTla ar mouklavs mama, rogorc gamomZiebels hgonia. maSin?! maSin, saerTod araferi Secvlila am qveyanaze, arc araferi damTavrebula, arc araferi dawyebula da damoukideblobis deklaraciac, demokratizaciac da es gauTavebeli mitingomaniac morigi oinbazoba yofila da meti araferi. arada, anton kaSelis Rrma rwmeniT, dRes Tu ara, guSin (albaT, ufro guSinwin), kaSelebis samzareuloSi erTad dailia, rogorc alvis foTlis, iseve raJden kaSelis dRe. foTlisa ar iyos, adamiansac dro klavs, saerTo msajuli, sayovelTao jalaTi... antoni imasTan saxsenebelic ar aris, antonebi wvrilfexa da adgilobrivi mniSvnelobis qilerebi arian, Tanac moyvarulebi, usasyidlod muSaoben, ufro sworad, drois miTiTebas asruleben mxolod, anu, niaviviT exmarebian yunwgamxmar foTols CamocvenaSi... magram foTolSi Tu zafxuli mTavrdeba, raJden kaSelSi kaSeloba unda damTavrdes, saukunovani gza unda damTavrdes godridan gamoCekili matlisa da es cxovrebiseuli, gnebavT, istoriuli kanonzomierebaa da ara Cveulebrivi mkvleloba, mkvlelobisadmi Tandayolili, genetikuri midrekilebis kidev erTi gamovlena, amJamad, antonis mxridan. amitomac aarida Tavi miliciis win mis dasacavad, mis dasaxsnelad gamarTul mitings da gamomZiebels wahyva duqanSi, organos biWebTan saqeifod. garevolucionerebuli brbo ki ar gaixada Tanamzraxvelad, brbos sunian wiaRs ki ar Seafara Tavi, sadac diaxac, rom saimedod iqneboda daculi yvelafrisgan, marTlmsajulebis CaTvliT, radgan Tavad marTlmsajuleba daudgeboda mcvelad, satabelo iaraRis budeSi gazeTCatenili da sevdianad gulxeldakrefili, aramed aRviraxsnil cxovrebas mieca, marTlmsajulebasTan erTad, rac TavisTavad ukve imis dadasturebacaa, marTla rom Seicvala raRac. sxvanairad, verc pirad damoukideblobas SeinarCunebda da verc Sinagan Tavisuflebas, rac sruliad martom, sxvaTa dauxmareblad, vin icis, ris fasad, magram mainc moipova, Tanac sul axalaxans, weRan, ufro weRan, vidre guSin Tu guSinwin, mamis sisxliT moTxvril samzareuloSi, mamis gvamze, rogorc kvarcxlbekze

Semdgarma... diax, mamis mkvlelobaze Zneli, piradi damoukideblobisa da Sinagani Tavisuflebis SenarCunebaa misTvis. ufro mniSvnelovanic. amis bralia, amdens rom laparakobs. ufro sworad, amdens rom laparakobda, vidre enas atrialebda pirSi. uazrod, uTavbolod edeboda Robe-yores, Tavs awonebda gamomZiebels, viTom, arafris ar meSiniao, da marTlac, im SegrZnebas, riTac mTeli misi arseba iyo gamsWvaluli, SiSs namdvilad ver daarqmevdiT. piriqiT, imdenad aRegzno gancdils (Tundac warmodgenilisa), imdenad gaeognebina sakuTar namoqmedars (Tundac sxvebisTvis daujerebels), aRarc wess dagidevdaT, aRarc kanons. fexebze ekida yvelaferi (sicocxlis CaTvliT). egaa rom, Zalian undoda gamomZiebelic SeeZra da Seewuxebina mis nalaparakevs, dainteresebuliyo misi bediT, ufro, ubedobiT. magram, samwuxarod, msgavsic araferi momxdara. gamomZiebelma ramdenjerme gaaCuma kidec, arafrad Caagdo misi mgznebare aRsareba, xeliT aniSnebda, gvacaleo, da sakmaod xangrZlivad da aSkarad arasamsaxureobriv sakiTxebze esaubreboda Tavis TanamSromlebs, romlebic daukiTxavad Semodiodnen kabinetSi da, rac mTavaria, vercki amCnevdnen, esec Tu imyofeboda iq, yovel SemTxvevaSi, arafrad agdebdnen, ar eridebodnen da kabinetidan gasvlamde, TiTqos savaldebulo wesiao, yvelani erTnairi mgznebarebiTa da sityvebiT aginebdnen mTavrobas, gaqceulsac da darCenilsac... amas ki, gaCumebisTanave, isev iatakze gulaRma gaSxlarTuli, Tvalebdayvlefili da falosSemarTuli mama daudgeboda xolme Tvalwin da isev misi sisxlis suni aRrCobda. mokled, itanjeboda. Tumca, sicocxleSi pirvelad grZnobda Tavs swored rom misTvis Sesafer, misTvis gankuTvnil adgilze. arc dedis Tbil kalTaSi, arc mamis kriala manqanaSi, arc yivanaxvelian bavSvTa bagaSi, arc spermis suniT aqoTebul skolaSi, arc mzesumziraWamiebis universitetSi, arc zRaprul qviSxeTSi da arc bozi colis loginSi ar ugrZvnia msgavsi ram da, Tqven warmoidgineT, bednieria, gaamayebulia am SegrZnebiT, radgan RvTis piridan gadavardnil TbilisSi, anton kaSeli ki ara, jer Zeglic ar mdgara Tavis adgilze... etyoba, rogorc brmanawlavgamskdari kaci aucileblad unda moxvdes saoperacio magidaze, cxovrebas Tu apirebs, aseve aucileblad unda moxvdes gamomZieblis kabinetSi mkvlelic, gindac misTvis sulerTi iyos da arc aravin ekiTxebodes, surs Tu ara cxovrebasTan dabruneba. samagierod, ocdasami wlis win dakargul da, bolos da bolos, Tavis kanonier adgilze dabrunebuli nivTiviT grZnobda Tavs, Tuki, ra Tqma unda, nivTs SeiZleba hqondes SegrZnebis unari. iq migiyvans fexi Seni, sadac aris bedi Senio. WeSmaritad! araferi aqvs saerTo am SegrZnebasTan stiqiurobisa da nebaze miSvebulobis SegrZnebas, Tavis tol-amxanagebSi rom eufleboda xolme... rasakvirvelia, imaTTan ukeTesad grZnobda Tavs, mSvenivrad erToboda da Zalianac siamovnebda, vTqvaT, mTavrobis sasaxlis kibeze jdoma Tavis momaval meuRlesTan erTad (sxvagan arsad yofilan ukeTesad da ufro axlos), magram Tavs moxveuli Tu xelovnurad gamZafrebuli Jini mSoblis Crdilidan gamosvlisa Tu Tavis gamoCenisa Tu galiaSi mTvlemare urCxulis gaRizianebisa Tu saerTod yvelasi da yvelafris fexebze dakidebisa, samwuxarod Tu sabednierod, mas sxvebze adre Cauqra, radgan gegmazomieri brZolisa da aseve gegmazomieri Sromis SedegTan ki ar hqonda saqme, aramed uuflebobis, upasuxismgeblobisa da usaqmurobis niJaraSi gasaidumloebuli da gaxangrZlivebuli ocnebis ukve qvad qceul nayofTan... gaxedvac aRar undoda guSindel TanamebrZolebisken, rasac, sxvaTaSoris, rogorc ar unda gagikvirdeT, yvelaze metad mamamisi bolSevizmis gaWuprebuli matli ganicdida: samSoblos Ralatad uTvlida, Tavad samSoblos wambilwavi boganos naTeslari; Straikbrexers eZaxda, mowodebiT Jandarmi (fexiT Sesdga sakaces, romelzedac TviTmfrinavis gamtacebeli biWis cxedari esvena) da, rasakvirvelia, yvelafers isev idioti nikolozis daobebul wignebs abralebda, imaT agiries Wkua-gonebao. magram amas ukve pirad

Seuracxyofad miaCnda regularuli stiqiis morevSi triali: gauTavebeli demonstraciebi, saCvenebeli mitingebi, mzesumziris knawuni da SorisdebulebebiT kamaTi qveynisTvis saWirboroto sakiTxebze... marTalia, amas yvelaze ukeT, arasasurvelis (sinamdvilis) Secvla exerxeba sasurveliT (warmodgeniliT) Tavisuflad SeiZleba iTqvas, Tvalis axelisTanave ZiriTadad am saqmiTaa dakavebuli magram mainc iolad sZlia cdunebas, raTa Cveulebriv mkvlelad ki ara, Zvelis damamxobel da axlis damamkvidrebel meamboxed gaesaRebina Tavi, risi uflebac albaT nebismier Tanamomitinge-modemonstranteze meti Tu ara, arc naklebi aqvs isini Tu jer mxolod imuqrebian, amas erTi ukve gastumrebuli hyavs saiqios. Tumca, gamomZiebeli, guSinwindRidan, jiutad umeorebda erTsa da imaves: mkvlelobis faqti ar dadasturda da ararsebul faqtze araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar aRvZrav saqmeso. magram gamomZiebels sul sxva muclis gvrema hqonda atexili, Tavisi gasWirveboda, ufro sworad, mxolod is ainteresebda da, cota ar iyos, abnevda kidec (aba, ratom unda daepatiJna duqanSi TviTmarqvia mkvleli?!), saqveynod cnobil da yvela xelisuflebisgan erTnairad dafasebul kacis mkvlelobas ratom ibralebda misi vaJiSvili, ver mimxvdariyo, ra amoZravebda, ra undoda Tavad vaJiSvils araprofesionalizmSi unda emxila es, rogorc Zveli, sabWouri kadri, Tu aqauroba daezvera partiis davalebiT... miliciis Senobaze ukeTess vercerTi partia ver inatrebda saofised da ara marto politikur bosebs, bevr axalgamomcxvar biznesmensac uWiravs Tvali am Zvelebur (mecxramete saukunis ociani wlebi), kariaditebiT damSvenebul Senobaze. ase rom, arc gamomZiebels gaemtyuneba amgvari eWvebi, oRond, amas araferi aqvs saerTo raJden kaSelis mkvlelobasTan. Tumca, rogor ara... piriqiT, sworedac rom sisxlxorcieladaa dakavSirebuli... Tuki anton kaSels raJden kaSeli ar mouklavs, maSin yvelaferi miraJia da arc miliciis Senobas emuqreba romelime partiis, anda romelime firmis ofisad gadakeTeba. ese igi, ki ar quxs, magnitofonze Caweril quxils gvasmenineben SeniRbuli operatorebi. Tumca, arc raJden kaSeliT amoiwureba yvelaferi. raJden kaSeli ki ara, lenini gadmoagdes kvarcxlbekidan, magram qveyanas kvlav Cinosani komunistebi da gamamuliSvilebuli komkavSirlebi marTaven. raJden kaSels Svilma Tavi ki gaupo culiT, magram amiT kaSeloba ar moSlila. SeiZleba, gaZlierda kidec... raJden kaSeli pirovneba ki ara, sistemaa, gnebavT, zRapruli devis Tavi ramdenjerac ar unda mokveTo, mainc amova, zustad iseTive da Tanac axali. axali cocxi kargad gvis. axalma kaSelebma damales gvamic, xolo ra mizniT, es marTlmsajulebam unda gaarkvios, Tuki saerTod apirebs ramis garkvevas. Tuki saerTod arsebobso, gvindoda gveTqva. fefe erT wuTSi moasufTavebda iqaurobas. imitomac daxvda gamomZieblis gagzavnil xalxs "obieqti" sufTa, fefe recxvis, xexvisa da moprialebis ostatia, mere Jelezni gamoiZaxes albaT da isic, rogorc yvela erTguli msaxuri, maSinve cocxlad darCenilTa mxareze gadavida, daufiqreblad, Tumca, axali "xazeinebic" dapirdebodnen albaT raRacas, vTqvaT, manqanis gadaformebas mis saxelze. gvami sqel, gaumWvirvale fardaSi gaaxvies, TokiT Sekres, gakoWes, rogorc obobam matli, da manqanis sabarguliT waiRes an JeleznisTan, an lizikos mSoblebTan, oRond, rasakvirvelia, araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar etyodnen imaT, ra hqondaT gaxveuli "mafraSaSi". sxvaTaSoris, arc isini hkiTxavdnen, ar dainteresdebodnen zedmetad, radgan imdenad patiosnebi arian, fiqrSiac ar dauSveben, imaTac Tu CaiTrevs Tavis binZur maqinaciebSi maTi sayvareli Sviliko. elizbari ambobs, adamiani cudi ki ar aris, codoao. elisoc misi Wkuisaa. aqamde ver upatiebiaT erTmaneTisTvis, "guli rom atkines", "bavSvoba rom gaumwares" Svils, misi dedis xsovna rom Seuracxyves TavianTi TavSeukaveblobiT. aseTi gulqva mama da aseTi boroti dedinacvali hyavs mis cols, lizikos, Torem,

rasakvirvelia, arc titveli iWyumpalavebda mtkvarSi, biWebTan erTad, da arc liqiors daakarebda pirs, arc sigarets. magram axla mTavaria, daRamebamde damalon sadme gvami. RamiT ki, mtkvars gaatanen. albaT ukve gaatanes. soRanluRs zemoT erTi patara riyea, didi, TeTri qvebiT mofenili, mTvaris Suqze brZolis veli gegonebaT, oRond, Zveleburi brZolisa, saakaZis droindeli, Tundac, bazaleTisa, ZmaTa momsvreli... qvebi CaCqnebiviT bzinaven. mdinaris qari bubuniT gexveva, giTrevs, gisrutavs Tavis civ, usasrulo derefnebSi da Senc midixar, midixar, Tavs Zalas atan, fexi qvebze gisxlteba, RrmulebSi givardeba, qvebs Soris, borZikob, ecemi, miforTxav da mainc win miiwev, mdinarisken... iq damTavrdeba Seni wameba. mxolod mdinare CamogarTmevs amgvar tvirTs da mere TviTon mixedavs, uSenodac... Jelezni gvamis mtvirTvelebs jibis fanriT unaTebs gzas. Tumca, gza sad aris... Tu ar aris, gza ar aris swored. ubralod, mimarTulebas uCvenebs mkrTali da mxdali sinaTlis meSveobiT. aanTebs, Caaqrobs, aanTebs, Caaqrobs. frTxilobs, gamocdilia, bevri aseTi mafraSa gautanebia mdinarisTvis. icis, rodis aanTos da rodis Caaqros fanari, saqme rom ar gafuWdes. antons ki hgonia, mamis uCumrad, wigns kiTxulobs qviSxeTSi, Tavze sabanwafarebuli. "cotac, cotac da mivediT. vso." amxnevebs Jelezni qalebs. "Senc mokide xeli, aRar SemiZlia" eubneba fefe. liziko uxmod itanjeba. amayi dumiliT uZlebs wamebas. "sad SemiZlia, qalo, Cemi trikis patrons" icinis Jelezni. qari bubunebs. Zlierdeba. Tamamdeba, mdinaris siaxloves, Tavis moedanze. mdinarec xmas uwevs TandaTan. ar Cans, magram igrZnoba Ronieri, ZarRviani, mouxelTebeli, erTxel da samudamod daZruli. TiTqos brazobs, ase gaufrTxileblad rom daadgnen Tavze, anda uars ambobs amgvar ZRvenze, mobezrda, yelSi amouvida sul erTi da igive. "yvelamTavismkvdarsmouarosyvelamTavismkvdars..." mibutbutebs Seuval sibneleSi. sadRac Woti Sehyvirebs da samiveni SekrTebian (antoniviT). arada, Woti antonis sayvareli frinvelia da, advili SesaZlebelia, eCvenebodes, rogorc Tvalgadmogdebuli ciyvi, anda obobas Zafze dakiduli matli. es misi maradiuli Cvenebebia. mouSorebeli. obobas Zafze dakiduli matli axlac mis cxvirwin iklakneba haerSi. qalbaton araqnes ki, aSkarad aRizianebs zedmetad cnobismoyvare vaJbatonebi, cxvirs rom yofen yvelgan, sadac Casayofs naxaven. iZulebulia, gailursos, viTom, matli TavisiT tivtivebs haerSi, viTom, Tavad araferi esaqmeba matlTan da viTom, ar imsaxurebs am debil matls, Tundac, sazrianobisTvis. kacma rom Tqvas, arc iseTi ioli saqmea albaT, Senze bevrad didi matli jer daiWiro, gakoWo da mere xeze aitano, aranakleb sami-oTxi metris simaRleze. magram ZnelzeZnelia swori arCevani Rirseulsa da uRirss Soris. Zalian Znelia, rac ufro maRalia SenSi adamianurobis koeficienti. rasakvirvelia, matlic codoa TavisTavad, araviTari Sansi ara aqvs gadarCenisa, aravin hyavs, Sens meti, mTel samyaroSi, visac misi Svela SeuZlia. magram imas, vinc, maincdamainc, Sen gamogatara aqeT da, maincdamainc, axla, am wuTas, erTnairad hkidia fexebze obobaca da matlic. imas Sen aintereseb, Sen gcdis momaval adamians, bunebis gvirgvins, ganviTarebis yvelaze maRal safexurze mdgar arsebas ras izam? rogor moiqcevi? miageb Rirseuls, Tu ixsni uRirss, anu, matls dauTmob obobas, romelic namdvilad imsaxurebs da aRtacebasac iwvevs Tavisi sazrianobiT, Tu xelidan gaagdebineb damsaxurebul lukmas, anu matls, romelic sibralulis grZnobasTan erTad, zizRis grZnobasac badebs Sens gulSi... airCie, sanam jer kidev droa! airCie! adamians, gaCenisTanave, erTaderTi ufleba eniWeba da es ufleba Secdomis Cadenis uflebaa. adamianis cxovreba mis mier Cadenil SecdomaTa jamia. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, nebismier eqstremalur situaciaSi uflebamosilia, gawiros Rirseuli da ixsnas uRirsi... mtverSi amogangluli matli gamwarebuli miiklakneba, TviTonac rom ar icis, saiT... isic patara mafraSas

hgavs. TiTqos imaSic mamaSenis gvamia gaxveuli, oRond, bavSvobisdroindeli. rasakvirvelia, matlic igive mafraSaa gaizarda, gasivda, gaWuprda da yaWis ZafSi gaexvia TavisTavad. amitomac ar dadasturda mkvlelobis faqti. es mkvleloba ki ar aris, bunebrivi procesia. Svili amTavrebs mamas, rogorc pepela matls... liziko ukve mdinareSi dgas. "kaba unda gamexada, gasawuri varo" icinis yasidad. "ara uSavs, uceb gaSrebi, jer kidev zafxuliao" amSvidebs Jelezni. "kargi mxiaruli zafxuli gvaqvs, me da Cemma RmerTmao" buzRunebs fefe. samive icinis da namdvilad rom sasacilod aqvT saqme: arc is Cans, rac mdinares unda gaatanon da arc mdinare, romelmac, bolos da bolos, unda waiRos wasaRebi. gvami mainc vardeba wyalSi, magram ver iZireba, jer axlos arian napirTan. aq wyali meCxeria. samagierod, xmaurobs. aklebuli aqvs aqauroba. xmaurobs, magram mainc saSiSia. Jelezni fanris SuqiT poulobs wyalSi Cavardnil mafraSas da fexiT awveba. "ufro Rrmad unda SexvideT" ambobs bolos. "aRar SemiZlia" Civis fefe. "wyeulimc iyaviT yvelani... wyeulimc iyaviT yvelani" yviris liziko. "liziko, liziko, liza" bnelSi sisinebs damfrTxali fefe. "wyeulimc iyaviT yvelani..." imeorebs liziko, magram ukve damSvidebuli, xmaSi Rimilgareuli. "aba, erTxelac avwioT da movrCeT am saqmes" aqezebs Jelezni. qalebs sveli mafraSa xelidan usxltebaT. uCinari wyali dgafunobs, buybuyebs. TviTonac zed emxobian mafraSas, uWirT Tavis Sekaveba wyalqveSa slipina qvebze. Tanac srul sibneleSi. sadRac, ufro qveviT, bayayebi yiyineben. Zneli saTqmelia, axla ayiyindnen, Tu ubralod aqamde ar esmodaT maTi yiyini. "bayayi wyalSi yiyinebs" ambobs liziko, is rom ar Tqvas, risi Tqmac unda, rac enaze utrialebs. ukve welamde dgas wyalSi. win gadaxrili da zurgs ukan xelebgaSverili eqaCeba mafraSas. "mec ar CamartyaT rame TavSi, ar gamayoloT amas" ambobs viTom xumrobiT. "ise, oriveni rom wavyveT, ajobebs, magisTvisac da CvenTvisac" mxars ubams fefe. "ara, Cemi sikvdili ar SeiZleba. me qmari myavs da male Svilic meyoleba" ambobs liziko seriozulad aRelvebuli, Cqar-Cqara, facafuciT, TiTqos dro gansazRvruli hqondes, anda, marTla upirebdes vinme mokvlas. ese igi, Tu vinme unda wahyves mafraSas, fefe unda wahyves, radgan aRarc qmari hyavs da, imedi unda viqonioT, aRarc Svili eyoleba. amdens fefec xvdeba, magram xmas ar iRebs, uxmod, mTeli ZaliT awveba mafraSas. dro gviCvenebs, vin wava da vin darCeba. fefes laparaki ar uyvars. fefes saqme saqmea. saqme unda akeTos sul, usasrulod, muxlis Cauxrelad... verc inatrebda, iseTi ojaxis diasaxlisoba arguna bedma da beds ar uRalatebs, ar aTqmevinebs, marTla ar yofila Rirsio. ojaxis gadasarCenad, qmarsac damarxavs da Svilsac. ojaxis yurmoWrili monaa da mxolod ojaxis ganusazRvreli, uvado samsaxuriT SeuZlia Tavis gamosyidva monobidan. saqme rom ar hqondes, gaiCens. uqmad iSromebs da uqmad ar dajdeba. wyals danayavs, qviSas gacris, haers mozels, qvas moxarSavs... Sromismoyvare ki ar aris, Sromisunariania, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. Sroma ubrunebs ara marto garemos, aramed sakuTari Tavis aRqmis unarsac am garemoSi. bunebiTaa aseTi. sxvanairad ar SeuZlia, rogorc Tevzs uwylod. xuTi wlisa, mtkvarSi damxrCval mezoblis biWs TavTiT Caucucqda da vidre sxvebi (ufrosebi) wivil-kiviliT iklebdnen iqaurobas, ar icodnen, ra eqnaT, rogor miexedaT brezentis naglejze dagdebuli damxrCvalisTvis, man TiTiT gamouCiCqna mdinaris fskeris siliT amoglesili yurebi. misTvis ar arsebobs Zneli da ioli, sufTa da WuWyiani saqme yvela erTnairad aucilebelia da misi gasakeTebeli... akeTebs kidec, TavCaRunuli da pirSi wyalCagubebuli. ara marto moziarea kaSelebis codvebisa, aramed damcvelica da gammarTlebelic... kaSelebi rom ara, vin icis, romel sardafSi Cakvdeboda Tavis patara dasaviT, cxovrebis RvarZliT pirdaTuTquli da yvelaferze TvaldarCenili. rac mTavaria, patara disgan

gansxvavebiT, imas dammarxavic aravin eyoleboda, CemodanSi mainc Caetena misi gvami da Cumad, qurdulad Caemarxa viRacis saflavSi. misTvis kaSeloba ki ara, romelime konkretuli kaSelis gavlena da pativia mTavari, Tundac imave raJdenisa, Tumca, raJdenma ki ar SeirTo is colad, aramed kniaJna qeTusiam SerTo raJdens ZalaTi da araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs misTvis, ra mizniTa da mosazrebiT: maradiul mxevlad dauyena Svils, Tu potenciur mkvlelad miuCina. raJdenis uerTgulesi coli kia, magram qmris, imave raJdenis siyvaruli ki ar ganapirobebs mis erTgulebas, aramed dedamTilisgan memkvidreobiT miRebuli SiSi da, rasakvirvelia, madlierebis grZnoba am SiSisTvis. diaxac rom, madlieria dedamTilisa, gabednierebisTvis, magram aseve diaxac, rom eSinia qmrisa, romelsac yovel wuTas SeuZlia waarTvas es bedniereba. keTrovanis gverdiT ufro mSvidad iwveboda, vidre qmris gverdiT wevs am xnis ganmavlobaSi, da nebismier Seuracxyofas Caylapavs, nebismier damcirebas aitans, oRond araferi Seexos mis keTildReobas, virTxebisa da obobebis dasacini ar gaxdes isev. sanacvlod yvelafers gaiRebs, Svilis Rirsebis CaTvliT... antoni axlac Rrmadaa darwmunebuli, pirvelma (ese igi, antonamde) iman waaswro qmarsa da rZals... bazris dRe hqonda albaT da, misTvisac moulodnelad, droze adre mobrunda Sin (wnevam auwia uceb, kuWi aeSala, fuli daaklda da ase Semdeg...). Sevida samzareuloSi da ras xedavs: titveli alqajebi dapatronebian iqaurobas da gamalebulni, gaalmasebulni nTqaven erTmaneTs. verc verafers xedaven, arc araferi eyurebaT, TiTqos daniZlavebulan, aba, vnaxoT, romeli romels SeWams ufro adreo. sulo codvilo da, sakmaod saintereso sanaxaobaa, SeiZleba, saTakiloc, magram namdvilad rom sasiamovno SegrZnebebis aRmZvreli. gawafuli, gamobrZmedili mamrisa da simwifeSi Sesuli (gnebavT, adre damwifebuli) mdedris SiSveli sxeulebi erTmaneTSi SeWrilan, erT arsebad qceulan, mimzidvelni da madis aRmZvrelni, cxel tafaze daxlili kvercxebiviT... ra eqna sabralo fefes?! rodemde mdgariyo ase pirdabCenili?! wyali aeduRebina saswrafod da, vidre isini gons moegebodnen, daemduRra gadabmuli ZaRlebiviT?! (erTxel, Soreul bavSvobaSi, maincdamainc, maTi saxlis win gadaebnen ZaRlebi da antons axlac cxadad daudga Tvalwin erT-erTi ZaRlis patroni, Cia, gaquculi dedaberi, romelic cali xeliT sayeloSi Cafrenoda Tavis ZaRls, meoreTi ki, gaubedavad scemda gavaze jer Sin mivideTo, iq mogelaparakebio emuqreboda sasowarkveTili, xmaSi tirilgareuli, radgan erTnairad eSinoda cnobismoyvare, usaqmuri mayureblebisac "adamianobisken" rom mouwodebdnen aqeT-iqidan da ucxo ZaRlisac, ase gauTvaliswineblad, ase moulodnelad rom SemoWriliyo mis cxovrebaSi da erTbaSad daerRvia TiTqos daurRveveli, gare samyarosgan TiTqos saimedod daculi misi bebruli simyudrove). wivil-kivili aetexa mezoblebis gulis gasaxarad?! SvilisTvis exmo?! (mainc ar movidoda, ar eyofoda gambedaoba). araviTar SemTxvevaSi! ar gcnobiaT fefe da egaa "yvelas moaxle", "yvelasgan davalebuli", magram, amave dros, erTaderTi diasaxlisi kaSelebis bunagisa, kaSelTa sulis samalavis klitis mflobeli... uCumrad, bazris CanTianad, gamovida did oTaxSi da savarZelSi Cajda, arc gadmouferTxavs mkvdari peplebi, azri ar hqonda da imitom, blomad eyarnen yvelgan, savarZelSic, magidazec, sarkmlis rafazec, iatakzec... mumli ki trialebda, trialebda, WaRis garSemo, fefes Tavzec, magram ukve aravin aqcevda yuradRebas bunebis am saocrebas. raRacas rom auwyebdaT buneba, faqtia, magram imdeni da imdennairi saocreba xdeboda yovel nabijze, udReuri mumlis Semoseva salaparakodac ar Rirda maT gverdiT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, fefesTvis namdvilad aRar hqonda mniSvneloba, ras auwyebda buneba uaresi da ufro mniSvnelovani mainc aRaraferi moxdeboda mis ojaxSi. mokled, savarZelSi Cajda, raTa imaTTvisac ("gadabmulebisTvis")

mieca gonze mosvlis, mowesrigebis saSualeba da TviTonac mSvidad aewondaewona "moulodnelad" Seqmnili situacia, romelsac moulodneli namdvilad ar eTqmoda, radgan raRac amis magvaris molodini TviTonac hqonda (antonisa ar iyos), rac axla, mxolod da mxolod, pativiscemis grZnobas uCenda sakuTari Tavisadmi da damamSvidebel malamod ecxeboda gulze. bazris CanTas qinZisa da rehanis mZafri suni asdioda da esec raRacnairad amSvidebda, sasiamovnod abruebda... isini ki, "gadabmulebi", facafuciT icvamdnen kars iqiT (imedia!) damfrTxalni, dabneulni, gaanCxlebulni, da CurCul-sisiniT abralebdnen erTmaneTs TavianT sulmdablobas, TavSeukaveblobas Sen Tu ara maSin xom mec ar... vidre fefe dedofaliviT mSvidad ijda savarZelSi Tundac, ltolvili dedofaliviT, romelsac bazris CanTaSi Cautevia mTeli Tavisi avladideba, mTeli Tavisi qveyana da erTi suli hqonda, rodis ixilavda maT saxeebs. "ras hgavs es, ras gviTvalTvaleb, jaSuSoba daiwye am sibereSi!" uyvirebda albaT raJdeni, Cveulebisamebr, yasidad gabrazebuli, radgan mxolod aseTs, yasidad gabrazebulsa da, amdenad, viTom marTalsac, SeuZlia aiRos xelSi nebismieri situaciis sadaveebi da SeinarCunos jer kidev siymawvileSi, komkavSirul RonisZiebebze gamomuSavebuli toni erTpirovnuli mbrZaneblisa, raTa Cveulebriv movlenaTa rigs miaTvalos es sakmaod araCveulebrivi movlenac. magram amxanagi raJdeni ver xvdeba (ver xvdeboda) da verc verasodes mixvdeba (verc mkvdari da verc cocxali), swored "erTpirovnuli mbrZaneblis" toni rom amxels (amxelda) mis siyalbes da aaSkaravebs (aaSkaravebda) mis sibeCaves. magram ufro mosalodnelia, vidre isini ("gadabmulebi") Caicvamdnen da cota gons moegebodnen, fefes CasZineboda kidec fumfula, mxolod da mxolod, sapatio stumrebisTvis gankuTvnil savarZelSi, sadac, sxvaTaSoris, arasodes mjdara iqamde (yovel SemTxvevaSi, antons ar unaxavs). es ufro axloa simarTlesTan. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, ise iRleba, erTi wamiT Tu Camojda sadme, maSinve nibliasaviT eZineba. nibliam (albaT freniT daqanculma), sarze daiZina da alalis lukma gaxda, fefes alali ki, raJdenia. "ra mogivida, fefe, gZinavs?" gamomcdeli sifrTxiliT CaekiTxeba cols. "ici, ra miTxra dedaSenma sikvdilis win?" daiwyebs wamsve gamofxizlebuli fefe, magram raJdeni aRar daamTavrebinebs sityvas. isedac yvelasTvis cnobilia, ra daubara dedamTilma fefes sikvdilis win. raJdeni zemodan dascqeris cols da Tan perangis Rilebs ikravs. "yvelaferSi marTali xar, rac ginda, gviTxari... ramdenic ginda, imdeni gvagine... Rirsni varT oriveni... nurc me damzogav da nurc imas... Svili dazoge... Cven davaSaveT da unda davisajoT kidec..." mxurvaled inaniebs raJdeni da, "Cemi saaTi xom ar ginaxavs SemTxveviTo", moayolebs sxvaTaSoris. Tan marjvena xelis TiTebs marcxena xelis majaze aTamaSebs. majas aSkarad etyoba nasaaTari, saaTis danatovari mkrTali zoli. ese igi, amjerad ar tyuis. "Sen Svils rom hkiTxo, Zeglic ar dgas Turme am qalaqSi Tavis adgilze" gabrazdeba moulodnelad (mainc gabrazdeba, yovelSemTxvevisTvis). "sad gaqra, is oxeri! fexi aidga?!" uyviris WaRis irgvliv mbrunav mumls. "etyoba, samzareuloSi moixsenio" Seaxsenebs fefe da raJdenic, viTom saaTis mosaZebnad, isev samzareuloSi Sebrundeba, oRond, gabrazebuli da, aqedan gamomdinare, marTali kacis kvalobaze, TvalSisacemad frTxilad Seiketavs kars zurgs ukan. xolo, cota xnis mere, ukve lizikosTan erTad gamova iqidan. igiveni da liziko! gmiri qali am samarcxvino speqtaklisa da, obieqturebi Tu viqnebiT, brwyinvale Semsrulebelic Tavisi rolisa... daudevrad gaunaskvavs saabazano lurji xalaTis qamari. titvel tanze Semoicva uceb. fexebi ki, ratomRac, fefes flostebSi wauyvia, SeiZleba, SemTxveviT, mRelvarebisgan, SeiZleba, gangeb, fefes kidev ufro gasagiJeblad. magram albaT pirveli versia ufro Seesabameba sinamdviles: rac ar unda iyos, mainc Relavs

albaT, jer axali rZalia da siucxovis grZnoba, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, mainc aferxebs, mTlianad gamoamJRavnos Tavisi SesaZleblobebi. fefe ki, mojadoebuliviT Sescqeris. rogorc yovelTvis, axlac aSkarad moxiblulia misi garegnobiT. TiTqos saerTod pirvelad xedavs, TiTqos lamis mis Tvalwin da mis xelSi ar iyos gazrdili. rogorc yovelTvis, axlac Surs misi, radgan gulis siRrmeSi, aseTi undoda yofiliyo TviTonac. oRond, Tavxedi da gamomwvevi ki ara, rogoradac liziko aCvenebs axla Tavs, aramed momxiblavad Tamami, rogoric sinamdvileSia. rac mTavaria, nebsiT Tu uneblied, liziko imas akeTebs, yovel SemTxvevaSi, imis gakeTebas cdilobs, risi gakeTeba Tavadac undoda, magram ver SeZlo, mizezTa sxvaTa da sxvaTa gamo, rac srulebiTac ar aris lizikos brali. "ui, Tqveni flostebi Camicvams SemTxveviT... mapatieT" ikriWeba liziko. TiTqos flostebis meti araferi mieTvisebinos imisi. arenaze gamoyvanili cirkis cxeniviT, jer erT fexs aiqnevs, momxibvleli sisxartiT, mere meores da gaxdilsa Tu moSorebul flostebs fexis wveriT frTxilad miuCoCebs savarZelSi dedofaliviT CabrZanebul dedamTils. erTi flosti amotrialebuli gdia, pirqve. vidre liziko am martiv, magram metad mniSvnelovan operacias atarebs, raJdeni Tvals ar aSorebs fefes. fefe ki, Tavis mxriv, isev monusxuliviT Sescqeris lizikos. raJdeni fefes, fefe lizikos, liziko lizikos, sakuTar gamosaxulebas, sarkesaviT moprialebul iatakze. iataks, ramdenime adgilas, misi SiSveli terfebis mkrTali anabeWdic atyvia. "Seiwyale ufalo suli monaTluli komunistisa da friad codvilisa monisa Senisa raJdeni-i-i-saa" mRvdeliviT waimRerebs raJdeni. swored am dros, TiTqos kveri daukrao, kedlis didi saaTi samjer zedized daigrgvinebs da yvelani erTbaSad Secbundebian, aCqardebian yovel wuTas SeiZleba Semouswros antonma, im brucianma batma, iman... verafers mixvdeba, magram mainc... visa aqvs amdeni manWva-grexis Tavi! "aba he, madloba vuTxraT dedilos yvelafrisTvis da pirobac mivceT, aRarasodes gavimeorebT am sisaZaglesTqva" aswavlis raJdeni lizikos. Tan, viTom ZaliT aCoqebs, mxrebze awveba didi, Ronieri xelebiT. lizikoc viTom uZaliandeba (ase arian albaT SeTanxmebulni), magram bolos mainc "tydeba" da raJdenis mtkice xelsa da nebas dayolili, morCilad iCoqebs dedamTilis savarZlis win. mityupuli xelisgulebi nikapTan miaqvs, Tavs lamis iatakamde xris da bavSvurad xmadawvrilebuli, sxapasxupiT warmosTqvams "iaponurad": fefe san, fefe san, madlobeli var Cemi saxeliTac, antonis saxeliTac, Tqveni meuRlis saxeliTac da saerTod, gzasamcdari kacobriobis saxeliTo. raJdeni aSkarad kmayofili dascqeris zemodan. xandaxan colsac gaxedavs xolme da Tvals uzams, Tumca, Zneli dasadgenia fefesTvis, risi Tqma unda amiT mis meuRles: "meti ra qnas am sabralomo" Tu "meti ra moekiTxeba am sulelso". mere, dedamTilis win daCoqilsa da "gulwrfelad" monanie lizikos iRliebSi Seucurebs xelebs da erTbaSad wamoayenebs fexze. lizikos muxlisTavebi daswiTlebia. TiTqos odnav CaWyletia kidec. dacqvetili dgas, TiTqos raJdenis morigi replikis molodinSi, da raJdenic ar ayovnebs: "mec madlobeli var da patiosan sityvas gaZlev, msgavsic aRaraferi ganmeordebao" (antons Tu moelandeba rame, es ra misi bralia?!) eubneba savarZelze dedofaliviT dabrZanebul meuRles. "zurmuxtis taxtzed dajda zafxuli" igesleba liziko. oTaxSi mumli ireva, iseve rogorc mTel saqarTveloSi. mTel saqarTvelos dastrialebs mumli, rogorc gadamwifebul xilsa Tu sidamplegamjdar bostneuls... mere albaT Tavlafdasxmuli antonic movida, quCis axali ambebiT daxunZluldaborialebuli, da, Cveulebisamebr, erTad isadiles, mere erTad ivaxSmes, mere, cota xans, vidre Suqi gamoirTveboda, erTad uyures televizors, fefes gareSe, klasikuri samkuTxedis mTavarma wevrebma, fefe am dros samzareuloSi WurWels recxavs xolme, da kvlavac or banakad gayofilni,

TavTavianT wabilwul sawol oTaxebSi Seiketnen... meti arc araferia ojaxi. miuxedavad usityvo SeTanxmebisa, anda, swored usityvo SeTanxmebis gamo, aravis ar unda da mainc yvelas xels aZlevs erT WerqveS cxovreba. Cveuleba rjulze umtkicesia. Cveulebas, SeiZleba, Tavi anacvalo, Svilis Rirsebaze rom araferi vTqvaT. CveulebaTa dasacavad gadavida fefec misi Svilis SemginebelTa banakSi da, vin icis, darajaTac edga misi "sikeTiT" gaTavxedebul qmarsa da rZals, oRond yovel dRe erTad esadilaT, erTad evaxSmaT, erTad (uimisod) eyurebinaT televizorisTvis da, rac mTavaria, sxvebis TvalSi isev erT ojaxad darCeniliyvnen. magram ra damalula, es rom damaluliyo. yvela saidumlos, adre Tu gvian, exdeba farda da yvelas miezRveba RmerTis nebiT. diax, es RmerTis nebaa, Torem, raJden kaSelis Svils guSindlamde msgavsic araferi Caudenia, kaci mouklavs ki ara, matlic ver gauwiravs, matlic Sescodebia, da arc guSin eyofoda sulis simtkice imis Casadenad, rac Caidina. is RmerTis iaraRia mxolod. RmerTis neba aRsrulda misi meSveobiT, radgan verc mrgvalebi da verc grZelebi, verc mwvaneebi da verc cisfrebi verafers gaxdebian, ufro sworad, isinic TandaTanobiT komkavSiris magvar organizaciebad gardaiqmnebian, Tuki raJden kaSelis saxsenebeli erTxel da samudamod ar aRigveba pirisagan miwisa. amitomac (albaT amitomac!), viRac aisors ki ar unda gamoeWra imisTvis yeli SuSis namtvreviT, isic manqanas ki ar unda gaeWylita quCaSi, mawanwala ZaRliviT, aramed, maincdamainc, sakuTar Svils unda gaepo misTvis Tavi samzareulos culiT, radgan aravin icis mama, vidre Zem... asedac moxda! am TvalsazrisiT, antonic Rirseuli kaSeli aRmoCnda, sisxli sisxlTagani da xorci xorcTagani, dabadebiT mkvleli, Tavidanve mkvlelad movlenili mamis zRvargadasuli siTavxedisa da dedis mdabiuri eSmakobis wyalobiT... ki uTxra dedam, Sen ver gaasworeb am qveyanaso, magram rac im erT wamSi ganicada aman, imis fass verafers moipovebs dedamisi, verc maTxovrobiT, verc mamamisis colobiT, verc misi dedobiT da verc lizikos dedamTilobiT. TiTqos yvelaferia da mainc arafers warmoadgens arc qmrisTvis, arc SvilisTvis, arc rZlisTvis mtvris gadasaferTxi Cvari da iatakis mosaprialebeli qeCis nagleji, naRalatevi coli da moRalate deda... qmars ver itirebs, Svils ver TanaugrZnobs... aseTia misi xvedri. magram ra eqna sabralo Cioras, erTi bartyisTvis gadaeyolebina mTeli ojaxi?! isic adga da Svilis Rirsebis wambilwavTa banakSi gadafrinda maSinve, xelebs ulokavda znewamxdar qmarsa da Zirgavardnil rZals, iqneb cota mainc dazogoT Cemi bartyio, iqneb, mTlad ar gaasworoT miwasTano... Tumca, saca samarTalia, Tavis pirdapir movaleobasa da daniSnulebas asrulebda mxolod. Tavidanve amisTvis Semoiyvanes am ojaxSi, Tavidanve Seatyves, marto amisTvis rom ivargebda, hoda, ivarga kidec! ara marto Svili gawira, aramed qmaric da rZalic, yvelani, ojaxis yvela wevri, raTa uzrunvelad icxovros TviTon kniaJna qeTusias danatovar SiSsa da siZulvilSi..."gaanebe Cems Svils Tavio" uyvira lizikos, SeiZleba, mxolod antonis warmodgenaSi, radgan autanlad mounda uceb antons, Tundac ase dagvianebiT gamoqomageboda deda, Tumca, TviTonac ar icis, ufro metad, rogorRa unda gaanebos lizikom Tavi. lizikomac gakvirvebulma Sexeda dedamTils, Sepasuxebac daapira (sainteresoa, ras ityoda!), magram swored am dros, samzareuloSi saswrafos eqimebi Semovidnen da orive ZaliT gamoiyvanes iqidan. mere, zewargadafarebuli raJden kaSelis gvamic gamoagores borblebiani sakaciT da ase dasrulda es ambavi. sinamdvileSi, daiwyo! sikvdili aCens sicocxles. gnebavT, sikvdils sicocxle enacvleba yovelTvis. raJdeni mokvda, magram kaSeloba grZeldeba. fefe fefed da lizikomac aranaklebi rZloba gauwia kaSelebs, Tanac, gacilebiT mokle droSi. diaxac, Rirseuli memkvidre aRmoCnda Tavisi didi winamorbedebisa. kaSelebs saerTod ar eTqmiT sayveduri TavianT rZlebze.

tols ar udeben erTmaneTs. fefes dedamTilma (antonis bebiam), lizikosgan gansxvavebiT, Taflobis Tve qviSxeTSi ki ara, fsiqiatriulis karTan gaatara, fexi ar moucvlia iqidan, vidre misma dedamTilma, cxonebulma klavam (antonis peperam), Tavi ar CamoixrCo fsiqiatriulis fexsadgilSi. samagierod, roca TviTon Cavarda loginad, misi rZali (antonis deda), sikvdilis angeloziviT daadga Tavze da, rom ityvian, civ niavs ar akarebda, vidre, erT mSvenier dRes, yelSi ar amouvida Wkuidan gadamcdari dedabris uazro bJuturi da "bolo siamovnebis" baraqiani doza erTbaSad ar SeuSxapuna enis qveS Tu Tvalis gugaSi, radgan sxvagan aRar hqonda im ubedurs nemsis gasakeTebeli adgili. xolo, Tavad mas (fefes), sakuTari rZali (liziko), upirveles yovlisa, sawolSi Seenacvla, rogorc keTilSobil ojaxSi aRzrdil mandilosans moeTxoveba (mwerlis qaliSvili gaxlavT, bolos da bolos), daasvena, suli moaTqmevina dedamTils... ai, ase, erTmaneTze ukeTesad gamoiyurebian isini kaSelebis saojaxo albomSi da saerTodac, kaSelebiviT sastiksa da gulRrZo kacebs, etyoba, yovelTvis aseTi saTno da gulisxmieri qalebi unda hyavdeT gverdiT. aseTia dauwereli kanoni bunebisa, sadac msgavsi msgavss ara marto spobs, aramed warmoSobs kidec. es aRelvebs (aRelvebda) antonsac, amis Tqmas cdilobda guSin mTeli dRe, vidre sabolood gaiTiSeboda. kvalis abneva ki ar undoda, rogorc gamomZiebels egona, aramed guliT iyo mowadinebuli, kvalze daeyenebina Zieba, ara marto TavianT ojaxur sibinZureSi Caexedebina, aramed ufro seriozuli, sayovelTao ubedurebis wyaroc mieTiTebina da misi Tavidan acilebis gzebic eswavlebina. magram, magram da kidev magram... aw gardacvlili kaSelebi (iqamc yofilan), saSiSni aRar arian. risi gakeTebac SeeZloT, gaakeTes. magram geSinodeT imaTi, vinc maT Semdeg modian. anton kaSeli sakuTari mamis mkvlelobisTvis ki ar aris sazogadoebisTvis saxifaTo "elementi", aramed ziari coli rom hyavs mamasTan, Tanac, fexmZime! vinc ixilos mama, ixilos Zec... magram es ki ar aris mTavari, mTavaria axali ubedureba aviciloT rogorme Tavidan. quCa-quCa xetialiTa da droSebis frialiT araferi gamova. aucilebelia, ara marto antonis colma, aramed yvelam, sruliad saqarTvelom, saswrafod moiSalos muceli, ufro gasagebad Tu vityviT, gaikeTos aborti daunaneblad, daundoblad, rogorc ar unda dairRvas Cveni genetikuri fondi, gamoifxikos Tavisi wiaRidan, igive warsulidan, anu, gonebidan, sulidan saidanac gnebavT kaSelis Tesli, erTxel da samudamod, ukuniTi ukunisamde, Tuki marTla apirebs gadarCenas. kaSeli gvari ki ara, senia, da antonze ukeTesad aravin icis, ra Tvisebebi gaaCnia am sens Tavis dasacavi, garemosTan Sesaxamebeli, ufro zustad ki, nebismieri garemos, klimatis, amindis, feris, znis, garegnobis, sulis, gonebis, enis, rjulis, miznis gardamqmneli yvelasTvis, visac Seeyreba misive sibriyvisa Tu uiRblobis gamo. amitom... amitom, saswrafod unda gaerTiandnen da yvelam erTad eZebon, ara marto raJden kaSelis gvami, aramed anton kaSelis colic. Tavad antoni, ra dasamalia da, yvelaze mZafrad swored ucolobas grZnobs axla. ese igi, ver aRiqvams colis Tundac mis wil naxevars. xolo, ufro gulaxdilni Tu viqnebiT, sakuTar ereqcias grZnobs, colis reaqcias ki vera. eZebeT iblisis meZavi, Tavis marad Ria, marad mSier, marad yvelafris mSTanTqav saSoSi rogorc alqimikosis sinjaraSi amTqvefi, Semzavebeli, gamaerTianebeli mamisa da Zis Teslisa, arnaxul, argagonil homunkulusis Sesaqmnelad, romelic misTvis, erTsa da imave dros, Svilic iqneba da mazlic, misi qmrisTvis ki Svilic da Zmac; xolo mamamTilisTvis Svilic da SviliSvilic... sxvaTaSoris, lizikoca da antonic Taviseburi homenkulusebi arian, pirvelebi, pionerebi, xelovnurad, laboratoriuli meTodiT Seqmnilni sabWoeli alqimikosebis mier, ideologiis wiTeli kvercxidan gamoCekilni, rasakvirvelia, arc mTlad patiosani mizniTa da ganzraxviT. Tumca, mizani

da ganzraxva ukve yvelasTvis naTelia: maT unda mouvlinon qveyanas axali saxeoba kaSelisa, winaparze saSineli da uSTamomavlo erTjeradi urCxuli ara marto qveynis amomWami, aramed sakuTari Tavisac. antoni Zmac iqneba da biZac sakuTari Svilisa, liziko dac da mamidac... magram aqamde ar unda mivides saqme, anu, antonis kanonierma meuRlem da ukanono tyupiscalma rogorme unda sZlios qmrisa da Zmis daCagvris, dakninebis Jins da amoigdos Tavidan, rac jer kidev Canasaxobisas, jer kidev kvercxis binadars Caunerges, gnebavT, nemsiT Seuyvanes, da gadaifiqros, rac mis gaCenamde didi xniT adre Caifiqra dosiTeoz nekreselis gampoetebelma Tu qviSxeTeli biblioTekaris gamgiJebelma... mokled, qalbatonma kaSelma, sanam jer kidev ar dagvianebula, saqveynod, yvelas dasanaxad, telekameris win unda moiSalos muceli, Tundac savaraudo, Teoriuli saSiSroebac rom moispos kaSelTa xelaxali aRzevebisa, rasac albaT pirveli TviTon ar dauSvebs, rogorc antonis tyupiscali, magram rogorc antonis meuRle, didi siamovnebiTac gauCens qmars, erTsa da imave dros, da erTi da igive arsebis saxiT, Svilsac, Zmasac da disSvilsac... bunebaSi ar arsebobs Zala misi gamCerebeli...

Citebi ki JivJiveben, stvenen, WikWikeben, aRgznebulni, atacebulni sakuTari xmebiT, erTmaneTs ayolilni, mondomebulni, mowadinebulni erTmaneTis wamxedurobiTa da, vin icis, marTla darwmunebulnic, maTi erToblivi ZalisxmeviT rom Tendeba es ukuneTi Rame... SeiZleba, antons tuqsaven, ar uwoneben saqciels ras gavxar, ras Wyumpalaob mag aSmorebul auzSio SeiZleba, wyevlian kidec, mSoblis gametebisTvis da erTxmad mouwodeben, vidre jer kidev droa, gons moegos, dabrundes Sin, moinanios, ganiwmindos, gasufTavdes, isev adamians daemsgavsos da keTili inebos, kvlavac daicvas bunebis wesi, Cadges rigSi da mihyves CitisTvisac da adamianisTvisac erTnairad savaldebulo dro-Jamis dinebas... magram amaod irjebian. antoni veRarasodes gaxdeba iseTi, rogoric iyo da ukve zustad iseTia, rogoric unda yofiliyo Tavidanve, rogorc bunebis, ise cxovrebis wesidan gamomdinare. ufro sworad, araviTar wess ar emorCileba. misi bedi caSi ki ar aris gadawyvetili, rogorc nebismieri sulierisa, aramed kabinetSi. man ukve Ralatis simwarec igema da mkvlelobis siamtkbilobac. aRarc guli aqvs, aRarc mizani, aRarc Rirseba, aRarc samSoblo da isev mamamisis sayvareli sityva rom moviSvelioT, aRarc ideali. misi ideali sikvdilisTvis sikvdilia. arafris gamo da arafrisTvis. amitom gaaCina dedam, amitom awova ZuZu (Tuki awova saerTod), amitom zrdida, amitom umarTavda grandiozul dReobebs, namcxvris mTebiTa da limonaTis mdinareebiT, amitom ukuWavda jibeSi fuls, mamis uCumrad, da amitom ukeTebda nemss, "xandaxan", "iSviaTad", "wamlad", gansakuTrebiT, "cud amindSi", roca ZaRlic ar gaigdeboda gareT da erCia, Sin, ojaxur siTbosa da simyudroveSi mjdariyo misi Svili, vidre sxvenSi an sardafSi... Svilmac daufasa amagi. magram vinc mamas klavs, is SeiZleba nebismieri vigindaris xeliT moiklas. jer ki cocxalia. jer veraferi daakles misi mokvlis msurvelebma, ese igi, namdvilad misianebma, misnairebma. isini ukve mravlad arian da, RvTis wyalobiT, xval ufro metni iqnebian, mamebisa da dedebis xelSewyobiT, xelisufalTa usityvo TanxmobiT, zezeurad Camompalni aTasnairi seniTa da sibinZuriT, maradiuli tusaRebi, cixeSi Tu cixis gareT, plantaciebSi qancgawyvetili zangebiviT Cacucqulni sadarbazoebis win, trotuarebis gaswvriv... uazro, umizno, uSedego aRsasrulis molodinSi... erTmaneTisa rom esmiT, Tanac kargad, imitomac xocaven erTmaneTs. Tumca, amjerad xeli moecaraT. magari kakali SexvdaT, Tavadac mkvleli, Tanac genetikuri, Tmis Ziridan fexis frCxilamde. aSkarad cocxalia. ai, sisxlic mosdis... ai, ras ugavs saxe... kbilebze boTli daamsxvria im faRaraTma... svel xelebs frTxilad isvams SeSupebul saxeze, nela, gaubedavad iSorebs boTlis wvril namtvrevebTan erTad mimxmar sisxls da Wrilobebi maSinve axali sisxliT evseba. mere isev wyalSi afarTxalebs xelebs, farflebiviT, da uaresad amRvrevs, aqafebs binZur wyals. gegonebaT TamaSobso, Tavs iqcevso, da asedacaa, sxva arc araferi evaleba, arc araferi moekiTxeba. valic gaistumra da mosaxdelic moixada, ybayurisa da yivanaxvelis CaTvliT. jerjerobiT, sxva aranairi saymawvilo seni ar Seyria. sxvaTaSoris, arc veneriuli. am mxriv, maTi ojaxi namdvilad sanimuSoa, yvelani mkacrad icaven sisufTaves da ucxos aravis aWaWaneben ojaxur seqsSi. magram simarTle Tu gindaT, amas araferi aRar ainteresebs, aRarc colis simarTle, aRarc mamis tyuili. saerTod arafris codna ar unda, arc ludoviko bolonielis CaSlili misiisa, arc dosiTeoz nekreselis leqsebisa... arafris... surs, uvici da ucodinari iyos sxvebiviT, danarCenebiviT, radgan codna zedmeti bargia, xelis SemSleli da, SeiZleba, damRupvelic, roca marto Sen ici, risi codnac yvelasTvis erTnairadaa savaldebulo, miT ufro mkvdar qveyanaSi, sadac araTu simarTles ar amboben micvalebulze, aramed saerTod ar axseneben micvalebuls, TiTqos arc yofilao. marTlac, veraviTari swavla-ganaTleba ver moutanda albaT iseT sulier kmayofilebas, Sinagan simSvides, siamayis SegrZnebas da, rac

kidev ufro metia, iseT saxelsa da pativs (ara marto borotmomqmedTa, aramed samarTlis damcvelTa Sorisac), rogoric mamis mkvlelobam moutana erT Cveulebriv debils, Tumca, samwuxarod, arc mTlad Cveulebrivs, Cveulebrivze dabla mdgoms Tavisi zneobriv-moraluri doniT, radgan jer kidev SenarCunebuli aqvs da verafriT mouTokavs impulsuri sibralulisa da aRSfoTebis unari, rac, upirveles yovlisa, xels uSlis WeSmariti bunebis gamomJRavnebaSi, ris gamoc naklebad mimzidveli, Tundac, naklebad saintereso Canda yovelTvis tolamxanagebis TvalSi, magram rogorc ki culi aiRo xelSi, rogorc ki orad gaupo Tavi sakuTar mSobels, umal didebis Saravandedi daadga Tavze, sufra gauSales "xeivanSi" da yvelam qvemodan dauwyo laquci, duqnis garyvnili ZaRlebiviT. mkvleloba winaprebisgan memkvidreobiT miRebuli Tvisebaa misi da ara facafuciT, saxeldaxelod, iZulebiT SeZenili xeloba, drois moTxovnilebaTa gaTvaliswinebiT. piriqiT, swored drois moTxovnilebebma SeuSala albaT xeli, Tviseba xelobad eqcia, Tavis saxelovan winaprebis msgavsad. Tavisufleba da damoukidebloba, miT ufro zemodan Tavsmoxveuli da, eSmakma icis, ra mizniT gaTamaSebuli, ara marto pirveli moTxovnilebis saqonels aqrobs daxlebidan, aramed udanaSaulo msxverplis deficitsac aCens misdauneburad, rac Tavis mxriv, araTu romantiul momxibvlelobas ukargavs jalaTis profesias, aramed saerTod saTuos xdis mis arsebobas, ris gamoc asobiT da aTasobiT TvalsaCino profesionali quCaSi rCeba da Cveulebrivi durglisa Tu santeqnikosis msgavsad, sanagveze gadis sarCos mosapoveblad... magram, rac marTalia marTalia, man gacilebiT meti SeZlo, vidre misma saxelovanma winaprebma, Tumca, yvela maTgani saxelmwifo mniSvnelobis mkvlelad iTvleboda da "upragonod" xvretda xalxs marjvniv da marcxniv. mainc mxolod man gabeda mSobelze xelis aRmarTva. SeiZleba, imaT ver moaswres, ar dascaldaT, iqamde daixocnen, vidre mixvdebodnen, mSoblebi rom unda moeklaT jer, Tuki marTla undodaT qveynis gasworeba pepera CxubSi mokles, papa manqanam gaitana magram arcerT maTgans gunebaSic ar gauvlia mSoblis mokvla da es Tu vinmem icis, mxolod aman icis, radgan zRaprebis magivrad da yvela zRaparze ufro wvrilad, imaT ambebs uyveboda xolme bebia, uyveboda mrisxanebiT anTebuli, aRgznebuli, agangaSebuli, uzomo sasmelisgan da narkotikisgan xmaCaxrinwuli, klanWebad qceuli TiTebiT Cafrenili SviliSvilis majas grZnobda kidec, rogor gadmodioda bebiis sxeulidan mis sxeulSi, rogorc erTi WurWlidan meoreSi, gaunelebeli SiSi da siZulvili sakuTari jilagisa, sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa cxovrebisgan dasaxiCrebuli, masac asaxiCrebda uneburad (narkotikiT hqonda tvini SeWmuli), SurisZiebis fuWi, cvedani, arafris maqnisi JiniT Sepyrobili da ukve yvelafris Camdeni, risi Cadenac saerTod SeuZlia qals... Tavadis qali bolSeviks Cauwva loginSi da qmrisa da mamis damxvrets Svili gauCina... SviliSvilisTvis ver epatiebina, rac Tavad Caedina, gulqva, ubiri, ugemuri sicocxlisTvis, da imasac ZaliT iTrevda Tavis binZur, samarcxvino warsulSi, im uhaero, oflian da bnel droSi, Tavze tomaraCamocmulma rom gaatara qviSxeTuri agarakis sardafSi, ase vTqvaT, "repeticiebze", brma sikvdilis ganuwyvetel molodinSi, vidre misi meuRle da amis papa, amis didi sexnia, srolaSi varjiSobda da naganis tyviiT amsxvrevda Tavze ablabudian qilebsa da boTlebs... mokled, aravin icis, ris fasad, magram amas mosaxdeli ukve moxdili aqvs. ase Tvlis marTlmsajulebac. "Cemze rom iyos rame damokidebuli, SenisTana biWs ki ar davsjidi, davajildovebdio" uTxra guSin gamomZiebelma kabinetSi, roca zerele, "formaluri" gaCxrekvisas misi pijakis gulis jibeSi aRmoCenil suraTs ubrunebda. is erTaderTi suraTia, romelzedac mSoblebTan erTad aris gadaRebuli da axlac pijakis gulis jibeSi udevs albaT, yovel SemTxvevaSi, ramdenadac axsovs, jer is suraTi amoiRo Sardis wumpedan da

mere gadmoxta Ramis baris sapirfareSos sarkmlidan. ase rom, is ocdasami weli, avi iyo Tu kargi, ukve istorias Cabarda. cotaa Tu bevri, aman is moixada, rac miusajes. TavisTvis araferi miusjia, arc ocdasami weli, arc ocdasami saaTi. azri ar hqonda da imitom. azri ar hqonda imdenad, ramdenadac arc iqamde CauTvlia Tavi damnaSaved da arc imis mere. nebismieri borotmoqmedi winaswar iTvaliswinebs, kanonis romeli muxli Seesabameba mis mier Cadenil danaSauls, icis raze midis, amasTan ki sul sxvanairadaa saqme, amas jer sasjeli unda moexada da mere unda daedgina, rogori danaSauli ufro Seesabameboda misgan ukve moxdil sasjels. amdenad, aman isic ki ar icoda, sCadioda Tu ara rames. ufro sworad, imas sCadioda, rac gangebas, RmerTs (romelic, etyoba, marTla arsebobs, raki mamamismac iwama), winaswar hqonda gaTvaliswinebuli, Tu rac impulsuri mrisxanebis Jams moepriana. rac mTavaria, aman isic ar icoda, borotmoqmedeba Tu iyo, rasac sCadioda. piradad mas, piriqiT egona. asedac gaifiqra, sikeTes vSvrebio, roca culi ukve mTeli ZaliT hqonda daqneuli da veRaraferi gaaCerebda. culic, ra Tqma unda, RmerTma Caudo xelSi. TviTon erTi wamiT, Tvalis umciresi nawiliT aRiqva imis momlodine, civi elvareba da mere verc miliciaSi da verc sufraze gaixsena, rodis mivida magidasTan culis asaRebad. axla TviTonac ecineba, magram isev mamis meSveobiT rom Seecada am ucnauri, uCveulo gansacdelidan gamoZromas faqtia da mTavar faqtze aranakleb samarcxvinoc. "mamaCemi moagvarebs yvelaferso" gaifiqra samzareuloSi SesvlisTanave, TavisTavad cxadia, uneburad, rogorc bavSvobaSi emarTeboda xolme, met-naklebad seriozul da saxifaTo sitauciaSi moxvedrils. raRa Sors wavideT, im dResac ase gaifiqra zustad, roca gulamovardnili misdevda lizikos trial mindorSi, mamasTan da JeleznisTan erTad, da imis garkvevas ki ar cdilobda, ratom unda gadaxtomoda coli manqanidan, aramed, "mamaCemi moagvarebs yvelaferso", imSvidebda Tavs. Tan, gulamovardnili garboda da imis mere, ase garbis. suli exuTeba, cecxlis perangi acvia TiTqos, Rilebi ki ver Seuxsnia, ver imorCilebs TiTebs da, gamwarebuli, tanze ixevs perangs. awyvetili Rilebi kutkaliebiviT mixtian maRal balaxSi. mindvris boloSi pirquSi qedi wamowolila, magram ki ar axlovdeba, nel-nela ukan ixevs TiTqos. liziko ukanmouxedavad garbis. fexSiSvelaa. fexsacmelebi xelSi uWiravs da mkvdari CitebiviT miakonwialebs. garbis, garbis, TiTqos sikvdils gaurbis. eseni ki, enagadmogdebuli mwevrebiviT misdeven. "zemodan mouare, zemodan" uyviris mama Jeleznis da esec elodeba, ra miTiTebas miscems mama. magram amaod. mama ZaRladac ar agdebs, arada, mTavari esaa. ufro sworad, amis cols misdeven dasaWerad da Tuki vinmem unda daiWiros, aman unda daiWiros, pirvel rigSi. "me TviTon, me TviTono" yviris sunTqvaSekruli, gulamovardnili, saxeze, mkerdze, mklavebze oflSi azelili mumli gadaglesvia. am sazizRari fafiTa aqvs amovsebuli piris Rruc da nestoebic. cotac da, gaigudeba, mokvdeba. magram mainc jiutad miZvreba ekalbardebSi, sadac liziko Sevarda es wuTia. miZvreba, matliviT micocavs lizikos nakvalevze, Tumca, TviTonve grZnobs, ra uazrobaa misi Tavgamodeba. sabediswerod daagvianda ukve. anu, gindac miwvdes, daiWiros liziko, mainc veRarasodes daibrunebs ukan. aqamde ar unda mieyvana saqme. waRma-ukuRma ki ar unda ekiTxa misTvis leqsebi, aramed rac SeiZleba Sors da rac SeiZleba swrafad unda gascloda aqaurobas, imasTan erTad. ar unda mieRo mamis nawyalobevi Tavisufleba, radgan mamam marTla ki ar gaanTavisufla, rogorc qviSxeTSi egona, colTan marto darCenils, aramed misi colic Caigdo xelSi, misi meSveobiT. droebiT daTmo dapyrobili teritoriis erTi goji da ori miimata samudamod... es ki ekalbardebSi miZvreba. ras eZebs? ra daukargavs? aq lizikos ra unda?! liziko raxania gamoaTries aqedan mamamisma da Jeleznim. aq mxolod lizikos danatovari sicarielea, lizikos sundakruli, ekliani, CaxuTuli,

mumliTa da mtvriT amovsebuli. lizikos danatovar sicarieleSi miRoRavs matliviT da sakuTar xorcs atovebs mayvlovanis eklebs. misi sisxliT wveTaven mayvlovanis eklebi. "liziko, liziko" misi xmiT yviris, Rrialebs mayvlovani. lizikos saxeli sasuleSi gasCxeria TiTqos da rogorme Tu ver amoanTxevs ukanve, isic amasaviT gaigudeba, daixrCoba, mokvdeba... "ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe" mSvidad ambobs mamamTilis mkerdze Tvalmilululi liziko. imasac mTeli saxe dakawvria. nakawrebSi sisxli Casdgomia, magram, gaWirvebiT, mainc axels cal Tvals, Zalian ainteresebs, ra zemoqmedeba moaxdina misma naTqvamma, da SedegiT kmayofili, enas uyofs amas. es ki icinis, imdenad umweoa iRonos rame, yvelaferze ecineba, siyvarulzec, veragobazec, yvelaferze... imazec ki ecineba, imaT magivrad rom rcxvenia, ufro sworad, lizikos magivrad mamisa da mamis magivrad lizikosi. mamamisma liziko farad daiyena win, culSemarTuli Svilis mosagerieblad, lizikom ki, erTad moboWili sacvlebi (iqamde, ratomRac, mkerdze hqonda mixutebuli orive xeliT), saxeSi miayara da uyvira: "damartyi, raRas ucdi, Se laCaroo". magram yvelaze naklebad liziko imsaxurebs misgan sikvdils da es mamamismac icoda. Tu icoda, iman icoda swored, da Tu undoda, swored imas undoda, arCevani SeSloda amas. imitomac dumda. dumiliT agiJebda orives, erTmaneTs rom dareodnen bolos. sxvaTaSoris, yvelaze naTlad, is dumili axsovs. is dumili iyo yvelaferze amazrzenic da Seuracxmyofelic. sul ramdenime wams gagrZelda albaT, magram aqamde ver daarRvia verafriT. miliciaSic Sehyva, duqanSic, Ramis barSic... SeiZleba sikvdili imdenad ar undodes, ramdenadac im dumilisgan ganTavisufleba. im dumilis gamo unda albaT sikvdili. im dumiliT kidev ufro monusxa da gamoaTayvana mamamisma, magram arCevani mainc ar SeSlia, mamasa da cols Soris ki ara, aramed mamis CrdilSi matliviT RoRvasa da gafrenis im wamier SegrZnebas Soris, culis daqnevisTanave rom daeufla uceb da erTbaSad aamaRla sakuTari uZlurebis, sakuTari umweobis, sakuTari simdablis mwvervalze, rasac jer jojoxeTuri Rreoba mohyva, mere klinikuri sikvdili da bolos koSmaruli sizmari, romelmac, samudamod Tu ara, RmerTma icis, ramdeni xniT gamoaTria sinamdvilidan, rkinis grZeltariani kauWiviT, romliTac papamisi morig msxverpls gamoaTrevda xolme sikvdilmisjilTa saknidan. ase rom, misi miwaze dabruneba ukve SeuZlebelia. is ukve caSia, maRla, sakuTar Tavzec ki, da swored im wamieri Tavisuflebis wyalobiT, im wamieri Tavisuflebis gamo, im wamieri TavisuflebisTvis, sruliad martom, damoukideblad rom moipova mamis sisxliT moTxvril samzareuloSi. mamis arsebidan sakuTari warmomavloba, sakuTari fesvi amoZirkva da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, es aris misi pirdapiri daniSnulebac, amisTvisaa saerTod movlenili qveyanaze. matlis pepelasaviT, sakuTari gvar-jilagis aRsasrulis mauwyebelia da aqeT-iqiT uazro farfatiTa da freniT farfatiTa da freniT amTavrebs winaprebis mier xoxviT gamovlil gzas, matlis fiqriviT uferulsa da uRimRamos... Ramis baris matlebi amasTan ver movlen. isini kidev ufro uaresi matlebi arian, sapirfareSos wumpeebis binadarni... matlebad darCebian bolomde. imitomac ver moWames fexebi. verasodes ganicdian, rac aman ganicada, radgan is ki ar adardebT, vaiTu, Zala ar gveyos mosaklavado, aramed, vaiTu, Cvenze Zlieri aRmoCndes, da aqeT dagvxocoso. ufrTxildebian TavianT matlur sicocxles, gauTavebeli laybobiT malaven TavianT matlur SiSs da ganuwyvetliv daeZeben maTTvis arasasurveli situaciebidan gamosaZrom xvrelebs, Torem, ra mniSvneloba aqvs, vis klav, qilers Tu qristes, Tuki misi mokvla dagisaxavs miznad, Tuki misi sikvdili migaCnia erTaderT xsnad, Tu mTeli qveynierebisTvis ara, SenTvis mainc. gana aman uyoymanod, ulaparakod ar dahkra mamas culi TavSi?! Tumca, srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda, liTonis an qvis birTviviT, aesxlita mamis Tavs misi culi. mama ukvdavi iyo misTvis, ara

marto bavSvobaSi, roca jer bevri araferi gaegeboda sikvdilisa, aramed merec, roca Tavad ixila, igrZno da iwvnia yvelafris warmavaloba. mxolod mamamisi rCeboda ucvleli, Seuvali, miudgomeli, rogorc zebunebrivi, iseve bunebrivi da qvebunebrivi ZalebisTvis. vis ar xsnidnen, vis ar iWerdnen, vis ar klavdnen is ki (mamamisi), erTi kabinetidan meoreSi gadadioda, Tanac ukeTesSi, ukeTesi avejiTa da mdivniT gawyobilSi. amaoeba amaoebaTa da amaoa yoveli, magram mainc nu hgoniaT im debilebs, cxvariviT rom gauCerdebaT es. marTalia, sikvdils iqiT daeZebs, magram marTla cxvari xom ar aris?! SeiZleba, mamamisisTvis cxvari iyo, ufro sworad, cxvris magivrad es Seswira mamamisma Tavis kerps, magram es mainc ufro adamiania, vidre cxvari: raRaceebi axsovs (magaliTad, Wreli Zroxa, Tvalgadmogdebuli ciyvi, misgan ganawyenebuli oboba...), raRacaze guli wydeba (pirvel rigSi, qviSxeTSi gatarebul dReebze), viRac uyvarda (vTqvaT, liziko)... ase rom, jer TavianTi upiratesoba daumtkicon, yvela gza mouWran, ar dautovon gadarCenis araviTari Sansi da, ki batono, mere ginda marTla cxvariviT gamoWran yeli, ginda tyvia daaxalon kefaSi, rogorc papamisi eqceoda "samSoblos moRalateebsa" da "xalxis mtrebs". magram vidre cocxalia, esec yvelafers iRonebs, raTa erTxel kidev gadarCes, imitom ki ara, sikvdilis rom eSinia, aramed mamas rom ar Sexvdes sikvdilis saufloSi, simZafre da sicxovele ar daukargos erTxel ukve gancdilsa da gadatanils (Tundac, warmodgenils), radgan iqac, sikvdilis saufloSic, iseve moeqceva mamas, rogorc aq moeqca, samzareuloSi Tavs gaupobs culiT... Tavs gaupobs culiT erTaderT adamians, romlisac swamda, romelic eimedeboda da romelsac simbolod Tvlida saerTod adamianobisa, vidre iman branwi ar daanaxva, ai, Seni rwmenac, ai, Seni imedic da ai, Seni adamianobaco... amitom, misi ukanaskneli survilia, gadarCes, anu, arasodes aRar Sexvdes mamas. arada, am erTi saaTis win, imdenad axlos idga sikvdilTan, xviTqiviT gadasdioda saxeze mkvdari mamis suniani, webovani amonasunTqi... axia! metis Rirsia! egre mouxdeba! viRacis, marTla debilis, wera-kiTxvis ucodinaris gauwafavi xeliT dajRabnilma acabaca isrebma gaabriyves, gaityues da sakuTari fexiT SeabrZanes xafangSi... es saidanRa gaiCiTa, e?! gulwrfelad gaukvirda barmens. me ra vici. me rom movedi, eg ukve ijda Tqva lidam. xelovnuri, grZeli wamwamebi Savad ubzinavda. aSkarad zedmeti mosvloda saRebavi. ra gnebavT, genacvale? marto xarT? dauyvavasaviT barmenma antons kari vin gauRo? miubrunda lidas. me ar gamiRia. me rom movedi, eg ukve magidasTan ijda Tqva lidam. kargi ra, Seni Wirime... auqnia xeli barmenma naRdi Seni klientia, boziSviliviyo... erTxelac ityvi da waval... meyofa yoveldRe erTi da igive... gabrazda lida, magram barmenma ar acala: radiboga! oRond, mere xvewna aRar damiwyo daeTanxma da daemuqra kidec, erTsa da imave dros. me aravis arafers ar vexvewebi... aseT samsaxurs yvelgan viSovni... aqeT Semexvewebian kidev ufro gagulisda lida. vso! movrCiT. magaze mere vilaparakoT. axla klients mixede saqmianad Tqva barmenma SeukveTeT, rac gindaT miubrunda antons.

antonma pirvelad maSin Sexeda safuZvlianad. ocdaaTs Zlivs iqneboda gadacilebuli, magram bevrad xnierad gamoiyureboda, albaT naadrevi siqaClisa da saTvalis gamo. aSkarad mowadinebuli iyo, zrdili, Tavaziani kacis STabeWdileba moexdina "klientze", magram xelovnuri, naZaladevi Tavazianoba kidev ufro mdabiursa da arasasiamovno elfers aZlevda mis garegnobas. ra gaqvT ro? hkiTxa antonma agdebulad. e, rogor Tu ra gvaqvs... Cven yvelaferi gvaqvs. SeukveTeT rac gindaT da lida yvelafers gaaCens... ara, lida? daimowma melam kudi. magram, marTlac, meliis kudiviT gafumfulebuli oficianti, romelic albaT meZavadac muSaobda SeTavsebiT am gaugebar dawesebulebaSi, jer kidev ebuteboda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aSkarad yelSi hqonda amosuli Tavisi orive xeloba. arafersac ar gavaCen... movrCi muSaobas ganacxada kuStad. ar gaaCen da... ras hqvia, ar gaaCen! ar gamomiyvano, Se nabozvaro, moTminebidan... moTminebidan gamovida ki ara, gamovarda, gamoenTo barmeni. ei, muwuk... ar grcxvenia? rogor elaparakebi qals... mSvidad uTxra antonma. barmeni moulodnelobisagan gaognda, damunjda. anda, Segnebulad daimunja Tavi, dro rom moego, saswrafod aewon-daewona Seqmnili situacia da mereRa emoqmeda, situaciidan gamomdinare. jer laparaki unda iswavlo da mere gaxsna bari... gaagrZela barmenis dumiliT gaTamamebulma antonma aq unda iswavlos gamoqliavebulma axalgazrdam, rac skolaSi ver iswavla... mobrZandiT. dabrZandiT. madlobT. ukacravad. kargad brZandebodeT... ar miafsaT magidis fexs... ar miaWylitoT kedelze sigaretis namwvavi... nu CaufurTxebT mezobels yavis finjanSi... Seni saqme ar aris, Cven ras vetyviT erTmaneTs gaawyvetina lidam. etyoba, tanma safrTxe ugrZno da xazgasmuli familiarulobiT scada daZabulobis ganmuxtva Tqvi, ra ginda, ra mogitano? Tan, marjvena xelis grZelfrCxilebian TiTebs, albaT mRelvarebis dasafaravad, magidaze aTamaSebda, lamis antonis cxvirwin, marcxena ki, gamomwvevad, Semoedo TeZoze. antons, ratomRac, guli dawyda, egona (Tavs daabralos!), oficiants esiamovneboda misi gamoqomageba, madlierebis grZnobiT ganimsWvaleboda misdami, moiglejda foTlisxela winsafars, saxeSi miagdebda saTvaliani gveliviT galursul barmens da, Tundac, meZavuri, oficianturi RirsebiT miatovebda aqaurobas... masTan erTad. Sens adgilas, frCxilebsac Savad SeviRebavdi... dagxatavs... erTbaSad gaizrdeba klientura... mende sityvaze. kargad vicnob am debil qalaqs Tqva yalbi guliTadobiT. saRlabucod ar mcalia, Seni Wirime, Tqvi, ra gnebavs? aifxora lida. Tan frCxilebze daixeda uneburad. oraluri siyvaruli miaxala antonma mSvidad, warbis Seuxrelad. rao? ra mnebavso? rogorc iqna gamoerkva barmeni. sakuTar yurebs ar daujera da isev Semobrunda, wasasvlelad gamzadebuli. sisaZagles meubneba raRacas daabezRa lidam klienti. oraluri siyvaruli SevukveTe uTxra antonma barmens imave simSvidiT Tqven ar TqviT, rac gindodeT moiTxoveTo?! SarSi nu gamxvev, Zmao, Seni Tavi ara maqvs daiZaba barmeni. sroki momixdia, Zmao, gamige ra! xmaSi ahyva antoni.

 wadi, miSas dauZaxe... kenWosac. droze qeni, ras miyureb, Se idioto? oriveni movidnen axlave uTxra barmenma lidas adeqi. morCa. vixurebiT. aRar vmuSaobT mklavSi mokida antons xeli. xeli gamiSvi Tqva antonma mSvidad. barmenma maSinve gauSva xeli. antonma adgoma daapira, orive xeliT daeyrdno magidas da skamic fexiT gaaCoCa ukan, magram am dros, isinic movardnen, miSa da kenWo, da ra xdeba, ra ambaviao, aqoSinebulebi daadgnen Tavze aqeT-iqidan. vin aris? fuls ar ixdis? ikiTxa miSam. Sarzea viRacaa... meZvelbiWeba aq... mineti moTxova lidas Tqva barmenma. vah! gulwrfelad Seicxada kenWom. mere? gaqvs magdeni fuli? dainteresda miSa. fuli saerTod ara maqvs. dRes gamovedi cixidan Tqva antonma. fuflo xar? ese igi, fuflo xar daaskvna kenWom. fuflo ki ara, mkvleli. gnebavT, qileri daazusta antonma. gvaRadavebs, boziSviliviyo Tqva barmenma. mec ara vTqvi, vakelebi movidnen-meTqi... Tqva miSam. ra ici, rom imaTi mogzavnili ar aris? aRelda barmeni vin xar, Zmao, ra ginda? aq barderi ar aris, aq baria miubrunda antons. es ra baria... Tqven ra, videoSic ar ginaxavT bari? Caicina antonma da demonstratiulad moatara xeli sivrceSi. marTlac, iqauroba Cveulebriv sasadilos ufro gavda, vidre Ramis bars. erT kuTxeSi iataki odnav aemaRlebinaT da zed skami daedgaT, albaT musikosisTvis, magram axla aravin ijda im skamze amerikuli sigaretis moWmuWnuli kolofi daegdo viRacas zed xolo, darbazis meore boloSi, sigaretis kvamlis RrubelSi SeyuJuli sami biWi da ori gogo, anda, sami gogo da ori biWi, kidev ufro amZafrebda isedac usicocxlosa da uferul garemos. saerTod ar iRebdnen xmas. albaT anaSas eweodnen da garindulni elodebodnen mZafr SegrZnebebs. arc gaugiaT, rac darbazis am boloSi xdeboda. kaifob, jigar? uTxra kenWom antons, cudad SeniRbuli sibraziT egre rogor SeiZleba... egre ar gamova, Zmao... kaifob ki ara, qeifob. qarTulad qeifia gauswora antonma, yuradReba ar miuqcevia imis cudad SeniRbuli sibrazisTvis, TiTqos mSobliuri enis maswavleblad moewviaT aq da pirvel gakveTils utarebdaT bayayi wyalSi yiyinebs... kapiki gakapikebula... sartyeli mivirtyi-movirtyi, mortymuli daviarebi... da kidev ramdeni aseTi margaliti gvaqvs, RvTis wyalobiT. ase ar aris? magram Tqven Tu aRar mogwonT, me vin msjis viTom... Tavi qvas gixeTqiaT... sxvaTaSoris, marTla vqeifob, ori dRea, qeifSi var, ar gamomnelda arafriT... ase rom, mec TqvenisTana nagavi var... Tu ar gjeraT, misuneT... aSkarad, cudad iyo atexili, weras hyavda atanili, cecxls eTamaSeboda, magram siamovnebda cecxlTan TamaSi, gamabrueblad, gamomaTayvaneblad, rogorc gamwiravi dedis, anda, moRalate colis alersi... giJia, boziSviliviyo Tqva barmenma. wadi, Zmao, masti naxe qurdulad mouqcia kenWom. Cemi masti ar arsebobs... erTi patiosani mkvleli var, suls iqiT araferi mabadia Tavi moisawyla antonma. geubnebiT, giJia Tqva barmenma.

 ade, adeqi! gavideT, gareT vilaparakoT xmas auwia kenWom da mklavze waetana, undoda ZaliT wamoeyenebina skamidan, rogorc mTvrali, gajanjlebuli klienti, magram antonma daaswro, yvelasaTvis moulodneli siswrafiT wamodga fexze, gadayiravebuli skamic aseve swrafad, ukanmouxedavad moiSora fexiT, Tan pijakis gulis jibeSi xelis Cayofac moaswro da ki ar iyvira, daisisina: adgilze gagaTavebT samiveso... etyoba, lida ar Caugdia saTvalavSi, marto mamrobiTi sqesis warmomadgenlebi igulisxma. girCevT, sityvaze damijeroT daamata cota xnis Semdeg, ukve agdebulad momRimarma. daZabuli dumili Camovarda. TiTqos dacxa kidec. lida moSorebiT idga da gulxeldakrefili iyureboda aqeTken. SeRebili Tval-warbi Savad ubzinavda. gegonebodaT, Cveulebriv, mobezrebul sanaxaobas uyurebs iZulebiT da erTi suli aqvs... ara, piriqiT, sulerTia misTvis, rodis an riTi damTavrdeba es morigi maimunobao. es bazari mindoda axla me?! barZayze xeli dairtya barmenma. gvasiabandebs Tqva kenWom vin Wams magas... geubnebiT, mkisrebelia Tqva barmenma. mkisrebeli var... yvelafris mkisrebeli var daeTanxma antoni mamasaviT, mamis mamasaviT, mamis mamis mamasaviT... marjvena xeli isev pijakis gulis jibeSi hqonda Cayofili. vso. movrCeT bazars. Tqvi, ra ginda da wadi Seni gziT saqmianad mouWra barmenma. Sen cota vera xar, ai... yasidad moiRuSa antoni aki giTxari, arsad mimesvleba-meTqi... patiosani, mkvleli ki ara, poeti aRar unda aravis... amis meti araferi mabadia. es aris mTeli Cemi avladideba moayola auCqareblad da pijakis gulis jibeSi Cayofil xels suraTi amoayola, Cveulebrivi suraTi, friad gavrcelebuli saojaxo albomebSi: ded-mama TavianT SvilikosTan erTad. ojaxis wevrebi ojaxur garemoSi. barmenma mtacebeli cxovelis simardiT gamostaca suraTi xelidan. jer xarbad daaSterda, mere ramdenjerme gadaatriala waRma-ukuRma, bolos, mgoni, dasuna kidec, magram mainc veraferi gaugo. eseni vin arian? rad ginda? hkiTxa antons daufaravi interesiT Sen ra, marTla mkvleli xar? qileri xar? eseni unda daxoco? zedized miayara SekiTxvebi, zedmetad aRelvebulma sakuTari, jer kidev dasazustebeli varaudiT. suraTi ori TiTiT eWira, wkipad, TiTqos es wuTia gaumJRavnebia da aSrobso. magaTgan erTi ukve movkali uTxra antonma da xeli gaiSvira, suraTis CamosarTmevad, magram barmenma suraTiani xeli ganze gaswia. minetisTvis xalxs xocav, SeCema, ar grcxvenia? Tqva kenWom. TvalgaSeSebuli, gafiTrebuli, sadRac, antonis Tavs zemoT iyureboda, daZabulobisgan ybaCamozrdili da, etyoba, antonisgan gansxvavebiT, is namdvili iaraRis tars bRujavda jibeSi. ver gadaewyvita, ahyoloda Tu ara uecrad gaCenil ganzraxvas, anu, amoeRo Tu ara iaraRi, radgan Tuki amoiRebda, mere iZulebuli Seiqneboda, exmara kidec.

antonma isev barmens Sexeda, viTom isev suraTis CamosarTmevad gauwoda xeli, magram, imave wams, kenWosken Semobruda da moulodnelad, vidre is yoymanobda, mTeli ZaliT xeTqa muSti saxeSi. kenWo gadaqanda, erTi-ori areuli nabijic gadadga ukan, magram ar waqceula. waqceviT antoni waiqca, radgan miSam Savad alaplapebuli naganis tari Caartya kefaSi... "adrec Tu mogsvliaT erTmaneTSi usiamovnebao" maSinve hkiTxa gamomZiebelma da asanTis kolofi isrola magidaze. "me da Cems colso" Seubruna kiTxva aman. "mama mokali Sen Tu colio" gaicina gamomZiebelma da "age, ciyvio" gaiSvira TiTi. aman gamomZieblis TiTs Tvali gaayola da marTla dainaxa ciyvi, oRond, xeze ki ar ijda, barmenis ubidan iWyiteboda. uceb cali Tvali gamoebera, gamoebera, gamoebera da aerostatis xela rom gaxda, sazareli xmiT gaskda. imis lorwovani nafleTebi Tvalebzec aekra antons da imave wams sapirfareSoSi amohyo Tavi. lidas garda, yvelani iq iyvnen. suniT mixvda, suniTa da gansakuTrebuli, sapirfareSoseuli sigriliT. amqveynisa aRar iyo, fexze ver idga, miSas ekava uknidan, ufro sworad, fexebwarTmeuli, ilajgawyvetili da miwaze CvariviT moTreuli ekida miSas rkinisebur mklavebze. mowuwne, Se dampalo... vis veubnebi! mowuwne qarTuli mompasi eubneboda kenWo da TviTonve icinoda sakuTar xumrobaze. cota qveviT dawie, simon, xom xedav, ver vwvdebi uTxra miSas. es jer ver mixvda, ras ambobda, raze icinoda, ras akeTebda kenWo, magram uceb SemaZrwunebeli sicxadiT igrZno, rogor mouTaTuna iman tuCebze amazrzenad dondlo, nelTbilad aqoTebuli asos Tavi da maSinve wamoazida, sisxliani dorbli Camoewuwa nikapze. zed damarwyia, am CaTlaxma! iyvira kenWom. axla miSam da barmenma gaicines, erTdroulad, Sexmatkbilebulad, TiTqos mouTmenlad elodebodnen am replikas. tyuilad fafxurob da imitom. xom xedav, ar gidgeba moayola sicils barmenma. ra gxia mainc amisTana ahyva miSac Sen isa Tqvi, samudamod Tu dagakargvina kacoba... dediTqvenisam, diax! aba, lida Semovides... me am banZze ar midgeba Tqva kenWom, yovelgvari xumrobis gareSe, da imave wams, kidev erTi araadamianuri tkivili elviseburad gaiklakna antonis SiganSi, erTdroulad miswvda Tavisi cecxlovani sacecebiT gulsac, RviZlsac, tvinsac... da mere ferdSi, neknebs qvemoT gaqvavda, eklis gorglad qceuli...

gamomZieblis kabinetis orive sarkmeli yurTamdea moRebuli, magram haeri mainc ar Semodis. antoni lamis daixrCos. Tanac, peperas CafarTxunebuli faraja acvia da budionovka axuravs Tavze. suli exuTeba. cotac da, danaRmuli saaTiviT iWeqebs misi guli, nafleTebad iqceva. "ar dagaviwydes perekopi!" uyviris pepera. iman da dideda klavam Camarxes es marilSi, perekopTan, dabadebamde didi xniT adre, ufro sworad, TavianTi mkvdari Tesli SaSxiviT Seinaxes marilSi, samomavlod, da marTlac, marilis gaqvavebul zvirTebSi wevs TiTqos axlac, marilis akvanSi, marilis artaxebiT gakoWili, kandaSaSruli, tvingamomSrali... erTi ylupi haeri CaasunTqeT da yvelaferze Tanaxmaa: Tbilissac aiRebs Tavidan da, Tu gindaT, Zia elizbarsac miayenebs kedelTan, biblioTekar nikolozsac, dosiTeoz nekreselsac, ZuZuebdaglejil dedofalsac da TavmokveTil mefesac... sarkmlidan, haeris magivrad, moaxlovebuli demonstraciis gaurkveveli da SemaSfoTebeli xmebi Semodis. gamomZiebeli iZabeba, magidaze sasrolad momzadebuli asanTis kolofi xelSi uSeSdeba. xan antons Sexedavs gamomcdelad, xan sarkmels. antonsa da demonstracias Soris farulad arsebul kavSiris dadgenas cdilobs. Zveli Cekistia, gamoqeqili, Sebertyili. magram antons aRaraferi akavSirebs demonstraciasTan. "gaaReT sarkmeli! yviris gunebaSi vixrCobi..." marTla ixrCoba, Tumca, sarkmeli Riaa. sasule aqvs gadaketili. misi jalaTebi ki, aq xiTxiTeben, Ramis baris sapirfareSoSi... naRdi qileria. Tu ginda, sanaZleo Tqva barmenma da kenWo gverdiT gaswia. kenWo ar gasZalianebia. vin icis, gauxarda kidec. magram mainc nelnela, viTom uxalisod, viTom iZulebiT ikravda Sarvals eseni vin arian? Tavze dahyvira barmenma antons da suraTi cxvirwin autar-Cautara ramdenjerme. demonstracia ki, wami-wam axlovdeba. demonstracias mumlis Rrubeli dastrialebs Tavze, rac ukve Cveulebrivi sanaxaobaa TbilisisTvis. xalxi gabezrebulia mumlTan uazro brZoliT. Zlivs moSorebulTa adgils iolad movlenilni ikaveben. antonis adgils vin daikavebs? antonis adgili raxania dakavebulia. ludoviko bolonielis Camosvlamde. antons adgili ara aqvs. saerTod, arafers ar warmoadgens, haeris buStia, genetikuri uazroba, anaqronizmi... ki magram, mama Tu ar mouklavs, ras morboda, maincdamainc, miliciaSi da ratom ar mivida, vTqvaT, germaniis saelCoSi?! damicaviT, gTxovT, mSobliuri agresiisgan... rogor, Tqve-e-enc? mamaTqvenis Svi-i-li? diiiax, Cve-e-enc, mamiCvenis Svili! nu gjeraT feriscvalebisa! ramdenjerac dasWirdeba, imdenjer icvlis fers da ramdenjerac ar unda icvalos feri, mainc is darCeba, rac aris. "vixrCobi... davixrCvi... budionovka mainc momxadeT, Tqve arakacebo" yviris, igineba gunebaSi, sasulegadaketili... mgoni, raRacas geubneba mxari wakra kenWom barmens. rao? ar mesmis. garkveviT Tqvi! jer yurSi Cahyvira barmenma antons da mere TviTon miutana yuri pirTan. antons undoda eTqva, gamaxsendi, gicani, vici, vinca xaro, magram araferi gamouvida, sasacilod Clifinebda, tuCebgadmobrunebuli, da dorblis Sxefebs afrqvevda mxolod.

"Tqveni deda..." yvelas erTad aginebs gunebaSi, vinc mis dacemas Seuwyo xeli, vinc am aqoTebul sapirfareSoSi miiyvana misi cxovreba. futkris bzuili zRvis dagubul gugunSi gadadis TandaTan. ufro da ufro imuxteba, iZabeba haeri. sarkmlis minebi Semawuxeblad wkrialeben, TiTqos miwa iZrao. gamomZiebels cali yuri quCiskena aqvs, Zalian ainteresebs, ra xdeba gareT, kidev ra "fokuzs" unda elodes quCisgan. guli ugrZnobs, raRac kavSiri marTla arsebobs TviTmarqvia mkvlelsa da fexebzemkidia demonstracias Soris. am goims hgonia, Senobis warTmevas upireben. magram raRac kavSiri namdvilad rom arsebobs antonsa da moaxloebul demonstracias Soris, amas antonic grZnobs. grZnobs ki ara, Tavs dadebs. daZabuli elodeba, rodis axrialdeba megafoni, da ai, isic! "Tavisufleba sindisis patimars" xrialebs, xixinebs, ixrinweba megafoni. antoni lamis wamovardes skamidan, magram ver ganZreula, daWedilia skamze. "lizikos xmaa... lizikoa" uxaria antons. rogorc ar unda daamaxinjos, gaauxeSos megafonma, maSinve icnobs am xmas da yovelTvis ase gauxardeba, rogori gabrazebulic ar unda iyos da rogorc ar unda ejavrebodes Tavad liziko. celis xmisa ar iyos, es xmac misi sakuTrebaa, misi saidumlo saganZuris erT-erTi uZvirfasesi eqsponati. magram vidre megafoni xrialebs, xixinebs, ixrinweba da filtvis nafleTebiviT isvris gauazrebel sityvebs "Tavisufleba", "sindisi", "patimari" gamomZiebeli isev gamomcdelad uyurebs antons, ar jera, ar SeuZlia daijeros, amxela speqtakli, mxolod da mxolod, adamianuri simartovis, adamianuri umweobisa da uimedobis demonstraciaa da meti araferi... vin arian-meTqi, ar gesmis?! isev dahyvira Tavze barmenma. "vin arian? romeli partiaa?" ekiTxeba gamomZiebelic. "Cemi colia... lizikoa... liziko Cemi colia" Clifinebs es gunebaSi. "ade, ade, wavideT. kargi pur-marili gvelodeba... me rom magaTi ambavi vici, dilamde aRar gaaTaveben..." ambobs gamomZiebeli da asanTis kolofs magidisken isvris... xedav am suraTs? xedav? Tavze dagaxev, icode! brazdeba barmeni. "mtkiced sdeq! Saosnebi ukve modian.. Rvinis pirveli qarxnis muSebic CvenTan arian" xrialebs, xixinebs megafoni. "Tavisufal saqarTvelos gaumar... Tavisufal saqarTvelos gaumar...jos. jos. jos." Rrialebs quCa. "ra ginda mand, Se debilo, axlave gamoeTrie gareT" isev xrialebs, isev xixinebs, isev ixrinweba megafoni... romeli mokali? kaci? qali? bavSvi? Tavze dahyvira antons barmenma.

ra Tqma unda, bavSvi. bavSvi mokla antonma. Tavisi damarilebuli bavSvoba. mkvleli ki ara, TviTmkvlelia, ufro sworad, aRaraferi ar aris. xmeli foToliviT agdia gamomZieblis gverdiT, gamomZieblis sakmaod Selaxul fiatSi, da krwanisisken miiswrafis, saxelganTqmuli duqnisken, oRond, ganTavisuflebis aRsaniSnavad ki ara, sakuTar qelexze. aRarc Tavs ekuTvnis, aRarc mamas, aRarc cols da aRarc aravis... misi dRe dailia. mgzavriviT, gindac patimariviT, ki ar zis manqanis savarZelze, xes momwydari da qaris Semogdebul foToliviT agdia. manqana ki, zedized ezanyeba TiTqos sagangebod mis gasamwareblad gaCenil Rrmulebsa da ormoebSi da, miuxedavad am seriozuli dabrkolebisa, mainc axerxebs sivrceSi gadaadgilebas. ai, gascda metexis xids, Wrel abanoebs, balneologiurs, TaTrebis saCaies, daCoqil firosmans... "arc eg ar dgas Tavis adgilzeo" niSnis mogebiT ekiTxeba gamomZiebeli. ra Tqma unda, ar dgas, magram antons fexebze kidia yvelaferi. "Tavi qvas uxeTqia yvelas... Tavi qvas uxeTqia yvelas... am Cems fexebs..." xrialebs gaguduli, miSas xelebze dakiduli, rogorc dakluli xbo rkinis kauWebze... magram, misTvisac moulodnelad, suraTze aRbeWdilma aTi wlis antonma umcros ZmasaviT Semoxeda uceb, ar vici, sayveduriT, ar vici, TanagrZnobiT, da isic suraTs waetana uneburad... araferi aqvs im suraTze Zvirfasi, gasafrTxilebeli. im suraTis wyalobiT, mTeli ojaxi erTad ixdida sasjels, erTi da igive motiviT, erTsa da imave sakanSi. ufro metic, erTsa da imave narze, marTalia, simbolurad, magram samarTlianad, Tundac mxolod antonis TvalsazrisiT. ojaxma Sva Tavis wiaRSi ara marto Jini mkvlelobisa, aramed sababic, wamqezebelic, aRmsrulebelic da... msxverplic. arc araferi usesxia, arc araferi SeuZenia. yvelaferi TviTon "awarmoa", wlebis manZilze, sagvareulo damRiT, radgan am mizniT iyo saerTod movlenili godridan... es evaleboda: ojaxuri masStabiT warmodgena momavali msoflio masStabis katastrofisa, kacobriobis xvalindeli dRisa, kaSelebis dinastiis Tavdauzogavi da TiTqmis saukunovani moRvaweobis kanonzomieri Sedegisa... miliciaSi guli uskdeboda, vaiTu, aRar damibrunon suraTio, da, netav, marTla ar daebrunebinaT iq ufro gadarCeboda ideboda TavisTvis mtvrian saqaRaldeSi, sxva miriad gauxsnel saqmesTan erTad... "pirvelad vnaxe, kaci jibiT atarebdes mSoblebis suraTs da Tan culiT dasdevdes mosaklavado" Tqva maSin gamomZiebelma da es iyo erTaderTi swori daskvna, rac ki iman saerTod gamoitana "kaSelebis saqmidan". diaxac, siyvarulis gamo mokla, siyvarulisTvis da siyvaruliT. coli ki ara, mama. mizezi ki ara, mizani. coli mkvlelobis sababis erT-erTi Semadgeneli nawilia mxolod da, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, isic msxverplia. amdenad, araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, konkretulad vin iqneba is, liziko, niniko Tu anano... abstraqtuli cnebaa da, aqedan gamomdinare, sxvac bevri vinme SeiZleboda yofiliyo antonis coli. marTlac, ra gansxvavebaa, romeli maTgani gamoglejs xelidan SampanuriT savse Wiqas, gacnobisTanave, da sanacvlod Tavisas, ukve fskeramde pirwmindad amowovils, mogaCeCebs... romeli maTgani ar gkiTxavs saxels, zrdilobisTvis mainc, da romeli maTgani dagimtkicebs uecarsa da yvelafris gamasworebel siyvaruls maSinve, iqve, iqve Tu ara, meore oTaxSi mainc, anda, sadarbazoSi, garaJebs ukan, manqanaSi, xis Ziras, buCqebSi... sulerTia, sad, yvelgan, sadac amuris sakmaod dablagvebuli isari daeweva da droebiT gaTiSavs, gaabruebs, rogorc saSiSsa da Znelad mosaTvinierebel mtacebel cxovelebs abrueben da TiSaven mecnierebi, savaldebulo gamokvlevisa Tu aucilebeli mkurnalobis Casatareblad... mama ki, mxolod is SeiZleba iyos, vinc aris, vinc gaCenamdec Sens mamadaa Cafiqrebuli RmerTisgan da sikvdilis merec Sens mamad darCeba, ginda Tu ara Sen, gsiamovnebs Tu ar gsiamovnebs. rac mTavaria, colis Ralats, ase Tu ise, mainc SeiZleba mounaxos gamarTleba da, adre Tu gvian, mainc Seeguos

kaci. eSmakic ver daTvlis, ramdeni kdemamosili qalbatoni Ralatobs qmars, Tundac, am wuTas, vidre amas ase oralurad aupatiureben sapirfareSoSi. coli RalatisTvis aris Seqmnili da ZiriTadad Cvenve, qmrebi, vaiZulebT am nabijis gadadgmas. Ralati ki ar ukvirT colisgan, aramed erTguleba, radgan nebismieri qmari nebismieri colisTvis bunebrivi dabrkolebaa, raRacaSi xelisSemSleli da, Zalauneburad, yvela coli cdilobs da, bolos da bolos, yvela coli axerxebs am dabrkolebis gadalaxvas, vin SfoTiTa da ayalmayaliT, vin mSvidad da uxmaurod... magram roca mama giRalatebs, abuCad agigdebs, araTu gapatiebs, piriqiT, Sens dasaknineblad, Sens gasabiTureblad gamoiyenebs, vTqvaT, Sens sisustesa da uasakobas, anda, rame fizikur nakls (miT ufro rom, Tavad Segqmna aseTi nakiani), araTu Svilad gaRiarebs, saerTod arafrad Cagagdebs, Tundac, rogorc sulier arsebas, romelic xedavs, grZnobs, ganicdis da romelsac, imisda mixedviT, Tu rogor garemoSi, ra magaliTebiT gazrdi, SeuZlia, daufiqreblad dados SenTvis Tavi da aseve daufiqreblad gagipos Tavi culiT amis gageba da, miT ufro, amasTan Segueba, aramarto Znelia, dauSvebelicaa, Ralatia mTeli kacobriobis winaSe, ramdenadac yvelaferi modis mamisgan, da aravin icis Ze, garda mamisa, da aravin icis mama, garda Zisa! es ukve katastrofaa, apokalifsi, samyaros bolo dRe, armagedoni... mama uaryofs Svils, Svili klavs mamas. wre ikvreba. xafangi ixureba da gvaris ukanaskneli warmomadgeneli, uhaero sivrceSi gamomwyvdeuli, amaod abCens pirs, amaod daeZebs gamosavals garduvali da samarTliani aRsasrulidan. mamis mkvleli sworedac sapirfareSoSi unda moiklas da sworedac rom vigindaris xeliT... egec Sen! axia! ylape sakuTari sisxli... roca Senma didma peperam, "godris gagdebulma", rogorc rZali eZaxda, internacionaluri ojaxis Sesaqmnelad ruseTs miaSura, maSin Caeyara safuZveli Sens dRevandel savalalo arsebobas, arafrisgan arafrisTvis gamomdinares, oRond, Senze gacilebiT Zlierisa da mniSvnelovanis damagvirgvineblad movlenils. Sen gazis ukanaskneli buStula xar mxolod, TavisTavad gamoyofili Tqveni saerTosagvareulo, oRond, ukve mkvdari organizmidan, erTs sacodavad amoifSven da ukvalod gaqrebi, ganqardebi haerSi... haersac ver gaafuWeb wesierad, erTi nabijis radiusiT... gamwarebulma gaibrZola mTeli Tavisi avladidebis (suraTis) dasabruneblad, magram uSedegod. umweoa, rogorc dakluli, gamoSignuli, gatyavebuli da mTeli bazris dasanaxad, rkinis kauWebze Camokiduli xbo. samagierod, im suraTze aRbeWdili saxeebica da garemoc pirvelyofili sicxadiT udgas Tvalwin. TviTon mkvdari kia, magram is dro da is xalxi Cveulebisamebr agrZelebs cxovrebas misi tvinis mkvdar ujredebSi, misi maxsovrobis darbeul, danagvianebul scenaze...

zafxulia (maSinac!). qviSxeTSi arian, kaSelebis agarakze, pompezurad pirquSsa Tu pirquSad pompezur saxlSi, romlis badalic araferi eguleba am qveyanaze. TbilisSic sigiJemde monatrebia iq Cabudebuli sunebi, xmebi, ucnauri landebi... es ki, utyuari niSania siyvarulisa. aseve uyvars iqauri Sinaymebic, taso Zalo da misi Svili (ukanono), grigori, didyura grigola, ganusazRvreli vadiT daqiravebulni saxlis mosavlelad... magram jer amdeni ar esmis, jer mxolod aTi wlisaa. ivnisis miwuruli, anda ivlisis dasawyisia. cacxvi yvavis. magram oqro jer ar gadasxmia mwvane gumbaTze. samagierod, jer kidev dahkravs haers Cinuri iasamnis mZafri, motkbo surneli. Tavad Cinuri iasamani suraTze ara Cans, is cota ufro qvemoT dgas, ezos boloSi, msaxurebis CeCmisken mimaval bilikze. ase rom, CeCmaSi mimavlebma, Zalauneburad, orjer unda moidrikon qedi mis winaSe, iqiTobas da aqeTobas. samagierod, Sxapi aRar daWirdebaT, rogorc Jelezni ambobs, isedac Tavfexianad iwuwebian "naturalni duxiT". ar Canan futkrebic, magram suraTidan aSkarad ismis maTi mTvrali, gauTavebeli bzuili. sxvaTaSoris, ar Cans Jeleznic gamakSi isvenebs ar Cans didyura grigolac am suraTs iRebs da ar Cans WroRaTvaleba, tuCnikapdanaoWebuli, magram ufrosebis gadmocemiT, odesRac lamazi taso Zalo, maTi diasaxlisi (sinamdvileSi, moaxle), magram antoni mainc xedavs, qaTmis sakenkiT kalTadamZimebuls, erTi wuTiT Seyovnebuls Svilis zurgs ukan. iq SeCerda saqaTmisken mimavali, xeli ar SeuSala Svils fotografobaSi da "netai, marTla icode rameo" dascinis yasidad, Sefaruli, monuri siamayiT. mama maisuris amara dgas dedis ukan. msxvili, banjgvliani mklavebi skamis sazurgeze daubjenia. skamze deda zis, sadad Tmadavarcxnili. CiTis ubralo, saSinao kaba acvia da yalbi margalitebis ganuyreli mZivi da sayure ukeTia. dedis ferxTiT, miwaze, dapobili SeSa yria. mamam daapo weRan. qviSxeTis bazarSi nayidi culi gamoscada. "culi es yofilao" Tqva bavSvurad aRtacebulma axali SenaZeniT. mokletariani basri culi beber kunZSia Casobili. es culis tars Cafrenia da amaod cdilobs mis amoZrobas beberi kunZidan. aTi wlisaa jer. magram cameti wlis mere, zustad am culiT moklavs sakuTar mamas da erTaderTi, rac mkvlelobis Semdeg siamovnebiT gaaxsendeba Tavisi ocdasamwliani cxovrebidan aSmorebuli auzis kideze gadawolilsa Tu ayalo miwaSi gaTxrili sangris marad notio fskerze Camjdars swored es dRe iqneba, ayvavebuli cacxviTa Tu gadayvavebuli Cinuri iasamniT, azuzunebuli futkrebiTa Tu dapobili SeSiT, dedis yalbi margalitebis brWyvialiTa Tu beber kunZSi mamis Ronieri xeliT TiTqos samaradisod Casobili culiT, romliTac cameti wlis mere, daufiqreblad gaupobs mamas Tavs "eWvianobis niadagze", rogorc sagamomZieblo oqmSi Caiwereba, ufro sworad, ver Caiwereba, saqmis aRsaZvrelad arasakmarisi samxilebis gamo. magram amisTvis erTnairad sulerTia, ras weren da ras ver weren masTan da mis ojaxTan dakavSirebiT, radgan mainc aravin icis da verc verasodes gaigebs, Tu ra eniT uTqmel netarebas ganicdida, ra bednieri iyo beber kunZSi Casobili culis tars Cafrenili aTi wlis biWi, Tundac, im erTi, mxolod suraTis gadasaRebad sakmarisi wamis ganmavlobaSi...

da ai, misi erTwamiani cxovreba, gnebavT, erTaderTi naTeli wami mTel mis cxovrebaSi, saswaulad gadarCenili, kaSelebisTvis Seuferebeli daudevrobisa da uyuradRebobis gamo, amoyuryumalavebuli sibnelis, sibinZuris, siZulvilis Waobidan, anda, sulel iasaviT, misTvis yvelaze Seuferebel adgilze amosuli, axla viRac axvars, saxeldaxelod gabiznesebul sabWoTa saqmosans, egreTwodebul "delecs", TviTmarqvia revolucioners, socialisturi uZraobidan erovnul moZraobaSi gadmococebul parazits, uwignur demokrats, mowodebiT brakoniers, ciyvTa Semmusvrels uWiravs xelSi da amas, gasaskdomad gamzadebul gazis buStulas, araTu ver waurTmevia, ver daubrunebia misi kanonieri sakuTreba, imis Tavic ara aqvs, dauCoqos, bodiSi mouxados, patieba Txovos, Seevedros, bolos da bolos, mowuwnos, ris mowuwvnasac daavaleben, oRond, daanebon, ris gareSec marTla gazis buStulaRa iqneba es da rasTanac araferi esaqmebaT imaT... romlis mokvla dagavales? kacis? qalis? bavSvis? ramdeni aiRe? isev CasZaxebs yurSi barmeni da, moTminebidan gamosuli, suraTs saxeze miaWmuWnis, rasakvirvelia, yvelafrianad, rac zedaa aRbeWdili.

is suraTi axla sapirfareSos iatakze agdia, aqa-iq TeTrad gadamskdari, da svel, binZur filaqanze nela, fiWvis kevis sizantiT wveTavs iqidan erTmaneTSi azelili, fafadqceuli qviSxeTuri mze, mTvrali futkrebi, Cinuri iasamani, ayvavebuli cacxvi, Ronieri mama, lamazi deda, yalbi margalitebianad, da, rasakvirvelia, TviTonac, culianad. culis laplapa pirzea miglesili, mamis sisxliviT. "ara! ara!" yviris, Rrialebs mTeli misi arseba, magram xmis nacvlad, isev sisxliani dorbli gadmosdis piridan. Tumca, saswaulad, xmac rom daubrundes da laparakis unaric, albaT mainc ver gaagebinebs imaT, Tu ras niSnavs misTvis es suraTi. verafriT Seagnebinebs, radgan isini, misgan gansxvavebiT, Tavs ubedurebad ar Tvlian, ar ician, ubedurebi rom arian. arasodes hqoniaT da, etyoba, arc arasodes eqnebaT aseTi suraTi reJimis yurmoWril msaxurTa daudevrobisa da wamieri sisustis Sedegi vercerT dRes ver daimaxsovreben TavianTi cxovrebidan, roca iseTebi ar iyvnen, rogorebic yovelTvis arian, anda, rogorebic SeiZleboda yofiliyvnen, Tuki sxvanairad, ukeTesad, sulac bunebrivad warimarTeboda maTi cxovreba, Tuki antonis mama-papa yvelafers ar iRonebda maT dasasaxiCreblad, dasasaWuriseblad, dasamdableblad... cixeSi amboben, bednieria, vinc bednierebis fasi ar iciso. maT ar ician bednierebis fasi, raki arasodes ganucdiaT da, amitom, erT bednier dRes (romelic, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, mainc SeunarCunebdaT uflebas, adamianebad CaeTvalaT Tavi), uTvalavi, miriadi, erTnairad bneli, binZuri, usinaTlo, uhaero, uweso, uadaTo, uTariRo dRe urCevniaT, raTa ugulod, uinteresod da auRelveblad akeTon marad, rasac akeTeben da usiyvarulod, upasuxismgeblod moklan, visac moklaven... amas ki, jer kidev aTi wlisas uyvarda da jer kidev aTi wlisa grZnobda pasuxismgeblobas yvelafrisTvis, rasac momavalSi Caidenda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Tuki vinmesi rcxvenia, imdroindeli lizikosi rcxvenia swored da amis bralia albaT, axlac, am aqoTebul sapirfareSoSic, imdroindeli liziko rom udgas Tvalwin gverdze Tavgadaxrili da calTvalmoWutuli Semoscqeris, Tvalebze CamoSlil Tmas sulis SeberviT iSorebs waramara da damcinavad iRimeba. mzemokidebuli saxe ofliT danamvia albaT morboda, gasaWirSi Cavardnil megobris saSvelad da, vin icis, raRa ar warmoidgina, vidre sakuTari TvaliT ixilavda gasaWirSi Cavardnil megobars. magram nanaxma yovelgvar molodins gadaaWarba da, raki antonis saSveli namdvilad aRar arsebobs, isic damcinavad momRimari Sescqeris Tavisi megobris samarcxvino aRsasruls. paWua cxvirsa da oqrosfrad SeRinRlul zeda tuCze Worfli mosdebia, mkerdi jer isev biWisa aqvs, magram ZuZuebi ukve SeSupebia odnav, rasac albaT arc miaqcevda antoni yuradRebas, mamamissac rom ar aReniSna ufro adre, ramac, cota ar iyos, daafrTxo, TiTqos lizikosTvis (da amdenad, misTvisac), metad arasasiamovno, metad saxifaTo ambavi Seetyo mamisgan... magram swored am dros, viRacam brazianad moakakuna sapirfareSos karze. "romeli xaro" frTxilad, daZabulad ikiTxa barmenma. "droze gamodiT, movidneno" kars iqidan daiZaxa lidam. "movdivarT, movdivarTo" aCqarda barmeni da antonmac igrZno, rogor erTbaSad gauSva miSam marwuxebiviT xelebi. maSinve, gamskdari tikiviT, CaifuSa, Cailia, Caiqca sapirfareSos svel iatakze. isini ki, aCoCqolebulni gacvivdnen sapirfareSodan da kari garedan gadaketes. antonic, TiTqos iqamde Tavs imkvdarunebdao, sxartad wamovarda fexze, daWmuWnul suraTs dastaca xeli, isev pijakis gulis jibeSi Caitena da gafoTebuli miawyda sarkmels. rogorc iqna gaaRo da mTeli taniT gadaekida rafaze, TiTqos unda arwyioso, TiTqos Zlivs Cawynarebulma gulisrevam isev wamouarao. sinamdvileSi ki, imis dazusteba scada, Tu romeli sarTulidan apirebda gadaxtomas. xom SeiZleboda, miwamde arc dahyoloda suli?! magram sibnelis gamo veraferi dainaxa. Savma, Seuvalma sicarielem uneburad Seayovna, magram

axla yoymanisa da marCielobis dro namdvilad ar iyo. sxva gza ar hqonda da saerTodac ar arsebobda "sxva gza". yvela adamiani Tavisi sakuTari, erTaderTi, ganumeorebeli gziT ibadeba da Tavcocxali ver gadauxvevs im gzidan. amdeni ukve icoda. esec cixeSi SeZenili codna gaxldaT da gadamowmebas ar saWiroebda. ris vaivaglaxiT Semojda rafaze da fexebi Savsa da Seuval sicarieleSi gadaitana. mere, ratomRac, Tvalebi daxuWa da ase TvaldaxuWuli, brmad gadaxta kidev ufro did sibneleSi. magram TiTqmis maSinve, Savi, Seuvali sicariele mtkivneulad, gamaognebeli simkvriviTa da siuxeSiT daeZgera qvemodan, mkerdsa da saxeSi, da isic, isev brmad, isev uneburad, isev alalbedze CaebRauWa am gamaognebel, miudgomel, xorkliansa da mtkivneul simkvrives, anu, sibneleSi gauCinarebul tots, da aranakleb SeSfoTebulma, aranakleb aforiaqebulma totma jer SxuiliT Cafxriwa wyvdiadi, rasakvirvelia, antonTan erTad, mere ki, ramdenjerme daiqnia gafofrili bolo, TiTqos moulodnelad gamomtyvrali tvirTis mosaSoreblad, magram amdens veRar gauZlo, WaxaniT gadatyda welSi da sakuTar qerqze Camokonwialebuli, tvirTianad miexeTqa xis ugrZnobel tans...

ararsebobis, aryofnis sulisSemxuTavma, damafrTxobelma SegrZnebam erTbaSad gamoaRviZa da, sawolSi wamomjdari, dafeTebuli aTvalierebs iqaurobas. ukve gaTenebula. rac mTavaria, yvelaferi adgilzea, yvelaferi isea, rogorc datova. colic gverdiT uwevs, zurgSeqceuli. imis SiSveli zurgi Caxurebuli Tonis kedeliviT varvarebs... antons siamovnebs am simxurvaleSi Cawva da Caferflva... ukve mTeli Tvea, misi kanonieri meuRlea liziko. aq, TavianT sayvarel qviSxeTSi atareben Taflobis Tves. atareben ki ara, gaatares da egaa yovel wuTas mosalodnelia, mamam CamoakiTxos da waiyvanos TbilisSi. imisTvis jer isev patarebi arian, jer isev xeliT Sesanaxebi... isinic mouTmenlad elodebian patrons. liziko qmarze win mixtis lodidan lodze, warsulis daxavsebul nangrevebze, qongurmorRveuli koSkis kibeze, raTa qmars aaswros da ufro adre dainaxos, rogor gadmouxvevs mTavari gzidan mamamTilis vercxlisfrad mbzinavi manqana, rweva-rweviT rogor gadmova rkinigzaze da zvigeniviT rogor Semocurdeba soflis dabindul simwvaneSi. antoni ki, monusxuli, aRtacebuli Sescqeris colis Camoqnil wvivebs, gamomwvevad gamobzekil ukanals, romelsac srulebiTac ver ufaravs patara, friala qvedakaba. piriqiT, niavs ayolili, yvelanairad cdilobs, rac SeiZleba ukeTesad warmoaCinos es marTlac STambeWdavi da Tvalwarmtaci sanaxaoba. "nu miyureb" eubneba liziko ukanmouxedavad, nabijis Seuneleblad da, marTalia, antons rcxvenia colis (Tumca, ar icis, ratom), mainc siamovnebiT eRimeba amis warmodgenaze. sarkmlis orive frTa yurTamdea gamoRebuli, rogorc gamomZieblis kabinetSi. sarkmlis WrilSi Tbili haeris Wavli livlivebs. sarkmlis frTebSi ki, xSirfoTlovani, Tavze oqrogadasxmuli cacxvi irekleba. krazana amaod cdilobs macdur minaSi SeRwevas, "jujijuji-juji" eZaxis qaTmebs taso Zalo. haers wyalnapkurebi miwis suni dahkravs. ismis celis xma. axla ufro mkafiod, magram Zveleburad martivi, damamSvidebeli... ara, piriqiT, amaforiaqebeli. ese igi, ki ar daesizmra, cxadia. anu, rac daesizmra, sinamdvileSic arsebobs, Tundac arsebobda... ese igi, antonic arsebobs. jer kidev aris. oRond, cota sxvanairi. mamis sisxli sisxlTagani, magram ara marto Sesaxedavad, Tvisobrivadac gansxvavebuli misgan, rogorc msuqani, mixakisferi matlisgan didTvaleba, qoCriani da mucelSeRinRluli pepela. dafarfatebs Tavis sayvarel garemoSi, uaxloes megobarTan, uZvirfases adamianTan erTad, papiseul saxlSi, papiseuli saxlis pompezur sipirquSesa Tu pirquS pompezurobaSi misive warmodgenebiT Seqmnil sruliad axal, gansakuTrebul samyaroSi, saidanac gamosvla TiTqmis momakvdinebelia misTvis, sadac dro saerTod ar arsebobs, miT ufro, warsulad, awmyod da momavlad dayofili. Tavadaa dro da moZraobs saaTis isris sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT, sakuTari nebasurvilis Sesabamisad. unda warsulSi gadaiCexeba, rogorc Wreli Zroxa ufskrulSi, unda momavalSi SeiWreba, rogorc ltolvili daumTavrebel, mouwyobel binaSi, da unda awymoSi itrialebs, paloze dabmuli viriviT biologiuri anaqronizmi, genetikuri absurdi, logikuri uazroba da mainc damfrTxali, daZabuli elodeba, rodis CainTqmeba mTeli arsebiT misken daZrul sinamdvileSi, rogorc ki mxedveloba daubrundeba... afofrili talRis yru guguniT moiswrafis misken sinamdvile da isic sunTqvaSekruli elodeba usastikes wams sinamdvilesTan SeuRlebisa. ararsebobis SegrZnebas xelmeored dabadebis, aRdgomis, sakuTar arsebaSi ganmeorebis cxoveluri Jini enacvleba. SsSsS... sSsSs... SsSsS...sSsSs... Tavisken eweva celis xma, rogorc obobas Zafi saimedod gakoWil matls. celis xma exmareba, Svelis xelmeored dabadebaSi. balaxi Tivad gardaiqmneba. grZnobs, rogor iSleba Semborkavi, damTrgunveli kvanZi sadRac, mis arsebaSi. magram sinamdvile jer eWvis TvaliT uyurebs mainc. rac unda mokle sizmari iyos, drois TvalsazrisiT, sakmarisia mis gadasagvareblad. sinamdvile veRar

cnobs, daaviwyda kidev erTi, Tundac, sizmarSi gadaxvewili uZRebi Svili. erTbaSad ver gauRebs kars. jer unda Seamowmos, SeiSveba Tu ara saerTod Sin. vinc SeuSva, yvela aujanyda. yvela Tu ara, umravlesoba... umravlesoba Tu ara, bevri... zogierTi mainc... zogierTi Tu ara, erTaderTi, rCeuli, sxvebze urCi da suleli... mas ki, mTeli sxeuli uTrTis SiSiTa da mRelvarebiT. colis zurgis simxurvalec afrTxobs, abrmavebs, rogorc saxeSi minaTebuli "iupiteris" bdRvriala Tvali telestudiaSi Casawerad misul axalgazrda poets... ar hgavs meamboxes. yovelTvis ase TrTis xolme sinamdvilis pirispir darCenili, vidre imis ganuyofel nawilad ar igrZnobs Tavs. magram, jerjerobiT, ver grZnobs. bevri ram uSlis xels: Tundac, es wuTia, gadatanili safrTxe (romeli erTi?). jer imas unda moswydes mTlianad, rogorc nayofi saSos, xolo, misi xelmeored (meramdened!) dambadebeli safrTxe ukanmouxedavad unda gaiqces, gaekidos Tavis aTqrialebul jogs, faras, naxirs, xrovas, remas, arvesa Tu, eSmakma icis, ras, da Tavisi umweo, jer kidev saSos orTqliani pirmSo upatronod, umeTvalyureod daagdos warmodgenil saTibebSi... ocnebebSi, fiqrebSi, sizmrebSi, CvenebebSi...

mesame nawili

"erTi, ori, sami" gunebaSi Tvlis elizbari, magram ki ar dgeba, kidev ufro Rrmad miZvreba loginSi. logini maSin aris Zneli dasaTmobi, roca adgoma aucilebelia. oRond, elizbars adgoma ki ar ezareba, droze adre gaeRviZa, Tuki eZina saerTod, da raki ar icis, rogor moklas zedmeti dro, Cveulebisamebr, fiqrobs, gnebavT, nebivrobs... bolos da bolos, omSi midis da, vin icis, rodisRa miecema, an miecema Tu ara kidev, amgvari "nebivrobis" saSualeba... jer adrea. erTnairad bnela Sin da gareT. maRviZara saaTi Tavgamodebuli qaqanebs Ramis naTuris magidaze, patrons amSvidebs TiTqos, maxsovs, vici, rodis unda "avfeTqdeo", magram saaTi ras gaigebs, ra cecxli trialebs elizbaris gulSi... liziko, RvTis wyalobiT, gadarCa, magram am qveynisa rom aRar aris, cxadia, sacodavi sanaxavia, yinwmowyvetili da majebdabintuli... Tumca, mainc antikuri gmiris sijiutiT igeriebs Tavisianebis yuradRebasa da TanagrZnobas... rogorc oreste sisxlismsmel eriniebs... mamis danaxvam kidev ufro gaaRiziana. elisos rom hkiTxoT, saerTodaa aRgznebuli, saerTod rcxvenia yvelasi da elizbari gamonaklisi ar aris. magram elizbars srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeba, araTu rcxvenodes, dasanaxadac ver itandes sakuTari Svili. "Sen gaimarjveo" Zlivs amoiknavla tuCebgadalurjebulma, magram maT Soris gamarjvebuli ar arsebobs. mamaSvilis omSi gamarjveba damarcxebis tolfasia. ukidures SemTxvevaSi, imarjvebs is, vinc marcxdeba. gamarjvebuli sxvaganaa, sxvaa, mesame, romelsac Svilic iseve hkidia fexebze, rogorc mama... ori manqana mcvelebis TanxlebiT Semogrialda saavadmyofos ezoSi da elizbari jiqur rom wavida misken, silas mainc gavulawuneb saxalxodo, mcvelebma gza gadauketes, ar miuSves mZaxalTan, moyvaresTan, qaliSvilis mamamTilTan da arc imas, moyvares, uTqvams mcvelebisTvis, eg gamouSviT, eg Cemianiao... piriqiT, modRlezili, ormetriani debilebis zurgebs amofarebulma dauZaxa: jer dawynardi da mere vilaparakoTo, Cvenma Svilebma provokacia momiwyveso, es politikuri aqciaa da male Senc darwmundebio... elizbarmac gacla amjobina. erTxel kidev daujera xalxur sibrZnes da ai, saomrad emzadeba mxcovani mwerali, troas omSi midis, oRond, ukve beberi odisevsi... raxania, afrebic dauSva da viric dabmuli hyavs bagaze... magram dro mainc sakmarisze meti aqvs, Tavisuflad SeuZlia, ara marto moemzados omSi wasasvlelad, aramed gadaifiqros kidec omSi wasvla...

ase rom, adgoma ki ar ezareba Cvens elizbars, erTxel kidev amowmebs, ramdenad sworia misi gadawyvetileba. raki zedmeti dro aqvs da ar icis, rogor gamoiyenos, erTxel kidev wonis yvelafers, ukanasknel wvrilmanamde (vTqvaT, rogor Seegueba iqaur saWmels, wyals... rac mTavaria, uunitazobas...), isev sasacilo rom ar gaxdes Tundac imave lizikosTvis, romelmac erTxel ukve amxila misi "TvalTmaqcoba", megafonis saSualebiT, saqveynod, eg saerTo-sayovelTao danaSaulis kvleva-ZiebiTaa dakavebuli, sakuTari, piradi rom miCqmalos rogormeo. marTlac, mis asakSi saomrad ki ar midian, miT ufro, roca aravin eZaxiT wamodio, odesRac gadatanil omebs ixseneben (Tundac, sizmarSi gadatanil omebs!) da memuarebs weren. arc is dawerda sxvaze naklebad, dasaweri rom hqondes rame. araferi aqvs siamayiT mosagonari. arasworad icxovra da bevrad ajobebs, rac ufro naklebi ecodineba STamomavlobas misnairTa Sesaxeb. Tumca, saca samarTalia, isic ise cxovrobda, rogorc yvela. ise ki ara, rogorc Tavad surda, aramed rogorc SeeZlo, metnaklebad sufTa rom gamosuliyo cxovrebis binZuri Waobidan. magram axla Tavis marTleba igive Tavis mosulelebaa da aranakleb amazrzenic, vidre ganavaliT (Tundac, sakuTari ganavaliT), SemTxveviT dasvrili TiTis Cumad galokva... es "omSi wasvlac", ukve yvelanairad dagvianebuli, raRacis monaniebisa da raRacis gamosworebis amao cdaa mxolod. marTlac, ra Seicvleba, erTi saaTiT adre avdgebiT dRes, Tu erTi saaTiT gvian?! piriqiT, rac ufro Sors daiWer Tavs am omisgan, rac ufro Soreul qveynebSi gaemgzavrebi sabozaod da samamaZaRlod, SeiZleba ufro dagifasos xelisuflebam da, televizors Tu daejereba, SeiZleba, zedmeti asi kilogrami tvirTi ufasodac gadmogataninos qalis windis TvaliviT gaqceul sazRvarze. magram elizbars arc spekulantoba exerxeba, arc sutenioroba, ubralod, Sin metis gamkeTebelia, vidre gareT da araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs piradad misTvis, marTla qmnis rames faseuls, Tu tyuilad imtvrevs TiTebs sabeWdi manqanis klaviSebze, tyuilad itkiebs Tavs uazro kakuniT. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, srulyofil da Tavisufal adamianad mxolod maSin grZnobs Tavs, roca sakuTar WerqveS, sakuTar skamze zis, sakuTar magidasTan, sakuTar flostebSi fexebwayrili, da sakuTari nagavi gadaaqvs erTi sakuTari sanagvidan (tvinidan) meore saerTo sanagveze (furcelze). misi mwerluri pativmoyvareoba amiTac kmayofildeba da, bodiSi mogviTxovia, fexebze hkidia, ras ityvis masze STamomavloba. STamomavlobis saTqmeli ukve wamoscdaT dRevandelebs, romlebic STamomavlobas ki ara, saerTod axal, xvalindel saqarTvelos qmnian da, pirvel rigSi, masTan SeuTanxmeblad... elizbarisTvis aravis araferi ukiTxavs, rogorc guSin ar ekiTxebodnen arafers... dResac isaa, rac guSin iyo, egaa rom, dRevandelebs urCevniaT, kidev ufro Rrmad SeZvres, Seiketos Tavis niJarasa Tu bakanSi, gaaCnia, lokokinad Tvlian isini, Tu kud...

magram, rogorc ar unda iTrios fexi, adgoma mainc mouwevs, Tundac, am abezari, Semawuxebeli fiqrebisgan Tavis dasaRwevad. marTlac, utifrad, mourideblad exvevian, rogorc buzebi leSs, oRond, buzebisgan gansxvavebiT, imaT cocxali "leSi" izidavT, sicocxlis raime niSanwyali unda etyobodes maT lukmas, vTqvaT, amTqnarebdes, gverds icvlides sawolSi, nebismier uazrobas burdRunebdes TavisTvis, xels afaTurebdes Ramis naTuris magidaze, sulerTia, ris mosaZebnad, mTavaria daadasturos, jer kidev rom udgas suli, jer kidev rom gauZlebs wamebas. danarCeni TviTon ician, rogorc ar unda gauZaliandes, rogorc ar unda moimkvdarunos Tavi, mainc SeaRweven mis arsebaSi, bolo-bolo, isev misi xelSewyobiT cixe yovelTvis Signidan tydeba da mere TviTonac ver gaigebs, rogor gaixlarTeba aTasnairi varaudis, eWvis, SiSis, sazrunavisa Tu sadardelis mojadoebul qselSi, saidanac ramdenime wuTis, anda sulac wamis win, Zlivs daaRwia Tavi... "raz, dva, tri" axla, ratomRac, rusulad daTvala elizbarma, magram arc amjerad ganZreula, ZvelisZveli, bavSvobisdroindeli leqsi moayola uceb:
raz, dva, tri da, Semotrialdi da, Tofi xelSi daiWire, omSi wamodi da...

TviTonve gaukvirda, ise miesadaga es makaronuli uazroba mis imJamindel ganwyobas. enis gasatexi orenovani bavSvebisTvis. erT enaze Tvli, Tundac, samamde, meoreze ki, sisuleleebs tlikineb, tlikineb imas, risic araferi gagegeba, rac Seni saqme ar aris. arc Tofia Seni da arc omi. Sen sxva xar sxvis omSi, magram brZeni ki ara, briyvi, radgan sxvis oms Senad Tvli da rac namdvilad Senia, sxvisi ggonia. amgvari, viTom uazro leqsebi, sinamdvileSi, didi azris matareblebi arian, did Canafiqrebs anxorcieleben enis CleqviT, da did miznebs emsaxurebian "gulubryvilod". Zalac didi aqvT. Signidan angreven adamians, miT ufro, Tuki Tavidanve, dedis rZesTan erTad Seapareb, anda, sulac dedis rZis magivrad miscem bavSvs. maTi meSveobiT, bavSvs SeuZlia mSobliuriviT Seisisxlxorcos, rac arasodes unaxavs TvaliT da ZaliT SemoCeCebuliviT Seijavros mSobliuri. mravalgzis nacadi iaraRia, naRdi, wyali ar gauva. Sedegic garantirebulia. gavardeba Tu ara Tofi, samSoblos mters miugdeb da Tavad mtris WerqveS Seafareb Tavs. raz, dva, tri da, raz, dva, tri... mas Semdeg, rac qarTveli aleqsandre pirvelis daSlil-daqucmacebuli, rusma aleqsandre pirvelma imperiis stomaqSi gaaerTiana, mumli gveseva, mumlis mofarfate siyviTle gvartyia irgvliv. ariqa! alyaSi varT. Tavs uSveleT. viRupebiT. Tumca, Cven rom gvgonia viRupebiTo, kidev erTxel vibadebiT Turme. amis bralia es gauTavebeli areuloba, demonstraciebi, mitingebi, TviTgvema, TviTlikvidacia, TviTneboba, TviTmmarTveloba, anu, ZmaTa omebi, yrmaTa mosvrani, diacTa gankacebani da sul axali da axali sodomebi da gomorebi... cxinvalis Rvelfi da Radari soxumSi Rvivis... raz, dva, tri da, raz, dva, tri... gaxseni feradi liTonebis, Zveleburi xaliCebis, nebismieri narCenebis Semsyidveli punqti da, kaci xar! es qveyana mainc ingreva. magram amisTvisac madlobT Sen, ufalo! yvelanairi cvlileba, sulerTia, ukeTesobisken Tu uaresobisken, sicocxlis dadasturebaa, upirveles yovlisa. CvenTvisac es aris dRes mTavari. liziko kargad iyos da TavSi qva uxeTqia yvelas. diaxac, hopla! diaxac, Cvenc vcocxlobT! Cems danaxvaze Tvalebi aenTo. xelebis damalva scada, magram ver moaxerxa, sabani ar exura (rogor daixuravs am sicxeSi), sakuTari xelebi examuSeboda, magram mainc ver iSorebda, rogorc patiosani qurdi moparul nivTebs. ara uSavs. mTavaria, gvindodes gadarCena. ra senic ar unda Segeyaros, mainc jansaRi xar eqimze, romelsac Seni gankurneba eTakileba. es mcocavi omic icocebs, icocebs, erTxel kidev gadaZovs aqaurobas da RadariviT gaexveva daviwyebis nacarSi, vidre xelaxla dasWirdebodeT. hopla! imperia iWinTeba, Cven vibadebiT. televizia cocxlad damwvari biWebis gvamebs gviCvenebs, gvaSinebs, magram Cven mainc vcocxlobT. arc zrdiloba dagvikargavs jer. amwinebze, viRac taqsis mZRols mgzavrebisTvis moubodiSebia, zurgiT vzivaro. hopla! magram axia Cvenze. Cems mZaxals rom hkiTxoT, yvelafers sxvebs vabralebT Turme. tyuilia! rogor gekadrebaT! ras brZanebT! jer erTi, sxva ar daibralebs, meorec erTi, vin dagijerebs?! marTlac, rogori dasajerebelia, erTmorwmune qveyanam eklesia abanod gadagikeTos... mfarvelma da megobarma, mtrebi ki ar mogaSoros, mtrebs moaSoros Seni Tavi, saerTod gadagrecxos rukidan, rogorc Wrel abanoSi meqise gadarecxavs xolme sapnis WuWyian qafs qvis taxtidan... erTi kaTxa wyali da misi jani. Slu-up, da gaTavda, viTomc ar yofila aTsaukunovani samefo dinastia. bagrationebis taxti aqamde lpeba sankt-peterburgis romeliRac wyalCamdgar sardafSi. magram elizbars yvelaze did ubedurebad, kaSelis Teslis aRzeveba miaCnia mainc. gayide samSoblo da SeiZine mooqrovili unitazi... ha, Cqara! ar CamorCe mezobels! ar gajobos naTesavma. mainc ingreva es qveyana... raz, dva, tri da, Semotrialdi da... magram erTi eSmakiskenac vTqvaT. Cven rom ar mivxmarebodiT, Cven rom ar Cagvedina, rac CavidineT, Cven rom ar gvekadra, rac vikadreT, mainc gadagvaqcevda laboratoriul eqskrementad?! raz, dva, tri da... Cveni batoniSvilebi ucxoel akademikosebad daixocnen... raz, dva,

tri da... Cvenma Tavad-aznaurobam ara marto orientacia, enac Seicvala da znec... raz, dva, tri da... sxvis omSi sikvdili did pativad miaCndaT yovelTvis... raz, dva, tri... magaliTebis CamoTvla Sors wagviyvans. jer marto ramdeni Cveni mefe mokvda gzaSi, sankt-peterburgs mimavali samaTxovrod, Tu sankt-peterburgidan momavali, kidev ufro uaresad gamaTxovrebuli. buasiliT ukanalgamofufqulni, cxenidan Camouxdomlad miuyvebodnen cru dapirebebis, yalbi imedebis gzas da im gzis piras daimarxnen kidec, moxetiale mwirebiviT. raz, dva, tri... CamodiT da gvipatroneT... raz, dva, tri... pativi dagvdeT da gviymeT... raz, dva, tri... imdenjer wavuweqiT, imdennairad wavucekveT, bolos mainc mivaRwieT Cvensas, aRsrulda, Cveni mzec aRmoxda, oRond, iluzionistis yuTidan; Cvenc mogvevlina mxsneli, oRond, ieneral maiori grafi gotlib kurt henrix fon totlebeni, Zma da piris ziareba, yoCaRi, yoyoCi, yeyeCi aficari, dRevandeli eniT, Juliki, TxasTan mgeli, mgelTan Txa, Sebertyili ymawvili, ereklec gagvicucuraka, aRmosavlurad fexmorTxmulma, da qarTvelTa noec, evropulad fexi-fexze gadadebulma. am bolo dros xom, nametani mouxSira stumrobas, tele-varskvlavad iqces lamis. kidev raRacas gvipirebs albaT, ufro uaress. yurebamde pirgaxeuli gviRimis ekranidan, rogorc sulel bavSvebs aranakleb suleli ufrosi, da sxartad arbis TviTmfrinavis trapze. miabakunebs priala Ceqmebs. rac icis icis. rac exerxeba exerxeba. ver waarTmev. iqiT wagarTmevs, risi warTmevac miznad dausaxavs. ra gaxda, biCo, es afxazeTi! gaCime gamoCime, erTi pliaJia, bolos da bolos. sircxvili Tqvens saqveynod ganTqmul stumarTmoyvareobas da xelgaSlilobas... da, Tqven warmoidgineT, telemayurebelTa umravlesobas marTla rcxvenia, marTla damnaSaved grZnobs Tavs da, rom SeeZlos, siamovnebiT aaxevda yurs im lawirakebs (da im asakovan kretinebsac), moxaliseebad rom garbian afxazeTSi, TaviT vardebian cecxlSi, viTom samSoblos siyvaruliT, viTom Rirsebis gadasarCenad, sinamdvileSi ki, sagrialod da samamaZaRlod undaT, nemss gaikeTeben, undaT, oynas vin eyolebaT ufrosi! magram uceb kidev ufro did sircxvilSi Cacvivdebian yvelani, Cveni bedi ra vTqvi me... ieneral maiors aeroportis qari quds mostacebs da mrude borbaliviT gaagorebs lilos Tvaluwvdenel mindorze. rasakvirvelia, gamcilebelTa mTeli armia gaekideba quds, yvela erTnairad mowadinebuli, magram rogorc yovelTvis, axlac erTi ajobebs yvelas, ris gamoc samudamod gadaimterebs danarCenebs da Zvirfas nadavls, romelsac gzadagza asufTavebs mtvrisgan da xiwvebisgan, mowiwebiT aurbeninebs trapze momlodine grafs. gotlib kurt henrixi, madlierebis niSnad, Sinaurulad dahkravs mxarze xels da guliT Seaqebs: molodec bratec aida CernoJopi... magram sxvebs rom guli ar dawydeT, TviTmfrinavSi Sesvlamde, erT TavSesaqcev Tavsatexs imaTac gadmougdebT fon totlebeni: ager naxavT, federaciuli Tu ar iqneba Tqveni respublikaa Tu rac ariso. atydeba da ra atydeba? xom vambobdio da Tqven ar gjerodaTo da me yovelTvis federaciis momxre viyavio da aba me babua myavda federalistio da me Tu mkiTxavT TviTon ar icoda, Torem yovelTvis federaluri iyo es Sav dRes gaCenili qveyanao...

elizbari erTi Ronivrad gaiwvarTa sabnis qveS da saswrafod wamoxta. aRarc qarTulad dauTvlia, aRarc rusulad. uceb Caicva, yazarmaSi Caberebuli jariskaciviT, Tumca, sibnele gvarianad uSlida xels. usinaTloba plus uwyloba, rasac zamTarSi sicivec emateba, dameTanxmebiT, didi Zalaa nebismieri jiuti arsebis dasaCoqeblad. bolos da bolos, marto tyvia xom ar klavs kacs?! ra madani auvidoda! magram raki, maincdamainc, or zRvas Sua gagaCina gangebam, unda gauZlo, unda aitano, unda Seeguo garemos, anu, gardaiqmna marad cvalebadi saarsebo pirobebisa da marad ucvleli landSaftis Sesabamisad. gangebisTvis (da ukanaskneli dakvirvebebidan gamomdinare, xelisuflebisTvisac), araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, adamiani xar Tu xvliki. gaCndi? hoda, Tavs daabrale. ufro sworad, TviTon mixede Tavs. sxva aravin Sewuxdeba Seni gulisTvis. gaZarcve samSoblo da Seimose sarcxvineli Seni... Senc, SeZlebisdagvarad, cdilob gadarCenas, anu, ganuwyvetliv wirav suls xorcis sasargeblod. Tuki adre (uwin, odesRac...), Tavze buzs ar isvamdi da aulagebeli sufra gqonda Saragzaze gaSlili, amvlel-Camomvlelis dasapureblad, axla bazar-bazar, daxlebis win, talaxis wumpeSi mogrovil kombostos furclebsa da kartofilis nafcqvens xarSav sadarbazoSi, saziaro "keraze". kvamliT savse sadarbazo preistoriul gamoqvabuls damsgavsebia, Sen ki pitekantrofs, gauparsavi, TmagaCeCili, kbilebCacvenili... wvav, rasac cecxli ekideba, wignsac (sakuTaris CaTvliT), suraTsac, parketsac, avejsac, kar-fanjarasac... da Wam yvelafers, rac iReWeba.. Zviri dagijda RvTiSoblis wilxvedri qveynis Sviloba. ukadrisi unda ikadro da Caudeneli Caidino, erTi dRiT rom gaixangrZlivo sicocxle. mokled, an unda gajambazde, an gafilosofosde, raTa erTad gauZlo yvela ubedurebas, rac ki pandores yuTSi arsebula. Tanac, uamxanagod da uimedod. isRa dagrCenia, Tavi gaipampulo, omobanas TamaSi daiwyo sibereSi, anu axla Seni nebiT Cawve samareSi da miwac Seni xeliT waiyaro, erTxel ukve cocxlad damarxulma Svilisgan... magram, Tuki marTla preistoriul gamoqvabulSi ar davbrunebulvarT, raRacnairad mainc xom unda SeiZlebodes lizikos am Tavganwiruli suliskveTebis axsna?! Zalas veravin daatanda, rac Caidina, Tavis nebiT Caidina da mxolod TviTon icis, ra mizniT Caidina, rac Caidina. magaliTad, dedamiss (namdvils, gardacvlils), araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar gauCndeboda raime keTilSobiluri grZnobis, anda Tundac cxoveluri survilis magvari ram, iseTi adamianis mimarT, rogoric raJden kaSelia, magram Tuki rodisme qmris dasjas gadawyvetda, albaT swored amisTana araraobasTan uRalatebda, ufro mtkivneuli da ufro damakninebeli rom yofiliyo qmrisTvis misi Ralati. ase rom, mxolod saerTaSoriso znedacemuloba da garyvnileba ar unda iyos yvelafris Tavi da Tavi. arc Tavisufali siyvarulisa Tu siyvarulis Tavisuflebis ganuwyveteli agitacia, wera-kiTxvis ucodinari gazeTebis mier... ase Tu vimsjelebT, ara marto iolad daviZvrenT Tavs pasuxismgeblobis maryuJidan, Tavad faqtsac gavaufasurebT da Cveulebriv movlenad vaqcevT maSinve, ojaxur urTierTobaTa erT-erT saxeobad, normad, es ki, istoriuli faqtia, Cveni istoriuli sinamdvilis nayofi, Cveni dRevandeli omis erT-erTi epizodi, aTasi miwisqveSa dinebiTa Tu aSkarad momqmedi ZaliT ganpirobebuli... aq, am patara epizodSi, mravalnairi vneba, grZnoba, gancda, mizani, survili da urTierTobaa erTmaneTSi CaxlarTuli, saTakilo Tu savalalo, misaRebi Tu miuRebeli, ara marto naTesauri, aramed zogadad zneobrivi da kerZod politikuri TvalsazrisiTac. monoba da Tavisufleba, siyvaruli da siZulvili, yofna-aryofna ai, isev am maradiul, oRond dRes ukve sasacilod agdebul cnebebis gareSe verafers gavarkvevT am viTomda "saojaxo dramaSi", aucileblad davikargebiT da samudamod CavrCebiT Sig, rogorc labirinTSi, uZafod da uCiraRdnod. rasakvirvelia, warmosadgenadac Semzaravia lizikosa da raJdenis siaxlove, magram

garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, garduvali aucileblobacaa, radgan aranakleb warmoudgeneli gmirobaa antonis saqcielic, rac lizikos da raJdenis amgvarma siaxlovem ganapiroba, mxolod da mxolod. mokla Tu ver mokla, sxva sakiTxia. mTavaria, gabeda... da rac kidev ufro mTavaria, mixvda, visze unda aRemarTa xeli, Tuki adamianad apirebda darCenas am qveyanaze... Tuki marTla surda Tavisufleba! msxverpli didia aqeT antoni, iqiT liziko magram umsxverplod omi vis gaugia! msxverpli kidev ufro gaizrdeba. gana elizbaric am omis msxverpli ar aris?! ra mniSvneloba aqvs, sangarSi ijdeba Tu sawer magidasTan, magram amjerad, sangarSi urCevnia TviTon. SeiZleba, sasikvdilod daWrili Svili rom inaxula wuxel saavadmyofoSi, iman aRagzno da aaCqara ase, magram gadawyvetileba mtkicea da aRar Seicvleba, rogorc ar unda gaacinos mteri da rogorc ar unda gaagiJos eliso, romelic axla lizikos adgas Tavze saavadmyofoSi da erTi guli aqeTa aqvs, Tavis "bolo imedisken", qajuri winaTgrZnobiT SeZrulsa da awrialebuls, radgan arafriT ar SeiZleba ar icodes, rac axla elizbaris Tavs xdeba. ar gaumarTla elizbarma, mainc gauwbila imedi. simartovis, miusafrobis okeanedan moulodnelad amozrdili kunZuli, alisferi flateebiTa da marad mwvane gorakebiT (elizbaris erT-erTi, siymawvilisdroindeli leqsidan gaxlavT es poeturi pasaJi), Cveulebrivi miraJi aRmoCnda bolos, kidev erTi optikuri oini, kidev erTi xafangi cxovrebis udabnoSi gzaabneuli qalisTvis... samumi Tu amovarda (amovarda da egaa!), pirveli qmris saflavis borcvsac veRar moeWideba am ukidegano sicarieleSi (arc aseTi uzneoa), xolo, elizbaris leqsebiT didxans ver gaitans Tavs, verc SimSils moiklavs, verc siSiSvles daifaravs da verc udabnos mxecebs daafrTxobs, ginda baliSis qveS hqondes amodebuli, mfarveli avgaroziviT, da ginda sapyari Tu mkvdradSobili SviliviT, atatebuli dahqondes sul... elizbars araferi aqvs sawinaaRmdego, piriqiT, bednierad CaTvlis Tavs, magram erTxel gancdils meorejer veravin ganicdis, miT ufro, sxvis mier gancdils, elizbars ki, Tavis leqsebSi aw ukve mkvdari cxovreba aqvs dabinavebuli, ferfli da nacari, sadac sxvebs araferi esaqmebaT, maT Soris, elisosac. sxva, vinc ar unda iyos is, gindac eliso, zedmetia, rogorc miwisqveSa mRvimeSi pepela. iq Ramurebi dafarfateben mxolod sibnele, nesti da SiSveli qvebi aseTia elizbaris sulis landSafti da elisos usazRvro siyvarulic umweoa, moaxdinos saswauli qvaze xorblis marcvali gaaxaros da sulis samyofi puri moiwios. elizbarma ki ar Seifara gogonasaviT Seyvarebuli qvrivi, navTsayudari ki ar miuCina dabneul suls, kidev ufro daabnia sakuTari warsuli mouSala da arc Tavis warsulSi gamouyo adgili... rac Seexeba leqsebs, elizbars im leqsebisa jer kidev maSin rcxvenoda, roca misi Tanatoli damwyebi poetebi lamis mujlugunebiT iSorebdnen erTmaneTs universitetis saaqto darbazis kaTedraze, is ki, simwris oflSi curavda fexis suniT aqoTebul darbazSi, Cemi gvaric ar gamoacxadon da mec ar amiyvanon scenaze leqsis saTqmelado... magram ukan dasabrunebeli gza ar arsebobs, aravisTvis. arc Cven gvgonia, ukan dabrunebas apirebdes romelime maTgani. piriqiT, win, Rrmad, rac SeiZleba Rrmad, radgan saSveli mxolod iq aris, siRrmeSi, ufskrulebSi, usasrulobaSi... SeiZleba, arcerTs ar undoda, magram ase gamovida bolos. mitevebac sasjelia maTTvis. mama miutevebs Svils Tu Svili mamas, orive erTnairad daitanjeba, magram saboloo jamSi, mainc araferi Seicvleba. miteveba ki ara, miutevloba, mxolod da mxolod, miutevloba... esaa maTi wamali. maT Tu eSvelebaT, mxolod maSin eSvelebaT, roca aRarafers apatieben erTmaneTs. magram saamisod, jerjerobiT, mzad ar arian, jer monuri adaT-wesebiT cxovroben isev, anu, imiT iwoneben Tavs, risic unda rcxvenodeT da imisi rcxveniaT, rac jer kidev unarCunebT adamianobas. elizbaric amitom miipareba omSi ase

qurdulad: colisac rcxvenia da Svilisac. sagzals ki ar Caulageben isini, gzas ki ar daulocaven, dascineben, raRa dros Seni omobanaao da, kidev uaresi, TvalTmaqcobas daswameben... magram, sabednierod, saaTi qaqanebs, dro gadis da yovel wams axlovdeba samaradiso gamoTxovebis Jami warsulTan. gindac cocxali dabrundes omidan, Zveleburad aRar icxovrebs, saerTod aRar icxovrebs, Tuki sxvanairad cxovreba ar SeiZleba. daikrefs gulxels da mokvdeba. bolos da bolos, yvela kvdeba da imas ra RmerTi gauwyreba viTom?! sabolood rom gamovida saabazanodan, borjomis boTlebSi winaswar momaragebuli wyliTa da ris vaivaglaxiT xel-pir dabanili, jer kidev Seuvali wyvdiadi idga irgvliv. binis qurdiviT daborialobda sakuTar binaSi. jibis fanris patara, moyviTalo sinaTlis laqa Tu nafleTi, pepelasaviT, moulodneli, alogikuri TanamimdevrobiT gadadioda sagnidan saganze, TiTqos ar icoda, ras eZebda, anda, sulerTi iyo misTvis, rasac ipovida.

samagierod, TviTon yovelTvis zustad icis, ras eZebs da ioladac poulobs saWiro nivTs, oRond, ufro maxsovrobis wyalobiT, vidre jibis fanris daxmarebiT. jibis fanari, kriminaluri eniT rom vTqvaT, mxolod gvamis amocnobaSi Svelis, udasturebs, esa da es nivTi namdvilad esa da es nivTiao. magaliTad, Termosi (elizbarma Termoss Tavsaxuri moxsna da mduRare wyali finjanSi daisxa), anda, finjani, romelsac cali gverdi mTel sigrZeze aqvs gabzaruli da rodis Cagatydeba xelSi, ar ici. sxva aqamdec gadaagdebda sanagveze, magram elizbarisTvis uimisod saerTod warmoudgenelia dilis trapezi. ara marto siamovnebiT miirTmevs Cais am finjniT, aramed sakuTar vinaobasac udasturebs sakuTar Tavs misi meSveobiT. raki, maincdamainc, es finjani uWiravs xelSi, ese igi, TviTonac namdvilad TviTonaa. magram, samwuxarod, amJamad, kriWa aqvs Sekruli. saerTodac uWirs bnelSi Wama, magram axla gansakuTrebiT. ra Tqma unda, nerviulobs am metad arasasiamovno mgzavrobis win, magram Tavs Zalas atans dauSaqrav CaiSi albobs xmeli puris Znelad Casaylap lukmas. mSieri kaci karamde ar miiSvebao, is ki omSi midis. dilis sauzme colis mziTevs jobiao, magram roca amas ambobdnen, mziTvisa ar iyos, sauzmec uxvi da mravalferi hqondaT albaT. piris gemos mcodnes, SeiZleba, marTla emjobinebina. erbokvercxio, xizilalao, SaSxio, Zexvio, yvelio (ramdenimenairi), karaqio, xaWoo, araJanio, naRebio, Taflio, murabao... is ki, xmel purs awobs CaiSi. TvaldaxuWuli zis (albaT sibnelis gamo) da elisosaTvis dasatovebel werilebze fiqrobs, zepirad imeorebs gunebaSi, Tan erTsa da imave lukmas ReWavs undilad, TiTqos ukanasknelad ki ar sauzmobs Sin, omSi mimavali, aramed saZovridan mobrunebul ZroxasaviT, mSvidad icoxnis boslis wyvdiadSi. wyvdiads navTis suni dahkravs. gauqmebul gazquraze mkvdreTiT aRmsdgari navTqura dgas, navTquraze Caidani, xolo, Caidanze elisosTvis dasatovebeli erT-erTi werilia wkipad Camodebuli. Tu eliso navTquras ixmars, aucileblad SeamCnevs. mainc SeamCnevs, gindac tyuilubralod Semoixedos samzareuloSi erTi wamiT. meore werili saweri magidis ujraSi devs da eliso amas pirveli werilis meSveobiT Seityobs. magram raki dro gvaqvs, araferi daSavdeba, Cvenc Tu gadavxedavT erTxel kidev. sjobs, zedmetad gavisarjoT axla, vidre mere vinanoT. maqsimalurad unda SevamowmoT yvelaferi, punqtuaciisa da orTografiis CaTvliT. veravin ver ityvis winaswar, saidan gamotyvreba Sari. tyuilad xom ar aris naTqvami, Saro, saidan moxvalo?! Tumca, uaRresad uwyinari werilebia. pirveli, kacma rom Tqvas, arc aris werili, mSrali cnobaa meore werilis Sesaxeb, imis meSveobiT unda Seityos elisom, sad da rodis naxos mTavari werili werili-aRsareba, anda, werili-anderZi. aRsarebaca da anderZic erTsa da imave dros. mokled, gulaCuyebuli bebris bJuturi... elizbars, erTi wamiT, elisos damcinavad momRimari saxe daudga Tvalwin da aSkarad ar esiamovna. magram pirvel werilSi mainc veraferi naxa kudis gamosabmeli. arc araferi ewera Sig. "Tu xvalamde ar gamovCndi, Cemi saweri magidis ujraSi meore werili dagxvdeba da is agixsnis yvelafers. Seni e." es iyo da es. eliso, rasakvirvelia, droze adre araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar gaxsnis qmris ujras, magram gindac gaxsnas, amiT araferi daSavdeba. ubralod, cotaTi adre gaigebs imas, rac, adre Tu gvian, mainc unda gaigos da bevri araferi Seicvleba, saerTod Tu ar gaigebs. erTaderTi, "Seni e." aRar moewona, yuric moWra da Tvalic sentimentaluri familiarulobiT. saswrafod wamodga skamidan, finjanSi CarCenili Cai WurWlis sarecx niJaraSi CaRvara, finjani lambaqze daapirqvava da werilianad Tavis samuSao oTaxisken gaemarTa. jibis fanris yviTeli, uRimRamo gamonaSuqi mis win mifarfatebda, raRacnairad daRlili Tu dabneuli, samyaros ukanasknel pepelasaviT.

meore werilma, rogorc guli ugrZnobda, gacilebiT seriozulad Caafiqra. aaRelva kidec, TiTqos pirvelad kiTxulobda saerTod. TiTqos, vidre sakuTar werils ar gadaamowmebda, kidev ar sjeroda, marTla ase cudad Tu iyo maTi saqme. jer guli auCuyda, mRelvarebisgan aTrTolebuli xeli gauazreblad gadaisva Tmaze, mere ki, sakuTar Tavs gaubrazda, aseTi daundobeli gulwrfelobisTvis. SigadaSig, xmamaRla amoiZaxebda xolme frazis calkeul naglejs: ... dro aRar aris... TviTonac xvdebi albaT... aravis ara aqvs gansjis ufleba... yvelani uflisgan ganvisjebiT... oRond, gaqcevad nu CamiTvli... de me viyo ukanaskneli... magram Cven rom Tavis droze... iqneb ase ar momxdariyo... diaxac, ar moxdeboda, Tuki sxvanairad (adamianurad) icxovrebdnen Tavidanve. da mainc kmayofili darCa wakiTxuliT. araferSi SekamaTebia sakuTar Tavs. arc ramis Secvlisa da gasworebis survili gasCenia. magram moulodnelad, elisos damcinavad momRimarma saxem isev xanjlis piriviT gaielva sibneleSi da isic, nirwamxdari da Secbunebuli, xelaxla Seudga werilis kiTxvas. siyvarulic Taviseburi omia, gansakuTrebuli saxeobaa omisa da dapirispirebisa, oRond, nebismieri omisa da dapirispirebisgan gansxvavebiT, iq mxolod is imarjvebs, vinc marcxdeba, anu, visac daTmobis, gagebis, mitevebis unari meti aRmoaCndeba. amitomac aris yvelasTvis da yovelTvis gaugebari. magram, imave dros, mimzidvelicaa da Zlieric, swored imitom, srulebiTac rom ar cdilobs gasagebi gaxdes vinmesTvis... sinaTlis yviTeli nafleTi, frTanatken, anda sulac calfrTian pepelasaviT, borZikiT, kankaliT, xan ki, sxartad, erTi naxtomiT inacvlebda adgils sityvidan sityvaze. mokled, imdeni ukirkita elizbarma, vidre koreqturac ar aRmoaCina ukve aTvalwunebul werilSi, ramac umal gaaxalisa, vidre Seawuxa. "aha, kidev erTi sabuTi Cveni uyuradRebobisao" SesZaxa gunebaSi, ufro werilisgan miRebuli STabeWdilebis misaCqmalad, vidre sakuTari sifxizliT aRtacebulma. ubralod, elisosi Sercxva isev da am yovlad gaumarTlebeli, qveSevrdomuli moridebisa da mokrZalebisgan ganTavisufleba scada uneburad. saqme saqmeze rom mimdgariyo, arcerT sityvas ar waiRebda ukan, magram sakuTarma gulwrfelobam SeaSfoTa: imdenad susti da daucveli gamoiyureboda colis TvalSi, Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, marTla TvalTmaqcobad CaeTvala imas es werili-aRsareba Tu werili-anderZi, Tuki waikiTxavda rodisme, rac ukve seriozulad eeWveboda Tavad elizbars. werili magidaze dado, ganTavisuflebuli xeliT, fanris Suqze abrWyvialebul kalmistrebis mTvlemare jogidan erT-erTi amoarCia da saTuTad, sasoebiT, TiTqos TvalSi wamals awveTebs bavSvso, gamotovebuli aso Caamata sityvaSi. "ai, ase! viyoT bolomde pedantebio" daamTavra ukve gulwrfeli mRelvarebiT. aseTi bunebisa gaxlavT, ver egueba Secdomas da nebismieris gamosworebas cdilobs, rac TavisTavad, danaSauli Tu ara, sibriyve namdvilad aris. amitom, arc mas gamosdis rame. verc misi pedantizmi amarTlebs am sruli ganukiTxaobis Jams. ai, Tavis droze, rogorme Tavi rom SeekavebinaT makaronuli leqsebisgan, SeiZleboda kidev gadarCeniliyvnen. axla ki, ukve gviania. omSi wasvla Cven gadavwyviteT dRes, Torem, omi raxania mZvinvarebs. mas mere mZvinvarebs, rac romis papma piom bizantiidan osmalebis gandevna ganizraxa da daxmarebis saTxovnelad vinme ludoviko bolonieli afrina saqarTveloSi, rogorc qristian da, rac mTavaria, Ronier qveyanaSi, romelic iqamde, didad wodebulma aleqsandre pirvelma monRolTa monobaSi gapirutyvebul naTesavebs miugdo sajijgnad da TviTon eklesiis ekvders Seafara Tavi...
raz, dva, tri da, Semotrialdi da, Tofi xelSi daiWire,

omSi wamodi da...

araferi gauCenia RmerTs, Tavisi sakuTari ena ar hqondes: ZaRli yefs, cxeni xvixvinebs, kameCi yoyinebs, viri yroyinobs, qaTami kakanebs, gveli sisinebs, mgeli ymuis, arwivi yivis, yvavi yrantalebs, Zroxa zmuis, WriWina WriWinebs, mwyeri qviTqviTebs, bayayi yiyinebs, Ramura wivis, koRo wuis, Tagvi wripinebs, adamiani laparakobs, germaneli germanulad, Cineli Cinurad da ase Semdeg, ase Semdeg... Sen ki, rusulad samamde Tvli da qarTulad laybob aTas sisuleles. xolo, ufro gulwrfelebi Tu viqnebiT, verc qarTuls flob, verc rusuls, sayvelpurod ici erTic da meorec da, rac ufro savalaloa, amdensac ver xvdebi, anda, dabadebiT amayi xar da ar imCnev uvicobas. anda, kidev uaresi, aRarafris grcxvenia vin Seityobso da warbSeuxrelad, mxolod da mxolod, Seni pedanturobis gamo, sityvaSi gamotovebul asos qveSevrdomuli mowiwebiT, monazvnuri saTnoebiT abruneb ukan, rogorc SemTxveviT gadmovardnil bartys budeSi... magram Secdomis gamosworeba ar SeiZleba. SeiZleba, aRar gaimeoro erTxel ukve Cadenili, magram amis pirobasac veravin mogcems dabejiTebiT. Znelia. cduneba didia. gariskva Rirs. adamiani SecdomisCamdeni cxovelia. magram arasodes ar icis, TavisTavad cxadia, Cadenamde, ra aris Secdoma, miT ufro, Tuki Tavad cdeba... amis garkveva ukve Semdegi etapia misi cxovrebisa, romelic an dgeba, an ara. Secdomas ki ar ikvleven, aRnusxaven SeZlebisdagvarad, da xSirad, Tavis mosawonebladac, miaxloebiT, daaxloebiT, radgan misi raodenoba da nairsaxeoba amouwuravia. amitomac ar SeiZleba Secdomaze swavla. SeiZleba, is iswavlo, rac aRaraferSi gamogadgeba da gamogrCes is, rac yovel nabijze gamogadgeboda, Tuki gecodineboda. nebismier Secdomas, ara marto misi Camdeni (yvelaze naklebad albaT Camdeni!), aramed yvelaferi erTdroulad ganapirobebs: geografiac, istoriac, fizikac, qimiac, droc, garemoc, amindic, guneba-ganwyobilebac, janmrTelobac, planetebis ganlagebac, zodiaqos niSanic, haeris tenianobac, wylis temperaturac, qarebis siCqareca da mimarTulebac, irgvliv myofTa biodenuri monacemebi, naTesavTa sixarbe, siTavxede, sibriyve... ase rom, adamiani arasodes marto ar cdeba, magram, samwuxarod, yovelTvis marto agebs pasuxs saerTo SecdomisTvis... xolo, rac Seexeba elizbars, am abneuli fiqrebidan mxolod is daskvna gamoitana, azri rom ar hqonda elisosTvis werilebis datovebas, ar iyo saWiro elisos Careva am sisuleleSi. amitom, orive werili daudevrad CaikuWa jibeSi da "moTvinierebuli peplis" megzurobiT, axla zurgCanTis Sesamowmeblad gaemarTa. gzad, erTi-orjer, mSoblebis gadidebul suraTsac mianaTa jibis fanari, TiTqos SemTxveviT, da imaTac, gakvirvebulebma Tu daeWvebulebma, maSinve gamoxedes gauvali wyvdiadidan. "am suraTsac Camoxsniano" zereled, zogadad gaifiqra elizbarma, aravin ugulisxmia konkretulad, visac misi mSoblebis suraTis Camoxsna SeeZlo. mwvane brezentis zurgCanTa, yavisferi tyavis samxreebiani, SemosasvlelSi egdo karTan, sanaxevrod carieli. bevri araferi mihqonda Tan, radgan wesierad arc icoda, ra unda waeRo, ramden xans mouwevda iq yofna, magram, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, Tbilebic Caelagebina, saparsTan, saponTan, kbilis jagrisTan, saerTo rveulTan, pastis ramdenime kalmistarTan, flostebTan da wamlebTan erTad. jariskacis bargi mwiria, magram rac elizbarma CamoTvala, ufro qviSxeTSi gamoadgeboda, mweralTa dasasvenebel saxlSi, vidre sangarSi. TviTonve Sercxva am uaRresad samSvidobo aqsesuarebisa, Tumca, umal omSi wasvlas gadaifiqrebda, vidre uimaTod wavidoda saomrad. magram, mcire yoymanis Semdeg, flostebi ukanve wamoyara celofanis parkidan. romeli WkuaTmyofeli iseirnebs wina xazze flostebSi fexebwayrilio gaecina mwared da axla ukve damcinavad, RvarZlianad dauTvala sakuTar Tavs:

raz, dva, tri da, raz, dva, tri da, raz, dva, tri da...

iTvlida gagulisebuli, aRgznebuli, aforiaqebuli, ukve mixvedrili sakuTari gadawyvetilebis uazrobas, magram ukve gzamoWrili, ufro sworad, ukve gzaze damdgari, ukve omSi Cabmuli da, aqedan gamomdinare, aqaurobaze metad, gaurkvevlobis kuTvnileba, sikvdilamdec da sikvdilis Semdegac... cota xnis mere ukve veris baRSi ijda da muxlebze dadebul zurgCanTas, rogorc mTel Tavis avladidebas, gulSi ixutebda. sakmaod cioda, Tumca, bususaSlil wyvdiads ukve gasCenoda bzari, saidanac moaxloebuli mziT gabrwyinvebuli ca iRvreboda. Citebic erT ambavSi iyvnen, TiTqos pirvelad Tendeboda saerTod. susxian bindbundSi TandaTan ikveTeboda baRis calkeuli nawilebi. mas ki, mwvaneSi Cafluli qviSxeTi edga Tvalwin, Tvalwin ki ar edga, iq iyo mTeli arsebiT gadasaxlebuli da, zurgCanTaze nikapCamodebuls, ayvavebuli cacxvebis damaTrobeli sunic ki scemda. srulebiTac ar iyo saomrad ganwyobili. CvenSi rom vTqvaT, an ra eomeboda mis Svils sicocxle aRar undoda, gnebavT, ar Tvlida Tavs sicocxlis Rirsad. ase rom, safrTxeSi Cavardnili sicocxlis gadasarCenad ki ar midioda es, rac mtris TvalSic gaamarTlebda, aramed Tavlafdasxmuli sicocxlis ramenairad misaCqmalad da misafuCeCeblad, risi gagebac albaT moyvaresac gauWirdeboda. sakuTari Tavis rcxvenoda, Torem, siamovnebiT mibrundeboda Sin, Tavis skamTan, Tavis magidasTan, Tavis sabeWd manqanasTan, Tavis flostebTan... sindisis garda, araferi avaldebulebda am omSi wasvlas. mosaxdeni uimisodac moxdeboda. amitom, mxolod is unda gadaewyvita, rac piradad mas exeboda, anu, ase, mowafuri morCilebiT daecada sxva moxaliseebisTvis, Tu, sanam kidev SeiZleboda, ukanmouxedavad moecocxa aqedan. uazro msxverplis gaRebasa da axla ukve saqveynod gapampulebas, isev Sin yofna jobda, "niJaraSi", isev gamogonil da mis wignebSi Tavmoyril xalxTan kamaTi maradiul, mourCenel satkivrebze, Tundac mxolod imitom, cxovrebisgan ukve damarcxebulni, damarcxebas Seguebulni rom iyridnen iq Tavs da araTu televiziis diqtors, mamazeciersac aRar SeeZlo maTi gabriyveba. iq zRaprebisa aRar sjeraT, ufro sworad, sxva sibrtyeze da sxva ganzomilebebiT cxovroben: Cadenilze ocneboben da Caudenels inanieben... elizbaris mRelvare warmodgenebSi imqveyniurma, wiTlad abrialebulma fiWvnarma gaiWriala uceb da imdenad cxadi iyo es Cveneba, fiWvebis tanze cocxlad mimxmari WriWinebis gamofituli, gamWvirvale gvamebic ki SeamCnia. magram, imave dros, sinamdvilesac daubrunda, radgan isic maSin SeamCnia pirvelad, marto rom ar iyo baRSi. auzis kideze viRac gadawoliliyo mucliT da guls irevda. anda, ukve gulareuli, Tav-pirs ibanda auzis wyalSi. elizbari uneburad daiZaba, welSi gaimarTa da kidev ufro magrad miixuta mkerdze brezentis zurgCanTa, TiTqos es ucxo adamiani, rogorc ki Tavis saqmes moaTavebda, zurgCanTas waarTmevda, rac srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda elizbars, magram arc ufiqria aqedan wasvla, an sad unda wasuliyo, roca ukan dasabrunebeli yvela gza TviTonve moikveTa, yvela xidi dawva, yvela Toki gadaWra... imitomac ijda axla aq da bebruli sijiutiT elodeboda yvelafers erTad: gaTenebasac, moxaliseTa gamoCenasac da ucnobTan urTierTobis garkvevasac...

is ucnobi, Tqvenc mixvdiT albaT, antoni gaxldaT, Ramis barSi galaxuli da bewvze gadarCenili sikvdils... gaWirvebiT wamodga fexze. pijakis saxeloebidan wyali wurwuriT gasdioda. pijakic gaWirvebiT gaixada da auzis kideze gadafina frTxilad. magram pijaks ki ar ufrTxildeboda meti raRa unda damarTvoda uaresi moZraoba uWirda, odnavi ganZrevac ki, autanel tkivils ayenebda, ris gamoc misi moZraobebi mSvidi da daxvewili Canda Soridan. perangi da maisuri erTad gadaiZro da, ratomRac, ramdenjerme gaaRanRala wyalSi. garecxa, Tavisi WkuiT. tkivilebisgan lamis isev dakarga goneba, magram mainc mTeli ZaliT wuravda perangsa da maisurs, vidre sveli qsovilis sakmaod sqeli morgvi ar SerCa xelSi. isic pijakis gverdiT daagdo da, TiTqmis dediSobila, skamisken wamovida. sityvis uTqmelad miujda elizbars gverdiT, gegonebodaT, siZe-simamrs winaswar dauTqvamT, dilauTenia, maincdamainc, veris baRis am skamze SevxvdeT erTmaneTso... anton! gulwrfelad Seicxada elizbarma. antonis danaxva, erTdroulad, gaukvirda da gauxarda kidec, magram isic maSinve gaaxsenda, cota uxerxulic rom iqneboda misgan amgvari uSualo, dadebiTi emociebis gamoxatva, radgan metad arasasiamovno da uaRresad saTakilo viTarebaTa gamo, advili SesaZlebelia, saerTod ar sdomeboda antons misi danaxva, uaresad gaeRizianebina paleosimamrTan Sexvedras da, rasakvirvelia, arc Tavisi gaRizianebis gamomJRavnebisa morideboda. ase rom, rac ufro TavSekavebuli iqneboda elizbari, miT ukeTesi. maTi warsulic warsuls Cabarda. kacma rom Tqvas, arc iyo misi saqme, ra undoda antons baRSi am dilauTenia. iqneb, isic moxalised midioda omSi?! aseve ar iyo elizbaris saqme, ras apirebda antoni momavalSi da apirebda Tu ara saerTod rames. msajulic sxvaa da gamkiTxavic... magram arc imis uaryofa SeiZleba, brma SemTxvevasTan rom ar hqondaT saqme, gangebas surda ase da iman miusva gverdiT am ukacur baRSi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi mizeziTac gaubedurebuli kaci... diax! daudastura antonma gana Cven vicnobT erTmaneTs? miaSterda cali TvaliT. meoreTi ver xedavda, buStiviT gahbervoda da lorwovani libri gadahkvroda zed aaaa! rogor ara, rogor ara gaagrZela agdebulad, gaSarJebuli TavazianobiT me erTxel Tqveni siZec viyavi... magram amas araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, endeT Cems gamocdilebas. naTesaobac borkilis saxeobaa da rac ufro male moiSoreb, miT ukeTesi. ase gvaswavlis cixe. cixe dRevandeli modelia xvalindelisa. yvelanairi Tanasworoba... sruli demokratia Tunuqis yuTSi... ai, naxeT ra miyves... magram fexebi ver momWames mainc... piri SuSis mtvriTa maqvs savse, Torem getyodiT, aucileblad... Tqven ar dagimalavdiT... boTlebiT mcemdnen, magram ver mivarTvi... Camon Cemi CuCua, rogorc didi bebia klava ityoda, cxonebuli... sjobs Seni eSinodes viRacas mainc, vidre Sen geSinodes ganuwyvetliv, Tanac yvelasi... laCrebi... damplebi... jibeSi Caviyavi xeli da... samivem Caijva. nabiWvrebi... yvela Tavisas miiRebs... mTavaria, sababi gqondes... ra Tqma unda, Tqven ar gexebaT. Zalian gamixarda Tqveni naxva, magram rogor momageniT? didxans meZebdiT? Cven xom arasodes vyofilvarT siZe-simamri... me Tqven yovelTvis megobrad gTvlidiT... axlac mxolod Zveli megobrobis xaTriT gekiTxebiT, rogor brZandeba Cemi kdemamosili meuRle? sicxeebma xom ar Seawuxes am zafxuls? xom mSvidobiT moilogina? kidev erTi CemisTana jojo Semata am dampal qveyanas, Tu Tavisnairi kaxpa? jojos isev kaxpa jobs, RmerTia mowame. me, piradad, aTiaTas jojos erTi kaxpa mirCevnia... aTiaTasi xom, miT ufro... lizikom venebi gadaiWra gaawyvetina elizbarma Zlivs gadaarCines moayola swrafad, radgan Seatyo, rogor SeakrTo antoni misma naTqvamma.

antoni, erTi wamiT, marTla gairinda, TiTqos acnobierebda elizbaris naTqvams, magram maSinve Zveleburad gaagrZela: Tqven gaimarjveT Tqva damcinavad momRimarma, Tuki SeiZleboda ramenairi Rimili Sestyoboda dabegvilsa da dasiebul saxeze magram gana Svils moekiTxeba mSoblis codvebi?! moekiTxeba da mere rogor moekiTxeba, rom icodeT! unda moekiTxebodes kidec. swored Svils unda moekiTxebodes! Svili rom ar yofiliyo, arc mSobeli waxdeboda... mSobels Svili aiZulebs... mSobeli SvilisTvis codavs... Svilis gamo... laparakobda uazrod, dabneulad, gamomwvevad, gamaRizianeblad, raRacnairad atacebuli da aRgznebuli, Tumca, arc mTvrali iyo da arc narkotiki hqonda miRebuli. "TviTonac ar icis, ras mied-moedebao" gabrazda elizbari. arasodes enaxa aseTi antoni: RvarZliani, Tavxedi, damcinavi, daundobeli... piriqiT, zedmeti moridebulobiTa da TavdaWerilobiT gamoirCeoda yovelTvis, sxvaTaSoris, lizikosganac. ramdenjer uTqvams elizbars imisTvis, antonisgan mainc iswavleo. lizikomac ase miTxra Tqva uceb Sen gaimarjveo... gana Tqven gebrZodiT?! ase gesmodaT Cemi?! me ar vici, raze saubrobT xolme Tqven da Tqveni qaliSvili, magram Tqven icodiT is, rac me ufro mWirdeboda, magram aravin maswavla ukmexad miaxala antonma. me rac vicodi, yvelaferi gaswavleT daixia ukan elizbarma. ara! mTavari ar giswavlebiaT! uaresad aRegzno antoni. ra? xeze asvla? Semrigeblurad gaicina elizbarma. ara, xidan Camosvla! xeze asvla gadarCena ar aris. xeze asvliT, SeiZleba, droebiT daaRwio gansacdels Tavi, magram xeze asasvlelad rom gagixdeba saqme... gaicina antonmac. mRelvarebisgan Tu sicivisgan, jer kidev ZagZagebda da kbili kbilze uxvdeboda laparakisas. gacivdebi wamoscda elizbars. me ukve gavcivdi, Zia elizbar... raxania mciva... gaCenis dRidan... cixe sicivea. sul gciva, wevxar gciva. zixar gciva. dadixar gciva. ki ar eCvevi sicives, amis SeCveva ar SeiZleba, TandaTanobiT, Senc sicive xdebi, sicivis nawili... ai, damadeT xeli, yinuliviT var... paiki klavs mamas da xdeba araraoba...

elizbari isev daiZaba. ar gamosdioda laparaki am marTlac ucxo adamianTan, romelic antons ki hgavda, magram, imave dros, araferi ecxo antonisa. rasakvirvelia, mis dReSi myofs, veravin mokiTxavda Wkuasa da zrdilobas, magram imdenad kargad icnobda elizbari, imdenad didi xnis megobroba akavSirebda masTan, mainc uWirda antonisTvis amgvarad damakninebeli, amgvarad Seuracxmyofeli metamorfozis dajereba. mamisgan ganwirulsa da colisgan naRalatevs, TiTqos mxolod isRa gaamarTlebda sxvaTa TvalSi, Tuki uzneobisa da gaxrwnilebis wumpeSi Caefloboda TviTonac... esec aiZulebda elizbars, naklebad ahyoloda grZnobebs da ufro fxizlad yofiliyo. sifxizle yovelTvis saWiroa, gansakuTrebiT ki, amgvar sulelur situaciaSi, roca jer isic gasarkvevia, Tu ra saxis urTierToba SeiZleba arsebobdes saerTod moxalise bebersa da sicocxlis moZule axalgazrdas Soris. sifxizle aucilebelia, radgan yvela axalgazrda, Svili iqneba Tu siZe (miT ufro, nasiZari), erTnairad saxifaToa da saxifaToa, upirveles yovlisa, sxvaTa SexedulebaTa gauTvaliswineblad Camoyalibebuli sakuTari Sexedulebebis gamo. daukiTxavad dagiskupdeba gverdiT da Tanamzraxvelad, Tanamoazred gagixdis isedac TviTmkvlelobamde misuli Svilis winaaRmdeg. magram, sinamdvileSi, ra Tqma unda, ase ar aris. ufro sworad, imedia, ase ar fiqrobs antonic. ubralod, jerjerobiT, ver agebineben erTmaneTs, Torem, orivem mSvenivrad icis, gacilebiT mniSvnelovani movlenis monawileni arian, vidre kidev erTi ubeduri siyvarulia, anda kidev erTi dangreuli ojaxi... am saqmeSi, mTavari isini ki ara, raJden kaSelia. mTavaria, culis moRereba rom gaubedes raJden kaSels sakuTar WerqveS, gnebavT, sakuTar godorSi, rasac SeiZleba marTla mohyves seriozuli cvlilebebi, ara marto damoyvrebuli ojaxebisTvis, aramed mTeli qveynisTvis da saerTod momavlisTvis... es ki, mogexsenebaT, umsxverplod ar xdeba. Tumca, msxverpli ukve sakmarisze metia gaRebuli da araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, oriT meti iqneba is, Tu oriT naklebi... mTeli Taobebi iRupebian zedized, zezeurad... ukvalod inTqmebian dro-Jamis ufskrulSi, rogorc spigmentebis qaravnebi veSapis xaxaSi. dampali xorci scvivaT gzadagza... CagixedavT maT uZiro, gamocarielebul TvalebSi?! mogismeniaT maTi uazro blukuni?! antonic, lizikosi ar iyos, erTi imaTTagania mxolod, anu, metastazia da, amdenad, naklebad saintereso, Tundac, medicinis TvalsazrisiT. medicina uZluria metastazis winaSe da uZluri iqneba yovelTvis, Tuki senis mTavar bunags ver miakvlevs... hoda, dRes miakvlia, antonisa da lizikos wyalobiT. araTu miakvlia, bunagSi mTvlemare mxecic SeaSfoTa safuZvlianad... Tundac marto amitom, antonica da lizikoc, TavianTi ubedurebiT, umal TanagrZnobasa da Tanadgomas unda imsaxurebdnen Cvengan, vidre zizRnarev sibraluls... aseTia elizbaris azri, ase vTqvaT, "kaSelebis saqmesTan" dakavSirebiT da amitomac zis axla aq, am ukacur baRSi, usaxlkaro mawanwalasaviT... emigrantiviT... veris baRSi zis, auzTan, rogorc eqvTime mjdara parizSi, luqsemburgis baRSi... TvalnaTliv warmoidgina kidec mzemiSuqebul skamze Camomjdari TeTrad TmadaTovlili moxuci: qarisgan daSaSruli xelis mtevnebi muxlebze dauwyvia, mzeze Tbeba, da isinic, mSvidad, uZravad wvanan, Tvinieri da siTbos moyvarul cxovelebiviT. majebgadaqeqili paltos sayelo maRla auwevia, magram mainc sciva, radgan misi mSobliuri kera aqedan Zalian Sors aris, sul sxva samyaroSi, sruliad sxva astronomiul Tu geografiul ganzomilebebSi... siberis cremliT marad sveli Tvalebi gulisamaCuyeblad ubrWyvialebs, aRsasrulis moaxloebis mauwyeblad, is ki gazafxulis mzes eficxeba, gulSi imedCasaxuli, da auzis garSemo mogrovili bavSvebisa da maTi gadiebis cqeriT erToba. auzSi nagavi ki ar tivtivebs, rogorc aq, veris baRSi, aramed feradafrebiani saTamaSo xomaldebi dasrialeben, romlebsac erTnairi interesiT uyureben, rogorc celqi, lamazi bavSvebi, iseve maTi xalisiani, sandomiani gadiebi... "kidev

erTi gazafxulio" fiqrobs mzes mificxebuli moxuci, uRaribesi emigranti da, amave dros, ararsebuli qveynis ormocsaukunovani saganZuris meWurWleTuxucesi. xvalis imediT, dRevandels uZlebs, guSindelis gadasarCenad. elizbarma ki, misgan gansxvavebiT, arc icis, ra evaleba, ra unda daicvas aq, samSobloSi, raRa darCa gadasarCeni... ki batono, elizbari Tanaxmaa, mzadaa, eqvTimesaviT, isic sakuTari nebiT ecvas jvars samSoblos golgoTaze, magram arc saWurWlis klite miucia vinmes misTvis da arc saWurWlis adgilsamyofeli uCvenebia. eqvTimes daavales da imanac daivala, yvelaferi gverdze gadado, yvelafers Seelia... elizbari Tu mweralia, is Rvawlmosili mecnieri gaxldaT, auditoriebis, kaTedrebis, sxdomaTa darbazebis, laboratoriebis, wignTsacavebis binadari, aborigeni, magram rodesac bedma erTxel kidev dawiokebuli samSoblos saganZuris movlapatronoba daavala da emigraciis eklian gzas gauyena, xis yuTebSi Camwyvdeul samSoblos sulTan erTad, isic mkacr, mousyidvel da fxizel darajad gadaiqca maSinve. ocdaerTis TebervalSi, ufrosi raJden kaSelis sixarbesa da sisastikes gaarida mravalgzis gardacvlili, magram mainc ukvdavi, dauleveli samSoblos ormocsaukunovani saganZuri, aTas dampyrobels, qurdsa da avazaks, ZalRsa da mamaZaRls gadarCenili, TavmokveTili mefeebisa Tu ZuZuebdaglejili dedoflebis wyalobiT. misi meuRle, saRamoobiT, fortepianoze ukravda romeliRac kino-TeatrSi, ase vTqvaT, "musikalur fons" qmnida munji filmebisTvis, magram is oride kapiki, rasac kino-Teatris patroni uxdida, ganZis Sesanaxi qiris dasafaradac ar yofnidaT. erTi Txa hyavdaT da imis rZiT ibrunebdnen suls. coli fortepianoze ukravda, qmari ki, Txas mwyemsavda levilis zurmuxtovan mindvrebze, Txas iyo miCerebuli, miliardebis patroni. erTi nivTi mainc rom gaeyida im saganZuridan, nebismieri zomisa da wonisa, sakuTari kunZuli eqneboda wynar okeaneSi, mTeli dRe gamakSi iwveboda, Zvel foliantebsa da wignebSi Cafluli, da SiSveli veluri gogonebi palmis StoebiT gauniavebdnen mecnieruli varaudebiT SeWmuxnul Subls... magram gulSic ar gauvlia msgavsi mkrexeloba. rasakvirvelia, bevri mamuliSviluri saqmis gakeTeba SeiZleboda am zRapruli simdidriT Tundac, dedaenis gamocema TurqeTis saqarTvelosa da fereidanis qarTvelebisTvis, rom araferi vTqvaT, ukve sanaxevrod gadajiSebuli emigraciis fizikur gadarCenaze magram verc qarTvelTa noe Seacvlevinebda azrs da verc emigrirebuli mTavrobis sruli Semadgenloba. misTvis, yuTebSi Caketili simdidre, upirveles yovlisa, realurad arsebuli simbolo iyo, Tundac, imJamad, realurad ararsebuli qveynisa. sakuTari Svili rom enaxa (miT ufro rom, arasodes hyolia), lizikosaviT majebgadaxveuli da sasikvdilod gadadebuli, imis wamlisTvisac ver Seeleoda TavmokveTili mefeebisa da ZuZuebdaglejili dedoflebis xelSenavleb nivTebs. im nivTebSiRa saxierdeboda misi ubeduri samSoblo da vidre is nivTebi arsebobdnen, samSobloc arsebobda; vidre im nivTebs viRaca mainc patronobda, Tundac, iqiT misaxedi da iqiT sapatronebeli moxuci, ese igi, arc misi samSoblo iyo mTlad upatronod migdebuli. amis rwmena aZlebinebda levilis gamoyruebul TavSesafarSi, sadac (colis sikvdilis Semdeg) marto umklavdeboda usaxsrobasac, uZlurebasac, umegobrobasac, SiSsac, SimSilsac, sicivesac, sensac, asaksac... yvelafers, rasac misi saganZuris xelyofa SeeZlo, im yuTebis daSla-dabzarva, romlebSic samSoblos suli hyavda Camwyvdeuli ukeTesi dRisTvis, im dRisTvis, roca usaSvelod, usazRvrod momTmeni da samarTliani RmerTi, mis gacamtverebul samSoblos erTxel kidev moagrovebda peSvSi, erTxel kidev gadazelda, erTxel kidev aRudgenda pirvandel saxes da axla ukve samaradisod Cahberavda beberi darajis sijiutiT gadarCenil suls... "eqvTi-meee! eqvTi-meee!" levilidan eZaxda, afxizlebda Txa, gazafxulis mzeze Tvlemamoreuls. "madlobT, Cemo

amalTea... Sen mainc ici, ramxela saqmes vemsaxurebiTo" emadliereboda, efereboda iqidan, luqsemburgis baRidan, ra Tqma unda, gunebaSi, giJi rom ar hgonebodaT auzis irgvliv moTamaSe bavSvebsa da gadiebs. Txam icoda, elizbarma ki ar icis, "ramxela" saqmes emsaxureba, saerTod, vis ra sikeTes moutans misi omSi wasvla, Zveli saxeli da dideba daubrundeba amiT mis samSoblos Tu mitacebuli miwebi?! jer marto gaxiznulebma ramdeni waiRes, zogma muWiT, zogmac xurjiniT... mtersac da moyvaresac, maincdamainc, misi miwa ar yofnis da saqarTvelos yoveli axali saxeoba, axleburad SekreWilSekvecili, imdenad gansxvavdeba winamorbedisgan, xaTriT TuRa dauZaxeb saqarTvelos. magram rac ar unda daknindes da dapataravdes qveyana, misTvis fasdaudebeli, misTvis auwonavi saganZuri mainc darCeba. gana antoni igive saganZuri ar aris?! ufro metic, antonze Zvirfasi dRes aRaraferi gaaCnia am qveyanas da visac qveynis gadarCena surs, pirvel rigSi, antoni unda gadaarCinos... amitomac, Tavcocxali, fexs ar moicvlis elizbari aqedan, vidre moxaliseebi ar gamoCndebian (Tuki marTla mova vinme, masaviT suleli), vidre sabolood ar gaTendeba da vidre qveyana isev qveyanas ar daemsgavseba, Sesaxedad mainc... ar gekadreba, Cemo anton, namdvilad ar gekadreba gaicina elizbarma erTi Segaxeda, ras gavxar... Tqveni ar vici... gaicina antonmac. Tan pirze ifarebda xels, daxeTqili tuCebi tkioda (elizbarma mxolod maSin SeamCnia pirvelad, mTeli saxe jer kidev Ria, sisxlCamdgari WrilobebiT hqonda imas daserili) Tqveni ar vici, magram, piradad me, yelamde var TavisuflebiT... gonze ver movsulvar... jer santeqnikosiviT damaTvres, mere bazris qurdiviT mcemes... mgoni, arc Tqven ityodiT uars Cems galaxvaze, magram winaswar minda gagafrTxiloT, ar miyvars, roca mirtyamen... ase rom, aRar vTamaSob... meyofa... sakmarisia... isev mSobliuri cixe mirCevnia... magram iqac aRar mimesvleba, Cemive sibriyvis gamo... me xom mama movkali... ar gagigiaT?! aRar arsebobs CemTvis... arada, Tu rame iyo mSobliuri, is iyo... isic ki ver gavarkvie, cols wavaswari mamasTan, Tu mamas colTan... magram aRarc moraluri mxare mainteresebs am saqmisa, aRarc amoraluri... asedac movaxsene Cems gamomZiebels... samZimrisTvis dagigviandaT, mitevebaze jer fiqric adrea... mTavaria, Rirseba SevinarCunoT aRelda uceb elizbari yvelaferi vanacvaloT Rirsebas, colic... Tavic... uimisod aRarc sicocxles eqneba azri... Rirseba igive samSobloa... mTavaria, sababi gqondes, Zia elizbar... sababi! SesZaxa antonma da tkivilebisgan uSnod daimanWa me mqonda sababi gaagrZela daZabulad, frTxilad, sakuTar sxeuls miyuradebulma sababi namdvilad kargi mqonda da imitomac gamomapanRures cixidan... gaiTvaliswines ra, rogorc imaTi metad efeqturi, aseve Cemi aranakleb afeqturi mdgomareoba, ocdasamwliani patimroba uvado TavisuflebiT Semicvales... roca minda, sadac minda da rac minda... duqnebSi Zvel CekistebTan vqeifob, Ramis barebSi damwyeb biznesmenebTan. mgoni, gavcisferdi kidec... yovel SemTxvevaSi, koleqtiur seqssac gavuge gemo da jgufuri gaupatiurebis obieqtic vyofilvar... eg ar aris Tavisufleba... Senc mSvenivrad ici da tyuilad nu isuleleb Tavs Seuwyra xmaSi Rimilgareuli elizbari Tavisuflebamde jer kidev Soria. matli ki gaWuprda, magram Wupridan pepela jer ar amofrenila... iqneb Sen xar is pepela, ha?! mTeli taniT Semobrunda antonisken.

 matli namdvilad var... xelebi aswia antonma bavSvobidanve matlis mxareze viyavi... erTxel obobas gavagdebine xelidan da imis mere visjebi. is oboba Cems sulSia Cabudebuli da grZeli, ekliani sacecebiT Signidan mikawravs suls, rogorc ki gavinZrevi...

elizbars Jruantelma dauara, sulSi Cabudebuli obobis warmodgenaze, magram araferi uTqvams. an ra unda eTqva?! riTi unda enugeSebina amgvari anomaluri seniT Sepyrobili adamiani?! brezentis CanTa gaxsna da raRacas dauwyo Sig Zebna. sinamdvileSi, ar undoda antonsac SeemCnia misi SekrToma. "am qveynisa aRar ariso" fiqrobda SeSfoTebuli. arada, swored antonia erTaderTi kanonieri da uflebamosili patroni am qveynisa da swored iseTia, rogoric am qveyanas Seefereba: cota gadamcdaria Wkuidan (Tandayolili aRgznebulobis gamo), mTvrali ar aris, magram mTvraliviT laparakobs, uazrod da gauTaveblad, Tumca, rasac ambobs, marTals ambobs; Tavs damnaSaved ar Tvlis aravisa da arafris winaSe, magram eamayeba borotmomqmedisa da mkvlelis saxeli; winaswari ganzraxviT, arc aravis mokvlas apirebs, arc aravis Semorigebas, magram erTisTvisac mzadaa da meorisTvisac, gaaCnia, rodis ra gunebaze iqneba; ra Tqma unda, cota xuliganicaa da mawanwalac, radgan aseTia TiTqmis yvela misi Tanatoli biWic da gogoc, cxovrebis wesidan gamomdinare da msoflioSi dadgenili eTikuri normebis Sesabamisad. xolo, Tuki filosofiur-poeturi kategoriebiT vimsjelebT, giJis xelSi moxvedrili danaa, upirveles yovlisa, Cvenive daudevrobisa da uxerxemlobis wyalobiT. marTlac danas hgavs garegnuladac da Tvisobrivadac basria, civi, saxifaTo... magram iqneb Sen gevaleba imis gadarCena, Tuki, ra Tqma unda, jer kidev SesaZlebelia es?! esec Tan waiyvane... iqneb cecxliT ganiwmindoT oriveni?! iqneb esaa Seni mowodeba da ar ici?! Tavi mwerali ggonia. arada, xom SeiZleba, marTla winaswar hqondes RmerTs yvelaferi Cafiqrebuli?! aba, maincdamainc, Sen ratom unda gagCenoda liziko da, maincdamainc, kaSelebs ratom unda danaTesavebodi, genetikuri antipodi kaSelebisa; antonic, maincdamainc, dRes ratom unda "gamosuliyo cixidan" da, maincdamainc, Sen ratom unda mogjdomoda gverdiT, maincdamainc, am baRSi?! rasakvirvelia, SemTxveviTobac gasaTvaliswinebelia, magram... araviTari magram! (gauwyra Tavs elizbari). araviTari magram?! (gaimeora jiutad). erTi dabneuli kravic rom daabruno faraSi, didi ambavia. Cakide xeli da daabrune. Tu marTla xar ramis gamkeTebeli, gauwie eqvTimoba. rogori saganZuricaa, iseTi eqvTime mainc iyavi, Tu marTla TvalTmaqci ara xar, rogorc Sens Svils hgonia. magram elizbari TvalTmaqci ki ar aris, isic Cveulebrivi mRilia, uvnebo, ugrZnobeli, da masze ukeT aravin icis, ris maqnisia, ra SeuZlia, ras gaswvdeba misi Zala da goneba. marTalia, survilic ar aris cota, magram marto surviliT ver Seabam katas eJvans. ara marto unda gsurdes, unda SegeZlos kidec katis mokvla. pirdapir rom vTqvaT, elizbarsac Tavisi samSoblos, Tavisi xalxis uZlureba sWirs, eldismieri, misi gadamylapavi urCxulis nawlavidan gamoyolili. es maTi saerTo, erovnuli, istoriuli uZlurebaa, eqvsaswliani sibnelis, uhaerobis, umoZraobis Sedegi, da erTad unda daixsnan misgan Tavi, an erTad Seewiron. cal-calke ver moerevian. ramac ar unda aiZuloT culis xelSi aReba, cal-calke verafers gaxdebian, imis mokvlis Jinsac ver moiklaven, umal isev is CaibrunebT Tavis stomaqSi, stomaqis lorwovan simJaveSi, simyraleSi da, SeiZleba, ukve samudamodac, SeiZleba, aRar amoarwyios orgzis ukve Caylapuli, momzadebulad CaTvalos mosaneleblad. elizbaric xom am uZlurebis dasaZlevad midis omSi, Tumca, darwmunebuli ar aris (miT ufro, antonTan Sexvedris Semdeg), sasurveli Sedegi gamoiRos aman. isini xom saerTo seniT arian dasneulebulni da aTaSangiani col-qmariviT, cal-calke arc erTis mkurnalobas ara aqvs azri. cal-calke maTi Tavganwirvac uazrobaa: afeqti, akrobatuli triuki, sulisSemZvreli sanaxaoba... amitom, Cakide xeli da waiyvane. gana cotaa, erTma uZRebma Svilma mainc gaigos, ra xdeba mis Tavs, ratom aris am dReSi?! Cakide xeli da daayene gzaze, auxseni, dRes da guSin rom ar dawyebula Tqveni ubedureba, bevri amgvari usindisoba rom gadagitaniaT, Tuki amas gadatana hqvia. mas mere, rac romis papma piom bizantiidan osmalebis

gandevna ganizraxa da daxmarebis saTxovnelad gamogzavnil vinme ludoviko boloniels saqarTvelo Tavis adgilze aRar dauxvda... da ase Semdeg, ase Semdeg... marTalia, bevri dakargeT (Tundac, Tqveni kanonieri adgili rukaze!), magram vidre ibrZodiT, xalxi gerqvaT. mainc angariSs giwevdaT mteri. xolo, roca xmali qarqaSSi dagiJangdaT da Tqveni muzaradi pristavis colma sawolis qveS Seidga, Ramis qoTnad, adgili ki ara, saxec dakargeT... samagierod, sibrZne SeiZineT, gapoetdiT, andazebi SeqmeniT, Tqveni uilajobisa da mtris siveragis Sesatyvisi. sxvaTaSoris, isic ganZia, imasac sWirdeba Tavisi eqvTime. ai, is andazebi aswavle, daazepire, auxseni, ratom moereva zurgwamxdar cxens patara koRoc, Tuki patara koRos didi mgeli miexmareba. Tu omia, omi iyos! mere raa, amjeradac Tu damarcxdebiT. damarcxeba jer kidev ar niSnavs dasasruls. dasasruli mSvidobaa. yvela omi mSvidobiT mTavrdeba. samariseburi simSvide daisadgurebs irgvliv da Senc mxolod maSin mixvdebi, yvelaferi damTavrebula SenTvis... magram amaze iq ilaparakeT, wina xazze, bedisweris pirispir darCenilebma. axla mTavaria... axla mTavaria, rame CavicvaT Tqva uceb elizbarma. antoni saswrafod wamodga fexze. etyoba, tansacmlis xsenebam kidev ufro gaumZafra sicivis SegrZneba. mkerdze gadajvaredinebul xelebs gametebiT ityapunebda SiSvel, ekaldayril xorcze. baRSi ukve Tendeboda. damarcxebuli wyvdiadi uCumrad iwriteboda sakuTar bzarebSi. fexebmoryeulma muyaos stendma gaubedavad gamoalaja saaSkaraoze. mkerdze Teatraluri afiSa aekra. ufro sworad, ver aekra wesierad da uSnod, usicocxlod ekida zed, frTebCamoyrili da sakmaod Selaxuli. elizbari isev zurgCanTaSi iqeqeboda. SeiZleba, ase aridebda antons Tvals. dRis sinaTleze, ara marto amazrzeni sanaxavi iyo, aramed gulisamaCuyeblad, sulisSemZvrelad umweoc, daucveli... yovel SemTxvevaSi, srulebiT aRar hgavda im antons, visac ase Tavgamodebuli ansaxierebda sibneleSi... antonma afiSa daudevrad Camoxia da uxeSi, webomimxmari qaRaldi mxrebze SaliviT moigdo, raki mTlianad ver gaexvia Sig. afiSa aSkarad patara iyo saamisod. "ai, ras gvaswavlis cixeo" laparakobda TavisTvis "yvelafris gamoyeneba SeiZleba aradaniSnulebisamebro". magram aradaniSnulebisamebr gamoyenebuli afiSa beWebs uxexavda mxolod, gaTbobiT ki ver aTbobda. mxrebze afiSamoxveuli da dedaberiviT welSi mokakvuli, elizbars daudga win da daiCifCifa: gaikiTxeT mSoblis mkvleli, inteleqtualuri aramzada... SemoseT SiSveli, RmerTi giSveliT... aha, Se sabralov! sul araraobas xom mainc ajobebs?! uTxra elizbarma da erTi sakmaod Selaxuli perangi da Salis svitri gauwoda, ris Semdegac TvalnaTliv SeTxelda misi isedac Raribi garderobi. vaSaaa! gadavrCiT! iyvira uceb antonma da mxrebze mosxmuli afiSa Tavs zemoT daitriala droSasaviT. afiSis sqeli, gafSekili qaRaldi duned, uxalisod fxrewda haers... Caicvi droze! geyofa maimunoba Sinaurulad Seuwyra elizbari, kmayofilic da, cota ar iyos, gaamayebulic sakuTari saqcieliT. antonma maSinve gauSva xeli afiSas da facafuciT gadaicva nawyalobevi tansacmeli. afiSa baRis xreSmoyril bilikze egdo, mkvdari frinveliviT...

 samagierod, Cems suraTs gaCuqebT. Tu gadarCa, ra Tqma unda laparakobda Tan vnaxoT, rogor gadaitana auzSi Wyumpalaoba. axlave Sevamowmeb. sxva araferi maqvs... pijakis jibeSi unda medos wesiT. zustad CemTvis mouqsoviaT Tqveni svitri. axla didi tansacmelia modaSi. meti Canxar, vidre xar. SeiZleba, aRar xar, magram mainc Canxar, tansacmlis wyalobiT ase, laparak-laparakiT, mivida auzTan, pijakis gulis jibidan suraTi amoiRo, sisvelisgan damZimebuli pijaki isev auzis kideze daagdo da, suraTianad, mibrunda elizbarTan. gzaSi ramdenjerme gadausva xelisguli suraTs, daWmuWnuli da amoburculi adgilebis gasworeba scada ai, saidan movdivar me! Tqva yalbi siamayiT saojaxo fotodan. naxeT, ras vgavar. naRdi debili var. arc axla meTanxmebiT?! elizbari zurgCanTis zonars kvanZavda, anda, antons aCvenebda, vkvanZavo, viTom, xelebi dakavebuli maqvs da suraTs ver CamogarTmevo. daxedviTac zereled daxeda, erTi wamiT, ufro gaubedavad, vidre uinteresod. TiTqos axloblis gvams uCvenebdnen amosacnobad... arc Sen ara gaqvs sxva gza Tqva moulodnelad, radgan uceb, Wadrakis sasaxlis win, ramdenime moxalises mohkra Tvali da TviTonac ver gaarkvia, ewyina Tu gauxarda imaTi danaxva. samagierod, erTbaSad ganTavisuflda gaurkvevlobis marwuxebidan da damSvidda kidec me mgoni, Sen geZeben is SeiaraRebuli biWebi uTxra antons da Tvalic Caukra TanamzraxveliviT. antonma uneburad ukan miixeda, Wadrakis sasaxlisken, imanac dainaxa ucxo xalxi, magram ixtibari ar gautexavs, isev gauwoda suraTi elizbars da Cveulebrivad gaagrZela: amas qali rogor gaataneT, Zia elizbar?! es xom cxvirmouxocavi lawirakia. aba, kargad daakvirdiT. araferi gaegeba am qveynisa. samwuxarod, aseTebic ibadebian. maradiuli yvinCila. ubibilo da udezebo mamali. Cveulebrivi qaTami, oRond, mamrobiTi sqesisa. Tumca, esec sakiTxavia ukve. simwifis ZiZibi amouva cxvirze, anda nikapze, da aRar moeSveba, vidre ar gamoirwyavs. im ZiZibTan erTad skdeba misi faruli ocnebebis feradi buStic, anu, gulubryvilo warmodgena cxovrebaze, rac, sxvaTaSoris, Tqveni didi mecadineobiTac Seeqmna jer kidev bavSvobaSi... aseTi laparakic Tqvengan iswavla, mxatvruli, maRalfardovani... magram, sikeTesTan erTad, cota gambedaobac rom moeca TqvenTvis RmerTs, aqamde ar mividoda saqme. Tqven unda mogekaliT, Tanac, Tavis droze, da maSin yvelani gadavrCebodiT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cems madls namdvilad moisxamdiT... xom gaxsovT? styorcna simamrma, mokla man siZe! siZe-simamri sanadirod midian (omic nadirobaa), Tovlian mTaze, sadac viRacam albaT amZuvnebulma barbarem ia daTesa da vardi amovida. vardi sisxlis Sxefia, Tovlze gadasxmuli. siZis sisxlia. Cemi sisxlia, romelic Tqven unda dageRvaraT da ver daRvareT, Tumca, mxolod ase gadaarCendiT Svils... da ara marto Svils. Svilo, barbare, me ra gaxaro, qmari mogikal, Tavs nu moiklav... barbareebi Tavs ar iklaven... mkvlelebs aCenen... sxva gza ara gaqvs gaawyvetina elizbarma, aSkarad gaRizianebulma siZis interpretaciiT. magram antonma isev mouyrua. me araferi ar vici, batono mosamarTlev! gajambazda uaresad me vici, rom gamaloTes, me vici, rom gamryvnes, me vici, rom gamaupatiures, me vici, rom mokvlac undodaT Cemi, magram ver mivarTvi... Tqven ras mipirebT? cudi araferi CaidoT gulSi, Cveni Zveli naTesaobis xaTriT. icodeT, winaswar Tanaxma var yvelaferze...

obmokidebul, damyayebul auzsa da Wadrakis sasaxles Soris ukve jgufebad idgnen moxaliseebi, TavianT gamcileblebTan erTad. zogs sanadiro Tofic gadaekida mxarze (CacmulobiTac ufro monadireebs hgavdnen, vidre meomrebs), magram, miuxedavad xalxis simravlisa, ratomRac, samariseburi siCume idga irgvliv. antons axla ufro aeburZgna kani, vidre weRan eburZgneboda sicivisgan. swored aseTi siCume Camovarda am ori dRis win maT samzareuloSi, roca iq sakuTar cols waaswro sakuTar mamasTan da magididan, TiTqos sagangebod misTvis gamzadebuli, culi aiRo acaxcaxebuli xeliT. Citebsac gaekmindaT xma. Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, TvalSi sacemi, xelSesaxebi siCume idga, ismoda, igrZnoboda da Canda kidec. gegonebodaT, aq mosvlamde, elizbarisa ar iyos, arcerT moxalises ar sjeroda, marTla Tu movidodnen sxvebic, marTla Tu mouwevdaT gamoucxadebel omSi wasvla da mxolod aq, TiTqmis ukanasknel wams, SeegrZnoT TavianTi gadawyvetilebis seriozulobaca da, erTi SexedviT, viTom gasarTobi, saTamaSo, memkvidreobiT gadmosuli omis mTeli sisastikec. erT-erT jgufSi, ufrosebis ferxTiT, patara gogo Cacucquliyo da mamas (SeiZleba, ufros Zmas) raRacas udebda Tu umowmebda zurgCanTaSi, mTeli arsebiT danTqmuli am qalur, mSvidobian saqmianobaSi. ufrosebs ki, daZleuli SiSis, faruli imedis, bunebrivi siamayisa da gaurkvevlobis sazeimod amaRlebuli gancda dauflebodaT da imitomac dumdnen albaT, rogorc morwmuneni taZarSi, anda, Tavisufali da fexze myarad mdgari qveynis Svilebi saxelmwifo himnis mosmenisas. umravlesoba veRarasodes Semovidoda aq, verc Tbilisuri papanaqebisgan Tavis dasacavad da verc fexburTis axali ambebis gasagebad. saerTod veRar dabrundeboda mSobliur qalaqSi, dasamarxadac ki, radgan egreT wodebuli "mcocavi omi" gacilebiT seriozuli, Rrmad SeniRbuli da Sors gamiznuli RonisZieba gaxldaT, vidre veris baRSi am dilauTenia TavSeyril moxaliseebs warmoedginaT...

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mziT gabrWyvialebuli sivrcidan, moulodnelad, krazana SemoiWreba sangarSi germanuli droSis ferebiT moxatuli, braziani, moCxubari, mouSorebeli da erTi wamiT isev gagikrTeba Zili, Tuki amas Zili hqvia moSlili marionetiviT akantureb Tavs ganuwyvetliv da aseve ganuwyvetliv, oRond, uSedegod cdilob, rogorme moaSoro erTmaneTs TiTqos kudiani dedabris bangiT gawebili quTuToebi. mokled, arc gZinavs, arc gRviZavs; arc mkvdari xar, arc cocxali. magram, sul cota, ormoci saaTi mainc unda gaZlo aq, Tundac imis gasarkvevad, mkvdari xar Tu cocxali. sangaric nairsaxeobaa samarisa, anda, sacdeli, savarjiSo, mosamzadebeli samarea, magram srulebiTac ar aris aucilebeli, iqidan pirdapir samaradiso samareSi gadainacvlo. savsebiT dasaSvebia, cocxalic amoxvide ukan. qriste ormoci saaTi iyo damarxuli da aRsdga. magram swored ormoci saaTis gaZlebaa Zneli. samaradisod yvelas SeuZlia miwaSi wola, droebiT ki mxolod rCeulT. drng. mxolod iRblianT. drng. Cven rom aq mogviyvanes wuxel pirveli sruldeboda oTxi gvami waiRes aqedan. drng. kidev oTxi ukeTilSobilesi, mamulis siyvaruliT anTebuli suli Seifare, ufalo, Sen da gananaTle ukuniTi ukunisamde. drng. guSin am dros, vinmes rom eTqva antonisTvis, omSi waxval Seni nebiTo, siciliT mokvdeboda albaT sasacilod ara aqvs saqme, magram mainc axla ki, Tavis tola biWebSi Camjdara da, viTomc araferi, viTomc guSinac aq iyo... viTomc, rac iq guSin da guSinwin gadaxda Tavs, aq daesizmra, sangris notio fskerze migdebuls... drng. drng. drng... drng. es dazgis tyviamfrqvevia. ucnauri xma aqvs. duned mkacri. duned mrisxane. Cven Capaevis droindel tyviamfrqvevs gvasrolinebdnen gorSi, "maqsimkas". es Tanamedrovea. msxvilkalibriani. ar dagitovebs gadarCenis Sanss... damwvar beteers moxsnes, tlanqi, mZime, Znelad dasamorCilebeli. metyviamfrqveve ki, aSkarad gamoucdeli Cans. anda, nabaxusevia da erToba. mowyinda uqmad jdoma da gamocarielebul sivrces eomeba. drng. drng. drng. an "damsvenebelia". ori dRiT wamovidnen biWebi Tbilisidan, ZmabiWebis mosanaxuleblad, ambis gasagebad, da xom unda moaswros raRaca?! xom unda mohyves Sin, rogor "ioma?!" drng. SeiZleba, nervebma umtyuna, ver gauZlo am daZabul, dasaWeqad gamzadebul dumils. SeeSinda. ar eloda. ar sjeroda. verc ki warmoedgina. vin icis, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, sacurao trusebic gamoayola xels. aq ki, jojoxeTi daxvda. drng. SeiZleba, ase glovobs wuxel daxocil TanamebrZolebs. drng. drng. ase uTvlis mters muqaras. drng. ar gegonos, SegrCeso. drng. ar gegonos, damaviwydeso. drng. ras ambob, gio (vano, irakli, Temo...), afxazeTSi ra ginda, Svilo? ise uqniaT, dauWamiaT erTmaneTi... ara, deda. me ase cxovreba aRar SemiZlia. mas Semdeg, rac romis papma piom... da ase Semdeg... sisxli eZaxis. xorci eZaxis. Zvlebi eZaxian. madlobT ufalo, rameTu kvlavac vyofilvarT. ar dawretila Cveni Tesli. gonic SegvrCenia da gulic. marto amis gasagebad Rirda Camosvla am jojoxeTSi. drng. drng. hoi, dedano, marad netarno... drng. ramdeni xania, saqarTveloSi meomari aRar gazrdila... mas Semdeg, rac "uradnikma" fiCxiviT amoRliavebuli gamozida SiSisgan xmaCakmendil qoxebidan filTa Tofebi Tu pirCamtvreuli xanjlebi... mainc vomobT. yvela qarTveli biWi Tavidanve meomradaa Cafiqrebuli RmerTisgan. drng. ai, Cveni ukvdavebis saidumlo. mterma amoxsna. Cven daviviwyeT. drng. or zRvas Sua ZvelTaganve saomari iyo mdelo (Tu lelo?!)... drng. drng. tyviebi an iqve, aT metrSi esobian miwaSi, an caSi mifrinaven, galiidan TavdaRweuli mercxlebiviT (mercxali da galia?!). ara uSavs. iswavlis. gaiwafeba. Tuki iqamde, an Tavad ar mobezrda, an xelisuflebam ar amoaTria sangridan yuriT, damTavrda omobanao. drng. drng. drng. ar moisvenebs, vidre gumisTas gaRma, fiWvnariT Camolurjebul ferdobze, xis Ziras Camjdarsa da mzisTvis saxemiSveril snaipers ar gamoiyvans moTminebidan, Cvidmeti wlis murmanskel gogonas, romelsac

marcxena ZuZuze komkavSirelis lalisferi samkerde niSani ubrWyvialebs da romlis angariSzec ukve rva aseTi mamlayinwa meomaria. qarTvelebze adrec bevri ucnauroba gaugia, ras ar hyvebian, magram, cota ar iyos, mainc gakvirvebulia: TiTqos ki ar omoben, amas awoneben Tavs. drng. erTmaneTs ise hgvanan, erTsa da imave biWs klavs TiTqos ganuwyvetliv. drng. Tavze qoCori gadahquxs, perangi gauReRia, avtomati luliT udevs mxarze da ikriWeba, aba, Tu momartyamo. drng. rvajer ukve moartya. drng. drng. drng. es ki mainc isvris. mTeli dRe rom ase isrolos, ar mobezrdeba. ai, raRac mainc rom moZraobdes win, niSanSi amoReba rom SeiZlebodes, mTlad gaasworebda. Txac aRar hyavT am SobelZaRlebs?! drng. drng. drng. samagierod, imaT mokles amaTi Zroxa. guSinwin. plantaciaSi Seexeta, xeze mimWknari mandarinis saWmelad da, bac, gaagores adgilze. axlac iq gdia. curidan damJavebuli rZe mowveTavs. rZes didi, cerisxela buzebi exvevian, molurjo-momwvano. rac mTavaria, ukve yars. qari Tu zRvidan uberavs, yrolis suni aqamde moaqvs. ar daidgomeba. didxans ver gaCerdebi. verc Cerdebian. magram unda gavCerdeT. drng. drng... drng. drng... drng. elizbars ki hgonia, karze ukakunebs viRac. viRac ki ara, mZaxali. aq ki ara, qviSxeTSi. axla ki ara, adre, damoyvrebamde, roca kidev SeiZleboda misTvis Tavis arideba. srulebiTac ar siamovnebs raJden kaSelis stumroba, magram versad daemaleba. aivnidan xom ar gadaxteba amxela kaci?! Tanac, gareT kokispirulad wvims. biWebs brezentis dafxrewili karavi (nakarvali) gadauxuravT Tavze. qoTqoTeben, icinian... siamovnebT zafxulis swrafwarmavali wvima. jer sadRac Sors, mTebSi daigruxunebs da mere TvalismomWrelad ielvebs xolme. drng. drng. drng. elva cecxlwakidebul ConCxsa hgavs. TiTqos elizbarisken morbis, tkivilebisgan gamwarebuli. elizbari aivnis gamoRebul karSi dgas da sunTqvaSekruli Sescqeris. arasodes ar unaxavs ase axlodan. didebuli sanaxaobaa. erTdroulad, SemaSfoTebelic da lamazic. elizbari uneburad ukan ixevs, TiTqos marTla miswvdeba cecxlwakidebuli ConCxi Tavisi daklaknili, araTanabrad dagrZelebuli kidurebiT. "ar adge, elizbar, Tu wevxar ambobs raJdeni kars iqiT grelandiis dedaqalaqi gamaxsene da waval etyoba, krosvords avsebs, Cveulebisamebr xom gaxsovs, bali da "eniseli"?! saRamos gelodebiT. vinc ginda, wamoiyvane" elizbars ar axsovs grelandiis dedaqalaqis saxeli. Sewuxebuli, agangaSebuli, aRelvebuli da, ratomRac, darcxvenilic eubneba kars: "mec rom ar maxsovs. patiosnebas geficebi, ar maxsovs". "daswyevlos RmerTma, aravis ar axsovs" icinis kars iqiT raJdeni da midis. elizbari ki, datuqsul mowafesaviT dgas kars aqeT, xelebCamoyrili, nirwamxdari... raRa es undoda, isedac gaxeTqvaze aqvs guli. xom SeiZleba ifiqros, icoda da ar miTxrao?! ar SearCens, daumaxsovrebs da xalxSi wamoaZaxebs, xalxs gaacinebs, TiTqos elizbari mwerali ki ara, geografiis maswavlebeli iyos. magram mainc ver mSviddeba, adgils ver poulobs. wvimam erTianad Camoitana albaT cacxvis xeebidan WriWinebis gauCumari, dauqancavi orkestri. zafxulis pewi. elizbarisTvis saerTod ar arsebobs simSvide, rogorc Cans, arc samareSi. magram wvrilman sadardels ZaliT gaiCens xolme, mTavarze rom ar idardos ganuwyvetliv, mTavari rom daiviwyos cota xniT mainc. misma siZem misi Svilis gulisTvis Tu ara, misi Svilis gamo, sakuTari mama mokla, is ki imas ganicdis, xval cacxvebis xeivani damxrCvali, frTebdafleTili WriWinebiT iqneba mofenilio. usvindiso TvalTmaqci. es wuTia, afxazeTSi iyo TiTqos, axla qviSxeTSia. sinamdvileSi, arc isvenebs, arc omobs imaleba. emaleba yvelas, nacnobsac, ucnobsac, Svilsac, siZesac, sakuTar Tavsac... aRara aqvs xalxSi gamosaCeni piri. qveyana misTvis dRiTi-dRe ucxovdeba da isic dRiTidRe ekargeba qveyanas. yvelasgan gadakargvis mets, verafers moimoqmedebda am procesis SesaCereblad. sazareli Zalaa misi warmarTveli sakuTari umweobisa da sakuTari araraobis SegrZneba. silac ver gaulawuna misi

Rirsebis Semginebels. magram uelizbarod qveyana gana ukeTesi iqneba?! iqneb jer es gagverkvia da mere gveqeqa Zveli foliantebi. drng. ... da Caiara uRmerToman murvan yru zRvis piri da gamoixuna cixeni da qalaqni zRvis pirisani, da oxer da uval yo yoveli qveyana zRvis pirisa... drng. drng. drng... rac Seexeba grelandiis dedaqalaqs, mgoni, arc arasodes scodnia. magram marto es rom iyos misi danaSauli, sicocxles kidev eqneboda azri. elizbaris danaSauli gacilebiT didia: Svili misca gansacdels da gansacdelad mouvlina sxvebs. arafers ar niSnavs, Sen gjera Tu ar gjera, qveyanas mainc ver aafareb pirze xels. erTaderTi xsna arsebobs mxolod: yvelafris Tavidan dawyeba, Tavidan dabadeba saerTod, anu, daufiqreblad, daunaneblad uaryofa garyvnilebisa da mkvlelobis daRdasmuli warsulisa da aseve daufiqreblad da daunaneblad mokveTa SenTvis yvelaze Zvirfasi adamianebisa, erTnairad Serisxulebisa RmerTisganac da kacisganac... ase rom, Tqveni daRupva garduvalia, batono elizbar. drng. uwarsulod arafers warmoadgen. drng. pastis kalmistari xar, oRond, drng, pastisgan ukve daclili. pastisgan daclili kalmistaric ar xar, im eldis, SiSis, damcirebis, tkivilis, sinanulisa da mrisxanebis gareSe, rac SenTvis yvelaze Zvirfasi adamianebis wyalobiT gangicdia. es ara marto ubedurebaa Seni, aramed bednierebac; ara marto sasjelia uflisa, aramed jildoc. mTavaria, ramdenad xar Tavad mzad, rogorc erTis, ise meoris misaRebad. Tavbedis wyevlasa da sxvaTa gansja-ganqiqebas, girCevnia Rirseulad Seifero jildo da aseve Rirseulad Seegebo sasjels. biogenetikisa da biografiis Secvlas, rasakvirvelia, isev mcocavi omis Rvelfsa da RadarSi Caferfvla sjobs. sjobs. drng. drng. qviSxeTic sasjelisTvis momzadebaa da sxva araferi. raJden kaSels ki ara, sasjels eTamaSebi iq kukumalaobas, anu, raJden kaSelis meSveobiT, TandaTanobiT eguebi sikvdilTan Sexvedris garduvalobas. drng. da yovelTvis sulelurad gixaria, xazgasmuli, saqmiani guliTadobiT rom mogaxarebs xolme dasasvenebeli saxlis direqtori, ramdenjerac ar unda Segxvdes dReSi, biWiviT gamoiyurebio, TiTqos rac ufro axalgazrda iqnebi, miT ufro iolad gadaitan sikvdils. imas mweralTan gamolaparakeba siamovnebs, TviTonac wers albaT Cumad da Tavis inteleqtualur Wias axarebs, bevri araferi gaegeba Seni faruli gancdebisa, magram aRfrTovanebulia, vTqvaT, Seni bolo weriliT, "literaturulSi", da guli wydeba, uRirs xalxTan kinklaobaSi rom flangav "RvTaebriv niWs". romanebi unda weroT. bevri unda weroT. xalxs Wirdeba. tyuili. tyuili. tyuili. magram dalocvili tkbili sityva mainc gabiTurebs. gvels amoiyvans xvrelidan. guls mogibrunebs cxovrebaze. muSaobas mogandomebs. magram saamisod marto survili ar kmara. survilis amara drng arc ifiqro drng furcelTan SeWideba drng. drng. wagaxdens. Segarcxvens. araferi gamogiva, rogorc cvedans rac ar unda momxibvlel qalbatonTan. am saqmeSi veravin mogexmareba. mamakacobasaviTaa Tu ar amowurula, aucileblad aRsdgeba, xolo, Tu amowurulia, veRaraferi aRadgens. zRvas qvebiT ver amoavseb. qudi unda daixuro da wabrZande. xolo, wabrZanebamde, bodiSs Tu mouxdi sufTa furcels, rogorc tyuilubralod gaSiSvlebul qalbatons, kargi iqneba, zrdilobaSi mainc CageTvleba. magram sadac ar unda waxvide, mainc versad daemalebi sircxvils. sadac ar unda SeiyuJo, erTi fexebzemkidia briyvi mainc dagadgeba Tavze "ras gviwerT axals?" TiTqos Zveli Cabulbulebuli hqondes, TiTqos gaegebodes, anda ainteresebdes rame, muclis garda. maSin sad iyo, roca TbilisSi wignebi iwvoda? drng. imaleboda. aralegalur cxovrebas mihyo xeli, legalurad gaTaTxulma. Tvals gaerida, droebiT, vidre scenaze lamis ZaliT gamogdebuli axali xelisufleba Tavis SesaZleblobebs warmoaCenda TviTSemoqmedebis doneze. lale, lale, divlidalalale drng Cemo lamazo samSoblov, Sen ki genacvale drng. mZime cxovreba ki gvqonda, magram mainc

adre gamovSterdiT. ufro sworad, es RvTiT kurTxeuli kuTxe SesaniSnavi saTburi aRmoCnda akakis Ramurebis mosamravleblad. wyvdiadisa binadarni wyvdiadiTa suldgmulobdeT maradis, rameTu ase mibrZanebia Cven nikolozsac nikalaisac da ubralod koliasac. nafleTi rame wyvdiadisa Cavsvua me CarCoisa Sigan da davikido sakidelsa zeda raTa Tayvuani vsce ukuniTi ukunisamde. amin. amin. drng. ai, mTeli Cveni istoria. vapirebT ra qveynis ganTavisuflebas da vTavisufldebiT ra dampyroblis miTiTebaTa Sesabamisad, mainc gvyofnis Tavxedoba, viTvalTmaqcoT, viTomc araferi, viTomc Cveni mizeziT araferi daSavebula am qveyanaze. Tqveni meuRle Zroxam SeaSina weRan. Zroxa xom mokles?! Cems meuRles aq ra undoda?! ara, nu RelavT, aq ki ara, qviSxeTSi, dRes ki ara, adre... saerTod ar seirnobT, Tu CvenTan ar kadrulobT seirnobas? Zroxa eZaxeT Tqven, rqebi xarisa hqonda. hermafroditi yofila. anda, kidev uaresi, albaT sqesi Seicvala, kacis wamxedurobiT. xari kacTan daabi, an znes icvlis, an sqessao... sqesi Seicvala, rqebi ki xarisa SerCa. Tumca, Cveni mecnierebi amasac mouxerxeben rames. magrebi arian am sferoSi. SeiZleba ver uswreben, magram arc CamorCebian dros... uSTamomavlo kacobrioba gacilebiT ioli gasametebelia. masobrivi sikvdili Seudareblad advilia... marTla cudad aris saqme. kaxeTSi viri aRar yroyinobs. uviro kaxeTi raRa kaxeTia?! viri ki ara, bavSvic ar gaviCereT. bavSvebic moviSoreT. xeli gavicaleT zedmeti tvirTisgan. zogi kaSelebs vaCuqeT, zogi ucxoeTSi gavxizneT, raTa Cvenc gavixiznoT imaT kvaldakval. jer isini, mere Cven. bavSvebi ukeT eguebian ucxo garemos. Tevzni rionisani reinisa wylebs miveciT. baraqala. drng. gemos gaugeben iqaur Slams, drng, SeeCvevian iqauri fskeris jurRmulebs, farflebs gaimagreben da Cvenc dagviZaxeben drng. kargad meyoleT. drng. aufiderzen. drng. drng. ase TandaTan gaveparebiT aqaurobas. drng. aqaurobianad. drng. rogorc erTxel ukve gavepareT ludoviko boloniels. kaci romidan Camovida, Cveni imediT, Cven ki adgilze aRar davxvdiT. axlac gveZebs. drng. samarcxvino saqcielia, me da Cemma RmerTma. drng. ase rogor SeiZleba, batono elizbar drng ase rogor SeiZleba drng es ukve nametania. yvelaferSi cuds xedavT mxolod drng gana daviT aRmaSenebeli ar agzavnida bavSvebs ucxoeTSi?! agzavnida drng, rasakvirvelia, agzavnida drng magram daviTis gagzavnili bavSvebi gafilosofosebulni brundebodnen ukan drng Cveni gagzavnilni ki, gagoTvernebulni brundebian drng rqebi ki ar moaqvT TaviT drng rogorc bunebas daudgenia drng Tavi moaqvT rqebiT drng. me rom mkiTxon drng me rom mkiTxon drng davaxerxavdi im rqebs da drng SevTxridi funqciaSecvlil organoSi drng. es sxva saqmea, es demokratiaa, genacvale drng ufro sworad drng visi ra saqmea, bolos da bolos, drng yvelam Tavis traks mouaros drng. Tqven rom gisminoT kacma drng yvelani moRalateebi vyofilvarT drng. axali ambavi! asea kacobrioba mowyobili. an Sen Ralatob, an Sen gRalatoben. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT drng sakuTari drng maxsovroba giRalatebs drng erTxelac iqneba. drng. drng da drng. nu gaamasxaravebT xolme yvelafers. bali da "eniseli" xom ar dagaviwydaT navaxSmevs? gvaxsovs drng gvaxsovs. vaxSmobamde jer didi droa. "balma" da "eniselma" gviqna yvelaferi. simarTle ver giTqvams kacs. gindac ar geSinodes, gerideba, stumari xar, maspinZelia... gamanebe Tu kaci xar, Tavi. ase yvelafris gamarTleba SeiZleba. drng. hoda, Senc nu gaamarTleb. axla Ria werilebia modaSi. drng. daxuruli werilebis dro wavida. drng. rac ginda, Tqvi. maSin isev elizbars movusminoT, sul apirebs, apirebs, apirebs da ver daayena saSveli. didi madloba da ar dagimalavT, vRelav. verasodes vifiqrebdi sityvis Tqma Tu momiwevda Tqvens winaSe, miT ufro aq, am miwier samoTxeSi. ase vTqvaT, komfortabelur da mkacrad limitirebul emigraciaSi. TiTqos samSoblos SuagulSi xar da, imave dros, usaSvelod Sors samSoblosgan. erTi poetisa ar iyos, es kelasuris Toliebi dasCxavian mtkvars, gviSveleo, Cven ki ar

gvesmis. raRac amis magvari amwinebzec vTqvi, mgoni, oRond sizmarSi... magram ufro seriozul emigraciaSi, germaniaSi, vanzeaze... qviSxeTze fiqrma damasizmra albaT vanzeac. Tumca, qarTuli patiosnebiT savse mzera ebraeli qaliSvilisa imeds gvaZlevs, aucileblad rom gadavrCebiT, xelis gaunZrevladac (yoCaR, elizbar, bravo!). marTlac Zneli dasajerebelia aq, am miwier samoTxeSi, sisxli Tu iRvreba sadme. Tanac Seni. miwas cecxli Tu ukidia. Tanac Sens miwas. arada, yvelani vicnobT zurabas. yvelas siamovnebiT gviCvenebs xolme Tavis naiarevs yanyratos Ziridan patara muclamde gadaWimuls, xelovnurad gaxleCili qveynis sazRvariviT. gadmoyrili, miwaSi amogangluli Sigani TviTonve Caubrunebia ukan, vidre gonebas dakargavda. goneba daubrunda da avtomatis magivrad, celi aiRo xelSi. balaxs Tibavs qviSxeTs zemoT, saTibebSi. SsSsS... sSsSs... SsSsS... sSsSs... Cvens dasanaxad iqnevs cels ase moxdenilad, viTom, es saqme ufro mexerxebao. siamovnebs mayurebeli. erTaderTi jildo omSi gamoCenili simamacisTvis, gnebavT, dRevandeli gagebiT, sibriyvisTvis. Cven ki, zurgze xelebdawyobilni vaTvalierebT Soridan, rogorc samuzeumo eqsponats, gadaSenebuli saxeobis ukanasknel warmomadgenels. SsSsS. sSsSs. gamxdari biWia, magram ZarRviani. RvediviT moqnili. gayidulebi rom ar viyoT, aqamde cxrajer gavidodiT fsouzeo yvelas ase SesCivis. wuxs. nanobs. dardobs. Cven ki, viRimebiT, damsveneblebi. ar vujerebT. saerTod ar gvjera, kurortze Tu daiWra ase saSinlad. avtokatastrofaSi moxvda albaT da axla Cven gvawonebs Tavs, mamuliSvilobs, deputatobis kandidativiT. mravalmniSvnelovnad vuRimiT erTmaneTs, mravlismxilvelni, gamocdilni, gamoqeqilni aTasnair maqinaciebSi... gvixaria, arki gvjera. drng. wisqvilis qva ar datrialebula Cvens Tavze, Torem, sxva araferi dagvklebia. drng. batoni leonti jer kidev guberniobis droindel saqarTveloSi orjeraa cixidan gaqceuli. erTxel miwisqveSa gvirabiT. TviTonac Txrida. hoda, Txara, Txara da gamoTxara: qarTvelTa noes respublikaSi amohyo Tavi drng. gaxarebulma, saerTod dakarga patimruli sifrTxilis grZnoba da augad moixsenia policiis yofili Sefi drng yofili saqarTvelosi drng ris gamoc, "daudgeneli pirebis" mier sastikad gailaxa quCaSi, Sinamde ar misuli drng magram mainc ver aiyara guli ganaxlebul samSobloze da bolos im vagonidan mouwia gadaxtoma drng RvTis SemweobiT drng romelSic ocdaoTxis ajanyebulebi Cacxrila ufrosma raJden kaSelma tyviamfrqvevebiT drng sisxli SadrevaniviT asxamda, Turme, natyviarebidan da vagonSi gamoketili ajanyebulebi mravalJamiers mRerodnen drng magram ufros raJdens gadarCenili, male ufros antons Cavardnia xelSi da ubralo, Cveulebrivi "gasaubrebisas", wina ori kbili dautovebia imis magidaze drng Tumca, sikvdilamde mxolod ramdenime TviT adre gaamxila es ambavi cacxvebis xeivanSi drng marto es mimyveba dardaTo drng es ver mipatiebia TavisTviso drng aRiara gulwrfelad. batonma pimenma ki, esec gaubiaubra Cveulebisamebr, nugeSi sca Taviseburad kbilebs Civi aseTi Wkviani kacio da marTlac drng kbilebi ki ara drng miwa ikargeba, zRva ikargeba, ca ikargeba drng mze da mTvare (Cveni ded-mama), Tavis wvrilwvrili varskvlavebiT (Cveni da-Zmani) drng sul raRac oras kilometrSi, ori wlis daukrefav mandarinis plantaciaSi mouwvelavi Zroxis leSi yars. SeiZleba, swored is Zroxaa, eliso rom SeaSina. aqac aris da iqac. elizbariviT. aq nela, zantad, ganebivrebuli qalbatonis medidurobiT gadadis asfaltmosxmul bilikze, sakuTar oxSivarSi danTqmuli, sakuTar surnelSi, rogorc gamWvirvale gvirabSi mimavali mis gamo Seyovnebuli damsveneblebis win da nela, zantad uCinardeba gzispira buCqnarSi. iq ki mkvdari gdia plantaciaSi da ukve amJavebuli rZiT gawebil curze buzi exveva. xolo, cota qvemoT, zRvis napirTan, mwvaned amRvreul wyalSi, goliaTi meduzebiviT irwevian jer gaupatiurebuli da mere yelgamoWrili

(SeiZleba piriqiTac) qalebis gaberili, gasiebuli gvamebi. elisoc maT Sorisaa. oRond, cocxalia. curavs. ki ar curavs, adgilze tivtivebs. gamalebuli amoZravebs wyalmcenareebiviT daklaknil xel-fexs, magram ufro gvamebis mosagerieblad, vidre wyalze gasaCereblad. "amodi axlave! ra dros es aris!" uyviris elizbari. "me Zalian bevri dro maqvs, imitom rom marTla upatrono var" pasuxobs eliso da, damsvenebeli qalis sikekluciT, yasidad, yuradRebis misaqcevad Sehkivlebs xolme, gvams Tu Seexeba uneburad. amitom, rogorc ar unda gewyinoT, mainc getyviT, raze vmuSaob, riTi gipirebT "gaxarebas". kukumalaobis dro namdvilad aRar aris, arc sikvdilTan, arc sicocxlesTan da, TavisTavad cxadia, arc raJdenTan. swored raJdens minda mivmarTo, ase vTqvaT, presis saSualebiT. axla esec SesaZlebelia. aqeT gexvewebian, oRond Tqvi, gulSi ra gidevs da gindac ukanaskneli sityvebiT gvagineo. masiuri dakiTxvis axali meTodia erTgvari. ginda Ria werili daarqviT, ginda daxuruli. ra Janria, mec ar vici. SeiZleba, Txovnac erqvas. ufro Txovnaa, oRond, ukve gaazatebuli monisa, ese igi, ufro eSmakis, gnebavT, ufro frTxilis, vidre gaazatebamde iqneboda, raki araferi hqonda dasakargi. dRes ki, aqvs. Tundac, sityvieri sabuTi misi gaazatebisa, Tumca, dResac imas ekuTvnis Tav-fexianad, vinc sityvierad gaaazata guSin. gTxovT, radgan mxolod Tqven SegiZliaT ixsnaT, visi mospobac miznad dagisaxavT. an arc dagisaxavT drng an arc dagisaxavT, magram mainc spobT, uneblied, Cvevis gamo da yoveldRiuri, wvrilmani, magram uaRresad piraduli problemebidan gamomdinare... (bravo, pisatel!). macaleT, nu miSliT... isedac ver vlaparakob. Tqven ra genaRvlebaT, gaaswariT. cocxlebma vikiTxoT... magram erTxelac iqneba, me Tu ara, sxva, Cemze bevrad ufro... Tumca, ra azri aqvs, Tuki virebsa da bavSvebs ver gadavarCenT... (marTla bravo, Zmao. ai, ras niSnavs sityvis ostati!). rac Seexeba TxovniT mimarTvis ideas, TavisTavad daibada, rogorc yvelaferi genialuri... CxubiT mainc verafers gavawyobdi. ar dagaviwydeT, ZilSi xdeba es ambavi, ZilSi damebada amgvari idea. mogexsenebaT, Zils didi adgili ukavia Cvens literaturaSi. gaiRviZe, nu gZinavs... sul Zili, Zili... mxolod erTxel, isic ZilSi... da ase Semdeg. hoda, erT mSvenier Rames, mec am Wkuaze gamomeRviZa ZilSi. teqstic gamzadebuli Camido viRacam TavSi, mZinares, rogorc saerTod xdeba xolme. mwerlis oinbazoba Cemgan ar geswavlebaT. rac SeiZleba zustad unda daimaxsovros ZilSi STagonebuli da rac SeiZleba droulad gadaitanos qaRaldze, ar daukargos sicxovele. es aris da es mTeli misi damsaxureba. visac ukeTesi maxsovroba aqvs da damaxsovrebulis qaRaldze gadatana ar ezareba, ukeTesi mweralic is gaxlavT. esec Tqvengan vici. Tavis qebasaviT ki gamomdis, magram mec dauyovnebliv drng dauyovnebliv drng dauyovnebliv gadamaqvs xolme qaRaldze, rasac zeciuri Zalebi STamagoneben mZinares. aseve dauyovnebliv gadavitane am mimarTvis teqstic. marTalia, es arc nestanis ustaria da arc avTandilis anderZi, magram Tvisobrivad mainc dasaSvebad migvaCnia misi moxsenieba am maradiuli Sedevrebis gverdiT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, mizani aqac igivea viRaca viRacas andobs Tavis sanukvar fiqrs, survils, miswrafebas... da, imave dros, Seqmnil situaciidan gamosasvlel gzebsac miuTiTebs, rasakvirvelia, sakuTari varaudebidan gamomdinare. gaaCnia, vin vis aswavlis, anu, vis ra udevs gulSi da vin ras eswrafvis. amitom, vidre teqstze gadavidode, erTxel kidev minda drng erTxel kidev minda drng (es ra mogsvlia, Se kaco, mTlad gadamcdarxar Wkuidan) erTxel kidev minda drng (Cven mainc dagvzoge. mkvdarma Tu ar daisvena, riRas mkvdaria). ara, teqsti didi ar aris... nu geSiniaT... magram erTxel kidev minda, Tavad mimarTvis gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba aRvniSno, rogorc mkvdrebisTvis, iseve cocxlebisTvis drng Tumca, araferi gamogviva, Tuki mimarTvis adresatic ar agvibams mxars, anu, ar warmoidgens mosmenils drng da ar

ganicdis warmodgenils drng magaliTad, viTom, jurRmulSia moxvedrili da asanTis erTaderTi ReriRa darCenia, wyvdiadSi gzis gasagnebad... anda, mdevari mosdevs daundobeli, misi cocxlad Sesansvlis JiniT Sepyrobili drng win ki Txrilia gadasalaxi, ukanaskneli mijna, romlis iqiTac samSvidoboa. magram Txrili savsea misive ganavliT, racki mTeli cxovrebis manZilze uwarmoebia, ganusjelad da dauzareblad. gadalaxavs Txrils, gadarCeba. ara marto gadarCeba, xaxviviT SerCeba yvelaferi, rac Txrils aqeT dauSavebia. ar gadalaxavs da, Tavs daabralos. ki magram, ratom, maincdamainc, meo, samarTlianad ikiTxavs albaT adresati da Cvenc naTlad da mkafiod vupasuxebT: imitom rom... imitom rom... sxva gamosavali ar arsebobs... TviTon Caigdo am dReSi Tavi. Cveni marTlac da, bedkruli samSoblos gadarCena, mxolod da mxolod, isev samSoblos moRalateebs SeuZliaT. paradoqsia? ki batono, geTanxmebiT, magram, amave dros, rogorc ukve giTxariT, es aris erTaderTi gza xsnisa. gadaarCen samSoblos, gadarCebi, arada, ukve ici, rac gelodeba win. arCevani Senzea. gza gvirabiTa Semova... mcvelebic mravlad arian, Tanac gansakuTrebulni, qajni Znelad saomarni... magram mainc gzaa da xsnis gzad iqceva, Tuki mcvelebisgan ganiwmindeba. vaJkacobac esaa. oRond, rkinis guli da xis abjari arafer SuaSia. ubralod, amjerad, imas unda uRalato, vis gamoc moyvass Ralatobdi aqamde. ase rom, me var Tu sxva, visac Ralati ukve midrekilebad hqcevia da ukve yoveldRiur sayofacxovrebo saqmianobad Tvlis amas, erT mSvenier dRes, mainc unda SeafurTxos eSmaks da uari Tqvas am samarcxvino midrekilebaze... drng. maladec, elizbar, maladec drng naTesaobac amas hqvia swored. ar Tqva axla, ra Seni naTesavi varo drng xar da egre! drng ra moSlis awi Cvens naTesaobas... piriqiT, naTesaobis gamo SevalT istoriaSi drng Cemi naTesavi rom xar imitom Tu gagixsenebs viRaca, Torem, wignebis imedze tyuilad nu iqnebi drng meti ar aris Cemi mteri drng. drng. Sen Tu ggonia, ver vxvdebiT, vis gulisxmob, vis esvri talaxs, Zalian geSleba drng an am mkvdrebs rom momiqsev xolme drng waramara drng raRa gadareva undaT mag ubedurebs, aqac dasabmelebi iyvnen yvelani drng. erTi cocxali kaci maCvene, TqvensaviT fiqrobdes da, ar minda Tqveni araferi... drng. drng. Ralati Tu Cemi midrekilebaa, Se dalocvilo, ese igi, Cemi sakuTrebacaa, ara?! ase ar gamodis?! piradi sakuTreba ki, xelSeuxebelia. ar dagaviwydeT, ras gvaswavlis demokratia. demokratiaa Cveni xsna, elizbar, demokratia! yovel SemTxvevaSi, jerjerobiT, magra gviSvela. xom gaxsovT, xeze gvipirebdnen dakidebas! magram branwi, branwi da kidev branwi. mwifes esrodnen da mkvaxe cviodao. Tu demokrati xar, gaanebe kaSelebs Tavi, xolo, Tu ar xar demokrati, maSin uaresi kaSeli gamodixar Tavad. venacvale amis momgons! bali da "eniseli", batonebo! namdvilad gekuTvniT navaxSmevs drng. daacadeT, aTqmevineT... mwerali laparakobs, bolos da bolos. kargs arafers ityvis, endeT Cems gamocdilebas. drng. magram raRaca rom unda vTqva, faqtia. sanam ar vityvi, verc cxadSi movisveneb, verc ZilSi. Tumca, TviTonac veRar gamirkvevia, rodis mRviZavs da rodis mZinavs. geubnebiT, davberdi-meTqi, da ar gjeraT. ise, kacma rom Tqvas, ratom vlaparakob giJurad?! rasac vfiqrob, imas vambob. marTali brZandebiT, amas hqvia swored giJurad laparaki, magram, Tu sizmarSi var, ar jobs sizmarSi mainc vTqva, rac cxadSi ver miTqvams, diaxac rom naTesaobis gamo?! sizmari cudad SeniRbuli cxadia. iqac imas ambob da akeTeb, rasac cxadSic ityodi da gaakeTebdi, cota ufro guladi rom gaeCine RmerTs. magram mZinavs ki?! aba, yvelaferi ratom mesmis?! sadili movidao, daiZaxa weRan viRacam, magram sadili ar maxsovs. mere krazana bzuoda. damezara Tvalis gaxela. ise, sasacilo kia, omSi waxvide da krazanam gikbinos. am sunSi daZineba ar SeiZleba. mec Tvals vatyueb mxolod. gnebavT, Segnebulad vxuWav Tvals. ar minda Tvali gavusworo sinamdviles. etyoba, Zalian daviRale. jer aeroportebSi ramdeni gvayuryutes, TbilisSic da soxumSic. mere, rogorc

iqna, am Ria samareSi gvikres Tavi, magram sunma ar damasvena. nametani azizi var, jariskacis kvalobaze. ufro emociuric. ufro sworad, mec "Cveni biWi" var. jariskaci emociebisgan saerTod gantvirTuli sabrZolo erTeulia, usaxo, usaxelo, uferuli, meqanikurad aRmsrulebeli nebismieri brZanebisa, ragind briyvuli iyos brZaneba. sul miwas Txris, TxunelasaviT. sangris CamobRortnili kedlebis mets verafers xedavs. arc unda. saaTobiT, TveobiT, wlobiT SeuZlia ucqiros sangris kedlebidan WiayelebiviT gamoklaknil fesvebs ukve aRar arsebuli xeebisa, da tkbilad ifiqros, davuSvaT, TbilisSi darCenil znewamxdar sazogadoebaze, gawbilebul meuRleze, gaubedurebul Svilze, daumTavrebel wignze... rogor fiqrobT, rodis gavlen Cveni biWebi fsouze? rqebiT awveba gawripuli Jurnalisti gogona savele meTaurs. nu mainc... miaxloebiT! aba, ra giTxra, Cemo gogoni, ufrosoba win ar gviSvebs, biWebs TokiT ver vabamT... arc tyvia-wamali gvaqvs sakmarisi. hm, hm... tyvias rusisgan vyidulobT, wamals afsuasgan... mokled, vnaxoT. unda gavimarjvoT. sxvanairad ar iqneba. arada, sunTqvac aRar SeiZleba. es mkvdari miwis sunia. miwisa da gadaWrili fesvebisa. ara mgonia, SevZlo am sunSi daZineba. tazepami unda davlio. mezareba. zed vazivar. rogor Zleben, rogor Zleben, rogor Zleben es bavSvebi am sinesteSi... weRan viRacam saaTi ikiTxa. ori iyo. axla albaT samia. daaxloebiT. ramdeni gamodis? TxuTmeti. ormocs TxuTmeti ocdaxuTi. ukeTes SemTxvevaSi, kidev ocdaxuTi saaTi darCa. rac mTavaria, saSveli arsebobs. ufro sworad, ar arsebobs gamouvali mdgomareoba. oRond, saamisod didi nebisyofa da simtkicea saWiro. qajTa nebisyofisa da simtkicis gamtexi. ucnaurs da SeuZlebels aravin arafers moiTxovs. gana gamosworebuli loTi ar gvinaxavs? an meZavi? an narkomani? antoni ar aris cudi biWi. unda gadarCes. aucileblad unda gadarCes. am oms Tu auRo alRo da gaiTavisa, gadarCeba. ganiwmindeba cecxliTa da maxviliT. cecxliTa da maxviliT moinaTleba axali cxovrebisTvis. bevri gzaabneuli kravi dapetelaobs aq. jer arc ician, ra aris cxovreba. yvelas Svela unda. an egeni arian, an saerTod ar arsebobs CvenTvis xvalindeli dRe. maT Soris, is Worfliani gogoc... ubeduri. jer ded-mamis win gaaupatiures, mere Tvalwin dauxoces ded-mama. gamarjobaT. Tqven vin brZandebiT? marTla mwerali xarT? ase miTxres biWebma. saomrad CamoxvediT Tu Cvens dasaxedad? Cvenze unda daweroT? jer ara gviSavs ra... me yvelaze Worfliani gogo var mTels sanapiroze... magram xsna arsebobs. etyoba, simdablis mwvervals unda miaRwio, raTa xelaxla aRsdge. xsna namdvilad arsebobs, sadRac aqve, axlomaxlo... SeiZleba, am sangarSic, Cvens Soris... me TviTon vicnobdi erT gamosworebul narkomans. Cemi megobris biZa iyo. imis SiSiT ubatonod xmas veravin gvcemda quCaSi, studentobisas. axla cocxali aRar aris. Cven rom universitetSi SevediT, is maSin gamovida cixidan ukanasknelad. cixeSi mieCvia narkotiksac. ase gviyveboda TviTon. banditi Tu xar, narkomanic unda iyo. sxvanairad gagiWirdeba bandituri cxovreba. magram aseve gagiWirdeba wesieri cxovreba, Tu, banditobasTan erTad, narkotiksac ar SeeSvebi. mokled, ukanasknelad rom gamovida cixidan da ifiqra, isev Zveli gziT evlo Tu sxva gzac ecada, ufro sworad ki, erT mSvenier dRes, moulodnelad, erTi wamiT rom gamofxizlda cixidan gamoyolili buranidan da uneblied garedanac Sexeda sakuTar Tavs, ar moewona, ar moewona ki ara, Seawuxa, aRaSfoTa sakuTarma simdablem. mwvervalze idga sakuTari simdablisa. TviTon Tqva, matliviT SemaRoRda raRaca sulzeo. banditebs uyvarT poeturi laparaki. rac mTavaria, jer kidev hqonda SerCenili Rirsebis grZnoba. es ki, aucilebelia. uimisod, ra azri aqvs gamosworebas?! qveynisTvisac Rirseuli banditi sjobs, vTqvaT, uRirs mecniers. wamlis miRebis dro rom mouvidoda, zurgs ukan akvrevinebda dedas xelebs. Cemi TvaliT minaxavs. stumrad viyavi imaTTan sofelSi. sxvas aravis endoboda. marto dedas. dedaCems Tqvenze metad vecodebi da amitom, xelebsac Tqvenze magrad Semikravso. zurgsukan

xelebgakoWili, kidev ufro aRgznebuli, kidev ufro gacofebuli, kidev ufro Wkuidan gadamcdari daZrwoda ezoSi, Tavs urtyamda xeebs, kbiliT RrRnida totebs da Tavpirdasisxlianebuli Rmuoda, Rrialebda, mTeli soflis gasagonad. ar malavda Tavis ubedurebas. ar rcxvenoda ubedurebisa. TviTon Tu ar uSvelida Tavs, sxva arvin iyo misi mSveleli. esec Segnebuli hqonda da kidev ufro gamZvinvarebuli ibrZoda simartoveSi. uamxanagod. umegobrod. ueqimod. deda mxolod xelebis SekvraSi Sveloda. mere mkerdSi mjiRs icemda da gaubedavad xaoda Svilis zurgsukan. Sviloo o, Sviloo o, Sviloo o... TiTqos ukanasknel gzaze miacilebda. asedac iyo. misma Svilma mainc Tavisi gaitana. ajoba am TiTqosda mourevel sens. xelaxla daibada. xelaxla ki ar daibada, sruliad sxva, axali adamiani moevlina qveyanas, misi samSoblosi ar iyos, oRond, Zvelze ukeTesi, keTilSobili miznisa da Seuryeveli rwmenis nayofi janmrTeli, saRi, keTili, samarTliani, gulisxmieri, sustis qomagi, gaWirvebulis gamkiTxavi... mezoblebi mis saxels ficulobdnen. dedamisi gangeb, usaqmod gamodioda Sinidan, Svilis qeba rom moesmina yovel nabijze. samsaxurSic Cadga, daojaxda kidec, magram, samwuxarod, male daiRupa. gulma umtyuna. etyoba, wesieri cxovreba ufro Zneli aRmoCnda, vidre egona. rac mTavaria, moaswro gamosworeba. daibruna saxe da saxeli adamianisa da codvebisgan ganwmendili mieaxla ufals. ukve mixvdiT albaT, ratom movyevi amsigrZe ambavi. rasakvirvelia, Cvenc SegviZlia gamovswordeT, Tuki, TavisTavad cxadia, gvinda gamosworeba. ase viwyeb Cems mimarTvasac. Seni mZaxloba ki ara, Seni Tanamedrove rom var, isic meyofa sircxvilad da danaSaulad-meTqi. magram, rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes, mxolod da mxolod, Sen SegiZlia gadaarCino is, risi daRupvac, mama-papis msgavsad, xelobad gagixdia-meTqi. Ralatis Jini rom wamogivlis, Txove vinmes an fefes, an Cems qaliSvils xelebi Segikran zurgs ukan, pirze plastiri gadagakran, anda fexsadgilSi Cagketon garedan-meTqi. ar SeiZleba, Senc ar gagimarTlos-meTqi. Senc aucileblad gamoswordebi, ese igi, gadarCebi da gadarCenis Semdeg, gindac, male daiRupo, an yeli gamogWras vinmem, an manqanam gagitanos quCaSi, mainc did Svebas igrZnob, mainc moaswreb eniTuTqmeli, RvTaebrivi madlis gancdas, mkvdreTiT aRdgoma, Sin dabruneba, Tvalis axela rom hqvia-meTqi. Sen xom virTxasaviT brmad da uazrod iRvwi monuri pativmoyvareobis sibneleSi-meTqi. gTxov, gemudarebi, Cveni bavSvebis xaTriT, scade mainc-meTqi... mzad var, dagiCoqo-meTqi... (elizbar! mama! Zia elizbar!). es ca da miwa sad gageqceva-meTqi... gamosworeba ki, SeiZleba, veRar movaswroT-meTqi... dro moRalatesac gansazRvruli aqvs bunebisgan. moRalatec dros eqvemdebareba. ase rom, nu movityuebT Tavs, TiTqos moRalateobiT ukvdavebis mopovebac SeiZlebodes. araviTar SemTxvevaSi. ra Tqma unda, zogierTi Cvenganis, igive raJden kaSelis saxsenebeli, SeiZleba, saukuneebs SemorCes, Taobidan Taobebs gadaeces misi wyevla da gineba, magram amas araferi aqvs saerTo ukvdavebasTan. Cveulebrivi sikvdili sanatreli gauxdeba. saflavSic ver eRirseba simSvides, saflavi Tu SearCines, ra Tqma unda. iqac miwvdeba pativayrili, Seginebuli, daxvretili xalxis risxva, STamomavlobiT gadamavali Taobidan Taobaze. drng. sanam jer kidev droa drng rogorme CaviklaT es samarcxvino, damRupveli moTxovnileba drng. sxva gza ar arsebobs Cveni xsnisa. drng. an samudamod aviRoT Ralatze xeli drng an saswrafod vuRalatoT imas, vinc moRalateebad gvaqcia drng. an vZlioT sixarbes drng an vTqvlifoT samSoblos leSi da erTmaneTs vurwyioT jamebSi drng drng drng (mama! elia! Zia elizbar!). erTad vuSveloT samSoblos! nu ganvudgebiT siRaribis gamo. nu viukadrisebT sipataravisTvis. nu davuwunebT garegnobas. gana yvela mSobeli erTnairad lamazi ar aris?! movuxmoT Wkuas da davbrundeT Sin, gaqceulnic da gasaqcevad gamzadebulnic... bargze mjdomarenic... batebo, batebo, Sin! Cvens dros iyo aseTi TamaSi. ufro sworad, ufrosebi TamaSobdnen ase Cvens bavSvobaSi... pirvel rigSi, fuli SevagrovoT da patar-

patara wignakebad gamovceT Cveni andazebi, winaparTa sibrZne. Tavgadasavali. jibiTa da ubiT vataroT Tan. locvaniviT vikiTxoT yovel dRe, dReSi ramdenjerme. vzuTxoT, rogorc marqsizmsa da politekonomias vzuTxavdiT... gindaT erTad, gindaT cal-calke. gindaT xmamaRla, gindaT Cumad, gunebaSi. iqneb ase mainc vZlioT monur pativmoyvareobas... iqneb ase mainc gadaveCvioT monobaSi monobiT kopwiaobasa da yoyloCinobas... davibrunoT gaxiznuli, gaCuqebuli, gayiduli Svilebi da, maTTan erTad, Sin vxexoT fexsadgili... sakuTari nagavi gavitanoT sakuTar sanagveze... da gulSi mainc vaRiaroT, gaxvretili kapikianis fasic rom ara aqvs arcerT Cvengans usamSoblod. isev Cven Tu avitanT erTmaneTs. isev Cven Tu mogvewveba guli erTmaneTze. isev Cven Tu Segvawuxebs erTmaneTis siglaxe. Sin, Sin, Sinisken! drng. ara, amdens vxvdebiT. amdeni Cvenc gvesmis. samSoblos uarmyofels yvelgan eWvis TvaliT uyureben. amitomac vezidebiT mis namcecebs axal bunagebSi. mSobliur garemos viqmniT ucxo cis qveS. Semfarebelsac vatyuebT ai, rogori lamazi samSoblo dagvakargineso da uaryofil samSoblosac iqac gvaxsovxar da gviyvarxaro. aba, rad gvinda, risTvis gvWirdeba gaquculi TuSuri fardagi germaniaSi?! anda, dabzaruli megruli Conguri amerikaSi?! anda, pirmotexili kaxuri kokura niderlandebSi?! Sin. Sin. SSin. drng. drng. drng. drng. gveyo, rac viTvalTmaqceT da vimatrabazeT. me rom Zala mqondes, me rom Rone merCodes, maTraxiT dagifrendiT yvelas, maTraxiT gagirekavdiT win, anu, ukan, Seginebuli, gulmokluli, mitovebuli samSoblosken, verafriT rom ver moigo Cveni guli, ver gvagrZnobina siTbo, ver dagvanaxa sikeTe... Cvenc SeviZuleT da Svilebsac iqamde SevaZuleT, vidre Tvali aexilebodaT, WkuaSi Cavardebodnen da TeTrisa da Savis garCevas SeZlebdnen... baRis skamebiviT gadavRebeT axleburad, sezonis Sesaferisad. ar davacadeT, bolomde Semosiliyvnen im bumbuliT, maTTvis gankuTvnil garemos rom Seuxama bunebam. arCevanis ufleba wavarTviT. drng. uaresi. drng. maT magivrad da maTi saxeliT Cven avirCieT CvenTvis ukeTesi. drng. magram samSoblo ar motyuvdeba. imis gaCenilebi varT yvelani, moxarSuls gvicnobs... sadauri qudic ar unda davixuroT, imisTvis mainc umaduri, gzasamcdari Svilebi viqnebiT... mainc misi sapatronebeli. rogorc ar unda viukadrisoT, rogorc ar unda ganvudgeT, bolos mainc iman unda migviRos Tavis wminda wiaRSi, roca uazro wanwaliTa da damadlebuli puris loRniT gamwarebulebs, erT mSvenier dRes, qalbaton cuca odiSaris kuiliviT gagvZvreba es dawyevlili, Seginebuli suli... drng. drng. drng. esec ase! madloba RmerTs da, rasakvirvelia, gansakuTrebuli madloba raJden kaSels. gamaRizianeblis gareSe margaliti ar ibadeba, arc bunebaSi, arc laboratoriaSi... axla mTavaria, qaRaldze gadavitanoT, rac SeiZleba swrafad da rac SeiZleba srulad. amisTvis ki, sul cota, ori ram aris saWiro: cocxlebi gadavrCeT da Tbilisi Tavis adgilze dagvxvdes. magram asea Tu ise, Sen Seni Tqvi. axla Tavi qvisTvis uxliaT. Sen meti araferi SegiZlia. ecade, marTla daiZino. anda, cota kargzec ifiqro. Tu kargi araferi gaqvs, riRasTvis omob?! kargia Tu avia, namdvili saqarTvelo am sangarSi zis. ese igi, cxovreba grZeldeba. omic amis dadasturebaa mxolod. drng. rac mTavaria, swored iseTi dRea, Sen rom giyvars CawynarebulCamyudrovebul-daZabul-daulevel sicocxliT savse, bayayis yiyiniT, Citis WikWikiT, mwerisa da qvewarmavlis faCuniT gabruebuli. oRond, sad?! aq Tu qviSxeTSi? arc amasa aqvs arsebiTi mniSvneloba. erTi da igivea. moasfaltebul bilikze gaWyletil gombeSos WianWvelebi esevian. ai, vin xar Sen! WianWvelasac arasodes ar Zinavs Turme. cota ufro qvemoT, gvelis vercxlisferi kudi bzinavs. bavSvebs unadiriaT. magram Tqven Tu dakvirvebixarT, rogor uxdeba fiWvis xes ciyvi! sainteresoa, ras fiqrobs, roca qvemodan ascqeri. albaT gaginebs, wadi Seni mkvleli dedaco... bolomde ar endoba kacs. kacze Wkviania. bunebisganaa gafrTxilebuli, ar

endo, bunebiT mkvleliao, ciyvsac iseve moklavs arafrisTvis, rogorc kacso. msubuqad, iolad, uxmod mixtis totidan totze, xidan xeze, rogorc cnobismoyvare, anda, ufro zusti iqneba, Tu vityviT, rogorc xarbi Tvali sagnidan saganze, erTi Zvirfasi nivTidan kidev ufro Zvirfas meore nivTze. cacxvis suni Zlierdeba. drng. Tu raRac iwvis?! Tu iwvis, kargi raRac iwvis. drng. samSoblo. drng. yvelafers daTmobs kaci am surnelisTvis. drng. samagierod, miwaSi Campal fesvebs, mSobliursac ki, saSineli suni hqonia. masunTqeT Cemi samSoblos surneli. xurda ar minda. sicocxles vixdi mTlianad. rac ar unda paradoqsulad JRerdes Cvens droSi, samSoblos surnels ver gayidi. samSoblo iyideba, misi surneli ki, ara. surneli mainc aq rCeba, gamocarielebul sivrceSi, nasamSoblarze... drng. drng. drng. elizbar, elizbar, elia! sul cuds nu fiqrob Cvenze, kargic ifiqre rame. ar dagaviwydes, navaxSmevs, mZaxalTan xar dapatiJebuli. "eniseli" da bali. unda waxvide. aba, xom ar aTqmevineb, es ra ucxvirpiro mSoblebi yolia lizikoso. drng. ise waxval, rogorc dagibarebia. iSfoTeb, inerviuleb, gulsac bevrjer Seaskdebi amaod da elisosac, magram bolos mainc wacunculdebi. verc amjerad ityvi uars. "eniseli" da bali Cveulebrivi misatyuaria. gnebavs, bali da "eniseli". SesakrebTa gadaadgilebiT jami ar icvleba. aseve aRaraferi Seicvleba, rogorc ar unda gadaaadgil-gadmoaadgilo Sens mier (da xSirad, Segnebuladac) daSvebuli Secdomebi. marTlac, ra Seicvleba, elisos daJinebuli Txovnis Sedegad aRiare kaSelebis naTesaoba, Tu, iqamde, antonis xaTriT daxuWe Tvali imave kaSelebis saqveynod cnobil "damsaxurebebze"... ra mniSvneloba aqvs, Tuki saerTod SesaZleblad Tvli erT sivrceSi, erT droSi arsebobas kaSelebTan erTad da Tuki Tavidanve, WkuaSi CavardnisTanave, ar dagisaxavs miznad maTi saxseneblis amoZirkva, nebismieri msxverplis fasad... axla sizmrebis axsnasa da CvenebebiT mkiTxaobas, gaCumeba sjobs. axla mainc nu moityueb Tavs, TiTqos rames niSnavdes, TiTqos rames cvlides am sangarSi yuryuti. jer is mainc auxseni bavSvebs, saidan unda daiwyon omi, anu, risgan unda ganTavisufldnen pirvel rigSi, Rirsni rom gaxdnen Tavisuflebisa. sad aris ZaRlis Tavi damarxuli? es xom mainc ici?! es ici mxolod, magram swored es ver giTqvams. jer, viTom, antonisa da lizikos megobroba gakavebda, mere raJdenisa da fefes mZaxloba, axla ki sircxvili... sircxvili da imis SiSi, vaiTu aRar damijerono, vaiTu, borotebis (ase usaSvelod dagvianebuli) mxileba, rac valdebulebacaa nebismieri normaluri adamianisTvis, Svilis gaubedurebiT gamwarebuli mSoblis SurisZiebad CameTvaloso... magram rogorc ar unda gavwel-gamovweloT, damnaSave ukve marto Sena xar. yvela SesaZlebloba gauSvi xelidan. dro ki, mkacri msajulia. kaSeli yovelTvis ise cxovrobda, rogorc unda ecxovra da yovelTvis imas akeTebda, rac unda ekeTebina, Tavidanve risTvisac moevlina am qveyanas; Sen ki, piriqiT, yovelTvis sxvis magivrad cxovrobdi da yovelTvis sxvis gasakeTebels akeTebdi... Sedegmac ar daayovna. Tuki vinmes mouspe simarTlis danaxvisa da garkvevis unari, Svils mouspe. amitom, Tu vinmes sindiszea, Sens sindiszea misi Seginebuli Rirsebac da ganwiruli sicocxlec... Sen TviTon gaaupatiure sakuTari sisxli da xorci... gindac, Seni meSveobiT gaaupatiura sxvam, radgan Seni usityvo Tanxmobisa da faruli mxardaWeris gareSe, es ar moxdeboda... majebdabintuli ar egdeboda liziko axla uSuqod, ueqimod, upatronod darCenil fsiqiatriulSi, Tavadac upatrono... aRarc qmrisa da aRarc mamisa... drng. veRarc elisos Tavgamodeba da gulmodgineba uSvelis rames. fsiqiatriulis parketayril derefnebSi win da ukan mgeliviT wriali da ymuili, gulisamaCuyebeli rolia mSoblisa da ara movaleoba. elisomac unda Seignos es. rogorme unda miawvdino xma. imisTvis dasatovebeli werilebi Tan wamogyolia. aqedan ki, ver gaugzavni. soxumidan Tbilisamde yvela safosto ganyofileba darbeulia. ra waiRes? Txis fexebi. es ar aris mTavari. mTavaria, gabedes.

neba misces Tavs, SeiaraRebuliyvnen da Seseodnen samSoblos. drng. ase rom, ifiqre, ifiqre, rogor vuSveloT bavSvebs... SeiZleba Tu ara maTi Svela da, Tu SeiZleba, saWiroa Tu ara... da Tu saWiroa, visTvis? SenTvis Tu kaSelisTvis? vis sWirdeba aseTebi? Sen Tu kaSels? drng. uguloni, urwmunoni, uzneoni, umweoni... drng. gaiRviZeT, batono elizbar! drng. bolo sadguria. drng. gumisTa. drng. mandarinebSi mkvdari Zroxa gdia da yars. ori wlis mosavali xeebs zed SeWknobia. samagierod, zRva Zveleburad TvalismomWrelad laplapebs mzeze. Sen ki, sangarSi zixar, zurgCanTaze, da yvinTav drng dedaenis gigosaviT. amdeni jer kidev gagegeba. ufro sworad, ZilburanSi xar ganuwyvetliv. ver gagirkvevia, rodis gZinavs da rodis gRviZavs. xuTi metris moSorebiT, sangarze joxia gadebuli. joxze brezentis dafleTili karavia gadakiduli, Tanamedrove Teatralur fardasaviT. fardis iqiT, vin icis, aq saidan moxvedril matrasze "mTel sanapiroze yvelaze Worfliani gogo" wevs, Wkuasusti ingira, dediSobila. fardis aqeT ki, biWebis rigi dgas. ufro zustad, zis. sxedan miwaze, ewevian, ifurTxebian galajul fexebs Soris, enabilwoben, dascinian erTmaneTs da mouTmenlad elodebian TavianT rigs. amjerad, fardis iqiT soxumeli boriaa gasuli. "kai axla, boria, amdeni mteri gvyavs Se kaco, magas xom ar unda Seakla Tavi" eZaxis Sorapneli vaxo. danarCenebi icinian, xrinwianad, mouTmenlad, uxamsad. drng. drng. drng. sangris ukan, saswaulad gadarCenil alvis xeze kodala akakunebs, Tavis kuTvnil matls daeZebs da srulebiTac ar ainteresebs, ra xdeba miwaze. drng. antonic im biWebSi zis. SeiZleboda oTxiT metni yofiliyvnen. wuxel oTxi gvami amoiRes marto am sangridan. antonic elodeba sxvebTan erTad, magram sxvebisgan gansxvavebiT, yvelaferi urCevnia im fardis iqiT gasvlas. agdebulad ekideba am ambavs, rogorc nacixarsa da Zvel biWs Seefereba, oRond, garegnulad, mogonili arxeinobiT. sinamdvileSi, Zalian ganicdis. ufro metic eSinia. rasakvirvelia, icis vin wevs matrasze, fardis iqiT, magram, ratomRac, Tvalwin ganuwyvetliv liziko udgas, aseve dediSobila. "gaxsovs?" ekiTxeba liziko, kvimaturad momRimari. antons, rasakvirvelia, axsovs. beber, farTod gatotvil naZvSi hqondaT samalavi mowyobili, xmeli wiwviT, ablabudis nakuwebiT, mumliTa da lizikos gamabruebeli surneliT amovsebuli sicariele. iq kiTxulodnen, ufro sworad, erTmaneTs ar acdidnen wakiTxvas, xelidan glejdnen nikolozis biblioTekidan wamoRebul wigns. "Cven dagvarqmeven bozT, meZavT, mruSebs da Cvens Svilebsa nabiWvrebs, buSebs; saxeli gatydebis, qveyana astydebis Cvens saZraxavad". ase agisruldaT yvelaferi kargi! antonisTvis liziko wevs fardis iqiT, liziko acxrobs gadatanili SiSiTa da mRelvarebiT aRgznebul biWebis vnebas. "ki ar giRalate, msxverplad Segewire Se debilo. mxolod ase SemeZlo amexila SenTvis Tvali... ambobs utifrad gvari movsTxare da naTesavi; sircxviliT davsWer suyvelas Tavi; saqme vqmen kaxpuri... ar momekaro, ar momekaro, ar momekaro" yviris SeSliliviT da ufro Rrmad miZvreba ekalbardebSi, kabawamoxdili, barZayebdakawruli... "uwmindurTa qalTa oqro-qsovilT kalTa dahfaravs vera". diaxac rom kaxpa. Zukna. meZavi. bozi diaci... "qmris saflavT lodi..." da mainc yvelaze sasurveli qali misTvis. aseTia sinamdvile. aseTia samdRiani fiqris, gansjis, SfoTvisa da TviTgvemis Sedegad gamotanili daskvna, gnebavT, ganaCeni, da gasaCivrebas ar eqvemdebareba. drng. drng. drng. gumisTis gaRma, fiWvnariT dafarul ferdobze, erT-erTi fiWvis Ziras komkavSireli gogona Camjdara da zurgiT kandamskdar xes mibjenili, TvaldaxuWuli misCerebia mzes. irujeba afxazuri mziT. Sin rom dabrundeba, Tavs moiwonebs tol-amxanagebSi. daitrabaxebs. bevri arc daujerebs. bevrisTvis saqarTvelo legendaa, zRapruli qveyanaa, TiTqos sinamdvileSi arc arsebuli. raRac saSualoa samoTxesa da samTavrobo agaraks Soris. gverdiT optikuri SaSxana udevs,

sportuli. SaSxanis kondaxze frTebaprexili, sibrazisgan dakuzianebuli krazana dacocavs. komkavSireli gogona murmanskidanaa Camosuli da erTi masaviT moxalise, krasnodareli kazaki moswons. ki ar moswons, yurebamdea Seyvarebuli. imis danaxvaze bluvdeba. imas ki, kazaks, skivridan amoRebuli, albaT papis naqoni kazakuri qudi gverdze koxtad mougdia, aseve Zveli, wiTel lampasebiani Sarvlis jibeebi moxaluli mzesumziriT amouvsia da ganuwyvetliv aknawunebs TeTri, nafota kbilebiT. "erTi qarTveli erTi muWa mzesumzira eubneba amas, komkavSirels, snaipers, Seyvarebuls tyuilubralod, erT marcvalsac ar mogcem, icode. miyure da ylape nerwyvebi" icinis sakuTari enamaxvilobiT kmayofili. "me mzesumzirisTvis ar vklav" ZlivZlivobiT ambobs es, komkavSireli, snaiperi, Seyvarebuli. Tvalebi cremliT evseba daZabulobisgan da kidev imitom, aTas sisuleleze rom uxdeba laparaki, roca yvelafrisTvis mzad aris ukve. erTaderTi sityva utrialebs sul enis wverze: "Steruka". "erTi amas damixedeT icinis kazaki Sen ra, arZinbas gogo xar?" "me aravis gogo ara var. me sustis mxareze var" slukunebs komkavSireli, snaiperi, Seyvarebuli. "ai, es mesmis! yoCaR! CageTvala. aha, gamomarTvi (kazaki mzesumziriT savse muWs awvdis, magram komkavSireli, snaiperi, Seyvarebuli ar arTmevs). gamomarTvimeTqi! viTom ubrazdeba kazaki es Cvens garigebas ar exeba. es riggareSe premiaa" amatebs ukve momRimari da fiWvis xesTan Camjdar gogosac tkbilad eRimeba am saubris gaxsenebaze. "Steruka. Steruka. Steruka." eniT uTqmeli siamovnebiT imeorebs ramdenjerme, zedized. drng. Cqara, batono elizbar drng gamoiqeciT drng Cqara drng sircxvilia drng da elizbaric facafuciT dgeba, facafuciT isworebs moCaCul tansacmels da TvaldaxuWuli garbis, TviTonac rom ar icis saiT. etyoba, gvarSi mosdevT. amwinebze, misi Svilic ase garboda trial mindorSi, brmad, alalbedze... arc is icis, qviSxeTSi garbis, cacxvebis xeivanSi, Tu gumisTasTan, sangarSi. icis, unda gaiqces da garbis. rogorc jariskacs moeTxoveba. aaaaaaaa! gasagebia yvelaferi. albaT stumari Camovida. Tanac, sapatio. arc meti da arc naklebi, saxelmwifo sabWos erT-erTi wevri, magram aranakleb mniSvnelovani danarCen orze. mwerlebs gaesaubreba, gaigebs imaT guneba-ganwyobilebas. esec Cveulebrivi ambavia nebismieri xelisuflebisTvis... gana ara? TviTonac miaqcia yuradReba afusfusebulni iyvnen yvelani, gamalebulni asufTavebdnen teritorias. amindi uSlidaT cota xels. ramdeni daxvetes bilikebi, imdeni gawvimda. Camohqonda da Camohqonda wvimas, racki gamxmari da dampali hqonda xes. wyalSi azelili cacxvis yvavili usiamod gadaglesila asfaltze. magram, ase Tu ise, mainc sazeimod gamoiyureba iqauroba. aba, he, Cqara! iZaxis mweralTa dasasvenebeli saxlis direqtori da garbis. garbis elizbaric. sxvebic garbian, batoni pimenic, batoni leontic, batoni diomidec, batoni gobronic, batoni mixakoc... garbian maTi colebic. mTibavebic... mokled, yvelani. Wkuasusti ingirac garbis, dediSobila. oRond, dafleTili karavi mousxams mxrebze. TavianTi rigis momlodine biWebic garbian. antoni ar Cans mxolod. ara, age antoni! antonic maTTan erTad garbis. fefe borblebian sakaces moagorebs. sakaceze raJdeni wevs da sakacidan gadmovardnili xeliT branws uCvenebs qveyanas. "CeCnebi. CeCnebi" ismis yvirili. kaSelebis agarakis eleqtroWiSkari nela iReba, ZagZagiT, RrWialiT, da ezoSi Savad mbzinavi Zveleburi etli Semodis. erTi, ori, sami, oTxi... oTxi wyvili cxeni ubia. cxenebs Tavze gafuyuli ponponebi ukeTiaT. ponponebi TavisTvis cancareben ganuwyvetliv. etls mecxramete saukunis mtveri adevs. imdroindeli saqarTvelosi landic aRaraa darCenili. mas mere, saqarTvelos ager ukve mesame saxeoba gadis gamocdas. cxenebs mecxramete saukunis (ese igi, samuzeumo) talaxi SexmobiaT ferdebsa da fexebze. Zalumad sunTqaven. cxel orTqls afrqveven nestoebidan, gegonebaT, patara

orTqlmavali Camomdgara sadgurzeo, ra Tqma unda, namdvili, magram mainc gasarTobi, saTamaSo, ai, rkinis komisarma rom aCuqa qarTvel pionerebs soWis olqis, tao-klarjeTis, loresa Tu hereTis sanacvlod... etlis kari iReba, dasakeci kibe ixsneba da kibeze Sevalie Jak fransua gamba Camodis, safrangeTis konsuli TbilisSi, gasuli saukunis ocian wlebSi, da avtori wignisa "mogzauroba amierkavkasiaSi". wigni xelSi uWiravs, "ganaTlebis" gamocemuli, sakmaod uRimRamod. erTi wamiT kibis safexurze Seyovndeba, etli odnav daizniqeba misi simZimis qveS, wigns gadaSlis da kiTxulobs: saeqsporto vaWroba, maincdamainc, ver aris kargad ganviTarebuli, magram uxvad iSoveba cvili, Tafli, saqonlis qoni, kanafi da ficari, kameCis tyavi, xaris tyavi... hava zomieria, miwa noyieri. mosavlis misaRebad sakmarisia odnav moCiCqnoT. aqauroba mdidaria zeTisxiliT, dafniT, murtiTa da veluri leRviT. mravlad hyavT naxiri, irmis jogebi da Roris koltebi. Tevzsac sakmaod bevrs iWeren: saucxoo TarTs, oragulsa da cvrinas... mohyavT simindi, fetvi, Tambaqo... aSeneben vazs, broweuls, TuTas... tyeebi savsea kopitis, Telis, wiTeli xisa da kaklis xeebiT... Cemi varaudiT, Tu aqauri urTxmela eqsportis sagani gaxdeba, saSualeba mogvecema, avagoT bevrad ufro gamZle xomaldebi, vidre Cvens tyeebSi umTavresad gavrcelebuli muxisgan agebuli xomaldebia... kvernis tyavi 5-6 abazad iyideba. daTvis tyavs igive fasi aqvs. yviTeli mela 2-3 abazi Rirs. turis tyavi 1 abazi. kurdReli imdenad bevria, imis tyavs arafrad agdeben... "moRalatev!" yviris elizbari. "dobropoJalovatszdrasste" esalmeba raJden kaSeli sapatio stumars. keisarsa hgavs. TeTri zewari togasaviT mouxvevia SiSvel tanze. SvilisTvis mainc mkvdaria. "icis rusuli?" ekiTxeba batoni pimeni raJdens. "me vici franguli?" ubrunebs kiTxvas raJdeni. "moRalatev! Zirs moRalate!" yviris elizbari. "es ukve metismetia, batono elizbar!" Zveli, kabineturi rixiT tuqsavs raJdeni mZaxals."moRalate?! ki magram, ratom? ukvirs Jak fransua gambas gana rodisme mogeciT erTgulebis fici? garda amisa, roca me amas vwerdi, Tqven ukve aRar arsebobdiT, anda jer ar iyaviT dabadebulni" amatebs ganawyenebuli kacis medidurobiT. "Tqven, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, ruseTs ganumarteT gagris olqis strategiuli mniSvneloba da amiT samudamod gawireT saqarTvelo, mouspeT mkvdreTiT aRdgomis saSualeba" mgznebared ekamaTeba elizbari. "me rusebs ki ar ganvumarte, saerTod ganvmarte. gnebavT, ganvmarte imaTTvis, visac xelewifebodaT gagris olqis xelSi Cagdeba" ambobs aseTi daxvedriT, cota ar iyos, gakvirvebuli batoni Jak fransua gamba da mRelvarebis dasamalavad, wkipurtiT iSorebs meore xelis manJetze davardnil cacxvis yvavils. "saqarTvelo gayidulia! bavSvebi da saxedrebi SuaSi!" yviris elizbari. viRaca uknidan xelsa xvevs, viTom iqaurobas unda gamoaridos, sinamdvileSi ki, yulfSi ayofinebs Tavs, veragulad. elizbari grZnobs Tokis uxeS bususebs, magram ar imCnevs, TiTqos uxerxulia, sxvebmac dainaxon Tavze yulfCamocmuli. drng. drng. da erTi wamiT eRviZeba. krazana Sescocebia kiserze. SeiZleba, swored is, cota xnis win, gumisTas gaRma, fiWvnarSi, snaiperis SaSxanis kondaxze rom dacocavda. drng. ase dafrinavs, win da ukan, mTeli dRea. drng. magram aq ra xdeba?! ra xmauria?! Tavs dagvesxa, viTom, mteri?! ara. uaresi. Cven daverieT erTmaneTs. biWebi Cxuboben. Tanamesangreni iweven erTmaneTze. ufro sworad, antons dasevian danarCenebi. magram antonic Tavganwirulad ibrZvis. Zirmomtvreuli koka-kolas boTliT igeriebs danarCenebs. yvela erTis da erTi yvelas winaaRmdeg. Tqveni dedao, aginebT gacofebuli, amaze mets, ras gaukeTebdnen afsuebi am ubedurso, yviris TvalebgadaTeTrebuli, amisTvis xarT aq, Tqve dampleboo, igineba ukanaskneli sityvebiT. daagde boTlio, uyvirian danarCenebi, cota ar iyos, Semcbar-SeCoCqolebulni misi SeupovrobiTa da SeudreklobiT. boria titvelia, marto batinkebi acvia. gaunaskvavi Tasmebi

miwaze dasTrevs. daagde boTlio, uyviris isic. sxva araferi aqvs saTqmeli, magram ixtibars ar itexs. ise, ra antonis saqmea, CvenSi rom vTqvaT. Zalas xom ar atanen eseni?! imasac is unda, rac amaT. imasac Tavis wvlili Seaqvs omSi. ra Seni saqmeao, uyviris gawiwmatebuli. roca mzis sxivi ecema, asos Tavze spermis wveTi ubrwyinavs, Zvirfasi TvaliviT. wiTlad alaplapebuli cali yveri muxlamde Camozrdia. vin gkiTxavs Seno, uyviris antons, nirwamxdari. elizbari sxartad dgeba fexze, mRelvarebisgan ukve daRlili, ukve aqoSinebuli. wesierad arc gamorkveula Zilidan, magram grZnobs, raRac unda moimoqmedos saswrafod, vidre mTlad ar gadamcdaran biWebi Wkuidan. SeiZleba cudad damTavrdes es ambavi. biWebs omi swyuriaT. aba, risTvis arian aq?! Selaxuli Rirseba awuxebT. galanZRuli saxelisa rcxveniaT... magram sxvagan ficdadebuli da aq mokakane politikosebi ZaliT akaveben, lamis cocxlad daalpon sangrebSi. mxolod ukan dasaxevad Tu amouSveben iqidan. win ar SeiZleba. win "Zmaa", sxva tomis, sxva gvar-jilagis, magram mainc "Zmaa", Tanac umcrosi, paaatara, susti, jer kidev upiro da ugulo, magram TiTs Tu daakareb, ise aCxavldeba, mTel qveyanas Segiyris. qveyana ki, isev Sen gagamtyunebs da marTalic iqneba. raRa maincdamainc imasTan iCen principulobas?! TiTqos jer kenWic ar "gageCuqebinos", uariT gagestumrebinos vinme. drng. drng. Tanamedrove ieneral maior graf gotlib kurt henrix fon totlebenisa ar iyos, ra gaxda es ZRinkiani, mazuTiani pliaJi?! sul ar Caval zRvaSi, bolos da bolos... biWebic mxrebs iCeCaven, dabneulni, dafiqrebulni... uWirT mcocavi omis strategiasa da taqtikaSi garkveva... arcerTi nabiji win da naxevari nabiji ukan. Cumad, SeumCnevlad... ki magram, ratom! ramenairad rom moatyuo Seniani da yvelanairad Seuwyo xeli mters... ratom-meTqi, ratom?! yelSi aqvs yvelas guli, sulerTia, visze iyris javrs... iaraRis sasxletze udevs yvelas TiTi, sulerTia, rodis gamohkravs da visTvis... viRacam ukve gaaCxakuna avtomatis saketi, avad, gamafrTxileblad. magram antons araferi eyureba, TvalebgadaTeTrebuli, boTlmomarjvebuli ibrZvis, gzamoWrili nadiriviT. elizbaric sangris fskerze dagdebul koka-kolas cariel boTls iRebs da, TiTqos vinme mosdevdes, farTxafurTxiT amodis sangridan. Zlivs sunTqavs. lamis gauskdes guli. ukve daRlilia. RmerTma daifaros da, gasaqcevad Tu gauxda saqme, daRupulia, Romsa da ajikaze gazrdili afsua ki ara, kuc daeweva. "biWebo!" ambobs gaWirvebiT. "biWeboo!" yviris ganwirulis xmiT. rogorc ar unda gagikvirdeT, biWebi Cerdebian da gaocebulni amoscqerian qvemodan. elizbari miwis borcvze dgas, Tavze koka-kolas carieli boTli udevs da, ar Camomivardeso, nela, gaubedavad Slis xelebs. boTli odnav irxeva, jer inarCunebs wonasworobas. "SevinarCunoT Rirseba ambobs elizbari avtonomiebs isedac SegvinarCuneben iRimeba daZabuli, jvarcmuliviT xelebgaSlili es sangaria Cveni samSoblo... gavufrTxildeT aqaurobas laparakobs mgeliviT kisergaSeSebuli, jvarcmuliviT gakavebuli, maRla, boTlisken Tvalebapyrobili, nikapacaxcaxebuli... uceb mTeli taniT Seqandeba da boTli maSinve sangarSi Camogordeba. elizbari jer fexze dgas, magram ukve mkvdaria. natyviarSi Suqi gasdis. "RmerTo, ra kargi yofila sikvdili... madlobT Sen, ufalo..." fiqrobs bednieri, sakuTari TaviT kmayofili. rogorc iqna, daadga saSveli, mokvda, aRar aris... samagierod, misma sikvdilma biWebi Seariga. misi uRimRamo sicocxlis fasad, bolos da bolos, mainc gaerTianda saqarTvelo, Tundac, mikro, Tundac, simboluri... "ar adgeT, Zia elizbar, ar gabedoT, es Tqveni saqme ar aris!" uyviris antoni. danarCenebi antonze iweven da Zalauneburad erTmaneTsac eZaZgurebian, ver etevian viwro sangarSi. drng. drng. da elizbari sxartad dgeba fexze, amjerad ukve namdvilad, agangaSebuli, aforiaqebuli, wesierad arc gamorkveula Zilburanidan, magram grZnobs, raRac unda moimoqmedos saswrafod. "antoni

unda gadarCes, antoni unda gadarCes..." TiTqos viRac sxva fiqrobs mis safiqrals, mis magivrad, radgan TviTon fiqrisTvisac ar scalia, rame unda moimoqmedos saswrafod, vidre jer kidev droa. guli ugrZnobs, cudad damTavrdeba es ambavi. yvela sababs elodeba da ai, sababic! SidaaSliloba. axla maTTvis ukve sulerTia mteri da moyvare. arc SeirCenen, arc SearCenen. elizbari ki, daRlilobisgan Zlivs sunTqavs, iseve rogorc CvenebaSi, lamis gauskdes guli. "anton!" eZaxis antons. "biWebo!" xrialebs sunTqvaSekruli, yelgadaketili. "wadi, biZia, daiZine, ra Seni saqmea..." uxeSad iSorebs erT-erTi Tanamosangre. "ra ar aris Cemi saqme?! ra ar aris Cemi saqme?! uaresad cofdeba elizbari erTmaneTi CaxocoT am sangarSi, mtris gasaxarad, da Cemi saqme ar aris?!" xixinebs, xrialebs Tvalebgadmokarkluli. "visia, biWo, es dinozavri? momaSoreT, Torem, gadavWeri Suaze" yviris meore Tanamosangre da avtomatis lulas mucelze aWers elizbars. "ras sCadixarT, briyvebo! mTeli qveyana Cven gviyurebs..." xrialebs, xixinebs, ixrCoba elizbari. "qveyana gviyurebs ki ara, sadili ar moutaniaT sami dRea" RvarZlianad icinis kidev erTi Tanamosangre. "ei, matlebo, amomxedeT, ra gaCvenoT! bebiaCemis sacirko nomeri!" yviris miwis borcvze Semdgari antoni. ki magram, rodis amoZvra sangridan?! elizbaris ar iyos, yvelani gakvirvebulebi arian, pirdaRebulni ascqerian qvemodan. "axlave Camodi Zirs, axlave Camodi!" uyviris elizbari. icis, riTi mTavrdeba amgvari "nomrebi". daZabuli elodeba srolis xmas. antons, Zirmomtvreulis nacvlad, koka-kolas sxva boTli auRia meti ra yria sangris fskerze da Tavze idgams, rogorc elizbarma daidga weRan, wamier zmanebaSi. isic, elizbariviT, nela, gaubedavad Slis xelebs. boTli odnav irweva, rogorc zmanebaSi irweoda, elizbaris Tavze. "CemTan xarT magrebi, Tqve damplebo ambobs antoni magram fexebs ver momWamT mainc". zustad iseve laparakobs, rogorc elizbari laparakobda zmanebaSi: daZabuli, jvarcmuliviT xelebgaSlili, maRla, boTlisken Tvalebapyrobili, nikapacaxcaxebuli... uceb mTeli taniT Seqandeba, oRond, elizbarisgan gansxvavebiT, namdvilad gangmiruli snaiperis tyviiT. boTli sangarSi Camogordeba. TviTon ki, jer fexze dgas. ar icis rom mkvdaria, magram ukve mkvdaria. natyviarSi Suqi gasdis. "anton, Camodi! axlave Camodi! Camodi-meTqi!" uyviris damfrTxali, dabneuli elizbari. danarCenebi pirdaRebulni ascqerian. zogs, vin icis, Surs kidec imisi. antoni jer muxlebze daecema, mere gverdze gadmoqandeba da kokakolas carieli boTliviT Camogordeba sangarSi. sangarSi samarisebuli siCume dgas. ismis, rogor akakunebs kodala sangris ukan saswaulad gadarCenil alvis xeze. etyoba, miakvlia sanatreli matlis samyofels. axla aRar moeSveba, xeSi gava, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. arc icis da arc ainteresebs, ra xdeba qvemoT, miwaze. araferic ar xdeba, rac ukve ar momxdara da rac kidev ar moxdeba. elizbari Tavis zurgCanTaze zis isev, magram amjerad antonis Tavi udevs kalTaSi. aTasSi erTxel, TiTqos uneblied mousvams xolme natyviarze sisxliT gaJRenTil cxvirsaxocs. ar icis, sxva ra moimoqmedos, riTi miexmaros mkvdars. natyviaridan sisxli jer kidev moJonavs, magram TandaTanobiT deddeba, sqeldeba... antons mSvidi, dawynarebuli saxe adevs, gegonebaT sZinavso. elizbari, repinis ivane mrisxanesaviT, TvalebgaSterebuli zis. Tan Svilis Tavs ixutebs orive xeliT. antonic misi Svilia. ras gauyvia antoni da liziko. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, lizikoc mokvda antonTan erTad... zis SvilTa mkvleli, yrmaTa Semmusvreli... zis samaresaviT dadumebul sangarSi cocxlad damarxuli da fiqrobs: xuTi wuTis win, antonis aq Camoyvana megona Cemi erTaderTi movaleoba, axla ki, aRar vici, mkvdari mainc rogor gavarido aqaurobaso; Tu rame mevaleba, esRa mevalebao... magram, davuSvaT da, marTla waiRo aqedan cxedari, vis Cautanos?! ukeTur mamas?! ugunur cols?! Tumca,

antons aRarc coli hyavs, aRarc mama. misi coli sxvas misces, mama TviTon moikveTa. da saerTodac bibliur garemoSi varT yvelani moxvedrilni. cis frinvelni da velTa nadirni jijgnian gvamebs. udaburdeba mTeli qveyana. raxania, buksac ayvireben da niSansac iZlevian, magram "boroteba da didi ubedureba" Seuferxeblad moiswrafis CrdiloeTidan. sacaa dahkravs Jami da aRar erqmeva am adgils afxazeTi, aramed sasaklao... vazs mtevani ar SerCeba, leRvis xes leRvi... gavifantebiT Semodgomis foTlebiviT da, Tavlafdasxmulni, movedebiT qveyanas, raki Cvenive nebiT mivatovebT, rac mama-papisTvis ukuniTi ukunisamde miucia ufals... raki dididan pataramde da winaswarmetyvelidan mRvdlamde, yvelani momxveWelebad da yalbismqnelebad viqeciT... zereled vmkurnalobT qveynis Wrilobebs da arki gvrcxvenia TvalTmaqcobisa. mSvidobaao, gaviZaxiT, da ar aris mSvidoba. gavimarjvebTo da, aha, erTxel kidev davmarcxdiT... ki batono, ukvdavia samarTlianoba, magram, jerjerobiT, usamarTloba zeimobs yvelgan drng usamarTloba sjis da wonis drng znec aman Segvicvala da gzidanac aman gadagvacdina... sinaTlisken ki ara, sibnelisken wagviZRva usamarTlod Semomwyrali ufali drng tanjva-wamebis ormoSi Cagvyara da saukuno wyvdiadSi Cagvmarxa mkvdrebiviT... ki ar agvxsna, kidev ufro dagvimZima borkili... mowamluli wyali gvasva da abzinda gvaWama drng mxolod da mxolod imitom, didad wodebulma aleqsandre pirvelma, Cvenma mefem, mefuri simtkice da gamWriaxoba rom ver gamoiCina Tavis droze da ver daayrevina briyv Svilebs Tavebi, Tvalebi ver amoSanTa xarb cols da ZmiswulTa gulRviZli ver aWama gaTavxedebul Zmebs... axla raRa drosia! mkis dro gavida, gasrulda zafxulic, da aha, mTeli Cveni Wirnaxuli, mTeli Cveni monapovari: mkvdari antoni da majebgadaWrili liziko... drng... kodala ki akakunebs, akakunebs gauCereblad. sangris zemoT, mokrialebul caze SiSveli angelozebi dafrinaven, dasrialeben mercxlebiviT. drng. xesTan Camjdar komkavSirel gogonas ki, cxela. zedmetad Tbilad acvia aqaurobisTvis. xamad aris da imitom. Tavidanve unda gaexada, Tundac, welszeviT. magram, sxva dros... axla ukve wasvlis droa. elodebian. ara uSavs, momavlisTvis gaiTvaliswinebs. omi rom damTavrdeba, sagangebod Camova aq dasasveneblad. qarTvelebi, gindac marTlebi iyvnen, sad gagonila samoTxis miTviseba?! samoTxe yvelasia. iman ra daaSava, vinc murmanskSi daibada?! mokled, aravis awyens aq dasveneba, ginda morwmune iyavi, ginda urwmuno. es sakavSiro mniSvnelobis samoTxea, yvelas ekuTvnis. marTla Tu miscemen binas, saerTod darCeba aq, oRond, Tavis SterukasTan erTad. komkavSirel gogonas saxe uxurs. isev TvaldaxuWuli zis. damTxveuli qarTveli misken mofrinavs TiTqos, xelebgaSlili, magram wamsve qreba es ucnauri Cveneba. afxazuri mzis simxurvale Taflis sizantiT eRvreba sayeloSi da nel-nela, Semparavi sijiutiT micocavs qvemoT. ZuZus kertebi TavisTavad iberebian, ivsebian mSfoTvare, Wirveuli sicarieliT. haers moxaluli mzesumzirisa da moweuli TuTunis suni dahkravs, swored ise, rogorc mis kazaks. Tvali rom gaaxilos da is dainaxos, usityvod danebdeba. piriqiT, Seevedreba, damipyario. vinc ra unda Tqvas... Tavfexianad Seiwovs, Seisrutavs Tavis patara sxeulSi, mzesumzirisa da TuTunis sunianad. bage TavisTavad epoba. nela, nawil-nawil swydebian erTmaneTs moulodnelad gawebili tuCebi. ixsnebian sapasuxo vnebis misaRebad. arafers, aravis, magram mainc elian mouTmenlad. TavisTavad iSlebian iqamde mWidrod mityupuli fexebic da misi mtkice, utyuari, magram mainc qalurad lbili, mgrZnobiare xeli TavisTavad miikvlevs gzas misi sxeulis yvelaze idumali adgilisken. gveliviT iolad da mizandasaxulad micocavs perangis qveS, sartylis qveS, qveda sacvlis rezinis qveS, miiswrafis akrZaluli netarebisken, notio sinazisken, nazi usasrulobisken, nela, TandaTan, mTeli arsebiT, samudamod... drng.

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 xval Sin wavalT. eqims velaparake Tqva elisom da skamidan wamodga aba, Sen ici. WkuiT iyavi. saRamos kidev moval... lizikom ar upasuxa. isev Wers iyo miSterebuli. majebdabintuli da gadajvaredinebuli xelebi mkerdze miexutebina, kesarias TviTnakeTi TojinebiviT. ei, ombre! Sen gelaparakebi Tma mouCeCa elisom, nazad, gaubedavad. Zalian undoda ekocna, magram bolo wams mainc Seikava Tavi, ar icoda, esiamovneboda Tu ara misi kocna lizikosac. makoce uTxra lizikom me kocnis Tavi ara maqvs.

elisom loyaze akoca, mouxerxeblad, ugemurad, da tirili rom ar avardnoda, saswrafod gamovida palatidan. lizikoc maSinve wamodga, ris vaivaglaxiT gaitana skami aivanze da dajda, fexebi ki, moajirs miabjina. skami mxolod ori ukana fexiT idga filaqanze. aivani saavadmyofos ezos gadahyurebda. ezoSi, mavTulis Robes aqeT, asfaltmosxmuli bilikis patara naglejiRaa darCenili. bilikis gaswvriv, oRond, marto erT mxares, ramdenime wablis xe garindula. asfaltze mwvane burZgliani wablebi yria. mavTulis Robis iqiT mindori iwyeba, kaWaWgadavlili. mindvris boloSi grZeli qedi wamowolila mxarTeZoze. lizikos egona, eCveneboda, da uneburad Tvali daxuWa. isev Tavis samarcxvino gaqceva gaaxsenda. maSinac zustad aseTi qedisken garboda, mamamTilis manqanidan gadamxtari, zustad aseT mindorze. uneburad, kaWaWis mSrali, xorkliani Sexebac ki igrZno da gaaJrJola. aseve mosdeboda kaWaWi misTvis ukanasknel brZolis vels, mis vaterloos, romelic, savsebiT samarTlianad, usityvo da sruli kapitulaciiT damTavrda bolos, radgan amisTvis emzadeboda, Turme, mTeli cxovreba, damarcxebisTvis wvrTnidnen sul, rogorc Sin, iseve gareT, anu, guls ki ar emsaxureboda, rogorc egona, aramed zed emsxvreoda, rogorc nasroli boTli betonis kedels, da usasrulod itanjeboda erTi bednieri dRis gansacdelad, Tumca, TviTonac mSvenivrad icoda, arasodes gaTendeboda is "erTi dRe", romelic cxovrebaSi Sesatyuebeli sakenki aRmoCnda da meti araferi. magram, madloba RmerTs, mosaxdeni moxda da gasarkvevi gairkva. araviTari saidumlo ar arsebobs. Cvenve vasaidumlebT yvelafers, ukve cxvirwatexilebma, usvindisod rom vimarTloT Tavi uxilavi msajulis winaSe. amitom, sjobs pirdapir iTqvas saTqmeli: ver ivarga lizikom! verc mSoblis molodini gaamarTla, verc qmrisa. garedan atlasi, Signidan araferi, futuro aRmoCnda. ase rom, umal sicocxles moiswrafavs, vidre sxvebs gadaabralebs sakuTar umaqnisobas, gnebavT, uzneobas. yovel SemTxvevaSi, axla namdvilad aseTia. damarcxebam erTbaSad gamoamzeura mTeli misi mankiereba, rasac Tavad, saboloo damarcxebamde, yvelanairad Cqmalavda, malavda, ar epueboda, radgan jer kidev sjeroda gamarjvebisa. axla ki, araTu gamarjvebaze, saerTod brZolaze fiqric sisulelea. win aRaraferia. win kldovani da ukacuri kunZulia mxolod, sicarielis, simartovis okeaneSi Cakarguli, rogorc es saavadmyofo am kaWaWgadavlil mindorSi. TviTon ki, kldeze davardnili marcvalia (elisos gauvarda niskartidan) da rogorc ar unda swyurodes sicocxle, an mzeze gamoifiteba tyuilubralod, an elisoze Wkviani Citis CiCaxvSi aRmoCndeba da ukvalod gaqreba am qveynidan. ukeTes SemTxvevaSi, skintlad gardaqmnili, TeTr laqad daaCndeba am kunZuls. arafris mTqmeli, arafris maniSnebeli, arafris damadasturebeli TeTri laqa iqneba qvis nacrisfer zedapirze. magram, nuTu marTla misi bralia yvelaferi?! gana uimisod ukeTesi iqneboda samyaro?! Tavs ki ar imarTlebs, ubralod, ainteresebs. sainteresoa. gana kacobriobis mTavar sazrunavad, gansakuTrebiT, bolo aswleulSi, Tundac, Sefarulad, araoficialurad, uadamiano adamianis Camoyalibeba ar iTvleboda?! iqneba aman ver gaigo sworad?! magram gana mamamisic ki, mwerlur gamarjvebad ar uTvlida sakuTar Tavs, rac ufro met simxecesa da sibilwes aRmoaCenda adamianSi?! Sedegmac ar daayovna. esec saerTaSoriso, sakacobrio eqsperimentis erT-erTi nayofia da sxva araferi. ara, codva, ra Tqma unda, aqvs, Tundac uneblie, da sasjelsac imsaxurebs, es yvelasTvis naTelia da ar sWirdeba zedmeti kvleva-Zieba, age, kaWkaWmac daadastura samjer daiCxavla wablis xeze magram amas sul sxva raRacis Tqma unda da ver

uTqvams, narkomaniviTaa gaTiSuli wamlebisgan, ver mouyria azrisTvis Tavi, ufro sworad, ver gaugia, ra SuaSia antoni! antoni ratom unda isjebodes mis gamo. Tumca, ara, verc axla ambobs naTlad. rasakvirvelia, isjeba is, magram, ratomRac, antonis meSveobiT. aseTi ucnauri sasjeli SeurCia RmerTma, albaT yvelaze mkacrica da samarTlianic. ese igi, antonis saxiT arTmevs dRevandelsa da xvalindels, guSindelis daviwyebisTvis. magram, rac moxda, imave RmerTis nebiT ar moxda?! gana RmerTis karnaxiT ar gadaxta mamamTilis manqanidanac, rac, upirveles yovlisa, sakuTari uuflebobisa da mamamTilis uflebamosilebis aRiarebas niSnavda mxolod?! araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, vin ras fiqrobs gulSi. mTavaria, vin ras sCadis, Segnebulad Tu misdauneburad. orive SemTxvevaSi, RmerTis nebiT sCadis, radgan RmerTi ara marto msajulia, aramed warmmarTvelic Cveni grZnobebisa. anu, wagvmarTavs, raTa dagvsajos. davujerebT dagvsjis, ar davujerebT da, uaresad! saocari da sawyeni swored is aris, damjeri gacilebiT mkacrad rom isjeba. aseTia RvTaebrivi samarTali, rasac Cven (brmebi, sulelebi, umweoni) usamarTlobas veZaxiT da arcki vukvirdebiT, ramdenad usamarTloni varT Tavad RmerTis mimarT. Cven xom RmerTs vaCeCebT, rac Tavad gveCoTireba da RmerTisgan moviTxovT xsnas, satanjvelSi Cvenive nebiT Cacvenilni. magram liziko, rasakvirvelia, amas ar ikadrebs. rogorc ukve iTqva, umal TviTonve moiswrafavs sicocxles, vidre sxvisi, Tundac, imave RmerTis imediT Caigdebs gansacdelSi Tavs. lizikosaviT amayi adamianisTvis namdvilad rom didi Seuracxyofaa am saavadmyofoSi moxvedra, miT ufro, Tuki SeuracxyofisTvis veravis moTxovs pasuxs da isev Tavs Tu aumxedrdeba. magram arc amiT Seicvleba rame. mosaxdeni moxda. faqti ki jiutia. ufro metic, faqts fexebze hkidixar saerTod, Seni gancdebianad. iqiT gaiZulebs aRiaro da miiRo iseTi, rogoric aris. TviTon gojsac ar dagiTmobs, iotis odenadac ar Seicvleba da arc imis saSualebas mogcems, ukeTesad moemzado Tavis dasacavad (Tavis gasamarTleblad!), gaiTxaro sangari (igive samare), moirgo bakani (Cawve kuboSi!). Tumca, gindac gadrovos, rogor ginda gacveTili filosofiuri sentenciebiT gaamarTlo axal-axali uazroba, sibrmave, sidample, sisaZagle?! riTi ginda daupirispirde sakuTar araraobas?! da mainc... da mainc... da mainc... rac ar unda amazrzeni arseba iyos, adamiani Secodebasa da TanagrZnobas imsaxurebs mxolod meore adamianisgan, radgan meorec iseTivea, rogoric pirveli. sul sxvis molodinSia, zogjer mTeli sicocxlec, da sul sxva SerCeba xolme xelSi. xolo, mec Tu mkiTxavT, adamiani saerTod arafers ar aSavebs. yalbi fulis momWrelic angelozia. adamians SeuZlia mxolod Tavs avnos da Tu isjeba, amis gamo isjeba swored, sulerTia, RmerTisgan Tu sindisisgan. RmerTi da sindisi erTidaigivea. yovel SemTxvevaSi, ar SeiZleba, usvindisos RmerTi swamdes da uRmerTos sindisi awuxebdes. ai, rogor aris mowyobili adamiani yvelaferze ifiqrebs, imaze rom ar ifiqros, ris gamoc am dReSia Cavardnili... rac Seexeba kaWkaWs, Zalian uxdeba aqaurobas, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, acocxlebs, magram ranairi sakenkic ar unda dauyaro, siaxloves ar gagekareba. lizikosgan gansxvavebiT, bolomde inarCunebs velurTa da mouTvinierebelTa siamayes. magram, sabednierod, lizikosTvis yvelaferi damTavrda. veluri, mouTvinierebeli kaWkaWiviT Caiqrola misma uazro sicocxlem... arada, isic sul molodiniT iyo savse, gaurkveveli, ararealuri molodiniT. iman daipyro, iman gaaogna, gamoTiSa, gamoacalkeva danarCeni samyarodan da, umweo da umaqnisi, bolos umeTvalyureod miagdo fsiqiatriulis erT-erT aivanze. axlac uqmad zis da elodeba, ar ki icis,

ras. kacma rom Tqvas, arc ainteresebs amis gageba. piriqiT, afrTxobs, aSinebs, uaresad agangaSebs SesaZlebeli, Tundac pirobiTi dakonkreteba, savaraudo dazusteba am yovlis momcveli da yovlis wamlekavi SegrZnebisa. ufro zustad, kargs arafers elodeba. xolo, cudi imdenia mosalodneli, urCevnia saerTod ar ifiqros amaze (Tuki es SesaZlebelia), urCevnia mTeli arsebiT danebdes sakuTar umweobas da umaqnisobas, vidre kidev erTxel gaibiTuros Tavi ararsebuli gzebis ZiebiT. Tumca, mamamismac rom ar uTxras, TviTonac mSvenivrad icis, diaxac rom ararsebuli gzebis Ziebaa adamianoba, Torem, misTvis arasasiamovno situaciidan, virTxac ki daeZebs gamosavals. rogorc yovelTvis, mama axlac marTalia, magram lizikosac, rogorc yovelTvis, axlac mzada aqvs pasuxi: ai, erTaderTi gza, romelic man cxovrebiT daimsaxura arsaidan momavali da arsaiT mimavali gza ki ara, gzis nagleji, gzis monarCeni, asfaltmosxmuli da wablis mwvane burZglebiT mofenili... Sen Tu katlets ar SeWam, ludovikos Sevunaxav. mSieri mova is ubeduri. vaCnaZis moedanze dgas, Sindis saxre uWiravs da moZraobas awesrigebs Tavisi WkuiT. im dRes wavedi da vnaxe. aq ras udgexar-meTqi, vin mogca neba, moZraoba awesrigo-meTqi. arc aravis aukrZalavso. meo, mowodebiT milicieli ara var, magram vin var, aravin ar iciso... giJi kia, magram Wkvianicaa, sityvas ver mougeb. adreo, didi kaci viyavio, saqveyno saqmeebi mekiTxebodao... ra Cumada xar, go, cudze xom ar fiqrob isev? amoigde Tavidan. miafurTxe eSmaksa... isev es gaZaRlebuli cxovreba gerCios... ("mirCevnia kidec", gaifiqra lizikom). is qali Seni dedinacvalia, ara? ("dedaCemia" Tqva lizikom). lamazi qalia. debs ufro gavxarT. rame rom mouvides, erT dRes ar vicocxleb Tavso... egre vinmes vuyvarde da Tavi movikla? sad geCqareba? iq ra, dol-garmoniT Segxvdebian?! iq kidev uaresia... erTi mezobeli myavs, Seni xnisaa, Svidi Tvis gogo hyavs, ukanono, im dRes goris bazarze gauyvania da aTas maneTadac ver gauyidia... gamskdara tiriliT, amasac movklav da Tavsac moviklavo... vinc gagikeTa, jer is mokali-meTqi, me miqel-gabrieli ara var-meTqi... sulelebi xarT axalgazrdebi, arafris fasi ar iciT. Tqvens adgilas, ise gavuxdidi saqmes, TviTon daxociliyvnen. me ratom unda movkvde?! xaxvi var, meoredac movide?! aba, uyure, mainc gaurecxavs im tvingasarecxsa... maro! maro! saiTa xar? xom giTxari, mag fardags xeli ar mokido-meTqi... or dReSi isev iseTi gaxdeba... ("Sen ra gsjis, qalo, zixar da maslaaTob arxeinad" saidanRac dauZaxa marom). Tavi qvas gixeTqia. saRamos adgilze iyos, Torem, ar vici... erTi-ori dRe gafenen, gaarideben Tvalsa, mere gadaaxveven da Sin waiReben. ase gazides yvelaferi ("netavi marTla SeiZlebodes tvinis garecxva" gaifiqra lizikom). wablis xeze isev daiCxavla kaWkaWma. Cagiwydes xma! ("ratom wyevli? es xom kaWkaWia?!" gaukvirda lizikos). yvavis mamidaSvili gaxlavT. Tarsia, eg binZuri, ega... dacdili maqvs. eg ro daiCxavlebs, ar SeiZleba rame ar mewyinos...

yvelaze kargad antoni baZavda kaWkaWs. CavimalebodiT buCqebSi da daiwyebda Cxavils. maSinve mofrindebodnen. qviSxeTSi bevri kaWkaWia. Soriaxlos dasxdebodnen, dabneulebi, gakvirvebulebi, dainteresebulni. esec xom me ar momigonia?! qvebze davdgebodiT xolme, Sua mdinareSi, saxes cas mivuSverdiT, xelebs gavSlidiT frTebiviT, da uceb mogvwydeboda samyaro, zedmeti tvirTiviT... kaWkaWi tyuilad ar Cxavis, raRacas gvauwyebs, magram Cven ar gvesmis da verc verasodes gavigebT. Cemi neba rom iyos, misnobis instituts aRvadgendi da sxva yvelanairs davxuravdi... vidre bunebis enas ar viswavliT, nebismieri codna damRupvelia. eqimi rom melaparakeba, Tan yuris bibilos isress, eqTans aniSnebs raRacas, rac me ar unda gavigo. magram es saidumlo enaa da ara saidumlos amosaxsneli. me da mamas gvqonda elisosTvis da me da elisosac mamasTvis. albaT imaTac hqondaT CemTvis. ras mimalavdnen?! me imaTTvis araferi damimalavs. yvela ojaxi Taviseburi saidumloa, magram bolos, advili SesaZlebelia, Tavad saidumlo naklebad saintereso aRmoCndes sxvebisTvis. Cven TviTon vazviadebT da vawvrilmanebT yvelafers. xom SeiZleba, meTevzes yvelaze naklebad Tevzi ainteresebdes?! iqneb Tevzaoba uyvars, Tevzi ara?! iqneb Tevzaoba Tavdacvis erTgvari xerxia misTvis?! iqneb mxolod ase axerxebs sakuTari simartovis gadarCenas?! yvelas rodi SeuZlia saaTobiT yuryuti xidze, mzeSi, wvimaSi... iqneb, Tevzs ki ar elodeba, cols emaleba?! Zia gobroni mTeli dRe xidze idga xolme, TviTnakeTi ankesiT, da Zia pimeni dascinoda, Seni colis meti, mainc aravin wamoegeba mag ankeszeo. coli, me viqnebi Tu sxva, priapuli arsebaa da, TavisTavad, ukve peripetiaa nebismieri kacis cxovrebaSi da mxolod punikuri keTilsindisierebiT asrulebs Tavis movaleobas, radgan mowodebiT patronesaa da qmari misTvis, upirveles yovlisa, TavSesaqcevi, patara da sayvarlad gaburZgnuli pekinezia, magram TviTonac rom ver amCnevs, ise gardaiqmneba xolme ojaxis diasaxlisidan penitenciaris zedamxedvelad... mamaCemi meTamaSeboda bavSvobaSi amgvar sisuleleebs... mTavaria, erTsa da imave asoze iwyebodes yvela ucxo sityva... didostatia amgvari Steruli TamaSebisa. ai, vin aris saidumlo! gamocana... Seketilia Tavis xavsmodebul niJaraSi da akakunebs Tavis daJangul "erikaze"... rom vuyvarvar, imitomac ver mitans. rogorc eliso ambobs, mets eloda Cemgan. yovel SemTxvevaSi, imas namdvilad ar eloda, rac moxda... mTeli cxovreba mglis Tavze kiTxulobda saxarebas. Cveni urTierToba normaluri rom ar aris, bunebrivia, magram mizezi ar aris bunebrivi. "keTilismsurvelebic" uaresad agiJeben Turme. mainc wamoscda elisos. saerTod unda gadavWra telefonio. erTs daurekavs, etyoba, Tqveni romanebidan iswavla aseTi kargi qalobao... is ki, mainc akakunebs. meTevzisa ar iyos, isic Tavis simartoves ufrTxildeba. kakuniT icavs Tavs, kakuniT afrTxobs keTil feriebs. magram mamaCemis mokvla ki ar undaT imaT, ubralod ainteresebT, Sxamis ra dozas uZlebs saerTod adamiani da kerZod mwerali. es aris da es. magram, amjerad, cota xniT mocda mouwevT. rogorc eliso ambobs, mwerali saomradaa wasuli. vai, Cveni mtris brali! aba, amis mere gabedos sxvisi miwa-wylis miTviseba! marTalia, es jer mxolod elisos varaudia, magram Zalian hgavs simarTles. an aqamde rogor ikavebda Tavs. iTmina, iTmina da bolos mainc gamovida moTminebidan. Cemi zurgCanTa wauRia, bavSvobis droindeli. axla TviTon icis, rasac izams. jer gadamTiels utirebs dedas da mere Sinaursac mixedavs. aravis ar SearCens... ras? ras ar SearCens? iqneb Svilis gaubedurebas?! ara, mamaCemo! kaSelebs TavianTi kaSelobac eyofaT satanjvelad da savalalod. SeiZleba, sxvebze ukeTesebic

aRmoCndnen bolos. iseTebi arian, rogorebic unda iyvnen. arc fers icvlian, arc znes, arc Citobaze ocneboben da arc Tagvoba eTakilebaT. vinc sxvas amtyunebs, Zalauneburad, Tavs imarTlebs. TavismarTleba ki, damnaSavis Tvisebaa... saerTod, ras niSnavs damnaSave, icis vinmem?! an yvelani erTnairad damnaSaveni varT, an yvelani erTnairad udanaSauloni, magram esec arafers niSnavs, radgan saboloo jamSi, mainc yvela erTnairad itanjeba, mtyuanica da marTalic... da ase iqneba, vidre marTla ar Seicvleba raRaca... viTom ki ara, marTla, seriozulad... Tu aravin mogvemateba, viRaca unda mogvakldes aucileblad. de, me viyo is viRaca... mkvlelebTan erT sufraze ar davsxdebiTo, magram amiT xom Cemi upatronobac aRiares?! isinic ise momeqcnen, rogorc upatronos ekadreba... Cems iqiT mainc aRar gaqvs gzao... CitiviT xar maxeSi gabmulio... ukanaskneli naZiralac rom ver warmoidgens, imasac vikadreb da Cemsas mainc gavitano... mamaSens plagiatorad da samSoblos moRalated gamovacxadeb, Sens debil qmars Cveulebriv Tanamedrove metraked, Sen ki, fulis bozado... mere iareT sasamarTlodan sasamarTloSi da amtkiceT Tqveni simarTleo... magram imis gamarTleba ufro SeiZleba, vidre Cemi... imas mizani hqonda da Tavisi binZuri miznis misaRwevad aravis erideboda, arafers iSurebda, arc limonaTs, arc namcxvars, arc naZvis xis mosawvevs da arc TvalxuWuna Tojinas... me ki, Worikana dedakacebis SemeSinda da Cemi yvelaze ukeTilSobilesi movaleobis aRsasruleblad, mamisa da qmris Rirsebis dasacavad, yvelaze uRirsi gza avirCie... yvelaze iolic... kniaJna qeTusiasi ar iyos, mec maSinve loginSi Caviwvine mamisa da qmris damxvreti... Tumca, sinamdvileSi, me movkali oriveni, me mivayene saxalxod kedelTan mamac da qmaric... iman mxolod iaraRis xmareba maswavla, rogorc ufrosma da Cemze metad gamowrTobilma am saqmeSi... magram mec rom bunebiT mkvleli ar viyo, veranairi kaSeli ver Camadeninebda amas... guSin... guSin?! SeiZleba, dRes. SeiZleba, sulac qviSxeTSi... aRar maxsovs... ciyvma gairbina bilikze, raRacnairad uxalisod, duned, ugangaSod, da vinc Tvali mohkra, yvela mosaklavad gamoekida, avadmyofic, eqimic, sanitaric, mnaxvelic... albaT isic avad iyo da wamlisTvis movida, moakiTxa adamians, bolo imeds... iman ki, Tofi daaxala da Tvali gadmougdo... cota-cota yvelani mkvlelebi varT. mec, antonic, elisoc, mamaCemic... imaTze rom araferi vTqvaT. jer marto me ramdenjer mdomebia, Tundac, mamaCemis mokvla. imitom rom, arafriT ar SeiZleba, imasac ar miuZRodes "iotis odena" wvlili dedaCemis sikvdilSi. is ki, arxeinad mReroda. ra amRerebs adamians abazanaSi?! albaT sakuTari siSiSvlisa da sipataravis SegrZneba. magram safrTxe rom elodebodes, xom ar gaSiSvldeboda?! hoda, raxan gaSiSvlda, etyoba, arafris eSinia. martoa sakuTar TavTan. zedmeti yvelaferi moiSora. Sin aris, mSobliur cixesimagreSi, oRond, mkvlelebTan erTad, rac jer ar icis da amitomac mReris, magram male Seityobs da aRar eqneba samRerlad saqme. eli eli elisukaa waa a miisvi zurgze saa a apo oo niii mReris arxeinad. elisukac mxolod daZaxebas elodeba. droze qeni, Sebrundi, wesierad moixare, sad mcalia amdenio uaresad abruebs, aRadavebs yalbi guliTadobiT da is debilic rom daujerebs, ese igi, Setrialdeba da "wesierad" moixreba, gvelaZua elisuka celofanis fardas Camoglejs uceb da Tavze gadaafarebs isedac dabrmavebulsa da dabneul Tanamecxedres. Tanamecxedre jer gauZaliandeba, gaubrazdeba, egoneba, mexumreba, meTamaSeba ukve arcTu ise axalgazrda colio, magram male mixvdeba imis siverages da, rasakvirvelia, maSinve mSvelels uxmobs. vin SeiZleba iyos mSveleli?! Tanac, sakuTar ojaxSi?!

TavisTavad cxadia, Svili. erTaderTi. ganumeorebeli. misi siamaye da imedi. liza, liza, lizaaaa Rrialebs damfrTxali, Tavzardacemuli, wamxdari... liza ki, rasakvirvelia, winaswar momzadebuli, karTan momlodine, giJiviT Seuvardeba da xerxis pirian, puris saWrel dinas Cascems zurgSi, erTxel, orjer, uTvalavjer... vidre eliso ZaliT ar gaagdebinebs xelidan mamis sisxliT gazinTul danas... abazanis buRSi dganan, molandebebs hgvanan, alqajebs... cxeli, qafqafa wyali, dRes egzom sanatreli, cxenis floqvebis TqaraTquriT esxmeba celofanis fardaSi gaxveul gvams. cxenebis dafeTebulma remam gadaTela, miwaSi Catkepna, Canaya Cveni saxelovani mwerali... Rirsia. daimsaxura. oxunjobasa da enamoswrebulobaSi ejibrebodnen mTeli sicocxle isa da misi Tanamokalmeebi erTmaneTs, vidre Cven viryvnebodiT, vecemodiT, vnadgurdebodiT dRiTidRe, TandaTan da safuZvlianad. xma ar amoeReba. hoda, gaCumdes. adamianis xeli ase ver daasaxiCrebda. alibad esec kmara. sahaero katastrofis anda stiqiuri ubedurebis msxverplni gamoiyurebian ase. Sesabralisad ki ara, amazrzenad... abazanidan wiTeli qafiani wyali gadmodis da, gamalebuli, TiTqos sakuTar Tavs unda Caaswroso, bzrial-bzrialiT mixrialebs trapis xvrelSi... raze fiqrob, go? erTi saaTia gelaparakebi da, Senc ar momikvde... ar gesmis Tu ar gsiamovnebs Cemi laparaki? ("arafers ar vfiqrob, gismenT" Tqva lizikom). ra TqvenobiT melaparakebi, naCxubrebi xom ara varT?! lena mqvian... ("deida lena... xom SeiZleba, deida dagiZaxoT? deida lena, iciT ra aris mTavari? mTavaria, araviTari urTierToba ar gqondeT arc sityvieri znedacemul, garyvnil adamianTan... gindac Seniani iyos... miT ufro SenianTan... axlos ar gaikaroT meZavi, loTi da narkomani... mxolod ase moereviT borotebas... miteveba ki ara, miutevloba... sxvanairad Tqvenc meZavi, loTi da narkomani iqnebiT RmerTisTvis... gindaT? ar mogbezrdaT? me mombezrda" Tqva lizikom). kargi, gena, rogorc gindodes... Tvali geWiroso da, mec imitom vtrialeb Soriaxlos... ("Tvali geWiros da itriale" gaawyvetina lizikom). egre rogor SeiZleba, gena... egre rogor SeiZleba! cota mouWiT nervebs, kaci ver daglaparakebiaT, eklada xarT qceulni... mSobelma gagalaRaT da imitom... egre rogor SeiZleba... magaliTad, Tvals ratom ar axel? eg raRas niSnavs? ras uzixar ase TvaldaxuWuli? Tvalebi gtkiva Tu grcxvenia? gvipasuxeT qalbatono... Sen gekiTxebian! ("ase ukeTesad gxedavT" gaeRima lizikos).

cota marTla unda movuWiro nervebs. magram rac moxda, aucileblad unda momxdariyo. madloba RmerTs... Tundac, ase gaxsnilad, uniRbod rom davnaxvebodiT erTmaneTs... ra iqneba, sulerTia, oRonod, is aRar iyos, rac iyo. aramarto eqimi, sxvac bevri Seecdeba Cvens gacurebas... samkvdrosasicocxlo omi mZvinvarebs... mamaCemic ki CaiTria. gamoaZvrina niJaridan, rogorc tkbilad moubarma enam... warmogidgeniaT! omSi wasula, Cemi zurgCanTiT. yofna, ar yofna... ai, ra aris dRes sakiTxavi! anda, eqimma marTla ar icis, ra mWirs. saidan unda icodes?! me bavSvi iqamde gavaCine, vidre aq momiyvandnen. vin momiyvana? ra saocaria, araferi ar maxsovs. arada, viRacam namdvilad momiyvana. ise rogor aRmovCndebodi aq?! viTom noqarma?! rogor SeeSinda im ubedurs. ai, is momwons-meTqi da, yvela erTnairiao, zomiTac da feriTaco. maSin, romelic ginda, is momeci-meTqi. vidre xurdas damibrunebda, ukve gadaWrili mqonda orive maja. iqve. adgilze. daufiqreblad. sad wavidodi ukeTes adgilas... mamasTan?! qmarTan?! samarTebeli iatakze davagde, xelebi ki daxlis SuSaze davawyve, daxlis SuSas vawvebodi majebiT, noqarma sisxli ar dainaxos-meTqi, magram sisxls ra gaaCerebs... gamococda, gamococda, gamococda da uzarmazar gubed dadga SuSaze. ra qeni, Se idioto, Se idioto, Se idiotoo... adamianis saxe aRar edo im ubedurs. sxvaTaSoris, gaTxovil qals, gindac ganaTxovars, Tavis mosaklavi adgili mainc unda hqondes, sxvaze rom araferi vTqvaT. magaliTad, Cemi bavSvi WotorSia, katos didedasTan. ar icodi? mama xar, Se marTla idioto... rasakvirvelia, menatreba. magram jer ver moxerxdeba Cveni Sexvedra. rogorme xelSi unda aviyvano Tavi. marTalia deida lena. Zalian gavlaRdiT am bolo dros. magram dedoba marto bavSvis gaCena ar aris. elisos bavSvi ar gauCenia, magram dedaa. sxvaTaSoris, marto elisos undoda, gameCina. magram iqneb eqimi marTalia?! iqneb marTla momeSala muceli?! ki magram, rom maxsovs?! sul Tvalwin rom midgas imis saxe?! guSin xom momiyvana elisom?! ra suleli var! guSin xelSi ar meWira! am saRamosac momiyvans albaT. biWia Tu gogo? rasakvirvelia, gogo. ara, biWi. ar maxsovs. eliso mova da metyvis. TavisTavad moxda ase. TavisTavad xdeba yvelaferi. aravin ar Tqvas... Tumca, siyvaruli didi Zalaa. gaaCnia, vin giyvars. bevri unda daTmo cotasTvis. ufro Sens sazianod, vidre sasargeblod. rac me Cavidine, Tuki marTla Cavidine, sasacilodac ar eyofaT xvalindel gogoebs. Cvens skolaSi pirvelad SaSubeSa Team gaixada da garicxes, magram meore semestrSi ukve maswavleblebic ixdidnen. viRacis bneli mSobeli mogvivarda benzinis baloniT, dedabudianad unda gadagwvaTo, arada, samneo ganyofilebis gamge ukve fuls adebinebda SedarebiT gamosul mSoblebs striptizisTvis saWiro inventaris SesaZenad. erTi Cveulebrivi epizodia Cveulebrivi melodramisa. romeli erTi gavixseno. yvela erTnairia. magram mainc is dro jobda. cotas vswavlobdiT da did gamocdilebas viRebdiT mSobliuri rudunebiTa da pedagogiuri SorsmWvretelobiT SerCeuli videokasetebis meSveobiT. iyo erTi oromtriali, kasetebis gacvla-gmocvla, gaTxoveba-gamoTxoveba, gayidva-gamosyidva, gadawera-gadamravleba... mTel qalaqs movirbendiT xolme CvenTvis sasurveli kasetisTvis. mamaCemi gafxorili dadioda. viRas axsovda wigni. an romel wignSi waikiTxavdiT, rac am kasetebze xdeboda... xan, viTom, didad dafasebul saxelmwifo moxeles narkomani meZavi uyvardeboda da, ra vici, raRas ar kisrulobda, erT adgils Tu aalokvinebda is narkomani meZavi. aba, ra ggoniaT! Tuki siyvaruli brZensac agiJebs, saxelmwifo moxele vin migdia... bolos kontrabandistobac daiwyo Tavis dulcineas gulisTvis. narkotiki

gadahqonda erTi adgilidan meoreze. Sin ki, angelozi coli da sami erTmaneTze bunCula Svili elodeboda. rodis mova, dediko, mamiko? ar scalia, genacvaleT, mamaTqvens, saxelmwifo saqmeebiTaa dakavebuli. am dros, marTla dakavebulia maTi mamiko. ufro sworad, gakavebuli hyavT narkomani meZavis damqaSebs, dasorsolebul geroins tenian swor nawlavSi... magram, erTxelac iqneba, geroini nawlavSi gaixsneba da magra daaqliavebs saxelmwifo moxeles. aba ba ba ba... veRar atrialebs enas. saidan gaCnda amdeni narkotikuli nivTiereba Tqvens swor nawlavSio aqeT-iqidan ekiTxebian sabaJos, policiis, sasazRvro departamentis Tu uSiSroebis TanamSromlebi iqneba, Cvenc gamovkraT xeli raRacaso is ki, aba ba ba ba... anda, kidev ukeTesi, TeTrkanian keTilSobil qalbatons Savkaniani banZi uyvardeba, Tanac, homoseqsuali... siyvarulzea gaTvlili yvelaferi, sulerTia, kacis da qalis, kacisa da kacis Tu qalisa da qalis siyvarulze, mTavaria, uyvardeT, anu, undodeT erTmaneTi... xoda, siyvarulis saxeliT, ara marto sqess icvlis keTilSobili qalbatoni, aramed kansac... TeTrkaniani Savkaniani xdeba, ubrundeba pirvelyofil sawyiss, cxoveluri idumalebis gamoqvabuls, tamtamebis xmaze da saritualo koconebis mewamul gamonaSuqze... ai, amgvar sisuleleebs gvatenidnen, fafasaviT, fafasTan erTad... me, piradad, yelamde var... madlobT... magram Tuki marTla giyvars?! xom SeiZleba, marTla giyvardes Cveulebrivi, normaluri, mama-papuri siyvaruliT?! rac Zvelia cudicaa?! maSin, ratom daeZeben dRes antikvarul nivTebs ase gamgelebulni?! ratomaa samarcxvino, vTqvaT, Zveli avejisa Tu Zveli xaliCis msgavsad, Zveli siyvarulic ainteresebdes viRacas?! qali iseTia, rogori kacic uwevs gverdiT. aravisze naklebi ar viqnebodi. ra Tqma unda, xasiaTic Semecvleboda albaT, TandaTanobiT, nawilobriv mainc... dedaCemic mZime xasiaTisa yofila. mamaCems rom wahyolia, dedamisi (bebiaCemi) Tavs iklavda Turme, mTlad gadarevs im sawyal giJpoetaso... magram saidan vici es ambavi me?! romelma Citma momitana?! deda, rasakvirvelia, ar metyoda, patara viyavi Zalian. bebia dedaze adre mokvda. vis aZlevs xels, amgvar informacias rom vflobde me?! mamas an elisos. an orives erTad. sabralo eliso. isev eliso, yvelgan, yvelaferSi... imanac bevri daTmo siyvarulis gulisTvis da, saboloo jamSi, mainc Tavis sazianod, vidre sasargeblod. me maZleven wesieri col-qmrobis magaliTs, Torem cocxlad SeWamdnen albaT erTmaneTs... eliso zedmeti msxverplia... sazarbazne xorci... me medidguleba, Torem, bartyiviT umweoa. RmerTo, mimaniSne, maswavle, rogor vuSvelo! aqedan gaval Tu ara, unda davelaparako, gulwrfelad, mSvidad, yovelgvari scenebis gareSe... aRaraa amis dro. dedaze ufro dedao... vin Tqva? vis uTxra? ar maxsovs. ar vici. araferi ar vici. rac ar vici, is vici mxolod. orivem unda gavxsnaT frCxilebi. sul kvarcxlbekze dgoma ubedurebaa. vinme mainc giyurebdes. vis raSi Wirdebi?! vin rad gagdebs?! xalxma ukve moinela. axal-axali gmiri da msxverpli sWirdeba yoveldRe, cocxali, sisxliT gatiknuli... moiZre gvirgvini, Camoibane grimi da Caujeqi mamamTils kalTaSi... miyevi cxovrebis dinebas, iberiidan iberniamde da ukan, iberniidan iberiamde... sanaZleo, koreqtura egonebaT da mainc ar gaasworeben, kidev ufro didi Secdomis SiSiT. ase varT yvelani. Secdomas vamCnevT, magram ar vasworebT (arc vamowmebT), gvrcxvenia, uaresi Secdoma ar davuSvaT... arada, Secdoma TavisTavad ar arsebobs, Tu adamianma ar Caidina, ar dauSva... Tu adamianma ar Tqva, maincdamainc, es aris Secdomao... gansxvaveba isaa, rom rasac sCadis, TavisTvis sCadis, da rasac ambobs, sxvebisTvis ambobs... amitomac, yvela xedavs, yvela maSinve amCnevs mis namoqmedars, misi naTqvami

ki aravis esmis... erTi. ori. sami. oTxi. xuTi. eqvsi. Svidi. rva. cxra. aTi. TerTmeti. Tormeti. cameti... uyureT erTi, ra ambiT Cxavis! etyoba, micno... ver vxedav, sad zis... ver vxedav, magram vgrZnob. rogor unda davinaxo TvaldaxuWulma, haaa?! deida lena... Tqven gekiTxebiT qalbatono... ra saerTo aqvs kaWkaWs yvavTan?! me Tu mkiTxavT, araviTari. yvavi debilia. Tanac yrantalebs. es ki, Cxavis, CviliviT. ra gaCxavlebso, dahyvirian braziani dedebi Cvilebs, ras yrantalebo ki ara, ra gaCxavlebso... ufro niWiericaa. nebismier melodias imaxsovrebs Turme nebismieri qarTuli filmidan, nebismier ginebas nebismier enaze, nebismier sazepiros ganaTlebis saministroSi Sedgenil nebismieri programidan... rac mTavaria, uSecdomod SeuZlia gamoarCios yalbi margaliti namdvili margalitebis zRvidan. fefesaviT, imasac yalbi urCevnia da imitom. ufro brWyvialebs. me ki, asamde ver davTvale uSecdomod... deida lenas laparakma yvelaferi gaafuWa, magram isic vikiTxoT, deida lena ram gaafuWa ase uimedod. namdvilad me maniSnebs raRacas. deida lena ki ara, kaWkaWi. magram raRa drosia! bolo yvelafers agvirgvinebs. ToTxmeti. TxuTmeti. Teqvsmeti. Cvidmeti. yviTeli peplebi Tavs ki ar imkvdaruneben, rogorc Cven gvgonia, ase ixocebian. uazro, umizno freniT dauZlurebulni, gamofitulni cvivian da mere verafriT veRar axerxeben afrenas. tyuilad afarfateben frTebs, notio mtvers ibertyaven sikvdilis win. mec pepelasaviT var, sakuTar mtverSi vgdivar da amaod vafarfateb frTebs... ara, veRarc vafarfateb, gulze maqvs dakrefili, xelebiviT, da mival, miviparebi... Tvrameti. cxrameti... odnav Tu avcdi miwas, maSinve gamsresen, fexiT, xeliT, qviT, joxiT... rac xelSi moxvdebaT... ginaxavT, momakvdav peplis garSemo Cacucquli bavSvebi?! odesRac imaTnairi bavSvi iyo eqimic, deida lenac, uCinmaCini maroc da am Tavgzadakarguli cxovrebis moxalise regulatori ludovikoc... ocdaori. ara, ocdaerTi. fu, isev SemeSala. imitom rom, sisuleleebze vfiqrob. gawafulni arian am saqmeSi. ki ar arian, varT. Tavidanve viwafebiT yvelani. raRas ar vxocavdiT qviSxeTSi, peplebio, xoWoebio, kaliebio, nemsiylapiebio, krazanebio, bayayebio... gvelebsac ki... arafers ar vaWaWanebdiT irgvliv... mokle, vercxlisferi gvelebi icis iq... arcerTi cxoveli ar iqneba bavSvze cnobismoyvare da bavSvze daundobeli, miwis qveS Cayveba WianWvelas da iq mouTavebs xels... erTi. ori. sami. oTxi. xuTi. eqvsi. samagierod, cxovrebac ufro rTuli aqvs, ufro saxifaToc. xoda, Tavidanve iZens saWiro codnagamocdilebas. magram codna-gamocdilebis gamoyenebasac Sno unda, yvela ver gamoiyenebs, rogorc antonma ver gamoiyena... Svidi. rva. SeiZleba, waxdes bolo wuTas. cxra. aTi. erTbaSad daaviwydes. antonsac amitom ar gamouvida araferi... Tavi Seircxvina... TerTmet. Tormet... Tormeti vTqvi. ara, ar miTqvams. maSin axla vityvi. Tormet. camet. ToTxmet. TxuTmet... iman ki, me damiyena win, farad amifara da ai, vin unda mokla, Sen rom marTla kaci iyoo Wkua daariga, gzaze daayena Svili... magram antons araferi aRar esmoda. Teqvsmet. gaSterebuli idga. Cvidmet. pirdaRebuli. Tvramet. orive, oriveni-meTqi, vuyvirodi, magram rad ginda, ar esmoda. oci. oci ki ara, cxrameti, Se kretino. culi ki gamovtace, magram iman xeli gadamitriala da damagdebina... RmerTo, rogor mindoda, rogor mindoda... Cemi dedamTili rom ar Semosuliyo bedze, imas rom ar aeRo culi da uknidan ar daekra TavSi qmrisTvis, albaT guli gamiskdeboda... sisxli rom davinaxe, cota davmSviddi... me movkali me movkali me movkali mamaCemio, marTla debiliviT luRluRebda Cemi qmari. gadi aqedan, aravis aravin ar mouklavso, uyvira dedam. dedamisma. deida fefem. iqamde arc gamigia imis xmamaRali sityva.

Caicvi da momexmareo, axla me SemomRrina, rogorc bordelis diasaxlisma, Tanac, saeWvo reputaciis mqone bordelisa, Tavxedi, uzneo, ayalmayalis moyvaruli klienturiT gamwarebuli, personalze rom iyris javrs... imaTTanaa magari... yelSi amouvida aseTi cxovreba, sul SiSi, sul cudis molodini, narwyevis mowmenda, dafxrewilis dakereba, damtvreulis dawebeba, magram mxolod es icis, mxolod amgvari cxovrebisTvis varga da, RmerTma nu qnas, rame Tu Seicvala mis cxovrebaSi, gindac ukeTesobisken, dards gadahyveba. orasormocdaeqvsi... magrad gavutie, ai! Cveni gabednierebis dRes Zirnayari xorci gvaWama. Tumca, me ar miWamia. me vicodi, magram sxvebi ar gavafrTxile. sxvebi ki ara, Cemebi, eliso da mamaCemi, Zveli mSoblebi axali dedamTilis xaTriT. namusi Sevunaxe dedamTils. SemTxveviT Sevixede samzareuloSi da, iatakze daCoqili, gamalebuli igrovebda winsafarSi jer kidev orTqliani sukis naWrebs. sufraze gamosatani langari xelidan gasxltomia da me rom daminaxa, ar gamTqvao, miSveleo, Semevedra, momklavs Seni mamamTilio. rasakvirvelia, ar gavTqvi da, rasakvirvelia, mivexmare kidec, uceb movxvete langris namtvrevebi, salaTis dafleTil foTlebTan erTad. aravis araferi gaugia. mSvenivrad miirTves. kargi qeni, win dagxvdebao... me ki ar damiTria TmiT, qmars Caartya TavSi culi. orimilioncxraasiaTasrvaassamocdacameti. Tqvenc iseTive yalbi xarT, rogorc Tqveni margalitebi-meTqi, magram aRar maxsovs, rasTan dakavSirebiT vuTxari. is ukve skamze ijda, mosulierebuli, TavSexveuli. safeTqelTan odnav gamoSaveboda saxvevi. coli windebs acmevda, mis fexebTan Cacucquli. ra momividao, ekiTxeboda cols... Tavs acodebda... uCveulod sevdiani, fiqriani... mZime avadmyofiviT. araferic ar mogividao, atyuebda coli, cota sisxli dakarge da cota xniT gonebao. noli. daviwyoT nolidan. pirvelad iyo noli. marTla magrebi arian. Cven gvinda da ver vakeTebT, isini ki mainc akeTeben, sulerTia, undaT Tu ara. jer akeTeben da mere arkveven, unda gaekeTebinaT Tu ara, rac gaakeTes. noli Tu nuli? vwerT nuls, magram vambobT nols. Cven imaTi momrevi ara varT. isev isini Tu moerevian erTmaneTs. erTi batonobis dauokebeli JiniT, meore butaforiuli keTildReobis cxoveluri erTgulebiT... romeli ufro Zlieria?! ar vici. magram aseve rom ar vicode, rogor gamoiyureba sikvdili, ufro iolad Seveleodi sicocxles. vidre cocxali xar, raRaciT mainc gamoirCevi sxvebisgan, mkvdari ki, yvela erTnairia, erTnairad mkvdaria, adamianic, ciyvic, pepelac... sxva gza ar arsebobs. mesame ara, merve! yovelTvis ori iyo da ori iqneba. an xar, an ara. sicocxle opiumia. gaSterebs, gacdens, gacdunebs... ggonia xar, magram sinamdvileSi didi xania aRar arsebob, arc SenTvis, arc sxvisTvis. swored amis garkvevaa Zneli, xar Tu ara. me megona, uceb gavarkvevdi, iqve, daxlTan, maRaziaSi, vidre noqari mobrundeboda, magram, nuras ukacravad! yvelafers codna unda da Seni kuTxec unda gqondes, wesierad Tu ginda Tavis mokvla, safuZvlianad, erTxel da samudamod. sxva Tu araferi, noqarTanaa sircxvili. is ra SuaSia?! iman ratom unda recxos... magram ras vifiqrebdi, amdeni sisxli Tu mqonda. veraferi movuxerxe... erTdroulad micocavda yvela mxares, Wiayelebis jogiviT... erTxel, kanalizaciis mili gagviskda da welSi gavwydiT me da eliso, veraferSi CavtieT binZuri, qafiani wyali... modioda da modioda Cemi sisxliviT... mTeli maRazia daitbora, daxlianad, noqrianad, da bolos, mec gamomacala fexqveS miwa, mec cimcim gamitana quCaSi Cemi sisxlis niaRvarma... quCac Cemi sisxliT iyo gadawiTlebuli... Cemi sisxlis gubeebSi miSlapunobdnen gamvlelebi, miSxuodnen manqanebi... mere aRar maxsovs... ara,

rogor ara! mere, viTom, qviSxeTSi viyavi, oRond, uantonod... pirvelad Cems sicocxleSi. qviSxeTi erTaderTi adgilia albaT, sadac siamovnebiT ver movkvdebodi. Tumca, yovelTvis maRizianebda da mabrazebda, mamaCems Ramis gasaTevi adgilic rom ar hqonda iq, imaT ki, sasaxle edgaT... gansakuTrebiT, didi TeTri qvebis meCeCi miyvars, bondis qvemoT... cxenis ConCxiviT gdia mdinareSi da Toliebi dastrialeben Tavs, svavebiviT... albaT mamis jibriTac momivida, rac momivida... araferi gagikvirdeT Cemgan. SeiZleba, elisos movuge niSni, Tvali davuyene, ai, Sen visTvis iklavdi Tavs da ai, vin iklavs CemTvis Tavs-meTqi... Tavs ver davdeb, marTla ase moxda-meTqi, magram cxadad maxsovs, rogor davusxlti xelidan, rogor gavxseni seifi, rogor aviRe revolveri... ar gabriyvdeo, damiyvira Cemma Wkvianma dedamTilma. erTi ki gavifiqre, esec xom ar mivayolo-meTqi, magram tyvia aRar damrCa. erTi. ori. sami. oTxi. xuTi. eqvsi. Svidi... davcxrile saceriviT. SadrevaniviT asxamda sisxls natyviarebidan. laCari. laCari... ver vitan laCar kacs. arada, aravin meguleboda imis momrevi. bavSvobidanve ase gavizarde, ase mwamda. yvelas eSinoda. CurCuliT laparakobdnen imaze... manqanidan rom gadmovidoda, uneburad ukan ixevdnen. Svilis ki, SeeSinda. Svilma culi mouRera da, aba ba ba ba... luRluRebda raRacas. aba ba ba ba... mwerlebis dasapatiJeblad rom amovidoda xolme, atydeboda erTi aliaqoTi, ra CavicvaT da ra davixuroTo... mRvdels WilofSi icnobeno, icinoda Zia pimeni... jer kidev maSin meZaxda madam kaSels... mec swored magis meSiniao, SfoTavda Zia diomide. aba, dasaxvretad Tu gveZaxis, sjobs titvlebi mivadgeTo, seriozulad ambobda Zia gobroni... eSinodaT da xumrobdnen. eSinodaT da mainc midiodnen. iman ki, maSinve gamwira, rogorc ki safrTxe igrZno, me Semaxoca Tavisi binZuri xelebi, rogorc ki daufeTa Svilma angelozebi. ai, vin unda moklao, me damiyena win, es damaSni bliadio, rusulad Tqva, komunisturad... arcerTi tyvia ar amicdenia, Tumca pirvelad meWira revolveri xelSi... eZebos, visac guli Sestkiva. sardafSi davmarxeT me da Cemma dedamTilma, Zvelma dostebma. Tu vinmes moukvda, me momikvdao, magram mainc ase jobdao. uceb Seicvala azri. garemoeba qmnis Segnebas. Jeleznic gvexmareboda. noxSi gavaxvieT da sardafSi CavitaneT, Zveli taxtiviT. antoni ki miliciaSi gaiqca. me gamiswora, Tavisi WkuiT. Tavis Tavze aiRo. waiZvelbiWa. Tavi dado, dimitri TavdadebuliviT... ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe. ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe... rame Tu SeeZlo, droze unda gamoeRo xeli... vidre gaviryvnebodiT, vidre zezeurad davlpebodiT yvelani... axla raRa drosia. axla aRarc mkvdari ainteresebs vinmes da aRarc mkvleli... rac meti mkvleli iqneba, miT ukeTesi, ufro male gamovuyvanT erTmaneTs wirvas... miWirs, magram vaRiareb, mamaCemi yovelTvis marTali iyo! kaSelebma rac ikisres, Seasrules kidec, magram arc Cven SegviSlia xeli... mkvlelebi, meZavebi, narkomanebi, loTebi da qurdebiRa davrCiT... benzini rom gadagvasxan da cecxli wagvikidon, aravis gaukvirdeba. gaxarebiT ki, SeiZleba bevrs gauxardes... finito komedia! axla es mindori zRvad iqceva da aseve gadaveSvebi am aivnidan. vicureb, vicureb, vidre guli ar SemiRondeba, vidre ukidegano wyali maryuJiviT ar wamiWers kiserSi... erTi. Tumca, Sors mainc ver waval Cemi xelebis patroni... ori. venebi gadaiWerio! sami. Tqven Tu ityviT! oTxi. viTom, ratom unda gadameWra venebi?! xuTi. dedamTilma gadamiWra albaT. eqvsi. revolvers marTmevda. Svidi. erTi mec masrolineo. rva. magram ar davuTme. cxra. xoda, gadamiWra... aTi...

... ar gesmis, go? cudad xom ara xar? ginda, wyali mogitano ("ratom unda viyo cudad?!" gaikvirva lizikom). ra vici, guli ki gamixeTqe da... me vifiqre... cotas morCa, ludovikos davuZaxe. rasac Sen is glocavs, ar vici... iseTi movida, sacodavi, dana pirs ar uxsnida. mgoni, nacemic unda iyos, viRacas marTla daujerebia imis joxisTvis da did manqanas Seskdomia, satvirTos... foToliviT dascvivda nomrebio... Seni katleti ZaliT vaWame. gloca da gloca... Sen ki ar gifrTxildeba, aqaur saWmels ver Wams-meTqi, ukeTessaa miCveuli-meTqi... arao, eg rom kargi adamiani ar iyos, aq mosasvlelad ar gauxdeboda saqmeo... egao, etyoba, namdvili STamomavalia Tavisi winaprebisao, aq ro winad xalxi cxovrobda, imaTio... Tqvenao, adre, didi xalxi iyaviTo, didad dafasebulico, Tqven ro ara, vin icis, pirjvris werac aRar gvxsomeboda dResao... aseTi ucnauri laparaki icis. ro ar icnobde, verc ityvi, giJiao. kviraSi erTi dRe, Tqvens enaze galobdnen caSi angelozebio, Tqven ki, erTmaneTsac veRar agebinebT miwazeo... aCrdilebic aRara xarT imaTio, Zvelebiso... netavi gzaSi momkvdariyav da am dReSi ar menaxeTo... bolnisidan varo, Tu bolinidano, ar vici, ver vimaxsovreb... Tan laparakobs, Tan TviTonve tiris Tavis nalaparakevze da Tan Sens katlets miirTmevs. es sikeTec imaTgan mogdevTo... Wiri imas da dozana... pirdaRebuli Sevcqeri, suleliviT, da mec vtiri... Sen raRa gatirebs, Se ardasarCenomeTqi, veubnebi Cems Tavs, Sen raSi gekiTxeba Zveli ambebi-meTqi, guSin ra Wame, is ar gaxsovs-meTqi... ("deida lena, me sakuTari mamamTili arajansaRi siyvaruliT Seviyvare da sakuTari mama cocxlad davmarxe" Tqva lizikom). rogor ara! Cvenc maSinve dagijereT... mamaTqvenic aq brZandeboda da mamamTilic. mamaSenma yvelas xeli CamogvarTva, ludovikosac... mamamTilma ki, dedabudianad amogJuJavT suyvelaso, amas ro rame mouvideso... gesmis, go?! Cven ra SuaSi varT, Tu RmerTi gwams?! Cven vin ras gvekiTxeba?! is vaCnaZis moedanze milicionerobs, me aq vdiasaxlisob... Cemi Tavis avadmyofica var da eqimic... arc eqimia adgilze da arc avadmyofi... roca undaT, modian, roca undaT, midian, zogi maTxovrobs, zogi qurdobs, zogi kide, ra vici, cirkTan dganan Turme... ase ambobs ludoviko. erTi mec unda wavide da davdge, vnaxoT, aba, Secdeba Tu ara vinme. Senc wamodi. erTad wavideT. orisTvis advilia... Sen jvari gweria, gena, Cemi dasanaxi Tvali ki, didi xania daubrmavda qveyanas. erTi, ise dabrmavebula, marTla ludovikos samarTavi gamxdariyos... milicia Tu aRar gamodis quCaSi, Sen ra gsjis, Sen raRas iwuxeb-meTqi Tavsa, ver daetie im Sens bolnisia Tu bolini-meTqi da, mec ega msjis da mec magitom viwuxeb Tavso, mTlad upatronod rom ar darCes aqaurobao, mterma ar Tqvas, marTla aRar yofilan, marTla damTavrebula magaTi ambavio. uZaRlo qveyanaSi katebs ayefeben da mec katis magivrobas vwevo. midi da mouge sityva, im SeCvenebuls. icode, marTla mogiva imis locva. ise glocavda, ise glocavda, ro ar vici... kacis locva sxvaa, meti Zala aqvs. RmerTi kacs ufro usmens... ("deida lena, Tqven Tu iciT, ras niSnavs ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe?" hkiTxa lizikom). reebs mekiTxebi, go, isedac areuli maqvs tvini... rao? soxumi daemxoo?! eg ra enazea? soxumSi erTxela var namyofi, Cems siymawvileSi. mezobels wavyevi. gasayidad waiRo raRaca da marto ar gavuSvi. RmerTi, rjuli, me iq zRva ar minaxavs. matareblidan rogor ara, mTeli saaTi, Tu meti ara, napir-napir mivyvebodiT, SemeSinda kidec, ar gadavcvivdeT-meTqi, qalaqSi ki, araferi, ra soxumi da ra Telavi... ("ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe" gaimeora lizikom). rac ar vici, ar vici. qali davberdi da msgavsic araferi gamigia... ("iciT, ras niSnavs?! mumli muxasa gars exveodao. es leqsi xom gagigiaT? simReracaa. mumli

gvexveva, deida lena, mumlma SegvWama. ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe" Tqva lizikom). ginda, cota namcxvars mogitan? dRes lukma ar Cagsvlia pirSi. iseTi gemrieli namcxvari dagitova dedinacvalma... dedaSenma... TiTebs Caayoleb ("Tqven miirTviT" uTxra lizikom). Cven ukve mivirTviT. ZaliT unda Wamo. Tu ar SeWam, rogor morCebi?! ("me ar movrCebi, deida lena" Tqva lizikom).

ufalo, ufalo, gaanaTle mxevali Seni liziko... meSinia. meSinia? arafrisac ar meSinia. TiTqmis aRarc var. Citma raRaca akenka Cemi skamis fexTan da niskarti mSvidad gausv-gamousva filaqans, viTomc araferi... imisTvis ukve aRar varsebob... SeiZleba, momeCvena, warmovidgine, magram amiT, gana, rame icvleba?! damnaSave unda daisajos. magram Cven ki ar visjebiT, vispobiT. imitom rom, RmerTs aRar vekuTvniT. imas vekuTvniT oriveni da iseTebi varT, rogorebic imas vWirdebiT. es aris da es. borotma sZlia keTils, erTxel kidev. damfrTxali meamboxeebi ki, aqeT-iqiT gaifantnen, vin milicias Seafara Tavi, vin sagiJeTs, vidre cxovreba kalapotSi Cadgebodes da milicias namdvili, patiosani borotmomqmedi, sagiJeTs ki, aseve namdvili da patiosani giJi daubrundebodes. mokled, roca savaldebulo, saeqsperimento Tavisufleba amoiwureba da isev is "kargi dro" dadgeba, roca deida lenas yovel saRamos CanTebiT mihqonda Sin avadmyofTa monarCeni saWmeli. magram Sen mainc meti moaswari da metic SesZeli, vidre... vidre Tundac me. me Tavis mokvlac ver movaswari. sakuTari ZarRvic ver gadaviWeri wesierad. magram orives erTnairad wamogvdindeba cxviridan es wamieri TavaSvebuleba. Cven xom erTni varT, erTnairebi... ar SeiZleba Cveni gaTiSva... miT ufro axla, sulieri ganwmendis Jams... rogoria?! me TviTon Semrcxva. sulieri ganwmendis Jams! ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, vidre bilikis es nagleji mainc arsebobs, arc Cven ara gvaqvs farxmalis dayris ufleba. Cven bedma dagvamsgavsa erTmaneTs da sulerTia, vin sad imyofeba, gnebavs, vin sad imaleba axla, miliciaSi Tu sagiJeTSi... magram Cven ki ar vimalebiT, yvelam migvatova, raki erTmaneTi mivatoveT. axla ginda qviSiT vixexoT sulebi da ginda cocxlad CavixarSoT kuprSi, saSveli ar aris. is kudiani dedaberi mainc sad gaqra?! mgoni, saerTod marto damtoves amxela SenobaSi. kidev kargi, kaWkaWi Cxavis aTasSi erTxel... rac mTavaria, oriveni erTnairad zedmetni aRmovCndiT aqaurobisTvis. arafrismaqnisni da arafrismqoneni. Tumca, ratom?! Cvenca gvaqvs Cveni saidumlo. namdvilad Cveni mxolod is aris. mxolod imis mopoveba SevZeliT saerTo ZalisxmeviT. veRarc Cven SeveleviT da veRarc is Segveleva, vidre bolomde ar amogvwovs sisxls... amisTvisac madloba ufals. qali xarbia, magram cota yofnis... gana es cotaa?! ramdens misdis albaT suli, SemoiWyitos, SemoZvres, Cawves, Caeflos Cvens sibinZureSi, magram ver mivarTvi! rogori damamcirebelic ar unda iyos Tavad saidumlo, mainc gamaRlebs sxvis TvalSi... saidumlo Tu ar gaqvs, gindac ar yofilxar. CaTvale, ar gicxovria, ocisa xar Tu asocis. saidumlom, SeiZleba, gagvamarTlos kidec da ara marto erTmaneTis TvalSi. sanaZleo, Senc ase fiqrob. vin icis, erTi suli gaqvs, rodis moxval da metyvi... valdebulic xar, moxvide. unda momce aRsarebis ufleba. gulze xeli davidoT da vaRiaroT, Cven xom wesierad arc viciT, ra moxda da rogor moxda sinamdvileSi... marTla moxda, Tu erTmaneTis jibriT, erTmaneTze ganrisxebulebma, erTmaneTis dakargvis SiSiT, siZulvilamde misuli siyvarulis zemoqmedebiT warmovidgineT yvelaferi, erTmaneTs movugoneT, movalandeT, davasizmreT, raTa gzamoWrilebs, kuTxeSi mimwyvdeulebs, kedelTan miyenebulebs, bewvis xidze Semdgrebs, bolos da bolos, gagvebeda da raRaca mainc Segvecvala, Tundac uaresobisken. daaxloebiT, asedac moxda. Sen maSinve culs dastace xeli, me ki samarTebels... magram satanjvelad da sananeblad isic gveyofa, rac marTla moxda. Senc dagsvare, magram me Signidana var binZuri. ase rom, mSvenieri SemTxveva gaqvs, erTxel kidev ixsna uRirsi... arc iseTi susti xar, rogoradac Tavi mogaqvs. ara, susti xar, magram sisustiTa xar swored

Zlieri... sisustem agaRebina culic... araferi ar minda, erTi amomabRavla Cems gemoze. arada, mze momadga da ver avmdgarvar, skami rom CavaCoCo cota... SvedeTSi, Tu sadRac, skandinaviaSi, amobRavleba yofila saukeTeso saSualeba nerviuli stresis mosaxsnelad. gamoyof sarkmelSi Tavs, amoibRavleb, amoiReb gul-RviZlSi Caleqil Sxams da isev Seiketav sarkmels. xalxi midi-modis, Cveulebrivad, transportic Cveulebrivad moZraobs, sarkmlebi ki zedized iReba, xan aq, xan iq... aravin aqcevs yuradRebas, yvela am dReSia, zogma ukve amoibRavla, zogi cota mogvianebiT amoibRavlebs, miva Tu ara Sin... me, ici, ra mSvelis?! Seni ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe. usasrulod vimeoreb gunebaSi, vidre kidev ufro did uazrobad ar iqceva da marTla mumlis korianteliviT ar damitrialdeba SiganSi... ilmum asaxum srag adoevxe... ram mogafiqra, Se marTla debilo! mTavari sababiao... me mSvenieri sababi maqvs da ver movmkvdarvar... yvelaze Zalian amis meSinia swored, vai Tu, marTla ver movkvde. aki erTxel ukve ver movkvdi! magram rodemde vijdebi ase, Seni WkuiT, xelebdabintuli... gailmum-gaasaxum-gasraggaadoevxebuli?! matyueben raRacas. me Svili iqamde gavaCine, vidre venebs gadaviWridi. ufro sworad, venebi dedamTilma gadamiWra, dedaSenma, gaanebe Cems Svils Tavio. ra Cemi bralia?! me megona... xoda, rom megona, imitomac... es aris yvelafris saTave. gvgonia, rom vcxovrobT, gvgonia, rom vicnobT erTmaneTs... gvgonia, gvZuls, gviyvars, gvinda, ar gvinda... sinamdvileSi, srulebiTac ar aris ise, rogorc Cven gvgonia. ufro metic, saerTod ar varT, ar varsebobT bunebaSi... erTmaneTisTvis varsebobT mxolod... erTmaneTis satanjvelad... CvenTvis gamoyofili dro ar aris namdvili, astronomiuli dro, jibis droa, saTamaSo dagWirdeba, amoiReb, ixmar da gadaagdeb... SeiZleba, amitomac gavaCine?! erTi wamiT mainc rom megrZno namdvili, maradiuli drois dineba?! amitom gavaCine Cumad. vicodi, aravis gaaxarebda misi gaCena. marTlac, rogori ambavia! ori mamis Svili, saerTo Svili mama-Svilisa? sakuTari Tavis mamac da Svilic, erTsa da imave dros. oidiposi vin migdia! gaugebari arseba... socrealuri simaxinje. magram es ra Cemi saqmea?! warsulma agos pasuxi da momavalma idardos. Zalian kargi, magram an deida lena sad gaqra, an eliso sad aris aqamde? bavSvs moviyvano da TviTonac daikarga. ar minda aravin... rom icode, rogor kargad var, rogor sasiamovnod vitanjebi, rogor momwons Cemi tanjva. sadRac wavikiTxe, Tu esec mamam ar miTxra, kibos, Turme, Zalian siamovnebs, cocxlad rom xarSaven... mec kibosaviT var, mec msiamovnebs cocxlad moxarSva... TavisTavad Camomdis moxarSuli xorci da SiSvel Zvlebze haeri rom mexeba, tvins RrWiali gaudis siamovnebisgan... cecxlis karuselze vzivar da vbzrialeb, vbzrialeb, dabrmavebuli, dayruebuli, Tavbrudaxveuli... cocxlad gatyavebuli da cecxlis mxurvale, Ronieri amonasunTqiT gaguduli... mTeli samyaro mumladaa qceuli, romc gindodes, versad gaiqcevi, yvelgan erTnairad dagaxrCobs mumliT gasqelebuli haeri... wlebis, saukuneebis manZilze mzaddeboda es viTom Cveulebrivi aqti, viTom kidev erTi axali sicocxlis dabadebisa... jer me unda gaveCine dedaCems aseTi znedacemuli, da mere me unda gameCina aseTi gaugebroba. ise, Cemi azri Tu gainteresebs, metis Rirsi arc aris es dampali kacobrioba. samagierod, eliso bebiobas eRirsa Cemi wyalobiT. Cemo Sviliko, Cemo Zamiko, Cemo Zmiswulo da Cemo batono mazlo-meTqi, veferebi, vemliqvnelebi da, rom icode, srulebiTac ar mrcxvenia. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Seni namdvilad ar mrcxvenia... gvinda, ar gvinda, erTmaneTisTvis varT gaCenilni, erTnairebi... sxvebi jer fiqroben da mere akeTeben an ar akeTeben, Cven ki, jer vakeTebT da mere vxvdebiT, an

merec ver vxvdebiT, ra CavidineT... da mainc, Cvenze ukeT aravin icis, rogori unda gaizardos bavSvi, Tuki unda gaizardos saerTod... aris uZaRlo qveyana da aris uqveynod darCenili ZaRli... ZaRlebi... Tundac, me da Sen. ki vyefT, magram visTvis? ratom? sicarieleSi vyefT, aravisTvis da arafris gamo. qaravani ki midis. isic ar viciT, saiT midis, an saidan movida. alRoc davkargeT, ynosvac da Sinisken mimavalT gzac ver gvipovnia... aRar gvaxsovs, ras niSnavs "Sin"... vis akldeba amiT, ZaRls Tu qveyanas? orives. marTali xar. magram ufro metad ZaRls. qveyana, bolos da bolos, axali ZaRlis gazrdamde, katas daayefebs, magaliTad, ludovikos, ZaRlis saSveli ki ar aris... mokled, es Tu aRsasrulia, arafers vnanob da aravis winaSe ar vapireb Tavis marTlebas... mimifurTxebia aseTi sicocxlisTvis... rogorc mamaCemi ambobs, iyo dro, roca Rirsebis SesanarCuneblad Cveni keTilSobili dedoflebi ZuZuebs aglejinebdnen jalaTs, Cveni mefeebi ki, Tavisi nebiT debdnen kunZze Tavs. Cven ki, piriqiT, Rirsebisgan gasanTavisufleblad daviglijeT ZuZuebi da moviWeriT Tavebi saqveynod, samarcxvinod... damnaSave ki ar arsebobs, radgan yvela damnaSavea... da mainc, wyeulimc iyos ukuniTi ukunisamde, visic ar iTqmis saxeli, vinc ase ubedurad gagvabedniera oriveni... magram, RvTis wyalobiT, damTavrda Cveni odiseac, damTavrda, marTlac rom, brwyinvale damarcxebiT. guli ki mainc mSvidad micems, TiTqos arafers aeRelvebinos, araferi Sexvedrodes jer zedmetad asaRelvebeli... viyavi, var da bolomde davrCebi sakuTari gulis qveSevrdomi... mirCevnia, isev iman momatyuos, vidre gamomZiebelma, anda eqimma... ar vici, Sen ras fiqrob, magram darwmunebuli var, sworad fiqrob... im qveyanaSi Sexvedramde, Cemo erTgulo megobaro... Sen ra ggonia, Sors ki ar aris is qveyana, am mindors gadaivli da...

lizikos sityva gauwyda, radgan mziT abrWyvialebuli sivrcidan, misTvisac moulodnelad, ucnaurad Cacmuli kaci gamovida uceb da pirdapir misken daaRera Tavi. farTo farflebiani qudi exura (Cveneburad, Sliapa!), farSevangis frTebiT gawyobili. mrgvali sayelo ekeTa, TeTri abreSumisa, naoWasxmuli da mxrebze horizontalurad ganfenili. gegonebodaT, sakuTari Tavi moaqvs TefSiTo. Zowisfer mosasxamze (romelsac ZonZi ufro eTqmoda!), birka da Zurwa ahkvroda. maRalyeliani, Zabris magvari Ceqmebi, siZvelisgan danaoWeboda da araTanabrad CamoflaSvoda wvivebze. cxeni, etyoba, mokvdomoda da unagiri, lagam-avSarianad, amoRliavebuli mohqonda. mooqrovili uzangebi erTmaneTs exlebodnen da zanzalakebiviT wkrialebdnen. aSkarad etyoboda, didi gza gamoevlo, ulvaSi da warbebi mtvriT gadaTeTreboda, daRlilic Canda, magram mainc mxned gamoiyureboda, yovel SemTxvevaSi, namdvilad ver ityodiT, es kaci, sul cota, eqvsasi weliwadia, ase tyuilubralod daexeteba aRma-daRmao. ufro, mizandasaxuli da Tavis TavSi darwmunebuli kacis STabeWdilebas tovebda mnaxvelze, mSvenivrad rom icis, ras eZebs, da isic sjera, aucileblad ipovis, ris sapovneladac eqvsasi wlis win wamosula Tavis qveynidan. "mogesalmebi saqarTvelos mSveniero asuloo" SuasaukuneebisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli maRalfardovnebiT mimarTa lizikos Soridanve, qudi mouxada da mdablad daukra Tavi. lizikos gaeRima, magram xmaSi ahyva ucnobs da TviTonac ZvelqarTuli sidarbaisliTa da kdemamosilebiT upasuxa: "mec siamovnebiT mogesalmebi, keTilSobilo raindoo". "iciT! gaagrZela maSinve, axla ukve metiCruli TavgamodebiT Cemi qmari Sin ar gaxlavT, arc mamamTili, da, samwuxarod, ver SegipatiJebT, magram, Tu gnebavT, wyals mogarTmevT, anda civ Rvinos, romelic gesiamovnebaT, mainc arcerTi ara maqvs". "nu Sewuxdebi, keTilo feriav arc ucnobi CamorCa TavazianobaSi Tqveni pativiscemiT isedac yelamde var... getyodaT albaT qalbatoni elene... Tqvenma katletma didad masiamovna, risTvisac erTxel kidev gixdiT uRrmes madlobas... diax, ludoviko gaxlavarT, bolonieli... odesRac aq arsebuli da aw ukve ukvalod gamqrali qveynisTvis Seucvleli persona grata da romis papis, ase vTqvaT, diplomiani despani..." "maSin, me udiplomo meZavad SegiZliaT CamTvaloT gaicina lizikom es erTaderTi wodebaa, romliTac Tanamedroveoba micnobs da momavali momixseniebs..." "eg naklebad mainteresebs gaawyvetina ludoviko bolonielma me, piradad, imis dadgena ufro mniSvnelovnad mimaCnia, Tu sad SeiZleboda gamqraliyo iseTi aRorZinebuli, laSqarmravali, ymiani da saxelganTqmuli qveyana, rogoradac Cems dros Tqvens samSoblos icnobdnen evropaSi da romlis imediTac imdroindeli romis papi pio osmalebis gandevnas apirebda bizantiidan... iqneb Tqven mainc icodeT rame amis Sesaxeb, axalgazrdebma?! Tqven xom jer kidev gerCiT guli da arc momavlisken frena geSiniaT, arc warsulSi Sebruneba..." "aRorZinebulio?! saxelganTqmulio?! warbebi Sewkipa lizikom aba, ra giTxraT. pirvelad mesmis. aq davibade da aqve gavgiJdi, magram msgavsic araferi msmenia. albaT gza Tu SegeSalaT... saidanac Tqven moxvediT, ukacrieli mindvrebia mxolod, saerTod ar aris gza..." "ara, geTayva isev gaawyvetina ludoviko bolonielma ludoviko boloniels gza arasodes SeSlia. esaa misi xeloba, gzis gagneba. es icis mxolod... marTalia, amjerad, sxva gziT momiwia wamosvla, albaT iciT, bosfori ukve osmalos eWira da iZulebuli Seviqeni, ungreTisa da poloneTis SemovliT Semovsuliyav CemTvis sasurvel qveyanaSi, magram..."

ludoviko bolonieli moulodnelad gaCumda, TiTqos saTqmeli daaviwyda, anda gadaifiqrao, magram cota xnis mere isev gaagrZela, oRond, amjerad, ratomRac, leqsad:
...magram am kaWaWgadavlili mindvrebis meti, aRaraferi aRar damxvda... gaqra qveyana, keTili, zrdili, guluxvi da guladi xalxiT dasaxlebuli... galavnebiT SemozRuduli, cixe-koSkebiT mofenili, moyvris imedad da mtrebis risxvad... ki batono, ra ar momxdara! sofelic bevri wauRia zvavsa da mewyers, qalaqic bevri daumarxavs vulkanis lavas, qveyanac bevri aRugvia JamTasvlis borbals, magram me mainc ver vijereb, rom saqarTveloc aRar arsebobs... maTi xvedri gaiziara... gaqarwylda yvela varaudi, gacvda kalami, daSra melnis zRva, yvela vada amoiwura da SeiZleba, verasodes mivagno marTla, risi mignebac ase msurda, ase mewada... magram jer far-xmals mainc ar vyri... arc davyri albaT, radgan aseve SeiZleba, Sin dabrunebuls, Tavis adgilze aRar damxvdes, araTu romi, aramed... ara! Tqmac ki miWirs... sjobs sagiJeTSi isev giJebis monarCeni katleti vWamo da gavagrZelo dakargulis Zebna jiutad... sagnis dakargva rodi niSnavs sagnis gaqrobas! samaradisod da ukvalod is qreba mxolod, ris dakargvasac veguebiT... magram Tu vigrZnobT, rom Cvens sicocxles uimisod azri ara aqvs, isic brundeba, ufro sworad, kvlav ibadeba, da, erT dRes, rogorc wylidan miwa, an rZidan yveli, pirvelyofili brwyinvalebiT amoizrdeba...

swored am dros, wablis xeze isev daiCxavla kaWkaWma da lizikom Tvali gaaxila...

mumlis burusi

Tavidanve unda vaRiaro, rom "godori" erTi mxriv ideaTa romania, meore mxriv ki romani-saga. masSi mZlavri publicisturi paTosi epikur, miTologiur, arqetipul saxeebTanaa Sezavebuli da aseTi SezavebiT miRebuli enobrivi qsovili, cxadia garkveul problemebs uqmnis komentators. mis yuradRebas xan romanSi ganxiluli e.w. saWirboroto sakiTxebi ipyrobs, xan ki Txrobis miTopoeturi maqmanebi gaitacebs xolme. veravin ityvis, romeli ufro rTulia, e.w. "godris kacis" publicisturi saxis Camoqna, gamokveTa da realur, Tanamedrove situaciebTan misi misadageba Tu misTvis zogadsakacobrio Tu yvela droisTvis gamosadegi paradigmis statusis miniWeba. darwmunebuli var, es wigni ukve bevrma adamianma waikiTxa da saTaurmac albaT ukve SeiZina garkveuli konotaciebi (godris kacebi, godris gagdebuli, godris Taoba), miTumetes, rom igi Tavisi zemoqmedebiT, paradigmuli sizustiTa da moqnilobiT "jayos xiznebisa" da "kvaWi kvaWantiraZis" gverdiTac SeiZleba daayeno.

es rac Seexeba saTaurs da misgan gamomdinare mniSvnelobaTa rigs, Tavad teqsti ki, Zalze efeqturi dasawyisis Semdeg, garkveul bundovanebaSi Ziravs am sizustesa da moqnilobas (es gansakuTrebiT romanis meore nawils exeba). ra Tqma unda, aq araferia gasakviri, es xom Tanamedrove romania da ara klasikuri, sadac avtori avantiuruli an fsiqologiuri romanis Targze moWrida masalas. Tumca erTi ram mainc iqcevs yuradRebas. saqme isaa, rom avtori Txrobas retrospeqciiT iwyebs (mimaCnia, rom romanSi yvelaze Zlieri swored es monakveTia) da amis gamo umberto ekos erTi saintereso SeniSvna gamaxsenda "retrospeqtuli Txrobis" Sesaxeb. misi sityviT (da am SemTxvevaSi igi Jerar Jenets eyrdnoba), retrospeqtiva imis kompensaciaa, risi moyolac avtors daaviwyda. Sesabamisad Txrobis retrospeqtiviT dawyebam an momavali danaklisi unda aanazRauros (ekos enaze rom vTqvaT, is, rac "avtors SemdgomSi daaviwydeba", razec igi yuradRebas aRar gaamaxvilebs) an mkiTxvels unda Seaxsenos is, rac mas aRar axsovs. arada qarTvel mkiTxvels wesiT kargad unda axsovdes, ufro sworad unda icodes pirvel nawilSi aRwerili Tu miniSnebuli movlenebi (georgievskis traqtati, saqarTvelos aneqsia, gasabWoeba da a.S.), Tumca retrospeqcias kidev erTi funqcia aqvs, igi warsulis mimoxilvis saSualebas gvaZlevs, xels uwyobs mkiTxvels warsulis movlenebis awmyoSi ganfenasa da masTan misadagebaSi. esaa imavdroulad Txrobisa da komentirebis procesi, zemoxsenebuli publicisturi paTosic, rogorc Cans, swored aqedan iSveba da WilaZis gamogonili personaJebic principSi am realur viTarebas, realur movlenebs ukavSirdebian da monawileobas iReben masSi. aqedan gamomdinare, romanSi xSirad monacvleobs realuri da SemoqmedebiTi plani, istoriuli da miTologiuri saxeebi, romelic sabolood rTul, moZrav sistemad yalibdeba. CvenTvis pirvel rigSi miTologiuri plania mniSvnelovani da oTar WilaZisTvis tradiciulad damaxasiaTebeli is xerxebi, romlebic safuZvels gvaZleven "godors" romani-saga vuwodoT. "godori" ojaxis istoriaa, romelsac saTaveSi erTi mwyemsis Svili, godorSi gamozrdili raJden kaSeli udgas. marTalia manamde sxvebsac ucxovriaT godorSi, qarTul literaturaSi sxva bavSvebisTvisac darweula es mownuli ormo akvnad, magram kaSelebi pirvelebi aRmoCndnen, visac godris kacebi uwoda mweralma. magaliTad kvaWi kvaWantiraZis mamas, silibistros, bavSvoba sanaxevrod godorSi hqonda gatarebuli, misi Svili ki namdvili miTiuri gmiriviT moevlina qveyanas. mere kvaWis devgmiruli bavSvobac gaixseneT, cxovrebasTan saziarebeli adaTebis mTeli wyeba rom axlda Tan da sanam raJdenis ambavs movyvebode, is ambavic nu dagaviwydebaT, qals rom pirvelad gausinja gemo kvaWikom, cviris, vinc dedasaviT zrdida mas. amis Semdeg ki vin icis, iqneb vinmem "godris" interteqstadac dasaxos "kvaWi kvaWantiraZe". axla ki raJdens mivxedoT. am naxevradmiTiuri personaJis dedas Turme rusi uriadniki daudioda sayvarlad da bavSvs, xeli rom ar SeeSala, deda godorSi svamda xolme: "naSieri mSvenivrad grZnobda Tavs godorSi da, rogorc TviTonve amtkicebda mere, ukve veterani, gansakuTrebiT ki Rvinonaylapi, yovelTvis didi interesiT uTvalTvalebda dedisa da misi sayvarlis alerss godris WuWrutanebidan da, misda uneburad ubzikdeboda kidec...". bavSvis mamis, "olimpodan gamoZevebuli" mwyemsis SurisZiebis Semdeg godris WuWrutanidan gamomzirali, aRgznebuli, foladisferi mzeris patara biWi godrianad waiyvana uSvilZiro qalma, kesariam. raJdeni ki, roca wamoizarda, anu "godorma rom veRar gauZlo, veRar Seakava misi swrafadmzardi, ferxorciTa da dauxarjavi energiiT savse sxeuli da zed Semoemsxvra... ganTavisuflebisTanave dedobils eca da sacodavi kesaria Zlivs gamoglijes xelidan wivil kivilze movardnilma mezoblebma". ase iSva raJdeni, naWuWiviT moiSora godris narCenebi da cxovrebis gzas daadga, raTa godorSi SeZenili midrekilebebi gamoeCina da axali saqarTvelos samsaxurSi Camdgariyo. igi "alalbedze mixoxavda sakuTari simdablis mwvervalisaken", natyviars nerwyviT iSuSebda, nadiriviT, da tyvias esroda yvelas da yvelafers, rac ki moZraobda.

ase da amgvarad, pirveli godris naSieri ukve Saragzaze gavida da aqtiurad Caeba procesebSi, romelmac misi mamuli unda aqcios Saragzad. axlovdeba 1921 wlis 25 Tebervali da misi memkvidris Sobis dRec. raJdenis colma, klavam Saragzaze imSobiara, "sadRac soRanluRsa da orTaWalas Soris", gzispira Txrilis damyayebul wyalSi ganbana Cvili da TavsafarSi gamoaxvia. Svils antoni daarqves da cxadia, isic, mamasaviT qveynis damCemebeli gamodga. misi Tve sxvebis wlebs udrida, ori wlisa TvaldaxuWuli Slida da awyobda SaSxanas, "xuTisam mezoblis ZaRli mokla im SaSxaniT, TxuTmetisa ki ukve xalxs xocavda". gvamis sunSi gazrdili es sagvareulo kidev or Taobas gawvdeba, kidev erT raJdensa da antons miscems dasabams da es personaJebi, ukve Cveni Tanamedroveni, koTurnebze Semdgarni, antikuri tragediis TamaSs daiwyeben. es antikuri niSnebi cxadad Tu dafarulad, bevr rames gansazRvraven romanSi da SeiZleba iTqvas, konkretuli droisa da sivrcis sazRvars miRmac ki gahyavT personaJebi. erTgan avtori ambobs "jer kidev antikuri tragediis Takara mze acxunebs CvenSi, Tbilisis misadgomebTan ki, troas cxeni Zovs"-o da nel-nela mkiTxvelic xvdeba Tu vinaa am romanSi oidiposi, vin io da oreste, vin ki klitemnestra. moqmedebaSi axali gmirebi erTvebian, Zvelebis STamomavlebi, imave saxelebis matarebeli mama-Svili, raJdeni da antoni, antonis coli liziko da sxvebic. Cndeba Wreli Zroxac, Tavis droze cxovrebis simbolod rom gadaiqca patara antonisTvis da masTan erTad movida gaunelebeli sevda da daumsaxurebeli damcirebac, CaxSuli mrisxaneba da monoba. Tavad antonic, am ZroxasaviT, antikuri miTebidan, moirweva Tavis cxovrebis gzaze. "...modis, moClaxunobs, sakuTari gamZleobiT Sewuxebuli, Tuki SeiZleba rame awuxebdes, RmerTqalis miqseuli buzanklis meti", modis mojadoebuli, galaxuli da ase manam ivlis, sanam mamamiss, antonis colis, lizikos gabzekili ZuZuebisken ar gaeqceva xeli. swored am adgilidan amodis tragediis Takara mzec, romelmac yvela personaJi unda dawvas Tavisi mcxunvarebiT. erTi sityviT, "godorSi" incesti Txrobis mTavar meqanizmad iqceva da avtori Tvalebis daTxris tragikul ritualsac xSirad Seaxsenebs xolme Tavis gmirebs. "maTi ojaxi namdvilad sanimuSoa, yvelani mkacrad icaven sisufTaves da ucxos aravis aWaWaneben ojaxur seqsSi... marTlac, rogori ambavia! ori mamis Svili, saerTo Svili mama-Svilisa? sakuTari Tavis mamac da Svilic, erTsa da imave dros. oidiposi vin migdia!..." marad mSierma, yvelafrismSTanTqvelma saSom ki "unda aTqvifos da Seazavos mamisa da Zis Tesli "arnaxuli, argagonili homunkulusis Sesaqmnelad", saSom, anu lizikom, colma da rZalma, vinac TviTmkvlelobis mcdelobis Semdeg antikuri gmiris sijiutiT unda moigerios Tavisianebis yuradReba da TanagrZnoba, ise, rogorc orestem eriniebi, mamamisi ki, mwerali elizbari, "mxcovani odisevsi", iZulebulia omSi wavides. xolo rac Seexeba daTxril Tvalebs, igi afxazeTSi sabrZolvelad wasuli mamismkvlelis, antonis xilvebSic Cndeba. erTxel maSin, roca fiWvis Stoze Semoskupebul ciyvs erTi gasroliT Camoagdebs uxilavi xeli: "tyviam SxuiliT gafxriwa haeri da Tvalgadmovardnili ciyvi sacodavad afarTxalda gasisxlianebul balaxSi. ciyvs Tvalis adgilas veeberTela lorwovani buSti gamoebera" (buSti, sadac samyaroc ki airekleboda). meorejer ki dakiTxvaze, roca gamomZieblis jibidan gamomzirali patara ciyvi moelandeba: "uceb cali Tvali gamoebera, gamoebera, gamoebera da aerostatisxela rom gaxda, sazareli xmiT gaskda." am ciyvis TvaliviT gaskda mravalwliani tyuilic, antonis garSemo rom grovdeboda. didi xnis manZilze antonic, usinaTlosaviT, verafers xedavda, misTvis samSoblo da saerTod, samyaro SeniRbuli iyo. versad miakvlia man am samyaros da mxolod qviSxeTis mweralTa saxlis TanamSromlis, giJi nikolozas biblioTekaSi naxa xsna. kiTxulobda bevrs, SesaZloa "Tebes tragediebs", "Zmeb karamazovebs", Tavisi goneba ki vin icis, iqneb "danaSaulsa da sasjelze" alesa. mis mier mamis mxares moqneuli culic am gonebis nayofia da swored amitomac Cans irealuri es mkvleloba, anu mamiskvlis scena zmanebis saburvelSia gaxveuli, antonis bodvebiTaa Sezavebuli.

avtori-mTxrobeli SeniSnavs antonze: "gvamis sunSia gazrdili, am suniTaa gaJRenTili yvela misi fiqri, sizmari Tu ocneba... es suni ar aZlevda nebas, isic Cveulebrivi bavSvi yofiliyo, tolamxanagebis msgavsad, imasac araferi scodnoda qveynisa da marto imaze ezruna, Tu rogor Caegdo xelSi axali kaseta, amerikuli sigareti, gasaberi kevi Tu warweriani maisuri... anu, yofiliyo is, rac unda yofiliyo, rasac skola da ojaxi moiTxovda misgan - mSobelze uaresi da, roca dro mouvidoda, Svilze ukeTesi." raze mianiSnebs es sityvebi? nuTu antonis tragikuli Secdoma mamis gzidan gadaxveva iyo? iqneb am gzazeve dabruneba iqca tragediad? igi xom qvecnobierad kaSelobas, Tavisive arsebas ebrZoda, magram aiRo culi da Tavi gaupo mamas ("mamas etira deda"), riTac kaSeloba ki ar moiSala, piriqiT, axlidan iSva, mis axal cxovrebas daudo saTave. am SemTxvevaSi nawarmoebSi aRwerili da antonis mier wakiTxuli erT sibrtyeze Tavsdeba, es ori plani gadaikveTeba da Seqspiris "hamletis" principiT, "scenascenaze", erTmaneTs gansazRvravs. Tuki "hamletSi" daniis ufliswuli mamis aCrdilisgan igebs ambavs da Semdeg axdens mis reprezentacias, aq Tavad antoni iqceva landad ("culSemarTulic arafrad Caagdo... TiTqos mkvleli ki ar idga mis win, aramed misive landi, aCrdili, haeris buSti...") da momxdari, mosaxdeni Tu wakiTxuli ukve mis cnobierebis nakadSi reprezentirdeba. amgvari cnobierebis nakadi Tu giJis monologebi mTels romans gamsWvalavs. romani SeSlilobiT iwyeba da misiT sruldeba. am mxriv Zalze sainteresoa patriotuli lirikis kavSiri sigiJesTan. roca avtori erekles Tanamedrove, dosiTeoz nekreselze saubrobs, ambobs, igi erTmorwmune mfarvelis, ruseTis sisastikiTa da uRmerTobiT iyo SeSlili, gnebavT gapoetebulio da dosiTeozic, "mravalTa da mravalTa msgavsad, mainc veraferSi garkveuli, batis wamaxul frTas nela, saqmismcodnis sidinjiT awobda samelneSi... da msxvili, acabaca asoebiT gamohyavda: "ara ars isreT tkbili, viT mamulis siyvarulio"". aq ori plani isev gadakveTs erTmaneTs, garusebuli (gnebavT, gasabWoebuli) saqarTvelos realuri plani da dosiTeozi, Tavisi batis wamaxuli frTiTa da yvavilebisgan damzadebuli melniT, romelic SemoqmedebiT mxareze migvaniSnebs. da romanis mixedviT, am SemoqmedebiT, fiqciur saqarTvelos realuri saqarTvelo Caenacvleba. sityvebi, "Rormucela debilebisa da gesliani qvrivebis saqarTvelo aRar aris, damTavrda" swored imis momaswavebelia, rom oTaraanT qvrivebisa da luarsab TaTqariZeebis qveyana istorias Cabarda da dadga dro, roca samSoblos siyvaruli da poezia SeSlilobasTan unda gaigivdes. rogorc giTxariT, romani venebgadaWrili lizikos monologiT sruldeba da misi sityvebi, "aq davibade da aqve gavgiJdi" mware, finalur simarTled gaismis nawarmoebSi. sxva simarTles gvauwyebs mumli, romelic, vfiqrob, lizikosTan da sxvebTan erTad, romanis erT-erT mTavar gmirad iqceva. mumlTan erTad Txrobac mdore xdeba da zogadad, misi gamoCena SesaZloa Txrobis SeuZleblobasac ukavSirdebodes. mis adgils, Tanamedrove literaturaTmcodneobis enaze rom vTqvaT, diskursi ikavebs, gansja-monologebi da fabulas, erTi mxriv, mumli abundovanebs, meore mxriv ki personaJTa anTebuli cnobiereba. romanSi yvelgan mumlia, sizmarSic da cxadSic, mumli yria savarZelSi, sarkmlis rafaze da iatakze, sawolSic da magidazec, pursac mumli ayria da baliSsac. mumli "msxvili, dondlo da wyliani... avadmyofuri, mumli-raketa. baqteriomzidi... mumliT gasqelebuli da gawebili haeri mduRare badagiviT ibuSteba, livlivebs, brunavs..." mumli dafrinavs yvelgan, mTel saqarTvelos mumli dastrialebs, rogorc rame sidamples, demonstrantebsac mumlis uzarmazari amala mohyveba da misi mofarfate siyviTle artyia yovels. mumlis siyviTle, SesaZloa Txrobis garkveuli fonic egonos kacs, Tumca es mxolod erTi SexedviT Cans. romanSi igi Tavis folklorul bunebasac inarCunebs da literaturul xerxsac warmoadgens, anu, rogorc zemoT giTxariT, igi raRac azriT faravs ambavs, abundovanebs mas.

literaturaTmcodneobaSi cnobilia, rom TxrobaSi bundovanebis, an masTan dakavSirebuli metaforebis Semosvla, e.w. saspensisTvis gvamzadebs. gvkarnaxobs, rom male kvanZi gaixsneba. "godorSi" ki kvanZis gaxsnis es procesi ganuwyvetliv vaddeba da saspensi Tvalsa da xels Sua gepareba, ris gamoc iseTi STabeWdileba geqmneba, TiTqos Tavad romansac mumli dastrialebs, igi faravs mis sityvier qsovilsa da personaJTa xmebs. mas verc afxazeTis omis griali axSobs da verc mamis gvamze, rogorc kvarcxlbekze Semdgari antonis, ubibilo da udezebo mamlis yivili. samwuxarod, mumlis es nislovaneba Zneli gasafantia, avtormac am nislSi Catova Tavisi gmirebi da verc Cemi es werili auxels sabolood Tvalebs literaturis moyvarulebs. me mxolod erTis imedi maqvs, rom kidev bevri qarTveli mkiTxveli Seabijebs Tamamad im saxifaTo burusSi, romelsac oTar WilaZis proza hqvia. malxaz xarbedia